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Laura: SOME DAYS, I WANT TO DIE
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SO THEY DON'T HAVE TO
TAKE CARE OF ME ANYMORE.
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Man:
I AM LIVING A NIGHTMARE.
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I WOULDN'T WISH THIS
ON MY WORST ENEMY.
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Woman:
I HATE THIS LIFE THAT I HAVE.
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DON'T YOU DARE
PUT IT ALL OFF ON ME!
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LISTEN, SHE IS GOING TO DIE.
THAT'S ENOUGH!
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BOTH OF Y'ALL, STOP!
JUST STOP!
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Dr. Nowzaradan: WE'VE GOT
TO CORRECT THIS PROBLEM.
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OTHERWISE, SURGERY
WOULD NOT BE USEFUL FOR YOU.
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[ Voice breaking ]
I CAN'T DO THIS
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WITHOUT SOMEBODY
TO HELP ME SAY NO.
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Dr. Nowzaradan:
IT'S NOT LOOKING GOOD RIGHT NOW.
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SHE'S VERY CLOSE TO DYING.
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Laura: SOMETIMES YOU REALIZE
THAT YOU'RE ON THE WRONG PATH,
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BUT YOU CAN'T DO
ANYTHING ABOUT IT
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UNTIL YOU COME TO A CROSSROADS.
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[ GRUNTS ]
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OKAY.
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MOST DAYS,
I DON'T EVEN WANT TO GET UP.
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[ WATER RUNNING ]
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I FEEL LIKE I'M TRAPPED
IN THIS BODY.
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OW.
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SORRY.
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OW, OW, OW!
WAIT, WAIT, WAIT.
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I'M IN A LOT OF PAIN.
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[ Voice breaking ]
IT'S A NIGHTMARE
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THAT I WANT TO WAKE UP,
BUT I CAN'T.
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YOU HAVE TO LIFT IT.
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OW, OW!
WAIT, WAIT, WAIT, WAIT!
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AND IT'S AN UGLY FEELING.
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I DON'T WANT NOBODY
TO EVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS.
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I'VE GOTTEN SO BIG
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THAT I CAN'T TAKE CARE
OF MYSELF ANYMORE.
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IT'S JUST HUMILIATING
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TO HAVE YOUR FAMILY DO
EVERYTHING FOR YOU LIKE THIS.
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SOME DAYS, I WANT TO DIE
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SO THEY DON'T HAVE TO
TAKE CARE OF ME ANYMORE.
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[ GRUNTS ]
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ALL RIGHT.
READY?
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YEAH.
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WE DO MOSTLY EVERYTHING FOR HER.
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SHE NEEDS SOMEBODY ALL THE TIME.
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I FEEL BAD
'CAUSE SHE CAN'T DO IT HERSELF.
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BUT THAT'S WHY I'M THERE.
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Laura: NO MERCY.
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PICK UP THAT.
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I'M HERE TO HELP HER
WITH HER LIFE.
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CAREFUL. REMEMBER.
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SLOW.
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NOW WE GOT TO SHIFT IT.
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THERE.
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OW.
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Laura: IT'S HURTING ME,
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NOT BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING
FOR MYSELF.
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OH.
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DON'T LET GO OF ME!
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WELL...
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YOU NEVER THINK YOUR LIFE
WILL EVER END UP
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IN A PLACE LIKE THIS.
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GROWING UP, MY WEIGHT
WASN'T MUCH OF AN ISSUE.
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BUT I STARTED TO GAIN WEIGHT
WHEN I WAS 5.
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AN OLDER COUSIN OF MINE
MOLESTED ME.
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HE WOULD JUST TOUCH ME
AND STUFF.
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I NEVER TOLD
MY PARENTS ANYTHING,
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SO THE MOLESTATION WENT ON
FOR YEARS.
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MY WHOLE LIFE JUST CHANGED.
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SO I TURNED TO FOOD.
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THAT WAS MY COMFORT.
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IN ELEMENTARY,
I WAS ALWAYS THE BIGGEST KID.
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SHE USED TO GO TO SCHOOL,
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AND THEY WOULD MAKE FUN OF HER
'CAUSE SHE WAS OVERWEIGHT.
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Laura:
THEY WOULD CALL ME FAT AND...
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SAY THAT
"YOU'RE GONNA BREAK THE DESK."
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[ SNIFFLES ]
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AND I TOOK ALL THAT ANGER
AND PAIN AND KEPT EATING.
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AND BY THE TIME
I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL,
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I WAS ALREADY OVER 300 POUNDS.
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I JUST KEPT PUTTING ON WEIGHT
AND GETTING BIGGER AND BIGGER.
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AND THEN I MET JOEY
WHEN I WAS 27.
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I DID LIKE HEAVYSET GIRLS
WHEN I WAS YOUNGER,
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SO I LIKED THE WAY SHE WAS.
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Laura: I'VE GAINED
A LOT MORE WEIGHT SINCE THEN.
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NOW I FEEL LIKE I'VE BECOME
THIS BURDEN IN HIS LIFE...
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BABY...
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YEAH?
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...CAN I HAVE SOMETHING
FROM THE SWEET BIN?
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...JUST SOMEONE
HE HAS TO TAKE CARE OF.
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SOME OF THE THINGS I DO FOR HER
MAY NOT BE GOOD FOR HER,
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LIKE THE SWEETS AND OTHER STUFF,
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BUT SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.
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I LOVE MY WIFE A LOT.
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BUT IT'S HARD TO TELL HER NO
'CAUSE I LOVE HER.
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Laura:
NOW I'M AROUND 600 POUNDS,
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AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ANYMORE.
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I WANT TO GET HEALTHY,
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BUT I LOVE FOOD.
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OKAY.
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OW!
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[ GRUNTS ]
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I WANT TO HAVE A FUTURE
AND A LIFE.
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OW. MY BACK.
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IT'S HOT IN HERE.
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I NEED A SHIRT.
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I DON'T KNOW
WHAT COLOR SHIRT.
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I GUESS THE PURPLE ONE
THAT I HAD YESTERDAY.
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MAKE SURE
YOU STRETCH IT.
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I WANT THINGS.
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TELL HIM TO STRETCH IT.
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I WANT A JOB AND TO BE ABLE
TO HAVE A FAMILY.
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BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT,
I MAY NEVER HAVE KIDS OF MY OWN.
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SO I TREAT MY NIECES
LIKE THEY'RE MY OWN CHILDREN.
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BUT IT'S NOT THE SAME.
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AND JOEY HAS TO HELP ME
TO DO ANYTHING AND GO ANYWHERE.
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I DON'T KNOW
WHERE YOUR CANE'S AT.
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WELL, I NEED IT. OW.
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DAMN!
ALMOST BROKE MY LEG.
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I HAVE TO TAKE MY OXYGEN
AND MY WHEELCHAIR
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BECAUSE I CAN'T LIVE
WITHOUT THEM.
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I GET OUT MAYBE ONCE A MONTH,
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AND I WOULDN'T BE ABLE
TO DO THIS
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ON AN EVERYDAY BASIS.
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IT'S TOO MUCH WORK.
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IT HURTS A LOT,
AND PEOPLE STARE A LOT,
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SO I JUST DON'T
WANT TO DO IT MUCH.
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I FEEL BAD BECAUSE PEOPLE
ARE ALWAYS STARING AT HER,
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AND I'M WITH HER,
BUT I CAN'T DO NOTHING FOR HER.
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IT'S NOT RIGHT.
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Laura: I DON'T KNOW WHAT
THOSE PEOPLE ARE STARING AT.
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COME ON.
DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT.
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I THINK SHE IS EMBARRASSED.
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SEE? I CAN'T EVEN
GET OUT THE CART.
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AND THEY LOOK AT HER,
YOU KNOW, "UGLY."
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MUCH BETTER.
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I FEEL DEPRESSED, OF COURSE,
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BECAUSE IT'S MY DAUGHTER
THEY'RE LOOKING AT.
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NANA,
I WANT A PINK CUPCAKE.
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THOSE ARE GOOD.
THEY HAVE ALMONDS IN THEM.
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SOME GOOD STUFF
RIGHT THERE.
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WHOA.
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THAT'S LIKE HEAVEN
OVER THERE.
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[ CHUCKLES ]
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AND THE WHITES.
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[ SPEAKING SPANISH ]
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ARE YOU GONNA EAT THEM
WITH ME?
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Laura: EVERY TIME
I HAVE A STRESS IN MY LIFE,
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I TURN TO SWEETS.
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I'LL GO, "OH, I'M STRESSED OUT.
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I'M GONNA GO EAT
A PIECE OF CAKE."
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OH, MY GOD.
MY FAVORITE CANDY.
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I KNOW I SHOULDN'T GET IT,
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BUT I KEEP GETTING IT,
AND I'M LIKE, "OH, MY GOD.
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I WANT THAT, I WANT THAT."
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I'LL GO LOOK FOR A BAKERY
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QUICKER THAN I'LL GO LOOK
FOR A DRIVE-THROUGH.
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I WISH THEY COULD JUST LOCK DOWN
ALL THE BAKERIES
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SO I DON'T HAVE TO
GO HIT THEM UP.
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I KNOW SOMETHING
HAS TO CHANGE NOW,
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BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW.
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I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING,
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OR I'M NOT GONNA BE AROUND
MUCH LONGER.
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WE NEED TWO
OF THE REGULAR TENDERS,
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AND THEN WE NEED THREE
OF THE HOT ONES.
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I HAVE A BIG FAMILY,
AND WE ALL LOVE TO EAT.
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[ SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ]
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Laura: AND I JUST CAN'T STOP.
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ANYTIME.
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[ Voice breaking ] NOT BEING
ABLE TO LOSE THE WEIGHT
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IS KILLING ME.
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AND I FEEL LIKE I'M FAILING.
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I FEEL LIKE...
I'M GIVING UP ON THEM.
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Joey: MY BIGGEST FEAR IS
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THAT SHE DOESN'T GET HELP
AND SHE GIVES UP ON HERSELF.
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I WORRY ABOUT IT,
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BUT I DON'T WANT HER
TO KNOW ANYTHING,
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SO I JUST KEEP IT TO MYSELF.
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Laura: MY MOM CRIES WITH ME.
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SHE SAYS THAT SHE'S SORRY.
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AND I TOLD HER
IT'S NOT HER FAULT.
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[ GASPS ]
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I WANT TO CHANGE,
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BUT I'M SCARED
THAT I WON'T MAKE IT.
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I KNOW IF I DON'T DO SOMETHING,
I'M GONNA DIE SOON.
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WHY ARE YOU HOLDING
MY CANE?
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WELL, YOU --
I GOT YOU RIGHT NOW.
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YOU NEED IT FOR OUTSIDE.
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NANA WILL BE BACK
IN A LITTLE WHILE, OKAY?
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DOCTORS HAVE SAID
THAT THEY COULD HELP ME BEFORE,
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BUT THEY'VE DONE NOTHING FOR ME.
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I HOPE THIS DOCTOR'S DIFFERENT.
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A LOT OF DOCTORS HAVE TOLD ME
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THAT THEY'RE JUST GIVING ME
MEDICATION
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SO THEY CAN MAKE ME COMFORTABLE
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SO I CAN GO AHEAD AND DIE
ALREADY.
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I'M SCARED HE'S GONNA TELL ME
SOMETHING I CAN'T DO,
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AND I WON'T GET THE SURGERY.
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I'M A LITTLE SCARED
TO FIND OUT MY WEIGHT, TOO.
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I DON'T KNOW
HOW MUCH I'VE GAINED
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SINCE THE LAST TIME
I WAS WEIGHED.
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WOW.
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ALL THE DOCTORS I'VE SEEN BEFORE
DIDN'T HELP ME.
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[ Voice breaking ]
SO, I'M NERVOUS ABOUT
WHAT HE'S GONNA TELL ME,
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AND I'M AFRAID OF HEARING
HE WON'T BE ABLE TO HELP ME.
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[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]
Dr. Nowzaradan: HELLO.
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I'M DR. NOWZARADAN.
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HI. I'M LAURA PEREZ.
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SO, YOU ARE HAVING DIFFICULTY
WITH YOUR WEIGHT, HUH?
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WHAT SEEMS TO BE
YOUR BIGGEST CHALLENGE
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WITH YOUR EATING HABIT?
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SWEETS.
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I'LL TRY TO FIND ANYTHING SWEET,
LIKE CANDY OR...
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A LOT OF CAKE.
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SO, WHERE DO YOU GET
THAT CAKE?
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WHO?
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YOU?
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YOU KNOW, I'VE NEVER SEEN
ANYBODY THIS OVERWEIGHT
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THAT DOESN'T HAVE
ENABLING PEOPLE AROUND THEM,
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SUPPORTING THEM.
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IT SHOULD BE THE OPPOSITE.
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THEY SHOULD TELL YOU
YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE THAT.
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I SEE YOU'RE CARRYING OXYGEN
WITH YOU ALL THE TIME?
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YES.
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OKAY.
AND YOU ARE DIABETIC?
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LAURA IS AT HER LIMIT,
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AND THE FAMILY IS
THE ONE PUSHING HER THERE.
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SHE CARRIES
AN OXYGEN TANK WITH HER
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BECAUSE SHE CAN NO LONGER
BREATHE ON HER OWN.
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SHE'S PHYSICALLY IN ONE
OF THE WORST SHAPE I HAVE SEEN.
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YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO
GET CONTROL OF YOUR EATING,
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SO NO MORE CAKE.
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MY 2-YEAR-OLD
AND THE 5-YEAR-OLD,
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THEY'RE MY BABIES,
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AND THAT'S WHAT'S MAKING ME
GET MOTIVATED.
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THEY WROTE A LETTER TO YOU.
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SHE'S ONLY 5 YEARS OLD.
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SHE'S ONLY 5 YEARS OLD?
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YES.
WOW.
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"I WANT HER TO BE SKINNY."
AND WHO IS THAT?
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HER DAUGHTER,
BUT SHE'S LIKE MY --
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SHE CALLS ME MOMMY, TOO.
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ALL RIGHT. SO YOU'RE GONNA
MAKE THAT BABY PROUD.
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YES.
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SO, YOU KNOW,
YOU HAVE RESPONSIBILITY
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TO THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU
TO MAKE THE CHANGES, OKAY?
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AND YOU NEED TO MAKE
THOSE CHANGES NOW
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BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.
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OTHERWISE, YOU'RE GONNA GET
SICKER AND SICKER,
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AND THERE'LL BE NO WAY
TO PULL YOU OUT.
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RIGHT NOW, I DON'T KNOW IF
YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT TO BE 50.
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I HAVE TO TRY TO DO IT
BECAUSE I NEED TO LIVE.
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I NEED TO LIVE FOR MY BABIES.
I NEED TO LIVE FOR MYSELF.
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TO DO THAT, YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO
CHANGE YOUR EATING HABIT.
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FREQUENCY OF EATING
IS GONNA BE ONLY THREE TIMES.
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THERE'LL BE NO SNACKING
BETWEEN THE MEALS.
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NO SWEETS.
258
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THIS IS GONNA BE
YOUR TRIAL PERIOD,
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AND I NEED YOU TO LOSE 50 POUNDS
OVER THE NEXT COUPLE MONTHS.
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YOU THINK
YOU CAN DO THAT?
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YES, I WILL DO IT.
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OKAY.
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LAURA HAS
A WHOLE ENVIRONMENT OF ENABLERS.
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THAT WILL BE VERY HARD
TO ADDRESS.
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ALL RIGHT.
NICE TO MEET YOU GUYS.
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Carmen: LIKEWISE, DOCTOR.
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WE'LL SEE HOW SHE DOES
OVER THE NEXT COUPLE MONTHS.
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Laura: IT'S SCARY TO KNOW
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THAT I HAVE TO LOSE THAT MUCH
TO GET THE SURGERY.
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GET SOME CIRCULATION GOING.
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I'VE NEVER TRIED TO DO
ANYTHING LIKE THIS.
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00:15:42,933 --> 00:15:46,633
BUT I KNOW I'M DOWN
TO MY LAST RESORT.
273
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I JUST HOPE I CAN DO THIS.
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OVER THIS LAST MONTH,
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I'VE BEEN WORKING HARDER THAN
I'VE EVER WORKED AT ANYTHING.
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THE DOCTOR SAID I NEED TO MOVE
AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE,
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SO I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DO THAT.
278
00:16:17,100 --> 00:16:21,900
WHAT SHE'S EATING NOW IS
A LOT OF SALADS AND VEGETABLES
279
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AND STUFF LIKE THAT.
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SHE'S REALLY STICKING
TO HER DIET,
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SO I'M HAPPY ABOUT THAT.
282
00:16:28,200 --> 00:16:31,900
Laura:
JOEY'S BEEN REALLY SUPPORTIVE.
283
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SOMETIMES I JUST WANT
CANDY OR CAKE,
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00:16:35,700 --> 00:16:38,900
BUT HE BRINGS ME GOOD STUFF NOW
AND NOT JUNK.
285
00:16:41,067 --> 00:16:42,667
OH, YEAH.
286
00:16:42,667 --> 00:16:46,833
THIS IS STEAMED CHICKEN
WITH VEGETABLES,
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BELL PEPPER, ONION,
AND MUSHROOMS.
288
00:16:50,167 --> 00:16:53,867
AND IT'S VERY DIFFERENT
THAN WHAT I WAS EATING.
289
00:16:53,867 --> 00:16:58,100
NO OTHER DOCTOR HAS GIVEN ME
THIS KIND OF HOPE.
290
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SO WHATEVER IT TAKES,
I'M WILLING TO DO IT.
291
00:17:11,267 --> 00:17:13,967
WE'RE AT
THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE AGAIN
292
00:17:13,967 --> 00:17:16,267
TO SEE IF I QUALIFY FOR SURGERY.
293
00:17:16,267 --> 00:17:17,600
I'M REALLY NERVOUS,
294
00:17:17,600 --> 00:17:20,933
'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW
WHAT THE ANSWER'S GOING TO BE.
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OH, MY GOSH.
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GOOD.
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00:17:34,167 --> 00:17:36,733
Dr. Nowzaradan: HELLO.
HOW YOU ALL DOING?
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GOOD.
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00:17:38,600 --> 00:17:41,833
ALL RIGHT. SO YOU LOST
QUITE A BUT OF WEIGHT,
300
00:17:41,833 --> 00:17:43,800
SO I'M GOING TO APPROVE YOU
FOR SURGERY.
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00:17:43,800 --> 00:17:45,967
WE'RE GONNA SCHEDULE YOU
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
302
00:17:45,967 --> 00:17:47,433
[ LAUGHS ]
303
00:17:47,433 --> 00:17:49,633
Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M VERY PLEASED
WITH LAURA'S PROGRESS,
304
00:17:49,633 --> 00:17:53,167
AND IT SEEMS THE FAMILY'S
SUPPORTIVE OF HER.
305
00:17:53,167 --> 00:17:56,167
YOU'RE DOING VERY GOOD.
STICK WITH THE PROGRAM.
306
00:17:56,167 --> 00:17:57,867
OKAY. THANK YOU.
ALL RIGHT.
307
00:17:57,867 --> 00:18:01,133
WE'LL GO AHEAD
AND GET HER IN SURGERY,
308
00:18:01,133 --> 00:18:04,733
AND THEN WE'LL START WORKING ON
NEXT STEPS.
309
00:18:04,733 --> 00:18:07,733
Laura: THERE'S SO MUCH
I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO DO,
310
00:18:07,733 --> 00:18:09,167
AND I JUST CAN'T WAIT.
311
00:18:09,167 --> 00:18:12,200
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
312
00:18:12,200 --> 00:18:15,467
I'M NOT JUST FIGHTING
FOR MY LIFE.
313
00:18:15,467 --> 00:18:17,467
[ ENGINE TURNS OVER ]
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00:18:17,467 --> 00:18:20,167
I'M FIGHTING FOR MY FAMILY.
315
00:18:39,933 --> 00:18:43,800
THE REALITY OF THIS
IS ALL SETTING IN.
316
00:18:45,700 --> 00:18:49,533
THIS IS MAJOR SURGERY,
AND I'M REALLY SCARED.
317
00:18:49,533 --> 00:18:52,067
AND YOU'RE NOT GOING NOWHERE,
MY LITTLE PUMPKIN.
318
00:18:52,067 --> 00:18:53,800
Girl: BYE, NANA!
BYE, NANA!
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BYE, BABY.
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00:18:55,067 --> 00:18:56,600
I LOVE YOU, NANA.
321
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I LOVE YOU, BABY.
322
00:18:58,167 --> 00:19:01,433
[ Crying ] I'M SCARED THAT
I'LL NEVER SEE MY BABIES AGAIN.
323
00:19:01,433 --> 00:19:04,567
[ SNIFFLES ]
324
00:19:14,267 --> 00:19:18,767
I'M SCARED I WON'T WAKE UP,
AND I JUST CAN'T DO IT.
325
00:19:18,767 --> 00:19:20,900
I CAN'T TAKE THE RISK.
326
00:19:20,900 --> 00:19:24,133
I'M CANCELING THE SURGERY.
327
00:19:33,933 --> 00:19:37,133
Laura: BITTERNESS AND PAIN
ARE LIKE A CURRENT
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THAT CAN TAKE YOU TO PLACES
YOU NEVER WANTED TO GO.
329
00:19:52,767 --> 00:19:54,433
I'M SO SCARED RIGHT NOW.
330
00:19:56,233 --> 00:19:58,767
I WANTED TO CALL OFF
THE SURGERY,
331
00:19:58,767 --> 00:20:02,033
BUT MY FAMILY CONVINCED ME
TO GO AHEAD AND DO IT.
332
00:20:04,267 --> 00:20:05,833
Woman: READY?
333
00:20:08,067 --> 00:20:09,467
I KNOW I WANT IT,
334
00:20:09,467 --> 00:20:12,100
BUT I'M JUST SO SCARED
RIGHT NOW.
335
00:20:12,100 --> 00:20:14,900
I'M SCARED
THAT I WON'T WAKE UP...
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00:20:14,900 --> 00:20:18,633
PERFECT.
TAKE IN A DEEP BREATH.
337
00:20:18,633 --> 00:20:22,767
...AND I WON'T SEE
MY FAMILY AGAIN.
338
00:20:22,767 --> 00:20:25,867
Dr. Nowzaradan: LAURA IS HAVING
HER GASTRIC BYPASS TODAY.
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00:20:25,867 --> 00:20:31,133
THIS IS A RISKY OPERATION
FOR A PATIENT THIS SIZE,
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00:20:31,133 --> 00:20:34,400
AND THERE ARE ADDITIONAL
RISK FACTORS FOR LAURA
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BECAUSE OF THE REST
OF HER CONDITION.
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00:20:37,100 --> 00:20:40,400
WE HAVE TO BE CAREFUL
TO MAKE SURE
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00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:43,033
THAT SURGERY
IS NOT GONNA COMPROMISE
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00:20:43,033 --> 00:20:44,233
THE REST OF HER STATUS
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00:20:44,233 --> 00:20:47,233
AND CREATE
SOME EMERGENCY SITUATION.
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00:20:47,233 --> 00:20:50,800
BUT THIS BYPASS
WILL HELP HER LOSE WEIGHT
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00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:52,800
AND MAKE GOOD PROGRESS.
348
00:20:56,367 --> 00:20:57,733
THIS IS NOT GOOD.
349
00:20:57,733 --> 00:20:59,067
[ MONITORS BEEPING LOUDLY ]
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00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:16,767
IT LOOKS LIKE IT IS IMPOSSIBLE
TO DO A BYPASS.
351
00:21:16,767 --> 00:21:20,067
WE HAVE TO CONVERT
TO A SLEEVE GASTRECTOMY.
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00:21:20,067 --> 00:21:23,500
GASTRIC SLEEVE IS AN OPERATION
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THAT WILL REDUCE
THE SIZE OF THE STOMACH.
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00:21:26,067 --> 00:21:29,300
WE ESSENTIALLY TAKE
ABOUT 80% OF THE STOMACH OUT.
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00:21:29,300 --> 00:21:32,667
THE SURGERY WILL STILL HELP HER
356
00:21:32,667 --> 00:21:36,333
BUT NOT AS MUCH
AS A FULL BYPASS.
357
00:21:39,433 --> 00:21:41,533
LAURA'S SURGERY IS FINISHED.
358
00:21:41,533 --> 00:21:43,767
IT WENT AS WELL AS POSSIBLE
359
00:21:43,767 --> 00:21:46,067
WITH THE SITUATION
THAT WE ENCOUNTERED.
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00:21:46,067 --> 00:21:48,933
1, 2, 3.
361
00:21:51,500 --> 00:21:55,333
HER SURGERY DID NOT GO
AS WE PLANNED.
362
00:21:55,333 --> 00:22:01,867
BUT WE ACCOMPLISHED SOME SORT
OF WEIGHT-LOSS OPERATION.
363
00:22:01,867 --> 00:22:03,600
BUT UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES,
364
00:22:03,600 --> 00:22:06,400
THAT'S THE ONLY TOOL
WE CAN OFFER FOR LAURA.
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00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:08,167
SO SHE SHOULD RECOVER WELL,
366
00:22:08,167 --> 00:22:11,167
AND SHE SHOULD STILL
START LOSING WEIGHT
367
00:22:11,167 --> 00:22:12,667
WHEN SHE GOES HOME.
368
00:22:34,133 --> 00:22:35,433
Carmen: GOOD MORNING.
369
00:22:35,433 --> 00:22:36,700
Laura: THIS PAST MONTH
370
00:22:36,700 --> 00:22:39,200
HASN'T BEEN AS EASY
AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE.
371
00:22:39,200 --> 00:22:42,433
I WAS REALLY UPSET
WHEN I WOKE UP
372
00:22:42,433 --> 00:22:46,267
AND THE DOCTOR TOLD ME
HE COULDN'T DO THE BYPASS.
373
00:22:49,200 --> 00:22:52,333
BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT
I WAS WORKING SO HARD FOR,
374
00:22:52,333 --> 00:22:54,900
AND IT FEELS LIKE
IT WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME.
375
00:22:54,900 --> 00:22:58,067
I'M TRYING TO GET MY LIFE BACK,
376
00:22:58,067 --> 00:23:00,900
BUT I STILL HAVE CRAVINGS,
377
00:23:00,900 --> 00:23:03,600
SO IT'S HARD TO KNOW
MY NEW LIMITS.
378
00:23:06,600 --> 00:23:08,267
I'VE BEEN THROWING UP A LOT
379
00:23:08,267 --> 00:23:11,267
BECAUSE I'M EATING MORE
THAN MY STOMACH CAN HOLD.
380
00:23:11,267 --> 00:23:12,600
AND I DIDN'T KNOW
381
00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:15,933
IT WOULD BE TOUGH FOR ME
TO KNOW WHEN TO STOP.
382
00:23:15,933 --> 00:23:18,167
YOU EAT YOUR EGG.
383
00:23:21,667 --> 00:23:24,100
DONE.
384
00:23:26,733 --> 00:23:28,333
AND I'M TRYING TO GET UP
385
00:23:28,333 --> 00:23:30,833
AND MOVE AROUND
LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TO,
386
00:23:30,833 --> 00:23:33,667
BUT THAT'S BEEN TOUGH, TOO.
387
00:23:33,667 --> 00:23:35,667
NANA,
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
388
00:23:35,667 --> 00:23:38,333
I HAVE TO WALK.
389
00:23:38,333 --> 00:23:44,267
I'VE BEEN FEELING REALLY
RUN DOWN AND WINDED LATELY.
390
00:23:44,267 --> 00:23:46,500
MY LUNGS HURT A LOT.
391
00:23:46,500 --> 00:23:49,467
I KNOW I CAN DO THIS,
392
00:23:49,467 --> 00:23:54,433
AND I HAVE TO STAY STRONG
FOR MY FAMILY AND MYSELF.
393
00:23:54,433 --> 00:23:57,200
I DON'T WANT TO FAIL AT THIS.
394
00:23:57,200 --> 00:24:01,167
I JUST DIDN'T REALIZE
IT WOULD BE SO HARD.
395
00:24:16,733 --> 00:24:19,867
Dr. Nowzaradan: LAURA'S FAMILY
SAYS THAT SHE PASSED OUT,
396
00:24:19,867 --> 00:24:22,433
AND THEN THEY RUSHED HER
TO A HOSPITAL.
397
00:24:22,433 --> 00:24:25,067
RIGHT NOW,
SHE CAN'T BREATHE ON HER OWN,
398
00:24:25,067 --> 00:24:28,167
AND WE GOT HER ON A VENTILATOR.
399
00:24:28,167 --> 00:24:32,667
WE NEED TO FIND OUT WHAT'S
GOING ON WITH HER IMMEDIATELY.
400
00:24:34,667 --> 00:24:39,300
AND WE'RE GOING TO TRY
TO GET HER THROUGH THIS.
401
00:24:39,300 --> 00:24:42,100
[ Voice breaking ]
I'VE NEVER SEEN HER LIKE THIS.
402
00:24:46,633 --> 00:24:48,567
SHE'S GONNA GET THROUGH IT.
403
00:24:48,567 --> 00:24:50,767
SHE'S STRONG.
I KNOW SHE IS.
404
00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:03,267
[ MONITOR BEEPING ]
405
00:25:20,433 --> 00:25:23,167
Dr. Nowzaradan:
LAURA'S FAMILY SAYS
406
00:25:23,167 --> 00:25:25,233
SHE HASN'T BEEN FEELING WELL
407
00:25:25,233 --> 00:25:27,067
BUT NEVER CAME TO THE HOSPITAL.
408
00:25:27,067 --> 00:25:30,433
AND IT LOOKS LIKE
SHE HAS PNEUMONIA,
409
00:25:30,433 --> 00:25:32,633
AND IT IS PRETTY SEVERE.
410
00:25:34,300 --> 00:25:37,233
WE GOT HER JUST IN TIME
TO KEEP HER ALIVE.
411
00:25:37,233 --> 00:25:42,233
BUT IT'S NOT LOOKING GOOD
RIGHT NOW.
412
00:25:42,233 --> 00:25:43,633
SHE'S VERY CLOSE TO DYING.
413
00:25:46,067 --> 00:25:48,633
Joey: THE EMOTIONS
I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW
414
00:25:48,633 --> 00:25:49,967
IS JUST RUNNING WILD
415
00:25:49,967 --> 00:25:51,567
BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TO SEE HER
LIKE THAT.
416
00:25:54,067 --> 00:25:56,133
LAURA IS MY LIFE.
417
00:25:56,133 --> 00:25:59,467
SHE'S BEEN THERE WITH ME
THROUGH THICK AND THIN.
418
00:25:59,467 --> 00:26:04,700
IT'S VERY SAD
TO SEE HER IN THIS STATE.
419
00:26:04,700 --> 00:26:07,867
AND I CAN'T HELP HER.
420
00:26:07,867 --> 00:26:09,567
Dr. Nowzaradan:
A PATIENT THIS SIZE
421
00:26:09,567 --> 00:26:14,167
CANNOT HANDLE
ANY SORT OF SICKNESS.
422
00:26:14,167 --> 00:26:18,133
THEIR BODY
HAS NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE.
423
00:26:18,133 --> 00:26:19,700
WE GOT TO DO WHAT WE CAN
424
00:26:19,700 --> 00:26:24,400
TO SEE IF WE'RE GONNA PULL HER
THROUGH THIS.
425
00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:28,067
BUT RIGHT NOW,
SHE'S BARELY HOLDING ON.
426
00:26:52,267 --> 00:26:54,367
Laura: BEING IN THE HOSPITAL,
427
00:26:54,367 --> 00:26:57,667
COMING THAT CLOSE TO DEATH
WAS PRETTY SCARY.
428
00:26:57,667 --> 00:27:00,533
HANG ON.
429
00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:07,400
IT MADE ME REALIZE
HOW MUCH OF MY LIFE I'VE WASTED.
430
00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:12,500
I'VE TAKEN
ALL THIS PAIN AND BITTERNESS,
431
00:27:12,500 --> 00:27:16,433
AND ALL I DID WAS EAT
INSTEAD OF DEALING WITH IT.
432
00:27:20,233 --> 00:27:24,267
I THOUGHT IF I LOST THE WEIGHT,
THEN I WOULD START TO GET HAPPY,
433
00:27:24,267 --> 00:27:27,067
BUT IT'S REALLY JUST BEEN
BRINGING EVERYTHING
434
00:27:27,067 --> 00:27:28,133
TO THE SURFACE,
435
00:27:28,133 --> 00:27:32,067
AND I DON'T WANT TO
RUN FROM IT ANYMORE.
436
00:27:34,067 --> 00:27:36,267
I NEED GOD TO CHANGE MY HEART
437
00:27:36,267 --> 00:27:39,567
TOWARDS ALL THE PEOPLE
THAT HAVE HURT ME.
438
00:27:40,933 --> 00:27:43,867
THE BITTERNESS
HAS BEEN KILLING ME,
439
00:27:43,867 --> 00:27:46,067
AND I JUST WANT TO LET IT GO
440
00:27:46,067 --> 00:27:49,767
SO I CAN BE FREE TO LIVE MY LIFE
AND BE HEALTHY.
441
00:27:53,733 --> 00:27:56,433
I WANT SO DESPERATELY TO HEAL.
442
00:27:56,433 --> 00:28:01,567
BUT I DON'T KNOW
IF I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO DO IT.
443
00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:19,867
THERE'S SO MUCH GOING ON
INSIDE ME.
444
00:28:19,867 --> 00:28:22,133
I JUST NEED HELP
TO FIGURE IT OUT.
445
00:28:22,133 --> 00:28:23,500
Joey: YOU READY?
446
00:28:24,933 --> 00:28:29,500
A NEW BODY WON'T MATTER
IF I STILL FEEL THE SAME WAY.
447
00:28:29,500 --> 00:28:33,067
SO I'M GONNA SEE
A THERAPIST TODAY
448
00:28:33,067 --> 00:28:35,933
TO TALK TO SOMEONE
ABOUT MY PAST.
449
00:28:35,933 --> 00:28:37,633
HI, LAURA.
450
00:28:37,633 --> 00:28:41,633
I'M MOLLY.
LET'S GO AHEAD AND GO BACK.
451
00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:46,067
I JUST KIND OF WANT TO
GET TO KNOW YOU A LITTLE BIT,
452
00:28:46,067 --> 00:28:48,600
SO IF YOU COULD JUST SHARE
A LITTLE BIT
453
00:28:48,600 --> 00:28:51,433
ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT ME
TO KNOW ABOUT YOU...
454
00:28:51,433 --> 00:28:53,900
I'VE BEEN HEAVY ALL MY LIFE.
455
00:28:53,900 --> 00:28:55,067
MM-HMM.
456
00:28:55,067 --> 00:28:56,667
AND, UM,
I WENT THROUGH A LOT.
457
00:28:56,667 --> 00:29:00,833
SOMETIMES WHEN I WAS YOUNG,
I FELT LIKE I WASN'T PROTECTED.
458
00:29:00,833 --> 00:29:02,500
YEAH.
459
00:29:02,500 --> 00:29:06,400
[ Voice breaking ] ONE OF
MY OLDER COUSINS MOLESTED ME.
460
00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:10,500
I WAS A LITTLE GIRL,
4 YEARS OLD,
461
00:29:10,500 --> 00:29:12,767
TILL PROBABLY 10.
462
00:29:12,767 --> 00:29:16,833
THAT'S A BIG AMOUNT OF TIME
IN YOUR LIFE.
463
00:29:16,833 --> 00:29:18,067
YEAH.
464
00:29:18,067 --> 00:29:22,867
I HELD IT IN
TILL I WAS 21 YEARS OLD.
465
00:29:22,867 --> 00:29:24,233
THAT'S A LONG TIME.
466
00:29:24,233 --> 00:29:25,533
I COULDN'T TELL NOBODY.
467
00:29:25,533 --> 00:29:30,100
'CAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS...
468
00:29:30,100 --> 00:29:32,567
MY FAULT.
469
00:29:32,567 --> 00:29:37,067
SO IT WAS JUST LIKE
I WOULD EAT SOMETHING SWEET,
470
00:29:37,067 --> 00:29:39,233
AND I WOULD FEEL BETTER.
471
00:29:39,233 --> 00:29:42,133
WELL, THAT WAS YOUR COMFORT,
RIGHT?
472
00:29:42,133 --> 00:29:45,233
THAT WAS THE ONE THING
YOU COULD RELY ON.
473
00:29:45,233 --> 00:29:46,700
YEAH.
474
00:29:46,700 --> 00:29:50,567
DO YOU FEEL LIKE IT KIND OF
FILLED A VOID IN YOUR LIFE?
475
00:29:50,567 --> 00:29:52,100
EVEN IF I WOULD EAT,
476
00:29:52,100 --> 00:29:54,700
THE PROBLEM
WOULD STILL BE THERE.
477
00:29:54,700 --> 00:29:55,833
YEAH.
478
00:29:55,833 --> 00:29:58,233
SO I WOULD EAT AGAIN
AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.
479
00:29:58,233 --> 00:29:59,700
A VICIOUS CYCLE.
480
00:29:59,700 --> 00:30:03,767
I DON'T KNOW
HOW TO LET GO OF STUFF.
481
00:30:03,767 --> 00:30:07,267
THERE'S A LOT OF THINGS
THAT HAPPENED TO YOU
482
00:30:07,267 --> 00:30:08,867
THAT WERE NOT OKAY,
483
00:30:08,867 --> 00:30:12,133
AND YOU CAN'T
JUST BE OKAY WITH IT.
484
00:30:12,133 --> 00:30:15,333
BUT FORGIVING
IS TO LET IT GO,
485
00:30:15,333 --> 00:30:19,867
AND IT RELEASES YOU
FROM HOLDING ON TO ALL OF THAT.
486
00:30:19,867 --> 00:30:20,933
I PRAY AND PRAY,
487
00:30:20,933 --> 00:30:23,067
LIKE, "GOD, PLEASE,
SOFTEN MY HEART.
488
00:30:23,067 --> 00:30:25,500
LET ME FORGIVE
THE BAD THINGS."
489
00:30:25,500 --> 00:30:27,000
BUT I DON'T FORGIVE.
490
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:31,233
BUT, YOU KNOW, FORGIVENESS
IS NOT FOR EVERYONE ELSE.
491
00:30:31,233 --> 00:30:32,733
IT'S FOR YOU.
492
00:30:32,733 --> 00:30:35,067
FORGIVENESS ALLOWS THEM
493
00:30:35,067 --> 00:30:38,333
TO NOT HAVE THAT POWER
OVER YOU ANYMORE.
494
00:30:38,333 --> 00:30:40,800
BECAUSE AS LONG
AS YOU'RE HOLDING ON TO THAT,
495
00:30:40,800 --> 00:30:42,100
THEY STILL HAVE CONTROL.
496
00:30:42,100 --> 00:30:47,133
I HAVE TO FORGIVE
SO I CAN MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE,
497
00:30:47,133 --> 00:30:50,033
SO I CAN BE HAPPY
WITH MY NEW BODY...
498
00:30:50,033 --> 00:30:51,367
[ CHUCKLES ]
499
00:30:51,367 --> 00:30:53,267
...AND MY NEW LIFE.
500
00:30:53,267 --> 00:30:55,767
SO I CAN MAKE NEW MEMORIES.
501
00:30:55,767 --> 00:30:58,333
YEAH.
502
00:30:58,333 --> 00:31:01,467
I WANT TO WORK ON THAT.
503
00:31:01,467 --> 00:31:05,300
I APPRECIATE SO MUCH
WHAT YOU DID SHARE TODAY.
504
00:31:09,333 --> 00:31:13,100
Laura: IT'S EASY TO KNOW
I NEED TO FORGIVE.
505
00:31:13,100 --> 00:31:16,200
BUT HOW DO YOU TAKE
A LIFE OF PAIN
506
00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:18,433
AND JUST LET IT GO?
507
00:31:20,667 --> 00:31:21,800
IF I DON'T,
508
00:31:21,800 --> 00:31:24,767
I KNOW I'M NOT GONNA MAKE
ANY MORE PROGRESS.
509
00:31:24,767 --> 00:31:30,067
THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE,
AND I HAVE TO DO THIS.
510
00:31:34,867 --> 00:31:36,733
Laura: IT'S HARD TO REALIZE
511
00:31:36,733 --> 00:31:40,400
THE CHOICES YOU NEED TO MAKE
TO TURN YOUR LIFE AROUND,
512
00:31:40,400 --> 00:31:43,567
BUT THE HARDEST PART
IS FOLLOWING THROUGH
513
00:31:43,567 --> 00:31:45,567
AND MAKING THOSE CHOICES.
514
00:31:58,067 --> 00:32:00,933
WE'RE AT
THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE TODAY
515
00:32:00,933 --> 00:32:03,833
TO SEE IF I'VE MADE
ANY MORE PROGRESS.
516
00:32:03,833 --> 00:32:05,600
Woman: MS. PEREZ?
517
00:32:07,933 --> 00:32:10,667
IT'S BEEN
AN EMOTIONAL FEW MONTHS,
518
00:32:10,667 --> 00:32:12,600
AND IT'S BEEN HARDER TO MAKE
ALL THE RIGHT CHOICES
519
00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:14,900
AND TO EAT WHAT I SHOULD.
520
00:32:22,967 --> 00:32:24,867
Dr. Nowzaradan:
I'M REALLY CONCERNED
521
00:32:24,867 --> 00:32:27,467
ABOUT YOUR LACK
OF PROGRESS.
522
00:32:27,467 --> 00:32:31,467
FOR YOUR HEIGHT,
YOUR IDEAL BODY WEIGHT IS 120.
523
00:32:31,467 --> 00:32:36,067
SO, YOU'RE WAY OVER,
OVER YOUR IDEAL BODY WEIGHT.
524
00:32:36,067 --> 00:32:37,667
I STILL HAVE
A LOT OF WORK TO DO.
525
00:32:37,667 --> 00:32:41,700
YOU CANNOT START
GAINING WEIGHT AGAIN,
526
00:32:41,700 --> 00:32:43,767
AND THAT'S THE NEXT STEP
FROM HERE.
527
00:32:43,767 --> 00:32:47,433
Dr. Nowzaradan: LAURA IS
A VERY EMOTIONAL PERSON.
528
00:32:47,433 --> 00:32:48,933
BEFORE SURGERY,
529
00:32:48,933 --> 00:32:51,967
THERE WAS LESS OF A STRUGGLE
WITH HER EMOTIONS,
530
00:32:51,967 --> 00:32:54,333
SO SHE MADE GOOD PROGRESS.
531
00:32:54,333 --> 00:32:57,767
NOW SHE HAS TO LEARN
TO DEAL WITH EMOTIONS
532
00:32:57,767 --> 00:32:59,867
AND NOT USE FOOD FOR THAT.
533
00:32:59,867 --> 00:33:02,767
YOU NEED TO GET YOUR EATING
UNDER CONTROL NOW.
534
00:33:02,767 --> 00:33:08,133
IF SHE DOESN'T, THE SURGERY
WILL HAVE BEEN POINTLESS.
535
00:33:08,133 --> 00:33:09,733
WHOA.
536
00:33:09,733 --> 00:33:12,367
Laura: I HAVE TO DEAL WITH
ALL THE PAIN THAT I HAVE
537
00:33:12,367 --> 00:33:16,267
AND KEEP MAKING PROGRESS
WITH MY WEIGHT LOSS.
538
00:33:16,267 --> 00:33:20,300
THAT'S THE ONLY WAY
I'M GONNA GET MY LIFE BACK.
539
00:33:40,567 --> 00:33:44,233
I'VE HAD SOME BITTERNESS
TOWARDS MY MOM
540
00:33:44,233 --> 00:33:46,367
THAT I'VE NEVER FULLY LET GO OF.
541
00:33:48,833 --> 00:33:50,333
WHEN I WAS YOUNGER,
542
00:33:50,333 --> 00:33:54,067
I BLAMED HER
FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO ME.
543
00:33:54,067 --> 00:33:56,067
UM...
544
00:33:56,067 --> 00:34:00,633
I NEVER LET THAT GO,
AND I WANT TO DO THAT.
545
00:34:00,633 --> 00:34:01,967
I'M A LITTLE NERVOUS,
546
00:34:01,967 --> 00:34:04,600
'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW
HOW SHE'S GONNA REACT.
547
00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:07,167
I'LL TAKE THE CHILE RELLENO,
THE BEEF.
548
00:34:07,167 --> 00:34:09,633
I LOVE MY MOM,
AND HONESTLY,
549
00:34:09,633 --> 00:34:12,433
SHE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT
RELATIONSHIP I HAVE IN MY LIFE,
550
00:34:12,433 --> 00:34:16,433
AND I THINK THE PAIN
THAT'S BEEN THERE BETWEEN US
551
00:34:16,433 --> 00:34:19,733
HAS BEEN
WHAT'S AFFECTING ME THE MOST.
552
00:34:19,733 --> 00:34:22,067
HERE WE ARE.
553
00:34:22,067 --> 00:34:24,067
OH, THAT LOOKS GOOD.
554
00:34:24,067 --> 00:34:27,800
I WANTED TO THANK YOU
555
00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:31,333
FOR ALWAYS
TAKING CARE OF ME,
556
00:34:31,333 --> 00:34:33,333
AND WITHOUT YOU,
EVERYBODY WOULD FALL APART.
557
00:34:33,333 --> 00:34:35,333
I GUESS, HONESTLY,
558
00:34:35,333 --> 00:34:36,700
AS YOU GOT OLDER,
YOU THOUGHT THAT WAY,
559
00:34:36,700 --> 00:34:38,433
BUT WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG,
YOU DIDN'T THINK THAT WAY.
560
00:34:38,433 --> 00:34:40,900
I BLAMED YOU.
561
00:34:44,600 --> 00:34:48,067
I GUESS YOU HAD
SOME KIND OF HATE TOWARDS ME.
562
00:34:48,067 --> 00:34:49,067
IT WASN'T HATE.
563
00:34:49,067 --> 00:34:51,133
IT WAS JUST, LIKE,
I NEVER FELT LIKE...
564
00:34:51,133 --> 00:34:54,100
AS YOU GOT OLDER,
YOU REALIZED, YOU KNOW...
565
00:34:54,100 --> 00:34:55,567
THAT IT WASN'T
YOUR FAULT.
566
00:34:58,133 --> 00:35:01,967
AND "SORRY," FOR ME,
IS, LIKE, A HARD WORD, TOO.
567
00:35:01,967 --> 00:35:05,400
I'VE NEVER OPENED UP.
568
00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:08,500
DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE?
I GUESS I WANT TO CHANGE THAT.
569
00:35:08,500 --> 00:35:09,833
I WANT TO CHANGE THAT.
570
00:35:09,833 --> 00:35:10,900
I JUST FELT LIKE
571
00:35:10,900 --> 00:35:13,567
YOU WERE DISAPPOINTED WITH ME
ALL THE TIME.
572
00:35:13,567 --> 00:35:14,767
WHY?
573
00:35:18,333 --> 00:35:22,167
[ Voice breaking ] I WANTED YOU
TO BE PROUD OF ME.
574
00:35:22,167 --> 00:35:24,867
YOU WALKED FROM THE CAR
OVER HERE,
575
00:35:24,867 --> 00:35:27,967
YOU CAME DOWN THE STAIRS,
NO WHEELCHAIR.
576
00:35:30,067 --> 00:35:31,300
I'M PROUD OF YOU.
577
00:35:31,300 --> 00:35:33,767
NOBODY IN THE WORLD,
NOT EVEN YOUR DAD,
578
00:35:33,767 --> 00:35:36,400
YOUR BROTHERS,
YOUR SISTERS, YOUR HUSBAND,
579
00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:38,133
IS GONNA LOVE YOU
LIKE I DO.
580
00:35:43,067 --> 00:35:47,300
Laura: I'M SO THANKFUL TO START
TO LET SOME OF THIS GO.
581
00:35:47,300 --> 00:35:50,600
I LOVE MY MOM SO MUCH.
582
00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:53,500
I ALWAYS HAVE,
AND I ALWAYS WILL.
583
00:35:53,500 --> 00:35:57,967
I FEEL LIKE A WEIGHT
HAS BEEN LIFTED.
584
00:35:57,967 --> 00:36:01,933
THIS HAS OPENED UP
A NEW DOOR FOR US.
585
00:36:18,467 --> 00:36:19,533
Laura: WHAT DO I DO?
586
00:36:19,533 --> 00:36:21,367
SHOULD I COOK
THE VEGETABLES FIRST?
587
00:36:21,367 --> 00:36:22,633
Joey: YEAH.
AND THEN COOK THE STEAK?
588
00:36:22,633 --> 00:36:24,067
BECAUSE THE STEAK'S
GONNA TAKE LONGER.
589
00:36:25,300 --> 00:36:28,667
I'M STARTING TO DO
A LOT MORE FOR MYSELF.
590
00:36:30,133 --> 00:36:32,933
TODAY, YOU'RE GONNA SEE
NANA COOKING.
591
00:36:34,367 --> 00:36:38,333
I WANT TO BECOME
AS SELF-SUFFICIENT AS POSSIBLE.
592
00:36:38,333 --> 00:36:40,300
Girl: NANA,
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
593
00:36:40,300 --> 00:36:43,300
I'M COOKING VEGETABLES.
594
00:36:43,300 --> 00:36:45,067
FOR SO MANY YEARS,
595
00:36:45,067 --> 00:36:49,767
JOEY AND MY MOM
HAD TO DO EVERYTHING FOR ME.
596
00:36:49,767 --> 00:36:55,333
I WANT TO GIVE BACK
AS MUCH AS I CAN.
597
00:36:57,300 --> 00:37:00,867
MY GOD.
THIS COULD FEED AN ARMY.
598
00:37:00,867 --> 00:37:02,867
I'M LEARNING MORE AND MORE
599
00:37:02,867 --> 00:37:05,767
TO STOP GOING TO FOOD
FOR COMFORT.
600
00:37:10,667 --> 00:37:13,467
Joey:
THAT'S A STEAK RIGHT THERE.
601
00:37:13,467 --> 00:37:14,467
Girl: WOW.
602
00:37:14,467 --> 00:37:16,267
IT'S HARD
WHEN I'M REALLY EMOTIONAL,
603
00:37:16,267 --> 00:37:18,300
BUT IT'S GETTING EASIER.
604
00:37:19,667 --> 00:37:23,967
IT JUST TAKES TIME
TO MAKE THE CHANGES LAST.
605
00:37:23,967 --> 00:37:25,467
Joey: I'M PRETTY HAPPY FOR HER.
606
00:37:25,467 --> 00:37:27,933
SHE'S, LIKE,
DOING EVERYTHING FOR HERSELF,
607
00:37:27,933 --> 00:37:29,333
AND I'M ALL LIKE, "WOW."
608
00:37:29,333 --> 00:37:30,467
SO NOW YOU'RE GONNA COOK FOR ME
EVERY NIGHT?
609
00:37:30,467 --> 00:37:32,400
I'LL COOK FOR YOU
EVERY NIGHT.
610
00:37:33,500 --> 00:37:35,600
Laura: I'M BREAKING
MY ADDICTION TO FOOD.
611
00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:37,667
I'M FULL.
612
00:37:38,633 --> 00:37:42,300
I THINK WE DID A GOOD JOB,
LIKE A TEAM.
613
00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,967
TODAY, I'M ON MY WAY
TO SEE DR. NOWZARADAN.
614
00:37:56,233 --> 00:37:57,833
OKAY.
615
00:37:59,333 --> 00:38:02,467
I'VE WORKED SO HARD FOR A YEAR,
616
00:38:02,467 --> 00:38:05,667
BUT REALLY, THE LAST FEW MONTHS,
I'VE GIVEN IT MY ALL.
617
00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:10,500
IT WOULD BE REALLY HARD
TO FIND OUT
618
00:38:10,500 --> 00:38:12,867
I HAVEN'T DONE WELL AGAIN.
619
00:38:14,500 --> 00:38:17,433
IT WOULD BE SO DEMORALIZING.
620
00:38:35,133 --> 00:38:38,267
Laura:
I'VE WORKED SO HARD FOR A YEAR.
621
00:38:38,267 --> 00:38:40,867
IT WOULD BE REALLY HARD
TO FIND OUT
622
00:38:40,867 --> 00:38:42,767
I HAVEN'T DONE WELL AGAIN.
623
00:38:45,767 --> 00:38:47,433
[ GASPS ]
624
00:38:47,433 --> 00:38:49,800
[ LAUGHS ]
625
00:38:49,800 --> 00:38:51,900
WOW. THAT WAS GOOD.
626
00:38:51,900 --> 00:38:53,100
I THOUGHT I MADE PROGRESS,
627
00:38:53,100 --> 00:38:55,067
BUT I DIDN'T THINK
IT WAS GONNA BE THIS MUCH.
628
00:38:55,067 --> 00:38:56,267
[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]
629
00:38:56,267 --> 00:38:57,733
HELLO.
HI, DOCTOR.
630
00:38:57,733 --> 00:39:00,500
HOW DOES IT FEEL
LOSING ALL THAT WEIGHT?
631
00:39:00,500 --> 00:39:01,633
I FEEL GREAT.
632
00:39:01,633 --> 00:39:04,133
JUST I GET UP
IN THE MORNING HAPPIER.
633
00:39:04,133 --> 00:39:07,933
WELL, I'M PROUD OF YOU
THAT YOU STUCK WITH THE PROGRAM.
634
00:39:07,933 --> 00:39:09,300
THANK YOU.
635
00:39:09,300 --> 00:39:10,333
AND YOU HAVE COME
A LONG WAY.
636
00:39:10,333 --> 00:39:11,667
Dr. Nowzaradan: LAURA HAS PROVEN
637
00:39:11,667 --> 00:39:15,600
THAT SHE CAN GET HER EMOTIONAL
EATING UNDER CONTROL.
638
00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:17,267
WE JUST NEED TO MAKE SURE
639
00:39:17,267 --> 00:39:20,333
THAT WE KEEP THIS GOING
IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
640
00:39:20,333 --> 00:39:22,967
BUT FOR NOW, SHE'S DOING GREAT.
641
00:39:22,967 --> 00:39:25,367
CAN I GIVE YOU A HUG
BECAUSE YOU SAVED MY LIFE?
642
00:39:25,367 --> 00:39:27,067
ABSOLUTELY.
ALL RIGHT.
643
00:39:27,067 --> 00:39:29,333
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
OH, YOU'RE WELCOME.
644
00:39:29,333 --> 00:39:30,700
OKAY.
645
00:39:30,700 --> 00:39:32,467
I'LL SEE YOU LATER.
Joey: THANK YOU.
646
00:39:32,467 --> 00:39:33,733
ALL RIGHT, THANK YOU.
647
00:39:33,733 --> 00:39:35,133
THANK YOU.
648
00:39:35,133 --> 00:39:37,867
THANK YOU, DOCTOR,
FOR EVERYTHING.
649
00:39:37,867 --> 00:39:40,367
HE'S PROUD OF ME.
650
00:39:41,600 --> 00:39:44,633
I'M SO HAPPY ABOUT TODAY.
651
00:39:44,633 --> 00:39:47,900
IT'S BEEN SO FREEING
AND SO LIBERATING.
652
00:39:47,900 --> 00:39:51,533
DEALING WITH A LOT OF PAIN
AND BITTERNESS
653
00:39:51,533 --> 00:39:53,100
THAT I HAD FROM MY PAST...
654
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:59,733
...IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING
IS STARTING TO COME TOGETHER
655
00:39:59,733 --> 00:40:02,967
AND THAT I'M GONNA MAKE IT.
656
00:40:13,567 --> 00:40:16,233
I CAN DO SO MUCH MORE NOW.
657
00:40:16,233 --> 00:40:20,967
I CAN GET AROUND WITHOUT
A WHEELCHAIR OR ANY OXYGEN.
658
00:40:20,967 --> 00:40:24,900
OH, THIS IS PRETTY.
659
00:40:24,900 --> 00:40:27,867
I FEEL LIKE A NEW PERSON.
660
00:40:27,867 --> 00:40:32,500
I CAN SHOP AT MORE PLACES
LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE DO.
661
00:40:32,500 --> 00:40:36,767
I FEEL GREAT ABOUT MYSELF.
662
00:40:36,767 --> 00:40:38,667
I'M REALLY HAPPY.
663
00:40:38,667 --> 00:40:43,833
I'VE NEVER WORN A DRESS.
THIS IS MY FIRST DRESS.
664
00:40:46,667 --> 00:40:47,833
A YEAR AGO,
665
00:40:47,833 --> 00:40:51,633
I WOULD'VE NEVER THOUGHT
I'D MAKE IT THIS FAR.
666
00:40:51,633 --> 00:40:53,200
[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATION ]
667
00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:56,900
GOD HAS HELPED ME,
AND I'VE HAD OTHERS HELP ME.
668
00:40:56,900 --> 00:40:58,967
BYE-BYE.
THANK YOU.
669
00:40:58,967 --> 00:41:01,400
AND I'M TRULY GRATEFUL.
670
00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:11,700
Y'ALL EXCITED?
671
00:41:11,700 --> 00:41:13,233
Girl: YEAH!
672
00:41:13,233 --> 00:41:15,267
'CAUSE NANA'S NOT
IN HER WHEELCHAIR.
673
00:41:15,267 --> 00:41:17,267
YAY!
YAY!
674
00:41:17,267 --> 00:41:20,400
Laura: I COULD NEVER SPEND
A LOT OF TIME WITH MY NIECES
675
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:25,600
OR A LOT OF TIME JUST
BEING UP AND MOVING AROUND.
676
00:41:25,600 --> 00:41:30,400
NOW NOTHING IS HOLDING ME BACK
LIKE IT WAS.
677
00:41:32,200 --> 00:41:33,800
THERE'S A KITTY
OVER HERE, JULI.
678
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:34,900
I WANT IT!
679
00:41:34,900 --> 00:41:37,067
SINCE THEY'VE BEEN BORN,
680
00:41:37,067 --> 00:41:40,600
I'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING
WITH MY NIECES.
681
00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:42,067
ARE Y'ALL EXCITED?
682
00:41:42,067 --> 00:41:43,233
YES!
683
00:41:43,233 --> 00:41:45,633
Laura:
I'M ACTUALLY PUSHING MYSELF
684
00:41:45,633 --> 00:41:49,867
BECAUSE I WANT THEM
TO SEE ME ACCOMPLISHING THINGS.
685
00:41:49,867 --> 00:41:53,367
AND IT'S GREAT.
686
00:41:53,367 --> 00:41:55,633
[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATION ]
687
00:41:55,633 --> 00:41:57,933
THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME.
688
00:42:03,100 --> 00:42:05,200
THEY'RE EXCITED ABOUT ME
689
00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:07,833
BECAUSE I'M DOING THINGS
WITH THEM
690
00:42:07,833 --> 00:42:10,967
THAT I HAVE NEVER DONE.
691
00:42:10,967 --> 00:42:13,933
I KNOW THAT THERE'S
A LOT OF THINGS OUT THERE
692
00:42:13,933 --> 00:42:15,933
THAT I HAVEN'T EXPERIENCED,
693
00:42:15,933 --> 00:42:18,367
AND I'M JUST TRYING TO TAKE IT
ONE DAY AT A TIME,
694
00:42:18,367 --> 00:42:19,867
BUT I WANT TO DO EVERYTHING
AT ONE TIME.
695
00:42:19,867 --> 00:42:21,367
THANK YOU FOR COMING.
696
00:42:21,367 --> 00:42:23,267
IT WAS GREAT.
697
00:42:23,267 --> 00:42:26,867
I KNOW I HAVE
A LOT MORE WORK TO DO,
698
00:42:26,867 --> 00:42:29,133
BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME,
699
00:42:29,133 --> 00:42:31,700
I HAVE NO DOUBT
THAT I'M GONNA GET THERE.
50714
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