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What do you think? I think this one.

Yeah? Yeah.

I

hope

that we sell some of these pieces.

I can't keep this place going all by myself.

What do you think for the last one over here?

Well, we can put that one up since it's sold.

Well, I'm kind of thinking that...

These kind of go with this one over here.

What do you think?

I think when that one's done, we'll all

trade. Yeah, maybe you're right.

I think we should keep those together.

So, I don't know. This one is one of the last two to go over here.

I think this one's too bad.

I think this one goes with all the green leaves. Yeah, I think you're right. I

think this one.

Okay.

That looks good.

That looks brilliant.

That's how much we need.

That's very quick.

I missed you so much. I missed you too.

There's not going to be many people coming in today, so why don't we...

Get clean after you.

Go to your place.

Okay.

You're easy to convince.

All

right,

the brushes will be fine.

Are you going to leave it in that?

Get out.

with myself I think you do I think I know what you want to do yeah

Did you hear me crying?

No.

Boom.

So glad you came over. It's kind of a break from my sister's wedding. It's

such a mess getting everything together.

Oh, really?

Absolutely. Those things seem to take a long time. You have no idea.

The arrangements and... And she's off in her own world, so we're the ones taking

care of everything.

And, you know, she is about attention to detail, so... Anyways, so what's going

on?

Um...

I don't know. I mean, I feel like my life has been turned completely upside

in the past couple of months.

Can I tell you something?

Absolutely.

Well, I think I did something that's not a very good thing.

That's not a character for you.

Well, you know Maggie?

Yeah.

Well, she and I...

Have kind of, over the past couple of years, had a couple, like, just kind of,

not like, we've had a couple encounters, if you know what I mean.

Like, it all started, you know, a while ago at

Faye's birthday, and they all

went out and were going to go.

We'd go out to dinner, and I was late because I was babysitting.

And so I came by as soon as I could, and Maggie was the only one there.

So we were just kind of hanging out, and then we were talking

and stuff like that, and we kind of arranged the furniture because everybody

going to come over and sleep over afterwards.

So after we arranged the furniture and stuff, she kind of brought out, like,

these pictures, these cut -out pictures of girls and stuff that she wanted to

show me, like from magazines.

Right. And then some different family photos and stuff, and we were just kind

going through them.

And then she brought out naked pictures of girls.

And, you know, she was like, oh, do you think they're pretty?

Do you think, like, what do you think of these pictures? And I was like, yeah, I

think they're pretty.

You know, I think.

Girls are pretty and stuff, so.

She was kind of trying to see where your boundaries were?

Yeah, totally.

And so then after that, she kissed me, and it

felt really great. And so, like, there were a couple other times when

we had kissed and we made out a little bit and, you know, over the... the

of time, but we never went, you know, all the way. It was never, like, we

had sex with each other. It was just kissing and, you know, I just love the

she touches me and stuff.

So, you know, ever since Maggie and her husband, like, kind of separated,

because, you know, after the whole, you know, church camp and stuff didn't work

with trying to make her... That was a very weird situation.

Yeah, they were trying to, I mean...

I don't see a problem with her being a lesbian.

Well, of course not.

Yeah. But not many people are that open -minded.

You know, ever since she's out of the house now, and Daisy doesn't like her,

she wants to make sure that she stays out of the house. Right.

But then Faye, on the other hand, idolizes her.

And it's a little strange to the point that she idolizes her. I always get an

interesting vibe from them.

Yeah.

So you've been seeing Maggie for a while now.

So, well... Like, seriously?

Or just, you know, not to get too personal, but have you gone all the way?

mean, what's going on with that? Yeah, we did now at this point.

But it wasn't under a good circumstance.

It was... I can't believe I did this.

Because I do know of a DVD that's kind of flying around about you two. Oh, you

do? Yeah.

Yeah, so Daisy decided that she wanted to videotape her

having sex with a girl because then she could show it to her dad and then never

want to be with Maggie again.

And so they convinced me to do this. Why are they being so malicious?

They're just not happy? I don't know. I mean, she's just really...

she really hates her and I don't think there's any really good reason for her

hate her you know she's a wonderful person she's really great and now

I don't know what to do because I don't know if I should tell Faye that I had

you know that I had sex with Maggie and I don't know if I should like well

Faye's gonna find out yeah I know either way with the DVD that's out absolutely

it would be really horrible if she found out Just, like, if somebody told her.

Right. She probably should hear it from you first.

Yeah, I gotta tell Maggie or something first, because, you know.

Would you want a relationship with Maggie? I mean, is it something you want

pursue? Yeah, I think so.

I really like her.

Hmm.

You know that I was seeing Laura's mom for a while.

Yeah. Um.

And it was a really good experience.

I learned a lot from it, but at the same time, your emotions are toyed with.

It's a learning experience. She teaches you things that you wouldn't necessarily

learn from another person your own age, but at the same time, it'll never truly

work because of the age difference.

And you still have a lot to learn. You have a lot of growing to do.

So you have to really think hard about really pursuing it.

If you really have feelings for her, then yes, absolutely, but it's very

difficult.

You're still very young, and I learned that.

It was tough, but you take the good with the bad, and you deal with it.

You just have to be sure that you want to cross those bridges.

Right.

It just seems like given the circumstances, I don't know.

I don't know what the right decision is. And I already feel like I made the

wrong decision in, you know, helping Daisy.

Does Maggie know that it was filmed?

No.

And she doesn't know you were a part of it?

No.

Wow.

Yeah.

I don't know what to do.

I mean, I have to tell Maggie.

No, absolutely. Maggie needs to know that.

it was filmed that it wasn't you know it was something that you did but maybe

you can explain to her that you weren't all there at the time i don't know you

can i just wanted to have sex with her right it was a good way um but i should

have done it you know i should have just i saw it kind of an op as an

opportunity to do so and not as

An opportunity to help Daisy with this ridiculous scheme.

Yeah.

And now I feel like we've put so many people at risk, you know, put Maggie at

risk and put Faye's emotions at risk.

Yeah, because Faye's extremely, extremely sensitive.

Yeah. Now I just want it all to go away.

Right. So I think if I tell everybody, then it will hopefully go away.

Or just hope I can get to Faye before, you know.

He thinks the wrong thing.

True, but so you're sure that you like women. This is what you want to do,

though. Yeah.

Very interesting.

And you've been distraught about it for a while.

I can't sleep.

I can't eat. I can't do anything.

Bobby, do you think you're probably starved for attention?

I mean, do you think you're doing it for your own personal gain?

Honestly.

I don't know, yeah. I think sometimes, yeah.

I mean,

I really love the attention she gives me, you know. Right.

It's like a mother figure, but at the same time, she's nurturing you and

you. Yeah, I guess.

It goes beyond that, you know. Right.

You're dead set on wanting to be with her?

Yeah, I guess so.

Interesting.

Well, I mean, in my situation, I had

to really think about it, and I realized that it wasn't just an older woman that

I wanted.

I really liked being with someone my own age as well, because I was able to

learn a lot.

From her, but at the same time, the younger girl that I was with as well, it

balanced it out really well.

I don't know how to explain it, but have you been with somebody younger?

Um, yeah, I have.

But not in a relationship, you know. Right.

I've never been in a relationship with a woman before, so this would kind of be

the first.

Which makes me a little hesitant.

All right. Yeah, no, it can be difficult.

It can be difficult.

I don't know. I just think that maybe you should think about being with a girl

that's younger for a little while. I mean, if you're really stuck on Maggie.

Yeah. Then, um...

Maybe you can have both.

But you need to experience both because they balance each other out. Maggie can

help you with more personal issues, but you can have more fun with a younger

girl.

I don't know.

Experience.

What are you suggesting?

I mean, I'd be willing to kind of give you that

insight. Oh, yeah?

I mean, I've experienced it, so I know.

I mean, a girl our age anyways.

Plus, I've been with someone who's older.

Yeah.

It's up to you.

Life's so confusing sometimes.

I know.

I just figured, I know I can't give the best advice, but...

I'm attracted to you, obviously. We both experience the same thing, so I figured

why not.

Mm.

Wow.

You don't know unless you try, right?

In the back way.

So what do you think about moving this to the bedroom?

I think it's a good idea.

Great.

It's a long leg.

Have you thought anymore about a younger girl?

Yeah.

What do you think?

I think it would be fun.

Aren't you hot? Don't you want to take your jacket off?

I don't know if we took it that far.

What did you think I wanted to do?

I don't know. You know, I'm kissing stuff.

I think you need more than just kissing.

Do you?

Mm -hmm.

I think that you really need to just get your mind off of all of that.

If you like it, great.

If not, it was still a fun experience.

I guess you are the one with all the experience, so... I've been taught a few

things.

What

kind

of stuff did you guys do?

I was so new to everything that She did most of it. She really dominated me,

but a lot of kissing, a lot of touching, a lot of caressing.

Towards the end of our relationship, we started to use toys, but I didn't like

them as much as I just liked her.

I don't know.

What about you? What did you like about being with Maia?

I just, I guess the same. I just like being with her, you

know.

I love the way that she touches me.

I love the way that, you know, she makes me cum.

It's really hot.

Take care of myself.

It's more comfortable.

He doesn't want to come in the bathroom.

I don't know.

um

Yeah.

Yeah, I'm trying to get out of the house before my sister gets home.

I just got done making that casserole.

Yeah.

What are you doing, mate?

Okay, well, I gotta get off here.

Yeah, me and Faye, we're gonna go to the volleyball game tonight.

All right.

Okay, yeah, I'll call you back later, okay?

All right.

Bye -bye.

You and Faye, huh?

Yeah. So you're fucking Maggie and Faye now?

So you won't even deny it. It's true.

You and Faye.

More than friends.

And you also go to this pool party with Maggie too.

I'm not talking to you. You know mom and dad.

When they hear about this.

They're going to lose their mind you have to go away I'm

sure

Maybe

we can just keep this our secret What do you think yeah

What do I have to do for you?

I don't know.

Why don't you use your imagination?

Because we wouldn't want mom and dad to find out.

She would say all those things.

Because they find out everyone will know.

Everyone will know.

What are you doing?

Thank you.

Come on, give me some time. I've got a tub on down here.

Yeah.

Mm -hmm.

Oh, there's some nice tan lines you've got there.

Can you get that out of the pool, Maggie?

There.

Close your mouth.

Look at you. Look at you.

Oh.

Oh.

Yeah.

Oh. Oh.

Wait. Do you have something to say?

Are you having fun?

Thank you.

your week been oh good busy yeah yeah hot it's been hot and like humid and

or I don't know which one I'm so glad you came over oh yeah of course did you

get a chance to talk to your dad no I did actually and he said like he thinks

within a few weeks we could definitely use your help with the re -education

program wonderful yeah I'm looking forward to that because I think we could

any help you know any help is definitely appreciated

Wonderful. This is great.

I was really hoping he'd say yes. Oh, yeah.

You know, I want to start off by telling you a little story about a couple of

girls that are at, they're not in the program, but they are church members.

So I can't really divulge their names.

I know how that is. Yeah. We talked about that last year here.

But we'll just say, we'll just call the one girl Beth.

Okay. Okay.

So she started telling me about a year ago her next -door neighbor had invited

her over for a sleepover, you know, kind of a girl thing.

So she went, and when they got ready to go to bed, she laid down in a sleeping

bag on the floor.

And it got a little cold, so, you know, she's like, hey, it's kind of cold in

here. What do I do?

She's like, well, you're welcome to come up and get in the bed with me. You

know, no harm.

So she did. She got off the floor, and she got in the bed with... with the next

-door neighbor, Beth did, and she said they started cuddling, you know, to

kind of getting closer and keeping each other warm.

And then all of a sudden, the other girl put her hands in between her legs.

Okay.

And to make a long story short, she ended up having an orgasm, and she peed

over the bed.

No. Why?

Do you mean like tinkering? No.

Oh, my God. That's pretty interesting.

Yeah.

Yeah. Wow.

Yeah. Yeah.

So.

Yeah.

So, you know, I can understand how, you know, a woman might, you know, feel that

way.

Have you ever had the urge or the feeling to want to be with another

You know, I think feelings like that are natural. I think everyone has some sort

of feelings like that. I think it's just the way we choose to act on our

feelings that makes a big difference. You know what I mean? Yeah.

Yeah.

Well, I mean, I've had this feeling a couple times.

I think that we all do, you know? We all want to feel the warmth.

So what do you say?

What do you think?

About?

Well, being held.

Don't you just want to be held sometimes?

By another woman.

Just cuddling, you know, just like, not anything sexual, just

warm, passionate, cuddling.

Um, yeah, I guess, maybe, but never really, kind of.

You know, thought about it like that.

I try not to think about things like that. Yeah, I know. I understand.

I understand.

You said ten.

No, no, not at all.

You know what? I would love to cuddle with you.

I don't know. I just kind of want to see what it's about. I think if we, maybe

if we kind of experience that, then we could help these women. I think we would

understand what they're feeling.

We could kind of not say what we're going to do, you know, not say, hey,

we've cuddled before. But maybe it would just give us an idea of what happens in

the feeling, the mind and the body.

What do you think?

Okay. I mean, I guess.

It might give a better understanding to, like, feeling what they're going

through.

We could definitely cuddle, I guess.

That's fine. Just cuddling. Okay. Well, um...

I've got a little couch area upstairs. Why don't we go up there and hang out?

Okay. All right.

Come on. Okay.

Take your wine.

Okay. I will take my wine. All right. I'm so glad you came over.

Oh, I have to.

I have to.

Here. Yeah, go ahead. Go over there.

Here? Yeah.

I forgot. Last week, I let my friend borrow my couch.

She's moved into a new place, and she doesn't have any furniture whatsoever.

Yeah. Yeah, except for her bed.

But anyway.

So you were just being nice.

Yeah. Well, that's fine. We can hang out up here.

Yeah. If you don't mind.

So, I'm really glad you came over.

I think if you and I just kind of put

ourselves in the right position, that maybe we could see what these girls are

feeling. You know, like what we were talking about downstairs.

Well, what do you think is the right position?

What do you think? I don't really know.

Well, let's scoot over a little bit. Like this way? Yeah.

Right here?

Sure.

Yeah.

I'm going to take off my shoes.

Oh, that's okay.

I don't want to get my bed dirty. No.

I left my shoes downstairs, but you're not supposed to have shoes on the bed.

That's true.

Very true.

Yeah, that I do know.

That's true.

So how long have you been going to the church? How long has your dad been

He's been there for a few years now, but I just started helping him out. I would

say probably three,

four, maybe five months tops.

I started helping him out about five months ago, I would say.

He was always telling me about it and his ideas, but I was going to school and

doing my own thing.

Yeah,

I got you.

I love it there.

Do you? Yeah. Well, that's good.

Yeah.

Do you like all the people there? All the people there are really nice and

stuff.

So I really like when I go because I always, like every week, I look forward

seeing everybody, and everybody's really nice.

It's a good way to meet people.

Yeah, and I think my dad does a really good job with the people and stuff, so.

Well.

So, you know, about these girls I was telling you about, the one I called

Oh, the, the, you're already, the pee, the tinkle girl, yeah, the pee -pee one,

I remember, okay.

Yeah.

Yeah, I, um, I just, I don't quite know what to do about it, you know?

But, I don't know, I just thought, you know, maybe you would kind of

you know.

To some extent, yes.

Do you like my hair?

I do. You're playing with my hair. You know what, if I was, if I, you know, I

tried to kind of like do the, not the, you know, the brain idea about.

What goes through a person's mind when they're attracted to another woman?

You know? The philosophy of it all.

And I think if that were me, I'd like to play with a girl's hair

and touch her gently.

What does one girl do with another girl?

You know what I mean?

Well, from the stuff that I've heard from the girls that I've talked to, it's

more like, you know, it's an intimacy thing, like a chemistry connection.

It really depends.

You know, I don't know.

Sorry.

It's okay.

I mean, I've heard they do stuff like that, so... I can't imagine.

It has to be a lot of different things, though, you know?

Going through someone's head, so... What's going through your head right

Um... A few things.

Yeah? Like what?

Um... Nothing in particular.

What about yours?

I think you're beautiful.

Aww, that's very nice.

I can totally understand.

Wow.

Never thought I'd feel this way.

Bye.

It's hot in here.

It does seem a lot hotter. Yeah.

Yeah.

Do you mind if I take off my shirt?

No.

Guess that's what we get for living in California.

Yeah.

I like your bra. It's very pretty.

Thank you.

They taste the best.

You do?

Those are cute.

You like them?

Mm -hmm.

What do you have on?

Um, let's see.

You just want me to take my clothes off.

That's okay.

We're girls. It's okay.

I just have a plain old white bra. What is that inside?

See? Do the panties match?

The panties match my shirt.

Oh. So I could take off my shorts.

Only because you have your football.

Oh, okay.

I'll play even.

They match my shirt. They're both Victoria's thingy, whatever.

Very nice.

Very nice. Oh, those are cute. I like that.

Yeah,

I don't have any like fancy, you know. That's okay.

That's okay. Okay.

But they say green is supposed to make you horny.

It is?

I guess.

It's working. That's what I've heard.

It's working.

Yeah, you're not allowed to wear thongs anyway.

This is true.

Preacher's daughter.

I'm like, oh, I know.

Take mine off, maybe I'll take yours off.

Okay, you can take mine off.

And then you can take yours off.

I love my fever.

Am I doing it right? Oh

yeah.

You're doing it right.

As far as I know.

I've had a lot of girls tell me their stories, you know?

I guess after you've heard a lot of stories, it's just instinctual, you

Yeah.

You don't want to do it for a long time, don't you?

One, two, suck them.

Pull them out.

Yeah, like that.

Just a little bit.

Just like about an inch.

And turn it over.

And then press back like that. Go left and right.

Right there.

Spoonhole.

They're just in the way.

Take deep breaths.

Mm -hmm.

You can go harder.

After you just got me off.

Why you stop teasing me?

Bitch.

Hmm.

Get down.

Tell me how you want me. Just like that, like that.

What's wrong?

We have to talk.

Oh, we do? Okay.

Come on in. Okay.

So how long have you been waiting here?

About a half hour.

Oh, no.

I mean, I've never seen you look so sad. What's wrong?

Well... We need to talk about, you know, remember when Daisy was pushing us to

have sex with each other?

Yeah. Well, it's all a sham.

What do you mean?

She set it up to blackmail you so that

she had a camera planted and she got us both on tape and

it's just... She had a camera planted?

Yeah.

Why would she do that?

She wants to make sure that you and her dad never

get back together.

Because she hates you.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

And so she's convinced.

The horrible thing is that I knew what she was trying to do, and I know

that...

She set it all up, and she told me that I had to have sex with you so that she

could make this happen, and she... Oh, my God.

What a bitch.

Oh, God, I never did trust her.

I know she didn't like me, but I didn't know she'd go that far.

Do you know what that means? That means if I'm on tape, you're on tape.

Yeah. So we're both on tape, and she has it, and she can blackmail us with it.

Excuse me, I have to do the bathroom.

Oh, God.

Bobby, are you okay?

Bobby?

You alright?

I've just been holding back about this whole thing for two weeks, and, you

I'm just, I'm so sorry that the whole thing happened.

I just... It's not your fault. It's okay, all right? It's Daisy.

She just, you know, she shouldn't have got you involved in this.

It's all right. It's not your fault. Come on.

Okay?

Come on, come with me. We'll go talk about it, all right?

because, you know, I do have feelings for you and, you know, I've had them

since, you know, all those times that we kissed and made out and stuff like

that.

And it was really great to get to have sex with you. Mm -hmm.

Except for the reasons why it happened.

Yeah, for Daisy.

No, it was a beautiful experience. I really loved it.

Like I said, I've always thought of you.

Really? Mm -hmm.

Thought about you a lot since then.

Since our first time.

Thought about you, too.

Yeah.

I don't even want to think about her.

Mm -hmm.

I just don't want you to be upset.

It's not your fault.

I know, but I could have... I could have not done it. I mean,

I'd not listen to her.

It's okay what's done now.

Yeah, but she's just going to make... If I think about it too much, I'll just

get too upset. I'll have to deal with her later.

Figure something out.

Don't want you to be sad.

Don't want to see that beautiful face upset.

It makes me feel better in the ear. Real good.

I played that day over in my mind so many times, the first time.

Yeah, it was really nice.

Everything about you, your skin,

your face, your body.

Such beautiful skin.

Oh.

You are a...

I love that hair.

I do.

Oh.

I've missed you.

What is happening? Can you just tell me what's happening?

I didn't think that it was true.

But it is true.

Everything that they said.

Hey! Let me explain!

We look not to the things that are seen, but to the things that are unseen.

For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are

eternal.

Today we come together to remember before God our sister Faye, to give

for her life, and to comfort one another in our grief.

We join here in this park, where Faye loved to hike and learned about nature.

where Faye fed the animals and loved them, where she played with her friends,

hiked the trail, and walked with the Lord.

Father in heaven, we thank you because you made us in your own image and gave

gifts in body, mind, and spirit.

We thank you now for Faye and what she meant to each of us, and we honor her

memory.

Make us more aware that you are the one from whom comes every perfect gift,

including the gift of eternal life through Jesus Christ.

Amen.

It's all my fault.