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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:03,551 --> 00:00:05,517 Megan: FOOD IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME FEEL 2 00:00:05,517 --> 00:00:07,206 ALL THE WAYS I WANT TO FEEL. 3 00:00:07,206 --> 00:00:10,655 SO THAT MEANS GASTRIC BYPASS IS THE ONLY HOPE I HAVE TO CHANGE. 4 00:00:17,034 --> 00:00:20,379 Woman: SOMEWHERE IN ME IS THIS LITTLE GLIMMER OF HOPE. 5 00:00:20,379 --> 00:00:22,586 I JUST WANT TO BE A NORMAL PERSON. 6 00:00:34,034 --> 00:00:37,137 YOU CAN'T DO IT, AND THEN I JUST GET MAD. 7 00:00:37,137 --> 00:00:38,793 Woman #2: IF I DON'T MAKE A CHANGE NOW, 8 00:00:38,793 --> 00:00:40,586 I'M SCARED IT'S GONNA BE TOO LATE. 9 00:00:46,275 --> 00:00:47,655 IT HURTS! 10 00:00:47,655 --> 00:00:50,034 Woman #3: I REFUSE TO STOP FIGHTING. 11 00:00:50,034 --> 00:00:52,241 I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR MY CHILDREN. 12 00:00:57,689 --> 00:01:00,517 I'M TRYING TO OPEN MY HORIZONS TO VEGETABLES 13 00:01:00,517 --> 00:01:02,034 BECAUSE I'M A PRETTY PICKY EATER. 14 00:01:02,034 --> 00:01:04,965 YOU'RE NOT A PICKY EATER IF YOU ARE 600 POUNDS. 15 00:01:04,965 --> 00:01:07,965 --Captions by VITAC-- www.vitac.com 16 00:01:07,965 --> 00:01:10,931 CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS 17 00:01:39,896 --> 00:01:43,344 THE FIRST THING I THINK OF WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING 18 00:01:43,344 --> 00:01:48,862 IS IF TODAY'S GONNA BE THE DAY THAT I LOSE MY BATTLE 19 00:01:48,862 --> 00:01:53,310 BECAUSE MY BODY FINALLY GIVES OUT FROM MY WEIGHT. 20 00:01:53,310 --> 00:01:56,931 OR WILL I BE ABLE TO SURVIVE ANOTHER DAY? 21 00:01:56,931 --> 00:01:59,275 MOST DAYS I FEEL LIKE I WON'T. 22 00:01:59,275 --> 00:02:02,655 BECAUSE WITH ALL THE WEIGHT I HAVE ON ME 23 00:02:02,655 --> 00:02:05,448 AND THE PAIN AND ACHES IT GIVES MY WHOLE BODY, 24 00:02:05,448 --> 00:02:08,655 I FEEL LIKE I'M A PRISONER IN MY OWN BODY. 25 00:02:08,655 --> 00:02:10,862 TO THE POINT WHERE I HAVE TO LIVE WITH MY MOM 26 00:02:10,862 --> 00:02:14,172 BECAUSE I'M TOO BIG TO EVEN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF ON MY OWN. 27 00:02:16,068 --> 00:02:17,896 Donna: MEGAN DOES HAVE A WEIGHT ISSUE. 28 00:02:17,896 --> 00:02:21,103 BECAUSE OF HER WEIGHT, SHE CAN'T DO ANYTHING. SHE NEEDS HELP. 29 00:02:21,103 --> 00:02:25,689 SO SHE MOVED INTO MY HOUSE SO IT COULD BE A LOT EASIER FOR HER. 30 00:02:25,689 --> 00:02:28,724 BUT SHE HAS BEEN DOING LESS AND LESS EACH DAY. 31 00:02:28,724 --> 00:02:31,551 SHE JUST CONSTANTLY EATS AND EATS. 32 00:02:31,551 --> 00:02:34,482 BUT I DO FIX A MEAL WHEN SHE WAKES UP 33 00:02:34,482 --> 00:02:36,862 'CAUSE I KNOW SHE'S HUNGRY AND AS A MOTHER, 34 00:02:36,862 --> 00:02:40,034 I DON'T WANT HER TO GO WITHOUT IT. 35 00:02:40,034 --> 00:02:42,793 Megan: I CAN'T PHYSICALLY GET UP AND DO STUFF 36 00:02:42,793 --> 00:02:48,275 JUST BECAUSE MY BODY HURTS SO BAD BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT. 37 00:02:48,275 --> 00:02:52,482 I WOULD LOVE TO BE INDEPENDENT AND NOT HAVE TO RELY ON ANYONE. 38 00:02:52,482 --> 00:02:56,448 I KNOW IT'S A BURDEN ON MY MOM AND I HATE THAT FEELING. 39 00:02:56,448 --> 00:02:58,413 AND IT'S GETTING WORSE EVERY DAY 40 00:02:58,413 --> 00:03:01,724 BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE MY LEGS ARE GETTING WEAKER AND WEAKER. 41 00:03:01,724 --> 00:03:05,344 AND EVENTUALLY ONE DAY, THEY'RE JUST GOING TO 42 00:03:05,344 --> 00:03:07,793 NOT BE ABLE TO CARRY MY WEIGHT. 43 00:03:07,793 --> 00:03:10,931 AND ALL OF A SUDDEN, I'LL BE IMMOBILE, 44 00:03:10,931 --> 00:03:13,000 AND I'M DREADING THAT. 45 00:03:13,000 --> 00:03:17,379 I WISH I COULD CHANGE AND BE HEALTHY 46 00:03:17,379 --> 00:03:20,413 AND BE HAPPY WITH MY BODY. 47 00:03:20,413 --> 00:03:23,689 BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE THE ONLY THING THAT GIVES ME 48 00:03:23,689 --> 00:03:27,137 ANY HAPPINESS IS THE SAME THING MAKING ME THIS WAY -- 49 00:03:27,137 --> 00:03:28,310 EATING FOOD. 50 00:03:33,827 --> 00:03:34,827 -GOOD MORNING. -MORNING. 51 00:03:34,827 --> 00:03:36,862 HOW ARE YOU TODAY? 52 00:03:36,862 --> 00:03:38,068 GOOD. 53 00:03:38,068 --> 00:03:39,896 GOOD. I'M FIXING YOU SOME BREAKFAST. 54 00:03:39,896 --> 00:03:41,103 WOULD THAT SOUND OKAY? 55 00:03:41,103 --> 00:03:42,931 OKAY. YEAH. 56 00:03:49,034 --> 00:03:50,551 Megan: I LOVE TO EAT. 57 00:03:50,551 --> 00:03:52,000 AFTER I GET DRESSED, 58 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:55,206 IT'S THE FIRST THING I WANT TO DO EVERY SINGLE DAY. 59 00:03:55,206 --> 00:03:58,172 MY MOM MAKES ME BREAKFAST, AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT. 60 00:03:58,172 --> 00:04:00,241 IT'S ONE OF THE FEW THINGS I GET UP FOR 61 00:04:00,241 --> 00:04:03,172 BECAUSE IT MAKES THE PAIN GO AWAY. 62 00:04:03,172 --> 00:04:06,275 MEGAN CAN'T DO ANYTHING LIKE SHE USED TO BE ABLE TO. 63 00:04:06,275 --> 00:04:08,965 AND SO, SHE JUST EATS FOR COMFORT. 64 00:04:08,965 --> 00:04:12,620 AND I JUST WANT MEGAN TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE, 65 00:04:12,620 --> 00:04:14,034 YOU KNOW. 66 00:04:14,034 --> 00:04:16,862 SO I LET HER EAT AND EAT, YOU KNOW, 67 00:04:16,862 --> 00:04:18,448 WHICH I SHOULDN'T, BUT I DO. 68 00:04:20,586 --> 00:04:22,862 Megan: EATING IS MY FAVORITE THING TO DO, 69 00:04:22,862 --> 00:04:29,103 AND I KNOW IT'S BECAUSE FOOD IS A COMFORT MECHANISM FOR ME. 70 00:04:30,793 --> 00:04:35,000 AND WHEN I EAT, I FEEL A SENSE OF LOVE 71 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:41,241 AND A SENSE OF FULLNESS AND ACCOMPLISHMENT. 72 00:04:42,379 --> 00:04:46,827 AND BECAUSE OF THAT, I FEEL THAT FOOD IS MY CLOSEST BEST FRIEND. 73 00:04:46,827 --> 00:04:50,344 IT ALWAYS TAKES CARE OF ME NO MATTER HOW BAD MY LIFE IS. 74 00:04:50,344 --> 00:04:51,931 IT'S EVERYTHING TO ME. 75 00:04:51,931 --> 00:04:53,551 ARE YOU FINISHED, HONEY? 76 00:04:53,551 --> 00:04:55,000 YEAH. OKAY. 77 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:56,724 DO YOU WANT TO GO WITH ME TO THE STORE? 78 00:04:56,724 --> 00:04:58,241 YEAH. I'LL GO WITH YOU. 79 00:05:06,793 --> 00:05:08,275 ON DAYS WHEN I FEEL UP TO IT, 80 00:05:08,275 --> 00:05:12,275 I GO TO THE GROCERY STORE WITH MY MOM. 81 00:05:12,275 --> 00:05:15,275 IT'S REALLY THE ONLY THING I EVER GO OUT FOR ANYMORE. 82 00:05:20,379 --> 00:05:22,482 AND IT'S LIKE CHRISTMAS DAY FOR ME, 83 00:05:22,482 --> 00:05:25,448 BEING AROUND ALL THAT FOOD AND ALL THOSE OPTIONS. 84 00:05:43,724 --> 00:05:45,586 BEING IN PUBLIC IS SOMETHING I DREAD 85 00:05:45,586 --> 00:05:48,275 BECAUSE OF HOW PEOPLE LOOK AT ME 86 00:05:48,275 --> 00:05:50,482 AND HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO GET AROUND. 87 00:05:56,068 --> 00:05:59,793 AND THE ONLY WAY I'M EVEN ABLE TO HANDLE IT 88 00:05:59,793 --> 00:06:04,206 IS THAT I USE THE MOTORIZED CARTS THAT THEY HAVE. 89 00:06:04,206 --> 00:06:08,137 WITHOUT THOSE, THERE'D BE NO WAY I'D BE ABLE TO GO WITH MY MOM. 90 00:06:12,724 --> 00:06:14,827 IT'S HARD TO DESCRIBE THE JOY AND EXCITEMENT 91 00:06:14,827 --> 00:06:17,620 I FEEL EVERY TIME I GO INTO THE GROCERY STORE. 92 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:23,275 THERE'S MARSHMALLOW MARS. 93 00:06:23,275 --> 00:06:25,137 YOU WANT TO GET SOME? YEAH. 94 00:06:32,517 --> 00:06:35,000 OOH, THE CHOCOLATE MARSHMALLOW ONE, MOM. 95 00:06:38,103 --> 00:06:40,034 IT'S THE BEST PLACE IN THE WORLD TO ME 96 00:06:40,034 --> 00:06:41,413 AND I WISH I COULD GET EVERYTHING 97 00:06:41,413 --> 00:06:44,896 I HAVE A CRAVING FOR, BUT WE CAN'T AFFORD THAT. 98 00:06:44,896 --> 00:06:47,137 SO I HAVE TO BE SELECTIVE TO MAKE SURE 99 00:06:47,137 --> 00:06:49,068 I GET ENOUGH OF WHAT I WANT. 100 00:06:49,068 --> 00:06:51,793 HERE ARE PEAS, HONEY. 101 00:06:55,482 --> 00:06:57,689 OKAY. 102 00:06:57,689 --> 00:07:01,068 WHEN WE GO GROCERY SHOPPING, MEGAN WILL GET UPSET WITH ME 103 00:07:01,068 --> 00:07:04,379 WHEN I TELL HER SHE SHOULDN'T EAT THE SWEETS. 104 00:07:04,379 --> 00:07:08,413 I'M TRYING TO GET HER HEALTHIER SNACKS LIKE CHIPS, 105 00:07:08,413 --> 00:07:11,068 BUT MEGAN NEEDS QUITE A BIT OF SWEETS, 106 00:07:11,068 --> 00:07:16,275 SO WE'LL GET CANDY, CHOCOLATE, CHOCOLATE CAKE, 107 00:07:16,275 --> 00:07:22,000 CUPCAKE, SODA, COUPLE THINGS TO MAKE COOKIES. 108 00:07:22,000 --> 00:07:23,758 SOMETIMES IT MAKES ME SAD 109 00:07:23,758 --> 00:07:26,137 BECAUSE SHE NEEDS TO EAT THE HEALTHIER FOOD, 110 00:07:26,137 --> 00:07:28,379 BUT MEGAN DOES HAVE A SWEET TOOTH. 111 00:07:28,379 --> 00:07:32,551 -HAVE A GOOD DAY. -YOU TOO. 112 00:07:32,551 --> 00:07:33,862 Megan: ONCE I FEEL LIKE I HAVE ENOUGH 113 00:07:33,862 --> 00:07:36,000 TO AT LEAST LAST ME FOR A LITTLE BIT, 114 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:38,206 THE NEXT THING IS, IS I JUST HAVE TO PUSH MYSELF 115 00:07:38,206 --> 00:07:42,551 A LITTLE LONGER TO GET HOME BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT'S COMING. 116 00:07:42,551 --> 00:07:44,034 AND I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO EAT SOMETHING 117 00:07:44,034 --> 00:07:46,103 THAT LETS ME ESCAPE MY LIFE AGAIN. 118 00:08:06,620 --> 00:08:10,758 WHEN IT COMES TO EATING, I CAN FORGET ABOUT MY PAST 119 00:08:10,758 --> 00:08:13,068 AND ALL THE THINGS THAT HAVE HURT ME 120 00:08:13,068 --> 00:08:15,551 AND THINGS OTHER PEOPLE HAVE DONE TO ME 121 00:08:15,551 --> 00:08:17,310 THAT HAVE LED ME HERE, 122 00:08:17,310 --> 00:08:19,551 THAT I WISH I COULD CHANGE BUT I CAN'T. 123 00:08:28,103 --> 00:08:30,034 GROWING UP, I FEEL LIKE THINGS 124 00:08:30,034 --> 00:08:32,655 WITH MY PARENTS AND ME WERE ALWAYS GOOD, 125 00:08:32,655 --> 00:08:36,000 BUT THAT WASN'T THE CASE WITH MY SIBLINGS. 126 00:08:36,000 --> 00:08:38,137 I HAVE TWO HALF SISTERS, 127 00:08:38,137 --> 00:08:42,310 EMILY AND ASHLEY, FROM MY MOM'S PREVIOUS MARRIAGE. 128 00:08:44,517 --> 00:08:46,620 AND EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE MY STEPSISTERS, 129 00:08:46,620 --> 00:08:48,482 THEY WERE REALLY JEALOUS OF ME 130 00:08:48,482 --> 00:08:53,172 BECAUSE THEIR DAD WAS NOT IN THEIR LIFE AND MINE WAS. 131 00:08:55,344 --> 00:08:57,275 AND THEY HELD THAT AGAINST ME, 132 00:08:57,275 --> 00:09:01,758 AND THEY TREATED ME LIKE I WAS THE OUTCAST. 133 00:09:03,931 --> 00:09:06,172 OUR MOM WAS A PHARMACY TECHNICIAN, 134 00:09:06,172 --> 00:09:10,689 AND SHE HAD TO WORK A LOT, SO SHE REALLY WASN'T HOME A LOT. 135 00:09:12,724 --> 00:09:16,241 BUT MY DAD ONLY WORKED UNTIL LIKE 5:00 OR 6:00 AT NIGHT, 136 00:09:16,241 --> 00:09:19,965 SO HE'D BE HERE WITH ME AT NIGHT AND WE'D HANG OUT TOGETHER. 137 00:09:19,965 --> 00:09:21,482 AND I THINK THAT'S WHERE THE RESENTMENT 138 00:09:21,482 --> 00:09:24,241 STARTED WITH MY SISTERS. 139 00:09:24,241 --> 00:09:27,655 EMILY AND ASHLEY WAS MEAN TO MEGAN 140 00:09:27,655 --> 00:09:29,793 BECAUSE SHE HAD A DIFFERENT FATHER THAN THEM, 141 00:09:29,793 --> 00:09:34,655 AND THEY DIDN'T WANT MEGAN TO BE IN THE PICTURE. 142 00:09:34,655 --> 00:09:37,827 THEY DIDN'T LIKE THAT. 143 00:09:37,827 --> 00:09:40,827 Megan: THINGS JUST GOT WORSE BETWEEN ME AND MY SISTERS 144 00:09:40,827 --> 00:09:41,965 AS I GOT OLDER, 145 00:09:41,965 --> 00:09:43,517 AND I JUST FOCUSED ON SPENDING TIME 146 00:09:43,517 --> 00:09:46,793 WITH MY DAD AND BEING WITH HIM. 147 00:09:46,793 --> 00:09:49,068 HE WAS MY SAFE PLACE. 148 00:09:49,068 --> 00:09:51,586 AND I WAS HAPPY WHEN WE WERE SPENDING TIME TOGETHER. 149 00:09:51,586 --> 00:09:53,172 AND MOST OF THE TIME, HE'D END UP GETTING ME 150 00:09:53,172 --> 00:09:56,724 WHATEVER I WANTED TO EAT -- PIZZA, CHIPS, SODA, FAST FOOD, 151 00:09:56,724 --> 00:10:00,344 ESPECIALLY SINCE MY DAD DIDN'T COOK. 152 00:10:00,344 --> 00:10:03,310 AND I STARTED TO KIND OF THINK OF MY TIME WITH MY DAD 153 00:10:03,310 --> 00:10:05,827 AS MY TIME TO EAT. 154 00:10:05,827 --> 00:10:08,724 AND BECAUSE OF THAT, BY THE TIME I WAS 5 OR 6, 155 00:10:08,724 --> 00:10:12,620 I PROBABLY WEIGHED ABOUT 250 POUNDS. 156 00:10:12,620 --> 00:10:17,448 MY MOM ALWAYS TRIED TO PUT ME ON DIETS, 157 00:10:17,448 --> 00:10:19,000 BUT SHE WAS NEVER AROUND. 158 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:22,344 AND MY DAD JUST IGNORED THE RESTRICTIONS 159 00:10:22,344 --> 00:10:24,000 MY MOM PUT ON MY EATING. 160 00:10:26,068 --> 00:10:28,551 SO I KEPT GETTING BIGGER AND PUTTING ON MORE WEIGHT 161 00:10:28,551 --> 00:10:31,275 AND GOT OVER 300 WHEN I WAS 11. 162 00:10:31,275 --> 00:10:33,068 BUT THAT'S WHEN THINGS CHANGED IN MY LIFE 163 00:10:33,068 --> 00:10:36,172 BECAUSE MY PARENTS ENDED UP GETTING A DIVORCE THEN. 164 00:10:36,172 --> 00:10:39,172 AND IT SEEMED LIKE IT ALL HAPPENED SUDDENLY. 165 00:10:39,172 --> 00:10:42,586 WHEN MY DAD LEFT, IT WAS VERY, VERY HARD FOR ME 166 00:10:42,586 --> 00:10:45,379 BECAUSE I WAS VERY, VERY CLOSE WITH MY DAD. 167 00:10:47,793 --> 00:10:49,103 SO I WAS DEVASTATED. 168 00:10:49,103 --> 00:10:50,965 AND TO MAKE THINGS A LOT WORSE, 169 00:10:50,965 --> 00:10:54,551 WITH MY DAD GONE NOW AND MY MOM STILL WORKING ALL THE TIME, 170 00:10:54,551 --> 00:10:56,241 I HAD TO BE HOME ALONE WITH MY SISTERS 171 00:10:56,241 --> 00:11:00,206 WHO WERE EXTREMELY MEAN TO ME. 172 00:11:00,206 --> 00:11:02,793 SO I WOULD EAT WHATEVER I WANTED TO TRY 173 00:11:02,793 --> 00:11:04,517 TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER. 174 00:11:04,517 --> 00:11:06,931 I THINK MEGAN TURNED TO FOOD FOR COMFORT 175 00:11:06,931 --> 00:11:09,689 WHEN ME AND MEGAN'S FATHER GOT A DIVORCE. 176 00:11:09,689 --> 00:11:12,241 MEGAN WAS REALLY SAD WHEN HER DAD LEFT 177 00:11:12,241 --> 00:11:15,413 BECAUSE HE WAS ALWAYS HERE WITH HER AT THE HOUSE. 178 00:11:15,413 --> 00:11:19,000 I WASN'T HERE A LOT, SO SHE'D GET UP IN THE CABINETS 179 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:21,758 AND EVERYTHING AND GET FOOD AND MAKE FOOD. 180 00:11:21,758 --> 00:11:24,413 AND SHE WAS WITH FOOD ALL THE TIME. 181 00:11:24,413 --> 00:11:26,379 Megan: SO THOSE YEARS WERE THE HARDEST FOR ME 182 00:11:26,379 --> 00:11:29,586 WITH HOW BAD IT WAS AT HOME AND SCHOOL. 183 00:11:29,586 --> 00:11:32,793 MY HIGH SCHOOL EXPERIENCE WAS AWFUL 184 00:11:32,793 --> 00:11:36,172 BECAUSE I GOT MADE FUN OF EVERY DAY FOR MY WEIGHT, 185 00:11:36,172 --> 00:11:39,068 AND I HATED SCHOOL. 186 00:11:39,068 --> 00:11:42,000 I NEVER WANTED TO GO BECAUSE OF THAT. 187 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:43,655 IT WAS LIKE THERE WAS NOWHERE SAFE 188 00:11:43,655 --> 00:11:46,965 I COULD GO ANYMORE, EXCEPT TO FOOD. 189 00:11:46,965 --> 00:11:50,206 AND WHEN I WAS 17, IT GOT TO BE WHERE I COULDN'T TAKE IT, 190 00:11:50,206 --> 00:11:53,310 SO I JUST WANTED TO LEAVE TO BE WITH MY DAD AFTER THAT. 191 00:11:53,310 --> 00:11:55,724 AND I ASKED HIM IF I COULD COME LIVE WITH HIM, 192 00:11:55,724 --> 00:11:57,034 AND HE SAID I COULD. 193 00:11:57,034 --> 00:12:00,344 SO I MOVED OUT OF MY MOM'S HOUSE AND INTO HIS. 194 00:12:00,344 --> 00:12:03,000 I WAS NOT SPEAKING TO MY MOM AT THAT TIME. 195 00:12:05,068 --> 00:12:07,862 AND SO I WAS VERY THANKFUL TO BE BACK WITH MY DAD. 196 00:12:07,862 --> 00:12:09,793 BUT, YOU KNOW, BEING BACK WITH HIM, 197 00:12:09,793 --> 00:12:12,275 THERE WERE NO RESTRICTIONS ON MY EATING. 198 00:12:12,275 --> 00:12:15,206 SO BY THE TIME I GOT OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL, OVER THE NEXT YEAR, 199 00:12:15,206 --> 00:12:18,344 I WAS CLOSE TO 600 POUNDS. 200 00:12:18,344 --> 00:12:20,103 MY PLAN AFTER THAT WAS TO GET A JOB 201 00:12:20,103 --> 00:12:22,137 TO TRY AND GET A PLACE OF MY OWN, 202 00:12:22,137 --> 00:12:24,241 BUT THAT WAS HARD FOR ME TO DO AT THAT WEIGHT 203 00:12:24,241 --> 00:12:26,137 BECAUSE I COULDN'T STAND. 204 00:12:26,137 --> 00:12:28,793 SO ALL I'VE BEEN ABLE TO ARE SIT-DOWN JOBS 205 00:12:28,793 --> 00:12:31,137 WHERE I DON'T HAVE TO STAND OR BE ACTIVE. 206 00:12:31,137 --> 00:12:34,000 AND THAT'S MADE IT HARD TO MAKE MUCH OF A LIVING 207 00:12:34,000 --> 00:12:36,172 TO WHERE I COULD GET OUT ON MY OWN, 208 00:12:36,172 --> 00:12:39,137 SO I KEPT LIVING WITH MY DAD. 209 00:12:39,137 --> 00:12:43,862 DATING AT MY SIZE IS VERY, VERY HARD 210 00:12:43,862 --> 00:12:49,103 BECAUSE A LOT OF GUYS DON'T LIKE THE LOOK OF A BIGGER GIRL. 211 00:12:51,379 --> 00:12:54,068 BUT I MET SOMEONE ONLINE WHO I STARTED TO SEE, 212 00:12:54,068 --> 00:12:56,724 BUT HE WASN'T THE BEST INFLUENCE ON ME. 213 00:12:56,724 --> 00:12:59,793 HE STARTED BECOMING MENTALLY ABUSIVE, 214 00:12:59,793 --> 00:13:02,896 AND I KEPT SPIRALING OUT OF CONTROL WITH MY LIFE... 215 00:13:04,896 --> 00:13:06,310 ...NOT JUST WITH MY EATING, 216 00:13:06,310 --> 00:13:08,310 BUT I STARTED TO PARTY SOME, TOO, 217 00:13:08,310 --> 00:13:09,896 AND FELL IN WITH A BAD CROWD 218 00:13:09,896 --> 00:13:13,413 WHERE I WAS DRINKING AND DOING OTHER THINGS. 219 00:13:13,413 --> 00:13:15,137 SO I WAS GETTING TO A REALLY BAD PLACE 220 00:13:15,137 --> 00:13:17,206 AND I JUST KEPT GOING ON THAT ROAD. 221 00:13:17,206 --> 00:13:20,655 AND EVENTUALLY, I REALIZED I HAD TO STOP. 222 00:13:20,655 --> 00:13:22,034 AND I CALLED MY MOM AND ASKED HER 223 00:13:22,034 --> 00:13:25,620 IF I COULD MOVE BACK WITH HER AND SHE SAID I COULD. 224 00:13:25,620 --> 00:13:28,862 I WAS 20 THEN AND MY SISTERS HAD MOVED OUT OF HER HOUSE, 225 00:13:28,862 --> 00:13:32,206 SO OUR RELATIONSHIP GOT A LITTLE BETTER AFTER THAT, 226 00:13:32,206 --> 00:13:35,103 BUT IT'S STILL A LITTLE STRAINED BECAUSE OF EVERYTHING 227 00:13:35,103 --> 00:13:38,793 AND I'M STILL NOT ON TALKING TERMS WITH MY SISTERS. 228 00:13:38,793 --> 00:13:40,758 MOVING IN WITH MY MOM AGAIN DID HELP ME 229 00:13:40,758 --> 00:13:42,034 TO START TO GET MY LIFE BACK 230 00:13:42,034 --> 00:13:45,137 ON TRACK IN A LOT OF WAYS, BUT NOT WITH MY EATING 231 00:13:45,137 --> 00:13:48,655 BECAUSE THAT'S NEVER CHANGED TO THE POINT NOW WHERE I'M 24 232 00:13:48,655 --> 00:13:51,724 AND I'M PROBABLY OVER 600 POUNDS. 233 00:13:51,724 --> 00:13:53,413 AND OVER THE LAST FOUR YEARS, 234 00:13:53,413 --> 00:13:57,344 I'VE JUST HAD ONE MEDICAL ISSUE AFTER THE OTHER. 235 00:13:57,344 --> 00:14:02,827 MEGAN IS 24, AND SHE'S ON, LIKE, NINE MEDICATIONS A DAY. 236 00:14:02,827 --> 00:14:05,068 SHE STARTED OUT WITH HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE 237 00:14:05,068 --> 00:14:07,413 AND THEN FROM THERE, SHE WAS HOSPITALIZED 238 00:14:07,413 --> 00:14:10,000 THREE YEARS AGO FOR BLOOD CLOTS -- 239 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:11,586 50 AND 75 BLOOD CLOTS 240 00:14:11,586 --> 00:14:15,655 THAT WENT THROUGH HER HEART TO HER LUNGS. 241 00:14:15,655 --> 00:14:18,655 THAT COULD HAVE BEEN THE END, YOU KNOW. 242 00:14:18,655 --> 00:14:20,275 BUT AFTER THE BLOOD CLOTS, 243 00:14:20,275 --> 00:14:23,137 SHE DID NOT STOP EATING THE WRONG THINGS, 244 00:14:23,137 --> 00:14:25,965 SO I'M JUST AFRAID ONE OF THESE DAYS 245 00:14:25,965 --> 00:14:29,689 THAT I MAY GO IN THERE AND SHE WON'T BE THERE. 246 00:14:29,689 --> 00:14:31,551 Megan: I KNOW MY HEALTH IS REALLY BAD NOW, 247 00:14:31,551 --> 00:14:32,689 BECAUSE THE MORE I MOVE, 248 00:14:32,689 --> 00:14:36,482 MY BREATHING GETS WORSE AND WORSE. 249 00:14:36,482 --> 00:14:37,655 I DON'T HAVE A LIFE 250 00:14:37,655 --> 00:14:39,827 BECAUSE OF HOW MY WEIGHT HAS KEPT ME FROM IT. 251 00:14:39,827 --> 00:14:44,137 SINCE I WAS YOUNG, I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A PEDIATRIC NURSE. 252 00:14:44,137 --> 00:14:46,551 BUT HONESTLY, IF I WENT TO NURSING SCHOOL 253 00:14:46,551 --> 00:14:48,241 AND I GOT AN RN DEGREE, 254 00:14:48,241 --> 00:14:51,758 I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO STAND ON MY FEET FOR 12 HOURS. 255 00:14:51,758 --> 00:14:54,034 SO MY WEIGHT IS KEEPING ME FROM THAT, 256 00:14:54,034 --> 00:14:55,689 AND IT'S KEEPING ME FROM MEETING SOMEONE 257 00:14:55,689 --> 00:14:57,379 AND HAVING A FAMILY. 258 00:14:57,379 --> 00:14:59,379 MY DOCTORS ALWAYS TOLD ME 259 00:14:59,379 --> 00:15:03,586 I CAN'T CONCEIVE BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT. 260 00:15:03,586 --> 00:15:06,103 AND NOW MY WEIGHT IS KEEPING ME FROM SEEING MY DAD. 261 00:15:06,103 --> 00:15:08,206 BECAUSE A COUPLE YEARS AGO, HE GOT SICK 262 00:15:08,206 --> 00:15:09,931 AND HE HAD TO GO INTO A REHAB CENTER, 263 00:15:09,931 --> 00:15:13,586 BUT IT'S 30 TO 45 MINUTES AWAY, SO IT'S TOO MUCH FOR ME. 264 00:15:13,586 --> 00:15:16,103 BECAUSE THE CAR RIDE THERE, 265 00:15:16,103 --> 00:15:19,241 MY FEET FALL ASLEEP WHILE DRIVING, 266 00:15:19,241 --> 00:15:22,448 AND IT JUST IS A STRUGGLE WITH ME 267 00:15:22,448 --> 00:15:25,068 GETTING IN AND OUT OF THE CAR A LOT 268 00:15:25,068 --> 00:15:28,241 BECAUSE IT WEARS ME OUT REALLY EASILY. 269 00:15:33,689 --> 00:15:35,862 LOOKS GOOD. 270 00:15:35,862 --> 00:15:37,482 YEAH, IT DOES. 271 00:15:40,586 --> 00:15:43,931 SO MY WEIGHT HAS JUST ABOUT TAKEN EVERYTHING FROM ME. 272 00:15:43,931 --> 00:15:47,827 THE ONLY THING LEFT IS FOR IT TO COMPLETELY TAKE MY HEALTH, 273 00:15:47,827 --> 00:15:51,793 TO WHERE SOME PART OF MY BODY STOPS AND I DIE. 274 00:15:51,793 --> 00:15:53,965 I KNOW I'M CLOSE TO THAT HAPPENING 275 00:15:53,965 --> 00:15:57,758 UNLESS SOMETHING LIKE A MIRACLE HAPPENS TO STOP IT. 276 00:15:57,758 --> 00:16:00,517 IF I DON'T FIGURE OUT SOMETHING SOMEHOW TO CHANGE, 277 00:16:00,517 --> 00:16:02,586 THEN I WON'T EVEN HAVE A CHANCE. 278 00:16:02,586 --> 00:16:04,620 I DON'T THINK I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO SURVIVE 279 00:16:04,620 --> 00:16:06,586 MUCH LONGER AT THIS WEIGHT. 280 00:16:06,586 --> 00:16:08,413 I JUST WANT TO BREAK THROUGH 281 00:16:08,413 --> 00:16:13,275 AND, YOU KNOW, GET OUT OF THIS SITUATION THAT I'M IN 282 00:16:13,275 --> 00:16:17,413 AND BECOME HEALTHIER AND ACTUALLY HAVE A LIFE TO LIVE. 283 00:16:17,413 --> 00:16:20,034 I JUST CAN'T CONTINUE TO LIVE LIKE THIS. 284 00:16:20,034 --> 00:16:23,068 IT'S A LIVING HELL. 285 00:16:25,689 --> 00:16:28,310 IF MEGAN DOESN'T LOSE THE WEIGHT SHE WON'T BE AROUND, 286 00:16:28,310 --> 00:16:30,275 AND THAT'S VERY, VERY, VERY SCARY. 287 00:16:30,275 --> 00:16:32,206 I JUST HOPE SHE CAN GET THE HELP, 288 00:16:32,206 --> 00:16:35,344 BECAUSE IF I LOST MEGAN, I COULDN'T HANDLE IT AT ALL. 289 00:16:35,344 --> 00:16:37,137 I DON'T EVEN WANT TO THINK OF IT, YOU KNOW. 290 00:16:39,827 --> 00:16:42,931 Megan: SO I HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO CHANGE REALLY SOON, 291 00:16:42,931 --> 00:16:46,793 BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IF I LET THINGS GET ANY WORSE, 292 00:16:46,793 --> 00:16:49,482 THEN I WON'T BE HERE ANY LONGER. 293 00:16:49,482 --> 00:16:50,896 SO IF I DON'T LOSE WEIGHT, 294 00:16:50,896 --> 00:16:53,310 I'M JUST GOING TO CONTINUE EATING 295 00:16:53,310 --> 00:16:57,137 AND EVENTUALLY... 296 00:16:57,137 --> 00:17:00,310 KILL MYSELF. 297 00:17:00,310 --> 00:17:01,827 AND AT THIS POINT, I'M JUST REALLY, 298 00:17:01,827 --> 00:17:04,034 REALLY SCARED THAT I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT. 299 00:17:22,965 --> 00:17:27,310 Megan: TODAY, ME AND MY MOM ARE GOING TO HOUSTON TO SEE DR. NOW. 300 00:17:27,310 --> 00:17:30,310 MY MOM GOT ME AN APPOINTMENT THAT'S IN A FEW DAYS, 301 00:17:30,310 --> 00:17:32,379 BUT WE DON'T KNOW HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE US 302 00:17:32,379 --> 00:17:34,034 OR HOW I'LL HANDLE THE DRIVE, 303 00:17:34,034 --> 00:17:36,827 BECAUSE I'VE NEVER REALLY DONE A DRIVE LIKE THIS. 304 00:17:36,827 --> 00:17:40,758 AT MY CURRENT WEIGHT, I'M JUST NOT SURE HOW IT'S GONNA GO. 305 00:17:40,758 --> 00:17:43,241 IT WOULD NORMALLY BE A 13-HOUR DRIVE, 306 00:17:43,241 --> 00:17:47,827 AND I'M HOPING THAT SHOULD TAKE PROBABLY TWO DAYS TO DO. 307 00:17:47,827 --> 00:17:50,206 PREPARING TO DO THIS FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS 308 00:17:50,206 --> 00:17:53,689 HAS BEEN MENTALLY HARD AND DRAINING, 309 00:17:53,689 --> 00:17:58,137 BUT I'M MORE SCARED ABOUT THE PHYSICAL TOLL ON MY BODY. 310 00:17:58,137 --> 00:18:03,206 BECAUSE MY CAR IS PRETTY LITTLE, SO IT'S DEFINITELY GONNA BE 311 00:18:03,206 --> 00:18:06,172 UNCOMFORTABLE BEING IN THE CAR FOR 13 HOURS. 312 00:18:06,172 --> 00:18:08,620 MY LEGS ARE GONNA DEFINITELY HURT AT THE END OF THE DAY, 313 00:18:08,620 --> 00:18:10,965 AND THEY MAY EVEN SWELL. 314 00:18:10,965 --> 00:18:13,310 BUT I JUST HAVE TO BRAVE THIS AND TRY TO DO IT, 315 00:18:13,310 --> 00:18:16,896 BECAUSE THE ONLY OTHER OPTION IS TO RISK DOING NOTHING, 316 00:18:16,896 --> 00:18:21,517 AND ME AND MY MOM BOTH KNOW HOW THAT'S GONNA END UP FOR ME. 317 00:18:21,517 --> 00:18:23,517 HEY, MOM? 318 00:18:23,517 --> 00:18:25,689 MOM? 319 00:18:25,689 --> 00:18:28,896 ARE YOU GETTING PACKED? 320 00:18:28,896 --> 00:18:32,241 I'M GONNA BE IN A MINUTE.OKAY. 321 00:18:32,241 --> 00:18:34,827 I'M EXCITED ABOUT THE TRIP FOR YOU. 322 00:18:34,827 --> 00:18:37,000 I AM, TOO. I'M JUST NERVOUS ABOUT THE CAR RIDE. 323 00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:38,586 IT'S GONNA -- 324 00:18:38,586 --> 00:18:42,965 WELL, WE'LL HAVE TO STOP EVERY TWO HOURS FOR YOUR LEGS. 325 00:18:42,965 --> 00:18:44,172 YEAH. 326 00:18:44,172 --> 00:18:47,793 SO YOU CAN WALK AROUND, AND SO THEY DON'T HURT. 327 00:18:47,793 --> 00:18:49,310 BECAUSE OF THE BLOOD CLOTS, TOO. 328 00:18:49,310 --> 00:18:51,586 YEAH. 329 00:18:51,586 --> 00:18:54,344 BUT IT'S EXCITING FOR BOTH OF US. 330 00:18:54,344 --> 00:18:57,965 I'M EXCITED, BUT I'M NERVOUS AT THE SAME TIME. 331 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:04,172 THIS TRIP TO HOUSTON IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR MEGAN, 332 00:19:04,172 --> 00:19:06,965 SO SHE CAN GET A BETTER LIFE. 333 00:19:06,965 --> 00:19:10,172 TALK TO THE DOCTOR, GET THE SURGERY, YOU KNOW, 334 00:19:10,172 --> 00:19:14,551 SO SHE CAN LIVE JUST LIKE A NORMAL PERSON. 335 00:19:14,551 --> 00:19:17,827 WE'VE DID DIETS. WE'VE DID EXERCISE, 336 00:19:17,827 --> 00:19:22,448 BUT IT DIDN'T WORK WITH HER, SO THIS IS MEGAN'S LAST CHANCE. 337 00:19:24,344 --> 00:19:26,000 Megan: I THINK MY BIGGEST FEAR RIGHT NOW 338 00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:28,137 IS WHAT DR. NOW IS GONNA TELL ME. 339 00:19:28,137 --> 00:19:31,206 BECAUSE IF I GET TO HOUSTON AND DR. NOW SAYS HE CAN'T HELP, 340 00:19:31,206 --> 00:19:35,310 IT WILL BE LIKE A DEATH SENTENCE. 341 00:19:35,310 --> 00:19:38,379 I KNOW HE WANTS TO HELP PEOPLE WHO ARE MY SIZE, 342 00:19:38,379 --> 00:19:40,965 BUT YOU NEVER CAN KNOW WHAT ISSUES THERE COULD BE, 343 00:19:40,965 --> 00:19:43,862 OR REASONS HE CAN'T HELP ME. 344 00:19:43,862 --> 00:19:46,275 SO IT'S JUST MY BIGGEST FEAR, 345 00:19:46,275 --> 00:19:49,862 AND I'M TRYING TO KEEP MY MIND OFF IT AND STAY POSITIVE. 346 00:19:53,448 --> 00:19:55,689 13 HOURS AND 4 MINUTES. 347 00:19:55,689 --> 00:19:57,586 THAT'S NOT TOO BAD. 348 00:19:57,586 --> 00:20:02,068 BUT I NEED SOMETHING TO EAT BEFORE WE GET ON THE FREEWAY. 349 00:20:02,068 --> 00:20:04,655 FOOD MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER. 350 00:20:04,655 --> 00:20:07,586 I WANT A HOMESTYLE CHICKEN SANDWICH. 351 00:20:07,586 --> 00:20:08,655 Man: ANYTHING ELSE? 352 00:20:08,655 --> 00:20:11,448 I WANT FOUR OF THE CHICKEN WRAPS. 353 00:20:11,448 --> 00:20:12,689 AND A LARGE FRENCH FRY. 354 00:20:12,689 --> 00:20:14,551 AND A LARGE FRENCH FRY. 355 00:20:14,551 --> 00:20:15,793 ANYTHING ELSE AFTER ALL THAT? 356 00:20:15,793 --> 00:20:17,241 THAT'LL BE IT. 357 00:20:17,241 --> 00:20:19,551 THAT IS $18.56. NEXT WINDOW. 358 00:20:19,551 --> 00:20:21,172 THANK YOU. 359 00:20:24,620 --> 00:20:28,310 AND CAN I HAVE SOME RANCH PACKETS, PLEASE? 360 00:20:28,310 --> 00:20:29,931 THANK YOU. 361 00:20:33,034 --> 00:20:35,379 Megan: I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON FOOD TO HELP ME, 362 00:20:35,379 --> 00:20:38,724 BUT I'M GONNA TRY TO TAKE IT OUT OF MY LIFE AS MUCH AS I CAN. 363 00:20:43,517 --> 00:20:45,379 AND I KNOW IT'S GOING TO BE HARD FOR ME, 364 00:20:45,379 --> 00:20:47,620 BECAUSE FOOD IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME FEEL 365 00:20:47,620 --> 00:20:50,034 ALL THE WAYS I WANT TO FEEL. 366 00:20:50,034 --> 00:20:53,551 THAT'S WHY I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO DO IT. 367 00:20:53,551 --> 00:20:55,965 SO THAT MEANS SOMETHING LIKE GASTRIC BYPASS, 368 00:20:55,965 --> 00:20:58,586 THAT PHYSICALLY STOPS ME FROM GIVING IN, 369 00:20:58,586 --> 00:21:01,655 IS THE ONLY HOPE I HAVE TO CHANGE. 370 00:21:01,655 --> 00:21:05,413 BECAUSE WITHOUT THE SURGERY, I WON'T BE ABLE TO DO IT. 371 00:21:05,413 --> 00:21:06,689 AND THAT'S WHY DR. NOW 372 00:21:06,689 --> 00:21:09,137 IS THE ONLY CHANCE I EVEN HAVE LEFT. 373 00:21:09,137 --> 00:21:10,482 I HAVE TO GET THIS HELP 374 00:21:10,482 --> 00:21:13,344 OR I'M JUST GONNA BE WAITING AROUND MY HOUSE TO DIE. 375 00:21:16,241 --> 00:21:20,310 I JUST REALLY HOPE THAT WE CAN GET THERE AS QUICKLY AS WE CAN, 376 00:21:20,310 --> 00:21:22,206 AND THAT IT'S WORTH IT IN THE END. 377 00:21:32,724 --> 00:21:36,379 WE'VE JUST ABOUT MADE IT TO A GOOD HALFWAY POINT, 378 00:21:36,379 --> 00:21:39,448 BUT I'M REALLY READY TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT AND GET OUT 379 00:21:39,448 --> 00:21:44,241 SO I CAN STRETCH AND GET SOME FOOD, AND HOPEFULLY REST SOON. 380 00:21:46,413 --> 00:21:48,896 PIZZA. 381 00:21:48,896 --> 00:21:51,793 OH, THEY HAVE WINGS. 382 00:21:51,793 --> 00:21:52,931 WHAT DO YOU THINK? 383 00:21:52,931 --> 00:21:56,551 THAT'S GREAT. 384 00:21:56,551 --> 00:21:59,275 I GUESS YOU COULD JUST PARK HERE TO GO GET THE ORDER. 385 00:22:07,965 --> 00:22:09,724 DOING THIS IS HARD, BUT I'M REALLY PROUD 386 00:22:09,724 --> 00:22:11,896 OF HOW I'VE HANDLED IT. 387 00:22:11,896 --> 00:22:14,000 BUT IT IS A LOT FOR ME, 388 00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:15,931 AND IT'S MORE ACTIVITY AND EXCITEMENT 389 00:22:15,931 --> 00:22:17,586 THAN I'VE HAD IN YEARS. 390 00:22:19,793 --> 00:22:22,689 THIS REALLY SMELLS GOOD AND LOOKS GREAT, MEGAN. 391 00:22:27,379 --> 00:22:28,931 IT DOES SMELL GOOD. 392 00:22:34,896 --> 00:22:36,931 MEGAN, I'M GONNA GO IN AND CHECK IN. 393 00:22:36,931 --> 00:22:40,275 AND WE'LL PULL AROUND CLOSER TO OUR ROOM. 394 00:22:40,275 --> 00:22:41,206 OKAY. 395 00:22:52,034 --> 00:22:53,551 I'M REALLY READY TO REST 396 00:22:53,551 --> 00:22:55,793 AND HOPEFULLY DO THE SAME THINGS TOMORROW 397 00:22:55,793 --> 00:22:57,862 AND MAKE IT ALL THE WAY TO HOUSTON. 398 00:22:57,862 --> 00:23:00,344 I JUST HOPE IT'S ALL WORTH IT ONCE WE GET THERE 399 00:23:00,344 --> 00:23:02,620 AND THAT DR. NOW HELPS ME, 400 00:23:02,620 --> 00:23:05,206 BECAUSE MY BIG FEAR IS THAT ME AND MY MOM COULD END UP 401 00:23:05,206 --> 00:23:08,551 HAVING TO COME ALL THE WAY BACK HOME WITH NO OPTIONS. 402 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:11,758 DID YOU GET IT ALL SETTLED? 403 00:23:11,758 --> 00:23:14,758 YEAH, I GOT A ROOM ON THE FIRST FLOOR FOR US. 404 00:23:14,758 --> 00:23:17,896 OH, OKAY. COOL. 405 00:23:17,896 --> 00:23:19,689 OKAY. ROOM 102. 406 00:23:23,689 --> 00:23:26,689 SO I'M STILL JUST TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE 407 00:23:26,689 --> 00:23:29,827 AND JUST STAY FOCUSED ON DOING WHAT I NEED TO GET THERE 408 00:23:29,827 --> 00:23:33,793 AND HOPE THAT IT ALL WORKS OUT. 409 00:23:33,793 --> 00:23:38,137 I'M ALREADY HURTING, SO WE'LL SEE WHAT TOMORROW BRINGS. 410 00:23:38,137 --> 00:23:40,482 BUT FOR NOW, I JUST NEED TO EAT AND REST 411 00:23:40,482 --> 00:23:43,034 AND TRY TO PREPARE MYSELF TO DO THIS AGAIN. 412 00:23:43,034 --> 00:23:45,448 HERE, HONEY. 413 00:23:52,482 --> 00:23:54,275 GO AHEAD. 414 00:24:02,172 --> 00:24:03,586 IT'S OUR SECOND DAY ON THE ROAD, 415 00:24:03,586 --> 00:24:06,689 AND WE'VE BEEN DRIVING FOR ABOUT FIVE HOURS, 416 00:24:06,689 --> 00:24:09,793 AND WE'RE GETTING CLOSE TO HOUSTON. 417 00:24:09,793 --> 00:24:12,448 I'VE BEEN ABLE TO HOLD UP ALRIGHT AND PUSH MYSELF 418 00:24:12,448 --> 00:24:15,758 TO MAKE IT WITHIN THE TWO-DAY WINDOW WE WANTED. 419 00:24:15,758 --> 00:24:17,103 SO I'M HAPPY ABOUT THAT, 420 00:24:17,103 --> 00:24:19,344 BUT IT'S PUT A LOT OF STRAIN ON MY BODY. 421 00:24:21,413 --> 00:24:24,724 SO I'M REALLY SORE AND HURTING A LOT, 422 00:24:24,724 --> 00:24:27,275 BUT MY MOM AND ME STOCKED UP ON A LOT OF SNACKS 423 00:24:27,275 --> 00:24:30,310 TO HELP KEEP ME DISTRACTED FROM HOW MY BODY FEELS, 424 00:24:30,310 --> 00:24:34,137 SO I CAN KEEP GOING EVEN THOUGH IT'S REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE. 425 00:24:34,137 --> 00:24:36,241 MY APPOINTMENT WAS TOMORROW, BUT ME AND MY MOM 426 00:24:36,241 --> 00:24:38,758 WANTED TO MAKE SURE THAT WE MADE IT ON TIME, 427 00:24:38,758 --> 00:24:42,344 SO WE GAVE OURSELF A GOOD CUSHION JUST IN CASE. 428 00:24:42,344 --> 00:24:45,103 BUT SINCE WE WERE EARLY, WE CALLED DR. NOW 429 00:24:45,103 --> 00:24:48,241 AND ASKED HIM IF I COULD COME TODAY AND HE SAID I COULD. 430 00:24:48,241 --> 00:24:51,620 SO HOPEFULLY WE'LL BE THERE SOON, AND IT'LL ALL GO WELL. 431 00:25:12,689 --> 00:25:16,620 AS HARD AS IT'S BEEN, THIS HAS BEEN AN AMAZING TRIP. 432 00:25:16,620 --> 00:25:18,517 IT'S THE FIRST TIME I FEEL LIKE 433 00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:22,448 I'VE ACTUALLY SEEN SOME OF THE WORLD WITH MY OWN EYES. 434 00:25:22,448 --> 00:25:25,758 AND IT'S INSPIRED ME TO WANT TO GET OUT THERE AND DO MORE, 435 00:25:25,758 --> 00:25:28,482 BUT I HAVE TO LOSE THE WEIGHT TO DO THAT. 436 00:25:28,482 --> 00:25:31,103 AND HOPEFULLY THIS IS GOING TO BE A BIG STEP 437 00:25:31,103 --> 00:25:33,482 TOWARDS GETTING MY LIFE BACK. 438 00:25:33,482 --> 00:25:36,689 THIS IS SO AWESOME BEING IN TEXAS. 439 00:25:39,758 --> 00:25:42,310 MAYBE YOU CAN FIND YOU A TEXAN, MOM. 440 00:25:47,827 --> 00:25:50,206 I AIN'T LOOKING FOR NO MAN. 441 00:25:50,206 --> 00:25:52,137 I JUST WANT TO DO ME. 442 00:25:52,137 --> 00:25:55,241 WELL, YOU GOT TO GET A JOB FIRST. 443 00:25:55,241 --> 00:25:57,413 YEAH. 444 00:25:57,413 --> 00:25:59,517 I'M GONNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL, THOUGH, 445 00:25:59,517 --> 00:26:01,413 TO BE A PEDIATRIC NURSE. 446 00:26:01,413 --> 00:26:04,551 THAT'D BE WONDERFUL. 447 00:26:04,551 --> 00:26:07,517 I HAVE SO MANY DREAMS FOR MY LIFE THAT FOOD 448 00:26:07,517 --> 00:26:10,206 AND MY WEIGHT HAVE TAKEN FROM ME. 449 00:26:10,206 --> 00:26:13,344 AND I'M READY TO FIGHT TO CHANGE THIS AND LIVE LIKE I WANT 450 00:26:13,344 --> 00:26:16,896 BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME AND I CAN'T. 451 00:26:16,896 --> 00:26:19,379 MEGAN, DO YOU HAVE THE JITTERS? 452 00:26:19,379 --> 00:26:24,137 THE CLOSER I GET, THE MORE AND MORE NERVOUS I GET. 453 00:26:24,137 --> 00:26:26,379 YEAH. SO WE'LL SEE. 454 00:26:28,827 --> 00:26:32,724 I'M HOPING THAT THIS IS THE DAY THAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR, 455 00:26:32,724 --> 00:26:35,482 BUT NOW THAT WE'RE CLOSE, I'M REALLY GETTING NERVOUS, 456 00:26:35,482 --> 00:26:38,000 BECAUSE I REALLY NEED DR. NOW'S HELP. 457 00:26:43,034 --> 00:26:45,896 MY BODY CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE. 458 00:26:45,896 --> 00:26:49,034 SO IF I DON'T GET HELP TODAY, 459 00:26:49,034 --> 00:26:51,103 THERE WILL BE NO OPTIONS OR ANYTHING 460 00:26:51,103 --> 00:26:53,689 I CAN DO TO STOP WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO ME. 461 00:26:55,896 --> 00:26:58,655 MEGAN? 462 00:26:58,655 --> 00:27:01,103 AND THE ONLY THING ME AND MY MOM WILL BE ABLE TO DO 463 00:27:01,103 --> 00:27:04,103 IS GO BACK HOME AND JUST WAIT FOR ME TO DIE. 464 00:27:16,862 --> 00:27:19,241 Megan: I'M AT DR. NOW'S FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT, 465 00:27:19,241 --> 00:27:22,310 AND I'M ABOUT TO FIND OUT WHAT MY CURRENT WEIGHT IS, 466 00:27:22,310 --> 00:27:23,620 SO I'M NERVOUS ABOUT THAT 467 00:27:23,620 --> 00:27:25,758 AND ABOUT HOW ALL THIS IS GONNA GO 468 00:27:25,758 --> 00:27:28,896 BECAUSE I REALLY NEED HELP AND I'M HOPING I GET IT TODAY 469 00:27:28,896 --> 00:27:31,862 AND THAT MY WEIGHT IS STILL AT LEAST AROUND 600 470 00:27:31,862 --> 00:27:33,551 AND NOT TOO FAR OVER. 471 00:27:37,344 --> 00:27:38,965 OKAY. 472 00:27:42,586 --> 00:27:45,620 AT LEAST MY WEIGHT IS STILL AROUND WHERE I THOUGHT IT WAS. 473 00:27:45,620 --> 00:27:49,000 SO THAT'S A POSITIVE IN A WAY, I GUESS. 474 00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:52,000 THE PROBLEM IS, IS I'M STILL OVER 600 POUNDS, 475 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:55,482 AND I KNOW I'M ONLY GONNA GET BIGGER IF I DON'T CHANGE. 476 00:27:55,482 --> 00:27:59,137 SO THAT'S WHY IT'S SO IMPORTANT THAT I GET DR. NOW'S HELP TODAY. 477 00:28:01,655 --> 00:28:03,241 HELLO. 478 00:28:03,241 --> 00:28:04,724 -HELLO, HOW ARE YOU? -HOW ARE YOU, DOCTOR? 479 00:28:04,724 --> 00:28:06,551 I'M DOING OKAY. HOW YOU ALL DOING? 480 00:28:06,551 --> 00:28:07,965 GOOD. 481 00:28:07,965 --> 00:28:11,000 ALRIGHT. I'M DR. NOWZARADAN. AND YOU ARE? 482 00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:13,551 MEGAN.MEGAN. ALRIGHT. 483 00:28:13,551 --> 00:28:15,206 AND WHERE ARE YOU COMING FROM MEGAN? 484 00:28:15,206 --> 00:28:16,793 FROM ILLINOIS. 485 00:28:16,793 --> 00:28:19,827 ILLINOIS. ALRIGHT. A LONG WAY FROM HERE. 486 00:28:19,827 --> 00:28:21,344 HOW DID YOU GET DOWN HERE? 487 00:28:21,344 --> 00:28:23,000 WE DROVE. 488 00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:24,689 THAT'S A LONG DRIVE, ISN'T IT? 489 00:28:24,689 --> 00:28:26,586 IT WAS DEFINITELY. 490 00:28:26,586 --> 00:28:28,310 YOU FEELING OKAY AFTER THAT? 491 00:28:28,310 --> 00:28:29,965 I'M SORE, BUT I'M OKAY. 492 00:28:29,965 --> 00:28:32,000 OKAY, WELL, THAT'S GOOD. 493 00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:35,413 SO WHO IS THIS YOUNG LADY WITH YOU? 494 00:28:35,413 --> 00:28:37,241 THIS IS MY MOM, DONNA. 495 00:28:37,241 --> 00:28:39,517 OKAY. WELL, HOW ARE YOU DOING? 496 00:28:39,517 --> 00:28:41,103 I'M FINE, DOCTOR. 497 00:28:41,103 --> 00:28:43,206 ALRIGHT. GOOD TO MEET YOU TOO. 498 00:28:43,206 --> 00:28:46,827 SO YOU ARE 604 POUNDS 499 00:28:46,827 --> 00:28:50,655 AND BMI OF ALMOST 87. 500 00:28:50,655 --> 00:28:52,551 AND YOU'RE ONLY 24? 501 00:28:52,551 --> 00:28:54,000 YES. 502 00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:57,275 THAT'S A LOT OF WEIGHT TO GAIN AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE. 503 00:28:57,275 --> 00:29:00,068 SO HAVE YOU ALWAYS BEEN OVERWEIGHT? 504 00:29:00,068 --> 00:29:01,551 YEAH, I HAVE. 505 00:29:01,551 --> 00:29:06,379 I'VE BEEN OVERWEIGHT SINCE I WAS PROBABLY ABOUT 1? 506 00:29:06,379 --> 00:29:07,448 YEAH. 507 00:29:07,448 --> 00:29:10,000 YEAH, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN OVERWEIGHT. 508 00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:14,034 OKAY. AND YOU HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE? 509 00:29:14,034 --> 00:29:15,689 YES. 510 00:29:15,689 --> 00:29:18,482 AND YOU'RE TAKING SOME BLOOD THINNERS? 511 00:29:18,482 --> 00:29:19,758 YES. 512 00:29:19,758 --> 00:29:23,379 SO WHAT HAPPENED WITH THAT, YOU HAD THE BLOOD CLOT? 513 00:29:23,379 --> 00:29:27,655 YEAH. IN 2017 AND '18, 514 00:29:27,655 --> 00:29:31,689 I WAS HOSPITALIZED WITH DVTs IN MY LEGS, 515 00:29:31,689 --> 00:29:34,379 AND I HAD 50 TO 75 IN MY LUNGS. 516 00:29:34,379 --> 00:29:38,275 AND EVER SINCE THEN, I'VE BEEN ON BLOOD THINNERS. 517 00:29:38,275 --> 00:29:39,896 THAT'S A VERY SERIOUS HEALTH ISSUE 518 00:29:39,896 --> 00:29:41,448 TO HAVE AT YOUR WEIGHT. 519 00:29:41,448 --> 00:29:43,551 I KNOW. 520 00:29:43,551 --> 00:29:46,103 ALRIGHT, SO YOU'RE TAKING ONE, TWO, THREE, 521 00:29:46,103 --> 00:29:49,827 FOUR, FIVE, SIX, SEVEN, EIGHT MEDICATION. 522 00:29:49,827 --> 00:29:52,103 LIKE SOMEBODY WITH THE 40s AND 50s. 523 00:29:52,103 --> 00:29:54,896 SO THIS IS NOT A GOOD SITUATION. 524 00:29:54,896 --> 00:29:56,413 AND AT THIS POINT, 525 00:29:56,413 --> 00:29:58,655 DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT TO 30? 526 00:29:58,655 --> 00:30:01,068 NO, NOT IF I DON'T GET YOUR HELP. 527 00:30:01,068 --> 00:30:02,517 SO IF YOU REALIZE THAT, 528 00:30:02,517 --> 00:30:04,965 THEN WHAT SEEMS TO BE BIGGEST CHALLENGE 529 00:30:04,965 --> 00:30:07,068 WITH YOUR EATING HABIT? 530 00:30:07,068 --> 00:30:09,103 I SNACK A LOT. 531 00:30:09,103 --> 00:30:10,586 SNACK A LOT. 532 00:30:10,586 --> 00:30:13,068 HAVE YOU FIGURED OUT THAT MOST OF YOUR PROBLEM 533 00:30:13,068 --> 00:30:15,758 IS BECAUSE OF YOUR WEIGHT? 534 00:30:15,758 --> 00:30:18,517 YES. ALL OF MY HEALTH PROBLEMS IS DUE TO MY WEIGHT. 535 00:30:18,517 --> 00:30:22,103 OKAY. THEN WHY ARE YOU CONTINUING TO DO SOMETHING 536 00:30:22,103 --> 00:30:24,620 YOU KNOW IS MAKING THAT WORSE AND KILLING YOU? 537 00:30:24,620 --> 00:30:26,724 UM... 538 00:30:26,724 --> 00:30:30,413 HONESTLY, I DON'T HAVE AN ANSWER FOR YOU, DOCTOR. 539 00:30:30,413 --> 00:30:32,206 I DON'T KNOW. 540 00:30:32,206 --> 00:30:34,896 YOU DON'T KNOW? THAT'S YOUR ANSWER? 541 00:30:34,896 --> 00:30:37,034 BECAUSE YOU'RE 600 POUNDS, 542 00:30:37,034 --> 00:30:38,965 YOU HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE 543 00:30:38,965 --> 00:30:41,827 AND BLOOD CLOTS, AND YOU'RE ON BLOOD THINNER, 544 00:30:41,827 --> 00:30:43,758 BLOOD-PRESSURE MEDICATION, 545 00:30:43,758 --> 00:30:46,689 AND ALL THE ISSUES ARE BECAUSE OUR WEIGHT, 546 00:30:46,689 --> 00:30:48,379 AND YOU'RE SNACKING, 547 00:30:48,379 --> 00:30:51,275 AND YOU HAVEN'T FIGURED OUT WHY? 548 00:30:51,275 --> 00:30:52,965 DID I GET IT RIGHT? 549 00:30:52,965 --> 00:30:56,241 YOU DID. 550 00:30:56,241 --> 00:30:59,689 OKAY. SO WE GOT ONE ELEMENT OF BEHAVIORAL PROBLEM 551 00:30:59,689 --> 00:31:01,241 THAT WE NEED TO WORK ON. 552 00:31:01,241 --> 00:31:03,758 AND WE HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO TO GET YOU 553 00:31:03,758 --> 00:31:06,068 TO THAT POINT THAT YOU WILL BE SAFE 554 00:31:06,068 --> 00:31:08,206 TO CONSIDER WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 555 00:31:08,206 --> 00:31:11,586 SO LET'S SEE HOW THE ABDOMEN HANG AROUND. 556 00:31:11,586 --> 00:31:14,000 YEAH, IT HANGS LOW. 557 00:31:18,206 --> 00:31:20,827 THAT IS THE LOWER PART OF YOUR ABDOMEN, HUH? 558 00:31:20,827 --> 00:31:22,068 MM-HMM. 559 00:31:22,068 --> 00:31:24,034 THAT'S HANGING VERY LOW. 560 00:31:24,034 --> 00:31:28,000 IT CAUSE A LOT OF ISSUES WITH YOUR MOBILITY, TOO, HUH? 561 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:29,448 MM-HMM. 562 00:31:29,448 --> 00:31:31,482 OKAY. ALRIGHT. 563 00:31:31,482 --> 00:31:32,689 OKAY. 564 00:31:37,379 --> 00:31:39,034 ALRIGHT. IT IS VERY IMPORTANT 565 00:31:39,034 --> 00:31:40,793 YOU START LOSING AS MUCH WEIGHT 566 00:31:40,793 --> 00:31:42,310 AS YOU CAN RIGHT NOW. 567 00:31:42,310 --> 00:31:44,793 OTHERWISE YOU'RE NOT GONNA MAKE IT TO 30. 568 00:31:44,793 --> 00:31:45,689 OKAY. OKAY? 569 00:31:45,689 --> 00:31:46,862 YEP. 570 00:31:46,862 --> 00:31:48,482 AND SO THE FIRST STEP TO DO THAT 571 00:31:48,482 --> 00:31:49,965 IS FOR YOU TO START THE DIET 572 00:31:49,965 --> 00:31:52,413 AND EXERCISE PLAN THAT I'M GONNA GIVE YOU. 573 00:31:52,413 --> 00:31:53,551 OKAY. 574 00:31:53,551 --> 00:31:55,724 WHICH MEAN YOU ONLY EAT THREE TIME A DAY. 575 00:31:55,724 --> 00:31:58,172 OKAY.AND NO SNACKING. 576 00:31:58,172 --> 00:31:59,103 OKAY. 577 00:31:59,103 --> 00:32:00,517 OKAY? MM-HMM. 578 00:32:00,517 --> 00:32:03,793 SO THE DIET IS GONNA KEEP YOU AT 1,200 CALORIE A DAY LIMIT. 579 00:32:03,793 --> 00:32:06,172 BUT IT FOCUS ON THE FOOD THAT ARE HIGH PROTEIN 580 00:32:06,172 --> 00:32:07,896 AND LOW CARB, OKAY?OKAY. 581 00:32:07,896 --> 00:32:10,827 AND IT'S VERY IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO GET AS MUCH WEIGHT 582 00:32:10,827 --> 00:32:13,137 OFF OF YOUR SYSTEM AS SOON AS POSSIBLE 583 00:32:13,137 --> 00:32:15,344 BECAUSE THE WAY RIGHT NOW YOU ARE LOOKING 584 00:32:15,344 --> 00:32:17,931 AT YOUR BACKGROUND AND HISTORY, 585 00:32:17,931 --> 00:32:20,620 YOU'VE GOT SO MANY HEALTH ISSUES 586 00:32:20,620 --> 00:32:23,896 THAT ARE TYPICAL OF PEOPLE IN 40s 587 00:32:23,896 --> 00:32:27,068 OR 50s WITH POOR HEALTH. 588 00:32:27,068 --> 00:32:32,206 SO THIS IS REALLY ACCELERATED AGING PROCESS 589 00:32:32,206 --> 00:32:34,586 FROM OBESITY 590 00:32:34,586 --> 00:32:37,137 THAT WE HAVE TO ERASE SOME OF THAT. 591 00:32:37,137 --> 00:32:40,758 YOU STILL MAY BE A VERY HIGH RISK FOR CONSIDERING SURGERY 592 00:32:40,758 --> 00:32:42,413 EVEN IF YOU LOSE A LOT OF WEIGHT. 593 00:32:42,413 --> 00:32:45,068 BUT THE ONLY CHANCE YOU HAVE IS TO LOSE AS MUCH WEIGHT 594 00:32:45,068 --> 00:32:47,413 AS YOU CAN, AS FAST AS YOU CAN, 595 00:32:47,413 --> 00:32:49,862 TO GET A MUCH HEALTHIER PLACE, OKAY? 596 00:32:49,862 --> 00:32:51,206 RIGHT. 597 00:32:51,206 --> 00:32:54,000 SO YOU HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO DO TO GET TO THAT POINT. 598 00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:55,758 I WANT YOU TO STICK WITH THE DIET, 599 00:32:55,758 --> 00:32:58,413 AND IF YOU DO THAT, 600 00:32:58,413 --> 00:33:02,275 YOU'RE GONNA BE ABLE TO LOSE 40 POUNDS EASILY EACH MONTH. 601 00:33:02,275 --> 00:33:05,379 SO OVER THE NEXT 2 MONTHS, I WANT YOU TO LOSE 80 POUNDS. 602 00:33:05,379 --> 00:33:06,517 OKAY? OKAY. 603 00:33:06,517 --> 00:33:08,551 SO YOU NEED TO START TO MAKE A LOT OF CHANGES 604 00:33:08,551 --> 00:33:10,034 IF YOU WANT TO SAVE YOUR LIFE. 605 00:33:10,034 --> 00:33:12,551 AND THOSE CHANGES NEED TO BE MADE NOW 606 00:33:12,551 --> 00:33:14,379 BECAUSE YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME. 607 00:33:14,379 --> 00:33:15,344 OKAY. 608 00:33:15,344 --> 00:33:16,310 OKAY? MM-HMM. 609 00:33:16,310 --> 00:33:17,793 BUT THIS IS NOT GONNA BE EASY. 610 00:33:17,793 --> 00:33:20,413 YOU'RE GONNA NEED THE HELP AND SUPPORT OF THOSE 611 00:33:20,413 --> 00:33:22,862 IN YOUR HOUSE WITH YOU TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS. 612 00:33:22,862 --> 00:33:23,931 OKAY. 613 00:33:23,931 --> 00:33:25,689 SO DO YOU LIVE WITH YOUR MOM? 614 00:33:25,689 --> 00:33:26,931 YEAH. 615 00:33:26,931 --> 00:33:29,310 SO IS THERE ONLY THREE OF YOU IN YOUR HOUSEHOLD? 616 00:33:29,310 --> 00:33:31,827 UH, YES. 617 00:33:31,827 --> 00:33:35,379 OKAY. SO IS YOUR MOM YOUR ENABLER, 618 00:33:35,379 --> 00:33:38,758 OR IS IT HELPING YOU TO CHANGE YOUR EATING HABIT? 619 00:33:38,758 --> 00:33:41,344 SHE DEFINITELY HELPS ME BECAUSE SHE'S DIABETIC, 620 00:33:41,344 --> 00:33:46,482 SO SHE WATCHES WHAT SHE EATS A LOT. 621 00:33:46,482 --> 00:33:48,379 SO ACTUALLY SHE HELPS ME. 622 00:33:48,379 --> 00:33:51,172 OKAY, WELL, I'M NOT SURE THAT'S ACCURATE. 623 00:33:51,172 --> 00:33:53,310 BUT THE ONLY WAY YOU'RE GONNA BE ABLE TO DO THIS 624 00:33:53,310 --> 00:33:56,482 IS IF YOU TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR FOOD CHOICES 625 00:33:56,482 --> 00:33:58,689 AND START TO MAKE THE CHANGES YOU NEED. 626 00:33:58,689 --> 00:34:00,275 AND THAT MEANS YOU DON'T GET MOM 627 00:34:00,275 --> 00:34:02,413 TO BRING YOU ANYTHING TO EAT, OKAY? 628 00:34:02,413 --> 00:34:03,724 OKAY. 629 00:34:03,724 --> 00:34:06,620 YOU GET IT YOURSELF. SO YOU BOTH UNDERSTAND THAT? 630 00:34:06,620 --> 00:34:08,103 YEAH. YES. 631 00:34:08,103 --> 00:34:09,310 OKAY, GOOD. 632 00:34:09,310 --> 00:34:12,586 I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT, TOO, I KNOW, DOCTOR. 633 00:34:12,586 --> 00:34:15,034 WELL, I'M GONNA GIVE YOU STUFF TO READ EVERY NIGHT. 634 00:34:15,034 --> 00:34:17,482 I'M GONNA GIVE YOU A COPY FOR YOU, TOO, 635 00:34:17,482 --> 00:34:19,448 SO YOU'LL HAVE A PROPER UNDERSTANDING 636 00:34:19,448 --> 00:34:20,655 WITH WHAT SHE NEEDS. 637 00:34:20,655 --> 00:34:23,034 BUT YOU NEED TO MAKE HEALTHY ADJUSTMENTS, TOO, 638 00:34:23,034 --> 00:34:24,896 BECAUSE IT CAN BE VERY HARD 639 00:34:24,896 --> 00:34:26,896 FOR ONE PERSON IN THE HOUSEHOLD 640 00:34:26,896 --> 00:34:28,413 TO EAT PROPERLY...RIGHT, YEAH. 641 00:34:28,413 --> 00:34:29,758 ...AND THE OTHER PERSON -- 642 00:34:29,758 --> 00:34:33,793 OH, I PLAN ON EATING WITH HER LIKE SHE NEEDS TO EAT. 643 00:34:33,793 --> 00:34:37,103 THAT WOULD BE GOOD, BECAUSE MEGAN NEEDS TO DO THIS NOW. 644 00:34:37,103 --> 00:34:39,241 SO MEGAN, IT'S VERY IMPORTANT 645 00:34:39,241 --> 00:34:41,827 THAT YOU CHANGE YOUR EATING HABITS NOW. 646 00:34:41,827 --> 00:34:42,931 OKAY. 647 00:34:42,931 --> 00:34:44,793 BECAUSE YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME. 648 00:34:44,793 --> 00:34:46,344 YEAH. OKAY. 649 00:34:46,344 --> 00:34:48,206 SO NO SNACKING 650 00:34:48,206 --> 00:34:51,827 AND NO SUGARY DRINKS, NO CHIPS, 651 00:34:51,827 --> 00:34:56,206 AND YOU'RE GONNA EAT HEALTHY, WHICH MEANS HIGH PROTEIN, 652 00:34:56,206 --> 00:34:59,482 AND WITH A LOT OF GREENS AND SALAD, OKAY? 653 00:34:59,482 --> 00:35:00,965 OKAY. 654 00:35:00,965 --> 00:35:03,034 SO MAKE THOSE CHANGES RIGHT NOW 655 00:35:03,034 --> 00:35:05,068 AND START DOING SOME EXERCISES. 656 00:35:05,068 --> 00:35:08,000 AND IN 2 MONTHS, LOSE 80 POUNDS, OKAY? 657 00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:10,758 THAT SHOULD BE EASY GOAL FOR YOU, OKAY? 658 00:35:10,758 --> 00:35:11,896 OKAY. 659 00:35:11,896 --> 00:35:13,275 BUT THE MORE YOU CAN LOSE, THE BETTER. 660 00:35:13,275 --> 00:35:15,172 BECAUSE WE'VE HAD A LOT OF HEALTH ISSUE 661 00:35:15,172 --> 00:35:16,620 THAT WE NEED TO CONSIDER, 662 00:35:16,620 --> 00:35:19,068 AND THE ONLY WAY TO ADDRESS THAT IS FOR YOU 663 00:35:19,068 --> 00:35:20,448 TO LOSE A LOT OF WEIGHT. 664 00:35:20,448 --> 00:35:22,620 OKAY. 665 00:35:22,620 --> 00:35:23,827 MEGAN, NICE TO MEET YOU. 666 00:35:23,827 --> 00:35:25,379 YES, NICE TO MEET YOU, TOO. 667 00:35:25,379 --> 00:35:27,310 AND NICE TO MEET YOU.NICE TO MEET YOU, DOCTOR. 668 00:35:27,310 --> 00:35:29,413 AND HOPE WE'LL SEE YOU SOON. 669 00:35:29,413 --> 00:35:30,586 OKAY? YES. 670 00:35:30,586 --> 00:35:32,206 GREAT. 671 00:35:38,448 --> 00:35:40,172 Dr. Nowzaradan: I AM VERY CONCERNED 672 00:35:40,172 --> 00:35:41,862 ABOUT THE STATE OF MEGAN'S HEALTH. 673 00:35:41,862 --> 00:35:44,793 IT'S SHOCKING TO SEE THAT MANY MEDICAL ISSUES 674 00:35:44,793 --> 00:35:46,275 WITH SOMEONE SO YOUNG. 675 00:35:46,275 --> 00:35:49,275 SO HER WEIGHT HAS BEEN A SIGNIFICANT STRAIN, 676 00:35:49,275 --> 00:35:51,689 TO THE POINT WHERE SHE'S STRUGGLING WITH ISSUES 677 00:35:51,689 --> 00:35:55,344 SOMEONE IN THEIR 50s OR OLDER WOULD STRUGGLE WITH. 678 00:35:55,344 --> 00:35:58,034 SO WE HAVE A VERY DANGEROUS SITUATION WITH HER 679 00:35:58,034 --> 00:35:59,620 THAT WE NEED TO ADDRESS. 680 00:35:59,620 --> 00:36:02,551 AND WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY ISN'T EVEN GOING TO BE AN OPTION 681 00:36:02,551 --> 00:36:04,689 UNTIL WE GET HER TO WHERE HER BODY 682 00:36:04,689 --> 00:36:07,862 WILL BE ABLE TO SURVIVE THE STRAIN OF SURGERY. 683 00:36:07,862 --> 00:36:10,275 SO IT'S VERY IMPORTANT SHE STARTS TO LOSE 684 00:36:10,275 --> 00:36:12,931 AS MUCH MUCH WEIGHT AS SHE CAN IMMEDIATELY 685 00:36:12,931 --> 00:36:14,448 BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T HAVE MUCH TIME 686 00:36:14,448 --> 00:36:17,137 BEFORE HER BODY DETERIORATES FURTHER. 687 00:36:19,137 --> 00:36:20,827 Megan: I'M FEELING REALLY RELIEVED 688 00:36:20,827 --> 00:36:23,275 NOW THAT I'VE HAD MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW. 689 00:36:23,275 --> 00:36:25,103 AND I KNOW HE'S GIVING ME A CHANCE, 690 00:36:25,103 --> 00:36:28,620 EVEN THOUGH HE KNOWS ABOUT ALL MY MEDICAL ISSUES. 691 00:36:28,620 --> 00:36:30,413 THOSE WERE MY BIGGEST CONCERN, 692 00:36:30,413 --> 00:36:33,482 AND I WAS SCARED IT WAS ALREADY TOO LATE FOR ME, 693 00:36:33,482 --> 00:36:36,344 BECAUSE I KNOW HE'S RIGHT ABOUT HOW I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME. 694 00:36:36,344 --> 00:36:38,413 SO I NEED TO START LOSING WEIGHT NOW 695 00:36:38,413 --> 00:36:41,655 BEFORE SOMETHING REALLY BAD HAPPENS TO ME. 696 00:36:41,655 --> 00:36:45,000 BUT I'M READY TO DO HIS DIET AND EXERCISES TO PROVE TO HIM 697 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,379 THAT I SHOULD GET GASTRIC BYPASS. 698 00:36:47,379 --> 00:36:50,448 SO I'M GONNA GO BACK HOME AND WORK HARD TO DO THAT. 699 00:37:03,793 --> 00:37:05,310 Megan: IT'S BEEN ABOUT A WEEK 700 00:37:05,310 --> 00:37:07,551 SINCE MY INITIAL APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW, 701 00:37:07,551 --> 00:37:11,344 AND ME AND MY MOM HAVE BOTH BEEN TRYING TO ADAPT TO THE NEW DIET, 702 00:37:11,344 --> 00:37:15,275 BUT IT'S VERY STRICT AND NOTHING'S ON IT THAT I LIKE. 703 00:37:15,275 --> 00:37:17,172 BUT I'M NOT LETTING THAT SCARE ME OFF 704 00:37:17,172 --> 00:37:19,241 OR MAKE ME LESS DETERMINED. 705 00:37:19,241 --> 00:37:23,689 ME AND MY MOM ARE JUST WORKING ON UNDERSTANDING IT. 706 00:37:23,689 --> 00:37:25,793 THERE'S A LOT OF STUFF THAT WE NEED TO CUT OUT, 707 00:37:25,793 --> 00:37:27,620 BUT WE CAN DO IT. 708 00:37:27,620 --> 00:37:29,000 YEAH, I JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW 709 00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:30,655 THAT I'M REALLY SERIOUS ABOUT IT. 710 00:37:30,655 --> 00:37:33,137 I'M DONE LIVING A LIVING HELL. 711 00:37:33,137 --> 00:37:35,172 I KNOW. 712 00:37:35,172 --> 00:37:37,000 DID YOU WANT ME TO FRY A LITTLE BIT OF BACON 713 00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:38,620 SO YOU CAN PUT IT IN YOUR SALAD? 714 00:37:38,620 --> 00:37:40,413 AH, YEAH, YOU CAN. 715 00:37:44,379 --> 00:37:46,241 THIS IS A LOT TO TAKE IN AND CHANGE, 716 00:37:46,241 --> 00:37:48,379 BUT I'M GONNA DO MY BEST 717 00:37:48,379 --> 00:37:51,000 BECAUSE I KNOW THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE. 718 00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:53,551 SO I'LL MAKE THE DIET ADJUSTMENTS I NEED. 719 00:37:53,551 --> 00:37:57,827 AND I ALSO PLAN TO START DOING THE EXERCISES, BUT I FIGURE 720 00:37:57,827 --> 00:38:01,620 I NEED TO FIND A GYM FOR THAT, BUT I'VE NEVER BEEN TO ONE 721 00:38:01,620 --> 00:38:04,034 SO I'M GONNA HAVE TO START FIGURING THAT OUT. 722 00:38:06,068 --> 00:38:09,241 THIS IS A LOT OF CHANGE FOR ME AND THERE'S A PART OF ME 723 00:38:09,241 --> 00:38:12,586 THAT WANTS TO FREAK OUT AND SAY, "WHAT AM I DOING?" 724 00:38:12,586 --> 00:38:15,793 BUT I'M NOT LETTING MYSELF HAVE CARBS OR SUGARS. 725 00:38:15,793 --> 00:38:18,103 I'M JUST GONNA FOCUS ON PROTEIN AND EAT 726 00:38:18,103 --> 00:38:22,862 AS MUCH OF THAT AS I NEED TO GET RID OF THOSE CRAVINGS. 727 00:38:22,862 --> 00:38:24,344 YOU WANT SOME CHEESE ON YOURS OR NO? 728 00:38:24,344 --> 00:38:25,586 NO. 729 00:38:25,586 --> 00:38:27,310 AND HOPEFULLY WHEN I GO BACK TO SEE DR. NOW, 730 00:38:27,310 --> 00:38:29,620 ALL THAT WILL PAY OFF WITH MY WEIGHT LOSS 731 00:38:29,620 --> 00:38:32,724 SO I CAN GET WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 732 00:38:32,724 --> 00:38:35,655 BECAUSE IT'S STILL THE ONLY CHANCE I HAVE. 733 00:38:35,655 --> 00:38:39,275 SO I'M GIVING THIS EVERYTHING I GOT. 734 00:38:39,275 --> 00:38:41,551 I JUST REALLY HOPE IT'S ENOUGH. 735 00:38:55,827 --> 00:38:57,655 ME AND MY MOM ARE BACK IN HOUSTON 736 00:38:57,655 --> 00:38:59,758 FOR MY SECOND APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW, 737 00:38:59,758 --> 00:39:01,068 AND I FEEL LIKE I'VE DONE WELL 738 00:39:01,068 --> 00:39:03,413 WITH MY WEIGHT LOSS OVER THE PAST FEW MONTHS 739 00:39:03,413 --> 00:39:05,586 AND THAT I SHOULD BE AT MY GOAL TODAY. 740 00:39:05,586 --> 00:39:07,724 BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE SCALE IS GONNA SHOW 741 00:39:07,724 --> 00:39:09,931 AND THAT'S THE ONLY THING I'M NERVOUS ABOUT. 742 00:39:09,931 --> 00:39:12,517 I DEFINITELY KNOW I MADE PROGRESS 743 00:39:12,517 --> 00:39:14,827 BECAUSE THERE'S MORE DISTANCE BETWEEN MY STOMACH 744 00:39:14,827 --> 00:39:16,551 AND THE STEERING WHEEL NOW 745 00:39:16,551 --> 00:39:18,068 AND I WAS ABLE TO HANDLE THE TRIP 746 00:39:18,068 --> 00:39:21,206 A LITTLE BIT BETTER THIS TIME. 747 00:39:21,206 --> 00:39:24,241 IT JUST NEEDS TO BE ENOUGH TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY TODAY. 748 00:39:27,931 --> 00:39:30,482 MEGAN. 749 00:39:30,482 --> 00:39:33,000 AT MY LAST APPOINTMENT A COUPLE MONTHS AGO, 750 00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:37,413 I WAS AT 604 AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO LOSE 80 POUNDS. 751 00:39:37,413 --> 00:39:41,034 SO MY GOAL WAS TO GET BELOW 524 TODAY 752 00:39:41,034 --> 00:39:42,931 AND I'M REALLY HOPING I DID THAT. 753 00:39:48,655 --> 00:39:50,137 I DID OKAY. 754 00:39:50,137 --> 00:39:51,758 YOU DID FINE. 755 00:39:54,379 --> 00:39:56,758 THAT'S DISAPPOINTING. 756 00:39:56,758 --> 00:39:59,827 I'M GLAD I LOST WEIGHT, BUT I THOUGHT IT'D BE MORE. 757 00:39:59,827 --> 00:40:02,206 SO I'M REALLY DISAPPOINTED AND WORRIED NOW, 758 00:40:02,206 --> 00:40:04,586 BECAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE DR. NOW PROUD 759 00:40:04,586 --> 00:40:07,310 AND SHOW HIM HOW READY I AM. 760 00:40:07,310 --> 00:40:11,517 BUT EVEN WITH HOW HARD I WORKED, THAT STILL DIDN'T HAPPEN. 761 00:40:11,517 --> 00:40:13,551 AND I'M SO SCARED OF LOSING THIS CHANCE 762 00:40:13,551 --> 00:40:15,482 THAT DR. NOW GAVE ME. 763 00:40:24,103 --> 00:40:25,103 HELLO. HI. 764 00:40:25,103 --> 00:40:26,551 HOW YOU ALL DOING? 765 00:40:26,551 --> 00:40:28,068 GOOD. HOW ARE YOU? 766 00:40:28,068 --> 00:40:29,724 GOOD. 767 00:40:29,724 --> 00:40:31,000 ALRIGHT. 768 00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:33,827 SO, MEGAN, HOW YOU BEEN? 769 00:40:33,827 --> 00:40:35,448 GOOD. 770 00:40:35,448 --> 00:40:36,862 WELL, I'M GLAD TO HEAR THAT. 771 00:40:36,862 --> 00:40:40,000 BUT YOUR WEIGHT LOSS, UNFORTUNATELY, ISN'T THE SAME. 772 00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:44,413 BECAUSE IN 2 MONTHS, YOU LOST 14 POUNDS. 773 00:40:44,413 --> 00:40:47,344 ALRIGHT. SO WHAT HAPPENED? 774 00:40:47,344 --> 00:40:48,586 I DON'T KNOW. 775 00:40:48,586 --> 00:40:51,172 I WORKED HARD, BUT THE TIME PASSED REALLY FAST 776 00:40:51,172 --> 00:40:53,275 AND I WASN'T ABLE TO LOSE ENOUGH. 777 00:40:53,275 --> 00:40:57,310 YES, TIME FLIES WHEN YOU HAVE FUN, HUH? 778 00:40:57,310 --> 00:41:00,758 BUT THAT NOT AN EXPLANATION FOR NOT DOING THE DIET. 779 00:41:00,758 --> 00:41:03,310 SO YOU WANT TO TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED? 780 00:41:03,310 --> 00:41:08,586 WELL, I'VE BEEN DRINKING DIET SODA INSTEAD OF WATER. 781 00:41:08,586 --> 00:41:10,793 DIET SODA IS NOT HEALTHY, 782 00:41:10,793 --> 00:41:13,344 BUT IT DOESN'T CAUSE ANY WEIGHT GAIN 783 00:41:13,344 --> 00:41:15,000 BECAUSE IT DOESN'T ANY CALORIE. 784 00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:16,655 IT HAS A LOT OF SODIUM, 785 00:41:16,655 --> 00:41:18,931 BUT IT'S NOT THE SOURCE OF YOUR CALORIE INTAKE. 786 00:41:18,931 --> 00:41:21,931 SO WHAT ARE YOU EATING THAT IS? 787 00:41:21,931 --> 00:41:24,896 I HAVE WENT OUT TO EAT 788 00:41:24,896 --> 00:41:28,275 AND PROBABLY THE ITEMS HAD A LOT OF SODIUM IN THEM. 789 00:41:28,275 --> 00:41:31,000 THE SODIUM IS NOT GONNA CONTRIBUTE TO YOUR WEIGHT. 790 00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:33,793 IF YOU CUT BACK ON HOW MANY CALORIES YOU'RE EATING, 791 00:41:33,793 --> 00:41:35,620 THEN YOU'RE GOING TO TAP INTO CALORIE 792 00:41:35,620 --> 00:41:37,896 THAT YOU STORE IN THE FORM OF FAT. 793 00:41:37,896 --> 00:41:41,103 SO YOUR BODY BURNS FAT AND YOU LOSE WEIGHT. 794 00:41:41,103 --> 00:41:42,379 BUT THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN. 795 00:41:42,379 --> 00:41:44,655 SO IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE STILL EATING AROUND 796 00:41:44,655 --> 00:41:47,862 5,500 TO 6,000 CALORIES A DAY. 797 00:41:47,862 --> 00:41:51,689 AND EVEN IF YOU ONLY CUT BACK TO 2,000 CALORIES A DAY 798 00:41:51,689 --> 00:41:54,379 INSTEAD OF 1,200, WHEN YOU'RE 600 POUND, 799 00:41:54,379 --> 00:41:57,517 YOU WOULD HAVE STILL LOST 50 TO 60 POUNDS EASILY 800 00:41:57,517 --> 00:42:00,206 IN ONE MONTH. OKAY? 801 00:42:00,206 --> 00:42:04,793 SO 14 POUNDS FOR -- THAT IS NOT REALLY 802 00:42:04,793 --> 00:42:07,827 THAT SIGNIFICANT WEIGHT LOSS, OKAY? 803 00:42:07,827 --> 00:42:10,310 AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO GET THE URGENCY OF NEEDING 804 00:42:10,310 --> 00:42:12,896 AS MUCH WEIGHT OFF OF YOU AS POSSIBLE 805 00:42:12,896 --> 00:42:15,448 BECAUSE YOUR BODY HAS ALREADY DETERIORATED 806 00:42:15,448 --> 00:42:17,103 TO A DANGEROUS POINT. 807 00:42:17,103 --> 00:42:20,241 AND IT'S GONNA KEEP GETTING WORSE UNTIL YOU DON'T MAKE IT, 808 00:42:20,241 --> 00:42:22,413 UNLESS YOU LOSE A LOT OF WEIGHT SOON. 809 00:42:22,413 --> 00:42:24,586 SO IT'S VERY IMPORTANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT 810 00:42:24,586 --> 00:42:27,172 AND START DOING WHAT YOU NEED. 811 00:42:27,172 --> 00:42:28,620 OKAY. 812 00:42:28,620 --> 00:42:30,896 SO TELL ME WHAT KIND OF CHANGES YOU HAVE MADE 813 00:42:30,896 --> 00:42:34,034 IN YOUR EATING HABIT. 814 00:42:34,034 --> 00:42:36,931 I USED TO EAT A LOT OF FRIED FOODS 815 00:42:36,931 --> 00:42:40,655 AND A LOT OF PASTAS AND A LOT OF CARBS. 816 00:42:40,655 --> 00:42:42,103 FORGET ABOUT WHAT YOU USED TO. 817 00:42:42,103 --> 00:42:45,000 TELL ME WHAT CHANGES YOU MAKING NOW. 818 00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:46,724 WHAT ARE YOU EATING NOW? 819 00:42:46,724 --> 00:42:50,068 TYPICALLY, I EAT CHEF SALADS A LOT. 820 00:42:50,068 --> 00:42:51,103 MM-HMM. 821 00:42:51,103 --> 00:42:55,206 I EAT, LIKE, THE BEEF JERKY STICKS 822 00:42:55,206 --> 00:42:59,965 WITH CHEESE, COTTAGE CHEESE. 823 00:42:59,965 --> 00:43:02,172 SOME OF THAT IS NOT GREAT CHOICES, 824 00:43:02,172 --> 00:43:05,344 BUT HOW MANY TIME YOU EAT IN A DAY? 825 00:43:05,344 --> 00:43:07,137 SOMETIMES I'LL EAT THREE TIMES, 826 00:43:07,137 --> 00:43:10,068 BUT SOMETIMES I'LL JUST EAT TWICE A DAY. 827 00:43:10,068 --> 00:43:11,379 ANY SNACKING? 828 00:43:11,379 --> 00:43:13,206 NO. NO SNACKING. 829 00:43:13,206 --> 00:43:15,827 SO, NO SNACKING. NO SODA? NO SUGARY DRINK? 830 00:43:15,827 --> 00:43:16,862 NOPE. 831 00:43:16,862 --> 00:43:19,034 OKAY. IF ALL OF THAT IS ACCURATE, 832 00:43:19,034 --> 00:43:20,172 THEN THE ISSUE IS 833 00:43:20,172 --> 00:43:22,448 YOU'RE STILL EATING TOO MUCH OF EVERYTHING. 834 00:43:22,448 --> 00:43:25,172 AND YOU NEED TO DRASTICALLY CUT BACK EVEN MORE. 835 00:43:25,172 --> 00:43:26,344 UNDERSTAND THAT? 836 00:43:26,344 --> 00:43:27,482 YES. 837 00:43:27,482 --> 00:43:29,655 OKAY. WHAT ABOUT YOUR ACTIVITY? 838 00:43:29,655 --> 00:43:32,068 HAVE YOU MADE ANY PROGRESS WITH THAT? 839 00:43:32,068 --> 00:43:34,344 I'VE BEEN GETTING UP AND MOVING MORE. 840 00:43:34,344 --> 00:43:36,862 I HAVEN'T ACTUALLY EXERCISED 841 00:43:36,862 --> 00:43:39,103 BECAUSE WE DON'T BELONG TO A GYM OR ANYTHING 842 00:43:39,103 --> 00:43:40,862 BECAUSE IT'S REALLY COLD IN ILLINOIS. 843 00:43:40,862 --> 00:43:44,000 SO WE CAN'T WALK OUTSIDE. 844 00:43:44,000 --> 00:43:46,655 YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO TO GYM TO EXERCISE. 845 00:43:46,655 --> 00:43:51,241 YOU CAN DO SOME EXERCISE AT HOME. 846 00:43:51,241 --> 00:43:53,655 DID I GIVE YOU AN EXERCISE PLAN? 847 00:43:53,655 --> 00:43:54,793 YOU DID. 848 00:43:54,793 --> 00:43:58,034 AND DID YOU READ THAT SECTION FOR EXERCISE? 849 00:43:58,034 --> 00:43:59,482 I DID, YES. 850 00:43:59,482 --> 00:44:02,206 DID YOU SEE THOSE EXERCISES? 851 00:44:02,206 --> 00:44:04,379 I DID. 852 00:44:04,379 --> 00:44:06,413 BUT YOU DIDN'T DO THEM? 853 00:44:06,413 --> 00:44:09,034 I HAVEN'T DID THEM, NO. 854 00:44:09,034 --> 00:44:11,896 SO, WHAT'S THE USE OF GIVING YOU GUIDANCE 855 00:44:11,896 --> 00:44:16,482 AND INFORMATION IF YOU DON'T FOLLOW IT? 856 00:44:16,482 --> 00:44:21,068 I STILL HAVE IT, AND I READ IT. 857 00:44:21,068 --> 00:44:22,379 HOW MUCH OF DID YOU READ? 858 00:44:22,379 --> 00:44:27,068 I'VE READ IT, LIKE, PARTIALLY THROUGH. 859 00:44:27,068 --> 00:44:29,448 SO, YOU REALLY HAVEN'T READ IT 860 00:44:29,448 --> 00:44:31,620 VERY MUCH CAREFULLY, RIGHT? 861 00:44:31,620 --> 00:44:35,482 NO, I PROBABLY SHOULD GO BACK OVER IT AND READ IT THOROUGHLY. 862 00:44:35,482 --> 00:44:38,517 YES, YOU SHOULD, BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO DO THE WORK 863 00:44:38,517 --> 00:44:40,275 OR NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE. 864 00:44:40,275 --> 00:44:42,344 YOU GET THAT?YES. 865 00:44:42,344 --> 00:44:44,172 YOU GOT THAT, TOO, MOM? 866 00:44:44,172 --> 00:44:45,241 YES. 867 00:44:45,241 --> 00:44:47,103 MOM LOST ANY WEIGHT IN PASS -- 868 00:44:47,103 --> 00:44:50,275 I'VE LOST MAYBE A COUPLE POUNDS. 869 00:44:50,275 --> 00:44:52,827 SHE'S NOT THE BEST DOCTOR SOMETIMES. 870 00:44:52,827 --> 00:44:56,448 WELL, ALL SHE NEED TO BE IS SUPPORT FOR YOU RIGHT NOW, 871 00:44:56,448 --> 00:44:59,103 BECAUSE YOUR SITUATION IS STILL VERY SERIOUS 872 00:44:59,103 --> 00:45:00,793 AND YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME. 873 00:45:00,793 --> 00:45:03,586 SO, YOU NEED TO DO THIS NOW, MEGAN. 874 00:45:03,586 --> 00:45:05,034 I WILL. 875 00:45:05,034 --> 00:45:08,793 I HOPE SO, BUT KEEP WORKING HARDER TO LOSE MORE WEIGHT. 876 00:45:08,793 --> 00:45:10,724 CUT BACK ON THE AMOUNT YOU EATING 877 00:45:10,724 --> 00:45:14,931 AND START DOING EXERCISE AND PUSH YOURSELF TO DO MORE 878 00:45:14,931 --> 00:45:18,000 AND LOSE AT LEAST 80 POUNDS OVER THE NEXT 2 MONTHS. 879 00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:20,310 BUT THE MORE YOU CAN LOSE, THE BETTER. 880 00:45:20,310 --> 00:45:21,413 OKAY? OKAY. 881 00:45:21,413 --> 00:45:22,896 ALRIGHT, I'LL SEE YOU IN TWO MONTHS. 882 00:45:22,896 --> 00:45:24,172 ALRIGHT, NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN. 883 00:45:24,172 --> 00:45:25,310 AWESOME. THANK YOU.NICE SEEING YOU, DOCTOR. 884 00:45:25,310 --> 00:45:27,344 OKAY. IF YOU NEED ANYTHING, GIVE ME A CALL. 885 00:45:27,344 --> 00:45:28,586 OKAY. ALRIGHT. 886 00:45:34,827 --> 00:45:36,965 WELL, HEY, AT LEAST I DIDN'T GAIN WEIGHT. 887 00:45:36,965 --> 00:45:38,344 I KNOW. 888 00:45:38,344 --> 00:45:40,310 WE'RE JUST GONNA WORK HARDER NEXT TIME. 889 00:45:40,310 --> 00:45:43,413 YEAH. 890 00:45:43,413 --> 00:45:46,413 Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M VERY DISAPPOINTED WITH MEGAN'S PROGRESS. 891 00:45:46,413 --> 00:45:47,896 AND DESPITE WHAT SHE SAYS, 892 00:45:47,896 --> 00:45:50,068 SHE'S STILL NOT TAKING HER SITUATION 893 00:45:50,068 --> 00:45:51,827 AS SERIOUS AS SHE NEEDS, 894 00:45:51,827 --> 00:45:54,413 BECAUSE IT'S CLEAR SHE'S STILL OVEREATING. 895 00:45:57,172 --> 00:46:00,206 AND AS LONG AS HER BODY REMAINS UNDER ALL THE STRAIN 896 00:46:00,206 --> 00:46:04,000 OF HAVING 600 POUNDS ON IT, SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS A COLD 897 00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:06,586 COULD BE THE FINAL STRAW THAT CAUSES HER HEALTH 898 00:46:06,586 --> 00:46:10,103 TO START DETERIORATING TO WHERE SHE DOESN'T MAKE IT. 899 00:46:10,103 --> 00:46:13,931 SO, IF SHE DOESN'T START TO MAKE THE CHANGES SHE NEEDS VERY SOON, 900 00:46:13,931 --> 00:46:17,241 THEN WE MAY HAVE TO START TO CONSIDER MORE DRASTIC MEASURES, 901 00:46:17,241 --> 00:46:19,896 BECAUSE SHE HAS A LONG WAY TO GO BEFORE HER BODY 902 00:46:19,896 --> 00:46:21,862 CAN SURVIVE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 903 00:46:21,862 --> 00:46:24,103 AND NO TIME LEFT TO WASTE. 904 00:46:27,172 --> 00:46:29,137 Megan: I KNOW I CAN'T MESS THIS UP 905 00:46:29,137 --> 00:46:32,206 BECAUSE I CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE THIS CHANCE. 906 00:46:32,206 --> 00:46:36,068 AND I'M VERY THANKFUL AND RELIEVED THAT I STILL HAVE IT. 907 00:46:36,068 --> 00:46:38,482 YOU KNOW, I THOUGHT I WAS TRYING REALLY HARD, 908 00:46:38,482 --> 00:46:42,068 BUT I'LL FIGURE OUT HOW TO TRY HARDER, AND I'LL FIND A GYM, 909 00:46:42,068 --> 00:46:44,758 AND I'LL CUT OUT THINGS LIKE SODIUM FROM MY DIET, 910 00:46:44,758 --> 00:46:46,896 AND MAKE SURE I DO BETTER NEXT TIME, 911 00:46:46,896 --> 00:46:50,448 BECAUSE THIS IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME IN MY LIFE. 912 00:46:50,448 --> 00:46:54,068 AND IF I LOSE THIS CHANCE, I LOSE EVERYTHING. 913 00:46:54,068 --> 00:46:55,931 SO, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES, 914 00:46:55,931 --> 00:46:59,000 I'LL FIGURE THIS OUT BECAUSE I HAVE TO. 915 00:47:17,206 --> 00:47:19,103 Megan: SINCE MY LAST DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT, 916 00:47:19,103 --> 00:47:22,862 I'VE COME BACK HOME AND TRIED TO WORK A LOT HARDER. 917 00:47:22,862 --> 00:47:24,206 I GOT RID OF EVERYTHING 918 00:47:24,206 --> 00:47:26,793 THAT I WAS EATING THAT HAD SODIUM IN IT. 919 00:47:26,793 --> 00:47:30,103 AND I'VE ALSO TRIED TO CUT BACK ON HOW MUCH I'VE BEEN EATING. 920 00:47:30,103 --> 00:47:34,448 SO, I FEEL LIKE I'M DOING EVEN BETTER THIS TIME. 921 00:47:34,448 --> 00:47:36,379 AND I'M HOPING THAT IT HAS LED ME 922 00:47:36,379 --> 00:47:38,965 TO MAKING MORE PROGRESS LIKE I NEED. 923 00:47:38,965 --> 00:47:42,241 BUT I ALSO KNOW I NEED TO BE DOING MY EXERCISES. 924 00:47:42,241 --> 00:47:45,586 SO ME AND MY MOM HAVE BEEN RESEARCHING TO FIND A GOOD GYM, 925 00:47:45,586 --> 00:47:48,000 AND I'M TRYING ONE OUT THAT MY MOM FOUND 926 00:47:48,000 --> 00:47:50,586 THAT LOOKS GOOD FROM THE PICTURES. 927 00:47:50,586 --> 00:47:54,620 AND IT COMES WITH A FREE TRAINER ON YOUR FIRST VISIT. 928 00:47:54,620 --> 00:47:55,724 SO I'M A LITTLE NERVOUS 929 00:47:55,724 --> 00:47:59,517 BUT EXCITED ABOUT TRYING THIS TODAY 930 00:47:59,517 --> 00:48:01,896 BECAUSE I'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING LIKE THIS. 931 00:48:08,034 --> 00:48:09,275 YOU'RE MEGAN?HI. 932 00:48:09,275 --> 00:48:10,379 WELCOME TO THE LOCKUP GYM. 933 00:48:10,379 --> 00:48:12,413 -YES. THANK YOU. -I'M JOHN. 934 00:48:12,413 --> 00:48:15,344 I GOT A LITTLE BIT OF WORKOUT SET UP FOR YOU. 935 00:48:15,344 --> 00:48:17,034 YOU JUST KIND OF TELL ME 936 00:48:17,034 --> 00:48:19,586 HOW EACH INDIVIDUAL EXERCISE FEELS, 937 00:48:19,586 --> 00:48:21,000 AND WE'LL JUST KIND OF WORK OFF OF THAT. 938 00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:22,517 OKAY, COOL. 939 00:48:22,517 --> 00:48:24,655 LET'S GO AHEAD AND HEAD ON DOWN TO THE GYM. 940 00:48:26,931 --> 00:48:28,965 Megan: THIS IS A LITTLE INTIMIDATING, 941 00:48:28,965 --> 00:48:31,344 BUT I'M HOPING I CAN HANDLE IT ALL 942 00:48:31,344 --> 00:48:33,448 AND NONE OF IT'S TOO MUCH FOR ME. 943 00:48:36,758 --> 00:48:38,241 John: SO, YOU GET A SEAT RIGHT THERE ON THE BENCH. 944 00:48:38,241 --> 00:48:39,517 OKAY. 945 00:48:39,517 --> 00:48:41,862 I'M GONNA RAISE THIS UP JUST A LITTLE BIT. 946 00:48:44,517 --> 00:48:46,724 OKAY. 947 00:48:46,724 --> 00:48:50,241 AND JUST DOWN AND OUT. 948 00:48:50,241 --> 00:48:53,103 THIS RIGHT HERE WILL MAINLY JUST TIGHTEN UP THE BACK. 949 00:48:53,103 --> 00:48:56,000 IT'S GONNA BE LOW WEIGHT WITH A LOT OF REPS. 950 00:48:59,034 --> 00:49:01,344 I KNOW HOW IMPORTANT IT IS FOR ME 951 00:49:01,344 --> 00:49:03,517 TO LOSE AS MUCH WEIGHT AS I CAN, 952 00:49:03,517 --> 00:49:05,344 AND I'M GONNA DO WHATEVER IT TAKES 953 00:49:05,344 --> 00:49:07,896 AND WORK AS HARD AS I CAN TO SHOW DR. NOW 954 00:49:07,896 --> 00:49:10,103 I CAN HANDLE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 955 00:49:11,965 --> 00:49:15,068 SO FAR, THIS ISN'T AS BAD AS I WAS DREADING, 956 00:49:15,068 --> 00:49:19,137 BUT IT'S STARTING TO GET A LITTLE TOUGHER THE MORE I DO IT. 957 00:49:19,137 --> 00:49:20,448 OKAY. IT'S LIKE BURNING. 958 00:49:20,448 --> 00:49:22,379 YEAH. YEAH, TAKE A BREAK. 959 00:49:22,379 --> 00:49:23,965 WE'RE GONNA GO TO A CARDIO MACHINE, 960 00:49:23,965 --> 00:49:27,551 AND I WANT YOU TO TRY OUT. 961 00:49:27,551 --> 00:49:30,827 I LET TOO MUCH OF MY LIFE PASS ME BY ALREADY, 962 00:49:30,827 --> 00:49:32,724 AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE ANY MORE TIME 963 00:49:32,724 --> 00:49:35,413 OR MISS OUT ON MORE. 964 00:49:35,413 --> 00:49:38,724 I WANT TO GET OUT IN THE WORLD 965 00:49:38,724 --> 00:49:42,241 AND DO ALL THE THINGS I'VE DREAMED OF MY WHOLE LIFE. 966 00:49:42,241 --> 00:49:44,413 AND THAT'S WHAT'S MOTIVATING ME RIGHT NOW, 967 00:49:44,413 --> 00:49:46,206 BECAUSE I KNOW IF I DO THIS, 968 00:49:46,206 --> 00:49:50,344 THEN SO MANY THINGS WILL CHANGE AND BE POSSIBLE FOR ME. 969 00:49:50,344 --> 00:49:51,517 I'LL TAKE THOSE BACK FROM YOU... 970 00:49:51,517 --> 00:49:52,551 OKAY. 971 00:49:52,551 --> 00:49:54,517 ...AND LET YOU REST UP. 972 00:49:54,517 --> 00:49:57,724 YEAH. MY ARMS, I THINK THEY'RE GONNA FALL OFF. 973 00:49:57,724 --> 00:49:58,862 ALRIGHT, WELL, THANKS FOR JOINING US TODAY 974 00:49:58,862 --> 00:50:00,827 AT THE LOCK-UP GYM. NICE MEETING YOU. 975 00:50:00,827 --> 00:50:04,034 YES, I WILL SEE YOU SOON, HOPEFULLY. 976 00:50:04,034 --> 00:50:05,655 OKAY. 977 00:50:08,137 --> 00:50:11,586 THAT WAS DEFINITELY AS HARD AS I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE, 978 00:50:11,586 --> 00:50:14,275 BUT I'M REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF FOR DOING THIS. 979 00:50:14,275 --> 00:50:17,724 AND I FEEL GOOD, EVEN THOUGH I'M REALLY TIRED. 980 00:50:17,724 --> 00:50:20,172 ARE YOU READY, MOM? YEAH. 981 00:50:20,172 --> 00:50:21,758 MY LEGS ARE LIKE JELLO. 982 00:50:21,758 --> 00:50:23,724 REALLY? YEAH. 983 00:50:23,724 --> 00:50:26,241 WELL, YOU HAVEN'T EXERCISED FOR A LONG TIME. 984 00:50:26,241 --> 00:50:27,517 I KNOW. 985 00:50:30,448 --> 00:50:31,793 I HAVE ONE MORE MONTH 986 00:50:31,793 --> 00:50:33,793 UNTIL MY NEXT APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW, 987 00:50:33,793 --> 00:50:37,344 SO I KNOW I STILL HAVE A LOT OF HARD WORK OVER THAT TIME, 988 00:50:37,344 --> 00:50:41,206 BECAUSE WHEN I GO BACK, I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO BE AT MY GOAL 989 00:50:41,206 --> 00:50:44,034 OR IT CAN MEAN I MESS UP MY CHANCE TO GET SURGERY, 990 00:50:44,034 --> 00:50:47,172 AND I'M NOT GONNA LET THAT HAPPEN. 991 00:50:47,172 --> 00:50:49,689 SO, I'M GONNA KEEP PUSHING MYSELF 992 00:50:49,689 --> 00:50:51,103 AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO COMING BACK 993 00:50:51,103 --> 00:50:52,655 AND DOING THIS AGAIN. 994 00:51:08,620 --> 00:51:11,965 RECENTLY, THINGS HAVE BEEN A LITTLE HARDER, 995 00:51:11,965 --> 00:51:14,241 AND I'M STRUGGLING A LITTLE BIT. 996 00:51:14,241 --> 00:51:16,000 I'M JUST AS DETERMINED, 997 00:51:16,000 --> 00:51:19,034 AND I'M STILL TRYING AS HARD AS I HAVE BEEN. 998 00:51:19,034 --> 00:51:20,827 AND I FEEL LIKE IT'S BEEN PAYING OFF, 999 00:51:20,827 --> 00:51:22,206 BECAUSE I CAN DO MORE 1000 00:51:22,206 --> 00:51:25,517 AND BE MORE ACTIVE BEFORE I HIT MY WALL. 1001 00:51:25,517 --> 00:51:27,379 BUT MY MOM FOUND A SCALE ONLINE 1002 00:51:27,379 --> 00:51:30,000 THAT GOES UP TO, LIKE, 1,000 POUNDS. 1003 00:51:30,000 --> 00:51:33,689 SO WE GOT IT, AND I STARTED USING IT RECENTLY. 1004 00:51:33,689 --> 00:51:37,413 I'M JUST HOPING THAT IT'S NOT REALLY ACCURATE RIGHT NOW, 1005 00:51:37,413 --> 00:51:40,620 BECAUSE I'VE BEEN WORKING REALLY HARD TO LOSE MORE, 1006 00:51:40,620 --> 00:51:43,551 AND IT SHOWS I HAVEN'T REALLY LOST MORE WEIGHT. 1007 00:51:48,724 --> 00:51:52,241 SO, I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY IT'S NOT PAYING OFF. 1008 00:51:52,241 --> 00:51:55,068 I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN PERFECT WITH EVERY CHOICE, 1009 00:51:55,068 --> 00:51:58,275 BUT THAT'S MOSTLY BEEN BECAUSE MY MOM STARTED EATING THINGS 1010 00:51:58,275 --> 00:52:01,068 THAT WEREN'T ON THE DIET. 1011 00:52:01,068 --> 00:52:03,655 SO, I'M A LITTLE FRUSTRATED AT MY MOM FOR THAT 1012 00:52:03,655 --> 00:52:05,103 BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE 1013 00:52:05,103 --> 00:52:09,034 I HAVE HER SUPPORT AS MUCH AS I DID IN THE BEGINNING. 1014 00:52:09,034 --> 00:52:11,827 SO I TOLD DR. NOW I JUST NEED A LITTLE MORE TIME 1015 00:52:11,827 --> 00:52:14,620 BEFORE I COME BACK FOR MY NEXT APPOINTMENT 1016 00:52:14,620 --> 00:52:17,413 SO I CAN GET TO MY GOAL. 1017 00:52:17,413 --> 00:52:20,793 I JUST CAN'T TAKE MUCH LONGER, 1018 00:52:20,793 --> 00:52:24,655 SO I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE 1019 00:52:24,655 --> 00:52:27,137 BECAUSE I CAN'T MESS UP MY CHANCE. 1020 00:52:42,413 --> 00:52:44,034 Megan: ME AND MY MOM ARE BACK IN HOUSTON, 1021 00:52:44,034 --> 00:52:47,068 AND I'M REALLY NERVOUS BECAUSE MY SCALE AT HOME 1022 00:52:47,068 --> 00:52:49,586 SAYS I'M NOT AT MY GOAL. 1023 00:52:49,586 --> 00:52:53,379 IT'S BEEN FOUR MONTHS SINCE MY LAST APPOINTMENT 1024 00:52:53,379 --> 00:52:56,068 AND I WANTED LONGER TO KEEP WORKING AT IT, 1025 00:52:56,068 --> 00:52:58,379 BUT DR. NOW SAID THAT I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME 1026 00:52:58,379 --> 00:53:00,344 WITH MY HEALTH. 1027 00:53:00,344 --> 00:53:04,034 SO I'M HERE AND I'M JUST REALLY, REALLY HOPING 1028 00:53:04,034 --> 00:53:05,620 IT GOES WELL TODAY. 1029 00:53:08,827 --> 00:53:10,965 MEGAN? 1030 00:53:10,965 --> 00:53:14,206 AT MY LAST APPOINTMENT, I WAS AT 590. 1031 00:53:14,206 --> 00:53:17,482 AND DR. NOW GAVE ME A GOAL OF LOSING 80 POUNDS. 1032 00:53:17,482 --> 00:53:21,310 SO I NEED TO BE DOWN TO 510 TO MEET THAT. 1033 00:53:21,310 --> 00:53:26,551 BUT MY SCALE AT HOME SAYS THAT I'M ONLY DOWN TO 555, 1034 00:53:26,551 --> 00:53:28,172 SO I'M JUST HOPING IT'S WRONG 1035 00:53:28,172 --> 00:53:31,000 AND THAT IT'S A LOT CLOSER TO WHERE I NEED TO BE. 1036 00:53:39,689 --> 00:53:41,896 THAT'S DISAPPOINTING. 1037 00:53:41,896 --> 00:53:45,965 IT LOOKS LIKE MY SCALE WAS PRETTY MUCH ACCURATE. 1038 00:53:45,965 --> 00:53:48,724 I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND IT. 1039 00:53:48,724 --> 00:53:51,310 I SHOULD BE LOSING A LOT MORE, 1040 00:53:51,310 --> 00:53:54,172 BUT AT LEAST I HAD A GOOD DROP IN WEIGHT THIS TIME. 1041 00:53:54,172 --> 00:53:56,103 SO THAT'S SOMETHING. 1042 00:53:56,103 --> 00:53:59,896 AND I'M REALLY HOPING DR. NOW SEES THAT AS EVIDENCE 1043 00:53:59,896 --> 00:54:02,655 OF HOW HARD I'M WORKING, BUT I'M REALLY SCARED 1044 00:54:02,655 --> 00:54:05,000 BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE'S GONNA SAY. 1045 00:54:09,413 --> 00:54:10,482 HELLO. HI. 1046 00:54:10,482 --> 00:54:11,965 Donna: HI, DOCTOR.HOW ARE YOU ALL DOING? 1047 00:54:11,965 --> 00:54:13,172 GOOD. HOW ARE YOU? GOOD. 1048 00:54:13,172 --> 00:54:15,103 I'M GOOD, THANK YOU. 1049 00:54:15,103 --> 00:54:19,241 ALRIGHT, MEGAN, YOU HAVE MADE SOME PROGRESS, HUH? 1050 00:54:19,241 --> 00:54:20,724 I HAVE. 1051 00:54:20,724 --> 00:54:22,586 SO WHAT CHANGES YOU HAVE MADE 1052 00:54:22,586 --> 00:54:23,931 IN YOUR EATING HABIT? 1053 00:54:23,931 --> 00:54:27,310 I'VE BEEN WATCHING MY SODIUM REALLY CLOSELY. 1054 00:54:27,310 --> 00:54:30,241 YOUR SODIUM. OKAY.YES. 1055 00:54:30,241 --> 00:54:31,275 YOU GOT HANG UP 1056 00:54:31,275 --> 00:54:33,586 ON MY EXPLANATION OF SODIUM LAST TIME. 1057 00:54:33,586 --> 00:54:37,758 SO WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE WATCHING YOUR SODIUM? 1058 00:54:37,758 --> 00:54:42,103 BECAUSE I RETAIN WATER REALLY BAD ON MY FEET. 1059 00:54:42,103 --> 00:54:44,344 SO IN THE LAST APPOINTMENT, YOU POINTED IT OUT 1060 00:54:44,344 --> 00:54:46,620 AS SOMETHING I SHOULDN'T BE EATING. 1061 00:54:46,620 --> 00:54:48,551 SO I TRY TO WATCH MY SODIUM INTAKE 1062 00:54:48,551 --> 00:54:50,620 BECAUSE SODIUM, OF COURSE, RETAINS WATER. 1063 00:54:50,620 --> 00:54:53,379 HOW ABOUT CALORIE INTAKE? ARE YOU WATCHING THOSE? 1064 00:54:53,379 --> 00:54:56,344 I HAVE. I HAVE WATCHED MY CALORIE INTAKE. 1065 00:54:56,344 --> 00:55:00,000 OKAY. BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T FULLY LISTEN TO ME LAST TIME, 1066 00:55:00,000 --> 00:55:02,551 SINCE WHAT I SAID WAS THAT SODIUM 1067 00:55:02,551 --> 00:55:04,620 IS NOT THE SAME AS CALORIES. 1068 00:55:04,620 --> 00:55:06,172 SO LOW SODIUM IS GOOD, 1069 00:55:06,172 --> 00:55:07,793 BUT IT'S NOT GONNA HELP YOU LOSE WEIGHT 1070 00:55:07,793 --> 00:55:09,862 IF YOU'RE NOT REDUCING THE AMOUNT YOU EAT. 1071 00:55:09,862 --> 00:55:12,620 SO THAT'S NOT A FACTOR IN YOUR WEIGHT LOSS, OKAY? 1072 00:55:12,620 --> 00:55:13,827 OKAY. 1073 00:55:13,827 --> 00:55:14,827 AND IT'S NOT GONNA MAKE YOU SWELL 1074 00:55:14,827 --> 00:55:16,827 TO THE POINT THAT BECOME A FACTOR 1075 00:55:16,827 --> 00:55:20,172 WITH WHAT THE SCALE SAYS FOR YOU, NOT AT YOUR WEIGHT. 1076 00:55:20,172 --> 00:55:21,655 YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? 1077 00:55:21,655 --> 00:55:23,413 OKAY. YES. 1078 00:55:23,413 --> 00:55:25,344 SO WHAT ELSE DID YOU CHANGE? 1079 00:55:25,344 --> 00:55:28,000 I'VE ALSO BEEN WALKING A LOT MORE. 1080 00:55:28,000 --> 00:55:32,137 I TAKE MY DOGS ON WALKS OR MY DOG ON WALKS. 1081 00:55:32,137 --> 00:55:35,689 OKAY. SO THAT'S ANOTHER CHANGE THAT IS POSITIVE, 1082 00:55:35,689 --> 00:55:38,379 BUT NOT MUCH OF A FACTOR WITH YOUR WEIGHT LOSS. 1083 00:55:38,379 --> 00:55:39,827 AND HERE IS MY CONCERN. 1084 00:55:39,827 --> 00:55:41,793 EVEN THOUGH I'M GLAD YOU LOST MORE, 1085 00:55:41,793 --> 00:55:44,103 IT'S NOWHERE NEAR THE GOAL I GAVE YOU 1086 00:55:44,103 --> 00:55:47,068 AND IT TOOK YOU TWICE AS LONG TO DO THAT THIS TIME. 1087 00:55:47,068 --> 00:55:49,517 AND IF YOU DOUBLE WHAT YOU LOST THE FIRST TWO MONTHS, 1088 00:55:49,517 --> 00:55:52,034 YOU'RE JUST ABOUT TO THE WEIGHT LOSS YOU HAD THIS TIME. 1089 00:55:52,034 --> 00:55:55,068 SO WHAT YOU'RE LOSING EACH MONTH IS STILL THE SAME. 1090 00:55:55,068 --> 00:55:57,448 SO YOU STILL HAVEN'T MADE MUCH OF A CHANGE 1091 00:55:57,448 --> 00:55:58,862 IN YOUR EATING HABIT, 1092 00:55:58,862 --> 00:56:01,034 AND THAT'S THE ISSUE RIGHT NOW. 1093 00:56:01,034 --> 00:56:03,551 I THOUGHT I HAD AND I WAS DOING BETTER. 1094 00:56:03,551 --> 00:56:06,137 I MEAN, I DEFINITELY STICK TO MY DIET. 1095 00:56:06,137 --> 00:56:07,793 I'M ACTUALLY REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF 1096 00:56:07,793 --> 00:56:09,620 BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN RESISTING 1097 00:56:09,620 --> 00:56:11,517 AND WHAT I'M NOT EATING. 1098 00:56:11,517 --> 00:56:13,344 SO IF YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING BETTER, 1099 00:56:13,344 --> 00:56:16,896 THEN WHAT CHANGES YOU MADE IN YOUR EATING HABIT? 1100 00:56:16,896 --> 00:56:20,655 I EAT A LOT OF VEGETABLES AND A LOT OF PROTEIN NOW. 1101 00:56:20,655 --> 00:56:23,413 A LOT? WHY EAT A LOT? 1102 00:56:23,413 --> 00:56:26,103 WELL, OKAY. 1103 00:56:26,103 --> 00:56:29,482 I DON'T EAT A LOT, BUT I EAT A VARIETY, 1104 00:56:29,482 --> 00:56:31,758 I GUESS I SHOULD SAY, OF VEGETABLES. 1105 00:56:31,758 --> 00:56:34,827 I'M TRYING TO OPEN MY HORIZONS TO VEGETABLES 1106 00:56:34,827 --> 00:56:38,448 BECAUSE I'M A PRETTY PICKY EATER SOMETIMES. 1107 00:56:38,448 --> 00:56:40,793 AND I'VE BEEN TRYING DIFFERENT FISH 1108 00:56:40,793 --> 00:56:43,137 BECAUSE I KNOW THAT'S HEALTHY FOR YOU. 1109 00:56:43,137 --> 00:56:44,827 OKAY. SO FIRST OF ALL, 1110 00:56:44,827 --> 00:56:46,413 NO MATTER HOW YOU WANT TO SAY IT, 1111 00:56:46,413 --> 00:56:49,034 YOU'RE EATING A LOT AND YOU'RE NOT A PICKY EATER 1112 00:56:49,034 --> 00:56:52,206 IF YOU'RE 600 POUNDS. YOU GET THAT? 1113 00:56:52,206 --> 00:56:53,517 YES. 1114 00:56:53,517 --> 00:56:56,379 THE PROBLEM IS YOU ONLY WANT TO EAT UNHEALTHY FOOD 1115 00:56:56,379 --> 00:56:58,413 BECAUSE IT TASTES GOOD TO YOU. 1116 00:56:58,413 --> 00:56:59,862 THAT'S NOT BEING PICKY. 1117 00:56:59,862 --> 00:57:02,103 THAT'S A CHOICE YOU MADE THAT IS GONNA KILL YOU 1118 00:57:02,103 --> 00:57:03,482 IF YOU DON'T STOP. 1119 00:57:03,482 --> 00:57:05,931 AND YOU'RE NOT GETTING THAT, OKAY? 1120 00:57:05,931 --> 00:57:08,827 SO THIS IS NOWHERE NEAR THE PROGRESS YOU NEED TO MAKE 1121 00:57:08,827 --> 00:57:10,448 IF YOU WANT TO LIVE.RIGHT. 1122 00:57:10,448 --> 00:57:11,931 AND YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT 1123 00:57:11,931 --> 00:57:13,931 BECAUSE YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME. 1124 00:57:13,931 --> 00:57:15,206 I KNOW. 1125 00:57:15,206 --> 00:57:18,137 YOU SAY THAT, BUT THERE IS NO ACTION BEHIND THAT. 1126 00:57:18,137 --> 00:57:19,275 WORDS ARE EASY, 1127 00:57:19,275 --> 00:57:22,206 BUT YOU NEED TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOURSELF 1128 00:57:22,206 --> 00:57:24,689 AND DO THIS BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE FOR YOU. 1129 00:57:24,689 --> 00:57:26,000 YOU GOT THAT? 1130 00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:27,068 YES. 1131 00:57:27,068 --> 00:57:29,344 I REALLY HOPE SO. 1132 00:57:29,344 --> 00:57:31,551 BUT I WILL TELL YOU, THERE IS SOME POSITIVE IN THAT 1133 00:57:31,551 --> 00:57:34,965 YOU HAVE STAYED CONSISTENT OVER THE PAST SIX MONTHS. 1134 00:57:34,965 --> 00:57:37,275 THAT'S NOT MUCH, BUT IT IS SOMETHING. 1135 00:57:37,275 --> 00:57:39,620 SO WITH ALL THE EFFORT YOU HAVE MADE, 1136 00:57:39,620 --> 00:57:42,000 I'M GONNA CONSIDER YOU PART OF THE PROGRAM. 1137 00:57:42,000 --> 00:57:43,724 AND IF YOU WANT TO COMMIT TO THAT, 1138 00:57:43,724 --> 00:57:45,517 THEN YOU NEED TO MOVE DOWN HERE 1139 00:57:45,517 --> 00:57:47,413 AND PLAN TO STAY AT LEAST A YEAR. 1140 00:57:47,413 --> 00:57:50,413 BUT THAT'S NOT GUARANTEE FOR SURGERY, OKAY? 1141 00:57:50,413 --> 00:57:53,344 IS THAT SOMETHING YOU THINK YOU CAN DO? 1142 00:57:53,344 --> 00:57:55,137 I CAN DEFINITELY DO THAT. 1143 00:57:55,137 --> 00:57:56,586 ALRIGHT. WELL, GOOD. 1144 00:57:56,586 --> 00:57:58,310 BUT REMEMBER, YOU NEED SOMEONE 1145 00:57:58,310 --> 00:58:00,137 TO BE HERE WITH YOU TO HELP YOU. 1146 00:58:00,137 --> 00:58:02,551 SO WHO'S GOING TO BE MOVING YOU? 1147 00:58:02,551 --> 00:58:03,689 MY MOM. 1148 00:58:03,689 --> 00:58:06,103 SO SHE'S GONNA BE YOUR ENABLER 1149 00:58:06,103 --> 00:58:08,172 AND BAD TEMPTATION FOR THE FOOD... 1150 00:58:08,172 --> 00:58:10,413 NO, WE'LL WORK TOGETHER, DOCTOR. 1151 00:58:10,413 --> 00:58:11,655 NO. 1152 00:58:11,655 --> 00:58:14,620 WE'LL DO THAT EXERCISE. I LIKE TO EXERCISE. 1153 00:58:14,620 --> 00:58:17,206 SHE MAKES HER CHOICES, AND I MAKE MINE. 1154 00:58:17,206 --> 00:58:20,586 ALRIGHT. SO WHEN DO YOU THINK YOU CAN MAKE THIS MOVE? 1155 00:58:20,586 --> 00:58:23,724 I CAN MOVE DOWN HERE WITHIN, I WOULD SAY, A WEEK. 1156 00:58:23,724 --> 00:58:25,827 OKAY. THAT'LL BE GOOD.YEAH. 1157 00:58:25,827 --> 00:58:28,413 OKAY. SO LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU'RE DOWN HERE. 1158 00:58:28,413 --> 00:58:30,655 BUT I WANT TO SEE YOU IN TWO MONTHS AGAIN. 1159 00:58:30,655 --> 00:58:32,586 NOT FOUR MONTHS, OKAY? 1160 00:58:32,586 --> 00:58:34,482 OKAY. I KNOW. 1161 00:58:34,482 --> 00:58:36,655 AND I WANT YOU TO HIT YOUR GOAL THIS TIME. 1162 00:58:36,655 --> 00:58:38,241 IF YOU DO IT, WE WILL MOVE AHEAD 1163 00:58:38,241 --> 00:58:39,862 WITH WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY WITH YOU 1164 00:58:39,862 --> 00:58:41,413 IF YOUR TESTS LOOK GOOD. 1165 00:58:41,413 --> 00:58:42,793 BUT UNTIL THAT POINT, 1166 00:58:42,793 --> 00:58:45,000 WE'RE NOT MOVING ANY FURTHER AHEAD WITH YOU. 1167 00:58:45,000 --> 00:58:46,000 YOU GOT IT? 1168 00:58:46,000 --> 00:58:48,137 OKAY. AWESOME. 1169 00:58:48,137 --> 00:58:49,586 ALRIGHT, GOOD. 1170 00:58:49,586 --> 00:58:52,965 SO AS SOON AS MOVED TO HOUSTON, LET ME KNOW. 1171 00:58:52,965 --> 00:58:55,931 AND YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON DOING THIS. 1172 00:58:55,931 --> 00:58:58,379 SO CUT BACK ON YOUR EATING A LOT MORE 1173 00:58:58,379 --> 00:59:02,344 AND INCREASE YOUR ACTIVITY AND HIT YOUR GOAL THIS TIME. 1174 00:59:02,344 --> 00:59:03,965 I CAN DO THAT. 1175 00:59:03,965 --> 00:59:06,862 OKAY, WELL, THAT'S GOOD. ALRIGHT, THEN. 1176 00:59:06,862 --> 00:59:08,862 MEGAN, NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN.YES, NICE TO SEE YOU, TOO. 1177 00:59:08,862 --> 00:59:11,068 AND LOOK FORWARD WHEN YOU MOVE DOWN HERE. 1178 00:59:11,068 --> 00:59:12,068 YES. 1179 00:59:12,068 --> 00:59:13,689 AND WE'LL SEE YOU IN TWO MONTHS. 1180 00:59:13,689 --> 00:59:15,172 THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, DOCTOR. 1181 00:59:15,172 --> 00:59:16,413 VERY WELCOME. 1182 00:59:16,413 --> 00:59:18,448 IF YOU NEED ANYTHING, LET ME KNOW. OKAY? 1183 00:59:18,448 --> 00:59:20,172 OKAY. THANK YOU SO MUCH. 1184 00:59:20,172 --> 00:59:21,758 OKAY. 1185 00:59:26,931 --> 00:59:31,137 IT'S POSITIVE THAT MEGAN HAS AT LEAST STAYED CONSISTENT 1186 00:59:31,137 --> 00:59:33,344 WITH HER WEIGHT LOSS OVER A 6-MONTH PERIOD. 1187 00:59:33,344 --> 00:59:36,379 BUT SHE'S STILL NOT LOSING ANYWHERE CLOSE TO THE WEIGHT 1188 00:59:36,379 --> 00:59:39,448 SHE NEEDS TO PREVENT HER HEALTH FROM GETTING TO THE POINT 1189 00:59:39,448 --> 00:59:42,724 WHERE IT STARTS TO DETERIORATE RAPIDLY. 1190 00:59:42,724 --> 00:59:44,862 SO HAVING HER IN HOUSTON LONG TERM 1191 00:59:44,862 --> 00:59:47,275 WILL BE A GOOD NEXT STEP AT THIS POINT. 1192 00:59:47,275 --> 00:59:49,793 BUT IF SHE DOESN'T START TO IMPROVE HER PROGRESS 1193 00:59:49,793 --> 00:59:53,655 THIS NEXT TIME, WE MAY NEED TO CONSIDER OPTIONS SUCH AS 1194 00:59:53,655 --> 00:59:55,896 PUTTING HER IN A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT 1195 00:59:55,896 --> 00:59:58,379 TO GET HER HEALTH TO A MUCH SAFER PLACE 1196 00:59:58,379 --> 01:00:00,034 BECAUSE SHE'S STILL NOWHERE NEAR 1197 01:00:00,034 --> 01:00:02,724 WHERE SHE WILL BE ABLE TO SURVIVE WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY. 1198 01:00:02,724 --> 01:00:05,482 AND IF SHE DOESN'T START MAKING PROGRESS FASTER, 1199 01:00:05,482 --> 01:00:08,862 THEN THERE IS A GOOD CHANCE SHE'S GONNA RUN OUT OF TIME. 1200 01:00:10,724 --> 01:00:13,896 Megan: I'M REALLY HAPPY WITH HOW IT WENT TODAY. 1201 01:00:13,896 --> 01:00:16,241 I WISH I WOULD'VE GOT APPROVED FOR SURGERY, 1202 01:00:16,241 --> 01:00:18,448 BUT DR. NOW SEES MY PROGRESS. 1203 01:00:18,448 --> 01:00:21,034 AND HIM SAYING I'M OFFICIALLY ON THIS PROGRAM 1204 01:00:21,034 --> 01:00:24,724 IS A BIG STEP FOR ME AND I'M READY TO MOVE DOWN HERE. 1205 01:00:24,724 --> 01:00:27,931 SO EVEN THOUGH I'M STILL NOT QUITE WHERE I WANT TO BE YET, 1206 01:00:27,931 --> 01:00:29,448 I'M PROUD OF MYSELF 1207 01:00:29,448 --> 01:00:32,482 AND I'M GONNA DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET THE SURGERY SOON. 1208 01:00:32,482 --> 01:00:34,551 AND I'M REALLY HAPPY AND I CAN'T WAIT. 1209 01:00:44,172 --> 01:00:47,103 TODAY I'M GOING TO VISIT MY DAD. 1210 01:00:47,103 --> 01:00:49,862 WHEN HE GOT MOVED TO A HOME 40 MINUTES AWAY FROM ME, 1211 01:00:49,862 --> 01:00:53,793 IT GOT HARD TO GO VISIT HIM BECAUSE OF MY SIZE. 1212 01:00:53,793 --> 01:00:56,517 BUT NOW THAT I'VE BEEN LOSING WEIGHT AND WORKING OUT, 1213 01:00:56,517 --> 01:00:59,689 I CAN GO ALL THE WAY TO VISIT DAD ON MY OWN TODAY. 1214 01:01:01,827 --> 01:01:04,758 AND I WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH HIM BEFORE WE MOVE 1215 01:01:04,758 --> 01:01:08,758 BECAUSE IT'S JUST GONNA BE HARD BEING AWAY FROM HIM. 1216 01:01:08,758 --> 01:01:13,482 SO I JUST WANT TO GO SAY GOODBYE FOR NOW IN A WAY. 1217 01:01:13,482 --> 01:01:15,931 BUT I KNOW HE WANTS ME TO GET HEALTHY 1218 01:01:15,931 --> 01:01:18,482 AND HE'LL BE GLAD THAT I'M GETTING THE HELP. 1219 01:01:20,827 --> 01:01:21,965 HI, DAD. 1220 01:01:21,965 --> 01:01:23,172 Roger: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 1221 01:01:23,172 --> 01:01:25,551 NOTHING. HOW ARE YOU? 1222 01:01:25,551 --> 01:01:27,448 OKAY.HAVE YOU ATE BREAKFAST? 1223 01:01:27,448 --> 01:01:28,931 NO. 1224 01:01:28,931 --> 01:01:30,379 OH. 1225 01:01:30,379 --> 01:01:31,931 I WAIT TILL LUNCH NOW. 1226 01:01:31,931 --> 01:01:33,275 WHAT ARE THEY HAVING? 1227 01:01:33,275 --> 01:01:35,068 I DON'T KNOW. 1228 01:01:35,068 --> 01:01:36,724 WE'LL HAVE TO ORDER LUNCH. 1229 01:01:36,724 --> 01:01:37,931 YEAH. 1230 01:01:37,931 --> 01:01:39,413 DO YOU WANT TO ORDER SOME PIZZA? 1231 01:01:39,413 --> 01:01:42,586 YEAH. UM... 1232 01:01:42,586 --> 01:01:44,931 THEY GOT BARBECUE WINGS? 1233 01:01:44,931 --> 01:01:46,310 YEAH. GET THEM. 1234 01:01:46,310 --> 01:01:47,793 OKAY. 1235 01:01:47,793 --> 01:01:50,379 AND THEN I THINK I'M GOING TO ORDER MYSELF A PASTA. 1236 01:01:50,379 --> 01:01:52,000 OKAY. 1237 01:01:54,310 --> 01:01:58,620 ME AND MY DAD'S RELATIONSHIP HAS ALWAYS REVOLVED AROUND FOOD. 1238 01:01:58,620 --> 01:02:00,379 AND I KNOW I SHOULDN'T GIVE IN RIGHT NOW 1239 01:02:00,379 --> 01:02:02,862 AND EAT SOMETHING LIKE PIZZA. 1240 01:02:02,862 --> 01:02:07,310 BUT RIGHT NOW, I JUST WANT TO BE WITH MY DAD BEFORE I MOVE. 1241 01:02:07,310 --> 01:02:08,931 AND I DON'T THINK ONE MEAL 1242 01:02:08,931 --> 01:02:12,137 IS GONNA THROW OFF ALL MY PROGRESS. 1243 01:02:12,137 --> 01:02:13,448 THE PIZZA'S HERE. 1244 01:02:13,448 --> 01:02:16,482 OKAY. GO GET IT. I'M HUNGRY. 1245 01:02:16,482 --> 01:02:18,103 OKAY. 1246 01:02:21,137 --> 01:02:22,517 Man #2: HI, HOW'S IT GOING? ORDER FOR MEGAN. 1247 01:02:22,517 --> 01:02:24,103 AWESOME. THANK YOU. 1248 01:02:26,517 --> 01:02:28,724 BEING APART FROM MY DAD IS THE ONLY THING 1249 01:02:28,724 --> 01:02:32,103 THAT'S REALLY HARD FOR ME WITH THIS MOVE. 1250 01:02:32,103 --> 01:02:34,862 BUT I KNOW IF I DON'T GO TO HOUSTON AND GET HELP, 1251 01:02:34,862 --> 01:02:37,379 THEN I'LL BE WORSE OFF THAN HIM SOON. 1252 01:02:37,379 --> 01:02:39,241 AND THEN THERE WOULD BE NO CHANCE FOR ME 1253 01:02:39,241 --> 01:02:42,862 TO BE IN HIS LIFE AFTER THAT. 1254 01:02:42,862 --> 01:02:45,034 SO I'M DOING THIS SO I COULD HAVE A FUTURE 1255 01:02:45,034 --> 01:02:49,172 AND DO THE THINGS I WANT AND BE THERE FOR MY DAD MORE. 1256 01:02:49,172 --> 01:02:53,724 SO THE PLAN ME AND MY MOM HAVE IS TO MOVE DOWN NEXT WEEK, 1257 01:02:53,724 --> 01:02:55,034 BUT IT'S A LITTLE HARDER 1258 01:02:55,034 --> 01:02:59,620 THAN I THOUGHT TO LEAVE THE PLACE THAT I GREW UP. 1259 01:02:59,620 --> 01:03:03,517 I'VE JUST BEEN MORE EMOTIONAL ABOUT LEAVING HOME, 1260 01:03:03,517 --> 01:03:06,379 BUT I'M DOING THIS TO GET MY LIFE BACK. 1261 01:03:06,379 --> 01:03:09,206 AND IF I DON'T, WHAT I'M GONNA HAVE TO FACE 1262 01:03:09,206 --> 01:03:12,896 WILL BE FAR WORSE THAN LEAVING WHERE I GREW UP. 1263 01:03:12,896 --> 01:03:16,931 AND I'M READY TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO KEEP MOVING FORWARD 1264 01:03:16,931 --> 01:03:21,689 SO I CAN GET TO WHERE I WANT AND FINALLY GET MY LIFE BACK. 1265 01:03:41,275 --> 01:03:43,310 Megan: ME AND MY MOM MADE THE MOVE TO HOUSTON 1266 01:03:43,310 --> 01:03:45,413 A LITTLE OVER A WEEK AGO, 1267 01:03:45,413 --> 01:03:49,620 BUT GETTING TRANSITIONED DOWN HERE HAS BEEN A BIG PROCESS. 1268 01:03:49,620 --> 01:03:50,758 YOU NEED ME TO HELP YOU? 1269 01:03:50,758 --> 01:03:53,862 YEAH. I CAN'T -- IT'S NOT ROLLING. 1270 01:03:53,862 --> 01:03:55,896 AND WE'RE STILL GETTING EVERYTHING IN PLACE 1271 01:03:55,896 --> 01:03:57,965 AND UNPACKING, 1272 01:03:57,965 --> 01:04:00,000 BUT I'M GLAD THAT WE FINALLY FEEL LIKE 1273 01:04:00,000 --> 01:04:02,275 WE'RE GETTING SETTLED IN. 1274 01:04:02,275 --> 01:04:05,482 IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE HOME YET, 1275 01:04:05,482 --> 01:04:09,344 BUT I KNOW WE'LL GET THERE ONCE WE GIVE IT SOME MORE TIME. 1276 01:04:09,344 --> 01:04:11,724 BUT MY FOCUS NOW IS TO TRY AND GET APPROVED 1277 01:04:11,724 --> 01:04:14,758 FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY WHEN I GO BACK NEXT MONTH. 1278 01:04:14,758 --> 01:04:18,103 THAT'S MY BIG GOAL RIGHT NOW. AND I NEED IT TO HAPPEN SOON. 1279 01:04:18,103 --> 01:04:20,448 HERE'S SOME MORE OF YOUR CLOTHES, MEGAN. 1280 01:04:20,448 --> 01:04:22,896 AND ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS WE DID WHEN WE GOT HERE 1281 01:04:22,896 --> 01:04:26,482 WAS GO GROCERY SHOPPING AND GET HEALTHIER INGREDIENTS, 1282 01:04:26,482 --> 01:04:30,172 SO I CAN KEEP MAKING MEALS THAT ARE ON DR. NOW'S DIET. 1283 01:04:30,172 --> 01:04:32,724 COME ON, MINNIE. LET'S GO POTTY. 1284 01:04:32,724 --> 01:04:35,724 COME ON. 1285 01:04:35,724 --> 01:04:38,000 AND ASIDE FROM ONE MEAL WITH MY DAD, 1286 01:04:38,000 --> 01:04:39,689 I'VE MADE SURE TO STAY ON THE DIET 1287 01:04:39,689 --> 01:04:44,655 AND I'VE KEPT UP WITH MY EXERCISES THE WHOLE TIME. 1288 01:04:44,655 --> 01:04:49,413 I'M PLANNING ON STAYING ACTIVE AND WALKING MINNIE TWICE A DAY. 1289 01:04:49,413 --> 01:04:50,931 BUT I WANT TO FIND A NEW GYM 1290 01:04:50,931 --> 01:04:54,172 SO I CAN KEEP UP WITH MY WORKOUTS LIKE I HAVE BEEN. 1291 01:04:56,482 --> 01:05:01,413 BUT THE BIG THING IS DOING WHAT I NEED TO STICK TO MY DIET, 1292 01:05:01,413 --> 01:05:04,862 EVEN THOUGH MY MOM IS STILL EATING WHAT SHE WANTS 1293 01:05:04,862 --> 01:05:06,655 AND GETTING FAST FOOD. 1294 01:05:06,655 --> 01:05:09,068 AND THAT CAN BE REALLY TEMPTING FOR ME. 1295 01:05:09,068 --> 01:05:11,620 REALLY TEMPTING. 1296 01:05:11,620 --> 01:05:13,344 SO THAT'S BEEN GETTING FRUSTRATING 1297 01:05:13,344 --> 01:05:17,137 BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE I HAVE HER SUPPORT WHEN SHE DOES THAT. 1298 01:05:17,137 --> 01:05:18,413 BUT I JUST REMIND MYSELF 1299 01:05:18,413 --> 01:05:21,413 SHE'S DOING A LOT FOR ME IN OTHER WAYS. 1300 01:05:21,413 --> 01:05:24,862 SO I'M STAYING FOCUSED AND DETERMINED TO GET APPROVED 1301 01:05:24,862 --> 01:05:28,103 FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY IN MY NEXT APPOINTMENT, 1302 01:05:28,103 --> 01:05:31,620 SO ALL MY WORK PAYS OFF AND I GET TO THE LIFE I WANT. 1303 01:05:43,379 --> 01:05:45,620 ME AND MY MOM ARE GOING BACK TO SEE DR. NOW 1304 01:05:45,620 --> 01:05:47,172 FOR MY NEXT APPOINTMENT 1305 01:05:47,172 --> 01:05:48,931 AND I'M REALLY HOPING I GET APPROVED 1306 01:05:48,931 --> 01:05:50,931 FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY TODAY. 1307 01:05:50,931 --> 01:05:52,931 I'VE BEEN STICKING TO MY DIET 1308 01:05:52,931 --> 01:05:55,965 AND WALKING AND DOING EXERCISES AT HOME, 1309 01:05:55,965 --> 01:05:59,275 SO I JUST NEED IT TO FINALLY PAY OFF. 1310 01:05:59,275 --> 01:06:03,103 BUT I'M NOT SURE WHAT THE SCALE IS GONNA SAY TODAY. 1311 01:06:03,103 --> 01:06:06,551 WITH THE MOVE, I PACKED UP MY HOME SCALE, 1312 01:06:06,551 --> 01:06:08,000 BUT A COUPLE WEEKS AGO, 1313 01:06:08,000 --> 01:06:09,862 I UNPACKED IT AND CHECKED MY WEIGHT 1314 01:06:09,862 --> 01:06:15,586 AND IT SAID 537, WHICH WAS ONLY AROUND A 20-POUND LOSS. 1315 01:06:15,586 --> 01:06:19,448 SO I'M NOT SURE IF I WAS ABLE TO GET TO MY WEIGHT-LOSS GOAL. 1316 01:06:22,965 --> 01:06:24,586 MEGAN. 1317 01:06:27,931 --> 01:06:30,275 BUT IF I WAS AT 558 THE LAST TIME 1318 01:06:30,275 --> 01:06:33,379 AND DR. NOW GAVE ME THE SAME 80-POUND GOAL, 1319 01:06:33,379 --> 01:06:36,379 IT MEANS I SHOULD BE AT 478. 1320 01:06:36,379 --> 01:06:37,758 AND I REALLY, REALLY HOPE 1321 01:06:37,758 --> 01:06:40,586 THAT I MANAGED TO MAKE IT SOMEWHAT CLOSE TO THAT. 1322 01:06:46,620 --> 01:06:49,862 OKAY. 1323 01:06:49,862 --> 01:06:53,034 THAT'S AT LEAST BETTER PROGRESS THAN THE OTHER TIMES, 1324 01:06:53,034 --> 01:06:54,379 SO THAT'S SOMETHING. 1325 01:06:54,379 --> 01:06:57,448 AND I'M HOPING DR. NOW SEES THE POSITIVE IN THAT. 1326 01:07:06,620 --> 01:07:09,965 BECAUSE I THINK I'VE LOST OVER 80 POUNDS NOW. 1327 01:07:09,965 --> 01:07:13,344 SO THERE'S A PART OF ME STILL HOLDING ON HOPE 1328 01:07:13,344 --> 01:07:16,379 THAT I CAN GET APPROVED FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY TODAY. 1329 01:07:26,965 --> 01:07:28,758 HELLO. HI. 1330 01:07:28,758 --> 01:07:30,448 HOW YOU ALL DOING?GOOD. HOW ARE YOU? 1331 01:07:30,448 --> 01:07:32,034 Donna: GOOD. 1332 01:07:32,034 --> 01:07:33,827 GOOD. ALRIGHT. 1333 01:07:33,827 --> 01:07:37,206 MEGAN, HOW'S EVERYTHING GOING WITH YOU? 1334 01:07:37,206 --> 01:07:39,620 BETTER NOW THAT I'M IN HOUSTON. 1335 01:07:39,620 --> 01:07:41,724 SO YOU MADE IT DOWN TO HOUSTON? 1336 01:07:41,724 --> 01:07:43,689 YEP. WE GOT IN ABOUT A MONTH AGO. 1337 01:07:43,689 --> 01:07:45,482 OKAY, THAT'S GOOD. 1338 01:07:45,482 --> 01:07:48,206 AND IT LOOKED LIKE YOUR WEIGHT LOSS HAD IMPROVED SOME. 1339 01:07:48,206 --> 01:07:50,862 SO THAT'S GOOD, TOO. BUT YOU'RE STILL FALLING SHORT 1340 01:07:50,862 --> 01:07:53,655 A GOOD WAYS FROM WHAT YOU SHOULD BE LOSING. 1341 01:07:53,655 --> 01:07:56,793 SO WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOUR EATING HABITS? 1342 01:07:56,793 --> 01:07:58,827 I DON'T KNOW. I THINK I'M DOING WELL. 1343 01:07:58,827 --> 01:08:01,413 SO I'M NOT SURE WHY I'M NOT LOSING MORE. 1344 01:08:01,413 --> 01:08:03,275 OKAY. 1345 01:08:03,275 --> 01:08:06,344 WELL, MY CONCERN IS -- AND LET'S SEE -- 1346 01:08:06,344 --> 01:08:10,482 YOU ARE ON 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 1347 01:08:10,482 --> 01:08:14,172 6, 7, 8... 1348 01:08:14,172 --> 01:08:19,137 9, 10, 11, 12 MEDICATION. 1349 01:08:19,137 --> 01:08:21,586 YOU ARE ONLY WHAT, 25? 1350 01:08:21,586 --> 01:08:22,758 YES. 1351 01:08:22,758 --> 01:08:26,344 AND SOME OF THESE MEDICATION THAT YOU ARE ON, 1352 01:08:26,344 --> 01:08:32,034 TYPICALLY PEOPLE IN 40s, 50s AND 60s ARE ON. 1353 01:08:32,034 --> 01:08:33,724 AND YOU'RE ON BLOOD THINNER. 1354 01:08:33,724 --> 01:08:38,413 SO THEN YOUR MRI IS OKAY HERE. 1355 01:08:38,413 --> 01:08:42,517 AND YOU HAVE BLOOD CLOT IN THE LEG AND IN THE LUNG. 1356 01:08:42,517 --> 01:08:45,620 SO AT THIS POINT, THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO 1357 01:08:45,620 --> 01:08:47,620 FROM YOUR PART IS TO LOSE WEIGHT. 1358 01:08:47,620 --> 01:08:49,827 BUT YOU'RE NOT. AND THAT'S A CONCERN. 1359 01:08:49,827 --> 01:08:52,206 OKAY? OKAY. 1360 01:08:52,206 --> 01:08:55,655 BUT HERE'S THE POSITIVE I SEE, DESPITE ALL THAT -- 1361 01:08:55,655 --> 01:08:57,000 OVER THE LAST NINE MONTHS, 1362 01:08:57,000 --> 01:09:00,137 YOU AT LEAST STAYED CONSISTENT WITH YOUR WEIGHT LOSS 1363 01:09:00,137 --> 01:09:02,965 AND HAD SOME VERY MINOR IMPROVEMENTS. 1364 01:09:02,965 --> 01:09:05,172 AND LOSING WEIGHT FOR THAT LONG AT LEAST 1365 01:09:05,172 --> 01:09:07,655 SHOWS ME YOU'RE TRYING SOME. 1366 01:09:07,655 --> 01:09:10,206 SO BECAUSE OF THAT, I'LL MAKE YOU A DEAL. 1367 01:09:10,206 --> 01:09:11,862 OKAY? OKAY. 1368 01:09:11,862 --> 01:09:15,551 SO FAR, YOU HAVE LOST A TOTAL OF 84 POUNDS. 1369 01:09:15,551 --> 01:09:18,379 IF YOU LOSE AT LEAST 30 MORE OVER THE NEXT 2 MONTHS 1370 01:09:18,379 --> 01:09:21,137 AND GET DOWN TO 500 AND ALL YOUR TESTS ARE GOOD 1371 01:09:21,137 --> 01:09:23,241 AFTER THAT TO SHOW US YOUR BODY 1372 01:09:23,241 --> 01:09:25,724 IS HEALTHY ENOUGH FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY, 1373 01:09:25,724 --> 01:09:27,724 THEN WE WILL MOVE AHEAD WITH THAT. 1374 01:09:27,724 --> 01:09:29,344 DOES THAT WORK FOR YOU? 1375 01:09:29,344 --> 01:09:30,655 DEFINITELY. 1376 01:09:30,655 --> 01:09:32,689 ALRIGHT. OKAY. 1377 01:09:32,689 --> 01:09:36,310 BUT IF YOU DON'T DO THAT, THEN I DON'T WANT ANY EXCUSES. 1378 01:09:36,310 --> 01:09:38,517 RIGHT.SO WORK HARD. 1379 01:09:38,517 --> 01:09:40,172 AND MAKE SURE TO STICK WITH YOUR DIET 1380 01:09:40,172 --> 01:09:42,758 AND EXERCISING TO LOSE ANOTHER 30 POUNDS. 1381 01:09:42,758 --> 01:09:44,344 OKAY? OKAY. 1382 01:09:44,344 --> 01:09:47,034 SO IS MOM GONNA HELP YOU WITH THAT? 1383 01:09:47,034 --> 01:09:49,137 I HOPE SO. YES. 1384 01:09:49,137 --> 01:09:51,241 SHE'S NOT GONNA BE ENABLING YOU 1385 01:09:51,241 --> 01:09:53,655 BY EATING BAD FOOD AND ALL THAT STUFF? 1386 01:09:55,413 --> 01:09:57,793 WELL, I HOPE NOT. 1387 01:09:57,793 --> 01:10:00,482 HOPING IS A FIGURE OF SPEECH. 1388 01:10:00,482 --> 01:10:02,689 YOU NEED ACTION TO FOLLOW THAT. 1389 01:10:02,689 --> 01:10:03,758 RIGHT. 1390 01:10:03,758 --> 01:10:07,275 SO MOM, YOU LOST ANY WEIGHT? 1391 01:10:07,275 --> 01:10:11,241 UM, JUST A FEW POUNDS. IT'S REALLY HARD, YOU KNOW? 1392 01:10:11,241 --> 01:10:14,034 OH, YEAH. IT'S THE WORST EXCUSE. 1393 01:10:14,034 --> 01:10:15,965 I HEAR IT ALL THE TIME. 1394 01:10:15,965 --> 01:10:18,448 WE'RE GONNA START EXERCISING. 1395 01:10:18,448 --> 01:10:22,482 WE HAVE AN EXERCISE PLACE AT OUR APARTMENT THERE. 1396 01:10:22,482 --> 01:10:23,896 AND A POOL. 1397 01:10:23,896 --> 01:10:25,965 OKAY. SO... 1398 01:10:25,965 --> 01:10:27,758 SO NO MORE EXCUSES, RIGHT? 1399 01:10:27,758 --> 01:10:29,172 NO. RIGHT. 1400 01:10:29,172 --> 01:10:32,655 FOR NOT FOLLOWING THE DIET AND NOT DOING THE EXERCISES. 1401 01:10:32,655 --> 01:10:33,586 RIGHT. 1402 01:10:33,586 --> 01:10:35,206 RIGHT, DOCTOR. I KNOW. 1403 01:10:35,206 --> 01:10:36,689 I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. 1404 01:10:36,689 --> 01:10:38,620 YEAH. SO THIS IS GOING TO BE SOMETHING 1405 01:10:38,620 --> 01:10:40,724 THAT YOU ALL HAVE TO DO. 1406 01:10:40,724 --> 01:10:42,034 YEAH. OKAY. 1407 01:10:42,034 --> 01:10:43,931 AND YOU STAY ON TRACK, GET YOUR BODY 1408 01:10:43,931 --> 01:10:46,448 TO A HEALTHIER PLACE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. 1409 01:10:46,448 --> 01:10:47,551 AND THEN WE'LL SEE 1410 01:10:47,551 --> 01:10:49,448 HOW WE'RE DOING IN TWO MONTHS. 1411 01:10:49,448 --> 01:10:52,517 AND IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS MEANTIME, GIVE ME A CALL. 1412 01:10:52,517 --> 01:10:54,275 OKAY. ALRIGHT. 1413 01:10:54,275 --> 01:10:56,000 THANKS.I'LL SEE YOU ALL SOON. 1414 01:10:56,000 --> 01:10:57,758 YES, THANK YOU.THANK YOU, DOCTOR. 1415 01:11:04,172 --> 01:11:06,448 Dr. Nowzaradan: DESPITE MEGAN'S SLOW PROGRESS, 1416 01:11:06,448 --> 01:11:10,413 SHE'S AT LEAST STAYED CONSISTENT OVER THE LAST NINE MONTHS. 1417 01:11:10,413 --> 01:11:13,241 WHAT MEGAN HAS LOST OVER THE LAST NINE MONTHS 1418 01:11:13,241 --> 01:11:16,137 IS WHAT SHE SHOULD HAVE LOST IN THE FIRST TWO. 1419 01:11:16,137 --> 01:11:19,655 SO SHE STILL NEED TO WORK TO CUT HER EATING BACK MORE. 1420 01:11:19,655 --> 01:11:21,965 BUT WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY WILL BE A GOOD TOOL 1421 01:11:21,965 --> 01:11:23,620 TO HELP DO THAT FOR HER. 1422 01:11:23,620 --> 01:11:26,931 AND WITH HOW CONSISTENT SHE HAS BEEN WITH HER WEIGHT LOSS, 1423 01:11:26,931 --> 01:11:29,931 SHE'S SHOWN ME THAT SHE'S AT LEAST STICKING WITH IT, 1424 01:11:29,931 --> 01:11:33,137 WHICH MOST PATIENTS DON'T DO FOR THIS LONG. 1425 01:11:33,137 --> 01:11:36,379 SO IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO THAT OVER THE NEXT TWO MONTHS 1426 01:11:36,379 --> 01:11:39,620 AND LOSE ANOTHER 30 POUNDS, THEN SHE'LL PROVE TO ME 1427 01:11:39,620 --> 01:11:41,862 THAT SHE'S READY FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1428 01:11:41,862 --> 01:11:44,551 THE ONLY QUESTION WILL BE HER HEALTH AT THAT POINT 1429 01:11:44,551 --> 01:11:48,172 AND WHETHER OR NOT HER BODY CAN HANDLE AN OPERATION. 1430 01:11:48,172 --> 01:11:51,965 BUT I'M HOPING THAT ONCE SHE IS IN THE 400s, 1431 01:11:51,965 --> 01:11:53,827 THAT MAY BE A POSSIBILITY. 1432 01:11:53,827 --> 01:11:57,068 SO THE PRIORITY IS STILL FOR HER TO LOSE AS MUCH AS SHE CAN, 1433 01:11:57,068 --> 01:12:00,103 AS QUICKLY AS SHE CAN, UNTIL SHE GETS TO WHERE 1434 01:12:00,103 --> 01:12:03,551 SHE'S NO LONGER IN SUCH A DANGEROUS PLACE. 1435 01:12:05,551 --> 01:12:07,896 Megan: MY BIG GOAL FOR THIS APPOINTMENT 1436 01:12:07,896 --> 01:12:10,482 WAS TO GET APPROVED FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1437 01:12:10,482 --> 01:12:12,551 AND IN A WAY, I FEEL LIKE I DID THAT, 1438 01:12:12,551 --> 01:12:15,655 BECAUSE DR. NOW TOLD ME I WOULD GET APPROVED NEXT TIME 1439 01:12:15,655 --> 01:12:18,689 IF I JUST KEEP DOING WHAT I HAVE BEEN. 1440 01:12:18,689 --> 01:12:21,379 SO I PLAN TO STAY FOCUSED OVER THE NEXT TWO MONTHS 1441 01:12:21,379 --> 01:12:25,379 AND WORK HARD TO MAKE SURE I CAN MOVE AHEAD AND GET MY SURGERY. 1442 01:12:25,379 --> 01:12:27,931 AND I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR THIS AND I CAN'T WAIT. 1443 01:12:48,724 --> 01:12:51,448 Megan: THIS PAST MONTH, I'VE JUST BEEN WORKING TO TRY 1444 01:12:51,448 --> 01:12:55,068 AND STAY FOCUSED ON LOSING THE 30 POUNDS I NEED TO DROP 1445 01:12:55,068 --> 01:12:59,482 TO GET MY WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY APPROVAL. 1446 01:12:59,482 --> 01:13:03,241 AND SO FAR, I KNOW I'M ON TRACK 1447 01:13:03,241 --> 01:13:05,551 BECAUSE I PULLED MY SCALE OUT AGAIN 1448 01:13:05,551 --> 01:13:07,034 AND I'VE BEEN CHARTING MY PROGRESS 1449 01:13:07,034 --> 01:13:08,793 TO MAKE SURE I'M DOING IT. 1450 01:13:08,793 --> 01:13:10,793 AND ACCORDING TO WHAT IT SAYS, 1451 01:13:10,793 --> 01:13:13,862 I'VE ALREADY LOST ANOTHER 12 POUNDS. 1452 01:13:13,862 --> 01:13:18,206 SO I JUST NEED TO LOSE ANOTHER 18 THIS NEXT MONTH. 1453 01:13:18,206 --> 01:13:23,689 AND THAT MEANS I CAN'T SLIP UP AND I HAVE TO STAY FOCUSED. 1454 01:13:23,689 --> 01:13:26,724 SO I JUST NEED TO LOSE 18 MORE. 1455 01:13:26,724 --> 01:13:28,344 WATCH OUT, MINNIE. 1456 01:13:31,517 --> 01:13:33,586 ARE YOU MAKING THAT SQUASH, HONEY? 1457 01:13:33,586 --> 01:13:35,103 YEAH, I PUT IT IN THE MICROWAVE. 1458 01:13:35,103 --> 01:13:37,310 DID YOU PUT SOME BROWN SUGAR AND BUTTER ON IT? 1459 01:13:37,310 --> 01:13:40,172 YEAH. 1460 01:13:40,172 --> 01:13:42,724 THE ONLY REAL STRUGGLE I HAVE IS THAT MY MOM 1461 01:13:42,724 --> 01:13:44,896 IS STILL ORDERING FAST FOOD 1462 01:13:44,896 --> 01:13:48,793 AND FOOD THAT I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE. 1463 01:13:48,793 --> 01:13:50,137 -HI. -HERE YOU GO. 1464 01:13:50,137 --> 01:13:51,965 -OKAY. THANKS. -IT CAME WITH EXTRA SIDES. 1465 01:13:51,965 --> 01:13:53,689 OKAY. THANK YOU. 1466 01:14:02,551 --> 01:14:04,344 WHAT'D YOU GET, MOM? 1467 01:14:04,344 --> 01:14:06,620 A FISH AND A SALAD. 1468 01:14:06,620 --> 01:14:09,206 THE FISH IS FRIED, AIN'T IT? 1469 01:14:09,206 --> 01:14:10,551 YEAH. WELL... 1470 01:14:10,551 --> 01:14:13,379 MOM... 1471 01:14:13,379 --> 01:14:14,689 I'M TRYING. 1472 01:14:14,689 --> 01:14:16,965 FRIED FOOD IS NOT GOOD FOR YOU. 1473 01:14:16,965 --> 01:14:18,655 I KNOW. 1474 01:14:28,620 --> 01:14:31,034 Megan: AND I KNOW SHE'S BEEN HIDING STASHES OF CANDY 1475 01:14:31,034 --> 01:14:32,827 AND JUNK FOOD AROUND THE HOUSE 1476 01:14:32,827 --> 01:14:36,482 TO EAT SECRETLY BECAUSE I KEEP FINDING IT WHEN I CLEAN. 1477 01:14:39,344 --> 01:14:42,931 AND I JUST REALLY WISH I HAD MORE SUPPORT FROM HER RIGHT NOW. 1478 01:14:44,931 --> 01:14:48,344 INSTEAD OF HELPING ME, SHE'S MAKING IT A LOT HARDER 1479 01:14:48,344 --> 01:14:51,586 THAN IT NEEDS TO BE FOR ME. 1480 01:14:51,586 --> 01:14:54,275 THAT STUFF SHOULD NEVER BE AROUND ME, 1481 01:14:54,275 --> 01:14:57,793 BUT SHE DOESN'T SEEM TO GET THAT. 1482 01:14:57,793 --> 01:15:02,137 BUT I HAVEN'T GIVEN IN AND I'M NOT GONNA LET MYSELF. 1483 01:15:02,137 --> 01:15:04,931 I REFUSE TO. 1484 01:15:04,931 --> 01:15:08,206 SO EVERY TIME MY CRAVINGS GET REALLY BAD 1485 01:15:08,206 --> 01:15:12,931 OR I'M REALLY TEMPTED WITH WHAT SHE HAS, 1486 01:15:12,931 --> 01:15:17,586 I JUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF OF THE LIFE THAT I CAN HAVE 1487 01:15:17,586 --> 01:15:19,000 AND WHAT IT'S GONNA BE LIKE 1488 01:15:19,000 --> 01:15:22,655 IF I LOSE THE WEIGHT TO HELP ME STAY MOTIVATED 1489 01:15:22,655 --> 01:15:25,931 AND FOCUSED LIKE I NEED. 1490 01:15:25,931 --> 01:15:29,862 AND I ALSO TRY TO STAY BUSY TO KEEP ME DISTRACTED 1491 01:15:29,862 --> 01:15:31,482 WHEN I NEED IT. 1492 01:15:34,034 --> 01:15:37,551 BECAUSE I KNOW ALL I HAVE TO DO IS TO LOSE A LITTLE BIT MORE, 1493 01:15:37,551 --> 01:15:39,827 AND I'LL BE ABLE TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY 1494 01:15:39,827 --> 01:15:43,310 AND TAKE ANOTHER REALLY BIG AND IMPORTANT STEP TOWARDS THE LIFE 1495 01:15:43,310 --> 01:15:45,000 I WANT. 1496 01:15:45,000 --> 01:15:49,241 I JUST HAVE TO STAY ON TRACK A LITTLE LONGER. 1497 01:15:49,241 --> 01:15:51,413 AND I'M WORKING REALLY HARD TO DO THAT. 1498 01:16:01,172 --> 01:16:03,379 Woman: MEGAN. 1499 01:16:03,379 --> 01:16:05,689 ME AND MY MOM ARE BACK AT DR. NOW'S 1500 01:16:05,689 --> 01:16:07,965 AND I'M EXCITED AND NERVOUS ABOUT MY APPOINTMENT 1501 01:16:07,965 --> 01:16:10,517 ALL AT THE SAME TIME RIGHT NOW. 1502 01:16:10,517 --> 01:16:13,034 I'M EXCITED BECAUSE I PRETTY MUCH LOST THE 30 POUNDS 1503 01:16:13,034 --> 01:16:14,931 I NEED TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY, 1504 01:16:14,931 --> 01:16:18,344 AS LONG AS DR. NOW'S SCALE AGREES, TOO. 1505 01:16:18,344 --> 01:16:21,206 BUT MOST OF THE TIME, IT'S BEEN IN THE SAME RANGE. 1506 01:16:21,206 --> 01:16:25,068 SO I FEEL CONFIDENT ABOUT WHAT THE SCALE IS GONNA SAY TODAY. 1507 01:16:25,068 --> 01:16:26,793 AND I CALLED HIM AND I TOLD HIM THAT 1508 01:16:26,793 --> 01:16:29,068 AND HE SAID WE COULD DO SOME TESTING TODAY 1509 01:16:29,068 --> 01:16:31,206 TO SEE IF I'M HEALTHY ENOUGH FOR MY BODY 1510 01:16:31,206 --> 01:16:33,068 TO HANDLE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1511 01:16:36,344 --> 01:16:38,758 OKAY. 1512 01:16:38,758 --> 01:16:42,275 AND IF I AM, HE SAID HE WOULD APPROVE ME FOR THAT TODAY. 1513 01:16:42,275 --> 01:16:44,344 SO ALL OF THAT HAS ME EXCITED. 1514 01:16:44,344 --> 01:16:47,275 BUT I'M JUST NERVOUS AND SCARED ABOUT THE TESTS 1515 01:16:47,275 --> 01:16:50,241 AND WHAT THE RESULTS MIGHT SAY ABOUT MY HEALTH. 1516 01:16:50,241 --> 01:16:52,689 BECAUSE I DON'T WANT MY BODY TO HOLD ME BACK 1517 01:16:52,689 --> 01:16:55,482 FROM GETTING THE SURGERY I NEED TO SAVE MY LIFE. 1518 01:16:59,344 --> 01:17:01,862 SO THE DOCTOR WANTS TO DO A FEW TESTS. 1519 01:17:01,862 --> 01:17:02,931 SO WHAT AM I GONNA GET YOU TO DO 1520 01:17:02,931 --> 01:17:04,448 IS I'M GONNA GET YOU TO CHANGE. OKAY? 1521 01:17:04,448 --> 01:17:06,034 OKAY. ALRIGHT. 1522 01:17:08,517 --> 01:17:10,103 SO THERE YOU GO. 1523 01:17:12,241 --> 01:17:14,103 AND I'M JUST SCARED ABOUT HOW MUCH ABUSE 1524 01:17:14,103 --> 01:17:17,241 I'VE PUT ON MY BODY WITH MY WEIGHT FOR SO MANY YEARS. 1525 01:17:17,241 --> 01:17:20,000 AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT HOW MUCH DAMAGE IT'S DONE TO ME 1526 01:17:20,000 --> 01:17:22,448 BECAUSE MY BIGGEST FEAR HAS ALWAYS BEEN 1527 01:17:22,448 --> 01:17:24,344 THAT I'M GONNA RUN OUT OF TIME. 1528 01:17:24,344 --> 01:17:26,586 AND THAT I'VE LET MYSELF GET TO A POINT 1529 01:17:26,586 --> 01:17:30,034 WHERE IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME, NO MATTER WHAT I DO, 1530 01:17:30,034 --> 01:17:32,758 JUST BECAUSE I ALREADY LET IT GO ON FOR SO LONG 1531 01:17:32,758 --> 01:17:36,310 AND THE DAMAGE IT'S DONE. 1532 01:17:36,310 --> 01:17:39,551 SO I'M JUST REALLY HOPING THE TEST RESULTS WERE GOOD 1533 01:17:39,551 --> 01:17:42,068 AND THERE'S NOTHING THAT'S GONNA HOLD ME BACK 1534 01:17:42,068 --> 01:17:44,206 FROM MOVING AHEAD AND GETTING THE SURGERY 1535 01:17:44,206 --> 01:17:48,068 I'VE WORKED SO HARD TO EARN AND THAT I NEED TO SAVE MY LIFE. 1536 01:18:02,862 --> 01:18:04,793 Megan: I JUST FINISHED SOME OF MY TESTING 1537 01:18:04,793 --> 01:18:06,724 THAT DR. NOW DID ON ME TO SEE 1538 01:18:06,724 --> 01:18:09,758 IF I'M HEALTHY ENOUGH TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1539 01:18:09,758 --> 01:18:12,034 IF I AM, HE SAID HE'LL APPROVE ME TODAY 1540 01:18:12,034 --> 01:18:14,586 AND I'LL FINALLY BE ABLE TO GET IT. 1541 01:18:14,586 --> 01:18:16,758 SO I'M REALLY HOPING THE RESULTS WERE GOOD 1542 01:18:16,758 --> 01:18:20,241 AND SHOW ALL MY PROGRESS HAS PAID OFF LIKE I NEED. 1543 01:18:20,241 --> 01:18:22,931 AND I'M SO NERVOUS, BECAUSE I'M JUST SO WORRIED 1544 01:18:22,931 --> 01:18:25,034 THAT IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN. 1545 01:18:25,034 --> 01:18:27,724 AND I REALLY NEED THE SURGERY. 1546 01:18:27,724 --> 01:18:30,344 SO I'M JUST HOPING WHEN DR. NOW COMES IN, 1547 01:18:30,344 --> 01:18:32,034 IT'S GOOD NEWS. 1548 01:18:35,931 --> 01:18:36,862 HELLO. HI. 1549 01:18:36,862 --> 01:18:38,241 Donna: HI, DOCTOR. 1550 01:18:38,241 --> 01:18:39,310 HOW YOU ALL DOING? 1551 01:18:39,310 --> 01:18:40,482 GOOD. HOW ARE YOU?GOOD. 1552 01:18:40,482 --> 01:18:43,655 GOOD. WELL, HOW ARE YOU GETTING ALONG, MEGAN? 1553 01:18:43,655 --> 01:18:45,068 GOOD. 1554 01:18:45,068 --> 01:18:47,379 ALRIGHT, WELL, I'M PROUD OF YOU 1555 01:18:47,379 --> 01:18:49,620 FOR LOSING ANOTHER 30 POUNDS. 1556 01:18:49,620 --> 01:18:50,965 THANK YOU. 1557 01:18:50,965 --> 01:18:53,758 I'VE BEEN EATING A LOT OF VEGETABLES. 1558 01:18:53,758 --> 01:18:55,344 WELL, THAT'S GOOD. 1559 01:18:55,344 --> 01:18:58,241 BUT LOOKING AT YOUR ULTRASOUND, 1560 01:18:58,241 --> 01:19:00,137 IT LOOKS LIKE WE HAVE SOME PROBLEM 1561 01:19:00,137 --> 01:19:02,517 WITH YOUR BILE DUCT AND YOUR GALLBLADDER. 1562 01:19:02,517 --> 01:19:03,758 AND THAT'S JUST A START, 1563 01:19:03,758 --> 01:19:05,931 BECAUSE WE STILL NEED TO RUN MORE TESTS. 1564 01:19:05,931 --> 01:19:08,172 BUT UNFORTUNATELY, WE ALREADY SEEN A NUMBER 1565 01:19:08,172 --> 01:19:10,310 OF HEALTH ISSUES THAT ARE CONCERNING. 1566 01:19:10,310 --> 01:19:12,379 YOUR GALLBLADDER VERY DISTENDED, 1567 01:19:12,379 --> 01:19:13,862 AND YOU GOT STONE IN IT. 1568 01:19:13,862 --> 01:19:16,517 IT LOOK LIKE YOU MAY HAVE SOME BLOCKAGE 1569 01:19:16,517 --> 01:19:17,793 IN YOUR BILE DUCT. 1570 01:19:17,793 --> 01:19:20,000 SO THAT ALONE IS CONCERNING. 1571 01:19:20,000 --> 01:19:22,551 BUT COMBINED WITH ALL YOUR OTHER ISSUES, 1572 01:19:22,551 --> 01:19:24,034 YOU'RE STILL NOT HEALTHY ENOUGH 1573 01:19:24,034 --> 01:19:26,689 TO MAKE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY SAFE TO DO ON YOU, 1574 01:19:26,689 --> 01:19:28,793 ESPECIALLY WITH THE ISSUES YOU HAD 1575 01:19:28,793 --> 01:19:31,000 WITH BLOOD CLOTS IN YOUR LUNG. 1576 01:19:31,000 --> 01:19:33,448 SO WHERE WAS THAT BLOOD CLOT IN YOUR LUNG 1577 01:19:33,448 --> 01:19:36,689 THAT YOU NEEDED TO REMOVE? 1578 01:19:36,689 --> 01:19:38,379 IT WAS IN MY LEFT LUNG. 1579 01:19:38,379 --> 01:19:40,344 WHEN? WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN? 1580 01:19:40,344 --> 01:19:42,724 NOVEMBER OF 2017. 1581 01:19:42,724 --> 01:19:47,172 AND THEN IN NOVEMBER OF 2018, I HAD IT TWICE. 1582 01:19:47,172 --> 01:19:50,448 OKAY. WELL, I'M A BIT CONCERNED 1583 01:19:50,448 --> 01:19:52,689 ABOUT WHAT WE SEE IN YOUR GALLBLADDER. 1584 01:19:52,689 --> 01:19:54,827 BECAUSE YOUR GALLBLADDER IS ALMOST AS BIG 1585 01:19:54,827 --> 01:19:59,103 AS WHAT ONE EXPECT THAT IT'S GONNA RUPTURE. 1586 01:19:59,103 --> 01:20:03,275 SO I'M GONNA SET YOU UP FOR AN ENDOSCOPY 1587 01:20:03,275 --> 01:20:05,896 AND LOOK IN ON THE OPENING OF BILE DUCT 1588 01:20:05,896 --> 01:20:08,103 AND SEE WHAT'S GOING ON.OKAY. 1589 01:20:08,103 --> 01:20:12,137 SO I'M GONNA SEE IF WE CAN SET IT UP FOR NEXT WEEK. 1590 01:20:12,137 --> 01:20:14,241 OKAY? OKAY. 1591 01:20:14,241 --> 01:20:16,275 WE GONNA DO THE ENDOSCOPY AND SEE WHAT'S GOING ON. 1592 01:20:16,275 --> 01:20:17,413 OKAY? OKAY. 1593 01:20:17,413 --> 01:20:18,758 AND THEN AFTER THAT, 1594 01:20:18,758 --> 01:20:21,275 WE'LL ALSO RUN SOME MORE TESTS TO SEE WHAT'S GOING ON 1595 01:20:21,275 --> 01:20:24,000 WITH YOUR PULMONARY SYSTEM AND OTHER THINGS. 1596 01:20:24,000 --> 01:20:26,620 BUT RIGHT NOW, AS MUCH AS I WOULD LIKE TO TELL YOU 1597 01:20:26,620 --> 01:20:29,000 WE CAN MOVE AHEAD WITH YOUR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY, 1598 01:20:29,000 --> 01:20:31,310 IT LOOKS LIKE IT IS TOO RISKY STILL, 1599 01:20:31,310 --> 01:20:34,241 AND THAT YOU NEED TO REDUCE MORE STRAIN ON YOUR BODY 1600 01:20:34,241 --> 01:20:35,551 BY LOSING MORE WEIGHT. 1601 01:20:35,551 --> 01:20:38,000 SO IT'S VERY IMPORTANT THAT YOU STAY ON TRACK 1602 01:20:38,000 --> 01:20:39,862 AND CONTINUE YOUR WEIGHT LOSS 1603 01:20:39,862 --> 01:20:42,482 BECAUSE YOU'RE STILL RACING THE CLOCK WITH THAT. OKAY? 1604 01:20:42,482 --> 01:20:43,758 OKAY. 1605 01:20:43,758 --> 01:20:45,724 AND IF YOU DO THAT, WE'LL KEEP RUNNING TESTS 1606 01:20:45,724 --> 01:20:47,103 ON YOU EVERY MONTH. 1607 01:20:47,103 --> 01:20:48,758 AND AS SOON AS THEY LOOK GOOD ENOUGH, 1608 01:20:48,758 --> 01:20:50,482 WE WILL DO A WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1609 01:20:50,482 --> 01:20:52,000 OKAY? YEP. 1610 01:20:52,000 --> 01:20:54,620 BUT THIS COULD TAKE ONE MONTH OR SIX MONTHS. 1611 01:20:54,620 --> 01:20:56,068 THERE'S NO WAY TO TELL. 1612 01:20:56,068 --> 01:20:57,586 SO THE MOST IMPORTANT THING 1613 01:20:57,586 --> 01:20:59,310 IS THAT YOU STICK WITH YOUR DIET. 1614 01:20:59,310 --> 01:21:02,655 AND DON'T USE THIS AS AN EXCUSE TO START TO SLIDE BACK 1615 01:21:02,655 --> 01:21:04,379 INTO OLD HABITS.OKAY. 1616 01:21:04,379 --> 01:21:06,965 AND WE'RE GONNA SET YOU UP FOR THAT ENDOSCOPY, 1617 01:21:06,965 --> 01:21:09,965 AND THEN FIGURE OUT WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU. OKAY? 1618 01:21:09,965 --> 01:21:11,344 OKAY. ALRIGHT. 1619 01:21:11,344 --> 01:21:13,275 MEGAN, I'M PROUD OF YOUR PROGRESS. 1620 01:21:13,275 --> 01:21:14,965 JUST KEEP IT UP AND WE'LL BE ABLE 1621 01:21:14,965 --> 01:21:16,965 TO DO YOUR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 1622 01:21:16,965 --> 01:21:18,896 YEP. I'VE DEFINITELY BEEN TRYING. 1623 01:21:18,896 --> 01:21:20,310 JUST STICK WITH IT, OKAY? 1624 01:21:20,310 --> 01:21:22,586 BECAUSE IT'S STILL VERY IMPORTANT TO GET YOU 1625 01:21:22,586 --> 01:21:25,827 TO A HEALTHY PLACE VERY SOON. YOU GOT THAT? 1626 01:21:25,827 --> 01:21:27,241 YEAH. 1627 01:21:27,241 --> 01:21:28,310 OKAY, GOOD. 1628 01:21:28,310 --> 01:21:31,275 ALRIGHT, I'LL SEE YOU IN THE HOSPITAL. 1629 01:21:31,275 --> 01:21:32,793 OKAY. AWESOME.OKAY. ALRIGHT. 1630 01:21:32,793 --> 01:21:34,413 THANK YOU.THANK YOU. 1631 01:21:40,068 --> 01:21:42,206 Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M VERY PROUD OF MEGAN 1632 01:21:42,206 --> 01:21:44,827 FOR LOSING ANOTHER 30 POUNDS OVER THE LAST 2 MONTHS 1633 01:21:44,827 --> 01:21:48,000 AND ULTIMATELY STAYING CONSISTENT WITH HER WEIGHT LOSS 1634 01:21:48,000 --> 01:21:49,689 FOR ALMOST A YEAR. 1635 01:21:49,689 --> 01:21:52,517 THAT'S SOMETHING I RARELY SEE WITH ANY PATIENT. 1636 01:21:52,517 --> 01:21:55,310 SO SHE'S DONE VERY WELL IN THAT REGARD. 1637 01:21:55,310 --> 01:21:58,137 BUT THE UNFORTUNATE SITUATION WE HAVE WITH HER 1638 01:21:58,137 --> 01:22:00,793 IS THAT HER CONDITION IS STILL TOO POOR 1639 01:22:00,793 --> 01:22:04,068 AND HER HEALTH IS STILL TOO COMPROMISED AT THIS TIME 1640 01:22:04,068 --> 01:22:07,758 FOR US TO SAFELY DO ANY WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY ON HER. 1641 01:22:07,758 --> 01:22:10,137 SO WE WILL CONTINUE RUNNING TESTS ON HER 1642 01:22:10,137 --> 01:22:12,862 UNTIL SHE HAS REDUCED THE STRAIN ON HER SYSTEM 1643 01:22:12,862 --> 01:22:15,000 ENOUGH TO HANDLE SURGERY. 1644 01:22:15,000 --> 01:22:16,896 BUT THAT COULD TAKE ANYWHERE FROM A MONTH 1645 01:22:16,896 --> 01:22:19,172 TO SIX MONTHS OR LONGER. 1646 01:22:19,172 --> 01:22:21,896 BUT SHE'S AT LEAST HEADING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. 1647 01:22:21,896 --> 01:22:25,103 AND IF SHE STARTS TO STRUGGLE, WE'LL BE THERE TO MAKE SURE 1648 01:22:25,103 --> 01:22:27,586 SHE KEEPS GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. 1649 01:22:27,586 --> 01:22:30,793 AND I THINK ONCE WE ARE ABLE TO DO WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY ON HER, 1650 01:22:30,793 --> 01:22:33,758 IT WILL HELP ADDRESS THE AMOUNT SHE'S EATING AT ONE TIME 1651 01:22:33,758 --> 01:22:37,068 TO GET HER TO LOSE WEIGHT A LOT MORE QUICKLY. 1652 01:22:37,068 --> 01:22:39,896 BUT FOR NOW, WE JUST NEED TO DO WHAT IT TAKES 1653 01:22:39,896 --> 01:22:43,137 TO KEEP HER ON TRACK. 1654 01:22:43,137 --> 01:22:45,586 Megan: I'M VERY DISAPPOINTED. 1655 01:22:45,586 --> 01:22:47,793 THIS IS WHAT I WAS AFRAID OF, 1656 01:22:47,793 --> 01:22:49,965 AND I'M JUST REALLY UPSET AND DISCOURAGED 1657 01:22:49,965 --> 01:22:53,034 BECAUSE I'VE WORKED SO HARD TO MAKE IT TO THIS POINT. 1658 01:22:53,034 --> 01:22:54,793 AND IT FEELS LIKE ALL MY HARD WORK 1659 01:22:54,793 --> 01:22:57,241 AND PROGRESS STILL DOESN'T MATTER. 1660 01:22:57,241 --> 01:22:59,310 SO RIGHT NOW, I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. 1661 01:22:59,310 --> 01:23:01,448 AND THEN I'LL FIGURE OUT WHAT I'M GONNA DO. 1662 01:23:14,448 --> 01:23:17,655 RIGHT NOW, ME AND MY MOM ARE MAKING A HEALTHY MEAL TOGETHER. 1663 01:23:17,655 --> 01:23:19,965 AND THEN WE'RE GONNA GO FOR A WALK AT THE PARK 1664 01:23:19,965 --> 01:23:22,896 TO GET MY AFTERNOON EXERCISE. 1665 01:23:22,896 --> 01:23:25,068 SHE'S RECOMMITTED TO DOING THIS WITH ME 1666 01:23:25,068 --> 01:23:26,620 BECAUSE AFTER MY LAST APPOINTMENT, 1667 01:23:26,620 --> 01:23:29,310 SHE COULD TELL I WAS REALLY DISCOURAGED. 1668 01:23:29,310 --> 01:23:32,310 SO WE TALKED ABOUT IT AND I SHARED A LOT OF THINGS, 1669 01:23:32,310 --> 01:23:33,689 BUT SPECIFICALLY 1670 01:23:33,689 --> 01:23:36,827 HOW I DON'T THINK SHE'S BEEN SUPPORTIVE OF ME... 1671 01:23:36,827 --> 01:23:38,413 OH, MY GOSH, THIS IS SO GOOD. 1672 01:23:38,413 --> 01:23:42,310 ...BECAUSE OF HOW SHE EATS FAST FOOD AND JUNK FOOD AROUND ME. 1673 01:23:42,310 --> 01:23:43,655 SHE SAID SHE'D TRY BETTER 1674 01:23:43,655 --> 01:23:46,068 BECAUSE SHE WANTS ME TO STICK WITH THIS. 1675 01:23:46,068 --> 01:23:48,724 AND SHE'S ALSO GOING BACK TO HEALTHY MEALS 1676 01:23:48,724 --> 01:23:51,620 TO HELP ME AVOID TEMPTATION. 1677 01:23:51,620 --> 01:23:54,448 AND SHE'S BEEN GOING ON MY WALKS WITH ME TO SUPPORT ME 1678 01:23:54,448 --> 01:23:58,172 WITH MY EXERCISE, TOO, AND HELP ME STAY MOTIVATED. 1679 01:23:58,172 --> 01:24:00,931 I'M REALLY FULL. 1680 01:24:00,931 --> 01:24:02,931 YOUR STOMACH'S SHRINKING, HONEY. 1681 01:24:02,931 --> 01:24:05,275 WHO KNEW IT WAS OKAY TO EAT HEALTHY? 1682 01:24:05,275 --> 01:24:08,482 I WENT IN FOR MORE TESTING AND NOTHING REALLY CHANGED. 1683 01:24:08,482 --> 01:24:09,758 COME ON, MINNIE. 1684 01:24:09,758 --> 01:24:12,137 SO DR. NOW TOLD ME THAT WE'LL KEEP RUNNING TESTS 1685 01:24:12,137 --> 01:24:13,724 ABOUT EVERY MONTH, 1686 01:24:13,724 --> 01:24:16,689 AS LONG AS I KEEP LOSING AND STAY ON TRACK. 1687 01:24:16,689 --> 01:24:19,137 SO THAT'S WHAT I'M TRYING TO DO. 1688 01:24:19,137 --> 01:24:22,137 AND I'M JUST REALLY HOPING IF I KEEP MOVING FORWARD, 1689 01:24:22,137 --> 01:24:23,517 THAT IT WON'T BE LONG 1690 01:24:23,517 --> 01:24:25,655 TO WHERE I'M ABLE TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY 1691 01:24:25,655 --> 01:24:28,379 BECAUSE MY BODY'S HEALTHY ENOUGH AGAIN. 1692 01:24:28,379 --> 01:24:31,068 WE STILL DON'T KNOW HOW LONG IT'S GONNA TAKE. 1693 01:24:31,068 --> 01:24:35,379 I JUST CAN'T LET MYSELF GET DISCOURAGED, SO I'M MAKING SURE 1694 01:24:35,379 --> 01:24:38,586 AND I'M STILL JUST AS FOCUSED AS I'VE EVER BEEN. 1695 01:24:38,586 --> 01:24:42,931 SO I STAY ON TRACK LIKE DR. NOW SAYS UNTIL I GET MY SURGERY 1696 01:24:42,931 --> 01:24:47,586 AND THEN MAKE IT TO MY GOAL, AND I'M REALLY HAPPY ABOUT THAT. 1697 01:24:47,586 --> 01:24:49,827 IF YOU WOULD HAVE ASKED ME A YEAR AGO 1698 01:24:49,827 --> 01:24:52,689 IF I THOUGHT I COULD CONSISTENTLY LOSE WEIGHT 1699 01:24:52,689 --> 01:24:54,413 THIS WHOLE TIME BY DIETING, 1700 01:24:54,413 --> 01:24:56,965 I WOULD'VE SAID THERE'S NO CHANCE. 1701 01:24:56,965 --> 01:24:58,896 BUT THE OPPORTUNITY TO GET SURGERY 1702 01:24:58,896 --> 01:25:02,206 AND HAVE A NEW LIFE HAS MOTIVATED ME TO WORK HARDER 1703 01:25:02,206 --> 01:25:04,379 THAN I EVER HAVE. 1704 01:25:04,379 --> 01:25:08,413 AND I'VE LOST ABOUT 100 POUNDS IN THE LAST YEAR. 1705 01:25:08,413 --> 01:25:11,275 AND AS LONG AS I KEEP MOVING AHEAD LIKE I HAVE BEEN, 1706 01:25:11,275 --> 01:25:14,655 I'LL GET TO WHERE I WANT, WHERE I'M HEALTHY 1707 01:25:14,655 --> 01:25:16,103 AND I'M ABLE TO LIVE ON MY OWN 1708 01:25:16,103 --> 01:25:18,344 AND HAVE A CAREER AND HAVE A FAMILY 1709 01:25:18,344 --> 01:25:21,793 THAT I'VE ALWAYS DREAMED OF AND DO ALL THE OTHER THINGS 1710 01:25:21,793 --> 01:25:25,310 I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO DO BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT. 1711 01:25:25,310 --> 01:25:28,896 AND I'M NOT LETTING ANYTHING GET IN MY WAY 1712 01:25:28,896 --> 01:25:30,931 OR STOP ME FROM GETTING THE NEW LIFE 1713 01:25:30,931 --> 01:25:32,344 I'M ALREADY SEEING TAKE SHAPE. 131696

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