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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,512 --> 00:00:03,997 [FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING] 2 00:00:03,997 --> 00:00:05,488 [CHATTERING] 3 00:00:05,488 --> 00:00:06,482 [CREAKS] 4 00:00:06,482 --> 00:00:07,473 [POKER CHIPS CLINK] 5 00:00:07,473 --> 00:00:07,973 [SCRAPES] 6 00:00:07,973 --> 00:00:08,967 [CHEERING] 7 00:00:08,967 --> 00:00:10,955 8 00:00:15,428 --> 00:00:17,416 [FILM REEL PUTTERS] 9 00:00:28,381 --> 00:00:30,021 ALICIA: Millions have arrived on New York shores, inspired 10 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:33,091 ALICIA: Millions have arrived on New York shores, inspired 11 00:00:33,091 --> 00:00:36,941 by the sight of Lady Liberty, her torch lighting the way 12 00:00:36,941 --> 00:00:45,081 for dreamers, a place where the seemingly impossible 13 00:00:45,081 --> 00:00:46,816 feels worth attempting. 14 00:00:49,931 --> 00:00:53,471 We all want the opportunity to work hard and breathe life 15 00:00:53,471 --> 00:00:56,801 into our ambitions. 16 00:00:56,801 --> 00:00:59,891 My hometown, more than any other city, 17 00:00:59,891 --> 00:01:00,021 represents that possibility. 18 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:01,501 represents that possibility. 19 00:01:10,161 --> 00:01:12,841 What's going on, y'all? 20 00:01:12,841 --> 00:01:13,751 We're here together. 21 00:01:13,751 --> 00:01:14,941 I'm crazy excited. 22 00:01:14,941 --> 00:01:16,811 I can't believe it. 23 00:01:16,811 --> 00:01:20,341 We are about to talk about how to access everything that's 24 00:01:20,341 --> 00:01:23,541 inside of you to create a song. 25 00:01:23,541 --> 00:01:26,815 So I've never exactly done anything like this before. 26 00:01:26,815 --> 00:01:29,011 Um, I really like doing things that I've never 27 00:01:29,011 --> 00:01:30,021 done before actually. 28 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:30,451 done before actually. 29 00:01:30,451 --> 00:01:32,791 It's my favorite thing to do 'cause there's 30 00:01:32,791 --> 00:01:35,101 no preconceived notions. 31 00:01:35,101 --> 00:01:37,471 You don't have an expectation for it. 32 00:01:37,471 --> 00:01:41,371 So I've never taught like this before. 33 00:01:41,371 --> 00:01:43,471 And I don't know if it's teaching or sharing. 34 00:01:43,471 --> 00:01:46,421 I feel like teaching is sharing. 35 00:01:46,421 --> 00:01:51,101 And I've always said that if I wasn't going to be an artist, 36 00:01:51,101 --> 00:01:53,291 I would be a teacher, 'cause I would be, 37 00:01:53,291 --> 00:01:58,141 like, the coolest junior high school teacher of all time. 38 00:01:58,141 --> 00:01:59,629 You know what I mean? 39 00:01:59,629 --> 00:02:00,021 [LAUGHS] 40 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:01,613 [LAUGHS] 41 00:02:01,613 --> 00:02:04,093 42 00:02:13,041 --> 00:02:15,711 We're going to go through all kinds of pieces-- 43 00:02:15,711 --> 00:02:17,671 song writing, lyrics. 44 00:02:17,671 --> 00:02:19,761 We're going to talk honestly about the process 45 00:02:19,761 --> 00:02:23,287 and how to find it, where to start. 46 00:02:23,287 --> 00:02:27,079 (SINGING) Even if you were a million miles away, 47 00:02:27,079 --> 00:02:30,021 I can still feel you in my bed. 48 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:31,601 I can still feel you in my bed. 49 00:02:31,601 --> 00:02:34,631 Tools like instruments to help you 50 00:02:34,631 --> 00:02:36,671 find your way to the emotion-- 51 00:02:36,671 --> 00:02:38,561 also going to bring you into the studio, 52 00:02:38,561 --> 00:02:42,731 talk production, sonic sounds, how to put everything together 53 00:02:42,731 --> 00:02:47,321 to really create that beautiful piece that you want to create. 54 00:02:47,321 --> 00:02:50,301 Because if I went [VOCALIZING],, it wouldn't have felt the same. 55 00:02:50,301 --> 00:02:52,508 If I went [VOCALIZING],, it wouldn't 56 00:02:52,508 --> 00:02:53,591 have felt the same either. 57 00:02:53,591 --> 00:02:54,591 It's [VOCALIZING]. 58 00:02:59,501 --> 00:03:00,021 I'm even going to bring you into the booth with me 59 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:01,751 I'm even going to bring you into the booth with me 60 00:03:01,751 --> 00:03:05,311 so that we can talk arrangements and styles and choices, 61 00:03:05,311 --> 00:03:08,621 and how in the world do you access 62 00:03:08,621 --> 00:03:15,413 that beautiful space that's waiting for you right now? 63 00:03:15,413 --> 00:03:17,291 [LAUGHS] 64 00:03:17,291 --> 00:03:18,701 It's gonna be fun. 65 00:03:18,701 --> 00:03:21,221 It's gonna be fire. 66 00:03:21,221 --> 00:03:26,806 And it's my first time doing this with you, us together. 67 00:03:26,806 --> 00:03:29,641 So I can't wait. 68 00:03:29,641 --> 00:03:30,021 You ready? 69 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:30,201 You ready? 70 00:03:37,961 --> 00:03:42,441 I'm Alicia Keys, and this is my MasterClass. 71 00:03:45,735 --> 00:03:47,202 [BELL DINGS] 72 00:03:47,202 --> 00:03:48,180 [LAUGHS] 73 00:03:48,180 --> 00:03:50,631 I need that real bad. 74 00:03:50,631 --> 00:03:53,901 Can we please put the ting in there? 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:01,438 [MUSIC - ALICIA KEYS, "UNDERDOG"] 2 00:00:01,438 --> 00:00:04,512 [HARMONIZING] 3 00:00:09,756 --> 00:00:11,881 ALICIA KEYS: (SINGING) She was walking in a street. 4 00:00:11,881 --> 00:00:13,811 Looked up and noticed. 5 00:00:13,811 --> 00:00:15,121 He was nameless. 6 00:00:15,121 --> 00:00:16,021 He was homeless. 7 00:00:16,021 --> 00:00:18,721 She asked him his name and told him what hers was. 8 00:00:18,721 --> 00:00:22,711 He gave her a story 'bout a life with a glint in his eye 9 00:00:22,711 --> 00:00:24,121 and a corner of a smile. 10 00:00:24,121 --> 00:00:26,536 One conversation, a simple moment. 11 00:00:26,536 --> 00:00:29,821 The things that change us if we notice 12 00:00:29,821 --> 00:00:30,021 when we look up sometimes. 13 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:32,521 when we look up sometimes. 14 00:00:32,521 --> 00:00:35,491 They said I will never make it, but I 15 00:00:35,491 --> 00:00:37,717 was built to break the mold. 16 00:00:37,717 --> 00:00:41,737 The only dream that I've been chasing is my own. 17 00:00:41,737 --> 00:00:44,861 So I sing a sing for the hustlers trading at the bus 18 00:00:44,861 --> 00:00:45,361 stop-- 19 00:00:45,361 --> 00:00:48,601 (SPEAKING) Piano is such a cornerstone me. 20 00:00:48,601 --> 00:00:51,541 It's such a friend to me. 21 00:00:51,541 --> 00:00:53,731 I started playing piano when I was seven. 22 00:00:57,891 --> 00:01:00,021 So I've been sitting behind a piano for so long 23 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:00,711 So I've been sitting behind a piano for so long 24 00:01:00,711 --> 00:01:03,801 that I do really feel safe here and I do really 25 00:01:03,801 --> 00:01:05,469 feel comfortable here. 26 00:01:05,469 --> 00:01:06,636 It's a really special place. 27 00:01:13,441 --> 00:01:15,451 So many people I talk to are like, 28 00:01:15,451 --> 00:01:18,601 man, I love piano until that one teacher. 29 00:01:18,601 --> 00:01:19,671 You know what I mean? 30 00:01:19,671 --> 00:01:21,181 And it really-- it turns people off. 31 00:01:21,181 --> 00:01:29,271 And teaching is really such a powerful, beautiful, important 32 00:01:29,271 --> 00:01:30,021 place to connect. 33 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:30,801 place to connect. 34 00:01:30,801 --> 00:01:32,961 My piano teacher really introduced me 35 00:01:32,961 --> 00:01:35,151 to different styles of music. 36 00:01:35,151 --> 00:01:39,141 She helped me on that path of discipline and diligence 37 00:01:39,141 --> 00:01:41,601 in the sense of, you know, just giving me 38 00:01:41,601 --> 00:01:43,431 parameters and places that you had 39 00:01:43,431 --> 00:01:46,851 to try to get to and learn certain things. 40 00:01:46,851 --> 00:01:49,571 And, you know, it's a different state of mind, 41 00:01:49,571 --> 00:01:52,881 but she also was really good about knowing what I liked 42 00:01:52,881 --> 00:01:54,951 and what I didn't like, and she listened to me. 43 00:01:54,951 --> 00:01:57,111 She'd know what I was leaning towards. 44 00:01:57,111 --> 00:02:00,021 She helped me to learn how to play songs 45 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:00,221 She helped me to learn how to play songs 46 00:02:00,221 --> 00:02:02,181 that I loved that were on the radio 47 00:02:02,181 --> 00:02:04,251 and showed me why they looked the way they 48 00:02:04,251 --> 00:02:06,171 did so that even I started to understand 49 00:02:06,171 --> 00:02:08,780 how to create my own, you know, things like that. 50 00:02:08,780 --> 00:02:12,141 Another amazing teacher I had was my high-school music 51 00:02:12,141 --> 00:02:14,661 teacher named Miss Aziza, and she was almost 52 00:02:14,661 --> 00:02:16,281 like my real-life Nina Simone. 53 00:02:16,281 --> 00:02:19,621 She was like this beautiful Black woman-- is, by the way, 54 00:02:19,621 --> 00:02:22,611 currently is like a beautiful Black woman 55 00:02:22,611 --> 00:02:26,211 with gorgeous dreads, and she had these long fingers. 56 00:02:26,211 --> 00:02:28,551 And she would play her ass off, man. 57 00:02:28,551 --> 00:02:30,021 She was like ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba and played jazz crazy, 58 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:31,851 She was like ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba and played jazz crazy, 59 00:02:31,851 --> 00:02:34,161 and she sang so amazing. 60 00:02:34,161 --> 00:02:35,781 She wrote all her songs. 61 00:02:35,781 --> 00:02:37,531 She arranged everything. 62 00:02:37,531 --> 00:02:41,091 And when she taught us, she, you know, gave us her songs. 63 00:02:41,091 --> 00:02:44,691 She gave us harmonies with 7's and 9's and 13's, and we 64 00:02:44,691 --> 00:02:45,441 were like ah. 65 00:02:45,441 --> 00:02:48,961 We had to really learn some cool stuff, 66 00:02:48,961 --> 00:02:52,551 and that really inspired me to create 67 00:02:52,551 --> 00:02:54,906 and continue to try things. 68 00:02:58,751 --> 00:03:00,021 And definitely my mother. 69 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:01,081 And definitely my mother. 70 00:03:01,081 --> 00:03:04,991 She raised me by herself, single mother. 71 00:03:04,991 --> 00:03:06,391 And she taught me-- 72 00:03:06,391 --> 00:03:09,141 man, she taught me how to be fierce. 73 00:03:09,141 --> 00:03:13,751 She taught me how to be candid, and she taught me 74 00:03:13,751 --> 00:03:18,581 how to be loud and understand that if you want something, 75 00:03:18,581 --> 00:03:20,696 you're going to talk up. 76 00:03:20,696 --> 00:03:22,071 You're going to have to speak up. 77 00:03:22,071 --> 00:03:23,201 You have to say it. 78 00:03:23,201 --> 00:03:27,581 You have to verbalize it, and sometimes you have to get loud. 79 00:03:27,581 --> 00:03:30,021 And she was really such a powerful teacher for me 80 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:31,211 And she was really such a powerful teacher for me 81 00:03:31,211 --> 00:03:33,971 on so many levels as a woman, someone 82 00:03:33,971 --> 00:03:37,391 who stands up for other people, for other women. 83 00:03:37,391 --> 00:03:40,523 She is definitely a huge teacher for me. 84 00:03:40,523 --> 00:03:44,459 85 00:03:54,301 --> 00:03:59,851 The classical composer that influenced me mostly is Chopin. 86 00:03:59,851 --> 00:04:00,021 I really love Chopin. 87 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:01,166 I really love Chopin. 88 00:04:04,901 --> 00:04:11,501 His style is really emotional and beautiful and dependable. 89 00:04:11,501 --> 00:04:12,891 I also love Erik Satie. 90 00:04:20,221 --> 00:04:21,546 I like Ravel. 91 00:04:24,791 --> 00:04:27,486 WC-- WC is really cool. 92 00:04:33,371 --> 00:04:34,981 I really like Bach because there's 93 00:04:34,981 --> 00:04:38,391 a very individual-specific style of him, 94 00:04:38,391 --> 00:04:45,631 and I really like to play because it's quite interesting 95 00:04:45,631 --> 00:04:49,201 to have a melody in one hand and then have that same melody 96 00:04:49,201 --> 00:04:51,334 in the other hand, and they pass back and forth, 97 00:04:51,334 --> 00:04:52,501 and that's really his style. 98 00:05:00,421 --> 00:05:04,301 The arrangements are incredible to listen to. 99 00:05:04,301 --> 00:05:05,581 Then Billy-- 100 00:05:05,581 --> 00:05:07,191 Bill comes in with a solo. 101 00:05:07,191 --> 00:05:10,661 ALICIA KEYS: But I feel like Isaac Hayes and Quincy Jones 102 00:05:10,661 --> 00:05:15,341 and some of the greatest arrangers of our times 103 00:05:15,341 --> 00:05:18,011 totally listened to classical music. 104 00:05:18,011 --> 00:05:20,771 You can hear the way that sonics work and the way 105 00:05:20,771 --> 00:05:25,481 that horns fit in, where the strings fit in, 106 00:05:25,481 --> 00:05:28,031 the way that the bottom and the basses 107 00:05:28,031 --> 00:05:30,021 and the bassoons and the cellos fit 108 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:31,461 and the bassoons and the cellos fit 109 00:05:31,461 --> 00:05:35,231 and all those middle sections, the pianos and the guitars 110 00:05:35,231 --> 00:05:37,691 and anything else that fits in that middle. 111 00:05:37,691 --> 00:05:40,851 I think you can really listen for arranging and voicings. 112 00:05:40,851 --> 00:05:43,541 You know, you hear the way the voicings happen, 113 00:05:43,541 --> 00:05:48,691 the way they invert, continue going for themes also. 114 00:05:48,691 --> 00:05:50,801 What's the theme of the piece? 115 00:05:50,801 --> 00:05:53,291 And you'll find that if it starts on piano, 116 00:05:53,291 --> 00:05:55,711 maybe then the string section takes the theme. 117 00:05:55,711 --> 00:05:58,034 And then later after that, maybe the horn section 118 00:05:58,034 --> 00:05:59,951 takes the theme and the voice takes the theme. 119 00:05:59,951 --> 00:06:00,021 You know, it's cool to explore that there are these themes 120 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:04,151 You know, it's cool to explore that there are these themes 121 00:06:04,151 --> 00:06:07,151 and there are these ways to create things 122 00:06:07,151 --> 00:06:10,311 that many instruments can take. 123 00:06:10,311 --> 00:06:12,941 So I think that's really beautiful 124 00:06:12,941 --> 00:06:16,471 to gain when listening to classical music. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,479 2 00:00:15,851 --> 00:00:17,231 How do I start a song? 3 00:00:17,231 --> 00:00:19,081 How do I begin it? 4 00:00:19,081 --> 00:00:22,951 If I feel something, or I have created something, 5 00:00:22,951 --> 00:00:25,481 how do I begin it? 6 00:00:25,481 --> 00:00:27,781 You just don't know, because I've 7 00:00:27,781 --> 00:00:30,021 written many, many songs, hundreds of songs. 8 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:31,651 written many, many songs, hundreds of songs. 9 00:00:31,651 --> 00:00:34,681 But every time, I don't know how it's going to happen. 10 00:00:41,351 --> 00:00:43,501 I don't know what's going to come. 11 00:00:43,501 --> 00:00:45,911 I don't know, how is it going to find its way? 12 00:00:45,911 --> 00:00:49,271 I don't have a clue. 13 00:00:49,271 --> 00:00:51,871 And that's when I say that it's emotional to me, 14 00:00:51,871 --> 00:00:55,591 because some people are quite technical with music, 15 00:00:55,591 --> 00:00:57,541 quite specific, almost scientific. 16 00:00:57,541 --> 00:01:00,021 And that's awesome, because I've always wondered how to do that, 17 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:01,321 And that's awesome, because I've always wondered how to do that, 18 00:01:01,321 --> 00:01:03,331 because I truly don't know how to do that. 19 00:01:03,331 --> 00:01:07,441 All I know is, if I can find the feeling, 20 00:01:07,441 --> 00:01:10,051 then I can find my way somewhere. 21 00:01:10,051 --> 00:01:11,701 So that's usually what I do. 22 00:01:11,701 --> 00:01:15,601 Sometimes, it will be in my head. 23 00:01:15,601 --> 00:01:19,591 As I'm walking on the street, as I'm in my car, 24 00:01:19,591 --> 00:01:22,321 I hear bits and pieces. 25 00:01:22,321 --> 00:01:26,851 I'll grab my phone and record the pieces that I hear. 26 00:01:26,851 --> 00:01:29,921 Sometimes, it's just an emotion. 27 00:01:29,921 --> 00:01:30,021 And I sit down. 28 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:30,811 And I sit down. 29 00:01:30,811 --> 00:01:32,881 And I play the first thing that I feel. 30 00:01:32,881 --> 00:01:34,891 Sometimes, I feel nothing at all, 31 00:01:34,891 --> 00:01:40,051 and I just sit down anyway, and I play whatever comes out. 32 00:01:40,051 --> 00:01:42,631 So any of these ways work. 33 00:01:42,631 --> 00:01:45,961 And if anything, you can try all of them, 34 00:01:45,961 --> 00:01:48,331 because it depends on the day. 35 00:01:48,331 --> 00:01:49,886 It depends on the hour. 36 00:01:49,886 --> 00:01:54,931 It depends on the alchemy, and the magic, and the whatever 37 00:01:54,931 --> 00:01:56,001 that we-- the unknown. 38 00:02:02,331 --> 00:02:05,811 I think improvisation plays a really big role 39 00:02:05,811 --> 00:02:10,190 in the songwriting process, just being open, just being fluid. 40 00:02:10,190 --> 00:02:19,281 I tend to improvise melody more than lyric. 41 00:02:19,281 --> 00:02:23,606 For me, I will play a few chords, and happily just-- 42 00:02:23,606 --> 00:02:24,231 [PLAYING PIANO] 43 00:02:24,231 --> 00:02:27,591 --sing the first thing that comes to my head, 44 00:02:27,591 --> 00:02:30,021 and then try it a few times, and just sing. 45 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:31,281 and then try it a few times, and just sing. 46 00:02:31,281 --> 00:02:32,211 Can I remember that? 47 00:02:32,211 --> 00:02:32,911 Do I love that? 48 00:02:32,911 --> 00:02:33,786 Does that feel right? 49 00:02:37,306 --> 00:02:37,931 [PLAYING PIANO] 50 00:02:37,931 --> 00:02:39,191 I always heard that the Beatles said 51 00:02:39,191 --> 00:02:41,733 that, if they couldn't remember their song the next day, then 52 00:02:41,733 --> 00:02:44,366 they weren't doing it, because it wasn't good enough. 53 00:02:44,366 --> 00:02:46,841 [PLAYING PIANO] 54 00:02:46,841 --> 00:02:50,021 So I love to improvise the melodies, 55 00:02:50,021 --> 00:02:54,371 and find my way through it, and find different places. 56 00:02:54,371 --> 00:03:00,021 And I usually also love to create levels to the song. 57 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:00,521 And I usually also love to create levels to the song. 58 00:03:00,521 --> 00:03:02,306 If I'm starting at the beginning-- 59 00:03:02,306 --> 00:03:07,901 [PLAYING PIANO] 60 00:03:07,901 --> 00:03:11,921 --I like to keep it in a place that feels comfortable 61 00:03:11,921 --> 00:03:15,551 to access, something that's a little bit-- 62 00:03:15,551 --> 00:03:16,291 [PLAYING PIANO] 63 00:03:16,291 --> 00:03:18,701 --easy. 64 00:03:18,701 --> 00:03:22,281 And then, as I continue to go, then I 65 00:03:22,281 --> 00:03:25,431 like the melody of the song to lift up and get 66 00:03:25,431 --> 00:03:27,651 a little bit more energetic. 67 00:03:27,651 --> 00:03:29,431 [PLAYING PIANO] 68 00:03:29,431 --> 00:03:30,021 And then, by the time I hit the chorus, 69 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:32,161 And then, by the time I hit the chorus, 70 00:03:32,161 --> 00:03:35,851 I'm usually freestyling something 71 00:03:35,851 --> 00:03:39,871 that really brings you higher so that, when you get back 72 00:03:39,871 --> 00:03:42,091 to that verse, it can be back to that-- 73 00:03:42,091 --> 00:03:43,831 [PLAYING PIANO] 74 00:03:43,831 --> 00:03:46,001 --calmer, more accessible space. 75 00:03:46,001 --> 00:03:48,991 So a lot of the time, that's usually how I think of a song. 76 00:03:48,991 --> 00:03:51,361 But obviously, there are no rules. 77 00:03:51,361 --> 00:03:52,921 And there are no right ways. 78 00:03:52,921 --> 00:03:54,361 And there are no wrong ways. 79 00:03:54,361 --> 00:03:55,231 It's all right. 80 00:03:55,231 --> 00:03:56,341 And it's all magic. 81 00:03:56,341 --> 00:03:57,361 And it's all amazing. 82 00:03:57,361 --> 00:03:58,951 And it's all you. 83 00:03:58,951 --> 00:04:00,021 And that's something that I've definitely been really thinking 84 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:02,251 And that's something that I've definitely been really thinking 85 00:04:02,251 --> 00:04:03,781 a lot about lately-- 86 00:04:03,781 --> 00:04:10,111 is the understanding that only you have what 87 00:04:10,111 --> 00:04:13,381 you're going to bring, literally. 88 00:04:13,381 --> 00:04:15,994 Nobody has it. 89 00:04:15,994 --> 00:04:17,471 No one. 90 00:04:17,471 --> 00:04:22,151 So there's a beautiful strength and confidence 91 00:04:22,151 --> 00:04:26,111 that comes when you realize that you're the only one that 92 00:04:26,111 --> 00:04:27,731 got what you got. 93 00:04:27,731 --> 00:04:30,021 Those ways that you hear music, the way that you 94 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:30,251 Those ways that you hear music, the way that you 95 00:04:30,251 --> 00:04:33,461 hear lyrics, the way that you feel, the way that you process 96 00:04:33,461 --> 00:04:36,194 your emotion, the way that you put your words together, 97 00:04:36,194 --> 00:04:38,111 the way that you sing the melodies that you're 98 00:04:38,111 --> 00:04:38,891 going to sing-- 99 00:04:38,891 --> 00:04:42,211 nobody else is going to do it like that, only you. 100 00:04:42,211 --> 00:04:45,791 And what you have, people need. 101 00:04:45,791 --> 00:04:50,011 So freestyling and improvising is definitely 102 00:04:50,011 --> 00:04:51,481 a beautiful trait. 103 00:04:51,481 --> 00:04:54,871 When it comes to lyric writing, a lot of people 104 00:04:54,871 --> 00:04:57,991 freestyle lyrics, a lot. 105 00:04:57,991 --> 00:05:00,021 Sometimes, people will even just mumble the melody 106 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:03,091 Sometimes, people will even just mumble the melody 107 00:05:03,091 --> 00:05:06,461 and then step back and listen to the melody for the lyrics. 108 00:05:06,461 --> 00:05:08,456 And I've found that that happens sometimes, 109 00:05:08,456 --> 00:05:10,081 because there's moments where I'm like, 110 00:05:10,081 --> 00:05:11,706 I know exactly what I want to say here. 111 00:05:11,706 --> 00:05:14,696 And then it sounds something like, [VOCALIZING].. 112 00:05:14,696 --> 00:05:16,321 And then it's like, wait, what is that? 113 00:05:16,321 --> 00:05:17,071 What does that mean? 114 00:05:17,071 --> 00:05:17,851 I just want to run away. 115 00:05:17,851 --> 00:05:19,268 (SINGING) I just want to run away. 116 00:05:19,268 --> 00:05:20,791 Is that I just want to run away? 117 00:05:20,791 --> 00:05:24,861 So the flow, and the fluidness, and just 118 00:05:24,861 --> 00:05:28,521 the openness, the conduit, is really, really cool. 119 00:05:28,521 --> 00:05:30,021 But usually, I like to craft lyrics. 120 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:30,471 But usually, I like to craft lyrics. 121 00:05:30,471 --> 00:05:32,101 I like to think about them. 122 00:05:32,101 --> 00:05:34,351 I like to be a little bit more precise with them. 123 00:05:34,351 --> 00:05:38,091 I like to be almost a little more traditional songwriting 124 00:05:38,091 --> 00:05:41,631 with lyrics, just to be able to really complete the thought 125 00:05:41,631 --> 00:05:44,841 and make sure that the story, or whatever it is that I'm trying 126 00:05:44,841 --> 00:05:48,121 to put to word, is clear. 127 00:05:48,121 --> 00:05:50,856 Because I know, when people can get it, that's when it works. 128 00:05:56,491 --> 00:05:58,561 With "Diary," I remember the song "Diary," 129 00:05:58,561 --> 00:06:00,021 I could not get past-- 130 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:00,076 I could not get past-- 131 00:06:00,076 --> 00:06:06,941 [PLAYING PIANO] 132 00:06:06,941 --> 00:06:08,511 And that just came out of the blue. 133 00:06:08,511 --> 00:06:11,903 I just sat down, and I was between some show 134 00:06:11,903 --> 00:06:12,611 and another show. 135 00:06:12,611 --> 00:06:14,061 And I sat down, and it came out. 136 00:06:14,061 --> 00:06:16,441 I was like, whoa, whoa, what is that? 137 00:06:16,441 --> 00:06:19,426 And for a year, I couldn't find the words. 138 00:06:19,426 --> 00:06:21,051 I couldn't find anything to go with it. 139 00:06:21,051 --> 00:06:22,971 I couldn't hear it. 140 00:06:22,971 --> 00:06:24,411 Nothing came. 141 00:06:24,411 --> 00:06:28,101 Sometimes, it's just the piano, and it will spring up. 142 00:06:28,101 --> 00:06:30,021 Sometimes, it's a poem that I've written the majority of it, 143 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:32,251 Sometimes, it's a poem that I've written the majority of it, 144 00:06:32,251 --> 00:06:35,421 and I'm trying to figure out, how might the rhythm of it go? 145 00:06:35,421 --> 00:06:37,211 [PLAYING PIANO] 146 00:06:37,211 --> 00:06:40,041 I started playing it. 147 00:06:40,041 --> 00:06:42,636 So it took, like, a year for me to find any lyrics. 148 00:06:42,636 --> 00:06:51,321 [PLAYING PIANO] 149 00:06:51,321 --> 00:06:53,321 So "just think of me as the pages in your diary" 150 00:06:53,321 --> 00:06:58,561 makes me smile, because I'd watched 151 00:06:58,561 --> 00:07:00,021 "The Bridges of Madison County," the movie, which 152 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:01,141 "The Bridges of Madison County," the movie, which 153 00:07:01,141 --> 00:07:05,371 is this super sappy love story, the extra, which you love it. 154 00:07:05,371 --> 00:07:07,321 And like all in love with each other. 155 00:07:07,321 --> 00:07:08,821 And you're like, ah. 156 00:07:08,821 --> 00:07:11,341 By the end of the movie, you're just all teary, 157 00:07:11,341 --> 00:07:13,651 and feeling all tickly. 158 00:07:13,651 --> 00:07:14,851 So I'd watched that. 159 00:07:14,851 --> 00:07:19,681 And that feeling of love, that feeling of pure passion, 160 00:07:19,681 --> 00:07:21,541 was definitely just-- 161 00:07:21,541 --> 00:07:22,751 I loved it. 162 00:07:22,751 --> 00:07:25,156 And so I remember that I first tried-- 163 00:07:25,156 --> 00:07:27,211 [PLAYING PIANO] 164 00:07:27,211 --> 00:07:28,291 I had the-- 165 00:07:28,291 --> 00:07:30,021 (SINGING) "I won't tell your secrets. 166 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:32,464 (SINGING) "I won't tell your secrets. 167 00:07:36,221 --> 00:07:41,571 Your secrets are safe with me. 168 00:07:41,571 --> 00:07:43,454 'Cause nobody else-- what else do you want, 169 00:07:43,454 --> 00:07:45,371 but for your secrets to be safe from a person, 170 00:07:45,371 --> 00:07:47,803 or that you can trust a person? 171 00:07:47,803 --> 00:07:48,511 And then I went-- 172 00:07:48,511 --> 00:07:49,136 [PLAYING PIANO] 173 00:07:49,136 --> 00:07:55,271 (SINGING) I will keep your secrets. 174 00:07:55,271 --> 00:07:59,471 And then I think I said something like, just think of-- 175 00:07:59,471 --> 00:07:59,971 I said-- 176 00:07:59,971 --> 00:08:00,021 (SINGING) Just think of me as-- 177 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:01,263 (SINGING) Just think of me as-- 178 00:08:01,263 --> 00:08:03,361 I tried to fit in "just think of me 179 00:08:03,361 --> 00:08:05,491 as "The Bridges of Madison County."" 180 00:08:05,491 --> 00:08:09,817 I tried so hard [LAUGHS] to make it work. 181 00:08:09,817 --> 00:08:10,931 And if I tried it now-- 182 00:08:10,931 --> 00:08:12,771 (SINGING) Just think of me as "The Bridges 183 00:08:12,771 --> 00:08:15,971 of [MUMBLES] County." 184 00:08:15,971 --> 00:08:17,331 So it was the flow. 185 00:08:17,331 --> 00:08:19,071 I knew the flow I wanted. 186 00:08:19,071 --> 00:08:21,111 But obviously, "The Bridges of Madison County" 187 00:08:21,111 --> 00:08:23,731 was just not going to work. 188 00:08:23,731 --> 00:08:26,061 And I was like, what is it, though? 189 00:08:26,061 --> 00:08:28,901 Damn, this song is giving me so much trouble. 190 00:08:28,901 --> 00:08:30,021 It's like, I really have to dig for this one. 191 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:31,911 It's like, I really have to dig for this one. 192 00:08:31,911 --> 00:08:34,221 Because some songs, you got to excavate. 193 00:08:34,221 --> 00:08:35,810 It's just that's how it goes. 194 00:08:35,810 --> 00:08:39,471 You have to literally dig, and dig, and dig, especially 195 00:08:39,471 --> 00:08:43,294 if you love it, if you love it and you know that it's great, 196 00:08:43,294 --> 00:08:44,961 and it's going to be great, but you just 197 00:08:44,961 --> 00:08:47,481 have to find the pieces and make a great. 198 00:08:47,481 --> 00:08:50,371 So this was one I had to excavate. 199 00:08:50,371 --> 00:08:53,121 And my partner at the time-- 200 00:08:53,121 --> 00:08:56,311 Krucial, who wrote a lot of the first and second record 201 00:08:56,311 --> 00:08:56,811 with me. 202 00:08:59,533 --> 00:09:00,021 I was like, "Bridges"-- 203 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:00,491 I was like, "Bridges"-- 204 00:09:00,491 --> 00:09:01,451 I sang it for him. 205 00:09:01,451 --> 00:09:03,284 And I was like, "Bridges of Madison County." 206 00:09:03,284 --> 00:09:06,189 And he was like, what if it was something about your diary, 207 00:09:06,189 --> 00:09:07,731 because of the secrets, and is diary. 208 00:09:07,731 --> 00:09:08,398 And I was like-- 209 00:09:08,398 --> 00:09:09,111 [GASPS] 210 00:09:09,111 --> 00:09:13,461 (SINGING) Just think of me as the pages in your diary. 211 00:09:13,461 --> 00:09:14,351 See? 212 00:09:14,351 --> 00:09:16,239 You got to be open, because man, imagine 213 00:09:16,239 --> 00:09:18,531 if I said, "just think of me as "The Bridges of Madison 214 00:09:18,531 --> 00:09:22,431 County."" I don't think the song would have been as poignant. 215 00:09:22,431 --> 00:09:24,921 [LAUGHS] 216 00:09:24,921 --> 00:09:29,031 So just think of me as the pages in your diary. 217 00:09:29,031 --> 00:09:30,021 Again, with diaries being so much 218 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:32,601 Again, with diaries being so much 219 00:09:32,601 --> 00:09:35,151 of a way that I express myself, and with diaries 220 00:09:35,151 --> 00:09:38,001 being the place that you keep your secrets, 221 00:09:38,001 --> 00:09:41,451 and you can be so open and be completely yourself, 222 00:09:41,451 --> 00:09:44,941 and you can trust it, and it won't betray you, 223 00:09:44,941 --> 00:09:48,311 and all these things, it made perfect sense. 224 00:09:48,311 --> 00:09:52,591 And it felt exactly like what I was trying to say. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:02,421 [GENTLE PIANO MUSIC] 2 00:00:08,139 --> 00:00:09,681 And another teacher I always loved, 3 00:00:09,681 --> 00:00:12,381 her name was Miss Sabatino, and she was actually 4 00:00:12,381 --> 00:00:14,091 my English teacher. 5 00:00:14,091 --> 00:00:18,621 And she gave me this spark and this love 6 00:00:18,621 --> 00:00:25,501 for reading and literature and the messages behind the words. 7 00:00:25,501 --> 00:00:27,801 And I would be so fascinated in the class with her 8 00:00:27,801 --> 00:00:28,561 as she would-- 9 00:00:28,561 --> 00:00:30,021 you know, if we were reading something 10 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:30,411 you know, if we were reading something 11 00:00:30,411 --> 00:00:33,141 and she would kind of provoke us to think deeper 12 00:00:33,141 --> 00:00:35,241 about what did that mean. 13 00:00:35,241 --> 00:00:37,731 And it was the first time I started 14 00:00:37,731 --> 00:00:40,501 to look at things beyond just the surface, 15 00:00:40,501 --> 00:00:41,941 but what was the metaphor? 16 00:00:41,941 --> 00:00:44,951 What was the message underneath that-- 17 00:00:44,951 --> 00:00:46,251 you know, those words? 18 00:00:46,251 --> 00:00:49,971 And I think, on a songwriting side, that's definitely 19 00:00:49,971 --> 00:00:52,221 books and reading and literature is definitely 20 00:00:52,221 --> 00:00:56,401 a big way in for me of how to create and how to write 21 00:00:56,401 --> 00:00:58,073 and how to find inspiration or-- 22 00:00:58,073 --> 00:00:59,031 a lot of times, I can-- 23 00:00:59,031 --> 00:01:00,021 I'll read a book, like a Willa Cather book from, you know, 24 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:02,871 I'll read a book, like a Willa Cather book from, you know, 25 00:01:02,871 --> 00:01:08,301 the late 1800s or something just because the tone and the poetry 26 00:01:08,301 --> 00:01:12,501 that's used to write that style of book 27 00:01:12,501 --> 00:01:18,111 makes me think differently-- even the cadence or the prose 28 00:01:18,111 --> 00:01:19,231 that I start to use. 29 00:01:19,231 --> 00:01:21,001 So that's really cool. 30 00:01:21,001 --> 00:01:25,161 I really love books as a tool to continue 31 00:01:25,161 --> 00:01:28,101 to write in ways that are unique or interesting, 32 00:01:28,101 --> 00:01:30,021 or if I need inspiration, a lot of times I'll turn to books. 33 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:32,019 or if I need inspiration, a lot of times I'll turn to books. 34 00:01:32,019 --> 00:01:34,509 35 00:01:38,501 --> 00:01:40,601 I'm not sure about the first time 36 00:01:40,601 --> 00:01:44,531 I got a journal in my hands, but it 37 00:01:44,531 --> 00:01:46,601 must have been for my mother. 38 00:01:46,601 --> 00:01:49,811 She was a journal writer and a writer too. 39 00:01:49,811 --> 00:01:52,811 She has, like, this really beautiful handwriting. 40 00:01:52,811 --> 00:01:55,691 The first time I got a journal, it really 41 00:01:55,691 --> 00:01:57,621 changed everything for me. 42 00:01:57,621 --> 00:02:00,021 I remember, like, the little one with the key, [LAUGHS] 43 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:01,001 I remember, like, the little one with the key, [LAUGHS] 44 00:02:01,001 --> 00:02:03,971 you know, and you didn't want anybody read your journal 45 00:02:03,971 --> 00:02:05,211 and that kind of thing. 46 00:02:05,211 --> 00:02:08,261 And I think it had multiple colors. 47 00:02:08,261 --> 00:02:10,331 Each page was, like, a different color. 48 00:02:10,331 --> 00:02:12,648 And, you know, I named it. 49 00:02:12,648 --> 00:02:13,731 So that's how young I was. 50 00:02:13,731 --> 00:02:15,761 I named my journal. 51 00:02:15,761 --> 00:02:19,531 But I remember that when I figured out 52 00:02:19,531 --> 00:02:22,621 how to put pen to paper and express myself-- 53 00:02:22,621 --> 00:02:23,911 at the time, it wasn't songs. 54 00:02:23,911 --> 00:02:26,401 It was just kind of feelings or fears or worries 55 00:02:26,401 --> 00:02:29,581 or whatever happened in third grade or, you know, 56 00:02:29,581 --> 00:02:30,021 whatever those things are. 57 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:32,991 whatever those things are. 58 00:02:32,991 --> 00:02:36,171 It gave me an outlet because I've always been 59 00:02:36,171 --> 00:02:40,231 quite guarded and protective. 60 00:02:40,231 --> 00:02:44,351 I've also been-- you know, I grew up with a very strong-- 61 00:02:44,351 --> 00:02:46,261 my mother was very strong, like, very-- 62 00:02:46,261 --> 00:02:48,571 just her energy is very strong. 63 00:02:48,571 --> 00:02:51,031 And so I always got a little tongue tied around her. 64 00:02:51,031 --> 00:02:55,531 I didn't exactly know how to say what I wanted to say. 65 00:02:55,531 --> 00:02:58,891 And it was through the process of journaling that I got 66 00:02:58,891 --> 00:03:00,021 to get a lot off of my chest. 67 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:01,561 to get a lot off of my chest. 68 00:03:01,561 --> 00:03:05,041 And so I believe that the journaling eventually 69 00:03:05,041 --> 00:03:10,471 turned into the songwriting, because even right now, today, 70 00:03:10,471 --> 00:03:11,991 this morning, I journaled. 71 00:03:11,991 --> 00:03:14,191 And I lose it sometimes. 72 00:03:14,191 --> 00:03:15,121 I go away from it. 73 00:03:15,121 --> 00:03:17,261 And when I come back to journaling, 74 00:03:17,261 --> 00:03:19,111 I realize how clear I become. 75 00:03:19,111 --> 00:03:21,661 I become so much more insightful. 76 00:03:21,661 --> 00:03:24,511 I really understand what I'm thinking more. 77 00:03:24,511 --> 00:03:29,581 I'm able to process it and work through it with myself better. 78 00:03:29,581 --> 00:03:30,021 And that's really cool. 79 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:30,641 And that's really cool. 80 00:03:30,641 --> 00:03:35,491 So journaling was my door to songwriting. 81 00:03:35,491 --> 00:03:38,491 And songwriting definitely chose me 82 00:03:38,491 --> 00:03:40,201 because I do remember the first song 83 00:03:40,201 --> 00:03:44,461 that I wrote was provoked by the death of my grandfather. 84 00:03:44,461 --> 00:03:46,891 And I didn't know how to feel, and I never 85 00:03:46,891 --> 00:03:49,231 felt that type of sadness before, 86 00:03:49,231 --> 00:03:51,151 and everything felt heightened. 87 00:03:51,151 --> 00:03:53,431 Every emotion just felt heightened. 88 00:03:53,431 --> 00:03:55,201 And the first thing that I thought of 89 00:03:55,201 --> 00:03:57,631 was to go to the piano and play. 90 00:03:57,631 --> 00:03:59,131 And that was the first song I wrote. 91 00:03:59,131 --> 00:04:00,021 That's the first time I ever sat down and put-- 92 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:01,196 That's the first time I ever sat down and put-- 93 00:04:01,196 --> 00:04:03,571 I don't remember the chords or I would play them for you. 94 00:04:03,571 --> 00:04:05,791 But I don't remember them. 95 00:04:05,791 --> 00:04:13,441 That's the first time I sat down and allowed my feelings 96 00:04:13,441 --> 00:04:19,741 to come out in a melody and words that exactly described 97 00:04:19,741 --> 00:04:22,831 just what I felt, just in that moment, that second. 98 00:04:22,831 --> 00:04:23,851 I didn't think about it. 99 00:04:23,851 --> 00:04:25,121 I didn't try to do it. 100 00:04:25,121 --> 00:04:26,911 I didn't want to make it perfect. 101 00:04:26,911 --> 00:04:30,021 I just felt it so much that I had to say it. 102 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:31,111 I just felt it so much that I had to say it. 103 00:04:31,111 --> 00:04:34,051 And I remember-- I was maybe 9 or 10. 104 00:04:37,171 --> 00:04:38,531 Yeah. 105 00:04:38,531 --> 00:04:42,391 And my mother just let me play. 106 00:04:42,391 --> 00:04:45,811 It was late, 12:00, 1:00 AM, something late, I remember. 107 00:04:45,811 --> 00:04:46,751 She just let me play. 108 00:04:46,751 --> 00:04:49,951 She didn't even come ask me anything. 109 00:04:49,951 --> 00:04:52,531 And that was the beginning of this understanding 110 00:04:52,531 --> 00:04:56,481 that, wow, you can have a feeling, an emotion, 111 00:04:56,481 --> 00:05:00,021 a sensation and just describe it as you feel it, you, yourself. 112 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:01,231 a sensation and just describe it as you feel it, you, yourself. 113 00:05:01,231 --> 00:05:05,951 And it's good just as it is, you know? 114 00:05:05,951 --> 00:05:10,543 So I think songwriting chose me, as far as I can recall. 115 00:05:10,543 --> 00:05:13,001 And I chose it, 'cause, you know, if something chooses you, 116 00:05:13,001 --> 00:05:14,084 you got to choose it back. 117 00:05:14,084 --> 00:05:15,446 [LAUGHS] 118 00:05:15,446 --> 00:05:17,821 [GENTLE MUSIC] 119 00:05:22,111 --> 00:05:25,731 You know what I really love to do? 120 00:05:25,731 --> 00:05:27,921 I like to start with the day. 121 00:05:27,921 --> 00:05:30,021 Like, that day, that moment, that second that you're in, 122 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:31,781 Like, that day, that moment, that second that you're in, 123 00:05:31,781 --> 00:05:32,921 what's going on? 124 00:05:32,921 --> 00:05:33,801 How are you feeling? 125 00:05:33,801 --> 00:05:35,921 What happened in that day? 126 00:05:35,921 --> 00:05:38,601 What happened in that space, you know? 127 00:05:38,601 --> 00:05:41,591 And even if you're just literally 128 00:05:41,591 --> 00:05:44,871 focusing on the most simple thing, 129 00:05:44,871 --> 00:05:49,351 like your walk from your house to the store-- 130 00:05:49,351 --> 00:05:52,861 it sounds crazy, but how would you describe that? 131 00:05:52,861 --> 00:05:55,081 How would that feel for you? 132 00:05:55,081 --> 00:05:57,481 How could that which you felt be translated 133 00:05:57,481 --> 00:05:59,701 to somebody who wasn't there with you, you know? 134 00:05:59,701 --> 00:06:00,021 It's almost like how are you painting the poetry 135 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:03,511 It's almost like how are you painting the poetry 136 00:06:03,511 --> 00:06:06,601 or how are you painting the picture, the vividness, 137 00:06:06,601 --> 00:06:09,841 the scent of it, the people you saw? 138 00:06:09,841 --> 00:06:12,031 What did it make you feel like? 139 00:06:12,031 --> 00:06:18,996 I find that the practice of that will lead you somewhere, 140 00:06:18,996 --> 00:06:20,871 you know, somewhere that you're trying to go. 141 00:06:20,871 --> 00:06:30,021 So I find that when you try to write a song, 142 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:30,161 So I find that when you try to write a song, 143 00:06:30,161 --> 00:06:31,811 it could probably be great. 144 00:06:31,811 --> 00:06:35,381 But for me, whenever I've tried to write a song-- 145 00:06:35,381 --> 00:06:38,501 and don't get me wrong, I definitely sit down and-- 146 00:06:38,501 --> 00:06:39,281 you have to try. 147 00:06:39,281 --> 00:06:40,734 I mean, you have to start, right? 148 00:06:40,734 --> 00:06:43,151 There's no-- nothing's going to come if you don't actually 149 00:06:43,151 --> 00:06:44,241 give it a shot. 150 00:06:44,241 --> 00:06:47,051 But I find that if I haven't identified something that 151 00:06:47,051 --> 00:06:50,231 feels real to me, that's a real emotion that I have, 152 00:06:50,231 --> 00:06:54,491 then I'm searching for words that I don't really 153 00:06:54,491 --> 00:06:56,411 know exactly what they mean. 154 00:06:56,411 --> 00:07:00,021 And maybe they sound pretty and maybe they even feel beautiful, 155 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:00,141 And maybe they sound pretty and maybe they even feel beautiful, 156 00:07:00,141 --> 00:07:01,511 but what do they mean to me? 157 00:07:01,511 --> 00:07:02,651 I can't find it. 158 00:07:02,651 --> 00:07:04,621 You know, I can't find the meaning. 159 00:07:04,621 --> 00:07:08,621 So I find that when I do seek something 160 00:07:08,621 --> 00:07:12,281 that I really understand personally, the song goes-- 161 00:07:12,281 --> 00:07:15,671 it just comes much more fluidly, much more fluidly. 162 00:07:15,671 --> 00:07:21,071 Like, you know, conversations are beautiful. 163 00:07:21,071 --> 00:07:24,341 Personal experiences are amazing. 164 00:07:24,341 --> 00:07:29,571 I remember for "Good Job," we were actually-- 165 00:07:29,571 --> 00:07:30,021 I was actually-- we were just looking at these young boys. 166 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:34,931 I was actually-- we were just looking at these young boys. 167 00:07:34,931 --> 00:07:39,431 They were, like-- they were, like-- 168 00:07:39,431 --> 00:07:41,231 we were in Egypt, believe it or not. 169 00:07:41,231 --> 00:07:43,121 And look, you don't have to be in Egypt to write "Good Job," 170 00:07:43,121 --> 00:07:44,329 so let's not get it confused. 171 00:07:44,329 --> 00:07:47,741 You can be anywhere because this situation can happen anywhere. 172 00:07:47,741 --> 00:07:51,521 But we were in Egypt, and these young boys, 173 00:07:51,521 --> 00:07:53,891 you know, they kept running up to us 174 00:07:53,891 --> 00:07:58,121 to get like a little doll or a little something 175 00:07:58,121 --> 00:08:00,021 because they were trying to feed their family 176 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:00,411 because they were trying to feed their family 177 00:08:00,411 --> 00:08:04,751 and this was part of what they had to do during the day. 178 00:08:04,751 --> 00:08:08,621 And I just watched them, and they were so young. 179 00:08:08,621 --> 00:08:11,111 And I watched how they were moving around. 180 00:08:11,111 --> 00:08:13,361 And then I watched, like, this older man. 181 00:08:13,361 --> 00:08:16,871 He was just walking down with, like, a horse and some fruit 182 00:08:16,871 --> 00:08:18,101 in the back. 183 00:08:18,101 --> 00:08:20,981 And there was another woman just holding her baby 184 00:08:20,981 --> 00:08:22,481 going where she was going. 185 00:08:22,481 --> 00:08:26,741 And all of this everyday life, this everyday people figuring 186 00:08:26,741 --> 00:08:29,171 out how to get from place to place, how 187 00:08:29,171 --> 00:08:30,021 to survive another day, made me think of my mother. 188 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:32,330 to survive another day, made me think of my mother. 189 00:08:32,330 --> 00:08:35,501 It made me think of how often my mother has, you know, 190 00:08:35,501 --> 00:08:38,560 sheltered me and figured out how to get me from place to place 191 00:08:38,560 --> 00:08:40,161 and protect me. 192 00:08:40,161 --> 00:08:42,041 And I thought of my dearest friend, 193 00:08:42,041 --> 00:08:45,641 who is a single mother, as well, like my mother. 194 00:08:45,641 --> 00:08:48,701 And she is so dedicated and driven 195 00:08:48,701 --> 00:08:50,951 to making sure her daughter is safe. 196 00:08:50,951 --> 00:08:54,671 And I thought about, man, do any of these people 197 00:08:54,671 --> 00:08:56,711 hear that they're doing a good job? 198 00:08:56,711 --> 00:08:59,501 Does anybody ever tell them? 199 00:08:59,501 --> 00:09:00,021 That man pulling the horse with the fruit basket in the back, 200 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:04,331 That man pulling the horse with the fruit basket in the back, 201 00:09:04,331 --> 00:09:07,019 has he heard that he's doing a good job? 202 00:09:07,019 --> 00:09:08,561 Do those little kids that were trying 203 00:09:08,561 --> 00:09:10,961 to hustle to make ends meet and bring it home 204 00:09:10,961 --> 00:09:14,251 to their family to get a little piece of bread and-- 205 00:09:14,251 --> 00:09:16,321 do they hear that you're doing a good job 206 00:09:16,321 --> 00:09:21,104 or you're doing the best you can and we see you? 207 00:09:21,104 --> 00:09:22,771 I don't think a lot of people hear that. 208 00:09:22,771 --> 00:09:24,931 In that moment, that's how I felt. 209 00:09:24,931 --> 00:09:28,781 And that was the catalyst for that song. 210 00:09:28,781 --> 00:09:30,021 So again, for me, I find that you can just 211 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:33,331 So again, for me, I find that you can just 212 00:09:33,331 --> 00:09:37,381 look around you and know something 213 00:09:37,381 --> 00:09:43,671 that's really moving you, touching you, your feeling. 214 00:09:43,671 --> 00:09:46,611 That's the prompt, you know? 215 00:09:46,611 --> 00:09:48,971 That's the prompt right there. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,486 2 00:00:10,034 --> 00:00:11,951 ALICIA KEYS: There's definitely a relationship 3 00:00:11,951 --> 00:00:17,351 that I have with classical music and the way that it 4 00:00:17,351 --> 00:00:20,501 has influenced the way I play piano, 5 00:00:20,501 --> 00:00:26,411 especially the darker classical music that evoke a moodiness 6 00:00:26,411 --> 00:00:29,981 and, you know, a darkness almost. 7 00:00:29,981 --> 00:00:30,021 The rain-- you know, it just sounds like the rain 8 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:33,221 The rain-- you know, it just sounds like the rain 9 00:00:33,221 --> 00:00:35,831 when I describe it to myself. 10 00:00:35,831 --> 00:00:39,161 Of course, classical music can be quite complex and quite 11 00:00:39,161 --> 00:00:41,991 fast and rigorous and quick, but there 12 00:00:41,991 --> 00:00:46,991 is something about the very slow down tempos of even like a Bach 13 00:00:46,991 --> 00:00:51,011 who has these right hands that mirror the left hand, 14 00:00:51,011 --> 00:00:53,341 and then the left hand mirrors the right hand. 15 00:00:53,341 --> 00:00:57,501 And there's these pieces that just come to mind. 16 00:00:57,501 --> 00:00:59,501 And I realized that a lot of times when I play-- 17 00:00:59,501 --> 00:01:00,021 [PLAYING PIANO] 18 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:02,741 [PLAYING PIANO] 19 00:01:04,780 --> 00:01:09,941 --it does have a classic pull undertone in it, which 20 00:01:09,941 --> 00:01:16,181 I think is awesome because it's a mixture of hip hop and soul 21 00:01:16,181 --> 00:01:21,581 and classical that collides that I love so much because I love 22 00:01:21,581 --> 00:01:25,421 those three sonics and the way that they each have this truth 23 00:01:25,421 --> 00:01:28,331 and honesty and rawness and roughness 24 00:01:28,331 --> 00:01:30,021 but in different ways, you know? 25 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:30,481 but in different ways, you know? 26 00:01:30,481 --> 00:01:33,611 And so bringing those all together is just natural. 27 00:01:33,611 --> 00:01:37,271 I'm not trying to do it, but it's part of what flows. 28 00:01:37,271 --> 00:01:40,091 So I think "Fallin'" is a really good example of how that 29 00:01:40,091 --> 00:01:40,871 happens even. 30 00:01:40,871 --> 00:01:43,341 I mean, when you put it all together 31 00:01:43,341 --> 00:01:47,051 and you hear the production, the way that the drums hit, 32 00:01:47,051 --> 00:01:49,211 you know, there's a hardness to it, 33 00:01:49,211 --> 00:01:53,951 a rawness to it that is really a part of what I'm always 34 00:01:53,951 --> 00:01:54,941 attracted to. 35 00:01:54,941 --> 00:01:57,681 And then the piano is super simple 36 00:01:57,681 --> 00:02:00,021 but does actually have more of a classical cadence even. 37 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:01,381 but does actually have more of a classical cadence even. 38 00:02:01,381 --> 00:02:04,551 And then the voice is what brings the soul into it. 39 00:02:04,551 --> 00:02:08,171 So those three elements altogether create 40 00:02:08,171 --> 00:02:09,596 kind of this feeling. 41 00:02:09,596 --> 00:02:10,929 [MUSIC - ALICIA KEYS, "FALLIN'"] 42 00:02:10,929 --> 00:02:12,566 (SINGING) I keep on fallin' in-- 43 00:02:19,001 --> 00:02:24,781 in love with you. 44 00:02:24,781 --> 00:02:30,021 (SPEAKING) The inspiration for "Fallin'" was, like everything, 45 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:30,441 (SPEAKING) The inspiration for "Fallin'" was, like everything, 46 00:02:30,441 --> 00:02:32,841 1,000% real life. 47 00:02:32,841 --> 00:02:36,911 (SINGING) Sometimes I feel good. 48 00:02:36,911 --> 00:02:41,021 It was my first relationship, and I didn't really 49 00:02:41,021 --> 00:02:44,981 understand how intense love could feel. 50 00:02:44,981 --> 00:02:48,611 And there was-- you know, there's always so 51 00:02:48,611 --> 00:02:52,511 many complexities with it. 52 00:02:52,511 --> 00:02:59,231 And I was just feeling like it was always going back and forth 53 00:02:59,231 --> 00:03:00,021 and up and down. 54 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:00,401 and up and down. 55 00:03:00,401 --> 00:03:03,611 And sometimes I was super happy, and then sometimes I 56 00:03:03,611 --> 00:03:05,921 was just, like, so frustrated. 57 00:03:05,921 --> 00:03:08,951 And there were all these components, and I just-- 58 00:03:08,951 --> 00:03:13,071 it was overwhelming how real that was. 59 00:03:13,071 --> 00:03:14,931 And then even, I think, a little bit 60 00:03:14,931 --> 00:03:19,191 as a metaphor as just life in general at that time. 61 00:03:19,191 --> 00:03:20,481 It was very up and down. 62 00:03:20,481 --> 00:03:22,891 Like, everything was so uncertain, 63 00:03:22,891 --> 00:03:26,001 and moments would be so good, and then 64 00:03:26,001 --> 00:03:30,021 other moments would feel so scary and full of doubt 65 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:31,191 other moments would feel so scary and full of doubt 66 00:03:31,191 --> 00:03:32,661 and all of these things. 67 00:03:32,661 --> 00:03:39,051 So "Fallin'" was definitely a bona fide real-life experience, 68 00:03:39,051 --> 00:03:44,880 and that's why I think we can all feel it so deeply. 69 00:03:44,880 --> 00:03:48,744 (SINGING) How do you give me so much pleasure 70 00:03:48,744 --> 00:03:51,171 and cause me so much pain? 71 00:03:51,171 --> 00:03:55,781 "Fallin'" actually started in a car. 72 00:03:55,781 --> 00:04:00,021 It was my first car, which was a Mazda 626. 73 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:02,281 It was my first car, which was a Mazda 626. 74 00:04:02,281 --> 00:04:05,211 And I was driving around the city, 75 00:04:05,211 --> 00:04:13,951 and I remember these words, these emotions, the push, 76 00:04:13,951 --> 00:04:17,341 the pull, the good, the bad, the whatever, 77 00:04:17,341 --> 00:04:21,341 however you want to describe this polarity feeling really 78 00:04:21,341 --> 00:04:23,611 bubbling up inside of me. 79 00:04:23,611 --> 00:04:27,281 And I remember singing it into my little recorder. 80 00:04:27,281 --> 00:04:30,021 I remember pulling over, writing some things down. 81 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:30,461 I remember pulling over, writing some things down. 82 00:04:30,461 --> 00:04:35,021 I remember it was very much not in a space that I, you know, 83 00:04:35,021 --> 00:04:37,061 meant to be creating in. 84 00:04:37,061 --> 00:04:41,201 And that's definitely always a great sign 85 00:04:41,201 --> 00:04:46,281 I think when it kind of comes to you in the most random place. 86 00:04:46,281 --> 00:04:49,421 Then I brought it back and started 87 00:04:49,421 --> 00:04:55,661 to think about it on the piano and have this feeling with it 88 00:04:55,661 --> 00:04:59,981 and make it make sense and try to bring it all together 89 00:04:59,981 --> 00:05:00,021 with what I was hearing in my head and the lyrics 90 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:03,131 with what I was hearing in my head and the lyrics 91 00:05:03,131 --> 00:05:05,441 and how it felt and then this simple piano thing. 92 00:05:05,441 --> 00:05:09,545 (SINGING) I keep on fallin' in and out. 93 00:05:09,545 --> 00:05:13,331 (SPEAKING) The main theme of "Fallin'" is this tug of war, 94 00:05:13,331 --> 00:05:19,511 this back and forth, almost the good side and the bad side 95 00:05:19,511 --> 00:05:22,701 or the bright side and the ugly side. 96 00:05:22,701 --> 00:05:26,381 It's like it's the-- you know, it's the opposites, basically. 97 00:05:26,381 --> 00:05:28,391 It's the polarities. 98 00:05:28,391 --> 00:05:30,021 It's those feelings that we all live with. 99 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:34,841 It's those feelings that we all live with. 100 00:05:34,841 --> 00:05:39,821 The coolest part about "Fallin'" is that it's very direct, 101 00:05:39,821 --> 00:05:40,961 you know? 102 00:05:40,961 --> 00:05:44,021 It is very-- it cuts no-- 103 00:05:44,021 --> 00:05:47,001 it's not beating around the bush. 104 00:05:47,001 --> 00:05:49,631 It's not alluding to a thought. 105 00:05:49,631 --> 00:05:55,391 It is directly, 100% clear that sometimes I love you 106 00:05:55,391 --> 00:05:57,181 and sometimes you make me blue. 107 00:05:57,181 --> 00:05:59,721 Like, sometimes I feel good. 108 00:05:59,721 --> 00:06:00,021 Sometimes I feel used, and loving 109 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:01,991 Sometimes I feel used, and loving 110 00:06:01,991 --> 00:06:06,041 you makes me so confused, and it's literally that. 111 00:06:06,041 --> 00:06:09,131 And I think that the simplicity of it 112 00:06:09,131 --> 00:06:12,431 is really what makes it so tangible 113 00:06:12,431 --> 00:06:13,951 and what makes it so gettable. 114 00:06:13,951 --> 00:06:16,991 And even for me a lot of times, the way I speak 115 00:06:16,991 --> 00:06:22,601 is sometimes tremendously maybe poetic or even just 116 00:06:22,601 --> 00:06:25,788 like I'm always kind of searching for the right words 117 00:06:25,788 --> 00:06:26,621 and the right place. 118 00:06:26,621 --> 00:06:29,581 And sometimes it goes over and over and on and on, 119 00:06:29,581 --> 00:06:30,021 and that's how I talk. 120 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:30,731 and that's how I talk. 121 00:06:30,731 --> 00:06:33,251 But when I write and when I sing, 122 00:06:33,251 --> 00:06:36,681 particularly that song, it's just like here's the truth. 123 00:06:36,681 --> 00:06:37,761 This is the bottom line. 124 00:06:37,761 --> 00:06:39,611 Boom, you know? 125 00:06:39,611 --> 00:06:43,001 And I think that's what makes it really, really gettable. 126 00:06:49,801 --> 00:06:52,651 Another inspiration for me for that song was-- 127 00:06:52,651 --> 00:06:56,122 you know, I'm a huge-- 128 00:06:56,122 --> 00:06:59,931 I like to say I stan for the '60s and '70s. 129 00:06:59,931 --> 00:07:00,021 Like, I'm a stan. 130 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:01,141 Like, I'm a stan. 131 00:07:01,141 --> 00:07:05,881 And I just love the music from the '60s and '70s. 132 00:07:05,881 --> 00:07:08,371 And there's also a piece of the '50s that's 133 00:07:08,371 --> 00:07:13,231 also a big inspiration for a lot of my songs, 134 00:07:13,231 --> 00:07:17,491 the way that there's like a simplicity, an ease. 135 00:07:17,491 --> 00:07:22,111 The chords are always quite gettable, you know? 136 00:07:22,111 --> 00:07:25,591 And so this music from the '60s and the '70s 137 00:07:25,591 --> 00:07:30,021 and even, you know, some of the '50s has always inspired me. 138 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:30,671 and even, you know, some of the '50s has always inspired me. 139 00:07:30,671 --> 00:07:34,031 It's always gotten me because there's a lot of passion. 140 00:07:34,031 --> 00:07:35,841 There's a lot of power. 141 00:07:35,841 --> 00:07:39,221 I love how the vocalists at that time 142 00:07:39,221 --> 00:07:41,861 could just sing their face off, you know? 143 00:07:41,861 --> 00:07:44,411 They could just shout and scream and blow, 144 00:07:44,411 --> 00:07:47,771 and somehow you were still completely enraptured, 145 00:07:47,771 --> 00:07:48,521 you know? 146 00:07:48,521 --> 00:07:51,701 And the most amazing part of the fallen piano 147 00:07:51,701 --> 00:07:53,794 is how simple it is. 148 00:07:53,794 --> 00:07:54,461 It's literally-- 149 00:07:54,461 --> 00:07:58,001 [PLAYING PIANO] 150 00:07:58,001 --> 00:08:00,021 --two chords, not even three. 151 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:01,831 --two chords, not even three. 152 00:08:06,261 --> 00:08:10,191 And I think there's something about-- 153 00:08:10,191 --> 00:08:17,191 and the verse just is hypnotic, and the only thing that changes 154 00:08:17,191 --> 00:08:20,691 is the-- 155 00:08:20,691 --> 00:08:27,785 but the bass is exactly the same, E and B every time. 156 00:08:27,785 --> 00:08:30,021 And then I think there's a sadness in there. 157 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:36,354 And then I think there's a sadness in there. 158 00:08:39,595 --> 00:08:43,739 It's not happy-sounding chords, you know? 159 00:08:43,739 --> 00:08:54,951 And then on the chorus, it just feels like it intensifies. 160 00:08:59,911 --> 00:09:00,021 And there's a lot of drops so that you can just 161 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:05,171 And there's a lot of drops so that you can just 162 00:09:05,171 --> 00:09:10,581 keep getting into the emotion of the song and the feeling. 163 00:09:10,581 --> 00:09:13,101 But I think the piano is actually-- 164 00:09:13,101 --> 00:09:17,121 it's actually surprising to me how simple it is. 165 00:09:17,121 --> 00:09:20,031 A lot of the times I think obviously as a musician 166 00:09:20,031 --> 00:09:22,851 you really want things to be a lot more complicated. 167 00:09:22,851 --> 00:09:26,571 You know, you're learning so many different chords, 168 00:09:26,571 --> 00:09:29,421 or you're inspired by different sonics and clusters and things 169 00:09:29,421 --> 00:09:30,021 like that, and it's so beautiful. 170 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:31,851 like that, and it's so beautiful. 171 00:09:31,851 --> 00:09:34,941 And then you just do something as simple as, like, two chords, 172 00:09:34,941 --> 00:09:38,611 and suddenly it just makes perfect sense. 173 00:09:38,611 --> 00:09:41,901 So there really is something about simplicity, 174 00:09:41,901 --> 00:09:46,576 and that's definitely what I've learned over time too. 175 00:09:46,576 --> 00:09:50,426 (SPEAKING) How do you give me so much pleasure 176 00:09:50,426 --> 00:09:54,881 and cause me so much pain? 177 00:09:54,881 --> 00:09:59,361 (SPEAKING) "Fallin'" is a piano, drums, a bass, 178 00:09:59,361 --> 00:10:00,021 and these pizzicato string parts, 179 00:10:00,021 --> 00:10:01,911 and these pizzicato string parts, 180 00:10:01,911 --> 00:10:05,871 and then an actual beautiful string line that's played 181 00:10:05,871 --> 00:10:09,111 through it, and then voices and soul. 182 00:10:09,111 --> 00:10:09,856 That's like it. 183 00:10:09,856 --> 00:10:13,191 It's like three instruments, four-- 184 00:10:13,191 --> 00:10:14,721 four parts, three instruments. 185 00:10:14,721 --> 00:10:16,401 And I think that there-- 186 00:10:16,401 --> 00:10:20,091 over time, I've learned the more I put on things, 187 00:10:20,091 --> 00:10:22,581 the smaller it becomes. 188 00:10:22,581 --> 00:10:25,941 So here you think, man, I put this string. 189 00:10:25,941 --> 00:10:26,901 I put this synth. 190 00:10:26,901 --> 00:10:27,636 I put this pad. 191 00:10:27,636 --> 00:10:28,701 I'll put this bass. 192 00:10:28,701 --> 00:10:29,571 I'll put this Moog. 193 00:10:29,571 --> 00:10:30,021 I'll put this piano. 194 00:10:30,021 --> 00:10:30,231 I'll put this piano. 195 00:10:30,231 --> 00:10:31,131 I'll put this guitar. 196 00:10:31,131 --> 00:10:33,089 You figure like, ooh, it's going to be massive. 197 00:10:33,089 --> 00:10:34,611 It actually gets very constricted. 198 00:10:34,611 --> 00:10:37,521 It gets very small because then everything 199 00:10:37,521 --> 00:10:39,901 doesn't have its own space. 200 00:10:39,901 --> 00:10:42,561 But when it is very stripped back and simple, 201 00:10:42,561 --> 00:10:45,631 it sounds huge. 202 00:10:45,631 --> 00:10:47,731 So that's what the piano does, I think. 203 00:10:47,731 --> 00:10:53,101 And then the emotion of it comes from how it goes back and forth 204 00:10:53,101 --> 00:10:56,101 between this very simple arpeggio 205 00:10:56,101 --> 00:10:59,191 to the very, like, pounding chord thing 206 00:10:59,191 --> 00:11:00,021 and then back to a simple arpeggio. 207 00:11:00,021 --> 00:11:01,471 and then back to a simple arpeggio. 208 00:11:01,471 --> 00:11:05,401 And so, again, I think it pushes and pulls with you. 209 00:11:05,401 --> 00:11:09,276 Even as you're just experiencing the words, you're brought back, 210 00:11:09,276 --> 00:11:11,401 and then you push forward, and you're brought back. 211 00:11:11,401 --> 00:11:13,891 Although the tempo is always the same and the chords 212 00:11:13,891 --> 00:11:15,311 are basically the same. 213 00:11:15,311 --> 00:11:18,181 You just-- it's the intention or the feeling that 214 00:11:18,181 --> 00:11:19,501 feels different. 215 00:11:19,501 --> 00:11:21,931 And then vocally, you know, I think 216 00:11:21,931 --> 00:11:28,051 the confusion or the opposition of it 217 00:11:28,051 --> 00:11:30,021 does come from that big beginning being so strong 218 00:11:30,021 --> 00:11:35,941 does come from that big beginning being so strong 219 00:11:35,941 --> 00:11:37,106 and, like, bah! 220 00:11:37,106 --> 00:11:37,981 Like, I'm frustrated. 221 00:11:37,981 --> 00:11:39,271 Ah! 222 00:11:39,271 --> 00:11:43,461 And then it kind of breaks down, so let me tell you why. 223 00:11:43,461 --> 00:11:45,931 And then it gets back to the big, big, big, big chords, 224 00:11:45,931 --> 00:11:49,011 and then it breaks back down to the but here's why. 225 00:11:49,011 --> 00:11:51,841 And then but I need you and then I don't, and then ah. 226 00:11:51,841 --> 00:11:55,561 And so I think emotionally both the music of it 227 00:11:55,561 --> 00:12:00,021 and the melody of it copies this idea of restraint and then 228 00:12:00,021 --> 00:12:02,021 and the melody of it copies this idea of restraint and then 229 00:12:02,021 --> 00:12:06,931 nonrestraint and strength and then softness and then anger 230 00:12:06,931 --> 00:12:10,561 and confusion and, like, all these different emotions 231 00:12:10,561 --> 00:12:11,731 that get to be inside of it. 232 00:12:11,731 --> 00:12:13,398 It's really interesting for me because I 233 00:12:13,398 --> 00:12:16,364 don't sit here and break down my songs normally. 234 00:12:16,364 --> 00:12:18,031 Like, this is not something I normally-- 235 00:12:18,031 --> 00:12:20,761 I don't sit here and like, this is how and why. 236 00:12:20,761 --> 00:12:23,591 I don't even think about it at all. 237 00:12:23,591 --> 00:12:26,041 So it's really cool-- 238 00:12:26,041 --> 00:12:30,021 actually, this is really cool for me to even think about 239 00:12:30,021 --> 00:12:30,301 actually, this is really cool for me to even think about 240 00:12:30,301 --> 00:12:32,911 why do these things sound like that? 241 00:12:32,911 --> 00:12:35,611 or why did it relate this emotion? 242 00:12:35,611 --> 00:12:37,411 and share that with you. 243 00:12:37,411 --> 00:12:41,881 It's truly a once in a lifetime experience. 244 00:12:41,881 --> 00:12:44,801 I just don't look at music in that way, 245 00:12:44,801 --> 00:12:46,651 so there wouldn't be a reason for me 246 00:12:46,651 --> 00:12:47,881 to break it down normally. 247 00:12:47,881 --> 00:12:51,421 So I'm learning with you right now. 248 00:12:51,421 --> 00:12:52,521 [LAUGHS] 1 00:00:00,691 --> 00:00:04,951 I think that something that's really powerful 2 00:00:04,951 --> 00:00:09,511 is when you're able to use the world around you, 3 00:00:09,511 --> 00:00:12,631 your own experience, simple things-- 4 00:00:12,631 --> 00:00:16,221 a phone call-- but using the world around you 5 00:00:16,221 --> 00:00:23,374 to provoke you to begin to write. 6 00:00:23,374 --> 00:00:25,041 And I think that's a really powerful way 7 00:00:25,041 --> 00:00:27,171 to connect and know what you want 8 00:00:27,171 --> 00:00:30,021 to say because you're personally touched by it in some way. 9 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:31,418 to say because you're personally touched by it in some way. 10 00:00:31,418 --> 00:00:35,234 11 00:00:39,541 --> 00:00:44,131 Everything leads to everything, and that is definitely 12 00:00:44,131 --> 00:00:44,761 the truth. 13 00:00:44,761 --> 00:00:52,128 Even the times that I've written really bad songs, I know-- 14 00:00:52,128 --> 00:00:53,211 and you know, what's good? 15 00:00:53,211 --> 00:00:55,491 What's bad, right? 16 00:00:55,491 --> 00:00:56,521 What does that mean? 17 00:00:56,521 --> 00:00:56,811 What's right? 18 00:00:56,811 --> 00:00:57,353 What's wrong? 19 00:00:57,353 --> 00:01:00,021 What does that mean? 20 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:00,311 What does that mean? 21 00:01:00,311 --> 00:01:04,340 So I usually don't like to categorize or judge things 22 00:01:04,340 --> 00:01:06,111 with those generalizations because I 23 00:01:06,111 --> 00:01:11,241 don't think that it really is accurate and it's perception. 24 00:01:11,241 --> 00:01:12,081 It's perspective. 25 00:01:12,081 --> 00:01:13,346 It's opinion, right? 26 00:01:13,346 --> 00:01:15,471 But I know that maybe I've written something that I 27 00:01:15,471 --> 00:01:17,871 didn't feel as connected to. 28 00:01:17,871 --> 00:01:19,005 Let's call it that. 29 00:01:19,005 --> 00:01:20,661 [LAUGHS] 30 00:01:20,661 --> 00:01:24,636 Even when that's happened and I've left my piano or my studio 31 00:01:24,636 --> 00:01:29,271 or I've left whatever space I'm in creating that thing, 32 00:01:29,271 --> 00:01:30,021 I realize that there is something conjuring with it. 33 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:33,821 I realize that there is something conjuring with it. 34 00:01:33,821 --> 00:01:35,401 There's something that happened. 35 00:01:35,401 --> 00:01:38,586 There's something that's coming from that experience. 36 00:01:38,586 --> 00:01:42,416 37 00:01:45,391 --> 00:01:49,558 The process of getting it out without thinking 38 00:01:49,558 --> 00:01:51,391 about how I'm getting it out, without making 39 00:01:51,391 --> 00:01:54,061 it sound good the way I'm getting it out without, 40 00:01:54,061 --> 00:01:55,471 taking away my-- 41 00:01:55,471 --> 00:01:57,121 just get it out-- 42 00:01:57,121 --> 00:02:00,021 is, for me, the best way to do it. 43 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:00,431 is, for me, the best way to do it. 44 00:02:00,431 --> 00:02:02,971 And so there's been times where I've written in my journal 45 00:02:02,971 --> 00:02:06,271 and I've just stumbled on a feeling, an emotion, a word, 46 00:02:06,271 --> 00:02:08,160 phrase. 47 00:02:08,160 --> 00:02:10,470 And the song that I recall happened 48 00:02:10,470 --> 00:02:13,201 like that is one of my favorite songs called 49 00:02:13,201 --> 00:02:14,071 "Not Even the King." 50 00:02:14,071 --> 00:02:15,863 [MUSIC - ALICIA KEYS, "NOT EVEN THE KING"] 51 00:02:15,863 --> 00:02:19,821 (SINGING) They can't afford what we've got, not even the king. 52 00:02:23,128 --> 00:02:24,531 (SPEAKING) This song is-- 53 00:02:24,531 --> 00:02:25,611 I love this song. 54 00:02:25,611 --> 00:02:27,681 And I remember-- and it's so simple. 55 00:02:27,681 --> 00:02:30,021 [PLAYING PIANO] 56 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:32,501 [PLAYING PIANO] 57 00:02:32,501 --> 00:02:37,061 It's literally C, D, E, F, literally. 58 00:02:44,187 --> 00:02:53,626 And I had this experience where I was contemplating-- 59 00:02:53,626 --> 00:02:56,001 this might sound strange, but I'm going to be candid with 60 00:02:56,001 --> 00:02:57,793 y'all because that's what we're here to do. 61 00:02:57,793 --> 00:03:00,001 So this is what we all have to work on. 62 00:03:00,001 --> 00:03:00,021 I think we have to work on not judging ourselves a lot. 63 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:03,301 I think we have to work on not judging ourselves a lot. 64 00:03:03,301 --> 00:03:05,581 I just said to myself, hmm, will this sound strange 65 00:03:05,581 --> 00:03:06,601 if I say this to them? 66 00:03:06,601 --> 00:03:09,011 But let's just go with it. 67 00:03:09,011 --> 00:03:11,371 We're talking about freedom of expression. 68 00:03:11,371 --> 00:03:14,461 We're talking about unchaining the mind. 69 00:03:14,461 --> 00:03:17,701 We're talking about living in the heart, in the spirit, 70 00:03:17,701 --> 00:03:19,661 in the emotion. 71 00:03:19,661 --> 00:03:25,111 So we have to let go of this judgment in order to do it. 72 00:03:25,111 --> 00:03:30,021 I was thinking about how often times I've met people 73 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:33,711 I was thinking about how often times I've met people 74 00:03:33,711 --> 00:03:38,451 with an exorbitant amount of money, 75 00:03:38,451 --> 00:03:45,311 and I can't believe the sadness that I feel from them. 76 00:03:45,311 --> 00:03:49,821 And I was thinking about how does that happen? 77 00:03:49,821 --> 00:03:53,571 And I actually was talking to my friend saying, look, 78 00:03:53,571 --> 00:03:56,331 if everybody who's, like, a billionaire is super miserable, 79 00:03:56,331 --> 00:03:57,601 I'm good. 80 00:03:57,601 --> 00:03:59,661 Like, I'm good. 81 00:03:59,661 --> 00:04:00,021 We're doing good. 82 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:00,611 We're doing good. 83 00:04:00,611 --> 00:04:02,291 We're cool. 84 00:04:02,291 --> 00:04:04,791 And, of course, it's not that because that's the stereotype, 85 00:04:04,791 --> 00:04:05,291 right? 86 00:04:05,291 --> 00:04:07,071 So it's never just that. 87 00:04:07,071 --> 00:04:13,201 But I thought about how this desire to not 88 00:04:13,201 --> 00:04:18,571 lose the joy, the love, the spontaneity, the connection, 89 00:04:18,571 --> 00:04:22,381 the simplicity even as you become more successful, even 90 00:04:22,381 --> 00:04:24,427 as you become-- 91 00:04:24,427 --> 00:04:26,461 you have opportunities in front of you, 92 00:04:26,461 --> 00:04:30,021 even as things might become more than your wildest dreams, 93 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:31,171 even as things might become more than your wildest dreams, 94 00:04:31,171 --> 00:04:35,611 continuing to keep grounded and full of love 95 00:04:35,611 --> 00:04:38,871 and making sure you're doing what 96 00:04:38,871 --> 00:04:40,061 really makes you feel good. 97 00:04:40,061 --> 00:04:43,711 And so all of that was kind of like this thought in my head. 98 00:04:43,711 --> 00:04:46,621 And I started writing another song that was called something 99 00:04:46,621 --> 00:04:51,156 that I don't remember because it didn't work out because I 100 00:04:51,156 --> 00:04:52,281 didn't need it to work out. 101 00:04:52,281 --> 00:04:55,971 It needed to lead me to "Not Even the King." 102 00:04:55,971 --> 00:05:00,021 And that's why it ends up being one of my favorite lyrics 103 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:00,321 And that's why it ends up being one of my favorite lyrics 104 00:05:00,321 --> 00:05:01,851 and one of my favorite songs ever, 105 00:05:01,851 --> 00:05:04,671 period, because it's so simple. 106 00:05:04,671 --> 00:05:06,754 And, you know, the lyric is-- 107 00:05:06,754 --> 00:05:07,421 (SINGING) Money. 108 00:05:11,711 --> 00:05:13,652 Some people so poor. 109 00:05:13,652 --> 00:05:15,576 All that they got's money. 110 00:05:18,951 --> 00:05:23,341 Oh, and diamonds. 111 00:05:23,341 --> 00:05:29,351 Some people waste their life counting their thousands. 112 00:05:29,351 --> 00:05:30,021 I don't care what they're offering, 113 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:34,431 I don't care what they're offering, 114 00:05:34,431 --> 00:05:37,965 how much gold they bring. 115 00:05:37,965 --> 00:05:40,391 They can't afford what we got. 116 00:05:44,581 --> 00:05:51,211 Not even the king can afford what we got. 117 00:05:51,211 --> 00:05:55,411 Not even the king. 118 00:05:55,411 --> 00:06:00,021 (SPEAKING) So that idea of this wealth is excess, 119 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:00,241 (SPEAKING) So that idea of this wealth is excess, 120 00:06:00,241 --> 00:06:13,631 this access never being able to overrule something pure. 121 00:06:13,631 --> 00:06:16,151 But I remember that song developed so much 122 00:06:16,151 --> 00:06:19,901 from something that totally didn't work and didn't exactly 123 00:06:19,901 --> 00:06:23,171 feel right, but eventually it became this thing 124 00:06:23,171 --> 00:06:25,021 that I love so much. 125 00:06:25,021 --> 00:06:26,771 So everything is a process, and everything 126 00:06:26,771 --> 00:06:28,843 is leading to something. 127 00:06:35,591 --> 00:06:38,221 In a lot of my songs, it's a conversation. 128 00:06:38,221 --> 00:06:40,431 It's a dialogue. 129 00:06:40,431 --> 00:06:43,286 A lot of the times it's searching for, 130 00:06:43,286 --> 00:06:44,661 you know, what we're looking for. 131 00:06:44,661 --> 00:06:47,721 We're searching for how to continue forward. 132 00:06:47,721 --> 00:06:50,241 We're searching for, like, what's the answer? 133 00:06:50,241 --> 00:06:53,431 We're searching for how do I actually approach that person? 134 00:06:53,431 --> 00:06:55,071 like in "You Don't Know My Name," 135 00:06:55,071 --> 00:07:00,021 or we're searching for the expression of what 136 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:00,841 or we're searching for the expression of what 137 00:07:00,841 --> 00:07:05,131 it is that we feel that I think, for me, 138 00:07:05,131 --> 00:07:09,011 the conversation standpoint kind of happens naturally. 139 00:07:09,011 --> 00:07:11,421 I don't even realize that it's happening. 140 00:07:11,421 --> 00:07:14,231 I remember specifically, though, with "Troubles," 141 00:07:14,231 --> 00:07:17,231 I was in dire need of a major conversation 142 00:07:17,231 --> 00:07:20,471 with anybody who would listen. 143 00:07:20,471 --> 00:07:24,251 And because I barely trust people-- 144 00:07:24,251 --> 00:07:27,641 how can you trust people with your most vulnerable feelings 145 00:07:27,641 --> 00:07:30,021 and anxieties and feelings of inadequacies and things 146 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:32,711 and anxieties and feelings of inadequacies and things 147 00:07:32,711 --> 00:07:34,571 like that that we all have? 148 00:07:34,571 --> 00:07:37,181 And with "Troubles" at the time, I was just-- 149 00:07:37,181 --> 00:07:42,441 I just didn't feel like I could handle everything, 150 00:07:42,441 --> 00:07:47,001 and I just didn't feel like I could deliver what I wanted to. 151 00:07:47,001 --> 00:07:50,361 And I felt this-- 152 00:07:50,361 --> 00:07:56,151 I was, you know, only maybe 16, and I had this big expectation 153 00:07:56,151 --> 00:08:00,021 to create this album, this first album, and this music. 154 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:00,531 to create this album, this first album, and this music. 155 00:08:00,531 --> 00:08:04,201 And, you know, here I was, and I played all these-- 156 00:08:04,201 --> 00:08:07,881 I played these songs for people, and I told them 157 00:08:07,881 --> 00:08:10,241 I knew who I was, and I was a piano player 158 00:08:10,241 --> 00:08:12,131 and an artist and my own woman. 159 00:08:12,131 --> 00:08:14,941 And I still didn't even know, was I my own woman? 160 00:08:14,941 --> 00:08:16,691 or what did I exactly feel? 161 00:08:16,691 --> 00:08:20,561 And there was just, with life and choices, 162 00:08:20,561 --> 00:08:23,381 everything just felt very upside down and turned around. 163 00:08:23,381 --> 00:08:26,451 I had moved out of my mother's house really, really early, 164 00:08:26,451 --> 00:08:27,671 and I felt lonely. 165 00:08:27,671 --> 00:08:29,111 I felt-- I felt-- 166 00:08:29,111 --> 00:08:30,021 I felt grown, but I felt not grown. 167 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:31,601 I felt grown, but I felt not grown. 168 00:08:31,601 --> 00:08:33,621 I was-- I didn't know what I was doing. 169 00:08:33,621 --> 00:08:38,080 I was just stumbling around trying to figure out what 170 00:08:38,080 --> 00:08:38,711 in the world. 171 00:08:38,711 --> 00:08:43,901 So I kept waking up just with this desperation, 172 00:08:43,901 --> 00:08:44,921 this desperate feeling. 173 00:08:44,921 --> 00:08:49,781 I felt so lonely and isolated, and the only person 174 00:08:49,781 --> 00:08:52,026 I knew who to talk to was to God. 175 00:08:52,026 --> 00:08:53,651 I just didn't know who else to talk to. 176 00:08:53,651 --> 00:08:56,831 I didn't know if anybody else would understand or even get 177 00:08:56,831 --> 00:08:57,981 it. 178 00:08:57,981 --> 00:09:00,021 And that's why "Troubles" is very conversation. 179 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:01,031 And that's why "Troubles" is very conversation. 180 00:09:01,031 --> 00:09:04,751 It actually allowed me to say what 181 00:09:04,751 --> 00:09:08,411 I felt because the verse is "I feel like the world is closing 182 00:09:08,411 --> 00:09:09,441 on me. 183 00:09:09,441 --> 00:09:11,561 I feel like my dreams will never come to be." 184 00:09:11,561 --> 00:09:14,026 So I got the chance to express all the things 185 00:09:14,026 --> 00:09:16,151 that I was feeling because it was driving me crazy. 186 00:09:16,151 --> 00:09:18,701 It was inside, and I was just banging around in my head, 187 00:09:18,701 --> 00:09:20,831 and I could not let it go. 188 00:09:24,321 --> 00:09:27,416 And then I imagined being answered. 189 00:09:30,901 --> 00:09:32,831 And in a way, maybe it was the answer. 190 00:09:32,831 --> 00:09:39,351 You know, it was the answer at the time. 191 00:09:43,231 --> 00:09:47,988 And so the universe, God, that spirit 192 00:09:47,988 --> 00:09:50,071 that I was talking to just saying please, help me. 193 00:09:50,071 --> 00:09:52,131 What do I do? 194 00:09:52,131 --> 00:09:57,981 Was able to say-- (SINGING) if you're troubled, 195 00:09:57,981 --> 00:10:00,021 you just gotta let it go. 196 00:10:00,021 --> 00:10:02,861 you just gotta let it go. 197 00:10:02,861 --> 00:10:12,021 If you're worried, baby, you just gotta let it go. 198 00:10:12,021 --> 00:10:17,161 All your hustles ain't for nothing. 199 00:10:17,161 --> 00:10:21,181 You just gotta take it slow. 200 00:10:21,181 --> 00:10:30,021 When you need me, baby, all you do is let me know. 201 00:10:30,021 --> 00:10:30,771 When you need me, baby, all you do is let me know. 202 00:10:30,771 --> 00:10:35,571 (SPEAKING) So it was like it was a real-life conversation 203 00:10:35,571 --> 00:10:38,991 that I needed at the time. 204 00:10:38,991 --> 00:10:43,961 And I kind of gave myself the answer that way, 205 00:10:43,961 --> 00:10:46,121 and I needed it. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,479 2 00:00:29,171 --> 00:00:30,021 We live in a time where many people 3 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:33,701 We live in a time where many people 4 00:00:33,701 --> 00:00:39,971 choose to try to tear down, or to disencourage, 5 00:00:39,971 --> 00:00:42,831 or to be negative. 6 00:00:42,831 --> 00:00:45,461 And it's such a power-- 7 00:00:45,461 --> 00:00:47,261 it's such a superpower-- 8 00:00:47,261 --> 00:00:49,991 to find your empathy, to find the way 9 00:00:49,991 --> 00:00:52,181 you relate to each other, to people, 10 00:00:52,181 --> 00:00:54,881 to people you don't know, to people you've never met, 11 00:00:54,881 --> 00:00:57,141 to circumstances you've never experienced. 12 00:00:57,141 --> 00:01:00,021 If you can empathize with them, if you can connect, 13 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:00,551 If you can empathize with them, if you can connect, 14 00:01:00,551 --> 00:01:06,511 and understand them, and appreciate them 15 00:01:06,511 --> 00:01:09,391 for what they are, I think it's really powerful. 16 00:01:09,391 --> 00:01:12,121 And I know that's what creates the best music. 17 00:01:12,121 --> 00:01:14,533 I know that's what creates the best connection. 18 00:01:14,533 --> 00:01:15,991 And I also know that's what creates 19 00:01:15,991 --> 00:01:22,201 a chemical change in how we're relating to each other, which 20 00:01:22,201 --> 00:01:24,631 is why music is so powerful, because it's 21 00:01:24,631 --> 00:01:30,021 more powerful than any other medium, period, and probably 22 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:31,311 more powerful than any other medium, period, and probably 23 00:01:31,311 --> 00:01:36,111 all because of that access to understanding human beings, 24 00:01:36,111 --> 00:01:38,829 each other-- the heart, the soul, the spirit. 25 00:01:38,829 --> 00:01:42,105 26 00:01:44,921 --> 00:01:49,031 I think empathy is one of the most powerful 27 00:01:49,031 --> 00:01:53,201 emotional experiences because empathy 28 00:01:53,201 --> 00:01:57,161 means that you can actually put yourself 29 00:01:57,161 --> 00:02:00,021 in the place of another and understand what they may 30 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:01,801 in the place of another and understand what they may 31 00:02:01,801 --> 00:02:07,231 be feeling, and feel it with them, understand it with them, 32 00:02:07,231 --> 00:02:09,091 live it with them. 33 00:02:09,091 --> 00:02:15,941 And there's definitely a lot of empathy and energy 34 00:02:15,941 --> 00:02:17,801 that comes from that. 35 00:02:17,801 --> 00:02:19,841 And I remember, ever since being a little girl, 36 00:02:19,841 --> 00:02:22,871 I've always felt people's energy so strong-- 37 00:02:22,871 --> 00:02:25,391 so crazy strong. 38 00:02:25,391 --> 00:02:28,811 I could tell right away if it was a gentle, soft spirit, 39 00:02:28,811 --> 00:02:30,021 or if it was kind of a rough, tougher energy, or a darker 40 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:32,651 or if it was kind of a rough, tougher energy, or a darker 41 00:02:32,651 --> 00:02:35,651 energy, or a brighter energy, you know? 42 00:02:35,651 --> 00:02:39,641 It definitely was, is, and has always been something 43 00:02:39,641 --> 00:02:42,311 that I could feel right away. 44 00:02:42,311 --> 00:02:47,801 And I wasn't always drawn to write very-- 45 00:02:47,801 --> 00:02:54,131 I didn't always know how to write songs that were quite-- 46 00:02:54,131 --> 00:02:55,761 maybe you would call them political, 47 00:02:55,761 --> 00:02:57,341 or maybe you would call them-- 48 00:02:57,341 --> 00:03:00,021 I'm not sure what you call them because, once again, 49 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:00,101 I'm not sure what you call them because, once again, 50 00:03:00,101 --> 00:03:02,621 I really try my best not to label things. 51 00:03:02,621 --> 00:03:05,411 But a lot of times, I would be fascinated 52 00:03:05,411 --> 00:03:10,601 with writers like Nina Simone, Curtis Mayfield, and Marvin 53 00:03:10,601 --> 00:03:16,301 Gaye, all people who really took the world around them 54 00:03:16,301 --> 00:03:19,211 and spoke on it so eloquently and beautifully. 55 00:03:19,211 --> 00:03:22,151 And I was fascinated with them, but I didn't 56 00:03:22,151 --> 00:03:23,761 know how to do it myself. 57 00:03:23,761 --> 00:03:25,011 Like, how do you do that? 58 00:03:25,011 --> 00:03:29,321 How do you actually take all the chaos and all 59 00:03:29,321 --> 00:03:30,021 the indescribable inequities, unfairnesses, and put it 60 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:37,011 the indescribable inequities, unfairnesses, and put it 61 00:03:37,011 --> 00:03:39,561 into a song that makes sense? 62 00:03:39,561 --> 00:03:43,491 I remember after a trip, my first trip to South Africa 63 00:03:43,491 --> 00:03:46,071 with my organization Keep A Child Alive, 64 00:03:46,071 --> 00:03:48,891 I met this young boy named Sudi. 65 00:03:48,891 --> 00:03:54,171 And he was 16 years old, but he looked probably 66 00:03:54,171 --> 00:03:56,721 seven years old. 67 00:03:56,721 --> 00:03:59,661 And his growth had been stunted from the AIDS virus 68 00:03:59,661 --> 00:04:00,021 and not being able to have access to the medicine that 69 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:02,631 and not being able to have access to the medicine that 70 00:04:02,631 --> 00:04:03,981 would keep him alive. 71 00:04:03,981 --> 00:04:08,151 And I went to his home, and I met his family, and I met him. 72 00:04:08,151 --> 00:04:11,451 And he just had these tears that just fell down 73 00:04:11,451 --> 00:04:14,991 his face the whole time, but he wasn't crying visibly. 74 00:04:14,991 --> 00:04:16,371 And it was so intense, and it was 75 00:04:16,371 --> 00:04:22,281 so powerful to be there with him in this new experience, 76 00:04:22,281 --> 00:04:25,011 in this place that looked totally different from where 77 00:04:25,011 --> 00:04:28,101 I grew up, and the experience that was different from mine. 78 00:04:28,101 --> 00:04:29,991 And I felt so connected to him. 79 00:04:29,991 --> 00:04:30,021 And I wanted to do everything to change it for him. 80 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:33,621 And I wanted to do everything to change it for him. 81 00:04:33,621 --> 00:04:36,801 And we talked about all these things. 82 00:04:36,801 --> 00:04:39,681 And even the group of us figured out, what 83 00:04:39,681 --> 00:04:41,271 are we going to do for Sudi? 84 00:04:41,271 --> 00:04:43,821 And really making sure Sudi is good. 85 00:04:43,821 --> 00:04:45,891 And I wrote this poem with his name in it. 86 00:04:45,891 --> 00:04:50,421 And I didn't want to forget him, and I wanted to solidify it. 87 00:04:50,421 --> 00:04:53,061 And I left. 88 00:04:53,061 --> 00:04:56,393 And maybe two months after I left, they said Sudi died. 89 00:04:59,165 --> 00:05:00,021 I wrote this poem. 90 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:00,471 I wrote this poem. 91 00:05:00,471 --> 00:05:04,701 I wanted to take this, and I wanted to transfer it to music 92 00:05:04,701 --> 00:05:11,241 and crystallize Sudi how I met him and how I felt about him. 93 00:05:11,241 --> 00:05:12,441 And I couldn't. 94 00:05:12,441 --> 00:05:16,641 I couldn't find the music that made it work. 95 00:05:16,641 --> 00:05:21,441 I couldn't find the melody that would properly describe it. 96 00:05:21,441 --> 00:05:24,051 And so it ended up remaining a poem, 97 00:05:24,051 --> 00:05:30,021 remaining words that I felt and that I wrote, and that's all. 98 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:30,621 remaining words that I felt and that I wrote, and that's all. 99 00:05:30,621 --> 00:05:33,174 And I-- and that was all-- 100 00:05:33,174 --> 00:05:35,091 that was what it was supposed to be, you know? 101 00:05:38,121 --> 00:05:43,191 So it's very rare that songs kind of come together in that 102 00:05:43,191 --> 00:05:46,221 special way where you can really talk about-- for me, 103 00:05:46,221 --> 00:05:47,421 it's rare-- 104 00:05:47,421 --> 00:05:51,961 when you can really capture what's happening to society, 105 00:05:51,961 --> 00:05:52,461 you know? 106 00:05:52,461 --> 00:05:59,131 In a way that is still a story, is still a beautiful way 107 00:05:59,131 --> 00:06:00,021 to stay connected to each other and to understand. 108 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:04,231 to stay connected to each other and to understand. 109 00:06:04,231 --> 00:06:05,523 But it's not always easy to do. 110 00:06:05,523 --> 00:06:07,356 [MUSIC - ALICIA KEYS, "PERFECT WAY TO DIE"] 111 00:06:07,356 --> 00:06:09,517 (SINGING) I think of all you could have done. 112 00:06:09,517 --> 00:06:12,469 At least you'll stay forever young. 113 00:06:12,469 --> 00:06:18,021 I guess you picked the perfect way to die. 114 00:06:18,021 --> 00:06:23,821 I guess you picked the perfect way to die. 115 00:06:23,821 --> 00:06:26,821 With "Perfect Way To Die," I never thought 116 00:06:26,821 --> 00:06:29,251 that it would actually be in the world already. 117 00:06:29,251 --> 00:06:30,021 I kind of thought that it would come a little bit later. 118 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:31,651 I kind of thought that it would come a little bit later. 119 00:06:31,651 --> 00:06:34,321 But obviously, with this continuation 120 00:06:34,321 --> 00:06:38,221 of this particular narrative that has to change, 121 00:06:38,221 --> 00:06:45,931 in this country, especially, I just knew that we're all-- 122 00:06:45,931 --> 00:06:47,791 we've reached a pinnacle. 123 00:06:47,791 --> 00:06:52,141 We've reached a level of just being so 124 00:06:52,141 --> 00:06:54,891 fed up with the same conversation, 125 00:06:54,891 --> 00:06:58,301 and the same story, and the same outcome. 126 00:06:58,301 --> 00:07:00,021 And the faces change, and the faces change, 127 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:00,571 And the faces change, and the faces change, 128 00:07:00,571 --> 00:07:01,801 but the outcome's the same. 129 00:07:01,801 --> 00:07:04,741 And nothing gets done, and people don't get indicted. 130 00:07:04,741 --> 00:07:08,941 And lives are lost, and families are devastated. 131 00:07:08,941 --> 00:07:16,011 And it's just like, what the fuck is going on? 132 00:07:16,011 --> 00:07:17,001 And it's not right. 133 00:07:17,001 --> 00:07:18,321 We can all see it's not right. 134 00:07:18,321 --> 00:07:20,101 It's completely wrong. 135 00:07:20,101 --> 00:07:23,201 It's completely wrong. 136 00:07:23,201 --> 00:07:28,201 And I just felt that we were all in a place, 137 00:07:28,201 --> 00:07:30,021 more than ever before, to be ready to have 138 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:32,011 more than ever before, to be ready to have 139 00:07:32,011 --> 00:07:33,901 this conversation, to have this dialogue, 140 00:07:33,901 --> 00:07:36,721 and to admit, without a shadow of a doubt, 141 00:07:36,721 --> 00:07:38,761 that there's a problem-- 142 00:07:38,761 --> 00:07:40,351 a real problem. 143 00:07:40,351 --> 00:07:45,691 And I felt like this song would be the perfect conduit 144 00:07:45,691 --> 00:07:51,301 for that conversation and just an honest reflection of where 145 00:07:51,301 --> 00:07:55,981 we are right now, today, right this minute, and unfortunately 146 00:07:55,981 --> 00:07:58,671 have been for the past-- 147 00:07:58,671 --> 00:08:00,021 like, beginning of time-- 148 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:01,321 like, beginning of time-- 149 00:08:01,321 --> 00:08:03,281 at least, beginning of this country. 150 00:08:03,281 --> 00:08:10,141 So I wanted us to be able to connect and have a song that 151 00:08:10,141 --> 00:08:13,861 described the pain that we're all feeling, that described 152 00:08:13,861 --> 00:08:17,401 the frustration that we're all feeling, described the outrage 153 00:08:17,401 --> 00:08:22,231 that we're all feeling, and also just the truth of what we're 154 00:08:22,231 --> 00:08:24,191 all feeling. 155 00:08:24,191 --> 00:08:26,861 And so when it comes to "Perfect Way To Die," 156 00:08:26,861 --> 00:08:30,021 written by Sebastian Kole, who is an amazing, really 157 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:32,921 written by Sebastian Kole, who is an amazing, really 158 00:08:32,921 --> 00:08:38,891 special, special writer and an artist, 159 00:08:38,891 --> 00:08:41,560 he really was affected so deeply, 160 00:08:41,560 --> 00:08:46,451 like we all were, about the deaths, or murders, 161 00:08:46,451 --> 00:08:50,201 of Mike Brown and Sandra Bland. 162 00:08:50,201 --> 00:08:53,081 And he started this song, "Perfect Way 163 00:08:53,081 --> 00:08:55,901 To Die," during that time. 164 00:08:55,901 --> 00:09:00,021 And when I heard the pieces of what he wrote, I was bawling. 165 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:03,501 And when I heard the pieces of what he wrote, I was bawling. 166 00:09:03,501 --> 00:09:06,341 I couldn't believe how beautifully he'd 167 00:09:06,341 --> 00:09:13,691 captured this emotion of a mother finding out 168 00:09:13,691 --> 00:09:17,411 that her son was murdered. 169 00:09:17,411 --> 00:09:20,561 And so that was the genesis and the beginning 170 00:09:20,561 --> 00:09:23,471 of a "Perfect Way To Die" and being 171 00:09:23,471 --> 00:09:30,021 able to put into words this journey of two different lives, 172 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:30,791 able to put into words this journey of two different lives, 173 00:09:30,791 --> 00:09:33,011 two different experiences, but both 174 00:09:33,011 --> 00:09:37,391 ending with the irony of the title, 175 00:09:37,391 --> 00:09:39,641 of there being a perfect way to die, which, of course, 176 00:09:39,641 --> 00:09:40,841 there's not-- 177 00:09:40,841 --> 00:09:42,731 definitely not that way, definitely 178 00:09:42,731 --> 00:09:45,311 not by the hands of police brutality, 179 00:09:45,311 --> 00:09:50,111 definitely not in a way that totally disregards Black lives. 180 00:09:50,111 --> 00:09:56,101 So it's really incredible to find your way 181 00:09:56,101 --> 00:10:00,021 to express these very difficult, painful, big ideas. 182 00:10:00,021 --> 00:10:05,745 to express these very difficult, painful, big ideas. 183 00:10:05,745 --> 00:10:09,224 [PLAYS PIANO] 184 00:10:18,671 --> 00:10:28,731 So she-- it takes you through the experience of the son, 185 00:10:28,731 --> 00:10:29,861 like a Trayvon Martin. 186 00:10:35,075 --> 00:10:37,426 (SINGING) Simple walk to the corner store. 187 00:10:39,931 --> 00:10:42,451 Mama never thought she would be gettin' 188 00:10:42,451 --> 00:10:46,291 a call from the coroner. 189 00:10:46,291 --> 00:10:51,751 Said her son's been gunned down, been gunned down. 190 00:10:51,751 --> 00:10:54,151 Can you come now? 191 00:10:54,151 --> 00:10:55,531 Tears in her eyes. 192 00:10:55,531 --> 00:10:58,401 Can you calm down? 193 00:10:58,401 --> 00:11:00,021 Please, ma'am, can you calm down? 194 00:11:00,021 --> 00:11:00,831 Please, ma'am, can you calm down? 195 00:11:04,181 --> 00:11:09,991 So she is just getting this information. 196 00:11:09,991 --> 00:11:13,771 As far as she knew, her son was just going to the corner store, 197 00:11:13,771 --> 00:11:16,241 like he did every day, like everyone does every day. 198 00:11:19,351 --> 00:11:25,281 And she's called by the coroner to come down and identify 199 00:11:25,281 --> 00:11:28,745 this body of her son. 200 00:11:28,745 --> 00:11:30,021 And she's going crazy. 201 00:11:30,021 --> 00:11:31,731 And she's going crazy. 202 00:11:31,731 --> 00:11:33,091 She's in pain. 203 00:11:33,091 --> 00:11:36,321 She can't believe it, that it's him. 204 00:11:36,321 --> 00:11:39,891 And then they tell her "calm down" 205 00:11:39,891 --> 00:11:43,851 when she has the tears in her eyes-- 206 00:11:43,851 --> 00:11:49,111 so that simple, direct perspective 207 00:11:49,111 --> 00:11:51,081 that I don't think we think about a lot, 208 00:11:51,081 --> 00:12:00,021 how it affects the mother, who has to go find or identify 209 00:12:00,021 --> 00:12:01,881 how it affects the mother, who has to go find or identify 210 00:12:01,881 --> 00:12:05,541 her little boy or little girl. 211 00:12:08,971 --> 00:12:12,831 And then it moves on to talk about the city, which 212 00:12:12,831 --> 00:12:18,901 I love how it goes from this perspective of the mother, 213 00:12:18,901 --> 00:12:22,841 very singular, back and forth with her conversations. 214 00:12:22,841 --> 00:12:24,861 It's kind of describing the scene, 215 00:12:24,861 --> 00:12:27,321 describing her world, which you really feel 216 00:12:27,321 --> 00:12:30,021 like it's her recollection. 217 00:12:30,021 --> 00:12:32,831 like it's her recollection. 218 00:12:32,831 --> 00:12:36,371 And then it moves to the city. 219 00:12:36,371 --> 00:12:41,066 (SINGING) It rained fire in the city that day, they say. 220 00:12:43,921 --> 00:12:50,911 A river of blood in the streets, no love in the streets. 221 00:12:50,911 --> 00:12:56,611 And then came silence in the city that day, they say. 222 00:12:56,611 --> 00:13:00,021 Just another one gone. 223 00:13:00,021 --> 00:13:00,131 Just another one gone. 224 00:13:00,131 --> 00:13:03,351 And the city moves on. 225 00:13:03,351 --> 00:13:06,141 And we're stuck here singing, baby, 226 00:13:06,141 --> 00:13:12,471 don't you close your eyes 'cause this could be our final time. 227 00:13:12,471 --> 00:13:17,267 And you know I'm horrible at saying goodbye. 228 00:13:17,267 --> 00:13:19,236 So back to the mom. 229 00:13:23,891 --> 00:13:27,467 (SINGING) Now think of all you could have done. 230 00:13:27,467 --> 00:13:30,021 At least you'll stay forever young. 231 00:13:30,021 --> 00:13:31,102 At least you'll stay forever young. 232 00:13:31,102 --> 00:13:36,641 I guess you picked the perfect way to die. 233 00:13:36,641 --> 00:13:44,981 Oh, I guess you picked the perfect way to die. 234 00:13:44,981 --> 00:13:51,181 And my favorite part of how this song evolves is it 235 00:13:51,181 --> 00:13:56,061 really takes you from this soft place-- 236 00:13:56,061 --> 00:13:57,801 (SINGING) simple walk to the corner 237 00:13:57,801 --> 00:14:00,021 store-- it's very conversational. 238 00:14:00,021 --> 00:14:00,531 store-- it's very conversational. 239 00:14:00,531 --> 00:14:02,271 You could be talking to your friend. 240 00:14:02,271 --> 00:14:04,401 (SINGING) Mama never thought she would be gettin' 241 00:14:04,401 --> 00:14:06,253 a call from the coroner. 242 00:14:06,253 --> 00:14:08,253 And then it goes to this powerful-- (SINGING) it 243 00:14:08,253 --> 00:14:11,841 rained fire in the city that day-- top of your lungs. 244 00:14:11,841 --> 00:14:13,671 And then it goes back. 245 00:14:13,671 --> 00:14:16,911 (SINGING) But I say, baby, don't you close your-- 246 00:14:16,911 --> 00:14:19,441 And then the second time around, the chorus 247 00:14:19,441 --> 00:14:20,761 stays all the way up. 248 00:14:20,761 --> 00:14:24,081 So it gives you this "back to the conversation" when 249 00:14:24,081 --> 00:14:26,601 it talks about Sandra Bland. 250 00:14:26,601 --> 00:14:30,021 (SINGING) New job, new city, new her. 251 00:14:30,021 --> 00:14:31,391 (SINGING) New job, new city, new her. 252 00:14:31,391 --> 00:14:32,771 Bright eyes. 253 00:14:32,771 --> 00:14:37,041 You would've been proud if you knew her. 254 00:14:37,041 --> 00:14:38,691 Again, this conversation. 255 00:14:38,691 --> 00:14:41,651 Like, imagine you knew this beautiful young woman. 256 00:14:41,651 --> 00:14:43,341 You-- she was incredible. 257 00:14:43,341 --> 00:14:45,321 You'd have been so proud for everything 258 00:14:45,321 --> 00:14:46,821 she was going to accomplish. 259 00:14:46,821 --> 00:14:54,091 So it humanizes what's often painted to be-- 260 00:14:54,091 --> 00:14:56,761 incorrectly painted to be aggressive 261 00:14:56,761 --> 00:14:59,821 and just animalistic. 262 00:14:59,821 --> 00:15:00,021 And it's not real. 263 00:15:00,021 --> 00:15:01,441 And it's not real. 264 00:15:01,441 --> 00:15:02,991 Every-- just a human being. 265 00:15:02,991 --> 00:15:06,301 We're talking about a human being, you know? 266 00:15:06,301 --> 00:15:10,321 A real person-- your brother, your sister, your family, 267 00:15:10,321 --> 00:15:11,401 you know? 268 00:15:11,401 --> 00:15:14,731 So I love how it goes back to that intimate thing, 269 00:15:14,731 --> 00:15:17,901 and then it goes back to the-- 270 00:15:17,901 --> 00:15:22,491 that big B section, but it changes the words. 271 00:15:22,491 --> 00:15:25,911 (SINGING) And they heard nothing from the city that day, 272 00:15:25,911 --> 00:15:28,276 they say. 273 00:15:28,276 --> 00:15:30,021 And they came watching in the city that day, they say. 274 00:15:30,021 --> 00:15:32,351 And they came watching in the city that day, they say. 275 00:15:34,981 --> 00:15:40,921 Carryin' signs in the streets, cryin' eyes in the streets. 276 00:15:40,921 --> 00:15:46,231 But they heard nothing from the city that day, they say. 277 00:15:46,231 --> 00:15:49,196 Just another one gone. 278 00:15:49,196 --> 00:15:51,977 Then the city moves on. 279 00:15:51,977 --> 00:15:56,241 And we're stuck here singing, baby, 280 00:15:56,241 --> 00:16:00,021 don't you close your eyes 'cause this could be our final time. 281 00:16:00,021 --> 00:16:02,151 don't you close your eyes 'cause this could be our final time. 282 00:16:02,151 --> 00:16:05,551 And you know I'm horrible at saying goodbye. 283 00:16:08,721 --> 00:16:12,581 And at that point, the outrage is so crazy 284 00:16:12,581 --> 00:16:18,661 and the pain is so crazy that you can't sing it low anymore. 285 00:16:18,661 --> 00:16:21,911 (SINGING) But I'll think of all you could've done. 286 00:16:21,911 --> 00:16:25,386 At least you'll stay forever young. 287 00:16:25,386 --> 00:16:30,021 I guess you picked the perfect way to die. 288 00:16:30,021 --> 00:16:30,561 I guess you picked the perfect way to die. 289 00:16:30,561 --> 00:16:35,471 Oh, I guess you picked the perfect way to die. 290 00:16:38,471 --> 00:16:41,451 And then by the time it gets to the end, 291 00:16:41,451 --> 00:16:46,671 it goes one more time to, (SINGING) I say, 292 00:16:46,671 --> 00:16:50,181 baby, don't you close your eyes 'cause 293 00:16:50,181 --> 00:16:52,981 this could be your final time. 294 00:16:52,981 --> 00:16:56,983 And you know I'm horrible at saying goodbye. 295 00:17:00,315 --> 00:17:06,151 But I'll think of all you could've done. 296 00:17:06,151 --> 00:17:10,281 At least you'll stay forever young. 297 00:17:10,281 --> 00:17:15,251 I guess you picked the perfect way to die. 298 00:17:15,251 --> 00:17:20,506 Oh, I guess you picked the perfect way. 299 00:17:24,390 --> 00:17:27,640 And it never says "die" again. 300 00:17:27,640 --> 00:17:30,021 And I find this song to be so remarkable because not 301 00:17:30,021 --> 00:17:33,501 And I find this song to be so remarkable because not 302 00:17:33,501 --> 00:17:36,351 only does it make a very complex issue 303 00:17:36,351 --> 00:17:42,521 seem very relatable, but rarely will you 304 00:17:42,521 --> 00:17:47,291 hear a song climb so high and then come back down to such 305 00:17:47,291 --> 00:17:49,361 a quiet place. 306 00:17:49,361 --> 00:17:53,801 And that was definitely intentional to create 307 00:17:53,801 --> 00:17:56,666 that pain and that arc of pain. 308 00:17:59,611 --> 00:18:00,021 And so I think this is one of the most beautiful songs 309 00:18:00,021 --> 00:18:02,401 And so I think this is one of the most beautiful songs 310 00:18:02,401 --> 00:18:06,201 I've ever been a part of and the most powerful 311 00:18:06,201 --> 00:18:07,451 that I've ever been a part of. 312 00:18:07,451 --> 00:18:12,591 And this is when it feels like there's 313 00:18:12,591 --> 00:18:17,001 something bigger than any one person that 314 00:18:17,001 --> 00:18:24,931 comes from the magic, the alchemy of these small amount 315 00:18:24,931 --> 00:18:30,021 of notes, and the voice, and a story, and a pen. 316 00:18:30,021 --> 00:18:34,191 of notes, and the voice, and a story, and a pen. 317 00:18:34,191 --> 00:18:38,931 It's like, you need nothing but a voice, and a pen, 318 00:18:38,931 --> 00:18:41,051 and something to say. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:02,516 [UPBEAT MUSIC] 2 00:00:29,511 --> 00:00:30,021 So we are in my vocal booth, and this is the live room. 3 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:35,621 So we are in my vocal booth, and this is the live room. 4 00:00:35,621 --> 00:00:37,131 It's called the live room. 5 00:00:37,131 --> 00:00:39,231 Usually there's two rooms, two main. 6 00:00:39,231 --> 00:00:42,621 Rooms there's a live room, and there's a control room. 7 00:00:42,621 --> 00:00:44,586 And the live room is where you do vocals 8 00:00:44,586 --> 00:00:49,581 or where you do live piano or you do drums or you do, 9 00:00:49,581 --> 00:00:51,291 you know, anything you can possibly 10 00:00:51,291 --> 00:00:55,611 imagine that wants to be a bit more ambient and spacious. 11 00:00:55,611 --> 00:00:58,851 And so here's where we do vocals, 12 00:00:58,851 --> 00:01:00,021 this kind of iso both that's always 13 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:00,681 this kind of iso both that's always 14 00:01:00,681 --> 00:01:02,691 created in the live room. 15 00:01:02,691 --> 00:01:03,961 It's a bigger space. 16 00:01:03,961 --> 00:01:05,391 It's usually a pretty large space. 17 00:01:05,391 --> 00:01:11,271 And then the iso booth creates this isolation for you to sing. 18 00:01:11,271 --> 00:01:14,151 And this is where I do majority of my vocals, 19 00:01:14,151 --> 00:01:16,671 although I do my vocals pretty much anywhere. 20 00:01:16,671 --> 00:01:18,281 I've done it in closets. 21 00:01:18,281 --> 00:01:21,561 I've done it in corners of rooms. 22 00:01:21,561 --> 00:01:24,621 You know, we make everything work and anything work. 23 00:01:24,621 --> 00:01:27,771 And it really also just depends on the energy and the vibe. 24 00:01:27,771 --> 00:01:30,021 So-- and sometimes I also do vocals in the control room. 25 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:31,141 So-- and sometimes I also do vocals in the control room. 26 00:01:31,141 --> 00:01:32,211 So it really depends. 27 00:01:32,211 --> 00:01:34,881 But today, we want to focus on the majority 28 00:01:34,881 --> 00:01:39,591 of the time I'm going to cut vocals in this type of space. 29 00:01:39,591 --> 00:01:42,006 [GENTLE PIANO MUSIC] 30 00:01:45,881 --> 00:01:52,621 So let's talk about how you can produce yourself, 31 00:01:52,621 --> 00:01:58,441 because, as a producer, most of the time I'm in a studio alone. 32 00:01:58,441 --> 00:02:00,021 You know, it's me and my engineer 33 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:02,041 You know, it's me and my engineer 34 00:02:02,041 --> 00:02:05,101 and longtime music partner Ann Mincieli, 35 00:02:05,101 --> 00:02:06,571 who's been with me for-- 36 00:02:06,571 --> 00:02:08,631 since the beginning almost. 37 00:02:08,631 --> 00:02:10,591 But a lot of times it's just the two of us, 38 00:02:10,591 --> 00:02:12,811 and that's how I like it because it's quiet 39 00:02:12,811 --> 00:02:14,491 and I can concentrate. 40 00:02:14,491 --> 00:02:16,151 I can get things done. 41 00:02:16,151 --> 00:02:18,481 I love that I can just be in my own world 42 00:02:18,481 --> 00:02:20,281 and be in my own space. 43 00:02:20,281 --> 00:02:22,771 And I find that when I have to entertain people, 44 00:02:22,771 --> 00:02:25,981 I can't concentrate as well. 45 00:02:25,981 --> 00:02:27,901 But I still find that there's something 46 00:02:27,901 --> 00:02:30,021 really powerful about being by yourself. 47 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:30,871 really powerful about being by yourself. 48 00:02:30,871 --> 00:02:34,801 It just-- you know, you just have you to depend on, 49 00:02:34,801 --> 00:02:37,111 and there's something about exercising 50 00:02:37,111 --> 00:02:39,521 that that's really important. 51 00:02:39,521 --> 00:02:44,941 So the question is, though, as my own producer, how do I-- 52 00:02:44,941 --> 00:02:47,551 or how do you as your own producer-- 53 00:02:47,551 --> 00:02:52,901 how does one flip between the creative mind that 54 00:02:52,901 --> 00:02:56,441 is wide open, exploring all the possibilities, 55 00:02:56,441 --> 00:03:00,021 not held back in any way, and the editing mind that's 56 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:00,611 not held back in any way, and the editing mind that's 57 00:03:00,611 --> 00:03:02,721 thinking about, OK, how do I put this together, 58 00:03:02,721 --> 00:03:06,101 how do I make this great? 59 00:03:06,101 --> 00:03:10,041 Usually what I do is I really step 60 00:03:10,041 --> 00:03:13,331 into the booth with an open heart, 61 00:03:13,331 --> 00:03:16,631 and I just want to explore anything 62 00:03:16,631 --> 00:03:19,331 I hear, anything I hear at all. 63 00:03:19,331 --> 00:03:20,111 I go for it. 64 00:03:20,111 --> 00:03:20,831 I try it. 65 00:03:20,831 --> 00:03:21,611 I try to find it. 66 00:03:21,611 --> 00:03:22,511 I listen for it. 67 00:03:22,511 --> 00:03:25,631 Mm, man, I hear this crazy ninth harmony 68 00:03:25,631 --> 00:03:27,251 over here, this one section. 69 00:03:27,251 --> 00:03:29,431 I'm going to try it. 70 00:03:29,431 --> 00:03:30,021 Sometimes it's amazing. 71 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:31,201 Sometimes it's amazing. 72 00:03:31,201 --> 00:03:34,051 Sometimes it's like, mm, that's too much. 73 00:03:34,051 --> 00:03:35,401 And right away, I know. 74 00:03:35,401 --> 00:03:38,281 Like, right away in my spirit, I know. 75 00:03:38,281 --> 00:03:39,371 If I love it, I keep it. 76 00:03:39,371 --> 00:03:40,961 If I don't love it, I get rid of it. 77 00:03:40,961 --> 00:03:43,711 That's just-- I go with what I love always. 78 00:03:43,711 --> 00:03:46,031 And so-- and then I allow myself just to play. 79 00:03:46,031 --> 00:03:47,001 I play. 80 00:03:47,001 --> 00:03:49,621 I really try hard to be free, you know? 81 00:03:49,621 --> 00:03:52,681 I really set the environment so that I 82 00:03:52,681 --> 00:03:56,321 can be free, that I can try anything I can imagine or think 83 00:03:56,321 --> 00:03:56,821 of. 84 00:03:56,821 --> 00:03:58,201 I can mess up. 85 00:03:58,201 --> 00:04:00,021 I can sound horrible. 86 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:00,031 I can sound horrible. 87 00:04:00,031 --> 00:04:01,591 My voice can crack. 88 00:04:01,591 --> 00:04:02,971 I can be off. 89 00:04:02,971 --> 00:04:04,341 I can be flat. 90 00:04:04,341 --> 00:04:06,421 I can be anything. 91 00:04:06,421 --> 00:04:08,431 I am in the moment without feeling 92 00:04:08,431 --> 00:04:11,161 like somebody's judging me or watching me or thinking 93 00:04:11,161 --> 00:04:12,151 about it. 94 00:04:12,151 --> 00:04:13,501 That's a big deal. 95 00:04:13,501 --> 00:04:16,350 That makes a difference between OK songs 96 00:04:16,350 --> 00:04:19,170 and unbelievable timeless songs-- 97 00:04:19,170 --> 00:04:20,670 that freedom. 98 00:04:20,670 --> 00:04:23,191 So I definitely do that first. 99 00:04:23,191 --> 00:04:26,011 And if I'm feeling uncomfortable, trust me, 100 00:04:26,011 --> 00:04:27,691 I will ask a person to leave. 101 00:04:27,691 --> 00:04:28,851 And I do it nice. 102 00:04:28,851 --> 00:04:30,021 But I'm like, do you mind giving me a few minutes? 103 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:31,921 But I'm like, do you mind giving me a few minutes? 104 00:04:31,921 --> 00:04:35,911 Because if I feel an energy from a person that just doesn't 105 00:04:35,911 --> 00:04:37,711 feel right, you gotta speak up. 106 00:04:37,711 --> 00:04:41,401 So don't hold your tongue, especially with creativity. 107 00:04:41,401 --> 00:04:42,901 It's only one moment. 108 00:04:42,901 --> 00:04:48,991 You only have one time to really capture that pure energy, 109 00:04:48,991 --> 00:04:49,723 you know? 110 00:04:49,723 --> 00:04:51,931 After a while, you do it 100 million different times, 111 00:04:51,931 --> 00:04:54,851 it's going to shift the energy, that pure, natural thing. 112 00:04:54,851 --> 00:04:57,131 So clean your space. 113 00:04:57,131 --> 00:05:00,021 So after my space is claimed and my own, I just fly. 114 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:02,341 So after my space is claimed and my own, I just fly. 115 00:05:02,341 --> 00:05:04,811 I just totally go crazy. 116 00:05:04,811 --> 00:05:06,361 So then, when I've done everything 117 00:05:06,361 --> 00:05:11,571 I can think of, every part, every, you know, 118 00:05:11,571 --> 00:05:15,901 splatter of paint that I can imagine, I step away. 119 00:05:15,901 --> 00:05:19,341 I, you know, take a break, go have something to eat, 120 00:05:19,341 --> 00:05:22,101 catch up with my friends, my kids, whatever. 121 00:05:22,101 --> 00:05:26,101 And then I'll go into the control room, and I'll listen. 122 00:05:26,101 --> 00:05:30,021 And when I listen on that other side of the glass, 123 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:30,561 And when I listen on that other side of the glass, 124 00:05:30,561 --> 00:05:34,821 I listen from my producer ear, from my arranger ear. 125 00:05:34,821 --> 00:05:37,611 And I can hear right away what I love. 126 00:05:37,611 --> 00:05:38,871 Oh my gosh, that's beautiful. 127 00:05:38,871 --> 00:05:40,361 That works. 128 00:05:40,361 --> 00:05:43,521 I hear, OK, that works, but it's too loud. 129 00:05:43,521 --> 00:05:47,091 If it was less prevalent, you would feel it, you know, 130 00:05:47,091 --> 00:05:48,816 and that would be all you need. 131 00:05:48,816 --> 00:05:51,531 Uh, that part doesn't really work how I thought it was. 132 00:05:51,531 --> 00:05:55,401 Let me make a note to go back in and try it again. 133 00:05:55,401 --> 00:05:57,501 If there's parts on the lead that I 134 00:05:57,501 --> 00:06:00,021 feel like maybe aren't as strong as I thought they were, 135 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:00,921 feel like maybe aren't as strong as I thought they were, 136 00:06:00,921 --> 00:06:02,031 I'll make a note. 137 00:06:02,031 --> 00:06:03,201 I'll fix them. 138 00:06:03,201 --> 00:06:06,121 Or I'll check my other takes that I did 139 00:06:06,121 --> 00:06:09,291 and see if I can swap it out. 140 00:06:09,291 --> 00:06:12,591 And so I really listen in that way with the producer 141 00:06:12,591 --> 00:06:15,561 and arranger hat on, and I make the adjustments, 142 00:06:15,561 --> 00:06:18,201 and I start to craft it so that it goes together 143 00:06:18,201 --> 00:06:20,631 and make any changes that need to be made, 144 00:06:20,631 --> 00:06:24,531 and that's the way that I can produce myself and also 145 00:06:24,531 --> 00:06:27,921 be free from my own critique. 146 00:06:27,921 --> 00:06:30,021 [GENTLE MUSIC] 147 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:30,376 [GENTLE MUSIC] 148 00:06:34,801 --> 00:06:40,181 A lot of the songs that I've done, 149 00:06:40,181 --> 00:06:44,531 nobody thought that they would work. 150 00:06:44,531 --> 00:06:49,171 They were not on trend. 151 00:06:49,171 --> 00:06:54,421 They were not easily placed in the radio spot 152 00:06:54,421 --> 00:06:58,031 after the latest hit of the moment. 153 00:06:58,031 --> 00:07:00,021 They were all quite rebellious. 154 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:02,211 They were all quite rebellious. 155 00:07:02,211 --> 00:07:06,021 And they were renegades in their own right 156 00:07:06,021 --> 00:07:11,421 because they just had a sound that was different. 157 00:07:11,421 --> 00:07:14,571 And we actually always had to work 158 00:07:14,571 --> 00:07:21,851 really hard for the records to have their just due 159 00:07:21,851 --> 00:07:23,101 and to have their opportunity. 160 00:07:23,101 --> 00:07:26,391 "You Don't Know My Name" was a seven-minute song. 161 00:07:29,781 --> 00:07:30,021 You know how long songs are now? 162 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:31,341 You know how long songs are now? 163 00:07:31,341 --> 00:07:35,601 Two minutes 15 seconds max. 164 00:07:35,601 --> 00:07:38,031 Imagine a seven-minute song. 165 00:07:38,031 --> 00:07:41,871 It was completely-- it was completely rogue. 166 00:07:41,871 --> 00:07:48,111 But the vibe was so good, and the style was so good and that 167 00:07:48,111 --> 00:07:52,311 mixture with me combining with Kanye and this kind of, like, 168 00:07:52,311 --> 00:07:55,491 soul/hip-hop zone that's completely my world-- 169 00:07:55,491 --> 00:07:57,771 because, you know, we said it's soul, hip hop, 170 00:07:57,771 --> 00:08:00,021 and classical that kind of creates the energy that 171 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:01,311 and classical that kind of creates the energy that 172 00:08:01,311 --> 00:08:05,061 I'm personally inspired by. 173 00:08:05,061 --> 00:08:06,354 And I had to figure out 100-- 174 00:08:06,354 --> 00:08:09,021 you can't imagine how many edits I had to go through to just get 175 00:08:09,021 --> 00:08:11,211 that thing on the radio at all. 176 00:08:11,211 --> 00:08:14,721 They weren't going to play a seven-minute song, period. 177 00:08:14,721 --> 00:08:15,651 So I had to, like-- 178 00:08:15,651 --> 00:08:18,701 OK, how can I keep the soul of the song and-- 179 00:08:18,701 --> 00:08:20,511 and "Fallin'," are you kidding me? 180 00:08:20,511 --> 00:08:22,971 People thought I was 65 years old. 181 00:08:22,971 --> 00:08:28,011 I was 17 with a big voice and an old soul 182 00:08:28,011 --> 00:08:30,021 and a different style and a different vibe, 183 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:30,621 and a different style and a different vibe, 184 00:08:30,621 --> 00:08:35,361 and it took so much for people to understand 185 00:08:35,361 --> 00:08:37,731 how to make that make sense. 186 00:08:37,731 --> 00:08:40,310 And "No One," you should have heard the beginning chatter. 187 00:08:40,310 --> 00:08:41,091 What is this? 188 00:08:41,091 --> 00:08:42,091 This isn't even Alicia. 189 00:08:42,091 --> 00:08:43,383 Doesn't even sound like Alicia. 190 00:08:43,383 --> 00:08:45,731 Who is it? 191 00:08:45,731 --> 00:08:46,811 They didn't get it. 192 00:08:46,811 --> 00:08:50,591 It didn't sound like anything else. 193 00:08:50,591 --> 00:08:52,231 And that's a really-- 194 00:08:52,231 --> 00:08:57,611 it's hard sometimes 'cause it makes it a much more 195 00:08:57,611 --> 00:09:00,021 interesting, challenging road. 196 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:00,611 interesting, challenging road. 197 00:09:00,611 --> 00:09:07,091 But I'm proud of those songs and all the people that 198 00:09:07,091 --> 00:09:11,611 helped me make that come alive into the world and then 199 00:09:11,611 --> 00:09:16,886 the people in the world that love them and make it grow, 200 00:09:16,886 --> 00:09:17,761 you know what I mean? 201 00:09:17,761 --> 00:09:20,191 Because you never know. 202 00:09:20,191 --> 00:09:23,101 It could just end up being a song in your bedroom, which 203 00:09:23,101 --> 00:09:24,961 is also very, very important right 204 00:09:24,961 --> 00:09:28,291 away, because the songs that you write in your bedroom 205 00:09:28,291 --> 00:09:30,021 lead you to where you're going. 206 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:31,121 lead you to where you're going. 207 00:09:31,121 --> 00:09:34,791 But I just wanted to say that because the more unique 208 00:09:34,791 --> 00:09:39,011 you are and the more one of a kind you are and the more you 209 00:09:39,011 --> 00:09:43,151 do break the rules and the more you do cross the boundaries 210 00:09:43,151 --> 00:09:45,731 and the less you follow other people 211 00:09:45,731 --> 00:09:48,851 and the more you create your own lane, your own sound, 212 00:09:48,851 --> 00:09:51,851 your own style, your own look, your own feel, 213 00:09:51,851 --> 00:09:53,561 your own perspective-- and that brings us 214 00:09:53,561 --> 00:09:55,311 back to what we said at the beginning, 215 00:09:55,311 --> 00:09:58,036 that you are the only one like you. 216 00:09:58,036 --> 00:10:00,021 And sometimes, honestly-- I'll be honest with you-- 217 00:10:00,021 --> 00:10:00,161 And sometimes, honestly-- I'll be honest with you-- 218 00:10:00,161 --> 00:10:01,901 I have to stop and remind myself that. 219 00:10:01,901 --> 00:10:06,331 I'm like, uh, Alicia, you're the only one like you, 220 00:10:06,331 --> 00:10:10,451 and you're needed, just like you. 221 00:10:10,451 --> 00:10:14,231 So I just wanted to bring that up because it's not always 222 00:10:14,231 --> 00:10:15,427 just a-- 223 00:10:15,427 --> 00:10:18,911 it's usually never some kind of easy road 224 00:10:18,911 --> 00:10:21,081 that just poof, poof, poof, and boom it's magic 225 00:10:21,081 --> 00:10:23,441 and it's all great. 226 00:10:23,441 --> 00:10:27,261 You know, you usually have to work pretty damn 227 00:10:27,261 --> 00:10:30,021 hard to make it happen. 228 00:10:30,021 --> 00:10:31,661 hard to make it happen. 229 00:10:31,661 --> 00:10:33,491 And it's all good. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,877 2 00:00:13,061 --> 00:00:16,361 Once I have the basics of what I'm going to create, 3 00:00:16,361 --> 00:00:20,621 that's when I'm ready to start to experiment and try it. 4 00:00:20,621 --> 00:00:24,071 Usually how it goes is I'll write the song, 5 00:00:24,071 --> 00:00:29,381 generally get the most parts that I feel really good about, 6 00:00:29,381 --> 00:00:30,021 work on the lyrics, work on, you know, 7 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:31,541 work on the lyrics, work on, you know, 8 00:00:31,541 --> 00:00:34,181 how it goes so that when I'm sitting at the piano 9 00:00:34,181 --> 00:00:38,021 I love it just at the piano or I love it just at the guitar 10 00:00:38,021 --> 00:00:39,751 or I love it just banging on the sink. 11 00:00:39,751 --> 00:00:41,501 Whatever the case is is like I strip down. 12 00:00:41,501 --> 00:00:43,871 Do I love it in that stripped-down way? 13 00:00:43,871 --> 00:00:48,191 And then I come and start to arrange vocals. 14 00:00:48,191 --> 00:00:53,651 I actually love vocal arrangement so much. 15 00:00:53,651 --> 00:00:57,011 It is such a special part of my process. 16 00:00:57,011 --> 00:01:00,021 It is really a big reason where the energy comes from, 17 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:02,081 It is really a big reason where the energy comes from, 18 00:01:02,081 --> 00:01:04,601 where the emotion comes from, where the joy comes from, 19 00:01:04,601 --> 00:01:06,401 where the darkness comes from. 20 00:01:06,401 --> 00:01:08,261 There is so much. 21 00:01:08,261 --> 00:01:10,661 To me, it's like the colors. 22 00:01:10,661 --> 00:01:15,281 You know, if writing the song is like the sketch, 23 00:01:15,281 --> 00:01:18,731 to me, the arranging the song and particularly the vocals 24 00:01:18,731 --> 00:01:21,251 is like painting it. 25 00:01:21,251 --> 00:01:22,751 It just comes alive. 26 00:01:22,751 --> 00:01:27,201 So, again, it happens a hundred different ways. 27 00:01:27,201 --> 00:01:30,021 Some people come right into the booth and freestyle 28 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:30,101 Some people come right into the booth and freestyle 29 00:01:30,101 --> 00:01:31,991 words and lyrics and melodies, and that's 30 00:01:31,991 --> 00:01:33,741 how they-- and then step away and write it 31 00:01:33,741 --> 00:01:35,561 and come back and finish it. 32 00:01:35,561 --> 00:01:39,251 Me, I usually write it, really have a good idea of it, 33 00:01:39,251 --> 00:01:40,761 then come in and start to cut it. 34 00:01:40,761 --> 00:01:47,231 35 00:01:47,231 --> 00:01:49,811 So I'll have had a basic track going at this point. 36 00:01:49,811 --> 00:01:51,461 I'll have put the piano down. 37 00:01:51,461 --> 00:01:53,501 I'll have dropped some type of drum 38 00:01:53,501 --> 00:01:56,321 behind it just so that I can feel it, 39 00:01:56,321 --> 00:01:59,421 and then I start to go at the vocals. 40 00:01:59,421 --> 00:02:00,021 So usually I'll do the lead vocal first, 41 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:03,131 So usually I'll do the lead vocal first, 42 00:02:03,131 --> 00:02:06,131 and it really depends on how I feel. 43 00:02:06,131 --> 00:02:10,211 "Fallin'", since it was one of my first songs, 44 00:02:10,211 --> 00:02:13,361 we actually recorded "Fallin'" onto tape, 45 00:02:13,361 --> 00:02:18,161 which is so amazing because now obviously everybody is digital, 46 00:02:18,161 --> 00:02:20,961 and you go straight to Pro Tools or you go straight to, you 47 00:02:20,961 --> 00:02:23,321 know, whatever it is that you're recording it on. 48 00:02:23,321 --> 00:02:28,511 But it's usually not tape, and obviously all the greats that 49 00:02:28,511 --> 00:02:30,021 have recorded in the past-- you know, 50 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:30,191 have recorded in the past-- you know, 51 00:02:30,191 --> 00:02:35,741 Isaac Hayes and Curtis Mayfield and Nina Simone and, you know, 52 00:02:35,741 --> 00:02:39,131 all of the incredible people-- 53 00:02:39,131 --> 00:02:42,001 Jimi Hendrix, on and on, name, name it-- 54 00:02:42,001 --> 00:02:43,811 were all onto tape. 55 00:02:43,811 --> 00:02:46,661 And so when you actually hear this particular vocal, 56 00:02:46,661 --> 00:02:48,101 you can hear the tape. 57 00:02:48,101 --> 00:02:51,011 And how I hear it, you can hear the thickness. 58 00:02:51,011 --> 00:02:54,941 There's a thickness, a fatness that it's almost 59 00:02:54,941 --> 00:02:58,871 a part of the sonic that if you listen to this song 60 00:02:58,871 --> 00:03:00,021 maybe compared to another song that wasn't on tape, 61 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:03,491 maybe compared to another song that wasn't on tape, 62 00:03:03,491 --> 00:03:06,251 you can kind of hear there's a space almost. 63 00:03:06,251 --> 00:03:07,571 So it's really cool. 64 00:03:07,571 --> 00:03:09,281 And there's actually been times where 65 00:03:09,281 --> 00:03:13,481 we've taken vocals or taken drums or taken different parts 66 00:03:13,481 --> 00:03:17,831 and run them through tape even now just to create that, 67 00:03:17,831 --> 00:03:19,271 like, fatness. 68 00:03:19,271 --> 00:03:21,811 So that's a little trick, but it's kind of hard to find. 69 00:03:21,811 --> 00:03:23,381 Like, tape is almost obsolete. 70 00:03:23,381 --> 00:03:25,121 So it's pretty awesome when you can 71 00:03:25,121 --> 00:03:29,831 find the little vintage moment, catch a vibe. 72 00:03:29,831 --> 00:03:30,021 So this one was on tape. 73 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:31,331 So this one was on tape. 74 00:03:31,331 --> 00:03:35,051 And I started at the beginning. 75 00:03:35,051 --> 00:03:38,321 I can imagine, if I'm taking myself back to "Fallin'", I was 76 00:03:38,321 --> 00:03:40,421 probably pretty nervous, to be honest. 77 00:03:40,421 --> 00:03:44,831 You know, it's like this is the very beginning of all things. 78 00:03:44,831 --> 00:03:48,461 This song came kind of at the end of recording "Songs 79 00:03:48,461 --> 00:03:49,031 in A Minor." 80 00:03:49,031 --> 00:03:51,611 So I definitely had a lot of songs under my belt 81 00:03:51,611 --> 00:03:53,441 and had a little bit of a flow. 82 00:03:53,441 --> 00:03:56,801 So my confidence was definitely higher than at the beginning, 83 00:03:56,801 --> 00:04:00,021 but I'm sure I still felt a little uneasy, 84 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:00,131 but I'm sure I still felt a little uneasy, 85 00:04:00,131 --> 00:04:01,271 a little awkward. 86 00:04:01,271 --> 00:04:03,491 And again, like I said, I'm an advocate 87 00:04:03,491 --> 00:04:04,751 for uneasy and awkward. 88 00:04:04,751 --> 00:04:07,691 I think that when you feel out of place, 89 00:04:07,691 --> 00:04:08,861 you're onto something. 90 00:04:08,861 --> 00:04:10,301 You're about to make magic. 91 00:04:10,301 --> 00:04:12,401 So it's kind of cool that that happens, 92 00:04:12,401 --> 00:04:16,691 so don't be afraid of the uneasy part. 93 00:04:16,691 --> 00:04:19,091 So I come in, and I start. 94 00:04:19,091 --> 00:04:23,291 Sometimes I start at the-- 95 00:04:23,291 --> 00:04:24,971 obviously I always start at the top, 96 00:04:24,971 --> 00:04:27,071 but sometimes I decide to do it in chunks. 97 00:04:27,071 --> 00:04:28,678 Depends on the song. 98 00:04:28,678 --> 00:04:30,021 I'll decide, like, let me take the top of the song 99 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:30,761 I'll decide, like, let me take the top of the song 100 00:04:30,761 --> 00:04:33,521 and stop right before the first chorus. 101 00:04:33,521 --> 00:04:38,351 This song really had a fluid lead that really carries it 102 00:04:38,351 --> 00:04:42,791 all the way through, so I sang this one from top to bottom. 103 00:04:42,791 --> 00:04:44,111 And then I'll come back. 104 00:04:44,111 --> 00:04:47,103 I'll do maybe 5, 6, 7, even 8, 9, 105 00:04:47,103 --> 00:04:50,261 10 takes like that until I start to feel really warmed up, 106 00:04:50,261 --> 00:04:53,261 until I really start to feel like my voice is 107 00:04:53,261 --> 00:04:54,671 in a good place. 108 00:04:54,671 --> 00:04:58,301 And then I'll come back and I'll spot check. 109 00:04:58,301 --> 00:04:59,801 So if there's a piece of it that I'm 110 00:04:59,801 --> 00:05:00,021 like I hate how that sounded, I'll grab that again. 111 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:03,671 like I hate how that sounded, I'll grab that again. 112 00:05:03,671 --> 00:05:06,701 Or if there's a moment that I feel like, you know what? 113 00:05:06,701 --> 00:05:08,551 That's a little flat or whatever. 114 00:05:08,551 --> 00:05:10,041 I'll grab that again. 115 00:05:10,041 --> 00:05:12,141 So that's kind of how I do it. 116 00:05:12,141 --> 00:05:18,711 And then I come back around for the painting, my favorite part, 117 00:05:18,711 --> 00:05:22,661 which is really thinking how can the vocals that I put 118 00:05:22,661 --> 00:05:27,791 on this on top of the lead really accentuate it and make 119 00:05:27,791 --> 00:05:29,121 it stronger? 120 00:05:29,121 --> 00:05:30,021 So we talked about that this song has a lot of drops. 121 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:31,913 So we talked about that this song has a lot of drops. 122 00:05:31,913 --> 00:05:33,621 Like that's a lot of the intention of it. 123 00:05:33,621 --> 00:05:36,671 It has drops, and then it falls back in, you know? 124 00:05:36,671 --> 00:05:38,741 And part of that is definitely to grab you, 125 00:05:38,741 --> 00:05:41,091 and so you pay attention to the part. 126 00:05:41,091 --> 00:05:44,551 (SINGING) Sometimes I love you. 127 00:05:44,551 --> 00:05:45,968 Sometimes you make me-- (SPEAKING) 128 00:05:45,968 --> 00:05:46,843 you know what I mean? 129 00:05:46,843 --> 00:05:49,201 So it's going to always give you like an "uhn," and then 130 00:05:49,201 --> 00:05:51,961 it's going to drop back into the thing. 131 00:05:51,961 --> 00:05:55,771 So I decided to accentuate those parts. 132 00:05:55,771 --> 00:05:59,641 Sometimes I harmony right here and then nothing. 133 00:05:59,641 --> 00:06:00,021 So it kind of is a feeling. 134 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:02,941 So it kind of is a feeling. 135 00:06:02,941 --> 00:06:04,801 You know, you kind of know what you want. 136 00:06:04,801 --> 00:06:09,151 But most at the time when I'm creating and arranging, 137 00:06:09,151 --> 00:06:10,781 I love to build. 138 00:06:10,781 --> 00:06:15,091 Like, I really want to feel the build. 139 00:06:15,091 --> 00:06:19,831 I want to take it from a place that feels small 140 00:06:19,831 --> 00:06:22,741 and lead you to a place that grows and grows. 141 00:06:22,741 --> 00:06:24,931 And even if it's so subtle that you don't realize 142 00:06:24,931 --> 00:06:28,421 it's happening, by the time it gets where it's going, 143 00:06:28,421 --> 00:06:30,021 it's grown, and I feel like that's a really-- 144 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:31,599 it's grown, and I feel like that's a really-- 145 00:06:31,599 --> 00:06:33,391 it's a trademark for me, and it's something 146 00:06:33,391 --> 00:06:35,101 that I find is a great technique. 147 00:06:35,101 --> 00:06:36,671 It just really, really works. 148 00:06:36,671 --> 00:06:38,341 So in this song, you know, I have 149 00:06:38,341 --> 00:06:40,224 those spot hits where harmonies come in 150 00:06:40,224 --> 00:06:41,391 and you'll start to hear it. 151 00:06:41,391 --> 00:06:42,849 And the first time a harmony comes, 152 00:06:42,849 --> 00:06:44,731 maybe I'll just do a tenor. 153 00:06:44,731 --> 00:06:47,071 Like, I'll have the main note and I have the tenor note, 154 00:06:47,071 --> 00:06:48,421 and then that's it. 155 00:06:48,421 --> 00:06:50,341 And then maybe that same part comes around 156 00:06:50,341 --> 00:06:51,661 in the second verse. 157 00:06:51,661 --> 00:06:53,991 And if it comes around in the second verse, 158 00:06:53,991 --> 00:06:55,081 I'll take the tenor. 159 00:06:55,081 --> 00:06:56,706 I'll take that main note, and then I'll 160 00:06:56,706 --> 00:06:59,791 put a soprano on top, you know, so that each time you're 161 00:06:59,791 --> 00:07:00,021 able to hear more, feel more. 162 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:02,311 able to hear more, feel more. 163 00:07:02,311 --> 00:07:04,243 The punch is stronger. 164 00:07:04,243 --> 00:07:05,701 And then it really depends on where 165 00:07:05,701 --> 00:07:07,711 it goes from there because sometimes I'll 166 00:07:07,711 --> 00:07:10,081 put a note in that you can't even hear, 167 00:07:10,081 --> 00:07:12,451 and I'll say I want to feel it more than you can hear it 168 00:07:12,451 --> 00:07:16,411 because it's just the mere energy of the note being 169 00:07:16,411 --> 00:07:18,216 there that gives you something. 170 00:07:18,216 --> 00:07:19,091 You know what I mean? 171 00:07:19,091 --> 00:07:22,261 So again, sometimes it doesn't even have to be obvious. 172 00:07:22,261 --> 00:07:23,829 This song, it starts to grow a lot 173 00:07:23,829 --> 00:07:25,537 when it gets to the bridge. (SINGING) I-- 174 00:07:25,537 --> 00:07:27,481 I-- I-- 175 00:07:27,481 --> 00:07:28,939 I'm fallin'. 176 00:07:32,341 --> 00:07:39,271 So that part is the part that I imagine kind of the more people 177 00:07:39,271 --> 00:07:42,661 are chanting, the more people are claiming, 178 00:07:42,661 --> 00:07:45,871 singing this emotion. 179 00:07:45,871 --> 00:07:50,101 And it was actually all my voice on there, every single stack. 180 00:07:50,101 --> 00:07:52,201 Usually it's somewhere between eight-- 181 00:07:52,201 --> 00:07:53,551 four and eight. 182 00:07:53,551 --> 00:07:55,591 I'll usually stack four and eight vocals 183 00:07:55,591 --> 00:07:59,581 when I want to start making a part be very significant. 184 00:07:59,581 --> 00:08:00,021 I'll even go to 16, but that's where it's really big. 185 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:04,171 I'll even go to 16, but that's where it's really big. 186 00:08:04,171 --> 00:08:07,531 Or sometimes I'll do 16 and tuck them way far, 187 00:08:07,531 --> 00:08:10,501 like especially when it's oohs or ahs. 188 00:08:10,501 --> 00:08:12,301 Like if you listen to Marvin Gaye a lot, 189 00:08:12,301 --> 00:08:15,941 you'll notice that he has all these oohs and hums and ahs, 190 00:08:15,941 --> 00:08:17,941 and a lot of times he'll follow the string line. 191 00:08:17,941 --> 00:08:20,731 I break him down a lot because vocally 192 00:08:20,731 --> 00:08:23,521 I think he's one of the most interesting arrangers, 193 00:08:23,521 --> 00:08:26,671 vocal arrangers that, you know, exist. 194 00:08:26,671 --> 00:08:28,741 So he'll follow the string line with his voice. 195 00:08:28,741 --> 00:08:30,021 So I learn from him, and I will take things 196 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:32,101 So I learn from him, and I will take things 197 00:08:32,101 --> 00:08:36,481 and I'll take string-sounding vocals and I'll tuck them way 198 00:08:36,481 --> 00:08:37,531 in the back. 199 00:08:37,531 --> 00:08:39,601 So these are all just different techniques 200 00:08:39,601 --> 00:08:42,981 and layers and things that make it interesting. 201 00:08:42,981 --> 00:08:46,171 But for "Fallin'", it's very straightforward. 202 00:08:46,171 --> 00:08:50,701 And so that choir where it's saying I'm fallin' 203 00:08:50,701 --> 00:08:55,201 is all my voice, and all those harmonies are all my voice, 204 00:08:55,201 --> 00:08:58,711 and all those sopranos that make it build and build 205 00:08:58,711 --> 00:09:00,021 is all my voice. 206 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:00,611 is all my voice. 207 00:09:00,611 --> 00:09:07,241 And at the very end when it comes to that last chorus, 208 00:09:07,241 --> 00:09:12,551 I actually brought in some unbelievably powerhouse 209 00:09:12,551 --> 00:09:17,321 superstar vocalists to sing that end part. 210 00:09:17,321 --> 00:09:19,001 I was with them. 211 00:09:19,001 --> 00:09:21,281 They were singing along with me, but there 212 00:09:21,281 --> 00:09:25,271 was something about the way another tone, 213 00:09:25,271 --> 00:09:30,021 another voice besides my own added to the energy of the end. 214 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:32,141 another voice besides my own added to the energy of the end. 215 00:09:32,141 --> 00:09:36,601 And so if you listen at the end when (SINGING) I keep on, 216 00:09:36,601 --> 00:09:38,351 (SPEAKING) it sounded like the whole choir 217 00:09:38,351 --> 00:09:41,281 of the entire universe is in there. 218 00:09:41,281 --> 00:09:45,821 It's because the variety of tones 219 00:09:45,821 --> 00:09:49,331 of these different vocalists, including me, creates 220 00:09:49,331 --> 00:09:52,341 like a whole other experience. 221 00:09:52,341 --> 00:09:53,561 And I just chose to do it. 222 00:09:53,561 --> 00:09:55,991 They came in a little bit on some 223 00:09:55,991 --> 00:09:58,691 of the small parts in the second verse if you listen, 224 00:09:58,691 --> 00:10:00,021 but they're really featured at that end. 225 00:10:00,021 --> 00:10:00,851 but they're really featured at that end. 226 00:10:00,851 --> 00:10:02,801 And that's because we wanted that end 227 00:10:02,801 --> 00:10:06,431 to really go home and take it big and strong 228 00:10:06,431 --> 00:10:07,931 and really make the point. 229 00:10:07,931 --> 00:10:12,041 I want to show you in "Fallin'" how it sounds. 230 00:10:12,041 --> 00:10:15,401 Actually, I'd love to play a capella because you never 231 00:10:15,401 --> 00:10:17,429 get to hear, you know-- 232 00:10:17,429 --> 00:10:18,971 when I hear back to Marvin Gaye, when 233 00:10:18,971 --> 00:10:21,371 I hear Marvin Gaye a capellas I'm, like, dying. 234 00:10:21,371 --> 00:10:23,621 It just sounds so good. 235 00:10:23,621 --> 00:10:27,311 And I'm imagining him, like, in the booth or on the floor 236 00:10:27,311 --> 00:10:30,021 or wherever he was at the time just singing. 237 00:10:30,021 --> 00:10:30,611 or wherever he was at the time just singing. 238 00:10:30,611 --> 00:10:32,591 So we're going to play it, just the vocals, 239 00:10:32,591 --> 00:10:35,771 the second verse of "Fallin'" so I could talk you through it. 240 00:10:35,771 --> 00:10:36,117 [MUSIC - ALICIA KEYS, "FALLIN'"] 241 00:10:36,117 --> 00:10:37,241 (SINGING) Loving you. 242 00:10:37,241 --> 00:10:41,251 Ah, ah, ah. 243 00:10:41,251 --> 00:10:42,966 Never felt there's a way. 244 00:10:42,966 --> 00:10:45,091 (SPEAKING) So as I was saying, this is that vocal-- 245 00:10:45,091 --> 00:10:48,456 (SINGING) How you give me so much pleasure-- 246 00:10:48,456 --> 00:10:49,331 (SPEAKING) --on tape. 247 00:10:49,331 --> 00:10:50,856 (SINGING) And cause me so much pain. 248 00:10:50,856 --> 00:10:51,356 Yeah. 249 00:10:51,356 --> 00:10:51,856 Yeah. 250 00:10:51,856 --> 00:10:55,163 (SPEAKING) A lot of times I will answer myself when I'm singing. 251 00:10:55,163 --> 00:10:55,871 It's like energy. 252 00:10:55,871 --> 00:10:57,966 (SINGING) I've taken more than would a fool. 253 00:10:57,966 --> 00:11:00,021 (SPEAKING) I picture it like a rapper doing his ad 254 00:11:00,021 --> 00:11:00,596 (SPEAKING) I picture it like a rapper doing his ad 255 00:11:00,596 --> 00:11:02,171 libs or her ad libs. 256 00:11:02,171 --> 00:11:03,441 That's my little ad libs. 257 00:11:03,441 --> 00:11:05,806 (SINGING) Back in love with you. 258 00:11:05,806 --> 00:11:07,131 (SPEAKING) So small harmonies. 259 00:11:07,131 --> 00:11:10,281 (SINGING) I keep on fallin' in and out-- 260 00:11:10,281 --> 00:11:12,341 (SPEAKING) So that's all me, all my stack. 261 00:11:12,341 --> 00:11:14,426 (SINGING) --of love with you. 262 00:11:14,426 --> 00:11:15,471 (SPEAKING) On that love-- 263 00:11:15,471 --> 00:11:16,903 (SINGING) I never-- 264 00:11:16,903 --> 00:11:19,361 (SPEAKING) --I started bringing those additional background 265 00:11:19,361 --> 00:11:19,861 voices. 266 00:11:19,861 --> 00:11:21,745 (SINGING) When I-- when I-- loving you-- 267 00:11:21,745 --> 00:11:24,203 (SPEAKING) That's the first time you're introduced to them. 268 00:11:24,203 --> 00:11:26,513 (SINGING) I-- I-- 269 00:11:26,513 --> 00:11:28,811 (SPEAKING) And all this is just me. 270 00:11:28,811 --> 00:11:30,021 All the stacks are just going to be me. 271 00:11:30,021 --> 00:11:30,799 All the stacks are just going to be me. 272 00:11:30,799 --> 00:11:32,941 [HARMONIZING] 273 00:11:32,941 --> 00:11:33,724 Third up. 274 00:11:33,724 --> 00:11:36,622 (SINGING) I'm fallin' 275 00:11:36,622 --> 00:11:38,611 (SPEAKING) And then switch it with the round-- 276 00:11:38,611 --> 00:11:42,219 (SINGING) Fall-- fall-- 277 00:11:42,219 --> 00:11:43,147 fall-- 278 00:11:43,147 --> 00:11:44,601 (SPEAKING) --to really accentuate 279 00:11:44,601 --> 00:11:49,826 that feeling of falling, big harmonies, tenors. 280 00:11:49,826 --> 00:11:51,326 And then here comes the backgrounds. 281 00:11:51,326 --> 00:11:58,201 (SINGING) I keep on fallin' in and out-- out-- of love-- 282 00:11:58,201 --> 00:11:59,589 love-- with you. 283 00:11:59,589 --> 00:12:00,021 (SPEAKING) I'll never forget the day they sang this. 284 00:12:00,021 --> 00:12:01,756 (SPEAKING) I'll never forget the day they sang this. 285 00:12:01,756 --> 00:12:04,251 (SINGING) I never-- never-- loved someone-- loved-- 286 00:12:04,251 --> 00:12:05,907 the way that I-- 287 00:12:05,907 --> 00:12:06,621 I-- loving you. 288 00:12:06,621 --> 00:12:08,996 (SPEAKING) So you hear their tone is different from mine. 289 00:12:08,996 --> 00:12:13,861 (SINGING) I'm fallin' in and our of love-- --of love-- 290 00:12:13,861 --> 00:12:15,458 with you-- with you. 291 00:12:15,458 --> 00:12:18,727 I never-- no-- loved someone-- 292 00:12:18,727 --> 00:12:22,219 no, no-- the way that I loving you. 293 00:12:22,219 --> 00:12:23,011 (SPEAKING) Awesome. 294 00:12:23,011 --> 00:12:24,831 Thank you. 295 00:12:24,831 --> 00:12:27,561 So you hear the difference in the way 296 00:12:27,561 --> 00:12:29,001 that it grows and it started. 297 00:12:29,001 --> 00:12:30,021 Even on that second verse, it started pretty simple. 298 00:12:30,021 --> 00:12:32,821 Even on that second verse, it started pretty simple. 299 00:12:32,821 --> 00:12:38,511 There's pieces that come in, my voice answering in small ways, 300 00:12:38,511 --> 00:12:42,231 not overdone, little introductions of this big group 301 00:12:42,231 --> 00:12:45,521 that's coming on just the-- (SINGING) the way that I-- 302 00:12:45,521 --> 00:12:47,991 (SPEAKING) just on the I or just on the love, you know, 303 00:12:47,991 --> 00:12:52,511 just little introductions or ways to-- 304 00:12:52,511 --> 00:12:54,921 little premonitions of what's to follow. 305 00:12:54,921 --> 00:12:57,901 And then at the end, boom, they come in and they take over. 306 00:12:57,901 --> 00:12:59,601 So that's a little bit about what 307 00:12:59,601 --> 00:13:00,021 I was trying to explain with the way you can layer it, 308 00:13:00,021 --> 00:13:02,391 I was trying to explain with the way you can layer it, 309 00:13:02,391 --> 00:13:03,891 the way that you can play with it, 310 00:13:03,891 --> 00:13:06,411 different tones on top of each other, 311 00:13:06,411 --> 00:13:09,171 things that just give it personality and energy, 312 00:13:09,171 --> 00:13:12,141 and also the pieces vocally that actually 313 00:13:12,141 --> 00:13:13,731 accentuate what you're saying. 314 00:13:13,731 --> 00:13:17,661 So that falling-down feeling in the voice, you know, 315 00:13:17,661 --> 00:13:20,913 mimics the feeling that it's talking about. 316 00:13:20,913 --> 00:13:25,881 So that's a little "Fallin'" deep look. 1 00:00:00,521 --> 00:00:02,949 2 00:00:11,251 --> 00:00:16,350 There are days when I am very critical of myself, 3 00:00:16,350 --> 00:00:20,491 or when, I don't know, it's just like energetically things 4 00:00:20,491 --> 00:00:22,711 aren't exactly flowing. 5 00:00:22,711 --> 00:00:24,151 Or I've noticed that it's like-- 6 00:00:24,151 --> 00:00:26,641 I'm swimming upstream, or that it's really difficult 7 00:00:26,641 --> 00:00:27,751 to get the right tone. 8 00:00:27,751 --> 00:00:30,021 Or my voice is not feeling as good as I would like it to. 9 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:32,581 Or my voice is not feeling as good as I would like it to. 10 00:00:32,581 --> 00:00:35,301 And on those days, I really-- 11 00:00:35,301 --> 00:00:37,711 I really tried to pay attention to that. 12 00:00:37,711 --> 00:00:42,751 And I've learned how to just back off. 13 00:00:42,751 --> 00:00:46,181 I will say you know what? 14 00:00:46,181 --> 00:00:49,261 This is not the day to do this particular thing. 15 00:00:49,261 --> 00:00:50,498 Maybe I need to do-- 16 00:00:50,498 --> 00:00:52,081 you know, try to write something else. 17 00:00:52,081 --> 00:00:53,581 Because maybe I'm feeling something, 18 00:00:53,581 --> 00:00:57,191 or maybe I need to work on the music of it, or something. 19 00:00:57,191 --> 00:01:00,021 But I have also learned that there are days when 20 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:00,301 But I have also learned that there are days when 21 00:01:00,301 --> 00:01:02,962 it might just not be right. 22 00:01:02,962 --> 00:01:06,221 The magic is just not quite there. 23 00:01:06,221 --> 00:01:09,601 And it's OK to just kind of say I'm good today. 24 00:01:09,601 --> 00:01:10,861 Let me come back. 25 00:01:10,861 --> 00:01:15,031 My secret is that you always leave when it feels good. 26 00:01:15,031 --> 00:01:19,171 You stop before it starts to feel like it's not going that 27 00:01:19,171 --> 00:01:20,071 well, or whatever. 28 00:01:20,071 --> 00:01:23,551 Because that energy retains itself. 29 00:01:23,551 --> 00:01:26,581 And when I've gotten to a place where I've pushed myself 30 00:01:26,581 --> 00:01:28,861 too far, and then the energy starts to shift, 31 00:01:28,861 --> 00:01:30,021 when I come back to that song another time, 32 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:30,871 when I come back to that song another time, 33 00:01:30,871 --> 00:01:34,291 I have a feeling already in my DNA about it. 34 00:01:34,291 --> 00:01:38,491 And it can ruin that ability to be so free. 35 00:01:38,491 --> 00:01:44,181 So one thing I definitely think is imperative 36 00:01:44,181 --> 00:01:52,581 is I warm up very, very, much before I start to sing. 37 00:01:52,581 --> 00:01:54,661 And it really makes a difference. 38 00:01:54,661 --> 00:01:59,251 There's mostly scales, you know, and mostly different tones 39 00:01:59,251 --> 00:02:00,021 in your voice. 40 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:00,361 in your voice. 41 00:02:00,361 --> 00:02:03,531 A lot of things that kind of sound like birds. 42 00:02:03,531 --> 00:02:05,823 [WARM UP NOISES] 43 00:02:16,941 --> 00:02:17,791 It's pretty funny. 44 00:02:17,791 --> 00:02:20,591 And I'm in the car, or I'm in the house doing my warm up 45 00:02:20,591 --> 00:02:21,305 they're like ah! 46 00:02:23,971 --> 00:02:24,751 But so what? 47 00:02:24,751 --> 00:02:26,961 It's good for me. 48 00:02:26,961 --> 00:02:29,121 So it's a lot of different things like that, 49 00:02:29,121 --> 00:02:30,021 and just opening the palette, and the soft palate, 50 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:32,601 and just opening the palette, and the soft palate, 51 00:02:32,601 --> 00:02:35,841 and allowing it to you know, really just 52 00:02:35,841 --> 00:02:37,851 become warmer and warmer. 53 00:02:37,851 --> 00:02:39,516 And it really makes a difference. 54 00:02:39,516 --> 00:02:42,801 It makes a huge difference on the tone of my voice, 55 00:02:42,801 --> 00:02:45,771 on the control of my voice. 56 00:02:45,771 --> 00:02:48,561 Obviously, the protecting your voice, 57 00:02:48,561 --> 00:02:53,631 and allowing it to be safe. 58 00:02:53,631 --> 00:02:57,321 That's another really good trick and technique that 59 00:02:57,321 --> 00:02:58,681 is a little bit of a lost art. 60 00:02:58,681 --> 00:02:59,181 You know? 61 00:02:59,181 --> 00:03:00,021 Like really protecting, and growing, and strengthening 62 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:03,141 Like really protecting, and growing, and strengthening 63 00:03:03,141 --> 00:03:07,041 your voice is really important and powerful, so 64 00:03:07,041 --> 00:03:10,675 that it could last forever, and ever, and ever. 65 00:03:10,675 --> 00:03:13,477 66 00:03:16,291 --> 00:03:18,191 Another cool thing that we do a lot of 67 00:03:18,191 --> 00:03:21,611 is I usually use similar-- 68 00:03:21,611 --> 00:03:24,411 I use a similar group of microphones. 69 00:03:24,411 --> 00:03:28,601 Like an M16 is this one, an SM7 for a little more 70 00:03:28,601 --> 00:03:30,021 vintage sound. 71 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:30,381 vintage sound. 72 00:03:30,381 --> 00:03:33,251 I even use like a regular stage make, a 58, 73 00:03:33,251 --> 00:03:35,831 at times if we want to. 74 00:03:35,831 --> 00:03:37,271 And then there's other microphones 75 00:03:37,271 --> 00:03:39,231 that of course, we try out and use. 76 00:03:39,231 --> 00:03:41,501 But what I like about what we do, 77 00:03:41,501 --> 00:03:44,951 myself and my engineer, Anne, is we 78 00:03:44,951 --> 00:03:48,041 test out different compressors and check 79 00:03:48,041 --> 00:03:50,591 how does that mic fit with that compressor. 80 00:03:50,591 --> 00:03:55,041 And for that feeling of that song, which is really cool. 81 00:03:55,041 --> 00:03:57,671 So even exploring that, and experimenting 82 00:03:57,671 --> 00:04:00,021 with that, plug-ins or virtual compressors and things 83 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:02,801 with that, plug-ins or virtual compressors and things 84 00:04:02,801 --> 00:04:05,501 like that, and sonics and sounds, is really cool. 85 00:04:05,501 --> 00:04:08,911 Because you get a chance to see what would 86 00:04:08,911 --> 00:04:10,121 different things sound like? 87 00:04:10,121 --> 00:04:13,001 And experimenting, and exploring, 88 00:04:13,001 --> 00:04:14,751 and how it fits the song. 89 00:04:14,751 --> 00:04:17,350 So I love that, and that makes a big difference 90 00:04:17,350 --> 00:04:19,721 to what you end up hearing, and the vibe 91 00:04:19,721 --> 00:04:21,161 that it creates and captures. 92 00:04:21,161 --> 00:04:23,556 93 00:04:27,871 --> 00:04:30,021 This is one of my favorite, favorite 94 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:30,151 This is one of my favorite, favorite 95 00:04:30,151 --> 00:04:32,441 not only just songs of all time. 96 00:04:32,441 --> 00:04:38,041 And that I've ever written, but just the vocal arrangements 97 00:04:38,041 --> 00:04:41,521 on this song are so good. 98 00:04:41,521 --> 00:04:46,351 Because they're subtle, but they're very, very present. 99 00:04:46,351 --> 00:04:48,871 And if you actually had a chance to listen 100 00:04:48,871 --> 00:04:51,121 to the a capella, which I'll play for you a little bit 101 00:04:51,121 --> 00:04:54,991 later, you'll see that from the top of the song, 102 00:04:54,991 --> 00:04:59,321 from the very beginning of the song, I have like three-- 103 00:04:59,321 --> 00:05:00,021 three different harmonies going on right at the top. 104 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:01,916 three different harmonies going on right at the top. 105 00:05:01,916 --> 00:05:03,041 (SINGING) I just want you-- 106 00:05:03,041 --> 00:05:03,581 Boom. 107 00:05:03,581 --> 00:05:04,931 In. 108 00:05:04,931 --> 00:05:09,481 But they're so hidden, and part of the feeling 109 00:05:09,481 --> 00:05:12,641 and the emotion, that you don't even know they're there. 110 00:05:12,641 --> 00:05:14,461 But they're there the entire time, 111 00:05:14,461 --> 00:05:16,981 and it's these beautiful clusters 112 00:05:16,981 --> 00:05:21,971 of harmonies that are following me throughout the whole song. 113 00:05:21,971 --> 00:05:24,991 And then there's these very specific parts where 114 00:05:24,991 --> 00:05:27,901 I've just had one harmony note. 115 00:05:27,901 --> 00:05:30,021 And I almost treated it almost like robotic. 116 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:31,021 And I almost treated it almost like robotic. 117 00:05:31,021 --> 00:05:32,911 I remember when I was singing it, 118 00:05:32,911 --> 00:05:35,851 I wanted it to sound almost like a robot. 119 00:05:35,851 --> 00:05:39,271 (SINGING) Everything going to be all right. 120 00:05:39,271 --> 00:05:42,061 Everything going to be all right. 121 00:05:42,061 --> 00:05:45,481 And I wanted it to just be kind of like the way 122 00:05:45,481 --> 00:05:48,661 that it sounded, juxtaposed with the emotion of that 123 00:05:48,661 --> 00:05:50,941 vocal sounded like it was going to break. 124 00:05:50,941 --> 00:05:53,521 There's something about like the robotic 125 00:05:53,521 --> 00:05:57,781 with the emotion that really cut through in a cool way. 126 00:05:57,781 --> 00:06:00,021 So I love those parts in this song. 127 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:01,231 So I love those parts in this song. 128 00:06:01,231 --> 00:06:04,931 And as it keeps growing, like at the beginning, 129 00:06:04,931 --> 00:06:07,781 you'll see that there's this cluster of harmonies, 130 00:06:07,781 --> 00:06:11,101 and then on the second verse comes back again, right away 131 00:06:11,101 --> 00:06:12,281 that cluster. 132 00:06:12,281 --> 00:06:15,421 And by the time the B section comes-- 133 00:06:15,421 --> 00:06:17,491 (SINGING) You and me together. 134 00:06:17,491 --> 00:06:20,491 --the cluster starts to slight movements, 135 00:06:20,491 --> 00:06:23,301 where like that third note will maybe move up, 136 00:06:23,301 --> 00:06:25,801 major, come back down minor. 137 00:06:25,801 --> 00:06:30,021 It's like these tiny little crosses and things 138 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:30,121 It's like these tiny little crosses and things 139 00:06:30,121 --> 00:06:33,001 that are happening underneath that whole thing 140 00:06:33,001 --> 00:06:36,571 that you don't even know, but you feel. 141 00:06:36,571 --> 00:06:38,521 So when it starts to lift in those ways 142 00:06:38,521 --> 00:06:41,441 that you'd feel it growing, part of it 143 00:06:41,441 --> 00:06:44,461 is not only the music, not only the vocal, the lead, 144 00:06:44,461 --> 00:06:47,761 but it's like these backgrounds kind of pushing it. 145 00:06:47,761 --> 00:06:49,531 As if I was playing chords. 146 00:06:49,531 --> 00:06:51,121 As if I was playing a Rhodes, or I 147 00:06:51,121 --> 00:06:54,301 was playing a pad, or something that kind of was 148 00:06:54,301 --> 00:06:58,381 underneath the song, my voice became that pad, became that-- 149 00:06:58,381 --> 00:07:00,021 became that-- you know, that tension. 150 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:00,451 became that-- you know, that tension. 151 00:07:00,451 --> 00:07:02,551 And that push, and it's my favorite. 152 00:07:02,551 --> 00:07:07,771 Because I remember that the experience of just expressing 153 00:07:07,771 --> 00:07:10,741 the backgrounds in this song was almost just 154 00:07:10,741 --> 00:07:14,611 as exhilarating as that main lead, 155 00:07:14,611 --> 00:07:17,111 and singing that strong, chorus and everything. 156 00:07:17,111 --> 00:07:20,941 So this song is all my voice, all of this stacks, 157 00:07:20,941 --> 00:07:25,081 and all of the pieces fit together are my voice only. 158 00:07:25,081 --> 00:07:26,881 So this-- it just felt right. 159 00:07:26,881 --> 00:07:28,561 But that's also why I started to change 160 00:07:28,561 --> 00:07:30,021 the tone of even my voice. 161 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:30,491 the tone of even my voice. 162 00:07:30,491 --> 00:07:32,821 So when I talk about that robotic sound, 163 00:07:32,821 --> 00:07:35,341 it gave it like a slightly different tone 164 00:07:35,341 --> 00:07:36,481 than my normal one. 165 00:07:36,481 --> 00:07:38,371 And so it could cut through in a way that 166 00:07:38,371 --> 00:07:40,121 felt a little bit different. 167 00:07:40,121 --> 00:07:44,401 And then I love how most of the song is very almost repetitive, 168 00:07:44,401 --> 00:07:47,881 the chord progression is quite repetitive. 169 00:07:47,881 --> 00:07:51,271 And then at the bridge, it totally 170 00:07:51,271 --> 00:07:53,821 flips, which you know is what kind of makes 171 00:07:53,821 --> 00:07:55,891 it breathe, and makes us switch. 172 00:07:55,891 --> 00:07:58,653 So if the main chords are that. 173 00:07:58,653 --> 00:08:00,021 174 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:00,601 175 00:08:00,601 --> 00:08:02,641 Let me go down here. 176 00:08:02,641 --> 00:08:05,066 177 00:08:08,461 --> 00:08:10,201 That's the main chords. 178 00:08:10,201 --> 00:08:14,471 And then-- and then the bridge just completely shifts from it. 179 00:08:14,471 --> 00:08:16,651 And I think that gave it a beautiful break, 180 00:08:16,651 --> 00:08:18,911 like a space where it could grow, and just 181 00:08:18,911 --> 00:08:20,161 change into a different thing. 182 00:08:20,161 --> 00:08:23,191 And then come back to that favorite progression. 183 00:08:23,191 --> 00:08:27,721 And then of course, the all time favorite, 184 00:08:27,721 --> 00:08:30,021 favorite, favorite, vocal of this song 185 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:30,061 favorite, favorite, vocal of this song 186 00:08:30,061 --> 00:08:32,671 is the end, where everybody is chanting. 187 00:08:32,671 --> 00:08:35,251 (SINGING) Oh, oh, oh. 188 00:08:35,251 --> 00:08:38,310 And you can just kind of like go all in, 189 00:08:38,310 --> 00:08:41,551 and just sing it, and feel like you remembered 190 00:08:41,551 --> 00:08:43,531 that everything's going to be all right 191 00:08:43,531 --> 00:08:46,261 is my favorite, favorite vocal. 192 00:08:46,261 --> 00:08:49,591 And Crucial, my partner who also produced this song with me, 193 00:08:49,591 --> 00:08:53,001 and wrote it with me as well, he did. 194 00:08:53,001 --> 00:08:54,751 (SINGING) Oh, oh, oh. 195 00:08:54,751 --> 00:08:57,631 And that ended up being like a huge part of the song. 196 00:08:57,631 --> 00:09:00,021 We were just in here having a great time, 197 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:00,271 We were just in here having a great time, 198 00:09:00,271 --> 00:09:01,351 and got to that part. 199 00:09:01,351 --> 00:09:03,584 And he was doing that naturally. 200 00:09:03,584 --> 00:09:05,251 And I was like, you got to come do that. 201 00:09:05,251 --> 00:09:06,611 And it was in there. 202 00:09:06,611 --> 00:09:10,021 So even in there, when you hear that energy, 203 00:09:10,021 --> 00:09:11,891 it feels like a celebration. 204 00:09:11,891 --> 00:09:14,161 It feels like something that you can just 205 00:09:14,161 --> 00:09:16,271 lean into, and let go with. 206 00:09:16,271 --> 00:09:18,331 So I think that's why that's definitely 207 00:09:18,331 --> 00:09:19,653 a favorite part of the song. 208 00:09:19,653 --> 00:09:20,611 And even in the middle. 209 00:09:20,611 --> 00:09:23,351 (SINGING) You, you. 210 00:09:23,351 --> 00:09:24,971 And that keeps coming around. 211 00:09:24,971 --> 00:09:29,521 (SINGING) Getting away what I feel for you. 212 00:09:29,521 --> 00:09:30,021 That-- that's another thing that just keeps-- 213 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:33,151 That-- that's another thing that just keeps-- 214 00:09:33,151 --> 00:09:34,501 keeps, it keeps coming back. 215 00:09:34,501 --> 00:09:36,131 So you want to sing again. 216 00:09:36,131 --> 00:09:41,701 The oh expression of oh just works. 217 00:09:41,701 --> 00:09:43,351 I don't exactly know why. 218 00:09:43,351 --> 00:09:45,601 There has to be some scientific explanation. 219 00:09:45,601 --> 00:09:51,301 I truly believe if some scientists broke down 220 00:09:51,301 --> 00:09:56,731 something about us, we would discover that these ohs just 221 00:09:56,731 --> 00:10:00,021 have a, you know, sound is such a powerful current. 222 00:10:00,021 --> 00:10:01,471 have a, you know, sound is such a powerful current. 223 00:10:01,471 --> 00:10:04,821 And it really does affect your emotions. 224 00:10:04,821 --> 00:10:06,871 And it's incredible. 225 00:10:06,871 --> 00:10:12,219 But there's something about that way, it's not-- 226 00:10:12,219 --> 00:10:13,011 because if I went-- 227 00:10:13,011 --> 00:10:14,006 (SINGING) Oh, oh. 228 00:10:14,006 --> 00:10:15,381 --it wouldn't have felt the same. 229 00:10:15,381 --> 00:10:16,191 If I went-- 230 00:10:16,191 --> 00:10:17,031 (SINGING) Ah, ah. 231 00:10:17,031 --> 00:10:19,141 --it wouldn't feel the same, either. 232 00:10:19,141 --> 00:10:19,641 It's-- 233 00:10:19,641 --> 00:10:21,641 (SINGING) Oh, oh, oh. 234 00:10:21,641 --> 00:10:29,891 Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. 235 00:10:29,891 --> 00:10:30,021 It's just like damn. 236 00:10:30,021 --> 00:10:32,121 It's just like damn. 237 00:10:32,121 --> 00:10:35,331 That-- isn't that so crazy? 238 00:10:35,331 --> 00:10:38,961 Like literally any other vowel would just not have worked. 239 00:10:38,961 --> 00:10:41,121 So let's bring the scientists in. 240 00:10:41,121 --> 00:10:42,471 Come on, scientists. 241 00:10:42,471 --> 00:10:43,634 Talk to me. 242 00:10:43,634 --> 00:10:44,580 [LAUGHTER] 243 00:10:44,580 --> 00:10:45,955 WOMAN: Oh, give me a little song. 244 00:10:45,955 --> 00:10:48,991 (SINGING) Oh, oh, oh. 245 00:10:48,991 --> 00:10:51,811 (SINGING) Oh, oh. 246 00:10:51,811 --> 00:10:53,421 Oh, oh. 247 00:10:53,421 --> 00:10:54,251 No, bro. 248 00:10:54,251 --> 00:10:55,723 That's not it. 249 00:10:55,723 --> 00:10:58,871 (SINGING) When the rain is pouring down. 250 00:11:02,761 --> 00:11:09,131 And my heart is hurting, you will always be all around. 251 00:11:12,071 --> 00:11:16,991 Yes I know for certain. 252 00:11:16,991 --> 00:11:22,451 You and me together, through the days and nights. 253 00:11:22,451 --> 00:11:24,387 I don't worry because everything's 254 00:11:24,387 --> 00:11:27,561 going to be all right. 255 00:11:27,561 --> 00:11:30,021 People keep talking, they can say what they like. 256 00:11:30,021 --> 00:11:33,371 People keep talking, they can say what they like. 257 00:11:33,371 --> 00:11:38,661 But all I know is everything's going to be all right. 258 00:11:38,661 --> 00:11:49,031 No one, no one, no one can get in the way of what I'm feeling. 259 00:11:49,031 --> 00:11:51,481 No one, no one, no one. 260 00:11:54,073 --> 00:11:56,281 --just one single voice, that harmony. 261 00:11:56,281 --> 00:12:00,021 (SINGING) Can get in the way of what I feel for you. 262 00:12:00,021 --> 00:12:01,261 (SINGING) Can get in the way of what I feel for you. 263 00:12:01,261 --> 00:12:11,001 You, you, can get in the way of what I feel. 264 00:12:11,001 --> 00:12:12,641 Can you go to the last chorus? 265 00:12:12,641 --> 00:12:14,633 (SINGING) Some people search the world. 266 00:12:14,633 --> 00:12:24,151 No one, no one can get in the way of what I'm feeling. 267 00:12:24,151 --> 00:12:30,021 No one, no one, no one can get in the way 268 00:12:30,021 --> 00:12:32,251 No one, no one, no one can get in the way 269 00:12:32,251 --> 00:12:34,855 of what I feel for you. 270 00:12:34,855 --> 00:12:37,290 Oh, oh, oh. 271 00:12:40,699 --> 00:12:45,082 Oh, oh, oh. 272 00:12:45,082 --> 00:12:48,491 Oh, oh, oh. 273 00:12:48,491 --> 00:12:51,911 Oh, oh, oh. 274 00:12:51,911 --> 00:12:54,033 Oh, oh, oh. 275 00:12:56,761 --> 00:13:00,021 There you go, the eh, eh, ehs. 276 00:13:00,021 --> 00:13:00,381 There you go, the eh, eh, ehs. 277 00:13:00,381 --> 00:13:03,241 Yes, so what we were actually-- with that actually reminded me 278 00:13:03,241 --> 00:13:09,231 of, too, is that I did use a Vocoder synth to sing 279 00:13:09,231 --> 00:13:12,351 through the vocals at the end. 280 00:13:12,351 --> 00:13:15,179 So that also contributed to that robotic-ish sound 281 00:13:15,179 --> 00:13:16,221 that I was talking about. 282 00:13:16,221 --> 00:13:17,541 (SINGING) No one. 283 00:13:17,541 --> 00:13:23,451 And it just created another tone in those backgrounds, 284 00:13:23,451 --> 00:13:27,531 and in that painting of the arranging and the vocals, 285 00:13:27,531 --> 00:13:29,921 that just was a totally different sound. 286 00:13:29,921 --> 00:13:30,021 And I love that. 287 00:13:30,021 --> 00:13:30,711 And I love that. 288 00:13:30,711 --> 00:13:35,811 I love using the Vocoder for that kind of magic, 289 00:13:35,811 --> 00:13:38,061 which in a lot of ways is-- 290 00:13:38,061 --> 00:13:41,601 a lot of times what autotune is actually replicating 291 00:13:41,601 --> 00:13:44,931 is this Vocoder sound. 292 00:13:44,931 --> 00:13:47,061 Which is really a cool cool, thing. 293 00:13:47,061 --> 00:13:50,531 And the actual way, I use a microphone 294 00:13:50,531 --> 00:13:56,086 and play the piano to make the chords from it 295 00:13:56,086 --> 00:13:56,961 while I'm playing it. 296 00:13:56,961 --> 00:13:58,461 So it's a really sick instrument, 297 00:13:58,461 --> 00:14:00,021 and I'll actually show you that a little bit more 298 00:14:00,021 --> 00:14:00,671 and I'll actually show you that a little bit more 299 00:14:00,671 --> 00:14:02,721 when we get into the production side. 300 00:14:02,721 --> 00:14:05,971 It just creates a whole world. 301 00:14:05,971 --> 00:14:08,241 So I think that's-- 302 00:14:08,241 --> 00:14:10,871 that's the secrets to "No One." 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,941 2 00:00:11,791 --> 00:00:18,331 I don't know if I 100% can tell you 3 00:00:18,331 --> 00:00:26,171 what makes a good anthem or how to make an anthem. 4 00:00:26,171 --> 00:00:30,021 You don't know a song is an anthem. 5 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:30,291 You don't know a song is an anthem. 6 00:00:30,291 --> 00:00:33,771 You know that it feels great. 7 00:00:33,771 --> 00:00:35,034 You know that you love it. 8 00:00:35,034 --> 00:00:37,201 You know that there's something so special about it. 9 00:00:37,201 --> 00:00:38,451 This I know. 10 00:00:38,451 --> 00:00:43,401 With all the songs that I think of, even like a "Girl On Fire" 11 00:00:43,401 --> 00:00:49,081 or "No One," "Empire," you-- 12 00:00:49,081 --> 00:00:52,081 each time, I knew there was something magic. 13 00:00:52,081 --> 00:00:55,561 Like, I knew it, and I knew it while it was being created. 14 00:00:55,561 --> 00:00:57,921 And I felt this energy that I was, 15 00:00:57,921 --> 00:00:59,701 like, something's happening. 16 00:00:59,701 --> 00:01:00,021 Like, I literally felt like something's happening, like, 17 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:04,141 Like, I literally felt like something's happening, like, 18 00:01:04,141 --> 00:01:06,331 as if I was in a laboratory and something 19 00:01:06,331 --> 00:01:10,336 was just about to explode from the mixing of all the things. 20 00:01:13,341 --> 00:01:15,801 But I'm not sure that I could say 21 00:01:15,801 --> 00:01:17,451 during the creation of these songs 22 00:01:17,451 --> 00:01:23,181 that I knew exactly what it was that would make it an anthem. 23 00:01:23,181 --> 00:01:26,751 And I actually-- personally, my people are different. 24 00:01:26,751 --> 00:01:28,341 You be you. 25 00:01:28,341 --> 00:01:30,021 But I personally feel that there is something almost not 26 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:36,691 But I personally feel that there is something almost not 27 00:01:36,691 --> 00:01:42,421 quite right with me claiming that this song is an anthem. 28 00:01:42,421 --> 00:01:44,641 Let me rephrase that because I'm very, very big 29 00:01:44,641 --> 00:01:46,171 on the power of words. 30 00:01:46,171 --> 00:01:47,701 I think you should claim everything. 31 00:01:47,701 --> 00:01:49,201 You want to make an anthem, you say, 32 00:01:49,201 --> 00:01:51,181 "Today I am going to make an anthem. 33 00:01:51,181 --> 00:01:54,991 I am going to create a powerful song that the entire world can 34 00:01:54,991 --> 00:01:56,338 sing at the top of their lungs. 35 00:01:56,338 --> 00:01:58,421 It's going to have all the parts I needed to have, 36 00:01:58,421 --> 00:02:00,021 and it's going to say exactly what I need it to say." 37 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:00,629 and it's going to say exactly what I need it to say." 38 00:02:00,629 --> 00:02:03,991 You should claim what you want. 39 00:02:03,991 --> 00:02:08,310 What I mean, though, is, I find that there's a humility, like, 40 00:02:08,310 --> 00:02:13,121 a respect, a deep respect that I have for the music, 41 00:02:13,121 --> 00:02:17,161 for the alchemy, for the creative process. 42 00:02:17,161 --> 00:02:21,841 And I almost feel like it stunts what 43 00:02:21,841 --> 00:02:26,101 it can become if I'm already telling it what to be. 44 00:02:26,101 --> 00:02:30,021 And so I feel very particular about claiming certain things 45 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:32,151 And so I feel very particular about claiming certain things 46 00:02:32,151 --> 00:02:35,061 about the music, as opposed to just allowing 47 00:02:35,061 --> 00:02:38,691 it to develop and be and become and find it and feel 48 00:02:38,691 --> 00:02:40,671 it and feel amazing about it. 49 00:02:40,671 --> 00:02:44,331 So I think that that's what I meant by that. 50 00:02:44,331 --> 00:02:49,581 Now, looking from hindsight, I could tell you 51 00:02:49,581 --> 00:02:53,181 what makes that song an anthem. 52 00:02:53,181 --> 00:02:55,431 Because now it's an anthem, and I know it's an anthem, 53 00:02:55,431 --> 00:02:57,021 so I can talk about it like that. 54 00:02:57,021 --> 00:03:00,021 But in the moment that I wrote it, if you asked me, 55 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:00,201 But in the moment that I wrote it, if you asked me, 56 00:03:00,201 --> 00:03:01,161 "Is this an anthem?" 57 00:03:01,161 --> 00:03:04,761 I would say, "I am not here to decide that." 58 00:03:04,761 --> 00:03:07,041 Like, I love this. 59 00:03:07,041 --> 00:03:08,421 And that's what matters the most. 60 00:03:08,421 --> 00:03:10,561 I have put everything into it. 61 00:03:10,561 --> 00:03:19,061 So now, looking back, I think that what makes it anthemic 62 00:03:19,061 --> 00:03:23,051 and what I recognize is, a lot of pieces of a lot of my songs 63 00:03:23,051 --> 00:03:27,521 that I didn't know I was doing intentionally, 64 00:03:27,521 --> 00:03:30,021 but now that I can look back at a lot of them, there is a-- 65 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:32,141 but now that I can look back at a lot of them, there is a-- 66 00:03:32,141 --> 00:03:34,031 for this particular song, there's 67 00:03:34,031 --> 00:03:36,311 something that I like to call-- 68 00:03:36,311 --> 00:03:40,121 it's like a sad triumph. 69 00:03:40,121 --> 00:03:42,551 And there's something about the songs that 70 00:03:42,551 --> 00:03:50,691 have this hopeful feeling, but they want to make you cry. 71 00:03:50,691 --> 00:03:53,631 And to me, that's what "No One" does for me. 72 00:03:53,631 --> 00:03:56,151 It's talking about how we're going to make it, 73 00:03:56,151 --> 00:03:58,741 and we're not going to listen to anybody else. 74 00:03:58,741 --> 00:04:00,021 It's going to be all right. 75 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:00,156 It's going to be all right. 76 00:04:00,156 --> 00:04:04,251 But part of it feels sad while it feels hopeful. 77 00:04:04,251 --> 00:04:10,191 And I think there's something about that rub that really 78 00:04:10,191 --> 00:04:13,971 works in the human psyche. 79 00:04:13,971 --> 00:04:18,050 I also think the piano is really recognizable. 80 00:04:18,050 --> 00:04:19,761 You could play it on guitar. 81 00:04:19,761 --> 00:04:21,441 You could play it on piano, or you 82 00:04:21,441 --> 00:04:23,331 could play it on a keyboard. 83 00:04:23,331 --> 00:04:25,401 You could play it on a little dinky, whatever. 84 00:04:25,401 --> 00:04:28,671 And you're going to know a million percent that that's 85 00:04:28,671 --> 00:04:30,021 the "No One" piano line. 86 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:30,741 the "No One" piano line. 87 00:04:30,741 --> 00:04:34,081 I think that is a big deal. 88 00:04:34,081 --> 00:04:39,021 Also that accentuation of the base, which is a Jupyter. 89 00:04:39,021 --> 00:04:40,504 It's a particular kind of keyboard. 90 00:04:40,504 --> 00:04:41,921 It's a vintage keyboard, and we're 91 00:04:41,921 --> 00:04:44,481 going to talk about that later in the production 92 00:04:44,481 --> 00:04:45,561 side of everything. 93 00:04:45,561 --> 00:04:48,501 But it created such a unique sonic (SINGING) wank, wank, 94 00:04:48,501 --> 00:04:51,771 wank, wink, wink, that it automatically, you would-- 95 00:04:51,771 --> 00:04:53,581 it was an unforgettable part. 96 00:04:53,581 --> 00:04:55,371 And so it was another hook. 97 00:04:55,371 --> 00:04:58,221 So I think I've discovered that part of what 98 00:04:58,221 --> 00:05:00,021 makes these songs feel anthemic or songs that you 99 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:02,661 makes these songs feel anthemic or songs that you 100 00:05:02,661 --> 00:05:06,321 know that you'll know forever, they have these hooks. 101 00:05:06,321 --> 00:05:08,451 And they have multiple hooks. 102 00:05:08,451 --> 00:05:11,001 So not only is it the chorus that's able to say, (SINGING) 103 00:05:11,001 --> 00:05:16,581 "No one, no one, no one," that's easy to remember, 104 00:05:16,581 --> 00:05:19,311 great hook, but there's all these pieces 105 00:05:19,311 --> 00:05:23,181 that also are the hook that create 106 00:05:23,181 --> 00:05:26,586 this memorable experience. 107 00:05:26,586 --> 00:05:29,841 108 00:05:31,711 --> 00:05:40,841 So "No One" is about no one stopping this unbreakable bond, 109 00:05:40,841 --> 00:05:45,071 this unbreakable love, this powerful connection. 110 00:05:45,071 --> 00:05:50,911 And that even though times get tricky or hard 111 00:05:50,911 --> 00:05:52,771 or even when people have something to say 112 00:05:52,771 --> 00:05:55,681 or negative energy is trying to enter 113 00:05:55,681 --> 00:05:58,741 the space of this beautiful connection, 114 00:05:58,741 --> 00:06:00,021 that they can see what they like, 115 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:01,261 that they can see what they like, 116 00:06:01,261 --> 00:06:05,341 but everything's going to be all right, you know? 117 00:06:05,341 --> 00:06:07,861 All I know is everything's going to be all right 118 00:06:07,861 --> 00:06:12,241 because no one can get in the way of what I'm feeling 119 00:06:12,241 --> 00:06:14,641 and get in the way of how I feel for you. 120 00:06:14,641 --> 00:06:16,591 So it's definitely-- 121 00:06:16,591 --> 00:06:18,466 I think it's really talking about, 122 00:06:18,466 --> 00:06:23,851 you know, that unbreakable bond, that very powerful 123 00:06:23,851 --> 00:06:29,971 love that is indestructible, that, really, nothing 124 00:06:29,971 --> 00:06:30,021 can penetrate, and that even when 125 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:33,031 can penetrate, and that even when 126 00:06:33,031 --> 00:06:37,471 times feel challenging or difficult or hard, 127 00:06:37,471 --> 00:06:42,211 you know without a doubt that it's all going to work out. 128 00:06:42,211 --> 00:06:48,513 So, again, I think that's another part about the-- 129 00:06:48,513 --> 00:06:53,291 that sad triumph that I kind of talked about. 130 00:06:53,291 --> 00:06:54,791 It's, like, all in there. 131 00:06:54,791 --> 00:06:57,521 The complexities are what make it, you know, 132 00:06:57,521 --> 00:07:00,021 have that feeling. 133 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:00,891 have that feeling. 134 00:07:00,891 --> 00:07:04,341 But it's also what makes it so relatable because who 135 00:07:04,341 --> 00:07:06,154 doesn't want to feel like everything's 136 00:07:06,154 --> 00:07:07,071 going to be all right? 137 00:07:07,071 --> 00:07:10,131 Who doesn't need to feel that no matter 138 00:07:10,131 --> 00:07:14,061 what, it's going to work out, that it's going to figure it 139 00:07:14,061 --> 00:07:17,661 out and find its way through, and that there is a love that 140 00:07:17,661 --> 00:07:21,201 exists that is more powerful than anything that 141 00:07:21,201 --> 00:07:23,391 tries to destroy it, you know? 142 00:07:23,391 --> 00:07:27,331 So I love that song so much. 143 00:07:27,331 --> 00:07:30,021 And no matter how many times I sing it or hear it or anything, 144 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:32,761 And no matter how many times I sing it or hear it or anything, 145 00:07:32,761 --> 00:07:38,941 it never loses its magic ever for me 146 00:07:38,941 --> 00:07:41,491 because I always need those words. 147 00:07:41,491 --> 00:07:44,281 I always need to remember that everything's 148 00:07:44,281 --> 00:07:45,981 going to be all right. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,877 2 00:00:07,261 --> 00:00:12,691 Retro-futuristic is the way that I describe my music, 3 00:00:12,691 --> 00:00:15,901 the way that I describe the style of music that I'm really 4 00:00:15,901 --> 00:00:16,721 attracted to. 5 00:00:16,721 --> 00:00:24,061 It's this ability-- you know, have a healthy, heaping amount 6 00:00:24,061 --> 00:00:28,771 of this classic sound, this classic style of writing, 7 00:00:28,771 --> 00:00:30,021 this classic, sonic-- a timelessness 8 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:32,101 this classic, sonic-- a timelessness 9 00:00:32,101 --> 00:00:36,211 that I feel comes with some of the greatest errors of music, 10 00:00:36,211 --> 00:00:41,581 which, to me, is the '70s and also the '90s. 11 00:00:41,581 --> 00:00:44,191 And there's obviously many great eras of music, 12 00:00:44,191 --> 00:00:48,131 and everyone has their own opinion about what that is. 13 00:00:48,131 --> 00:00:51,121 But for me, the '70s is a really powerful era for music. 14 00:00:51,121 --> 00:00:54,301 It was very, very progressive and really beautiful, 15 00:00:54,301 --> 00:00:56,491 really musical. 16 00:00:56,491 --> 00:00:59,551 You know, the amount of instruments that were in songs 17 00:00:59,551 --> 00:01:00,021 were just impressive, incredible-- horn sections 18 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:03,061 were just impressive, incredible-- horn sections 19 00:01:03,061 --> 00:01:05,400 and string sections and all kinds 20 00:01:05,400 --> 00:01:08,911 of different types of bass guitars and pianos 21 00:01:08,911 --> 00:01:13,721 and Wurlitzers and keyboards and experimental experiences 22 00:01:13,721 --> 00:01:15,601 and effects and styles. 23 00:01:15,601 --> 00:01:18,661 And it was just very, very rich to me. 24 00:01:18,661 --> 00:01:22,881 And so, a piece of that richness and bravery 25 00:01:22,881 --> 00:01:27,451 and boldness of the musicianship and the instrumentation 26 00:01:27,451 --> 00:01:29,461 of music and also the songwriting that 27 00:01:29,461 --> 00:01:30,021 was very catchy, very, very emotional, very powerful, mixed 28 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:35,671 was very catchy, very, very emotional, very powerful, mixed 29 00:01:35,671 --> 00:01:39,511 with the future, which is, like, all the plug-ins, 30 00:01:39,511 --> 00:01:43,201 all the virtual sense, all the new drum programs, 31 00:01:43,201 --> 00:01:46,381 all the drums sonics that have a certain heaviness, that 32 00:01:46,381 --> 00:01:49,981 have a meat to them that you just won't be able to get out 33 00:01:49,981 --> 00:01:53,701 of a live kit, you know, sounds that you can create yourself 34 00:01:53,701 --> 00:01:57,781 with your own fingers and hands that you can, you know, 35 00:01:57,781 --> 00:02:00,021 make almost sound like it's coming from another galaxy. 36 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:00,661 make almost sound like it's coming from another galaxy. 37 00:02:00,661 --> 00:02:05,551 It's all of these, like, new things that you create 38 00:02:05,551 --> 00:02:08,341 and a heaviness and a thickness and a strength that 39 00:02:08,341 --> 00:02:10,771 comes with where we are currently 40 00:02:10,771 --> 00:02:13,501 in a more modern musical landscape 41 00:02:13,501 --> 00:02:19,561 mixed with this retro timeless classics style 42 00:02:19,561 --> 00:02:21,161 and put them together. 43 00:02:21,161 --> 00:02:23,651 And I think you just get the best of both worlds. 44 00:02:23,651 --> 00:02:27,571 45 00:02:29,541 --> 00:02:30,021 I was introduced to soul music just because it's always 46 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:32,871 I was introduced to soul music just because it's always 47 00:02:32,871 --> 00:02:37,561 been such a fabric in our home. 48 00:02:37,561 --> 00:02:41,921 My mother's always played so much music. 49 00:02:41,921 --> 00:02:43,791 It's just, like, a fabric of everything. 50 00:02:43,791 --> 00:02:45,931 You can't even escape it. 51 00:02:45,931 --> 00:02:50,151 I remember being introduced to Nina Simone. 52 00:02:50,151 --> 00:02:51,831 That was, like, a big, big deal for me 53 00:02:51,831 --> 00:02:55,041 to see a Black woman playing classical piano when you just 54 00:02:55,041 --> 00:02:58,971 don't really see many Black women playing classical piano. 55 00:02:58,971 --> 00:03:00,021 So for me, as a young Black woman playing classical piano, 56 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:02,241 So for me, as a young Black woman playing classical piano, 57 00:03:02,241 --> 00:03:04,761 I was like, [GASPS] who is she? 58 00:03:04,761 --> 00:03:06,381 What is she-- what is she? 59 00:03:06,381 --> 00:03:09,621 And not only was she playing, she was destroying. 60 00:03:09,621 --> 00:03:13,101 Like, there's a difference between playing 61 00:03:13,101 --> 00:03:14,311 and Nina Simone. 62 00:03:14,311 --> 00:03:16,671 Nina Simone destroys the piano. 63 00:03:16,671 --> 00:03:20,351 It's, like, you can't even believe it, you know? 64 00:03:20,351 --> 00:03:24,281 And I was so taken by that, and then also her strength 65 00:03:24,281 --> 00:03:28,101 and her almost-- 66 00:03:28,101 --> 00:03:30,021 she almost had, like, an aloofness about her 67 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:30,671 she almost had, like, an aloofness about her 68 00:03:30,671 --> 00:03:33,131 that was very intriguing. 69 00:03:33,131 --> 00:03:36,731 You know, discovering her, I think I just-- 70 00:03:36,731 --> 00:03:39,921 I don't even remember how. 71 00:03:39,921 --> 00:03:41,321 But I do remember it was a video. 72 00:03:41,321 --> 00:03:43,677 It was definitely a video because I was in awe. 73 00:03:43,677 --> 00:03:44,501 I was shocked. 74 00:03:44,501 --> 00:03:47,771 I was like, just watching her and stunned. 75 00:03:47,771 --> 00:03:51,431 And then, Marvin Gaye I remember being introduced 76 00:03:51,431 --> 00:03:55,211 to definitely through my parents and my friends' parents 77 00:03:55,211 --> 00:03:56,931 and stuff like that. 78 00:03:56,931 --> 00:04:00,021 But, again, just specifically the "What's Going On" album, 79 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:00,641 But, again, just specifically the "What's Going On" album, 80 00:04:00,641 --> 00:04:07,161 I was so shocked and taken by the way 81 00:04:07,161 --> 00:04:10,221 that every song connected to the next song. 82 00:04:10,221 --> 00:04:16,281 I mean, talk about classic and classical and themes and sweets 83 00:04:16,281 --> 00:04:19,401 and, you know, all of these ideas 84 00:04:19,401 --> 00:04:22,311 that you might see in classical music. 85 00:04:22,311 --> 00:04:25,761 Man, the way that he took that on and then created it 86 00:04:25,761 --> 00:04:30,021 in such a soulful, heart-stirring way with topics 87 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:30,261 in such a soulful, heart-stirring way with topics 88 00:04:30,261 --> 00:04:32,691 that were really timely and still 89 00:04:32,691 --> 00:04:39,431 remain so relevant and just so blatantly honest. 90 00:04:39,431 --> 00:04:43,371 He was just literally so honest about himself. 91 00:04:43,371 --> 00:04:46,041 And even the parts that one would think you 92 00:04:46,041 --> 00:04:49,651 would want to hide from the world, he was just so-- 93 00:04:49,651 --> 00:04:50,731 shared it. 94 00:04:50,731 --> 00:04:54,151 So, him-- there's just no other. 95 00:04:54,151 --> 00:04:57,511 And then other artists like Patrice Rushen, 96 00:04:57,511 --> 00:05:00,021 another amazing piano player. 97 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:00,121 another amazing piano player. 98 00:05:00,121 --> 00:05:04,861 Or Etta James was just a voice that's just, like, 99 00:05:04,861 --> 00:05:11,071 the most raw, rugged, rough, beautiful, genuine voice you 100 00:05:11,071 --> 00:05:13,181 ever heard, you know. 101 00:05:13,181 --> 00:05:15,391 And then so, so, so many others. 102 00:05:15,391 --> 00:05:20,941 It's just, like, a million incredible artists and groups 103 00:05:20,941 --> 00:05:24,541 like The Moments and The O'Jays and Earth, Wind, and Fire. 104 00:05:24,541 --> 00:05:27,871 And it just goes on and on and on. 105 00:05:27,871 --> 00:05:30,021 It's crazy, crazy how good the music is. 106 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:31,231 It's crazy, crazy how good the music is. 107 00:05:31,231 --> 00:05:34,411 And obviously, we learn about them from samples, 108 00:05:34,411 --> 00:05:36,861 too, so I would hear a favorite sample 109 00:05:36,861 --> 00:05:38,046 and be like, who is that? 110 00:05:38,046 --> 00:05:39,421 And then hear the original record 111 00:05:39,421 --> 00:05:41,246 and then go crazy because it's even better. 112 00:05:41,246 --> 00:05:45,511 'Cause it's just one part of a whole amazing thing. 113 00:05:45,511 --> 00:05:47,341 114 00:05:51,301 --> 00:05:55,801 When did I start describing it as retro-futuristic? 115 00:05:55,801 --> 00:06:00,021 Maybe about the third album, which was called, "As I Am." 116 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:03,751 Maybe about the third album, which was called, "As I Am." 117 00:06:03,751 --> 00:06:09,381 And I really started to explore a lot with sonics. 118 00:06:09,381 --> 00:06:13,131 And also, you know, my engineer, Ann Mincieli, and music 119 00:06:13,131 --> 00:06:15,996 partner, she's also, like, really a fanatic. 120 00:06:15,996 --> 00:06:17,871 And I think it's been a beautiful partnership 121 00:06:17,871 --> 00:06:18,921 between us. 122 00:06:18,921 --> 00:06:25,821 Because as an engineer and as a woman who really crafts sonics 123 00:06:25,821 --> 00:06:29,151 when she records and records me and records 124 00:06:29,151 --> 00:06:30,021 all the things that she records, and then 125 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:31,461 all the things that she records, and then 126 00:06:31,461 --> 00:06:37,851 me loving the songwriting styles and producing and putting 127 00:06:37,851 --> 00:06:39,981 the sounds together to make them, 128 00:06:39,981 --> 00:06:43,371 it was this experimental space where we were experimenting 129 00:06:43,371 --> 00:06:45,651 with different sounding drum machines 130 00:06:45,651 --> 00:06:48,381 and vintage drum machines and also, 131 00:06:48,381 --> 00:06:54,331 you know, like, different keyboards and clavinets 132 00:06:54,331 --> 00:06:58,911 and all these kind of crazy musical experiments. 133 00:06:58,911 --> 00:07:00,021 But we've put them through guitar amps, 134 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:00,621 But we've put them through guitar amps, 135 00:07:00,621 --> 00:07:03,471 and we've put them through little, tiny, like, record 136 00:07:03,471 --> 00:07:06,051 playing sound and the record player sounding things. 137 00:07:06,051 --> 00:07:08,211 Or we'd put them in a bathroom. 138 00:07:08,211 --> 00:07:12,291 Or we'd put extra delay pedals or whatever the case was. 139 00:07:12,291 --> 00:07:16,881 It was, like, this experimental, really out there, crazy thing. 140 00:07:16,881 --> 00:07:21,261 And it became so fun to figure out where sounds could come. 141 00:07:21,261 --> 00:07:25,611 This thing called the Mellotron, which is crazy. 142 00:07:25,611 --> 00:07:29,651 It's-- and a lot of them were new versions of old vintage 143 00:07:29,651 --> 00:07:30,021 machines. 144 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:30,271 machines. 145 00:07:30,271 --> 00:07:33,571 So, you know, it's, like, an exploration and a process. 146 00:07:33,571 --> 00:07:37,001 And so during that very experimental time, 147 00:07:37,001 --> 00:07:40,511 I feel like I could really start to see my fascination 148 00:07:40,511 --> 00:07:45,401 with music from the '70s, culture of, you know, 149 00:07:45,401 --> 00:07:50,321 that very classic vintage time, and then mixed 150 00:07:50,321 --> 00:07:52,811 with my love of hip hop, mixed with my love 151 00:07:52,811 --> 00:07:56,843 of the current energy and modern edge of everything. 152 00:07:56,843 --> 00:07:58,301 And putting it all together, I just 153 00:07:58,301 --> 00:08:00,021 was like, this is definitely future vintage, vintage future. 154 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:02,491 was like, this is definitely future vintage, vintage future. 155 00:08:02,491 --> 00:08:05,081 It's like, this is it. 156 00:08:05,081 --> 00:08:05,981 This is-- I love it. 157 00:08:05,981 --> 00:08:06,851 This is what I want. 158 00:08:06,851 --> 00:08:07,601 This is the sound. 159 00:08:07,601 --> 00:08:11,116 It's a mixture of live and programmed and all these-- 160 00:08:11,116 --> 00:08:15,671 this cacophany of sounds all together in one place. 161 00:08:15,671 --> 00:08:18,131 It just really describes all the things 162 00:08:18,131 --> 00:08:21,811 that I loved and put it into me. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:01,512 2 00:00:22,401 --> 00:00:23,491 Boom. 3 00:00:23,491 --> 00:00:26,281 We are here in the control room, and this 4 00:00:26,281 --> 00:00:28,831 is where so much magic happens. 5 00:00:28,831 --> 00:00:30,021 We're going to talk about production. 6 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:30,661 We're going to talk about production. 7 00:00:30,661 --> 00:00:33,271 We're going to talk about the alchemy of music. 8 00:00:33,271 --> 00:00:37,171 Really, the process of how we put together different 9 00:00:37,171 --> 00:00:41,251 sounds to support the creation of a song. 10 00:00:41,251 --> 00:00:43,651 And this is one of my favorite things to do, 11 00:00:43,651 --> 00:00:45,901 my favorite place to do it, because there's 12 00:00:45,901 --> 00:00:51,151 just it's an unlimited crayon box of colors and paints 13 00:00:51,151 --> 00:00:54,511 and things that you can put toward your vision 14 00:00:54,511 --> 00:00:56,221 and your manifestation. 15 00:00:56,221 --> 00:00:59,711 So I love that it becomes real here. 16 00:00:59,711 --> 00:01:00,021 And a lot of times, when I'm writing a song, 17 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:03,111 And a lot of times, when I'm writing a song, 18 00:01:03,111 --> 00:01:04,021 it happens many ways. 19 00:01:04,021 --> 00:01:06,751 Sometimes, I'll write the song first, and then 20 00:01:06,751 --> 00:01:09,319 come here and start to put the music and the sonics together. 21 00:01:09,319 --> 00:01:10,861 Sometimes, I just want to play around 22 00:01:10,861 --> 00:01:12,661 with instruments and sounds and sonics, 23 00:01:12,661 --> 00:01:15,571 and then be inspired to write the lyrics. 24 00:01:15,571 --> 00:01:18,001 So again, whatever works for you, 25 00:01:18,001 --> 00:01:20,681 you definitely should explore many different ways 26 00:01:20,681 --> 00:01:22,231 of creating. 27 00:01:22,231 --> 00:01:23,611 But there's no right way. 28 00:01:23,611 --> 00:01:26,131 There's just your way, which is the most important way, what 29 00:01:26,131 --> 00:01:28,051 feels good to you. 30 00:01:28,051 --> 00:01:30,021 And then I take all those pieces. 31 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:30,161 And then I take all those pieces. 32 00:01:30,161 --> 00:01:31,621 And when I'm about to do vocals, I 33 00:01:31,621 --> 00:01:36,361 put a rough idea together first, put the vocals down, come back. 34 00:01:36,361 --> 00:01:40,111 And then explore where the instrument should go, 35 00:01:40,111 --> 00:01:41,681 where the sonics should be. 36 00:01:41,681 --> 00:01:43,741 So we're going to talk through all that 37 00:01:43,741 --> 00:01:48,517 and get into the alchemy of music. 38 00:01:48,517 --> 00:01:49,966 39 00:01:54,321 --> 00:01:57,261 Some of my go-to instruments-- obviously, you know, 40 00:01:57,261 --> 00:01:58,311 I love me a piano. 41 00:01:58,311 --> 00:02:00,021 So I have 100,000 billion-- 42 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:01,056 So I have 100,000 billion-- 43 00:02:01,056 --> 00:02:03,081 OK, not that many, but whatever. 44 00:02:03,081 --> 00:02:05,031 I have a lot of different keyboards. 45 00:02:05,031 --> 00:02:07,371 I really love exploring keyboards. 46 00:02:07,371 --> 00:02:08,690 They're incredible to me. 47 00:02:08,690 --> 00:02:11,421 This is a Moog Voyager. 48 00:02:11,421 --> 00:02:15,591 And to me, this is one of my staples sounds. 49 00:02:15,591 --> 00:02:17,191 I love this sound. 50 00:02:17,191 --> 00:02:18,261 [DEEP SYNTH SOUND] 51 00:02:18,261 --> 00:02:20,998 If you notice, this is the beginning 52 00:02:20,998 --> 00:02:22,581 of "Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart." 53 00:02:22,581 --> 00:02:24,081 [DEEP SYNTH SOUND] 54 00:02:32,081 --> 00:02:36,671 So, you know, it has such a dynamic expression. 55 00:02:36,671 --> 00:02:41,081 And it has harshness to it-- a roughness, a rawness, 56 00:02:41,081 --> 00:02:42,771 toughness, which I love. 57 00:02:42,771 --> 00:02:45,911 I love mixing all the energies and all the elements. 58 00:02:45,911 --> 00:02:49,811 And I think that that kind of grit and that rumble 59 00:02:49,811 --> 00:02:52,541 is how I love my basses to sound. 60 00:02:52,541 --> 00:02:55,391 So anytime I need a bass, this is definitely my go 61 00:02:55,391 --> 00:03:00,021 to instrument for live basses from the keyboard. 62 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:00,491 to instrument for live basses from the keyboard. 63 00:03:00,491 --> 00:03:03,821 Obviously, of course, we do live bass, as well, actual bass. 64 00:03:03,821 --> 00:03:06,761 But keyboard bass, I love the Moog. 65 00:03:06,761 --> 00:03:08,231 And just crazy sounds. 66 00:03:08,231 --> 00:03:11,201 It also has really awesome crazy sounds that you can just 67 00:03:11,201 --> 00:03:13,811 explore and get creative with. 68 00:03:13,811 --> 00:03:16,301 So this is definitely a staple for me. 69 00:03:16,301 --> 00:03:19,661 When I want a bass sound, when I want an interesting thing that 70 00:03:19,661 --> 00:03:22,911 rumble and that power to it, I'm definitely 71 00:03:22,911 --> 00:03:25,271 going to be using the Moog. 72 00:03:25,271 --> 00:03:26,111 It's my favorite. 73 00:03:26,111 --> 00:03:27,721 This baby is always next to me. 74 00:03:27,721 --> 00:03:30,021 I'm like, it's my baby! 75 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:31,461 I'm like, it's my baby! 76 00:03:31,461 --> 00:03:33,431 I brought up the JUPITER, because the JUPITER 77 00:03:33,431 --> 00:03:38,141 is such a staple keyboard for the song, "No One," that we've 78 00:03:38,141 --> 00:03:39,311 been talking about. 79 00:03:39,311 --> 00:03:42,851 And the crazy part is I actually programmed 80 00:03:42,851 --> 00:03:45,348 that sound, that "No One" sound-- 81 00:03:45,348 --> 00:03:46,781 [WARBLING SYNTH] 82 00:03:46,781 --> 00:03:50,051 --on a keyboard using a virtual synth 83 00:03:50,051 --> 00:03:53,531 that anybody could get any day of any moment. 84 00:03:53,531 --> 00:03:56,441 And went out and bought the JUPITER 85 00:03:56,441 --> 00:03:58,901 when I performed on the MTV Awards, 86 00:03:58,901 --> 00:04:00,021 because I wanted people to see what the original key would 87 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:01,611 because I wanted people to see what the original key would 88 00:04:01,611 --> 00:04:02,111 looked like. 89 00:04:02,111 --> 00:04:04,541 So this is crazy, because obviously, vintage keyboards 90 00:04:04,541 --> 00:04:05,681 are so sick. 91 00:04:05,681 --> 00:04:07,131 They sound so cool. 92 00:04:07,131 --> 00:04:09,431 I mean, this one, you can tell-- 93 00:04:09,431 --> 00:04:11,111 [WARBLING SYNTH] 94 00:04:11,111 --> 00:04:12,213 That's the sound, right? 95 00:04:12,213 --> 00:04:13,421 Like, that's where it's from. 96 00:04:13,421 --> 00:04:17,980 So it's definitely fire to explore and mess 97 00:04:17,980 --> 00:04:19,091 around and play around. 98 00:04:19,091 --> 00:04:20,951 I also brought out the V-Synth. 99 00:04:20,951 --> 00:04:23,771 We talked about that a little bit 100 00:04:23,771 --> 00:04:26,081 when we spoke about vocal arrangement 101 00:04:26,081 --> 00:04:30,021 and how particularly on "No One," 102 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:30,521 and how particularly on "No One," 103 00:04:30,521 --> 00:04:32,831 I wanted to use some of those tones and qualities. 104 00:04:32,831 --> 00:04:34,451 We've been talking about layering. 105 00:04:34,451 --> 00:04:37,151 We've been talking about how to create different sonics 106 00:04:37,151 --> 00:04:39,491 and textures within backgrounds. 107 00:04:39,491 --> 00:04:41,051 Or, you know, all the pieces that 108 00:04:41,051 --> 00:04:42,701 continue to paint the picture. 109 00:04:42,701 --> 00:04:46,061 And I feel like the V-Synth is a really cool way to do that. 110 00:04:46,061 --> 00:04:48,161 And then I have my virtual rig, which 111 00:04:48,161 --> 00:04:53,971 is going to have every sound under the sun that you can get 112 00:04:53,971 --> 00:04:55,451 and we all have access to. 113 00:04:55,451 --> 00:04:56,621 And it's super fun, right? 114 00:04:56,621 --> 00:04:57,788 Because it's just limitless. 115 00:04:57,788 --> 00:05:00,021 You can figure out what you like and what you want to hear. 116 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:00,311 You can figure out what you like and what you want to hear. 117 00:05:00,311 --> 00:05:02,591 And oh-- and my 5000. 118 00:05:02,591 --> 00:05:05,621 I know, some people might look at the 5000 and be like, dang, 119 00:05:05,621 --> 00:05:10,271 Alicia, you didn't want to come up to the Ableton, 120 00:05:10,271 --> 00:05:12,191 you didn't want to like do something else? 121 00:05:12,191 --> 00:05:14,391 But this is classic. 122 00:05:14,391 --> 00:05:18,291 The 3000 was my baby baby when I first started. 123 00:05:18,291 --> 00:05:20,871 The 5000 is the one that I rock now. 124 00:05:20,871 --> 00:05:26,231 And honestly, I program using the virtual synths, anyway. 125 00:05:26,231 --> 00:05:30,021 And then I will take that, jot them into Pro Tools, 126 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:30,971 And then I will take that, jot them into Pro Tools, 127 00:05:30,971 --> 00:05:32,361 and arrange everything around it. 128 00:05:32,361 --> 00:05:36,881 So usually, I don't overprogram in the MPC, 129 00:05:36,881 --> 00:05:38,751 but I like the feel of it. 130 00:05:38,751 --> 00:05:40,294 I like hitting the pads. 131 00:05:40,294 --> 00:05:41,211 It makes me feel good. 132 00:05:41,211 --> 00:05:42,341 So this is my baby. 133 00:05:42,341 --> 00:05:44,791 And in fact, one of my first drum machines, 134 00:05:44,791 --> 00:05:48,551 I experimented with a SP1200, which is bananas-- 135 00:05:48,551 --> 00:05:52,241 again, vintage, vintage drum machines, keyboards. 136 00:05:52,241 --> 00:05:53,321 So fun to me. 137 00:05:53,321 --> 00:05:54,671 I love mixing them all out. 138 00:05:54,671 --> 00:05:55,576 I love the 808. 139 00:05:55,576 --> 00:05:58,226 I will bring out the original 808. 140 00:05:58,226 --> 00:05:59,351 Should have brought it out. 141 00:05:59,351 --> 00:06:00,021 But anyway, I like to play, I like to have fun. 142 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:02,051 But anyway, I like to play, I like to have fun. 143 00:06:02,051 --> 00:06:06,811 And that is what creates the color all around you. 144 00:06:06,811 --> 00:06:08,821 And then this microphone is just a regular 58. 145 00:06:08,821 --> 00:06:11,191 I think that that's one of the things we were talking 146 00:06:11,191 --> 00:06:13,411 about yesterday-- is there's been times 147 00:06:13,411 --> 00:06:17,611 where I'm literally in this room recording on this microphone. 148 00:06:17,611 --> 00:06:19,651 And this is just a regular live mic. 149 00:06:19,651 --> 00:06:21,221 And I keep these vocals, sometimes. 150 00:06:21,221 --> 00:06:25,921 So it's all about the energy, it's all about the emotion. 151 00:06:25,921 --> 00:06:29,531 But this mic is particularly attached to the V-Synth. 152 00:06:29,531 --> 00:06:30,021 We use the mic and the keyboard to create the sounds 153 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:32,686 We use the mic and the keyboard to create the sounds 154 00:06:32,686 --> 00:06:33,311 in the V-Synth. 155 00:06:33,311 --> 00:06:37,381 And that's why this microphone is sitting right here. 156 00:06:37,381 --> 00:06:40,051 Another staple for me, if you noticed, obviously, 157 00:06:40,051 --> 00:06:42,121 the piano that I've been playing, 158 00:06:42,121 --> 00:06:45,121 as we've been talking about songwriting and that process, 159 00:06:45,121 --> 00:06:48,301 is a really unique beautiful piano. 160 00:06:48,301 --> 00:06:52,221 And has this wood body and this Plexiglas top. 161 00:06:52,221 --> 00:06:53,221 And it's really special. 162 00:06:53,221 --> 00:06:58,591 And we actually created a virtual version of the piano. 163 00:06:58,591 --> 00:07:00,021 And it's appropriately called Alicia's Keys. 164 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:03,411 And it's appropriately called Alicia's Keys. 165 00:07:03,411 --> 00:07:04,091 Boom. 166 00:07:04,091 --> 00:07:06,181 So this is it actually, right here. 167 00:07:06,181 --> 00:07:07,981 And you'll see it-- it looks exactly 168 00:07:07,981 --> 00:07:11,641 like the piano I've been playing over there. 169 00:07:11,641 --> 00:07:13,261 And I love this piano. 170 00:07:13,261 --> 00:07:15,141 I use this piano for everything. 171 00:07:15,141 --> 00:07:16,621 And not just because it's mine-- 172 00:07:16,621 --> 00:07:17,911 because it sounds. 173 00:07:17,911 --> 00:07:21,121 Ask anybody. it really has a beautiful tone. 174 00:07:21,121 --> 00:07:23,746 It really it was captured with so much-- 175 00:07:23,746 --> 00:07:26,221 it just has so much personality. 176 00:07:26,221 --> 00:07:28,621 It really feels like a piano a lot of times. 177 00:07:28,621 --> 00:07:30,021 You know, you're just looking for a great sound. 178 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:31,051 You know, you're just looking for a great sound. 179 00:07:31,051 --> 00:07:33,361 So this to me is my favorite piano sound. 180 00:07:33,361 --> 00:07:35,401 And when I'm not on a live piano, 181 00:07:35,401 --> 00:07:37,131 I feel comfortable playing this one. 182 00:07:37,131 --> 00:07:38,941 And even sometimes, it shows. 183 00:07:38,941 --> 00:07:42,271 A lot of times, when I'm playing live, 184 00:07:42,271 --> 00:07:46,261 the sound can get so crazy that if you don't have a keyboard 185 00:07:46,261 --> 00:07:49,081 piano, even when I'm playing live piano, just 186 00:07:49,081 --> 00:07:52,361 in case it ever drops out or anything, 187 00:07:52,361 --> 00:07:54,211 I will use this Sonic. 188 00:07:54,211 --> 00:07:56,221 And it's just that beautiful to me. 189 00:07:56,221 --> 00:08:00,021 So this one is the exact replica of my piano in there. 190 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:00,211 So this one is the exact replica of my piano in there. 191 00:08:00,211 --> 00:08:02,971 So it's very, very special to me. 192 00:08:02,971 --> 00:08:06,451 So, you know, I really, really love, love, 193 00:08:06,451 --> 00:08:11,191 love to be able to mix live instruments 194 00:08:11,191 --> 00:08:16,621 and programmed instruments, virtual instruments. 195 00:08:16,621 --> 00:08:19,471 I think it's really special to be 196 00:08:19,471 --> 00:08:25,471 able to bring in program drums with a live bass. 197 00:08:25,471 --> 00:08:28,241 Or my piano is live, and then I'll 198 00:08:28,241 --> 00:08:30,021 program all kinds of other sonics and sounds around it. 199 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:33,611 program all kinds of other sonics and sounds around it. 200 00:08:33,611 --> 00:08:35,580 I think there's some really special 201 00:08:35,580 --> 00:08:37,021 about mixing those worlds. 202 00:08:37,021 --> 00:08:39,391 So that's how I do it from the beginning. 203 00:08:39,391 --> 00:08:45,031 I've always kind of mixed the timeless, the classic sonics 204 00:08:45,031 --> 00:08:46,271 with the future. 205 00:08:46,271 --> 00:08:50,521 So to me, it's always like this mixture of vintage future 206 00:08:50,521 --> 00:08:52,111 that I like to bring together. 207 00:08:52,111 --> 00:08:55,614 And I love it, because I feel like you get to do anything. 208 00:08:55,614 --> 00:08:57,031 You get to completely do anything. 209 00:08:57,031 --> 00:09:00,021 You have the live feel of a human body playing 210 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:01,771 You have the live feel of a human body playing 211 00:09:01,771 --> 00:09:06,121 as you would a lot of bass or a guitar or even live drums. 212 00:09:06,121 --> 00:09:10,731 There's been times where I've had a love drummer play 213 00:09:10,731 --> 00:09:13,471 the live drums, and then I've replaced 214 00:09:13,471 --> 00:09:15,871 those sounds with programmed drums, 215 00:09:15,871 --> 00:09:18,601 because I like the sonic of the programmed drums better, 216 00:09:18,601 --> 00:09:20,881 but I like the feel of the live drummer. 217 00:09:20,881 --> 00:09:23,671 So things like that really create 218 00:09:23,671 --> 00:09:26,641 so many different elements that you can play with. 219 00:09:26,641 --> 00:09:30,021 And I think mixing the worlds just represents who I am. 220 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:30,341 And I think mixing the worlds just represents who I am. 221 00:09:30,341 --> 00:09:33,691 And I think just makes it a lot more fun. 222 00:09:33,691 --> 00:09:37,831 I do think that instruments have a personality, for sure. 223 00:09:37,831 --> 00:09:44,071 And there are a certain go to things that feel a certain way. 224 00:09:44,071 --> 00:09:46,951 But I think maybe less the instrument 225 00:09:46,951 --> 00:09:49,741 and more the feeling of the person playing 226 00:09:49,741 --> 00:09:52,771 the instrument is what I find-- 227 00:09:52,771 --> 00:09:56,071 or obviously, the chord choices. 228 00:09:56,071 --> 00:09:58,171 If you play more minor chords, it's 229 00:09:58,171 --> 00:10:00,021 going to feel a little darker. 230 00:10:00,021 --> 00:10:00,041 going to feel a little darker. 231 00:10:00,041 --> 00:10:02,491 And you play more major chords, it's 232 00:10:02,491 --> 00:10:05,401 going to feel a little happier. 233 00:10:05,401 --> 00:10:07,471 So there's still certain sciences 234 00:10:07,471 --> 00:10:10,411 that are just always appropriate, obviously. 235 00:10:10,411 --> 00:10:13,231 But I think it, to me, comes down 236 00:10:13,231 --> 00:10:18,921 to who is playing the instrument and what 237 00:10:18,921 --> 00:10:23,311 the feeling of the song is and the chords used. 238 00:10:23,311 --> 00:10:30,021 So I do think that a Rhodes would make me feel a little bit 239 00:10:30,021 --> 00:10:31,251 So I do think that a Rhodes would make me feel a little bit 240 00:10:31,251 --> 00:10:36,471 more dreamy, just because of all of the delay that's on it 241 00:10:36,471 --> 00:10:37,551 and the sonic of it. 242 00:10:37,551 --> 00:10:39,591 Whereas a piano is going to make me 243 00:10:39,591 --> 00:10:44,001 feel a little stronger, darker, depending, obviously, 244 00:10:44,001 --> 00:10:45,141 how I play it. 245 00:10:45,141 --> 00:10:48,861 But I love that instruments definitely have personality. 246 00:10:48,861 --> 00:10:51,209 But most important is the way you play 247 00:10:51,209 --> 00:10:53,751 it, the style you play it, the way you feel when you play it. 248 00:10:53,751 --> 00:10:57,941 That comes through even more to me. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,909 2 00:00:07,321 --> 00:00:09,241 So we were in the vocal booth. 3 00:00:09,241 --> 00:00:13,091 We were talking about vocal arrangement, textures, 4 00:00:13,091 --> 00:00:17,331 you know, how to put different sonics even in the vocals. 5 00:00:17,331 --> 00:00:23,951 And now, I'm bringing you here into the control room with some 6 00:00:23,951 --> 00:00:25,871 of the sonics of "No One." 7 00:00:25,871 --> 00:00:27,911 So one of the things I've definitely learned, 8 00:00:27,911 --> 00:00:30,021 like I shared with you a little bit earlier, 9 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:30,371 like I shared with you a little bit earlier, 10 00:00:30,371 --> 00:00:36,521 is that, to me, the less you put in sonically to a song, 11 00:00:36,521 --> 00:00:38,141 the bigger it sounds. 12 00:00:38,141 --> 00:00:42,551 It's something about the space, something about the way 13 00:00:42,551 --> 00:00:45,581 that you're just able to hear every part 14 00:00:45,581 --> 00:00:49,211 and identify every part that really just gives it clarity 15 00:00:49,211 --> 00:00:51,071 and it goes straight to the heart, right? 16 00:00:51,071 --> 00:00:53,071 Because, to me, that's where we're trying to go. 17 00:00:53,071 --> 00:00:56,051 We're going straight to the heart. 18 00:00:56,051 --> 00:00:57,761 Boom, direct. 19 00:00:57,761 --> 00:01:00,021 So "No One," talking through "No One," is very simple. 20 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:01,761 So "No One," talking through "No One," is very simple. 21 00:01:01,761 --> 00:01:04,571 There's not a lot of instruments in "No One," actually, 22 00:01:04,571 --> 00:01:05,531 which I love. 23 00:01:05,531 --> 00:01:07,121 Obviously, we have the piano. 24 00:01:07,121 --> 00:01:11,049 [PIANO] 25 00:01:16,461 --> 00:01:17,981 So that is super direct-- 26 00:01:17,981 --> 00:01:21,701 simple, easy, very memorable, sounds like clear. 27 00:01:21,701 --> 00:01:26,831 Another piece of "No One" that is really special to me 28 00:01:26,831 --> 00:01:29,011 is the kick. 29 00:01:29,011 --> 00:01:30,021 The kick on "No One" is just so-- 30 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:32,271 The kick on "No One" is just so-- 31 00:01:32,271 --> 00:01:33,251 it's great. 32 00:01:33,251 --> 00:01:34,071 It's gutter. 33 00:01:34,071 --> 00:01:35,141 It's strong. 34 00:01:35,141 --> 00:01:36,251 It's harsh. 35 00:01:36,251 --> 00:01:38,751 It takes up all this space. 36 00:01:38,751 --> 00:01:42,328 When you have the piano in there and you have the kick going, 37 00:01:42,328 --> 00:01:44,411 it just feels-- and then if you want to bring up-- 38 00:01:44,411 --> 00:01:45,401 [SNARE] 39 00:01:45,401 --> 00:01:47,321 --a little snare in at some point. 40 00:01:47,321 --> 00:01:52,871 Obviously, we also have that very just regular, raw, open 41 00:01:52,871 --> 00:01:53,371 hat. 42 00:01:53,371 --> 00:01:57,511 [OPEN HAT] 43 00:01:57,511 --> 00:01:59,981 So that it just feels exciting. 44 00:01:59,981 --> 00:02:00,021 It feels like a vibe. 45 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:02,021 It feels like a vibe. 46 00:02:02,021 --> 00:02:04,951 It feels like a bop. 47 00:02:04,951 --> 00:02:08,220 You can just-- right? 48 00:02:08,220 --> 00:02:09,160 It's just-- it's easy. 49 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:10,241 It's not a gang of stuff. 50 00:02:10,241 --> 00:02:10,931 You don't have to-- 51 00:02:10,931 --> 00:02:12,306 I could do it with three fingers. 52 00:02:12,306 --> 00:02:13,451 It's 1, 2, 3. 53 00:02:13,451 --> 00:02:17,081 So the kick is really, really kind of the star of the rhythm 54 00:02:17,081 --> 00:02:18,791 section, is that kick. 55 00:02:18,791 --> 00:02:22,631 And then, outside of that, we have this JUPITER, 56 00:02:22,631 --> 00:02:26,741 which I spoke about, which was also so special because-- 57 00:02:26,741 --> 00:02:27,941 [JUPITER SONIC] 58 00:02:27,941 --> 00:02:30,021 --it's actually a feature. 59 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:30,341 --it's actually a feature. 60 00:02:30,341 --> 00:02:35,621 So I just follow the piano. 61 00:02:35,621 --> 00:02:39,101 And it had, like, a little sound that you don't usually hear, 62 00:02:39,101 --> 00:02:40,761 which is always good. 63 00:02:40,761 --> 00:02:45,101 And then, you know, when you get that part, 64 00:02:45,101 --> 00:02:48,551 we talked about how much of a hook that is. 65 00:02:48,551 --> 00:02:51,701 Because you didn't really hear that type of sonic. 66 00:02:51,701 --> 00:02:53,811 So that JUPITER is really, really special, 67 00:02:53,811 --> 00:02:55,721 and I brought it in at different times. 68 00:02:55,721 --> 00:02:59,611 And then the other piece that we talked about actually 69 00:02:59,611 --> 00:03:00,021 in regards to layering in the vocal arrangement 70 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:02,591 in regards to layering in the vocal arrangement 71 00:03:02,591 --> 00:03:07,301 was the v synth, which is such a fun instrument to play with. 72 00:03:07,301 --> 00:03:09,521 And the reason why it's extra good 73 00:03:09,521 --> 00:03:13,451 is because it really follows what you play on piano. 74 00:03:13,451 --> 00:03:16,758 So in this case, I'm singing into this thing. 75 00:03:16,758 --> 00:03:18,341 So when I'm singing into it right now, 76 00:03:18,341 --> 00:03:20,621 you don't really hear anything with my voice. 77 00:03:20,621 --> 00:03:22,151 But when I actually use the keys, 78 00:03:22,151 --> 00:03:30,021 (SINGING) one, one, one, one. 79 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:32,931 (SINGING) one, one, one, one. 80 00:03:32,931 --> 00:03:39,511 And whatever words I want to say-- (SINGING) no one, no one, 81 00:03:39,511 --> 00:03:44,076 no one, no one. 82 00:03:44,076 --> 00:03:46,451 And the cool thing is, even if I sing something way off-- 83 00:03:46,451 --> 00:03:48,231 like, I mean, obviously, you can hear my voice, 84 00:03:48,231 --> 00:03:49,751 so you don't want be too off with. 85 00:03:49,751 --> 00:03:53,741 I was, like, (SINGING) ha, ha. 86 00:03:53,741 --> 00:03:55,811 If you took my voice out, you'd still 87 00:03:55,811 --> 00:04:00,021 hear the proper chord I'm playing. (SINGING) Ha. 88 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:00,331 hear the proper chord I'm playing. (SINGING) Ha. 89 00:04:00,331 --> 00:04:11,421 It's still a chord. (SINGING) Ha, ha, ha, ha. 90 00:04:11,421 --> 00:04:13,851 So I love that, because this texture 91 00:04:13,851 --> 00:04:17,751 throughout those backgrounds, as you're hearing it all, 92 00:04:17,751 --> 00:04:19,011 it creates a pad. 93 00:04:19,011 --> 00:04:22,941 It creates a texture that happens 94 00:04:22,941 --> 00:04:25,071 inside of all the pieces. 95 00:04:25,071 --> 00:04:27,231 You can do special, small movements 96 00:04:27,231 --> 00:04:28,491 that feel really good. 97 00:04:28,491 --> 00:04:30,021 And then, outside of that, for "No One," the only other thing 98 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:31,701 And then, outside of that, for "No One," the only other thing 99 00:04:31,701 --> 00:04:34,801 there is, is acoustic guitar at the very, (SINGING) 100 00:04:34,801 --> 00:04:35,601 oh, oh, oh, oh. 101 00:04:35,601 --> 00:04:39,201 Got the acoustic guitar just going ballistic. 102 00:04:39,201 --> 00:04:40,311 And that's it. 103 00:04:40,311 --> 00:04:42,501 That's literally it. 104 00:04:42,501 --> 00:04:45,381 And, you know, so the vocals paint an image. 105 00:04:45,381 --> 00:04:49,157 106 00:04:51,521 --> 00:04:53,371 I brought in the acoustic guitar at the end 107 00:04:53,371 --> 00:04:57,591 because we had these programmed sounds 108 00:04:57,591 --> 00:04:58,861 and these virtual synths. 109 00:04:58,861 --> 00:05:00,021 And like I said, for me, there's always 110 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:02,071 And like I said, for me, there's always 111 00:05:02,071 --> 00:05:06,091 one bona fide live instrument in the song at least. 112 00:05:06,091 --> 00:05:10,621 And for me, this one, this guitar was the perfect sound. 113 00:05:10,621 --> 00:05:14,431 So back to, do instruments have moods, 114 00:05:14,431 --> 00:05:20,821 guitar definitely has a bright kind of open heart, I feel. 115 00:05:20,821 --> 00:05:23,024 And when you play the guitar, there's 116 00:05:23,024 --> 00:05:25,441 something about it that just moves you in a beautiful way. 117 00:05:25,441 --> 00:05:30,021 I could play the same chords on piano as played on guitar. 118 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:30,661 I could play the same chords on piano as played on guitar. 119 00:05:30,661 --> 00:05:33,931 And they sound like two different tones. 120 00:05:33,931 --> 00:05:36,271 To me, the piano is a bit darker. 121 00:05:36,271 --> 00:05:38,539 It's a little bit more moody, and the guitar 122 00:05:38,539 --> 00:05:39,581 is a little bit brighter. 123 00:05:39,581 --> 00:05:40,981 It's a little bit more-- 124 00:05:40,981 --> 00:05:43,961 it just feels like a breath of fresh air to me. 125 00:05:43,961 --> 00:05:47,671 So strumming those chords at the end 126 00:05:47,671 --> 00:05:49,621 felt like the breath of fresh air, 127 00:05:49,621 --> 00:05:55,981 plus the live edition that creates the sound that I like. 128 00:05:55,981 --> 00:06:00,021 So I love the fact that the production of things 129 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:00,471 So I love the fact that the production of things 130 00:06:00,471 --> 00:06:06,321 can feel so supportive to what the meaning of the song is. 131 00:06:06,321 --> 00:06:10,221 You know, the chords have the joy, but also 132 00:06:10,221 --> 00:06:12,981 the darkness, enough darkness for the challenge 133 00:06:12,981 --> 00:06:14,531 that the song is talking about. 134 00:06:14,531 --> 00:06:19,191 The JUPITER created enough of an interesting intriguing sonic 135 00:06:19,191 --> 00:06:21,421 that you kind of didn't hear before. 136 00:06:21,421 --> 00:06:24,531 And a obviously, you have the piano player and a keyboard 137 00:06:24,531 --> 00:06:25,131 player. 138 00:06:25,131 --> 00:06:29,031 Things like that are interesting for me and cool for me to play. 139 00:06:29,031 --> 00:06:30,021 And the guitar created the openness at the end, 140 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:32,961 And the guitar created the openness at the end, 141 00:06:32,961 --> 00:06:36,111 that celebration that just feels like you're letting go. 142 00:06:36,111 --> 00:06:38,691 The kick grounded it and kept it hard enough 143 00:06:38,691 --> 00:06:41,211 that you go back to it, but simple enough 144 00:06:41,211 --> 00:06:43,051 that you can hear everything else. 145 00:06:43,051 --> 00:06:46,911 And then the v synth is that, like, secret piece 146 00:06:46,911 --> 00:06:48,441 that's in there that you don't even 147 00:06:48,441 --> 00:06:50,551 realize that you're hearing. 148 00:06:50,551 --> 00:06:51,591 And that's the song. 149 00:06:51,591 --> 00:06:53,726 I mean, simple as that. 150 00:06:53,726 --> 00:06:55,211 [CHUCKLES] 151 00:06:55,211 --> 00:07:00,021 152 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:01,651 153 00:07:01,651 --> 00:07:06,141 So the JUPITER, which is right here, I mean, 154 00:07:06,141 --> 00:07:10,441 I literally discovered it from my virtual plug-ins. 155 00:07:10,441 --> 00:07:11,661 That's where I discovered it. 156 00:07:11,661 --> 00:07:14,161 Because I was going through a bunch of different sounds. 157 00:07:14,161 --> 00:07:15,786 And I was looking for different things. 158 00:07:15,786 --> 00:07:18,601 I was like, mm, this looks like a super cool vintage keyboard. 159 00:07:18,601 --> 00:07:19,511 Let me play it. 160 00:07:19,511 --> 00:07:21,571 So I pulled it up, and I'm looking 161 00:07:21,571 --> 00:07:24,791 at it has all these pretty colors, purples, blues, greens. 162 00:07:24,791 --> 00:07:26,431 It's like-- it looks fresh. 163 00:07:26,431 --> 00:07:27,431 And I pulled it up. 164 00:07:27,431 --> 00:07:30,021 [PLAYING JUPITER] 165 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:30,826 [PLAYING JUPITER] 166 00:07:40,531 --> 00:07:42,801 And I was like, wait a minute. 167 00:07:42,801 --> 00:07:44,581 This is crazy. 168 00:07:44,581 --> 00:07:45,961 So what type of sound is that? 169 00:07:45,961 --> 00:07:52,321 So I actually discovered this keyboard from the plug-ins. 170 00:07:52,321 --> 00:07:54,901 And again, you know, these plug-ins 171 00:07:54,901 --> 00:07:57,811 are available to all of us. 172 00:07:57,811 --> 00:08:00,021 You can get them in packages, just like you get probably 173 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:00,608 You can get them in packages, just like you get probably 174 00:08:00,608 --> 00:08:02,191 all the plug-ins that you already have 175 00:08:02,191 --> 00:08:04,231 that you're working on and working with. 176 00:08:04,231 --> 00:08:07,591 And but when I saw this, it reminds me 177 00:08:07,591 --> 00:08:11,311 I have such a fascination with keyboards from the '70s 178 00:08:11,311 --> 00:08:14,461 and early '80s because they just have this, 179 00:08:14,461 --> 00:08:16,231 you know, this attack and release that 180 00:08:16,231 --> 00:08:18,181 creates all of these sounds. 181 00:08:18,181 --> 00:08:20,341 And so, it was so cool that I was 182 00:08:20,341 --> 00:08:24,271 like, when it was time to bring "No One" into the world, 183 00:08:24,271 --> 00:08:29,401 I loved exposing people to different sounds and sonic, 184 00:08:29,401 --> 00:08:30,021 specifically that you could still play live. 185 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:31,441 specifically that you could still play live. 186 00:08:31,441 --> 00:08:33,631 So we had to go through all types of things 187 00:08:33,631 --> 00:08:39,060 and locate this actual JUPITER. 188 00:08:39,060 --> 00:08:42,461 And, like I said, I played it for the MTV Awards 189 00:08:42,461 --> 00:08:46,591 the very first time that I ever premiered "No One." 190 00:08:46,591 --> 00:08:51,661 And to be honest, the keyboard, the real thing is always bad. 191 00:08:51,661 --> 00:08:52,691 It's just how it goes. 192 00:08:52,691 --> 00:08:54,491 You know, you can actually touch it. 193 00:08:54,491 --> 00:08:58,023 [PLAYING JUPITER] 194 00:09:06,001 --> 00:09:07,551 OK, sing something for me. 195 00:09:22,221 --> 00:09:25,341 So I just-- I hope you wrote me something for that. 196 00:09:25,341 --> 00:09:28,621 Because I really like that. 197 00:09:28,621 --> 00:09:30,021 So finding it is not always easy. 198 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:32,831 So finding it is not always easy. 199 00:09:32,831 --> 00:09:37,211 And I know, you know, Ann Mincieli, who is my engineering 200 00:09:37,211 --> 00:09:39,701 partner for since the beginning, she's 201 00:09:39,701 --> 00:09:42,466 a beast at finding different keyboards 202 00:09:42,466 --> 00:09:43,841 and different special instruments 203 00:09:43,841 --> 00:09:45,424 and collectibles and things like that, 204 00:09:45,424 --> 00:09:47,321 so I'm sure she had to negotiate kind 205 00:09:47,321 --> 00:09:49,361 of major on eBay or something. 206 00:09:49,361 --> 00:09:52,171 There was a major negotiation that happened. 207 00:09:52,171 --> 00:09:56,301 But I was so excited to have this real thing, 208 00:09:56,301 --> 00:09:59,231 this beautiful, actual, authentic piece 209 00:09:59,231 --> 00:10:00,021 that I discovered from using the virtual sense. 210 00:10:00,021 --> 00:10:03,531 that I discovered from using the virtual sense. 211 00:10:03,531 --> 00:10:06,791 So that's how I got introduced to JUPITER. 212 00:10:06,791 --> 00:10:09,761 Only thing is they go out of tune all the time 213 00:10:09,761 --> 00:10:11,901 because they're older. 214 00:10:11,901 --> 00:10:13,571 You're like, no! 215 00:10:13,571 --> 00:10:15,741 [PLAYING JUPITER] 216 00:10:18,811 --> 00:10:20,353 We need to bring this back. 217 00:10:20,353 --> 00:10:22,266 We need to come back to the JUPITER. 218 00:10:22,266 --> 00:10:26,146 219 00:10:28,901 --> 00:10:30,021 I never talked about "Try Sleeping," 220 00:10:30,021 --> 00:10:30,401 I never talked about "Try Sleeping," 221 00:10:30,401 --> 00:10:33,784 but the Moog is definitely really cool. 222 00:10:33,784 --> 00:10:37,568 [PLAYING MOOG] 223 00:10:39,941 --> 00:10:43,771 So "Try Sleeping With a Broken Heart" 224 00:10:43,771 --> 00:10:45,601 is actually one of the first songs 225 00:10:45,601 --> 00:10:50,341 that Jeff Bhasker and I created. 226 00:10:50,341 --> 00:10:54,574 And he also loves the Moog. 227 00:10:54,574 --> 00:10:55,741 You can hear it in his work. 228 00:10:59,261 --> 00:11:00,021 And this is like-- 229 00:11:00,021 --> 00:11:00,551 And this is like-- 230 00:11:00,551 --> 00:11:04,251 when we talk about how sonics are hooks, 231 00:11:04,251 --> 00:11:07,181 you know, and sonics are also a piece 232 00:11:07,181 --> 00:11:11,141 of why you remember a song, you know, 233 00:11:11,141 --> 00:11:14,771 and that beginning of "Try Sleeping With a Broken Heart" 234 00:11:14,771 --> 00:11:20,351 with the Moog just using the filter 235 00:11:20,351 --> 00:11:23,651 to kind of open up the filter and close the filter 236 00:11:23,651 --> 00:11:26,981 and get your attention is my favorite. 237 00:11:26,981 --> 00:11:29,491 And then, you know, once again, talking about bringing 238 00:11:29,491 --> 00:11:30,021 in the live instrument, so-- 239 00:11:30,021 --> 00:11:32,061 in the live instrument, so-- 240 00:11:32,061 --> 00:11:34,561 [PIANO] 241 00:11:34,561 --> 00:11:39,021 --we bring in the piano on top of that. 242 00:11:39,021 --> 00:11:40,728 And it just gives you a whole world. 243 00:11:50,961 --> 00:11:54,621 And it's cool that the bass is, like, a little bit off. 244 00:11:54,621 --> 00:11:56,371 I think that's part of what makes it good. 245 00:11:56,371 --> 00:11:57,151 That's another thing. 246 00:11:57,151 --> 00:11:58,234 We didn't talk about that. 247 00:12:02,141 --> 00:12:05,513 Don't worry so much about being perfect. 248 00:12:05,513 --> 00:12:06,721 It's not about being perfect. 249 00:12:09,981 --> 00:12:11,706 So even as I'm listening to this bass-- 250 00:12:23,641 --> 00:12:28,611 perfect is, like, overrated. 251 00:12:28,611 --> 00:12:30,021 To me, it's the feeling. 252 00:12:30,021 --> 00:12:31,761 To me, it's the feeling. 253 00:12:31,761 --> 00:12:34,161 I might sing and know that it might be off, 254 00:12:34,161 --> 00:12:36,291 but it's the feeling, you know? 255 00:12:36,291 --> 00:12:41,471 And the feeling feels better off because I meant it 256 00:12:41,471 --> 00:12:43,481 than just being perfect because I'm 257 00:12:43,481 --> 00:12:44,989 trying to be perfect for who? 258 00:12:44,989 --> 00:12:46,781 Who are we always trying to be perfect for? 259 00:12:49,991 --> 00:12:59,531 So this combination of the roughness of the Voyager 260 00:12:59,531 --> 00:13:00,021 and the beauty of the piano is what makes 261 00:13:00,021 --> 00:13:03,281 and the beauty of the piano is what makes 262 00:13:03,281 --> 00:13:04,901 this song so special to me. 263 00:13:04,901 --> 00:13:07,657 It's the star of that. 264 00:13:07,657 --> 00:13:11,271 (SINGING) Even if you are a million miles away, 265 00:13:11,271 --> 00:13:15,851 I can still feel you in my bed. 266 00:13:15,851 --> 00:13:18,211 And then the intimacy of the vocal and the roughness 267 00:13:18,211 --> 00:13:22,151 of the bass, I love opposition. 268 00:13:22,151 --> 00:13:27,001 Opposition, I think, is a really big key to production as well. 269 00:13:27,001 --> 00:13:29,591 Like, how can what you're creating 270 00:13:29,591 --> 00:13:30,021 be totally different from what you're saying or singing? 271 00:13:30,021 --> 00:13:33,701 be totally different from what you're saying or singing? 272 00:13:33,701 --> 00:13:37,691 If the vocals are so, so sweet, how can something about it 273 00:13:37,691 --> 00:13:42,311 be, like, off or hard or not expected, you know? 274 00:13:42,311 --> 00:13:44,543 Or the music is so beautiful-- 275 00:13:44,543 --> 00:13:46,001 how can what you're singing or what 276 00:13:46,001 --> 00:13:50,711 you say be totally juxtaposed that emotion so that it feels, 277 00:13:50,711 --> 00:13:51,336 like, shocking. 278 00:13:51,336 --> 00:13:53,128 It feels like it didn't belong, but there's 279 00:13:53,128 --> 00:13:54,981 something about that caught your attention. 280 00:13:54,981 --> 00:13:57,221 I really like how that feels. 281 00:13:57,221 --> 00:14:00,021 To me, that creates something that really grabs people. 282 00:14:00,021 --> 00:14:02,591 To me, that creates something that really grabs people. 283 00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:03,971 And I know it grabs me. 284 00:14:03,971 --> 00:14:06,731 So like I said, you gotta grab yourself first. 285 00:14:06,731 --> 00:14:09,341 First you, and then, hopefully, other people vibe with you. 286 00:14:09,341 --> 00:14:11,601 But you first. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,381 2 00:00:07,089 --> 00:00:08,631 All right, so I'm going to take you 3 00:00:08,631 --> 00:00:12,981 into the world of a new song of mine 4 00:00:12,981 --> 00:00:15,021 called "Love Looks Better." 5 00:00:15,021 --> 00:00:17,661 And this song-- 6 00:00:17,661 --> 00:00:20,721 I really want to talk about this song 7 00:00:20,721 --> 00:00:23,581 because it's the process of collaboration, 8 00:00:23,581 --> 00:00:27,111 and I think collaboration is a really incredible way 9 00:00:27,111 --> 00:00:28,401 to create. 10 00:00:28,401 --> 00:00:30,021 And I used to not like to collaborate 11 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:31,521 And I used to not like to collaborate 12 00:00:31,521 --> 00:00:34,971 as much because I guess I felt a little nervous or I felt-- 13 00:00:34,971 --> 00:00:36,561 you know, it's very intimate to be 14 00:00:36,561 --> 00:00:39,711 in a collaborative space with people and not only share 15 00:00:39,711 --> 00:00:41,211 what's on your spirit and your heart 16 00:00:41,211 --> 00:00:43,491 and your lyrics and everything, but just 17 00:00:43,491 --> 00:00:46,911 to have a shared space sometimes feels a little nerve racking. 18 00:00:46,911 --> 00:00:49,131 But now I enjoy it a lot. 19 00:00:49,131 --> 00:00:50,301 I really love it. 20 00:00:50,301 --> 00:00:54,291 And I wanted to talk about it specifically with this song 21 00:00:54,291 --> 00:00:58,511 because this is how this song actually came to life. 22 00:00:58,511 --> 00:01:00,021 So I want to bring you through the process 23 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:00,261 So I want to bring you through the process 24 00:01:00,261 --> 00:01:01,923 and bring you through what-- 25 00:01:01,923 --> 00:01:03,381 the other part that I think is very 26 00:01:03,381 --> 00:01:06,261 important about production, as we've been talking about, 27 00:01:06,261 --> 00:01:10,341 is arranging because arranging is just as important. 28 00:01:10,341 --> 00:01:13,191 You know, kind of throw in a couple of loops 29 00:01:13,191 --> 00:01:15,921 up and put in a couple of different sounds 30 00:01:15,921 --> 00:01:18,531 on there is great, but where do you want to go? 31 00:01:18,531 --> 00:01:20,271 How do you want it to grow? 32 00:01:20,271 --> 00:01:22,041 What parts are the special parts? 33 00:01:22,041 --> 00:01:23,571 What are you featuring? 34 00:01:23,571 --> 00:01:24,111 When? 35 00:01:24,111 --> 00:01:25,131 Where? 36 00:01:25,131 --> 00:01:27,321 What gets too chaotic, too noisy? 37 00:01:27,321 --> 00:01:29,151 And that actually was the circumstance 38 00:01:29,151 --> 00:01:30,021 with this particular song. 39 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:30,861 with this particular song. 40 00:01:30,861 --> 00:01:36,741 It has so many good parts, but it almost had too many parts. 41 00:01:36,741 --> 00:01:39,681 And you know my theory is like the more you can strip it down, 42 00:01:39,681 --> 00:01:41,311 the greater it's going to be. 43 00:01:41,311 --> 00:01:45,351 So I started to identify big love to 1500, 44 00:01:45,351 --> 00:01:47,421 big love to Jukebox, and big love 45 00:01:47,421 --> 00:01:49,551 to Ryan Tedder, all who have collaborated 46 00:01:49,551 --> 00:01:51,351 with me on this song. 47 00:01:51,351 --> 00:01:54,421 But in this last incarnation of this song, 48 00:01:54,421 --> 00:01:57,441 I feel like one of the things that made it come alive 49 00:01:57,441 --> 00:01:59,751 is the way that I started to break down 50 00:01:59,751 --> 00:02:00,021 what are the favorite parts? what 51 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:01,131 what are the favorite parts? what 52 00:02:01,131 --> 00:02:02,601 are the most important parts? 53 00:02:02,601 --> 00:02:05,481 and how do we focus on those and create an energy? 54 00:02:05,481 --> 00:02:13,011 So the drums already existed, and I went through each one 55 00:02:13,011 --> 00:02:15,734 and I created the loop that I really love. 56 00:02:15,734 --> 00:02:17,901 So it's kind of almost like I sampled my own record. 57 00:02:17,901 --> 00:02:21,021 You know, I took the best parts of the song 58 00:02:21,021 --> 00:02:24,171 and I created the loop that I felt would be, you know, 59 00:02:24,171 --> 00:02:25,191 the best. 60 00:02:25,191 --> 00:02:26,811 So can we play the loop? 61 00:02:26,811 --> 00:02:30,021 62 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:30,321 63 00:02:30,321 --> 00:02:33,326 So I love this loop. 64 00:02:33,326 --> 00:02:36,281 It has 808 in it. 65 00:02:36,281 --> 00:02:39,401 It has a voice in it. 66 00:02:39,401 --> 00:02:41,581 It has the drums. 67 00:02:41,581 --> 00:02:44,231 They feel like a vibe. 68 00:02:44,231 --> 00:02:49,689 It has this ha, ha, which my husband Swizzy made famous. 69 00:02:49,689 --> 00:02:51,911 Ha, ha, ha, right? 70 00:02:51,911 --> 00:02:54,341 So it has a whole zone. 71 00:02:54,341 --> 00:02:57,881 And then I wanted to break down the piano 72 00:02:57,881 --> 00:03:00,021 because the piano is a really important part of the song, 73 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:01,081 because the piano is a really important part of the song, 74 00:03:01,081 --> 00:03:03,761 but it was almost just feeling like it was always 75 00:03:03,761 --> 00:03:05,961 happening the same way. 76 00:03:05,961 --> 00:03:09,011 So I started to break it down more like this. 77 00:03:09,011 --> 00:03:13,331 [PIANO PLAYING] 78 00:03:13,331 --> 00:03:23,221 So it was the same chords, but the rawness of the one note 79 00:03:23,221 --> 00:03:23,896 felt stronger. 80 00:03:26,971 --> 00:03:27,891 So we rock there. 81 00:03:32,868 --> 00:03:34,701 And then there's another part that the piano 82 00:03:34,701 --> 00:03:36,891 does that feels really good. 83 00:03:42,721 --> 00:03:44,681 And it's pretty simple, the piano line. 84 00:03:55,461 --> 00:03:56,931 So it starts. 85 00:04:05,301 --> 00:04:16,300 So when the chorus comes, I bring that so that it lifts, 86 00:04:16,300 --> 00:04:16,800 you know? 87 00:04:27,051 --> 00:04:28,931 The other part of the song that I really love 88 00:04:28,931 --> 00:04:30,021 is actually this bass line. 89 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:32,021 is actually this bass line. 90 00:04:32,021 --> 00:04:35,151 And it has a-- it's tricky because the bottom already 91 00:04:35,151 --> 00:04:36,741 has 808. 92 00:04:36,741 --> 00:04:39,126 So once you put the 808 alone in there, 93 00:04:39,126 --> 00:04:42,651 you're a little bit limited to what you can do with the bass 94 00:04:42,651 --> 00:04:45,321 because sometimes it gets in the way. 95 00:04:45,321 --> 00:04:46,787 So this bass-- 96 00:04:46,787 --> 00:04:50,119 [BASS PLAYING] 97 00:04:54,891 --> 00:04:56,991 --kind of gives it a little live feel. 98 00:05:05,611 --> 00:05:07,761 I only bring it in once in a while 99 00:05:07,761 --> 00:05:09,441 so that it kind of lifts it up. 100 00:05:09,441 --> 00:05:13,281 And we actually put on top of that a live bass. 101 00:05:13,281 --> 00:05:16,431 So it's like a program bass, the Moog, and the live bass 102 00:05:16,431 --> 00:05:19,341 on top of it which just gave it an extra roundness. 103 00:05:19,341 --> 00:05:22,191 And this song also has that vocoder kind 104 00:05:22,191 --> 00:05:24,931 of padding thing under it, which is great. 105 00:05:30,301 --> 00:05:34,176 So then I wanted to do a bass because there was 106 00:05:34,176 --> 00:05:37,291 a-- there's a bass part that feels really good, 107 00:05:37,291 --> 00:05:40,761 but what happens is with the 808 on the bottom and then adding 108 00:05:40,761 --> 00:05:43,761 a bass on top, sometimes it gets like-- 109 00:05:43,761 --> 00:05:45,461 it collides because the bass-- 110 00:05:45,461 --> 00:05:48,141 the 808 is so heavy, and then the bass is heavy too. 111 00:05:48,141 --> 00:05:51,021 So it's like which one sonically-- they both take up 112 00:05:51,021 --> 00:05:52,471 the same space. 113 00:05:52,471 --> 00:05:56,601 So I chose to do this type of bass, which-- 114 00:05:56,601 --> 00:05:59,863 [BASS PLAYING] 115 00:06:02,659 --> 00:06:07,921 --which kind of mocks a live bass 116 00:06:07,921 --> 00:06:09,631 for these particular parts. 117 00:06:09,631 --> 00:06:12,301 It comes in right before the chorus, right before it's 118 00:06:12,301 --> 00:06:14,821 about to explode just to lift up, 119 00:06:14,821 --> 00:06:18,001 give the energy, a fresher-- a fresh perspective. 120 00:06:18,001 --> 00:06:23,071 And we actually layered a live bass on top of this Moog bass. 121 00:06:23,071 --> 00:06:24,691 So it made it warmer. 122 00:06:24,691 --> 00:06:25,981 It made it rounder. 123 00:06:25,981 --> 00:06:29,011 It also cut through better and created, 124 00:06:29,011 --> 00:06:30,021 you know, the feeling between-- 125 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:30,521 you know, the feeling between-- 126 00:06:30,521 --> 00:06:33,451 you know how we feel about live instrument 127 00:06:33,451 --> 00:06:34,701 with programmed instrument. 128 00:06:34,701 --> 00:06:36,901 So that felt really good. 129 00:06:36,901 --> 00:06:40,991 And then I also used the vocoder on this as well. 130 00:06:40,991 --> 00:06:44,881 So again, you know, that's one of my favorite instruments 131 00:06:44,881 --> 00:06:50,101 because it creates a pad, like a feeling that feels really good. 132 00:06:50,101 --> 00:06:52,051 So I take those cores that I played-- 133 00:06:52,051 --> 00:06:53,941 that I played earlier with the piano, 134 00:06:53,941 --> 00:06:56,161 and I play those similar ones. 135 00:06:56,161 --> 00:06:59,881 [HARMONIZING] 136 00:07:16,801 --> 00:07:18,531 And so, you know, you create this pad. 137 00:07:18,531 --> 00:07:20,511 I put it underneath there, created the padding 138 00:07:20,511 --> 00:07:23,931 at the end towards the bridge where it wants to start to-- 139 00:07:23,931 --> 00:07:26,211 wants to start to build up again. 140 00:07:26,211 --> 00:07:29,961 And then there was already this amazing sound in it 141 00:07:29,961 --> 00:07:30,021 that I felt was one of the features, one 142 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:33,711 that I felt was one of the features, one 143 00:07:33,711 --> 00:07:37,071 of the hooks of the song, like, right? 144 00:07:37,071 --> 00:07:40,401 So we're talking about sonically if you have a hook that you 145 00:07:40,401 --> 00:07:43,371 sing lyrically and with your melody, what's 146 00:07:43,371 --> 00:07:45,621 the hook that's in the music? 147 00:07:45,621 --> 00:07:50,091 So I really love to figure out what's the hook in the music? 148 00:07:50,091 --> 00:07:53,181 And this particular part is really hooky, 149 00:07:53,181 --> 00:07:55,941 and this comes in on that chorus. 150 00:07:55,941 --> 00:07:57,288 But let's bring it back. 151 00:07:57,288 --> 00:07:57,871 Bring it back. 152 00:07:57,871 --> 00:07:58,629 Bring it back. 153 00:07:58,629 --> 00:07:59,671 Bring it-- bring it back. 154 00:07:59,671 --> 00:08:00,021 Bring it back right here. 155 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:01,577 Bring it back right here. 156 00:08:01,577 --> 00:08:03,901 Nope, it's not there either. 157 00:08:03,901 --> 00:08:04,401 Hold up. 158 00:08:04,401 --> 00:08:06,023 We almost there. 159 00:08:06,023 --> 00:08:06,721 We back. 160 00:08:06,721 --> 00:08:07,221 We back. 161 00:08:07,221 --> 00:08:07,804 Here it comes. 162 00:08:07,804 --> 00:08:08,701 Here it comes. 163 00:08:08,701 --> 00:08:09,423 Just wait for it. 164 00:08:09,423 --> 00:08:09,965 [HARMONIZING] 165 00:08:09,965 --> 00:08:10,465 Yay. 166 00:08:19,171 --> 00:08:22,141 So that kind of choir or that kind of voice 167 00:08:22,141 --> 00:08:23,964 always comes in on the chorus. 168 00:08:23,964 --> 00:08:25,381 So it's really-- you know, there's 169 00:08:25,381 --> 00:08:27,001 a lot of elements in this song, but I 170 00:08:27,001 --> 00:08:30,021 think my favorite part about this particular record 171 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:31,081 think my favorite part about this particular record 172 00:08:31,081 --> 00:08:35,161 is the way that through collaboration we found our way, 173 00:08:35,161 --> 00:08:39,151 and I was able to find my way as the arranger of this song 174 00:08:39,151 --> 00:08:41,430 and producer and arranger of this song 175 00:08:41,430 --> 00:08:46,021 to bring out my favorite parts and feature them and make sure 176 00:08:46,021 --> 00:08:49,861 that it stripped away the excess and really got clear about what 177 00:08:49,861 --> 00:08:50,911 it wanted to sound like. 178 00:08:50,911 --> 00:08:52,531 And sometimes that takes a long time. 179 00:08:52,531 --> 00:08:55,291 You know, some songs need to be excavated. 180 00:08:55,291 --> 00:08:57,081 Some songs you have to craft them. 181 00:08:57,081 --> 00:08:58,331 You have to work through them. 182 00:08:58,331 --> 00:09:00,021 You have to find their place. 183 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:00,361 You have to find their place. 184 00:09:00,361 --> 00:09:02,761 And I often say that I'm listening to the song. 185 00:09:02,761 --> 00:09:05,611 A lot of times when I'm creating the song, I'm listening to it 186 00:09:05,611 --> 00:09:08,471 and I'm asking it, what do you want to be? 187 00:09:08,471 --> 00:09:10,231 What do you want to sound like? 188 00:09:10,231 --> 00:09:12,041 What is it that you need? 189 00:09:12,041 --> 00:09:15,531 And a lot of times, you know, eventually it answers for you, 190 00:09:15,531 --> 00:09:20,311 and I really respect and love the process of arrangement, 191 00:09:20,311 --> 00:09:24,451 which is a really powerful, creative space, 192 00:09:24,451 --> 00:09:26,851 and collaboration. 193 00:09:26,851 --> 00:09:30,201 It's a beautiful way to get to the end result. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,479 2 00:00:07,931 --> 00:00:11,591 I guess what's wrong with the music industry is simply what's 3 00:00:11,591 --> 00:00:13,721 pretty much wrong with America. 4 00:00:13,721 --> 00:00:20,321 It needs-- there needs to be more ownership by the creators. 5 00:00:20,321 --> 00:00:24,911 Certain businesses are created not to equally-- 6 00:00:24,911 --> 00:00:27,011 most businesses, let's call it. 7 00:00:27,011 --> 00:00:30,021 There we go-- are created not to equally distribute the wealth. 8 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:32,081 There we go-- are created not to equally distribute the wealth. 9 00:00:32,081 --> 00:00:36,161 And I personally feel like that is an old model. 10 00:00:36,161 --> 00:00:39,678 That's an archaic model because it doesn't represent 11 00:00:39,678 --> 00:00:41,261 what the world looks like, and I think 12 00:00:41,261 --> 00:00:46,511 that's what we're recognizing now in business and in just 13 00:00:46,511 --> 00:00:47,531 everything. 14 00:00:47,531 --> 00:00:50,291 We all in all things have to represent 15 00:00:50,291 --> 00:00:51,581 what the world looks like. 16 00:00:51,581 --> 00:00:53,231 It can't just look imbalanced. 17 00:00:53,231 --> 00:00:54,341 It can't be imbalanced. 18 00:00:54,341 --> 00:00:58,031 It can't be a certain segment of people gaining all the power. 19 00:00:58,031 --> 00:01:00,021 It can't be these kind of exclusive places 20 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:01,031 It can't be these kind of exclusive places 21 00:01:01,031 --> 00:01:03,101 that everybody's not welcome. 22 00:01:03,101 --> 00:01:06,671 We have to evolve from that space and that mind thinking. 23 00:01:06,671 --> 00:01:12,491 When I meet young artists and writers, I feel so connected. 24 00:01:12,491 --> 00:01:18,191 I see so much of myself in them, the ambition, the excitement, 25 00:01:18,191 --> 00:01:21,431 the desire to learn, for opportunity, 26 00:01:21,431 --> 00:01:25,641 for just a chance for anybody to listen. 27 00:01:25,641 --> 00:01:30,021 You know, I completely understand where they are, 28 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:33,481 You know, I completely understand where they are, 29 00:01:33,481 --> 00:01:34,511 you know? 30 00:01:34,511 --> 00:01:38,071 And in so many ways, I think about myself 31 00:01:38,071 --> 00:01:41,881 and I think about how I didn't exactly know who to turn to 32 00:01:41,881 --> 00:01:46,501 or who to talk to or, like, could I ask anybody advice? 33 00:01:46,501 --> 00:01:47,811 Who do I ask for advice? 34 00:01:47,811 --> 00:01:50,041 Like, who would know this industry? 35 00:01:50,041 --> 00:01:52,321 Who would know this crazy world that's 36 00:01:52,321 --> 00:01:56,191 so completely different from the majority of most businesses 37 00:01:56,191 --> 00:01:59,151 and run so completely differently? 38 00:01:59,151 --> 00:02:00,021 Who can I talk to? 39 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:00,091 Who can I talk to? 40 00:02:00,091 --> 00:02:01,961 And I didn't really know. 41 00:02:01,961 --> 00:02:06,121 So so much of the time I kind of pretended the best 42 00:02:06,121 --> 00:02:08,220 I could that I knew the most. 43 00:02:08,220 --> 00:02:10,771 I didn't and did the best I could 44 00:02:10,771 --> 00:02:14,251 to fool everybody and hope that eventually I would just 45 00:02:14,251 --> 00:02:15,851 get to figure it out. 46 00:02:15,851 --> 00:02:19,651 And it worked out, but I think it 47 00:02:19,651 --> 00:02:22,981 would have been so wonderful to really 48 00:02:22,981 --> 00:02:28,721 be able to have somebody to talk to and learn from and grow 49 00:02:28,721 --> 00:02:30,021 with and ask questions to and learn from 50 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:32,421 with and ask questions to and learn from 51 00:02:32,421 --> 00:02:35,861 and all these things that I want to do, you know? 52 00:02:35,861 --> 00:02:38,901 So when I see young artists, I really do-- first of all, 53 00:02:38,901 --> 00:02:40,071 I want to celebrate them. 54 00:02:40,071 --> 00:02:42,031 I want to tell them they're amazing, 55 00:02:42,031 --> 00:02:45,221 that, you know, there's nothing that they can't do because it's 56 00:02:45,221 --> 00:02:48,611 hard and you feel crazy and you feel insecure 57 00:02:48,611 --> 00:02:51,431 and you're not sure and you do feel like you have to change 58 00:02:51,431 --> 00:02:55,491 and bend and please everybody and, you know, be everything 59 00:02:55,491 --> 00:02:59,561 but who you are so that anyone will want to pay attention. 60 00:02:59,561 --> 00:03:00,021 61 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:03,212 62 00:03:06,121 --> 00:03:09,141 So She is the Music is that collective, 63 00:03:09,141 --> 00:03:17,071 a collective of, you know, women from all parts of the business 64 00:03:17,071 --> 00:03:23,191 and the industry, you know, from lawyers to accountants 65 00:03:23,191 --> 00:03:30,021 to executives to, you know, creatives to camera people 66 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:32,061 to executives to, you know, creatives to camera people 67 00:03:32,061 --> 00:03:38,061 and creative directors and you name it-- producers, engineers, 68 00:03:38,061 --> 00:03:39,591 you name it-- 69 00:03:39,591 --> 00:03:44,561 all sides, all places who are a part of this collective 70 00:03:44,561 --> 00:03:50,751 that really want to forward the agenda of women having 71 00:03:50,751 --> 00:03:53,151 a seat at the table, at all tables 72 00:03:53,151 --> 00:03:56,721 and really being able to be represented the way that we are 73 00:03:56,721 --> 00:04:00,021 and also to be able to increase the amount of women that 74 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:00,681 and also to be able to increase the amount of women that 75 00:04:00,681 --> 00:04:04,041 are able to enter these industries because they have 76 00:04:04,041 --> 00:04:08,176 a way in or because they have a mentor 77 00:04:08,176 --> 00:04:11,788 or they have an opportunity to learn more 78 00:04:11,788 --> 00:04:14,121 about something that they think they love but how do you 79 00:04:14,121 --> 00:04:17,931 actually get started, you know, and to be able to just continue 80 00:04:17,931 --> 00:04:20,381 to lift each other up in that way. 81 00:04:20,381 --> 00:04:22,131 And that's what She is the Music is about, 82 00:04:22,131 --> 00:04:24,031 and that's what it does, and it's amazing 83 00:04:24,031 --> 00:04:26,931 because it's all these incredible women 84 00:04:26,931 --> 00:04:30,021 from all different places and spaces who really want-- 85 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:31,221 from all different places and spaces who really want-- 86 00:04:31,221 --> 00:04:33,171 and men, by the way-- 87 00:04:33,171 --> 00:04:36,531 who really, really, really want to see this happen, 88 00:04:36,531 --> 00:04:41,121 to see this shift in culture and to be a part of creating it. 89 00:04:41,121 --> 00:04:44,421 You know, in regards to, you know, 90 00:04:44,421 --> 00:04:48,621 just realizing that, as a woman and as a woman 91 00:04:48,621 --> 00:04:52,491 and as a business woman and as a woman in this industry, 92 00:04:52,491 --> 00:04:56,341 it's the time to really reach out to each other, 93 00:04:56,341 --> 00:04:58,791 and it's the time to really recognize, OK. 94 00:04:58,791 --> 00:04:59,501 Guess what? 95 00:04:59,501 --> 00:05:00,021 There's only one woman on that board. 96 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:01,761 There's only one woman on that board. 97 00:05:01,761 --> 00:05:03,111 Like, that's crazy. 98 00:05:03,111 --> 00:05:04,081 That's impossible. 99 00:05:04,081 --> 00:05:06,511 There's not only one woman anywhere. 100 00:05:06,511 --> 00:05:09,001 So that doesn't even make sense. 101 00:05:09,001 --> 00:05:14,671 So when you start to see the way that things are happening 102 00:05:14,671 --> 00:05:18,651 and you know that is not happening the right way 103 00:05:18,651 --> 00:05:21,441 and you're in that industry or you're in that space 104 00:05:21,441 --> 00:05:25,251 or you're affected by it or part of it or whatever the case, 105 00:05:25,251 --> 00:05:27,751 you have to, like, figure out what can be done. 106 00:05:27,751 --> 00:05:30,021 And so it felt like the coming together 107 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:31,491 And so it felt like the coming together 108 00:05:31,491 --> 00:05:35,121 of women from all different walks of life 109 00:05:35,121 --> 00:05:37,791 and all different sides of the industry 110 00:05:37,791 --> 00:05:41,661 and really making a collective, making an essential place where 111 00:05:41,661 --> 00:05:44,401 we could connect or we can build or we can mentor 112 00:05:44,401 --> 00:05:47,631 or where we can create the opportunities for other women 113 00:05:47,631 --> 00:05:51,471 that we know are excellent, that we can reach out and hire 114 00:05:51,471 --> 00:05:53,901 people, that we can talk to young people that 115 00:05:53,901 --> 00:05:56,661 are coming out of high schools, coming out of colleges, 116 00:05:56,661 --> 00:06:00,021 offer them opportunities and ways 117 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:00,261 offer them opportunities and ways 118 00:06:00,261 --> 00:06:03,471 to think about the many different sides 119 00:06:03,471 --> 00:06:07,371 that there are to interface in-- 120 00:06:07,371 --> 00:06:08,991 you know, call it the music business. 121 00:06:08,991 --> 00:06:10,491 It felt like it was right to do that 122 00:06:10,491 --> 00:06:13,641 and to start to really create something that would allow us 123 00:06:13,641 --> 00:06:16,851 to all come together, be together, have a place, 124 00:06:16,851 --> 00:06:20,061 have a sisterhood, have a community, 125 00:06:20,061 --> 00:06:23,481 and work on what we want to see change in the ways 126 00:06:23,481 --> 00:06:24,151 to do business. 127 00:06:24,151 --> 00:06:27,321 So as each person in their own right 128 00:06:27,321 --> 00:06:30,021 becomes more able to reach out to another person, 129 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:32,251 becomes more able to reach out to another person, 130 00:06:32,251 --> 00:06:37,581 be it hire them or be it internships or be it just 131 00:06:37,581 --> 00:06:40,821 on an everyday level where you as a person with some knowledge 132 00:06:40,821 --> 00:06:44,541 and information get to reach out to somebody else and say here's 133 00:06:44,541 --> 00:06:45,513 the information I know. 134 00:06:45,513 --> 00:06:46,971 You know, let me share it with you. 135 00:06:46,971 --> 00:06:47,983 Let me help you. 136 00:06:47,983 --> 00:06:49,191 Do you have questions for me? 137 00:06:49,191 --> 00:06:51,764 Do you-- is there anything that I can help you with? 138 00:06:51,764 --> 00:06:53,181 You know, there's something really 139 00:06:53,181 --> 00:06:58,291 powerful about being able to reach out for each other. 1 00:00:22,071 --> 00:00:24,181 Joy. 2 00:00:24,181 --> 00:00:24,871 Hey. 3 00:00:24,871 --> 00:00:25,918 How are you? 4 00:00:25,918 --> 00:00:26,501 How are you? 5 00:00:26,501 --> 00:00:27,191 I'm good. 6 00:00:27,191 --> 00:00:30,021 I'm so happy to lay my eyes on you. 7 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:30,811 I'm so happy to lay my eyes on you. 8 00:00:30,811 --> 00:00:32,581 I'm so excited to see you right now. 9 00:00:32,581 --> 00:00:33,901 Man, listen. 10 00:00:33,901 --> 00:00:37,491 I feel like I saw you the other day on the Zoom call 11 00:00:37,491 --> 00:00:39,291 for "She Is The Music." 12 00:00:39,291 --> 00:00:40,081 Yeah. 13 00:00:40,081 --> 00:00:40,771 Definitely. 14 00:00:40,771 --> 00:00:42,151 How was it? 15 00:00:42,151 --> 00:00:44,051 How did you feel about that project? 16 00:00:44,051 --> 00:00:46,711 Well, first of all, how do you feel about "She Is The Music?" 17 00:00:46,711 --> 00:00:47,211 Yeah. 18 00:00:47,211 --> 00:00:49,741 I think I came into "She Is The Music" unsure of myself 19 00:00:49,741 --> 00:00:52,921 as a musician, and getting all the information from all 20 00:00:52,921 --> 00:00:55,506 the mentors was so helpful. 21 00:00:55,506 --> 00:00:57,631 I was able to work with Modesty Lycan as my mentor, 22 00:00:57,631 --> 00:00:59,161 and she taught me so much about how 23 00:00:59,161 --> 00:01:00,021 to be empowered in making music and songwriting, 24 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:02,641 to be empowered in making music and songwriting, 25 00:01:02,641 --> 00:01:04,721 for me and for others. 26 00:01:04,721 --> 00:01:06,271 And it was really empowering for me. 27 00:01:06,271 --> 00:01:07,511 That's amazing. 28 00:01:07,511 --> 00:01:08,131 I love that. 29 00:01:08,131 --> 00:01:11,221 Listen, you know, obviously, when we first 30 00:01:11,221 --> 00:01:13,141 started talking about putting something 31 00:01:13,141 --> 00:01:15,311 like "She Is The Music" together, 32 00:01:15,311 --> 00:01:18,421 we couldn't even have imagined the lengths that it's taken on. 33 00:01:18,421 --> 00:01:22,171 But most beautifully is this community of sisterhood. 34 00:01:22,171 --> 00:01:24,871 It feels so good. 35 00:01:24,871 --> 00:01:29,731 And you know, obviously, in so many industries, 36 00:01:29,731 --> 00:01:30,021 we know that that is a piece of what makes the progression. 37 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:34,471 we know that that is a piece of what makes the progression. 38 00:01:34,471 --> 00:01:37,141 And so I'm so glad that you're feeling that, 39 00:01:37,141 --> 00:01:40,141 and I'm so happy to hear that you feel more empowered-- 40 00:01:40,141 --> 00:01:42,091 that you feel like it's-- you know. 41 00:01:42,091 --> 00:01:45,211 And when you said that "They give me the information, 42 00:01:45,211 --> 00:01:47,818 they tell me what it is, and then I know what to do." 43 00:01:47,818 --> 00:01:48,901 I mean, because that's it. 44 00:01:48,901 --> 00:01:52,771 We just need information and opportunity. 45 00:01:52,771 --> 00:01:54,601 So I'm so happy to hear that. 46 00:01:54,601 --> 00:01:57,535 [PIANO MUSIC] 47 00:02:01,451 --> 00:02:06,063 So part of this program you created-- 48 00:02:06,063 --> 00:02:08,521 I know everybody had projects that they were either working 49 00:02:08,521 --> 00:02:10,171 on or developing a long way. 50 00:02:10,171 --> 00:02:12,101 Tell me about your project that you did. 51 00:02:12,101 --> 00:02:12,601 Yeah. 52 00:02:12,601 --> 00:02:15,496 So for my project, I wrote an album called "Atlas Rising." 53 00:02:15,496 --> 00:02:19,711 I wrote 11 songs-- seven songs and four interludes. 54 00:02:19,711 --> 00:02:20,221 Wow. 55 00:02:20,221 --> 00:02:25,011 And I wrote, recorded, and produced them. 56 00:02:25,011 --> 00:02:27,631 But essentially for the album, I really 57 00:02:27,631 --> 00:02:30,021 wanted to make a love letter to the authentic stories 58 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:31,446 wanted to make a love letter to the authentic stories 59 00:02:31,446 --> 00:02:32,071 of black women. 60 00:02:32,071 --> 00:02:33,991 I wanted to write music that made 61 00:02:33,991 --> 00:02:35,981 me feel like I was being heard. 62 00:02:35,981 --> 00:02:38,071 And I think the reason why I make 63 00:02:38,071 --> 00:02:40,411 music is to make sure that women of color are heard. 64 00:02:40,411 --> 00:02:41,821 And then I wrote all these songs, 65 00:02:41,821 --> 00:02:43,571 and I recorded all of them. 66 00:02:43,571 --> 00:02:46,601 And it was really a wonderful experience, 67 00:02:46,601 --> 00:02:49,411 and I'm so lucky to have it. 68 00:02:49,411 --> 00:02:51,241 And I'm excited to release it soon. 69 00:02:51,241 --> 00:02:51,841 Wow. 70 00:02:51,841 --> 00:02:52,801 So hold on. 71 00:02:52,801 --> 00:02:55,231 Had you started these things before the project? 72 00:02:55,231 --> 00:02:57,031 Was it literally for the project, and you 73 00:02:57,031 --> 00:02:59,221 had, like, six weeks to do it? 74 00:02:59,221 --> 00:03:00,021 Tell me a little bit about the genesis of it. 75 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:01,471 Tell me a little bit about the genesis of it. 76 00:03:01,471 --> 00:03:04,361 So two of the songs, I had already written. 77 00:03:04,361 --> 00:03:06,421 But one of the songs-- 78 00:03:06,421 --> 00:03:10,361 the first song that I wrote was "Echo," and it came from-- 79 00:03:10,361 --> 00:03:12,031 I had a conversation with my father 80 00:03:12,031 --> 00:03:16,141 who told me that he was feeling a similar sense of uncertainty 81 00:03:16,141 --> 00:03:19,801 that he had felt when he was a young kid in 1968. 82 00:03:19,801 --> 00:03:22,771 And it just kind of made me feel like everything is inherited, 83 00:03:22,771 --> 00:03:25,021 that we're experiencing right now-- like, none of this 84 00:03:25,021 --> 00:03:25,521 is new. 85 00:03:25,521 --> 00:03:27,811 And so it made me feel a certain amount of solidarity 86 00:03:27,811 --> 00:03:30,021 with other people who have been through something else, 87 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:30,103 with other people who have been through something else, 88 00:03:30,103 --> 00:03:33,071 in the same way as a young person. 89 00:03:33,071 --> 00:03:36,541 And so I wrote "Echo," and then from there, 90 00:03:36,541 --> 00:03:38,971 I just kept writing things down in my diary-- 91 00:03:38,971 --> 00:03:42,151 just how I was feeling --and then they became songs, 92 00:03:42,151 --> 00:03:43,031 out of nowhere. 93 00:03:43,031 --> 00:03:44,438 That's amazing. 94 00:03:44,438 --> 00:03:45,292 It was a marathon. 95 00:03:45,292 --> 00:03:45,792 It was fun. 96 00:03:45,792 --> 00:03:48,403 That's so good. 97 00:03:48,403 --> 00:03:51,355 [PIANO MUSIC] 98 00:03:55,301 --> 00:03:58,571 I understand, from what you just shared with me, 99 00:03:58,571 --> 00:04:00,021 why you called your song "Echo" Echo, I feel. 100 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:01,721 why you called your song "Echo" Echo, I feel. 101 00:04:01,721 --> 00:04:03,131 But let me not assume. 102 00:04:03,131 --> 00:04:05,661 Share with me why you named it Echo. 103 00:04:05,661 --> 00:04:09,701 And am I correct that echo is not technically in the song-- 104 00:04:09,701 --> 00:04:11,976 like, the word "echo" is not in the song? 105 00:04:11,976 --> 00:04:13,601 Yeah, "echo" is actually in the song. 106 00:04:13,601 --> 00:04:16,331 It's in the chorus, but it's only used, like, twice 107 00:04:16,331 --> 00:04:17,501 in the song. 108 00:04:17,501 --> 00:04:18,610 But the lyric-- 109 00:04:18,610 --> 00:04:23,051 I use the title "Echo" just because it feels like, 110 00:04:23,051 --> 00:04:25,691 as I was saying earlier, like none of this is new-- 111 00:04:25,691 --> 00:04:29,021 like all of this is an echo from another instance-- 112 00:04:29,021 --> 00:04:30,021 like everything can be tracked back to colonialism. 113 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:31,361 like everything can be tracked back to colonialism. 114 00:04:31,361 --> 00:04:35,133 Everything can be tracked back to the Civil Rights movement. 115 00:04:35,133 --> 00:04:37,091 Like, everything can be tracked back somewhere, 116 00:04:37,091 --> 00:04:40,631 and I think I want to always remind myself of that. 117 00:04:40,631 --> 00:04:42,181 Not just in, like, the things that 118 00:04:42,181 --> 00:04:43,764 have been happening recently, but also 119 00:04:43,764 --> 00:04:46,691 in the little things that we inherit, 120 00:04:46,691 --> 00:04:49,301 for example, the insecurities that we had as women of color. 121 00:04:49,301 --> 00:04:51,641 They're not just things that we have as individuals. 122 00:04:51,641 --> 00:04:53,099 They're things that we've inherited 123 00:04:53,099 --> 00:04:54,971 from older generations. 124 00:04:54,971 --> 00:04:55,871 I love that title. 125 00:04:55,871 --> 00:04:57,471 I love titles. 126 00:04:57,471 --> 00:05:00,021 I think titles are so powerful and important. 127 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:00,091 I think titles are so powerful and important. 128 00:05:00,091 --> 00:05:03,221 And a lot of times, titles inspire me. 129 00:05:03,221 --> 00:05:05,681 Like, I might just even read the title of a book, 130 00:05:05,681 --> 00:05:07,921 and it just sends me into a place where I'm like, 131 00:05:07,921 --> 00:05:08,921 "Woah, that's such a--." 132 00:05:08,921 --> 00:05:11,161 So I'm super fascinated with titles, 133 00:05:11,161 --> 00:05:13,001 and when I first started writing, 134 00:05:13,001 --> 00:05:16,151 I purposefully made all my titles the most, like, 135 00:05:16,151 --> 00:05:17,801 unrecognizable thing. 136 00:05:17,801 --> 00:05:20,771 If the song was like, "I love you," 137 00:05:20,771 --> 00:05:24,071 I'd call it "The Feeling Deep Down Inside the Emotion 138 00:05:24,071 --> 00:05:24,711 Within." 139 00:05:24,711 --> 00:05:26,111 It would be like, what? 140 00:05:26,111 --> 00:05:27,481 It's not even-- 141 00:05:27,481 --> 00:05:28,741 [LAUGHS] 142 00:05:28,741 --> 00:05:30,021 I have a song called "Meditation on Assimilation--" 143 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:31,081 I have a song called "Meditation on Assimilation--" 144 00:05:31,081 --> 00:05:31,581 Hey! 145 00:05:31,581 --> 00:05:33,164 --and none of those words are in it. 146 00:05:33,164 --> 00:05:34,211 Hey, I like that. 147 00:05:34,211 --> 00:05:35,241 I like that, though. 148 00:05:35,241 --> 00:05:36,461 It's poetic. 149 00:05:36,461 --> 00:05:38,501 It's really, really poetic. 150 00:05:38,501 --> 00:05:44,431 So I heard "Echo," and I'd love for you to tell me-- 151 00:05:44,431 --> 00:05:45,591 what are you looking for? 152 00:05:45,591 --> 00:05:47,161 What are you feeling? 153 00:05:47,161 --> 00:05:48,731 Are you looking for some feedback? 154 00:05:48,731 --> 00:05:49,741 What kind of feedback? 155 00:05:49,741 --> 00:05:50,731 How are you feeling? 156 00:05:50,731 --> 00:05:53,551 Just give me the world that you're thinking of, 157 00:05:53,551 --> 00:05:55,331 in regards to "Echo." 158 00:05:55,331 --> 00:05:55,831 Yeah. 159 00:05:55,831 --> 00:05:58,771 I think I have a tendency to be really wordy in my songs 160 00:05:58,771 --> 00:06:00,021 sometimes-- so wordy that, sometimes, you 161 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:00,481 sometimes-- so wordy that, sometimes, you 162 00:06:00,481 --> 00:06:02,023 miss some of the things that are most 163 00:06:02,023 --> 00:06:04,591 important, within the verses. 164 00:06:04,591 --> 00:06:08,041 I think, also, you know, in terms of melody, 165 00:06:08,041 --> 00:06:11,551 I've been trying to variate the melody in the second verse, 166 00:06:11,551 --> 00:06:14,971 and I'm trying to play with, you know, how much can you 167 00:06:14,971 --> 00:06:17,941 variate the melody without losing it, versus like, 168 00:06:17,941 --> 00:06:18,751 keep it the same. 169 00:06:18,751 --> 00:06:19,928 That's cool. 170 00:06:19,928 --> 00:06:21,511 So I don't want people to, you know, 171 00:06:21,511 --> 00:06:23,276 get the same idea, every single time, 172 00:06:23,276 --> 00:06:24,901 just because the lyricism is so varied, 173 00:06:24,901 --> 00:06:27,226 but I also don't want to go too far from the melody, 174 00:06:27,226 --> 00:06:28,851 and then we're in a different song, so. 175 00:06:28,851 --> 00:06:30,021 Totally. 176 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:30,161 Totally. 177 00:06:30,161 --> 00:06:30,661 Yeah. 178 00:06:30,661 --> 00:06:32,371 That's what I'm working on right now. 179 00:06:32,371 --> 00:06:33,211 All right, great. 180 00:06:33,211 --> 00:06:35,701 And, so you have your guitar. 181 00:06:35,701 --> 00:06:38,401 Can you play me the first-- 182 00:06:38,401 --> 00:06:42,061 you know, the verse, the B section, and the chorus? 183 00:06:42,061 --> 00:06:42,821 All right. 184 00:06:42,821 --> 00:06:43,571 So this is "Echo." 185 00:06:50,491 --> 00:06:52,811 (SINGING) I've seen love, and I've seen war. 186 00:06:55,881 --> 00:06:58,326 A broken piece, then restored. 187 00:07:01,351 --> 00:07:02,301 Built my wealth. 188 00:07:02,301 --> 00:07:04,246 Saved my health. 189 00:07:04,246 --> 00:07:07,016 Gave my heart, let someone treat it well. 190 00:07:07,016 --> 00:07:11,291 Somehow there's still more. 191 00:07:11,291 --> 00:07:13,261 But right now, I don't know, because I 192 00:07:13,261 --> 00:07:17,101 thought we'd passed this. 193 00:07:17,101 --> 00:07:22,661 And I'm out of control without answers, I'll admit. 194 00:07:22,661 --> 00:07:28,361 I feel this ache in my heart from when I was a little kid. 195 00:07:28,361 --> 00:07:30,021 I know history repeats, but it feels like the remix. 196 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:31,491 I know history repeats, but it feels like the remix. 197 00:07:35,441 --> 00:07:38,186 Feels like the world's turning back around. 198 00:07:40,801 --> 00:07:43,561 The echo is getting too loud. 199 00:07:46,201 --> 00:07:48,851 It feels like the world's turning back around. 200 00:07:51,653 --> 00:07:55,081 Flash back to the same old ground. 201 00:07:55,081 --> 00:07:57,581 Oh, oh, oh. 202 00:07:57,581 --> 00:08:00,021 Oh, oh, oh. 203 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:00,561 Oh, oh, oh. 204 00:08:00,561 --> 00:08:02,001 Oh, oh, oh. 205 00:08:07,331 --> 00:08:08,831 That's the first part. 206 00:08:08,831 --> 00:08:09,971 Perfect. 207 00:08:09,971 --> 00:08:12,011 I love that sentiment. 208 00:08:12,011 --> 00:08:15,221 I love what you're talking about, lyrically. 209 00:08:15,221 --> 00:08:17,741 I think it's clear what you're saying. 210 00:08:17,741 --> 00:08:21,231 I definitely understand your point of view, for sure. 211 00:08:21,231 --> 00:08:26,291 I really like the part that has the "oh," after the chorus, 212 00:08:26,291 --> 00:08:28,631 because I've been talking about how are there 213 00:08:28,631 --> 00:08:30,021 hooky parts all throughout the song? 214 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:31,561 hooky parts all throughout the song? 215 00:08:31,561 --> 00:08:33,330 And "hooky" in the sense that-- 216 00:08:33,330 --> 00:08:35,851 it might be the guitar, it might be a certain sound, 217 00:08:35,851 --> 00:08:39,641 it might be a vocal thing, and I love how that-- 218 00:08:39,641 --> 00:08:41,471 so that feels really primed for something 219 00:08:41,471 --> 00:08:43,171 that people want to keep singing. 220 00:08:43,171 --> 00:08:45,731 So I love that a lot. 221 00:08:45,731 --> 00:08:50,237 Now, the last two lines on the second verse. 222 00:08:50,237 --> 00:08:51,071 Mhm. 223 00:08:51,071 --> 00:08:52,781 So, "I know there is a God. 224 00:08:52,781 --> 00:08:54,561 Why would he bring us this far?" 225 00:08:54,561 --> 00:08:55,061 Yeah. 226 00:08:55,061 --> 00:08:55,978 And then what comes? 227 00:08:55,978 --> 00:08:58,521 And then it's "To help us learn, maybe start again. 228 00:08:58,521 --> 00:09:00,021 Keep peace earned for enduring all this pain. 229 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:02,601 Keep peace earned for enduring all this pain. 230 00:09:02,601 --> 00:09:03,851 Don't even know where we are." 231 00:09:06,701 --> 00:09:09,611 So I definitely felt like, at that part, 232 00:09:09,611 --> 00:09:12,781 I missed what you said a little bit. 233 00:09:12,781 --> 00:09:13,781 That's what I thought. 234 00:09:13,781 --> 00:09:14,481 Right? 235 00:09:14,481 --> 00:09:16,271 I can see what you mean. 236 00:09:16,271 --> 00:09:22,711 And another idea is, sometimes, I like to-- 237 00:09:22,711 --> 00:09:23,971 because the [VOCALIZING]. 238 00:09:31,401 --> 00:09:34,781 And then, what's the second half of the melody? 239 00:09:34,781 --> 00:09:35,281 Which part? 240 00:09:35,281 --> 00:09:36,991 The verse, or the chorus? 241 00:09:36,991 --> 00:09:37,501 Yeah. 242 00:09:37,501 --> 00:09:40,481 Those two lines that we were just talking through. 243 00:09:40,481 --> 00:09:42,071 [VOCALIZING] 244 00:09:57,091 --> 00:09:59,071 Sometimes, I like to-- 245 00:09:59,071 --> 00:10:00,021 I feel like the [VOCALIZING] is a really strong melody. 246 00:10:00,021 --> 00:10:05,051 I feel like the [VOCALIZING] is a really strong melody. 247 00:10:05,051 --> 00:10:08,371 And sometimes I liked-- when I'm looking for a shift, 248 00:10:08,371 --> 00:10:12,271 just because I want to keep it evolving --sometimes I'll 249 00:10:12,271 --> 00:10:17,561 either change the first half of the verse, and then come back. 250 00:10:17,561 --> 00:10:20,741 So say we change the first half, and then come back to 251 00:10:20,741 --> 00:10:21,876 [VOCALIZING]. 252 00:10:23,851 --> 00:10:28,694 Or I'll keep the first half, and change the second half, 253 00:10:28,694 --> 00:10:30,021 and come back, because I think, in that middle part, where 254 00:10:30,021 --> 00:10:31,111 and come back, because I think, in that middle part, where 255 00:10:31,111 --> 00:10:33,061 maybe you were feeling like it could 256 00:10:33,061 --> 00:10:36,901 be a little wordy to the point where maybe people would miss 257 00:10:36,901 --> 00:10:41,491 what you're saying, maybe those two lines right there, 258 00:10:41,491 --> 00:10:44,821 you could potentially shift melody completely. 259 00:10:44,821 --> 00:10:47,959 And then come back to [VOCALIZING] 260 00:10:50,951 --> 00:10:52,601 You think it's an F or a G? 261 00:11:00,021 --> 00:11:00,767 OK. 262 00:11:00,767 --> 00:11:03,743 [VOCALIZING] 263 00:11:06,721 --> 00:11:08,572 Does that sound right? 264 00:11:08,572 --> 00:11:10,957 [VOCALIZING] 265 00:11:15,261 --> 00:11:21,421 And even if you wanted to do [VOCALIZING],, 266 00:11:21,421 --> 00:11:24,121 or if you wanted to take it somewhere up. 267 00:11:24,121 --> 00:11:26,431 I know that you are saying really important words, 268 00:11:26,431 --> 00:11:28,014 so I know you're kind of trying to get 269 00:11:28,014 --> 00:11:30,021 in a big thought in a small thing. 270 00:11:30,021 --> 00:11:30,691 in a big thought in a small thing. 271 00:11:30,691 --> 00:11:36,441 But if you wanted to [UPSCALE VOCALIZING],, 272 00:11:36,441 --> 00:11:44,031 and then kind of come back to [VOCALIZING],, it could be cool. 273 00:11:44,031 --> 00:11:46,161 So that's just an idea to throw out there, 274 00:11:46,161 --> 00:11:49,221 if you felt like you did want to shift the second verse. 275 00:11:49,221 --> 00:11:54,771 But I do agree that I'm losing you 276 00:11:54,771 --> 00:11:57,321 a little bit in those lyrics. 277 00:11:57,321 --> 00:12:00,021 Maybe I could cut the first half of that line that 278 00:12:00,021 --> 00:12:00,801 Maybe I could cut the first half of that line that 279 00:12:00,801 --> 00:12:03,831 says "to help us learn--" maybe cut that, and just, like 280 00:12:03,831 --> 00:12:07,641 (SINGING) maybe start again. 281 00:12:07,641 --> 00:12:10,581 That's nice. 282 00:12:10,581 --> 00:12:12,413 (SINGING) I still know there's a God, 283 00:12:12,413 --> 00:12:16,401 but why did he bring us this far? 284 00:12:16,401 --> 00:12:19,607 Maybe to start again. 285 00:12:19,607 --> 00:12:22,521 That's nice. 286 00:12:22,521 --> 00:12:27,467 (SINGING) Don't even know where we are. 287 00:12:27,467 --> 00:12:29,341 And the stories I knew, then-- 288 00:12:29,341 --> 00:12:29,841 Okay. 289 00:12:29,841 --> 00:12:30,021 That's nice. 290 00:12:30,021 --> 00:12:31,071 That's nice. 291 00:12:31,071 --> 00:12:31,571 That's nice. 292 00:12:31,571 --> 00:12:36,901 It kind of takes your attention to another place in that space. 293 00:12:36,901 --> 00:12:41,171 But I know you can also consider, exactly-- 294 00:12:41,171 --> 00:12:44,901 because you said, "Why would he take us this far?" 295 00:12:44,901 --> 00:12:45,681 Mhm. 296 00:12:45,681 --> 00:12:47,991 And the original lines were, after that? 297 00:12:47,991 --> 00:12:50,061 To help us learn, maybe start again. 298 00:12:50,061 --> 00:12:51,171 Right. 299 00:12:51,171 --> 00:12:52,251 And then? 300 00:12:52,251 --> 00:12:55,101 Keep peace earned through enduring all this pain. 301 00:12:55,101 --> 00:12:56,781 That's the longest one. 302 00:12:56,781 --> 00:12:58,966 Right, right, right. (SINGING) To help us learn, 303 00:12:58,966 --> 00:13:00,021 maybe start again. 304 00:13:00,021 --> 00:13:01,531 maybe start again. 305 00:13:01,531 --> 00:13:03,381 Keep peace earned, [VOCALIZING]. 306 00:13:07,261 --> 00:13:11,356 If you preferred that line, because I think the "keeping--" 307 00:13:11,356 --> 00:13:15,581 "keep the peace earned, so we can start again--" 308 00:13:15,581 --> 00:13:17,581 Through enduring all this pain. 309 00:13:17,581 --> 00:13:18,641 Through enduring. 310 00:13:18,641 --> 00:13:22,081 (SINGING) Keep through enduring all this pain. 311 00:13:22,081 --> 00:13:24,061 Don't even know where we are. 312 00:13:24,061 --> 00:13:25,886 If you wanted to even-- 313 00:13:25,886 --> 00:13:27,511 it could kind of be a background thing. 314 00:13:27,511 --> 00:13:29,861 And then, [VOCALIZING]. 315 00:13:29,861 --> 00:13:30,021 So that's a kind of a way that you could still 316 00:13:30,021 --> 00:13:32,431 So that's a kind of a way that you could still 317 00:13:32,431 --> 00:13:36,331 keep all your lyrical ideas, but evolve it a little bit. 318 00:13:36,331 --> 00:13:37,975 That's one thought. 319 00:13:37,975 --> 00:13:39,361 Okay. 320 00:13:39,361 --> 00:13:40,443 But that feels good. 321 00:13:40,443 --> 00:13:41,401 That feels really good. 322 00:13:41,401 --> 00:13:45,141 And then what's the chorus on the B section? 323 00:13:45,141 --> 00:13:45,941 [PIANO PLAYING] 324 00:13:45,941 --> 00:13:46,441 Okay. 325 00:13:54,841 --> 00:13:58,941 Now sing the melody over that. 326 00:13:58,941 --> 00:14:00,021 (SINGING) And the story's not knew. 327 00:14:00,021 --> 00:14:01,461 (SINGING) And the story's not knew. 328 00:14:01,461 --> 00:14:03,651 This ain't our first try. 329 00:14:06,401 --> 00:14:13,441 We've had deserts to cross, and we marched-- marched miles. 330 00:14:13,441 --> 00:14:20,391 But every time I get done, we resume that eternal climb. 331 00:14:20,391 --> 00:14:26,598 And it hurts just as much as the blow from last time. 332 00:14:26,598 --> 00:14:27,681 And does it, every time? 333 00:14:27,681 --> 00:14:29,521 It goes to the F, every time? 334 00:14:29,521 --> 00:14:30,021 Yeah. 335 00:14:30,021 --> 00:14:30,501 Yeah. 336 00:14:30,501 --> 00:14:31,371 [VOCALIZING] 337 00:14:59,621 --> 00:15:00,021 It's very cool. 338 00:15:00,021 --> 00:15:00,301 It's very cool. 339 00:15:00,301 --> 00:15:02,341 It's a cool chord progression. 340 00:15:02,341 --> 00:15:05,401 I'm trying to think of, like, how to get the melody out 341 00:15:05,401 --> 00:15:10,351 of there so it really accentuates 342 00:15:10,351 --> 00:15:12,181 that particular choice of your chord, 343 00:15:12,181 --> 00:15:15,271 because the chord is very cool. 344 00:15:15,271 --> 00:15:18,181 It's not obvious, which I really like. 345 00:15:18,181 --> 00:15:21,085 [VOCALIZING] 346 00:15:27,871 --> 00:15:29,221 Maybe. 347 00:15:29,221 --> 00:15:30,021 Maybe it's [VOCALIZING]. 348 00:15:30,021 --> 00:15:30,695 Maybe it's [VOCALIZING]. 349 00:15:55,371 --> 00:15:57,011 But I know when it ends-- 350 00:15:57,011 --> 00:15:59,411 [VOCALIZING] 351 00:16:01,811 --> 00:16:03,851 I think there's just one thing about-- 352 00:16:03,851 --> 00:16:10,331 if you hang on that last chord, it'll actually show people how 353 00:16:10,331 --> 00:16:14,381 special the progression is, so-- 354 00:16:14,381 --> 00:16:15,081 Yeah. 355 00:16:15,081 --> 00:16:15,831 You know I mean? 356 00:16:15,831 --> 00:16:20,441 That [SINGING NOTES] in your melody. 357 00:16:20,441 --> 00:16:23,006 [VOCALIZING] 358 00:16:26,411 --> 00:16:28,071 And that feels really, really cool. 359 00:16:28,071 --> 00:16:30,008 And then at the end, maybe [VOCALIZING].. 360 00:16:34,981 --> 00:16:36,427 And then [VOCALIZING]. 361 00:16:41,663 --> 00:16:44,981 But is that the melody you're doing at the end? 362 00:16:44,981 --> 00:16:46,151 Kind of going up? 363 00:16:46,151 --> 00:16:47,351 Yeah. 364 00:16:47,351 --> 00:16:50,051 I'd really love if you accentuated 365 00:16:50,051 --> 00:16:54,101 that beautiful chord, that's like all sneaky and, like, 366 00:16:54,101 --> 00:16:56,251 unassuming, but really pretty. 367 00:16:56,251 --> 00:16:57,671 I think that would be lovely. 368 00:16:57,671 --> 00:16:58,781 Yeah. 369 00:16:58,781 --> 00:16:59,951 I love that. 370 00:16:59,951 --> 00:17:00,021 Can you sing it for a sec, just to try 371 00:17:00,021 --> 00:17:01,691 Can you sing it for a sec, just to try 372 00:17:01,691 --> 00:17:03,671 to see how that feels for you? 373 00:17:03,671 --> 00:17:06,471 Yeah. 374 00:17:06,471 --> 00:17:07,965 (SINGING) And the story's not new. 375 00:17:07,965 --> 00:17:12,927 This ain't our first try. 376 00:17:12,927 --> 00:17:19,781 We've had deserts to cross, and we marched-- marched miles. 377 00:17:19,781 --> 00:17:21,251 Like that? 378 00:17:21,251 --> 00:17:23,178 That's nice. 379 00:17:23,178 --> 00:17:25,108 (SINGING) But every time I get done, 380 00:17:25,108 --> 00:17:29,988 we resume that eternal climb. 381 00:17:29,988 --> 00:17:30,021 And it hurts just as much as the blow from last time. 382 00:17:30,021 --> 00:17:36,681 And it hurts just as much as the blow from last time. 383 00:17:36,681 --> 00:17:37,401 Yes. 384 00:17:37,401 --> 00:17:37,901 Like that? 385 00:17:37,901 --> 00:17:38,741 Yes. 386 00:17:38,741 --> 00:17:42,551 That really makes you understand the progression, 387 00:17:42,551 --> 00:17:44,591 and it feels really special. 388 00:17:44,591 --> 00:17:47,141 That's really, really, really nice. 389 00:17:47,141 --> 00:17:49,211 Joy, this is so cool. 390 00:17:49,211 --> 00:17:53,111 I really think that you're onto some great, great music. 391 00:17:53,111 --> 00:17:54,911 And thank you so much for sharing-- 392 00:17:54,911 --> 00:17:58,181 not only your music, but your soul, your story, your journey 393 00:17:58,181 --> 00:18:00,021 --and also being super brave to just express the process, 394 00:18:00,021 --> 00:18:02,291 --and also being super brave to just express the process, 395 00:18:02,291 --> 00:18:06,131 and share with us your process, because everyone's process is 396 00:18:06,131 --> 00:18:06,671 different. 397 00:18:06,671 --> 00:18:10,451 And there's no wrong way to do this thing, you know? 398 00:18:10,451 --> 00:18:13,361 So I think it's so beautiful to see your message, 399 00:18:13,361 --> 00:18:15,851 and to see your growth and your willingness 400 00:18:15,851 --> 00:18:18,201 to continue to grow. 401 00:18:18,201 --> 00:18:20,411 And I'm so, so, so excited for you, and proud of you. 402 00:18:20,411 --> 00:18:24,011 And congratulations on the project, and for all that's 403 00:18:24,011 --> 00:18:24,743 coming your way. 404 00:18:24,743 --> 00:18:26,201 I'm glad we could connect and feel. 405 00:18:26,201 --> 00:18:27,621 This was fun. 406 00:18:27,621 --> 00:18:28,591 Thank you so much. 407 00:18:28,591 --> 00:18:29,411 I'm so honored. 408 00:18:29,411 --> 00:18:30,021 This is amazing. 409 00:18:30,021 --> 00:18:30,341 This is amazing. 410 00:18:30,341 --> 00:18:32,281 Yay, vibes! 411 00:18:32,281 --> 00:18:33,181 High-five. 412 00:18:33,181 --> 00:18:34,381 Uh. 413 00:18:34,381 --> 00:18:36,231 [LAUGHTER] 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,989 2 00:00:24,351 --> 00:00:29,131 There was a time where I would just say yes to everything. 3 00:00:29,131 --> 00:00:30,021 And of course you understand why. 4 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:31,791 And of course you understand why. 5 00:00:31,791 --> 00:00:34,761 It was a brand-new experience, and I was a new artist, 6 00:00:34,761 --> 00:00:40,601 and you want to have-- 7 00:00:40,601 --> 00:00:42,266 you're dying for the opportunity. 8 00:00:42,266 --> 00:00:43,721 Are you kidding? 9 00:00:43,721 --> 00:00:47,831 And then you get the chance to have these opportunities, 10 00:00:47,831 --> 00:00:50,531 and who are you to turn them down? 11 00:00:50,531 --> 00:00:54,131 You've been asking the whole time to get them, right? 12 00:00:54,131 --> 00:00:59,201 And I didn't realize how much it was affecting me and definitely 13 00:00:59,201 --> 00:01:00,021 not creating boundaries for myself, which, you know, 14 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:03,551 not creating boundaries for myself, which, you know, 15 00:01:03,551 --> 00:01:05,981 is just super unhealthy. 16 00:01:05,981 --> 00:01:09,341 You know, it's not healthy to just go without limit 17 00:01:09,341 --> 00:01:12,081 and to say yes until utter fatigue 18 00:01:12,081 --> 00:01:16,031 and to not ever consider yourself or your own well being 19 00:01:16,031 --> 00:01:18,881 or what you might need to replenish, you know? 20 00:01:18,881 --> 00:01:21,431 These are things that are really, really important. 21 00:01:21,431 --> 00:01:25,391 But I found myself just going hard and always pulling 22 00:01:25,391 --> 00:01:28,301 at my bootstraps and ignoring how 23 00:01:28,301 --> 00:01:30,021 I felt, ignoring that inner voice that was saying you're 24 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:31,571 I felt, ignoring that inner voice that was saying you're 25 00:01:31,571 --> 00:01:34,961 tired or this doesn't feel right or, you know, 26 00:01:34,961 --> 00:01:38,261 man, you just need one day in between this and that 27 00:01:38,261 --> 00:01:41,081 or you haven't seen your friends or you miss your family 28 00:01:41,081 --> 00:01:42,621 or whatever it is. 29 00:01:42,621 --> 00:01:45,731 Like, the voice is always there, and a lot of times 30 00:01:45,731 --> 00:01:47,271 you choose to ignore it. 31 00:01:47,271 --> 00:01:48,521 So that was definitely me. 32 00:01:48,521 --> 00:01:49,511 I was ignoring that. 33 00:01:49,511 --> 00:01:55,731 I was not giving myself respect to take care of myself. 34 00:01:55,731 --> 00:01:57,551 I was burning the candle at all hours. 35 00:01:57,551 --> 00:02:00,021 I would stay up all types of late, 36 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:00,311 I would stay up all types of late, 37 00:02:00,311 --> 00:02:01,951 get of all types of early. 38 00:02:01,951 --> 00:02:04,931 I'd fly anywhere back and forth, even if it was ridiculous. 39 00:02:04,931 --> 00:02:07,991 But I did it, and so I found myself at a place 40 00:02:07,991 --> 00:02:12,771 where I was just totally fatigued on every level, just 41 00:02:12,771 --> 00:02:17,031 spiritually, emotionally, physically. 42 00:02:17,031 --> 00:02:18,248 I didn't even know who I was. 43 00:02:18,248 --> 00:02:19,581 I didn't even know what I liked. 44 00:02:19,581 --> 00:02:21,164 I didn't even know what I didn't like. 45 00:02:21,164 --> 00:02:22,611 I didn't even know what I thought. 46 00:02:22,611 --> 00:02:25,011 I needed everybody else to answer everything for me. 47 00:02:25,011 --> 00:02:27,861 I didn't even have the capacity at that point 48 00:02:27,861 --> 00:02:30,021 to even have my own opinion or thoughts because I had-- 49 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:34,587 to even have my own opinion or thoughts because I had-- 50 00:02:34,587 --> 00:02:37,221 I was exhausted. 51 00:02:37,221 --> 00:02:39,761 And I think, in a way, that also led 52 00:02:39,761 --> 00:02:43,991 me to start to depend heavily on other people for their opinions 53 00:02:43,991 --> 00:02:45,091 or their-- 54 00:02:45,091 --> 00:02:47,891 what they thought was right for me. 55 00:02:47,891 --> 00:02:51,461 And I got out of habit of even asking myself first. 56 00:02:51,461 --> 00:02:53,561 I would ask other people first, what do you think? 57 00:02:53,561 --> 00:02:55,331 which is a terrible habit. 58 00:02:55,331 --> 00:02:57,041 Take it from me. 59 00:02:57,041 --> 00:02:58,881 Don't do it. 60 00:02:58,881 --> 00:03:00,021 Always connect with yourself first. 61 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:01,281 Always connect with yourself first. 62 00:03:01,281 --> 00:03:05,901 Always ask yourself, what does this feel like for you? 63 00:03:05,901 --> 00:03:08,451 And, of course, you can then reach out to other people 64 00:03:08,451 --> 00:03:11,751 and get their thoughts, but what do you think 65 00:03:11,751 --> 00:03:14,541 is the first question? 66 00:03:14,541 --> 00:03:19,221 What do you feel, and how is this good for you? 67 00:03:19,221 --> 00:03:21,861 And that's OK to ask yourself how is this good for you? 68 00:03:21,861 --> 00:03:27,711 I finally realized that the power of yes is a real power. 69 00:03:27,711 --> 00:03:30,021 To actually say yes is powerful, and it means something, 70 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:32,301 To actually say yes is powerful, and it means something, 71 00:03:32,301 --> 00:03:36,231 and it means then you are saying yes because your full energy 72 00:03:36,231 --> 00:03:40,401 and your spirit is invested because it's great 73 00:03:40,401 --> 00:03:42,551 and it's solid and it feels good for you 74 00:03:42,551 --> 00:03:45,741 and you've thought about and you've considered yourself 75 00:03:45,741 --> 00:03:46,731 in the answer. 76 00:03:46,731 --> 00:03:53,341 And I also have learned that the power of no is even huger. 77 00:03:53,341 --> 00:03:55,331 I don't know if huger is a word, but I'm 78 00:03:55,331 --> 00:03:56,581 telling you, that's how it is. 79 00:03:56,581 --> 00:04:00,021 It's huger than anything else, the power of no 80 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:02,371 It's huger than anything else, the power of no 81 00:04:02,371 --> 00:04:05,251 and claiming your space and knowing when something's not 82 00:04:05,251 --> 00:04:10,391 right for you and being OK that it's just not the time. 83 00:04:10,391 --> 00:04:13,791 And that doesn't mean you're not going to have success. 84 00:04:13,791 --> 00:04:17,771 It simply means that it's not good for you in this moment, 85 00:04:17,771 --> 00:04:22,141 and you're leaving space for the thing that is good for you 86 00:04:22,141 --> 00:04:25,101 to walk through the door. 87 00:04:25,101 --> 00:04:28,848 So I finally know this, but it's taken a while. 88 00:04:28,848 --> 00:04:30,021 89 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:32,257 90 00:04:36,161 --> 00:04:41,931 I think that, you know, unwinding and relaxing 91 00:04:41,931 --> 00:04:46,941 is just as much of the work as is the work. 92 00:04:46,941 --> 00:04:48,921 You know, all the things, all the imagining, 93 00:04:48,921 --> 00:04:51,801 all the dreaming, all the creating, all the manifesting 94 00:04:51,801 --> 00:04:57,201 is benefited greatly by the relaxing. 95 00:04:57,201 --> 00:05:00,021 The unwinding, the doing nothing is actually 96 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:01,071 The unwinding, the doing nothing is actually 97 00:05:01,071 --> 00:05:04,981 doing a lot for you, and I've learned that over time. 98 00:05:04,981 --> 00:05:09,201 And for me, meditation is a really, really powerful tool. 99 00:05:09,201 --> 00:05:12,021 For me, it's changed everything for me 100 00:05:12,021 --> 00:05:14,691 because it's really given me a center. 101 00:05:14,691 --> 00:05:18,951 It's given me a certain perspective, a way to tune 102 00:05:18,951 --> 00:05:24,379 in to my own intuition, my own inner voice, my own thoughts 103 00:05:24,379 --> 00:05:24,921 and opinions. 104 00:05:24,921 --> 00:05:28,161 Like I said, you know, there was a time when I just 105 00:05:28,161 --> 00:05:30,021 went so fast that I never took the time to hear my own self, 106 00:05:30,021 --> 00:05:33,121 went so fast that I never took the time to hear my own self, 107 00:05:33,121 --> 00:05:36,621 and I think that's probably a lot of our lives and cases. 108 00:05:36,621 --> 00:05:39,081 You know, it's not intentional, but nobody 109 00:05:39,081 --> 00:05:41,151 tells you to slow down or listen to yourself. 110 00:05:41,151 --> 00:05:43,046 When does anybody tell you to do that? 111 00:05:43,046 --> 00:05:45,171 From a kid, you're told to listen to everybody else 112 00:05:45,171 --> 00:05:47,691 and follow everybody else's rules and do as you're told 113 00:05:47,691 --> 00:05:49,791 and be seen and not heard and all the things 114 00:05:49,791 --> 00:05:51,321 that you're told, right? 115 00:05:51,321 --> 00:05:56,331 So who's going to tell you to listen to yourself, to tune 116 00:05:56,331 --> 00:06:00,021 into yourself, to check on your soul, you know? 117 00:06:00,021 --> 00:06:02,021 into yourself, to check on your soul, you know? 118 00:06:02,021 --> 00:06:04,971 And so that discovery for me has really 119 00:06:04,971 --> 00:06:10,731 opened me up wide to a whole other universe of understanding 120 00:06:10,731 --> 00:06:13,221 and confidence, to be honest, to know 121 00:06:13,221 --> 00:06:15,441 that I know what I feel and I'm very 122 00:06:15,441 --> 00:06:18,601 clear about what I need and I'm very clear about what I want. 123 00:06:18,601 --> 00:06:23,781 So I'm really excited constantly about going deeper 124 00:06:23,781 --> 00:06:29,331 into meditation because I feel like it really is leading me 125 00:06:29,331 --> 00:06:30,021 to places that I just would not be able to access or get 126 00:06:30,021 --> 00:06:32,631 to places that I just would not be able to access or get 127 00:06:32,631 --> 00:06:35,011 to otherwise. 128 00:06:35,011 --> 00:06:38,991 So, yeah, I think that relaxation, that self-love, 129 00:06:38,991 --> 00:06:43,311 that self-care, that time to carve out for you when no 130 00:06:43,311 --> 00:06:43,881 one's-- 131 00:06:43,881 --> 00:06:46,221 the noise is down. 132 00:06:46,221 --> 00:06:48,781 You can just hear. 133 00:06:48,781 --> 00:06:53,413 It's priceless-- priceless. 134 00:06:53,413 --> 00:06:56,239 135 00:06:58,986 --> 00:07:00,021 Now that I have kids and stuff, I 136 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:00,361 Now that I have kids and stuff, I 137 00:07:00,361 --> 00:07:06,811 think there's a hefty portion of what you bring into the world 138 00:07:06,811 --> 00:07:09,031 that you have within you. 139 00:07:09,031 --> 00:07:10,351 It's just who you are. 140 00:07:10,351 --> 00:07:11,911 It's how you're going to be. 141 00:07:11,911 --> 00:07:13,621 It is what it is. 142 00:07:13,621 --> 00:07:22,251 But I also had and have a really strong mother who raised me 143 00:07:22,251 --> 00:07:26,151 as a single mother, and I think that I witnessed 144 00:07:26,151 --> 00:07:29,901 her quite diligent, quite disciplined with all 145 00:07:29,901 --> 00:07:30,021 of her endeavors, and that definitely fed me. 146 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:34,581 of her endeavors, and that definitely fed me. 147 00:07:34,581 --> 00:07:37,761 And she wouldn't really accept anything less, to be honest. 148 00:07:37,761 --> 00:07:41,931 She expected me to operate at the highest capacity 149 00:07:41,931 --> 00:07:43,971 that I could, and she held me to that. 150 00:07:43,971 --> 00:07:47,871 And then I started to also with different things that I 151 00:07:47,871 --> 00:07:52,311 was doing, if it was piano or, you know, 152 00:07:52,311 --> 00:07:56,811 even just the beginning parts of songwriting or creating, 153 00:07:56,811 --> 00:07:59,211 you know, I realized very quickly that the only way 154 00:07:59,211 --> 00:08:00,021 to get better is to keep going, to keep 155 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:02,481 to get better is to keep going, to keep 156 00:08:02,481 --> 00:08:05,541 at it, to keep doing it, to keep trying it, to keep learning it, 157 00:08:05,541 --> 00:08:09,561 to mess up, you know, to practice. 158 00:08:09,561 --> 00:08:10,491 You have to practice. 159 00:08:10,491 --> 00:08:12,341 You have to practice. 160 00:08:12,341 --> 00:08:14,841 And I think that the piano really showed me 161 00:08:14,841 --> 00:08:17,413 that because, you know, there's just no way on planet Earth 162 00:08:17,413 --> 00:08:19,371 you're going to know how to play any instrument 163 00:08:19,371 --> 00:08:21,231 without practicing, period. 164 00:08:21,231 --> 00:08:26,331 I don't care how gifted you are, but everybody has to practice. 165 00:08:26,331 --> 00:08:30,021 You cannot get great at anything-- 166 00:08:30,021 --> 00:08:30,141 You cannot get great at anything-- 167 00:08:30,141 --> 00:08:32,241 anything-- without practicing. 168 00:08:32,241 --> 00:08:35,541 Ask anybody who is-- 169 00:08:35,541 --> 00:08:37,430 has had any type of success. 170 00:08:37,430 --> 00:08:40,693 You can't do it without putting your time in. 171 00:08:40,693 --> 00:08:41,901 You have to put your time in. 172 00:08:41,901 --> 00:08:45,021 You can't just chill on the bed whining and complaining 173 00:08:45,021 --> 00:08:47,451 about why is this not happening for me? 174 00:08:47,451 --> 00:08:48,571 and not put any time in. 175 00:08:48,571 --> 00:08:50,961 It's not going to ever happen for you, period. 176 00:08:50,961 --> 00:08:55,611 So I think that that discipline, that diligence 177 00:08:55,611 --> 00:09:00,021 to find that strength to keep on going, 178 00:09:00,021 --> 00:09:00,861 to find that strength to keep on going, 179 00:09:00,861 --> 00:09:03,223 keep on trying, putting the work in, putting the time 180 00:09:03,223 --> 00:09:04,681 in-- everybody else is hanging out. 181 00:09:04,681 --> 00:09:07,791 Everybody else is playing, partying, having a good time. 182 00:09:07,791 --> 00:09:11,571 You have to practice if you want it, you know? 183 00:09:11,571 --> 00:09:13,281 And in order to do that, you have 184 00:09:13,281 --> 00:09:15,381 to put your time in with yourself. 185 00:09:15,381 --> 00:09:17,181 And it's a form of self-love, I feel like. 186 00:09:17,181 --> 00:09:21,381 It's a form of self-respect to understand 187 00:09:21,381 --> 00:09:25,071 that this is a part of what it takes to get where you want 188 00:09:25,071 --> 00:09:26,721 to go, and it's a part of what it 189 00:09:26,721 --> 00:09:30,021 takes to have that discipline and that diligence. 190 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:30,771 takes to have that discipline and that diligence. 191 00:09:30,771 --> 00:09:36,381 A lot of it comes from being able to follow through and see 192 00:09:36,381 --> 00:09:40,011 things through and have the fire and the hunger 193 00:09:40,011 --> 00:09:44,061 and the desire to do things well with excellence 194 00:09:44,061 --> 00:09:46,341 and for yourself, you know what I 195 00:09:46,341 --> 00:09:50,691 mean, because you care about how it's coming together, 196 00:09:50,691 --> 00:09:53,571 because you are diligent enough to see it through 197 00:09:53,571 --> 00:09:56,591 and disciplined enough to stick with it 198 00:09:56,591 --> 00:09:58,551 and give yourself your own schedules, 199 00:09:58,551 --> 00:10:00,021 give yourself what you need to do to accomplish what many 200 00:10:00,021 --> 00:10:03,591 give yourself what you need to do to accomplish what many 201 00:10:03,591 --> 00:10:05,721 would believe to be impossible. 202 00:10:05,721 --> 00:10:10,161 I think that it's hard to be self-motivated. 203 00:10:10,161 --> 00:10:13,821 It's not easy for nobody to tell you kind of what to do 204 00:10:13,821 --> 00:10:15,351 or when to wake up or how to plan 205 00:10:15,351 --> 00:10:18,171 or how to create this thing or how to keep at it 206 00:10:18,171 --> 00:10:19,641 or how to keep going. 207 00:10:19,641 --> 00:10:22,161 You know, it's not easy when you're 208 00:10:22,161 --> 00:10:27,321 the one that has to figure it out, follow through, see 209 00:10:27,321 --> 00:10:30,021 it all the way without anybody telling you anything. 210 00:10:30,021 --> 00:10:30,781 it all the way without anybody telling you anything. 211 00:10:30,781 --> 00:10:34,911 So I love these two words, and I really 212 00:10:34,911 --> 00:10:38,921 am proud that I have a heavy dose of each. 1 00:00:00,021 --> 00:00:03,486 2 00:00:14,884 --> 00:00:16,301 ALICIA KEYS: The reason why I want 3 00:00:16,301 --> 00:00:22,641 to do this MasterClass class is because I'm always learning. 4 00:00:22,641 --> 00:00:25,271 I'm excited to share what I've learned, 5 00:00:25,271 --> 00:00:29,351 and I'm excited to share my process. 6 00:00:29,351 --> 00:00:30,021 I think it's beautiful that it actually 7 00:00:30,021 --> 00:00:32,921 I think it's beautiful that it actually 8 00:00:32,921 --> 00:00:36,371 helps me to be honest as well. 9 00:00:36,371 --> 00:00:40,671 The way that I keep evolving is just by continuously 10 00:00:40,671 --> 00:00:42,201 being curious. 11 00:00:42,201 --> 00:00:45,051 That's the awesome thing about knowledge and information 12 00:00:45,051 --> 00:00:47,841 is never an end to it. 13 00:00:47,841 --> 00:00:51,051 There's never a point in time that you know everything. 14 00:00:51,051 --> 00:00:53,241 I definitely think and know for a fact 15 00:00:53,241 --> 00:00:57,261 that you know yourself better than anybody else. 16 00:00:57,261 --> 00:01:00,021 Nobody knows you better than you, 100%. 17 00:01:00,021 --> 00:01:00,411 Nobody knows you better than you, 100%. 18 00:01:00,411 --> 00:01:02,941 But there is all the things that you're learning 19 00:01:02,941 --> 00:01:04,941 and all the things that you are having access to 20 00:01:04,941 --> 00:01:07,251 and that you're curious about that you 21 00:01:07,251 --> 00:01:09,171 get to learn and discover. 22 00:01:09,171 --> 00:01:10,851 And therefore, it evolves you. 23 00:01:10,851 --> 00:01:14,451 You know, you get to evolve every time 24 00:01:14,451 --> 00:01:18,291 in every circumstance and every choice and every moment. 25 00:01:18,291 --> 00:01:23,961 You know, so I think there is a gratitude that I carry with me. 26 00:01:23,961 --> 00:01:27,861 And I know that there's more. 27 00:01:27,861 --> 00:01:30,011 I want to constantly be in awe. 28 00:01:30,011 --> 00:01:30,021 I want to be in a constant state of wonder. 29 00:01:30,021 --> 00:01:33,021 I want to be in a constant state of wonder. 30 00:01:33,021 --> 00:01:36,501 I want to constantly be so surprised 31 00:01:36,501 --> 00:01:40,381 and shocked with everything that I can discover and uncover 32 00:01:40,381 --> 00:01:45,581 and how amazing it is and how I can see it in a new way 33 00:01:45,581 --> 00:01:46,791 than I ever saw before. 34 00:01:46,791 --> 00:01:48,771 I think that's what life is. 35 00:01:48,771 --> 00:01:50,151 I think that's what music is. 36 00:01:50,151 --> 00:01:52,971 I think that's what songs are. 37 00:01:52,971 --> 00:01:54,411 I think the minute that you think 38 00:01:54,411 --> 00:01:56,494 you know what you're doing with a song, that's it. 39 00:01:56,494 --> 00:01:57,291 You've finished. 40 00:01:57,291 --> 00:02:00,021 Personally, that's what I think, because how do you know? 41 00:02:00,021 --> 00:02:01,461 Personally, that's what I think, because how do you know? 42 00:02:01,461 --> 00:02:04,311 You haven't even accessed all the parts of you, 43 00:02:04,311 --> 00:02:06,081 all the sides of you. 44 00:02:06,081 --> 00:02:07,491 Every day, you're different. 45 00:02:07,491 --> 00:02:09,621 Every day, you're growing. 46 00:02:09,621 --> 00:02:11,731 Every day, you're better. 47 00:02:11,731 --> 00:02:17,431 So I love this idea, and it actually fuels me a lot. 48 00:02:17,431 --> 00:02:19,071 And I love not knowing. 49 00:02:19,071 --> 00:02:21,141 I love being curious. 50 00:02:21,141 --> 00:02:23,371 So, to me, that's how I keep from going. 51 00:02:23,371 --> 00:02:26,211 And that's how we all can keep going, 52 00:02:26,211 --> 00:02:30,021 is just being open to the excitement of always being 53 00:02:30,021 --> 00:02:32,151 is just being open to the excitement of always being 54 00:02:32,151 --> 00:02:35,511 able to grow and know more. 55 00:02:35,511 --> 00:02:39,951 As much as it may be helping you or giving you another way 56 00:02:39,951 --> 00:02:42,591 to look at things or just to even think 57 00:02:42,591 --> 00:02:45,231 about how you might want to create 58 00:02:45,231 --> 00:02:48,891 or what other people do to create, whatever it might be, 59 00:02:48,891 --> 00:02:49,701 it helps me. 60 00:02:49,701 --> 00:02:50,811 It helps me identify. 61 00:02:50,811 --> 00:02:57,656 It helps me recognize patterns that I do as a creative. 62 00:02:57,656 --> 00:02:59,031 'Cause, you know, a lot of times, 63 00:02:59,031 --> 00:03:00,021 you don't reflect on these things. 64 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:00,861 you don't reflect on these things. 65 00:03:00,861 --> 00:03:03,711 You just-- it happens, you do it, you did it, you went home, 66 00:03:03,711 --> 00:03:06,041 and you keep on pushing, right? 67 00:03:06,041 --> 00:03:10,311 But you don't reflect back on, wow, I noticed this, 68 00:03:10,311 --> 00:03:12,561 or I realized this. 69 00:03:12,561 --> 00:03:14,691 So every time I do a song, I do this. 70 00:03:14,691 --> 00:03:17,241 Every time I create something, I create this. 71 00:03:17,241 --> 00:03:18,991 You know, you don't really think about it. 72 00:03:18,991 --> 00:03:24,751 So it's been really cool to also recognize my own patterns 73 00:03:24,751 --> 00:03:27,691 and make note of them while also being able to share them 74 00:03:27,691 --> 00:03:30,021 with you, and, hopefully, give some insight 75 00:03:30,021 --> 00:03:31,921 with you, and, hopefully, give some insight 76 00:03:31,921 --> 00:03:34,141 or some inspiration or some nuggets, 77 00:03:34,141 --> 00:03:37,318 pieces, jewels, whatever it is. 78 00:03:37,318 --> 00:03:38,651 So that's why I wanted to do it. 79 00:03:38,651 --> 00:03:42,271 I want to do it so that we can connect, so we can build it. 80 00:03:42,271 --> 00:03:43,591 I love talking. 81 00:03:43,591 --> 00:03:44,931 Stay lucky. 82 00:03:44,931 --> 00:03:46,831 Don't have me talking all day on this thing. 83 00:03:46,831 --> 00:03:47,651 I mean, what? 84 00:03:47,651 --> 00:03:49,131 It's only this short? 85 00:03:49,131 --> 00:03:51,751 I talk so much, I could do this for years. 86 00:03:51,751 --> 00:03:57,001 [LAUGHS] 87 00:03:57,001 --> 00:04:00,021 I hope that you know that you're so special. 88 00:04:00,021 --> 00:04:01,831 I hope that you know that you're so special. 89 00:04:01,831 --> 00:04:02,401 Like, really. 90 00:04:02,401 --> 00:04:05,221 I just don't think we know how special we are. 91 00:04:05,221 --> 00:04:06,691 I really don't. 92 00:04:06,691 --> 00:04:08,561 I think that we think we're not. 93 00:04:08,561 --> 00:04:11,591 And I think we think we're not as good as. 94 00:04:11,591 --> 00:04:15,511 And I just think that we have to spend more time recognizing 95 00:04:15,511 --> 00:04:18,341 how special we are. 96 00:04:18,341 --> 00:04:20,800 So I want you to know that you're so special. 97 00:04:20,800 --> 00:04:22,141 You're so unique. 98 00:04:22,141 --> 00:04:23,791 You're so interesting. 99 00:04:23,791 --> 00:04:26,401 You know, you have something to say. 100 00:04:26,401 --> 00:04:27,876 And we want to hear it. 101 00:04:27,876 --> 00:04:29,001 The world wants to hear it. 102 00:04:29,001 --> 00:04:30,021 The world needs it. 103 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:30,661 The world needs it. 104 00:04:30,661 --> 00:04:34,981 The world needs artists and creators and people who 105 00:04:34,981 --> 00:04:38,701 are conjuring the magic that's within us 106 00:04:38,701 --> 00:04:41,881 and unafraid to dream and break the rules 107 00:04:41,881 --> 00:04:45,481 and be different and be brave and be yourself. 108 00:04:45,481 --> 00:04:51,241 So I hope that you're able to feel all that and know all that 109 00:04:51,241 --> 00:04:55,951 and leave this just, like, on fire, and more on fire 110 00:04:55,951 --> 00:04:57,841 than you've ever felt, more vigorous 111 00:04:57,841 --> 00:05:00,021 than you've ever felt, more determined than you've ever 112 00:05:00,021 --> 00:05:00,451 than you've ever felt, more determined than you've ever 113 00:05:00,451 --> 00:05:04,131 felt, more excited than you've ever felt, 114 00:05:04,131 --> 00:05:08,651 and that you hold that with you as we continue on this journey. 115 00:05:08,651 --> 00:05:10,995 So go be an artist. 116 00:05:10,995 --> 00:05:11,956 Woo! 117 00:05:11,956 --> 00:05:12,456 I did it. 118 00:05:12,456 --> 00:05:13,917 I can't believe it! 119 00:05:13,917 --> 00:05:16,361 I can't believe it! 120 00:05:16,361 --> 00:05:19,254 Will we have some champagne? 121 00:05:19,254 --> 00:05:20,421 I would love some champagne. 122 00:05:20,421 --> 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