All language subtitles for My 600-lb Life S04E03

Chad:
FOOD IS DEFINITELY KILLING ME.

I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING
ABOUT THIS,

OR ELSE I'M GONNA DIE.

MY WEIGHT
HAS GIVEN ME A DEATH SENTENCE.

THE THING I RELIED
ON ALL THESE YEARS

IS WHAT'S KILLING ME.

[ Voice breaking ]
AND IT'S BROKEN!

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?

I DON'T KNOW!
I CAN'T GET OFF!

-DON'T MAKE ME GO, PLEASE!
-I'M NOT.

IT'S HARD TO BE A FATHER
FROM A CHAIR.

OH, THANK YOU, HONEY.

I SEE THAT UNWILLINGNESS.

IF YOU WERE SERIOUS,
YOU'D MAKE CHANGES.

Chad:
I'M REALLY SCARED RIGHT NOW.

Dr. Nowzaradan:
I NEED TO FIX THIS IMMEDIATELY.

AND THIS CREATED A VERY
DANGEROUS SITUATION FOR HIM.

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Chad: BEING LOST IS NOT
THE WORST PLACE TO BE IN LIFE.

IT'S BEING LOST
AND REFUSING TO HAVE HELP.

AAH!

MY LIFE IS DEPRESSING.

[ SIGHS ]

I NEED HELP WITH
JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING.

-YOU READY?
-YEAH.

MY WIFE HAS TO TAKE CARE
OF ME AND CLEAN ME

BECAUSE I CAN'T DO IT BY MYSELF.

IT'S HUMILIATING.

A RELATIONSHIP'S SUPPOSED
TO BE ABOUT GIVING AND TAKING,

BUT I JUST TAKE.

THIS TYPE OF LIFE --
IT'S NOT A MARRIAGE.

NO ONE SHOULD HAVE
TO BE LIKE THIS.

WE HAVE TWO KIDS,

AND I FEEL LIKE I'M
JUST ANOTHER KID

THAT SHE HAS TO TAKE CARE OF.

I FEEL VERY GUILTY FOR THAT.

I LOVE HIM,
BUT HE CAN'T DO ANYTHING.

I DIDN'T PAY IT ANY MIND

UNTIL IT STARTED GETTING
TO THE POINT

WHERE HE COULDN'T GET UP
TO GO TO THE BATHROOM.

YOU KNOW, YOU START TO WONDER,
HOW LONG IS IT GONNA BE

BEFORE SHE STARTS TO THINK

"HE'S TOO MUCH
OF A BURDEN ON ME,"

AND SHE'LL LEAVE ME.

[ GROANS ]

ONCE I'M DONE WITH MY BATH,

I AM SO EXHAUSTED
THAT I HAVE TO GO BACK TO BED

AND SLEEP.

I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE I'VE LET
THINGS GO SO FAR.

GROWING UP, THIS ISN'T THE LIFE
THAT I IMAGINED.

I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE PERSON
THAT'S BEEN BIGGER

THAN EVERYBODY ELSE.

I HAD A MOTHER
WHO SAW FOOD AS LOVE,

SO THERE WAS
A NEVER-ENDING SUPPLY OF FOOD

IN OUR HOUSE GROWING UP.

IF I ATE SOMETHING
IN THE FRIDGE,

THE NEXT DAY,
IT WAS REPLENISHED.

SO MY BROTHER,
MY SISTER,

AND I -- WE ALWAYS HAD FOOD.

AS I GOT OLDER,
I JUST KEPT EATING

AND GETTING BIGGER.

I NEVER THOUGHT
ABOUT DIETING, 'CAUSE MY WEIGHT

DIDN'T PREVENT ME
FROM DOING THINGS.

BEING BIG --
IT JUST BECAME WHO I WAS.

WHEN I PLAYED FOOTBALL,

MY GRANDMOTHER

SEWED TWO UNIFORMS TOGETHER
TO MAKE ONE UNIFORM.

THE NEWSPAPER USED TO CALL ME
"THE 300-POUND DEAN MACHINE."

AND IT HURTS.

BY THE TIME
I GRADUATED SCHOOL,

I WAS PUSHING 400 POUNDS.

AND I GOT A JOB
DRIVING TRUCKS,

AND THAT'S WHEN MY WEIGHT REALLY
TOOK A TURN FOR THE WORSE.

FOR 11, 12,
13 HOURS A DAY,

I JUST HOLD THE STEERING WHEEL
AND GRAB YOUR CHIPS.

I WAS DRINKING A 12-PACK
OF SODA A DAY,

AND MY EXERCISE WAS NONE.

SO WHEN I MET AYESHA,
I WAS ALL OF 500 POUNDS.

WHEN I FIRST MET CHAD,
HIS SIZE WASN'T AN ISSUE,

AND I FELL IN LOVE
WITH HIS HEART

THE WAY HE WAS, THE WAY
HE WAS WITH THE KIDS.

THEY BECAME MY FAMILY, AND I
WANTED TO TAKE CARE OF THEM,

SO I ASKED HER TO MARRY ME.

WHEN WE GOT TOGETHER, THAT POINT
IN MY LIFE WAS GREAT.

YOU KNOW, I PROVIDED FOR
HER AND THE KIDS.

AND THEN EVERYTHING CHANGED.

HOW ARE WE
DOING TODAY, BOSS?

ONE DAY, I WENT TO GET UP
ON THE TRUCK,

AND I MADE IT TO THE TOP STEP,

AND, BEING, THE SIZE I AM,
MY LEFT LEG GAVE...

[ GROANS ]

...AND I CAME OUT OF THE TRUCK
ONTO THE GROUND.

IT WAS RIGHT THERE
AND THEN IS WHEN I KNEW.

I KNEW DRIVING WAS OVER.

I STILL KEPT EATING.

EVEN THOUGH THAT'S WHAT'S
TAKEN EVERYTHING FROM ME,

I STILL TURN TO IT.
I STILL DID IT.

AYESHA'S WHOLE WORLD
TURNED UPSIDE DOWN THE DAY

I FELL OUT OF THAT TRUCK.

IT WAS VERY DEGRADING
TO HAVE TO ASK MY WIFE

TO GO BACK TO WORK.

I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE
A MAN NO MORE.

AND NOW MY LIFE IS THIS CHAIR,

FROM THE TIME I WAKE UP
IN THE MORNING

TILL THE TIME
I GO TO BED AT NIGHT.

[ CLEARS THROAT ] QUICK, QUICK,
HAND ME MY COAT.

WHERE DO I HELP MY FAMILY?

-I'M NOT.
-THANK YOU, HONEY.

ALL THAT'S FALLING ON MOM.

OKAY, QUICK. LET'S GET READY
TO GO TO THE PARK.

IT'S HARD TO BE A FATHER
AND A HUSBAND FROM A CHAIR.

WE HAVE TWO KIDS.

TAQUA, SHE'S 10,

AND JO JO, WHO IS 9,
WHO IS AUTISTIC.

THE KIDS HAVE TO ENTER MY WORLD
TO DO ANYTHING WITH ME.

I CAN'T GO OUT
AND DO ANYTHING.

IF I TRY TO GO,
I CAN BARELY MAKE IT.

[ GROANS ]

-YOU IN?
-YEAH.

I THINK I'M
A VERY BIG BURDEN ON MY FAMILY.

[ GROANS ]

I HAVE KIDS THAT JUST
WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH ME,

AND I CAN'T.

AYESHA DOES EVERYTHING.

SHE'S DOING THE BATHS.
SHE'S DOING THE DRESSING.

SHE'S DOING THE LAUNDRY.

WAIT A MINUTE,
JO JO.

I'M SITTING.

Ayesha: WE ARE A FAMILY,
BUT IT DOESN'T FEEL THAT WAY.

WHEN HE FELL
OUT OF THE TRUCK,

HE GOT IT INTO HIS HEAD
"I CAN'T DO IT."

[ LAUGHS ]

AND EVER SINCE,
ALL HE HAS DONE

WAS SIT AND EAT AND EAT.

Chad:
FOOD IS DEFINITELY KILLING ME.

MY FAMILY IS ALL
I HAVE LEFT IN MY LIFE,

BUT I'M ADDICTED TO EATING FOOD.

FOOD IS THE ONLY THING
IN MY LIFE THAT'S NEVER CHANGED.

IT'S ALWAYS BEEN THERE.

WOMAN: Hi.
How can I help you?

YEAH, CAN I GET
TWO CHEESEBURGERS, TWO FRIES?

THAT WILL BE IT.

THERE'S TIMES
WHEN I'LL BE EATING,

AND I'M NOT EVEN HUNGRY.

IT'S MORE OF A HABIT.

FOOD'S TAKING CONTROL
OVER MY LIFE.

IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD
TO A POINT,

UNTIL I'M DONE EATING IT.
THEN I FEEL GUILTY.

THIS IS NOT THE LIFE
THAT I WANT.

JO JO,
DID YOU HAVE FUN?

THIS IS NOT THE LIFE
THAT MY WIFE DESERVES.

IT'S NOT WHAT MY KIDS DESERVE.

THEIR LIVES NOW
REVOLVE AROUND ME.

OH! OH!

I WANT MY DAD TO LOSE WEIGHT
SO HE CAN ACTUALLY BE ABLE

TO PLAY WITH ME OUTSIDE.

[ GROANS ]

THAT'D BE, LIKE,
MY ULTIMATE, NUMBER-ONE DREAM.

I'D BE SO HAPPY.

HEY, QUA, THAT'S MY WATER
RIGHT THERE.

Ayesha: TAQUA CARRIES THE BURDEN
OF A PARENT AT 10 YEARS OLD.

THANK YOU.

SHE DOESN'T MIND DOING
THE THINGS.

[ SNIFFLES ]

BUT IT BOTHERS ME.

SHE'S 10 YEARS OLD.

SHE SHOULD BE ABLE
TO BE A KID.

SHE SHOULD BE ABLE
TO DO WHAT KIDS DO.

Chad: I DON'T KNOW
WHY I CAN'T STOP,

AND I FEEL LIKE I'M WORTHLESS.

THERE'S A LOT OF DAYS
I WONDER IF THIS IS THE DAY

WHERE AYESHA'S HAD ENOUGH.

WHAT'S HER BREAKING POINT
BEFORE SHE FINALLY SAYS,

"I CAN'T DO IT NO MORE?"

THIS IS NOT MY CHAD
THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH.

THIS CHAD
GAVE UP ON HIMSELF.

NOW I'M FIGHTING
TO KEEP MY FAMILY TOGETHER.

I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING
ABOUT THIS.

THANK YOU.

Chad:
IF I DON'T CHANGE THE CYCLE,

ONE OF TWO THINGS
ARE HAPPENING --

EITHER MY FAMILY'S
GONNA LEAVE ME

OR ELSE MY BODY'S GONNA GIVE OUT
AND I'M GONNA DIE.

-GOT IT?
-YEAH.

[ GRUNTS ]

HEY, COME ON, GIRL.

USE THEM MUSCLES.
YOU GOT THEM.

PUSH, PUSH.

I FOUND A DOCTOR ONLINE
IN THE HOUSTON AREA.

HE SAID HE WOULD SEE ME.

AND WE'RE SELLING THE ONLY THING
THAT WE OWN, WHICH IS OUR HOUSE.

AND WE'RE UPROOTING,
AND WE'RE MOVING,

AND WE HAVE NO IDEA
WHAT'S IN STORE FOR US.

THIS IS THE BIGGEST LEAP
OF FAITH WE HAVE EVER TAKEN.

[ GROANS ]

Chad: BUT HE'S MY LAST HOPE,

AND THERE'S NO ONE ELSE
THAT CAN HELP ME.

MY WIFE
AND KIDS

ARE SACRIFICING
PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING

SO I CAN DO THIS.

I CAN'T FAIL THEM.

Chad: CAN YOU GUYS HELP?
I'M SORRY.

AS SOON AS YOU GET UP
IN HERE, I'LL TAKE IT.

READY?

I DON'T KNOW
HOW I'M GONNA DO THIS.

BUT I THE TO TRY.

OH, YEAH. I GOT THIS.

I GOT IT, QUA.

[ SIGHS ]

[ GROANS ]

THAT'S ALL RIGHT.
JUST LEAVE IT, PLEASE.

I GOT TO SIT DOWN.

[ GROANING ]

OH, MY GOD.

[ SIGHS ]

IT'S NOT HIS FAULT HE JUST CAN'T
HELP AS MUCH AS HE'D LIKE TO.

BUT IT'S A LOT OF WORK FOR ME.
IT IS.

IT'S JUST ALL TOO MUCH.

Chad: I'M HOPING THAT THE
DOCTORS DOWN THERE CAN HELP ME.

THIS IS IT.

THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE.

**

Chad: IT'S BEEN
A HARD FEW DAYS ON THE ROAD,

AND I JUST HOPE
IT'S ALL WORTH IT.

THE DRIVE'S BEEN ONE
OF THE HARDEST THINGS

I'VE EVER HAD
TO ENCOUNTER IN MY LIFE.

HERE WE ARE, GUYS.
JO JO, HERE WE ARE.

OH!

MY LEGS ARE DONE,
MY KNEES ARE DONE,

AND IT'S JUST BEEN EXHAUSTING.

[ SIGHS ]
THAT AIN'T WORKING.

WE CHECKED INTO A HOTEL
UNTIL WE CAN FIND A HOME,

BUT NOW MY PRIORITY
IS TO SEE THE DOCTOR

AND FIND OUT WHAT HE CAN DO.

WE'RE ON OUR WAY
TO THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE.

UNDER A MILE TO GO,
AND REALITY'S SETTING IN,

AND REALLY NERVOUS.

IT'S BEEN ALMOST TWO YEARS
SINCE I'VE SEEN ANY DOCTORS.

[ GROANING ]

Chad: I HAVEN'T FOUND ANY
THAT COULD ACTUALLY HELP ME.

I'M PRAYING
THAT THIS ONE CAN,

BECAUSE RIGHT NOW WE HAVE
NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO,

AND I REALLY HOPE WE DIDN'T MAKE
THIS JOURNEY FOR NOTHING.

-OH!
-701.

[ SIGHS ]

CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

MY MIND JUST TOTALLY BLANKED
WHEN I SAW IT.

I HOPE IT'S NOT TOO LATE.
I HOPE I'M NOT TOO FAR GONE.

[ KNOCKS AT DOOR ]

-HELLO.
-HOW ARE YOU DOING?

I'M DOING OKAY.
I'M DR. NOWZARADAN.

CHAD.

VERY NICE TO MEET YOU.

YOU ARE 700 POUNDS.
WOW.

WHY DO YOU THINK YOU GAINED
THIS MUCH WEIGHT?

GOT INTO THE WRONG EATING HABITS
AND A LOT OF SODA,

A LOT OF ENERGY DRINKS,
AND IT WAS,

BOTTOM LINE,
MY OWN STUPIDITY.

SO,
WHAT DO YOU DO ALL DAY?

SIT AND WATCH TV.

WHO FIXES THE FOOD?

HER AND MY DAUGHTER.

AND THEY OKAY WITH THAT?

THEY'RE NOT
OKAY WITH IT.

THE PROBLEM IS,
IF I DON'T GET IT,

I BECOME MEAN --
NOT MEAN VIOLENT MEAN, BUT...

OBNOXIOUS.

YES.

SO YOU TURNED
THE WHOLE FAMILY INTO ENABLERS.

IF THEY DON'T FEED YOU,
THEY HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOU.

CHAD IS CLOSE
TO HIS BREAKING POINT.

HE NEEDS SURGERY, BUT I'M
NOT SURE HE'S READY FOR IT.

YOU HAVEN'T TOLD ME ANYTHING
TODAY TO CONVINCE ME

THAT YOU ARE MENTALLY READY
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.

BUT IF YOU ARE,
I WANT YOU TO SHOW ME

BY LOSING 40 POUNDS
OVER THE NEXT MONTH.

YOU HAVE TO CHANGE,

AND THE FAMILY DYNAMICS
HAVE TO CHANGE, TOO.

THE REALITY IS IF CHAD
WANTED TO CHANGE,

HE WOULD HAVE TRIED
OVER THE YEARS,

BUT HE'S DONE NOTHING.

CHAD HAS TO WANT THIS.

SO, DO YOU THINK
YOU CAN DO THAT?

-I KNOW I CAN.
-ALL RIGHT.

-I'LL SEE YOU ALL LATER.
-THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

HE NEEDS TO SHOW ME
HE'S NOT AFRAID TO WORK.

OH!

Chad:
I HAVE A MONTH TO PROVE,

NOT JUST TO MYSELF,
BUT TO THE DOCTOR,

THAT I CAN CONTROL
MY EATING HABITS,

THAT I CAN LOSE SOME WEIGHT.

IT'S TIME WHERE I HAVE TO START
RELYING ON MYSELF

AND NOT TAQUA OR AYESHA.

IT'S GONNA BE HARD.
IT'S GONNA BE SOMETHING

I GOT TO GET USED TO.

2. AAH!

NO, WAIT. WAIT.

[ BREATHING HEAVILY ]

1, 2.

[ GROANS ]

ALL RIGHT.

I HAVE TO DO THIS.
THERE'S NO TURNING BACK.

HONEY, YOU SAID
YOU WAS GOING WALKING TODAY.

[ GROANS ]

THE DOCTORS SAID
I NEED TO MOVE MORE,

AND I'M JUST DOING
THE BEST THAT I CAN.

[ GROANS ]

I'VE SET SIMPLE GOALS, LIKE
WALK OUTSIDE AND GET THE MAIL.

[ BREATHING HEAVILY ]

[ LAUGHS ]

RIGHT NOW, JUST GETTING UP
TO WALK OUTSIDE

IS JUST TOO MUCH.

I'VE SAT AROUND
FOR WAY TOO LONG.

I HAVE TO BUILD UP
THE STRENGTH IN MY LEGS,

IN MY KNEES, IN MY BODY.

OH!

Chad: I HAVE TO MAKE PROGRESS,

'CAUSE IF I DON'T,
I KNOW I'M GONNA DIE.

-I'M GONNA GO CHECK THE MAIL.
-OKAY.

OVER THE LAST COUPLE
OF WEEKS,

I'VE MADE SOME PROGRESS.

IT STILL HURTS TO MOVE,
BUT I CAN WALK FURTHER.

I STILL GOT A LOT
OF SHORTNESS OF BREATH,

BUT IT'S GETTING THERE SLOWLY.

HEY, WE GOT MAIL, QUA.

Chad: IT'S JUST KEEPING MY MIND
OFF THE REFRIGERATOR,

KEEPING MY MIND OFF THE SNACKS.

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME
I'VE DIETED IN MY LIFE.

I'M STARTING TO LEARN
IT'S NOT SO MUCH

EATING TO GET FULL,

IT'S JUST EATING
JUST TO SATISFY YOURSELF

FOR A COUPLE HOURS.

OH, THAT LOOKS GREAT.

THIS IS ONE
OF THE HARDEST THINGS

I'VE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE.

I JUST HOPE IT ALL WORKS.

Woman: MR. DEAN?

THIS IS IT. THIS IS
THE MOMENT OF TRUTH.

THE DOC SAID I HAD
TO LOSE 40 POUNDS

TO GET DOWN TO 660,

AND I'M ABOUT TO FIND OUT
IF I DID IT.

[ LAUGHS ]

IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE
ACTUALLY ACCOMPLISHED SOMETHING.

IT'S STILL
A SAD NUMBER,

BUT IT'S A LOT HAPPIER
FROM WHERE IT WAS.

IF I THOUGHT MY KNEES
WOULD HAVE HELD IT,

I WOULD HAVE JUMPED FOR JOY.

[ LAUGHS ]

IT JUST HOPEFULLY
SHOWS THE DOCTOR

HOW DEDICATED WE ARE.

-HELLO.
-HOW ARE WE DOING TODAY?

I'M DOING OKAY.
HOW ARE YOU ALL DOING?

GOOD, GOOD.

YOU LOST 40 POUNDS EXACTLY.
EVERYONE DID GREAT.

LAST TIME I CAME,

YOU SAID I DIDN'T QUALIFY
FOR THE SURGERY AT ALL.

NOW THERE'S A LIGHT
AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL.

[ LAUGHTER ]

I'LL TAKE IT.

Dr. Nowzaradan:
CHAD'S DONE VERY WELL.

HE STILL HAS A LONG ROAD
AHEAD OF HIM.

BUT I BELIEVE HE'S MENTALLY
READY TO START THIS JOURNEY NOW.

AT THIS MOMENT,
WE'RE GONNA GO AHEAD

AND APPROVE YOU FOR SURGERY.

WOW.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
THANK YOU.

-ALL RIGHT, ALL RIGHT.
-THANK YOU, DOCTOR.

BYE.

[ LAUGHS ]

YES!
THAT WAS AWESOME!

[ GASPS ]

[ LAUGHS ]

Chad: TO FINALLY HEAR HIM SAY,

"YOU'RE NOW APPROVED
FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY,"

THAT'S ALL I WANTED TO HEAR.

I WANT TO TAKE CARE
OF MY FAMILY,

AND THIS IS MY CHANCE
TO DO THAT.

**

Chad:
THIS SURGERY IS MY LAST CHANCE.

WHO'S THAT, JO JO?

Chad: HI, JO JO.

I'M READY FOR MY LIFE
TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.

LOVE YOU.

IT WOULD BE NICE TO BE ABLE
TO PLAY WITH THE KIDS AGAIN,

BE ABLE TO DO THE THINGS

THAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED
TO DO FOR YOUR FAMILY.

I OWE IT TO THEM,
AND I OWE IT TO MYSELF.

BUT I DON'T WANT NOTHING
TO GO WRONG.

IT'S COME TOO FAR
TO HAVE IT END NOW.

OKAY, BIG, DEEP BREATHS, CHAD.

YOU ARE GOING TO SLEEP.

Dr. Nowzaradan:
TODAY WE'RE ATTEMPTING TO DO

GASTRIC BYPASS ON CHAD.

HE'S STILL AROUND 650 POUNDS,

AND HIS WHOLE BODY HAS BEEN
LIVING IN A COMPROMISED STATE.

WE HAVE TO BE CAREFUL THAT THERE
ARE NO ISSUES OR COMPLICATIONS

THAT PUSH HIS BODY
OVER THE LIMIT.

BUT THE SURGERY
SHOULD HELP HIM TO LOSE WEIGHT.

YOU CAN TURN
THE ROOM LIGHT OFF.

GASTRIC BYPASS IS THE GOLD
STANDARD OF WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.

THE PROCEDURE
ESSENTIALLY WILL REDUCE

THE SIZE OF THE STOMACH
ABOUT 90%

AND RE-ROUTE THE INTESTINE
TO THAT SMALL STOMACH.

THIS WILL REDUCE THE AMOUNT

OF FOOD INTAKE
AND CALORIE ABSORPTION.

THE RESULT IS THE PATIENT
WILL EAT LESS

AND LOSE WEIGHT QUICKLY.

Ayesha: I'M NERVOUS.
I'M STRESSED OUT.

SO I JUST PRAY AND HOPE
HE COMES THROUGH.

BUT HE HAS TO HAVE THE SURGERY.

HE HAS TO LOSE THE WEIGHT.

THERE'S NO OTHER OPTION.

ROOM LIGHT ON.

START CLOSING.

ALL RIGHT, WE'RE GOOD.

Dr. Nowzaradan: WE WERE ABLE
TO DO GASTRIC BYPASS

WITHOUT ANY COMPLICATIONS.

I THINK CHAD IS GOING
TO DO VERY WELL.

HE NEEDS TO STAY MOTIVATED

AS HE RECOVERS TO KEEP
MOVING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.

THE SURGERY
WILL HELP HIM WITH THAT.

TAKE CARE,
AND HAVE A GOOD DAY, SIR.

HOW DO YOU FEEL?

OHH.

LIKE I'M HIT BY A TRUCK.

Ayesha:
FOR ME, IT'S AWESOME

'CAUSE NOW I GET TO GET
MY HUSBAND BACK.

AND I HONESTLY THINK THAT IF
HE DIDN'T HAVE THIS SURGERY,

I PROBABLY WOULDN'T
BE SITTING HERE.

I'D PROBABLY BE HOME PLANNING
MY HUSBAND'S FUNERAL.

BUT WE GOT A LONG ROAD
TO GO STILL.

-LOVE YOU.
-LOVE YOU, TOO.

[ SIGHS ]

[ SIGHS ]

Chad: I'VE BEEN BACK HOME FOR
ABOUT A MONTH NOW SINCE SURGERY.

IT'S BEEN HARD ADJUSTING
TO EVERYTHING SINCE THEN.

I'M STILL
ON LIQUID DIET RIGHT NOW.

Chad: UGH.

MENTALLY, I'M STILL
THE 700-POUND PERSON.

AS FAR AS THE CRAVINGS,
STUFF LIKE THAT.

OOH, THEY'RE CRUNCHY.
YAY.

I STILL WANT TO EAT THINGS.

IT'S HARD TO BE AROUND ALL
THIS FOOD AND NOT HAVE IT.

MNH-MNH.

I KNOW YOU DON'T WANT ONE
'CAUSE YOU CAN'T HAVE ONE.

I GET TO GO BACK TO EATING SOLID
FOOD IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS,

AND I'M REALLY
LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT.

BUT I WANT TO KEEP MAKING
PROGRESS,

SO I'M STICKING
TO WHAT I SHOULD EAT.

THIS PAST MONTH, I STARTED
LOSING WEIGHT REALLY FAST.

PHYSICALLY, I CAN DO A LOT MORE.

I'VE KEPT
WITH MY EXERCISE,

AND I CAN GO OUT
FOR SMALL SPURTS HERE AND THERE.

Chad: JO JO,
YOU WANT TO GO SWING?

TO BE ACTIVE WITH THEM AGAIN,
EVEN JUST A LITTLE BIT,

MAKES EVERYTHING
I'M DOING WORTH IT.

-YAY!
-COME HERE.

I SPENT SO LONG
MISSING OUT WITH THEM.

READY?

I DON'T WANT TO MISS OUT
ON THEM ANYMORE.

[ LAUGHS ]

I STILL CAN'T WALK
AS FAR AS I WANT.

I GOT TO SIT DOWN
FOR A MINUTE. MY KNEE.

[ SIGHS ]

BUT I DON'T NEED
MY CANE ANYMORE,

AND THAT'S A HUGE ACCOMPLISHMENT
FOR ME.

COME ON.

IT'S BEEN YEARS SINCE I'VE
BEEN ABLE TO WALK WITHOUT IT.

I'M REALLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW.

I'M GONNA KEEP GOING
AND MAKE MORE PROGRESS.

[ GROANS ]

RIGHT NOW I'M HAVING
SOME PROBLEMS.

I CAN'T EAT ANYTHING.

WHENEVER I DO,
I GET VOMITING OR DRY HEAVES.

I SHOULD BE ABLE TO EAT
AT LEAST THREE OUNCES OF MEAT,

A LITTLE BIT OF VEGETABLES,

WHERE I EAT MAYBE THE SIZE
OF A HALF A DOLLAR,

AND THAT'S IT.
I'M DONE.

AND 15,
20 MINUTES LATER,

IT'S COMING RIGHT BACK OUT.

HE HASN'T BEEN EATING NOTHING.
THE ONLY THING

THAT HE'S HAD THAT'S BEEN
STAYING DOWN IS PUDDING.

[ GRUNTS ]

I'M SCARED SOMETHING'S
REALLY WRONG,

BUT I STILL DON'T WANT TO ASK
THE DOC ABOUT IT

BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I'M DOING
SOMETHING WRONG.

BUT AT THIS POINT,
I KNOW I HAVE TO TELL HIM

BECAUSE I FEEL
LIKE SOMETHING REALLY BAD

IS GONNA HAPPEN
IF I DON'T GET THIS FIXED.

**

-CHAD?
-YEP?

Chad: IT'S MY THREE-MONTH
CHECKUP SINCE SURGERY.

I CAN'T REALLY EAT ANYTHING
WITHOUT GETTING SICK.

AND IT'S GETTING WORSE.

I HAVEN'T TOLD THE DOC
I'M HAVING TROUBLE YET.

I'M JUST HOPING SOMETHING
REALLY SERIOUS ISN'T THE CAUSE.

I'M LOSING A LOT OF WEIGHT,

BUT I KNOW SOMETHING'S
WRONG AT THIS POINT.

ALL RIGHT,
I'M GONNA GO BACK.

I'LL SEE YOU GUYS
IN A LITTLE BIT.

OKAY, HON.

[ GRUNTS ]

[ KNOCKS ON DOOR ]

HELLO.

HOW YOU DOING TODAY,
DOC?

I'M DOING OKAY.

SO, HOW IS YOUR EATING
HABIT COMING ALONG?

I CAN DRINK NO PROBLEM.

MM-HMM.

I EAT, AND IT'LL COME UP.

ARE YOU TAKING
YOUR MEDICATION?

HOW ARE WE DOING
WITH THOSE?

I KNOW ONE OF THEM
I WASN'T TAKING

'CAUSE IT WAS TOO MUCH --
THEY WERE TOO MUCH.

I COULDN'T AFFORD THEM.

CHAD, YOU CAN'T DECIDE
NOT TO TAKE YOUR MEDICATION.

THEY WANT $200 SOME A MONTH
FOR THAT.

WELL, IF YOU'RE HAVING
PROBLEMS, YOU LET US KNOW.

WE'LL FIND A WAY TO GET IT.

BUT IF YOU DON'T TAKE
YOUR MEDICATION,

IT CAN CAUSE SWELLING
AND A COMPLICATION

LIKE NOT BEING ABLE
TO KEEP YOUR FOOD DOWN.

CHAD HAS AN ISSUE
WITH DOING WHATEVER HE WANTS.

IT'S THE SAME REASON
HE GOT UP TO 700 POUNDS.

HE'S NOT TAKING HIS MEDICATION
LIKE HE'S SUPPOSED TO,

AND THIS CREATED A VERY
DANGEROUS SITUATION FOR HIM.

WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO
IS SEND YOU TO A HOSPITAL

TO FIX THIS SITUATION
IMMEDIATELY.

ALL RIGHT.

Chad: I HAVEN'T HAD
THIS MEDICINE HE'S TALKING ABOUT

SINCE IT STARTED.

I JUST HOPE I HAVEN'T CAUSED
ANY PERMANENT DAMAGE TO MY BODY.

I'M REALLY SCARED RIGHT NOW.

Dr. Nowzaradan: SINCE CHAD HAS
BEEN SKIPPING HIS MEDICATION,

I SUSPECT THAT HE HAS
SOME SERIOUS SWELLING

THAT NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED,

PARTICULARLY IN THE AREA
OF THE HOOK-UP

FOR THE STOMACH TO THE INTESTINE
WHERE THE BYPASS IS.

ROOM LIGHT OFF.

THIS IS A VERY SERIOUS SITUATION

PREVENTING HIM
FROM KEEPING FOOD DOWN.

AND I NEED
TO FIX THIS IMMEDIATELY.

Dr. Nowzaradan:
ALL RIGHT, GO UP TO 12.

TREATMENT IS VERY EASY.

WE INFLATE THE BALLOON
TO STRETCH THE OPENING

THAT HAS BEEN
NARROWED BY SWELLING.

THE PROCEDURE TODAY
WENT VERY WELL.

CHAD, OPEN YOUR EYES.

YOU OKAY, BUDDY?

CHAD SHOULD BE ABLE TO EAT
AND KEEP FOOD DOWN NOW.

HE JUST NEEDS TO FOLLOW
DIRECTIONS THIS TIME AROUND.

IF HE WANTS TO KEEP
MAKING PROGRESS OVER LONG TERM,

HE NEEDS TO GET
SERIOUS ABOUT HIS HEALTH

AND DO WHAT HE'S SUPPOSED TO DO,

OTHERWISE SURGERY
WILL HAVE BEEN POINTLESS.

HONEY,
WOULD YOU LIKE SOME SOUP?

ALL RIGHT, LOVE YOU.

Chad: AYESHA'S SICK TODAY,
SO I'M TRYING TO DO EVERYTHING.

IT'S BEEN YEARS SINCE I'VE
TAKEN CARE OF THE WHOLE HOUSE.

IT'S KIND OF NICE
TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS

AND CONTRIBUTE THE WAY I SHOULD.

SINCE THE DOCTOR'S FIXED
THE SWELLING IN MY STOMACH,

I'VE BEEN ABLE TO KEEP
FOOD DOWN.

QUA, TAKE THIS
TO YOUR MOTHER, PLEASE.

CAREFUL. IT'S HOT.

GOT IT?

-YEP.
-OKAY.

MY WEIGHT LOSS HAS SLOWED DOWN
BECAUSE I'M ACTUALLY EATING NOW.

BUT I'M STILL LOSING WEIGHT.

HAVING TO GO BACK
IN THE HOSPITAL

LIKE I DID ALL
BECAUSE OF A CHOICE

THAT I MADE THAT HURT ME MADE ME
REALIZE SOMETHING IMPORTANT --

I'M STILL DOING
WHAT I'VE ALWAYS DONE.

THE TRUTH IS I DIDN'T GET UP
FROM MY CHAIR

FOR ALMOST FOUR YEARS
'CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO.

I JUST WANTED TO EAT.

IF I'M GONNA BE THE FATHER AND
THE HUSBAND THAT I WANT TO BE,

I HAVE TO STOP MAKING EXCUSES

AND START TAKING RESPONSIBILITY.

I'M GONNA DO WHAT I TOLD AYESHA

I WAS GONNA DO
WHEN WE GOT MARRIED,

AND THAT'S TAKE CARE
OF THE FAMILY.

AAH!

[ LAUGHTER ]

TO DO THAT I HAVE TO KILL
THE OLD ME

AND APOLOGIZE
FOR THE CHOICES I'VE MADE.

I'M BROKEN.

[ LAUGHS ]

HEY, HONEY, CAN I TALK TO YOU
FOR A MINUTE?

I REALLY WANT AYESHA TO KNOW
HOW SORRY I AM FOR EVERYTHING

THAT I'VE DONE
THESE PAST FEW YEARS.

I, UH...JUST KIND OF
WANT TO SAY SORRY

FOR NOT BEING THERE
FOR YOU GUYS.

I JUST SAT THERE
AND LET YOU DO EVERYTHING.

AND IT'S NOT --
IT'S NOT FAIR TO YOU.

IT'S NOT FAIR TO THE KIDS.

I JUST WANT TO TRY TO BE THE MAN
THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO BE.

IT'S TIME TO STOP
LOOKING FOR EXCUSES

AND START DOING THE THINGS
I SAID I WANT TO DO

BECAUSE I HAVE LOST
QUITE A BIT OF WEIGHT

AND I DO FEEL A LOT BETTER.

AND I'M TRYING.

YOU'RE NOT TRYING.
YOU'RE DOING IT.

THE DAY THAT YOU MADE
THIS CHANGE IS THE DAY

THAT I FORGAVE YOU.

-THANK YOU.
-AND I'M PROUD OF YOU.

Ayesha: I'M PROUD OF CHAD FOR
DOING EVERYTHING HE'S DOING NOW

AND STICKING TO IT.

AS LONG AS HE'S TRYING,
I'M TRYING.

Chad: AYESHA SAYING
THAT SHE FORGIVES ME

IS A HUGE BURDEN OFF OF ME.

I DON'T KNOW HOW,
BUT I'M GONNA START

PROVIDING FOR MY FAMILY AGAIN.

IT'S TIME I BECOME THE MAN
I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALL ALONG.

**

Chad:
GOOD MORNING, HONEY.

Ayesha:
MORNING. NERVOUS?

A LITTLE BIT.

GOOD LUCK.

OKAY, LOVE YOU.

LOVE YOU, TOO.

Chad: TODAY I HAVE AN INTERVIEW
WITH A LOCAL TRUCKING COMPANY.

I'M EXCITED JUST TO HAVE THE
CHANCE TO GET BACK OUT THERE.

I WANT TO START PROVIDING
FOR MY FAMILY AGAIN

AND ALLEVIATE THAT BURDEN
FROM AYESHA.

Chad: IN MY HEART,
I FEEL LIKE I'M READY FOR IT.

NOW IT'S JUST TO SEE
IF MY BODY SAYS I'M READY.

MY BIGGEST CONCERN IS BEING ABLE
TO CLIMB UP IN THE TRUCK.

HOW YOU DOING TODAY, BOSS?

BECAUSE THE LAST TIME
THAT I TRIED,

THAT'S HOW I SLIPPED AND FELL.

I COULDN'T DO IT.

BUT I NEED
TO START WORKING AGAIN.

-HOW LONG YOU BEEN DRIVING?
-ABOUT SEVEN YEARS.

I WORKED FOR A COMPANY
OUT OF IOWA FOR QUITE A WHILE.

YEAH.

THE ONLY REASON
I GOT OUT OF THE TRUCK --

I LET MY WEIGHT
GET WAY TOO MUCH.

-I WAS UP AROUND 700 POUNDS.
-SURE.

I'VE LOST
QUITE A BIT OF WEIGHT,

AND I NEED SOMETHING
THAT'S MORE PHYSICAL --

GET ME DOING THINGS.

THIS JOB -- IT'S A LOT
OF PHYSICAL WORK.

YOU NEED TO LIFT
AT LEAST 100 POUNDS.

AND IT IS A DIRTY JOB.

RAIN, SLEET, SNOW --
WE'RE OUT THERE.

SO IF YOU WANT TO TAKE
A LOOK AT THE EQUIPMENT,

WE'LL GO OUT HERE
AND CHECK IT OUT.

ALL RIGHT, WHY DON'T YOU
GO AHEAD AND HOP IN IT?

[ GRUNTING ]

[ GRUNTING ]

IT AIN'T --
IT AIN'T -- NOPE.

-IT AIN'T HAPPENING?
-NOPE.

YEAH, IT PRETTY MUCH
SPEAKS FOR ITSELF.

AH, YOU'LL GET THERE.

Chad:
IT'S REALLY DISCOURAGING.

I'M REALLY DISAPPOINTED
RIGHT NOW.

-THANK YOU.
-TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.

I THOUGHT I WAS READY,
BUT I WASN'T.

I KNOW THIS MEANS
I HAVE TO WORK HARDER.

I'M JUST DISAPPOINTED.

I CAN'T DO IT RIGHT NOW.

AFTER NOT BEING ABLE
TO GET INTO A TRUCK

DURING MY INTERVIEW,

I REALIZED I HAVE A JOB ALREADY.

MY JOB IS TO GET FIT ENOUGH
SO I CAN GET A JOB.

SO I'M GOING SOMEWHERE TODAY
WHERE I HAVEN'T GONE

SINCE HIGH SCHOOL -- THE GYM.

LET'S START OVER HERE.

I'M GONNA WORK
AROUND THE CLOCK IF I HAVE TO.

PULL. GOOD.

THERE YOU GO. STRETCH.

I WENT HOME AND TOLD AYESHA
ABOUT MY JOB INTERVIEW.

SHE WAS PROUD THAT I TRIED,

AND SHE SAID
I'LL GET IT NEXT TIME.

I DON'T WANT TO LET
MY FAMILY DOWN.

HALFWAY THERE.
YOU'RE DOING GOOD.

I WAS PHYSICALLY UNABLE
TO GET A JOB.

SO I NEED TO CHANGE THAT.

I KNEW WALKING IN THE GYM,
IT WAS GONNA TAKE TIME

TO GET BACK TO HOW I USED
TO FEEL ABOUT IT.

A YEAR FROM NOW,
IT'LL BE WELL WORTH IT.

WHOO! CHAD!
GOOD JOB!

-DAY ONE IS IN THE BOOKS.
-MM-HMM.

AND YOU DID FANTASTIC.
PROUD OF YOU, BROTHER.

ALL RIGHT.

WE'RE GONNA DO THIS THING,
ALL RIGHT?

I'M GONNA KEEP
LOSING THE WEIGHT

AND KEEP BUILDING UP
MY STAMINA AND STRENGTH.

AND I'M GONNA GET TO
WHERE I NEED TO BE.

THIS IS THE NEW ME.

[ GRUNTS ]

I HAVE A FEW JOB INTERVIEWS
LINED UP,

SO AYESHA AND I ARE GOING
CLOTHES SHOPPING.

THE ONES I HAVE NOW ARE GETTING
PRETTY BAGGY ON ME.

-HOW ARE YOU DOING TODAY, BOSS?
-I'M DOING ALL RIGHT, MY FRIEND.

I CAN'T GO ON A JOB INTERVIEW
LOOKING LIKE A SLOB.

-I'M LOOKING FOR SOME SHIRTS.
-ALL RIGHT, MY FRIEND.

I STOPPED BUYING MY CLOTHES
IN A STORE OVER 20 YEARS AGO.

HOW ABOUT THAT?
YOU LIKE THAT?

THAT'S NICE.

BEFORE, I USED TO WEAR
AN 8X.

BUT NOW I CAN FIT
INTO A 4X.

I HAVEN'T WORN
A 4X SINCE HIGH SCHOOL.

IT'S PHENOMENAL TO SEE

HOW MUCH WEIGHT I'VE LOST
IN A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME.

I FEEL LIKE THAT MOVIE --
"BIG GUY IN A LITTLE SHIRT".

[ LAUGHTER ]

Ayesha: TO SEE HIM EXCITED
TO GET HIS OWN CLOTHES --

I FEEL HAPPY BECAUSE NOW
HE FEEL MORE INDEPENDENT.

HE DOESN'T FEEL LIKE
HE'S WORTHLESS ANYMORE.

SO I'M PROUD OF HIM.

SO WE GO FROM THIS,
HONEY...TO THIS.

-EXACTLY.
-SUPERSTAR!

I'M GETTING A LOT CLOSER
TO THE PERSON I WANT TO BE.

BEAUTIFUL.
THANK YOU, BOSS.

I'M GOING IN
WITH A POSITIVE ATTITUDE,

A NEW LOOK,
AND I'M GONNA LAND THE JOB.

NOTHING IS GONNA STOP ME.

Chad: ONE OF THE GREATEST THINGS
TO REMEMBER

IS THAT IT ONLY TAKES
ONE RIGHT TURN

TO MAKE UP FOR ALL
THE WRONG TURNS IN YOUR LIFE.

ONE OF MY INTERVIEWS LAST MONTH
WAS WITH A CAR-RENTAL PLACE,

AND THEY OFFERED ME THE JOB.

I, OF COURSE, ACCEPTED.

IT FEELS REALLY GOOD TO BE BACK
AT WORK AND TO BE CONTRIBUTING.

-HI, CHAD.
-HOW YOU DOING?

WELCOME BACK, BUDDY.

OKAY, SO TODAY,
WE'RE PRETTY BUSY.

WE'RE GONNA HAVE YOU
GO DOWN...

IT'S NOT TRUCK-DRIVING,

BUT IT'S TIME FOR A NEW CAREER.

THANKS.

TRUCKING IS HOW I GAINED
A LOT OF MY WEIGHT,

SO MAYBE NOT BEING ABLE
TO GET IN THE TRUCK

IS A BLESSING IN DISGUISE.

NOW I CAN DO WHAT THE JOB

REQUIRES AND STAY ACTIVE
ALL DAY LONG.

ALMOST A YEAR AGO,
I COULD BARELY STAND.

NOW I'M UP AND I'M ON MY FEET
ALMOST ALL DAY LONG.

I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING
WITH A PURPOSE.

INSTEAD OF BEING A BURDEN
ON MY FAMILY,

NOW I'M STARTING TO BE
THE PROVIDER FOR MY FAMILY,

AND IT'S AMAZING.

MY NEXT DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT
IN A MONTH WILL BE ONE YEAR

SINCE I'VE STARTED THIS JOURNEY.

EACH APPOINTMENT
WITH A DOCTOR NOW,

I JUST CAN'T WAIT
TO SEE MY PROGRESS.

I AM A TOTALLY
DIFFERENT PERSON NOW.

I'VE COME SO FAR.
A YEAR AGO,

I WOULD HAVE NEVER GUESSED
THAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED THIS.

I DID IT.

THAT'S AWESOME.

WOW.

I HAVEN'T BEEN THIS SIZE
IN 20 YEARS.

ALL RIGHT,
CHAD, YOU LOST 260 POUNDS.

-[ LAUGHS ]
-THAT'S EXCELLENT.

AND CAN YOU
TELL THE DIFFERENCE?

OH, YEAH,
I FEEL GREAT.

CHAD -- HE'S DONE VERY WELL.

I FULLY EXPECT HIM TO HIT
HIS TARGET WEIGHT

IN THE NEXT SIX MONTHS.

-I'LL SEE YOU LATER.
-THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

YOU'RE WELCOME.
BYE-BYE.

Chad: EVERY DAY I SEE MYSELF
DOING MORE AND MORE,

AND THAT'S AN AMAZING FEELING.

I FEEL LIKE A NEW MAN.

[ GRUNTS ]

I'M KEEPING
TO MY PHYSICAL ACTIVITY,

AND I STARTED
TAKING WALKS WITH AYESHA

SO I CAN WORK OUT
AND SPEND SOME TIME WITH HER.

-BEAUTIFUL DAY.
-MM-HMM.

A LOT BETTER
THAN LAST TIME.

PUSH ON A LITTLE FARTHER?

IT'S UP TO YOU.

WHY NOT?

A YEAR AGO, I WAS PRETTY MUCH
ON MY DEATH BED,

AND NOW I'M LIVING AGAIN.

IT'S DEFINITELY
A DIFFERENT WAY OF LIFE.

IT'S A BETTER LIFE.

THANKS.
WANT TO CARRY ME?

GOOD LUCK WITH THAT.

[ LAUGHS ]

WE CAN FINALLY DO
FUN THINGS TOGETHER AS A FAMILY.

THIS IS SOMETHING I COULD NEVER
DO WHEN I WAS 700 POUNDS.

GET THIS FOOT
ON THAT DOT.

SO GO STRAIGHT UP.

THIS IS EVERYTHING
I WISHED FOR -- YOU KNOW,

FOR HIM TO GET BETTER SO HE CAN
DO MORE THINGS WITH THE KIDS.

HE IS A CHANGED MAN.

WOW!

TO ACTUALLY SEE HIM UP THERE
AND BOWL, IT MADE ME HAPPY.

HE'S A GREAT DAD.

Chad: OKAY, JO JO.

Chad:
I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER SEEN

THAT MANY SMILES WITHIN
MY FAMILY.

UH-OH. UH-OH!

THIS IS A NEW LIFE.
THAT WAS AWESOME.

I'M NOT JUST BECOMING
THE HUSBAND AND FATHER I WANT.

I AM THAT MAN.

HEY!