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Pauline:
[ Voice breaking ] I'M PRAYING
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FOR SOMETHING TO SAVE MY LIFE
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BECAUSE I'LL PROBABLY DIE
IN MY BED ONE DAY.
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Man:
I AM LIVING A NIGHTMARE.
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I WOULDN'T WISH THIS
ON MY WORST ENEMY.
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Woman:
I HATE THIS LIFE THAT I HAVE.
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DON'T YOU DARE
PUT IT ALL ON ME.
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SHE IS GOING TO DIE.
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BOTH OF Y'ALL, STOP!
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Dr. Nowzaradan:
WE GOT TO CORRECT THIS PROBLEM.
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OTHERWISE, SURGERY
WOULD NOT BE USEFUL FOR YOU.
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[ Voice breaking ]
I CAN'T DO THIS
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WITHOUT SOMEBODY
TO HELP ME SAY "NO."
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YOU SAID YOU LOST 30 POUNDS
SINCE LAST TIME I SAW YOU.
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THIS IS BULL[BLEEP]
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IT'S HARD WHEN YOU SEE HOW
YOU'RE HURTING PEOPLE YOU LOVE.
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BUT YOU CAN'T STOP MAKING
THE CHOICES THAT HURT THEM.
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[ BED CREAKS ]
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I AM ABSOLUTELY TRAPPED
IN THIS BODY.
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I LET MYSELF
GET WAY OUT OF CONTROL.
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OHH.
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AND I FEEL LIKE I'M DYING
EVERY DAY.
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I CAN'T EVEN MOVE WITHOUT HELP.
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I CAN FEED MYSELF
AND I CAN WIPE MYSELF,
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BUT ANYTHING ELSE AFTER THAT,
I NEED HELP.
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MY NIECE COMES OVER
A COUPLE TIMES A WEEK
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AND HELPS ME IN THE BATHROOM.
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PAULINE IS VERY LIMITED
ON WHAT SHE CAN DO.
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SO I COME HERE TO HELP HER.
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I NORMALLY WILL COME IN
AND WASH HER HAIR
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AND GIVE HER A BED BATH.
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Pauline:
WHAT I WISH FOR EVERY DAY
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IS THAT I CAN JUST GET UP,
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HOP IN THE SHOWER, GET DRESSED,
AND WALK OUT THE FRONT DOOR.
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[ Voice breaking ] I JUST WONDER
IF I'LL EVER HAVE A NORMAL LIFE.
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Megan: DIL,
CAN YOU BRING ME A TOWEL?
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DILLON IS HER ONLY CHILD.
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HE'S ALWAYS TAKING CARE OF
PAULINE SINCE I CAN REMEMBER.
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Pauline:
HAVING MY SON TAKE CARE OF ME IS
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ONE OF THE WORST THINGS EVER.
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DILLON IS 21,
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AND HIS FULL-TIME JOB IS
TAKING CARE OF ME.
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HE HAS TO HELP ME
PUT MY PANTS ON MY LEGS
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'CAUSE I CAN'T BEND OVER
TO DO IT.
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MY LEGS ARE TOO BIG.
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I DO FEEL BAD FOR DILLON,
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JUST BECAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE
HE HASN'T HAD MUCH OF A LIFE.
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EVEN WITH ME,
HE'S VERY CLOSED OFF
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AND DOESN'T REALLY
SPEAK HIS MIND VERY MUCH.
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IT'S NOT A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP
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BECAUSE IT'S NOT
A MOTHER/SON RELATIONSHIP.
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IT'S MORE LIKE
A CLIENT AND A CAREGIVER.
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HEY, DIL?
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GO GRAB SOME BREAKFAST, HONEY.
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I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE
HE'S THE PARENT AND I'M THE KID.
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THANKS, BABE.
APPRECIATE IT.
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Dillon: I LOVE MY MOM,
BUT SINCE SHE'S THIS HEAVY,
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WHATEVER I'M DOING,
I HAVE TO STOP
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AND JUST TAKE CARE OF HER
AND HELP HER.
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Pauline:
ALL HE HAS EVER KNOWN
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IS A MOTHER THAT WEIGHED
AT LEAST 500 AND THEN 600
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AND THEN 700.
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I REALLY DO FEEL LIKE
I AM A BURDEN.
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Dillon: I JUST WISH
THAT SHE COULD WALK LONGER
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AND STAND UP LONGER
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SO I WOULDN'T HAVE TO HELP HER
WITH EVERYTHING.
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Pauline: THERE IS NOT ONE
GOOD THING ABOUT BEING IN BED.
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THE ONLY GOOD THING THAT I GET
OUT OF IT IS WHEN I'M EATING.
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THE BIGGEST HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY
IS EATING.
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HOW IS THAT POWERFUL ENOUGH
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TO KEEP ME THIS WAY
FOR YEARS AND YEARS?
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I HAVE STRUGGLED WITH MY WEIGHT
SINCE STARTING AT ABOUT AGE 6.
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MY MOM AND DAD,
THEY GOT A DIVORCE.
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MY MOM WAS A HOMEMAKER,
SO WHEN THEY SPLIT UP,
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SHE HAD TO GO LIVE ON HER OWN,
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AND THERE WAS NO WELFARE
OR ANYTHING BACK THEN,
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SO WE STARVED.
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WE WENT HUNGRY A LOT.
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THE FEELINGS THAT CAME
WITH BEING HUNGRY
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WAS A HELPLESS FEELING,
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LIKE THERE WAS NOWHERE
YOU CAN GET FOOD.
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LIKE, YOU CAN SEARCH
EVERY CUPBOARD,
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AND THEY WERE ALL EMPTY.
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BECAUSE OF THAT, AS AN ADULT,
I STILL WANT TO EAT.
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WHEN MY PARENTS
GOT BACK TOGETHER
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AND FOOD WAS PLENTIFUL AGAIN,
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THAT'S THE POINT
WHERE I STARTED OVERDOING IT
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AND SNEAKING INTO THE KITCHEN
TO GET FOOD AT NIGHT.
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AND I WAS GETTING CHUBBY
AROUND AT AGE 8,
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AND IT JUST KIND OF PROGRESSED
A LITTLE BIT MORE EACH YEAR.
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WHEN I WAS 17 AND I WAS A SENIOR
IN HIGH SCHOOL,
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I WEIGHED ALMOST 300 POUNDS.
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AND WHEN I WAS 29
AND I GAVE BIRTH TO DILLON,
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I WAS 400 POUNDS.
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AND THEN BY THE TIME
HE WAS 2 YEARS OLD, I WAS 500.
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NOW MY WEIGHT IS JUST
OUT OF CONTROL.
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I KNOW THAT I'M OVER 600 POUNDS,
AND I STILL CAN'T STOP EATING.
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BECAUSE I HAVE SUCH
LIMITED ACTIVITIES IN MY LIFE,
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FOOD IS ONE OF MY ACTIVITIES,
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SO I LOOK FORWARD TO IT
AS AN EVENT.
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Dillon: WE'RE GOING TO
OUR GROCERY STORE.
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BECAUSE SHE CAN'T FIT
IN THE CAR THAT GOOD,
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IT'S JUST EASIER FOR HER
TO GET IN THE CHAIR
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AND FOR ME TO JUST GO
IN THE CAR.
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COME ON, DILLY.
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DO YOU HAVE TAMALES
TODAY?
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YES.
OKAY, GOOD.
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FOUR PORK, PLEASE.
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I ENJOY EVERYTHING ABOUT FOOD.
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SEE THESE TONGS, HONEY?
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WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO IS
I WANT YOU TO USE THE TONGS
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AND TAKE THE TOP ONE OFF
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AND GET ME
THE BOTTOM UNDERNEATH,
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'CAUSE IT'LL BE FRESHER.
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THE SMELL, THE TASTE,
THE TEXTURE --
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THERE IS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT IT
THAT EXCITES ME.
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ALL RIGHT,
LET'S GO GET A DRINKY.
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I LOVE FOOD SO MUCH
THAT I WANT TO EAT IT ALL.
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THE ONLY THING I'M GETTING IS
THE JOY AND SATISFACTION
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OF THE FOOD
FOR THOSE 10 MINUTES.
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I'M LIVING TO EAT
INSTEAD OF EATING TO LIVE.
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I SAID I DON'T KNOW
WHAT KIND OF DRINKS THEY HAVE.
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I AM VERY AWARE OF THE DAMAGE
I AM DOING TO MY SON
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THROUGH OVEREATING.
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THESE LAST SIX YEARS
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HAVE PROBABLY BEEN
PRETTY MISERABLE FOR HIM.
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I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DAY
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THAT I DON'T HAVE TO HELP HER
EVERY DAY.
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PLEASE DON'T LET ME WRECK.
OH, GOD.
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[ INHALES SHARPLY ]
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[ WHIMPERS ]
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YOU'RE GETTING TOO CLOSE
TO THE EDGE.
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[ SIGHS ]
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OKAY, NOW I JUST HAD
A HEART ATTACK.
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THANK YOU, HONEY.
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I COULD GET ON WITH MY OWN LIFE
AND LIVE ON MY OWN.
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I FEEL LIKE I POSSIBLY
COULD RUIN MY SON'S LIFE.
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I GOT TO GET THIS UNDER CONTROL.
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[ Voice breaking ]
I THINK THAT...
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BY ME GETTING RESCUED,
IT'S GONNA RESCUE HIM, TOO.
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I'VE SAT HERE AND PRAYED
FOR SOMETHING TO SAVE MY LIFE,
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AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL
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[ SNIFFLES ]
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BECAUSE [SNIFFLES] I'LL PROBABLY
DIE IN MY BED ONE DAY.
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AND I DON'T WANT MY SON
TO FIND ME.
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I FEEL LIKE I'VE DONE ENOUGH
DAMAGE TO HIM THAT
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THAT WOULD BE THE FINAL STRAW.
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WOULD YOU BE ABLE
TO REACH OVER ME
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AND GET THESE BOXES,
OR DO I HAVE TO TRY TO GET UP?
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THERE'S A DOCTOR IN HOUSTON
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THAT DOES WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
ON PEOPLE MY SIZE.
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HE'S MY LAST HOPE.
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READY.
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YEAH.
GOOD JOB.
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OH, GOOD JOB, BABY.
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BUT HE DEFINITELY
WON'T DO SURGERY
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IF HE CAN'T DO FOLLOW-UPS,
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SO WE ARE GOING TO GO AHEAD
AND MOVE TO HOUSTON.
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[ GROANS ]
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OHH.
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WILL YOU BE ABLE
TO SQUEEZE ME THROUGH THE VAN?
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LET ME SIT DOWN
FOR A MINUTE.
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OHH.
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I'M NEVER GONNA BE ABLE
TO GET IN AND OUT OF THIS VAN.
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YOU'RE THINKING ABOUT IT
TOO MUCH.
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JUST DO IT.
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[ GRUNTS ]
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I'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING
LIKE THIS, BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO.
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OUCH.
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[ GRUNTS ]
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ONE AT A TIME.
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OKAY, NOW THE OTHER ONE.
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THIS IS A GAMBLE
BECAUSE WE'VE NEVER MET
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AND I HAVE NO IDEA
IF HE'LL HELP ME OR NOT.
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BUT WE HAVE TO DO IT
IF I'M GONNA LOSE THE WEIGHT.
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HE IS MY LAST HOPE.
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Pauline: I AM READY
FOR THIS TRIP TO BE OVER.
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DILLON, YOU WANT
SOME BEEF JERKY, BABY?
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NO.
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[ DOG BARKS ]
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I WANT TO EAT SOME, TOO.
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THERE AREN'T A LOT
OF HEALTHY OPTIONS ON THE ROAD.
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AND I CAN'T REALLY
GET IN AND OUT OF THE VAN,
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SO WE HAVE TO GO WITH FAST FOOD.
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AND NOW I'M REALLY HUNGRY.
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UM, I THINK I WANT
CHILI CHEESE FRIES AND A DRINK.
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I GUESS A DELUXE DOG
WITH A PRETZEL BUN, OKAY?
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CAN I GET A DELUXE DOG...
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AND CHILI CHEESE FRIES.
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...AND CHILI CHEESE FRIES?
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I JUST WANT TO GET TO HOUSTON
AND MEET THE DOCTOR
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SO I CAN TRY TO GET SURGERY.
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WE ARE FINALLY HERE.
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I HAD A MEDICAL BED DELIVERED
AND SET UP,
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AND I JUST WANT TO GET IN
AND LAY DOWN.
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I WOULDN'T BE DOING THIS
IF THERE WERE OTHER OPTIONS.
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THIS IS MY LAST OPTION.
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[ GRUNTS ]
THANK YOU.
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I SEE THE DOCTOR TOMORROW,
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AND I AM REALLY ANXIOUS
AND EXCITED
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BECAUSE HE CAN HELP ME.
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BUT I DON'T KNOW
WHAT HE'S GONNA TELL ME.
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I HOPE
IT'S NOT GONNA BREAK.
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[ GRUNTS ]
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OH, GOODNESS SAKE.
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WHEW. SUCH A RELIEF TO BE HERE
AND JUST BE...
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I AM GOING FULL FORCE AHEAD,
AND I WILL DO THIS.
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SO, TODAY I GET TO MEET DR. NOW.
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HOPEFULLY HE WILL FIND ME
HEALTHY ENOUGH
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THAT I CAN HAVE SURGERY.
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OH, BOY.
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IF THIS APPOINTMENT
DOESN'T GO WELL,
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I DON'T THINK THERE'S ANYONE
ELSE OUT THERE THAT CAN HELP ME.
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Woman: MS. POTTER?
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I'M NOT EVEN SURE
WHAT I WEIGH RIGHT NOW.
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OH, GOSH.
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[ BREATHING HEAVILY ]
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I DON'T KNOW IF I'VE GAINED
OR LOST OVER THE LAST YEAR.
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OH, MY GOODNESS.
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[ EXHALES SHARPLY ]
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OH, GOD.
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OH, GOD.
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I CAN'T BELIEVE
THAT I WEIGH ALMOST 700 POUNDS.
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OH, GOD.
227
00:12:25,067 --> 00:12:27,167
I'M NOT SURE
WHAT THE DOCTOR'S GONNA THINK
228
00:12:27,167 --> 00:12:28,500
OF MY CURRENT WEIGHT.
229
00:12:28,500 --> 00:12:30,333
I JUST HOPE
HE CAN DO MY SURGERY.
230
00:12:30,333 --> 00:12:31,867
[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]
231
00:12:31,867 --> 00:12:33,200
HELLO.
HI.
232
00:12:33,200 --> 00:12:35,200
I'M DR. NOWZARADAN.
I'M PAULINE.
233
00:12:35,200 --> 00:12:40,800
SO, I SEE
THAT YOU'RE 670 POUND.
234
00:12:40,800 --> 00:12:42,400
TELL ME
ABOUT YOUR EATING HABIT.
235
00:12:42,400 --> 00:12:44,600
EVEN WHEN I'M NOT HUNGRY,
236
00:12:44,600 --> 00:12:46,733
I'M STILL WANTING TO REACH
FOR SOMETHING.
237
00:12:46,733 --> 00:12:49,633
COULD BE CHIPS
OR IT COULD BE COOKIES
238
00:12:49,633 --> 00:12:50,967
OR IT COULD BE ICE CREAM.
239
00:12:50,967 --> 00:12:52,400
EVEN IF I'M PHYSICALLY FULL,
240
00:12:52,400 --> 00:12:55,800
I'M STILL WANTING TO
SNACK ON, YOU KNOW, SOMETHING.
241
00:12:55,800 --> 00:12:57,467
COOKIE, CHIPS, ICE CREAM.
242
00:12:57,467 --> 00:13:00,100
THE NEXT QUESTION IS,
WHO BUYS THOSE?
243
00:13:00,100 --> 00:13:03,700
I'LL SEND MY SON, BUT I KNOW
WHAT YOU'RE GONNA SAY,
244
00:13:03,700 --> 00:13:05,633
AND IT'S REALLY NOT
HIS FAULT.
245
00:13:05,633 --> 00:13:08,200
I KNOW HE'S PROBABLY CONSIDERED
AN ENABLER,
246
00:13:08,200 --> 00:13:10,533
BUT I ABUSE MY POSITION
AS HIS MOTHER,
247
00:13:10,533 --> 00:13:12,333
AND I TELL HIM,
"GO GET MY FOOD,"
248
00:13:12,333 --> 00:13:13,633
AND I FORCE HIM TO DO IT.
249
00:13:13,633 --> 00:13:16,333
YOU KNOW THE SOLUTION IS
NOT TO BUY IT.
250
00:13:16,333 --> 00:13:17,533
RIGHT.
OKAY.
251
00:13:17,533 --> 00:13:19,767
SO, YOU ALREADY KNOW
THE SOLUTION.
252
00:13:19,767 --> 00:13:21,067
YOU ALREADY KNOW
THE ANSWER.
253
00:13:21,067 --> 00:13:22,367
YOU ALREADY KNOW
THE PROBLEM.
254
00:13:22,367 --> 00:13:24,067
BUT YOU HAVE NO CONTROL
OVER IT.
255
00:13:24,067 --> 00:13:27,067
PAULINE DOESN'T SEE
HER RESPONSIBILITY
256
00:13:27,067 --> 00:13:29,067
IN HER CURRENT SITUATION.
257
00:13:29,067 --> 00:13:33,267
SO, THE QUESTION IS IF SHE
EVEN WANT TO CHANGE RIGHT NOW.
258
00:13:33,267 --> 00:13:37,267
UNLESS WE GET A HANDLE
ON THE COMPULSIVE EATING,
259
00:13:37,267 --> 00:13:40,300
WE'RE NOT GONNA BENEFIT
FROM SURGERY
260
00:13:40,300 --> 00:13:43,967
BECAUSE WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY
IS ONLY GONNA LIMIT
261
00:13:43,967 --> 00:13:47,067
WHAT YOU'RE GONNA EAT
IN ONE SITTING.
262
00:13:47,067 --> 00:13:50,067
THIS IS GONNA BE VERY HARD
TO TREAT.
263
00:13:50,067 --> 00:13:51,667
FOR YOUR CONDITION,
264
00:13:51,667 --> 00:13:54,833
YOU SHOULD GO TO
A ZERO-CARB DIET,
265
00:13:54,833 --> 00:13:57,833
AND I WANT YOU
TO LOSE 50 POUNDS
266
00:13:57,833 --> 00:14:01,133
OVER THE NEXT
COUPLE OF MONTHS.
267
00:14:01,133 --> 00:14:03,767
Dr. Nowzaradan:
IF SHE HASN'T LOST ANY WEIGHT
268
00:14:03,767 --> 00:14:05,833
WHEN I SEE HER NEXT,
269
00:14:05,833 --> 00:14:08,567
WE MAY HAVE TO TAKE
MORE DRASTIC STEPS
270
00:14:08,567 --> 00:14:12,367
BECAUSE SHE CANNOT SURVIVE
MUCH LONGER LIKE THIS.
271
00:14:12,367 --> 00:14:13,533
HOW OLD ARE YOU?
272
00:14:13,533 --> 00:14:14,533
I'M 50.
273
00:14:14,533 --> 00:14:16,900
DO YOU THINK
YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT TO 60?
274
00:14:16,900 --> 00:14:18,300
THAT'S WHAT
I'M WORRIED ABOUT.
275
00:14:18,300 --> 00:14:20,100
EVERY DAY I'M WORRIED THAT
I WON'T WAKE UP THE NEXT DAY.
276
00:14:20,100 --> 00:14:22,333
Dr. Nowzaradan:
IT'S ALL HER CHOICE,
277
00:14:22,333 --> 00:14:24,833
AND I DON'T THINK SHE GETS THAT.
278
00:14:24,833 --> 00:14:28,600
THIS IS TOTALLY
ON YOUR SHOULDER
279
00:14:28,600 --> 00:14:30,433
TO BREAK THE EATING HABIT,
OKAY?
280
00:14:30,433 --> 00:14:33,167
WE DISCUSSED IT BEFORE WE CAME,
AND HE'S ON BOARD, TOO.
281
00:14:33,167 --> 00:14:34,433
WE'RE BOTH GONNA DO THIS.
282
00:14:34,433 --> 00:14:35,700
ALL RIGHT.
THANK YOU.
283
00:14:35,700 --> 00:14:37,800
SURE.
284
00:14:40,100 --> 00:14:43,500
[ SOBS ]
285
00:14:43,500 --> 00:14:46,333
I WAS SO SCARED
HE WAS GONNA SEND ME AWAY,
286
00:14:46,333 --> 00:14:48,767
BUT HE DIDN'T.
287
00:14:48,767 --> 00:14:50,900
ARE YOU IN?
288
00:14:50,900 --> 00:14:51,900
YEAH.
289
00:14:51,900 --> 00:14:53,300
GOOD. I'M IN.
290
00:14:55,433 --> 00:14:59,900
I'M NOT HAPPY THAT HE DIDN'T SAY
THAT I'M APPROVED.
291
00:14:59,900 --> 00:15:03,800
BUT I AM HAPPY THAT HE'S WILLING
TO GIVE ME A CHANCE.
292
00:15:03,800 --> 00:15:05,733
[ DOG YIPPING ]
293
00:15:05,733 --> 00:15:07,067
OUCH.
294
00:15:07,067 --> 00:15:08,867
PUSH IT. OW.
295
00:15:10,067 --> 00:15:12,800
I'M GONNA LOSE THE WEIGHT I NEED
TO GET THE SURGERY.
296
00:15:12,800 --> 00:15:16,433
AND I MAY NOT HAVE
A LOT OF TIME LEFT.
297
00:15:26,467 --> 00:15:29,667
IT'S BEEN A HARD MONTH.
298
00:15:29,667 --> 00:15:30,967
MY DAYS ARE SO BORING
299
00:15:30,967 --> 00:15:33,567
'CAUSE I FEEL LIKE
I'M NOT ESTABLISHED HERE
300
00:15:33,567 --> 00:15:35,067
LIKE I WAS IN CALIFORNIA.
301
00:15:35,067 --> 00:15:37,400
SO, I AM DOING NOTHING ALL DAY.
302
00:15:37,400 --> 00:15:39,567
IT'S BORING AS HECK.
303
00:15:39,567 --> 00:15:41,167
MY ONLY PHYSICAL ACTIVITY IS
304
00:15:41,167 --> 00:15:43,400
WALKING TO THE BATHROOM
FROM MY BED.
305
00:15:45,667 --> 00:15:47,933
I'VE MOSTLY BEEN STUCK
IN THIS CHAIR.
306
00:15:47,933 --> 00:15:49,600
HOW ABOUT SOME CHICKEN SALAD?
307
00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:52,267
WITH RANCH AND A COKE,
PLEASE.
308
00:15:52,267 --> 00:15:54,567
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO EAT BETTER,
309
00:15:54,567 --> 00:15:56,633
BUT THERE STILL IS MOSTLY
JUST FAST FOOD AROUND,
310
00:15:56,633 --> 00:15:57,700
SO THAT MAKES IT TOUGH.
311
00:16:00,300 --> 00:16:02,800
Dillon:
IT WORRIES ME A LITTLE BIT
312
00:16:02,800 --> 00:16:04,500
THAT SHE'S JUST GONNA FALL BACK
313
00:16:04,500 --> 00:16:07,233
INTO HER OLD EATING HABITS
AGAIN.
314
00:16:07,233 --> 00:16:09,400
SHE GETS MAD
WHEN I TELL HER NO,
315
00:16:09,400 --> 00:16:12,600
LIKE, IF SHE EVER DOES HAVE
ANY CRAVINGS OR ANYTHING.
316
00:16:12,600 --> 00:16:14,067
THANK YOU.
317
00:16:14,067 --> 00:16:18,267
BUT I JUST HOPE THAT SHE'LL KNOW
THAT WE CAME HERE FOR A REASON,
318
00:16:18,267 --> 00:16:19,933
AND IF SHE MESSES IT UP,
319
00:16:19,933 --> 00:16:22,567
THEN ALL OF THIS WILL BE
FOR NOTHING.
320
00:16:22,567 --> 00:16:24,333
THANKS, HONEY.
321
00:16:24,333 --> 00:16:27,167
Pauline:
I SEE THE DOCTOR NEXT MONTH.
322
00:16:27,167 --> 00:16:31,533
AND I'M GONNA TRY AND DO WHAT
I CAN TO LOSE THE WEIGHT I NEED.
323
00:16:31,533 --> 00:16:34,300
BUT IT'S HARD.
324
00:16:42,167 --> 00:16:44,200
WE'RE HEADED BACK
TO THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE
325
00:16:44,200 --> 00:16:47,133
TO SEE HOW I'VE DONE
IN THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS.
326
00:16:47,133 --> 00:16:49,333
I'VE BEEN REALLY ANXIOUS
TO GET APPROVED.
327
00:16:51,967 --> 00:16:54,333
PUSH IT, BABY.
328
00:16:54,333 --> 00:16:55,567
OKAY.
329
00:16:55,567 --> 00:16:58,667
I REALLY FEEL LIKE
I'M GONNA PASS OUT ALREADY.
330
00:16:58,667 --> 00:17:01,700
IT'S GONNA BE BAD
HAVING TO WALK TO THE SCALE.
331
00:17:01,700 --> 00:17:05,067
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DO
WHAT I NEED TO LOSE THE WEIGHT.
332
00:17:08,433 --> 00:17:09,767
LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND.
333
00:17:09,767 --> 00:17:10,867
I JUST WANT TO...
334
00:17:10,867 --> 00:17:12,567
[ WHIMPERING ]
335
00:17:16,667 --> 00:17:18,500
OKAY.
336
00:17:23,267 --> 00:17:24,533
UH, YOU WENT UP.
337
00:17:33,767 --> 00:17:37,467
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I GAINED
A COUPLE OF POUNDS.
338
00:17:37,467 --> 00:17:40,867
I'VE HAD A FEW THINGS
NOT GOOD FOR YOUR DIET,
339
00:17:40,867 --> 00:17:44,100
BUT I CERTAINLY DON'T FEEL LIKE
I'VE OVEREATEN.
340
00:17:44,100 --> 00:17:47,500
[ BREATHING HEAVILY ]
341
00:17:47,500 --> 00:17:49,600
[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]
342
00:17:49,600 --> 00:17:52,400
ALL RIGHT,
HOW IS EVERYTHING GOING?
343
00:17:52,400 --> 00:17:57,067
JUST BEEN FEELING
KIND OF NAUSEOUS AND DIZZY.
344
00:17:57,067 --> 00:18:00,067
HOW IS EVERYTHING GOING
WITH YOUR ACTIVITY?
345
00:18:00,067 --> 00:18:03,267
I HAVEN'T DONE A LOT OF ACTIVITY
IN THE LAST WEEK
346
00:18:03,267 --> 00:18:05,133
BECAUSE MY STOMACH HURTS.
347
00:18:05,133 --> 00:18:08,967
I DON'T THINK YOU'RE GETTING
HOW SERIOUS THIS SITUATION IS.
348
00:18:08,967 --> 00:18:10,800
WELL, I DO HAVE A PROBLEM
WITH WATER RETENTION.
349
00:18:10,800 --> 00:18:12,233
IT MAY NOT HAVE BEEN
WATER WEIGHT.
350
00:18:12,233 --> 00:18:14,200
PAULINE, YOU GAINED WEIGHT.
351
00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:16,533
YOU'RE GETTING TO BE
700 POUND.
352
00:18:16,533 --> 00:18:18,800
THINGS NEED TO
BE CHANGED NOW.
353
00:18:18,800 --> 00:18:20,300
YEAH.
354
00:18:20,300 --> 00:18:24,400
Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M REALLY
CONCERNED FOR PAULINE RIGHT NOW.
355
00:18:24,400 --> 00:18:26,367
OVER THE LAST COUPLE MONTHS,
356
00:18:26,367 --> 00:18:27,967
SHE SHOULD'VE LOST
OVER 50 POUNDS.
357
00:18:27,967 --> 00:18:30,800
SHE CANNOT GO MUCH LONGER
LIKE THIS.
358
00:18:30,800 --> 00:18:33,300
IT SEEMS LIKE
YOU ARE NOT GOING TO
359
00:18:33,300 --> 00:18:36,300
FIGURE THIS OUT
ON YOUR OWN.
360
00:18:36,300 --> 00:18:38,633
SO I AM ADMITTING YOU
TO THE HOSPITAL RIGHT NOW.
361
00:18:38,633 --> 00:18:40,167
I'M GONNA PUT YOU
ON A MONITORED DIET.
362
00:18:40,167 --> 00:18:41,600
OKAY.
363
00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:44,700
Dr. Nowzaradan: SHE'S NOT
GOING TO DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT
364
00:18:44,700 --> 00:18:47,533
UNLESS THERE IS SOME SORT
OF MEDICAL INTERVENTION.
365
00:18:47,533 --> 00:18:51,267
[ BREATHING HEAVILY ]
366
00:18:51,267 --> 00:18:53,467
SOMETHING DRASTIC
HAS TO BE DONE.
367
00:18:53,467 --> 00:18:57,533
IF SHE DOESN'T LOSE ANY WEIGHT
IN THE HOSPITAL,
368
00:18:57,533 --> 00:19:00,833
THERE IS NOTHING MORE
WE CAN DO FOR PAULINE.
369
00:19:00,833 --> 00:19:02,967
Pauline: I DIDN'T THINK
I'D BE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL
370
00:19:02,967 --> 00:19:04,400
TODAY AT ALL.
371
00:19:04,400 --> 00:19:05,400
OHH.
372
00:19:05,400 --> 00:19:07,500
I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS.
373
00:19:07,500 --> 00:19:10,500
I STILL THINK I CAN DO IT
ON MY OWN
374
00:19:10,500 --> 00:19:12,667
ONCE I GET SETTLED INTO THINGS
A LITTLE BETTER.
375
00:19:18,267 --> 00:19:23,867
IT FEELS WEIRD TO VOLUNTARILY
GO THERE SINCE I DON'T WANT TO.
376
00:19:23,867 --> 00:19:26,500
I THINK HE MAY BE OVERREACTING
A LITTLE BIT.
377
00:19:44,267 --> 00:19:46,467
Pauline: I'M REALLY HUNGRY.
378
00:19:46,467 --> 00:19:49,433
I'VE BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL
FOR A WHILE NOW.
379
00:19:49,433 --> 00:19:52,133
AND THEY'VE HAD ME
ON A RESTRICTED DIET.
380
00:19:52,133 --> 00:19:53,833
[ SIGHS ]
381
00:19:53,833 --> 00:19:56,300
SOMETIMES,
THE FOOD ISN'T THAT GREAT.
382
00:19:56,300 --> 00:19:58,700
BUT I'M DEALING WITH IT.
383
00:19:58,700 --> 00:20:03,267
I DON'T THINK I REALLY NEEDED TO
BE IN THE HOSPITAL TO DO THIS.
384
00:20:03,267 --> 00:20:07,133
I KNOW I CAN DO THIS ON MY OWN.
385
00:20:07,133 --> 00:20:08,700
AND THERE ARE TIMES I FEEL LIKE
386
00:20:08,700 --> 00:20:10,633
I'M BEING PUSHED
A LITTLE TOO HARD.
387
00:20:15,333 --> 00:20:16,933
THAT'S PRETTY GOOD.
388
00:20:16,933 --> 00:20:20,233
I HAVEN'T HAD BAKED CHICKEN
FOR A WHILE.
389
00:20:20,233 --> 00:20:22,567
I AM JUST READY TO BE HOME.
390
00:20:30,133 --> 00:20:31,300
[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]
391
00:20:32,633 --> 00:20:33,633
HELLO.
392
00:20:33,633 --> 00:20:34,967
HI, DOCTOR.
393
00:20:34,967 --> 00:20:36,633
HOW ARE YOU?
I'M OKAY.
394
00:20:36,633 --> 00:20:38,600
AND HOW IS YOUR DIET
COMING ALONG?
395
00:20:38,600 --> 00:20:40,100
GOOD.
I'M DOING SO GOOD.
396
00:20:40,100 --> 00:20:43,467
I'VE BEEN EATING ONLY SALADS
AND MEAT
397
00:20:43,467 --> 00:20:44,800
AND NO SNACKS IN BETWEEN.
398
00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:46,800
LIKE, I'M DOING REALLY GOOD
ON THAT.
399
00:20:46,800 --> 00:20:47,833
OKAY. SUPER.
400
00:20:47,833 --> 00:20:50,767
WE'RE GONNA GO AHEAD
AND WEIGH YOU NOW.
401
00:20:50,767 --> 00:20:53,100
IF YOU LOST
AT LEAST 40 POUNDS,
402
00:20:53,100 --> 00:20:55,367
WE CAN GO FORWARD
WITH THE SURGERY.
403
00:20:55,367 --> 00:20:56,367
THANK YOU, DOCTOR.
404
00:20:56,367 --> 00:20:59,533
ALL RIGHT. SEE YOU LATER.
405
00:20:59,533 --> 00:21:02,233
YOU GOT TO PUT THE LEG RESTS
ON THE WHEELCHAIR.
406
00:21:06,267 --> 00:21:08,067
I DON'T KNOW MY CURRENT WEIGHT
407
00:21:08,067 --> 00:21:10,400
AND I AM ANXIOUS TO SEE
WHERE I'M AT.
408
00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:13,067
DO YOU THINK IT WILL HOLD --
LIKE, I WON'T BREAK IT, RIGHT?
409
00:21:13,067 --> 00:21:14,433
NO.
410
00:21:14,433 --> 00:21:15,833
AWESOME. THANK YOU.
411
00:21:15,833 --> 00:21:18,233
I APPRECIATE
YOU BEING SO NICE.
412
00:21:18,233 --> 00:21:21,100
OKAY, WE'RE GONNA
PRESS IT ON.
413
00:21:21,100 --> 00:21:23,700
OKAY, SO,
MINUS FROM 678.
414
00:21:23,700 --> 00:21:25,567
THAT'S NOT BAD.
415
00:21:25,567 --> 00:21:28,300
60 WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER,
BUT I'LL BE HAPPY WITH 44.
416
00:21:28,300 --> 00:21:29,800
YEAH.
417
00:21:29,800 --> 00:21:33,167
PAULINE IS LOSING WEIGHT
BECAUSE OF HER CONTROLLED DIET.
418
00:21:33,167 --> 00:21:38,400
NOW THAT WE HAVE HER WEIGHT
GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION,
419
00:21:38,400 --> 00:21:40,900
WE'RE GONNA GO AHEAD
AND DO A BYPASS ON HER.
420
00:21:40,900 --> 00:21:44,100
BUT SHE STILL
HAS TO MAKE DECISION
421
00:21:44,100 --> 00:21:46,333
TO BE HEALTHY ON HER OWN.
422
00:21:46,333 --> 00:21:49,100
IF SHE DOESN'T,
THE SURGERY WILL BE A WASTE.
423
00:21:49,100 --> 00:21:51,633
THIS IS HER LAST CHANCE.
424
00:21:51,633 --> 00:21:54,300
I HOPE SHE TAKES IT.
425
00:22:01,600 --> 00:22:03,067
Man: ALL RIGHT, MISS PAULINE,
ARE YOU READY?
426
00:22:03,067 --> 00:22:04,067
Pauline: YES.
427
00:22:05,533 --> 00:22:07,367
OH, OUCH.
428
00:22:15,300 --> 00:22:17,067
HELLO.
429
00:22:17,067 --> 00:22:18,067
SO, ARE YOU READY
FOR YOUR SURGERY?
430
00:22:18,067 --> 00:22:19,500
I AM SCARED TO DEATH.
431
00:22:19,500 --> 00:22:21,367
COULD YOU MAKE SURE
I WAKE UP?
432
00:22:21,367 --> 00:22:23,333
YOU WILL WAKE UP.
I'M SO SCARED.
433
00:22:23,333 --> 00:22:25,967
YOU HAVE THE BOOK I GAVE YOU
TO READ AND --
434
00:22:25,967 --> 00:22:27,767
I BROUGHT IT
WITH ME, YES.
435
00:22:27,767 --> 00:22:29,467
THIS IS GONNA BE
VERY IMPORTANT,
436
00:22:29,467 --> 00:22:31,233
BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T
FOLLOW THAT,
437
00:22:31,233 --> 00:22:34,133
YOU'RE GONNA BE HAVING
SERIOUS COMPLICATIONS.
438
00:22:34,133 --> 00:22:36,133
I'M GONNA FOLLOW
EVERYTHING.
439
00:22:36,133 --> 00:22:37,133
OKAY?
OKAY.
440
00:22:37,133 --> 00:22:38,433
THANK YOU.
MM-HMM.
441
00:22:38,433 --> 00:22:39,967
RIGHT BEHIND ME.
442
00:22:39,967 --> 00:22:42,333
Pauline:
I WOULDN'T BE DOING THIS
443
00:22:42,333 --> 00:22:44,200
IF THERE WERE OTHER OPTIONS.
444
00:22:45,767 --> 00:22:50,633
DILLON IS THE REASON
WHY I'M DOING THIS.
445
00:22:50,633 --> 00:22:54,733
I'M SO TIRED OF BURDENING HIM
TO HELP ME.
446
00:22:54,733 --> 00:22:56,800
WHAT THIS SURGERY
IS GONNA DO FOR DILLON
447
00:22:56,800 --> 00:23:00,400
IS MAYBE GIVE HIM
HIS OWN LIFE BACK.
448
00:23:00,400 --> 00:23:02,233
THIS IS MY LAST OPTION.
449
00:23:02,233 --> 00:23:04,700
Man:
TAKE A BIG, DEEP BREATH.
450
00:23:04,700 --> 00:23:07,133
Dr. Nowzaradan: PAULINE IS
HAVING GASTRIC BYPASS TODAY.
451
00:23:07,133 --> 00:23:08,900
WE GOT HER TO LOSE SOME WEIGHT,
452
00:23:08,900 --> 00:23:11,833
BUT SHE WILL NOT CONTINUE
TO BE SUCCESSFUL
453
00:23:11,833 --> 00:23:14,400
WITHOUT WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
454
00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:17,900
WE'RE MAKING THE FIRST INCISION.
455
00:23:17,900 --> 00:23:21,133
THESE MORBIDLY OBESE PATIENTS --
456
00:23:21,133 --> 00:23:24,600
THEIR STOMACH MAY BE AS BIG
AS A LARGE WATERMELON.
457
00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:28,333
AND WE GOT TO REDUCE IT
TO THE SIZE OF A SMALL ORANGE.
458
00:23:28,333 --> 00:23:31,367
GO AHEAD
AND TURN THE ROOM LIGHTS OFF.
459
00:23:31,367 --> 00:23:32,900
FROM THIS POINT ON,
460
00:23:32,900 --> 00:23:35,567
PAULINE SHOULD EAT
JUST ONE MODERATE MEAL,
461
00:23:35,567 --> 00:23:37,067
AND SHE'LL BE FULL.
462
00:23:37,067 --> 00:23:39,800
THAT'S GONNA BE
A TREMENDOUS REDUCTION
463
00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:41,833
ON CALORIE INTAKE FOR HER.
464
00:23:41,833 --> 00:23:45,600
THIS IS PAULINE'S
LAST OPPORTUNITY
465
00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:48,133
TO TURN HER LIFE AROUND.
466
00:23:48,133 --> 00:23:52,333
I'M HOPING THE SURGERY
GIVE HER MOTIVATION
467
00:23:52,333 --> 00:23:56,067
TO START TAKING OPPORTUNITY
FOR HERSELF.
468
00:23:56,067 --> 00:23:58,400
ALL RIGHT,
ROOM LIGHT ON, PLEASE.
469
00:23:58,400 --> 00:23:59,833
EVERYTHING LOOK GOOD.
470
00:23:59,833 --> 00:24:02,333
PAULINE'S BYPASS SURGERY
WENT VERY WELL.
471
00:24:16,633 --> 00:24:19,067
DID ANYONE TELL MY SON
I'M OKAY?
472
00:24:23,267 --> 00:24:26,067
Dr. Nowzaradan:
AS SOON AS SHE GETS STABLE,
473
00:24:26,067 --> 00:24:28,067
WE'RE GONNA START TO GET HER UP
474
00:24:28,067 --> 00:24:30,333
AND MOVE AROUND A LITTLE BIT...
475
00:24:31,867 --> 00:24:33,367
WE ARE GOING TO WATCH HER
476
00:24:33,367 --> 00:24:36,067
TO MAKE SURE SHE'S DOING
WHAT SHE NEED TO DO.
477
00:24:36,067 --> 00:24:37,567
I DON'T FEEL GOOD,
HONEY.
478
00:24:37,567 --> 00:24:41,500
WE MUST GET HER
TO KEEP MAKING PROGRESS.
479
00:25:00,167 --> 00:25:01,667
GOOD MORNING.
480
00:25:01,667 --> 00:25:03,167
GOOD MORNING.
481
00:25:03,167 --> 00:25:04,767
HOW YOU DOING
THIS MORNING?
482
00:25:04,767 --> 00:25:06,067
OKAY, I GUESS.
483
00:25:06,067 --> 00:25:08,933
WHAT DO YOU MEAN OKAY,
YOU GUESS?
484
00:25:08,933 --> 00:25:11,867
WELL, I'M STILL HAVING
SOME PAINS.
485
00:25:11,867 --> 00:25:14,600
WELL, PAIN AFTER SURGERY
IS NORMAL, OKAY?
486
00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:16,467
YOU NEED TO BE UP
AND WALKING.
487
00:25:17,833 --> 00:25:22,133
IF PAULINE DOESN'T MOVE AROUND,
A BLOOD CLOT CAN FORM,
488
00:25:22,133 --> 00:25:24,467
AND THAT CAN BE FATAL.
489
00:25:24,467 --> 00:25:26,700
SHE HAS TO GET UP AND MOVE.
490
00:25:26,700 --> 00:25:28,333
IF YOU DON'T WALK,
491
00:25:28,333 --> 00:25:30,100
YOU'RE GONNA DEVELOP
A BLOOD CLOT IN THE LEG,
492
00:25:30,100 --> 00:25:31,700
AND WE'RE GONNA HAVE
A PROBLEM WITH IT.
493
00:25:31,700 --> 00:25:34,467
WELL, I PULLED A MUSCLE
IN MY STOMACH.
494
00:25:34,467 --> 00:25:35,633
EH, NO EXCUSES.
495
00:25:35,633 --> 00:25:37,167
I KNOW --
YOU ALWAYS THINK IT'S EXCUSE,
496
00:25:37,167 --> 00:25:39,300
BUT IF IT'S HURTING ME,
IT'S THERE.
497
00:25:39,300 --> 00:25:40,500
BUT IT'S HURTING YOU
498
00:25:40,500 --> 00:25:43,133
DOESN'T MEAN
THAT YOU SHOULD STAY IN THE BED.
499
00:25:43,133 --> 00:25:45,433
I'M ONLY ON DAY 5
OF A REALLY BIG SURGERY.
500
00:25:45,433 --> 00:25:48,267
EVERYBODY GOES HOME
ON DAY 2.
501
00:25:48,267 --> 00:25:51,800
YOU'RE MAKING EXCUSES
THAT ARE NOT ACCEPTABLE.
502
00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:56,067
I WANT TO SEE YOU
WALKING OUTSIDE OF THIS ROOM
503
00:25:56,067 --> 00:25:58,467
AND WALK BACK, OKAY?
504
00:25:58,467 --> 00:25:59,800
I CAN'T DO IT THAT FAST.
505
00:25:59,800 --> 00:26:01,767
OKAY.
WE GOT TO BE SLOW WITH YOU.
506
00:26:01,767 --> 00:26:03,767
IT'S GONNA TAKE A WHILE.
ALL RIGHT.
507
00:26:03,767 --> 00:26:05,633
HERE COMES
THE TEAR AGAIN, OKAY?
508
00:26:05,633 --> 00:26:08,600
I KNOW, BECAUSE YOU CAN'T
EXPECT IT THAT FAST OUT OF ME.
509
00:26:08,600 --> 00:26:12,367
YOU'RE GONNA BE MOBILE AND
YOU'RE GONNA GET UP AND MOVE.
510
00:26:12,367 --> 00:26:13,433
[ GROANS ]
511
00:26:13,433 --> 00:26:15,533
LATER, OKAY? LATER.
512
00:26:15,533 --> 00:26:19,567
HER LIFE AND FUTURE
ARE IN HER HAND.
513
00:26:19,567 --> 00:26:20,900
I'LL BE BACK.
514
00:26:20,900 --> 00:26:24,333
SHE CAN CHOOSE TO GET UP
AND DO WHAT SHE NEED TO DO NOW
515
00:26:24,333 --> 00:26:26,900
OR SHE CAN GIVE UP AND DIE.
516
00:26:26,900 --> 00:26:29,333
[ EXHALES DEEPLY ]
517
00:26:51,633 --> 00:26:53,600
OKAY.
518
00:26:55,633 --> 00:26:58,400
PAULINE IS USED
TO BEING IN CONTROL
519
00:26:58,400 --> 00:27:00,667
OF EVERYONE AND HER SITUATION.
520
00:27:00,667 --> 00:27:02,933
STAY CLOSE, HONEY.
OKAY. WE ARE.
521
00:27:02,933 --> 00:27:06,567
SHE'S NOT RESPONDING VERY WELL
TO CHANGES IN THIS DYNAMIC.
522
00:27:06,567 --> 00:27:08,200
YOU GOT IT.
523
00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:09,533
GIVE IT.
524
00:27:09,533 --> 00:27:15,400
[ GROANING ]
525
00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:16,800
THANK YOU.
526
00:27:16,800 --> 00:27:19,133
Dr. Nowzaradan: THIS IS NOT
A GOOD SITUATION RIGHT NOW.
527
00:27:19,133 --> 00:27:21,867
SHE NEED TO DO MUCH MORE.
528
00:27:21,867 --> 00:27:24,933
IF SHE WON'T GET UP AND WALK,
529
00:27:24,933 --> 00:27:27,400
I WILL HAVE TO TAKE
PREVENTIVE MEASURES.
530
00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:30,967
I'M ABOUT TO PASS OUT.
531
00:27:30,967 --> 00:27:32,700
OH, GOD.
532
00:27:32,700 --> 00:27:37,833
SHE'S PUTTING HER LIFE
IN JEOPARDY BY REFUSING TO MOVE.
533
00:27:37,833 --> 00:27:40,533
[ GROANS ]
534
00:27:47,567 --> 00:27:52,067
PAULINE REFUSE TO TAKE
RESPONSIBILITY FOR HERSELF.
535
00:27:52,067 --> 00:27:54,533
THIS IS REALLY DISAPPOINTING.
536
00:27:54,533 --> 00:27:58,067
SHE ONLY HAS GOTTEN UP
TO WALK ONCE.
537
00:27:58,067 --> 00:28:00,600
SO SHE'S PRONE
TO DEVELOP BLOOD CLOT,
538
00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:02,500
WHICH CAN MIGRATE TO HER LUNG,
539
00:28:02,500 --> 00:28:05,133
AND THAT CAN BE
A FATAL CONDITION.
540
00:28:05,133 --> 00:28:09,333
SO I HAVE TO PUT THE AIR FILTER
IN THE LEG TO PREVENT THIS.
541
00:28:09,333 --> 00:28:10,467
ALL RIGHT, PAULINE.
542
00:28:10,467 --> 00:28:12,967
NOW WE'RE GOING TO PUT
THAT FILTER IN, OKAY?
543
00:28:12,967 --> 00:28:14,167
OKAY.
ALL RIGHT.
544
00:28:14,167 --> 00:28:17,700
Man:
SLOW, DEEP BREATHS, PAULINE.
545
00:28:17,700 --> 00:28:19,267
Dr. Nowzaradan:
WE HAVE TO BE VERY CAREFUL
546
00:28:19,267 --> 00:28:22,833
BECAUSE THIS IS
A HIGH-RISK SURGERY.
547
00:28:32,933 --> 00:28:34,767
LET ME HAVE A SYRINGE.
548
00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:53,667
HOLD IT RIGHT THERE.
549
00:28:53,667 --> 00:28:54,733
OKAY.
550
00:28:59,300 --> 00:29:03,900
...WHICH IS THE MAIN VEIN THAT
TAKE THE BLOOD INTO THE HEART.
551
00:29:04,800 --> 00:29:07,433
MAYBE A LITTLE BIT TOO LOW, HUH?
552
00:29:07,433 --> 00:29:08,533
ONE MORE TIME.
553
00:29:16,533 --> 00:29:19,200
ALL RIGHT, HOLD IT RIGHT THERE.
554
00:29:19,200 --> 00:29:21,167
ALL RIGHT, WE'LL GET IT.
555
00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:26,067
IT'S A LITTLE BIT CHALLENGING
556
00:29:26,067 --> 00:29:27,900
TO PUT THE FILTER
IN THE RIGHT PLACE
557
00:29:27,900 --> 00:29:30,500
WITH THIS SIZE PATIENT,
BUT EVERYTHING WENT VERY WELL.
558
00:29:30,500 --> 00:29:32,300
Man: 1, 2, 3...
559
00:29:34,400 --> 00:29:40,067
SO FAR, PAULINE IS
A VERY SELF-DESTRUCTIVE PERSON
560
00:29:40,067 --> 00:29:45,233
AND SHE DOESN'T SEEM
TO WANT TO CHANGE THAT.
561
00:29:45,233 --> 00:29:50,233
ULTIMATELY, YOU CANNOT
MAKE THE CHOICE FOR HER.
562
00:29:50,233 --> 00:29:54,067
NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE HELP,
563
00:29:54,067 --> 00:29:56,900
TURNING AROUND HER LIFE
IS UP TO HER.
564
00:30:14,967 --> 00:30:15,967
GOOD MORNING.
565
00:30:15,967 --> 00:30:16,967
GOOD MORNING.
566
00:30:16,967 --> 00:30:18,200
HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
567
00:30:18,200 --> 00:30:19,467
OKAY. HOW ARE YOU?
568
00:30:19,467 --> 00:30:21,733
ALL RIGHT.
YOU READY TO GO HOME TODAY?
569
00:30:21,733 --> 00:30:22,933
I GUESS SO.
570
00:30:22,933 --> 00:30:25,333
I NEED TO SEE WHAT YOU WEIGH
BEFORE YOU GO HOME.
571
00:30:25,333 --> 00:30:27,767
I WILL.
NOT RIGHT NOW, NOT THIS MINUTE.
572
00:30:27,767 --> 00:30:28,900
WHY NOT?
573
00:30:28,900 --> 00:30:30,667
BECAUSE I'M NOT DRESSED.
574
00:30:30,667 --> 00:30:32,433
THIS IS NOT FASHION SHOW,
OKAY?
575
00:30:32,433 --> 00:30:33,733
NO, NO.
DOCTOR, NO.
576
00:30:33,733 --> 00:30:36,233
YOU'RE NOT HEARING ME.
I'M NOT DOING IT RIGHT NOW.
577
00:30:36,233 --> 00:30:38,633
I'M NOT DOING IT RIGHT NOW.
I CAN GET YOU OUT.
578
00:30:38,633 --> 00:30:40,400
NO.
I'M NOT DOING IT RIGHT NOW.
579
00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:42,767
THIS IS NOT A
PICKING-AND-CHOOSING THING.
580
00:30:42,767 --> 00:30:46,100
PAULINE HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL
FOR A COUPLE MONTHS,
581
00:30:46,100 --> 00:30:50,333
BUT SHE STILL IS
A VERY DIFFICULT PATIENT.
582
00:30:50,333 --> 00:30:53,433
AND HER ATTITUDE IS
THE BIGGEST PROBLEM RIGHT NOW.
583
00:30:53,433 --> 00:30:55,033
ARE YOU READY?
584
00:30:55,033 --> 00:30:56,367
OUCH.
585
00:30:56,367 --> 00:30:58,933
I HURT MY TOE.
586
00:30:58,933 --> 00:31:00,633
OUCHIE.
587
00:31:00,633 --> 00:31:01,933
OOH.
588
00:31:05,400 --> 00:31:06,700
Dr. Nowzaradan: ALL RIGHT.
589
00:31:06,700 --> 00:31:08,933
SO, YOU'RE GONNA FOLLOW
YOUR DIET,
590
00:31:08,933 --> 00:31:10,833
AND IF YOU FOLLOW
YOUR DIET,
591
00:31:10,833 --> 00:31:14,167
YOU'RE GONNA BE ABLE TO LOSE
10, 15 POUND A WEEK, OKAY?
592
00:31:14,167 --> 00:31:15,967
YEAH.
593
00:31:15,967 --> 00:31:18,767
WE HAVE BEEN ABLE
TO MAKE A LOT OF PROGRESS
594
00:31:18,767 --> 00:31:19,867
WITH PAULINE'S WEIGHT LOSS.
595
00:31:19,867 --> 00:31:21,967
SO I'M GONNA DISCHARGE HER NOW.
596
00:31:21,967 --> 00:31:25,667
WE HAVE HELPED HER
AS LONG AS WE CAN HERE.
597
00:31:25,667 --> 00:31:27,833
I'M VERY CONCERNED
598
00:31:27,833 --> 00:31:31,133
THAT SHE'S GOING TO END UP
UNDOING HER SURGERY.
599
00:31:31,133 --> 00:31:33,533
PUSH IT UP.
600
00:31:33,533 --> 00:31:35,067
[ GROANS ]
601
00:31:35,067 --> 00:31:36,800
IF SHE STAYS THIS WAY,
602
00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:40,433
THEN SHE'S NOT GONNA LOSE
ANY MORE WEIGHT.
603
00:31:40,433 --> 00:31:44,900
SHE'S GOING TO HAVE TO LEARN
TO DO THINGS ON HER OWN.
604
00:32:01,367 --> 00:32:04,967
Pauline: WE ARE GOING TO THE
WARM-WATER REHABILITATION POOL,
605
00:32:04,967 --> 00:32:07,233
WHERE I CAN DO
SOME WATER-WALKING
606
00:32:07,233 --> 00:32:09,900
AND INCREASE THE STRENGTH
IN MY LEGS.
607
00:32:22,467 --> 00:32:24,167
I THINK
I'M GOING AT A GOOD PACE.
608
00:32:24,167 --> 00:32:26,667
I'M MAKING THE PROGRESS I WANT.
609
00:32:30,900 --> 00:32:33,200
AND THE DOCTOR CAN'T TELL ME
WHAT'S GOOD FOR ME,
610
00:32:33,200 --> 00:32:36,267
'CAUSE I KNOW MY BODY.
611
00:32:37,933 --> 00:32:41,833
THE POOL IS MUCH SAFER
THAN THE PHYSICAL THERAPIST
612
00:32:41,833 --> 00:32:43,700
PUSHING ME TO DO MORE
THAN I SHOULD.
613
00:32:43,700 --> 00:32:45,933
IF I FALL, IT WOULD BE
A DANGEROUS SITUATION,
614
00:32:45,933 --> 00:32:49,700
AND THEY DON'T GET THAT.
615
00:32:49,700 --> 00:32:52,167
SWIMMING IS ONE
OF THE BEST EXERCISES.
616
00:32:52,167 --> 00:32:54,833
YOU USE EVERY MUSCLE
WHEN YOU'RE SWIMMING.
617
00:32:54,833 --> 00:32:57,833
SO THIS WILL HELP ME
MAKE GOOD PROGRESS.
618
00:32:57,833 --> 00:33:00,100
THEY WANT ME
TO MOVE PAST THE PAIN.
619
00:33:02,467 --> 00:33:04,500
I THINK THE POOL IS
A GOOD SOLUTION
620
00:33:04,500 --> 00:33:07,133
SO I CAN DO THINGS THE WAY
THEY NEED TO BE DONE.
621
00:33:14,067 --> 00:33:17,133
Woman: MISS POTTER.
622
00:33:17,133 --> 00:33:19,800
THIS IS MY FIRST CHECKUP
AFTER LEAVING THE HOSPITAL.
623
00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:24,833
SO I'M ANXIOUS TO KNOW
HOW MUCH I'VE LOST.
624
00:33:24,833 --> 00:33:27,900
I KNOW I WILL HAVE A LOSS
OF SOME TYPE.
625
00:33:27,900 --> 00:33:29,967
I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH.
626
00:33:29,967 --> 00:33:31,533
OH, GOSH.
627
00:33:33,900 --> 00:33:36,800
THAT'S PRETTY AWESOME.
628
00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:40,133
OH, GOSH.
629
00:33:40,133 --> 00:33:41,267
OKAY.
630
00:33:41,267 --> 00:33:44,067
I'M FEELING GOOD
ABOUT SEEING DR. NOWZARADAN.
631
00:33:44,067 --> 00:33:46,133
I AM ANXIOUS TO SEE
IF HE'LL BE HAPPY.
632
00:33:46,133 --> 00:33:47,400
[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]
633
00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:48,400
HI.
634
00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:50,233
HOW Y'ALL DOING?
GOOD. HOW ARE YOU?
635
00:33:50,233 --> 00:33:51,367
ALL RIGHT.
636
00:33:51,367 --> 00:33:52,433
HOW IS YOUR DIET
COMING ALONG?
637
00:33:52,433 --> 00:33:53,633
GOOD.
638
00:33:53,633 --> 00:33:55,967
I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THE LOW 5s
IN A LONG TIME.
639
00:33:55,967 --> 00:33:57,933
PAULINE, IN POUND LOSS,
640
00:33:57,933 --> 00:34:01,100
MEAN THAT YOU'RE STILL EATING
WHAT YOU WANT.
641
00:34:01,100 --> 00:34:02,867
I'VE DONE GOOD.
YOU COULD SEE BY THE SCALE.
642
00:34:02,867 --> 00:34:04,433
YOU TOLD ME,
"ONLY BELIEVE THE SCALE."
643
00:34:04,433 --> 00:34:06,367
THAT'S BECAUSE
YOU HAD WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY.
644
00:34:06,367 --> 00:34:07,733
I KNOW,
BUT I'M EATING GOOD, TOO.
645
00:34:07,733 --> 00:34:09,500
THAT DOESN'T MEAN
THAT YOU'RE EATING HEALTHY.
646
00:34:09,500 --> 00:34:13,133
YOU SHOULD HAVE LOST
AT LEAST 60 TO 80 POUNDS.
647
00:34:13,133 --> 00:34:15,167
Dr. Nowzaradan:
PAULINE'S PLAYING DUMB.
648
00:34:15,167 --> 00:34:18,067
THIS LACK OF PROGRESS MEANS
649
00:34:18,067 --> 00:34:21,200
THAT SHE'S STILL OVEREATING
AND DOING NOTHING.
650
00:34:21,200 --> 00:34:23,433
NO CARB MEANS NO CARB.
651
00:34:23,433 --> 00:34:24,867
OKAY, I'LL DO NO CARBS.
652
00:34:24,867 --> 00:34:29,800
YOU NEED TO GET RID
OF BREAD, RICE, AND PASTA.
653
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:30,967
HOW IS YOUR WALKING?
654
00:34:30,967 --> 00:34:32,767
I WALK BACK AND FORTH
IN MY LIVING ROOM.
655
00:34:32,767 --> 00:34:33,900
I DO THAT SEVERAL TIMES.
656
00:34:33,900 --> 00:34:35,367
YOU DON'T GO OUTSIDE
TO WALK?
657
00:34:35,367 --> 00:34:36,367
NOT YET.
658
00:34:36,367 --> 00:34:38,067
I DON'T FEEL
COMFORTABLE ENOUGH.
659
00:34:38,067 --> 00:34:39,967
I FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA FALL DOWN
IF I GO TOO FAR.
660
00:34:39,967 --> 00:34:43,300
Dr. Nowzaradan:
WE NEED TO GET PAULINE UP
661
00:34:43,300 --> 00:34:45,167
AND MOVING AROUND MORE.
662
00:34:45,167 --> 00:34:46,867
SHE SKIPPED HER
PHYSICAL-THERAPY APPOINTMENT.
663
00:34:46,867 --> 00:34:50,467
SO I'M GOING TO SEND THEM
TO HER APARTMENT
664
00:34:50,467 --> 00:34:52,533
TO MAKE SURE SHE'S ACTIVE.
665
00:34:52,533 --> 00:34:55,733
FIRST STEP OF BEING INDEPENDENT
IS WALKING.
666
00:34:55,733 --> 00:34:59,167
SO I WANT YOU TO INCREASE
YOUR WALKING DISTANCE
667
00:34:59,167 --> 00:35:02,067
AND WALK WITH WALKER
AT LEAST THREE TIMES A DAY.
668
00:35:02,067 --> 00:35:03,200
OKAY.
669
00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:04,400
ALL RIGHT.
670
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:06,100
Dr. Nowzaradan:
IF, NEXT TIME SHE COME IN,
671
00:35:06,100 --> 00:35:08,567
SHE HAS NOT MADE ANY PROGRESS,
672
00:35:08,567 --> 00:35:11,967
THEN THERE IS NO REASON
TO CONTINUE THIS PROCESS
673
00:35:11,967 --> 00:35:13,067
WITH PAULINE.
674
00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:17,533
Pauline: I'M FEELING GOOD
ABOUT MY PROGRESS,
675
00:35:17,533 --> 00:35:19,333
AND IT'S DISAPPOINTING
THAT HE DOES NOT.
676
00:35:19,333 --> 00:35:21,333
THANK YOU.
SURE.
677
00:35:21,333 --> 00:35:23,767
I DON'T KNOW
WHAT HE EXPECTS FROM ME.
678
00:35:23,767 --> 00:35:25,067
[ GRUNTS ]
679
00:35:25,067 --> 00:35:26,833
I'M WORKING HARD
AND DOING WHAT I SHOULD,
680
00:35:26,833 --> 00:35:29,067
AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE
HE'S BEING VERY FAIR RIGHT NOW.
681
00:35:44,700 --> 00:35:47,167
HEY, DIL, HONEY, COULD YOU
BRING ME MY LUNCH, PLEASE?
682
00:35:47,167 --> 00:35:50,067
'CAUSE IT'S BEEN SO LONG
SINCE I ATE,
683
00:35:50,067 --> 00:35:52,700
I'M FEELING
A LITTLE BIT NAUSEOUS.
684
00:35:52,700 --> 00:35:54,067
IT'S BEEN A HARD MONTH.
685
00:35:54,067 --> 00:35:56,333
I'M STILL TRYING TO BALANCE
THE CRAVINGS.
686
00:35:56,333 --> 00:36:00,567
I'M EATING SOME THINGS
I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO,
687
00:36:00,567 --> 00:36:02,267
BUT I'VE DRASTICALLY CUT DOWN
ON THE AMOUNT.
688
00:36:02,267 --> 00:36:08,433
YOU KNOW, DR. NOWZARADAN
REALLY DISCOURAGES EATING CARBS.
689
00:36:08,433 --> 00:36:13,700
BUT I'M REALLY NOT WORRIED ABOUT
HOW MUCH CARBS IS IN THE RICE.
690
00:36:13,700 --> 00:36:15,767
IT'S NOT GONNA HURT ME.
691
00:36:15,767 --> 00:36:19,333
THE KEY IS
TO EAT SMALLER PORTIONS.
692
00:36:20,567 --> 00:36:22,133
I HAVEN'T MOVED AROUND VERY MUCH
693
00:36:22,133 --> 00:36:24,100
BECAUSE OF THE PAIN
STILL BEING THERE,
694
00:36:24,100 --> 00:36:27,067
BUT I'M DEFINITELY FINDING
MY OWN PACE.
695
00:36:30,233 --> 00:36:33,200
I'M DONE.
CAN YOU TAKE THIS?
696
00:36:35,267 --> 00:36:38,567
I KNOW I HAVE ANOTHER DOCTOR'S
VISIT COMING UP NEXT MONTH.
697
00:36:38,567 --> 00:36:42,833
NO MATTER THE NEGATIVITY,
A SMALLER NUMBER IS PROGRESS.
698
00:36:42,833 --> 00:36:45,400
BUT I DON'T KNOW IF THE DOCTORS
WILL AGREE WITH THAT.
699
00:36:56,067 --> 00:37:01,733
I'M A LITTLE NERVOUS
ABOUT SEEING THE DOCTOR TODAY.
700
00:37:01,733 --> 00:37:05,133
AND I'M HOPING I MADE ENOUGH
PROGRESS FOR HIM THIS TIME.
701
00:37:06,567 --> 00:37:07,867
I FEEL PRETTY GOOD.
702
00:37:07,867 --> 00:37:10,800
I FEEL LIKE I'M SURE
I'LL HAVE A WEIGHT LOSS.
703
00:37:10,800 --> 00:37:12,633
I DON'T KNOW
IF IT'S GONNA FIT OR NOT.
704
00:37:12,633 --> 00:37:13,867
WE'LL SEE.
705
00:37:22,700 --> 00:37:24,300
[ LAUGHS ]
WHAT'S THE MATTER?
706
00:37:24,300 --> 00:37:26,233
THE WAY THAT YOU'RE SITTING HERE
AFTER SURGERY,
707
00:37:26,233 --> 00:37:29,600
AND YOU WANT TO ROLL WITH
THIS THING INSTEAD OF WALKING?
708
00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:31,400
THE ONLY REASON
I HAVE THIS CHAIR
709
00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:34,800
IS BECAUSE I CAN'T WALK THAT FAR
WITHOUT GETTING DIZZY.
710
00:37:35,733 --> 00:37:38,833
Dr. Nowzaradan: PAULINE IS
FULLY CAPABLE OF WALKING,
711
00:37:38,833 --> 00:37:41,667
BUT SHE JUST DOESN'T WANT TO
DO IT.
712
00:37:41,667 --> 00:37:43,433
OKAY.
713
00:37:48,067 --> 00:37:49,567
THAT'S NOT BAD,
I GUESS.
714
00:37:49,567 --> 00:37:52,200
THAT'S WHAT YOU SAY,
AND THAT'S NOT WHAT I SAY.
715
00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:53,467
WHAT DO YOU SAY?
716
00:37:53,467 --> 00:37:56,200
I DON'T THINK YOU REALIZE
THE ONLY WEIGHT YOU HAVE LOST
717
00:37:56,200 --> 00:37:58,733
HAS BEEN WHEN WE PUT YOU
IN THE HOSPITAL.
718
00:37:58,733 --> 00:38:01,733
YOU SHOULD HAVE LOST 30 POUNDS
SINCE LAST TIME I SAW YOU.
719
00:38:01,733 --> 00:38:03,800
YOU'RE NOT LOSING
ANY MEANINGFUL WEIGHT.
720
00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:06,433
BUT THIS IS NOT WORKING
FOR ME.
721
00:38:06,433 --> 00:38:08,067
THIS IS BULL[BLEEP]
722
00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:23,500
Dr. Nowzaradan: TELL ME
ABOUT YOUR EATING HABIT.
723
00:38:23,500 --> 00:38:25,433
WHAT DO YOU EAT
FOR A TYPICAL DAY?
724
00:38:25,433 --> 00:38:29,633
I HAVE TO EAT LIKE EVERY
THREE HOURS OR I GET NAUSEOUS.
725
00:38:29,633 --> 00:38:33,800
I WANT TO GET AWAY FROM
THIS EATING THREE HOURS, OKAY?
726
00:38:33,800 --> 00:38:36,267
YOU ONLY EAT BREAKFAST,
LUNCH, AND DINNER.
727
00:38:36,267 --> 00:38:38,333
RIGHT, BUT I'M JUST EATING
SOMETHING LITTLE,
728
00:38:38,333 --> 00:38:39,633
LIKE A LITTLE CUP OF YOGURT.
729
00:38:39,633 --> 00:38:42,233
THAT'S BINGE EATING.
THAT'S GONNA ESCALATE.
730
00:38:42,233 --> 00:38:45,867
YOU HAVE THE SURGERY
TO CHANGE YOUR EATING HABIT,
731
00:38:45,867 --> 00:38:49,067
AND YOU'RE NOT GONNA DO
WHAT WE TELL YOU,
732
00:38:49,067 --> 00:38:51,733
YOU'RE GONNA BE
EXACTLY WHERE YOU STARTED.
733
00:38:51,733 --> 00:38:54,200
I'M NOT EATING ENOUGH
TO GAIN WEIGHT.
734
00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:56,667
WELL,
THAT'S YOUR PERCEPTION,
735
00:38:56,667 --> 00:38:59,633
BUT, YOU KNOW, THE SCALE
DOESN'T WEIGH IN PERCEPTION.
736
00:38:59,633 --> 00:39:02,367
HOW IS YOUR PHYSICAL THERAPY
COMING ALONG?
737
00:39:02,367 --> 00:39:04,067
THEY HAVEN'T CALLED ME YET.
738
00:39:04,067 --> 00:39:05,667
WELL, I GOT A MESSAGE
THEY CALLED,
739
00:39:05,667 --> 00:39:07,900
AND YOU WERE NOT READY
FOR THEM.
740
00:39:07,900 --> 00:39:09,133
THEY NEVER CALLED.
741
00:39:09,133 --> 00:39:11,300
LET ME CHECK ON
THE PHYSICAL-THERAPY SETUP.
742
00:39:16,667 --> 00:39:18,800
[ Ringing ]
743
00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:20,667
I WAS CALLING
ABOUT PAULINE POTTER.
744
00:39:20,667 --> 00:39:24,067
SHE SAID
THAT NOBODY CALLED HER.
745
00:39:24,067 --> 00:39:25,433
MAN:
Well, we did, sir.
746
00:39:25,433 --> 00:39:27,833
We called her three times,
and she said she didn't need us
747
00:39:27,833 --> 00:39:29,467
and she had someone else
helping her.
748
00:39:29,467 --> 00:39:30,700
She turned us away
each time we called.
749
00:39:30,700 --> 00:39:32,067
OKAY.
750
00:39:32,067 --> 00:39:35,433
I WANT YOU TO CALL HER BACK
AGAIN AND SET IT UP THIS TIME.
751
00:39:35,433 --> 00:39:38,233
MAKE SURE THAT SHE'S NOT
GONNA REFUSE IT, OKAY?
752
00:39:38,233 --> 00:39:40,967
Dr. Nowzaradan:
PAULINE IS LYING TO ME.
753
00:39:40,967 --> 00:39:44,233
SHE WANT THE MAGIC PILL
TO SOLVE HER PROBLEM
754
00:39:44,233 --> 00:39:46,200
WITHOUT HER DOING ANY WORK.
755
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:49,367
PAULINE, I GOT THE MESSAGE
FROM PHYSICAL THERAPY.
756
00:39:49,367 --> 00:39:51,567
THEY SAID
THAT THEY CALLED YOU,
757
00:39:51,567 --> 00:39:54,833
AND YOU TOLD THEM YOU HAVE
SOMEBODY ELSE COMING IN,
758
00:39:54,833 --> 00:39:56,600
THAT YOU DON'T NEED HIM.
759
00:39:56,600 --> 00:39:57,733
THAT WAS THEM?
760
00:39:57,733 --> 00:39:59,367
I THOUGHT
IT WAS ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE.
761
00:39:59,367 --> 00:40:00,633
THEY SPECIFICALLY
TOLD YOU
762
00:40:00,633 --> 00:40:02,700
THAT THEY WERE GOING TO DO
THIS PHYSICAL THERAPY.
763
00:40:02,700 --> 00:40:04,400
THEY DID NOT SAY THE WORDS
"PHYSICAL THERAPY,"
764
00:40:04,400 --> 00:40:05,600
'CAUSE AFTER
YOU TOLD ME THAT,
765
00:40:05,600 --> 00:40:06,900
I'VE BEEN WAITING
FOR THEIR CALL.
766
00:40:06,900 --> 00:40:09,167
YOU ALWAYS HAVE
CERTAIN EXCUSES,
767
00:40:09,167 --> 00:40:10,433
BUT NONE OF THEM MAKE
ANY SENSE.
768
00:40:10,433 --> 00:40:12,200
BECAUSE IT'S TRUE.
IT'S NOT AN EXCUSE.
769
00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:15,167
I'M NOT TRYING
TO SKIP THE PROGRAM
770
00:40:15,167 --> 00:40:18,467
OR, YOU KNOW,
NOT LISTEN TO YOUR RULES.
771
00:40:18,467 --> 00:40:19,700
I'M NOT.
772
00:40:19,700 --> 00:40:22,367
I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE
WE'RE GONNA BE ABLE TO HELP YOU.
773
00:40:22,367 --> 00:40:24,400
THERE'S NOT MUCH I CAN DO
FOR YOU
774
00:40:24,400 --> 00:40:26,767
UNLESS YOU START
TAKING RESPONSIBILITY
775
00:40:26,767 --> 00:40:28,900
FOR YOUR SITUATION.
776
00:40:28,900 --> 00:40:31,467
SO LET'S TRY
TO EAT EFFICIENTLY,
777
00:40:31,467 --> 00:40:34,000
THREE TIME A DAY,
HIGH PROTEIN,
778
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:36,033
AND GET ON
WITH YOUR PHYSICAL THERAPY
779
00:40:36,033 --> 00:40:38,033
AND SEE IF WE CAN MAKE
SOME HEADWAY.
780
00:40:38,033 --> 00:40:40,200
OKAY.
781
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:44,200
PAULINE WANT TO MANIPULATE
EVERYBODY AROUND HER
782
00:40:44,200 --> 00:40:46,400
TO THINK THAT SHE'S RIGHT.
783
00:40:46,400 --> 00:40:49,800
SHE HAS NO INTENTION TO CHANGE
RIGHT NOW.
784
00:40:51,500 --> 00:40:53,800
Pauline:
I DON'T LIKE HOW HE RESPONDED
785
00:40:53,800 --> 00:40:55,500
AND I DON'T THINK IT WAS FAIR.
786
00:40:55,500 --> 00:40:56,833
IT MADE ME SHUT DOWN
787
00:40:56,833 --> 00:40:59,900
AND IT MADE ME NOT TO EVER
WANT TO TALK TO HIM AGAIN.
788
00:40:59,900 --> 00:41:02,633
I THINK HE'S TOO HARD ON ME.
789
00:41:20,667 --> 00:41:24,767
AT THIS TIME, THERE IS NOT MUCH
MORE I CAN DO FOR PAULINE.
790
00:41:24,767 --> 00:41:28,567
SHE'S NOT WALKING
WHEN SHE SHOULD BE.
791
00:41:28,567 --> 00:41:34,900
PAULINE GOES OUT, BUT SHE STAYS
IN THE MOTORIZED WHEELCHAIR.
792
00:41:34,900 --> 00:41:37,233
THAT'S NOT BEING ACTIVE.
793
00:41:39,767 --> 00:41:42,667
Pauline: I DON'T AGREE
WITH ALL THE DOCTOR SAYS,
794
00:41:42,667 --> 00:41:46,400
BECAUSE I'M DOING MORE AND
I AM GOING OUT AND DOING THINGS.
795
00:41:46,400 --> 00:41:50,567
Dr. Nowzaradan: PAULINE SAYS
SHE'S EATING HEALTHY,
796
00:41:50,567 --> 00:41:51,900
BUT SHE'S NOT.
797
00:41:51,900 --> 00:41:52,967
SHE'S EATING WHATEVER SHE LIKES
798
00:41:52,967 --> 00:41:55,767
AND TELLING HERSELF
SHE IS DOING BETTER.
799
00:41:55,767 --> 00:42:00,233
SHE'S PUSHED HER BODY
TO THE LIMIT SO LONG THAT
800
00:42:00,233 --> 00:42:03,233
I AM CONCERNED
SHE MAY NOT BE ABLE
801
00:42:03,233 --> 00:42:05,800
TO LIVE ANOTHER YEAR LIKE THIS.
802
00:42:07,367 --> 00:42:09,933
YOU WANT EVERY PATIENT TO BE
A SUCCESS,
803
00:42:09,933 --> 00:42:12,533
BUT THAT'S NOT REALITY.
804
00:42:12,533 --> 00:42:15,100
Dillon: I STILL HAVE TO DO A LOT
FOR MY MOM,
805
00:42:15,100 --> 00:42:19,067
BUT WE'RE BOTH HOPING THAT
WE CAN BOTH BE MORE INDEPENDENT
806
00:42:19,067 --> 00:42:20,667
AND SHE WON'T HAVE TO RELY ON ME
SO MUCH.
807
00:42:20,667 --> 00:42:25,867
HOPEFULLY DILLON WON'T END UP
BURYING HIS MOTHER SOON.
808
00:42:25,867 --> 00:42:28,733
Pauline: I FEEL LIKE
I'M MAKING THE PROGRESS I WANT,
809
00:42:28,733 --> 00:42:31,833
AND I DO HAVE TO TAKE IT
AT MY OWN PACE.
810
00:42:31,833 --> 00:42:32,300
I KNOW THAT I WILL GET THERE
THAT WAY.
59747
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