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The initial scans

show a five-centimetre
left sphenoid meningioma

compressing
on your optic chiasm,

which would explain
your vision loss.

Meaning...

A tumour that grows in the outer
three membranes of the brain.

I have a brain tumour?

I'm afraid so.

Cancer?

90% of meningiomas are benign,

so there's no reason
to think that it's malignant.

But how could I have
something that big

in my head and not know?

They're slow growing.

They can go undetected for years

before they start
causing symptoms.

We're still waiting
on the detailed scans

to get a complete
picture of what's going on.

So, what now?

There's a neurosurgeon

over at Halifax General
who can do the surgery

in the next few days,
if you agree to it.

That soon?

Well, if they can
alleviate the pressure

on your optic nerves quickly,

there's a good chance they can
fully restore your vision.

And what if I don't
want to have surgery?

Then, I'm afraid your vision
loss will be permanent.

♪ Is this as good
as it's gonna get? ♪

♪ I've given all I can give ♪

♪ But the rivers
still get wider, wider ♪

♪ We've been here all along ♪

♪ Through the valleys,
we carry on ♪

♪ The journey
takes us higher, higher ♪

♪ This could be your home,
if we try to build it ♪

♪ This could be your life
that's one in a million ♪

♪ All the hard times,
yeah, they were worth it ♪

♪ Time and time and time again ♪

♪ Time and time and time again ♪

So, they can remove it?

Yeah, they should be able to.

And then, she'll be okay?

If they can completely
resect the tumour, then...

it shouldn't go back.

I still can't believe
none of us noticed anything.

Can we go see her?

She could use
the emotional support. I just--

I wouldn't stay too long.
We don't want to overwhelm her.

Okay.

So, the surgeon they found,

he knows what he's doing?

He comes highly recommended.

Because we need to make
sure Edna's gonna be okay.

I'm gonna do everything
I can to make sure that happens.

Thank you, Maggie.

Of course.

Here you go.

Thank you.

Thanks for coming.

I can't believe it.

Edna seemed perfectly fine
the last time I saw her.

I know.

I can't imagine what Frank must
be going through right now.

Well, at least Maggie's there.

How is she holding up?

It's hard to tell.
She's in doctor mode.

Don't let her fool you.

Edna's always been like
a second mother to her,

so I know she's got
to be struggling.

Yeah, that's why I want to
get over to the hospital

to be with her.

Go.
Yeah. I'll take care of things.

Are you sure?

Look, I can wait for Lola
and Jacob to get here.

No, I'll be fine.
Just go. Be with Maggie.

Thanks, Syd.

You really can't...
see us at all?

I can... make out some shapes,
but that's about it.

I'm here for you, Auntie,
whatever you need.

Oh, and Frank's garden's
gonna need tending, too.

That's not important right now.

I can't have it dying

just because you're
in here with me.

I know how much it means to you.

Don't worry.
We've got it handled.

And what about your research?

And Lola's internship?

We're trading off with Cal
and Sidney at the store.

So, you don't have
to worry about it.

The only thing you need to focus
on right now is getting better.

We should let you get some rest.

It's gonna be okay, Edna.

I'm a little tired.

Why don't you go find Sully and
get yourself something to eat?

I'm good.

There's no point
sitting here watching me sleep.

Awas. Go on.

Okay, but I won't be long.

I love you, Frank.

I love you, too.

Forget about that one.

Rafe, got a second?

Sure, Chief.

I heard Edna's in the hospital.

I wanted to say I'm sorry.
I know she's a close friend.

Yeah, she and Frank
are like family.

You let me know if there's
anything I can do, okay?

Yeah, I will.

Yeah.

Actually, Chief, um...

if you got a second,
I was hoping to get some advice.

Sure. What about?

Relationships.

Not sure if I'm the guy to be
giving advice about that,

but, uh, I'll try.

Sydney and I were
talking the other day,

and the topic of
marriage came up.

She wants you to propose.

Actually, the opposite.

She told me she doesn't
believe in marriage.

Oh.

Yeah, I was surprised too.

And you're not
on board with that?

I mean, I've always pictured
myself fairly traditional -

white picket fence, two kids.

I really want to
get married someday.

And you're worried,
if you tell her that,

she's not gonna
understand how you feel.

Look, I want her to be happy.

But I also feel like
I should be happy, too.

It's better to rip
the Band-Aid off now

and be really honest
with each other,

than wake up in a few years and
realize you're both unhappy.

Yeah, I guess you're right.

Good luck, man.

- Hey.
- Hey.

How's Edna doing?

She's scared.

Why don't you go home,
take a little time for yourself?

- I'll stay with Frank a minute.
- No, I can't.

I have to talk with Dr. Rabney

and make sure everything gets
organized for Edna's surgery.

- It can wait.
- No, it can't.

There's a lot that
needs to get done.

I need to go through
all her tests again and--

All right,
just come sit for a minute.

Take a seat.

Here.

- Thank you.
- Drink.

I know you want to help out,

but you're not going to be
any good to anyone

if you burn yourself out.

Maggie, Edna's detail
scans are back.

I think you're going to
gonna wanna have a look.

You know...

I can still remember...

how it felt
the first time I saw Edna.

I went back to that diner

every day for a week until
I got the nerve to say hello.

And I don't think that we've
spent a day apart since then.

Edna's not gonna let some tumour
get the best of her. Nope.

I don't know...
what I would do without her.

Nothing's gonna happen, Frank.
Maggie will make sure of that.

I'm gonna...

head back up, so that I'm there
for her when she wakes up.

Yeah, sure.

You really should
have a look at the MRI.

Oh, no.

I can't believe
I didn't see that before.

What's wrong?

The margins on
the initial CT weren't clear.

Edna's tumour is compressing

and narrowing
her carotid artery.

I'm sorry, Maggie.

So, what does that mean?

Surgery's going to be
a lot more complicated

than we first thought.

185
You sure you want to do this?

It'll be easier
on Edna coming for me.

Well, I'll be right here,
if you need me.

Magpie.

How are you feeling?

Just trying to
wrap my head around the fact

that I have a brain tumour.

So, the scans came back.

What's up?

I'm afraid
I have some more bad news.

What is that?

It turns out that the tumour
is attached to the main artery

that supplies blood to
the left side of your brain.

What are you saying, Maggie?

I'm not trying to scare you,

but you need to be
aware of the risks.

There is a chance

that you could... suffer a--

a life-altering
stroke during the procedure.

Life-altering how?

Worst case,

you could lose your ability
to think and communicate.

Then, I wouldn't be me anymore.

I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.

- Maggie...
- I-I can't.

It's a medium action rod
with an 8-bolt bearing reel.

It casts like a bullet
and it's pretty strong, too.

Let me know once you've decided
if it's what you want.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

Is this, uh-- is this
where we need to register?

Yep.

Mr. and Mrs. Hardy checking in.

Sounds like you're talking about
your mother when you say that.

Mr. Hardy:
You'll get used to it.

I wanted to take a hyphenate,

but my husband said
it wasn't a good idea.

Well, that's
because I don't think

'Hardy-Harr' would be the best
name for our kids, do you?

Mrs. Hardy: I guess not.

I see you two booked
the honeymoon cabin.

How about I walk you over?

Thank you.

I'm gonna stop by
the garden on the way back,

see if it needs any watering.

Okay.

All right,
if you'll follow me...

Those two were a bit much.

What? I thought they were cute.

Did you see the way
she was hanging off of him?

Like he was the centre
of her whole universe?

Well, they did just get married.

But she didn't have
to take his last name.

He could have taken hers.

I guess.

Like, I just don't think

it's right for a man to expect
you to change who you are.

Are you okay?

Uh, yeah, I...

Yeah, I guess I just have
a lot on my mind right now.

Uh, listen,
I still need to figure out

the colour scheme
for the restaurant.

Is it okay if I,
uh, head back to the lodge?

Yeah, of course.

Hey. Talk to me.

I'm right here, all right?

You don't have to
hide your feelings from me.

I don't have time
for feelings, Cal.

I'm worried about you, Maggie.

Well, don't be.

This is what
I'm trained for, remember?

Yes.
But Enda's not just any patient.

I know that.

But I'm the only
neurosurgeon here.

I have to be there for her.

Maggie, wait!

Dad, everything okay?

Just wanted to check in,

let you know your mother
and I are heading back home.

Already?

Thought we'd spend a little time
with Sedona and the grandkids.

Are you sure everything's okay?

I'm fine.
Just a little tired.

So, how are you
and Maggie doing?

Uh...

Actually, we moved in together.

That's wonderful news, Cal.

I'm happy for you.

But to be honest, I...
I'm a little worried about her.

Why's that?

I guess...
I guess I'm starting to think

I'm holding her back
from her career.

Did Maggie tell you that?

- No.
- Well,

don't you think you should
talk to her about it?

Still trying to
figure out a way to do that.

Nothing good comes from
sitting on how you feel, Cal,

you know that.

Yeah, I guess you're right.

So, talk to her.

I will. Thanks, Dad.

- Okay, son.
- All right, travel safe.

- Bye.
- Bye.

They'll get the tumour out,
you'll get your sight back,

and this will be all behind us.

What if I wake up
and I don't know who I am?

Or worse, I wake up and
I don't remember who you are?

Well, I'll just keep
reminding you until you do.

I'm serious.

So, am I, Edna.

I love you no matter what.

I'm here for you, and we'll
get through this together.

But what sort of a life
would that be for you?

Let's just stay focused
on the positive.

One foot in front of the other.

Okay?

Here, try these.

Mm.

You're killing me.

- Huh?
- Oh, that's good.

You have to keep
that on the menu.

Everyone loves a warm beignet.

Ah, yes, good.
Thanks for helping me.

I promise, once the restaurant's
all up and running,

I will take you out
on a real date.

No, I love hanging out
with you here.

- Yeah?
- It's comfortable.

I like hanging out with you too.

It's very different than
how things were with my ex.

Oh.

You never really
talk about him much.

I thought, after the divorce,

that things would finally
be better between us,

but I guess that
was wishful thinking.

Hmm. How did you guys meet?

At a party.

It was the perfect combination -

good looking and
emotionally unavailable.

- Ha.
- I think I just

got addicted to the
roller coaster ride of it all.

What changed?

Me.

Yeah. After years of therapy,

I... figured out I'd rather be
in a healthy relationship.

Listen.

There was something I was
hoping to talk to you about.

Okay.

You know, I think you're
an amazing person, right?

Right.

But...

No.

No buts.

I was just thinking

we could take this
relationship to the next level.

Are you asking me to
go steady with you, Rob Shandon?

You know what?
I think I am.

So, what do you say?

I thought you'd never ask.

Frank.

Maybe I'd have noticed earlier,

might have pushed her
to see a doctor sooner.

No. Hey, there is no way
you could have known.

Hey, these things just happen.
We can't control them.

Why don't we go back inside?

I can walk you and Edna
through the entire procedure.

I can answer
all of your questions.

I can't...

lose her, Maggie.

I'm sure she's just scared.

Why don't you give me a minute,

and I'll try and talk to her,
see what I can do.

There's no point.

Well, it'll help, I promise.

No, it won't.

Edna's decided
not to have the surgery.

What?

367
I know it's a lot to take in,

and I know how frightening
all of this is, Edna,

but you should know the
procedure isn't painful,

and you will be home
after a few days.

It's not the surgery
I'm worried about, Maggie.

It's Frank.

I wouldn't be recommending this

if the benefits didn't
outweigh the risks.

I know that,

but I also know Frank,

and he's not strong enough

to handle it
if something goes wrong.

You said I've had
this tumour for years.

Why not just leave it alone?

Because it's too big.

The symptoms are only
gonna get a lot worse.

That won't be for
a while yet, right?

You need the surgery, Edna.

It is the best chance
that you have.

I don't know.

Just watered the garden.

It's looking good.

And I...

thought these
might help cheer you up.

That's very sweet of you, Jacob.

Where'd Sydney go?

She said she had to do
something at the lodge.

I'm just glad it
isn't busy today.

Why don't I stick around
and give you a hand?

Thanks.

I really appreciate that.

So, have you always
had a green thumb?

My koohkom taught me
a lot about plants.

Koohkom?

Grandmother.

- Oh.
- You know,

you should trim the ends and
put some sugar in the water.

It'll help them last longer.

Here.

I didn't know that.

Actually, I've never been
very good with plants.

I had a cactus once,

and I drowned it.

I'll teach you
everything I know,

so that doesn't happen again.

The cactuses of the world
will appreciate that.

Mr. Hardy:
Hey, sorry to bother you.

- Is everything okay?
- It turns out

we've got
a bit of an ant situation.

- Um...
- I'll be right over.

Thank you.

Be right back.

Don't worry.
It's gonna be okay, Frank.

Maggie's gonna talk
some sense into her.

You know
how stubborn Edna can be.

I think she just
needs a little time.

I mean,
she just got the diagnosis.

Oh, there's Maggie now.

- Any luck?
- I tried my best,

but she said her mind's made up.

I thought I'd be able
to get through to her.

I'm so sorry, Frank.

Thanks for trying.

This is ridiculous.
She has to have that surgery.

We can't schedule it
without her content.

So, what now?

We just need to come up
with a different approach.

Hey.

What are you doing here?

I asked Cooper
for the afternoon off.

I thought you
might need the company.

That's really nice of you,
but you didn't have to do that.

I wanted to.
So, what's all this?

I'm just trying to figure out

what the inside of this place
is going to look like.

I'm having trouble
making up my mind.

Okay.

Maybe I can help.

Okay. Uh, well,

Rob's leaning towards
a more conventional look,

but I was thinking...

something
contemporary would be fun.

So, what's the problem?

I guess I'm just worried
about making a mistake.

Well, you're gonna
have to make up your mind

sooner or later, Syd.

Yeah, I know.

Hey, Edna.

Cal?

I just wanted to come say hi

and...
see how you're doing.

As well as could be expected.

Yeah.

Do you remember when
I first came to the Crossing?

Of course.

I'd just left New York,
and, uh...

...I'd left
my entire life behind me -

my job, everything.

And I was really struggling.

I was...

I was looking for
a place to call home.

and you welcomed me
with open arms.

I could tell
you needed a friend.

I remember you, uh...

You even offered me odd jobs
just to keep me busy.

I'm not sure...

I'd still be here today...

if it wasn't for you.

Well, I am glad you are.

I just want you to know
how much you mean to me, Edna.

You know,
Sully's out there, waiting.

He's has something
he wants to tell you, too.

I'll send him in.

Brought you some
chocolates from the gift store.

Hmm?

I know what you're doing.

Well, I'm not sure what
you're talking about, Edna.

I'm not changing my mind, Sully.

We all just want to remind you
of how much we love you, Edna,

that's all.

You know, I've been
thinking a lot...

about when you first moved
to the Crossing with Frank.

You've always been like family,

supported me through
all my ups and downs.

Then, when I thought I'd
reached the end of my rope...

...there you were,

waiting on the other end
to help pull me up.

So, I know what
it's like to be afraid.

And I'm here for you,

no matter what you decide.

I really appreciate that, Sully.

I talked to Dr. Rabney,
told her how you feel.

Thank you.

Look, I know that you said
you've made up your mind.

And as a doctor, I can...

respect that decision.

But I love you, Edna.

The Crossing needs you.

And I need you.

- Maggie--
- You once told me...

some risks are worth taking.

This surgery will give you
and Frank the chance

to have a long
and happy life together.

Isn't that worth fighting for?

I trust you, Maggie,

and I know you're

an excellent doctor.

So, if you really think
I should have this surgery...

...then I will agree to it.

You will?

Thank God.

On one condition.

What's that?

You have to be
the one to do it.

529
I'm worried, Cal.

What if Dr. Rabney can't
give me the paperwork?

Well, we'll just have to
wait and see what she says.

I can't let Edna down.

That must be her.

Dr. Rabney.

Hi, Maggie. Good news.

I pulled a few strings
and it looks like

I'll be able to
get you that expedited

temporary license after all.

That's great.

We'll be transferring Edna to
Halifax General for the surgery.

So, I guess we'll
see you in a few days.

I really can't thank you enough.

I'm just happy
I was able to help.

So...

looks like you're
heading back to the OR.

Am I making a mistake, Cal?

What do you mean?

I haven't...

I haven't performed
surgery in a while.

What about Jackson?

That was a much
simpler procedure.

This one will require...
a lot more skill

and a surgeon who
can make quick decisions

under extreme pressure.

To be honest, I'm not sure
I'm that person anymore.

Maybe you could call
another neurosurgeon,

see what they have to say.

Yeah, maybe.

Sully, there you are.

I've been trying
to reach you all day.

Where would you want to go
first, if you had to pick one -

Kilkenny, Dublin,

or Galway?

Um...

I meant to call you.

Edna's in the hospital.
She has a brain tumour.

Oh, no.

Is she gonna be okay?

Not sure yet.

Well, will you please let her
know I'm thinking of her?

I will, but...
I'm afraid this means

I won't be able to
go to Ireland with you.

Oh.

I'm sorry, Helen.

I... I was looking
forward to it, too.

That's all right.
No, I understand.

You should be with... Edna.

It's important.

Yeah.

I hope this trip is
everything you want it to be.

Thank you, Sully.

Thanks for dinner.

- It was great.
- I'm glad you liked it.

It's nice to be able
to cook for someone again.

Eating alone is no fun.

No.

They look so
happy together here.

They really do.

You think Edna's surgery
will go okay?

Edna's going to be
in great hands.

I hope so

'cause I'm worried about Frank.

I know how much he loves her.

Why don't we go on a walk?

Try to take our minds
off things for a bit.

Yeah. I'd like that.

Okay. Let me go grab my coat.

Hi Jacob. It's Dr. Granovsky.

I spoke to the Dean
and, unfortunately,

the department isn't willing
to grant your request

to finish your
master's remotely.

So, you'll need to complete
your studies in Alberta.

- Call me back. Bye.
-Did you say something?

No. I was listening
to a message.

You ready to go?

Yeah.

Hello.

It's me.

Maggie. I'm glad you called.

I hated how we
ended things the other day.

Yeah, your call took me
a little by surprise.

I shouldn't have called you
on your mother's phone.

That wasn't fair of me.

Listen,
I really need your advice.

Sure. What's going on?

It's Edna.

We found a lesion on her brain,

and, um, I wanted to
get your opinion on it.

What kind of lesion?

It's a five-centimetre

left sphenoid wing meningioma.

It's encasing her
optic nerves and carotid.

Any cognitive impairment?

Just headaches and vision loss.

Um, she's scheduled for surgery

at Halifax General
in a few days.

Which procedure?

Craniotomy.

Sounds about right.
What do you need my advice on?

She won't agree to
the surgery unless I do it.

Oh. You want some help with
a temporary license?

No, the hospital's already
taking care of that.

Then, what is it?

Should I be doing this?

What do you mean?

What if I'm too close to Edna

to be able to make
the right decisions?

You know what
you're doing, Maggie.

I've been out of the O.R.
for a while now.

You're the best
neurosurgeon I know.

If anybody can help Edna,
it's you.

Okay? Just...

remember to
trust your instincts.

Okay? You'll be great.
I'm here if you need me.

Thanks, Walter.

I'll check in with you later.

655
♪

♪ There's a light ahead ♪

You nervous?

Uh... a little, yeah.

Can't stop thinking about
how it's gonna be Edna

lying on that table.

I get it, but don't
focus on that, all right?

It's gonna be fine.

Just...
settle yourself and breathe.

Yeah.

♪ There's a day coming ♪

And don't forget to change the
daily specials on the board

or it'll confuse
the customers.

I know, Edna.

And the Hardys,
did they get checked in okay?

It's their honeymoon.
I want everything to be perfect.

They're all good, Auntie.
We're taking care of them.

I love you both.

I love you, Edna.

We'll be back after
your surgery, okay?

♪ Bleed me white ♪

♪ Find it harder
than it's been ♪

♪ This time ♪

♪ To freedom I run ♪

Big day today.

Yep.

You know it's
gonna be okay, right?

Maggie's gonna take care of you.

Promise me you'll
watch over Frank, if...

I need to know
he's gonna be okay, Sully.

I don't want him to be alone.

He won't be.

I'll make sure
that doesn't happen.

♪ Drain what
little hope you can ♪

♪ You can try ♪

I don't think
I ever thanked you.

For what?

For giving Frank and me a place
to call home all these years.

Wouldn't be much of a home
for me without you in it

and your family, Edna.

I'll see you soon.

- Oh, and Sully.
- Yeah?

No more sticky notes, okay?

No more sticky notes, Edna.

♪ Find it harder
than its been ♪

♪ This time ♪

They said they'd be by
to pick you up in a minute.

♪ This time ♪

The surgery's gonna
be over before you know it.

I'm looking forward to seeing
your smiling face again.

Nothing's gonna happen, Edna.

But if it does...

It won't.

If it does...

I left an advance directive
I need you to follow.

Edna, please.

I know you don't wanna
talk about this, Frank,

and God, neither do I.

But if something goes wrong,

I don't wanna spend the rest of
my life hooked up to a machine.

That's no way to live.

So, promise me...

...that you'll do what I need
you to do if the time comes.

I will.

And I want you to take
that Alaskan cruise.

Go see the
Northern Lights for me.

And I will be there, with our
ancestors, waiting for you.

We'll go see the
Northern Lights together.

Sorry to interrupt.

They're ready for you,
Mrs. Cranebear.

You've given me
a wonderful life, Frank.

Kisâkihitin.

Kisâkihitin.

Kisâkihitin.

♪ They say everything ♪

♪ Happens for a reason ♪

♪ But I can't
seem to find a way ♪

♪ To settle and believe it ♪

♪ Some things will level you ♪

♪ With no lesson to be learned ♪

♪ Some fires
start from nothing ♪

♪ And through the trees ♪

♪ They burn ♪

♪ But I'm cracking
under heavy weight ♪

I'm gonna place the oxygen mask
over your face now, okay?

Okay.

♪ Some things
just don't make sense ♪

♪ You can't
explain it all away ♪

Gonna start
the anaesthetic drip.

♪ And will never be okay ♪

Okay, prep the
patient for surgery.

♪ I'm asking why,
a reason why ♪

♪ Tell me why ♪

♪ Tell me why... ♪

♪ I will try not to cry ♪

♪ Tell me why, tell me why ♪

♪ Asking why ♪

♪ A reason why ♪

♪ Tell me why, tell me why ♪

♪ I will try not to cry ♪

♪ Tell me why, tell me why ♪

You can do this.

759
♪ Feel the breaking ♪

♪ Pulling me under ♪

♪ Caught up ♪

♪ In a waiting game ♪

♪ But I'm still holding on ♪

♪ Show me a way out ♪

♪ A way home ♪

♪ Away from the pain ♪

♪ Searching for light ♪

♪ Through the darkness ♪

Scalpel and sponge, please.

♪ All this time ♪

Making the first incision.

♪ Morning comes ♪

Appreciate the update, Cal.

Thanks.

♪ They come and they fade ♪

♪ Catching breaths ♪

♪ In between the waves ♪

They've taken her into surgery.

It's gonna be okay.

Jefferson forceps and
monopolar cautery, please.

Elevating the scalp flap.

♪ Sometimes, it hurts ♪

- Thank you.
- ♪ Before it gets better ♪

Opening the dura.

Can I get the
navigation probe, please?

♪ So let it hurt ♪

♪ Everything's changing ♪

♪ I shed my skin ♪

Opening the sylvian fissure,
exposing the distal artery.

Starting to debulk the tumour.

♪ I am so lost here ♪

♪ All crashing down ♪

I've identified the optic nerve

and proximal carotid artery.

Ultrasonic aspirator, please.

Taking the tumour
from around the optic nerve.

Carotid's free.

- Nice work, Dr. Sullivan.
- Congratulations.

Blood pressure's falling.

She's crashing!

She's haemorrhaging.
I need emergency suction.

-She's tachycardic.
- I need more suction.

There's too much blood.
I can't see.

I need blood and fluid now.

Dr. Sullivan, what do you need?

Um...

Dr. Sullivan!

Dr. Sullivan!

♪ Caught in the flame ♪

♪ I'm in the fire ♪

♪ I'm in the flame ♪

♪ I can't climb higher ♪

♪ Can't get away ♪

♪ There's no escape ♪