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DR. GLASSMAN: Shaun,
you need to make a decision.
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Shaun, please.
Your mom's been calling.
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Your father wants
to talk to you.
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Say something, will you?
Say anything.
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I know he wasn't
a good father,
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but he's the only father
you've got.
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If ever there was something
you wanted to say to him,
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now's the time.
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I have nothing
to say to him.
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Okay.
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But if he wants to say
something to me
before he dies,
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I'll listen.
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Okay.
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Can you come with me?
Yeah, of course.
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Can I bring a friend?
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I don't think
that's a good idea.
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I want to bring a friend.
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Shaun, how... How long
have you been dating Carly?
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I don't want
to bring Carly.
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I want to bring Lea.
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(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYS ON STEREO)
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Morning.
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Never seen you here
before.
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Yeah, I just joined.
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I'm not really
a gym person,
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but I, uh, thought
I'd try something new.
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It's a great way
to clear your head.
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Yeah. Um...
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About last night.
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In the stairwell.
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Thanks.
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No problem.
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I know the boss
isn't always the person
you want to talk to,
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but if you ever do...
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Thanks again.
But I'm fine.
Really.
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(METAL CLANKS)
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(MAN EXHALES SHARPLY)
Is that guy serious?
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(GRUNTS)
That's it.
That's it.
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I'm gonna say yes,
since that's Art Kalman.
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Raiders'
offensive tackle.
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(GRUNTING)
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That's like 800 pounds.
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It's the NFL.
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No pain, no paycheck.
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MAN: Come on!
Awesome, man.
We got you.
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One more.
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Naw, man.
Come on,
you're good.
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One...more!
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(WEIGHTS CLINK)
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Push, push, push!
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Push!
(GRUNTING)
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(BONE CRACKS)
Aah!
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(METAL CLANGS)
(GROANS, SCREAMS)
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TRAINER: Are you okay?
(PANTING)
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Can you hear me?
Don't move.
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I'm a doctor.
Where's it hurt?
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It doesn't, but...
I can't move.
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Call 911.
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I can't feel my legs!
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Listen to me, Art.
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You need to hold still.
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I'm gonna take
good care of you.
I can't feel my legs!
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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
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(SIGHS)
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You know,
you don't have to go
if you don't want to.
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I can handle it.
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I don't want to go.
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I obviously have
no wisdom to offer...
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My own family's a disaster.
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And things are
crazy-busy
at work now.
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Okay.
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But he's my best friend,
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and he seems to need
my support,
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so there's no way
I'm gonna say no.
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Well, don't force
yourself to go
if you don't want to.
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Sounds like
you don't want me to go.
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It's just that it's...
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It's gonna be intense,
it's gonna be emotional.
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Really?
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I thought going home
to visit the parents
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who abused and abandoned him
would be a fun family reunion.
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Why are you getting
defensive?
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Why do you have to be
controlling?
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How am I controlling?
Hmm.
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I'm just ask...
I'm ready to go.
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We have to be at
the airport 90 minutes
prior to our flight.
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**
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Can you believe
the size of this guy?
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DR. PARK: Exactly why
I don't watch football.
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Size is more important
than talent or skill.
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I'm gonna guess
you never played.
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Half the players
are morbidly obese.
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DR. REZNICK: Yet they
can still run 4.9 forties
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and have
36-inch verticals.
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It doesn't matter
what kind of body
you're born with.
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No one makes it
to the top
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unless they're
incredibly talented
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and they worked
their ass off.
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It's just stupid.
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Jocks get paid millions
and get treated like royalty,
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whereas people
who do jobs that
actually matter...
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Teachers, cops,
doctors...
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(SCOFFS) We can barely pay
our student loans.
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Someone woke up
on the wrong side
of the bed.
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I'm gonna guess
someone else's.
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I'm not doing
that anymore.
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Just like that?
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Just like that.
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(MONITOR BEEPS)
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
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This is bad.
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Burst and facet fractures...
T3 and 4.
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Retropulsion
of bony fragments
in the spinal canal.
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But look here.
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There's no transectional
bruising in his spinal cord.
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SHAUN: We're in
boarding group A, right?
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Boarding group A,
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no emergency exit row,
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right side of the plane.
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Have you spoken
to Carly?
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Not since last night.
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Well, don't you think
you should call her,
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let her know where
you're going and why
and with whom?
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She won't worry.
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She knows
I don't like my dad,
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so I won't be sad
when he dies.
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Shaun...
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Call her
and let her know
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that you're...
You're gonna miss her.
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She must know
I'll miss her.
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Tell her anyway.
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(TRUNK LID CLOSES)
You know it must be
good advice
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if he and I
actually agree.
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If we can stabilize
the fractures
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and decompress
the cord,
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we should be able to
reverse the paralysis.
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Fantastic. We should
start a preoperative
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Riluzole regimen.
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No.
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There's an experimental
hypothermia treatment
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shown to reduce cord edema
and cell death
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when done prior
to surgery.
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It's also shown a high rate
of bradycardia
and arrhythmias,
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which is the last thing I want
to deal with during surgery.
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There's an infusion protocol
we can follow
to reduce that risk.
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The faster we reduce
the inflammation...
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Thank you,
I appreciate your input,
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but as Art's surgeon...
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She's right.
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And what makes you think
you're doing the surgery?
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Dr. Melendez, I appreciate
all you've done.
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But now that he's stable,
my staff will take over.
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Well, actually,
that's not your call.
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Or mine.
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You're a pro athlete
with a pro athlete's body.
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And you need a surgeon
who understands
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that this is not just
about making sure
you can walk again.
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It's about making sure
you can run, block,
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so you can get back out
on that field
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and play at the top
of your game.
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This is what I do.
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Sure, you do knees,
you do shoulders.
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Have you ever
done anything
like this before?
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Robert Stokes,
last year.
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Donny Lund
a few years before that.
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Both players had
similar spinal fractures.
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Actually, not that similar.
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This is more like what
I see in high-speed
motorcycle accidents.
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And unfortunately,
I've seen a lot of those.
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Not one or two
every few years,
but 20 to 30 every year.
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That's what I do.
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(SIGHS)
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This is gonna be
awesome.
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Have you got
something to say?
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I get you want to deal
with stuff on your own,
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for people to mind
their own business.
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But whatever pressure
you've been feeling
is still here.
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If you don't seek help
or rely on other people,
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you will fail.
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Thank you.
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Should we get
back to work now?
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**
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WOMAN: (ON PA)
Ladies and gentlemen,
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welcome to Cheyenne
Regional Airport.
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**
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(BRAKES SQUEAK)
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(KEYS JINGLE,
ENGINE SHUTS OFF)
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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I changed my mind.
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I don't want to hear
what he has to say.
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I think you do want to hear
what he has to say.
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No. No.
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LEA: Okay...
I-I don't want to be here.
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Shaun...
Okay, why don't we just sit
in the car for a while?
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There's no rush.
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Okay.
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**
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I want to go.
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Now.
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Shaun,
take a deep breath.
No, thank you.
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I don't want
to take a breath.
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Shaun, just...
No, I want to go!
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I want to go.
DR. GLASSMAN: Okay.
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I want to go now!
Okay.
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Go now! Please!
Okay, okay, okay.
Okay. Okay.
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Okay. Okay.
Please.
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(ENGINE STARTS)
Here we go.
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Please, okay, go now.
We're going back
to the hotel.
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I'm sorry.
Go now!
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We'll settle in
at the hotel...
Go now!
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We're going.
It's gonna be okay.
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We're going.
Go now, please!
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We'll settle in
at the hotel,
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and then
we'll see, okay?
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SHAUN: Okay.
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**
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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(SIGHS)
How you doing?
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I'm ready to go home.
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We're not gonna be able
to do that until tomorrow,
so...
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Maybe we should try to make
the most of our visit.
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(SIGHS)
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Shaun, it's okay.
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Just because
your dad's dying
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doesn't mean he deserves
to be forgiven.
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And if he dies
before you're ready
to listen
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to whatever
he wants to say,
that's his fault.
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His.
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Not yours.
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There is someone
I'd like to see.
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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LEA: He's in
a peaceful place.
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He's decomposed.
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Except for maybe
his face and hands.
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That's where
they concentrate
the embalming fluid
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because that's
what people see
at the funeral.
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**
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(ROSES THUD)
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(SHOVEL SCRAPING,
DIRT CRUMBLING)
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Are you ready?
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Okay.
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Well, you take
as much time as you need.
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Your Mom and I
are gonna wait in the car.
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I'm not
going with you.
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Shaun...
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I'm never going
with you.
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What are you gonna do?
Hmm?
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You gonna live
in that bus?
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You gonna eat
out of the trash?
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Huh?
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Come on, let's go home.
Leave me alone.
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(BREATHING HEAVILY)
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**
254
00:12:08,061 --> 00:12:09,529
DR. GLASSMAN:
It was an accident, Shaun.
255
00:12:10,663 --> 00:12:12,866
A horrible, tragic accident.
256
00:12:14,201 --> 00:12:15,668
And I know you're hurting.
257
00:12:16,837 --> 00:12:18,839
I promise you,
he's hurting, too.
258
00:12:19,439 --> 00:12:21,842
**
259
00:12:26,213 --> 00:12:28,015
You don't get over
losing a child.
260
00:12:33,020 --> 00:12:34,587
He wants to see you.
261
00:12:36,790 --> 00:12:37,791
What do you
want to do?
262
00:12:43,696 --> 00:12:45,765
But you don't have to.
263
00:12:45,799 --> 00:12:48,268
If you're not ready yet,
that's fine.
264
00:12:48,301 --> 00:12:51,038
Whatever feels right for you,
that's what you should do.
265
00:13:03,250 --> 00:13:05,118
(INSECTS CHIRPING)
266
00:13:07,620 --> 00:13:08,621
Hi, Shaun.
267
00:13:11,291 --> 00:13:12,292
Hello.
268
00:13:15,628 --> 00:13:16,763
Can I hug you?
269
00:13:20,100 --> 00:13:21,234
No.
270
00:13:26,306 --> 00:13:28,541
DR. REZNICK:
Got venous blood return.
I'm in the subclavian.
271
00:13:28,575 --> 00:13:29,642
DR. MELENDEZ: Next step?
272
00:13:29,676 --> 00:13:30,978
Large bore catheter.
273
00:13:31,011 --> 00:13:33,446
(MONITOR BEEPING)
274
00:13:35,682 --> 00:13:37,985
FYI, he grew up poor.
275
00:13:38,018 --> 00:13:40,653
He bought his mom a house
with his signing bonus.
276
00:13:40,687 --> 00:13:43,090
Set up a business
for his brother
and cousins...
277
00:13:43,123 --> 00:13:44,257
Focus on the procedure.
278
00:13:44,291 --> 00:13:45,692
You can write his biography
on your own time.
279
00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:48,962
DR. PARK:
Infusing 400 milliliters
cooling saline.
280
00:13:50,063 --> 00:13:51,764
(MONITOR ALARM BEEPING)
281
00:13:54,434 --> 00:13:56,436
(ALARM STOPS)
282
00:13:56,469 --> 00:13:58,005
Core body temp
down to 94.5.
283
00:13:58,038 --> 00:14:01,408
(ALARM RESUMES)
284
00:14:01,441 --> 00:14:02,475
He's bradycardic.
285
00:14:02,509 --> 00:14:03,676
DR. MELENDEZ:
Push .5 atropine.
286
00:14:03,710 --> 00:14:05,212
Let's get
a transcutaneous
pacer on him.
287
00:14:07,280 --> 00:14:09,349
Low charge.
288
00:14:09,382 --> 00:14:11,518
We can't allow
the contractions to
increase the dislocation
289
00:14:11,551 --> 00:14:12,652
and sever the cord.
290
00:14:12,685 --> 00:14:13,753
CLAIRE: Charge at 40.
291
00:14:13,786 --> 00:14:15,322
(DEFIBRILLATOR WHINES)
40 milliamps.
292
00:14:15,355 --> 00:14:16,689
Clear.
293
00:14:16,723 --> 00:14:17,824
(THUMP)
294
00:14:19,392 --> 00:14:21,328
(FLATLINE)
295
00:14:21,361 --> 00:14:22,595
Can't feel his pulse.
296
00:14:22,629 --> 00:14:24,431
10 milliliters epi
on a long needle.
297
00:14:24,464 --> 00:14:25,632
We should start
compressions.
298
00:14:25,665 --> 00:14:27,100
No, we can't risk
further dislocation.
299
00:14:27,134 --> 00:14:28,601
Should we up the...
No. Keep it at 40.
300
00:14:28,635 --> 00:14:29,802
(DEFIBRILLATOR WHINES)
40 milliamps.
301
00:14:29,836 --> 00:14:31,271
Clear.
(THUMP)
302
00:14:31,304 --> 00:14:34,141
(FLATLINE CONTINUES)
303
00:14:34,174 --> 00:14:36,509
(SIGHS) No response.
Give him more atropine.
304
00:14:36,543 --> 00:14:37,677
DR. REZNICK:
Should we push
more IV epi?
305
00:14:37,710 --> 00:14:38,878
DR. PARK: No,
that'll take too long.
306
00:14:38,912 --> 00:14:40,047
We should increase
the charge by 100.
307
00:14:40,080 --> 00:14:41,314
No, we can't take
that risk.
308
00:14:41,348 --> 00:14:42,415
Better paralyzed
than dead.
309
00:14:45,318 --> 00:14:47,354
(FLATLINE CONTINUES)
310
00:14:54,361 --> 00:14:56,796
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
311
00:14:56,829 --> 00:14:58,831
He's got a pulse.
(SIGHS)
312
00:14:58,865 --> 00:15:01,001
**
313
00:15:03,036 --> 00:15:05,005
Core temp?
93.2.
314
00:15:05,038 --> 00:15:06,073
That's cool enough.
315
00:15:06,106 --> 00:15:07,607
Let's monitor him closely
overnight,
316
00:15:07,640 --> 00:15:10,177
make sure that his BP
and heart rate are steady
before we start surgery.
317
00:15:14,081 --> 00:15:15,415
(SIGHS)
318
00:15:15,448 --> 00:15:17,684
(INSECTS CHIRPING)
319
00:15:23,556 --> 00:15:25,292
(BREATHES SHALLOWLY)
320
00:15:34,034 --> 00:15:35,368
Shaun, I'm sorry.
321
00:15:40,840 --> 00:15:42,342
It's just...
322
00:15:42,375 --> 00:15:44,077
I always wanted a son.
323
00:15:44,111 --> 00:15:47,747
I mean, a boy
that I could teach
to hunt and fish.
324
00:15:50,984 --> 00:15:52,785
Play catch with.
325
00:15:52,819 --> 00:15:54,321
Have a beer with.
326
00:15:56,823 --> 00:15:59,492
A little kid that
I could carry around
on my shoulders.
327
00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:08,935
And I got angry.
328
00:16:10,403 --> 00:16:12,572
Not at you,
but just me.
329
00:16:13,406 --> 00:16:15,708
I was pissed off
at myself.
330
00:16:15,742 --> 00:16:17,744
Because I couldn't
help my son.
331
00:16:19,346 --> 00:16:21,914
**
332
00:16:25,018 --> 00:16:28,455
No matter
how hard I tried,
I always failed.
333
00:16:36,696 --> 00:16:38,365
But you were
a good kid.
334
00:16:45,972 --> 00:16:48,241
And you've become
a great man.
335
00:16:48,275 --> 00:16:50,009
Better than I could
ever dream of.
336
00:16:58,885 --> 00:17:00,453
I'm proud of you, Shaun.
337
00:17:02,322 --> 00:17:05,392
**
338
00:17:19,272 --> 00:17:20,673
(SNIFFLES)
339
00:17:20,707 --> 00:17:22,175
(VOICE BREAKING)
And I love you.
340
00:17:23,843 --> 00:17:25,845
I just wanted you
to know that.
341
00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:29,316
**
342
00:17:29,349 --> 00:17:31,251
(BREATHES SHAKILY)
343
00:17:46,899 --> 00:17:48,401
You...
344
00:17:51,871 --> 00:17:54,874
...are not
a good person.
345
00:18:01,581 --> 00:18:06,786
You always drank
too much beer,
346
00:18:06,819 --> 00:18:07,920
which made you stink.
347
00:18:07,954 --> 00:18:09,389
Shaun.
Mm.
348
00:18:10,290 --> 00:18:14,894
And you always blame
other people.
349
00:18:16,263 --> 00:18:20,600
And you hit and punch
other people...
350
00:18:20,633 --> 00:18:21,701
Shaun, please calm down.
351
00:18:21,734 --> 00:18:23,770
**
352
00:18:30,277 --> 00:18:32,445
You killed my rabbit.
353
00:18:32,479 --> 00:18:33,880
Shaun...
354
00:18:33,913 --> 00:18:35,948
You killed my rabbit.
355
00:18:35,982 --> 00:18:37,950
And you killed
my brother!
356
00:18:39,219 --> 00:18:41,854
S-So I don't care
that you're dying!
357
00:18:41,888 --> 00:18:43,323
I don't care at all!
358
00:18:46,593 --> 00:18:48,161
(SNIFFLES) Shaun.
359
00:18:48,195 --> 00:18:50,297
(DOOR OPENS)
360
00:18:50,330 --> 00:18:54,567
**
361
00:18:54,601 --> 00:18:55,668
(DOOR SLAMS)
362
00:18:59,472 --> 00:19:00,973
(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
363
00:19:03,410 --> 00:19:05,478
(SIGHS)
364
00:19:05,512 --> 00:19:07,447
(CELL PHONE CLICKING)
365
00:19:20,960 --> 00:19:22,829
You done yet?
We need to
follow up on Art.
366
00:19:22,862 --> 00:19:24,130
I'll be right there.
367
00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:25,632
You said that
ten minutes ago.
368
00:19:25,665 --> 00:19:27,434
I am just finishing up
some charts.
369
00:19:27,467 --> 00:19:28,768
The charts on your phone?
370
00:19:30,803 --> 00:19:31,904
(LIQUID SLOSHES)
371
00:19:31,938 --> 00:19:33,005
Satisfied?
372
00:19:34,207 --> 00:19:37,277
Nice. Very dramatic.
And stupid.
373
00:19:37,310 --> 00:19:38,645
People need to be able
to page you.
374
00:19:41,548 --> 00:19:43,350
(SIGHS)
375
00:19:43,383 --> 00:19:45,151
(DOOR CLOSES)
376
00:19:47,620 --> 00:19:49,956
(TANYA TUCKER'S
THE WINNER'S GAME
PLAYS ON STEREO)
377
00:19:49,989 --> 00:19:52,225
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)
378
00:19:56,229 --> 00:19:58,265
Tequila, stat.
379
00:19:58,298 --> 00:19:59,399
No, thank you.
380
00:20:00,367 --> 00:20:02,034
* Is a winner's game
381
00:20:02,068 --> 00:20:03,703
(GLASS THUDS)
382
00:20:03,736 --> 00:20:05,538
* No one to thank
383
00:20:05,572 --> 00:20:07,374
We need to do
something fun.
384
00:20:08,708 --> 00:20:11,177
Like go for a swim.
385
00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:13,480
There is a gorgeous lake
a few blocks away.
386
00:20:13,513 --> 00:20:15,114
I saw it
when we first drove in.
387
00:20:15,147 --> 00:20:17,717
It's the Rocky Mountains.
It's December.
388
00:20:17,750 --> 00:20:19,652
So? My family
used to do
389
00:20:19,686 --> 00:20:22,389
a New Year's Eve
"Polar Bear Plunge"
at our lake house.
390
00:20:23,189 --> 00:20:25,392
Sometimes, my dad would...
391
00:20:25,425 --> 00:20:26,893
The diagnosis
is correct.
392
00:20:26,926 --> 00:20:29,562
* ...is just a cause
for sinning
393
00:20:29,596 --> 00:20:31,831
There is no hope.
He's going to die.
394
00:20:31,864 --> 00:20:34,066
* Some see the beginning
395
00:20:35,067 --> 00:20:36,336
Yeah.
396
00:20:36,369 --> 00:20:39,972
* We'd find our way through
the joy and the pain of love
397
00:20:40,006 --> 00:20:41,674
Shaun, I don't think
you're done with your dad.
398
00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:45,845
You can't help him medically,
but you can talk to him.
399
00:20:47,013 --> 00:20:49,382
Yes, you have every right
to be angry,
400
00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:51,250
but I'm not so sure
that's all you feel.
401
00:20:52,685 --> 00:20:54,654
I think we should go home
to the motel,
402
00:20:54,687 --> 00:20:56,255
get some sleep,
wake up in the morning,
403
00:20:56,289 --> 00:20:58,558
go to the Hilltop,
get some pancakes,
404
00:20:58,591 --> 00:21:00,226
and then see
what happens.
405
00:21:00,259 --> 00:21:02,562
* ...is a poor man's drink
406
00:21:02,595 --> 00:21:04,196
Sounds like
a very wise plan.
407
00:21:04,230 --> 00:21:05,598
Good.
408
00:21:05,632 --> 00:21:08,568
On the other hand,
there is that lake.
409
00:21:08,601 --> 00:21:11,103
Oh, my God,
do you ever stop?
No.
410
00:21:11,137 --> 00:21:12,238
I'm going with Lea.
411
00:21:13,139 --> 00:21:15,274
Yes!
The lake is probably
half frozen.
412
00:21:15,308 --> 00:21:17,076
I'm going with Lea.
413
00:21:17,109 --> 00:21:18,878
Let's do this, Shaunie.
414
00:21:18,911 --> 00:21:20,613
(CHUCKLES)
415
00:21:20,647 --> 00:21:22,882
* Is a poor man's drink
416
00:21:22,915 --> 00:21:28,355
* And some say death is just
our cause for sinning *
417
00:21:28,388 --> 00:21:31,924
Your heart is stabilized,
and surgery will likely be
in a few hours.
418
00:21:31,958 --> 00:21:34,927
(INHALES DEEPLY,
EXHALES SHAKILY)
419
00:21:34,961 --> 00:21:37,497
You're gonna walk out of here
and probably even play again.
420
00:21:39,999 --> 00:21:41,834
You want to know
why I chose you guys?
421
00:21:44,637 --> 00:21:47,073
Because I thought
you didn't care
if I played or not.
422
00:21:51,110 --> 00:21:52,945
I hate football.
423
00:21:52,979 --> 00:21:54,180
I always have.
424
00:21:57,417 --> 00:22:00,252
But you've dedicated
your entire life
to being the best at it.
425
00:22:01,087 --> 00:22:05,825
I was 6'1", 250 pounds
in 8th grade.
426
00:22:05,858 --> 00:22:07,093
When I got to high school,
the coach,
427
00:22:07,126 --> 00:22:08,595
he didn't
ask me to play...
He told me.
428
00:22:10,196 --> 00:22:12,131
But from the
first practice, it was...
429
00:22:13,099 --> 00:22:15,001
It's not who I am.
430
00:22:15,034 --> 00:22:17,604
**
431
00:22:17,637 --> 00:22:19,472
(SIGHS)
I wanted to quit, but...
432
00:22:22,775 --> 00:22:25,111
...college coaches
started calling my mom.
433
00:22:26,779 --> 00:22:28,548
She insisted
it was God's plan.
434
00:22:29,716 --> 00:22:30,983
Why else would
I be born this way?
435
00:22:33,052 --> 00:22:35,287
But you're not a kid
anymore.
436
00:22:35,321 --> 00:22:36,623
You must have
plenty of money.
437
00:22:37,824 --> 00:22:39,091
Everybody depend on me...
438
00:22:39,125 --> 00:22:42,529
My mother,
my brother,
439
00:22:42,562 --> 00:22:45,965
my cousins,
my friends.
440
00:22:48,234 --> 00:22:49,469
They'd hate me.
441
00:22:52,405 --> 00:22:53,973
So I prayed to get hurt,
442
00:22:54,006 --> 00:22:56,142
but no matter how
out of control I played...
443
00:22:58,545 --> 00:23:00,079
(SIGHS)
444
00:23:01,481 --> 00:23:02,682
I thought I'd go
to the weight room
445
00:23:02,715 --> 00:23:04,383
and blow out a knee,
and then this happens.
446
00:23:05,918 --> 00:23:08,087
**
447
00:23:17,196 --> 00:23:21,501
He wants closure.
There's no such thing.
448
00:23:21,534 --> 00:23:23,736
Some relationships
are just not meant to be,
449
00:23:23,770 --> 00:23:26,005
which is why people
should focus
450
00:23:26,038 --> 00:23:27,574
on nurturing the ones
they have,
451
00:23:27,607 --> 00:23:30,777
instead of trying to salvage
the ones they've lost.
452
00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:35,347
Talking's done.
453
00:23:35,381 --> 00:23:37,216
Time for action.
454
00:23:37,249 --> 00:23:38,518
Okay.
(LAUGHS)
455
00:23:42,354 --> 00:23:43,355
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
456
00:23:46,125 --> 00:23:47,126
What's wrong?
457
00:23:48,628 --> 00:23:50,497
The majority
of drownings
are caused
458
00:23:50,530 --> 00:23:52,499
by swimming
after drinking alcohol.
459
00:23:52,532 --> 00:23:55,001
Not gonna be a problem,
because we're not gonna swim.
460
00:23:55,034 --> 00:23:56,536
It's way too cold
for that.
461
00:23:56,569 --> 00:23:58,705
We're just gonna run in
462
00:23:58,738 --> 00:24:00,239
until it's deep enough
to dunk our heads
463
00:24:00,272 --> 00:24:01,407
and then run back out.
464
00:24:01,974 --> 00:24:04,110
No.
Oh, come on.
465
00:24:04,143 --> 00:24:05,745
It'll feel amazing.
466
00:24:05,778 --> 00:24:07,880
Like... Like you've just had
an awesome massage.
467
00:24:07,914 --> 00:24:08,981
I don't like massages.
468
00:24:09,015 --> 00:24:10,617
It's not at all
like a massage.
469
00:24:10,650 --> 00:24:12,184
It's... It's not
even close to that.
470
00:24:12,218 --> 00:24:13,786
I don't like the mud.
471
00:24:13,820 --> 00:24:15,722
It gets between my toes.
472
00:24:15,755 --> 00:24:17,056
You won't even feel it.
473
00:24:17,089 --> 00:24:20,026
Your toes will be numb
as soon as they hit the water.
474
00:24:20,059 --> 00:24:21,761
But that feeling
when you get out...
475
00:24:21,794 --> 00:24:24,430
That warm,
tingly sensation...
476
00:24:24,463 --> 00:24:27,466
It's the best high
there is.
477
00:24:28,901 --> 00:24:30,737
That can't be true.
478
00:24:30,770 --> 00:24:32,404
Okay.
479
00:24:32,438 --> 00:24:35,407
Guess I'll just have
to go solo, then.
480
00:24:35,441 --> 00:24:37,276
You're not supposed
to swim alone.
481
00:24:37,309 --> 00:24:38,678
I'm not alone.
You're here.
482
00:24:40,079 --> 00:24:42,114
And you're gonna regret it
if you don't come with me.
483
00:24:42,982 --> 00:24:44,851
(OWL HOOTS)
484
00:24:46,986 --> 00:24:48,020
Suit yourself.
485
00:24:52,592 --> 00:24:53,593
Aah!
486
00:25:01,768 --> 00:25:04,003
(OWL HOOTS)
487
00:25:04,036 --> 00:25:05,204
Lea?
488
00:25:08,975 --> 00:25:10,209
Lea?
489
00:25:12,211 --> 00:25:13,212
Lea!
490
00:25:13,846 --> 00:25:17,016
**
491
00:25:24,156 --> 00:25:26,793
(LAUGHS)
Damn it!
492
00:25:26,826 --> 00:25:29,495
If only I could hold my breath
longer than 15 seconds!
493
00:25:32,298 --> 00:25:34,867
That is not a good joke!
494
00:25:34,901 --> 00:25:36,268
(CHUCKLES)
495
00:25:36,302 --> 00:25:38,370
**
496
00:25:41,407 --> 00:25:42,742
(SIGHS)
497
00:25:43,643 --> 00:25:45,177
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
498
00:25:48,881 --> 00:25:50,583
I knew
you would forgive me.
499
00:25:52,919 --> 00:25:54,621
Shaun's not
an angry person.
500
00:25:54,654 --> 00:25:55,722
Right?
501
00:25:55,755 --> 00:25:58,157
He can be insecure,
maybe.
502
00:25:58,190 --> 00:25:59,626
Uh, stubborn sometimes.
503
00:25:59,659 --> 00:26:01,560
But he's not
an angry person.
504
00:26:01,594 --> 00:26:02,995
And if that's
the last conversation
505
00:26:03,029 --> 00:26:05,164
he has with his dad,
then...
506
00:26:05,197 --> 00:26:06,833
Then all I've succeeded
in doing
507
00:26:06,866 --> 00:26:08,467
is ripping open
an old scab,
508
00:26:08,500 --> 00:26:10,036
and this whole trip
was a mistake.
509
00:26:12,171 --> 00:26:14,573
His dad was a disaster,
510
00:26:14,607 --> 00:26:16,609
and his mom did nothing
to protect him.
511
00:26:16,643 --> 00:26:20,847
So, I just don't think
you need to be so worried
512
00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:22,548
about getting him
to forgive.
513
00:26:23,850 --> 00:26:26,252
**
514
00:26:33,292 --> 00:26:37,163
You're gonna become
a-a parent someday.
515
00:26:37,196 --> 00:26:38,530
Maybe. Right?
516
00:26:38,564 --> 00:26:39,966
I...
517
00:26:40,933 --> 00:26:42,769
Well, if you do,
518
00:26:42,802 --> 00:26:46,939
you're gonna be responsible
for another human being.
519
00:26:48,775 --> 00:26:52,044
And your first job,
number one,
520
00:26:54,180 --> 00:26:55,547
is to keep them alive.
521
00:26:56,382 --> 00:26:58,250
**
522
00:27:10,262 --> 00:27:12,264
You're gonna
make mistakes,
523
00:27:12,298 --> 00:27:15,334
but you hope that one mistake
doesn't scar you for life.
524
00:27:17,636 --> 00:27:19,772
Uh, I'm...
525
00:27:19,806 --> 00:27:21,073
I'm sorry.
526
00:27:26,445 --> 00:27:27,513
(SIGHS)
527
00:27:31,150 --> 00:27:33,319
Shaun's dad needed
a little bit of mercy.
528
00:27:41,694 --> 00:27:43,395
We'll leave
in the morning.
529
00:27:43,429 --> 00:27:44,964
(DOOR CLOSES)
530
00:27:45,297 --> 00:27:48,034
**
531
00:27:59,779 --> 00:28:02,081
(WATER TRICKLING)
532
00:28:02,114 --> 00:28:03,783
I don't like the mud.
533
00:28:03,816 --> 00:28:05,184
It gets between my toes.
534
00:28:05,217 --> 00:28:07,019
Aw, come on, buddy.
We can't turn back now.
535
00:28:07,053 --> 00:28:08,320
We're almost
to the waterfall.
536
00:28:09,688 --> 00:28:11,123
I can wait here.
537
00:28:11,157 --> 00:28:13,325
Um, I-I'll meet you
when you come back.
538
00:28:13,359 --> 00:28:15,261
No, no, no, no,
you're too young
to be left alone.
539
00:28:15,294 --> 00:28:17,163
I tell you what...
I will help you
540
00:28:17,196 --> 00:28:19,631
clean every speck of dirt
off your feet
as soon as we cross.
541
00:28:19,665 --> 00:28:20,900
I don't want to.
542
00:28:22,001 --> 00:28:23,669
(SIGHS)
543
00:28:23,702 --> 00:28:24,837
Okay, well,
what if I carry you?
544
00:28:24,871 --> 00:28:26,005
You won't even touch
the water.
545
00:28:26,038 --> 00:28:27,974
No, I don't want
to be picked up.
It'll be five seconds.
546
00:28:28,007 --> 00:28:31,043
For the most amazing
mountaintop picnic ever!
547
00:28:31,077 --> 00:28:32,478
And I-I got
all your favorite foods.
548
00:28:32,511 --> 00:28:35,347
I got, uh, peanut butter
and jelly on white bread,
549
00:28:35,381 --> 00:28:38,150
I got apples,
chocolate chip cookies.
550
00:28:38,184 --> 00:28:39,385
Huh?
551
00:28:40,753 --> 00:28:42,054
(SIGHS)
552
00:28:44,924 --> 00:28:46,292
Aw, Shaun, come on.
553
00:28:46,325 --> 00:28:48,027
No! No, put me down!
All right, all right,
all right, all right.
554
00:28:48,060 --> 00:28:49,195
No, no, no, buddy,
it's okay, it's okay.
555
00:28:49,228 --> 00:28:50,396
It's okay!
Let me go!
Put me down!
556
00:28:50,429 --> 00:28:51,497
Okay. Okay.
Let me go!
557
00:28:51,530 --> 00:28:52,731
All right, all right.
All right.
558
00:28:52,765 --> 00:28:53,900
You did good.
559
00:28:53,933 --> 00:28:56,202
You're okay.
We're good.
It's all good.
560
00:28:56,235 --> 00:28:57,804
All right,
let's do this.
561
00:28:57,837 --> 00:28:59,839
Put your shoes on,
bud.
562
00:28:59,872 --> 00:29:01,040
(GRUNTS)
563
00:29:01,073 --> 00:29:02,708
(SIGHS)
564
00:29:03,876 --> 00:29:06,712
**
565
00:29:20,026 --> 00:29:22,862
**
566
00:29:41,047 --> 00:29:42,381
These are as good
as I remember.
567
00:29:42,414 --> 00:29:44,416
(BELL DINGS)
568
00:29:44,450 --> 00:29:47,119
(UTENSILS CLACKING,
FOOD SIZZLING)
569
00:29:47,153 --> 00:29:49,555
There's a flight
at 11:00,
570
00:29:49,588 --> 00:29:51,190
if that's what you want.
571
00:29:51,223 --> 00:29:53,559
(DOOR OPENS, BELL JINGLES)
572
00:29:53,592 --> 00:29:55,094
Are you good with that?
573
00:29:55,494 --> 00:29:56,495
Shaun?
574
00:29:57,496 --> 00:29:59,966
You never could get enough
of Hilltop's pancakes.
575
00:29:59,999 --> 00:30:02,268
(ROBO GIRL PLAYS FAINTLY
ON STEREO)
576
00:30:02,301 --> 00:30:05,671
**
577
00:30:05,704 --> 00:30:06,805
Can we talk?
578
00:30:07,940 --> 00:30:09,675
It'll just take a minute.
I promise.
579
00:30:12,244 --> 00:30:13,245
Okay.
580
00:30:15,447 --> 00:30:17,283
(UTENSIL CLACKS)
581
00:30:24,490 --> 00:30:28,094
* When I kiss
her heated lips... *
582
00:30:28,127 --> 00:30:30,762
(MONITOR BEEPING)
583
00:30:30,796 --> 00:30:32,164
Inflammation's
definitely been reduced.
584
00:30:32,198 --> 00:30:33,532
Well done, Doctor.
Thanks.
585
00:30:35,734 --> 00:30:37,403
And get the rods
and place set screws...
586
00:30:37,436 --> 00:30:40,372
Got it.
...while Park and I
compress the spine
587
00:30:40,406 --> 00:30:43,142
above and below the fracture
to improve alignment.
588
00:30:43,175 --> 00:30:45,711
**
589
00:30:48,814 --> 00:30:50,682
All I ever wanted was
to figure out a way
590
00:30:50,716 --> 00:30:52,018
to move past...
591
00:30:53,852 --> 00:30:55,121
Everything.
592
00:30:56,488 --> 00:30:58,124
I wanted us
to be a family again.
593
00:31:01,860 --> 00:31:03,395
Why did you stay
with him?
594
00:31:06,198 --> 00:31:07,533
I don't know.
595
00:31:09,969 --> 00:31:11,370
I just...
596
00:31:15,241 --> 00:31:16,542
I love him.
597
00:31:21,147 --> 00:31:25,484
You loved him
more than me and Steve?
598
00:31:25,517 --> 00:31:26,986
No.
599
00:31:27,019 --> 00:31:29,021
No.
600
00:31:29,055 --> 00:31:31,123
That isn't true.
601
00:31:31,157 --> 00:31:34,460
**
602
00:31:34,493 --> 00:31:35,928
I just...
603
00:31:37,363 --> 00:31:39,498
I guess I knew
what I could do for him.
604
00:31:41,133 --> 00:31:42,868
With you...
605
00:31:45,437 --> 00:31:47,173
I don't blame you
for hating us.
606
00:31:48,941 --> 00:31:50,742
We were young.
607
00:31:50,776 --> 00:31:52,644
Stupid.
608
00:31:52,678 --> 00:31:54,013
Not like people today.
609
00:31:55,447 --> 00:31:57,049
Like Dr. Glassman.
610
00:31:59,551 --> 00:32:02,188
There was so much
we didn't understand
about...
611
00:32:05,524 --> 00:32:07,559
You.
612
00:32:07,593 --> 00:32:09,461
And what you needed
from us.
613
00:32:18,870 --> 00:32:20,439
We've missed you.
614
00:32:22,408 --> 00:32:23,709
So much.
615
00:32:30,449 --> 00:32:32,584
(BREATHES SHARPLY)
616
00:32:32,618 --> 00:32:34,553
Can I hug you?
617
00:32:34,586 --> 00:32:37,123
**
618
00:33:09,521 --> 00:33:12,591
**
619
00:33:16,828 --> 00:33:18,964
(DOOR OPENS, BELL JINGLES)
620
00:33:19,665 --> 00:33:22,434
(DOOR CLOSES)
621
00:33:25,671 --> 00:33:30,576
* That the one
who loves you is waiting
622
00:33:30,609 --> 00:33:34,480
* That the one
who loves you is waiting
623
00:33:34,513 --> 00:33:39,685
* That the one who loves you
is waiting here at home *
624
00:33:42,354 --> 00:33:43,855
I need to talk to my dad.
625
00:33:54,633 --> 00:33:55,967
(INHALES DEEPLY)
626
00:34:02,241 --> 00:34:04,143
I thought you went home.
627
00:34:12,584 --> 00:34:18,857
I couldn't let you put me
on your shoulders.
628
00:34:22,328 --> 00:34:23,995
Or let you hug me.
629
00:34:24,029 --> 00:34:27,032
**
630
00:34:31,437 --> 00:34:35,207
I couldn't make you happy.
631
00:34:39,845 --> 00:34:41,447
You are my son.
632
00:34:43,349 --> 00:34:45,016
You're Shaun.
633
00:34:52,258 --> 00:34:53,559
I forgive you.
634
00:35:01,099 --> 00:35:02,634
And...
635
00:35:05,871 --> 00:35:09,908
...I don't want
to punish you anymore.
636
00:35:13,312 --> 00:35:15,247
I don't want
to punish you.
637
00:35:17,816 --> 00:35:19,951
You're not like
other people.
638
00:35:21,387 --> 00:35:24,089
You're s-so smart.
639
00:35:36,235 --> 00:35:38,204
(BREATHING SHALLOWLY)
640
00:35:38,237 --> 00:35:39,438
But weak.
641
00:35:41,039 --> 00:35:44,310
You're like
a spoiled, little baby.
642
00:35:46,111 --> 00:35:48,180
He's delirious
from the morphine.
643
00:35:48,214 --> 00:35:50,282
You understand.
He... He doesn't know
what he's saying.
644
00:35:50,316 --> 00:35:53,785
You're damn right
Stevie's death
wasn't my fault.
645
00:35:53,819 --> 00:35:56,255
It was yours.
Shh, shh, shh.
646
00:35:56,288 --> 00:35:58,790
He was always trying
to impress you.
647
00:35:58,824 --> 00:36:00,459
You and that
damn rabbit.
Ethan, shh!
648
00:36:00,492 --> 00:36:02,628
DR. GLASSMAN:
Shaun, let's go.
Stop. Shh.
649
00:36:02,661 --> 00:36:04,763
Oh, yeah, go ahead.
650
00:36:04,796 --> 00:36:05,997
Get out of here.
651
00:36:06,031 --> 00:36:08,166
Run away again!
Come on.
652
00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:10,402
G-G-Go ahead!
Run away again!
653
00:36:12,304 --> 00:36:14,506
Shh, shh, shh, shh.
(WHEEZES)
654
00:36:14,540 --> 00:36:16,642
(HORN HONKS IN DISTANCE)
655
00:36:16,675 --> 00:36:18,143
Now what?
656
00:36:21,347 --> 00:36:23,282
You need to tell them.
657
00:36:23,315 --> 00:36:25,951
If they care about you,
they will understand.
658
00:36:27,786 --> 00:36:31,089
No one will blame you
for retiring after
breaking your back.
659
00:36:32,658 --> 00:36:34,593
Nearly paralyzing
yourself.
660
00:36:34,626 --> 00:36:37,128
(SIGHS)
661
00:36:37,162 --> 00:36:39,798
My mom worked
minimum-wage jobs
her whole life.
662
00:36:40,866 --> 00:36:42,601
Raised an entire family
on her own.
663
00:36:42,634 --> 00:36:44,603
And you think
I should tell her
I want to quit the NFL
664
00:36:44,636 --> 00:36:46,505
because I don't
"like" it?
665
00:36:46,538 --> 00:36:48,206
Because it's not "fun"
for me?
666
00:36:54,346 --> 00:36:56,482
You think
I don't understand
what it's like
667
00:36:56,515 --> 00:36:57,983
to need to please
your mother.
668
00:36:59,618 --> 00:37:01,553
No matter
how hard you work,
669
00:37:02,688 --> 00:37:06,525
you still owe
something more.
670
00:37:06,558 --> 00:37:10,729
And every good thing
that has ever happened
to you
671
00:37:10,762 --> 00:37:12,063
is pure luck.
672
00:37:15,601 --> 00:37:18,003
But every bad decision
you make,
673
00:37:20,105 --> 00:37:21,907
that's the real you.
674
00:37:21,940 --> 00:37:24,109
**
675
00:37:25,777 --> 00:37:27,279
And you deserve
to suffer.
676
00:37:42,428 --> 00:37:44,095
(INSECTS CHIRPING)
677
00:37:46,732 --> 00:37:48,233
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
678
00:37:57,909 --> 00:37:59,911
Your mom called.
679
00:37:59,945 --> 00:38:01,947
Your dad passed
30 minutes ago.
680
00:38:07,319 --> 00:38:09,388
(EXHALES SHAKILY)
681
00:38:13,459 --> 00:38:14,960
You want to stay
for the funeral?
682
00:38:18,764 --> 00:38:19,965
No.
683
00:38:22,968 --> 00:38:24,736
I want to go home.
684
00:38:27,506 --> 00:38:28,807
Okay.
685
00:38:29,508 --> 00:38:32,277
(BREATHES SHAKILY)
686
00:38:37,449 --> 00:38:39,951
You want me to stay
for a while?
687
00:38:39,985 --> 00:38:41,086
Talk?
688
00:38:42,788 --> 00:38:44,189
No.
689
00:38:47,993 --> 00:38:50,128
Well, we don't have to talk.
We can just sit.
690
00:38:51,963 --> 00:38:54,265
Or, um, go for a walk.
691
00:38:59,137 --> 00:39:04,543
I'm...tired.
692
00:39:08,346 --> 00:39:09,681
I should go to sleep.
693
00:39:13,685 --> 00:39:14,686
Okay.
694
00:39:25,163 --> 00:39:26,465
Good night.
695
00:39:45,851 --> 00:39:47,252
(SIGHS)
696
00:39:48,053 --> 00:39:50,055
**
697
00:39:55,594 --> 00:39:57,262
(CELL PHONE BEEPS)
698
00:39:59,598 --> 00:40:01,099
Hey, it's Claire.
699
00:40:02,501 --> 00:40:04,670
Yeah, I know.
I, um...
700
00:40:04,703 --> 00:40:07,906
I got a new phone
with a different number.
701
00:40:07,939 --> 00:40:09,608
I changed my mind.
702
00:40:12,077 --> 00:40:14,846
I think we should meet up...
Tonight.
703
00:40:22,521 --> 00:40:23,689
Ma?
704
00:40:23,722 --> 00:40:25,023
Yes, baby.
705
00:40:27,192 --> 00:40:28,259
I'm here.
706
00:40:30,929 --> 00:40:32,598
There's something
I need to tell you.
707
00:40:34,633 --> 00:40:37,268
**
708
00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:55,954
I'm sorry for making
you meet me
after hours like this.
709
00:40:55,987 --> 00:40:57,589
I just...
710
00:40:57,623 --> 00:40:59,057
I really needed someone
to talk to.
711
00:40:59,090 --> 00:41:00,125
Of course, Claire.
712
00:41:00,158 --> 00:41:02,093
I'm always available
for my patients.
713
00:41:02,127 --> 00:41:03,662
Come on in.
Thanks.
714
00:41:05,831 --> 00:41:07,766
(BREATHING SHAKILY)
715
00:41:07,799 --> 00:41:09,935
**
716
00:41:16,174 --> 00:41:18,143
(SNIFFLES)
717
00:41:18,176 --> 00:41:20,411
(SLAPS FOOT)
718
00:41:20,445 --> 00:41:22,247
(SNIFFLING)
719
00:41:29,154 --> 00:41:31,189
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
720
00:41:32,524 --> 00:41:34,025
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
LEA: Shaun?
721
00:41:35,527 --> 00:41:37,763
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
722
00:41:37,796 --> 00:41:39,497
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
723
00:41:39,531 --> 00:41:41,299
**
724
00:42:00,518 --> 00:42:02,554
(BREATHING NORMALIZES)
725
00:42:05,657 --> 00:42:09,160
(CRYING)
726
00:42:12,297 --> 00:42:15,133
**
727
00:42:32,217 --> 00:42:34,720
**
48662
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