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Megan: FOOD IS THE ONLY THING
THAT MAKES ME FEEL
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ALL THE WAYS I WANT TO FEEL.
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SO THAT MEANS GASTRIC BYPASS IS
THE ONLY HOPE I HAVE TO CHANGE.
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Woman:
SOMEWHERE IN ME IS
THIS LITTLE GLIMMER OF HOPE.
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I JUST WANT TO BE
A NORMAL PERSON.
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YOU CAN'T DO IT,
AND THEN I JUST GET MAD.
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Woman #2:
IF I DON'T MAKE A CHANGE NOW,
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I'M SCARED
IT'S GONNA BE TOO LATE.
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IT HURTS!
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Woman #3:
I REFUSE TO STOP FIGHTING.
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I HAVE TO DO THIS
FOR MY CHILDREN.
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I'M TRYING TO OPEN MY HORIZONS
TO VEGETABLES
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BECAUSE I'M
A PRETTY PICKY EATER.
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YOU'RE NOT A PICKY EATER
IF YOU ARE 600 POUNDS.
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THE FIRST THING I THINK OF
WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING
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IS IF TODAY'S GONNA BE
THE DAY THAT I LOSE MY BATTLE
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BECAUSE MY BODY FINALLY
GIVES OUT FROM MY WEIGHT.
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OR WILL I BE ABLE
TO SURVIVE ANOTHER DAY?
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MOST DAYS I FEEL LIKE I WON'T.
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BECAUSE WITH ALL THE WEIGHT
I HAVE ON ME
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AND THE PAIN AND ACHES
IT GIVES MY WHOLE BODY,
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I FEEL LIKE
I'M A PRISONER IN MY OWN BODY.
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TO THE POINT WHERE I HAVE
TO LIVE WITH MY MOM
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BECAUSE I'M TOO BIG TO EVEN
TAKE CARE OF MYSELF ON MY OWN.
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Donna:
MEGAN DOES HAVE A WEIGHT ISSUE.
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BECAUSE OF HER WEIGHT, SHE CAN'T
DO ANYTHING. SHE NEEDS HELP.
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SO SHE MOVED INTO MY HOUSE SO IT
COULD BE A LOT EASIER FOR HER.
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BUT SHE HAS BEEN DOING LESS
AND LESS EACH DAY.
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SHE JUST CONSTANTLY
EATS AND EATS.
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BUT I DO FIX A MEAL
WHEN SHE WAKES UP
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'CAUSE I KNOW SHE'S HUNGRY
AND AS A MOTHER,
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I DON'T WANT HER
TO GO WITHOUT IT.
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Megan: I CAN'T PHYSICALLY GET UP
AND DO STUFF
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JUST BECAUSE MY BODY HURTS
SO BAD BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT.
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I WOULD LOVE TO BE INDEPENDENT
AND NOT HAVE TO RELY ON ANYONE.
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I KNOW IT'S A BURDEN ON MY MOM
AND I HATE THAT FEELING.
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AND IT'S GETTING WORSE EVERY DAY
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BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE MY LEGS
ARE GETTING WEAKER AND WEAKER.
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AND EVENTUALLY ONE DAY,
THEY'RE JUST GOING TO
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NOT BE ABLE TO CARRY MY WEIGHT.
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AND ALL OF A SUDDEN,
I'LL BE IMMOBILE,
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AND I'M DREADING THAT.
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I WISH I COULD CHANGE
AND BE HEALTHY
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AND BE HAPPY WITH MY BODY.
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BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE
THE ONLY THING THAT GIVES ME
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ANY HAPPINESS IS THE SAME THING
MAKING ME THIS WAY --
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EATING FOOD.
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-GOOD MORNING.
-MORNING.
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HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
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GOOD.
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GOOD. I'M FIXING YOU
SOME BREAKFAST.
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WOULD THAT SOUND OKAY?
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OKAY. YEAH.
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Megan: I LOVE TO EAT.
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AFTER I GET DRESSED,
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IT'S THE FIRST THING
I WANT TO DO EVERY SINGLE DAY.
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MY MOM MAKES ME BREAKFAST,
AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT.
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IT'S ONE OF THE FEW THINGS
I GET UP FOR
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BECAUSE IT MAKES
THE PAIN GO AWAY.
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MEGAN CAN'T DO ANYTHING
LIKE SHE USED TO BE ABLE TO.
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AND SO,
SHE JUST EATS FOR COMFORT.
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AND I JUST WANT MEGAN
TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE,
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YOU KNOW.
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SO I LET HER EAT AND EAT,
YOU KNOW,
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WHICH I SHOULDN'T, BUT I DO.
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Megan: EATING IS MY FAVORITE
THING TO DO,
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AND I KNOW IT'S BECAUSE FOOD IS
A COMFORT MECHANISM FOR ME.
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AND WHEN I EAT,
I FEEL A SENSE OF LOVE
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AND A SENSE OF FULLNESS
AND ACCOMPLISHMENT.
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AND BECAUSE OF THAT, I FEEL THAT
FOOD IS MY CLOSEST BEST FRIEND.
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IT ALWAYS TAKES CARE OF ME
NO MATTER HOW BAD MY LIFE IS.
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IT'S EVERYTHING TO ME.
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ARE YOU FINISHED,
HONEY?
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YEAH.
OKAY.
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DO YOU WANT TO GO WITH ME
TO THE STORE?
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YEAH.
I'LL GO WITH YOU.
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ON DAYS WHEN I FEEL UP TO IT,
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I GO TO THE GROCERY STORE
WITH MY MOM.
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IT'S REALLY THE ONLY THING
I EVER GO OUT FOR ANYMORE.
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AND IT'S LIKE
CHRISTMAS DAY FOR ME,
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BEING AROUND ALL THAT FOOD
AND ALL THOSE OPTIONS.
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BEING IN PUBLIC
IS SOMETHING I DREAD
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BECAUSE OF HOW PEOPLE LOOK AT ME
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AND HOW HARD IT IS
FOR ME TO GET AROUND.
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AND THE ONLY WAY
I'M EVEN ABLE TO HANDLE IT
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IS THAT I USE THE MOTORIZED
CARTS THAT THEY HAVE.
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WITHOUT THOSE, THERE'D BE NO WAY
I'D BE ABLE TO GO WITH MY MOM.
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IT'S HARD TO DESCRIBE THE JOY
AND EXCITEMENT
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I FEEL EVERY TIME
I GO INTO THE GROCERY STORE.
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THERE'S
MARSHMALLOW MARS.
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YOU WANT TO GET SOME?
YEAH.
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OOH, THE CHOCOLATE
MARSHMALLOW ONE, MOM.
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IT'S THE BEST PLACE
IN THE WORLD TO ME
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AND I WISH
I COULD GET EVERYTHING
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I HAVE A CRAVING FOR,
BUT WE CAN'T AFFORD THAT.
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SO I HAVE TO BE SELECTIVE
TO MAKE SURE
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I GET ENOUGH OF WHAT I WANT.
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HERE ARE PEAS, HONEY.
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OKAY.
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WHEN WE GO GROCERY SHOPPING,
MEGAN WILL GET UPSET WITH ME
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WHEN I TELL HER
SHE SHOULDN'T EAT THE SWEETS.
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I'M TRYING TO GET HER
HEALTHIER SNACKS LIKE CHIPS,
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BUT MEGAN NEEDS QUITE
A BIT OF SWEETS,
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SO WE'LL GET CANDY,
CHOCOLATE, CHOCOLATE CAKE,
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CUPCAKE, SODA,
COUPLE THINGS TO MAKE COOKIES.
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SOMETIMES IT MAKES ME SAD
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BECAUSE SHE NEEDS TO EAT
THE HEALTHIER FOOD,
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BUT MEGAN DOES HAVE
A SWEET TOOTH.
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-HAVE A GOOD DAY.
-YOU TOO.
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Megan:
ONCE I FEEL LIKE I HAVE ENOUGH
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TO AT LEAST LAST ME
FOR A LITTLE BIT,
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THE NEXT THING IS,
IS I JUST HAVE TO PUSH MYSELF
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A LITTLE LONGER TO GET HOME
BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT'S COMING.
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AND I'M GONNA
BE ABLE TO EAT SOMETHING
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THAT LETS ME
ESCAPE MY LIFE AGAIN.
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WHEN IT COMES TO EATING,
I CAN FORGET ABOUT MY PAST
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AND ALL THE THINGS
THAT HAVE HURT ME
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AND THINGS
OTHER PEOPLE HAVE DONE TO ME
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THAT HAVE LED ME HERE,
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THAT I WISH
I COULD CHANGE BUT I CAN'T.
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GROWING UP, I FEEL LIKE THINGS
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WITH MY PARENTS
AND ME WERE ALWAYS GOOD,
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BUT THAT WASN'T THE CASE
WITH MY SIBLINGS.
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I HAVE TWO HALF SISTERS,
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EMILY AND ASHLEY,
FROM MY MOM'S PREVIOUS MARRIAGE.
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AND EVEN THOUGH
THEY WERE MY STEPSISTERS,
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THEY WERE REALLY JEALOUS OF ME
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BECAUSE THEIR DAD WAS NOT
IN THEIR LIFE AND MINE WAS.
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AND THEY HELD THAT AGAINST ME,
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AND THEY TREATED ME LIKE
I WAS THE OUTCAST.
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OUR MOM WAS
A PHARMACY TECHNICIAN,
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AND SHE HAD TO WORK A LOT,
SO SHE REALLY WASN'T HOME A LOT.
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BUT MY DAD ONLY WORKED UNTIL
LIKE 5:00 OR 6:00 AT NIGHT,
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SO HE'D BE HERE WITH ME AT NIGHT
AND WE'D HANG OUT TOGETHER.
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AND I THINK THAT'S WHERE
THE RESENTMENT
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STARTED WITH MY SISTERS.
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EMILY AND ASHLEY WAS MEAN
TO MEGAN
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BECAUSE SHE HAD
A DIFFERENT FATHER THAN THEM,
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AND THEY DIDN'T WANT
MEGAN TO BE IN THE PICTURE.
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THEY DIDN'T LIKE THAT.
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Megan: THINGS JUST GOT WORSE
BETWEEN ME AND MY SISTERS
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AS I GOT OLDER,
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AND I JUST FOCUSED ON
SPENDING TIME
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WITH MY DAD AND BEING WITH HIM.
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HE WAS MY SAFE PLACE.
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AND I WAS HAPPY WHEN WE WERE
SPENDING TIME TOGETHER.
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AND MOST OF THE TIME,
HE'D END UP GETTING ME
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WHATEVER I WANTED TO EAT --
PIZZA, CHIPS, SODA, FAST FOOD,
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ESPECIALLY
SINCE MY DAD DIDN'T COOK.
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AND I STARTED TO KIND OF THINK
OF MY TIME WITH MY DAD
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AS MY TIME TO EAT.
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AND BECAUSE OF THAT, BY THE TIME
I WAS 5 OR 6,
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I PROBABLY WEIGHED
ABOUT 250 POUNDS.
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MY MOM ALWAYS TRIED
TO PUT ME ON DIETS,
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BUT SHE WAS NEVER AROUND.
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AND MY DAD
JUST IGNORED THE RESTRICTIONS
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MY MOM PUT ON MY EATING.
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SO I KEPT GETTING BIGGER
AND PUTTING ON MORE WEIGHT
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AND GOT OVER 300 WHEN I WAS 11.
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BUT THAT'S WHEN THINGS
CHANGED IN MY LIFE
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BECAUSE MY PARENTS ENDED UP
GETTING A DIVORCE THEN.
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AND IT SEEMED LIKE IT
ALL HAPPENED SUDDENLY.
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WHEN MY DAD LEFT, IT WAS VERY,
VERY HARD FOR ME
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BECAUSE I WAS VERY,
VERY CLOSE WITH MY DAD.
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SO I WAS DEVASTATED.
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AND TO MAKE THINGS A LOT WORSE,
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WITH MY DAD GONE NOW AND MY MOM
STILL WORKING ALL THE TIME,
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I HAD TO BE HOME ALONE
WITH MY SISTERS
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WHO WERE EXTREMELY MEAN TO ME.
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SO I WOULD EAT WHATEVER I WANTED
TO TRY
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TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER.
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I THINK MEGAN TURNED TO FOOD
FOR COMFORT
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WHEN ME AND MEGAN'S FATHER
GOT A DIVORCE.
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MEGAN WAS REALLY SAD
WHEN HER DAD LEFT
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BECAUSE HE WAS ALWAYS HERE
WITH HER AT THE HOUSE.
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I WASN'T HERE A LOT,
SO SHE'D GET UP IN THE CABINETS
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AND EVERYTHING AND GET FOOD
AND MAKE FOOD.
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AND SHE WAS WITH FOOD
ALL THE TIME.
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Megan: SO THOSE YEARS
WERE THE HARDEST FOR ME
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WITH HOW BAD IT WAS
AT HOME AND SCHOOL.
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MY HIGH SCHOOL EXPERIENCE
WAS AWFUL
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BECAUSE I GOT MADE FUN OF
EVERY DAY FOR MY WEIGHT,
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AND I HATED SCHOOL.
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I NEVER WANTED TO GO
BECAUSE OF THAT.
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IT WAS LIKE THERE
WAS NOWHERE SAFE
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I COULD GO ANYMORE,
EXCEPT TO FOOD.
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AND WHEN I WAS 17, IT GOT TO BE
WHERE I COULDN'T TAKE IT,
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SO I JUST WANTED TO LEAVE TO BE
WITH MY DAD AFTER THAT.
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AND I ASKED HIM
IF I COULD COME LIVE WITH HIM,
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AND HE SAID I COULD.
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SO I MOVED OUT OF MY MOM'S HOUSE
AND INTO HIS.
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I WAS NOT SPEAKING TO MY MOM
AT THAT TIME.
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AND SO I WAS VERY THANKFUL
TO BE BACK WITH MY DAD.
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BUT, YOU KNOW,
BEING BACK WITH HIM,
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THERE WERE NO RESTRICTIONS
ON MY EATING.
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SO BY THE TIME I GOT OUT OF
HIGH SCHOOL, OVER THE NEXT YEAR,
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I WAS CLOSE TO 600 POUNDS.
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MY PLAN AFTER THAT
WAS TO GET A JOB
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TO TRY
AND GET A PLACE OF MY OWN,
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BUT THAT WAS HARD
FOR ME TO DO AT THAT WEIGHT
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BECAUSE I COULDN'T STAND.
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SO ALL I'VE BEEN ABLE TO
ARE SIT-DOWN JOBS
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WHERE I DON'T HAVE TO STAND
OR BE ACTIVE.
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AND THAT'S MADE IT HARD
TO MAKE MUCH OF A LIVING
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TO WHERE I COULD GET OUT
ON MY OWN,
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SO I KEPT LIVING WITH MY DAD.
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DATING AT MY SIZE
IS VERY, VERY HARD
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BECAUSE A LOT OF GUYS DON'T LIKE
THE LOOK OF A BIGGER GIRL.
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BUT I MET SOMEONE ONLINE
WHO I STARTED TO SEE,
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BUT HE WASN'T THE BEST INFLUENCE
ON ME.
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HE STARTED BECOMING
MENTALLY ABUSIVE,
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AND I KEPT SPIRALING OUT
OF CONTROL WITH MY LIFE...
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...NOT JUST WITH MY EATING,
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BUT I STARTED TO PARTY SOME,
TOO,
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AND FELL IN WITH A BAD CROWD
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WHERE I WAS DRINKING
AND DOING OTHER THINGS.
219
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SO I WAS GETTING TO
A REALLY BAD PLACE
220
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AND I JUST KEPT GOING ON
THAT ROAD.
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AND EVENTUALLY,
I REALIZED I HAD TO STOP.
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AND I CALLED MY MOM
AND ASKED HER
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IF I COULD MOVE BACK WITH HER
AND SHE SAID I COULD.
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I WAS 20 THEN AND MY SISTERS
HAD MOVED OUT OF HER HOUSE,
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SO OUR RELATIONSHIP
GOT A LITTLE BETTER AFTER THAT,
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BUT IT'S STILL A LITTLE STRAINED
BECAUSE OF EVERYTHING
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AND I'M STILL NOT ON
TALKING TERMS WITH MY SISTERS.
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MOVING IN WITH MY MOM AGAIN
DID HELP ME
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TO START TO GET MY LIFE BACK
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ON TRACK IN A LOT OF WAYS,
BUT NOT WITH MY EATING
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BECAUSE THAT'S NEVER CHANGED
TO THE POINT NOW WHERE I'M 24
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AND I'M PROBABLY OVER
600 POUNDS.
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AND OVER THE LAST FOUR YEARS,
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I'VE JUST HAD ONE MEDICAL ISSUE
AFTER THE OTHER.
235
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MEGAN IS 24, AND SHE'S ON, LIKE,
NINE MEDICATIONS A DAY.
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SHE STARTED OUT
WITH HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE
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AND THEN FROM THERE,
SHE WAS HOSPITALIZED
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THREE YEARS AGO
FOR BLOOD CLOTS --
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50 AND 75 BLOOD CLOTS
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THAT WENT THROUGH HER HEART
TO HER LUNGS.
241
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THAT COULD HAVE BEEN THE END,
YOU KNOW.
242
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BUT AFTER THE BLOOD CLOTS,
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SHE DID NOT STOP EATING
THE WRONG THINGS,
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SO I'M JUST AFRAID
ONE OF THESE DAYS
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THAT I MAY GO IN THERE
AND SHE WON'T BE THERE.
246
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Megan: I KNOW MY HEALTH
IS REALLY BAD NOW,
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BECAUSE THE MORE I MOVE,
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MY BREATHING
GETS WORSE AND WORSE.
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I DON'T HAVE A LIFE
250
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BECAUSE OF HOW MY WEIGHT
HAS KEPT ME FROM IT.
251
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SINCE I WAS YOUNG, I'VE ALWAYS
WANTED TO BE A PEDIATRIC NURSE.
252
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BUT HONESTLY,
IF I WENT TO NURSING SCHOOL
253
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AND I GOT AN RN DEGREE,
254
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I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO STAND
ON MY FEET FOR 12 HOURS.
255
00:14:51,758 --> 00:14:54,034
SO MY WEIGHT IS
KEEPING ME FROM THAT,
256
00:14:54,034 --> 00:14:55,689
AND IT'S KEEPING ME
FROM MEETING SOMEONE
257
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AND HAVING A FAMILY.
258
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MY DOCTORS ALWAYS TOLD ME
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I CAN'T CONCEIVE
BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT.
260
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AND NOW MY WEIGHT IS KEEPING ME
FROM SEEING MY DAD.
261
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BECAUSE A COUPLE YEARS AGO,
HE GOT SICK
262
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AND HE HAD TO GO
INTO A REHAB CENTER,
263
00:15:09,931 --> 00:15:13,586
BUT IT'S 30 TO 45 MINUTES AWAY,
SO IT'S TOO MUCH FOR ME.
264
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BECAUSE THE CAR RIDE THERE,
265
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MY FEET
FALL ASLEEP WHILE DRIVING,
266
00:15:19,241 --> 00:15:22,448
AND IT JUST IS A STRUGGLE
WITH ME
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GETTING IN
AND OUT OF THE CAR A LOT
268
00:15:25,068 --> 00:15:28,241
BECAUSE IT WEARS ME
OUT REALLY EASILY.
269
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LOOKS GOOD.
270
00:15:35,862 --> 00:15:37,482
YEAH, IT DOES.
271
00:15:40,586 --> 00:15:43,931
SO MY WEIGHT HAS JUST ABOUT
TAKEN EVERYTHING FROM ME.
272
00:15:43,931 --> 00:15:47,827
THE ONLY THING LEFT IS FOR IT
TO COMPLETELY TAKE MY HEALTH,
273
00:15:47,827 --> 00:15:51,793
TO WHERE SOME PART OF MY BODY
STOPS AND I DIE.
274
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I KNOW I'M CLOSE
TO THAT HAPPENING
275
00:15:53,965 --> 00:15:57,758
UNLESS SOMETHING LIKE A MIRACLE
HAPPENS TO STOP IT.
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00:15:57,758 --> 00:16:00,517
IF I DON'T FIGURE OUT SOMETHING
SOMEHOW TO CHANGE,
277
00:16:00,517 --> 00:16:02,586
THEN I WON'T EVEN HAVE A CHANCE.
278
00:16:02,586 --> 00:16:04,620
I DON'T THINK
I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO SURVIVE
279
00:16:04,620 --> 00:16:06,586
MUCH LONGER AT THIS WEIGHT.
280
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I JUST WANT TO BREAK THROUGH
281
00:16:08,413 --> 00:16:13,275
AND, YOU KNOW, GET OUT OF THIS
SITUATION THAT I'M IN
282
00:16:13,275 --> 00:16:17,413
AND BECOME HEALTHIER AND
ACTUALLY HAVE A LIFE TO LIVE.
283
00:16:17,413 --> 00:16:20,034
I JUST CAN'T CONTINUE TO LIVE
LIKE THIS.
284
00:16:20,034 --> 00:16:23,068
IT'S A LIVING HELL.
285
00:16:25,689 --> 00:16:28,310
IF MEGAN DOESN'T LOSE THE WEIGHT
SHE WON'T BE AROUND,
286
00:16:28,310 --> 00:16:30,275
AND THAT'S VERY,
VERY, VERY SCARY.
287
00:16:30,275 --> 00:16:32,206
I JUST HOPE SHE
CAN GET THE HELP,
288
00:16:32,206 --> 00:16:35,344
BECAUSE IF I LOST MEGAN,
I COULDN'T HANDLE IT AT ALL.
289
00:16:35,344 --> 00:16:37,137
I DON'T EVEN WANT
TO THINK OF IT, YOU KNOW.
290
00:16:39,827 --> 00:16:42,931
Megan: SO I HAVE TO FIND A WAY
TO CHANGE REALLY SOON,
291
00:16:42,931 --> 00:16:46,793
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE
IF I LET THINGS GET ANY WORSE,
292
00:16:46,793 --> 00:16:49,482
THEN I WON'T BE HERE ANY LONGER.
293
00:16:49,482 --> 00:16:50,896
SO IF I DON'T LOSE WEIGHT,
294
00:16:50,896 --> 00:16:53,310
I'M JUST GOING
TO CONTINUE EATING
295
00:16:53,310 --> 00:16:57,137
AND EVENTUALLY...
296
00:16:57,137 --> 00:17:00,310
KILL MYSELF.
297
00:17:00,310 --> 00:17:01,827
AND AT THIS POINT,
I'M JUST REALLY,
298
00:17:01,827 --> 00:17:04,034
REALLY SCARED
THAT I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT.
299
00:17:22,965 --> 00:17:27,310
Megan: TODAY, ME AND MY MOM ARE
GOING TO HOUSTON TO SEE DR. NOW.
300
00:17:27,310 --> 00:17:30,310
MY MOM GOT ME AN APPOINTMENT
THAT'S IN A FEW DAYS,
301
00:17:30,310 --> 00:17:32,379
BUT WE DON'T KNOW
HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE US
302
00:17:32,379 --> 00:17:34,034
OR HOW I'LL HANDLE THE DRIVE,
303
00:17:34,034 --> 00:17:36,827
BECAUSE I'VE NEVER REALLY DONE
A DRIVE LIKE THIS.
304
00:17:36,827 --> 00:17:40,758
AT MY CURRENT WEIGHT, I'M JUST
NOT SURE HOW IT'S GONNA GO.
305
00:17:40,758 --> 00:17:43,241
IT WOULD NORMALLY BE
A 13-HOUR DRIVE,
306
00:17:43,241 --> 00:17:47,827
AND I'M HOPING THAT SHOULD TAKE
PROBABLY TWO DAYS TO DO.
307
00:17:47,827 --> 00:17:50,206
PREPARING TO DO THIS
FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS
308
00:17:50,206 --> 00:17:53,689
HAS BEEN MENTALLY HARD
AND DRAINING,
309
00:17:53,689 --> 00:17:58,137
BUT I'M MORE SCARED ABOUT
THE PHYSICAL TOLL ON MY BODY.
310
00:17:58,137 --> 00:18:03,206
BECAUSE MY CAR IS PRETTY LITTLE,
SO IT'S DEFINITELY GONNA BE
311
00:18:03,206 --> 00:18:06,172
UNCOMFORTABLE BEING IN THE CAR
FOR 13 HOURS.
312
00:18:06,172 --> 00:18:08,620
MY LEGS ARE GONNA DEFINITELY
HURT AT THE END OF THE DAY,
313
00:18:08,620 --> 00:18:10,965
AND THEY MAY EVEN SWELL.
314
00:18:10,965 --> 00:18:13,310
BUT I JUST HAVE TO BRAVE THIS
AND TRY TO DO IT,
315
00:18:13,310 --> 00:18:16,896
BECAUSE THE ONLY OTHER OPTION
IS TO RISK DOING NOTHING,
316
00:18:16,896 --> 00:18:21,517
AND ME AND MY MOM BOTH KNOW HOW
THAT'S GONNA END UP FOR ME.
317
00:18:21,517 --> 00:18:23,517
HEY, MOM?
318
00:18:23,517 --> 00:18:25,689
MOM?
319
00:18:25,689 --> 00:18:28,896
ARE YOU GETTING PACKED?
320
00:18:28,896 --> 00:18:32,241
I'M GONNA BE IN A MINUTE.OKAY.
321
00:18:32,241 --> 00:18:34,827
I'M EXCITED ABOUT
THE TRIP FOR YOU.
322
00:18:34,827 --> 00:18:37,000
I AM, TOO. I'M JUST NERVOUS
ABOUT THE CAR RIDE.
323
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IT'S GONNA --
324
00:18:38,586 --> 00:18:42,965
WELL, WE'LL HAVE TO STOP
EVERY TWO HOURS FOR YOUR LEGS.
325
00:18:42,965 --> 00:18:44,172
YEAH.
326
00:18:44,172 --> 00:18:47,793
SO YOU CAN WALK AROUND,
AND SO THEY DON'T HURT.
327
00:18:47,793 --> 00:18:49,310
BECAUSE OF THE BLOOD
CLOTS, TOO.
328
00:18:49,310 --> 00:18:51,586
YEAH.
329
00:18:51,586 --> 00:18:54,344
BUT IT'S EXCITING
FOR BOTH OF US.
330
00:18:54,344 --> 00:18:57,965
I'M EXCITED, BUT I'M NERVOUS
AT THE SAME TIME.
331
00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:04,172
THIS TRIP TO HOUSTON
IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR MEGAN,
332
00:19:04,172 --> 00:19:06,965
SO SHE CAN GET A BETTER LIFE.
333
00:19:06,965 --> 00:19:10,172
TALK TO THE DOCTOR,
GET THE SURGERY, YOU KNOW,
334
00:19:10,172 --> 00:19:14,551
SO SHE CAN LIVE
JUST LIKE A NORMAL PERSON.
335
00:19:14,551 --> 00:19:17,827
WE'VE DID DIETS.
WE'VE DID EXERCISE,
336
00:19:17,827 --> 00:19:22,448
BUT IT DIDN'T WORK WITH HER,
SO THIS IS MEGAN'S LAST CHANCE.
337
00:19:24,344 --> 00:19:26,000
Megan: I THINK MY BIGGEST FEAR
RIGHT NOW
338
00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:28,137
IS WHAT DR. NOW
IS GONNA TELL ME.
339
00:19:28,137 --> 00:19:31,206
BECAUSE IF I GET TO HOUSTON
AND DR. NOW SAYS HE CAN'T HELP,
340
00:19:31,206 --> 00:19:35,310
IT WILL BE LIKE
A DEATH SENTENCE.
341
00:19:35,310 --> 00:19:38,379
I KNOW HE WANTS TO HELP PEOPLE
WHO ARE MY SIZE,
342
00:19:38,379 --> 00:19:40,965
BUT YOU NEVER CAN KNOW
WHAT ISSUES THERE COULD BE,
343
00:19:40,965 --> 00:19:43,862
OR REASONS HE CAN'T HELP ME.
344
00:19:43,862 --> 00:19:46,275
SO IT'S JUST MY BIGGEST FEAR,
345
00:19:46,275 --> 00:19:49,862
AND I'M TRYING TO KEEP MY MIND
OFF IT AND STAY POSITIVE.
346
00:19:53,448 --> 00:19:55,689
13 HOURS
AND 4 MINUTES.
347
00:19:55,689 --> 00:19:57,586
THAT'S NOT TOO BAD.
348
00:19:57,586 --> 00:20:02,068
BUT I NEED SOMETHING TO EAT
BEFORE WE GET ON THE FREEWAY.
349
00:20:02,068 --> 00:20:04,655
FOOD MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER.
350
00:20:04,655 --> 00:20:07,586
I WANT A HOMESTYLE
CHICKEN SANDWICH.
351
00:20:07,586 --> 00:20:08,655
Man: ANYTHING ELSE?
352
00:20:08,655 --> 00:20:11,448
I WANT FOUR OF
THE CHICKEN WRAPS.
353
00:20:11,448 --> 00:20:12,689
AND A LARGE FRENCH FRY.
354
00:20:12,689 --> 00:20:14,551
AND A LARGE FRENCH FRY.
355
00:20:14,551 --> 00:20:15,793
ANYTHING ELSE
AFTER ALL THAT?
356
00:20:15,793 --> 00:20:17,241
THAT'LL BE IT.
357
00:20:17,241 --> 00:20:19,551
THAT IS $18.56.
NEXT WINDOW.
358
00:20:19,551 --> 00:20:21,172
THANK YOU.
359
00:20:24,620 --> 00:20:28,310
AND CAN I HAVE
SOME RANCH PACKETS, PLEASE?
360
00:20:28,310 --> 00:20:29,931
THANK YOU.
361
00:20:33,034 --> 00:20:35,379
Megan: I CAN ALWAYS COUNT
ON FOOD TO HELP ME,
362
00:20:35,379 --> 00:20:38,724
BUT I'M GONNA TRY TO TAKE IT
OUT OF MY LIFE AS MUCH AS I CAN.
363
00:20:43,517 --> 00:20:45,379
AND I KNOW IT'S GOING
TO BE HARD FOR ME,
364
00:20:45,379 --> 00:20:47,620
BECAUSE FOOD IS THE ONLY THING
THAT MAKES ME FEEL
365
00:20:47,620 --> 00:20:50,034
ALL THE WAYS I WANT TO FEEL.
366
00:20:50,034 --> 00:20:53,551
THAT'S WHY I'VE NEVER
BEEN ABLE TO DO IT.
367
00:20:53,551 --> 00:20:55,965
SO THAT MEANS SOMETHING
LIKE GASTRIC BYPASS,
368
00:20:55,965 --> 00:20:58,586
THAT PHYSICALLY STOPS ME
FROM GIVING IN,
369
00:20:58,586 --> 00:21:01,655
IS THE ONLY HOPE
I HAVE TO CHANGE.
370
00:21:01,655 --> 00:21:05,413
BECAUSE WITHOUT THE SURGERY,
I WON'T BE ABLE TO DO IT.
371
00:21:05,413 --> 00:21:06,689
AND THAT'S WHY DR. NOW
372
00:21:06,689 --> 00:21:09,137
IS THE ONLY CHANCE
I EVEN HAVE LEFT.
373
00:21:09,137 --> 00:21:10,482
I HAVE TO GET THIS HELP
374
00:21:10,482 --> 00:21:13,344
OR I'M JUST GONNA BE
WAITING AROUND MY HOUSE TO DIE.
375
00:21:16,241 --> 00:21:20,310
I JUST REALLY HOPE THAT WE CAN
GET THERE AS QUICKLY AS WE CAN,
376
00:21:20,310 --> 00:21:22,206
AND THAT IT'S WORTH IT
IN THE END.
377
00:21:32,724 --> 00:21:36,379
WE'VE JUST ABOUT MADE IT
TO A GOOD HALFWAY POINT,
378
00:21:36,379 --> 00:21:39,448
BUT I'M REALLY READY TO GET
SOMETHING TO EAT AND GET OUT
379
00:21:39,448 --> 00:21:44,241
SO I CAN STRETCH AND GET SOME
FOOD, AND HOPEFULLY REST SOON.
380
00:21:46,413 --> 00:21:48,896
PIZZA.
381
00:21:48,896 --> 00:21:51,793
OH, THEY HAVE WINGS.
382
00:21:51,793 --> 00:21:52,931
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
383
00:21:52,931 --> 00:21:56,551
THAT'S GREAT.
384
00:21:56,551 --> 00:21:59,275
I GUESS YOU COULD JUST PARK HERE
TO GO GET THE ORDER.
385
00:22:07,965 --> 00:22:09,724
DOING THIS IS HARD,
BUT I'M REALLY PROUD
386
00:22:09,724 --> 00:22:11,896
OF HOW I'VE HANDLED IT.
387
00:22:11,896 --> 00:22:14,000
BUT IT IS A LOT FOR ME,
388
00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:15,931
AND IT'S MORE ACTIVITY
AND EXCITEMENT
389
00:22:15,931 --> 00:22:17,586
THAN I'VE HAD IN YEARS.
390
00:22:19,793 --> 00:22:22,689
THIS REALLY SMELLS GOOD
AND LOOKS GREAT, MEGAN.
391
00:22:27,379 --> 00:22:28,931
IT DOES SMELL GOOD.
392
00:22:34,896 --> 00:22:36,931
MEGAN, I'M GONNA GO IN
AND CHECK IN.
393
00:22:36,931 --> 00:22:40,275
AND WE'LL PULL AROUND
CLOSER TO OUR ROOM.
394
00:22:40,275 --> 00:22:41,206
OKAY.
395
00:22:52,034 --> 00:22:53,551
I'M REALLY READY TO REST
396
00:22:53,551 --> 00:22:55,793
AND HOPEFULLY
DO THE SAME THINGS TOMORROW
397
00:22:55,793 --> 00:22:57,862
AND MAKE IT ALL THE WAY
TO HOUSTON.
398
00:22:57,862 --> 00:23:00,344
I JUST HOPE IT'S ALL WORTH IT
ONCE WE GET THERE
399
00:23:00,344 --> 00:23:02,620
AND THAT DR. NOW HELPS ME,
400
00:23:02,620 --> 00:23:05,206
BECAUSE MY BIG FEAR IS THAT ME
AND MY MOM COULD END UP
401
00:23:05,206 --> 00:23:08,551
HAVING TO COME ALL THE WAY
BACK HOME WITH NO OPTIONS.
402
00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:11,758
DID YOU GET IT
ALL SETTLED?
403
00:23:11,758 --> 00:23:14,758
YEAH, I GOT A ROOM
ON THE FIRST FLOOR FOR US.
404
00:23:14,758 --> 00:23:17,896
OH, OKAY. COOL.
405
00:23:17,896 --> 00:23:19,689
OKAY. ROOM 102.
406
00:23:23,689 --> 00:23:26,689
SO I'M STILL JUST TRYING
TO STAY POSITIVE
407
00:23:26,689 --> 00:23:29,827
AND JUST STAY FOCUSED ON DOING
WHAT I NEED TO GET THERE
408
00:23:29,827 --> 00:23:33,793
AND HOPE THAT IT ALL WORKS OUT.
409
00:23:33,793 --> 00:23:38,137
I'M ALREADY HURTING, SO WE'LL
SEE WHAT TOMORROW BRINGS.
410
00:23:38,137 --> 00:23:40,482
BUT FOR NOW,
I JUST NEED TO EAT AND REST
411
00:23:40,482 --> 00:23:43,034
AND TRY TO PREPARE MYSELF
TO DO THIS AGAIN.
412
00:23:43,034 --> 00:23:45,448
HERE, HONEY.
413
00:23:52,482 --> 00:23:54,275
GO AHEAD.
414
00:24:02,172 --> 00:24:03,586
IT'S OUR SECOND DAY ON THE ROAD,
415
00:24:03,586 --> 00:24:06,689
AND WE'VE BEEN DRIVING
FOR ABOUT FIVE HOURS,
416
00:24:06,689 --> 00:24:09,793
AND WE'RE GETTING CLOSE
TO HOUSTON.
417
00:24:09,793 --> 00:24:12,448
I'VE BEEN ABLE TO HOLD UP
ALRIGHT AND PUSH MYSELF
418
00:24:12,448 --> 00:24:15,758
TO MAKE IT WITHIN
THE TWO-DAY WINDOW WE WANTED.
419
00:24:15,758 --> 00:24:17,103
SO I'M HAPPY ABOUT THAT,
420
00:24:17,103 --> 00:24:19,344
BUT IT'S PUT A LOT OF STRAIN
ON MY BODY.
421
00:24:21,413 --> 00:24:24,724
SO I'M REALLY SORE
AND HURTING A LOT,
422
00:24:24,724 --> 00:24:27,275
BUT MY MOM AND ME STOCKED UP
ON A LOT OF SNACKS
423
00:24:27,275 --> 00:24:30,310
TO HELP KEEP ME DISTRACTED
FROM HOW MY BODY FEELS,
424
00:24:30,310 --> 00:24:34,137
SO I CAN KEEP GOING EVEN THOUGH
IT'S REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE.
425
00:24:34,137 --> 00:24:36,241
MY APPOINTMENT WAS TOMORROW,
BUT ME AND MY MOM
426
00:24:36,241 --> 00:24:38,758
WANTED TO MAKE SURE
THAT WE MADE IT ON TIME,
427
00:24:38,758 --> 00:24:42,344
SO WE GAVE OURSELF
A GOOD CUSHION JUST IN CASE.
428
00:24:42,344 --> 00:24:45,103
BUT SINCE WE WERE EARLY,
WE CALLED DR. NOW
429
00:24:45,103 --> 00:24:48,241
AND ASKED HIM IF I COULD
COME TODAY AND HE SAID I COULD.
430
00:24:48,241 --> 00:24:51,620
SO HOPEFULLY WE'LL BE THERE
SOON, AND IT'LL ALL GO WELL.
431
00:25:12,689 --> 00:25:16,620
AS HARD AS IT'S BEEN,
THIS HAS BEEN AN AMAZING TRIP.
432
00:25:16,620 --> 00:25:18,517
IT'S THE FIRST TIME I FEEL LIKE
433
00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:22,448
I'VE ACTUALLY SEEN SOME
OF THE WORLD WITH MY OWN EYES.
434
00:25:22,448 --> 00:25:25,758
AND IT'S INSPIRED ME TO WANT
TO GET OUT THERE AND DO MORE,
435
00:25:25,758 --> 00:25:28,482
BUT I HAVE TO LOSE
THE WEIGHT TO DO THAT.
436
00:25:28,482 --> 00:25:31,103
AND HOPEFULLY THIS IS GOING
TO BE A BIG STEP
437
00:25:31,103 --> 00:25:33,482
TOWARDS GETTING MY LIFE BACK.
438
00:25:33,482 --> 00:25:36,689
THIS IS SO AWESOME
BEING IN TEXAS.
439
00:25:39,758 --> 00:25:42,310
MAYBE YOU CAN FIND YOU
A TEXAN, MOM.
440
00:25:47,827 --> 00:25:50,206
I AIN'T LOOKING FOR NO MAN.
441
00:25:50,206 --> 00:25:52,137
I JUST WANT TO DO ME.
442
00:25:52,137 --> 00:25:55,241
WELL, YOU GOT
TO GET A JOB FIRST.
443
00:25:55,241 --> 00:25:57,413
YEAH.
444
00:25:57,413 --> 00:25:59,517
I'M GONNA GO BACK
TO SCHOOL, THOUGH,
445
00:25:59,517 --> 00:26:01,413
TO BE
A PEDIATRIC NURSE.
446
00:26:01,413 --> 00:26:04,551
THAT'D BE WONDERFUL.
447
00:26:04,551 --> 00:26:07,517
I HAVE SO MANY DREAMS
FOR MY LIFE THAT FOOD
448
00:26:07,517 --> 00:26:10,206
AND MY WEIGHT
HAVE TAKEN FROM ME.
449
00:26:10,206 --> 00:26:13,344
AND I'M READY TO FIGHT TO CHANGE
THIS AND LIVE LIKE I WANT
450
00:26:13,344 --> 00:26:16,896
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME
AND I CAN'T.
451
00:26:16,896 --> 00:26:19,379
MEGAN, DO YOU HAVE
THE JITTERS?
452
00:26:19,379 --> 00:26:24,137
THE CLOSER I GET, THE MORE
AND MORE NERVOUS I GET.
453
00:26:24,137 --> 00:26:26,379
YEAH.
SO WE'LL SEE.
454
00:26:28,827 --> 00:26:32,724
I'M HOPING THAT THIS IS THE DAY
THAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR,
455
00:26:32,724 --> 00:26:35,482
BUT NOW THAT WE'RE CLOSE,
I'M REALLY GETTING NERVOUS,
456
00:26:35,482 --> 00:26:38,000
BECAUSE I REALLY NEED
DR. NOW'S HELP.
457
00:26:43,034 --> 00:26:45,896
MY BODY CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE.
458
00:26:45,896 --> 00:26:49,034
SO IF I DON'T GET HELP TODAY,
459
00:26:49,034 --> 00:26:51,103
THERE WILL BE
NO OPTIONS OR ANYTHING
460
00:26:51,103 --> 00:26:53,689
I CAN DO TO STOP
WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO ME.
461
00:26:55,896 --> 00:26:58,655
MEGAN?
462
00:26:58,655 --> 00:27:01,103
AND THE ONLY THING ME AND MY MOM
WILL BE ABLE TO DO
463
00:27:01,103 --> 00:27:04,103
IS GO BACK HOME
AND JUST WAIT FOR ME TO DIE.
464
00:27:16,862 --> 00:27:19,241
Megan: I'M AT DR. NOW'S
FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT,
465
00:27:19,241 --> 00:27:22,310
AND I'M ABOUT TO FIND OUT
WHAT MY CURRENT WEIGHT IS,
466
00:27:22,310 --> 00:27:23,620
SO I'M NERVOUS ABOUT THAT
467
00:27:23,620 --> 00:27:25,758
AND ABOUT
HOW ALL THIS IS GONNA GO
468
00:27:25,758 --> 00:27:28,896
BECAUSE I REALLY NEED HELP
AND I'M HOPING I GET IT TODAY
469
00:27:28,896 --> 00:27:31,862
AND THAT MY WEIGHT IS STILL
AT LEAST AROUND 600
470
00:27:31,862 --> 00:27:33,551
AND NOT TOO FAR OVER.
471
00:27:37,344 --> 00:27:38,965
OKAY.
472
00:27:42,586 --> 00:27:45,620
AT LEAST MY WEIGHT IS STILL
AROUND WHERE I THOUGHT IT WAS.
473
00:27:45,620 --> 00:27:49,000
SO THAT'S A POSITIVE
IN A WAY, I GUESS.
474
00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:52,000
THE PROBLEM IS,
IS I'M STILL OVER 600 POUNDS,
475
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:55,482
AND I KNOW I'M ONLY GONNA
GET BIGGER IF I DON'T CHANGE.
476
00:27:55,482 --> 00:27:59,137
SO THAT'S WHY IT'S SO IMPORTANT
THAT I GET DR. NOW'S HELP TODAY.
477
00:28:01,655 --> 00:28:03,241
HELLO.
478
00:28:03,241 --> 00:28:04,724
-HELLO, HOW ARE YOU?
-HOW ARE YOU, DOCTOR?
479
00:28:04,724 --> 00:28:06,551
I'M DOING OKAY.
HOW YOU ALL DOING?
480
00:28:06,551 --> 00:28:07,965
GOOD.
481
00:28:07,965 --> 00:28:11,000
ALRIGHT. I'M DR. NOWZARADAN.
AND YOU ARE?
482
00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:13,551
MEGAN.MEGAN. ALRIGHT.
483
00:28:13,551 --> 00:28:15,206
AND WHERE ARE YOU
COMING FROM MEGAN?
484
00:28:15,206 --> 00:28:16,793
FROM ILLINOIS.
485
00:28:16,793 --> 00:28:19,827
ILLINOIS. ALRIGHT.
A LONG WAY FROM HERE.
486
00:28:19,827 --> 00:28:21,344
HOW DID YOU
GET DOWN HERE?
487
00:28:21,344 --> 00:28:23,000
WE DROVE.
488
00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:24,689
THAT'S A LONG DRIVE,
ISN'T IT?
489
00:28:24,689 --> 00:28:26,586
IT WAS DEFINITELY.
490
00:28:26,586 --> 00:28:28,310
YOU FEELING OKAY
AFTER THAT?
491
00:28:28,310 --> 00:28:29,965
I'M SORE, BUT I'M OKAY.
492
00:28:29,965 --> 00:28:32,000
OKAY, WELL,
THAT'S GOOD.
493
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:35,413
SO WHO IS THIS
YOUNG LADY WITH YOU?
494
00:28:35,413 --> 00:28:37,241
THIS IS MY MOM, DONNA.
495
00:28:37,241 --> 00:28:39,517
OKAY.
WELL, HOW ARE YOU DOING?
496
00:28:39,517 --> 00:28:41,103
I'M FINE, DOCTOR.
497
00:28:41,103 --> 00:28:43,206
ALRIGHT.
GOOD TO MEET YOU TOO.
498
00:28:43,206 --> 00:28:46,827
SO YOU ARE 604 POUNDS
499
00:28:46,827 --> 00:28:50,655
AND BMI OF ALMOST 87.
500
00:28:50,655 --> 00:28:52,551
AND YOU'RE ONLY 24?
501
00:28:52,551 --> 00:28:54,000
YES.
502
00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:57,275
THAT'S A LOT OF WEIGHT TO GAIN
AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE.
503
00:28:57,275 --> 00:29:00,068
SO HAVE YOU ALWAYS
BEEN OVERWEIGHT?
504
00:29:00,068 --> 00:29:01,551
YEAH, I HAVE.
505
00:29:01,551 --> 00:29:06,379
I'VE BEEN OVERWEIGHT
SINCE I WAS PROBABLY ABOUT 1?
506
00:29:06,379 --> 00:29:07,448
YEAH.
507
00:29:07,448 --> 00:29:10,000
YEAH, I'VE ALWAYS
BEEN OVERWEIGHT.
508
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:14,034
OKAY. AND YOU HAVE
HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE?
509
00:29:14,034 --> 00:29:15,689
YES.
510
00:29:15,689 --> 00:29:18,482
AND YOU'RE TAKING
SOME BLOOD THINNERS?
511
00:29:18,482 --> 00:29:19,758
YES.
512
00:29:19,758 --> 00:29:23,379
SO WHAT HAPPENED WITH THAT,
YOU HAD THE BLOOD CLOT?
513
00:29:23,379 --> 00:29:27,655
YEAH. IN 2017 AND '18,
514
00:29:27,655 --> 00:29:31,689
I WAS HOSPITALIZED
WITH DVTs IN MY LEGS,
515
00:29:31,689 --> 00:29:34,379
AND I HAD 50
TO 75 IN MY LUNGS.
516
00:29:34,379 --> 00:29:38,275
AND EVER SINCE THEN,
I'VE BEEN ON BLOOD THINNERS.
517
00:29:38,275 --> 00:29:39,896
THAT'S A VERY SERIOUS
HEALTH ISSUE
518
00:29:39,896 --> 00:29:41,448
TO HAVE AT YOUR WEIGHT.
519
00:29:41,448 --> 00:29:43,551
I KNOW.
520
00:29:43,551 --> 00:29:46,103
ALRIGHT, SO YOU'RE TAKING
ONE, TWO, THREE,
521
00:29:46,103 --> 00:29:49,827
FOUR, FIVE, SIX,
SEVEN, EIGHT MEDICATION.
522
00:29:49,827 --> 00:29:52,103
LIKE SOMEBODY
WITH THE 40s AND 50s.
523
00:29:52,103 --> 00:29:54,896
SO THIS IS NOT
A GOOD SITUATION.
524
00:29:54,896 --> 00:29:56,413
AND AT THIS POINT,
525
00:29:56,413 --> 00:29:58,655
DO YOU THINK
YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT TO 30?
526
00:29:58,655 --> 00:30:01,068
NO, NOT IF I DON'T
GET YOUR HELP.
527
00:30:01,068 --> 00:30:02,517
SO IF YOU REALIZE THAT,
528
00:30:02,517 --> 00:30:04,965
THEN WHAT SEEMS TO BE
BIGGEST CHALLENGE
529
00:30:04,965 --> 00:30:07,068
WITH YOUR EATING HABIT?
530
00:30:07,068 --> 00:30:09,103
I SNACK A LOT.
531
00:30:09,103 --> 00:30:10,586
SNACK A LOT.
532
00:30:10,586 --> 00:30:13,068
HAVE YOU FIGURED OUT
THAT MOST OF YOUR PROBLEM
533
00:30:13,068 --> 00:30:15,758
IS BECAUSE
OF YOUR WEIGHT?
534
00:30:15,758 --> 00:30:18,517
YES. ALL OF MY HEALTH PROBLEMS
IS DUE TO MY WEIGHT.
535
00:30:18,517 --> 00:30:22,103
OKAY. THEN WHY ARE YOU
CONTINUING TO DO SOMETHING
536
00:30:22,103 --> 00:30:24,620
YOU KNOW IS MAKING
THAT WORSE AND KILLING YOU?
537
00:30:24,620 --> 00:30:26,724
UM...
538
00:30:26,724 --> 00:30:30,413
HONESTLY, I DON'T HAVE AN ANSWER
FOR YOU, DOCTOR.
539
00:30:30,413 --> 00:30:32,206
I DON'T KNOW.
540
00:30:32,206 --> 00:30:34,896
YOU DON'T KNOW?
THAT'S YOUR ANSWER?
541
00:30:34,896 --> 00:30:37,034
BECAUSE YOU'RE
600 POUNDS,
542
00:30:37,034 --> 00:30:38,965
YOU HAVE
HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE
543
00:30:38,965 --> 00:30:41,827
AND BLOOD CLOTS,
AND YOU'RE ON BLOOD THINNER,
544
00:30:41,827 --> 00:30:43,758
BLOOD-PRESSURE
MEDICATION,
545
00:30:43,758 --> 00:30:46,689
AND ALL THE ISSUES
ARE BECAUSE OUR WEIGHT,
546
00:30:46,689 --> 00:30:48,379
AND YOU'RE SNACKING,
547
00:30:48,379 --> 00:30:51,275
AND YOU HAVEN'T
FIGURED OUT WHY?
548
00:30:51,275 --> 00:30:52,965
DID I GET IT RIGHT?
549
00:30:52,965 --> 00:30:56,241
YOU DID.
550
00:30:56,241 --> 00:30:59,689
OKAY. SO WE GOT ONE ELEMENT
OF BEHAVIORAL PROBLEM
551
00:30:59,689 --> 00:31:01,241
THAT WE NEED TO WORK ON.
552
00:31:01,241 --> 00:31:03,758
AND WE HAVE A LONG WAY
TO GO TO GET YOU
553
00:31:03,758 --> 00:31:06,068
TO THAT POINT
THAT YOU WILL BE SAFE
554
00:31:06,068 --> 00:31:08,206
TO CONSIDER
WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
555
00:31:08,206 --> 00:31:11,586
SO LET'S SEE HOW THE ABDOMEN
HANG AROUND.
556
00:31:11,586 --> 00:31:14,000
YEAH, IT HANGS LOW.
557
00:31:18,206 --> 00:31:20,827
THAT IS THE LOWER PART
OF YOUR ABDOMEN, HUH?
558
00:31:20,827 --> 00:31:22,068
MM-HMM.
559
00:31:22,068 --> 00:31:24,034
THAT'S HANGING VERY LOW.
560
00:31:24,034 --> 00:31:28,000
IT CAUSE A LOT OF ISSUES
WITH YOUR MOBILITY, TOO, HUH?
561
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:29,448
MM-HMM.
562
00:31:29,448 --> 00:31:31,482
OKAY. ALRIGHT.
563
00:31:31,482 --> 00:31:32,689
OKAY.
564
00:31:37,379 --> 00:31:39,034
ALRIGHT.
IT IS VERY IMPORTANT
565
00:31:39,034 --> 00:31:40,793
YOU START LOSING
AS MUCH WEIGHT
566
00:31:40,793 --> 00:31:42,310
AS YOU CAN RIGHT NOW.
567
00:31:42,310 --> 00:31:44,793
OTHERWISE YOU'RE NOT
GONNA MAKE IT TO 30.
568
00:31:44,793 --> 00:31:45,689
OKAY.
OKAY?
569
00:31:45,689 --> 00:31:46,862
YEP.
570
00:31:46,862 --> 00:31:48,482
AND SO THE FIRST STEP
TO DO THAT
571
00:31:48,482 --> 00:31:49,965
IS FOR YOU
TO START THE DIET
572
00:31:49,965 --> 00:31:52,413
AND EXERCISE PLAN
THAT I'M GONNA GIVE YOU.
573
00:31:52,413 --> 00:31:53,551
OKAY.
574
00:31:53,551 --> 00:31:55,724
WHICH MEAN YOU ONLY EAT
THREE TIME A DAY.
575
00:31:55,724 --> 00:31:58,172
OKAY.AND NO SNACKING.
576
00:31:58,172 --> 00:31:59,103
OKAY.
577
00:31:59,103 --> 00:32:00,517
OKAY?
MM-HMM.
578
00:32:00,517 --> 00:32:03,793
SO THE DIET IS GONNA KEEP YOU
AT 1,200 CALORIE A DAY LIMIT.
579
00:32:03,793 --> 00:32:06,172
BUT IT FOCUS ON THE FOOD
THAT ARE HIGH PROTEIN
580
00:32:06,172 --> 00:32:07,896
AND LOW CARB, OKAY?OKAY.
581
00:32:07,896 --> 00:32:10,827
AND IT'S VERY IMPORTANT FOR YOU
TO GET AS MUCH WEIGHT
582
00:32:10,827 --> 00:32:13,137
OFF OF YOUR SYSTEM
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
583
00:32:13,137 --> 00:32:15,344
BECAUSE THE WAY RIGHT NOW
YOU ARE LOOKING
584
00:32:15,344 --> 00:32:17,931
AT YOUR BACKGROUND
AND HISTORY,
585
00:32:17,931 --> 00:32:20,620
YOU'VE GOT
SO MANY HEALTH ISSUES
586
00:32:20,620 --> 00:32:23,896
THAT ARE TYPICAL OF PEOPLE
IN 40s
587
00:32:23,896 --> 00:32:27,068
OR 50s
WITH POOR HEALTH.
588
00:32:27,068 --> 00:32:32,206
SO THIS IS REALLY
ACCELERATED AGING PROCESS
589
00:32:32,206 --> 00:32:34,586
FROM OBESITY
590
00:32:34,586 --> 00:32:37,137
THAT WE HAVE TO ERASE
SOME OF THAT.
591
00:32:37,137 --> 00:32:40,758
YOU STILL MAY BE A VERY HIGH
RISK FOR CONSIDERING SURGERY
592
00:32:40,758 --> 00:32:42,413
EVEN IF YOU LOSE
A LOT OF WEIGHT.
593
00:32:42,413 --> 00:32:45,068
BUT THE ONLY CHANCE YOU HAVE
IS TO LOSE AS MUCH WEIGHT
594
00:32:45,068 --> 00:32:47,413
AS YOU CAN,
AS FAST AS YOU CAN,
595
00:32:47,413 --> 00:32:49,862
TO GET A MUCH
HEALTHIER PLACE, OKAY?
596
00:32:49,862 --> 00:32:51,206
RIGHT.
597
00:32:51,206 --> 00:32:54,000
SO YOU HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO DO
TO GET TO THAT POINT.
598
00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:55,758
I WANT YOU TO STICK
WITH THE DIET,
599
00:32:55,758 --> 00:32:58,413
AND IF YOU DO THAT,
600
00:32:58,413 --> 00:33:02,275
YOU'RE GONNA BE ABLE TO LOSE
40 POUNDS EASILY EACH MONTH.
601
00:33:02,275 --> 00:33:05,379
SO OVER THE NEXT 2 MONTHS,
I WANT YOU TO LOSE 80 POUNDS.
602
00:33:05,379 --> 00:33:06,517
OKAY?
OKAY.
603
00:33:06,517 --> 00:33:08,551
SO YOU NEED TO START
TO MAKE A LOT OF CHANGES
604
00:33:08,551 --> 00:33:10,034
IF YOU WANT
TO SAVE YOUR LIFE.
605
00:33:10,034 --> 00:33:12,551
AND THOSE CHANGES
NEED TO BE MADE NOW
606
00:33:12,551 --> 00:33:14,379
BECAUSE YOU'RE
RUNNING OUT OF TIME.
607
00:33:14,379 --> 00:33:15,344
OKAY.
608
00:33:15,344 --> 00:33:16,310
OKAY?
MM-HMM.
609
00:33:16,310 --> 00:33:17,793
BUT THIS IS NOT
GONNA BE EASY.
610
00:33:17,793 --> 00:33:20,413
YOU'RE GONNA NEED THE HELP
AND SUPPORT OF THOSE
611
00:33:20,413 --> 00:33:22,862
IN YOUR HOUSE WITH YOU
TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS.
612
00:33:22,862 --> 00:33:23,931
OKAY.
613
00:33:23,931 --> 00:33:25,689
SO DO YOU LIVE
WITH YOUR MOM?
614
00:33:25,689 --> 00:33:26,931
YEAH.
615
00:33:26,931 --> 00:33:29,310
SO IS THERE ONLY THREE OF YOU
IN YOUR HOUSEHOLD?
616
00:33:29,310 --> 00:33:31,827
UH, YES.
617
00:33:31,827 --> 00:33:35,379
OKAY. SO IS YOUR MOM
YOUR ENABLER,
618
00:33:35,379 --> 00:33:38,758
OR IS IT HELPING YOU
TO CHANGE YOUR EATING HABIT?
619
00:33:38,758 --> 00:33:41,344
SHE DEFINITELY HELPS ME
BECAUSE SHE'S DIABETIC,
620
00:33:41,344 --> 00:33:46,482
SO SHE WATCHES
WHAT SHE EATS A LOT.
621
00:33:46,482 --> 00:33:48,379
SO ACTUALLY SHE HELPS ME.
622
00:33:48,379 --> 00:33:51,172
OKAY, WELL, I'M NOT SURE
THAT'S ACCURATE.
623
00:33:51,172 --> 00:33:53,310
BUT THE ONLY WAY YOU'RE GONNA
BE ABLE TO DO THIS
624
00:33:53,310 --> 00:33:56,482
IS IF YOU TAKE RESPONSIBILITY
FOR YOUR FOOD CHOICES
625
00:33:56,482 --> 00:33:58,689
AND START TO MAKE
THE CHANGES YOU NEED.
626
00:33:58,689 --> 00:34:00,275
AND THAT MEANS
YOU DON'T GET MOM
627
00:34:00,275 --> 00:34:02,413
TO BRING YOU
ANYTHING TO EAT, OKAY?
628
00:34:02,413 --> 00:34:03,724
OKAY.
629
00:34:03,724 --> 00:34:06,620
YOU GET IT YOURSELF.
SO YOU BOTH UNDERSTAND THAT?
630
00:34:06,620 --> 00:34:08,103
YEAH.
YES.
631
00:34:08,103 --> 00:34:09,310
OKAY, GOOD.
632
00:34:09,310 --> 00:34:12,586
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT, TOO,
I KNOW, DOCTOR.
633
00:34:12,586 --> 00:34:15,034
WELL, I'M GONNA GIVE YOU STUFF
TO READ EVERY NIGHT.
634
00:34:15,034 --> 00:34:17,482
I'M GONNA GIVE YOU
A COPY FOR YOU, TOO,
635
00:34:17,482 --> 00:34:19,448
SO YOU'LL HAVE
A PROPER UNDERSTANDING
636
00:34:19,448 --> 00:34:20,655
WITH WHAT SHE NEEDS.
637
00:34:20,655 --> 00:34:23,034
BUT YOU NEED TO MAKE
HEALTHY ADJUSTMENTS, TOO,
638
00:34:23,034 --> 00:34:24,896
BECAUSE IT CAN BE
VERY HARD
639
00:34:24,896 --> 00:34:26,896
FOR ONE PERSON
IN THE HOUSEHOLD
640
00:34:26,896 --> 00:34:28,413
TO EAT PROPERLY...RIGHT, YEAH.
641
00:34:28,413 --> 00:34:29,758
...AND THE OTHER
PERSON --
642
00:34:29,758 --> 00:34:33,793
OH, I PLAN ON EATING WITH HER
LIKE SHE NEEDS TO EAT.
643
00:34:33,793 --> 00:34:37,103
THAT WOULD BE GOOD, BECAUSE
MEGAN NEEDS TO DO THIS NOW.
644
00:34:37,103 --> 00:34:39,241
SO MEGAN,
IT'S VERY IMPORTANT
645
00:34:39,241 --> 00:34:41,827
THAT YOU CHANGE
YOUR EATING HABITS NOW.
646
00:34:41,827 --> 00:34:42,931
OKAY.
647
00:34:42,931 --> 00:34:44,793
BECAUSE YOU'RE RUNNING
OUT OF TIME.
648
00:34:44,793 --> 00:34:46,344
YEAH.
OKAY.
649
00:34:46,344 --> 00:34:48,206
SO NO SNACKING
650
00:34:48,206 --> 00:34:51,827
AND NO SUGARY DRINKS,
NO CHIPS,
651
00:34:51,827 --> 00:34:56,206
AND YOU'RE GONNA EAT HEALTHY,
WHICH MEANS HIGH PROTEIN,
652
00:34:56,206 --> 00:34:59,482
AND WITH A LOT OF GREENS
AND SALAD, OKAY?
653
00:34:59,482 --> 00:35:00,965
OKAY.
654
00:35:00,965 --> 00:35:03,034
SO MAKE THOSE CHANGES
RIGHT NOW
655
00:35:03,034 --> 00:35:05,068
AND START DOING
SOME EXERCISES.
656
00:35:05,068 --> 00:35:08,000
AND IN 2 MONTHS,
LOSE 80 POUNDS, OKAY?
657
00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:10,758
THAT SHOULD BE EASY GOAL
FOR YOU, OKAY?
658
00:35:10,758 --> 00:35:11,896
OKAY.
659
00:35:11,896 --> 00:35:13,275
BUT THE MORE YOU CAN LOSE,
THE BETTER.
660
00:35:13,275 --> 00:35:15,172
BECAUSE WE'VE HAD
A LOT OF HEALTH ISSUE
661
00:35:15,172 --> 00:35:16,620
THAT WE NEED TO CONSIDER,
662
00:35:16,620 --> 00:35:19,068
AND THE ONLY WAY TO ADDRESS
THAT IS FOR YOU
663
00:35:19,068 --> 00:35:20,448
TO LOSE A LOT OF WEIGHT.
664
00:35:20,448 --> 00:35:22,620
OKAY.
665
00:35:22,620 --> 00:35:23,827
MEGAN,
NICE TO MEET YOU.
666
00:35:23,827 --> 00:35:25,379
YES,
NICE TO MEET YOU, TOO.
667
00:35:25,379 --> 00:35:27,310
AND NICE TO MEET YOU.NICE TO MEET YOU, DOCTOR.
668
00:35:27,310 --> 00:35:29,413
AND HOPE WE'LL
SEE YOU SOON.
669
00:35:29,413 --> 00:35:30,586
OKAY?
YES.
670
00:35:30,586 --> 00:35:32,206
GREAT.
671
00:35:38,448 --> 00:35:40,172
Dr. Nowzaradan:
I AM VERY CONCERNED
672
00:35:40,172 --> 00:35:41,862
ABOUT THE STATE
OF MEGAN'S HEALTH.
673
00:35:41,862 --> 00:35:44,793
IT'S SHOCKING TO SEE
THAT MANY MEDICAL ISSUES
674
00:35:44,793 --> 00:35:46,275
WITH SOMEONE SO YOUNG.
675
00:35:46,275 --> 00:35:49,275
SO HER WEIGHT HAS BEEN
A SIGNIFICANT STRAIN,
676
00:35:49,275 --> 00:35:51,689
TO THE POINT WHERE
SHE'S STRUGGLING WITH ISSUES
677
00:35:51,689 --> 00:35:55,344
SOMEONE IN THEIR 50s
OR OLDER WOULD STRUGGLE WITH.
678
00:35:55,344 --> 00:35:58,034
SO WE HAVE A VERY
DANGEROUS SITUATION WITH HER
679
00:35:58,034 --> 00:35:59,620
THAT WE NEED TO ADDRESS.
680
00:35:59,620 --> 00:36:02,551
AND WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
ISN'T EVEN GOING TO BE AN OPTION
681
00:36:02,551 --> 00:36:04,689
UNTIL WE GET HER
TO WHERE HER BODY
682
00:36:04,689 --> 00:36:07,862
WILL BE ABLE TO SURVIVE
THE STRAIN OF SURGERY.
683
00:36:07,862 --> 00:36:10,275
SO IT'S VERY IMPORTANT
SHE STARTS TO LOSE
684
00:36:10,275 --> 00:36:12,931
AS MUCH MUCH WEIGHT
AS SHE CAN IMMEDIATELY
685
00:36:12,931 --> 00:36:14,448
BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T HAVE
MUCH TIME
686
00:36:14,448 --> 00:36:17,137
BEFORE HER BODY
DETERIORATES FURTHER.
687
00:36:19,137 --> 00:36:20,827
Megan:
I'M FEELING REALLY RELIEVED
688
00:36:20,827 --> 00:36:23,275
NOW THAT I'VE HAD MY FIRST
APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW.
689
00:36:23,275 --> 00:36:25,103
AND I KNOW
HE'S GIVING ME A CHANCE,
690
00:36:25,103 --> 00:36:28,620
EVEN THOUGH HE KNOWS ABOUT
ALL MY MEDICAL ISSUES.
691
00:36:28,620 --> 00:36:30,413
THOSE WERE MY BIGGEST CONCERN,
692
00:36:30,413 --> 00:36:33,482
AND I WAS SCARED
IT WAS ALREADY TOO LATE FOR ME,
693
00:36:33,482 --> 00:36:36,344
BECAUSE I KNOW HE'S RIGHT ABOUT
HOW I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME.
694
00:36:36,344 --> 00:36:38,413
SO I NEED TO START
LOSING WEIGHT NOW
695
00:36:38,413 --> 00:36:41,655
BEFORE SOMETHING
REALLY BAD HAPPENS TO ME.
696
00:36:41,655 --> 00:36:45,000
BUT I'M READY TO DO HIS DIET
AND EXERCISES TO PROVE TO HIM
697
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,379
THAT I SHOULD
GET GASTRIC BYPASS.
698
00:36:47,379 --> 00:36:50,448
SO I'M GONNA GO BACK HOME
AND WORK HARD TO DO THAT.
699
00:37:03,793 --> 00:37:05,310
Megan: IT'S BEEN ABOUT A WEEK
700
00:37:05,310 --> 00:37:07,551
SINCE MY INITIAL APPOINTMENT
WITH DR. NOW,
701
00:37:07,551 --> 00:37:11,344
AND ME AND MY MOM HAVE BOTH BEEN
TRYING TO ADAPT TO THE NEW DIET,
702
00:37:11,344 --> 00:37:15,275
BUT IT'S VERY STRICT
AND NOTHING'S ON IT THAT I LIKE.
703
00:37:15,275 --> 00:37:17,172
BUT I'M NOT LETTING
THAT SCARE ME OFF
704
00:37:17,172 --> 00:37:19,241
OR MAKE ME LESS DETERMINED.
705
00:37:19,241 --> 00:37:23,689
ME AND MY MOM ARE JUST
WORKING ON UNDERSTANDING IT.
706
00:37:23,689 --> 00:37:25,793
THERE'S A LOT OF STUFF
THAT WE NEED TO CUT OUT,
707
00:37:25,793 --> 00:37:27,620
BUT WE CAN DO IT.
708
00:37:27,620 --> 00:37:29,000
YEAH,
I JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW
709
00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:30,655
THAT I'M REALLY SERIOUS
ABOUT IT.
710
00:37:30,655 --> 00:37:33,137
I'M DONE
LIVING A LIVING HELL.
711
00:37:33,137 --> 00:37:35,172
I KNOW.
712
00:37:35,172 --> 00:37:37,000
DID YOU WANT ME TO FRY
A LITTLE BIT OF BACON
713
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:38,620
SO YOU CAN PUT IT
IN YOUR SALAD?
714
00:37:38,620 --> 00:37:40,413
AH, YEAH, YOU CAN.
715
00:37:44,379 --> 00:37:46,241
THIS IS A LOT
TO TAKE IN AND CHANGE,
716
00:37:46,241 --> 00:37:48,379
BUT I'M GONNA DO MY BEST
717
00:37:48,379 --> 00:37:51,000
BECAUSE I KNOW
THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE.
718
00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:53,551
SO I'LL MAKE
THE DIET ADJUSTMENTS I NEED.
719
00:37:53,551 --> 00:37:57,827
AND I ALSO PLAN TO START DOING
THE EXERCISES, BUT I FIGURE
720
00:37:57,827 --> 00:38:01,620
I NEED TO FIND A GYM FOR THAT,
BUT I'VE NEVER BEEN TO ONE
721
00:38:01,620 --> 00:38:04,034
SO I'M GONNA HAVE TO
START FIGURING THAT OUT.
722
00:38:06,068 --> 00:38:09,241
THIS IS A LOT OF CHANGE FOR ME
AND THERE'S A PART OF ME
723
00:38:09,241 --> 00:38:12,586
THAT WANTS TO FREAK OUT AND SAY,
"WHAT AM I DOING?"
724
00:38:12,586 --> 00:38:15,793
BUT I'M NOT LETTING MYSELF
HAVE CARBS OR SUGARS.
725
00:38:15,793 --> 00:38:18,103
I'M JUST GONNA FOCUS ON PROTEIN
AND EAT
726
00:38:18,103 --> 00:38:22,862
AS MUCH OF THAT AS I NEED
TO GET RID OF THOSE CRAVINGS.
727
00:38:22,862 --> 00:38:24,344
YOU WANT SOME CHEESE
ON YOURS OR NO?
728
00:38:24,344 --> 00:38:25,586
NO.
729
00:38:25,586 --> 00:38:27,310
AND HOPEFULLY WHEN I GO BACK
TO SEE DR. NOW,
730
00:38:27,310 --> 00:38:29,620
ALL THAT WILL PAY OFF
WITH MY WEIGHT LOSS
731
00:38:29,620 --> 00:38:32,724
SO I CAN GET
WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY.
732
00:38:32,724 --> 00:38:35,655
BECAUSE IT'S STILL
THE ONLY CHANCE I HAVE.
733
00:38:35,655 --> 00:38:39,275
SO I'M GIVING THIS
EVERYTHING I GOT.
734
00:38:39,275 --> 00:38:41,551
I JUST REALLY HOPE IT'S ENOUGH.
735
00:38:55,827 --> 00:38:57,655
ME AND MY MOM ARE BACK
IN HOUSTON
736
00:38:57,655 --> 00:38:59,758
FOR MY SECOND APPOINTMENT
WITH DR. NOW,
737
00:38:59,758 --> 00:39:01,068
AND I FEEL LIKE I'VE DONE WELL
738
00:39:01,068 --> 00:39:03,413
WITH MY WEIGHT LOSS
OVER THE PAST FEW MONTHS
739
00:39:03,413 --> 00:39:05,586
AND THAT I SHOULD BE
AT MY GOAL TODAY.
740
00:39:05,586 --> 00:39:07,724
BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE SCALE
IS GONNA SHOW
741
00:39:07,724 --> 00:39:09,931
AND THAT'S THE ONLY THING
I'M NERVOUS ABOUT.
742
00:39:09,931 --> 00:39:12,517
I DEFINITELY KNOW
I MADE PROGRESS
743
00:39:12,517 --> 00:39:14,827
BECAUSE THERE'S MORE DISTANCE
BETWEEN MY STOMACH
744
00:39:14,827 --> 00:39:16,551
AND THE STEERING WHEEL NOW
745
00:39:16,551 --> 00:39:18,068
AND I WAS ABLE TO HANDLE
THE TRIP
746
00:39:18,068 --> 00:39:21,206
A LITTLE BIT BETTER THIS TIME.
747
00:39:21,206 --> 00:39:24,241
IT JUST NEEDS TO BE ENOUGH TO
GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY TODAY.
748
00:39:27,931 --> 00:39:30,482
MEGAN.
749
00:39:30,482 --> 00:39:33,000
AT MY LAST APPOINTMENT
A COUPLE MONTHS AGO,
750
00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:37,413
I WAS AT 604 AND I WAS SUPPOSED
TO LOSE 80 POUNDS.
751
00:39:37,413 --> 00:39:41,034
SO MY GOAL WAS
TO GET BELOW 524 TODAY
752
00:39:41,034 --> 00:39:42,931
AND I'M REALLY HOPING
I DID THAT.
753
00:39:48,655 --> 00:39:50,137
I DID OKAY.
754
00:39:50,137 --> 00:39:51,758
YOU DID FINE.
755
00:39:54,379 --> 00:39:56,758
THAT'S DISAPPOINTING.
756
00:39:56,758 --> 00:39:59,827
I'M GLAD I LOST WEIGHT,
BUT I THOUGHT IT'D BE MORE.
757
00:39:59,827 --> 00:40:02,206
SO I'M REALLY DISAPPOINTED
AND WORRIED NOW,
758
00:40:02,206 --> 00:40:04,586
BECAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE
DR. NOW PROUD
759
00:40:04,586 --> 00:40:07,310
AND SHOW HIM HOW READY I AM.
760
00:40:07,310 --> 00:40:11,517
BUT EVEN WITH HOW HARD I WORKED,
THAT STILL DIDN'T HAPPEN.
761
00:40:11,517 --> 00:40:13,551
AND I'M SO SCARED OF LOSING
THIS CHANCE
762
00:40:13,551 --> 00:40:15,482
THAT DR. NOW GAVE ME.
763
00:40:24,103 --> 00:40:25,103
HELLO.
HI.
764
00:40:25,103 --> 00:40:26,551
HOW YOU ALL DOING?
765
00:40:26,551 --> 00:40:28,068
GOOD. HOW ARE YOU?
766
00:40:28,068 --> 00:40:29,724
GOOD.
767
00:40:29,724 --> 00:40:31,000
ALRIGHT.
768
00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:33,827
SO, MEGAN, HOW YOU BEEN?
769
00:40:33,827 --> 00:40:35,448
GOOD.
770
00:40:35,448 --> 00:40:36,862
WELL, I'M GLAD
TO HEAR THAT.
771
00:40:36,862 --> 00:40:40,000
BUT YOUR WEIGHT LOSS,
UNFORTUNATELY, ISN'T THE SAME.
772
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:44,413
BECAUSE IN 2 MONTHS,
YOU LOST 14 POUNDS.
773
00:40:44,413 --> 00:40:47,344
ALRIGHT.
SO WHAT HAPPENED?
774
00:40:47,344 --> 00:40:48,586
I DON'T KNOW.
775
00:40:48,586 --> 00:40:51,172
I WORKED HARD,
BUT THE TIME PASSED REALLY FAST
776
00:40:51,172 --> 00:40:53,275
AND I WASN'T ABLE
TO LOSE ENOUGH.
777
00:40:53,275 --> 00:40:57,310
YES, TIME FLIES
WHEN YOU HAVE FUN, HUH?
778
00:40:57,310 --> 00:41:00,758
BUT THAT NOT AN EXPLANATION
FOR NOT DOING THE DIET.
779
00:41:00,758 --> 00:41:03,310
SO YOU WANT TO TELL ME
WHAT HAPPENED?
780
00:41:03,310 --> 00:41:08,586
WELL, I'VE BEEN DRINKING
DIET SODA INSTEAD OF WATER.
781
00:41:08,586 --> 00:41:10,793
DIET SODA
IS NOT HEALTHY,
782
00:41:10,793 --> 00:41:13,344
BUT IT DOESN'T CAUSE
ANY WEIGHT GAIN
783
00:41:13,344 --> 00:41:15,000
BECAUSE IT DOESN'T
ANY CALORIE.
784
00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:16,655
IT HAS A LOT OF SODIUM,
785
00:41:16,655 --> 00:41:18,931
BUT IT'S NOT THE SOURCE
OF YOUR CALORIE INTAKE.
786
00:41:18,931 --> 00:41:21,931
SO WHAT ARE YOU EATING
THAT IS?
787
00:41:21,931 --> 00:41:24,896
I HAVE WENT OUT TO EAT
788
00:41:24,896 --> 00:41:28,275
AND PROBABLY THE ITEMS
HAD A LOT OF SODIUM IN THEM.
789
00:41:28,275 --> 00:41:31,000
THE SODIUM IS NOT GONNA
CONTRIBUTE TO YOUR WEIGHT.
790
00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:33,793
IF YOU CUT BACK ON HOW
MANY CALORIES YOU'RE EATING,
791
00:41:33,793 --> 00:41:35,620
THEN YOU'RE GOING
TO TAP INTO CALORIE
792
00:41:35,620 --> 00:41:37,896
THAT YOU STORE
IN THE FORM OF FAT.
793
00:41:37,896 --> 00:41:41,103
SO YOUR BODY BURNS FAT
AND YOU LOSE WEIGHT.
794
00:41:41,103 --> 00:41:42,379
BUT THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN.
795
00:41:42,379 --> 00:41:44,655
SO IT MEANS THAT
YOU'RE STILL EATING AROUND
796
00:41:44,655 --> 00:41:47,862
5,500 TO 6,000
CALORIES A DAY.
797
00:41:47,862 --> 00:41:51,689
AND EVEN IF YOU ONLY CUT BACK
TO 2,000 CALORIES A DAY
798
00:41:51,689 --> 00:41:54,379
INSTEAD OF 1,200,
WHEN YOU'RE 600 POUND,
799
00:41:54,379 --> 00:41:57,517
YOU WOULD HAVE STILL LOST
50 TO 60 POUNDS EASILY
800
00:41:57,517 --> 00:42:00,206
IN ONE MONTH.
OKAY?
801
00:42:00,206 --> 00:42:04,793
SO 14 POUNDS FOR --
THAT IS NOT REALLY
802
00:42:04,793 --> 00:42:07,827
THAT SIGNIFICANT
WEIGHT LOSS, OKAY?
803
00:42:07,827 --> 00:42:10,310
AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO GET
THE URGENCY OF NEEDING
804
00:42:10,310 --> 00:42:12,896
AS MUCH WEIGHT
OFF OF YOU AS POSSIBLE
805
00:42:12,896 --> 00:42:15,448
BECAUSE YOUR BODY
HAS ALREADY DETERIORATED
806
00:42:15,448 --> 00:42:17,103
TO A DANGEROUS POINT.
807
00:42:17,103 --> 00:42:20,241
AND IT'S GONNA KEEP GETTING
WORSE UNTIL YOU DON'T MAKE IT,
808
00:42:20,241 --> 00:42:22,413
UNLESS YOU LOSE
A LOT OF WEIGHT SOON.
809
00:42:22,413 --> 00:42:24,586
SO IT'S VERY IMPORTANT
YOU UNDERSTAND THAT
810
00:42:24,586 --> 00:42:27,172
AND START DOING
WHAT YOU NEED.
811
00:42:27,172 --> 00:42:28,620
OKAY.
812
00:42:28,620 --> 00:42:30,896
SO TELL ME WHAT KIND
OF CHANGES YOU HAVE MADE
813
00:42:30,896 --> 00:42:34,034
IN YOUR EATING HABIT.
814
00:42:34,034 --> 00:42:36,931
I USED TO EAT A LOT
OF FRIED FOODS
815
00:42:36,931 --> 00:42:40,655
AND A LOT OF PASTAS
AND A LOT OF CARBS.
816
00:42:40,655 --> 00:42:42,103
FORGET ABOUT WHAT
YOU USED TO.
817
00:42:42,103 --> 00:42:45,000
TELL ME WHAT CHANGES
YOU MAKING NOW.
818
00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:46,724
WHAT ARE YOU EATING NOW?
819
00:42:46,724 --> 00:42:50,068
TYPICALLY, I EAT CHEF SALADS
A LOT.
820
00:42:50,068 --> 00:42:51,103
MM-HMM.
821
00:42:51,103 --> 00:42:55,206
I EAT, LIKE,
THE BEEF JERKY STICKS
822
00:42:55,206 --> 00:42:59,965
WITH CHEESE,
COTTAGE CHEESE.
823
00:42:59,965 --> 00:43:02,172
SOME OF THAT IS NOT
GREAT CHOICES,
824
00:43:02,172 --> 00:43:05,344
BUT HOW MANY TIME
YOU EAT IN A DAY?
825
00:43:05,344 --> 00:43:07,137
SOMETIMES
I'LL EAT THREE TIMES,
826
00:43:07,137 --> 00:43:10,068
BUT SOMETIMES
I'LL JUST EAT TWICE A DAY.
827
00:43:10,068 --> 00:43:11,379
ANY SNACKING?
828
00:43:11,379 --> 00:43:13,206
NO. NO SNACKING.
829
00:43:13,206 --> 00:43:15,827
SO, NO SNACKING. NO SODA?
NO SUGARY DRINK?
830
00:43:15,827 --> 00:43:16,862
NOPE.
831
00:43:16,862 --> 00:43:19,034
OKAY.
IF ALL OF THAT IS ACCURATE,
832
00:43:19,034 --> 00:43:20,172
THEN THE ISSUE IS
833
00:43:20,172 --> 00:43:22,448
YOU'RE STILL EATING
TOO MUCH OF EVERYTHING.
834
00:43:22,448 --> 00:43:25,172
AND YOU NEED TO DRASTICALLY
CUT BACK EVEN MORE.
835
00:43:25,172 --> 00:43:26,344
UNDERSTAND THAT?
836
00:43:26,344 --> 00:43:27,482
YES.
837
00:43:27,482 --> 00:43:29,655
OKAY.
WHAT ABOUT YOUR ACTIVITY?
838
00:43:29,655 --> 00:43:32,068
HAVE YOU MADE ANY PROGRESS
WITH THAT?
839
00:43:32,068 --> 00:43:34,344
I'VE BEEN GETTING UP
AND MOVING MORE.
840
00:43:34,344 --> 00:43:36,862
I HAVEN'T ACTUALLY EXERCISED
841
00:43:36,862 --> 00:43:39,103
BECAUSE WE DON'T BELONG
TO A GYM OR ANYTHING
842
00:43:39,103 --> 00:43:40,862
BECAUSE IT'S REALLY COLD
IN ILLINOIS.
843
00:43:40,862 --> 00:43:44,000
SO WE CAN'T WALK OUTSIDE.
844
00:43:44,000 --> 00:43:46,655
YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO
TO GYM TO EXERCISE.
845
00:43:46,655 --> 00:43:51,241
YOU CAN DO SOME EXERCISE
AT HOME.
846
00:43:51,241 --> 00:43:53,655
DID I GIVE YOU
AN EXERCISE PLAN?
847
00:43:53,655 --> 00:43:54,793
YOU DID.
848
00:43:54,793 --> 00:43:58,034
AND DID YOU READ
THAT SECTION FOR EXERCISE?
849
00:43:58,034 --> 00:43:59,482
I DID, YES.
850
00:43:59,482 --> 00:44:02,206
DID YOU SEE
THOSE EXERCISES?
851
00:44:02,206 --> 00:44:04,379
I DID.
852
00:44:04,379 --> 00:44:06,413
BUT YOU DIDN'T
DO THEM?
853
00:44:06,413 --> 00:44:09,034
I HAVEN'T DID THEM, NO.
854
00:44:09,034 --> 00:44:11,896
SO, WHAT'S THE USE
OF GIVING YOU GUIDANCE
855
00:44:11,896 --> 00:44:16,482
AND INFORMATION
IF YOU DON'T FOLLOW IT?
856
00:44:16,482 --> 00:44:21,068
I STILL HAVE IT,
AND I READ IT.
857
00:44:21,068 --> 00:44:22,379
HOW MUCH OF DID YOU READ?
858
00:44:22,379 --> 00:44:27,068
I'VE READ IT, LIKE,
PARTIALLY THROUGH.
859
00:44:27,068 --> 00:44:29,448
SO, YOU REALLY
HAVEN'T READ IT
860
00:44:29,448 --> 00:44:31,620
VERY MUCH CAREFULLY,
RIGHT?
861
00:44:31,620 --> 00:44:35,482
NO, I PROBABLY SHOULD GO BACK
OVER IT AND READ IT THOROUGHLY.
862
00:44:35,482 --> 00:44:38,517
YES, YOU SHOULD, BECAUSE
YOU HAVE TO DO THE WORK
863
00:44:38,517 --> 00:44:40,275
OR NOTHING'S
GONNA CHANGE.
864
00:44:40,275 --> 00:44:42,344
YOU GET THAT?YES.
865
00:44:42,344 --> 00:44:44,172
YOU GOT THAT, TOO, MOM?
866
00:44:44,172 --> 00:44:45,241
YES.
867
00:44:45,241 --> 00:44:47,103
MOM LOST
ANY WEIGHT IN PASS --
868
00:44:47,103 --> 00:44:50,275
I'VE LOST
MAYBE A COUPLE POUNDS.
869
00:44:50,275 --> 00:44:52,827
SHE'S NOT THE BEST DOCTOR
SOMETIMES.
870
00:44:52,827 --> 00:44:56,448
WELL, ALL SHE NEED TO BE
IS SUPPORT FOR YOU RIGHT NOW,
871
00:44:56,448 --> 00:44:59,103
BECAUSE YOUR SITUATION
IS STILL VERY SERIOUS
872
00:44:59,103 --> 00:45:00,793
AND YOU'RE RUNNING
OUT OF TIME.
873
00:45:00,793 --> 00:45:03,586
SO, YOU NEED TO DO
THIS NOW, MEGAN.
874
00:45:03,586 --> 00:45:05,034
I WILL.
875
00:45:05,034 --> 00:45:08,793
I HOPE SO, BUT KEEP WORKING
HARDER TO LOSE MORE WEIGHT.
876
00:45:08,793 --> 00:45:10,724
CUT BACK ON THE AMOUNT
YOU EATING
877
00:45:10,724 --> 00:45:14,931
AND START DOING EXERCISE
AND PUSH YOURSELF TO DO MORE
878
00:45:14,931 --> 00:45:18,000
AND LOSE AT LEAST 80 POUNDS
OVER THE NEXT 2 MONTHS.
879
00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:20,310
BUT THE MORE YOU CAN LOSE,
THE BETTER.
880
00:45:20,310 --> 00:45:21,413
OKAY?
OKAY.
881
00:45:21,413 --> 00:45:22,896
ALRIGHT, I'LL SEE YOU
IN TWO MONTHS.
882
00:45:22,896 --> 00:45:24,172
ALRIGHT,
NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN.
883
00:45:24,172 --> 00:45:25,310
AWESOME. THANK YOU.NICE SEEING YOU, DOCTOR.
884
00:45:25,310 --> 00:45:27,344
OKAY. IF YOU NEED ANYTHING,
GIVE ME A CALL.
885
00:45:27,344 --> 00:45:28,586
OKAY.
ALRIGHT.
886
00:45:34,827 --> 00:45:36,965
WELL, HEY, AT LEAST
I DIDN'T GAIN WEIGHT.
887
00:45:36,965 --> 00:45:38,344
I KNOW.
888
00:45:38,344 --> 00:45:40,310
WE'RE JUST GONNA WORK
HARDER NEXT TIME.
889
00:45:40,310 --> 00:45:43,413
YEAH.
890
00:45:43,413 --> 00:45:46,413
Dr. Nowzaradan:
I'M VERY DISAPPOINTED
WITH MEGAN'S PROGRESS.
891
00:45:46,413 --> 00:45:47,896
AND DESPITE WHAT SHE SAYS,
892
00:45:47,896 --> 00:45:50,068
SHE'S STILL NOT TAKING
HER SITUATION
893
00:45:50,068 --> 00:45:51,827
AS SERIOUS AS SHE NEEDS,
894
00:45:51,827 --> 00:45:54,413
BECAUSE IT'S CLEAR
SHE'S STILL OVEREATING.
895
00:45:57,172 --> 00:46:00,206
AND AS LONG AS HER BODY
REMAINS UNDER ALL THE STRAIN
896
00:46:00,206 --> 00:46:04,000
OF HAVING 600 POUNDS ON IT,
SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS A COLD
897
00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:06,586
COULD BE THE FINAL STRAW
THAT CAUSES HER HEALTH
898
00:46:06,586 --> 00:46:10,103
TO START DETERIORATING
TO WHERE SHE DOESN'T MAKE IT.
899
00:46:10,103 --> 00:46:13,931
SO, IF SHE DOESN'T START TO MAKE
THE CHANGES SHE NEEDS VERY SOON,
900
00:46:13,931 --> 00:46:17,241
THEN WE MAY HAVE TO START TO
CONSIDER MORE DRASTIC MEASURES,
901
00:46:17,241 --> 00:46:19,896
BECAUSE SHE HAS A LONG WAY
TO GO BEFORE HER BODY
902
00:46:19,896 --> 00:46:21,862
CAN SURVIVE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
903
00:46:21,862 --> 00:46:24,103
AND NO TIME LEFT TO WASTE.
904
00:46:27,172 --> 00:46:29,137
Megan:
I KNOW I CAN'T MESS THIS UP
905
00:46:29,137 --> 00:46:32,206
BECAUSE I CAN'T AFFORD
TO LOSE THIS CHANCE.
906
00:46:32,206 --> 00:46:36,068
AND I'M VERY THANKFUL AND
RELIEVED THAT I STILL HAVE IT.
907
00:46:36,068 --> 00:46:38,482
YOU KNOW, I THOUGHT
I WAS TRYING REALLY HARD,
908
00:46:38,482 --> 00:46:42,068
BUT I'LL FIGURE OUT HOW TO TRY
HARDER, AND I'LL FIND A GYM,
909
00:46:42,068 --> 00:46:44,758
AND I'LL CUT OUT THINGS
LIKE SODIUM FROM MY DIET,
910
00:46:44,758 --> 00:46:46,896
AND MAKE SURE
I DO BETTER NEXT TIME,
911
00:46:46,896 --> 00:46:50,448
BECAUSE THIS IS SO IMPORTANT
TO ME IN MY LIFE.
912
00:46:50,448 --> 00:46:54,068
AND IF I LOSE THIS CHANCE,
I LOSE EVERYTHING.
913
00:46:54,068 --> 00:46:55,931
SO, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES,
914
00:46:55,931 --> 00:46:59,000
I'LL FIGURE THIS OUT
BECAUSE I HAVE TO.
915
00:47:17,206 --> 00:47:19,103
Megan: SINCE MY LAST
DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT,
916
00:47:19,103 --> 00:47:22,862
I'VE COME BACK HOME
AND TRIED TO WORK A LOT HARDER.
917
00:47:22,862 --> 00:47:24,206
I GOT RID OF EVERYTHING
918
00:47:24,206 --> 00:47:26,793
THAT I WAS EATING
THAT HAD SODIUM IN IT.
919
00:47:26,793 --> 00:47:30,103
AND I'VE ALSO TRIED TO CUT BACK
ON HOW MUCH I'VE BEEN EATING.
920
00:47:30,103 --> 00:47:34,448
SO, I FEEL LIKE I'M DOING
EVEN BETTER THIS TIME.
921
00:47:34,448 --> 00:47:36,379
AND I'M HOPING THAT
IT HAS LED ME
922
00:47:36,379 --> 00:47:38,965
TO MAKING MORE PROGRESS
LIKE I NEED.
923
00:47:38,965 --> 00:47:42,241
BUT I ALSO KNOW
I NEED TO BE DOING MY EXERCISES.
924
00:47:42,241 --> 00:47:45,586
SO ME AND MY MOM HAVE BEEN
RESEARCHING TO FIND A GOOD GYM,
925
00:47:45,586 --> 00:47:48,000
AND I'M TRYING ONE OUT
THAT MY MOM FOUND
926
00:47:48,000 --> 00:47:50,586
THAT LOOKS GOOD
FROM THE PICTURES.
927
00:47:50,586 --> 00:47:54,620
AND IT COMES WITH A FREE TRAINER
ON YOUR FIRST VISIT.
928
00:47:54,620 --> 00:47:55,724
SO I'M A LITTLE NERVOUS
929
00:47:55,724 --> 00:47:59,517
BUT EXCITED
ABOUT TRYING THIS TODAY
930
00:47:59,517 --> 00:48:01,896
BECAUSE I'VE NEVER DONE
ANYTHING LIKE THIS.
931
00:48:08,034 --> 00:48:09,275
YOU'RE MEGAN?HI.
932
00:48:09,275 --> 00:48:10,379
WELCOME TO THE LOCKUP GYM.
933
00:48:10,379 --> 00:48:12,413
-YES. THANK YOU.
-I'M JOHN.
934
00:48:12,413 --> 00:48:15,344
I GOT A LITTLE BIT OF WORKOUT
SET UP FOR YOU.
935
00:48:15,344 --> 00:48:17,034
YOU JUST KIND OF TELL ME
936
00:48:17,034 --> 00:48:19,586
HOW EACH INDIVIDUAL
EXERCISE FEELS,
937
00:48:19,586 --> 00:48:21,000
AND WE'LL JUST KIND OF WORK
OFF OF THAT.
938
00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:22,517
OKAY, COOL.
939
00:48:22,517 --> 00:48:24,655
LET'S GO AHEAD AND HEAD
ON DOWN TO THE GYM.
940
00:48:26,931 --> 00:48:28,965
Megan:
THIS IS A LITTLE INTIMIDATING,
941
00:48:28,965 --> 00:48:31,344
BUT I'M HOPING
I CAN HANDLE IT ALL
942
00:48:31,344 --> 00:48:33,448
AND NONE OF IT'S
TOO MUCH FOR ME.
943
00:48:36,758 --> 00:48:38,241
John: SO, YOU GET A SEAT RIGHT
THERE ON THE BENCH.
944
00:48:38,241 --> 00:48:39,517
OKAY.
945
00:48:39,517 --> 00:48:41,862
I'M GONNA RAISE THIS UP
JUST A LITTLE BIT.
946
00:48:44,517 --> 00:48:46,724
OKAY.
947
00:48:46,724 --> 00:48:50,241
AND JUST DOWN AND OUT.
948
00:48:50,241 --> 00:48:53,103
THIS RIGHT HERE WILL MAINLY
JUST TIGHTEN UP THE BACK.
949
00:48:53,103 --> 00:48:56,000
IT'S GONNA BE LOW WEIGHT
WITH A LOT OF REPS.
950
00:48:59,034 --> 00:49:01,344
I KNOW HOW IMPORTANT IT IS
FOR ME
951
00:49:01,344 --> 00:49:03,517
TO LOSE AS MUCH WEIGHT AS I CAN,
952
00:49:03,517 --> 00:49:05,344
AND I'M GONNA DO
WHATEVER IT TAKES
953
00:49:05,344 --> 00:49:07,896
AND WORK AS HARD
AS I CAN TO SHOW DR. NOW
954
00:49:07,896 --> 00:49:10,103
I CAN HANDLE
WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
955
00:49:11,965 --> 00:49:15,068
SO FAR, THIS ISN'T AS BAD
AS I WAS DREADING,
956
00:49:15,068 --> 00:49:19,137
BUT IT'S STARTING TO GET A
LITTLE TOUGHER THE MORE I DO IT.
957
00:49:19,137 --> 00:49:20,448
OKAY.
IT'S LIKE BURNING.
958
00:49:20,448 --> 00:49:22,379
YEAH.
YEAH, TAKE A BREAK.
959
00:49:22,379 --> 00:49:23,965
WE'RE GONNA GO
TO A CARDIO MACHINE,
960
00:49:23,965 --> 00:49:27,551
AND I WANT YOU TO TRY OUT.
961
00:49:27,551 --> 00:49:30,827
I LET TOO MUCH OF MY LIFE
PASS ME BY ALREADY,
962
00:49:30,827 --> 00:49:32,724
AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE
ANY MORE TIME
963
00:49:32,724 --> 00:49:35,413
OR MISS OUT ON MORE.
964
00:49:35,413 --> 00:49:38,724
I WANT TO GET OUT IN THE WORLD
965
00:49:38,724 --> 00:49:42,241
AND DO ALL THE THINGS
I'VE DREAMED OF MY WHOLE LIFE.
966
00:49:42,241 --> 00:49:44,413
AND THAT'S WHAT'S
MOTIVATING ME RIGHT NOW,
967
00:49:44,413 --> 00:49:46,206
BECAUSE I KNOW IF I DO THIS,
968
00:49:46,206 --> 00:49:50,344
THEN SO MANY THINGS WILL CHANGE
AND BE POSSIBLE FOR ME.
969
00:49:50,344 --> 00:49:51,517
I'LL TAKE THOSE BACK
FROM YOU...
970
00:49:51,517 --> 00:49:52,551
OKAY.
971
00:49:52,551 --> 00:49:54,517
...AND LET YOU REST UP.
972
00:49:54,517 --> 00:49:57,724
YEAH. MY ARMS, I THINK
THEY'RE GONNA FALL OFF.
973
00:49:57,724 --> 00:49:58,862
ALRIGHT, WELL, THANKS
FOR JOINING US TODAY
974
00:49:58,862 --> 00:50:00,827
AT THE LOCK-UP GYM.
NICE MEETING YOU.
975
00:50:00,827 --> 00:50:04,034
YES, I WILL SEE YOU SOON,
HOPEFULLY.
976
00:50:04,034 --> 00:50:05,655
OKAY.
977
00:50:08,137 --> 00:50:11,586
THAT WAS DEFINITELY AS HARD AS
I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE,
978
00:50:11,586 --> 00:50:14,275
BUT I'M REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF
FOR DOING THIS.
979
00:50:14,275 --> 00:50:17,724
AND I FEEL GOOD,
EVEN THOUGH I'M REALLY TIRED.
980
00:50:17,724 --> 00:50:20,172
ARE YOU READY, MOM?
YEAH.
981
00:50:20,172 --> 00:50:21,758
MY LEGS ARE LIKE JELLO.
982
00:50:21,758 --> 00:50:23,724
REALLY?
YEAH.
983
00:50:23,724 --> 00:50:26,241
WELL, YOU HAVEN'T EXERCISED
FOR A LONG TIME.
984
00:50:26,241 --> 00:50:27,517
I KNOW.
985
00:50:30,448 --> 00:50:31,793
I HAVE ONE MORE MONTH
986
00:50:31,793 --> 00:50:33,793
UNTIL MY NEXT APPOINTMENT
WITH DR. NOW,
987
00:50:33,793 --> 00:50:37,344
SO I KNOW I STILL HAVE A LOT
OF HARD WORK OVER THAT TIME,
988
00:50:37,344 --> 00:50:41,206
BECAUSE WHEN I GO BACK, I KNOW
THAT I HAVE TO BE AT MY GOAL
989
00:50:41,206 --> 00:50:44,034
OR IT CAN MEAN I MESS UP
MY CHANCE TO GET SURGERY,
990
00:50:44,034 --> 00:50:47,172
AND I'M NOT
GONNA LET THAT HAPPEN.
991
00:50:47,172 --> 00:50:49,689
SO, I'M GONNA KEEP
PUSHING MYSELF
992
00:50:49,689 --> 00:50:51,103
AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD
TO COMING BACK
993
00:50:51,103 --> 00:50:52,655
AND DOING THIS AGAIN.
994
00:51:08,620 --> 00:51:11,965
RECENTLY, THINGS HAVE BEEN
A LITTLE HARDER,
995
00:51:11,965 --> 00:51:14,241
AND I'M STRUGGLING A LITTLE BIT.
996
00:51:14,241 --> 00:51:16,000
I'M JUST AS DETERMINED,
997
00:51:16,000 --> 00:51:19,034
AND I'M STILL TRYING
AS HARD AS I HAVE BEEN.
998
00:51:19,034 --> 00:51:20,827
AND I FEEL LIKE
IT'S BEEN PAYING OFF,
999
00:51:20,827 --> 00:51:22,206
BECAUSE I CAN DO MORE
1000
00:51:22,206 --> 00:51:25,517
AND BE MORE ACTIVE
BEFORE I HIT MY WALL.
1001
00:51:25,517 --> 00:51:27,379
BUT MY MOM FOUND
A SCALE ONLINE
1002
00:51:27,379 --> 00:51:30,000
THAT GOES UP TO, LIKE,
1,000 POUNDS.
1003
00:51:30,000 --> 00:51:33,689
SO WE GOT IT,
AND I STARTED USING IT RECENTLY.
1004
00:51:33,689 --> 00:51:37,413
I'M JUST HOPING THAT IT'S NOT
REALLY ACCURATE RIGHT NOW,
1005
00:51:37,413 --> 00:51:40,620
BECAUSE I'VE BEEN WORKING
REALLY HARD TO LOSE MORE,
1006
00:51:40,620 --> 00:51:43,551
AND IT SHOWS I HAVEN'T
REALLY LOST MORE WEIGHT.
1007
00:51:48,724 --> 00:51:52,241
SO, I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY IT'S NOT PAYING OFF.
1008
00:51:52,241 --> 00:51:55,068
I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN PERFECT
WITH EVERY CHOICE,
1009
00:51:55,068 --> 00:51:58,275
BUT THAT'S MOSTLY BEEN BECAUSE
MY MOM STARTED EATING THINGS
1010
00:51:58,275 --> 00:52:01,068
THAT WEREN'T ON THE DIET.
1011
00:52:01,068 --> 00:52:03,655
SO, I'M A LITTLE FRUSTRATED
AT MY MOM FOR THAT
1012
00:52:03,655 --> 00:52:05,103
BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE
1013
00:52:05,103 --> 00:52:09,034
I HAVE HER SUPPORT AS MUCH
AS I DID IN THE BEGINNING.
1014
00:52:09,034 --> 00:52:11,827
SO I TOLD DR. NOW I JUST NEED
A LITTLE MORE TIME
1015
00:52:11,827 --> 00:52:14,620
BEFORE I COME BACK
FOR MY NEXT APPOINTMENT
1016
00:52:14,620 --> 00:52:17,413
SO I CAN GET TO MY GOAL.
1017
00:52:17,413 --> 00:52:20,793
I JUST CAN'T TAKE MUCH LONGER,
1018
00:52:20,793 --> 00:52:24,655
SO I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE
1019
00:52:24,655 --> 00:52:27,137
BECAUSE I CAN'T
MESS UP MY CHANCE.
1020
00:52:42,413 --> 00:52:44,034
Megan: ME AND MY MOM
ARE BACK IN HOUSTON,
1021
00:52:44,034 --> 00:52:47,068
AND I'M REALLY NERVOUS
BECAUSE MY SCALE AT HOME
1022
00:52:47,068 --> 00:52:49,586
SAYS I'M NOT AT MY GOAL.
1023
00:52:49,586 --> 00:52:53,379
IT'S BEEN FOUR MONTHS
SINCE MY LAST APPOINTMENT
1024
00:52:53,379 --> 00:52:56,068
AND I WANTED LONGER
TO KEEP WORKING AT IT,
1025
00:52:56,068 --> 00:52:58,379
BUT DR. NOW SAID
THAT I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME
1026
00:52:58,379 --> 00:53:00,344
WITH MY HEALTH.
1027
00:53:00,344 --> 00:53:04,034
SO I'M HERE AND I'M JUST
REALLY, REALLY HOPING
1028
00:53:04,034 --> 00:53:05,620
IT GOES WELL TODAY.
1029
00:53:08,827 --> 00:53:10,965
MEGAN?
1030
00:53:10,965 --> 00:53:14,206
AT MY LAST APPOINTMENT,
I WAS AT 590.
1031
00:53:14,206 --> 00:53:17,482
AND DR. NOW GAVE ME A GOAL
OF LOSING 80 POUNDS.
1032
00:53:17,482 --> 00:53:21,310
SO I NEED TO BE DOWN
TO 510 TO MEET THAT.
1033
00:53:21,310 --> 00:53:26,551
BUT MY SCALE AT HOME SAYS
THAT I'M ONLY DOWN TO 555,
1034
00:53:26,551 --> 00:53:28,172
SO I'M JUST HOPING IT'S WRONG
1035
00:53:28,172 --> 00:53:31,000
AND THAT IT'S A LOT CLOSER
TO WHERE I NEED TO BE.
1036
00:53:39,689 --> 00:53:41,896
THAT'S DISAPPOINTING.
1037
00:53:41,896 --> 00:53:45,965
IT LOOKS LIKE MY SCALE
WAS PRETTY MUCH ACCURATE.
1038
00:53:45,965 --> 00:53:48,724
I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND IT.
1039
00:53:48,724 --> 00:53:51,310
I SHOULD BE LOSING A LOT MORE,
1040
00:53:51,310 --> 00:53:54,172
BUT AT LEAST I HAD A GOOD DROP
IN WEIGHT THIS TIME.
1041
00:53:54,172 --> 00:53:56,103
SO THAT'S SOMETHING.
1042
00:53:56,103 --> 00:53:59,896
AND I'M REALLY HOPING DR. NOW
SEES THAT AS EVIDENCE
1043
00:53:59,896 --> 00:54:02,655
OF HOW HARD I'M WORKING,
BUT I'M REALLY SCARED
1044
00:54:02,655 --> 00:54:05,000
BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW
WHAT HE'S GONNA SAY.
1045
00:54:09,413 --> 00:54:10,482
HELLO.
HI.
1046
00:54:10,482 --> 00:54:11,965
Donna: HI, DOCTOR.HOW ARE YOU ALL DOING?
1047
00:54:11,965 --> 00:54:13,172
GOOD. HOW ARE YOU?
GOOD.
1048
00:54:13,172 --> 00:54:15,103
I'M GOOD, THANK YOU.
1049
00:54:15,103 --> 00:54:19,241
ALRIGHT, MEGAN, YOU HAVE
MADE SOME PROGRESS, HUH?
1050
00:54:19,241 --> 00:54:20,724
I HAVE.
1051
00:54:20,724 --> 00:54:22,586
SO WHAT CHANGES
YOU HAVE MADE
1052
00:54:22,586 --> 00:54:23,931
IN YOUR EATING HABIT?
1053
00:54:23,931 --> 00:54:27,310
I'VE BEEN WATCHING MY SODIUM
REALLY CLOSELY.
1054
00:54:27,310 --> 00:54:30,241
YOUR SODIUM. OKAY.YES.
1055
00:54:30,241 --> 00:54:31,275
YOU GOT HANG UP
1056
00:54:31,275 --> 00:54:33,586
ON MY EXPLANATION
OF SODIUM LAST TIME.
1057
00:54:33,586 --> 00:54:37,758
SO WHAT DO YOU MEAN
YOU'RE WATCHING YOUR SODIUM?
1058
00:54:37,758 --> 00:54:42,103
BECAUSE I RETAIN WATER
REALLY BAD ON MY FEET.
1059
00:54:42,103 --> 00:54:44,344
SO IN THE LAST APPOINTMENT,
YOU POINTED IT OUT
1060
00:54:44,344 --> 00:54:46,620
AS SOMETHING
I SHOULDN'T BE EATING.
1061
00:54:46,620 --> 00:54:48,551
SO I TRY TO WATCH
MY SODIUM INTAKE
1062
00:54:48,551 --> 00:54:50,620
BECAUSE SODIUM, OF COURSE,
RETAINS WATER.
1063
00:54:50,620 --> 00:54:53,379
HOW ABOUT CALORIE INTAKE?
ARE YOU WATCHING THOSE?
1064
00:54:53,379 --> 00:54:56,344
I HAVE. I HAVE WATCHED
MY CALORIE INTAKE.
1065
00:54:56,344 --> 00:55:00,000
OKAY. BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T
FULLY LISTEN TO ME LAST TIME,
1066
00:55:00,000 --> 00:55:02,551
SINCE WHAT I SAID
WAS THAT SODIUM
1067
00:55:02,551 --> 00:55:04,620
IS NOT THE SAME
AS CALORIES.
1068
00:55:04,620 --> 00:55:06,172
SO LOW SODIUM IS GOOD,
1069
00:55:06,172 --> 00:55:07,793
BUT IT'S NOT GONNA
HELP YOU LOSE WEIGHT
1070
00:55:07,793 --> 00:55:09,862
IF YOU'RE NOT REDUCING
THE AMOUNT YOU EAT.
1071
00:55:09,862 --> 00:55:12,620
SO THAT'S NOT A FACTOR
IN YOUR WEIGHT LOSS, OKAY?
1072
00:55:12,620 --> 00:55:13,827
OKAY.
1073
00:55:13,827 --> 00:55:14,827
AND IT'S NOT GONNA
MAKE YOU SWELL
1074
00:55:14,827 --> 00:55:16,827
TO THE POINT
THAT BECOME A FACTOR
1075
00:55:16,827 --> 00:55:20,172
WITH WHAT THE SCALE SAYS
FOR YOU, NOT AT YOUR WEIGHT.
1076
00:55:20,172 --> 00:55:21,655
YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?
1077
00:55:21,655 --> 00:55:23,413
OKAY. YES.
1078
00:55:23,413 --> 00:55:25,344
SO WHAT ELSE
DID YOU CHANGE?
1079
00:55:25,344 --> 00:55:28,000
I'VE ALSO BEEN WALKING
A LOT MORE.
1080
00:55:28,000 --> 00:55:32,137
I TAKE MY DOGS ON WALKS
OR MY DOG ON WALKS.
1081
00:55:32,137 --> 00:55:35,689
OKAY. SO THAT'S ANOTHER
CHANGE THAT IS POSITIVE,
1082
00:55:35,689 --> 00:55:38,379
BUT NOT MUCH OF A FACTOR
WITH YOUR WEIGHT LOSS.
1083
00:55:38,379 --> 00:55:39,827
AND HERE IS MY CONCERN.
1084
00:55:39,827 --> 00:55:41,793
EVEN THOUGH I'M GLAD
YOU LOST MORE,
1085
00:55:41,793 --> 00:55:44,103
IT'S NOWHERE
NEAR THE GOAL I GAVE YOU
1086
00:55:44,103 --> 00:55:47,068
AND IT TOOK YOU TWICE
AS LONG TO DO THAT THIS TIME.
1087
00:55:47,068 --> 00:55:49,517
AND IF YOU DOUBLE WHAT YOU LOST
THE FIRST TWO MONTHS,
1088
00:55:49,517 --> 00:55:52,034
YOU'RE JUST ABOUT TO THE
WEIGHT LOSS YOU HAD THIS TIME.
1089
00:55:52,034 --> 00:55:55,068
SO WHAT YOU'RE LOSING EACH
MONTH IS STILL THE SAME.
1090
00:55:55,068 --> 00:55:57,448
SO YOU STILL HAVEN'T MADE
MUCH OF A CHANGE
1091
00:55:57,448 --> 00:55:58,862
IN YOUR EATING HABIT,
1092
00:55:58,862 --> 00:56:01,034
AND THAT'S THE ISSUE
RIGHT NOW.
1093
00:56:01,034 --> 00:56:03,551
I THOUGHT I HAD AND I
WAS DOING BETTER.
1094
00:56:03,551 --> 00:56:06,137
I MEAN, I DEFINITELY STICK
TO MY DIET.
1095
00:56:06,137 --> 00:56:07,793
I'M ACTUALLY
REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF
1096
00:56:07,793 --> 00:56:09,620
BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT
I'VE BEEN RESISTING
1097
00:56:09,620 --> 00:56:11,517
AND WHAT I'M NOT EATING.
1098
00:56:11,517 --> 00:56:13,344
SO IF YOU THINK
YOU'RE DOING BETTER,
1099
00:56:13,344 --> 00:56:16,896
THEN WHAT CHANGES YOU MADE
IN YOUR EATING HABIT?
1100
00:56:16,896 --> 00:56:20,655
I EAT A LOT OF VEGETABLES
AND A LOT OF PROTEIN NOW.
1101
00:56:20,655 --> 00:56:23,413
A LOT?
WHY EAT A LOT?
1102
00:56:23,413 --> 00:56:26,103
WELL, OKAY.
1103
00:56:26,103 --> 00:56:29,482
I DON'T EAT A LOT,
BUT I EAT A VARIETY,
1104
00:56:29,482 --> 00:56:31,758
I GUESS I SHOULD SAY,
OF VEGETABLES.
1105
00:56:31,758 --> 00:56:34,827
I'M TRYING TO OPEN MY HORIZONS
TO VEGETABLES
1106
00:56:34,827 --> 00:56:38,448
BECAUSE I'M A PRETTY PICKY
EATER SOMETIMES.
1107
00:56:38,448 --> 00:56:40,793
AND I'VE BEEN TRYING
DIFFERENT FISH
1108
00:56:40,793 --> 00:56:43,137
BECAUSE I KNOW
THAT'S HEALTHY FOR YOU.
1109
00:56:43,137 --> 00:56:44,827
OKAY. SO FIRST OF ALL,
1110
00:56:44,827 --> 00:56:46,413
NO MATTER
HOW YOU WANT TO SAY IT,
1111
00:56:46,413 --> 00:56:49,034
YOU'RE EATING A LOT
AND YOU'RE NOT A PICKY EATER
1112
00:56:49,034 --> 00:56:52,206
IF YOU'RE 600 POUNDS.
YOU GET THAT?
1113
00:56:52,206 --> 00:56:53,517
YES.
1114
00:56:53,517 --> 00:56:56,379
THE PROBLEM IS YOU ONLY WANT
TO EAT UNHEALTHY FOOD
1115
00:56:56,379 --> 00:56:58,413
BECAUSE IT TASTES GOOD
TO YOU.
1116
00:56:58,413 --> 00:56:59,862
THAT'S NOT BEING PICKY.
1117
00:56:59,862 --> 00:57:02,103
THAT'S A CHOICE YOU MADE
THAT IS GONNA KILL YOU
1118
00:57:02,103 --> 00:57:03,482
IF YOU DON'T STOP.
1119
00:57:03,482 --> 00:57:05,931
AND YOU'RE NOT
GETTING THAT, OKAY?
1120
00:57:05,931 --> 00:57:08,827
SO THIS IS NOWHERE NEAR
THE PROGRESS YOU NEED TO MAKE
1121
00:57:08,827 --> 00:57:10,448
IF YOU WANT TO LIVE.RIGHT.
1122
00:57:10,448 --> 00:57:11,931
AND YOU NEED
TO UNDERSTAND THAT
1123
00:57:11,931 --> 00:57:13,931
BECAUSE YOU'RE
RUNNING OUT OF TIME.
1124
00:57:13,931 --> 00:57:15,206
I KNOW.
1125
00:57:15,206 --> 00:57:18,137
YOU SAY THAT, BUT THERE IS
NO ACTION BEHIND THAT.
1126
00:57:18,137 --> 00:57:19,275
WORDS ARE EASY,
1127
00:57:19,275 --> 00:57:22,206
BUT YOU NEED TO TAKE
RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOURSELF
1128
00:57:22,206 --> 00:57:24,689
AND DO THIS BEFORE
IT'S TOO LATE FOR YOU.
1129
00:57:24,689 --> 00:57:26,000
YOU GOT THAT?
1130
00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:27,068
YES.
1131
00:57:27,068 --> 00:57:29,344
I REALLY HOPE SO.
1132
00:57:29,344 --> 00:57:31,551
BUT I WILL TELL YOU,
THERE IS SOME POSITIVE IN THAT
1133
00:57:31,551 --> 00:57:34,965
YOU HAVE STAYED CONSISTENT
OVER THE PAST SIX MONTHS.
1134
00:57:34,965 --> 00:57:37,275
THAT'S NOT MUCH,
BUT IT IS SOMETHING.
1135
00:57:37,275 --> 00:57:39,620
SO WITH ALL THE EFFORT
YOU HAVE MADE,
1136
00:57:39,620 --> 00:57:42,000
I'M GONNA CONSIDER YOU
PART OF THE PROGRAM.
1137
00:57:42,000 --> 00:57:43,724
AND IF YOU WANT
TO COMMIT TO THAT,
1138
00:57:43,724 --> 00:57:45,517
THEN YOU NEED
TO MOVE DOWN HERE
1139
00:57:45,517 --> 00:57:47,413
AND PLAN TO STAY
AT LEAST A YEAR.
1140
00:57:47,413 --> 00:57:50,413
BUT THAT'S NOT GUARANTEE
FOR SURGERY, OKAY?
1141
00:57:50,413 --> 00:57:53,344
IS THAT SOMETHING
YOU THINK YOU CAN DO?
1142
00:57:53,344 --> 00:57:55,137
I CAN DEFINITELY DO THAT.
1143
00:57:55,137 --> 00:57:56,586
ALRIGHT. WELL, GOOD.
1144
00:57:56,586 --> 00:57:58,310
BUT REMEMBER,
YOU NEED SOMEONE
1145
00:57:58,310 --> 00:58:00,137
TO BE HERE WITH YOU
TO HELP YOU.
1146
00:58:00,137 --> 00:58:02,551
SO WHO'S GOING
TO BE MOVING YOU?
1147
00:58:02,551 --> 00:58:03,689
MY MOM.
1148
00:58:03,689 --> 00:58:06,103
SO SHE'S GONNA BE
YOUR ENABLER
1149
00:58:06,103 --> 00:58:08,172
AND BAD TEMPTATION
FOR THE FOOD...
1150
00:58:08,172 --> 00:58:10,413
NO, WE'LL WORK TOGETHER,
DOCTOR.
1151
00:58:10,413 --> 00:58:11,655
NO.
1152
00:58:11,655 --> 00:58:14,620
WE'LL DO THAT EXERCISE.
I LIKE TO EXERCISE.
1153
00:58:14,620 --> 00:58:17,206
SHE MAKES HER CHOICES,
AND I MAKE MINE.
1154
00:58:17,206 --> 00:58:20,586
ALRIGHT. SO WHEN DO YOU THINK
YOU CAN MAKE THIS MOVE?
1155
00:58:20,586 --> 00:58:23,724
I CAN MOVE DOWN HERE WITHIN,
I WOULD SAY, A WEEK.
1156
00:58:23,724 --> 00:58:25,827
OKAY. THAT'LL BE GOOD.YEAH.
1157
00:58:25,827 --> 00:58:28,413
OKAY. SO LET ME KNOW
WHEN YOU'RE DOWN HERE.
1158
00:58:28,413 --> 00:58:30,655
BUT I WANT TO SEE YOU
IN TWO MONTHS AGAIN.
1159
00:58:30,655 --> 00:58:32,586
NOT FOUR MONTHS, OKAY?
1160
00:58:32,586 --> 00:58:34,482
OKAY. I KNOW.
1161
00:58:34,482 --> 00:58:36,655
AND I WANT YOU TO HIT
YOUR GOAL THIS TIME.
1162
00:58:36,655 --> 00:58:38,241
IF YOU DO IT,
WE WILL MOVE AHEAD
1163
00:58:38,241 --> 00:58:39,862
WITH WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
WITH YOU
1164
00:58:39,862 --> 00:58:41,413
IF YOUR TESTS LOOK GOOD.
1165
00:58:41,413 --> 00:58:42,793
BUT UNTIL THAT POINT,
1166
00:58:42,793 --> 00:58:45,000
WE'RE NOT MOVING
ANY FURTHER AHEAD WITH YOU.
1167
00:58:45,000 --> 00:58:46,000
YOU GOT IT?
1168
00:58:46,000 --> 00:58:48,137
OKAY. AWESOME.
1169
00:58:48,137 --> 00:58:49,586
ALRIGHT, GOOD.
1170
00:58:49,586 --> 00:58:52,965
SO AS SOON AS MOVED
TO HOUSTON, LET ME KNOW.
1171
00:58:52,965 --> 00:58:55,931
AND YOU NEED TO FOCUS
ON DOING THIS.
1172
00:58:55,931 --> 00:58:58,379
SO CUT BACK ON YOUR
EATING A LOT MORE
1173
00:58:58,379 --> 00:59:02,344
AND INCREASE YOUR ACTIVITY
AND HIT YOUR GOAL THIS TIME.
1174
00:59:02,344 --> 00:59:03,965
I CAN DO THAT.
1175
00:59:03,965 --> 00:59:06,862
OKAY, WELL, THAT'S GOOD.
ALRIGHT, THEN.
1176
00:59:06,862 --> 00:59:08,862
MEGAN, NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN.YES, NICE TO SEE YOU, TOO.
1177
00:59:08,862 --> 00:59:11,068
AND LOOK FORWARD
WHEN YOU MOVE DOWN HERE.
1178
00:59:11,068 --> 00:59:12,068
YES.
1179
00:59:12,068 --> 00:59:13,689
AND WE'LL SEE YOU
IN TWO MONTHS.
1180
00:59:13,689 --> 00:59:15,172
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING,
DOCTOR.
1181
00:59:15,172 --> 00:59:16,413
VERY WELCOME.
1182
00:59:16,413 --> 00:59:18,448
IF YOU NEED ANYTHING,
LET ME KNOW. OKAY?
1183
00:59:18,448 --> 00:59:20,172
OKAY.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
1184
00:59:20,172 --> 00:59:21,758
OKAY.
1185
00:59:26,931 --> 00:59:31,137
IT'S POSITIVE THAT MEGAN
HAS AT LEAST STAYED CONSISTENT
1186
00:59:31,137 --> 00:59:33,344
WITH HER WEIGHT LOSS
OVER A 6-MONTH PERIOD.
1187
00:59:33,344 --> 00:59:36,379
BUT SHE'S STILL NOT LOSING
ANYWHERE CLOSE TO THE WEIGHT
1188
00:59:36,379 --> 00:59:39,448
SHE NEEDS TO PREVENT HER HEALTH
FROM GETTING TO THE POINT
1189
00:59:39,448 --> 00:59:42,724
WHERE IT STARTS
TO DETERIORATE RAPIDLY.
1190
00:59:42,724 --> 00:59:44,862
SO HAVING HER IN HOUSTON
LONG TERM
1191
00:59:44,862 --> 00:59:47,275
WILL BE A GOOD
NEXT STEP AT THIS POINT.
1192
00:59:47,275 --> 00:59:49,793
BUT IF SHE DOESN'T START
TO IMPROVE HER PROGRESS
1193
00:59:49,793 --> 00:59:53,655
THIS NEXT TIME, WE MAY NEED
TO CONSIDER OPTIONS SUCH AS
1194
00:59:53,655 --> 00:59:55,896
PUTTING HER IN
A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT
1195
00:59:55,896 --> 00:59:58,379
TO GET HER HEALTH
TO A MUCH SAFER PLACE
1196
00:59:58,379 --> 01:00:00,034
BECAUSE SHE'S STILL NOWHERE NEAR
1197
01:00:00,034 --> 01:00:02,724
WHERE SHE WILL BE ABLE
TO SURVIVE WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY.
1198
01:00:02,724 --> 01:00:05,482
AND IF SHE DOESN'T START
MAKING PROGRESS FASTER,
1199
01:00:05,482 --> 01:00:08,862
THEN THERE IS A GOOD CHANCE
SHE'S GONNA RUN OUT OF TIME.
1200
01:00:10,724 --> 01:00:13,896
Megan: I'M REALLY HAPPY
WITH HOW IT WENT TODAY.
1201
01:00:13,896 --> 01:00:16,241
I WISH I WOULD'VE GOT APPROVED
FOR SURGERY,
1202
01:00:16,241 --> 01:00:18,448
BUT DR. NOW SEES MY PROGRESS.
1203
01:00:18,448 --> 01:00:21,034
AND HIM SAYING I'M OFFICIALLY
ON THIS PROGRAM
1204
01:00:21,034 --> 01:00:24,724
IS A BIG STEP FOR ME
AND I'M READY TO MOVE DOWN HERE.
1205
01:00:24,724 --> 01:00:27,931
SO EVEN THOUGH I'M STILL NOT
QUITE WHERE I WANT TO BE YET,
1206
01:00:27,931 --> 01:00:29,448
I'M PROUD OF MYSELF
1207
01:00:29,448 --> 01:00:32,482
AND I'M GONNA DO WHATEVER IT
TAKES TO GET THE SURGERY SOON.
1208
01:00:32,482 --> 01:00:34,551
AND I'M REALLY HAPPY
AND I CAN'T WAIT.
1209
01:00:44,172 --> 01:00:47,103
TODAY I'M GOING TO VISIT MY DAD.
1210
01:00:47,103 --> 01:00:49,862
WHEN HE GOT MOVED TO A HOME
40 MINUTES AWAY FROM ME,
1211
01:00:49,862 --> 01:00:53,793
IT GOT HARD TO GO VISIT HIM
BECAUSE OF MY SIZE.
1212
01:00:53,793 --> 01:00:56,517
BUT NOW THAT I'VE BEEN LOSING
WEIGHT AND WORKING OUT,
1213
01:00:56,517 --> 01:00:59,689
I CAN GO ALL THE WAY TO VISIT
DAD ON MY OWN TODAY.
1214
01:01:01,827 --> 01:01:04,758
AND I WANT TO SPEND TIME
WITH HIM BEFORE WE MOVE
1215
01:01:04,758 --> 01:01:08,758
BECAUSE IT'S JUST GONNA BE
HARD BEING AWAY FROM HIM.
1216
01:01:08,758 --> 01:01:13,482
SO I JUST WANT TO GO SAY
GOODBYE FOR NOW IN A WAY.
1217
01:01:13,482 --> 01:01:15,931
BUT I KNOW HE WANTS ME
TO GET HEALTHY
1218
01:01:15,931 --> 01:01:18,482
AND HE'LL BE GLAD
THAT I'M GETTING THE HELP.
1219
01:01:20,827 --> 01:01:21,965
HI, DAD.
1220
01:01:21,965 --> 01:01:23,172
Roger:
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
1221
01:01:23,172 --> 01:01:25,551
NOTHING. HOW ARE YOU?
1222
01:01:25,551 --> 01:01:27,448
OKAY.HAVE YOU ATE BREAKFAST?
1223
01:01:27,448 --> 01:01:28,931
NO.
1224
01:01:28,931 --> 01:01:30,379
OH.
1225
01:01:30,379 --> 01:01:31,931
I WAIT TILL LUNCH NOW.
1226
01:01:31,931 --> 01:01:33,275
WHAT ARE THEY HAVING?
1227
01:01:33,275 --> 01:01:35,068
I DON'T KNOW.
1228
01:01:35,068 --> 01:01:36,724
WE'LL HAVE TO ORDER LUNCH.
1229
01:01:36,724 --> 01:01:37,931
YEAH.
1230
01:01:37,931 --> 01:01:39,413
DO YOU WANT
TO ORDER SOME PIZZA?
1231
01:01:39,413 --> 01:01:42,586
YEAH.
UM...
1232
01:01:42,586 --> 01:01:44,931
THEY GOT BARBECUE WINGS?
1233
01:01:44,931 --> 01:01:46,310
YEAH.
GET THEM.
1234
01:01:46,310 --> 01:01:47,793
OKAY.
1235
01:01:47,793 --> 01:01:50,379
AND THEN I THINK I'M GOING
TO ORDER MYSELF A PASTA.
1236
01:01:50,379 --> 01:01:52,000
OKAY.
1237
01:01:54,310 --> 01:01:58,620
ME AND MY DAD'S RELATIONSHIP
HAS ALWAYS REVOLVED AROUND FOOD.
1238
01:01:58,620 --> 01:02:00,379
AND I KNOW I SHOULDN'T
GIVE IN RIGHT NOW
1239
01:02:00,379 --> 01:02:02,862
AND EAT SOMETHING LIKE PIZZA.
1240
01:02:02,862 --> 01:02:07,310
BUT RIGHT NOW, I JUST WANT TO BE
WITH MY DAD BEFORE I MOVE.
1241
01:02:07,310 --> 01:02:08,931
AND I DON'T THINK ONE MEAL
1242
01:02:08,931 --> 01:02:12,137
IS GONNA THROW OFF
ALL MY PROGRESS.
1243
01:02:12,137 --> 01:02:13,448
THE PIZZA'S HERE.
1244
01:02:13,448 --> 01:02:16,482
OKAY. GO GET IT.
I'M HUNGRY.
1245
01:02:16,482 --> 01:02:18,103
OKAY.
1246
01:02:21,137 --> 01:02:22,517
Man #2: HI, HOW'S IT GOING?
ORDER FOR MEGAN.
1247
01:02:22,517 --> 01:02:24,103
AWESOME. THANK YOU.
1248
01:02:26,517 --> 01:02:28,724
BEING APART FROM MY DAD
IS THE ONLY THING
1249
01:02:28,724 --> 01:02:32,103
THAT'S REALLY HARD FOR ME
WITH THIS MOVE.
1250
01:02:32,103 --> 01:02:34,862
BUT I KNOW IF I DON'T GO
TO HOUSTON AND GET HELP,
1251
01:02:34,862 --> 01:02:37,379
THEN I'LL BE WORSE OFF
THAN HIM SOON.
1252
01:02:37,379 --> 01:02:39,241
AND THEN THERE WOULD BE
NO CHANCE FOR ME
1253
01:02:39,241 --> 01:02:42,862
TO BE IN HIS LIFE AFTER THAT.
1254
01:02:42,862 --> 01:02:45,034
SO I'M DOING THIS
SO I COULD HAVE A FUTURE
1255
01:02:45,034 --> 01:02:49,172
AND DO THE THINGS I WANT
AND BE THERE FOR MY DAD MORE.
1256
01:02:49,172 --> 01:02:53,724
SO THE PLAN ME AND MY MOM HAVE
IS TO MOVE DOWN NEXT WEEK,
1257
01:02:53,724 --> 01:02:55,034
BUT IT'S A LITTLE HARDER
1258
01:02:55,034 --> 01:02:59,620
THAN I THOUGHT TO LEAVE
THE PLACE THAT I GREW UP.
1259
01:02:59,620 --> 01:03:03,517
I'VE JUST BEEN MORE EMOTIONAL
ABOUT LEAVING HOME,
1260
01:03:03,517 --> 01:03:06,379
BUT I'M DOING THIS
TO GET MY LIFE BACK.
1261
01:03:06,379 --> 01:03:09,206
AND IF I DON'T,
WHAT I'M GONNA HAVE TO FACE
1262
01:03:09,206 --> 01:03:12,896
WILL BE FAR WORSE
THAN LEAVING WHERE I GREW UP.
1263
01:03:12,896 --> 01:03:16,931
AND I'M READY TO DO WHATEVER IT
TAKES TO KEEP MOVING FORWARD
1264
01:03:16,931 --> 01:03:21,689
SO I CAN GET TO WHERE I WANT
AND FINALLY GET MY LIFE BACK.
1265
01:03:41,275 --> 01:03:43,310
Megan: ME AND MY MOM MADE
THE MOVE TO HOUSTON
1266
01:03:43,310 --> 01:03:45,413
A LITTLE OVER A WEEK AGO,
1267
01:03:45,413 --> 01:03:49,620
BUT GETTING TRANSITIONED DOWN
HERE HAS BEEN A BIG PROCESS.
1268
01:03:49,620 --> 01:03:50,758
YOU NEED ME TO HELP YOU?
1269
01:03:50,758 --> 01:03:53,862
YEAH. I CAN'T --
IT'S NOT ROLLING.
1270
01:03:53,862 --> 01:03:55,896
AND WE'RE STILL GETTING
EVERYTHING IN PLACE
1271
01:03:55,896 --> 01:03:57,965
AND UNPACKING,
1272
01:03:57,965 --> 01:04:00,000
BUT I'M GLAD THAT
WE FINALLY FEEL LIKE
1273
01:04:00,000 --> 01:04:02,275
WE'RE GETTING SETTLED IN.
1274
01:04:02,275 --> 01:04:05,482
IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE HOME YET,
1275
01:04:05,482 --> 01:04:09,344
BUT I KNOW WE'LL GET THERE
ONCE WE GIVE IT SOME MORE TIME.
1276
01:04:09,344 --> 01:04:11,724
BUT MY FOCUS NOW IS TO TRY
AND GET APPROVED
1277
01:04:11,724 --> 01:04:14,758
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
WHEN I GO BACK NEXT MONTH.
1278
01:04:14,758 --> 01:04:18,103
THAT'S MY BIG GOAL RIGHT NOW.
AND I NEED IT TO HAPPEN SOON.
1279
01:04:18,103 --> 01:04:20,448
HERE'S SOME MORE OF
YOUR CLOTHES, MEGAN.
1280
01:04:20,448 --> 01:04:22,896
AND ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS
WE DID WHEN WE GOT HERE
1281
01:04:22,896 --> 01:04:26,482
WAS GO GROCERY SHOPPING
AND GET HEALTHIER INGREDIENTS,
1282
01:04:26,482 --> 01:04:30,172
SO I CAN KEEP MAKING MEALS
THAT ARE ON DR. NOW'S DIET.
1283
01:04:30,172 --> 01:04:32,724
COME ON, MINNIE.
LET'S GO POTTY.
1284
01:04:32,724 --> 01:04:35,724
COME ON.
1285
01:04:35,724 --> 01:04:38,000
AND ASIDE FROM ONE MEAL
WITH MY DAD,
1286
01:04:38,000 --> 01:04:39,689
I'VE MADE SURE
TO STAY ON THE DIET
1287
01:04:39,689 --> 01:04:44,655
AND I'VE KEPT UP WITH
MY EXERCISES THE WHOLE TIME.
1288
01:04:44,655 --> 01:04:49,413
I'M PLANNING ON STAYING ACTIVE
AND WALKING MINNIE TWICE A DAY.
1289
01:04:49,413 --> 01:04:50,931
BUT I WANT TO FIND A NEW GYM
1290
01:04:50,931 --> 01:04:54,172
SO I CAN KEEP UP WITH
MY WORKOUTS LIKE I HAVE BEEN.
1291
01:04:56,482 --> 01:05:01,413
BUT THE BIG THING IS DOING
WHAT I NEED TO STICK TO MY DIET,
1292
01:05:01,413 --> 01:05:04,862
EVEN THOUGH MY MOM IS
STILL EATING WHAT SHE WANTS
1293
01:05:04,862 --> 01:05:06,655
AND GETTING FAST FOOD.
1294
01:05:06,655 --> 01:05:09,068
AND THAT CAN BE REALLY
TEMPTING FOR ME.
1295
01:05:09,068 --> 01:05:11,620
REALLY TEMPTING.
1296
01:05:11,620 --> 01:05:13,344
SO THAT'S BEEN
GETTING FRUSTRATING
1297
01:05:13,344 --> 01:05:17,137
BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE I HAVE
HER SUPPORT WHEN SHE DOES THAT.
1298
01:05:17,137 --> 01:05:18,413
BUT I JUST REMIND MYSELF
1299
01:05:18,413 --> 01:05:21,413
SHE'S DOING A LOT FOR ME
IN OTHER WAYS.
1300
01:05:21,413 --> 01:05:24,862
SO I'M STAYING FOCUSED
AND DETERMINED TO GET APPROVED
1301
01:05:24,862 --> 01:05:28,103
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
IN MY NEXT APPOINTMENT,
1302
01:05:28,103 --> 01:05:31,620
SO ALL MY WORK PAYS OFF
AND I GET TO THE LIFE I WANT.
1303
01:05:43,379 --> 01:05:45,620
ME AND MY MOM ARE GOING BACK
TO SEE DR. NOW
1304
01:05:45,620 --> 01:05:47,172
FOR MY NEXT APPOINTMENT
1305
01:05:47,172 --> 01:05:48,931
AND I'M REALLY HOPING
I GET APPROVED
1306
01:05:48,931 --> 01:05:50,931
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY TODAY.
1307
01:05:50,931 --> 01:05:52,931
I'VE BEEN STICKING TO MY DIET
1308
01:05:52,931 --> 01:05:55,965
AND WALKING AND DOING
EXERCISES AT HOME,
1309
01:05:55,965 --> 01:05:59,275
SO I JUST NEED IT
TO FINALLY PAY OFF.
1310
01:05:59,275 --> 01:06:03,103
BUT I'M NOT SURE WHAT THE SCALE
IS GONNA SAY TODAY.
1311
01:06:03,103 --> 01:06:06,551
WITH THE MOVE,
I PACKED UP MY HOME SCALE,
1312
01:06:06,551 --> 01:06:08,000
BUT A COUPLE WEEKS AGO,
1313
01:06:08,000 --> 01:06:09,862
I UNPACKED IT
AND CHECKED MY WEIGHT
1314
01:06:09,862 --> 01:06:15,586
AND IT SAID 537, WHICH WAS
ONLY AROUND A 20-POUND LOSS.
1315
01:06:15,586 --> 01:06:19,448
SO I'M NOT SURE IF I WAS ABLE
TO GET TO MY WEIGHT-LOSS GOAL.
1316
01:06:22,965 --> 01:06:24,586
MEGAN.
1317
01:06:27,931 --> 01:06:30,275
BUT IF I WAS AT 558
THE LAST TIME
1318
01:06:30,275 --> 01:06:33,379
AND DR. NOW GAVE ME
THE SAME 80-POUND GOAL,
1319
01:06:33,379 --> 01:06:36,379
IT MEANS I SHOULD BE AT 478.
1320
01:06:36,379 --> 01:06:37,758
AND I REALLY, REALLY HOPE
1321
01:06:37,758 --> 01:06:40,586
THAT I MANAGED TO MAKE IT
SOMEWHAT CLOSE TO THAT.
1322
01:06:46,620 --> 01:06:49,862
OKAY.
1323
01:06:49,862 --> 01:06:53,034
THAT'S AT LEAST BETTER PROGRESS
THAN THE OTHER TIMES,
1324
01:06:53,034 --> 01:06:54,379
SO THAT'S SOMETHING.
1325
01:06:54,379 --> 01:06:57,448
AND I'M HOPING DR. NOW
SEES THE POSITIVE IN THAT.
1326
01:07:06,620 --> 01:07:09,965
BECAUSE I THINK I'VE LOST
OVER 80 POUNDS NOW.
1327
01:07:09,965 --> 01:07:13,344
SO THERE'S A PART OF ME
STILL HOLDING ON HOPE
1328
01:07:13,344 --> 01:07:16,379
THAT I CAN GET APPROVED
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY TODAY.
1329
01:07:26,965 --> 01:07:28,758
HELLO.
HI.
1330
01:07:28,758 --> 01:07:30,448
HOW YOU ALL DOING?GOOD. HOW ARE YOU?
1331
01:07:30,448 --> 01:07:32,034
Donna: GOOD.
1332
01:07:32,034 --> 01:07:33,827
GOOD. ALRIGHT.
1333
01:07:33,827 --> 01:07:37,206
MEGAN, HOW'S EVERYTHING
GOING WITH YOU?
1334
01:07:37,206 --> 01:07:39,620
BETTER NOW
THAT I'M IN HOUSTON.
1335
01:07:39,620 --> 01:07:41,724
SO YOU MADE IT
DOWN TO HOUSTON?
1336
01:07:41,724 --> 01:07:43,689
YEP. WE GOT IN
ABOUT A MONTH AGO.
1337
01:07:43,689 --> 01:07:45,482
OKAY, THAT'S GOOD.
1338
01:07:45,482 --> 01:07:48,206
AND IT LOOKED LIKE YOUR WEIGHT
LOSS HAD IMPROVED SOME.
1339
01:07:48,206 --> 01:07:50,862
SO THAT'S GOOD, TOO.
BUT YOU'RE STILL FALLING SHORT
1340
01:07:50,862 --> 01:07:53,655
A GOOD WAYS FROM WHAT
YOU SHOULD BE LOSING.
1341
01:07:53,655 --> 01:07:56,793
SO WHAT'S GOING ON
WITH YOUR EATING HABITS?
1342
01:07:56,793 --> 01:07:58,827
I DON'T KNOW.
I THINK I'M DOING WELL.
1343
01:07:58,827 --> 01:08:01,413
SO I'M NOT SURE WHY
I'M NOT LOSING MORE.
1344
01:08:01,413 --> 01:08:03,275
OKAY.
1345
01:08:03,275 --> 01:08:06,344
WELL, MY CONCERN IS --
AND LET'S SEE --
1346
01:08:06,344 --> 01:08:10,482
YOU ARE ON
1, 2, 3, 4, 5,
1347
01:08:10,482 --> 01:08:14,172
6, 7, 8...
1348
01:08:14,172 --> 01:08:19,137
9, 10, 11, 12
MEDICATION.
1349
01:08:19,137 --> 01:08:21,586
YOU ARE ONLY WHAT, 25?
1350
01:08:21,586 --> 01:08:22,758
YES.
1351
01:08:22,758 --> 01:08:26,344
AND SOME OF THESE MEDICATION
THAT YOU ARE ON,
1352
01:08:26,344 --> 01:08:32,034
TYPICALLY PEOPLE IN 40s,
50s AND 60s ARE ON.
1353
01:08:32,034 --> 01:08:33,724
AND YOU'RE ON
BLOOD THINNER.
1354
01:08:33,724 --> 01:08:38,413
SO THEN
YOUR MRI IS OKAY HERE.
1355
01:08:38,413 --> 01:08:42,517
AND YOU HAVE BLOOD CLOT
IN THE LEG AND IN THE LUNG.
1356
01:08:42,517 --> 01:08:45,620
SO AT THIS POINT,
THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO
1357
01:08:45,620 --> 01:08:47,620
FROM YOUR PART
IS TO LOSE WEIGHT.
1358
01:08:47,620 --> 01:08:49,827
BUT YOU'RE NOT.
AND THAT'S A CONCERN.
1359
01:08:49,827 --> 01:08:52,206
OKAY?
OKAY.
1360
01:08:52,206 --> 01:08:55,655
BUT HERE'S THE POSITIVE I SEE,
DESPITE ALL THAT --
1361
01:08:55,655 --> 01:08:57,000
OVER THE LAST NINE MONTHS,
1362
01:08:57,000 --> 01:09:00,137
YOU AT LEAST STAYED CONSISTENT
WITH YOUR WEIGHT LOSS
1363
01:09:00,137 --> 01:09:02,965
AND HAD SOME
VERY MINOR IMPROVEMENTS.
1364
01:09:02,965 --> 01:09:05,172
AND LOSING WEIGHT
FOR THAT LONG AT LEAST
1365
01:09:05,172 --> 01:09:07,655
SHOWS ME
YOU'RE TRYING SOME.
1366
01:09:07,655 --> 01:09:10,206
SO BECAUSE OF THAT,
I'LL MAKE YOU A DEAL.
1367
01:09:10,206 --> 01:09:11,862
OKAY?
OKAY.
1368
01:09:11,862 --> 01:09:15,551
SO FAR, YOU HAVE LOST
A TOTAL OF 84 POUNDS.
1369
01:09:15,551 --> 01:09:18,379
IF YOU LOSE AT LEAST 30 MORE
OVER THE NEXT 2 MONTHS
1370
01:09:18,379 --> 01:09:21,137
AND GET DOWN TO 500
AND ALL YOUR TESTS ARE GOOD
1371
01:09:21,137 --> 01:09:23,241
AFTER THAT
TO SHOW US YOUR BODY
1372
01:09:23,241 --> 01:09:25,724
IS HEALTHY ENOUGH
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY,
1373
01:09:25,724 --> 01:09:27,724
THEN WE WILL MOVE
AHEAD WITH THAT.
1374
01:09:27,724 --> 01:09:29,344
DOES THAT WORK FOR YOU?
1375
01:09:29,344 --> 01:09:30,655
DEFINITELY.
1376
01:09:30,655 --> 01:09:32,689
ALRIGHT. OKAY.
1377
01:09:32,689 --> 01:09:36,310
BUT IF YOU DON'T DO THAT,
THEN I DON'T WANT ANY EXCUSES.
1378
01:09:36,310 --> 01:09:38,517
RIGHT.SO WORK HARD.
1379
01:09:38,517 --> 01:09:40,172
AND MAKE SURE TO STICK
WITH YOUR DIET
1380
01:09:40,172 --> 01:09:42,758
AND EXERCISING TO LOSE
ANOTHER 30 POUNDS.
1381
01:09:42,758 --> 01:09:44,344
OKAY?
OKAY.
1382
01:09:44,344 --> 01:09:47,034
SO IS MOM GONNA HELP YOU
WITH THAT?
1383
01:09:47,034 --> 01:09:49,137
I HOPE SO.
YES.
1384
01:09:49,137 --> 01:09:51,241
SHE'S NOT GONNA BE
ENABLING YOU
1385
01:09:51,241 --> 01:09:53,655
BY EATING BAD FOOD
AND ALL THAT STUFF?
1386
01:09:55,413 --> 01:09:57,793
WELL, I HOPE NOT.
1387
01:09:57,793 --> 01:10:00,482
HOPING IS
A FIGURE OF SPEECH.
1388
01:10:00,482 --> 01:10:02,689
YOU NEED ACTION
TO FOLLOW THAT.
1389
01:10:02,689 --> 01:10:03,758
RIGHT.
1390
01:10:03,758 --> 01:10:07,275
SO MOM,
YOU LOST ANY WEIGHT?
1391
01:10:07,275 --> 01:10:11,241
UM, JUST A FEW POUNDS.
IT'S REALLY HARD, YOU KNOW?
1392
01:10:11,241 --> 01:10:14,034
OH, YEAH.
IT'S THE WORST EXCUSE.
1393
01:10:14,034 --> 01:10:15,965
I HEAR IT ALL THE TIME.
1394
01:10:15,965 --> 01:10:18,448
WE'RE GONNA
START EXERCISING.
1395
01:10:18,448 --> 01:10:22,482
WE HAVE AN EXERCISE PLACE
AT OUR APARTMENT THERE.
1396
01:10:22,482 --> 01:10:23,896
AND A POOL.
1397
01:10:23,896 --> 01:10:25,965
OKAY.
SO...
1398
01:10:25,965 --> 01:10:27,758
SO NO MORE EXCUSES,
RIGHT?
1399
01:10:27,758 --> 01:10:29,172
NO. RIGHT.
1400
01:10:29,172 --> 01:10:32,655
FOR NOT FOLLOWING THE DIET
AND NOT DOING THE EXERCISES.
1401
01:10:32,655 --> 01:10:33,586
RIGHT.
1402
01:10:33,586 --> 01:10:35,206
RIGHT, DOCTOR. I KNOW.
1403
01:10:35,206 --> 01:10:36,689
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.
1404
01:10:36,689 --> 01:10:38,620
YEAH. SO THIS IS GOING
TO BE SOMETHING
1405
01:10:38,620 --> 01:10:40,724
THAT YOU ALL HAVE TO DO.
1406
01:10:40,724 --> 01:10:42,034
YEAH.
OKAY.
1407
01:10:42,034 --> 01:10:43,931
AND YOU STAY ON TRACK,
GET YOUR BODY
1408
01:10:43,931 --> 01:10:46,448
TO A HEALTHIER PLACE
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
1409
01:10:46,448 --> 01:10:47,551
AND THEN WE'LL SEE
1410
01:10:47,551 --> 01:10:49,448
HOW WE'RE DOING
IN TWO MONTHS.
1411
01:10:49,448 --> 01:10:52,517
AND IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS
MEANTIME, GIVE ME A CALL.
1412
01:10:52,517 --> 01:10:54,275
OKAY.
ALRIGHT.
1413
01:10:54,275 --> 01:10:56,000
THANKS.I'LL SEE YOU ALL SOON.
1414
01:10:56,000 --> 01:10:57,758
YES, THANK YOU.THANK YOU, DOCTOR.
1415
01:11:04,172 --> 01:11:06,448
Dr. Nowzaradan:
DESPITE MEGAN'S SLOW PROGRESS,
1416
01:11:06,448 --> 01:11:10,413
SHE'S AT LEAST STAYED CONSISTENT
OVER THE LAST NINE MONTHS.
1417
01:11:10,413 --> 01:11:13,241
WHAT MEGAN HAS LOST
OVER THE LAST NINE MONTHS
1418
01:11:13,241 --> 01:11:16,137
IS WHAT SHE SHOULD HAVE LOST
IN THE FIRST TWO.
1419
01:11:16,137 --> 01:11:19,655
SO SHE STILL NEED TO WORK
TO CUT HER EATING BACK MORE.
1420
01:11:19,655 --> 01:11:21,965
BUT WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
WILL BE A GOOD TOOL
1421
01:11:21,965 --> 01:11:23,620
TO HELP DO THAT FOR HER.
1422
01:11:23,620 --> 01:11:26,931
AND WITH HOW CONSISTENT SHE HAS
BEEN WITH HER WEIGHT LOSS,
1423
01:11:26,931 --> 01:11:29,931
SHE'S SHOWN ME THAT
SHE'S AT LEAST STICKING WITH IT,
1424
01:11:29,931 --> 01:11:33,137
WHICH MOST PATIENTS
DON'T DO FOR THIS LONG.
1425
01:11:33,137 --> 01:11:36,379
SO IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO THAT
OVER THE NEXT TWO MONTHS
1426
01:11:36,379 --> 01:11:39,620
AND LOSE ANOTHER 30 POUNDS,
THEN SHE'LL PROVE TO ME
1427
01:11:39,620 --> 01:11:41,862
THAT SHE'S READY
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
1428
01:11:41,862 --> 01:11:44,551
THE ONLY QUESTION WILL BE
HER HEALTH AT THAT POINT
1429
01:11:44,551 --> 01:11:48,172
AND WHETHER OR NOT HER BODY
CAN HANDLE AN OPERATION.
1430
01:11:48,172 --> 01:11:51,965
BUT I'M HOPING THAT ONCE
SHE IS IN THE 400s,
1431
01:11:51,965 --> 01:11:53,827
THAT MAY BE A POSSIBILITY.
1432
01:11:53,827 --> 01:11:57,068
SO THE PRIORITY IS STILL FOR HER
TO LOSE AS MUCH AS SHE CAN,
1433
01:11:57,068 --> 01:12:00,103
AS QUICKLY AS SHE CAN,
UNTIL SHE GETS TO WHERE
1434
01:12:00,103 --> 01:12:03,551
SHE'S NO LONGER
IN SUCH A DANGEROUS PLACE.
1435
01:12:05,551 --> 01:12:07,896
Megan: MY BIG GOAL
FOR THIS APPOINTMENT
1436
01:12:07,896 --> 01:12:10,482
WAS TO GET APPROVED
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
1437
01:12:10,482 --> 01:12:12,551
AND IN A WAY,
I FEEL LIKE I DID THAT,
1438
01:12:12,551 --> 01:12:15,655
BECAUSE DR. NOW TOLD ME
I WOULD GET APPROVED NEXT TIME
1439
01:12:15,655 --> 01:12:18,689
IF I JUST KEEP DOING
WHAT I HAVE BEEN.
1440
01:12:18,689 --> 01:12:21,379
SO I PLAN TO STAY FOCUSED
OVER THE NEXT TWO MONTHS
1441
01:12:21,379 --> 01:12:25,379
AND WORK HARD TO MAKE SURE I CAN
MOVE AHEAD AND GET MY SURGERY.
1442
01:12:25,379 --> 01:12:27,931
AND I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR THIS
AND I CAN'T WAIT.
1443
01:12:48,724 --> 01:12:51,448
Megan: THIS PAST MONTH,
I'VE JUST BEEN WORKING TO TRY
1444
01:12:51,448 --> 01:12:55,068
AND STAY FOCUSED ON LOSING
THE 30 POUNDS I NEED TO DROP
1445
01:12:55,068 --> 01:12:59,482
TO GET
MY WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY APPROVAL.
1446
01:12:59,482 --> 01:13:03,241
AND SO FAR, I KNOW I'M ON TRACK
1447
01:13:03,241 --> 01:13:05,551
BECAUSE I PULLED
MY SCALE OUT AGAIN
1448
01:13:05,551 --> 01:13:07,034
AND I'VE BEEN CHARTING
MY PROGRESS
1449
01:13:07,034 --> 01:13:08,793
TO MAKE SURE I'M DOING IT.
1450
01:13:08,793 --> 01:13:10,793
AND ACCORDING TO WHAT IT SAYS,
1451
01:13:10,793 --> 01:13:13,862
I'VE ALREADY LOST
ANOTHER 12 POUNDS.
1452
01:13:13,862 --> 01:13:18,206
SO I JUST NEED TO LOSE
ANOTHER 18 THIS NEXT MONTH.
1453
01:13:18,206 --> 01:13:23,689
AND THAT MEANS I CAN'T SLIP UP
AND I HAVE TO STAY FOCUSED.
1454
01:13:23,689 --> 01:13:26,724
SO I JUST NEED TO LOSE 18 MORE.
1455
01:13:26,724 --> 01:13:28,344
WATCH OUT, MINNIE.
1456
01:13:31,517 --> 01:13:33,586
ARE YOU MAKING
THAT SQUASH, HONEY?
1457
01:13:33,586 --> 01:13:35,103
YEAH, I PUT IT
IN THE MICROWAVE.
1458
01:13:35,103 --> 01:13:37,310
DID YOU PUT SOME BROWN SUGAR
AND BUTTER ON IT?
1459
01:13:37,310 --> 01:13:40,172
YEAH.
1460
01:13:40,172 --> 01:13:42,724
THE ONLY REAL STRUGGLE I HAVE
IS THAT MY MOM
1461
01:13:42,724 --> 01:13:44,896
IS STILL ORDERING FAST FOOD
1462
01:13:44,896 --> 01:13:48,793
AND FOOD THAT
I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE.
1463
01:13:48,793 --> 01:13:50,137
-HI.
-HERE YOU GO.
1464
01:13:50,137 --> 01:13:51,965
-OKAY. THANKS.
-IT CAME WITH EXTRA SIDES.
1465
01:13:51,965 --> 01:13:53,689
OKAY. THANK YOU.
1466
01:14:02,551 --> 01:14:04,344
WHAT'D YOU GET, MOM?
1467
01:14:04,344 --> 01:14:06,620
A FISH AND A SALAD.
1468
01:14:06,620 --> 01:14:09,206
THE FISH IS FRIED,
AIN'T IT?
1469
01:14:09,206 --> 01:14:10,551
YEAH. WELL...
1470
01:14:10,551 --> 01:14:13,379
MOM...
1471
01:14:13,379 --> 01:14:14,689
I'M TRYING.
1472
01:14:14,689 --> 01:14:16,965
FRIED FOOD
IS NOT GOOD FOR YOU.
1473
01:14:16,965 --> 01:14:18,655
I KNOW.
1474
01:14:28,620 --> 01:14:31,034
Megan: AND I KNOW SHE'S BEEN
HIDING STASHES OF CANDY
1475
01:14:31,034 --> 01:14:32,827
AND JUNK FOOD
AROUND THE HOUSE
1476
01:14:32,827 --> 01:14:36,482
TO EAT SECRETLY BECAUSE I KEEP
FINDING IT WHEN I CLEAN.
1477
01:14:39,344 --> 01:14:42,931
AND I JUST REALLY WISH I HAD
MORE SUPPORT FROM HER RIGHT NOW.
1478
01:14:44,931 --> 01:14:48,344
INSTEAD OF HELPING ME,
SHE'S MAKING IT A LOT HARDER
1479
01:14:48,344 --> 01:14:51,586
THAN IT NEEDS TO BE FOR ME.
1480
01:14:51,586 --> 01:14:54,275
THAT STUFF SHOULD
NEVER BE AROUND ME,
1481
01:14:54,275 --> 01:14:57,793
BUT SHE DOESN'T SEEM
TO GET THAT.
1482
01:14:57,793 --> 01:15:02,137
BUT I HAVEN'T GIVEN IN
AND I'M NOT GONNA LET MYSELF.
1483
01:15:02,137 --> 01:15:04,931
I REFUSE TO.
1484
01:15:04,931 --> 01:15:08,206
SO EVERY TIME MY CRAVINGS
GET REALLY BAD
1485
01:15:08,206 --> 01:15:12,931
OR I'M REALLY TEMPTED
WITH WHAT SHE HAS,
1486
01:15:12,931 --> 01:15:17,586
I JUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF
OF THE LIFE THAT I CAN HAVE
1487
01:15:17,586 --> 01:15:19,000
AND WHAT IT'S GONNA BE LIKE
1488
01:15:19,000 --> 01:15:22,655
IF I LOSE THE WEIGHT
TO HELP ME STAY MOTIVATED
1489
01:15:22,655 --> 01:15:25,931
AND FOCUSED LIKE I NEED.
1490
01:15:25,931 --> 01:15:29,862
AND I ALSO TRY TO STAY BUSY
TO KEEP ME DISTRACTED
1491
01:15:29,862 --> 01:15:31,482
WHEN I NEED IT.
1492
01:15:34,034 --> 01:15:37,551
BECAUSE I KNOW ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS TO LOSE A LITTLE BIT MORE,
1493
01:15:37,551 --> 01:15:39,827
AND I'LL BE ABLE
TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
1494
01:15:39,827 --> 01:15:43,310
AND TAKE ANOTHER REALLY BIG AND
IMPORTANT STEP TOWARDS THE LIFE
1495
01:15:43,310 --> 01:15:45,000
I WANT.
1496
01:15:45,000 --> 01:15:49,241
I JUST HAVE TO STAY
ON TRACK A LITTLE LONGER.
1497
01:15:49,241 --> 01:15:51,413
AND I'M WORKING REALLY
HARD TO DO THAT.
1498
01:16:01,172 --> 01:16:03,379
Woman: MEGAN.
1499
01:16:03,379 --> 01:16:05,689
ME AND MY MOM ARE BACK
AT DR. NOW'S
1500
01:16:05,689 --> 01:16:07,965
AND I'M EXCITED AND NERVOUS
ABOUT MY APPOINTMENT
1501
01:16:07,965 --> 01:16:10,517
ALL AT THE SAME TIME RIGHT NOW.
1502
01:16:10,517 --> 01:16:13,034
I'M EXCITED BECAUSE I PRETTY
MUCH LOST THE 30 POUNDS
1503
01:16:13,034 --> 01:16:14,931
I NEED
TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY,
1504
01:16:14,931 --> 01:16:18,344
AS LONG AS DR. NOW'S SCALE
AGREES, TOO.
1505
01:16:18,344 --> 01:16:21,206
BUT MOST OF THE TIME,
IT'S BEEN IN THE SAME RANGE.
1506
01:16:21,206 --> 01:16:25,068
SO I FEEL CONFIDENT ABOUT WHAT
THE SCALE IS GONNA SAY TODAY.
1507
01:16:25,068 --> 01:16:26,793
AND I CALLED HIM
AND I TOLD HIM THAT
1508
01:16:26,793 --> 01:16:29,068
AND HE SAID WE COULD DO
SOME TESTING TODAY
1509
01:16:29,068 --> 01:16:31,206
TO SEE IF I'M HEALTHY ENOUGH
FOR MY BODY
1510
01:16:31,206 --> 01:16:33,068
TO HANDLE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
1511
01:16:36,344 --> 01:16:38,758
OKAY.
1512
01:16:38,758 --> 01:16:42,275
AND IF I AM, HE SAID HE WOULD
APPROVE ME FOR THAT TODAY.
1513
01:16:42,275 --> 01:16:44,344
SO ALL OF THAT HAS ME EXCITED.
1514
01:16:44,344 --> 01:16:47,275
BUT I'M JUST NERVOUS AND SCARED
ABOUT THE TESTS
1515
01:16:47,275 --> 01:16:50,241
AND WHAT THE RESULTS
MIGHT SAY ABOUT MY HEALTH.
1516
01:16:50,241 --> 01:16:52,689
BECAUSE I DON'T WANT MY BODY
TO HOLD ME BACK
1517
01:16:52,689 --> 01:16:55,482
FROM GETTING THE SURGERY
I NEED TO SAVE MY LIFE.
1518
01:16:59,344 --> 01:17:01,862
SO THE DOCTOR WANTS TO DO
A FEW TESTS.
1519
01:17:01,862 --> 01:17:02,931
SO WHAT AM I GONNA
GET YOU TO DO
1520
01:17:02,931 --> 01:17:04,448
IS I'M GONNA GET YOU
TO CHANGE. OKAY?
1521
01:17:04,448 --> 01:17:06,034
OKAY.
ALRIGHT.
1522
01:17:08,517 --> 01:17:10,103
SO THERE YOU GO.
1523
01:17:12,241 --> 01:17:14,103
AND I'M JUST SCARED ABOUT
HOW MUCH ABUSE
1524
01:17:14,103 --> 01:17:17,241
I'VE PUT ON MY BODY WITH
MY WEIGHT FOR SO MANY YEARS.
1525
01:17:17,241 --> 01:17:20,000
AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT
HOW MUCH DAMAGE IT'S DONE TO ME
1526
01:17:20,000 --> 01:17:22,448
BECAUSE MY BIGGEST FEAR
HAS ALWAYS BEEN
1527
01:17:22,448 --> 01:17:24,344
THAT
I'M GONNA RUN OUT OF TIME.
1528
01:17:24,344 --> 01:17:26,586
AND THAT I'VE LET MYSELF
GET TO A POINT
1529
01:17:26,586 --> 01:17:30,034
WHERE IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME,
NO MATTER WHAT I DO,
1530
01:17:30,034 --> 01:17:32,758
JUST BECAUSE I ALREADY
LET IT GO ON FOR SO LONG
1531
01:17:32,758 --> 01:17:36,310
AND THE DAMAGE IT'S DONE.
1532
01:17:36,310 --> 01:17:39,551
SO I'M JUST REALLY HOPING
THE TEST RESULTS WERE GOOD
1533
01:17:39,551 --> 01:17:42,068
AND THERE'S NOTHING
THAT'S GONNA HOLD ME BACK
1534
01:17:42,068 --> 01:17:44,206
FROM MOVING AHEAD
AND GETTING THE SURGERY
1535
01:17:44,206 --> 01:17:48,068
I'VE WORKED SO HARD TO EARN
AND THAT I NEED TO SAVE MY LIFE.
1536
01:18:02,862 --> 01:18:04,793
Megan: I JUST FINISHED
SOME OF MY TESTING
1537
01:18:04,793 --> 01:18:06,724
THAT DR. NOW DID ON ME TO SEE
1538
01:18:06,724 --> 01:18:09,758
IF I'M HEALTHY ENOUGH
TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
1539
01:18:09,758 --> 01:18:12,034
IF I AM, HE SAID
HE'LL APPROVE ME TODAY
1540
01:18:12,034 --> 01:18:14,586
AND I'LL FINALLY BE ABLE
TO GET IT.
1541
01:18:14,586 --> 01:18:16,758
SO I'M REALLY HOPING
THE RESULTS WERE GOOD
1542
01:18:16,758 --> 01:18:20,241
AND SHOW ALL MY PROGRESS
HAS PAID OFF LIKE I NEED.
1543
01:18:20,241 --> 01:18:22,931
AND I'M SO NERVOUS,
BECAUSE I'M JUST SO WORRIED
1544
01:18:22,931 --> 01:18:25,034
THAT IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN.
1545
01:18:25,034 --> 01:18:27,724
AND I REALLY NEED THE SURGERY.
1546
01:18:27,724 --> 01:18:30,344
SO I'M JUST HOPING
WHEN DR. NOW COMES IN,
1547
01:18:30,344 --> 01:18:32,034
IT'S GOOD NEWS.
1548
01:18:35,931 --> 01:18:36,862
HELLO.
HI.
1549
01:18:36,862 --> 01:18:38,241
Donna: HI, DOCTOR.
1550
01:18:38,241 --> 01:18:39,310
HOW YOU ALL DOING?
1551
01:18:39,310 --> 01:18:40,482
GOOD. HOW ARE YOU?GOOD.
1552
01:18:40,482 --> 01:18:43,655
GOOD. WELL, HOW ARE YOU
GETTING ALONG, MEGAN?
1553
01:18:43,655 --> 01:18:45,068
GOOD.
1554
01:18:45,068 --> 01:18:47,379
ALRIGHT, WELL,
I'M PROUD OF YOU
1555
01:18:47,379 --> 01:18:49,620
FOR LOSING
ANOTHER 30 POUNDS.
1556
01:18:49,620 --> 01:18:50,965
THANK YOU.
1557
01:18:50,965 --> 01:18:53,758
I'VE BEEN EATING
A LOT OF VEGETABLES.
1558
01:18:53,758 --> 01:18:55,344
WELL, THAT'S GOOD.
1559
01:18:55,344 --> 01:18:58,241
BUT LOOKING
AT YOUR ULTRASOUND,
1560
01:18:58,241 --> 01:19:00,137
IT LOOKS LIKE
WE HAVE SOME PROBLEM
1561
01:19:00,137 --> 01:19:02,517
WITH YOUR BILE DUCT
AND YOUR GALLBLADDER.
1562
01:19:02,517 --> 01:19:03,758
AND THAT'S JUST A START,
1563
01:19:03,758 --> 01:19:05,931
BECAUSE WE STILL NEED
TO RUN MORE TESTS.
1564
01:19:05,931 --> 01:19:08,172
BUT UNFORTUNATELY,
WE ALREADY SEEN A NUMBER
1565
01:19:08,172 --> 01:19:10,310
OF HEALTH ISSUES
THAT ARE CONCERNING.
1566
01:19:10,310 --> 01:19:12,379
YOUR GALLBLADDER
VERY DISTENDED,
1567
01:19:12,379 --> 01:19:13,862
AND YOU GOT STONE IN IT.
1568
01:19:13,862 --> 01:19:16,517
IT LOOK LIKE YOU MAY HAVE
SOME BLOCKAGE
1569
01:19:16,517 --> 01:19:17,793
IN YOUR BILE DUCT.
1570
01:19:17,793 --> 01:19:20,000
SO THAT ALONE
IS CONCERNING.
1571
01:19:20,000 --> 01:19:22,551
BUT COMBINED WITH
ALL YOUR OTHER ISSUES,
1572
01:19:22,551 --> 01:19:24,034
YOU'RE STILL
NOT HEALTHY ENOUGH
1573
01:19:24,034 --> 01:19:26,689
TO MAKE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
SAFE TO DO ON YOU,
1574
01:19:26,689 --> 01:19:28,793
ESPECIALLY WITH THE ISSUES
YOU HAD
1575
01:19:28,793 --> 01:19:31,000
WITH BLOOD CLOTS
IN YOUR LUNG.
1576
01:19:31,000 --> 01:19:33,448
SO WHERE WAS THAT BLOOD CLOT
IN YOUR LUNG
1577
01:19:33,448 --> 01:19:36,689
THAT YOU NEEDED
TO REMOVE?
1578
01:19:36,689 --> 01:19:38,379
IT WAS IN MY LEFT LUNG.
1579
01:19:38,379 --> 01:19:40,344
WHEN?
WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN?
1580
01:19:40,344 --> 01:19:42,724
NOVEMBER OF 2017.
1581
01:19:42,724 --> 01:19:47,172
AND THEN IN NOVEMBER OF 2018,
I HAD IT TWICE.
1582
01:19:47,172 --> 01:19:50,448
OKAY.
WELL, I'M A BIT CONCERNED
1583
01:19:50,448 --> 01:19:52,689
ABOUT WHAT WE SEE
IN YOUR GALLBLADDER.
1584
01:19:52,689 --> 01:19:54,827
BECAUSE YOUR GALLBLADDER
IS ALMOST AS BIG
1585
01:19:54,827 --> 01:19:59,103
AS WHAT ONE EXPECT
THAT IT'S GONNA RUPTURE.
1586
01:19:59,103 --> 01:20:03,275
SO I'M GONNA SET YOU UP
FOR AN ENDOSCOPY
1587
01:20:03,275 --> 01:20:05,896
AND LOOK IN ON THE OPENING
OF BILE DUCT
1588
01:20:05,896 --> 01:20:08,103
AND SEE WHAT'S GOING ON.OKAY.
1589
01:20:08,103 --> 01:20:12,137
SO I'M GONNA SEE IF WE CAN
SET IT UP FOR NEXT WEEK.
1590
01:20:12,137 --> 01:20:14,241
OKAY?
OKAY.
1591
01:20:14,241 --> 01:20:16,275
WE GONNA DO THE ENDOSCOPY
AND SEE WHAT'S GOING ON.
1592
01:20:16,275 --> 01:20:17,413
OKAY?
OKAY.
1593
01:20:17,413 --> 01:20:18,758
AND THEN AFTER THAT,
1594
01:20:18,758 --> 01:20:21,275
WE'LL ALSO RUN SOME MORE TESTS
TO SEE WHAT'S GOING ON
1595
01:20:21,275 --> 01:20:24,000
WITH YOUR PULMONARY SYSTEM
AND OTHER THINGS.
1596
01:20:24,000 --> 01:20:26,620
BUT RIGHT NOW, AS MUCH
AS I WOULD LIKE TO TELL YOU
1597
01:20:26,620 --> 01:20:29,000
WE CAN MOVE AHEAD
WITH YOUR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY,
1598
01:20:29,000 --> 01:20:31,310
IT LOOKS LIKE IT IS
TOO RISKY STILL,
1599
01:20:31,310 --> 01:20:34,241
AND THAT YOU NEED TO REDUCE
MORE STRAIN ON YOUR BODY
1600
01:20:34,241 --> 01:20:35,551
BY LOSING MORE WEIGHT.
1601
01:20:35,551 --> 01:20:38,000
SO IT'S VERY IMPORTANT
THAT YOU STAY ON TRACK
1602
01:20:38,000 --> 01:20:39,862
AND CONTINUE
YOUR WEIGHT LOSS
1603
01:20:39,862 --> 01:20:42,482
BECAUSE YOU'RE STILL RACING
THE CLOCK WITH THAT. OKAY?
1604
01:20:42,482 --> 01:20:43,758
OKAY.
1605
01:20:43,758 --> 01:20:45,724
AND IF YOU DO THAT,
WE'LL KEEP RUNNING TESTS
1606
01:20:45,724 --> 01:20:47,103
ON YOU EVERY MONTH.
1607
01:20:47,103 --> 01:20:48,758
AND AS SOON AS THEY LOOK
GOOD ENOUGH,
1608
01:20:48,758 --> 01:20:50,482
WE WILL DO
A WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
1609
01:20:50,482 --> 01:20:52,000
OKAY?
YEP.
1610
01:20:52,000 --> 01:20:54,620
BUT THIS COULD TAKE
ONE MONTH OR SIX MONTHS.
1611
01:20:54,620 --> 01:20:56,068
THERE'S NO WAY TO TELL.
1612
01:20:56,068 --> 01:20:57,586
SO THE MOST
IMPORTANT THING
1613
01:20:57,586 --> 01:20:59,310
IS THAT YOU STICK
WITH YOUR DIET.
1614
01:20:59,310 --> 01:21:02,655
AND DON'T USE THIS AS AN EXCUSE
TO START TO SLIDE BACK
1615
01:21:02,655 --> 01:21:04,379
INTO OLD HABITS.OKAY.
1616
01:21:04,379 --> 01:21:06,965
AND WE'RE GONNA SET YOU UP
FOR THAT ENDOSCOPY,
1617
01:21:06,965 --> 01:21:09,965
AND THEN FIGURE OUT WHAT'S
GOING ON WITH YOU. OKAY?
1618
01:21:09,965 --> 01:21:11,344
OKAY.
ALRIGHT.
1619
01:21:11,344 --> 01:21:13,275
MEGAN, I'M PROUD
OF YOUR PROGRESS.
1620
01:21:13,275 --> 01:21:14,965
JUST KEEP IT UP
AND WE'LL BE ABLE
1621
01:21:14,965 --> 01:21:16,965
TO DO YOUR
WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
1622
01:21:16,965 --> 01:21:18,896
YEP.
I'VE DEFINITELY BEEN TRYING.
1623
01:21:18,896 --> 01:21:20,310
JUST STICK WITH IT,
OKAY?
1624
01:21:20,310 --> 01:21:22,586
BECAUSE IT'S STILL
VERY IMPORTANT TO GET YOU
1625
01:21:22,586 --> 01:21:25,827
TO A HEALTHY PLACE VERY SOON.
YOU GOT THAT?
1626
01:21:25,827 --> 01:21:27,241
YEAH.
1627
01:21:27,241 --> 01:21:28,310
OKAY, GOOD.
1628
01:21:28,310 --> 01:21:31,275
ALRIGHT,
I'LL SEE YOU IN THE HOSPITAL.
1629
01:21:31,275 --> 01:21:32,793
OKAY. AWESOME.OKAY. ALRIGHT.
1630
01:21:32,793 --> 01:21:34,413
THANK YOU.THANK YOU.
1631
01:21:40,068 --> 01:21:42,206
Dr. Nowzaradan:
I'M VERY PROUD OF MEGAN
1632
01:21:42,206 --> 01:21:44,827
FOR LOSING ANOTHER 30 POUNDS
OVER THE LAST 2 MONTHS
1633
01:21:44,827 --> 01:21:48,000
AND ULTIMATELY STAYING
CONSISTENT WITH HER WEIGHT LOSS
1634
01:21:48,000 --> 01:21:49,689
FOR ALMOST A YEAR.
1635
01:21:49,689 --> 01:21:52,517
THAT'S SOMETHING I RARELY SEE
WITH ANY PATIENT.
1636
01:21:52,517 --> 01:21:55,310
SO SHE'S DONE VERY WELL
IN THAT REGARD.
1637
01:21:55,310 --> 01:21:58,137
BUT THE UNFORTUNATE SITUATION
WE HAVE WITH HER
1638
01:21:58,137 --> 01:22:00,793
IS THAT HER CONDITION
IS STILL TOO POOR
1639
01:22:00,793 --> 01:22:04,068
AND HER HEALTH IS STILL TOO
COMPROMISED AT THIS TIME
1640
01:22:04,068 --> 01:22:07,758
FOR US TO SAFELY DO
ANY WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY ON HER.
1641
01:22:07,758 --> 01:22:10,137
SO WE WILL CONTINUE
RUNNING TESTS ON HER
1642
01:22:10,137 --> 01:22:12,862
UNTIL SHE HAS REDUCED
THE STRAIN ON HER SYSTEM
1643
01:22:12,862 --> 01:22:15,000
ENOUGH TO HANDLE SURGERY.
1644
01:22:15,000 --> 01:22:16,896
BUT THAT COULD TAKE ANYWHERE
FROM A MONTH
1645
01:22:16,896 --> 01:22:19,172
TO SIX MONTHS OR LONGER.
1646
01:22:19,172 --> 01:22:21,896
BUT SHE'S AT LEAST HEADING
IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
1647
01:22:21,896 --> 01:22:25,103
AND IF SHE STARTS TO STRUGGLE,
WE'LL BE THERE TO MAKE SURE
1648
01:22:25,103 --> 01:22:27,586
SHE KEEPS GOING
IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
1649
01:22:27,586 --> 01:22:30,793
AND I THINK ONCE WE ARE ABLE TO
DO WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY ON HER,
1650
01:22:30,793 --> 01:22:33,758
IT WILL HELP ADDRESS THE AMOUNT
SHE'S EATING AT ONE TIME
1651
01:22:33,758 --> 01:22:37,068
TO GET HER TO LOSE WEIGHT
A LOT MORE QUICKLY.
1652
01:22:37,068 --> 01:22:39,896
BUT FOR NOW, WE JUST NEED TO DO
WHAT IT TAKES
1653
01:22:39,896 --> 01:22:43,137
TO KEEP HER ON TRACK.
1654
01:22:43,137 --> 01:22:45,586
Megan:
I'M VERY DISAPPOINTED.
1655
01:22:45,586 --> 01:22:47,793
THIS IS WHAT I WAS AFRAID OF,
1656
01:22:47,793 --> 01:22:49,965
AND I'M JUST REALLY UPSET
AND DISCOURAGED
1657
01:22:49,965 --> 01:22:53,034
BECAUSE I'VE WORKED SO HARD
TO MAKE IT TO THIS POINT.
1658
01:22:53,034 --> 01:22:54,793
AND IT FEELS LIKE
ALL MY HARD WORK
1659
01:22:54,793 --> 01:22:57,241
AND PROGRESS
STILL DOESN'T MATTER.
1660
01:22:57,241 --> 01:22:59,310
SO RIGHT NOW,
I JUST WANT TO GO HOME.
1661
01:22:59,310 --> 01:23:01,448
AND THEN I'LL FIGURE OUT
WHAT I'M GONNA DO.
1662
01:23:14,448 --> 01:23:17,655
RIGHT NOW, ME AND MY MOM ARE
MAKING A HEALTHY MEAL TOGETHER.
1663
01:23:17,655 --> 01:23:19,965
AND THEN WE'RE GONNA GO
FOR A WALK AT THE PARK
1664
01:23:19,965 --> 01:23:22,896
TO GET MY AFTERNOON EXERCISE.
1665
01:23:22,896 --> 01:23:25,068
SHE'S RECOMMITTED
TO DOING THIS WITH ME
1666
01:23:25,068 --> 01:23:26,620
BECAUSE AFTER MY LAST
APPOINTMENT,
1667
01:23:26,620 --> 01:23:29,310
SHE COULD TELL
I WAS REALLY DISCOURAGED.
1668
01:23:29,310 --> 01:23:32,310
SO WE TALKED ABOUT IT
AND I SHARED A LOT OF THINGS,
1669
01:23:32,310 --> 01:23:33,689
BUT SPECIFICALLY
1670
01:23:33,689 --> 01:23:36,827
HOW I DON'T THINK
SHE'S BEEN SUPPORTIVE OF ME...
1671
01:23:36,827 --> 01:23:38,413
OH, MY GOSH,
THIS IS SO GOOD.
1672
01:23:38,413 --> 01:23:42,310
...BECAUSE OF HOW SHE EATS FAST
FOOD AND JUNK FOOD AROUND ME.
1673
01:23:42,310 --> 01:23:43,655
SHE SAID SHE'D TRY BETTER
1674
01:23:43,655 --> 01:23:46,068
BECAUSE SHE WANTS ME
TO STICK WITH THIS.
1675
01:23:46,068 --> 01:23:48,724
AND SHE'S ALSO GOING BACK
TO HEALTHY MEALS
1676
01:23:48,724 --> 01:23:51,620
TO HELP ME AVOID TEMPTATION.
1677
01:23:51,620 --> 01:23:54,448
AND SHE'S BEEN GOING ON MY WALKS
WITH ME TO SUPPORT ME
1678
01:23:54,448 --> 01:23:58,172
WITH MY EXERCISE, TOO,
AND HELP ME STAY MOTIVATED.
1679
01:23:58,172 --> 01:24:00,931
I'M REALLY FULL.
1680
01:24:00,931 --> 01:24:02,931
YOUR STOMACH'S
SHRINKING, HONEY.
1681
01:24:02,931 --> 01:24:05,275
WHO KNEW IT WAS OKAY
TO EAT HEALTHY?
1682
01:24:05,275 --> 01:24:08,482
I WENT IN FOR MORE TESTING
AND NOTHING REALLY CHANGED.
1683
01:24:08,482 --> 01:24:09,758
COME ON, MINNIE.
1684
01:24:09,758 --> 01:24:12,137
SO DR. NOW TOLD ME THAT
WE'LL KEEP RUNNING TESTS
1685
01:24:12,137 --> 01:24:13,724
ABOUT EVERY MONTH,
1686
01:24:13,724 --> 01:24:16,689
AS LONG AS I KEEP LOSING
AND STAY ON TRACK.
1687
01:24:16,689 --> 01:24:19,137
SO THAT'S WHAT
I'M TRYING TO DO.
1688
01:24:19,137 --> 01:24:22,137
AND I'M JUST REALLY HOPING
IF I KEEP MOVING FORWARD,
1689
01:24:22,137 --> 01:24:23,517
THAT IT WON'T BE LONG
1690
01:24:23,517 --> 01:24:25,655
TO WHERE I'M ABLE
TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
1691
01:24:25,655 --> 01:24:28,379
BECAUSE MY BODY'S
HEALTHY ENOUGH AGAIN.
1692
01:24:28,379 --> 01:24:31,068
WE STILL DON'T KNOW
HOW LONG IT'S GONNA TAKE.
1693
01:24:31,068 --> 01:24:35,379
I JUST CAN'T LET MYSELF GET
DISCOURAGED, SO I'M MAKING SURE
1694
01:24:35,379 --> 01:24:38,586
AND I'M STILL JUST AS FOCUSED
AS I'VE EVER BEEN.
1695
01:24:38,586 --> 01:24:42,931
SO I STAY ON TRACK LIKE DR. NOW
SAYS UNTIL I GET MY SURGERY
1696
01:24:42,931 --> 01:24:47,586
AND THEN MAKE IT TO MY GOAL,
AND I'M REALLY HAPPY ABOUT THAT.
1697
01:24:47,586 --> 01:24:49,827
IF YOU WOULD HAVE
ASKED ME A YEAR AGO
1698
01:24:49,827 --> 01:24:52,689
IF I THOUGHT I COULD
CONSISTENTLY LOSE WEIGHT
1699
01:24:52,689 --> 01:24:54,413
THIS WHOLE TIME BY DIETING,
1700
01:24:54,413 --> 01:24:56,965
I WOULD'VE SAID
THERE'S NO CHANCE.
1701
01:24:56,965 --> 01:24:58,896
BUT THE OPPORTUNITY
TO GET SURGERY
1702
01:24:58,896 --> 01:25:02,206
AND HAVE A NEW LIFE
HAS MOTIVATED ME TO WORK HARDER
1703
01:25:02,206 --> 01:25:04,379
THAN I EVER HAVE.
1704
01:25:04,379 --> 01:25:08,413
AND I'VE LOST ABOUT 100
POUNDS IN THE LAST YEAR.
1705
01:25:08,413 --> 01:25:11,275
AND AS LONG AS I KEEP MOVING
AHEAD LIKE I HAVE BEEN,
1706
01:25:11,275 --> 01:25:14,655
I'LL GET TO WHERE I WANT,
WHERE I'M HEALTHY
1707
01:25:14,655 --> 01:25:16,103
AND I'M ABLE TO LIVE ON MY OWN
1708
01:25:16,103 --> 01:25:18,344
AND HAVE A CAREER
AND HAVE A FAMILY
1709
01:25:18,344 --> 01:25:21,793
THAT I'VE ALWAYS DREAMED OF
AND DO ALL THE OTHER THINGS
1710
01:25:21,793 --> 01:25:25,310
I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO DO
BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT.
1711
01:25:25,310 --> 01:25:28,896
AND I'M NOT LETTING ANYTHING
GET IN MY WAY
1712
01:25:28,896 --> 01:25:30,931
OR STOP ME
FROM GETTING THE NEW LIFE
1713
01:25:30,931 --> 01:25:32,344
I'M ALREADY SEEING TAKE SHAPE.
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