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Hi, Yana. It's Dana. It's Yerman.

And I'm just calling to let you know that everything went great over here.

And I got the tape, and it turned out really good.

And Samantha should be coming to see you tomorrow.

So, yeah, she took the bait.

Call me.

Dana Dierman, and I'm just calling to let you know that everything went great

over here, and I got the tape, and it turned out really good, and

Samantha should be coming to see you tomorrow.

So, yeah, she took the bait.

Call me.

So,

You want to be a model?

Yeah.

Well, to be honest, you don't look like a model, you know.

Well, do you have, like, any experiences, you know, did you model or

And if yes, for what companies, you know?

No, no, no.

No what?

You never model?

No.

Well, you know, that might be a little problem because my company is looking

experienced models.

Well, I just take some modeling classes.

Oh, really? Where?

New York, Milan, Paris?

In Kansas.

Kansas, huh? Where's that?

It's in the middle.

Okay.

Well?

And I've, you know, I've always wanted to model, so...

Yeah. Try to practice. I bet you always do model.

That's a nice dress. Who made it?

Um, I don't know. No, it's kind of off the rack.

Nothing special.

I just thought it looked pretty and I know you were looking for summer dresses

possibly. Yeah, that's another thing, you know, we have two catalogs.

One is for summer and the other one is bridal.

You look pretty good in summer dresses and I think you may look good in a

too.

So, you know what?

I will give a shot, you know. I want to see you to try some clothes, some bridal

lingerie maybe.

What do you think? You would do that? Of course, of course. Okay, so let me get

it and we'll go from there. Okay.

So here it is. And be careful, it's really expensive, okay?

You can go to the bathroom, try it on, take the tags off.

And you know what? You can just come here to show it to me. How it looks on

okay? Thank you.

I'll be right back.

Thanks so much.

You know, it's nice, but I kind of cannot see anything.

So I will have to ask you to take the dress off.

And also I will have to take a few pictures for my partners to see before

will improve it, you know. And so, yeah, take off the dress, please. I'll take

the camera and we'll take some pictures.

Don't worry, I won't bite you. I just need a few pictures.

Ready?

No, I think I'm good.

Perfect.

Well, another thing that I will have to do is I will have to measure you, you

know, because we always do that before we book the model for a job.

So... Ready?

Yeah.

So, your waist.

to write it down, you know.

Okay.

Don't be nervous.

We'll

see how

long your legs are.

Pretty good. You know,

You're kind of not balancing, so we're going to do this.

I will put a little book, and you'll put it on your head, okay?

And you will try to balance it. Okay.

Yeah, well, I can tell you took modeling classes.

Okay, well.

You know, you look pretty good in this.

Have you ever been married and wore the bridal lingerie?

Nope. This will be the first time.

Oh, really?

Well, I'm sure a pretty girl like you has to have a boyfriend.

No, no, no.

Not right now.

You getting nervous?

That's not good. If you want to get a job, you have to keep the book on your

head.

Well, I think I got what I needed.

I kind of like you, you know?

Are you really interested about this job?

Of course.

I've always thought about modeling.

I think I know what we can do, you know?

If you're really interested.

Such a nice butt.

You know, I just want to see how wet it's getting.

How

does

it feel?

Let me see you.

You guys are getting so wet.

Mike is in a plane.

Oh, my God.

Slower.

I'm so hot.

It's so nice to be here.

I need a tan.

Where's the pool?

So how's your dad doing with Maggie gone?

He's pretty depressed.

He's always irritable.

He's not good.

Are you guys eating? You look kind of skinny.

If you go to hamburger places all the time eating, then yeah.

Oh yeah?

Yeah. That sucks.

I really miss my mom.

You know what would be fun?

What? Maggie always loved a sundae poplet.

You're going to get tan lines.

Oh, I don't know.

Come on, it'll be fun. It doesn't look like you're getting too much sun on

anyway.

Okay, I guess.

That'll be fun already.

Pretty white.

Yeah.

I'm really confident.

Oh. So I'll just go around.

I don't think you look kind of shiny.

Pervid. Pervid.

Pervid.

Pervid.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

It's not, it wasn't you. I just, I just miss my mom and being on the school.

I'm going to change that. Alright, okay.

I'm sorry, Faye. I don't want to see you sad like that.

It's okay.

It's fine. It was with me.

Are you sure?

Yeah. I'm fine now.

Thank you.

Hmm.

Let's do some more.

Mm -hmm

Oh my God.

No. No.

Thank you.

Oh my God.

A book drive, right? Yeah. I feel like we're going to need a lot more

participants in that.

Yeah, the last one was pretty neat.

Yeah, you know. So I've been feeling like maybe I could donate more of my

to church efforts.

I think that would be a really good thing.

And then there's, let's see, what else?

Oh, the re -education program?

Wanted to know how that was going?

Because I think you probably could use some help in that area, too.

Yeah, my dad's in charge of that. I mean, he pretty much runs the program

stuff. I just help out here and there. But, I mean, I could talk to him about

it. Oh, that'd be great.

Or, you know, maybe after choir practice, you could probably talk to him

it yourself, too. But I'll definitely mention it to him.

Okay, yeah, I'd like that. That'd be great.

Yeah. And I'm not having, you know, we don't have our choir practice on

Wednesdays. So it'd be perfect.

I've had the time available.

Yeah, the more help, the better. Probably. I'm sure he would like it. But

see what he says about it. Okay. Very cool.

How many people are in the program?

I would say right now there's about 30 that come regularly.

Oh, okay. And then there's about 40 or 50 who come sporadically here and there.

Right. How many of those are lesbians?

I would say about 70%. I have to guess about 70.

So it definitely sounds like you need some more people to be there.

Maybe, you know, if I came and helped out with the program, maybe these women

would have somebody that would keep them from feeling like they're alone.

That's what they need, too, is more people like that. Right, like a support

group. Yeah, exactly.

Yeah,

I think that would be great.

I mean, we have, like, there's some things that we do. Like, we try to keep

their minds busy, try to keep them off, you know, sexual feelings. We do things

like workshops or arts and crafts stuff or Bible study.

Oh, wow. Anything we can do to, like, keep their minds preoccupied and busy.

that's what kind of keeps them doing other things. Mm -hmm.

Oh, okay.

Is there anybody, like, maybe someone that's problematic in the program that

really needs some extra attention?

Um.

There's a few, not problematic, but I would say the kid could use a little

Like there was one girl last night that was talking, and it's like the same

thing. You know, she really says like a lot of guys always hit on her and a lot

of girls hit on her, like both sexes, and she likes women.

And she's always saying how she's a really great lover and she's a dimple

maniac.

But at the same time, she wants to settle down because she wants to have a

family and have the quote -unquote normal life. But then she'll come in

week, and it's the same, you know, Just crazy stories how she's falling off the

wagon, so.

Oh, wow.

Yeah. She is having a problem.

Wow. She sounds like a wild girl.

Yeah, there's a few of them, but, yeah.

Do you mind me asking her name? Are you telling me her name?

I'm really not supposed to. Like, I'm technically not supposed to, you know,

since you're so close to us, it's Zoe Breton.

Zoe.

You know Zoe? Yeah, I know Zoe.

She doesn't seem like that kind of girl.

I would have never thought in a million years that Zoe would be like that.

You know, I really think I could help with this.

I know her, and yeah,

I think I could help with this.

As long as you don't repeat that I said that, that's fine. No, I'll definitely

talk to my dad about it. Just don't repeat I said that. I won't. I don't

get in trouble. Yeah, I totally understand.

I said, you know, since I'm not married and everything, I've just got a lot of

free time on my hands, and I think that my time would be best well spent. Well,

you seem like your help would be genuine, too.

Thank you. I appreciate that. We can't do everything ourselves, so I would

appreciate it myself.

A good effort.

Yeah, that's what we're there for. That's the whole point. Exactly.

So I'll talk to him about it, and then you can talk to him about it. I'm sure

can work something out. Okay.

That sounds like a plan. Hmm.

Well, I'm glad I came over today to talk to you about that. I'm glad you did

too, for sure. Is there anything else or is that pretty much the gist of it?

Yeah, I think that's it.

Okay. Yeah.

Hi, this message is for Zoe.

This is Raveness from the church. Remember me?

Well, I was just wondering if you wanted to go shopping with me on Saturday.

So if you do, please call me back. You have the number, okay?

Hopefully I'll hear from you soon.

Have a good day.

God bless.

Did you get everything you wanted?

Yeah. It took forever. I know.

It was exhausting.

Why did you get so much?

Um, I don't know.

Well, I mean, you know, I need some stuff for work. I thought you just wore

scrubs to work.

Well, actually, I took another job.

A second job?

Yeah. Or another job?

Well... It's kind of similar to the nursing job.

It's in medical sales.

It's only part -time, but, you know, I kind of needed something different to

wear because it's kind of like more stuff for the office, I guess.

Businessy. Yeah.

Yeah, but it's fun.

And I like to buy clothes anyway, even though I don't get to wear half the

anyway.

Well, why did you take another job? I thought you were happy.

Oh, well, I am happy where I'm at, but I don't know. I just... I know. I know

what you're thinking.

getting the inheritance and buying the house and everything.

It's not that I need the money.

I guess I could tell you.

In the past few years, I've been kind of thinking dirty

thoughts about girls.

And I started talking to my pastor about it. What do you mean by dirty thoughts?

You know, like, what it would be like to be with a girl, to be with a woman.

Okay. Yeah.

So you talked to your pastor.

Yeah, I talked to my pastor, and he said, I said, you know, I don't know

do. And he said, well, you need to keep yourself busy.

Find some type of a hobby to do or whatever. And, you know, I love the

so I thought, you know, I was kind of interested in this sales position, and I

don't want to leave my job because I love my boss. I love my job.

So it kind of, the jobs kind of go together.

So, I don't know, it's keeping me busy, and it's keeping me from thinking about

things, and I really don't need the money.

Who are you thinking?

Nobody in particular.

I don't know. I don't know, sometimes I just have fantasies and stuff, you know?

About what it would be like to be with a woman.

About touch.

You know? I just don't get the touch that I'm looking for in my personal

Is that something to be so embarrassed about?

I'm blushing a little bit. I can't believe I'm telling you this.

You sure are inquisitive, though.

Um, aren't you so... I'm just wondering.

I mean, you brought it up.

You seem a little more serious than I expected.

What do you mean?

I don't know.

Now you're really making me blush.

Have you ever been with a girl?

Have you ever been with a girl?

No, but I sure have fallen in love with her once.

Yes.

Really?

Wow Wow

You

okay?

He's open.

Oh.

More than I expected.

I never thought in a million years it'd be you.

But I'm glad.

What does that mean? Is she looking to help?

Oh

I'm so aroused.

My inner lips.

Pull on them with your mouth.

I'm sucking really hard.

Thank you.

Oh, fuck.

Yeah. Oh yeah.

Hmm.

Where'd you find that?

All our beautiful friend left them here.

I could kiss you all over a thousand times

Let's go.

i don't know

You had a good party? Yeah.

Great. Yeah.

What have you got to?

Oh, you know, I'm really stressed out, actually, and I'm actually going to go

out on the weekend and try and relax.

I'm going to have to deal with my psycho sister who's there.

I've got to try and ask Dad for a little bit more money, so hopefully that'll

all work out. But I'm trying to relax and get everything off my mind. That's

rough. So, we'll see.

But, um, so the reason I wanted to come by was I did hear some information that

kind of concerned me a little bit. Um, I heard that you've been with Maggie?

Um, yeah.

Yeah, I know she's much older than you.

She's grown, but, you know, you're still young.

Did you know that she's been attracted to you for years?

Um, what?

Actually, yeah.

I mean, a

few years ago, I was invited to Daisy's birthday party.

And George was planning on taking all of us out for hamburgers and ice cream

and, you know, all that stuff.

But I was watching the Thompson kids, so they...

were late coming home. So by the time they got home and I went over there, you

know, they'd already gone.

George and everybody else had already left.

So when I got there, it was just Maggie and I.

And, you know, we just talked for a while and then, you

know, she told me that they had already gone to eat.

And I could wait with her until I came back, because there was going to be a

sleepover later.

So we thought we'd rearrange

the furniture to put the sleeping bag down and all that stuff.

So we did that, thinking that would occupy our time, but it really only took

couple minutes. So we were sitting there.

And then, you know, Maggie brought out some photos of people and, like, some

people I knew, you know, like, of Daisy and Faye and, you know, of her and of

you, too.

And then there were, like, cutouts of other pictures that she had.

What? Like, you know, girls, like, holding hands and hugging

and stuff like that.

Then she asked me if I liked the pictures.

I was like, yeah, they're really pretty girls.

But then she took out pictures of

nude photos.

And they were a combination of...

different types of photos, you know, different types of, like, sexual

Really? Yeah, and, you know, guys kissing girls and girls kissing

girls and stuff like that. And then she asked me, you know, which ones I liked

the best.

I really liked the ones of, like, the girls hugging and kissing and stuff like

that.

You know, then she asked me if I ever kissed a girl before and I hadn't,

so... Yeah,

well, you know, she asked, you know, she said that she was going to kiss me and

I was like, no.

You know, I said, no.

Because, you know, she's my friend's stepmom.

But she insisted and so she did

and... it was really great actually and then um

and then she like kind of got on top of me and started like

grinding against me and oh and i felt really good um and

it made me calm and um then the um

She stuck her hand down my panties, and I was really wet, and

she, you know, put her fingers, her wet fingers in my mouth, and it was really

hot.

And, yeah, so, and then... Do you have a relationship?

I mean, what happened after that?

Well, when we, you know, we stopped, we didn't let it go any farther than that,

because... You know, we thought, oh, you know, the girls and George might come

home soon, so... You never actually had sex with them?

No, but, you know, after a while, it was like, we

just kept kissing and doing things like that. You know, quite a few, there's

like quite a few incidences.

That happened another time?

Mm -hmm.

And then, um, and then, you know, some things happened and we ended up...

having sex, you know, about a week ago.

So, yeah.

Love with her?

I don't know.

You know, we just talked about, you know, just dating each other, seeing

it goes, I guess.

But, yeah, I mean, I have feelings for her.

I was surprised that you never came by the art studio.

Talked about you quite a bit, you know. Well, you know, it's nice to see you.

I wanted to talk about you, you know, in the art studio and all that all the

time. Oh, really?

Yeah, and I honestly started to get a little jealous.

Because, you know, you're so pretty, and I thought...

Maybe she had, you know, she was attracted to you and that's why she

you and had pictures of you.

Oh, she never did a sketch about you.

Can we go up there?

to have feelings for Maggie.

I feel guilty.

Well, I know the feelings.

I've kind of been having feelings for Faye, too.

But, you know, don't you think that

Maggie's dating other girls, too? I mean, I'm sure she's not with you,

It's so hard, huh?

Are you starting to have feelings for Faye?

I don't even know.

What kind of feelings?

I just care a lot about her and I'm concerned about her. That's why I just

to clear everything up with you and make sure that she's never going to find

out.

I just crushed her, and I couldn't stand how that happened to her.

You had sex with her?

Yeah. She came to the shop one day, and she was so distraught over Maggie, and I

went to her house to sell her, or she came over, actually.

And something led to another.

I fell for her a little.

She's just such a sweet girl.

But, now we all have me.

I've always had an attraction for you.

There's nothing exclusive within your

life.

Thank you.

Hmm.

Amen.

Thank you.