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Carlton: MY SISTER'S PRETTY MUCH
LIVING THE SAME LIFE AS ME
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RIGHT UPSTAIRS.
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Shantel: AND I SPEND ALMOST ALL
OF MY TIME ON THE SECOND FLOOR.
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Woman:
SOMEWHERE IN ME
IS THIS LITTLE GLIMMER OF HOPE.
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I JUST WANT TO BE
A NORMAL PERSON.
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YOU CAN'T DO IT,
AND THEN I JUST GET MAD.
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Woman #2:
IF I DON'T MAKE A CHANGE NOW,
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I'M SCARED
IT'S GOING TO BE TOO LATE.
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IT HURTS!
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Woman #3:
I REFUSE TO STOP FIGHTING.
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I HAVE TO DO THIS
FOR MY CHILDREN.
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Michael: THE WAY HOW
YOU'RE DRIVING IS NOT SAFE.
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THAT'S SOME DUMB
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Carlton: WHEN I WAKE UP
IN THE MORNING, I THINK,
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"HERE COMES ANOTHER DAY
FULL OF THINGS I CAN'T DO."
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THE HELP I HAVE TO HAVE NOW
IS EMBARRASSING
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BECAUSE I CAN'T EVEN DO THE MOST
BASIC THINGS ON MY OWN ANYMORE.
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CASH.
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I'M TOO BIG NOW.
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YEAH?
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OKAY.
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CASH IS MY YOUNGER BROTHER.
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HE DOES EVERYTHING FOR ME,
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AND THAT INCLUDES THE PLASTIC
BIN I USE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM
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THAT MY BROTHER WILL GET FOR ME.
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CASH.
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GET ME A TISSUE.
TISSUE, DAWG.
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TISSUE.
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YEP. THANK YOU.MM-HMM.
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GO AHEAD.
GO AHEAD.
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MAKE SURE TO GET
MY SOAPY WATER FOR ME.
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YEP.
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Cash: CARLTON, IT'S HARD FOR HIM
TO DO STUFF SOMETIMES.
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I GET SAD SEEING HIM STRUGGLE,
AND IT MAKES ME, LIKE, JUMP UP,
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LIKE, "WAIT.
I NEED TO HELP HIM."
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I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR CARLTON
BECAUSE HE'S MY BROTHER,
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AND I LOVE HIM.
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HERE YOU GO.IS IT HOT?
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YEP.
ALRIGHT.
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Carlton: WHEN CASH HAS TO DO
THESE THINGS FOR ME,
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I FEEL DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF
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BECAUSE HE HAS TO BE HERE
TO ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF ME
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INSTEAD OF LIVING LIFE.
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BUT EVERYTHING'S A BIG CHORE
FOR ME NOW,
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AND DOING ANYTHING
WHERE I HAVE TO MOVE AROUND MUCH
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GETS TO BE TOO HARD FOR ME.
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BUT I AT LEAST TRY
TO CLEAN MYSELF STILL.
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BUT IT'S THE MOST
EXHAUSTING PART OF MY DAY
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BECAUSE OF HOW HARD IT IS
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TO REACH AS MANY SPOTS
AS I CAN POSSIBLY REACH.
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SO I DO AS MUCH AS I CAN BEFORE
I'M TOO EXHAUSTED TO KEEP GOING.
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BUT BY THE TIME I'M DONE,
I CAN HARDLY MOVE
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BECAUSE OF HOW SORE
AND TIRED I AM.
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THAT'S EMBARRASSING
THAT I CAN'T EVEN TAKE A BATH
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WITHOUT IT COMPLETELY
WIPING ME OUT.
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IT MAKES ME REALLY SAD.
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THE ONLY THING
THAT MAKES ME SADDER
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IS KNOWING MY SISTER'S PRETTY
MUCH LIVING THE SAME LIFE AS ME
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RIGHT UPSTAIRS.
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COME ON, TREASURE.
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COME ON.
COME ON, MY SUNSHINE.
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ALRIGHT.
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LET'S GO.
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I LIVE HERE IN MY MOM'S HOUSE
WITH HER, HER WIFE, ELAINE,
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MY HUSBAND, OUR THREE KIDS,
AND BOTH MY BROTHERS,
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SO THERE'S NINE OF US HERE,
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BUT I FEEL LIKE I'M TRAPPED
INSIDE OF MY BODY
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AND THIS ROOM
BECAUSE I'M SO BIG.
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I MOSTLY JUST STAY IN MY ROOM
ON THIS BED MOST OF THE DAY
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BECAUSE OF HOW HARD IT IS
FOR ME TO GET AROUND.
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I STILL HAVE A LITTLE BIT
OF MOBILITY,
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BUT IT'S NOT ENOUGH
TO REALLY SUSTAIN ME.
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SO IN THE MORNING,
MICHAEL GETS UP,
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AND HE GETS THE KIDS
READY FOR SCHOOL,
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AND I JUST WATCH HIM.
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IT MAKES ME REALLY SAD BECAUSE
I WANT TO, LIKE, DO MORE,
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BUT HOW CAN I TAKE CARE OF THEM
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WHEN I NEED SO MUCH HELP
JUST TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF?
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AFTER MICHAEL TAKES OUR KIDS
TO SCHOOL,
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HE GOES AND GETS ME
AND CARLTON SOMETHING TO EAT
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WHILE I TRY TO GET UP
AND GET DRESSED,
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BUT IT'S ALMOST TOO MUCH FOR ME.
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CARRYING AROUND THIS WEIGHT
HURTS MORE
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THAN BEING STABBED 1,000 TIMES
WITH 1,000 KNIVES.
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IF I GET UP, IT'S ONLY ONCE
OR TWICE IN A DAY NOW,
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AND I SPEND ALMOST ALL
OF MY TIME ON THE SECOND FLOOR
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BECAUSE THE STAIRS
ARE REALLY HARD FOR ME.
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I CAN DO THEM STILL
BUT MAYBE ONLY ONCE A WEEK.
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AND I NEVER GO OUT ANYMORE.
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IT'S BEEN YEARS SINCE I'VE BEEN
OUT OF THE HOUSE,
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AND NOW I JUST FEEL LIKE
I'M LIVING TO EAT.
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Carlton: AS MUCH AS I WANT
THINGS IN MY LIFE TO CHANGE...
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WHAT'S UP, RED?HEY. WHAT'S UP, MAN?
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...I KEEP DOING
WHAT MAKES IT WORSE,
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BECAUSE I CAN'T STOP
EATING CONSTANTLY.
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OKAY, FIVE CHEESEBURGERS.
HOLD ON.
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ONE, TWO, THREE,
FOUR, FIFTH ONE.
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THANKS, MAN.YOUR FRIES,
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YOUR CHICKEN NUGGETS,
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AND YOUR TWO APPLE PIES.
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YEP.
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I'LL SIT, AND I'LL TRY TO STARVE
MYSELF AS LONG AS POSSIBLE,
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BUT I CAN'T STOP EATING,
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BECAUSE FOOD IS ALL I KNOW.
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HERE'S YOUR FRIES,
YOUR NUGGETS,
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AND HERE'S YOUR PIES.THANK YOU.
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YOU'RE WELCOME, LOVE.
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Shantel: FOOD IS THE ONLY THING
THAT MAKES MY DAY BETTER,
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SO I CAN NEVER WAIT FOR WHEN
MICHAEL BRINGS ME SOMETHING.
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AND THAT FIRST BITE
IS SUCH A GREAT FEELING,
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BECAUSE THIS FOOD
IS LIKE A DRUG TO ME,
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AND I JUST HAVE TO HAVE IT
ALL THE TIME.
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FOOD HAS ALWAYS BEEN A BIG PART
OF ME AND CARLTON'S LIFE.
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IT'S HOW WE FELT LOVE,
AND IT'S HOW WE FELT SAFE.
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MY DAD WAS IN THE MILITARY,
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SO WE HAD TO MOVE AROUND A LOT,
AND I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE THAT
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BECAUSE I WAS ALWAYS
THE NEW KID,
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BUT I THINK THAT'S WHY
ME AND CARLTON GOT SO CLOSE
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BECAUSE ALL WE HAD
WAS EACH OTHER.
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HE WAS BORN WHEN I WAS 7,
AND I WAS AROUND 9
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WHEN I REALIZED THAT MY MOM
WAS BEING ABUSED BY MY DAD.
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AND I REALLY TRIED MY BEST TO,
LIKE, HIDE IT FROM MY BROTHER.
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WHEN MY DAD GOT ANGRY, I WOULD
PUT MY BROTHER IN A ROOM,
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AND I WOULD TURN THE MUSIC ON,
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AND I WOULD GO AND GET SOMETHING
FOR US TO, LIKE, SNACK ON.
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Carlton:
WHEN THINGS GOT REALLY BAD
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AND MY DAD WAS DOING
WHAT HE DID,
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SHANTEL WOULD ALWAYS HELP ME
GET THROUGH IT ALL
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AND MADE IT BETTER,
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USUALLY BY GETTING
SOMETHING WE LIKED TO EAT
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AND BRINGING IT TO ME.
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AND MY MOM SEEMED LIKE
SHE KIND OF PICKED UP ON
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FOOD MAKING ME
AND SHANTEL FEEL BETTER.
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FOOD PLAYED A VERY LARGE PART
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IN THE WAY
THAT I COMFORTED MY CHILDREN.
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MY EX-HUSBAND DID NOT ALLOW ME
TO GIVE THEM ICE CREAM
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OR COOKIES
OR GO TO FAST-FOOD PLACES,
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BUT I WOULD SNEAK IT TO THEM
SO THEY COULD BE HAPPY.
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Shantel: I DOUBLED IN WEIGHT
AND GOT TO OVER 200 POUNDS
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BY THE TIME I WAS 12.
BUT AS I GAINED MORE WEIGHT,
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MY DAD STARTED TO GET MORE
AND MORE UPSET WITH ME
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BECAUSE OF IT.
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HE TRIED TO STOP ME
AND CARLTON'S WEIGHT GAIN,
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BUT IT DIDN'T STOP US
FROM EATING HOW WE WANTED.
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AND BY THE TIME I WAS 13,
I WAS OVER 350 POUNDS,
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AND CARLTON WAS 5 OR 6
AND AROUND 200.
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Carlton:
WHEN I WAS AROUND 10,
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I THINK THAT'S WHEN
IT GOT TO ITS WORST WITH MY DAD.
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SO AS A FAMILY,
IT WAS AT A POINT
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WHERE WE COULDN'T
TAKE IT ANYMORE,
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SO MY MOM TOOK US, AND WE RAN.
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I FELT VERY RELIEVED
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WHEN FINALLY
I WAS ABLE TO ESCAPE,
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'CAUSE I ACTUALLY HAD TO ESCAPE,
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BECAUSE I WAS PUT IN
ABUSE SHELTER BY THE MILITARY.
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Carlton: BEING AWAY FROM MY DAD
WAS SUCH A RELIEF TO ALL OF US.
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INSTEAD OF IT BEING SOMBER,
EVERYONE WAS HAPPY ABOUT IT.
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AND I REMEMBER
BEING ALLOWED TO EAT
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AS MANY DESSERTS AS I WANTED.
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AND I WOULD JUST
TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT,
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AND I WOULD EAT.
AND MY MOM WOULDN'T BE CRYING,
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AND MY SISTER WOULD BE SMILING,
EATING, TOO,
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SO IT WAS A PEACEFUL TIME.
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BY THE TIME I WAS 11,
I WAS OVER 300 POUNDS,
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AND IT WAS A MASSIVE PROBLEM.
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KIDS WERE TEASING ME.
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MY MOTHER HAD TO CONSTANTLY
TRY TO SCRAMBLE
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AND FIND NEW UNIFORMS.
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AND I ENDED UP GETTING SUSPENDED
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FOR LEAVING THE SCHOOL
AFTER MY LUNCH BREAK
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AND GOING TO GET FOOD
FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE.
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SO IT GOT TO BE
A REALLY DIFFICULT TIME,
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AND IT WAS LONELY, TOO,
BECAUSE SHANTEL WAS GONE.
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YOU KNOW, WHEN I GRADUATED
HIGH SCHOOL,
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I WAS AROUND 350 OR 360,
SO I WAS GETTING BIG,
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BUT I COULD STILL GET AROUND
AND DO THINGS.
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AND I HAD REALLY
APPLIED MYSELF IN SCHOOL,
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SO I ENDED UP, YOU KNOW,
GOING TO COLLEGE.
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Carlton: I FELT ALONE.
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I DIDN'T HAVE MY SISTER,
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AND WITH HOW I FELT,
I JUST COULDN'T STOP EATING,
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BECAUSE MY APPETITE
NEVER STOPPED THEN.
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SO I KEPT GAINING A LOT,
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AND BY THE TIME I WAS 15,
I WAS WELL OVER 400 POUNDS.
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AND IT GOT TO A POINT THERE
WHERE I WAS SO BIG,
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IT WAS HARD FOR ME
TO DO ANYTHING.
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SO I DROPPED OUT OF SCHOOL
AND DECIDED TO GET MY G.E.D.
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BUT KEPT GAINING.
AND BY THE TIME I GOT MY G.E.D.
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WHEN I WAS 18,
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I WAS ALMOST 500 POUNDS.
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AND THE DREAMS I HAD
FOR THE FUTURE
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WERE BEING CRUSHED
UNDER MY WEIGHT.
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Shantel: UNFORTUNATELY, COLLEGE
DIDN'T GO AS I HAD HOPED.
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AT 20, MY WEIGHT STARTED
GETTING REALLY BAD
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AND I HAD TO STOP
GOING TO CLASSES,
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'CAUSE I COULDN'T
GET UP THE HILL,
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'CAUSE I HAD REACHED
AROUND 450 THEN.
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AND THAT LED TO ME
HAVING TO DROP OUT,
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AND THAT WAS PRETTY HARD FOR ME,
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BECAUSE I FELT LIKE
I WAS GIVING UP ON MY FUTURE.
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SO ALL I WAS DOING THEN
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WAS SITTING AROUND
MY APARTMENT EATING,
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AND THAT'S HOW MY LIFE WAS
UNTIL I MET MICHAEL.
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MY FRIENDS HAD CONVINCED ME
TO GO OUT ONE NIGHT,
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AND HE WAS A FRIEND OF A FRIEND
WHO WENT WITH US.
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BUT AT FIRST, I DIDN'T PAY
ANY ATTENTION TO HIM.
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I HADN'T HAD A SERIOUS
RELATIONSHIP IN MY LIFE
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BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO END UP
LIKE MY MOM AND MY DAD.
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BUT AS I GOT TO KNOW MICHAEL,
HE WAS DIFFERENT THAN MOST GUYS,
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AND WE STARTED GOING OUT.
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I BELIEVED SHE WAS THE ONE
THE FIRST TIME I SAW HER.
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WE CLICKED RIGHT THERE.
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SO IT WASN'T MUCH OF HER SIZE
THAT I WAS WORRYING ABOUT.
216
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WAS MORE OF
WHO SHE WAS PERSONALLY.
217
00:11:47,241 --> 00:11:50,137
WE JUST FELL IN LOVE TOGETHER.
218
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Shantel:
SO, WITHIN A YEAR OF DATING,
MICHAEL ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM,
219
00:11:53,172 --> 00:11:55,241
AND I TOLD HIM YES.
AND GETTING READY FOR MY WEDDING
220
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WAS THE ONLY TIME OF MY LIFE
I LOST ANY WEIGHT.
221
00:12:02,000 --> 00:12:04,586
BUT IT DIDN'T LAST
AS LONG AS I HAD HOPED,
222
00:12:04,586 --> 00:12:06,689
BECAUSE LESS THAN A YEAR
AFTER WE GOT MARRIED,
223
00:12:06,689 --> 00:12:08,448
I GOT PREGNANT
WITH MY FIRST CHILD
224
00:12:08,448 --> 00:12:10,448
AND GAINED A LOT
DURING THAT PREGNANCY.
225
00:12:10,448 --> 00:12:13,068
I WOULD EAT LIKE TWO
OR THREE PIZZAS A DAY
226
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FOR NINE MONTHS STRAIGHT.
227
00:12:14,137 --> 00:12:17,206
THAT'S WHY I GAINED
SO MUCH WEIGHT.
228
00:12:17,206 --> 00:12:20,034
SO BY THE TIME I HAD MICHAEL JR.
WHEN I WAS 23,
229
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I'D PUT BACK ON
ALMOST 100 POUNDS
230
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AND WAS JUST UNDER
500 POUNDS THEN.
231
00:12:24,000 --> 00:12:26,137
BUT SIX MONTHS
AFTER I HAD MICHAEL JR.,
232
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I GOT PREGNANT
WITH MY SECOND CHILD.
233
00:12:30,103 --> 00:12:33,103
AND BY THE TIME I HAD MY
DAUGHTER, ROYAL, WHEN I WAS 25,
234
00:12:33,103 --> 00:12:35,241
I WAS AROUND 540.
235
00:12:35,241 --> 00:12:38,103
AND THE CYCLE CONTINUED
WITH MY PREGNANCY WITH TREASURE.
236
00:12:38,103 --> 00:12:40,206
AND WHEN I HAD HER
WHEN I WAS 27,
237
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I WAS CLOSE TO 600.
238
00:12:42,068 --> 00:12:44,896
AND THAT'S WHEN I STARTED
TO LOSE MY MOBILITY, TOO.
239
00:12:44,896 --> 00:12:47,206
WHEN I WAS 29,
ME, MICHAEL AND THE KIDS
240
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HAD TO MOVE BACK HOME
WITH MY MOM
241
00:12:48,827 --> 00:12:51,000
SO SHE COULD HELP
TAKE CARE OF ME.
242
00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:52,620
AND CARLTON HAD MADE
THE SAME DECISION
243
00:12:52,620 --> 00:12:53,724
TO MOVE BACK WITH OUR MOM
244
00:12:53,724 --> 00:12:55,931
BECAUSE OF HOW BIG
HE WAS GETTING, TOO.
245
00:12:58,206 --> 00:13:02,068
Carlton:
IT GOT TO A POINT WHERE I COULD
HARDLY DO ANYTHING ANYMORE.
246
00:13:02,068 --> 00:13:05,551
SO I HAD TO MOVE BACK HOME
WITH MY MOM.
247
00:13:05,551 --> 00:13:09,517
AND IN THIS ROOM, I'VE STAYED.
248
00:13:09,517 --> 00:13:11,896
THE ONLY THING I WAS HAPPY ABOUT
WITH THE SITUATION
249
00:13:11,896 --> 00:13:15,241
AND MOVING BACK WAS THAT
I WAS WITH MY SISTER AGAIN.
250
00:13:15,241 --> 00:13:17,344
AND NOW WE DON'T EVEN REALLY
SEE EACH OTHER
251
00:13:17,344 --> 00:13:20,241
SINCE SHE STAYS ON HER FLOOR,
AND I'M ON MINE.
252
00:13:20,241 --> 00:13:23,620
I DON'T GO OUT AND DO ANYTHING
OR SEE ANYONE EXCEPT ONLINE.
253
00:13:23,620 --> 00:13:25,379
I ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN TALKING
TO SOMEONE ONLINE
254
00:13:25,379 --> 00:13:26,931
FOR THE PAST YEAR.
255
00:13:26,931 --> 00:13:28,275
HER NAME IS MONICA.
256
00:13:28,275 --> 00:13:30,137
BUT I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE
TO EVEN MEET HER
257
00:13:30,137 --> 00:13:31,517
BECAUSE I CAN'T GO OUT.
258
00:13:31,517 --> 00:13:33,413
AND I'VE BEEN SCARED
TO ASK HER TO COME HERE
259
00:13:33,413 --> 00:13:35,000
AND SEE ME LIKE THIS.
260
00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:37,000
SO I FEEL LIKE
I'M MISSING LIFE COMPLETELY,
261
00:13:37,000 --> 00:13:38,724
AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF FOOD.
262
00:13:46,241 --> 00:13:48,862
Shantel: I FEEL LIKE FOOD HAS
TAKEN EVERYTHING FROM ME,
263
00:13:48,862 --> 00:13:52,310
AND I DON'T DO ANYTHING.
264
00:13:52,310 --> 00:13:54,655
MY BROTHER IS ONE OF THE MOST
IMPORTANT PEOPLE TO ME,
265
00:13:54,655 --> 00:13:57,620
BUT I HARDLY EVER SEE HIM EVEN
THOUGH WE LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE
266
00:13:57,620 --> 00:14:01,793
BECAUSE OF HOW HARD IT IS
TO GO DOWNSTAIRS.
267
00:14:01,793 --> 00:14:04,000
BUT I WANT TO SEE MY BROTHER,
SO I TRY,
268
00:14:04,000 --> 00:14:06,896
BECAUSE I KNOW
HE WANTS TO SEE ME, TOO.
269
00:14:06,896 --> 00:14:08,689
AND WHEN I GET DOWN THERE
AND I SEE HIS FACE --
270
00:14:08,689 --> 00:14:10,310
LIKE, WHEN HE SEE ME,
HE LIGHT UP.
271
00:14:10,310 --> 00:14:12,862
LIKE, HIS FACE LIGHT UP
WHEN HE SEE ME,
272
00:14:12,862 --> 00:14:14,344
AND I'LL DO IT FOR HIM.
273
00:14:14,344 --> 00:14:16,689
I'LL DO WHATEVER FOR HIM
'CAUSE I LOVE HIM.
274
00:14:16,689 --> 00:14:18,448
NOW TURN.
275
00:14:18,448 --> 00:14:20,413
ALRIGHT.
I GOT YOU.
276
00:14:24,034 --> 00:14:27,068
ONCE I MAKE IT,
IT'S SUCH A RELIEF,
277
00:14:27,068 --> 00:14:29,482
AND I GET TO SEE
MY BROTHER NOW.
278
00:14:29,482 --> 00:14:31,724
BUT IT MAKES ME SAD
TO SEE HIM LIKE HE IS,
279
00:14:31,724 --> 00:14:35,448
BECAUSE HE'S KILLING HIMSELF
WITH FOOD, JUST LIKE ME.
280
00:14:35,448 --> 00:14:36,620
HEY, BRO.
281
00:14:36,620 --> 00:14:38,103
YO!YOU GOT ANY SNACKS?
282
00:14:38,103 --> 00:14:39,586
UH, YEAH,
TABLE BEHIND YOU.
283
00:14:39,586 --> 00:14:41,448
OH
GOT THE GOOD STUFF.
284
00:14:41,448 --> 00:14:44,068
YEAH.
285
00:14:44,068 --> 00:14:45,551
I HEAR THE DOOR, GIRLS.
286
00:14:45,551 --> 00:14:48,310
Treasure: I'LL GET IT.
287
00:14:48,310 --> 00:14:50,068
STOP IT!
288
00:14:50,068 --> 00:14:51,310
-THANK YOU.
-THANK YOU.
289
00:14:51,310 --> 00:14:53,379
AND MY DRINKS?
290
00:14:53,379 --> 00:14:54,620
CASH, CAN YOU HELP ME?
291
00:14:54,620 --> 00:14:57,517
I FEEL LIKE ME AND CARLTON
ARE JUST NOT LIVING,
292
00:14:57,517 --> 00:15:01,344
AND I THINK TO MYSELF THAT
IT'S MY FAULT HE'S LIKE THIS.
293
00:15:01,344 --> 00:15:03,689
IF I WAS A BETTER EXAMPLE,
294
00:15:03,689 --> 00:15:06,448
MAYBE HE WOULD'VE ATE BETTER.
295
00:15:06,448 --> 00:15:09,310
BUT INSTEAD OF JUST DESTROYING
MYLIFE WITH FOOD,
296
00:15:09,310 --> 00:15:12,379
I'M THE REASON BOTH OF OUR LIVES
ARE DESTROYED.
297
00:15:12,379 --> 00:15:14,275
AND IF I LOSE HIM
BECAUSE OF THIS,
298
00:15:14,275 --> 00:15:16,275
I DON'T THINK I'D EVER RECOVER.
299
00:15:16,275 --> 00:15:20,793
BUT I KNOW THAT'S WHAT'S COMING
AND WHAT'S NEXT FOR ONE OF US.
300
00:15:20,793 --> 00:15:24,000
I JUST HAVE THIS FEELING,
LIKE, A DARK FEELING.
301
00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:25,551
BUT WE BEEN THROUGH
SO MUCH TOGETHER.
302
00:15:25,551 --> 00:15:28,758
THIS CAN'T BE THE WAY IT ENDS
FOR EITHER OF US,
303
00:15:28,758 --> 00:15:30,931
AND I CAN'T END UP
MISSING OUT ON MY KIDS' LIVES
304
00:15:30,931 --> 00:15:33,862
BECAUSE I LET FOOD KILL ME.
305
00:15:33,862 --> 00:15:38,241
MY WORST FEAR IS SHANTEL DYING
306
00:15:38,241 --> 00:15:41,827
BEFORE OUR KIDS GROW UP,
307
00:15:41,827 --> 00:15:46,000
GRADUATE, GET MARRIED.
308
00:15:48,034 --> 00:15:51,655
IT IS THE ONE THING
I CAN'T HANDLE.
309
00:15:51,655 --> 00:15:53,275
I NEED HER.
310
00:15:55,448 --> 00:15:58,551
THINGS HAVE TO CHANGE BECAUSE
I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS.
311
00:15:58,551 --> 00:16:00,241
I WANT A LIFE.
312
00:16:00,241 --> 00:16:02,413
I WANT TO LIVE.
313
00:16:02,413 --> 00:16:03,758
I WANT TO LEARN THINGS.
314
00:16:03,758 --> 00:16:07,137
I WANT TO FIND OUT WHAT
IT FEELS LIKE TO BE OUT AT NIGHT
315
00:16:07,137 --> 00:16:11,275
AND HAVE FRIENDS
AND TO BE SOCIAL.
316
00:16:11,275 --> 00:16:14,137
I WANT TO MEET MONICA
AND HAVE A CHANCE AT A LIFE,
317
00:16:14,137 --> 00:16:16,517
BUT THE ONLY WAY TO DO THAT
IS TO LOSE WEIGHT.
318
00:16:16,517 --> 00:16:19,655
AND I KNOW IF I DON'T,
THINGS ARE GOING TO GET WORSE.
319
00:16:19,655 --> 00:16:23,241
THERE'S NOT MUCH MORE WORSE
IT CAN GET.
320
00:16:23,241 --> 00:16:24,862
SO ME AND SHANTEL BOTH KNOW
321
00:16:24,862 --> 00:16:27,379
IT'S ALL COMING
TO A BREAKING POINT SOON
322
00:16:27,379 --> 00:16:28,724
WHERE SOMETHING'S
GOING TO HAPPEN
323
00:16:28,724 --> 00:16:31,517
WHERE ONE OF US DOESN'T MAKE IT.
324
00:16:31,517 --> 00:16:33,689
SO ME AND HER HAVE TO FIND A WAY
TO CHANGE THAT
325
00:16:33,689 --> 00:16:35,275
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.
326
00:17:03,413 --> 00:17:05,275
I'M GOING TO NEED Y'ALL
TO START GIVING ME
327
00:17:05,275 --> 00:17:08,241
THE STUFF FROM UP THERE
SO WE CAN SET IT ON THE BED.
328
00:17:08,241 --> 00:17:11,172
YES. WE NEED THAT.
329
00:17:11,172 --> 00:17:12,344
YOU GOT IT?
ALRIGHT.
330
00:17:12,344 --> 00:17:14,310
BE CAREFUL.
331
00:17:14,310 --> 00:17:17,689
Shantel:
ME AND CARLTON HAVE DECIDED TO
TRY AND GET HELP FROM DR. NOW,
332
00:17:17,689 --> 00:17:20,241
AND WE'RE HOPING THAT
HE'LL TAKE US ON AS PATIENTS
333
00:17:20,241 --> 00:17:22,965
AND LET US
DO HIS WEIGHT-LOSS PROGRAM.
334
00:17:22,965 --> 00:17:24,862
BUT WE KNOW IF HE DOES THAT,
335
00:17:24,862 --> 00:17:27,448
WE'RE GOING TO HAVE TO BE
IN HOUSTON A LOT.
336
00:17:27,448 --> 00:17:29,344
SO WE TALKED IT ALL OVER
AS A FAMILY
337
00:17:29,344 --> 00:17:31,965
AND DECIDED IF WE'RE GOING
TO REALLY TRY TO DO THIS,
338
00:17:31,965 --> 00:17:34,275
WE JUST HAVE TO BE ALL-IN,
339
00:17:34,275 --> 00:17:36,586
AND WE NEED TO MOVE TO HOUSTON.
340
00:17:36,586 --> 00:17:38,655
BUT WHAT IF WE GET THERE,
AND HE LOOKS AT ME AND SAY,
341
00:17:38,655 --> 00:17:40,793
"I CAN'T HELP YOU"?
AND I'M GOING TO SIT THERE,
342
00:17:40,793 --> 00:17:42,793
AND MY FAMILY'S GOING
TO LOOK AT ME LIKE,
343
00:17:42,793 --> 00:17:45,413
"DID YOU JUST REALLY UPROOT US
20 HOURS AWAY
344
00:17:45,413 --> 00:17:48,379
TO A DOCTOR THAT
YOU HAVEN'T EVEN SPOKEN TO?"
345
00:17:48,379 --> 00:17:49,551
BUT I'M JUST TELLING MYSELF
346
00:17:49,551 --> 00:17:51,137
THAT I'M GOING TO TAKE
THIS LEAP OF FAITH
347
00:17:51,137 --> 00:17:52,413
TO BE ABLE TO GET TO HOUSTON
348
00:17:52,413 --> 00:17:54,758
AND MAKE SURE
THAT HE HELP ME LIVE.
349
00:17:56,931 --> 00:18:00,896
CASH.
350
00:18:00,896 --> 00:18:03,379
WE'RE GOING TO PUT THE
ELECTRONICS IN THIS BAG, OKAY?
351
00:18:03,379 --> 00:18:06,241
SO WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO
IS I WANT YOU TO GO RIGHT THERE,
352
00:18:06,241 --> 00:18:07,655
'CAUSE I CAN'T REACH.YEAH.
353
00:18:07,655 --> 00:18:10,137
I WANT YOU TO UNPLUG EVERYTHING.
ALRIGHT?
354
00:18:12,379 --> 00:18:15,620
THIS TRIP WILL BE ROUGH,
TO SAY THE LEAST, ON MY BODY,
355
00:18:15,620 --> 00:18:19,931
AND I'M EXPECTING TO BE
IN PAIN AND SORE,
356
00:18:19,931 --> 00:18:22,689
BUT IT'S THE ONLY CHANCE
WE HAVE TO LIVE
357
00:18:22,689 --> 00:18:25,965
AND TO REVERSE THE DAMAGE
WE'VE MADE TO OUR BODIES.
358
00:18:25,965 --> 00:18:28,965
SO NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES
OR HOW SCARY IT'S GOING TO BE,
359
00:18:28,965 --> 00:18:31,103
THIS IS JUST SOMETHING
THAT ME AND SHANTEL HAVE TO DO
360
00:18:31,103 --> 00:18:32,793
IF WE WANT BETTER LIVES.
361
00:18:32,793 --> 00:18:34,241
BUT THERE IS ONE THING
IN ALL THIS
362
00:18:34,241 --> 00:18:36,689
THAT I AM HAPPY
AND EXCITED ABOUT.
363
00:18:36,689 --> 00:18:38,620
I WAS MESSAGING MONICA
AND TELLING HER
364
00:18:38,620 --> 00:18:40,551
I'M DOING THIS MOVE
AND LEAVING OHIO
365
00:18:40,551 --> 00:18:42,620
AND THAT I'M SAD WE HAVE
NEVER BEEN ABLE TO MEET,
366
00:18:42,620 --> 00:18:45,758
BECAUSE I THINK I HAVE
A LOT OF FEELINGS FOR HER.
367
00:18:45,758 --> 00:18:47,724
AND SHE TOLD ME
THAT SHE DOES, TOO,
368
00:18:47,724 --> 00:18:50,413
AND SHE SAID SHE DIDN'T
WANT TO LOSE ME.
369
00:18:50,413 --> 00:18:52,068
BUT AS WE TALKED MORE,
SHE TOLD ME
370
00:18:52,068 --> 00:18:55,137
SHE WANTS TO GO WITH ME
TO HOUSTON AND HELP ME DO THIS,
371
00:18:55,137 --> 00:18:57,206
AND THAT MADE
MY HEART SKIP A BEAT.
372
00:18:57,206 --> 00:18:58,931
WITH ALL OF US
HOPING TO LEAVE TODAY,
373
00:18:58,931 --> 00:19:01,241
MONICA IS COMING OVER
WITH HER STUFF
374
00:19:01,241 --> 00:19:02,793
SO WE CAN MEET
FOR THE FIRST TIME
375
00:19:02,793 --> 00:19:05,551
AND THEN GO WITH ME TO HOUSTON.
376
00:19:05,551 --> 00:19:08,413
BUT SHE WAS SUPPOSED
TO ALREADY BE HERE,
377
00:19:08,413 --> 00:19:10,172
AND THE MORE I THINK ABOUT THIS,
378
00:19:10,172 --> 00:19:13,034
THE MORE I GET
HONESTLY PESSIMISTIC
379
00:19:13,034 --> 00:19:15,862
ABOUT HOW OUR FIRST MEETING
IS GOING TO BE.
380
00:19:18,965 --> 00:19:20,517
SO THIS COULD BE
DEVASTATING TO ME,
381
00:19:20,517 --> 00:19:22,482
BECAUSE I THINK I HAVE
FALLEN IN LOVE WITH HER
382
00:19:22,482 --> 00:19:24,310
TALKING ONLINE WITH HER.
383
00:19:24,310 --> 00:19:25,793
SO IF THIS DOESN'T GO WELL,
384
00:19:25,793 --> 00:19:28,758
IT'S GOING TO BE HARD
FOR ME TO TAKE,
385
00:19:28,758 --> 00:19:31,413
ESPECIALLY ON TOP OF THE STRESS
OF THIS WHOLE MOVE
386
00:19:31,413 --> 00:19:33,896
AND GOING TO HOUSTON.
387
00:19:38,793 --> 00:19:40,862
HEY!
388
00:19:40,862 --> 00:19:43,275
COME HERE.
389
00:19:47,034 --> 00:19:48,620
I WAS SO SCARED.
390
00:19:48,620 --> 00:19:51,448
YEAH.
391
00:19:51,448 --> 00:19:54,551
I'M -- I WAS SO WORRIED
YOU WAS NOT GOING TO COME.
392
00:19:54,551 --> 00:19:56,586
YEAH.
393
00:19:59,379 --> 00:20:01,413
LOVE YOU.
394
00:20:01,413 --> 00:20:03,206
I LOVE YOU, TOO.
395
00:20:11,965 --> 00:20:14,620
LET ME MOVE THIS FOR YOU.
396
00:20:14,620 --> 00:20:15,724
HAVE A SEAT.
397
00:20:15,724 --> 00:20:18,206
I WAS SO WORRIED.YEAH.
398
00:20:18,206 --> 00:20:19,827
I'M SO HAPPY YOU'RE HERE.
399
00:20:19,827 --> 00:20:20,931
AND WE GONNA BE HAPPY.
400
00:20:20,931 --> 00:20:22,965
YEAH.
401
00:20:22,965 --> 00:20:24,758
IT'S GONNA BE OKAY FINALLY.
402
00:20:24,758 --> 00:20:26,068
YEAH.
403
00:20:26,068 --> 00:20:27,586
Monica: I'M VERY HAPPY.
404
00:20:27,586 --> 00:20:29,793
I'VE BEEN WAITING TO SEE HIM
FOR SO LONG.
405
00:20:29,793 --> 00:20:31,379
AND WHEN I FINALLY
WALKED IN THE DOOR
406
00:20:31,379 --> 00:20:33,310
AND SAW HIM THERE,
I WAS PRETTY NERVOUS,
407
00:20:33,310 --> 00:20:36,482
BUT I'M ALSO REALLY
EXCITED AND HAPPY.
408
00:20:36,482 --> 00:20:38,034
HIS WEIGHT DOESN'T BOTHER ME.
409
00:20:38,034 --> 00:20:40,827
I WANT TO BE WITH HIM.
410
00:20:40,827 --> 00:20:42,551
Carlton:
I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
411
00:20:42,551 --> 00:20:45,103
IT'S BEEN OVER A YEAR
THAT WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER
412
00:20:45,103 --> 00:20:47,517
WITHOUT ACTUALLY BEING TOGETHER.
413
00:20:47,517 --> 00:20:49,724
AND MEETING MONICA
FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY
414
00:20:49,724 --> 00:20:51,724
COULDN'T HAVE GONE BETTER.
415
00:20:51,724 --> 00:20:54,620
IT'S JUST A FANTASTIC FEELING
TO FINALLY BE ABLE TO HOLD HER.
416
00:20:54,620 --> 00:20:57,931
AND HAVING A PERSON I LOVE WITH
ME IN MY LIFE TO DO THIS WITH
417
00:20:57,931 --> 00:21:00,206
MAKES A HUGE DIFFERENCE FOR ME.
418
00:21:00,206 --> 00:21:02,310
SO I FEEL LIKE
THIS JUST KIND OF AFFIRMS
419
00:21:02,310 --> 00:21:05,758
THAT THIS MOVE AND THIS WHOLE
CHANGE IS THE RIGHT THING,
420
00:21:05,758 --> 00:21:07,724
THAT MY LIFE IS GOING
TO START GETTING BETTER NOW
421
00:21:07,724 --> 00:21:09,724
BY DOING THIS.
422
00:21:16,793 --> 00:21:18,448
Shantel: IT'S TAKEN A LOT LONGER
THAN I WANTED,
423
00:21:18,448 --> 00:21:22,206
BUT WE'RE FINALLY READY
TO GET ON THE ROAD.
424
00:21:22,206 --> 00:21:23,758
IT'S JUST GOING TO BE DARK SOON,
425
00:21:23,758 --> 00:21:26,517
SO I DON'T KNOW HOW FAR
WE'RE GOING TO GET TODAY.
426
00:21:26,517 --> 00:21:28,517
AND I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG IT'S
GOING TO TAKE US TO GET THERE,
427
00:21:28,517 --> 00:21:29,827
SO WE JUST NEED TO GET GOING.
428
00:21:29,827 --> 00:21:30,965
YEAH. GRAB THE SHIRT --
429
00:21:30,965 --> 00:21:33,758
NO. THAT'S NOT GOING.
THE SHIRT BAG.
430
00:21:33,758 --> 00:21:35,275
BUT MY NERVES ARE
ALL OVER THE PLACE
431
00:21:35,275 --> 00:21:38,241
BECAUSE THIS IS GOING TO TAKE
A LOT FOR ME AND CARLTON TO DO.
432
00:21:40,310 --> 00:21:43,137
Carlton:
WE DIDN'T MAKE IT OUT YESTERDAY
LIKE SHANTEL WAS HOPING,
433
00:21:43,137 --> 00:21:44,862
BUT WE'VE BEEN PACKING
THROUGH MOST OF THE NIGHT,
434
00:21:44,862 --> 00:21:46,827
AND WE'RE ABOUT READY.
435
00:21:46,827 --> 00:21:48,103
MONICA STAYED THE NIGHT WITH ME
436
00:21:48,103 --> 00:21:49,896
BECAUSE SHE ALREADY PACKED UP
HER WHOLE WORLD
437
00:21:49,896 --> 00:21:52,482
TO DO THIS AND LEAVE.
438
00:21:52,482 --> 00:21:53,862
BUT JUST HAVING HER HERE WITH ME
439
00:21:53,862 --> 00:21:56,586
IS MAKING A HUGE
DIFFERENCE FOR ME
440
00:21:56,586 --> 00:22:00,344
AND HELP KEEPING ME MOTIVATED
AND EXCITED ABOUT THIS.
441
00:22:00,344 --> 00:22:03,206
WE'VE RENTED AN EXTRA CAR
TO HAVE, TOO.
442
00:22:03,206 --> 00:22:06,758
GO AHEAD AND TAKE THIS
IN THE HOUSE FOR SHANTEL.
443
00:22:06,758 --> 00:22:08,793
SHANTEL, MICHAEL, AND THE KIDS
ARE GOING TO USE THAT
444
00:22:08,793 --> 00:22:10,206
SINCE IT'S BIGGER,
445
00:22:10,206 --> 00:22:12,758
AND ME AND MONICA ARE GOING
TO DRIVE SHANTEL'S CAR.
446
00:22:15,931 --> 00:22:17,862
NO, COME HERE.
COME HERE. COME ON.
447
00:22:17,862 --> 00:22:19,517
COME ON.
448
00:22:23,517 --> 00:22:27,034
Shantel:
THIS HAS BEEN ONE OF THE MOST
STRESSFUL MOMENTS OF MY LIFE,
449
00:22:27,034 --> 00:22:30,620
AND I HAVE A LOT OF FEARS
THAT START TO OVERWHELM ME.
450
00:22:30,620 --> 00:22:34,379
BUT I'M JUST FOCUSING ON THE NEW
LIFE THAT'S POSSIBLE WITH THIS.
451
00:22:34,379 --> 00:22:37,586
SO NO MATTER HOW HARD THIS IS
OR WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN,
452
00:22:37,586 --> 00:22:38,931
IF WE STAY HERE,
453
00:22:38,931 --> 00:22:41,965
EITHER ME OR CARLTON'S
GOING TO DIE SOON.
454
00:22:41,965 --> 00:22:44,689
AND THAT IS NOT AN OPTION
I'M JUST GOING TO LET HAPPEN,
455
00:22:44,689 --> 00:22:47,758
SO I'M GOING TO FIGHT AS HARD
AS I CAN FOR US TO DO THIS.
456
00:22:53,793 --> 00:22:56,241
ALRIGHT. LAST LOOK.
457
00:22:58,827 --> 00:23:01,896
ALRIGHT, PLAYER.
458
00:23:01,896 --> 00:23:05,206
USUALLY, I'M IN THE CAR MAYBE,
WHAT, 20, 30 MINUTES TOPS,
459
00:23:05,206 --> 00:23:07,137
AND IT'S REALLY HARD
ON MY BODY DOING IT THEN,
460
00:23:07,137 --> 00:23:09,931
SO TAKING THAT,
MAGNIFYING THAT,
461
00:23:09,931 --> 00:23:12,103
I DON'T KNOW HOW MY BODY
IS GOING TO REACT.
462
00:23:12,103 --> 00:23:14,448
TRY TO SQUEEZE
INTO THIS LITTLE VEHICLE
463
00:23:14,448 --> 00:23:18,413
ME, MICHAEL, THREE CHILDREN,
AND ALL OUR BELONGINGS.
464
00:23:18,413 --> 00:23:20,827
I THINK I'M NERVOUS
BECAUSE IT'S GETTING REAL.
465
00:23:20,827 --> 00:23:22,551
LIKE, IT'S GETTING
REAL SERIOUS TO ME.
466
00:23:22,551 --> 00:23:23,586
I'M IN.
467
00:23:23,586 --> 00:23:24,965
-SUCK IN.
-I'M IN.
468
00:23:24,965 --> 00:23:26,551
SUCK IN ALL.
469
00:23:26,551 --> 00:23:28,068
ALRIGHT.
470
00:23:30,517 --> 00:23:32,448
HOLD ON.
WAIT. DO AGAIN.
471
00:23:32,448 --> 00:23:33,551
GO.
472
00:23:36,965 --> 00:23:38,034
OOH.
473
00:23:38,034 --> 00:23:39,655
THIS IS THE BIGGEST
LEAP OF FAITH
474
00:23:39,655 --> 00:23:41,379
WE'VE TAKEN IN OUR LIVES.
475
00:23:41,379 --> 00:23:42,551
I'M GOING.
476
00:23:42,551 --> 00:23:44,965
BUT I KNOW WE CAN DO THIS.
477
00:23:44,965 --> 00:23:48,034
AND ME AND SHANTEL
ARE READY TO TAKE THIS ON
478
00:23:48,034 --> 00:23:50,137
SO WE CAN BE AROUND
FOR THE LIVES WE WANT
479
00:23:50,137 --> 00:23:53,758
AND BE WITH THE PEOPLE WE LOVE.
480
00:23:53,758 --> 00:23:57,655
AND WE KNOW IF WE DON'T DO THIS,
THEN THAT WON'T BE POSSIBLE.
481
00:23:57,655 --> 00:24:00,275
ALRIGHT.
482
00:24:00,275 --> 00:24:02,413
SO WE'RE GOING ALL-IN,
DOING WHATEVER IT TAKES
483
00:24:02,413 --> 00:24:04,965
FOR US TO SUCCEED AT THIS.
484
00:24:04,965 --> 00:24:07,482
WE DON'T KNOW ALL THAT'S AHEAD,
485
00:24:07,482 --> 00:24:10,896
BUT AS LONG AS WE HAVE EACH
OTHER AND DO THIS TOGETHER...
486
00:24:10,896 --> 00:24:14,517
AH, WE MADE IT.Monica: YEP.
487
00:24:14,517 --> 00:24:16,241
...I KNOW WE'LL BE ABLE
TO GET THROUGH IT
488
00:24:16,241 --> 00:24:20,413
AND DO WHAT WE NEED
TO MAKE IT TOGETHER.
489
00:24:24,103 --> 00:24:25,379
WE MADE IT.
490
00:24:25,379 --> 00:24:26,896
YEAH.
491
00:24:44,965 --> 00:24:46,482
Carlton: WE HAVE BEEN
ON THE ROAD FOR THREE DAYS,
492
00:24:46,482 --> 00:24:49,758
AND IT HAS NOT GOTTEN ANY
EASIER, BECAUSE ME AND SHANTEL
493
00:24:49,758 --> 00:24:52,758
HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GO MORE
THAN ABOUT 4 HOURS AT A TIME
494
00:24:52,758 --> 00:24:55,965
WITHOUT STOPPING FOR FOOD
OR STOPPING FOR A HOTEL.
495
00:24:55,965 --> 00:25:00,586
BUT EVEN DOING THAT HAS STILL
BEEN REALLY HARD ON OUR BODIES.
496
00:25:00,586 --> 00:25:03,655
RIGHT NOW,
EVERYTHING HURTS SEVERELY.
497
00:25:03,655 --> 00:25:05,379
MY BODY IS WEARING DOWN
498
00:25:05,379 --> 00:25:09,000
FASTER AND MORE INTENSELY
THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD.
499
00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:12,344
BUT I REMAIN FOCUSED,
AND I'M MOVING FORWARD.
500
00:25:17,241 --> 00:25:20,620
I WANT THIS MORE THAN ANYTHING
I'VE EVER WANTED.
501
00:25:20,620 --> 00:25:23,310
I CAN TASTE IT IN MY MOUTH.
I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP.
502
00:25:23,310 --> 00:25:26,724
WE GOING TO MAKE
SOME PROGRESS TODAY.
503
00:25:26,724 --> 00:25:29,448
AND I WILL CARRY SHANTEL
IF I HAVE TO.
504
00:25:29,448 --> 00:25:32,655
LET'S GO.
LET'S BEAT FEET.
505
00:25:32,655 --> 00:25:35,620
ME AND SHANTEL TEXTED ABOUT
HOW WE WANTED TO HANDLE TODAY,
506
00:25:35,620 --> 00:25:37,103
AND WE NEED TO GO
AT LEAST 3 HOURS
507
00:25:37,103 --> 00:25:39,551
TO HAVE A GOOD
TIME FRAME TOMORROW.
508
00:25:39,551 --> 00:25:41,206
BUT I TOLD HER I WANT TO TRY
AND MAKE IT
509
00:25:41,206 --> 00:25:44,448
FOR THE WHOLE 6 1/2 HOURS
SO WE CAN HAVE A FULL DAY
510
00:25:44,448 --> 00:25:47,689
TO MOVE INTO OUR NEW PLACE
AND REST SOME.
511
00:25:47,689 --> 00:25:49,620
THANK YOU.
512
00:25:49,620 --> 00:25:51,379
WHERE'D THAT BAG GO?
513
00:25:51,379 --> 00:25:54,413
Monica: WHAT?
514
00:25:54,413 --> 00:25:56,517
SO HOPEFULLY WE'RE ABLE
TO DO THIS FINAL PUSH
515
00:25:56,517 --> 00:25:58,241
AND MAKE IT THERE BY TODAY.
516
00:26:07,034 --> 00:26:08,620
WE GOT THIS.
517
00:26:10,724 --> 00:26:13,172
JUST LOCK ME IN, BABY.
518
00:26:13,172 --> 00:26:14,965
COME ON.YOU WANT ME TO SLAM IT?
519
00:26:14,965 --> 00:26:17,793
HOLD ON.OH, SORRY.
520
00:26:17,793 --> 00:26:19,206
LET'S GO, BABY!
521
00:26:21,931 --> 00:26:24,379
-ALRIGHT.
-YOU GOT THIS.
522
00:26:24,379 --> 00:26:25,758
LET'S HIT THE ROAD.
523
00:26:25,758 --> 00:26:27,172
-ALRIGHT.
-HELP HER.
524
00:26:27,172 --> 00:26:30,862
-GOOD JOB, SHAN.
-COME ON.
525
00:26:30,862 --> 00:26:33,310
THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
WALK WITHOUT THAT WALKER.
526
00:26:35,620 --> 00:26:38,620
I LITERALLY SAID, "HOLD HER."
GO IN.
527
00:26:40,551 --> 00:26:43,448
ALRIGHT.
528
00:26:43,448 --> 00:26:44,655
TELL ME WHICH ONE --
529
00:26:44,655 --> 00:26:46,103
SUCK IT IN.
530
00:26:46,103 --> 00:26:47,689
THERE WE GO.
531
00:27:00,172 --> 00:27:03,551
Shantel:
THIS IS SUCH A HARD TRIP,
AND WE ONLY HAVE TWO MORE DAYS
532
00:27:03,551 --> 00:27:07,000
BEFORE OUR APPOINTMENT
WITH DR. NOW.
533
00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,965
BUT EACH DAY GETS
A LITTLE HARDER FOR US
534
00:27:08,965 --> 00:27:11,206
TO BE IN A CAR FOR TOO LONG.
535
00:27:11,206 --> 00:27:14,103
AND RIGHT NOW,
WE HAVE A 6-TO-7-HOUR DRIVE LEFT
536
00:27:14,103 --> 00:27:15,448
TO GET THERE.
537
00:27:15,448 --> 00:27:17,103
BUT MY LEGS ARE ON FIRE.
538
00:27:17,103 --> 00:27:19,310
LIKE, MY SWELLING
IS REALLY BAD TODAY.
539
00:27:19,310 --> 00:27:22,758
SO IT'S GETTING MORE DIFFICULT
FOR ME, AND I'M JUST WORRIED,
540
00:27:22,758 --> 00:27:24,137
WITH HOW HARD IT'S GETTING,
541
00:27:24,137 --> 00:27:27,620
WE WON'T BE ABLE TO KEEP
OUR PACE AND LAST LIKE WE NEED.
542
00:27:53,034 --> 00:27:55,586
Michael:
ALRIGHT.
543
00:27:55,586 --> 00:27:58,241
HEY, GUYS. I'M GOING
TO COME IN HERE, DO THIS.
544
00:27:58,241 --> 00:27:59,413
Monica: ALRIGHT.
545
00:27:59,413 --> 00:28:02,206
ALRIGHT.
546
00:28:02,206 --> 00:28:03,827
Michael:
THIS ONE IS DEFINITELY YOURS,
547
00:28:03,827 --> 00:28:06,586
'CAUSE WE GOT TWO BOXES IN HERE.
548
00:28:13,172 --> 00:28:14,758
HEY, BABE.
549
00:28:14,758 --> 00:28:17,206
IT'S FINALLY HERE.
550
00:28:21,689 --> 00:28:23,793
Carlton: I KNOW WE SHOULD BE
EATING HEALTHIER RIGHT NOW,
551
00:28:23,793 --> 00:28:26,448
BUT BEING ON THE ROAD
MAKES THAT REALLY HARD.
552
00:28:26,448 --> 00:28:29,758
FAST FOOD IS THE ONLY OPTION
WE HAVE IN MOST PLACES.
553
00:28:29,758 --> 00:28:31,379
ME AND SHANTEL ARE DOING
WHAT WE ARE CALLING
554
00:28:31,379 --> 00:28:35,448
A FAREWELL TOUR OF PLACES
WE LIKE TO GET FOOD AT
555
00:28:35,448 --> 00:28:37,793
BECAUSE WE KNOW WE'RE GOING
TO HAVE TO GIVE THIS ALL UP
556
00:28:37,793 --> 00:28:42,241
ONCE WE GET TO HOUSTON,
SO I'M ENJOYING IT WHILE I CAN.
557
00:28:42,241 --> 00:28:43,827
LET'S JUST EAT ON THE ROAD.
558
00:28:46,827 --> 00:28:48,551
Monica: THE WAY THAT WE CAME IN
OR THE OTHER WAY?
559
00:28:48,551 --> 00:28:49,862
SO WE'RE GOING THIS WAY.
560
00:28:49,862 --> 00:28:51,344
YEAH.
561
00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:00,586
Shantel: FOOD HAS ALWAYS
HELPED ME DEAL WITH STRESS,
562
00:29:00,586 --> 00:29:04,758
AND I AM GLAD THAT I'M ABLE
TO RELY ON IT NOW STILL.
563
00:29:04,758 --> 00:29:07,275
I THINK THIS TRIP WOULD BE
A LOT HARDER WITHOUT IT.
564
00:29:07,275 --> 00:29:09,551
BUT ONCE WE'RE DOWN THERE,
ME AND CARLTON
565
00:29:09,551 --> 00:29:12,517
ARE READY TO COMMIT
TO GIVING ALL OF THIS UP.
566
00:29:12,517 --> 00:29:14,931
THIS IS JUST
OUR LAST BITES OF IT,
567
00:29:14,931 --> 00:29:18,000
BUT IT IS GOING TO BE HARD TO
SAY GOODBYE AND LET THIS ALL GO.
568
00:29:26,103 --> 00:29:27,379
YOU'RE FINE.
569
00:29:27,379 --> 00:29:29,827
Monica:
I KNOW. I KNOW.
570
00:29:29,827 --> 00:29:31,310
SLOW DOWN, MICHAEL.
571
00:29:32,758 --> 00:29:34,862
YOU'RE DOING PERFECT.
572
00:29:37,689 --> 00:29:39,206
OH
573
00:29:39,206 --> 00:29:40,965
PERFECT.
574
00:29:46,344 --> 00:29:50,137
HOLY
575
00:29:50,137 --> 00:29:51,724
HEY, WE NEED TO PULL OVER.
576
00:29:54,482 --> 00:29:56,241
WE NEED TO GET, LIKE, OFF.
577
00:30:06,758 --> 00:30:08,586
I'M SO SORRY.
578
00:30:08,586 --> 00:30:11,655
YOU'RE OKAY.
EVERYTHING'S OKAY.
579
00:30:11,655 --> 00:30:14,241
I'M -- I JUST WANTED
EVERYTHING TO GO WELL TODAY.
580
00:30:14,241 --> 00:30:16,206
NO, STOP. STOP. STOP. STOP.I UP.
581
00:30:16,206 --> 00:30:18,896
STOP. STOP. IT'S OKAY.
582
00:30:18,896 --> 00:30:21,103
JUST STOP. JUST STOP.
583
00:30:21,103 --> 00:30:22,896
IT'S OKAY.
584
00:30:27,206 --> 00:30:29,655
WHAT HAPPENED, MIKE?
585
00:30:29,655 --> 00:30:31,862
-WHAT HAPPENED? DAMN!
-THEY HIT THE CAR.
586
00:30:31,862 --> 00:30:33,034
I'M SORRY.
587
00:30:33,034 --> 00:30:35,965
AND THE WHOLE THING
IS, LIKE, CAVED IN.
588
00:30:35,965 --> 00:30:38,137
SO I'M-A TO TELL YOU THIS --
589
00:30:38,137 --> 00:30:42,206
THE WAY HOW YOU'RE DRIVING IS
NOT SAFE, LIKE, THE WHOLE THING.
590
00:30:42,206 --> 00:30:45,793
LIKE, HOW WILL SAYING THAT,
LIKE, HELP HER CALM DOWN?
591
00:30:45,793 --> 00:30:48,482
LIKE, WHAT DID YOU SAYING THAT
JUST ACCOMPLISH?
592
00:30:48,482 --> 00:30:49,793
ALRIGHT.
593
00:30:49,793 --> 00:30:52,551
DOES IT HELP HER CALM DOWN,
MICHAEL? SERIOUSLY, DOES IT?
594
00:30:52,551 --> 00:30:55,034
NO, IT DOESN'T.
IT JUST ADDS TO HER STRESS.
595
00:30:55,034 --> 00:30:56,448
HOW'S THAT HELP HER CALM DOWN?IT'S OKAY.
596
00:30:56,448 --> 00:30:58,310
HE'S JUST TRYING
TO STRESS YOU OUT FOR NO REASON.
597
00:30:58,310 --> 00:30:59,482
WE'RE TRYING TO FIGURE
EVERYTHING --
598
00:30:59,482 --> 00:31:02,000
DON'T EVEN TALK TO HIM.
JUST IGNORE HIM.
599
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:04,137
YOU'RE OKAY.
IT WAS AN ACCIDENT, OKAY?
600
00:31:04,137 --> 00:31:05,689
YOU DON'T NEED TO BE
STRESSED OUT BY THAT.
601
00:31:05,689 --> 00:31:07,862
LIKE, THAT'S
SOME DUMB
602
00:31:10,620 --> 00:31:13,517
-I'M DONE.
-ALRIGHT.
603
00:31:13,517 --> 00:31:14,620
YEAH, WE GO HOME.
604
00:31:14,620 --> 00:31:16,551
CAN WE NOT
FIGURE ANYTHING OUT?
605
00:31:16,551 --> 00:31:18,103
I'M NOT DEALING
WITH MY SISTER NO MORE.
606
00:31:18,103 --> 00:31:19,275
CARLTON, LIKE, COME ON.
607
00:31:19,275 --> 00:31:21,275
WHAT'S GOING ON?
608
00:31:21,275 --> 00:31:23,206
WE GON' GET YOU HOME,
AND THIS IS ALL --
609
00:31:23,206 --> 00:31:25,034
I DON'T KNOW HOW --WE'RE GOING TO GET YOU HOME.
610
00:31:25,034 --> 00:31:26,310
I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME.
611
00:31:26,310 --> 00:31:28,413
WE'RE BOTH GOING HOME.
I'M GOING WITH YOU,
612
00:31:28,413 --> 00:31:30,793
BUT THIS CHANGES EVERYTHING.WHY?
613
00:31:30,793 --> 00:31:32,724
WE'RE NOT GOING
TO HOUSTON NO MORE.
614
00:31:32,724 --> 00:31:34,586
I CAN'T BELIEVE MICHAEL
TREATED YOU LIKE THIS.
615
00:31:34,586 --> 00:31:38,103
YOU'RE THE WOMAN I LOVE, AND
I'M NOT GONNA LET HIM DO THAT.
616
00:31:38,103 --> 00:31:40,275
WELL, WHAT ARE WE DOING?
617
00:31:43,344 --> 00:31:45,344
Carlton: I'M SO UPSET.
618
00:31:45,344 --> 00:31:47,241
MONICA HAS DONE NOTHING
BUT HELP US ALL,
619
00:31:47,241 --> 00:31:48,896
AND SHE DOESN'T DESERVE THIS.
620
00:31:48,896 --> 00:31:51,103
SO RIGHT NOW,
I'D RATHER NOT BE WITH THEM
621
00:31:51,103 --> 00:31:53,620
AND JUST GO HOME
AND FIGURE SOMETHING ELSE OUT.
622
00:32:17,862 --> 00:32:20,724
Michael:
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
623
00:32:20,724 --> 00:32:25,241
AND HE SAY HE NOT PAYING FOR IT,
SO I DON'T KNOW HOW --
624
00:32:25,241 --> 00:32:27,206
MY CAR --WE'RE UNABLE TO --
625
00:32:27,206 --> 00:32:30,551
I'M UNABLE
TO PAY FOR THE CAR.
626
00:32:30,551 --> 00:32:33,551
SHOULD I JUST HONESTLY
JUST TELL HIM, HUH?
627
00:32:33,551 --> 00:32:35,551
I DON'T CARE.
628
00:32:38,310 --> 00:32:39,862
ALRIGHT, SHAN.
629
00:32:39,862 --> 00:32:42,241
SHAN?
630
00:32:42,241 --> 00:32:43,862
LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT ME.
631
00:32:43,862 --> 00:32:46,448
HEY, HEY, HEY.
632
00:32:46,448 --> 00:32:48,413
LISTEN TO ME.
633
00:32:48,413 --> 00:32:52,448
IF YOU WANT TO KEEP GOING,
LET'S KEEP GOING.
634
00:32:52,448 --> 00:32:53,965
IT'S JUST GOING TO BE YOU
AND ME,
635
00:32:53,965 --> 00:32:55,620
SO WHAT DO YOU
REALLY WANT TO DO?
636
00:32:55,620 --> 00:32:58,275
I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOUR
MIND-SET BEING BECAUSE --
637
00:32:58,275 --> 00:33:01,482
I'M BEING JUST -- I WANT HIM
TO GO AND GET HIS LIFE CHANGED,
638
00:33:01,482 --> 00:33:03,758
BUT RIGHT NOW, I DON'T --
I CAN'T DEAL.
639
00:33:03,758 --> 00:33:05,482
IT'S TOO MUCH.ALRIGHT.
640
00:33:05,482 --> 00:33:08,172
LET'S GO, PLAIN AND SIMPLE.
641
00:33:13,827 --> 00:33:16,586
Shantel:
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!
642
00:33:16,586 --> 00:33:17,931
CARLTON IS ACTING LIKE A FOOL.
643
00:33:17,931 --> 00:33:19,586
WE SUPPOSED TO BE
DOING THIS TOGETHER.
644
00:33:19,586 --> 00:33:22,655
BUT HE'S A GROWN MAN
WHO CAN MAKE HIS OWN CHOICES,
645
00:33:22,655 --> 00:33:25,482
SO IF HE'S GOING TO GIVE UP,
THAT DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE TO.
646
00:33:49,793 --> 00:33:53,551
Carlton:
YESTERDAY WAS DEFINITELY
THE HARDEST DAY YET ON THE ROAD.
647
00:33:53,551 --> 00:33:55,206
LESS THAN 30 MINUTES
ON THE ROAD,
648
00:33:55,206 --> 00:33:56,862
WE HAD A HIT-AND-RUN SCENARIO
649
00:33:56,862 --> 00:33:59,103
THAT PUT OUR CAR
OUT OF COMMISSION.
650
00:33:59,103 --> 00:34:01,379
WE HAD SOME DAMAGE
TO ONE OF THE FRONT TIRES
651
00:34:01,379 --> 00:34:02,827
AND THE RIM AROUND IT,
652
00:34:02,827 --> 00:34:06,655
SO THE CAR WASN'T DRIVABLE
AT THAT POINT. AND FOR A MOMENT,
653
00:34:06,655 --> 00:34:09,551
WE ALL GOT TO A BIT OF
AN EMOTIONAL BREAKING POINT,
654
00:34:09,551 --> 00:34:12,689
SO WE ALL SAID SOME THINGS
THAT WE REGRETTED.
655
00:34:12,689 --> 00:34:15,275
BUT ONCE WE CALMED DOWN,
WE ALL APOLOGIZED,
656
00:34:15,275 --> 00:34:17,344
AND SHANTEL AND MICHAEL
CAME BACK AND GOT US
657
00:34:17,344 --> 00:34:20,172
AND HELPED US GET
THE SITUATION FIGURED OUT.
658
00:34:20,172 --> 00:34:21,827
BUT WE LOST ALL OUR TRAVEL TIME
659
00:34:21,827 --> 00:34:23,724
AND HAD TO TRY
AND MAKE IT UP TODAY.
660
00:34:23,724 --> 00:34:27,620
SO WE'VE BEEN TRAVELING FOR OVER
5 1/2 HOURS TO GET HERE IN TIME,
661
00:34:27,620 --> 00:34:30,655
AND SHANTEL
IS REALLY STRUGGLING BAD.
662
00:34:35,172 --> 00:34:37,655
Shantel:
I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN RIGHT NOW,
663
00:34:37,655 --> 00:34:42,172
MORE THAN I HAVE FELT
IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
664
00:34:42,172 --> 00:34:45,344
I JUST FEEL LIKE
I'M AT A BREAKING POINT,
665
00:34:45,344 --> 00:34:48,482
AND I JUST NEED
TO GET TO THE HOSPITAL SOON.
666
00:35:00,931 --> 00:35:04,206
CARLTON AND SHANTEL OGLESBY
CALLED ME TO TELL ME
667
00:35:04,206 --> 00:35:06,689
THEY HAVE BEEN ON THE ROAD
FOR THE PAST FIVE DAYS,
668
00:35:06,689 --> 00:35:09,517
TRAVELING HERE
FROM COLUMBUS, OHIO.
669
00:35:09,517 --> 00:35:11,275
BUT FOR THE PAST
COUPLE OF YEARS,
670
00:35:11,275 --> 00:35:12,896
THEY'VE BEEN MOSTLY IMMOBILE,
671
00:35:12,896 --> 00:35:15,068
SO THEY HAVEN'T HAD
THIS TYPE OF ACTIVITY
672
00:35:15,068 --> 00:35:17,137
AND STRAIN
ON THEIR BODY IN A WHILE,
673
00:35:17,137 --> 00:35:20,206
AND THEY ARE BOTH
IN A LOT OF PAIN RIGHT NOW.
674
00:35:20,206 --> 00:35:22,517
SO I TOLD THEM TO COME HERE
TO THE HOSPITAL
675
00:35:22,517 --> 00:35:26,068
SO WE CAN RUN THE TESTS WE NEED
TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS OKAY.
676
00:35:26,068 --> 00:35:29,413
SO I'M HOPING NEITHER OF THEM
HAVE ANY SEVERE ISSUES
677
00:35:29,413 --> 00:35:31,965
THAT WOULD LEAD
TO A MEDICAL EMERGENCY SOON,
678
00:35:31,965 --> 00:35:34,551
BECAUSE IF THEIR HEALTH
HAS ALREADY DETERIORATED
679
00:35:34,551 --> 00:35:35,965
PAST A CERTAIN POINT,
680
00:35:35,965 --> 00:35:38,655
THERE MAY BE NOTHING
WE CAN DO TO HELP THEM.
681
00:35:40,827 --> 00:35:42,862
HELLO.
I'M DR. NOWZARADAN.
682
00:35:42,862 --> 00:35:44,551
HI, DOC.ARE YOU SHANTEL?
683
00:35:44,551 --> 00:35:45,586
YES.OKAY.
684
00:35:45,586 --> 00:35:47,586
NICE TO MEET YOU.
YOU DOING OKAY?
685
00:35:47,586 --> 00:35:49,310
YEAH, I'M JUST, LIKE --
686
00:35:49,310 --> 00:35:51,379
LIKE, I HAVE NUMBNESS
IN MY FINGERS AND MY LEGS.
687
00:35:51,379 --> 00:35:53,103
OKAY.
WELL, WE'LL GET YOU IN,
688
00:35:53,103 --> 00:35:54,862
AND WE'RE GOING TO CHECK YOU OUT
REAL QUICK, OKAY?
689
00:35:54,862 --> 00:35:57,103
OKAY.
MY BROTHER'S IN THE OTHER CAR.
690
00:35:57,103 --> 00:35:59,896
OKAY.
691
00:35:59,896 --> 00:36:01,172
HELLO.Carlton: HOW YOU DOING?
692
00:36:01,172 --> 00:36:03,137
HOW Y'ALL DOING?
I'M DR. NOWZARADAN.
693
00:36:03,137 --> 00:36:05,241
HI. I'M CARLTON.CARLTON, YOU FEELING ALRIGHT?
694
00:36:05,241 --> 00:36:06,344
I'M FEELING -- I'M OKAY.
695
00:36:06,344 --> 00:36:07,931
MY KNEES ARE A BIT HURT,
BUT I'M OKAY.
696
00:36:07,931 --> 00:36:10,310
ALRIGHT. NO SHORTNESS OF BREATH
OR ANYTHING --
697
00:36:10,310 --> 00:36:12,000
JUST PAIN IN MY KNEES,
THAT'S IT.
698
00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:13,620
YOU'VE BEEN COOPED UP
IN THE CAR, HUH?
699
00:36:13,620 --> 00:36:15,655
YEAH, I'VE BEEN CRAMPED UP
FOR A WHILE.
700
00:36:15,655 --> 00:36:19,758
ALRIGHT. WE'LL GET YOU IN
AND CHECK YOU OUT. CAN YOU WALK?
701
00:36:19,758 --> 00:36:21,068
A LITTLE BIT.
702
00:36:21,068 --> 00:36:22,689
SO WE NEED TO GET A WHEELCHAIR
FOR YOU?
703
00:36:22,689 --> 00:36:23,931
YES, PLEASE.OKAY.
704
00:36:23,931 --> 00:36:26,275
LET ME GO AND GET
THE WHEELCHAIR FOR YOU, OKAY?
705
00:36:26,275 --> 00:36:27,827
OKAY. THANK YOU.
706
00:36:32,965 --> 00:36:36,793
BOTH CARLTON AND SHANTEL LOOK
TO BE IN VERY POOR CONDITION,
707
00:36:36,793 --> 00:36:40,379
AND IT SEEMS LIKE THEY MAY NOT
EVEN BE ABLE TO WALK IN
708
00:36:40,379 --> 00:36:43,068
WITHOUT ASSISTANCE
AT THIS POINT.
709
00:36:43,068 --> 00:36:45,827
SO THE STATE OF THEIR HEALTH
AND CURRENT CONDITION
710
00:36:45,827 --> 00:36:48,103
IS EXTREMELY CONCERNING
RIGHT NOW.
711
00:36:53,275 --> 00:36:55,413
I GOT A WHEELCHAIR FOR YOU.
CAN YOU WALK TO THERE?
712
00:36:55,413 --> 00:36:56,655
-YES.
-OKAY.
713
00:36:56,655 --> 00:36:58,931
Michael:
BABY, I'M-A COME HELP YOU, BABY.
714
00:36:58,931 --> 00:37:01,241
-HOLD ON. HOLD ON.
-OH, SHOOT.
715
00:37:01,241 --> 00:37:03,482
I'M GONNA COME HELP YOU.
WAIT FOR ME.
716
00:37:03,482 --> 00:37:05,827
I'LL GET SOME ADDITIONAL HELP
FOR YOU ALL.
717
00:37:11,827 --> 00:37:13,517
ALRIGHT. READY? YOU GOOD?GET THIS OFF MY LEGS.
718
00:37:13,517 --> 00:37:14,931
HOLD ON. HOLD ON. HOLD ON.
719
00:37:14,931 --> 00:37:17,586
PUT THAT RIGHT THERE.
720
00:37:19,206 --> 00:37:21,827
MY LEGS, MY LEGS.
OH, MY GOD. MY LEGS.
721
00:37:21,827 --> 00:37:23,413
ALRIGHT.
MY BUTT IS OUT, BABE.
722
00:37:23,413 --> 00:37:25,448
I GOT YOU.
I GOT YOU.
723
00:37:25,448 --> 00:37:26,586
OW!
724
00:37:26,586 --> 00:37:28,413
Dr. Nowzaradan:
ARE YOU GOING TO HELP US?
725
00:37:28,413 --> 00:37:29,551
ALRIGHT.
THANK YOU.
726
00:37:29,551 --> 00:37:30,724
OKAY. OKAY.IT'S MY LEGS.
727
00:37:30,724 --> 00:37:32,068
MY LEGS JUST, LIKE --
728
00:37:32,068 --> 00:37:33,724
I'M OKAY. IT'S MY LEGS.
729
00:37:33,724 --> 00:37:35,172
MAKE SURE SHE DOESN'T
FALL THERE.
730
00:37:35,172 --> 00:37:37,517
COME ON. COME ON.THEY'RE, LIKE, SUPER NUMB.
731
00:37:37,517 --> 00:37:38,931
I CAN'T EVEN FEEL THEM.
732
00:37:38,931 --> 00:37:40,034
HANG ONTO ME.
733
00:37:40,034 --> 00:37:41,379
GET THOSE.
734
00:37:41,379 --> 00:37:42,413
I GOT HER.
735
00:37:42,413 --> 00:37:43,896
-YOU GOT HER?
-I GOT HER.
736
00:37:43,896 --> 00:37:45,620
COME ON, BABY. YOU CAN DO IT.MY LEGS. MY LEGS.
737
00:37:45,620 --> 00:37:46,827
I GOT YOU.
738
00:37:46,827 --> 00:37:48,862
OH, GOD, MY LEGS,
I CAN'T EVEN FEEL THEM.
739
00:37:48,862 --> 00:37:50,068
ALRIGHT.OW!
740
00:37:50,068 --> 00:37:52,068
YOU MADE IT.
YOU MADE IT TO THE CHAIR.
741
00:37:52,068 --> 00:37:54,068
OW, OW!
742
00:37:54,068 --> 00:37:56,413
-ALRIGHT.
-YOU'RE OKAY. YOU OKAY?
743
00:37:56,413 --> 00:37:58,206
ALRIGHT.
744
00:38:00,206 --> 00:38:02,862
HE LIKELY NEEDS
SOME HELP, TOO.
745
00:38:02,862 --> 00:38:04,655
OKAY?
746
00:38:15,724 --> 00:38:18,310
YEAH. NO, I'M OKAY.
747
00:38:21,275 --> 00:38:22,862
THANK YOU.
748
00:38:44,931 --> 00:38:48,896
WE LOOK TO HAVE A VERY SERIOUS
SITUATION WITH THE OGLESBYS
749
00:38:48,896 --> 00:38:52,965
AND HOW FAR THEIR OVERALL HEALTH
AND BODIES HAVE DETERIORATED,
750
00:38:52,965 --> 00:38:54,931
AND WE'RE GOING TO HAVE
A LOT OF WORK TO DO
751
00:38:54,931 --> 00:38:58,758
TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE FOR THEM
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.
752
00:38:58,758 --> 00:39:00,413
YOU ALRIGHT? YOU OKAY?
753
00:39:00,413 --> 00:39:02,137
HERE, LET ME SEE
WHERE THEY'RE GOING TO BE.
754
00:39:02,137 --> 00:39:03,758
MM-HMM.
YOU OKAY?
755
00:39:03,758 --> 00:39:05,068
YEAH, I'M OKAY.
756
00:39:05,068 --> 00:39:07,344
ALRIGHT?
YOU GON' BE OKAY.
757
00:39:07,344 --> 00:39:08,689
I'M GLAD YOU GOT HERE.
758
00:39:08,689 --> 00:39:10,310
ME, TOO.
759
00:39:29,862 --> 00:39:33,965
LET'S SEE IF WE CAN PUT HER
NEXT TO HER BROTHER FOR A SECOND
760
00:39:33,965 --> 00:39:35,931
SO WE CAN TALK TO BOTH OF THEM.
761
00:39:35,931 --> 00:39:39,931
MAYBE TURN HER AROUND
FACING THIS WAY.
762
00:39:39,931 --> 00:39:42,310
SO, YOU ALL MADE THE TRIP OKAY?
763
00:39:42,310 --> 00:39:44,068
YEAH. IT WAS LONG.
764
00:39:46,206 --> 00:39:48,379
HEY, BABY.
YOU OKAY?
765
00:39:48,379 --> 00:39:51,310
-YEP.
-ALRIGHT.
766
00:39:51,310 --> 00:39:52,586
LET'S SEE
IF YOU CAN MOVE HER
767
00:39:52,586 --> 00:39:54,724
AND TURN AROUND MORE,
MOVE HER OVER THERE.
768
00:39:54,724 --> 00:39:57,206
-CAN YOU MOVE YOUR LEGS OUT?
-YOU GOOD.
769
00:40:01,034 --> 00:40:02,275
-WATCH YOUR LEG, BRO.
-YEAH.
770
00:40:02,275 --> 00:40:03,827
OKAY. THANKS.
771
00:40:03,827 --> 00:40:06,758
ALRIGHT. IS THIS MUCH BETTER
IF WE JUST LEAVE YOU RIGHT HERE?
772
00:40:06,758 --> 00:40:08,965
ALRIGHT.
THAT'S GOOD.
773
00:40:08,965 --> 00:40:10,413
ALRIGHT.
774
00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:17,689
OKAY. SO, WE'RE GONNA GET
BOTH YOUR CURRENT WEIGHTS.
775
00:40:17,689 --> 00:40:19,689
AND THEN WHEN I ADMIT YOU,
TO RUN THE TESTS
776
00:40:19,689 --> 00:40:21,862
WE NEED TO MAKE SURE
EVERYTHING IS OKAY.
777
00:40:21,862 --> 00:40:25,310
IF THE TESTS DO SHOW ANYTHING
CONCERNING FOR EITHER OF YOU,
778
00:40:25,310 --> 00:40:28,862
THEN YOU NEED TO BE HERE FOR
LONGER SO WE CAN ADDRESS THAT.
779
00:40:28,862 --> 00:40:31,413
IF NOT, THEN YOU WON'T NEED
TO DO THAT,
780
00:40:31,413 --> 00:40:33,517
BUT YOU BOTH WILL NEED
TO START ON A DIET
781
00:40:33,517 --> 00:40:36,931
I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU THAT'S
LIMITED TO 1,200 CALORIES A DAY
782
00:40:36,931 --> 00:40:41,068
AND FOCUSES ON PROTEIN
AND ELIMINATES ALMOST ALL CARBS.
783
00:40:41,068 --> 00:40:42,620
THERE'LL BE NO SECONDS.
784
00:40:42,620 --> 00:40:44,758
YOU EAT ONLY THREE TIMES A DAY.
785
00:40:44,758 --> 00:40:45,965
OKAY.OKAY?
786
00:40:45,965 --> 00:40:47,793
SO THIS IS GOING TO BE
A TRANSITION.
787
00:40:47,793 --> 00:40:50,206
I UNDERSTAND THAT THINGS
ARE GOING TO TAKE TIME,
788
00:40:50,206 --> 00:40:54,379
BUT WE NEED TO WORK GRADUALLY
TO IMPLEMENT THAT, OKAY?
789
00:40:54,379 --> 00:40:55,793
OKAY.
790
00:40:55,793 --> 00:40:57,689
YOU THINK YOU CAN
ALL DO THAT?
791
00:40:57,689 --> 00:40:58,896
-YES.
-YES, SIR.
792
00:40:58,896 --> 00:41:01,310
GOOD. I KNOW IT'S NOT
GOING TO BE EASY.
793
00:41:01,310 --> 00:41:03,241
NOBODY SAID IT'S GOING
TO BE EASY,
794
00:41:03,241 --> 00:41:06,655
BUT YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO TRY
HARD AND MAKE SOME IMPROVEMENT
795
00:41:06,655 --> 00:41:08,310
AND TRY TO LOSE SOME WEIGHT.
796
00:41:08,310 --> 00:41:11,827
SO THIS IS GOING TO BE A NEW DAY
FOR ALL OF YOU, OKAY?
797
00:41:11,827 --> 00:41:14,206
OKAY.ALRIGHT.
798
00:41:14,206 --> 00:41:15,862
SO, HOW LONG THAT TRIP TOOK?
799
00:41:15,862 --> 00:41:19,310
WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY,
FRIDAY, SATURDAY -- FIVE DAYS.
800
00:41:19,310 --> 00:41:22,517
FIVE DAYS? AND IT'S BEEN
ROUGH TIME TO COME DOWN HERE.
801
00:41:22,517 --> 00:41:24,275
-YEAH.
-SUPPOSED TO BE TWO DAYS.
802
00:41:24,275 --> 00:41:25,827
WE THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY GOING
TO BE A LITTLE,
803
00:41:25,827 --> 00:41:27,724
BUT JUST A LOT HAPPENED,
BUT --
804
00:41:27,724 --> 00:41:29,827
OKAY. WE'LL TAKE CARE
OF BOTH OF YOU
805
00:41:29,827 --> 00:41:31,379
AND MAKE SURE
EVERYTHING'S OKAY.
806
00:41:31,379 --> 00:41:32,620
YEAH.
807
00:41:32,620 --> 00:41:34,931
BUT OBVIOUSLY YOU BOTH
ARE IN THIS SITUATION
808
00:41:34,931 --> 00:41:36,206
-BECAUSE OF YOUR WEIGHT.
-RIGHT.
809
00:41:36,206 --> 00:41:39,517
SO WHAT'S GOING ON
WITH YOUR EATING HABITS?
810
00:41:39,517 --> 00:41:43,172
I EAT, LIKE, FAST FOOD
AND SNACKS AND --
811
00:41:43,172 --> 00:41:44,758
ALRIGHT.
WHO BRING YOU THE FOOD,
812
00:41:44,758 --> 00:41:46,068
THE KIDS AND MICHAEL?
813
00:41:46,068 --> 00:41:47,965
THE KIDS AND MICHAEL.
814
00:41:47,965 --> 00:41:50,068
SO YOU GOT AN ENABLER
IN THE HOUSE.
815
00:41:50,068 --> 00:41:53,586
YOU TEACH HIM WHAT TO DO
AND BRING YOU THE FOOD?
816
00:41:53,586 --> 00:41:55,068
YEAH.
THAT'S RIGHT, YEAH.
817
00:41:55,068 --> 00:41:58,137
OKAY, SO IF THEY DON'T BRING IT
TO YOU, YOU'RE GOING TO GET MAD?
818
00:41:58,137 --> 00:42:00,275
I TRY NOT TO, BUT YEAH.
819
00:42:00,275 --> 00:42:02,758
AND SO YOU ARE
YOUR ENABLER,
820
00:42:02,758 --> 00:42:05,275
BUT YOU GOT THE FOUR OF THEM
IN THE HOUSE
821
00:42:05,275 --> 00:42:07,827
TO TRAIN COMPLETELY THE WAY
822
00:42:07,827 --> 00:42:11,448
THAT YOU'RE GOING TO BE ABLE
TO GET WHATEVER YOU WANT.
823
00:42:11,448 --> 00:42:13,724
YEAH. THAT'S WHY
I'M LIKE THIS, YEAH.
824
00:42:13,724 --> 00:42:15,793
SO THIS IS SOMETHING
THAT YOU NEED
825
00:42:15,793 --> 00:42:17,275
TO UNDERSTAND AND CHANGE IT.
826
00:42:17,275 --> 00:42:18,862
I WILL. YEAH.OKAY?
827
00:42:18,862 --> 00:42:20,586
BECAUSE THE WAY RIGHT NOW
YOU ARE,
828
00:42:20,586 --> 00:42:23,758
YOU'RE A LITTLE BIT AWAY
FROM BEING TOTALLY BEDRIDDEN.
829
00:42:23,758 --> 00:42:26,724
ONCE YOU'RE BEDRIDDEN,
YOUR HEALTH IS GOING TO DEGRADE
830
00:42:26,724 --> 00:42:29,275
REALLY QUICK,
AND ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOU,
831
00:42:29,275 --> 00:42:30,689
YOU'RE NOT GOING TO MAKE IT,
OKAY?
832
00:42:30,689 --> 00:42:32,241
AND I DON'T WANT THAT.ALRIGHT.
833
00:42:32,241 --> 00:42:33,965
THAT'S A MATTER
OF LIFE AND DEATH,
834
00:42:33,965 --> 00:42:36,379
AND YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT.
835
00:42:36,379 --> 00:42:41,310
SO WHO ELSE IN THE HOUSEHOLD
BESIDES YOU AND HER
836
00:42:41,310 --> 00:42:42,862
AND THREE KIDS AND WHO?
837
00:42:42,862 --> 00:42:45,103
-HIS GIRLFRIEND.
-MY GIRLFRIEND.
838
00:42:45,103 --> 00:42:46,241
HE AND HIS GIRLFRIEND?
839
00:42:46,241 --> 00:42:48,482
-YES.
-OKAY.
840
00:42:48,482 --> 00:42:51,758
SO, WHAT DOES YOUR EATING HABIT
LOOK LIKE?
841
00:42:51,758 --> 00:42:53,448
I JUST -- I EAT A LOT.
842
00:42:53,448 --> 00:42:54,827
I EAT CONSTANTLY.
843
00:42:54,827 --> 00:42:57,034
THEY BRING YOU FOOD,
OR YOU ASK FOR IT?
844
00:42:57,034 --> 00:43:00,034
I'LL SEND A TEXT,
OR I'LL CALL.
845
00:43:00,034 --> 00:43:02,137
YOU TEXT AND CALL,
AND YOU GET FOOD.
846
00:43:02,137 --> 00:43:04,310
OR HE'LL CATCH ME AT THE DOOR
AND ASK ME, LIKE,
847
00:43:04,310 --> 00:43:06,034
"CAN YOU GO GET ME SOMETHING?"YEAH.
848
00:43:06,034 --> 00:43:09,344
SO, THAT'S WHERE
IT USUALLY HAPPENS.
849
00:43:09,344 --> 00:43:11,827
SO, I REALLY DO REALIZE
850
00:43:11,827 --> 00:43:16,000
THAT I CAUSE
MOST OF THEIR IMMOBILITY.
851
00:43:16,000 --> 00:43:18,586
-NO.
-BUT YOU'RE OVERWEIGHT YOURSELF,
852
00:43:18,586 --> 00:43:20,310
SO THEN THIS IS ALL --
853
00:43:20,310 --> 00:43:22,586
I'M MOBILE.
I'M NOT THAT --
854
00:43:22,586 --> 00:43:24,310
I MEAN, I'M MOBILE, BUT --
855
00:43:24,310 --> 00:43:27,551
IT'S NOT REALLY
AFFECTING ME THAT MUCH.
856
00:43:27,551 --> 00:43:29,482
WHAT YOU'RE NOT SEEING
IS THE AGGREGATE
857
00:43:29,482 --> 00:43:32,103
VERY BAD DYNAMIC OF HOUSEHOLD.
858
00:43:32,103 --> 00:43:35,413
EVERYBODY IS USING EACH OTHER
TO GET WHAT THEY WANT,
859
00:43:35,413 --> 00:43:36,724
WHICH IS FOOD.
860
00:43:36,724 --> 00:43:39,620
SO THIS IS SOMETHING
WE HAVE TO ADDRESS AND CHANGE
861
00:43:39,620 --> 00:43:42,862
IF ANY OF YOU ARE GOING
TO GET TO A HEALTHIER PLACE.
862
00:43:42,862 --> 00:43:44,724
-YES, I AGREE.
-YOU GET THAT?
863
00:43:44,724 --> 00:43:47,000
-YEAH.
-ALRIGHT.
864
00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:51,724
SO Y'ALL READY TO MAKE SOME
CHANGES AND CHANGE YOUR LIFE
865
00:43:51,724 --> 00:43:54,482
AND BE HEALTHY
AND HAVE A FUTURE TOGETHER?
866
00:43:54,482 --> 00:43:58,586
YES, I AM. I'M READY,
BECAUSE THIS LIFE ISN'T GOOD.
867
00:43:58,586 --> 00:44:00,482
ALRIGHT. SO I'M GOING TO SEE
868
00:44:00,482 --> 00:44:03,275
IF WE CAN GET THE SCALE
DOWN HERE AND CHECK YOUR WEIGHT
869
00:44:03,275 --> 00:44:06,275
AND THEN RUN THE TESTS
WE NEED ON YOU BOTH.
870
00:44:06,275 --> 00:44:07,310
-OKAY.
-OKAY?
871
00:44:07,310 --> 00:44:08,758
I WILL GET THE SCALE AND SEE
872
00:44:08,758 --> 00:44:10,551
IF WE CAN GET YOUR WEIGHT, OKAY?
873
00:44:10,551 --> 00:44:12,172
OKAY.
874
00:44:12,172 --> 00:44:14,827
ALRIGHT.
875
00:44:14,827 --> 00:44:16,413
WE GON' DO THIS.
876
00:44:16,413 --> 00:44:18,206
WE REALLY GOT TO DO THIS.
877
00:44:18,206 --> 00:44:20,413
Carlton: MM-HMM.LIKE --
878
00:44:37,034 --> 00:44:39,379
ALRIGHT.
SO LET'S CHECK YOUR WEIGHT
879
00:44:39,379 --> 00:44:40,758
AND SEE WHAT'S GOING ON.
880
00:44:40,758 --> 00:44:42,000
-READY?
-WATCH MY LEG.
881
00:44:42,000 --> 00:44:44,034
-WATCH MY LEG.
-GET YOUR LEGS OUT.
882
00:44:44,034 --> 00:44:45,448
ONE, TWO, THREE.
883
00:44:45,448 --> 00:44:47,344
AH, WATCH MY LEGS.
WATCH MY LEGS.
884
00:44:47,344 --> 00:44:49,482
I GOT YOU. I GOT YOU.
885
00:44:51,517 --> 00:44:52,689
ALRIGHT.
EXCUSE ME.
886
00:44:52,689 --> 00:44:55,827
OH, MY LEG IS SO TIGHT.
887
00:44:55,827 --> 00:44:57,517
ALRIGHT, BABY.
888
00:45:00,068 --> 00:45:01,724
ALRIGHT.
TAKE IT EASY, BABY.
889
00:45:07,620 --> 00:45:09,551
Dr. Nowzaradan: 638.
890
00:45:09,551 --> 00:45:10,689
OH, MY GOD.
891
00:45:10,689 --> 00:45:12,379
BABY, I CAN'T BELIEVE
IT'S THIS HIGH.
892
00:45:12,379 --> 00:45:14,931
DAMN IT.
IT'S ALRIGHT.
893
00:45:14,931 --> 00:45:16,896
OKAY?OH, MY GOODNESS.
894
00:45:16,896 --> 00:45:18,034
YOU OKAY?
895
00:45:18,034 --> 00:45:19,586
YEAH, I FEEL LIKE
I'M GOING TO FALL OVER.
896
00:45:19,586 --> 00:45:21,034
ALRIGHT. GO AHEAD AND SIT DOWN.I'M SHAKING.
897
00:45:21,034 --> 00:45:22,620
LET'S GET BACK.IT'S MY LEGS.
898
00:45:22,620 --> 00:45:24,172
-OH, GOD. THEY HURT.
-YOU ALRIGHT?
899
00:45:24,172 --> 00:45:25,620
-YEAH, I'M GOOD.
-YOU GOT TO REST.
900
00:45:25,620 --> 00:45:27,413
YEAH.
LOOK OUT FROM BEHIND.
901
00:45:27,413 --> 00:45:28,758
-ALRIGHT.
-COME ON.
902
00:45:28,758 --> 00:45:30,655
OW, MY BACK.
903
00:45:30,655 --> 00:45:33,689
-COME ON BACK.
-OHH.
904
00:45:33,689 --> 00:45:37,172
OH, MY LORD. OH, GOD.
905
00:45:37,172 --> 00:45:38,724
YOU ALRIGHT, BABE?
906
00:45:38,724 --> 00:45:40,551
TAKE THIS.
907
00:45:40,551 --> 00:45:42,137
GEEZ.
908
00:45:48,310 --> 00:45:51,517
OKAY. CARLTON, ON THE SCALE,
LET'S CHECK YOUR WEIGHT.
909
00:45:51,517 --> 00:45:53,965
-NEED HELP?
-NO, I'M OKAY.
910
00:45:53,965 --> 00:45:55,482
THAT HURTS.
911
00:45:55,482 --> 00:45:57,000
ALRIGHT.
912
00:46:03,551 --> 00:46:07,379
786,
ALMOST 800 POUNDS,
913
00:46:09,413 --> 00:46:13,137
SO WE HAVE ABOUT 1,100 POUNDS
TO LOSE BETWEEN BOTH OF YOU.
914
00:46:16,827 --> 00:46:18,517
-OKAY.
-YOU OKAY?
915
00:46:18,517 --> 00:46:20,551
ALRIGHT.
SO, I'M GOING TO RUN SOME TESTS.
916
00:46:20,551 --> 00:46:23,551
IF THE TESTS LOOK OKAY,
THEN YOU'LL BE ABLE TO GO SOON.
917
00:46:23,551 --> 00:46:26,103
JUST REMEMBER EVERYTHING
WE HAVE TALKED ABOUT, OKAY?
918
00:46:26,103 --> 00:46:27,965
-OKAY.
-ALRIGHT.
919
00:46:27,965 --> 00:46:30,275
-I'LL BE BACK.
-ALRIGHT.
920
00:46:37,103 --> 00:46:39,862
IT'S GOING TO TAKE A LOT TO TURN
AROUND THE SITUATION WE HAVE
921
00:46:39,862 --> 00:46:43,000
WITH THE OGLESBY FAMILY
AND FOR SHANTEL AND CARLTON
922
00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:45,172
TO LOSE THE 1,100 POUNDS
OF WEIGHT
923
00:46:45,172 --> 00:46:47,448
THEY NEED TO GET OFF
OF THEIR BODIES.
924
00:46:47,448 --> 00:46:49,655
SO WE HAVE A LOT OF WORK
TO DO WITH THEM
925
00:46:49,655 --> 00:46:52,000
TO GET THEIR HEALTH
GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION
926
00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:54,827
BEFORE THEIR CONDITIONS
DETERIORATE ANY FURTHER
927
00:46:54,827 --> 00:46:56,965
AND THEIR BODIES
START TO GIVE OUT.
928
00:47:08,482 --> 00:47:10,896
Carlton: WE'VE BEEN IN HOUSTON
FOR GOING ON TWO WEEKS.
929
00:47:10,896 --> 00:47:12,862
AFTER WE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL
WHEN WE GOT HERE,
930
00:47:12,862 --> 00:47:14,965
DR. NOW RAN ALL THE TESTS
HE WANTED.
931
00:47:14,965 --> 00:47:17,827
HE TOLD US WE BOTH DIDN'T HAVE
ANY MEDICAL EMERGENCIES,
932
00:47:17,827 --> 00:47:21,137
SO THERE WAS NO REASON TO KEEP
US THERE LONGER IN A HOSPITAL,
933
00:47:21,137 --> 00:47:24,517
AND HE TOLD US WE CAN GO
GET MOVED INTO OUR NEW PLACE.
934
00:47:24,517 --> 00:47:26,724
I'M GOING TO GO SEE
WHAT THEY'RE MAKING, OKAY?
935
00:47:26,724 --> 00:47:29,724
BUT HE GAVE US HIS DIET
AND EXERCISE PLANS
936
00:47:29,724 --> 00:47:33,034
AND SAID THAT ME AND SHANTEL
HAVE 1 MONTH TO LOSE 60 POUNDS
937
00:47:33,034 --> 00:47:35,413
IF WE WANT TO GET APPROVED
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
938
00:47:35,413 --> 00:47:36,620
OH, WOW.
939
00:47:36,620 --> 00:47:38,896
SO ME AND SHANTEL BOTH
HAVE BEEN DOING THE DIET
940
00:47:38,896 --> 00:47:41,000
AND EXERCISING AS MUCH AS WE CAN
941
00:47:41,000 --> 00:47:43,689
TO DO THAT
THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS,
942
00:47:43,689 --> 00:47:46,724
AND WE BOTH FEEL LIKE
WE'RE MAKING A LOT OF PROGRESS.
943
00:47:46,724 --> 00:47:48,862
BUT IT HASN'T BEEN EASY,
944
00:47:48,862 --> 00:47:50,793
AND WE DECIDED THAT TODAY
IS A SPECIAL DAY
945
00:47:50,793 --> 00:47:52,586
WHERE WE'RE GOING
TO GET ONE DAY OFF
946
00:47:52,586 --> 00:47:55,000
BECAUSE TODAY IS THANKSGIVING.
947
00:47:55,000 --> 00:47:56,275
SO, YOU GUYS COOKING?
948
00:47:56,275 --> 00:47:58,241
YEAH, TURKEY IN THE OVEN.
949
00:47:58,241 --> 00:48:00,689
OH, IS IT?
950
00:48:00,689 --> 00:48:03,103
Shantel: WITH ALL THE CHAOS
OF GETTING DOWN HERE,
951
00:48:03,103 --> 00:48:06,620
I KIND OF FORGOT WE HAD
THE HOLIDAYS COMING UP.
952
00:48:06,620 --> 00:48:08,379
AND WE CAN'T MAKE
THE KIDS SACRIFICE
953
00:48:08,379 --> 00:48:12,137
AND LOSE THE HOLIDAYS
JUST BECAUSE WE'RE ON A DIET.
954
00:48:12,137 --> 00:48:14,344
THEY DESERVE
THIS THANKSGIVING FEAST.
955
00:48:14,344 --> 00:48:16,689
BUT THERE'S NO WAY ME AND
CARLTON CAN BE AROUND THIS FOOD
956
00:48:16,689 --> 00:48:18,862
WITHOUT GIVING IN.
957
00:48:18,862 --> 00:48:21,206
SO WE'RE GIVING OURSELVES
ONLY ONE DAY OFF
958
00:48:21,206 --> 00:48:23,379
WHERE WE CAN EAT
WHATEVER WE WANT,
959
00:48:23,379 --> 00:48:24,896
BUT WE'RE NOT GOING
TO GO OVERBOARD.
960
00:48:24,896 --> 00:48:27,068
WE STILL HAVE TO EAT
SMALL PORTIONS.
961
00:48:27,068 --> 00:48:30,379
THAT LOOKS DELICIOUS.
962
00:48:30,379 --> 00:48:31,827
Carlton:
I'M REALLY EXCITED BECAUSE,
963
00:48:31,827 --> 00:48:33,620
EVEN THOUGH
IT'S JUST BEEN TWO WEEKS,
964
00:48:33,620 --> 00:48:34,931
IT FEELS LIKE
IT'S BEEN FOREVER
965
00:48:34,931 --> 00:48:37,413
SINCE I HAD SOMETHING
THAT TASTED GOOD.
966
00:48:37,413 --> 00:48:39,103
SO I'M REALLY LOOKING
FORWARD TO THIS,
967
00:48:39,103 --> 00:48:41,586
EVEN IF IT'S JUST GOING TO BE
IN SMALL PORTIONS.
968
00:48:45,724 --> 00:48:48,724
Michael: ALRIGHT. SO, EVERYBODY
GET TO THE TABLE, OKAY?
969
00:48:48,724 --> 00:48:50,862
Shantel: AND WE ONLY HAVE TWO
MORE WEEKS UNTIL OUR APPOINTMENT
970
00:48:50,862 --> 00:48:54,413
WITH DR. NOW WHERE WE FIND OUT
IF WE'LL BOTH BE ABLE
971
00:48:54,413 --> 00:48:57,344
TO GET OUR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
OR NOT.
972
00:48:57,344 --> 00:49:01,586
ME AND CARLTON KNOW WE'VE
ALREADY LET IT GO FAR TOO LONG,
973
00:49:01,586 --> 00:49:04,655
SO WE HAVE TO DO THIS NOW
BEFORE IT GETS TO BE TOO LATE.
974
00:49:11,206 --> 00:49:12,931
Michael:
EVERYBODY HOLD HANDS.
975
00:49:12,931 --> 00:49:15,620
DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER,
WE THANK YOU, FATHER GOD,
976
00:49:15,620 --> 00:49:18,310
FOR LETTING US
HAVE A NEW START.
977
00:49:18,310 --> 00:49:20,793
WE'RE HERE, LORD,
AND WE'RE TRYING OUR BEST.
978
00:49:20,793 --> 00:49:22,241
WE'RE SUPER THANKFUL,
FATHER GOD,
979
00:49:22,241 --> 00:49:24,275
FOR ALL THE BLESSINGS
THAT YOU'VE BESTOWED UPON US.
980
00:49:24,275 --> 00:49:25,724
FAMILY IS EVERYTHING.
981
00:49:25,724 --> 00:49:27,862
WE SAY THESE THINGS
IN JESUS CHRIST'S NAME.
982
00:49:27,862 --> 00:49:29,413
-AMEN.
-AMEN.
983
00:49:39,103 --> 00:49:41,172
Carlton:
ME AND SHANTEL ARE AT DR. NOW'S
984
00:49:41,172 --> 00:49:44,793
TO SEE HIM AND FIND OUT
WHERE OUR WEIGHTS ARE AT,
985
00:49:44,793 --> 00:49:47,068
AND I THINK WE'RE BOTH
A LITTLE ANXIOUS
986
00:49:47,068 --> 00:49:48,655
SINCE OUR WEIGHT-LOSS
SURGERY DEPENDS
987
00:49:48,655 --> 00:49:51,517
ON US HITTING THE GOAL
DR. NOW GAVE US LAST MONTH.
988
00:49:54,206 --> 00:49:56,551
CARLTON AND SHANTEL?
989
00:49:56,551 --> 00:50:00,689
BUT HOPEFULLY WE BOTH LOST
60 POUNDS LIKE DR. NOW WANTED.
990
00:50:00,689 --> 00:50:02,517
WHEN WE SAW DR. NOW LAST MONTH,
991
00:50:02,517 --> 00:50:05,862
MY WEIGHT WAS AT 786,
SO IF I'M AT MY GOAL,
992
00:50:05,862 --> 00:50:08,620
I NEED TO BE BELOW 726
RIGHT NOW,
993
00:50:08,620 --> 00:50:10,310
SO WE'LL SEE IF I DID THAT.
994
00:50:17,793 --> 00:50:20,655
OH, MAN.
995
00:50:20,655 --> 00:50:23,827
I LOST SOME
BUT NOT AS MUCH AS I NEEDED,
996
00:50:23,827 --> 00:50:26,689
SO I'M A LITTLE DISAPPOINTED
MY WEIGHT'S STILL SO HIGH.
997
00:50:26,689 --> 00:50:30,655
BUT HOPEFULLY SHANTEL
DID BETTER AT LEAST.
998
00:50:30,655 --> 00:50:33,068
Shantel: I THOUGHT CARLTON
WOULD'VE LOST MORE THAN THAT
999
00:50:33,068 --> 00:50:35,068
WITH HOW WE BOTH
BEEN DOING THE DIET,
1000
00:50:35,068 --> 00:50:38,241
SO I'M NOT SURE IF THAT MEANS
I DIDN'T LOSE MUCH, EITHER,
1001
00:50:38,241 --> 00:50:39,827
BECAUSE WE BOTH BEEN EATING
THE SAME FOODS
1002
00:50:39,827 --> 00:50:41,413
WE THOUGHT WERE HEALTHY.
1003
00:50:43,931 --> 00:50:47,275
WHEN I HAD MY WEIGHT CHECK LAST,
I WAS 638 POUNDS,
1004
00:50:47,275 --> 00:50:48,931
AND TO BE DOWN
TO DR. NOW'S GOAL,
1005
00:50:48,931 --> 00:50:51,413
I HAVE TO BE UNDER 578 NOW.
1006
00:51:03,551 --> 00:51:08,103
I DID EVEN WORSE,
SO I DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT,
1007
00:51:08,103 --> 00:51:09,517
BECAUSE WE BOTH REALLY WANT THIS
1008
00:51:09,517 --> 00:51:11,931
AND THOUGHT WE WERE
WORKING REAL HARD,
1009
00:51:11,931 --> 00:51:14,275
SO I DON'T KNOW
WHAT HAPPENED, REALLY.
1010
00:51:14,275 --> 00:51:15,862
Carlton: I KNOW WE'RE NOT
GETTING ANY APPROVAL
1011
00:51:15,862 --> 00:51:18,965
FOR ANY WEIGHT-LOSS
SURGERY TODAY,
1012
00:51:18,965 --> 00:51:21,034
BUT MY HOPE IS
DR. NOW DOESN'T THINK
1013
00:51:21,034 --> 00:51:23,379
THAT THIS MEANS WE CAN'T DO IT,
1014
00:51:23,379 --> 00:51:25,310
BECAUSE WE CAN DO BETTER.
1015
00:51:30,103 --> 00:51:31,137
-HELLO.
-HELLO.
1016
00:51:31,137 --> 00:51:32,206
-HOW ARE YOU?
-HELLO.
1017
00:51:32,206 --> 00:51:35,517
-HOW Y'ALL DOING?
-DOING GOOD. HOW ARE YOU?
1018
00:51:35,517 --> 00:51:37,068
I'M DOING WELL.
1019
00:51:37,068 --> 00:51:39,655
ALRIGHT, SO, YOU ALL SETTLED
IN HOUSTON ALRIGHT?
1020
00:51:39,655 --> 00:51:40,862
-YEAH.
-YES.
1021
00:51:40,862 --> 00:51:43,517
ALRIGHT.
WELL, I'M GLAD TO HEAR THAT,
1022
00:51:43,517 --> 00:51:45,103
BUT WHAT I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT
1023
00:51:45,103 --> 00:51:47,931
IS YOUR PROGRESS
OVER THE LAST MONTH,
1024
00:51:47,931 --> 00:51:50,655
BECAUSE, CARLTON,
YOU ONLY LOST 15 POUNDS,
1025
00:51:50,655 --> 00:51:53,137
AND, SHANTEL, YOU ONLY LOST 6.
1026
00:51:53,137 --> 00:51:56,137
YOU BOTH NOT LOSING
THE WEIGHT YOU SHOULD,
1027
00:51:56,137 --> 00:51:58,034
SO WHAT'S GOING ON WITH THAT?
1028
00:51:58,034 --> 00:51:59,655
WE'RE NOT SURE.
1029
00:51:59,655 --> 00:52:01,448
WE THOUGHT
WE WERE DOING BETTER.
1030
00:52:01,448 --> 00:52:04,931
SO THE -- YOU KNOW,
THE INSTRUCTION WE GAVE YOU
1031
00:52:04,931 --> 00:52:07,310
WHEN YOU WERE IN THE HOSPITAL
WAS NOT ENOUGH?
1032
00:52:07,310 --> 00:52:09,275
AH, NO,
WE'RE NOT SAYING THAT,
1033
00:52:09,275 --> 00:52:11,448
BUT MAYBE WE NEEDED
A BIT MORE SPECIFICS.
1034
00:52:11,448 --> 00:52:13,103
-WE HAD AN IDEA.
-YEAH.
1035
00:52:13,103 --> 00:52:16,344
BUT WE NEEDED A BIT MORE,
YOU KNOW, PUSH.
1036
00:52:16,344 --> 00:52:19,344
I AM VERY CONCERNED, BECAUSE
THIS DYNAMIC THAT YOU'VE GOT,
1037
00:52:19,344 --> 00:52:22,413
THAT YOU ALL ARE GOING
TO STAY TOGETHER AND EAT,
1038
00:52:22,413 --> 00:52:24,931
AND YOU'RE SORT OF
ENABLING EACH OTHER
1039
00:52:24,931 --> 00:52:27,413
IN DIRECT AND INDIRECT WAY,
1040
00:52:27,413 --> 00:52:29,758
WHICH IS WHAT GOT YOU
TO THIS POINT.
1041
00:52:29,758 --> 00:52:30,965
-YEAH.
-YEAH.
1042
00:52:30,965 --> 00:52:33,103
YOU KNOW, AND THIS IS
THE SITUATION
1043
00:52:33,103 --> 00:52:35,206
THAT YOU HAVE TO MAKE
THE CHANGES ON.
1044
00:52:35,206 --> 00:52:39,310
NORMALLY, WHAT WOULD BE BEST
IS IF WE SEPARATE YOU TWO
1045
00:52:39,310 --> 00:52:42,310
TO TRY AND BREAK
THAT DYSFUNCTIONAL DYNAMIC.
1046
00:52:42,310 --> 00:52:44,620
IS THAT SOMETHING YOU TWO
ARE WILLING TO DO?
1047
00:52:44,620 --> 00:52:46,137
NO, WE CAN'T DO THAT.
1048
00:52:46,137 --> 00:52:47,758
THAT'S NOT SOMETHING
WE'RE OKAY WITH.
1049
00:52:47,758 --> 00:52:50,482
SO THAT'S GOING TO BE
A DIFFICULT SITUATION,
1050
00:52:50,482 --> 00:52:55,000
BECAUSE IF WE'RE NOT ABLE
TO SEPARATE YOU FROM EACH OTHER,
1051
00:52:55,000 --> 00:52:57,827
WE HAVE TO GET YOU
TO SEE A THERAPIST
1052
00:52:57,827 --> 00:53:00,965
TO FIGURE OUT WHAT ISSUE
IS DRIVING YOU TO EATING,
1053
00:53:00,965 --> 00:53:04,068
BECAUSE IF YOU'RE NOT ABLE
TO LOSE WEIGHT AT THIS POINT,
1054
00:21:56,586 --> 00:22:00,344
AND HELP KEEPING ME MOTIVATED
AND EXCITED ABOUT THIS.
1055
00:22:00,344 --> 00:22:03,206
WE'VE RENTED AN EXTRA CAR
TO HAVE, TOO.
1056
00:22:03,206 --> 00:22:06,758
GO AHEAD AND TAKE THIS
IN THE HOUSE FOR SHANTEL.
1057
00:53:20,241 --> 00:53:22,034
YEAH. I AGREE.
1058
00:53:22,034 --> 00:53:23,793
WORK HARD AND DO THAT, OKAY?
1059
00:53:23,793 --> 00:53:28,586
YOU HAVE TO RECOGNIZE THAT YOU
HAVE A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH
1060
00:53:28,586 --> 00:53:30,655
TO CHANGE YOUR EATING HABIT
1061
00:53:30,655 --> 00:53:33,379
AND GET YOUR WEIGHT
IN A HEALTHY RANGE
1062
00:53:33,379 --> 00:53:37,310
THAT'S GOING TO BE POSSIBLE FOR
YOU TO HAVE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
1063
00:53:37,310 --> 00:53:40,517
THE DIET I GAVE YOU TWO
BREAKS DOWN THE WHOLE MEAL PLAN,
1064
00:53:40,517 --> 00:53:42,137
SO IF YOU AREN'T LOSING WEIGHT,
1065
00:53:42,137 --> 00:53:44,275
IT'S BECAUSE
YOU AREN'T STICKING TO IT.
1066
00:53:44,275 --> 00:53:47,758
IT IS AS SIMPLE AS THAT.
AND THERE IS NO EXCUSE.
1067
00:53:47,758 --> 00:53:50,103
SO YOU TWO HAVE TO
TURN THIS AROUND NOW
1068
00:53:50,103 --> 00:53:52,275
AND STOP MAKING
THE EXCUSES, OKAY?
1069
00:53:52,275 --> 00:53:53,482
YOU GOT THAT?YES.
1070
00:53:53,482 --> 00:53:55,275
ALRIGHT.OKAY. GOOD,
1071
00:53:55,275 --> 00:53:57,862
I'M GOING TO GET YOU
TO SEE THE PSYCHOTHERAPY,
1072
00:53:57,862 --> 00:54:00,758
AND THEN I WANT TO SEE YOU
BACK HERE IN TWO MONTHS.
1073
00:54:00,758 --> 00:54:04,724
AND AT THAT TIME, I WANT YOU
TO LOSE 120 POUNDS EACH.
1074
00:54:04,724 --> 00:54:08,034
ALRIGHT? SO LOSE
AT LEAST 60 POUNDS A MONTH,
1075
00:54:08,034 --> 00:54:10,000
EACH ONE OF YOU, OKAY?OKAY.
1076
00:54:10,000 --> 00:54:14,896
I SEE YOU IN TWO MONTHS WITH 120
POUNDS DOWN WITH BOTH OF YOU.
1077
00:54:14,896 --> 00:54:16,689
WE GOT IT.
WE'LL TURN IT AROUND.
1078
00:54:16,689 --> 00:54:17,862
I HOPE SO.
1079
00:54:17,862 --> 00:54:19,137
WELL, NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN.
1080
00:54:19,137 --> 00:54:20,241
-I APPRECIATE IT.
-YEP.
1081
00:54:20,241 --> 00:54:22,000
NICE TO SEE YOU.
1082
00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:23,724
-GOOD TO SEE YOU AGAIN.
-YES, SIR.
1083
00:54:23,724 --> 00:54:25,620
IF Y'ALL NEED ANYTHING,
LET ME KNOW.
1084
00:54:25,620 --> 00:54:26,896
-OKAY.
-THANKS, DOC.
1085
00:54:26,896 --> 00:54:29,413
120 POUNDS LIGHTER
NEXT TIME YOU SEE US.
1086
00:54:29,413 --> 00:54:33,551
ALRIGHT. I HOPE SO.
1087
00:54:33,551 --> 00:54:37,586
SHANTEL AND CARLTON THANKFULLY
HAVE STARTED LOSING A LITTLE,
1088
00:54:37,586 --> 00:54:39,137
BUT THE RATE OF THEIR PROGRESS
1089
00:54:39,137 --> 00:54:41,862
IS FAR FROM WHERE
IT NEEDS TO BE, AND RIGHT NOW,
1090
00:54:41,862 --> 00:54:44,758
I THINK THE BIGGEST
CONTRIBUTING FACTOR TO THAT
1091
00:54:44,758 --> 00:54:47,517
IS THEIR EXTREMELY
DYSFUNCTIONAL DYNAMIC
1092
00:54:47,517 --> 00:54:50,068
AND HOW MUCH IT REVOLVES
AROUND FOOD.
1093
00:54:50,068 --> 00:54:52,034
AND THE ONLY CHANCE
WE HAVE TO GET THEM
1094
00:54:52,034 --> 00:54:54,586
TO WHERE THEY NEED IS
TO START BREAKING THAT PATTERN
1095
00:54:54,586 --> 00:54:57,206
OF ENABLING
THEY HAVE WITH EACH OTHER.
1096
00:54:57,206 --> 00:55:00,689
SO HOPEFULLY PSYCHOTHERAPY
WILL BE ABLE TO DO THAT
1097
00:55:00,689 --> 00:55:03,068
AND START THAT PROCESS.
BUT IF NOT,
1098
00:55:03,068 --> 00:55:04,965
THEN EITHER WE'LL NEED
TO CONSIDER
1099
00:55:04,965 --> 00:55:07,482
PUTTING THEM IN
A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT
1100
00:55:07,482 --> 00:55:10,448
WHERE WE SEPARATE THEM,
OR THEY WON'T MAKE IT.
1101
00:55:13,586 --> 00:55:15,758
Carlton: I HEAR DR. NOW
WITH EVERYTHING HE'S SAYING,
1102
00:55:15,758 --> 00:55:17,620
AND I THINK HE'S RIGHT
ABOUT ME AND SHANTEL
1103
00:55:17,620 --> 00:55:19,034
NEEDING TO WORK ON THINGS
1104
00:55:19,034 --> 00:55:22,482
TO CHANGE HOW WE BOTH HAVE
BAD HABITS TOGETHER WITH FOOD.
1105
00:55:22,482 --> 00:55:23,793
BUT I CAN'T BE APART FROM HER,
1106
00:55:23,793 --> 00:55:25,827
SO IF THAT MEANS WE DO THERAPY
TO WORK ON IT,
1107
00:55:25,827 --> 00:55:28,241
I'LL AGREE WITH THAT,
AND I'M READY TO DO IT
1108
00:55:28,241 --> 00:55:31,068
AND WHATEVER ELSE IT TAKES
FOR US TO BE SUCCESSFUL,
1109
00:55:31,068 --> 00:55:33,344
AND I KNOW SHANTEL WILL FEEL
THE SAME WAY AS ME
1110
00:55:33,344 --> 00:55:37,793
BECAUSE WE BOTH KNOW
WE NEED TO DO THIS.
1111
00:55:37,793 --> 00:55:40,448
Shantel: I FEEL
A LITTLE SHOCKED RIGHT NOW.
1112
00:55:40,448 --> 00:55:43,310
EVEN THE THOUGHT OF HAVING
TO BE SEPARATED FROM CARLTON
1113
00:55:43,310 --> 00:55:45,448
IS TERRIFYING TO ME,
1114
00:55:45,448 --> 00:55:48,275
SO I'M A LITTLE EMOTIONAL
FROM THIS,
1115
00:55:48,275 --> 00:55:50,517
BUT I KNOW WHEN WE GET HOME,
CARLTON AND ME
1116
00:55:50,517 --> 00:55:54,034
ARE GOING TO HAVE A TALK
TOGETHER ABOUT HOW WE DO BETTER,
1117
00:55:54,034 --> 00:55:57,655
AND WHATEVER WE NEED TO DO, WE
HAVE TO DO BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.
1118
00:56:09,724 --> 00:56:12,000
I CAN'T WALK ANYMORE.
1119
00:56:12,000 --> 00:56:14,137
WHY ARE WE SO FAR?
1120
00:56:14,137 --> 00:56:15,758
Shantel: YOU GOT IT.COME ON!
1121
00:56:15,758 --> 00:56:16,931
COME ON.
YOU GOT IT.
1122
00:56:16,931 --> 00:56:18,586
I DON'T WANT TO
DO THIS, MAN.
1123
00:56:18,586 --> 00:56:20,310
JUST KEEP MOVING.
1124
00:56:20,310 --> 00:56:22,137
WE GOT THIS.
1125
00:56:22,137 --> 00:56:24,448
Carlton: ME AND SHANTEL
ARE GOING TO OUR THERAPY.
1126
00:56:24,448 --> 00:56:26,482
WE DON'T KNOW
HOW IT'S GOING TO BE LIKE,
1127
00:56:26,482 --> 00:56:28,206
SO WE'RE NOT NECESSARILY
LOOKING FORWARD
1128
00:56:28,206 --> 00:56:30,793
TO DOING ALL THAT
THIS IS GOING TO TAKE.
1129
00:56:30,793 --> 00:56:32,586
YOU GOOD.
1130
00:56:32,586 --> 00:56:34,103
SHANTEL AND CARLTON?
1131
00:56:34,103 --> 00:56:37,551
YES.COME RIGHT ON BACK.
1132
00:56:37,551 --> 00:56:39,862
Shantel: ME AND CARLTON HAVE
NEVER HAD THERAPY BEFORE,
1133
00:56:39,862 --> 00:56:41,793
SO WE DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO EXPECT FROM IT
1134
00:56:41,793 --> 00:56:43,862
AND WHAT ALL IS
INVOLVED WITH IT.
1135
00:56:43,862 --> 00:56:46,482
HAVE A SEAT WHEREVER
YOU'RE COMFORTABLE, GUYS.
1136
00:56:52,172 --> 00:56:54,482
SO, SHANTEL AND CARLTON,
1137
00:56:54,482 --> 00:56:56,758
IT'S SO NICE
TO HAVE YOU GUYS HERE TODAY.
1138
00:56:56,758 --> 00:57:00,448
TELL ME A LITTLE BIT
ABOUT YOUR LIVES GROWING UP.
1139
00:57:00,448 --> 00:57:02,137
WHO WERE Y'ALL RAISED WITH?
1140
00:57:02,137 --> 00:57:03,586
MY MOM...MOM?
1141
00:57:03,586 --> 00:57:05,068
...AND MY DAD
WHEN WE WERE YOUNGER.
1142
00:57:05,068 --> 00:57:06,241
OKAY.
1143
00:57:06,241 --> 00:57:08,275
WHAT WAS THAT LIKE
FOR YOU AS KIDS?
1144
00:57:08,275 --> 00:57:10,344
THERE WAS A LOT OF, LIKE,
ABUSE AND STUFF LIKE THAT.
1145
00:57:10,344 --> 00:57:11,655
OH, REALLY?
1146
00:57:11,655 --> 00:57:14,758
SO, BASICALLY YOU'RE SAYING
THAT YOU GUYS GREW UP
1147
00:57:14,758 --> 00:57:17,103
IN DOMESTIC VIOLENCE
TO A CERTAIN EXTENT.
1148
00:57:17,103 --> 00:57:18,172
MM-HMM.
1149
00:57:18,172 --> 00:57:20,137
IT WAS MORE TOWARDS MY MOTHER.OKAY.
1150
00:57:20,137 --> 00:57:23,172
BUT WE, LIKE,
KIND OF WAS THERE, SO...
1151
00:57:23,172 --> 00:57:24,827
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO SAY,
CARLTON?
1152
00:57:24,827 --> 00:57:26,000
OH, NOTHING.
1153
00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:27,655
NOTHING?
1154
00:57:27,655 --> 00:57:30,827
WHAT DO YOU REMEMBER
ABOUT LIFE GROWING UP?
1155
00:57:30,827 --> 00:57:32,379
UH, YOU KNOW,
1156
00:57:32,379 --> 00:57:36,137
SUMMER, SCHOOL,
STUFF LIKE THAT.
1157
00:57:36,137 --> 00:57:38,896
I CAN DEFINITELY SEE
THAT IT'S DIFFICULT FOR YOU
1158
00:57:38,896 --> 00:57:42,344
TO TALK A LOT
ABOUT YOUR CHILDHOOD.
1159
00:57:42,344 --> 00:57:45,310
BUT GROWING UP
IN DOMESTIC VIOLENCE,
1160
00:57:45,310 --> 00:57:47,206
THE FEAR
AND THE UNPREDICTABILITY
1161
00:57:47,206 --> 00:57:48,862
THAT THAT CREATES
1162
00:57:48,862 --> 00:57:52,655
IN TURN CREATES,
FOR A LOT OF PEOPLE,
1163
00:57:52,655 --> 00:57:54,137
A DEPENDENCE ON FOOD
1164
00:57:54,137 --> 00:57:56,827
BECAUSE IT DOES PROVIDE COMFORT.
1165
00:57:56,827 --> 00:58:00,344
IS THAT ANYTHING THAT EITHER
OF YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED?
1166
00:58:00,344 --> 00:58:02,379
YOU DON'T THINK? NO.NAH.
1167
00:58:02,379 --> 00:58:06,241
I DON'T THINK THAT, YOU KNOW,
MY PAST IS WHY,
1168
00:58:06,241 --> 00:58:08,448
YOU KNOW,
I BECAME THIS SIZE.
1169
00:58:08,448 --> 00:58:10,551
I GOT LIKE THIS
'CAUSE I WAS LAZY
1170
00:58:10,551 --> 00:58:13,586
AND BECAUSE I DIDN'T CARE
ABOUT THE FUTURE.
1171
00:58:13,586 --> 00:58:15,689
I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING,
YOU KNOW? SO...
1172
00:58:15,689 --> 00:58:20,137
WHAT YOU'RE DESCRIBING
IS DEPRESSION.
1173
00:58:20,137 --> 00:58:24,758
CARLTON, HAVE YOU BEEN TREATED
FOR DEPRESSION IN THE PAST?
1174
00:58:24,758 --> 00:58:26,034
MM-HMM.
1175
00:58:26,034 --> 00:58:28,793
ARE YOU CURRENTLY TAKING
MEDICATION FOR DEPRESSION?
1176
00:58:28,793 --> 00:58:30,448
MNH-MNH.OKAY.
1177
00:58:30,448 --> 00:58:31,620
HE'S DOING GOOD NOW.
1178
00:58:31,620 --> 00:58:34,310
HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND
WHO HE LOVES,
1179
00:58:34,310 --> 00:58:36,206
AND, YOU KNOW,
SHE'S A GOOD MOTIVATOR, TOO.
1180
00:58:36,206 --> 00:58:38,275
WELL, YOU'RE JUST TELLING
ALL HIS BUSINESS, SHANTEL!
1181
00:58:38,275 --> 00:58:39,344
HE DON'T TALK!MY GOODNESS.
1182
00:58:39,344 --> 00:58:40,827
LIKE, LISTEN, LISTEN.
1183
00:58:40,827 --> 00:58:43,517
HONEY, WE CAN HELP.
LIKE --
1184
00:58:43,517 --> 00:58:47,206
AND SO YOU DO HAVE
SOMEONE SPECIAL IN YOUR LIFE?
1185
00:58:47,206 --> 00:58:48,620
YEAH.OKAY.
1186
00:58:48,620 --> 00:58:53,379
I'M OKAY, YOU KNOW?
I JUST -- I'M FINE.
1187
00:58:53,379 --> 00:58:54,620
OKAY.
1188
00:58:54,620 --> 00:58:57,103
WELL, I'M GLAD YOU'RE FINE.
1189
00:58:57,103 --> 00:59:00,068
CARLTON, HOW DO YOU FEEL LIKE
GROWING UP IN DOMESTIC VIOLENCE
1190
00:59:00,068 --> 00:59:04,275
IMPACTED THE SIBLING
RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN YOU GUYS?
1191
00:59:04,275 --> 00:59:06,310
IT MADE US CLOSER.
1192
00:59:06,310 --> 00:59:10,103
YOU KNOW, I WAS ABLE TO RELY
ON MY OLDER SISTER A LOT.
1193
00:59:10,103 --> 00:59:12,137
YEAH?
1194
00:59:12,137 --> 00:59:15,310
AND SO WHAT'S THE RELATIONSHIP
LIKE TODAY?
1195
00:59:15,310 --> 00:59:17,344
WE CLOSE.
I THINK WE'RE CLOSE,
1196
00:59:17,344 --> 00:59:20,137
AND HE'S, LIKE, REALLY, LIKE,
CLOSE TO MY CHILDREN.
1197
00:59:20,137 --> 00:59:22,448
I'M REALLY HAPPY
FOR THE BOTH OF YOU
1198
00:59:22,448 --> 00:59:25,931
BECAUSE YOU HAVE THIS VALUABLE
SIBLING RELATIONSHIP.
1199
00:59:25,931 --> 00:59:28,862
HOWEVER, WHAT YOU GUYS
CAN'T HAVE
1200
00:59:28,862 --> 00:59:31,413
IS A SENSE OF CODEPENDENCY.YEAH.
1201
00:59:31,413 --> 00:59:34,965
YOU EACH HAVE TO BE SELF-FOCUSED
AND SELF-DRIVEN.
1202
00:59:34,965 --> 00:59:37,413
AND ALSO,
WHILE I WANT YOU TO FOCUS
1203
00:59:37,413 --> 00:59:39,896
ON DEVELOPING YOUR AUTONOMY,
1204
00:59:39,896 --> 00:59:43,206
THERE'S GOING TO BE TIMES
WHEN YOU ARE TOGETHER.
1205
00:59:43,206 --> 00:59:48,689
AND SO GROCERY SHOPPING
TOGETHER FOR HEALTHY FOODS
1206
00:59:48,689 --> 00:59:51,482
COULD BE SOMETHING
THAT YOU ALL DO TOGETHER.
1207
00:59:51,482 --> 00:59:52,655
OKAY?
1208
00:59:52,655 --> 00:59:55,172
AND, CARLTON,
SOME HOMEWORK FOR YOU --
1209
00:59:55,172 --> 00:59:58,896
FOCUS ON YOUR ROMANTIC
RELATIONSHIP,
1210
00:59:58,896 --> 01:00:02,034
THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT
YOUR NEXT MOVE IN LIFE TO BE.
1211
01:00:02,034 --> 01:00:03,448
OKAY.
1212
01:00:03,448 --> 01:00:06,275
SHANTEL, I WANT YOU TO SHIFT
YOUR FOCUS A LITTLE FROM CARLTON
1213
01:00:06,275 --> 01:00:08,689
BECAUSE HE'S NOT
ONE OF YOUR KIDDOS.
1214
01:00:08,689 --> 01:00:11,206
I AGREE.
I GOT TO LET HIM BE GROWN.
1215
01:00:11,206 --> 01:00:13,551
I JUST ALWAYS FELT THE NEED
TO PROTECT HIM, SO...
1216
01:00:13,551 --> 01:00:15,517
BUT HE DOESN'T NEED
PROTECTING ANYMORE.
1217
01:00:15,517 --> 01:00:16,965
YOU'RE RIGHT.
1218
01:00:16,965 --> 01:00:20,413
I'M OKAY.
1219
01:00:20,413 --> 01:00:23,620
OKAY. WELL, GUYS,
I REALLY APPRECIATE
1220
01:00:23,620 --> 01:00:25,793
THE TWO OF YOU BEING HERE TODAY
TO TALK TO ME.
1221
01:00:25,793 --> 01:00:26,862
-YEAH.
-THANK YOU.
1222
01:00:26,862 --> 01:00:27,931
-THANK YOU SO MUCH.
-THANK YOU.
1223
01:00:27,931 --> 01:00:29,413
ALRIGHT.
1224
01:00:31,620 --> 01:00:34,448
Carlton:
THAT WAS A LITTLE HARDER
THAN I WAS THINKING IT WOULD BE.
1225
01:00:34,448 --> 01:00:36,724
I GUESS I HAVE THINGS
I DON'T WANT TO TALK OF,
1226
01:00:36,724 --> 01:00:39,517
AND I DON'T THINK
ABOUT THEM TO REALIZE IT.
1227
01:00:39,517 --> 01:00:41,793
FOOD HAS HELPED ME AVOID THAT,
1228
01:00:41,793 --> 01:00:43,793
SO I KNOW CHANGING THAT
WON'T BE EASY.
1229
01:00:43,793 --> 01:00:46,517
BUT I THINK A BIG HELP FOR ME
IS HAVING MONICA
1230
01:00:46,517 --> 01:00:49,344
TO HELP ME WITH BECOMING
MORE SEPARATE FROM MY SISTER
1231
01:00:49,344 --> 01:00:51,551
SO WE CAN STOP
ENABLING EACH OTHER,
1232
01:00:51,551 --> 01:00:53,310
BECAUSE I KNOW WE'LL HAVE
TO GET EXTREME
1233
01:00:53,310 --> 01:00:55,413
AND DO THINGS WE SHOULD HAVE
DONE BUT COULDN'T
1234
01:00:55,413 --> 01:00:57,448
BEFORE WE GET ANY WORSE.
1235
01:00:59,620 --> 01:01:03,586
Shantel:
I THINK MANY OF LOLA'S THOUGHTS
AND IDEAS MADE SENSE TO ME.
1236
01:01:03,586 --> 01:01:05,206
IN A LOT OF WAYS,
I FELT RESPONSIBLE
1237
01:01:05,206 --> 01:01:07,241
FOR CARLTON ALMOST ALL HIS LIFE.
1238
01:01:07,241 --> 01:01:10,137
AND THE ONLY THING I MAY LIKE
MORE THAN EATING MYSELF
1239
01:01:10,137 --> 01:01:13,655
IS SEEING CARLTON HAPPY
AND HOW FOOD MAKES HIM THAT WAY.
1240
01:01:13,655 --> 01:01:16,758
SO I END UP HURTING HIM
WHEN I TRY TO BE LOVING TO HIM.
1241
01:01:16,758 --> 01:01:18,344
AND THAT'S NEVER MY INTENT,
1242
01:01:18,344 --> 01:01:21,620
AND IT HURTS MY HEART TO THINK
THAT, SO I HAVE TO CHANGE THAT
1243
01:01:21,620 --> 01:01:23,655
TO HELP HIM AND ME.
1244
01:01:23,655 --> 01:01:25,344
AND I'M READY TO DO
THE THINGS I NEED
1245
01:01:25,344 --> 01:01:27,413
TO MAKE SURE I GO
IN THE DIRECTION THAT I NEED
1246
01:01:27,413 --> 01:01:31,068
FOR MYSELF AND FOR CARLTON
TO START BEING A SOLUTION
1247
01:01:31,068 --> 01:01:33,551
INSTEAD OF PART
OF A PROBLEM FOR HIM.
1248
01:01:53,344 --> 01:01:55,793
ALRIGHT, BABE. I'M GOING TO GO
GET THAT WHEELIE CART. ALRIGHT?
1249
01:01:58,655 --> 01:02:01,275
ONE OF THE THINGS THAT LOLA
GAVE US AS AN EXERCISE
1250
01:02:01,275 --> 01:02:04,068
IS TO GO SHOP
FOR HEALTHY FOOD TOGETHER.
1251
01:02:04,068 --> 01:02:05,448
BUT IT'S BEEN YEARS
SINCE ME AND CARLTON
1252
01:02:05,448 --> 01:02:07,103
HAVE GONE TO A GROCERY STORE,
1253
01:02:07,103 --> 01:02:09,724
AND HE'S NOT SURE HE CAN
HANDLE ALL THE WALKING.
1254
01:02:09,724 --> 01:02:10,931
READY?
1255
01:02:10,931 --> 01:02:13,310
I'M RIGHT BEHIND YOU, OKAY?
1256
01:02:13,310 --> 01:02:15,620
SO I'LL GO INSIDE TO BE
OUR HANDS AND FEET
1257
01:02:15,620 --> 01:02:19,206
AND PICK WHAT WE NEED.
1258
01:02:19,206 --> 01:02:21,448
DOING THIS ISN'T EASY.
1259
01:02:21,448 --> 01:02:24,172
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS
THAT I WANT THAT I CAN'T HAVE,
1260
01:02:24,172 --> 01:02:26,862
BUT I'M COMMITTED TO DOING THIS
LIKE WE NEED.
1261
01:02:26,862 --> 01:02:29,172
SO I'M WALKING AWAY
FROM ALL TEMPTATION
1262
01:02:29,172 --> 01:02:31,620
AND STICKING TO OUR HEALTH FOOD.
1263
01:02:31,620 --> 01:02:34,310
BUT IT JUST ISN'T EASY
TO DO THIS.
1264
01:02:34,310 --> 01:02:37,931
THEN WE NEED -- ALRIGHT, SO,
I THINK WE GOT ALL THE PRODUCE.
1265
01:02:40,517 --> 01:02:44,586
Michael: OOH, GOD.
THEY HAVE NICE DISPLAYS.
1266
01:02:44,586 --> 01:02:48,172
IF WE WASN'T ON THIS DIET, MAN,
I'LL TELL YOU.
1267
01:02:48,172 --> 01:02:50,586
BUT IT'S NOT GOOD FOR US,
SO WE'RE GOING TO STAY --
1268
01:02:50,586 --> 01:02:52,896
THIS IS THE MEAT
RIGHT HERE.
1269
01:02:52,896 --> 01:02:54,448
IT GOT TO BE LEAN.OKAY.
1270
01:02:54,448 --> 01:02:55,896
YEP, THAT'S 60 CALORIES.
1271
01:02:55,896 --> 01:02:58,448
THIS ONE IS --
1272
01:02:58,448 --> 01:03:00,172
THIS ONE IS 80.
1273
01:03:03,379 --> 01:03:05,620
CARLTON: Yo.SO, WE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT
1274
01:03:05,620 --> 01:03:08,827
WHAT TYPE OF LUNCH MEAT
TO GET.
1275
01:03:08,827 --> 01:03:11,206
SO, I HAVE
THE CHICKEN BREAST,
1276
01:03:11,206 --> 01:03:15,068
WHICH THIS ONE HAS 36 SLICES
AND 60 CALORIES.
1277
01:03:15,068 --> 01:03:19,034
YEAH.THEN WE HAVE THE TURKEY BREAST,
1278
01:03:19,034 --> 01:03:22,517
WHICH YOU GET FOUR SLICES
WITH 80 CALORIES.
1279
01:03:22,517 --> 01:03:25,206
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
WOULD YOU EAT THESE?
1280
01:03:25,206 --> 01:03:26,517
YEAH.YOU WOULD EAT THESE?
1281
01:03:26,517 --> 01:03:29,172
OKAY.YEAH. THAT ALL SOUNDS GREAT.
1282
01:03:29,172 --> 01:03:30,862
GETTING OFF OF THIS,
AND THEN WE'RE DONE.
1283
01:03:30,862 --> 01:03:31,931
YEP, OKAY, YEAH.
1284
01:03:31,931 --> 01:03:32,965
OKAY.
1285
01:03:35,931 --> 01:03:37,931
Carlton: ME AND SHANTEL HAVE
BEEN PAYING MORE ATTENTION
1286
01:03:37,931 --> 01:03:39,551
TO WHAT WE'RE EATING THIS TIME.
1287
01:03:39,551 --> 01:03:41,517
WE DIDN'T REALLY REALIZE
HOW MUCH WE WERE EATING,
1288
01:03:41,517 --> 01:03:44,172
BUT WE KNEW WE WEREN'T FOLLOWING
THE DIET LIKE WE SHOULD.
1289
01:03:44,172 --> 01:03:47,172
WE CAN SEE THAT NOW,
SO HOW WE'RE EATING NOW
1290
01:03:47,172 --> 01:03:51,137
IS A LOT STRICTER THAN WE DID
THE FIRST MONTH, AND IT'S HARD.
1291
01:03:51,137 --> 01:03:54,379
I'VE NEVER HAD SUCH STRONG
TEMPTATIONS IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
1292
01:03:54,379 --> 01:03:56,517
BECAUSE I'VE NEVER TRIED
TO REALLY CONTROL MYSELF
1293
01:03:56,517 --> 01:03:58,551
WHEN I HAVE A HUNGER
FOR SOMETHING.
1294
01:03:58,551 --> 01:04:00,758
SO THIS IS TAKING A LOT,
BUT ME AND SHANTEL
1295
01:04:00,758 --> 01:04:03,793
HAVE COMMITTED TO DOING THIS
WITH OURSELVES AND EACH OTHER
1296
01:04:03,793 --> 01:04:07,103
BECAUSE WE KNOW WE'RE GETTING
TO OUR LAST CHANCE SOON.
1297
01:04:07,103 --> 01:04:09,689
OH, YOU KNOW I WOULD
SMASH ON THOSE.
1298
01:04:09,689 --> 01:04:12,068
PIZZA ROLLS.
1299
01:04:12,068 --> 01:04:13,758
I KNOW.
THIS IS INSANE.
1300
01:04:13,758 --> 01:04:15,448
I CANNOT BELIEVE I'M LITERALLY
GOING THROUGH THIS AISLE
1301
01:04:15,448 --> 01:04:16,724
AND NOT, LIKE,
FREAKING OUT.
1302
01:04:19,206 --> 01:04:21,068
Shantel: ME AND CARLTON
CAN'T FAIL THIS CHALLENGE,
1303
01:04:21,068 --> 01:04:24,241
TO LOSE AS MUCH
AS DR. NOW SAID WE NEED.
1304
01:04:24,241 --> 01:04:27,000
WE HAVE 7 WEEKS UNTIL OUR
NEXT APPOINTMENT TO DO THAT,
1305
01:04:27,000 --> 01:04:29,310
AND WE BOTH KNOW IT'S GOING
TO TAKE STICKING TO THE DIET,
1306
01:04:29,310 --> 01:04:30,965
EXERCISING FOR OUR STAMINA,
1307
01:04:30,965 --> 01:04:32,931
AND WORKING ON
WHAT LOLA TOLD US TO DO
1308
01:04:32,931 --> 01:04:34,068
IF WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A CHANCE
1309
01:04:34,068 --> 01:04:36,310
TO MAKE IT TO WHERE WE NEED
BY THEN.
1310
01:04:36,310 --> 01:04:38,965
AND WE CAN'T MESS AROUND
AND SLIDE ON ANY OF THAT,
1311
01:04:38,965 --> 01:04:41,689
OR THAT'S GOING
TO LEAD US TO FAIL.
1312
01:04:41,689 --> 01:04:44,241
WE KNOW THAT THIS TIME,
BECAUSE IF WE FAIL,
1313
01:04:44,241 --> 01:04:46,689
IT CAN COST ME
AND CARLTON OUR LIVES.
1314
01:05:04,000 --> 01:05:07,275
Carlton:
ME AND SHANTEL ARE HEADED BACK
TO SEE DR. NOW AGAIN.
1315
01:05:07,275 --> 01:05:08,448
WE'VE WORKED SO HARD
1316
01:05:08,448 --> 01:05:11,551
DOING EVERYTHING DR. NOW
AND LOLA WANTED US TO DO.
1317
01:05:11,551 --> 01:05:13,000
WE DID THE DIET.
1318
01:05:13,000 --> 01:05:15,482
WE'VE BEEN EXERCISING,
SO ME AND SHANTEL ARE SEEING
1319
01:05:15,482 --> 01:05:18,068
A LOT OF POSITIVE THINGS
THAT ARE MAKING US FEEL LIKE
1320
01:05:18,068 --> 01:05:21,068
WE'RE DOING THIS
AND COMING A LONG WAY.
1321
01:05:21,068 --> 01:05:25,586
THE BIG QUESTION
IS IF IT'S ENOUGH, THOUGH.
1322
01:05:25,586 --> 01:05:27,517
LET'S GO.
1323
01:05:27,517 --> 01:05:30,241
Shantel:
THESE LAST TWO MONTHS HAVE TAKEN
A LOT FOR ME AND CARLTON,
1324
01:05:30,241 --> 01:05:33,551
BECAUSE WE PUSHED OURSELVES
TO DO SO MUCH,
1325
01:05:33,551 --> 01:05:34,896
BUT I FEEL LIKE
IT'S BEEN PAYING OFF
1326
01:05:34,896 --> 01:05:37,517
FOR BOTH OF US IN A LOT OF WAYS.
1327
01:05:37,517 --> 01:05:39,758
I'VE STOPPED HAVING TO USE
MY INHALER
1328
01:05:39,758 --> 01:05:42,137
BECAUSE I'M NOT OUT OF BREATH
WHEN I GET AROUND,
1329
01:05:42,137 --> 01:05:44,793
AND I ACTUALLY DON'T HAVE
TO USE MY WALKER NOW,
1330
01:05:44,793 --> 01:05:47,241
SO THAT'S BEEN
AN AMAZING FEELING.
1331
01:05:49,827 --> 01:05:53,275
SHANTEL AND CARLTON?
1332
01:05:53,275 --> 01:05:56,103
SO I'M EXCITED TO SEE THE
PROGRESS THAT WE BOTH MADE TODAY
1333
01:05:56,103 --> 01:05:58,103
BECAUSE I THINK IT'S GOING
TO BE A LOT,
1334
01:05:58,103 --> 01:06:00,724
AND I'M HOPING
IT'S AT LEAST 120 POUNDS,
1335
01:06:00,724 --> 01:06:03,655
BECAUSE THAT'S THE GOAL DR. NOW
GAVE US BOTH TO LOSE.
1336
01:06:05,931 --> 01:06:08,965
AND SINCE I WAS 632 POUNDS
LAST TIME,
1337
01:06:08,965 --> 01:06:12,137
THAT MEANS I HAVE TO BE
AT 512 TODAY,
1338
01:06:12,137 --> 01:06:14,896
AND I THINK I HAVE A GOOD CHANCE
AT THAT NUMBER COMING UP.
1339
01:06:18,344 --> 01:06:20,482
Carlton: GOOD JOB, SHAN.
1340
01:06:22,965 --> 01:06:24,758
GOOD JOB, SHAN.
1341
01:06:27,344 --> 01:06:30,241
Shantel: THAT NUMBER COMING UP
FILLS ME WITH A LOT OF PRIDE
1342
01:06:30,241 --> 01:06:33,103
BECAUSE I KNOW HOW HARD
I WORKED FOR THAT,
1343
01:06:33,103 --> 01:06:35,000
SO I'M REALLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW,
1344
01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:39,068
AND I'M HOPING TO SEE
THE SAME FOR CARLTON.
1345
01:06:39,068 --> 01:06:41,586
Carlton: I'M REALLY EXCITED
ABOUT SHANTEL'S RESULTS,
1346
01:06:41,586 --> 01:06:43,551
AND I'M HOPING FOR
THE SAME THING RIGHT NOW
1347
01:06:43,551 --> 01:06:45,172
WITH MY WEIGH-IN.
1348
01:06:49,896 --> 01:06:53,448
-THE DEVIL.
1349
01:06:53,448 --> 01:06:55,310
Michael:
YOU DID IT. DROPPED DOWN.
1350
01:06:55,310 --> 01:06:57,448
-YOU DID IT, BABY.
-WHENEVER YOU GUYS ARE READY,
1351
01:06:57,448 --> 01:06:58,931
-YOU CAN GO AHEAD AND GO AROUND.
-OKAY.
1352
01:07:02,137 --> 01:07:03,241
Carlton: I AM REALLY HAPPY.
1353
01:07:03,241 --> 01:07:05,310
WE DID WHAT WE SET OUT TO DO
THIS TIME,
1354
01:07:05,310 --> 01:07:07,620
WITH BOTH OF US
HITTING OUR GOAL,
1355
01:07:07,620 --> 01:07:09,827
SO I'M REALLY EXCITED
ABOUT THAT.
1356
01:07:09,827 --> 01:07:11,724
AND I'M REALLY HOPING
THIS MEANS ME AND SHANTEL
1357
01:07:11,724 --> 01:07:13,620
WILL BE GETTING OUR APPROVALS
WE HOPED FOR
1358
01:07:13,620 --> 01:07:15,413
THIS WHOLE TIME
SINCE WE GOT HERE.
1359
01:07:19,172 --> 01:07:20,206
-HELLO.
-HEY.
1360
01:07:20,206 --> 01:07:21,793
HEY, DOC.
1361
01:07:21,793 --> 01:07:24,206
-HOW Y'ALL DOING?
-DOING GOOD. HOW ABOUT YOU?
1362
01:07:24,206 --> 01:07:26,034
I'M DOING GOOD, TOO.
1363
01:07:26,034 --> 01:07:29,862
ALRIGHT. SO, SHANTEL,
YOU'RE DOWN TO 502.
1364
01:07:29,862 --> 01:07:32,068
YOU'RE ALMOST GOING TO GET
IN 400s, HUH?
1365
01:07:32,068 --> 01:07:34,689
ALMOST, ALMOST.ALMOST.
1366
01:07:34,689 --> 01:07:35,931
ALRIGHT.
1367
01:07:35,931 --> 01:07:40,310
SO YOU LOST 130 POUNDS EXACTLY,
SO THAT'S GREAT.
1368
01:07:40,310 --> 01:07:41,517
I'M PROUD OF YOU.
1369
01:07:41,517 --> 01:07:43,000
THANK YOU SO MUCH, DOC.
1370
01:07:43,000 --> 01:07:45,241
YOU'RE WELCOME.
SO, HOW IS YOUR ACTIVITY?
1371
01:07:45,241 --> 01:07:47,379
I'M DOING WELL, ESPECIALLY
WITH MY INHALER
1372
01:07:47,379 --> 01:07:49,000
'CAUSE I USUALLY HAVE TO CARRY,
YOU KNOW,
1373
01:07:49,000 --> 01:07:51,137
MY INHALER AROUND
WITH ME ALL THE TIME,
1374
01:07:51,137 --> 01:07:53,758
AND I HAVEN'T,
AND I ALSO DON'T HAVE MY WALKER,
1375
01:07:53,758 --> 01:07:56,137
SO I HAVE BEEN ABLE
JUST TO WALK ON MY OWN.
1376
01:07:56,137 --> 01:07:57,344
OKAY, THAT'S GREAT.
1377
01:07:57,344 --> 01:07:59,482
YOU'RE ON THE RIGHT TRACK
AND MAKING GOOD PROGRESS.
1378
01:07:59,482 --> 01:08:00,827
THAT'S GREAT.
1379
01:08:00,827 --> 01:08:03,758
SO I'M PROUD OF YOU, THAT YOU'RE
STICKING WITH THE DIET,
1380
01:08:03,758 --> 01:08:05,206
SO I'M GOING TO GO AHEAD
AND APPROVE YOU
1381
01:08:05,206 --> 01:08:07,758
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
1382
01:08:07,758 --> 01:08:08,827
Michael: BABY.
1383
01:08:08,827 --> 01:08:10,413
-YOU DID IT, SHAN!
-YOU DID IT.
1384
01:08:10,413 --> 01:08:12,620
SO EXCITING. YES.
1385
01:08:12,620 --> 01:08:16,689
OKAY, SO, I'M GOING TO
TAKE YOU UP FOR SOME TESTING
1386
01:08:16,689 --> 01:08:19,896
TO SEE WHAT YOUR LUNG
AND YOUR HEART IS DOING
1387
01:08:19,896 --> 01:08:23,758
AND MAKE SURE THAT YOU'RE GOING
TO BE FIT TO CONSIDER SURGERY.
1388
01:08:23,758 --> 01:08:25,827
OKAY?I'M SUPER EXCITED.
1389
01:08:25,827 --> 01:08:27,551
LIKE, THANK YOU SO MUCH.
1390
01:08:27,551 --> 01:08:28,827
YOU'RE WELCOME.
1391
01:08:28,827 --> 01:08:31,655
LET'S SEE.
WHAT'S CARLTON DOING?
1392
01:08:31,655 --> 01:08:34,931
WELL, YOU LOST 132 POUNDS,
WHICH IS VERY GOOD,
1393
01:08:34,931 --> 01:08:38,275
SO I'M PROUD OF YOU,
SO I AM GOING TO APPROVE YOU
1394
01:08:38,275 --> 01:08:40,689
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
PENDING SOME TESTING
1395
01:08:40,689 --> 01:08:43,275
AND MAKE SURE IT'S GOING
TO BE SAFE FOR YOU, TOO.
1396
01:08:43,275 --> 01:08:45,310
YEAH.THAT SOUND GOOD?
1397
01:08:45,310 --> 01:08:46,689
THAT DEFINITELY
SOUNDS GOOD.
1398
01:08:46,689 --> 01:08:47,931
THANK YOU.
1399
01:08:47,931 --> 01:08:49,517
OKAY, GREAT.
1400
01:08:49,517 --> 01:08:51,241
WELL, I'M PROUD OF YOU BOTH.
1401
01:08:51,241 --> 01:08:53,655
YOU'RE DOING GREAT,
SO I'M GOING TO SCHEDULE
1402
01:08:53,655 --> 01:08:56,724
BOTH YOUR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERIES
FOR ONE MONTH FROM NOW,
1403
01:08:56,724 --> 01:08:59,413
BUT YOU BOTH NEED
TO KEEP LOSING WEIGHT.
1404
01:08:59,413 --> 01:09:03,275
IF YOUR PROGRESS STOPS AND
YOU GAIN OR YOU DON'T LOSE MUCH,
1405
01:09:03,275 --> 01:09:05,275
THEN WE'LL CANCEL YOUR SURGERY.
1406
01:09:05,275 --> 01:09:06,689
-YOU BOTH GOT IT?
-ALRIGHT.
1407
01:09:06,689 --> 01:09:08,689
-YES.
-ALRIGHT.
1408
01:09:08,689 --> 01:09:10,068
WELL, NICE TO SEE YOU GUYS.
1409
01:09:10,068 --> 01:09:11,241
-ALRIGHT.
-NICE TO SEE YOU, TOO, SIR.
1410
01:09:11,241 --> 01:09:13,310
-I'LL SEE Y'ALL IN ONE MONTH.
-OKAY.
1411
01:09:13,310 --> 01:09:15,758
IF YOU NEED ANYTHING
BEFORE THEN, GIVE ME A CALL.
1412
01:09:15,758 --> 01:09:17,000
OKAY?
YES, SIR.
1413
01:09:17,000 --> 01:09:18,655
ALRIGHT.
I'LL SEE Y'ALL LATER.
1414
01:09:18,655 --> 01:09:19,793
-ALRIGHT.
-ALRIGHT. THANKS, DOC.
1415
01:09:19,793 --> 01:09:21,275
THANK YOU, DOCTOR.
1416
01:09:25,931 --> 01:09:28,241
WE'RE DOING THIS?WE ARE DOING THIS.
1417
01:09:28,241 --> 01:09:29,655
LIKE, OH, MY GOD.
1418
01:09:29,655 --> 01:09:31,275
WE ARE REALLY APPROVED.
1419
01:09:31,275 --> 01:09:33,137
LIKE, BOTH OF US.WHAT?
1420
01:09:33,137 --> 01:09:34,896
IT'S, LIKE,
WE STARTED THIS TOGETHER.
1421
01:09:34,896 --> 01:09:36,172
WE'RE, LIKE,
BOTH APPROVED.
1422
01:09:36,172 --> 01:09:38,586
NOT, LIKE, ONE OF US APPROVED
AND THE OTHER APPROVED.
1423
01:09:38,586 --> 01:09:40,379
LIKE, WE'RE TOGETHER
APPROVED.
1424
01:09:43,275 --> 01:09:45,827
Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M VERY PROUD
OF SHANTEL AND CARLTON.
1425
01:09:45,827 --> 01:09:47,689
THEY WORKED VERY HARD
THESE PAST MONTHS
1426
01:09:47,689 --> 01:09:50,448
AND SHOWED ME THAT
THEY'RE TAKING THIS OPPORTUNITY
1427
01:09:50,448 --> 01:09:53,310
TO TURN THEIR LIFE AROUND
VERY SERIOUSLY.
1428
01:09:53,310 --> 01:09:55,931
AND I'M VERY HAPPY
WITH THEIR OVERALL PROGRESS
1429
01:09:55,931 --> 01:09:58,241
AND LOSING AS MUCH WEIGHT
AS THEY DID
1430
01:09:58,241 --> 01:10:01,586
AND BUILDING UP
THEIR STAMINA LIKE THEY HAVE.
1431
01:10:01,586 --> 01:10:05,068
BUT THE FACT THAT THEY LOST
ALMOST EXACT SAME AMOUNT
1432
01:10:05,068 --> 01:10:08,724
SHOWS ME THAT THERE'S STILL
A CODEPENDENCE IN THE DYNAMIC
1433
01:10:08,724 --> 01:10:11,137
BETWEEN THEM
THAT WE STILL NEED TO WORK ON
1434
01:10:11,137 --> 01:10:14,689
TO MAKE SURE THEY ARE SUCCESSFUL
IN THE LONG-TERM.
1435
01:10:14,689 --> 01:10:18,000
BUT FOR RIGHT NOW, AS LONG
AS THEY KEEP MAKING PROGRESS
1436
01:10:18,000 --> 01:10:21,448
AND THEIR TESTS SHOW THEIR
SYSTEMS CAN HANDLE SURGERY,
1437
01:10:21,448 --> 01:10:23,724
WE WILL MOVE AHEAD
WITH THEM IN A MONTH.
1438
01:10:28,000 --> 01:10:30,482
Carlton:
I'M SO EXCITED WE GET SURGERY.
1439
01:10:30,482 --> 01:10:34,034
WE'VE RISKED A LOT FOR THIS AND
WORKED A WHOLE LOT TO GET THIS,
1440
01:10:34,034 --> 01:10:35,551
SO TO SEE IT COME TO FRUITION
1441
01:10:35,551 --> 01:10:37,586
AND GET APPROVED
FEELS REALLY GOOD,
1442
01:10:37,586 --> 01:10:42,000
AND I KNOW MY SISTER IS EXCITED,
JUST LIKE ME.
1443
01:10:42,000 --> 01:10:44,827
Shantel: THIS IS LIKE A DREAM
COME TRUE FOR ME AND CARLTON,
1444
01:10:44,827 --> 01:10:49,172
BECAUSE WE TRIED TO GET HELP
LIKE THIS FOR MOST OUR LIVES,
1445
01:10:49,172 --> 01:10:50,931
SO TO BE TOLD THAT WE DID IT
1446
01:10:50,931 --> 01:10:54,551
AND WE FINALLY GOT IT
IS LIFE-CHANGING TO HEAR.
1447
01:10:54,551 --> 01:10:57,931
SO WE'RE GOING TO KEEP OUR FOCUS
ON DOING THE RIGHT THINGS
1448
01:10:57,931 --> 01:10:59,862
AND HOPE THAT WHEN WE HAVE
OUR TESTS,
1449
01:10:59,862 --> 01:11:02,034
IT ALL TURNS OUT GOOD,
1450
01:11:02,034 --> 01:11:05,137
BECAUSE ME AND CARLTON NEED THIS
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
1451
01:11:14,655 --> 01:11:17,827
WE HAVE TWO MORE WEEKS UNTIL ME
AND CARLTON ARE SUPPOSED TO BE
1452
01:11:17,827 --> 01:11:21,241
AT THE HOSPITAL
FOR OUR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY,
1453
01:11:21,241 --> 01:11:24,172
AND WE'RE GETTING OUR TESTING
RIGHT BEFORE THAT.
1454
01:11:24,172 --> 01:11:28,068
SO ME AND CARLTON HAVE CONTINUED
WORKING AS MUCH AS WE CAN
1455
01:11:28,068 --> 01:11:31,551
TO GET TO THE HEALTHIEST PLACE
POSSIBLE BY THEN.
1456
01:11:31,551 --> 01:11:33,793
WE'VE BEEN DOING THE DIET
JUST LIKE WE'VE BEEN
1457
01:11:33,793 --> 01:11:36,034
THE PAST TWO-PLUS MONTHS.
1458
01:11:36,034 --> 01:11:38,931
AND WE'RE ALSO EXERCISING A LOT.
1459
01:11:38,931 --> 01:11:41,758
CARLTON HAS BEEN TAKING
SOME SHORT WALKS WITH MONICA
1460
01:11:41,758 --> 01:11:44,034
FOR HIS EXERCISE TO DO THAT,
1461
01:11:44,034 --> 01:11:46,310
BUT I'VE BEEN FOCUSED
ON DOING THE STAIRS
1462
01:11:46,310 --> 01:11:48,137
BECAUSE THEY'RE, LIKE, MY ENEMY
1463
01:11:48,137 --> 01:11:50,137
BECAUSE NOT BEING ABLE
TO DO THEM
1464
01:11:50,137 --> 01:11:54,137
AND GO UP AND DOWN LIKE I NEED
HAS LIMITED MY LIFE A LOT.
1465
01:11:54,137 --> 01:11:56,206
HEY, HON.Michael: HEY, BABY.
1466
01:11:58,551 --> 01:11:59,793
WHAT YOU DOING?
1467
01:11:59,793 --> 01:12:02,172
OH, SPRAYING THE SHIRTS.
1468
01:12:02,172 --> 01:12:04,827
DR. NOW WANT ME TO TRY TO GET
SOME MORE EXERCISE, THOUGH,
1469
01:12:04,827 --> 01:12:06,068
DO THE STEPS.
1470
01:12:06,068 --> 01:12:07,413
FIRST STEP IS GETTING
ON THE STEPS.
1471
01:12:07,413 --> 01:12:09,517
GETTING ON THE STEPS.
1472
01:12:09,517 --> 01:12:12,620
IT'S NOW OR NEVER.
1473
01:12:12,620 --> 01:12:15,793
PRAY FOR ME, LORD.
1474
01:12:15,793 --> 01:12:20,137
SO ONE OF MY GOALS HAS BEEN
TO GET BETTER AT DOING THEM.
1475
01:12:20,137 --> 01:12:22,034
AND WITH ALL MY WEIGHT LOSS
AND GOOD PROGRESS,
1476
01:12:22,034 --> 01:12:25,379
I'VE BEEN ABLE TO,
AND I'M AMAZED AT MYSELF,
1477
01:12:25,379 --> 01:12:28,241
BECAUSE NOT ONLY CAN I GO UP
AND BACK DOWN THEM
1478
01:12:28,241 --> 01:12:30,310
A WHOLE LOT EASIER...
1479
01:12:35,758 --> 01:12:39,620
...BUT I CAN DO THEM AGAIN
RIGHT AFTER.
1480
01:12:39,620 --> 01:12:41,413
ALRIGHT, BABY.
THAT'S ONE.
1481
01:12:46,586 --> 01:12:48,206
I'M WATCHING YOU.
1482
01:12:53,655 --> 01:12:56,000
YOU GOT THIS.
A'IGHT?
1483
01:12:56,000 --> 01:12:57,896
THAT'S TWO.
1484
01:12:57,896 --> 01:12:59,482
ALRIGHT.
YOU ONLY GOT ONE MORE. ALRIGHT?
1485
01:12:59,482 --> 01:13:00,586
ONE MORE.
1486
01:13:03,931 --> 01:13:07,655
KEEP BREATHING WHILE
YOU GOING UP AND GOING DOWN.
1487
01:13:07,655 --> 01:13:11,689
IT'S EXCITING TO ME, THAT ME
AND CARLTON HAVE COME THIS FAR,
1488
01:13:11,689 --> 01:13:15,517
AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO US
BEING ABLE TO DO EVEN MORE.
1489
01:13:15,517 --> 01:13:18,034
BUT WE KNOW THAT
WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY IS KEY
1490
01:13:18,034 --> 01:13:20,482
TO BEING ABLE TO DO THAT,
1491
01:13:20,482 --> 01:13:23,103
SO WE'RE WORKING
TO MAKE SURE OF THAT
1492
01:13:23,103 --> 01:13:25,034
BECAUSE IT'S ALL GOING
TO COME DOWN TO OUR TESTS
1493
01:13:25,034 --> 01:13:26,827
IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS,
1494
01:13:26,827 --> 01:13:29,655
AND WE NEED TO BE AS READY
AS WE CAN FOR THEM,
1495
01:13:29,655 --> 01:13:32,034
BECAUSE EVERYTHING
RELIES ON THEM.
1496
01:13:49,586 --> 01:13:50,793
Michael: YOU ALRIGHT?
1497
01:13:50,793 --> 01:13:52,689
YEAH, I'M ALRIGHT,
NOW THAT YOU'RE HERE.
1498
01:13:52,689 --> 01:13:54,655
ALRIGHT.
THE KIDS ARE AT SCHOOL, OKAY?
1499
01:13:54,655 --> 01:13:56,482
OKAY.
1500
01:14:04,862 --> 01:14:08,000
Shantel: THIS IS A BIG STEP
FOR ME AND CARLTON TODAY.
1501
01:14:08,000 --> 01:14:09,896
I HAVE SOME NERVES ABOUT IT,
1502
01:14:09,896 --> 01:14:14,310
BUT I'M GRATEFUL FOR THIS CHANCE
AND OPPORTUNITY TO SAVE MY LIFE.
1503
01:14:14,310 --> 01:14:18,068
I STARTED TO LOSE HOPE WE'D EVEN
BE ABLE TO GET HELP LIKE THIS,
1504
01:14:18,068 --> 01:14:21,689
SO IT FEELS LIKE REALIZING
A DREAM TODAY WITH THIS.
1505
01:14:21,689 --> 01:14:23,172
SO I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD
1506
01:14:23,172 --> 01:14:26,689
TO MAKING A LOT MORE PROGRESS
WITH CARLTON ONCE WE GET THIS.
1507
01:14:29,827 --> 01:14:32,689
Nurse: I NEED YOU TO TAKE
BIG, DEEP BREATHS.
1508
01:14:32,689 --> 01:14:35,482
Dr. Nowzaradan:
TODAY, WE'RE ATTEMPTING TO DO
A GASTRIC-SLEEVE OPERATION
1509
01:14:35,482 --> 01:14:37,586
ON BOTH SHANTEL AND CARLTON,
1510
01:14:37,586 --> 01:14:41,000
AND WE'RE STARTING
WITH SHANTEL FIRST.
1511
01:14:41,000 --> 01:14:43,620
BOTH OF THEM HAVE MADE
REALLY GOOD PROGRESS OVERALL
1512
01:14:43,620 --> 01:14:45,137
AND HAVE ALSO STAYED ON-TRACK
1513
01:14:45,137 --> 01:14:48,034
WITH THEIR WEIGHT LOSS
THIS PAST MONTH.
1514
01:14:48,034 --> 01:14:51,275
OKAY, LET'S BEGIN.
1515
01:14:51,275 --> 01:14:54,655
STARTING THE FIRST INCISION.
1516
01:14:54,655 --> 01:14:57,620
ALRIGHT. ROOM LIGHT OFF.
1517
01:14:57,620 --> 01:14:59,965
I'M VERY HAPPY WITH HOW WELL
THEY ARE DOING,
1518
01:14:59,965 --> 01:15:03,413
AND I KNOW THAT THEY'RE READY
TO TAKE THIS NEXT STEP TODAY.
1519
01:15:03,413 --> 01:15:05,379
AND UNLESS WE ENCOUNTER
ANY ISSUES
1520
01:15:05,379 --> 01:15:08,517
THAT PREVENT US FROM COMPLETING
THEIR OPERATIONS TODAY,
1521
01:15:08,517 --> 01:15:10,275
WE WILL BE ABLE
TO GIVE THEM BOTH
1522
01:15:10,275 --> 01:15:12,655
A VERY IMPORTANT TOOL
WITH THIS SURGERY
1523
01:15:12,655 --> 01:15:15,758
TO HELP THEM STAY ON TRACK
AND CONTINUE TO LOSE MORE,
1524
01:15:15,758 --> 01:15:17,689
BECAUSE WHAT
THIS OPERATION DOES
1525
01:15:17,689 --> 01:15:20,689
IS IT REDUCES THE STOMACH
BY 90%,
1526
01:15:20,689 --> 01:15:24,413
LEAVING A SMALL, NARROW TUBE
THAT LOOKS SIMILAR TO A SLEEVE
1527
01:15:24,413 --> 01:15:28,413
SO THE PATIENT'S FOOD INTAKE
IS PHYSICALLY LIMITED
1528
01:15:28,413 --> 01:15:31,137
AND THE PATIENT IS LESS HUNGRY.
1529
01:15:31,137 --> 01:15:34,655
SO THIS OPERATION WILL GIVE THEM
AN OPPORTUNITY
1530
01:15:34,655 --> 01:15:36,482
TO LOSE EVEN MORE WEIGHT.
1531
01:15:41,862 --> 01:15:44,206
SO THIS IS SOMETHING
THAT'S GOING TO HELP THEM BOTH
1532
01:15:44,206 --> 01:15:46,000
A GREAT DEAL.
1533
01:15:50,241 --> 01:15:53,206
Carlton: HAVING SHANTEL GO FIRST
IS NERVE-RACKING.
1534
01:15:53,206 --> 01:15:56,413
I CARE ABOUT MY SISTER SO MUCH.
AND JUST, LIKE, WHENEVER I HEAR,
1535
01:15:56,413 --> 01:15:59,103
LIKE, SOMEONE SPEAK OVER
THE, LIKE, THE LOUDSPEAKER,
1536
01:15:59,103 --> 01:16:01,655
I'M LIKE, "IS THAT SHANTEL?
IS SHE OKAY?"
1537
01:16:01,655 --> 01:16:02,862
SO MY WORST FEAR RIGHT NOW
1538
01:16:02,862 --> 01:16:05,068
IS THAT SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN
TO MY SISTER.
1539
01:16:10,793 --> 01:16:12,689
Dr. Nowzaradan: ALRIGHT.
1540
01:16:14,793 --> 01:16:17,206
OKAY.
1541
01:16:22,827 --> 01:16:25,827
ALRIGHT. YOU CAN TURN
THE ROOM LIGHT ON.
1542
01:16:29,172 --> 01:16:32,689
OKAY, ALL FINISHED.
1543
01:16:32,689 --> 01:16:35,137
SHANTEL'S SURGERY
WENT VERY WELL.
1544
01:16:35,137 --> 01:16:37,689
WE WERE ABLE TO DO
A SLEEVE GASTRECTOMY,
1545
01:16:37,689 --> 01:16:40,137
AND WE WERE ABLE
TO COMPLETE THE SURGERY
1546
01:16:40,137 --> 01:16:43,206
WITHOUT ANY COMPLICATION
OR ANY PROBLEMS.
1547
01:16:43,206 --> 01:16:48,103
SO WE'LL GET HER TO RECOVERY AND
START CARLTON'S OPERATION SOON.
1548
01:16:48,103 --> 01:16:49,241
BUT FOR THE NEXT MONTH,
1549
01:16:49,241 --> 01:16:51,517
SHANTEL WILL BE
ON A LIQUID DIET,
1550
01:16:51,517 --> 01:16:54,620
AND IN THAT TIME, SHE SHOULD
LOSE AT LEAST 40 POUND.
1551
01:16:54,620 --> 01:16:56,172
AND THEN IF SHE STAYS ON TRACK,
1552
01:16:56,172 --> 01:16:58,965
SHE SHOULD BE ABLE TO LOSE
25 POUNDS A MONTH
1553
01:16:58,965 --> 01:17:01,275
UNTIL SHE GET CLOSE
TO HER TARGET.
1554
01:17:11,241 --> 01:17:13,206
RIGHT NOW, WE ARE
ATTEMPTING TO PERFORM
1555
01:17:13,206 --> 01:17:15,206
A GASTRIC SLEEVE ON CARLTON,
1556
01:17:15,206 --> 01:17:18,137
AND UNLESS WE ENCOUNTER
ANY ISSUES THAT PREVENT US
1557
01:17:18,137 --> 01:17:21,275
FROM COMPLETING THE OPERATION,
WE'LL BE ABLE TO PROVIDE HIM
1558
01:17:21,275 --> 01:17:23,413
WITH THE SAME TOOL
AS HIS SISTER,
1559
01:17:23,413 --> 01:17:26,448
TO KEEP HIM ON TRACK AND MOVING
IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
1560
01:17:32,379 --> 01:17:34,862
THANKFULLY, WITH THE PROGRESS
CARLTON MADE
1561
01:17:34,862 --> 01:17:37,758
OVER THE LAST MONTH,
HE IS UNDER 600.
1562
01:17:37,758 --> 01:17:39,965
BUT THIS IS STILL
A VERY HIGH-RISK OPERATION
1563
01:17:39,965 --> 01:17:41,517
FOR SOMEONE HIS SIZE,
1564
01:17:41,517 --> 01:17:43,758
BECAUSE HIS WEIGHT
IS STILL AT A POINT
1565
01:17:43,758 --> 01:17:46,655
WHERE IT PUTS A LOT OF STRAIN
ON HIS SYSTEM,
1566
01:17:46,655 --> 01:17:49,448
SO ANY NUMBER OF SMALL ISSUES
COULD PUSH HIS BODY
1567
01:17:49,448 --> 01:17:52,068
TO A POINT
WHERE THAT BECOMES TOO MUCH.
1568
01:18:10,034 --> 01:18:11,931
Monica:
I'M FEELING PRETTY NERVOUS.
1569
01:18:11,931 --> 01:18:13,896
I'M WORRIED ABOUT CARLTON.
1570
01:18:13,896 --> 01:18:18,034
I'M MOST NERVOUS ABOUT THE RISKS
THAT ARE INVOLVED WITH SURGERY,
1571
01:18:18,034 --> 01:18:20,517
AND I DON'T WANT
ANY OF THAT TO HAPPEN,
1572
01:18:20,517 --> 01:18:22,931
BUT I'VE BEEN TRYING MY BEST
TO JUST BE A ROCK
1573
01:18:22,931 --> 01:18:25,655
AND BE STRONG AND HELP HIM.
1574
01:18:25,655 --> 01:18:26,896
AND I CAN'T HELP BUT TO THINK
1575
01:18:26,896 --> 01:18:29,655
OF ALL THE THINGS
THAT COULD GO WRONG AND WORRY.
1576
01:18:35,000 --> 01:18:38,034
Dr. Nowzaradan: WE HAD A SMALL
ISSUE OF CONCERN WITH CARLTON,
1577
01:18:38,034 --> 01:18:41,241
BUT WE HAVE BEEN ABLE TO
RESOLVE IT SO WE CAN MOVE AHEAD.
1578
01:18:45,689 --> 01:18:47,206
OKAY.
1579
01:18:51,827 --> 01:18:53,551
ALRIGHT.
1580
01:19:03,206 --> 01:19:05,206
ALRIGHT.
1581
01:19:12,551 --> 01:19:15,068
OKAY, ALL FINISHED.
1582
01:19:15,068 --> 01:19:16,103
ALRIGHT.
1583
01:19:16,103 --> 01:19:18,793
CARLTON'S SURGERY
WENT VERY WELL.
1584
01:19:18,793 --> 01:19:20,931
HIS SURGERY WAS A LITTLE BIT
MORE CHALLENGING.
1585
01:19:20,931 --> 01:19:23,137
AT THE BEGINNING,
WE HAD A SLOW HEARTBEAT,
1586
01:19:23,137 --> 01:19:25,758
AND WE HAD TO BACK OFF
FOR A FEW MINUTES
1587
01:19:25,758 --> 01:19:27,379
TILL HE RECOVERED FROM THAT.
1588
01:19:27,379 --> 01:19:31,827
AND THEN AFTER THAT, WE WERE
ABLE TO COMPLETE THE OPERATION.
1589
01:19:31,827 --> 01:19:36,206
SO HE'S DOING WELL, AND WE GET
HIM TO RECOVERY SO HE CAN REST.
1590
01:19:36,206 --> 01:19:38,241
CARLTON WILL ALSO BE
ON A LIQUID DIET
1591
01:19:38,241 --> 01:19:40,206
FOR THE FIRST MONTH,
LIKE SHANTEL.
1592
01:19:40,206 --> 01:19:43,862
AND IN THAT TIME, HE SHOULD BE
ABLE TO LOSE AT LEAST 45 POUNDS,
1593
01:19:43,862 --> 01:19:48,931
THEN AROUND 30 POUNDS A MONTH
UNTIL HE GETS DOWN TO THE 200s.
1594
01:19:48,931 --> 01:19:51,241
BUT BOTH OF THEM
ARE DOING VERY WELL,
1595
01:19:51,241 --> 01:19:52,620
AND I AM VERY PROUD OF THEM
1596
01:19:52,620 --> 01:19:55,724
FOR HOW HARD THEY HAVE WORKED
TO GET TO THIS POINT.
1597
01:19:55,724 --> 01:19:57,931
WE STILL HAVE A LOT OF WORK
TO DO WITH THEM,
1598
01:19:57,931 --> 01:19:59,551
BUT THEY HAVE ALREADY
COME A LONG WAY.
1599
01:19:59,551 --> 01:20:03,241
AND I'M HOPING TO SEE THEM
CONTINUE THAT SO WE CAN GET THEM
1600
01:20:03,241 --> 01:20:04,965
BOTH TO THEIR TARGET WEIGHTS
OVER THE NEXT 18 MONTHS.
1601
01:20:23,241 --> 01:20:24,896
Carlton: IT'S BEEN A MONTH
SINCE ME AND SHANTEL
1602
01:20:24,896 --> 01:20:26,310
HAD WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY,
1603
01:20:26,310 --> 01:20:27,655
AND WE'VE BEEN ABLE
TO FULLY RECOVER
1604
01:20:27,655 --> 01:20:31,482
TO THE POINT WE WERE ABLE
TO GO BACK ON SOLID FOODS.
1605
01:20:31,482 --> 01:20:32,931
BUT WE BOTH FEEL GOOD,
1606
01:20:32,931 --> 01:20:35,413
AND DR. NOW SAYS WE'RE STILL
ON TRACK WITH OUR WEIGHT LOSS,
1607
01:20:35,413 --> 01:20:38,241
SO WE'RE BOTH HAPPY ABOUT THAT.
1608
01:20:38,241 --> 01:20:41,206
BUT NOW THAT I'M LOSING WEIGHT
AND ABLE TO MOVE AROUND BETTER,
1609
01:20:41,206 --> 01:20:43,827
I'M LOOKING TO START WORKING
SOME AND MAKING A LIVING,
1610
01:20:43,827 --> 01:20:45,206
AND MICHAEL TOLD ME
I COULD START HELPING OUT
1611
01:20:45,206 --> 01:20:47,517
WITH HIS BUSINESS
TO MAKE A LITTLE EXTRA MONEY.
1612
01:20:47,517 --> 01:20:49,482
I'LL FIND A PRINTOUT
RIGHT NOW.
1613
01:20:49,482 --> 01:20:51,068
YOU WANT ME TO SHOW YOU
HOW TO DO IT?
1614
01:20:51,068 --> 01:20:53,344
YEAH. THAT'D BE GREAT.ALRIGHT.
1615
01:20:53,344 --> 01:20:56,068
HE MAKES T-SHIRTS,
AND SO HE SAID HE'D TEACH ME
1616
01:20:56,068 --> 01:20:59,448
HOW TO START HELPING HIM OUT
SO I CAN BECOME A PART OF THAT.
1617
01:20:59,448 --> 01:21:02,068
AND I'M EXCITED TO BE, LIKE,
LEARNING THE FAMILY BUSINESS
1618
01:21:02,068 --> 01:21:05,068
AND START CHIPPING IN.
1619
01:21:05,068 --> 01:21:08,000
I WANT TO START MAKING SOME
CASH, BECAUSE THE NEXT STAGE
1620
01:21:08,000 --> 01:21:10,068
I WANT TO GO TO
IN MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MONICA
1621
01:21:10,068 --> 01:21:12,551
IS TO TAKE HER OUT
ON SOME REAL DATES,
1622
01:21:12,551 --> 01:21:15,551
AND THAT COSTS MONEY,
SO I HAVE TO START EARNING IT.
1623
01:21:15,551 --> 01:21:17,965
BUT BEING ABLE TO GIVE MONICA
THE TIME SHE DESERVES
1624
01:21:17,965 --> 01:21:19,000
AND TAKING AND GROWING
1625
01:21:19,000 --> 01:21:20,827
THE ROMANTIC PART
OF OUR RELATIONSHIP
1626
01:21:20,827 --> 01:21:23,137
IS SOMETHING I'M LOOKING
FORWARD TO DOING.
1627
01:21:23,137 --> 01:21:25,206
THAT'S HOW YOU DO IT.
1628
01:21:25,206 --> 01:21:27,241
YEAH.SO, YOU WANT TO TRY ONE?
1629
01:21:27,241 --> 01:21:28,379
YEAH! YEAH, YEAH.
1630
01:21:28,379 --> 01:21:30,068
LET ME TRY IT.ALRIGHT.
1631
01:21:30,068 --> 01:21:32,172
THAT'S SOMETHING I'VE WANTED
FOR A LONG TIME.
1632
01:21:32,172 --> 01:21:33,413
AND WITH MY PROGRESS,
1633
01:21:33,413 --> 01:21:35,862
I FINALLY HAVE THE CHANCE
TO START DOING THAT.
1634
01:21:35,862 --> 01:21:38,448
SO I'M EXCITED,
AND I'M HOPING IN A FEW DAYS
1635
01:21:38,448 --> 01:21:40,068
I'LL HAVE ENOUGH TO SURPRISE
1636
01:21:40,068 --> 01:21:42,310
AND TAKE HER OUT
ON OUR FIRST OFFICIAL DATE.
1637
01:21:48,310 --> 01:21:50,034
ALRIGHT.
1638
01:21:50,034 --> 01:21:52,310
TONIGHT, I'M TAKING MONICA
OUT FOR DINNER
1639
01:21:52,310 --> 01:21:55,620
AND TRYING TO SHOW HER
THE GOOD TIME SHE DESERVES.
1640
01:21:55,620 --> 01:21:58,000
BEFORE WE STARTED ALL THIS,
I DIDN'T HAVE ANY IDEA
1641
01:21:58,000 --> 01:22:01,620
I'D BE ABLE TO GET
TO THIS POINT SO SOON.
1642
01:22:01,620 --> 01:22:03,482
I KNOW I STILL HAVE
A LOT OF WEIGHT TO LOSE,
1643
01:22:03,482 --> 01:22:04,793
BUT WITH WHERE I'M AT RIGHT NOW,
1644
01:22:04,793 --> 01:22:07,517
I'M ALREADY ABLE TO START
LIVING MY LIFE MORE.
1645
01:22:09,655 --> 01:22:12,517
ALRIGHT.
THANK YOU.
1646
01:22:12,517 --> 01:22:14,448
AND THAT'S REALLY
EXCITING TO ME.
1647
01:22:14,448 --> 01:22:17,551
PERFECT.
1648
01:22:17,551 --> 01:22:19,172
OKAY, YEAH.
1649
01:22:23,586 --> 01:22:25,275
IT'S A FUN NIGHT,
THOUGH, RIGHT?
1650
01:22:25,275 --> 01:22:27,000
YEAH.
WE'RE ACTUALLY OUT HERE.
1651
01:22:27,000 --> 01:22:28,413
RIGHT, WE ACTUALLY OUT.YEAH.
1652
01:22:28,413 --> 01:22:31,965
WE'RE NOT TRAPPED
IN THE HOUSE.
1653
01:22:31,965 --> 01:22:34,172
HOW YOU FEELING?PRETTY HAPPY.
1654
01:22:34,172 --> 01:22:37,000
YEAH, I CAN TELL. YOU'RE
SMILING. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.
1655
01:22:37,000 --> 01:22:38,034
I'M PROUD OF YOU.
1656
01:22:38,034 --> 01:22:39,586
YOU'VE LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT,
YOU KNOW,
1657
01:22:39,586 --> 01:22:41,275
AND NOW WE'RE
ACTUALLY OUT HERE.
1658
01:22:41,275 --> 01:22:42,482
I KNOW, RIGHT?
1659
01:22:42,482 --> 01:22:44,551
I MEAN, IT SHOWS
HOW FAR YOU'VE COME.
1660
01:22:44,551 --> 01:22:46,137
WHERE YOU WANT TO BE
IN A YEAR?
1661
01:22:48,620 --> 01:22:51,068
I WOULD BE GOING TO COLLEGE,
YOU KNOW?
1662
01:22:51,068 --> 01:22:53,172
I'VE BEEN WANTING TO DO THAT
FOR A WHILE, NOW.
1663
01:22:53,172 --> 01:22:54,758
ME, TOO.
1664
01:22:54,758 --> 01:22:56,344
MAYBE WE SHOULD BOTH
GO TO COLLEGE TOGETHER.
1665
01:22:56,344 --> 01:22:58,965
LET'S DO IT. LET'S DO IT.YEAH.
1666
01:22:58,965 --> 01:23:00,379
YEAH. LET'S GET ENROLLED
SOMEWHERE
1667
01:23:00,379 --> 01:23:02,034
AND ACTUALLY DO SOME COLLEGE.
LET'S GET A DEGREE.
1668
01:23:02,034 --> 01:23:04,000
LET'S DO SOMETHING,
HAVE LIVES,
1669
01:23:04,000 --> 01:23:06,551
GO TO THE CAMPUS TOGETHER,
RIGHT?
1670
01:23:06,551 --> 01:23:09,724
YEAH.
I LIKE BEING OUT HERE WITH YOU.
1671
01:23:09,724 --> 01:23:10,931
ME, TOO, HONESTLY.
1672
01:23:10,931 --> 01:23:12,965
YEAH.
1673
01:23:12,965 --> 01:23:16,000
Carlton: I THOUGHT MY LIFE WOULD
NEVER GET TO THIS POINT AGAIN,
1674
01:23:16,000 --> 01:23:19,586
SO TO BE ABLE TO START DOING
THIS FEELS REALLY AMAZING TO ME.
1675
01:23:19,586 --> 01:23:20,862
AND SO I KNOW ME AND SHANTEL
1676
01:23:20,862 --> 01:23:22,793
ARE GOING TO KEEP
PUSHING OURSELVES FORWARD
1677
01:23:22,793 --> 01:23:25,448
TO GET TO THE RESULTS WE NEED
1678
01:23:25,448 --> 01:23:29,482
AND HAVE THAT FUTURE WE ALWAYS
TALKED ABOUT AND DREAMED OF,
1679
01:23:29,482 --> 01:23:33,068
BECAUSE WE FINALLY HAVE A CHANCE
FOR THAT TO COME TRUE FOR US,
1680
01:23:33,068 --> 01:23:35,793
AND SO WE'RE NOT STOPPING
UNTIL IT DOES.
1681
01:23:46,172 --> 01:23:47,413
HELP TREASURE
GO AROUND, BABY.
1682
01:23:47,413 --> 01:23:49,724
MY HANDS --GO AHEAD, BABY.
1683
01:23:49,724 --> 01:23:51,655
Shantel: THE BIGGEST THING
MY WEIGHT HAS TAKEN FROM ME
1684
01:23:51,655 --> 01:23:56,172
IN THE PAST YEARS IS MY ABILITY
TO DO THINGS WITH MY KIDS
1685
01:23:56,172 --> 01:24:00,344
AND BE ACTIVE LIKE I WANT
IN THEIR LIVES.
1686
01:24:00,344 --> 01:24:02,655
I WAS TOO BIG
TO GO PLACES WITH THEM
1687
01:24:02,655 --> 01:24:03,896
AND TAKE THEM ANYWHERE,
1688
01:24:03,896 --> 01:24:07,724
SO I'VE MISSED OUT
ON SO MUCH WITH THEM.
1689
01:24:07,724 --> 01:24:10,793
WOW! YOU WENT -- HIGH FIVE!
1690
01:24:10,793 --> 01:24:12,827
YOU DID SO GOOD.
1691
01:24:15,103 --> 01:24:17,965
AND I WANTED TO CHANGE THAT
WHILE THEY'RE STILL YOUNG
1692
01:24:17,965 --> 01:24:20,103
SO I DIDN'T MISS OUT
ON THEIR CHILDHOOD COMPLETELY.
1693
01:24:20,103 --> 01:24:22,310
Royal:
YOU'RE A LIVING FORTUNE COOKIE!
1694
01:24:24,344 --> 01:24:27,517
AND THAT'S BEEN MY BIGGEST GOAL
TO ACHIEVE WITH MY WEIGHT LOSS.
1695
01:24:27,517 --> 01:24:31,275
SO TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT NOW
IS BEYOND ANY WORDS FOR ME,
1696
01:24:31,275 --> 01:24:34,000
AND I'M AMAZED THAT LOSING
WHAT I HAVE SO FAR
1697
01:24:34,000 --> 01:24:35,965
HAS ALLOWED ME TO BE THE MOM
1698
01:24:35,965 --> 01:24:37,620
I HAVE ALWAYS
HAD DREAMS OF BEING.
1699
01:24:37,620 --> 01:24:39,620
I LOVE YOU.
1700
01:24:39,620 --> 01:24:40,931
JUST TAKING THEM TO A PARK
1701
01:24:40,931 --> 01:24:43,931
AND WATCHING THEM RUN AROUND
AND PLAY AND SMILE
1702
01:24:43,931 --> 01:24:46,517
IS THE BIGGEST GIFT
AND REWARD I COULD THINK OF.
1703
01:24:46,517 --> 01:24:47,586
LOVE YOU.
1704
01:24:47,586 --> 01:24:49,448
AND I CAN'T WAIT
TO DO EVEN MORE,
1705
01:24:49,448 --> 01:24:52,620
BECAUSE I HAVE SO MUCH
TO LOOK FORWARD TO NOW.
1706
01:24:52,620 --> 01:24:54,137
AND I'M MORE MOTIVATED THAN EVER
1707
01:24:54,137 --> 01:24:56,655
TO DO WHAT I NEED TO KEEP GOING
FURTHER WITH MY PROGRESS,
1708
01:24:56,655 --> 01:24:59,310
BECAUSE I JUST FEEL
MY WHOLE FUTURE
1709
01:24:59,310 --> 01:25:04,034
IS FINALLY OPENING UP TO ALL
THE POSSIBILITIES I WANTED.
1710
01:25:04,034 --> 01:25:06,931
AND THAT'S ALL IN FRONT OF ME
AS LONG AS I STAY ON TRACK
1711
01:25:06,931 --> 01:25:09,344
AND GET TO THE GOAL I NEED.
1712
01:25:09,344 --> 01:25:12,551
SO THAT'S WHAT I INTEND TO DO.
1713
01:25:12,551 --> 01:25:15,034
RIGHT AFTER OUR SURGERIES,
CARLTON SAID HE FELT LIKE
1714
01:25:15,034 --> 01:25:17,068
IT WAS THE FIRST DAY
OF OUR NEW LIVES,
1715
01:25:17,068 --> 01:25:19,206
AND I LIKE THAT,
BECAUSE WE BOTH
1716
01:25:19,206 --> 01:25:21,137
ARE LEAVING
OUR OLD LIVES BEHIND...
1717
01:25:21,137 --> 01:25:22,275
JUMP DOWN.
1718
01:25:22,275 --> 01:25:23,655
...AND WE ARE LETTING
THE SUN GO DOWN
1719
01:25:23,655 --> 01:25:26,793
ON THAT CHAPTER
AND PART OF OUR LIVES.
1720
01:25:26,793 --> 01:25:29,172
SO NOW WE'RE LOOKING
TO THE FUTURE,
1721
01:25:29,172 --> 01:25:32,413
AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE
WHAT IT HAS FOR ALL OF US.
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