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Kieran.
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Mum, this is Benjamin's brother.
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I didn't say a break. I said time out.
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They're very different things.
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Prenuptial agreements
are standard practice...
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I know what it is.
Did your father put you up to this?
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Would you do me the honour
of being my wife?
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Because of her... Julia.
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Maybe it was a dream.
Or maybe I got it wrong.
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And I didn't see my dad beat my
mum and then try to kill himself.
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I want us to elope.
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Our wedding is in two days.
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There's something that
you're not saying.
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And I'm not an idiot.
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This is Benjamin.
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Who's he to you?
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Um, I'm marrying him tomorrow.
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After what he did?
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I'm not who I say am.
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But then, who is?
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We all wear our masks.
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Hide our darkness.
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Our pain.
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We all want to be someone we're not.
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But where's the harm in that?
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Of course I wish you were here.
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Of course I do, but...
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And none of it's easy and it's made
a shitload harder by you calling me
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half-cut when I'm with my wife.
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Oh, please...
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Julia!
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Mum, are you in there?
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Oh, just one sec.
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What happened to you yesterday?
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- Oh.
- Mum?
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What is it? What's wrong?
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Oh, nothing. Nothing's wrong.
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What was with the radio silence, then?
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I called, like, six times
after we spoke,
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kept going to voicemail.
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My phone died.
I didn't mean to worry you, darling.
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I just had some last-minute
stuff to deal with.
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Well, that is what
Patrick and I are here for.
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Your job is a very simple one.
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Enjoyment.
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Now, get showering.
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You old fool.
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Oh... it's too much.
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I figured if ever there
was a time for sentiment,
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it's now, but you have
to promise not to laugh.
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No, I won't.
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If I see even the hint
of a smirk, then...
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the drawbridge is coming up.
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I can't imagine how lonely it's been.
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Having no-one on your
side about Benjamin.
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But you have just stuck to your
guns in the most brilliant way.
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So, in the spirit of channelling you...
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I...
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I've asked Emily to come today.
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As my...
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I hope that's okay.
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Of course, darling.
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You just have to be happy.
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Just...
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Just makes sure that she's a good one.
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She is. It's me you have to worry about!
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Oh, I do.
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But, maybe...
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Maybe I don't need to any more.
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I guess we'd better get this...
bridal shit on the road.
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This is hard for me to say.
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It's okay.
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I know already.
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I've known ever since you...
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Since you first told me that...
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you wouldn't do it.
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You couldn't do it, marry him.
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Because it's us, isn't it?
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It's always...
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... been us.
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Despite everything.
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- We love each other.
- Ted, I...
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I had my revenge and now you
with all this, younger man,
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flaunting him in my face,
bringing him...
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back to our house.
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You've had yours.
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Now we're even.
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So... we can...
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... we can start again.
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You and me.
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Your revenge for what?
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Well, for you leaving me.
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I never left you.
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Maybe not physically, but you withdrew.
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- So it's my fault.
- No...
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All that matters is...
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... it's done with and
we can get back to how we were.
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What's wrong with you?
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What's the phrase?
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The past is a foreign country.
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Only, for us, it's two
wildly different countries.
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Truth is that...
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And it's hard to admit, but...
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I am as guilty as you...
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for burying it,
for not speaking up for...
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My silence has corroded everything.
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Now I'm being punished.
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What are you talking about?
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How we were.
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That's what I'm talking about.
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What you did to me.
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Your violence.
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We've never talked about it.
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I can't do this.
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And I need to... now.
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I need to know why.
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And that's what I came
to say, or to ask...
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Not...
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The moment just before...
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That's the bit that
I'm really interested in,
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when you go from... from not
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doing and holding
yourself back, to doing,
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I need to understand that moment.
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Why?
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Because I have to know if...
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that ever leaves you, the urge,
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or if a person can make
a mistake and then...
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... change.
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So all this... you...
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calling me here...
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it was never about us.
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It was always about him.
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There is no "us", Ted!
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I need this one thing from you.
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You owe me this one thing.
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I don't owe you anything.
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You ruined my life.
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And worse than that,
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- our children's lives
- Don't, don't you
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don't you bring our children into this.
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I didn't. You did, when
you hit me in front of them.
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Once. They saw only once!
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And what? That makes
all the other times okay?!
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The children are fine.
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The kids are not fine.
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And that is largely due to you.
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Everyone has their regrets.
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Things that give them sleepless nights.
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Mine is that I didn't
leave you that night.
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That I didn't take those kids
and get them far,
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far away from you.
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You'd never have left me!
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I was already packed and then you...!
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You made it so that I couldn't.
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God, if I had my time again,
I'd have left you in there.
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Oh!
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Oh!
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Oh, God...
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Looks like you gave me
your answer after all.
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Julia? I'm so glad...
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I-I started to worry.
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Not... hearing anything,
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and I know we're meant to be
abiding by tradition and everything,
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but I just... I miss you and, er...
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I can't wait to marry you.
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Julia?
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It's over.
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She went outside, I told her not...
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- I told her not to go outside.
- It's fine!
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Come with me, darling.
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I don't know what's happened.
I don't know what's been said to you.
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I can only imagine that
it was one of your sons.
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But whatever it is, we can sort it out.
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I know that we can.
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So please...
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please, just call me back
and tell me where you are, look...
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I can hear you, you know!
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- Julia's here, isn't she?
- Hi.
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- What?
- I need to speak to her.
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I need to speak to her, Julia.
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- Erm...
- Julia!
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- Julia! It's me.
- What is going on?
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Julia! I just, I really
need to speak to Julia.
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- Okay. I need to speak to her.
- She's not here, though.
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Everything okay, Mum?
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- Just give us a sec.
- Okay.
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Sorry.
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What about Ted? Mm?
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- What about Ted?
- Is he here?
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Would you just tell me if
he's here or not, please?
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No. No, Edward is not here
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and I'm not sure
I appreciate the implication.
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Are you going to tell me what's
going on or do I have to guess?
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It's... I really don't know.
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Julia is not the type...
to get cold feet.
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I dunno what I've done.
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Maybe you haven't done anything.
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The day I was getting
married to Clayton,
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there was just so much noise,
so many people, all with opinions,
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I just took myself off.
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Not long enough for anyone to notice,
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but just long enough to, to remember,
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why I was doing it.
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Yeah.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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Just, just find her.
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I've been staring
at that picture of you.
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So young, so serious.
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As if, as if I'm expecting
not to recognise you.
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For there have been
some kind of mistake.
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Because the Benjamin I know,
he would never...
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He could never do this.
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I thought you were the person
that would make up
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for all those wasted years.
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But everything you are is a lie,
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which I'm now realising means everything
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we've had is the same.
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I thought I'd feel
better when I wrote this,
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and I would have a moment of peace.
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But there is no peace for me now.
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I really thought that you, you...
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Your letter...
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Don't you, don't you ever do that again!
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You...
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You scared me.
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I scared you?
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I thought I could
leave this time, but...
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I can't...
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Can't leave, can't stay.
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So here I am.
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Can you at least look at me?
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- What happened?
- Can you not touch me?
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Who did that?
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Does it matter?
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Ted.
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Ted...
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But he...
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Why?
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Force of habit.
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Well, why didn't you tell me?
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I don't...
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... tell people.
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I made myself a promise after...
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That I would never be
with a violent man again.
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I can fix this, Julia,
if you, if you let me.
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I can fix it. I...
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What? So, it's just...
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I-I don't even get a conversation.
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Well, I can't think what you
would possibly say.
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Because, because
you've made your mind up.
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No, the facts made my mind up!
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Facts! Facts that you went looking for!
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You wanted to find a
reason not to marry me.
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You think... you think
that I've broken your trust?
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Well, the truth is...
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... you've broken mine, too.
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Don't need it now.
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You can't just give up on me.
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Or you'll what?
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Kill me?
268
00:24:39,987 --> 00:24:43,628
Do you know the really
sad thing, Benjamin?
269
00:24:45,134 --> 00:24:48,230
The sad thing is that
if you had told me,
270
00:24:48,255 --> 00:24:50,331
I might have been able to get past it,
271
00:24:50,356 --> 00:24:52,509
seen it as the actions
of a terrified boy,
272
00:24:52,534 --> 00:24:54,066
who just didn't know what his punch
273
00:24:54,091 --> 00:24:57,064
would mean and the lives
that it would ruin.
274
00:24:57,089 --> 00:24:58,159
I wanted to tell you.
275
00:24:58,160 --> 00:25:00,399
I wanted to tell you everything.
276
00:25:00,400 --> 00:25:02,011
You have no idea how much.
277
00:25:02,036 --> 00:25:04,909
Instead of a real person...
278
00:25:05,443 --> 00:25:08,331
... I got a construct.
279
00:25:08,933 --> 00:25:11,027
You erased your past.
280
00:25:11,052 --> 00:25:12,933
Your brother.
281
00:25:14,462 --> 00:25:16,120
Your name.
282
00:25:16,355 --> 00:25:18,339
Don't you think that I know that?
283
00:25:19,139 --> 00:25:22,262
Don't you think that
I have been terrified every,
284
00:25:22,287 --> 00:25:25,095
every single day since we met
that you would find me out?
285
00:25:25,120 --> 00:25:27,021
I am so tired.
286
00:25:32,258 --> 00:25:33,858
Me too.
287
00:25:41,223 --> 00:25:44,098
I need you to do one thing for me,
I need you to come with me.
288
00:25:44,123 --> 00:25:46,279
I-I will explain.
289
00:25:46,474 --> 00:25:48,889
I will explain, I promise you.
290
00:25:51,251 --> 00:25:54,701
But I need you to give me one chance...
291
00:25:55,537 --> 00:25:57,506
at making you understand.
292
00:26:09,183 --> 00:26:12,420
My life wasn't...
293
00:26:12,445 --> 00:26:14,443
It hasn't been like your kids' lives.
294
00:26:14,468 --> 00:26:17,535
My mum, she was all... hard edges.
295
00:26:17,560 --> 00:26:20,389
I used to think it was the drugs...
bending her out of shape.
296
00:26:20,414 --> 00:26:24,695
But in the end, I really think that
it was just her, making...
297
00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:27,699
wrong decisions, ones that
we had to live with, you know.
298
00:26:28,449 --> 00:26:32,223
No dad for Kieran, and a...
a useless one for me.
299
00:26:35,591 --> 00:26:37,184
And when she died,
300
00:26:37,778 --> 00:26:39,614
Kieran tried so hard to pretend
301
00:26:39,639 --> 00:26:41,051
that everything was normal.
302
00:26:41,076 --> 00:26:44,465
Never letting on to
anyone that we were alone.
303
00:26:48,301 --> 00:26:50,770
And all of that, it had to be paid for.
304
00:26:51,053 --> 00:26:55,996
And that became hard, in a way
that you could never understand.
305
00:26:59,457 --> 00:27:01,567
He said all we needed was 50 quid.
306
00:27:02,403 --> 00:27:04,598
50 quid and we would
be okay for the month,
307
00:27:04,623 --> 00:27:06,356
he asked me to be lookout, so...
308
00:27:06,920 --> 00:27:08,614
So I stood there...
309
00:27:10,685 --> 00:27:13,559
I stood there till I heard...
310
00:27:16,278 --> 00:27:20,215
And there's this man lying
there, blood just...
311
00:27:25,003 --> 00:27:26,261
Are you...?
312
00:27:26,540 --> 00:27:28,473
Are you saying it was Kieran?
313
00:27:29,322 --> 00:27:31,887
I'm not, I'm not s-saying.
314
00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:35,864
Then why should I believe you?
315
00:27:36,048 --> 00:27:40,227
You really think that I am capable
of killing another person?
316
00:27:40,252 --> 00:27:41,732
I didn't...
317
00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:45,723
But... now...
318
00:27:49,369 --> 00:27:50,778
Yeah.
319
00:27:51,990 --> 00:27:53,660
I do.
320
00:28:07,983 --> 00:28:10,340
Why do I get the feeling
this is bad news?
321
00:28:10,825 --> 00:28:12,356
Come in.
322
00:28:27,159 --> 00:28:28,799
I'm really sorry.
323
00:28:30,791 --> 00:28:32,191
I had to.
324
00:28:34,120 --> 00:28:35,606
I told her.
325
00:28:38,535 --> 00:28:41,833
And now I need you to tell her too,
so that she believes me.
326
00:28:44,810 --> 00:28:46,250
Please.
327
00:28:47,608 --> 00:28:48,903
You told her.
328
00:28:49,090 --> 00:28:50,372
Told her what?
329
00:28:50,751 --> 00:28:52,340
I did say...
330
00:28:52,881 --> 00:28:54,872
I said that you didn't mean to.
331
00:28:55,772 --> 00:28:57,252
Still...
332
00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:01,653
A man died.
333
00:29:12,281 --> 00:29:13,881
I'm sorry.
334
00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:17,833
But you know what you did?
335
00:29:23,622 --> 00:29:26,036
I mean, it was an accident.
He didn't mean to do it.
336
00:29:26,264 --> 00:29:28,304
He's a good man, my brother.
337
00:29:30,670 --> 00:29:32,975
You can't, you can't do this.
338
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:34,319
You can't ruin my life again.
339
00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:35,911
You tell her it was you!
340
00:29:35,956 --> 00:29:38,435
I wish that I could.
341
00:29:38,801 --> 00:29:41,106
You fucking tell her it was you!
342
00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:53,834
He's lying, I promise you, he's lying!
343
00:29:53,859 --> 00:29:55,278
Kieran!
344
00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:00,399
Please. Please, Kieran. I'm begging you.
345
00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:02,653
You tell her. You tell her
what really happened. Please!
346
00:30:02,678 --> 00:30:05,004
Don't you think she's
been lied to enough, Sean?
347
00:30:15,012 --> 00:30:20,465
Hey, hey, come here.
Cut it out, it's okay.
348
00:30:20,490 --> 00:30:23,442
You've no idea how much I've missed you!
349
00:30:23,500 --> 00:30:26,770
You've no idea how much
I've missed my big brother.
350
00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:29,239
I've missed you, too.
351
00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:31,399
Then, why are you trying...
352
00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:33,573
to make it so it's all for nothing?
353
00:30:33,598 --> 00:30:35,659
Because you ruined it.
354
00:30:36,643 --> 00:30:38,112
We swore on Mum's life.
355
00:30:38,137 --> 00:30:40,830
We swore that we wouldn't talk about it.
356
00:30:42,065 --> 00:30:44,049
I can't lose her.
357
00:30:44,536 --> 00:30:47,744
What about me?! What about me?! Eh?
358
00:30:48,377 --> 00:30:50,159
I fucking love you!
359
00:30:51,541 --> 00:30:52,985
You don't...
360
00:30:53,284 --> 00:30:56,916
'Cos if you did,
you would tell the truth.
361
00:31:09,562 --> 00:31:11,335
I only hit him once.
362
00:31:13,816 --> 00:31:15,217
I'm sorry...
363
00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:19,079
I'm... I'm s...
364
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:22,241
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry.
365
00:31:34,653 --> 00:31:36,639
You let him take the blame.
366
00:31:38,740 --> 00:31:40,624
Your own brother.
367
00:31:43,479 --> 00:31:45,288
Benjamin, I want to go.
368
00:31:45,389 --> 00:31:47,217
No, don't go, please.
369
00:31:48,913 --> 00:31:51,147
Do you want to know why
he's with you, love?
370
00:31:51,172 --> 00:31:54,616
It's because you give them all
the things that he never had...
371
00:31:54,859 --> 00:31:57,608
money, status...
372
00:31:58,935 --> 00:32:01,124
... and a mother who loved him.
373
00:32:08,040 --> 00:32:09,546
I know what's coming for you, brother,
374
00:32:09,570 --> 00:32:11,741
even if you're too blind to see it.
375
00:32:12,884 --> 00:32:15,952
You're going to be stuck in a world...
376
00:32:16,210 --> 00:32:18,272
that you don't belong.
377
00:32:18,479 --> 00:32:21,764
With a family who will
never accept you...
378
00:32:22,577 --> 00:32:24,617
and a pensioner for a wife.
379
00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:46,624
I still don't understand.
380
00:32:49,381 --> 00:32:51,101
Why take the blame?
381
00:32:54,527 --> 00:32:57,694
He was 21, I was 15.
382
00:33:00,287 --> 00:33:02,670
Young Offenders' didn't sound so bad.
383
00:33:05,002 --> 00:33:07,061
But it's your whole life.
384
00:33:14,077 --> 00:33:16,428
Have you ever had a
moment where it's just...?
385
00:33:17,869 --> 00:33:21,670
A moment so far beyond
what you imagined.
386
00:33:22,279 --> 00:33:23,912
That you're just, you're...
387
00:33:24,835 --> 00:33:26,539
... you're outside of yourself.
388
00:33:26,564 --> 00:33:28,004
Just...
389
00:33:29,341 --> 00:33:30,861
Just doing.
390
00:33:36,668 --> 00:33:38,188
I thought that...
391
00:33:43,219 --> 00:33:45,585
I really thought that I was saving him.
392
00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:50,428
That's what kept me going...
in that place.
393
00:33:52,840 --> 00:33:54,827
I thought that he was out there,
394
00:33:55,562 --> 00:33:57,295
making a life for himself.
395
00:33:59,920 --> 00:34:02,256
Then I got out, found him...
396
00:34:04,334 --> 00:34:06,294
He'd ended up just like my mum...
397
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:11,725
It had all been for nothing.
398
00:34:14,700 --> 00:34:16,260
I had to leave.
399
00:34:17,917 --> 00:34:21,999
I couldn't be Sean White any more, Sean,
400
00:34:22,024 --> 00:34:24,413
Sean White, the boy
who killed the shopkeeper.
401
00:34:30,128 --> 00:34:31,928
I needed a second chance.
402
00:34:37,080 --> 00:34:39,120
You're my second chance.
403
00:34:41,745 --> 00:34:43,827
I just want to go home.
404
00:34:58,500 --> 00:35:00,311
- Mum? You okay?
- Mum? Where have you been?!
405
00:35:00,336 --> 00:35:02,419
Christ, I was worried, properly worried.
406
00:35:02,444 --> 00:35:04,039
How's about we give
your mother some oxygen?
407
00:35:04,063 --> 00:35:05,537
She went missing on her wedding day...
408
00:35:05,561 --> 00:35:07,397
I think we're entitled
to feel concerned.
409
00:35:07,967 --> 00:35:09,428
What's going on, Mum?
410
00:35:09,453 --> 00:35:11,014
I just need to be on my own.
411
00:35:11,039 --> 00:35:13,311
I'll... see you at the church?
412
00:36:27,883 --> 00:36:29,256
Hi, guys.
413
00:36:29,480 --> 00:36:31,319
You look great.
414
00:36:31,827 --> 00:36:33,307
See you in a bit.
415
00:37:09,766 --> 00:37:12,538
How much longer would you like to wait?
416
00:37:13,350 --> 00:37:14,759
As long as it takes.
417
00:37:14,760 --> 00:37:16,357
We only have the church until four.
418
00:37:16,382 --> 00:37:17,655
She's coming.
419
00:37:41,480 --> 00:37:42,795
Julia...
420
00:37:43,736 --> 00:37:46,374
I think we can all agree
minimum fuss is desirable.
421
00:37:46,399 --> 00:37:47,678
No-one wants a scene.
422
00:37:47,703 --> 00:37:48,902
Least of all, Mum.
423
00:37:48,927 --> 00:37:52,624
This, er, should get you
a taxi out of here.
424
00:37:52,649 --> 00:37:54,200
Patrick, don't be crass.
425
00:37:54,225 --> 00:37:55,897
I thought I was being rather generous.
426
00:37:55,922 --> 00:37:58,401
Could you all, could you just
give us a moment alone?
427
00:37:58,426 --> 00:38:01,606
We should stay, Mum,
in case things get, well, ugly.
428
00:38:01,631 --> 00:38:03,176
What is it that you think is happening?
429
00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:05,101
- You're calling off the wedding.
- Finally seeing the light.
430
00:38:05,125 --> 00:38:07,811
Could you just let me
speak with Benjamin?!
431
00:38:07,836 --> 00:38:09,609
- Mum, really, we should stay.
- I'm not going anywhere.
432
00:38:09,633 --> 00:38:11,507
Do either of you ever listen?
433
00:38:11,532 --> 00:38:14,600
She's asked us to go, so we go.
434
00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:24,340
Marriage isn't something you
should go into with any doubts.
435
00:38:24,365 --> 00:38:26,085
It's for life.
436
00:38:27,123 --> 00:38:29,256
You are many things...
437
00:38:31,017 --> 00:38:33,944
The one thing I never thought
you were, is a hypocrite.
438
00:38:55,389 --> 00:38:56,795
I know it probably...
439
00:38:57,343 --> 00:38:59,444
doesn't hold much weight any more,
440
00:39:00,038 --> 00:39:01,210
but...
441
00:39:02,996 --> 00:39:04,836
For what it's worth, I'm...
442
00:39:06,508 --> 00:39:09,202
I'm so, so sorry.
443
00:39:15,168 --> 00:39:17,045
I know.
444
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:23,506
I am, too.
445
00:39:25,514 --> 00:39:27,639
You, you've got nothing to be sorry for.
446
00:39:27,664 --> 00:39:29,608
I let you hide.
447
00:39:30,979 --> 00:39:34,772
Because it... suited me, I just...
448
00:39:34,797 --> 00:39:37,940
swallowed you up into all of my drama,
449
00:39:38,268 --> 00:39:41,736
everything, everything was
about me, my kids, my past.
450
00:39:45,870 --> 00:39:48,322
I didn't leave any room for you.
451
00:39:55,486 --> 00:39:56,924
That's...
452
00:39:59,140 --> 00:40:01,799
That's... that's it.
453
00:40:06,227 --> 00:40:07,827
Benjamin...
454
00:40:12,046 --> 00:40:14,548
I don't want my old life.
455
00:40:18,069 --> 00:40:20,861
The one without you in it.
456
00:40:38,929 --> 00:40:41,807
I'm thinking that maybe
we skip the bit about...
457
00:40:41,832 --> 00:40:44,229
any objections...
458
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:25,695
I know you told my mother.
If you tell Eimear,
459
00:42:25,720 --> 00:42:27,887
I swear I will kill you.
460
00:42:35,381 --> 00:42:37,372
_
461
00:42:42,949 --> 00:42:44,789
Must be exhausting.
462
00:42:47,068 --> 00:42:49,825
Spending all this time fighting
to be something that you're not.
463
00:42:51,973 --> 00:42:53,559
You don't know anything about me.
464
00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:56,176
Good son, good father.
465
00:42:58,123 --> 00:43:00,787
- Good husband.
- Shut up, shut the... fuck up!
466
00:43:00,812 --> 00:43:02,292
I didn't write this.
467
00:43:03,555 --> 00:43:05,129
I didn't know.
468
00:43:05,780 --> 00:43:07,460
But now I do.
469
00:43:13,173 --> 00:43:14,773
Are you...?
470
00:43:17,777 --> 00:43:19,598
I can't lose my wife.
471
00:43:20,423 --> 00:43:22,129
My children...
472
00:43:23,387 --> 00:43:24,987
Then, you won't have to.
473
00:43:26,338 --> 00:43:28,411
So long as you stay out of my way.
474
00:43:45,589 --> 00:43:47,629
The first time that I met Julia...
475
00:43:50,374 --> 00:43:52,239
I wanted to look after her...
476
00:43:52,684 --> 00:43:55,497
Like, I can't really explain that...
477
00:43:56,009 --> 00:43:57,645
It was just...
478
00:43:57,905 --> 00:44:02,234
... instinct and a pretty
inconvenient one, at that.
479
00:44:03,472 --> 00:44:06,712
And then I realised that she
wanted to look after me, too.
480
00:44:08,767 --> 00:44:11,525
I felt... exposed.
481
00:44:15,270 --> 00:44:17,970
And there never did seem
to be an option to run away,
482
00:44:17,995 --> 00:44:20,135
which there always had been before.
483
00:44:22,713 --> 00:44:24,167
I know, to a lot of people in this room,
484
00:44:24,191 --> 00:44:26,197
we don't make much sense.
485
00:44:26,450 --> 00:44:30,650
And when I ask why,
it comes down to one thing...
486
00:44:32,861 --> 00:44:34,381
our age.
487
00:44:35,249 --> 00:44:36,705
This...
488
00:44:37,244 --> 00:44:42,081
... seemingly yawning chasm
of years that separates us.
489
00:44:45,524 --> 00:44:47,364
My answer to that...
490
00:44:50,042 --> 00:44:56,933
nothing can make everything else
seem more irrelevant than love.
491
00:44:57,481 --> 00:44:58,701
Hear, hear...
492
00:45:03,927 --> 00:45:05,756
And as for me...
493
00:45:09,435 --> 00:45:11,474
... nobody knows who I am.
494
00:45:12,007 --> 00:45:13,607
What I've done.
495
00:45:15,076 --> 00:45:20,396
All the different faces...
that I've set to the world.
496
00:45:21,165 --> 00:45:24,163
To be 100% known is a rare thing.
497
00:45:24,188 --> 00:45:26,265
I don't think many people ever are.
498
00:45:27,616 --> 00:45:29,546
I am, now.
499
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:33,360
I find that terrifying.
500
00:45:35,273 --> 00:45:41,359
But it is also the best thing
that has ever happened to me.
501
00:45:41,569 --> 00:45:43,382
And that's how I know,
502
00:45:43,975 --> 00:45:46,983
I know that despite everything,
me and you...
503
00:45:49,760 --> 00:45:51,624
... we're going to be okay.
504
00:45:51,920 --> 00:45:54,296
Aww!
505
00:46:08,469 --> 00:46:11,015
- You want it?
- Um...
506
00:46:12,739 --> 00:46:16,298
I know it's not tradition
for the bride to speak.
507
00:46:16,595 --> 00:46:17,955
Um...
508
00:46:18,518 --> 00:46:19,780
Come here...
509
00:46:21,452 --> 00:46:24,171
And I'd never have dared before.
510
00:46:24,196 --> 00:46:28,974
And... I think that's the key word here.
511
00:46:28,999 --> 00:46:32,202
Before. Erm...
512
00:46:33,240 --> 00:46:36,921
Most of you know that this
is my second marriage.
513
00:46:36,946 --> 00:46:41,819
My first marriage gave me my children...
514
00:46:42,454 --> 00:46:46,640
... who have been in the
very best thing in my life.
515
00:46:48,225 --> 00:46:49,960
And this,
516
00:46:51,679 --> 00:46:54,076
this is my after!
517
00:46:56,224 --> 00:46:58,591
And I'm not letting it go.
518
00:47:49,628 --> 00:47:52,215
♪ 99 Decision Street ♪
519
00:47:52,240 --> 00:47:54,519
♪ 99 ministers meet ♪
520
00:47:54,520 --> 00:47:57,319
♪ To worry, worry, super-scurry ♪
521
00:47:57,320 --> 00:47:59,479
♪ Call the troops out in a hurry ♪
522
00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:02,039
♪ This is what we've waited for ♪
523
00:48:02,040 --> 00:48:04,559
♪ This is it, boys, this is war ♪
524
00:48:04,584 --> 00:48:07,081
♪ The president is on the line ♪
525
00:48:07,106 --> 00:48:10,552
♪ As 99 red balloons go by... ♪
526
00:48:16,473 --> 00:48:17,921
What are you doing?
527
00:48:17,946 --> 00:48:20,240
I was invited, if you remember.
528
00:48:20,265 --> 00:48:21,900
I want you to leave right now.
529
00:48:21,925 --> 00:48:23,364
How rude.
530
00:48:23,389 --> 00:48:25,420
And I bought a present and everything.
531
00:48:25,445 --> 00:48:27,959
Look, whatever this is,
let's just not, shall we?
532
00:48:28,529 --> 00:48:31,896
I want to talk to Julia, not you.
533
00:48:32,560 --> 00:48:34,138
There it is.
534
00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:36,396
Don't embarrass yourself!
535
00:48:36,421 --> 00:48:38,902
You mean don't embarrass you, Mother.
536
00:48:38,927 --> 00:48:40,815
Don't worry. I don't plan to.
537
00:48:40,840 --> 00:48:41,951
Please, don't do this.
538
00:48:41,976 --> 00:48:43,776
You need to go, right now.
539
00:48:46,201 --> 00:48:49,950
I don't want to put a damper on things,
540
00:48:49,975 --> 00:48:52,380
but I thought you ought to know...
541
00:48:52,405 --> 00:48:55,669
Julia kissed me...
542
00:48:56,046 --> 00:48:59,778
At Christmas, she kissed me.
543
00:49:04,727 --> 00:49:06,794
That's what you think happened?
544
00:49:07,388 --> 00:49:08,974
You did what you always do.
545
00:49:08,999 --> 00:49:11,020
You wanted something and took it.
546
00:49:20,393 --> 00:49:22,216
I'd like you to go.
547
00:49:24,056 --> 00:49:25,576
You heard her.
548
00:49:28,367 --> 00:49:31,099
You can't take everything.
549
00:49:31,396 --> 00:49:32,630
Them...!
550
00:49:33,903 --> 00:49:35,192
And you...
551
00:49:35,780 --> 00:49:37,505
I went years ago.
552
00:49:40,457 --> 00:49:43,936
Don't you, don't you
walk away from me again.
553
00:49:44,184 --> 00:49:45,559
Julia.
554
00:49:46,474 --> 00:49:49,231
Julia, you fucking
come back here now, Julia!
555
00:49:49,256 --> 00:49:52,075
Please, just calm down.
For God's sake, please.
556
00:49:52,100 --> 00:49:53,256
Please.
557
00:49:55,991 --> 00:49:59,474
I don't think we'll be
needing these, do you?
558
00:50:02,215 --> 00:50:03,735
I'm not you.
559
00:50:05,000 --> 00:50:06,520
I'll never be you.
560
00:50:09,644 --> 00:50:11,349
Darling, I...
561
00:50:11,981 --> 00:50:13,450
Della...
562
00:50:22,171 --> 00:50:24,958
Leo! Lad...
563
00:50:27,043 --> 00:50:28,755
Who are you?
564
00:50:44,064 --> 00:50:46,880
Time to go home, I think.
565
00:50:50,648 --> 00:50:52,448
What do you want with her?
566
00:50:54,132 --> 00:50:56,395
What do you want with my wife?
567
00:50:58,717 --> 00:51:00,197
My wife.
568
00:51:02,226 --> 00:51:04,013
And I don't want anything,
569
00:51:05,091 --> 00:51:06,625
other than to love her.
570
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:08,520
Treat her right.
571
00:51:09,830 --> 00:51:12,341
All of the things you failed to do.
572
00:51:14,059 --> 00:51:15,927
You don't know anything about us.
573
00:51:15,952 --> 00:51:18,599
I know what you did to her.
574
00:51:20,404 --> 00:51:24,419
And if you don't leave right now,
575
00:51:25,091 --> 00:51:27,519
I will make sure that everybody knows
576
00:51:27,520 --> 00:51:30,044
what kind of man you really are.
577
00:52:12,731 --> 00:52:14,020
You okay?
578
00:52:14,853 --> 00:52:16,253
Yeah.
579
00:52:18,295 --> 00:52:19,975
I am, actually.
580
00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:21,919
He's gone.
581
00:52:22,147 --> 00:52:23,380
Good.
582
00:52:30,182 --> 00:52:32,596
Would you like to dance, Mr Greene?
583
00:52:34,824 --> 00:52:36,463
Always.
584
00:52:47,244 --> 00:52:49,799
♪ Talking away ♪
585
00:52:49,994 --> 00:52:52,839
♪ I don't know what I'm to say ♪
586
00:52:52,840 --> 00:52:55,215
♪ I'll say it anyway ♪
587
00:52:55,729 --> 00:52:59,047
♪ Today's another day to find you ♪
588
00:52:59,072 --> 00:53:01,469
♪ Shying away ♪
589
00:53:01,729 --> 00:53:04,719
♪ I'll be coming for your love, okay? ♪
590
00:53:04,720 --> 00:53:08,805
♪ Take on me ♪
591
00:53:08,830 --> 00:53:10,359
♪ Take on me ♪
592
00:53:10,360 --> 00:53:14,611
♪ Take me up ♪
593
00:53:14,636 --> 00:53:15,993
♪ Take on me ♪
594
00:53:16,018 --> 00:53:20,524
♪ I'll be gone ♪
595
00:53:20,549 --> 00:53:25,408
♪ In a day or two... ♪
596
00:54:56,356 --> 00:54:59,277
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