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Olivia: MY WEIGHT IS KILLING ME.
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James: IT'S DEPRESSING,
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BEING OVERWEIGHT
FOR SO MANY YEARS.
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Zsalynn: I'VE MISSED OUT ON SO
MUCH OF MY DAUGHTER'S CHILDHOOD.
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Christina: I FEAR THAT
I'LL JUST KEEP GETTING BIGGER
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UNTIL I DO DIE.
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Penny: THIS IS MY LIFE,
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AND I'M GONNA FIGHT
FOR THIS LIFE.
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ARE YOU IN PAIN?
[ GROANING ]
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WE CAN GIVE YOU SOME MEDICINE,
OKAY?
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COME ON.
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James: I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK
TO WHERE I WAS.
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THERE YOU GO.
WORK IT, GIRL.
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Chuck: THE VERY REASON
I PUT THE WEIGHT ON
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IS BECAUSE OF WHAT
I HAVEN'T DEALT WITH.
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Paula: IT'S BEEN EIGHT YEARS
SINCE I WAS ABLE TO DO
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A LOT OF THE THINGS
THAT I'M DOING NOW.
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Tara: IT FEELS LIKE A NEW LIFE.
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Zsalynn:
I'M A WORK IN PROGRESS,
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BUT WE ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH.
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Penny: SOMETIMES IT FEELS
LIKE I'M DEAD.
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I MIGHT AS WELL BE
A PRISONER IN JAIL.
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Edgar: IF SHE CONTINUES
IN THIS FASHION,
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SHE COULD DIE.
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Penny: YOU JUST CAN'T BE
A GOOD MOM WHEN YOU'RE IN BED.
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Angela:
LIAM LOVES HER SO MUCH,
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AND I THOUGHT HAVING HIM
WOULD CHANGE EVERYTHING,
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BUT IT HASN'T.
IT'S GOTTEN WORSE.
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[ Voice breaking ]
HE'S GONNA WATCH HIS MOMMY
BE PUT IN THE GROUND
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BEFORE HE'S 10 YEARS OLD.
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Penny: I KNOW I NEED TO CHANGE
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BECAUSE HE DESERVES
A FULL-TIME MOM.
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I HAVE TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES.
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THIS IS MY LIFE,
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AND I'M GONNA FIGHT
FOR THIS LIFE.
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Angela: THIS IS IT.
THIS IS HER LAST CHANCE.
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IF THIS IS A FAIL,
THE FAILURE IS CATASTROPHIC.
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Dr. Nowzaradan:
I'M VERY CONCERNED ABOUT
PENNY'S BEHAVIOR.
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Penny:
YOU REALLY DON'T NEED SOMEONE
TELLING YOU RIGHT AFTER SURGERY
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WHAT YOU CAN AND CAN'T DO.
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STAND UP ON A SCALE,
WE CAN CHECK YOUR WEIGHT.
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I CAN'T STAND TODAY,
HONESTLY.
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Dr. Nowzaradan:
IF SHE DOESN'T GET UP AND WALK,
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SHE'S NOT GONNA BE ABLE
TO MAINTAIN THE WEIGHT LOSS.
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Christina: ULTIMATELY,
IT COMES DOWN TO
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IF PENNY CHOOSES
IF SHE'S GONNA LIVE OR DIE.
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Penny: NO ONE TOLD ME I HAD
TO LOSE WEIGHT WHEN I GOT HERE.
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Angela: I THINK THAT
SHE'S IN TOTAL DENIAL.
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Penny: THERE HAS BEEN CHANGE.
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THEN I'M GOING TO HAVE TO
JUST GO HOME.
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Penny:
LET ME SHOW DAD YOUR FOOT.
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I'M NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING.
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HEY!
I LIED.
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[ LAUGHS ]
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Penny: I FEEL LIKE THE LAST YEAR
WAS A BIT OF A WASTE.
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I FELT GOOD ABOUT MY PROGRESS,
AND THE DOCTOR DIDN'T.
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SO WE DECIDED
TO MOVE BACK TO MARYLAND.
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IT WAS A GOOD CHOICE.
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HOW THINGS TURNED OUT
WITH PENNY WAS UNFORTUNATE.
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SHE REALLY NEVER WANTED
TO CHANGE.
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SO SHE WENT BACK HOME
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WHERE SHE CAN BE IN CONTROL
OF HER FOOD.
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FOOD ADDICTS
WILL FEED THEIR ADDICTION
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BY GETTING OTHERS
TO DO WHAT THEY WANT.
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YOU WANT TO HAVE
NUTRIENT-DENSE FOODS ON HAND.
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I KNOW WHAT'S IN THERE
IS NOT GOOD.
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SO, WE HAVE
SOME CEREALS HERE.
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THEY'RE IN THERE TRYING TO MAKE
THEM THROW AWAY YOUR CEREAL.
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MOMMY SAID THAT YOU ARE GONNA
HAVE ALL THE CEREAL YOU WANT.
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Dr. Nowzaradan:
I ALWAYS HAVE HOPE
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THAT EVERY PATIENT WILL DO WELL.
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BUT THEY HAVE TO WANT TO CHANGE.
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IF NOT, EVEN WITH THE SURGERY,
THEY WON'T LOSE WEIGHT,
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AND THEY'LL FIND A WAY
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TO CONTINUE TO FEED
THEIR ADDICTION.
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WHEN THEY WOULD GIVE ME CEREAL
IN THE HOSPITAL,
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I WOULD PUT DIET SPRITE
OR GINGER ALE AS MY MILK.
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Dr. Nowzaradan: WHEN PENNY
DECIDED TO QUIT WEIGHT LOSS
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AND GO BACK HOME,
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IT WAS BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T
MANIPULATE EVERYONE
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THE WAY SHE WANTED
IN THE HOSPITAL.
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WHY DIDN'T THIS DO
WHAT IT'S SUPPOSED TO DO
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WHEN I'M DOING
WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO?
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WHERE'S
MY YELLOW-BRICK ROAD?
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WHY DIDN'T I GET IT?
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'CAUSE I'M WORKING HARD,
DR. NOWZARADAN.
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NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY,
THE TRUTH IS IN THE SCALE.
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I KNOW. I KNOW.
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I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME
TO GO ANY FURTHER.
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I NEED TO GO HOME.
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Penny: IT'S BEEN A MUCH MORE
POSITIVE EXPERIENCE HERE
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WITHOUT HAVING SOMEONE TELLING
ME I'M NOT DOING A GOOD JOB.
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I HAVEN'T BEEN ON A SCALE.
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I DON'T FEEL THE NEED
TO BE ON A SCALE
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BECAUSE IT DOESN'T MATTER.
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THIS IS
A VERY DANGEROUS SITUATION.
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MOST OF THESE PEOPLE
THAT ARE BEDRIDDEN
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DON'T HAVE A LIFE-SPAN
OF EVEN A FEW MONTHS.
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SHE'S TRYING TO CONVINCE
EVERYBODY SHE'S DOING WELL.
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IT'S A DELUSION.
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Penny: I'M BETTER OFF NOW
THAN HOW I WAS BEFORE
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BECAUSE I CAN FEEL IT.
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Tara: THIS IS WHAT
I AM ASHAMED OF. THIS.
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JUST TAKE IT OFF.
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I HATE MYSELF THE WAY I AM NOW.
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Dr. Nowzaradan: TARA --
SHE NEEDED DRASTIC CHANGE NOW.
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I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE GONNA
LIVE ANOTHER FIVE YEARS.
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[ Voice breaking ]
THAT WAS LIKE REALITY
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JUST SLAPPED ME
DEAD IN THE FACE.
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Tara: THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE.
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I CAN'T LEAVE MY CHILDREN
THE WAY MY DADDY LEFT ME.
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[ Crying ]
I'M GONNA MISS MY MAMA.
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THERE'S NO TURNING BACK.
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I HAVE TO PUSH
THROUGH THE PAIN.
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CHANGING SOMETHING
LIKE MY EATING HABITS
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IS NEVER GONNA BE EASY.
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Dr. Nowzaradan:
WE CAN'T REMOVE THE SKIN
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IF SHE DOESN'T
LOSE THE WEIGHT.
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I'M DONE WITH THIS!
I-I QUIT!
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OUR KIDS
HAVE TO COME FIRST.
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WHEN YOU ARE
YOUR HEALTHIEST,
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YOU WILL TAKE
BETTER CARE OF THEM.
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Tara: FOR THE FIRST TIME
IN A LONG WHILE,
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I KNOW I CAN DO THIS.
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AND WE BOTH CAN WALK
THE STORE.
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YEAH!
YEAH, BABY!
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IT'S TIME FOR ME
TO STOP MAKING EXCUSES
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AND START CHANGING FOR REAL.
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Dr. Nowzaradan:
WE TOOK OVER 50 POUND OF TISSUE.
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Tara: A YEAR AGO, I WAS AT
THE LOWEST POINT OF MY LIFE.
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I WILL NEVER FORGET
WHO THAT 600-POUND PERSON WAS.
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IT FEELS LIKE A NEW LIFE.
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WHAT IS IT? WHAT?
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OKAY.
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ALL RIGHT.
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A YEAR AGO, I WAS MAKING
A LOT OF WRONG CHOICES.
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I WOULD EAT POORLY.
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I WAS STUCK IN MY BED
ALMOST ALL DAY.
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AND I WAS ANGRY AT THE WORLD.
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TODAY THAT IS NOT ME AT ALL.
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I'M ACTIVE ALL DAY LONG.
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I'M MAKING HEALTHY FOOD CHOICES.
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[ LAUGHS ]
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SAY WHAT?
Y'ALL DIDN'T GET ONE YET?
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AND I'M NO LONGER
JUST ANGRY WITH EVERYTHING.
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LIFE IS SO MUCH BETTER NOW.
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THE BIGGEST DIFFERENCE IS THAT
I CAN TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY.
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BABY!
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YOU GOT AN "A"?
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"A."
YEAH!
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IT'S INCREDIBLE
TO BE THERE FOR THEM.
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[ LAUGHS ] STOP!
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YOU WANT TO GO OUTSIDE
AND PLAY?
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YEAH.
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Darren:
MY MOM'S DOING PRETTY GOOD
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BECAUSE SHE LOST
ALL OF THAT WEIGHT.
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NOW, I'M, LIKE, SO HAPPY.
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Tara: NOW I CAN BE MORE HANDS-ON
WITH MY KIDS.
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COME ON.
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OH.
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BEFORE, EVERYTHING WOULD ACHE.
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MY BODY WOULD ACHE ALL THE TIME.
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SO I WAS ALWAYS STUCK
IN THE HOUSE.
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I DIDN'T GO ANYWHERE.
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I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.
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LET'S PLAY BASKETBALL.
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I COULDN'T BE THERE FOR THEM.
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I WAS BARELY LIVING.
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MY GOAL IS TO BE ABLE
TO KEEP UP WITH MY CHILDREN.
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I CAN'T LET THEM DOWN ANYMORE.
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AAH!
[ LAUGHTER ]
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THE KIDS
ARE ACTUALLY HAVING FUN.
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THEY'RE LIKE, "MAMA, WE'RE
HAVING SO MUCH WITH YOU NOW."
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I'M HAPPY.
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I CAN CONNECT WITH MY KIDS
AS A MOM NOW.
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AAH!
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Tara: AND I'M STARTING TO BE
THE MOM I WANT TO BE.
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I'VE BEEN ALL ABOUT FAMILY,
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BUT I'M LEARNING HOW TO BE
ABOUT MYSELF, TOO.
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SO, TONIGHT I'M GONNA TAKE
A BIG STEP AND GO OUT ON A DATE.
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I'M KIND OF NERVOUS.
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I HAVEN'T BEEN ON A DATE
IN SOME YEARS,
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SO THIS IS NEW TO ME.
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IN THE PAST,
I WAS DISGUSTED WITH MY BODY,
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SO I USED TO KEEP EVERYBODY
AT ARM'S LENGTH.
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I NEVER WAS
AN AFFECTIONATE PERSON.
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I WAS MISSING OUT ON A LOT.
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NOW I CAN LOOK IN A MIRROR
AND SMILE AND BE LIKE,
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"HEY, GIRL,
YOU'RE LOOKING GOOD TODAY."
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DID YOU LOSE MORE WEIGHT?
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MAYBE! I'M TRYING.
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OR YOU JUST
DIDN'T EAT YET?
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I DO HAVE NOT ALL MY SEXY BACK,
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BUT I HAVE AT LEAST
85% OF MY SEXY BACK.
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I USED TO BE, LIKE, JUST ROUND.
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NOW MY WAIST GOES IN.
I HAVE, LIKE, A LITTLE WAIST.
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I FEEL SEXY.
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IT LOOKS SO PRETTY
WITH THESE NAILS.
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MY CHILDREN ARE LIKE, "MAMA,
YOU NEED TO BE HAPPY, TOO."
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MIND YOUR SISTER.
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IT WOULD BE NICE
TO FIND SOMEBODY FOR ME.
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[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]
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I'M LEAVING.
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LET ME SEE HOW YOU LOOK.
OH, YOU LOOK NICE.
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I'M GONNA SEE YOU
WHEN I GET BACK.
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OKAY.
ALL RIGHT.
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I'M EXCITED AND SCARED
AT THE SAME TIME.
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BUT IF I'M GOING TO LIVE
MY LIFE FULLY,
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I HAVE TO GET OUT THERE
AND EXPERIENCE NEW THINGS.
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MY STOMACH IS IN KNOTS.
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I'M NERVOUS.
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I REALLY, REALLY HOPE
THIS GOES WELL.
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I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE
BEEN ON A TRADITIONAL DATE.
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I DON'T KNOW IF I'M READY,
BUT I'M GONNA TAKE A CHANCE.
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HEY.
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MY SON'S BARBER, EUGENE,
ASKED ME OUT ON A DATE.
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WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS FOR 14 YEARS.
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BUT LATELY HE'S BEEN SHOWING ME
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THAT HE WANTS TO BE MAYBE
A LITTLE MORE THAN JUST FRIENDS.
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I'M NERVOUS.
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I'M A LITTLE OUT OF PRACTICE
ON DATING.
224
00:11:36,300 --> 00:11:39,133
BUT I'M GONNA GIVE THIS A TRY
AND SEE WHERE IT GOES.
225
00:11:39,133 --> 00:11:42,467
YOU LOOK NICE.
YOU LOOK STUNNING.
226
00:11:42,467 --> 00:11:44,633
NOW THAT I'VE LOST THE WEIGHT,
227
00:11:44,633 --> 00:11:46,067
THIS IS A WHOLE NEW WORLD
FOR ME.
228
00:11:48,967 --> 00:11:50,767
[ BOTH LAUGH ]
229
00:11:50,767 --> 00:11:54,433
THE REASON I'M WILLING
TO GIVE EUGENE A CHANCE
230
00:11:54,433 --> 00:11:56,433
IS THAT HE IS A GOOD MAN.
231
00:11:57,733 --> 00:11:59,400
NARROW IT DOWN
A LITTLE BIT?
232
00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:01,167
I'M READY.
YOU READY?
233
00:12:01,167 --> 00:12:03,100
I WANT THE GRILLED SHRIMP SALAD,
SMALL.
234
00:12:03,100 --> 00:12:04,133
OKAY.
235
00:12:04,133 --> 00:12:06,333
I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL
ABOUT WHAT I EAT.
236
00:12:06,333 --> 00:12:08,500
I'M SERIOUS
ABOUT WATCHING MY WEIGHT.
237
00:12:08,500 --> 00:12:12,067
IF IT'S NOT HEALTHY
OR IT'S TOO MUCH FOOD,
238
00:12:12,067 --> 00:12:13,700
I'M NOT GONNA DO IT.
239
00:12:13,700 --> 00:12:14,833
HAVE AT IT.
240
00:12:14,833 --> 00:12:16,067
[ LAUGHS ]
241
00:12:16,067 --> 00:12:18,267
I WANT MY SHRIMP SALAD.
YOU CAN EAT THE TOMATO.
242
00:12:18,267 --> 00:12:21,467
UNH-UNH.
IF I EAT, I'M GONNA GET FULL.
243
00:12:21,467 --> 00:12:24,067
OKAY. GOOD. GOOD GIRL.
244
00:12:24,067 --> 00:12:26,467
SHRIMP SALAD FOR YOU.
OH!
245
00:12:26,467 --> 00:12:28,600
THAT THING IS HUGE!
246
00:12:28,600 --> 00:12:31,800
FILET SPECIAL FOR YOU,
GOING MEDIUM WELL.
247
00:12:31,800 --> 00:12:34,133
I'M JUST
A LITTLE SLIGHTLY OFFENDED.
248
00:12:34,133 --> 00:12:35,733
YOU DIDN'T WANT TO EAT
MY TOMATO,
249
00:12:35,733 --> 00:12:37,500
BUT YOU ATE THAT TOMATO.
[ CHUCKLES ]
250
00:12:37,500 --> 00:12:39,167
YOU DISCRIMINATE
ON TOMATOES.
251
00:12:39,167 --> 00:12:40,767
[ LAUGHS ] YES.
252
00:12:40,767 --> 00:12:42,167
WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF
253
00:12:42,167 --> 00:12:44,400
FIVE, SIX YEARS FROM NOW,
HEALTH-WISE?
254
00:12:44,400 --> 00:12:46,300
I'M NOT TRYING TO GET BACK
TO LIKE I WAS,
255
00:12:46,300 --> 00:12:48,067
'CAUSE THAT'S NOT HEALTHY
FOR NOBODY.
256
00:12:48,067 --> 00:12:51,700
NOW BEING A MOM,
A DAUGHTER,
257
00:12:51,700 --> 00:12:54,267
AND I WANT TO BE A WIFE
ONE DAY.
258
00:12:54,267 --> 00:12:57,200
HATS OFF TO YOU FOR TRYING
TO REVERSE THE CYCLE,
259
00:12:57,200 --> 00:12:59,700
TRYING TO GET YOUR HEALTH
BACK IN ORDER.
260
00:12:59,700 --> 00:13:01,433
OH, LORD.
261
00:13:01,433 --> 00:13:04,667
LOSING THE WEIGHT AND GETTING
OUT THERE IS MORE ABOUT ME.
262
00:13:04,667 --> 00:13:08,267
I HAVE TO BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF
TO FIND SOMEONE.
263
00:13:08,267 --> 00:13:10,067
AND I'M FULL.
[ LAUGHS ]
264
00:13:10,067 --> 00:13:11,200
GOT ENOUGH.
265
00:13:11,200 --> 00:13:12,500
THAT'S IT.
266
00:13:12,500 --> 00:13:14,600
I CAN'T EVEN GET YOU TO EAT
A PIECE OF TOMATO.
267
00:13:14,600 --> 00:13:16,567
[ LAUGHS ]
268
00:13:16,567 --> 00:13:18,700
YOU KNOW WHAT?
CHECK, PLEASE.
269
00:13:18,700 --> 00:13:20,600
[ BOTH LAUGH ]
270
00:13:20,600 --> 00:13:23,500
I'M STARTING TO FEEL
LIKE I CAN HAVE A LIFE AGAIN
271
00:13:23,500 --> 00:13:25,333
AND I CAN BE HAPPY.
272
00:13:25,333 --> 00:13:26,633
DON'T DO IT.
273
00:13:26,633 --> 00:13:30,333
IT'S SCARY, BUT IT'S EXCITING
AT THE SAME TIME.
274
00:13:41,433 --> 00:13:45,100
PENNY WANTS TO BE
THE ONE IN CONTROL
275
00:13:45,100 --> 00:13:47,933
AND GET OTHERS TO DO
WHAT SHE WANTS.
276
00:13:47,933 --> 00:13:51,367
WE NEED ALL THREE CEREALS.
WE'RE ALL OUT.
277
00:13:51,367 --> 00:13:53,433
Edgar: PENNY USUALLY GIVES ME
A LIST FOR GROCERY SHOPPING.
278
00:13:53,433 --> 00:13:57,567
CHIPS, SODA, CAKE MIX, CANDY.
279
00:13:58,867 --> 00:14:02,567
PENNY IS VERY STUBBORN,
AND ED DOES ENABLE HER.
280
00:14:02,567 --> 00:14:05,533
HE BUYS WHATEVER SHE TELLS HIM,
281
00:14:05,533 --> 00:14:07,933
AND IF HE DOESN'T,
HE'S GONNA BE IN TROUBLE.
282
00:14:08,567 --> 00:14:11,433
THE FACT THAT PENNY
IS COUPONING,
283
00:14:11,433 --> 00:14:13,933
IT'S JUST HER FINDING A WAY
284
00:14:13,933 --> 00:14:16,700
TO GET OTHERS
TO GET THE FOOD SHE WANTS
285
00:14:16,700 --> 00:14:19,500
AND JUSTIFY
THAT'S WHAT IS BEST FOR HER.
286
00:14:19,500 --> 00:14:23,667
Penny: I LITERALLY COUNT --
ONE, TWO, THREE --
287
00:14:23,667 --> 00:14:25,900
THAT'S $3.
288
00:14:25,900 --> 00:14:28,333
$79 IS WHAT WE SAVE
FOR THE KITCHEN.
289
00:14:28,333 --> 00:14:29,667
THAT'S AWESOME.
290
00:14:29,667 --> 00:14:33,233
IF I CAN SAVE $500,
291
00:14:33,233 --> 00:14:36,467
THAT'S AS GOOD AS MAKING $500.
292
00:14:36,467 --> 00:14:39,333
I'M FINANCIALLY PROVIDING AS
MUCH FOR OUR FAMILY AS EDGAR.
293
00:14:39,333 --> 00:14:42,167
AND WHEN EDGAR WAS PICKING UP
THE GROCERIES,
294
00:14:42,167 --> 00:14:44,467
A LOT OF TIMES
THEY WOULD BE UNHEALTHY FOOD.
295
00:14:44,467 --> 00:14:45,900
NOW THAT WE'RE COUPONING,
296
00:14:45,900 --> 00:14:49,067
HE HAS TO CHOOSE THE HEALTHY
FOODS THAT I HAVE ON THE LIST.
297
00:14:50,500 --> 00:14:52,633
Dr. Nowzaradan:
IT'S NOT ABOUT HEALTH.
298
00:14:52,633 --> 00:14:54,633
IT'S NOT ABOUT SAVING MONEY.
299
00:14:54,633 --> 00:14:58,800
IT'S ABOUT HER BEING IN CONTROL
AND GETTING WHAT SHE WANTS.
300
00:14:58,800 --> 00:15:01,067
SHE'S ADDICTED TO FOOD,
301
00:15:01,067 --> 00:15:03,767
AND SHE WILL DO EVERYTHING
TO GET WHAT SHE WANTS.
302
00:15:05,367 --> 00:15:07,467
EACH ONE OF THESE
IS A DIFFERENT STORE
303
00:15:07,467 --> 00:15:08,833
WE HAVE TO SHOP THIS WEEK.
304
00:15:08,833 --> 00:15:10,800
ALL RIGHT, YOU READY
TO GO DOWN THE LIST?
305
00:15:10,800 --> 00:15:11,967
Edgar: WHENEVER.
306
00:15:13,867 --> 00:15:15,967
DILL PICKLE SLICES --
DO YOU WANT THEM --
307
00:15:15,967 --> 00:15:17,867
I WANT THE JARS
LIKE WE GET.
308
00:15:17,867 --> 00:15:19,367
THE LONG ONES?
309
00:15:19,367 --> 00:15:21,367
NO. THAT WOULD BE SPEARS.
I WANT SLICES.
310
00:15:21,367 --> 00:15:25,700
[ Chuckling ] WHAT ELSE
DO YOU NEED ME TO TELL YOU?
311
00:15:25,700 --> 00:15:29,567
UNTIL PEOPLE AROUND HER
STOP ENABLING HER,
312
00:15:29,567 --> 00:15:32,067
SHE'S NOT GOING TO CHANGE.
313
00:15:32,067 --> 00:15:35,333
Edgar: I HATE DOING
THIS [CHUCKLES] COUPONING.
314
00:15:38,067 --> 00:15:39,967
[ CAR ALARM CHIRPS ]
315
00:15:39,967 --> 00:15:42,900
I GO TO SO MANY
DIFFERENT STORES.
316
00:15:42,900 --> 00:15:46,100
IT MAKES THE SHOPPING
A LITTLE MORE TIME-CONSUMING.
317
00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:51,900
BEFORE, I COULD PRETTY MUCH GET
WHAT I WANTED.
318
00:15:51,900 --> 00:15:54,267
SO NOW I GOT TO GET
WHAT'S ON THE LIST.
319
00:15:56,567 --> 00:15:58,767
I CAN'T ADD LIKE I USED TO.
320
00:15:58,767 --> 00:16:00,067
[ Telephone ringing ]
321
00:16:00,067 --> 00:16:03,067
DO YOU WANT ME TO GET CAKE MIX?
322
00:16:05,133 --> 00:16:06,900
[ Ringing ]
323
00:16:06,900 --> 00:16:09,600
YOUR CALL HAS BEEN FORWARDED
TO AN AUTOMATIC --
324
00:16:09,600 --> 00:16:12,567
TURN YOUR PHONE BACK ON, PLEASE.
325
00:16:16,233 --> 00:16:18,300
[ Ringing ]
326
00:16:18,300 --> 00:16:20,067
YOUR CALL HAS BEEN --
327
00:16:20,067 --> 00:16:21,467
[ BEEP ]
328
00:16:21,467 --> 00:16:24,567
ALL RIGHT, THIS IS ABOUT
THE FOURTH CALL I'VE MADE.
329
00:16:24,567 --> 00:16:27,533
[ SIGHS ]
330
00:16:27,533 --> 00:16:31,733
I TRIED TO CALL PENNY TO ASK HER
IF SHE WOULD LIKE SOMETHING.
331
00:16:33,133 --> 00:16:35,100
ALL RIGHT. [ SIGHS ]
332
00:16:35,100 --> 00:16:38,133
SHE DIDN'T ANSWER THE PHONE.
SHE'S PUTTING ME OUT.
333
00:16:38,133 --> 00:16:40,733
THERE'S THINGS
THAT SHE WANTS AND NEEDS.
334
00:16:40,733 --> 00:16:42,333
AND THEN SHE'LL GET UPSET
335
00:16:42,333 --> 00:16:45,700
'CAUSE I TOOK IT UPON MYSELF
TO GET HER HEALTHY STUFF.
336
00:16:47,900 --> 00:16:51,700
Dr. Nowzaradan: EITHER PEOPLE
AROUND HER STOP ENABLING HER...
337
00:16:51,700 --> 00:16:53,500
[ LAUGHS ]
338
00:16:53,500 --> 00:16:57,367
...OR HER ADDICTION
EVENTUALLY IS GONNA KILL HER.
339
00:16:57,367 --> 00:17:00,800
OH, I KNOW WHAT WE COULD HAVE
FOR DINNER TOMORROW NIGHT.
340
00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:02,700
THEY GOT
THE LOBSTERS AGAIN.
341
00:17:02,700 --> 00:17:03,900
WHATEVER.
342
00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:18,533
HOW WAS SCHOOL?
343
00:17:18,533 --> 00:17:21,533
WHAT'S WRONG?
HAD A LONG DAY?
344
00:17:21,533 --> 00:17:23,933
Tara:
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A CONCERNED MOM
345
00:17:23,933 --> 00:17:27,367
AND WANTED TO KNOW IF MY KIDS
WERE DOING ALL RIGHT.
346
00:17:27,367 --> 00:17:30,500
IF THEY HAD A BAD DAY
OR IF SOMETHING WAS WRONG,
347
00:17:30,500 --> 00:17:33,067
I HAD TO WAIT FOR THEM
TO COME TO ME.
348
00:17:33,067 --> 00:17:36,933
NOW IF EITHER OF MY KIDS
ARE COMING HOME FROM A BAD DAY,
349
00:17:36,933 --> 00:17:39,100
I'M THERE,
350
00:17:39,100 --> 00:17:41,067
AND I WANT TO KNOW
WHAT'S GOING ON.
351
00:17:42,600 --> 00:17:45,500
TODAY I THINK
IT WAS BIOLOGY.
352
00:17:45,500 --> 00:17:47,967
HE'S GOING OVER THE LAB RULES
AND ALL THAT.
353
00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:49,700
WHO'S YOUR LAB PARTNER?
DO YOU HAVE ONE YET?
354
00:17:49,700 --> 00:17:50,833
NO.
355
00:17:50,833 --> 00:17:52,800
SCHOOL JUST STARTED,
MOTHER.
356
00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:56,133
YOU ATE LUNCH AT SCHOOL?
357
00:17:56,133 --> 00:17:58,133
NOPE.
WHAT DID THEY HAVE?
358
00:17:58,133 --> 00:17:59,633
I DON'T KNOW.
I DIDN'T EAT.
359
00:17:59,633 --> 00:18:02,067
AND WHY ARE YOU
NOT EATING LUNCH?
360
00:18:02,067 --> 00:18:03,333
BECAUSE I'M NOT HUNGRY.
361
00:18:08,533 --> 00:18:10,067
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.
362
00:18:10,067 --> 00:18:11,733
SO YOU'RE GONNA
STARVE YOURSELF?
363
00:18:11,733 --> 00:18:13,100
YEP.
364
00:18:13,100 --> 00:18:16,733
Tara: HEARING FELICITY
IS SKIPPING MEALS,
365
00:18:16,733 --> 00:18:21,500
IT HURTS ME TO THE CORE 'CAUSE
I KNOW WHAT SHE'S FEELING.
366
00:18:21,500 --> 00:18:22,800
THE FEAR OF BEING FAT
367
00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:25,433
CAN DRIVE YOU
TO SOME VERY UNHEALTHY PLACES.
368
00:18:25,433 --> 00:18:27,233
ARE YOU GONNA EAT
TONIGHT?
369
00:18:27,233 --> 00:18:29,300
I DON'T KNOW. PROBABLY.
370
00:18:29,300 --> 00:18:31,467
WHAT YOU MEAN PROBABLY?
I'M MAKING CHICKEN WRAPS.
371
00:18:31,467 --> 00:18:33,933
I'M GONNA EAT ONE.
372
00:18:33,933 --> 00:18:36,333
I DID THE SAME UNHEALTHY THING.
373
00:18:36,333 --> 00:18:39,233
I WANTED TO LOSE WEIGHT,
SO I SKIPPED MEALS.
374
00:18:39,233 --> 00:18:42,433
THAT ONLY MEANS YOU'RE GONNA BE
MORE HUNGRY LATER,
375
00:18:42,433 --> 00:18:45,733
AND IT'S NOT GOOD FOR YOUR BODY.
376
00:18:45,733 --> 00:18:47,867
I HAVEN'T BEEN EATING,
377
00:18:47,867 --> 00:18:51,633
AND IT'S, LIKE,
I HAVEN'T BEEN HUNGRY.
378
00:18:51,633 --> 00:18:53,533
ARE YOU GONNA EAT
TONIGHT?
379
00:18:53,533 --> 00:18:55,933
I DON'T CARE.
380
00:18:55,933 --> 00:19:00,067
IF SHE'S MAKING CHOICES
LIKE THIS, TO SKIP MEALS,
381
00:19:00,067 --> 00:19:02,367
THEN SHE'S
ON THE SAME PATH I WAS.
382
00:19:04,200 --> 00:19:06,600
I'M NOT GOING TO
LET THAT HAPPEN.
383
00:19:06,600 --> 00:19:08,867
I JUST HOPE IT'S NOT TOO LATE.
384
00:19:21,600 --> 00:19:24,267
Penny: I'M READY TO GET BETTER,
AND I'M TRYING,
385
00:19:24,267 --> 00:19:27,700
BUT THINGS KEEP HAPPENING
TO SLOW MY PROGRESS.
386
00:19:27,700 --> 00:19:30,333
IT DOESN'T SEEM FAIR.
387
00:19:30,333 --> 00:19:31,667
[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]
388
00:19:31,667 --> 00:19:32,867
COME IN!
389
00:19:32,867 --> 00:19:34,433
HEY, PENNY.
HOW ARE YOU?
390
00:19:34,433 --> 00:19:36,300
RIGHT NOW,
I HAVE A HOME HEALTH NURSE
391
00:19:36,300 --> 00:19:38,267
VISITING ME ONCE A WEEK.
392
00:19:38,267 --> 00:19:39,600
HOW YOU BEEN?
393
00:19:39,600 --> 00:19:41,967
GOOD AND BAD.
YEAH?
394
00:19:41,967 --> 00:19:45,367
CELLULITIS DROPPED TO MY THIGH.
ISN'T THAT WONDERFUL?
395
00:19:45,367 --> 00:19:47,833
HERE'S THE NEW ONE.
ISN'T THAT LOVELY?
396
00:19:47,833 --> 00:19:50,200
YEAH, IT IS A LOT WORSE
THAN IT WAS.
397
00:19:50,200 --> 00:19:52,433
I DON'T KNOW WHY
THIS KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME.
398
00:19:52,433 --> 00:19:54,467
I DON'T KNOW WHY
I KEEP HAVING SETBACKS.
399
00:19:54,467 --> 00:19:57,200
AND THEN THIS IS WHERE
WE'RE AT WITH THIS ONE.
400
00:19:57,200 --> 00:19:58,433
OH, YEAH.
401
00:19:58,433 --> 00:20:00,700
IT JUST SEEMS LIKE
EVERY TIME I GET OUT THERE,
402
00:20:00,700 --> 00:20:04,133
ANOTHER SETBACK
HAS ME BACK IN THE BED.
403
00:20:04,133 --> 00:20:06,700
WE'LL TAKE A LOOK AT THAT WOUND
AND SEE HOW IT'S DOING.
404
00:20:06,700 --> 00:20:09,833
IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE TOUCHING,
LIKE, MY SPLEEN.
405
00:20:11,367 --> 00:20:15,000
BECAUSE OF THE PAIN,
I CAN'T WALK RIGHT NOW.
406
00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:19,200
I'M SO ANXIOUS
FOR THE CELLULITIS TO HEAL.
407
00:20:19,200 --> 00:20:21,867
I CAN'T GET UP TO WALK
OR GET INTO THE WHEELCHAIR
408
00:20:21,867 --> 00:20:23,000
BECAUSE OF THE PAIN.
409
00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:26,667
UNTIL THEN,
I'M TRAPPED IN THIS BED.
410
00:20:26,667 --> 00:20:28,333
SO, HOPEFULLY, HOPEFULLY,
WE'LL GET THAT CLEARED UP,
411
00:20:28,333 --> 00:20:31,667
INFECTION FREE,
UP WALKING AGAIN.
412
00:20:31,667 --> 00:20:34,133
ANYTHING ELSE
WE NEED TO DO TODAY?
413
00:20:34,133 --> 00:20:35,533
ARE YOU DOING GOOD?
414
00:20:35,533 --> 00:20:37,500
NO, I THINK THAT'S COOL.
415
00:20:37,500 --> 00:20:39,567
WELL, I WILL BE BACK
NEXT WEEK,
416
00:20:39,567 --> 00:20:41,667
BUT CALL ME
IF ANYTHING CHANGES.
417
00:20:41,667 --> 00:20:43,533
I'M HOPING
THIS INFECTION WILL HEAL
418
00:20:43,533 --> 00:20:45,600
BECAUSE I PROMISED LIAM
NO MATTER WHAT,
419
00:20:45,600 --> 00:20:47,633
I'M GOING TRICK-OR-TREATING
WITH HIM THIS YEAR.
420
00:20:47,633 --> 00:20:51,867
LAST YEAR, I WASN'T ABLE
TO GO WITH HIM.
421
00:20:51,867 --> 00:20:53,133
ALL RIGHT, BYE-BYE.
422
00:20:53,133 --> 00:20:54,667
HAVE A GOOD ONE.
BYE-BYE.
423
00:20:54,667 --> 00:20:57,800
IT'S LIAM'S FAVORITE HOLIDAY,
AND IT'S ONLY A MONTH AWAY.
424
00:20:57,800 --> 00:21:02,133
I NEED TO GET BETTER
SO THAT I CAN KEEP MY PROMISE.
425
00:21:15,500 --> 00:21:17,633
DO PEOPLE
LOOK AT YOU STRANGE
426
00:21:17,633 --> 00:21:20,400
BECAUSE YOU HAVE, LIKE,
HIPS AND THIGHS?
427
00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:21,600
NO.
428
00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:23,133
YOU DON'T GET ANY STRANGE LOOKS
OR NOTHING?
429
00:21:23,133 --> 00:21:24,900
I KNOW YOU GET COMPLIMENTS,
THOUGH.
430
00:21:24,900 --> 00:21:25,833
I DO.
I KNOW.
431
00:21:25,833 --> 00:21:27,167
TELL THEM BACK OFF.
432
00:21:27,167 --> 00:21:31,267
Tara: LATELY, FELICITY'S BEEN
SKIPPING MEALS TO LOSE WEIGHT.
433
00:21:31,267 --> 00:21:34,333
I WANT MY DAUGHTER TO LEARN
FROM MY BAD EXPERIENCE
434
00:21:34,333 --> 00:21:37,067
AND NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES
THAT I DID.
435
00:21:37,067 --> 00:21:39,333
IT'S ABOUT EATING RIGHT
AND EXERCISING.
436
00:21:39,333 --> 00:21:41,133
YOU READY TO GO GET
THIS STARTED WITH ME?
437
00:21:41,133 --> 00:21:42,067
YEAH.
438
00:21:43,100 --> 00:21:44,900
NO.
[ LAUGHS ]
439
00:21:44,900 --> 00:21:48,433
THE BEST WAY TO TEACH SOMEONE
IS TO DO IT WITH THEM.
440
00:21:48,433 --> 00:21:50,933
[ GRUNTS ]
441
00:21:50,933 --> 00:21:53,967
SO I'M TAKING MY DAUGHTER
TO WORK OUT.
442
00:21:53,967 --> 00:21:55,533
WELL, YOU'RE ABOUT
TO GET HOT.
443
00:21:55,533 --> 00:21:57,667
THIS WILL BE NEW
FOR THE BOTH OF US.
444
00:21:59,500 --> 00:22:00,833
[ LAUGHS ]
445
00:22:00,833 --> 00:22:02,600
THIS IS GONNA BE HARD.
446
00:22:02,600 --> 00:22:04,567
BUT I LOVE MY DAUGHTER,
AND I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR HER.
447
00:22:04,567 --> 00:22:06,300
HOW'S IT GOING?
I'M WESLEY.
448
00:22:06,300 --> 00:22:07,767
HELLO. I'M TARA.
NICE TO MEET YOU.
449
00:22:07,767 --> 00:22:10,467
MY DAUGHTER, FELICITY.
NICE TO MEET YOU.
450
00:22:10,467 --> 00:22:13,400
FELICITY, YOU EXCITED?
YOU READY TO GET STARTED?
451
00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:15,133
[ LAUGHS ]
452
00:22:15,133 --> 00:22:18,600
I'M KIND OF NERVOUS, BUT I DON'T
WANT TO END UP LIKE MY MOM,
453
00:22:18,600 --> 00:22:22,733
'CAUSE MY MOM, SHE WENT THROUGH
A LOT, AND IT WAS A STRUGGLE.
454
00:22:22,733 --> 00:22:25,067
IF I KEEP DOING
WHAT I'M DOING NOW,
455
00:22:25,067 --> 00:22:28,067
I'LL FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA END UP
LIKE MY MOM DID.
456
00:22:28,067 --> 00:22:29,067
NICE AND EASY.
457
00:22:29,067 --> 00:22:30,233
OH, IT ALREADY HURTS.
458
00:22:30,233 --> 00:22:32,433
[ LAUGHS ]
459
00:22:32,433 --> 00:22:34,633
Tara: IF MY DAUGHTER HAD TO
WEIGH THE AMOUNT I DID,
460
00:22:34,633 --> 00:22:35,800
SHE WOULDN'T HAVE A LIFE,
461
00:22:35,800 --> 00:22:37,933
AND THAT'S NO WAY TO LIVE
BECAUSE I WAS MISERABLE.
462
00:22:37,933 --> 00:22:40,467
SO I'M GONNA DO EVERYTHING
AND ANYTHING IN MY POWER
463
00:22:40,467 --> 00:22:42,300
TO MAKE SURE
THAT DOES NOT HAPPEN.
464
00:22:42,300 --> 00:22:43,500
[ GRUNTS ]
465
00:22:43,500 --> 00:22:45,867
USING THE LEGS TO SQUAT,
USING YOUR SHOULDERS.
466
00:22:45,867 --> 00:22:49,467
Tara: HER WEIGHT IS SOMETHING
WE CAN FIGHT AGAINST.
467
00:22:49,467 --> 00:22:52,767
SO, I GOT TO DO WHATEVER I GOT
TO DO TO KEEP MYSELF HEALTHY,
468
00:22:52,767 --> 00:22:54,900
AND I GOT TO MAKE HER DO IT
WITH ME.
469
00:22:54,900 --> 00:22:56,433
[ LAUGHS ]
470
00:22:56,433 --> 00:22:58,433
YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO
SO FAR BACK, BABY.
471
00:22:58,433 --> 00:23:02,133
IT FEELS GOOD
TO PUSH MYSELF...
472
00:23:02,133 --> 00:23:04,733
...AND TO KNOW
I'M NOT JUST GETTING HEALTHY.
473
00:23:04,733 --> 00:23:06,067
DOING GOOD.
474
00:23:06,067 --> 00:23:07,800
Tara:
I'M HELPING MY DAUGHTER.
475
00:23:07,800 --> 00:23:09,300
Wesley:
WE'RE DONE FOR TODAY.
476
00:23:09,300 --> 00:23:10,533
YOU GUYS DID GREAT.
477
00:23:10,533 --> 00:23:11,767
I THINK THIS WOULD BE
SOMETHING
478
00:23:11,767 --> 00:23:13,400
THAT COULD BE REALLY
A PART OF YOUR LIFESTYLE
479
00:23:13,400 --> 00:23:15,067
THAT WOULD REALLY HELP YOU
IN YOUR JOURNEY.
480
00:23:15,067 --> 00:23:16,833
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
GLAD TO HAVE YOU.
481
00:23:16,833 --> 00:23:18,567
NICE TO MEET YOU.
MY BODY HURTS.
482
00:23:18,567 --> 00:23:20,500
BUT IT'S GOOD.
Y'ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY.
483
00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:22,167
I'D LIKE TO HAVE YOU
ALL AGAIN.
484
00:23:22,167 --> 00:23:25,067
YOU WILL. I PROMISE.
WE'LL BE BACK.
485
00:23:26,067 --> 00:23:29,233
I WILL BREAK THE CYCLE OF
OBESITY THAT RUNS IN MY FAMILY.
486
00:23:29,233 --> 00:23:30,833
[ LAUGHS ]
487
00:23:30,833 --> 00:23:31,833
RUN.
488
00:23:31,833 --> 00:23:33,067
I CAN'T!
489
00:23:33,067 --> 00:23:36,333
THIS IS TOP SPEED.
THIS IS TOP SPEED.
490
00:23:49,667 --> 00:23:56,233
LIAM, YOUR JOB NOW
IS TO GIVE HIM A FACE.
491
00:23:56,233 --> 00:23:58,233
Penny: IT'S HALLOWEEN.
492
00:23:58,233 --> 00:24:00,667
ONE OF MY GOALS LAST YEAR
WAS TO LOSE WEIGHT
493
00:24:00,667 --> 00:24:02,567
TO GO TRICK-OR-TREATING
WITH LIAM.
494
00:24:02,567 --> 00:24:05,467
OH, HOW CUTE
ARE THE LITTLE GUYS.
495
00:24:05,467 --> 00:24:09,300
WHEN I TOLD HIM "NEXT YEAR"
LAST TIME, I MEANT IT.
496
00:24:09,300 --> 00:24:11,633
LIAM, LET'S DO IT UP,
DUDE.
497
00:24:11,633 --> 00:24:16,300
BUT RIGHT NOW IT'S EXCRUCIATING
WHEN I STAND.
498
00:24:16,300 --> 00:24:20,067
SOMEHOW I'M GETTING OUT
OF THIS BED AND DOING IT.
499
00:24:20,067 --> 00:24:22,333
OKAY, WELL, THEN, YOU'LL HAVE TO
FIGURE OUT ANOTHER WAY
500
00:24:22,333 --> 00:24:23,400
TO PUT THAT ON THE DOOR.
501
00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:26,433
I DON'T KNOW HOW
I'LL BE ABLE TO DO IT,
502
00:24:26,433 --> 00:24:27,900
BUT I HAVE TO TRY.
503
00:24:41,500 --> 00:24:43,933
[ SIGHS ]
504
00:24:50,967 --> 00:24:53,167
OH, STOP. NO.
YOU -- JUST NO.
505
00:24:53,167 --> 00:24:56,067
WHAT YOU'VE GOT TO DO
IS CLOSE IT MORE.
506
00:24:56,067 --> 00:24:58,633
I HAVE EVERY INTENTION OF GOING
TRICK-OR-TREATING
507
00:24:58,633 --> 00:25:01,167
WITH LIAM THIS YEAR,
NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.
508
00:25:01,167 --> 00:25:03,200
I WON'T DISAPPOINT HIM.
509
00:25:09,167 --> 00:25:12,867
I KNOW DOING THIS IS GONNA MAKE
ME ENDURE A LOT OF PAIN,
510
00:25:12,867 --> 00:25:14,967
BUT I WANT TO DO THAT FOR LIAM.
511
00:25:16,700 --> 00:25:18,433
[ GROANS ]
512
00:25:20,333 --> 00:25:22,133
[ GRUNTS ]
513
00:25:25,833 --> 00:25:27,567
[ GRUNTS ]
514
00:25:27,567 --> 00:25:30,567
THAT THING'S CATCHING.
515
00:25:33,400 --> 00:25:34,867
RIGHT OVER THE OXYGEN.
516
00:25:36,267 --> 00:25:38,200
STOP, STOP, STOP!
517
00:25:38,200 --> 00:25:41,367
I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG
I CAN SIT IN THIS CHAIR,
518
00:25:41,367 --> 00:25:44,367
BUT I'M WILLING TO STICK IT OUT
AS LONG AS I CAN FOR MY SON.
519
00:25:46,900 --> 00:25:51,800
HE'S ARRESTING FOR CANDY CORN
AND APPLES.
520
00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:53,633
[ LAUGHTER ]
521
00:25:53,633 --> 00:25:57,733
SEEING LIAM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED
THAT I'M OUT WITH HIM
522
00:25:57,733 --> 00:26:01,567
AND THAT I KEPT MY PROMISE
MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.
523
00:26:01,567 --> 00:26:04,333
I'M VERY HAPPY
WITH THE PROGRESS I'VE MADE,
524
00:26:04,333 --> 00:26:06,167
NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE THINKS.
525
00:26:06,167 --> 00:26:09,533
THIS MAKES ME WANT TO WORK
HARDER AND KEEP MAKING PROGRESS.
526
00:26:09,533 --> 00:26:10,733
1, 2, 3.
527
00:26:10,733 --> 00:26:13,700
HI, PENNY. IT'S SO GOOD
TO SEE YOU UP AND ABOUT.
528
00:26:13,700 --> 00:26:16,533
I'M PROUD
OF HOW FAR I'VE COME.
529
00:26:20,900 --> 00:26:24,133
I CAN'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME
I WAS OUTSIDE AT NIGHT.
530
00:26:24,133 --> 00:26:25,633
IT'S A HUGE STEP FOR ME.
531
00:26:25,633 --> 00:26:28,433
THANK YOU.
YOU'RE WELCOME.
532
00:26:28,433 --> 00:26:33,633
I THINK IT'S GOOD, AND I'M PROUD
OF HER BEING OUT OF BED
533
00:26:33,633 --> 00:26:37,233
AND GETTING OUT
TO TRICK-OR-TREAT WITH ME.
534
00:26:37,233 --> 00:26:40,100
Penny:
I'M SO HAPPY I DID THIS.
535
00:26:40,100 --> 00:26:43,467
TONIGHT I'M JUST A REGULAR MOM
OUT WITH MY FAMILY.
536
00:26:43,467 --> 00:26:45,867
THERE'S NO FEELING IN THE WORLD
BETTER THAN THAT.
537
00:26:45,867 --> 00:26:47,800
* TRICK OR TREAT *
538
00:26:47,800 --> 00:26:49,433
* SMELL MY FEET *
539
00:26:49,433 --> 00:26:52,700
* GIVE ME SOMETHING
GOOD TO EAT *
540
00:27:07,233 --> 00:27:09,600
Tara:
MY MOM IS MY BEST FRIEND.
541
00:27:09,600 --> 00:27:12,067
YOU WANT REGULAR HOT CHOCOLATE
OR EGGNOG?
542
00:27:12,067 --> 00:27:14,667
OH, IF YOU HAVE THE EGGNOG,
I'LL TAKE THE EGGNOG.
543
00:27:21,233 --> 00:27:24,367
BEFORE, MY MOM --
SHE TOOK MY CARE OF ME.
544
00:27:24,367 --> 00:27:26,067
SHE DID EVERYTHING FOR ME.
545
00:27:28,633 --> 00:27:33,367
IN THE PAST, I HAD CARETAKERS,
BUT NOW I HAVE RELATIONSHIPS.
546
00:27:33,367 --> 00:27:36,800
I CAN CONNECT TO MY MOM
AS A DAUGHTER.
547
00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:39,333
NOW THAT I'VE LOST THE WEIGHT,
548
00:27:39,333 --> 00:27:41,733
I'M THINKING ABOUT GETTING OUT
AND BEING ON MY OWN.
549
00:27:41,733 --> 00:27:43,467
LET'S GO SIT ON THE PORCH.
OKAY.
550
00:27:44,867 --> 00:27:46,867
I'M WORRIED
ABOUT TELLING MY MOM,
551
00:27:46,867 --> 00:27:49,533
BUT HOPEFULLY SHE DOESN'T
TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY.
552
00:27:49,533 --> 00:27:53,267
LIVING HERE HAS BEEN LIKE
A BLESSING, YOU KNOW.
553
00:27:53,267 --> 00:27:55,800
BUT I'M 37.
554
00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:58,300
[ LAUGHS ]
AND YOU CAN'T...
555
00:27:58,300 --> 00:28:00,733
I'M READY TO HAVE MY OWN --
556
00:28:00,733 --> 00:28:03,400
YOU KNOW, I'M READY TO COME HOME
AND UNLOCK MY HOUSE.
557
00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:06,233
I DON'T WANT TO BE 40 YEARS OLD
LIVING WITH MY PARENTS.
558
00:28:06,233 --> 00:28:08,533
SO FAR, YOU'VE DONE AWESOME,
SO...
559
00:28:08,533 --> 00:28:10,133
SO IT DOESN'T BOTHER YOU?
560
00:28:10,133 --> 00:28:12,900
IT'S JUST A STEP FORWARD
YOU'RE GONNA TAKE.
561
00:28:12,900 --> 00:28:14,500
ALL I WANT --
I MEAN, I DIDN'T WANT TO --
562
00:28:14,500 --> 00:28:16,400
I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO
TELL YOU WITHOUT YOU BE LIKE,
563
00:28:16,400 --> 00:28:18,433
"WELL, I DIDN'T --" I KNOW
YOU'VE DONE SO MUCH FOR ME.
564
00:28:18,433 --> 00:28:19,733
NO, NO, NO, NO,
NO, NO, NO, NO.
565
00:28:19,733 --> 00:28:22,067
YOU CAN ALWAYS
COME BACK HOME.
566
00:28:22,067 --> 00:28:24,233
BECAUSE I'M NOT TRYING TO
ABANDON YOU IN THE HOUSE.
567
00:28:24,233 --> 00:28:26,433
I STILL WANT TO BE ABLE TO
COME OVER AND HELP YOU.
568
00:28:26,433 --> 00:28:27,900
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO
TELL Y'ALL
569
00:28:27,900 --> 00:28:29,600
COME OVER TO MY HOUSE,
COME VISIT ME.
570
00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:31,567
YOU KNOW, HAVE DINNER
TO MY HOUSE.
571
00:28:31,567 --> 00:28:32,700
THAT SOUNDS GOOD.
572
00:28:32,700 --> 00:28:35,333
I DON'T WANT MY MOM
TO TAKE IT LIKE,
573
00:28:35,333 --> 00:28:38,267
"BOY, SHE DON'T NEED ME NO MORE.
SHE'S GONNA LEAVE ME."
574
00:28:38,267 --> 00:28:40,367
SHE DID FOR ME.
NOW IT'S MY TURN TO DO FOR HER,
575
00:28:40,367 --> 00:28:42,567
AND I WANT TO SHOW HER
HOW MUCH I CAN ACTUALLY DO.
576
00:28:42,567 --> 00:28:43,933
ALL THAT STUFF
YOU DID FOR ME,
577
00:28:43,933 --> 00:28:45,733
I'M READY TO DO FOR YOU,
READY TO HELP YOU.
578
00:28:45,733 --> 00:28:49,067
WELL, WHEN THE TIME
COMES, YES.
579
00:28:49,067 --> 00:28:50,600
I'M PROUD OF YOU.
580
00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:52,467
I'LL STAND
BEHIND YOU 100%.
581
00:28:52,467 --> 00:28:53,433
WELL, GOOD.
582
00:28:53,433 --> 00:28:55,433
IT FEELS GOOD.
583
00:28:55,433 --> 00:28:58,300
I'M READY TO BE OUT
AND BE MORE INDEPENDENT.
584
00:29:09,700 --> 00:29:10,933
Penny:
YOU CAN'T FIND WHAT, ED?
585
00:29:10,933 --> 00:29:12,133
Edgar:
I CAN'T FIND THE CHEESE.
586
00:29:12,133 --> 00:29:15,267
ED, THE HAM
IS WITH THE CHEESE TOGETHER
587
00:29:15,267 --> 00:29:17,200
THAT YOU JUST HANDED ME.
588
00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:21,267
[ SIGHS ]
589
00:29:21,267 --> 00:29:24,067
PENNY WILL MAKE SMALL VICTORIES
590
00:29:24,067 --> 00:29:28,133
AND CONVINCE HERSELF
THAT SHE'S DOING WELL.
591
00:29:28,133 --> 00:29:29,467
Penny: THIS HALLOWEEN,
592
00:29:29,467 --> 00:29:32,067
I WENT OUT TRICK-OR-TREATING
WITH MY FAMILY.
593
00:29:33,333 --> 00:29:35,267
IT'S A MEMORY I'LL ALWAYS HAVE.
594
00:29:35,267 --> 00:29:40,567
BUT IT MADE MY LYMPHEDEMA WORSE,
AND I'M BACK IN THE BED.
595
00:29:41,400 --> 00:29:43,500
EVEN IF I'M PAYING FOR IT TODAY,
596
00:29:43,500 --> 00:29:46,667
IT'S STILL SOMETHING
I CAN BE PROUD OF.
597
00:29:46,667 --> 00:29:51,100
PENNY DID HAVE MOMENTS
THAT SHE WILL TRY TO GET UP
598
00:29:51,100 --> 00:29:52,933
AND OUT OF THE BED,
599
00:29:52,933 --> 00:29:56,133
BUT THE PROGRESS
NEVER CONTINUED.
600
00:29:56,133 --> 00:29:58,933
YOU SURE YOU DON'T
WANT TO SIT UP OR...?
601
00:29:58,933 --> 00:30:02,333
IF I CAN WALK, THERE IS TRUE
MIRACLES IN THE WORLD.
602
00:30:02,333 --> 00:30:03,633
[ CHUCKLES ]
603
00:30:03,633 --> 00:30:07,733
IT WAS USUALLY THE WAY
TO CREATE ILLUSION
604
00:30:07,733 --> 00:30:09,733
THAT SHE WAS MAKING PROGRESS
605
00:30:09,733 --> 00:30:12,967
AND TO CONVINCE OTHERS
THAT SHE WAS GETTING HEALTHIER.
606
00:30:12,967 --> 00:30:14,600
YOU WANT A TOOTHPICK
IN YOUR SANDWICH?
607
00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:15,933
I WANT ONE, YEAH.
608
00:30:15,933 --> 00:30:17,633
WELL, COME GET IT.
609
00:30:17,633 --> 00:30:22,900
IT'S NOT PROGRESS IF YOU GO BACK
TO WHAT YOU WERE DOING BEFORE.
610
00:30:24,733 --> 00:30:27,800
Penny: IF IT WERE NOT
FOR THE INFECTION I GOT,
611
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:31,267
I WOULD HAVE BEEN
STILL PROGRESSING.
612
00:30:31,267 --> 00:30:35,533
IT'S SCARY TO KNOW THAT YOU CAN
HAVE ONE LITTLE THING
613
00:30:35,533 --> 00:30:37,233
SET YOU BACK SO FAR.
614
00:30:37,233 --> 00:30:42,433
SHE'LL ALWAYS FIND A REASON TO
GO BACK TO BED AND STAY THERE.
615
00:30:42,433 --> 00:30:44,767
[ SIGHS ]
616
00:30:44,767 --> 00:30:46,267
THERE'S MY WALL.
617
00:30:46,267 --> 00:30:47,767
[ Chuckling ] I JUST HIT IT.
618
00:31:00,767 --> 00:31:04,200
Tara: THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING
REALLY WELL WITH EUGENE.
619
00:31:04,200 --> 00:31:07,100
WE ARE OFFICIALLY DATING.
620
00:31:08,100 --> 00:31:09,733
IT'S BEEN A REALLY LONG TIME
621
00:31:09,733 --> 00:31:12,067
SINCE I HAD SOMEONE GOOD
IN MY LIFE.
622
00:31:13,333 --> 00:31:16,533
NEXT WEEKEND, HE AND I ARE
GOING TO A FORMAL EVENT.
623
00:31:16,533 --> 00:31:20,833
SO FELICITY AND I ARE GOING
DRESS SHOPPING TODAY.
624
00:31:20,833 --> 00:31:21,833
[ SIGHS ]
625
00:31:21,833 --> 00:31:23,100
HAVE YOU BEEN HERE
BEFORE?
626
00:31:23,100 --> 00:31:24,167
NO, MA'AM.
627
00:31:24,167 --> 00:31:26,233
I'M GOING
TO AN ALL-WHITE PARTY,
628
00:31:26,233 --> 00:31:28,067
AND I NEED
SOMETHING WHITE.
629
00:31:28,067 --> 00:31:32,133
DOING STUFF LIKE THIS IS A BIG
CHANGE FOR ME IN A LOT OF WAYS.
630
00:31:32,133 --> 00:31:33,167
THAT'S CUTE.
631
00:31:33,167 --> 00:31:34,600
WHOA!
632
00:31:34,600 --> 00:31:37,100
O-M-G!
633
00:31:37,100 --> 00:31:38,433
LOOK!
634
00:31:38,433 --> 00:31:40,467
I DIDN'T USED TO GO SHOPPING.
635
00:31:40,467 --> 00:31:42,167
THAT IS PRETTY.
636
00:31:42,167 --> 00:31:45,433
BEING AS BIG AS I WAS,
YOU CAN'T GO OUT.
637
00:31:46,467 --> 00:31:49,433
I HAD TO SPECIAL-ORDER
EVERYTHING.
638
00:31:50,267 --> 00:31:52,200
AND IT'S ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE
639
00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:55,167
TO FIND SOMETHING REALLY NICE
IN A 10X.
640
00:31:55,167 --> 00:31:57,733
[ SIGHS ]
641
00:31:57,733 --> 00:31:59,567
THIS IS CUTE.
642
00:31:59,567 --> 00:32:00,867
BUT THE BIGGER CHANGE IS,
643
00:32:00,867 --> 00:32:03,100
I CAN DO STUFF LIKE THIS
WITH MY DAUGHTER NOW.
644
00:32:03,100 --> 00:32:06,667
[ GASPS ]
HOMECOMING ALL OVER IT!
645
00:32:06,667 --> 00:32:07,867
WHAT MOTHER AND DAUGHTER
646
00:32:07,867 --> 00:32:09,767
WOULDN'T WANT TO BOND
OVER SHOPPING?
647
00:32:09,767 --> 00:32:13,367
GORGEOUS GIRL.
I LIKE THAT.
648
00:32:13,367 --> 00:32:17,333
I DIDN'T NOTICE HOW MUCH OF
A YOUNG WOMAN SHE ACTUALLY IS.
649
00:32:18,967 --> 00:32:20,900
SHE'S GROWING UP SO FAST.
650
00:32:20,900 --> 00:32:23,467
I AM SO THANKFUL
I GET THIS TIME WITH HER NOW.
651
00:32:23,467 --> 00:32:25,667
OH, MY!
652
00:32:25,667 --> 00:32:27,900
OH, BABY,
THAT'S PRETTY.
653
00:32:27,900 --> 00:32:30,567
IT'S SO MUCH FUN TO SHOP WITH
MY DAUGHTER 'CAUSE SHE'S LIKE,
654
00:32:30,567 --> 00:32:32,300
"MOM, YOU WOULD LOOK NICE
IN THIS,"
655
00:32:32,300 --> 00:32:34,233
AND I'M LIKE, "GIRL,
YOU'RE 15 YEARS OLD.
656
00:32:34,233 --> 00:32:35,667
WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT BEING SEXY?"
657
00:32:35,667 --> 00:32:37,633
NO. NO. NO.
658
00:32:37,633 --> 00:32:38,733
WHY?
659
00:32:38,733 --> 00:32:40,200
YOU'RE 15. NO, MA'AM.
660
00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:41,500
LOVE YOU, BUT NO.
661
00:32:41,500 --> 00:32:43,333
[ GASPS ]
662
00:32:43,333 --> 00:32:44,667
OOH!
663
00:32:44,667 --> 00:32:46,667
OOH-HOO-HOO! WOW!
664
00:32:46,667 --> 00:32:48,367
[ LAUGHS ]
665
00:32:48,367 --> 00:32:51,200
NOW THAT I CAN DO THIS AND SPEND
MORE TIME OUT WITH HER,
666
00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:52,767
I'M GETTING TO KNOW HER BETTER.
667
00:32:52,767 --> 00:32:54,667
OUR RELATIONSHIP
AS MOTHER AND DAUGHTER
668
00:32:54,667 --> 00:32:56,467
IS IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE.
669
00:33:02,367 --> 00:33:06,067
EVERYTHING I'VE DONE
IN THE PAST YEAR AND A HALF,
670
00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:08,667
ALL THE PAIN
AND ALL THE STRUGGLE
671
00:33:08,667 --> 00:33:10,167
HAS BEEN WORTH IT.
672
00:33:10,167 --> 00:33:11,567
UNTIE ME.
673
00:33:11,567 --> 00:33:15,067
I CAN NOW BE THE MOM
I NEED TO BE.
674
00:33:15,067 --> 00:33:18,100
YOU JUST CAN'T PUT A PRICE
ON ALL THAT.
675
00:33:18,100 --> 00:33:20,500
WELL, WE HAVE TO
DISTINGUISH WHO'S WHO.
676
00:33:20,500 --> 00:33:22,067
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
I APPRECIATE IT.
677
00:33:22,067 --> 00:33:24,433
THANK YOU, LADIES.
THANK YOU.
678
00:33:37,233 --> 00:33:39,167
[ Ringing ]
679
00:33:39,167 --> 00:33:41,567
HI, PENNY.
HI. HOW ARE YOU?
680
00:33:41,567 --> 00:33:42,967
I'M GOOD.
681
00:33:50,267 --> 00:33:55,400
ONE OF THE THINGS THAT'S GONNA
BE OUR GOAL IN ALL OF THIS,
682
00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:57,667
WE'RE NOT
GONNA SUGARCOAT THIS.
683
00:33:57,667 --> 00:34:00,567
I'M NOT GONNA LIE TO YOU
AND YOU'RE NOT GONNA LIE TO ME,
684
00:34:00,567 --> 00:34:02,533
AND IF I HEAR YOU LYING
TO YOURSELF,
685
00:34:02,533 --> 00:34:04,233
I'M GONNA
CALL YOU OUT ON IT.
686
00:34:04,233 --> 00:34:07,600
I-I N-- I-I DON'T HAVE
ANY ISSUE WITH THAT.
687
00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:09,600
SO, TELL ME HOW MUCH
WEIGHT HAVE YOU LOST.
688
00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:11,267
I'M DOWN TO 400,
689
00:34:11,267 --> 00:34:15,367
SO I'VE ACTUALLY HAD
ABOUT 230-SOME POUNDS
690
00:34:15,367 --> 00:34:16,900
LOST ALTOGETHER SO FAR.
691
00:34:16,900 --> 00:34:19,067
SO YOU'RE AT 400 EVEN
RIGHT NOW?
692
00:34:19,067 --> 00:34:22,233
YEAH.
WELL, IT'S 402.
693
00:34:22,233 --> 00:34:23,533
AT THE MOMENT --
WHAT K--
694
00:34:23,533 --> 00:34:25,600
I WAS GONNA SAY
AT THE MOMENT,
695
00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:29,167
I KNOW THAT I'M HEAVIER THAN
THAT BECAUSE OF THE INFECTION.
696
00:34:29,167 --> 00:34:30,800
IT, LIKE, IT'S FLUID.
697
00:34:30,800 --> 00:34:32,467
THIS IS
JUST THE HONEST TRUTH.
698
00:34:32,467 --> 00:34:34,267
SO, YOU'RE NOT UP
WALKING AROUND?
699
00:34:34,267 --> 00:34:36,933
SO THERE MIGHT ACTUALLY BE
A LITTLE BIT OF WEIGHT GAIN.
700
00:34:36,933 --> 00:34:39,333
I'M -- WELL, I'VE BEEN --
701
00:34:39,333 --> 00:34:42,767
I HAVE A REALLY TERRIBLE
INFECTION
702
00:34:42,767 --> 00:34:46,100
THAT HAS CAUSED A WOUND
ON MY RIGHT SIDE.
703
00:34:46,100 --> 00:34:48,067
IT'S SO VERY PAINFUL,
AND, I MEAN,
704
00:34:48,067 --> 00:34:50,967
I ALMOST FEEL LIKE I NEED TO
HOLD IT IN ORDER TO STAND,
705
00:34:50,967 --> 00:34:52,533
BUT I USE A WALKER,
706
00:34:52,533 --> 00:34:55,933
SO IT'S MADE THAT SITUATION
VERY DIFFICULT.
707
00:34:55,933 --> 00:34:58,433
RIGHT NOW FEELING LIKE
I'M IN A SETBACK
708
00:34:58,433 --> 00:35:01,267
IS VERY DIFFICULT BECAUSE I HAD
MADE SO MUCH GROUND.
709
00:35:01,267 --> 00:35:02,667
LET'S STOP
RIGHT THERE, THOUGH.
710
00:35:02,667 --> 00:35:06,167
WE'RE NOT GONNA MAKE EXCUSES
FOR ANYTHING, YOU AND I.
711
00:35:06,167 --> 00:35:08,767
THAT'S ACCEPTABLE
TO ME, YES.
712
00:35:08,767 --> 00:35:11,667
WE'RE NOT GONNA ALLOW
MEDICAL ISSUES
713
00:35:11,667 --> 00:35:15,533
TO PLAY SUCH A BIG ROLE
IN YOUR WEIGHT LOSS ANYMORE.
714
00:35:15,533 --> 00:35:19,067
IT'S VERY BASIC THE WAY
THE BODY'S GONNA WORK.
715
00:35:19,067 --> 00:35:23,067
THE MORE YOU'RE MOVING,
THE QUICKER YOU'RE GONNA HEAL.
716
00:35:23,067 --> 00:35:25,767
THE LESS YOU MOVE, THE WORSE
YOUR ABSCESS IS GONNA GET,
717
00:35:25,767 --> 00:35:27,200
THE LESS YOU'RE GONNA MOVE.
718
00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:28,300
IT'S VERY CYCLICAL.
719
00:35:28,300 --> 00:35:29,967
IT'S A CATCH-22
IS WHAT I CALL IT.
720
00:35:29,967 --> 00:35:32,500
IT'S LIKE A VICIOUS CYCLE.
721
00:35:32,500 --> 00:35:34,700
AND SO, I DON'T LOOK AT IT
AS A CATCH-22
722
00:35:34,700 --> 00:35:37,267
BECAUSE WE ALREADY HAVE
THE ANSWER TO FIXING THAT
723
00:35:37,267 --> 00:35:38,433
RIGHT IN FRONT OF US.
724
00:35:38,433 --> 00:35:39,800
AND I JUST SAID IT.
725
00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:42,167
YOU GOT TO MOVE
TO GET IT HEALED.
726
00:35:42,167 --> 00:35:45,133
IT'S JUST UNCOMFORTABLE.
727
00:35:45,133 --> 00:35:48,167
BUT INSTEAD OF ALLOWING
YOURSELF TO BE BEDRIDDEN AGAIN,
728
00:35:48,167 --> 00:35:50,867
WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO IS,
EVEN IF YOU CAN'T GET UP,
729
00:35:50,867 --> 00:35:53,067
I WANT YOU TO EXERCISE
YOUR ARMS.
730
00:35:53,067 --> 00:35:54,700
YOU SAID YOUR INTENTION,
731
00:35:54,700 --> 00:35:58,200
THE REASON WHY WE'RE SITTING
HERE TALKING RIGHT NOW,
732
00:35:58,200 --> 00:36:02,333
IS THAT YOU WANT TO TRY
TO IMPROVE YOUR LIFE.
733
00:36:02,333 --> 00:36:06,400
I'M GONNA HOLD YOU ACCOUNTABLE
TO THAT, THOUGH, OKAY?
734
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:08,433
IT WAS A PLEASURE TALKING
TO YOU.
735
00:36:08,433 --> 00:36:09,867
OKAY.
736
00:36:09,867 --> 00:36:13,100
Penny: TODAY WAS
REALLY TO FIND THE DIRECTION
737
00:36:13,100 --> 00:36:15,800
THAT SHE NEEDED
TO GUIDE ME THROUGH.
738
00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:18,700
IT'S GONNA TAKE TIME
FOR CERTAIN THINGS
739
00:36:18,700 --> 00:36:20,567
TO BE UNRAVELED AND FIGURED OUT,
740
00:36:20,567 --> 00:36:26,400
AND SO I'LL BE ANXIOUS TO SEE
WHAT THE NEXT ROUND WOULD HOLD.
741
00:36:38,833 --> 00:36:41,733
Tara: I'M GOING TO SEE
THE DOCTOR TODAY FOR A CHECKUP
742
00:36:41,733 --> 00:36:44,900
AND TO SEE HOW MUCH WEIGHT
I'VE LOST.
743
00:36:44,900 --> 00:36:47,967
BEFORE, I USED TO WEAR
A 10X -- 10X!
744
00:36:47,967 --> 00:36:51,100
YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS
TO PUT ON A 3X?
745
00:36:51,100 --> 00:36:53,700
OH! BABY,
THAT'S LIKE 7 X's GONE.
746
00:36:53,700 --> 00:36:55,700
7 X's IS LIKE --
POOF! GONE.
747
00:36:55,700 --> 00:36:59,900
I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN DOING WELL
AND MAKING GOOD PROGRESS.
748
00:36:59,900 --> 00:37:03,067
BUT THE DOCTOR AND I HAVE BUTTED
HEADS IN THE PAST.
749
00:37:03,067 --> 00:37:06,600
I'M DONE WITH THIS!
I-I QUIT! I'M DONE!
750
00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:07,900
[BLEEP] THIS [BLEEP]
751
00:37:07,900 --> 00:37:10,300
SO I ALWAYS WONDER
HOW IT'S GONNA GO.
752
00:37:11,500 --> 00:37:13,467
I'M A LITTLE NERVOUS.
753
00:37:17,233 --> 00:37:19,767
[ LAUGHS ]
754
00:37:19,767 --> 00:37:22,467
I NEVER THOUGHT IN MY LIFE
I WOULD SEE UNDER 300.
755
00:37:23,867 --> 00:37:26,433
CONGRATS, CONGRATS,
CONGRATS.
756
00:37:26,433 --> 00:37:27,567
[ LAUGHS ]
757
00:37:29,167 --> 00:37:30,367
[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]
HELLO.
758
00:37:30,367 --> 00:37:31,433
HI.
759
00:37:31,433 --> 00:37:34,367
SO, YOU'RE DOWN
UNDER 300 POUNDS NOW,
760
00:37:34,367 --> 00:37:35,833
HUH, FOR THE FIRST TIME.
761
00:37:35,833 --> 00:37:37,667
YOU SEE THAT, HUH?
IN HOW LONG?
762
00:37:37,667 --> 00:37:39,067
SINCE I WAS
IN JUNIOR HIGH?
763
00:37:39,067 --> 00:37:40,400
WOW.
764
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:42,167
HOW IS YOUR ACTIVITY?
765
00:37:42,167 --> 00:37:43,700
NONSTOP.
766
00:37:43,700 --> 00:37:44,700
NONSTOP.
767
00:37:44,700 --> 00:37:45,833
YOU'RE FEELING OKAY?
768
00:37:45,833 --> 00:37:47,300
OH, YES, SIR.
I'M FEELING AWESOME.
769
00:37:47,300 --> 00:37:49,800
WELL, I'M GLAD TO SEE
YOU'RE DOING SO WELL.
770
00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:51,567
THANK YOU.
771
00:37:51,567 --> 00:37:53,567
Dr. Nowzaradan:
I THINK TARA HAS COME FAR ENOUGH
772
00:37:53,567 --> 00:37:55,967
THAT SHE WILL CONTINUE
WITH THE SUCCESS.
773
00:37:55,967 --> 00:37:58,233
WELL, YOU LOOK GOOD.
YOU LOOK GOOD.
774
00:37:58,233 --> 00:37:59,767
THANK YOU.
ALL RIGHT.
775
00:37:59,767 --> 00:38:01,100
NICE TO SEE YOU.
THANK YOU.
776
00:38:01,100 --> 00:38:02,967
I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING
YOU'VE DONE FOR ME.
777
00:38:02,967 --> 00:38:04,633
I APPRECIATE IT.
WELL, THAT'S OUR JOB.
778
00:38:04,633 --> 00:38:06,333
[ LAUGHS ]
779
00:38:06,333 --> 00:38:09,700
IF SHE'S NOT LOOKING
FOR MORE SKIN SURGERY,
780
00:38:09,700 --> 00:38:13,300
SHE PROBABLY IS NOT
GONNA CHECK WITH ME.
781
00:38:13,300 --> 00:38:17,233
SHE'S HAPPY,
AND THAT'S WHAT WE WANT.
782
00:38:17,233 --> 00:38:18,967
BUT IF SHE CHANGE HER MIND
783
00:38:18,967 --> 00:38:21,667
OR IF SHE NEED ANYTHING,
WE'LL BE HERE.
784
00:38:23,233 --> 00:38:25,833
Tara: THE DOCTOR SEEMS PLEASED
WITH MY PROGRESS,
785
00:38:25,833 --> 00:38:27,067
AND I KNOW I AM.
786
00:38:27,067 --> 00:38:29,467
I'M GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING
HE'S DONE FOR ME.
787
00:38:29,467 --> 00:38:32,133
AND I'M READY TO TAKE
THESE CHALLENGES ON MY OWN.
788
00:38:33,367 --> 00:38:36,867
I'VE LEARNED A LOT, AND NOW
I'M TEACHING MY DAUGHTER.
789
00:38:36,867 --> 00:38:40,667
FROM HERE ON OUT, I FEEL LIKE
THE JOURNEY IS ON ME.
790
00:38:54,700 --> 00:38:58,133
Tara:
I'M DOWN TO 276 POUNDS.
791
00:38:58,133 --> 00:39:02,433
I FEEL LIGHTER, HAPPIER,
AND HEALTHIER.
792
00:39:02,433 --> 00:39:04,367
IT'S LIKE, "WOW!"
793
00:39:04,367 --> 00:39:05,733
I FEEL GOOD.
794
00:39:05,733 --> 00:39:07,233
UGH.
795
00:39:07,233 --> 00:39:10,933
TONIGHT ME AND MY KIDS ARE
HAVING DINNER WITH EUGENE.
796
00:39:10,933 --> 00:39:13,833
EUGENE HAS BECOME
A BIG PART OF MY LIFE.
797
00:39:13,833 --> 00:39:15,600
HOW ARE YOU DOING?
798
00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:18,700
WE HAVE TALKED
ABOUT MARRIAGE A LOT.
799
00:39:18,700 --> 00:39:21,067
HE ASKED ME, AND I SAID YES.
800
00:39:21,067 --> 00:39:24,367
I'M VERY EXCITED.
WE'RE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER.
801
00:39:24,367 --> 00:39:25,867
I SEE A BIG FUTURE HERE.
802
00:39:25,867 --> 00:39:30,200
HE WANTS TO BE A DAD, AND I
WOULDN'T MIND BEING A MOM AGAIN.
803
00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:32,900
LOSING ALL THIS WEIGHT
804
00:39:32,900 --> 00:39:36,533
AND GOING THROUGH ALL THE
BATTLES THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH,
805
00:39:36,533 --> 00:39:38,200
I DON'T TAKE LIFE
FOR GRANTED ANYMORE.
806
00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:40,900
I GOT A SECOND CHANCE.
807
00:39:42,067 --> 00:39:44,067
MY UNHAPPINESS WITH THE WORLD
808
00:39:44,067 --> 00:39:47,367
WAS BECAUSE OF MY UNHAPPINESS
WITH ME,
809
00:39:47,367 --> 00:39:50,533
AND NOW I'M WHO I WANT TO BE.
810
00:39:50,533 --> 00:39:54,733
MY SELF-ESTEEM HAS WENT
FROM ZERO TO A MILLION.
811
00:39:54,733 --> 00:39:58,600
I'M A FORCE TO BE RECKONED WITH.
[ LAUGHS ]
812
00:39:59,667 --> 00:40:03,133
I'M A BETTER MOM,
I'M A BETTER DAUGHTER,
813
00:40:03,133 --> 00:40:06,067
I'M A BETTER PERSON TODAY.
814
00:40:06,067 --> 00:40:08,567
MY KIDS SUPPORTED ME
AS I WAS LOSING WEIGHT,
815
00:40:08,567 --> 00:40:12,367
AND NOW I HAVE TO SUPPORT THEM
IN EVERYTHING THEY WANT TO DO.
816
00:40:14,100 --> 00:40:18,567
IT'S NICE TO BE ABLE TO SEE
MY CHILDREN ENJOY THEMSELVES.
817
00:40:20,367 --> 00:40:25,833
I CAN ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF
EVERY MOMENT WITH MY BABIES NOW.
818
00:40:25,833 --> 00:40:30,133
FOR THE FIRST TIME
IN A LONG WHILE, I'M JUST HAPPY.
819
00:40:37,933 --> 00:40:41,567
Penny: THE ONLY THING
THAT MATTERS IS MY MIND.
820
00:40:43,267 --> 00:40:47,200
I'VE MADE GREAT PROGRESS, NO
MATTER WHAT A SCALE SAYS OR NOT.
821
00:40:48,233 --> 00:40:50,367
OKAY, LET'S JUST DO THIS.
822
00:40:50,367 --> 00:40:51,700
[ SIGHS ]
823
00:40:51,700 --> 00:40:53,833
I'M DOING SO MUCH MORE,
824
00:40:53,833 --> 00:40:56,533
AND I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER
WITH MYSELF.
825
00:41:04,067 --> 00:41:06,167
[ GRUNTS ] OKAY.
826
00:41:06,167 --> 00:41:08,067
[ GROANS ]
827
00:41:10,067 --> 00:41:13,933
Dr. Nowzaradan:
I WILL ALWAYS MAINTAIN HOPE
828
00:41:13,933 --> 00:41:16,833
THAT A PATIENT WILL START
MAKING RIGHT CHOICES.
829
00:41:16,833 --> 00:41:18,700
[ GRUNTS ]
830
00:41:20,733 --> 00:41:21,933
IT'S CAUGHT
ON SOMETHING, ED.
831
00:41:21,933 --> 00:41:23,967
STOP. STOP.
832
00:41:23,967 --> 00:41:27,400
NO, I'M ACTUALLY
ON THIS. CRIPEYS.
833
00:41:28,833 --> 00:41:33,300
WITH PENNY, I DON'T THINK
THIS IS AS LIKELY
834
00:41:33,300 --> 00:41:36,267
BECAUSE SHE HAS NO REASON
TO CHANGE.
835
00:41:36,267 --> 00:41:38,667
OH, MY GOSH, WE'RE GONNA
TEAR THIS UP AGAIN.
836
00:41:38,667 --> 00:41:42,633
Penny: OVERALL,
I FEEL LIKE I'M DOING WELL.
837
00:41:42,633 --> 00:41:45,633
LIFE IS A LOT BETTER.
838
00:41:47,067 --> 00:41:50,100
I KNOW YOU'RE WAITING.
YOUR DADDY'S SLOW TODAY.
839
00:41:50,100 --> 00:41:54,133
UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPEN, SHE WILL
NOT SEE A NEED FOR CHANGE.
840
00:41:54,133 --> 00:41:56,333
GO DOWN THE BIG SLIDE.
I'LL COME CATCH YOU.
841
00:41:56,333 --> 00:42:00,967
IF SHE DOES DECIDE TO COME BACK,
WE'LL HELP HER AGAIN.
842
00:42:00,967 --> 00:42:05,300
BUT SHE'S GOING TO HAVE TO MAKE
THE CHOICE FOR HERSELF...
843
00:42:05,300 --> 00:42:07,167
ARE YOU "X" OR "O"?
844
00:42:07,167 --> 00:42:08,200
"X."
845
00:42:08,200 --> 00:42:10,300
I KNEW IT.
YOU'RE JUST LIKE ME.
846
00:42:10,300 --> 00:42:12,167
...HOPEFULLY
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.
847
00:42:12,167 --> 00:42:15,433
Penny: AM I GONNA HAVE DAYS
WHERE I FAIL? YEAH.
848
00:42:15,433 --> 00:42:16,967
BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN
849
00:42:16,967 --> 00:42:20,267
THAT TOMORROW I DON'T DO
THE RIGHT THING AGAIN.
850
00:42:20,267 --> 00:42:24,067
I'M GOING TO KEEP DOING IT
LIKE I WANT, AT MY OWN PACE.
851
00:42:24,067 --> 00:42:26,400
NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT.
852
00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:29,933
I FEEL LIKE I'M DOING WELL,
AND THAT MAKES ME HAPPY.
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