Original subtitles

"Goodbyes are for physical love,"

for those who love with their heart and soul,

"there is no goodbye." Jalaluddin Rumi

I accept the marriage of Rifa Anastasia, daughter of Andre Sulaiman,

with the dowry of 10 grams of gold

and a set of prayer equipment, paid in full.

Witnesses, do you deem it valid?

- Yes! - Thank God.

Look at that.

One, two, three.

- How do we do it? Your left hand? - Okay. One, two, three.

- Okay. Let's go. - Count again.

- Let's just stand back to back. - Okay.

Okay. One, two, three.

Honey, can you get the box of spoons?

- Over there. - Okay.

Over there.

Why are you wearing your sandals? I'm mopping the floor here!

Sorry.

- Take them off. - I will.

Are you done cutting the tempe?

Not yet. Just a bit more.

What's taking you so long? I'm done cooking this one.

- You're done? - I am.

So cocky.

Here it is, the famous Chef Rifa's dish.

Try it.

Why so little?

I'm only trying it.

What do you think, Mr. Judge?

Does it not taste good?

Thank you, Mr. Judge.

Thank you, Mr. Judge.

Happy birthday to you

It's the wrong number.

Thirty-four is my biological age.

But my life only truly began four years ago.

When I met you.

I hope this baby is born healthy and safe,

and that both of us are always blessed with good health

and a long time together to love each other

in good and bad times.

Amen.

- Blow the candles. - Together.

One, two…

- It hurts. - You can do it.

Take a deep breath, ma'am.

- It won't move. - You should pray for us.

I want to stay like this forever.

Nothing is forever.

Such an annoying answer.

You should've said something that would make your wife happy.

Yes, honey.

I also want to be with you forever.

Together, all the way to heaven.

Forever with you.

That's it.

You're no fun!

- Why no fun? - That wasn't from the heart.

It was from my heart.

Why did you say that?

I was looking for a gift for you,

and I found this.

I imagined my husband wearing this watch.

He'd look very handsome.

Wow!

Don't you like it?

I love it.

But I didn't prepare any gift for you.

I don't need any gifts!

I only need you.

Thank you…

For being the best wife.

For being the best mother to Nasya.

My husband is so handsome!

Now it's time to eat.

I prepared a special menu for you.

Try it, okay?

Okay. It's time for us to eat.

What do you think?

It's so delicious!

Thank goodness.

I'm so lucky to have you as my husband.

- You're starting to exaggerate. - No!

- No! - No. I can't live without you.

- I'm the one who can't live without you. - Stop it!

- You can. - I can't.

If I die first, you'll remarry, won't you?

- Why are we talking about this? - But you will, won't you?

I will not remarry if you die.

Maybe you'll remarry if I die first.

Why are you turning this on me?

Okay, I'll admit it, I'm flirty, but only with you.

But you…

Honey…

We're celebrating our wedding anniversary.

So, please, let's not talk about this kind of thing. Okay?

But you need to know this.

If I die first and you remarry…

I will be sad.

Incredibly sad.

Honey,

look at my face.

Look into my eyes.

I will never make you sad.

Now, where's your smile?

But if I die first,

I will make sure you never remarry.

I'll haunt you if I need to.

Mark my words.

Got it.

It actually happened.

I died first.

So be careful what you say.

Because it might become reality.

I died.

Honey!

Honey!

It's me, honey!

Aren't you sad?

I thought if I died first, you'd cry the most.

But you're not crying at all.

Mr. Salim.

My condolences.

Thank you.

Mrs. Rifa once helped me when my son was about to start high school.

I want to return the money she gave me.

You don't need to. Just keep it.

But I promised to return her money.

It's okay. I'm sure she'd be okay with it.

It's okay. Just keep the money.

Oh, God!

Mrs. Rifa was a kind woman.

Why was she taken by God so soon?

RIFA ANASTASIA DAUGHTER OF ANDRE SULAIMAN BORN 22 AUGUST 1969 - DIED 28 APRIL 2010

- Peace be upon you. - Peace be upon you too.

Peace be upon you.

Sweetheart, school is about to start.

I miss Mom.

I miss her too.

She's no longer suffering.

She's happy up there. Okay?

Go to school, okay?

Go on.

Come on.

Okay?

Can we just go to her grave today?

I'll go to school tomorrow.

I promise.

You'll go to school tomorrow, okay?

Wait here, okay?

I need to work now.

We'll have lunch together later.

Oh, God.

What happened?

Can you explain it, Ms. Ani?

Mr. John?

Mr. Salim?

Mr. Salim? He's asking you.

Can you help explain?

Please pay attention. We're discussing the evaluation here.

Okay, sir.

Dad.

If I get good grades, we'll go on a trip, right?

Even if you don't, we'll still go on a trip.

- Seriously? - Seriously.

I'm sure you've done your best.

This is my classroom.

- This is your classroom? - Yes.

Let's go.

- Hold on. Can I just wait here? - No.

But I want to stay here.

Why? Are you nervous?

Maybe.

- Okay? - Okay, then. I'm going in.

- Okay. Bye. - Bye.

- Hey! - Nasya!

- Nasya, we are leaving now, okay? - Right. Nasya, I'll be off now.

- Bye. - Bye.

Congrats, darling. I'm so proud of you, Riri.

- Yes. - I promised to bring you a gift.

Nasya stands by her principles. She isn't easily influenced by others.

Yes.

If it's not because of her upbringing, then it must be genetics, right, sir?

Both.

She takes after her mother, and also thanks to the way we raised her.

- How are you? - I'm going in, okay?

Did you get your report card?

My dad's getting it.

The one sitting with Ms. Elsa.

Is that him?

Your mom's not coming?

- Okay, then. I'll get going now, Ms. Elsa. - Okay.

- Thank you. - You're welcome.

- Excuse me, dear. - Yes?

- You're from Class 6C? - Yes.

- Have you seen Nasya? - No, I haven't seen her.

- What about you? - No.

- Thanks. - You're welcome.

Mom…

I miss you.

I've studied hard.

I've tried to be smart.

I've tried to get good grades.

I miss you, Mom.

I miss you too, Nasya.

Nasya…

You got really good grades.

I'm proud of you.

Your mom would've been proud of you too.

Oh, God.

Come on.

Come here. Let me give you a hug.

Salim, wake up.

- It's already time for morning prayer. - I'm still sleepy.

It's too early.

I'm not used to waking up this early.

You have to get used to it.

As long as you're my husband,

you have to wake up for morning prayer, okay?

- Come on. - Okay.

How should I wake up? With an alarm?

Well, I'm the alarm.

Are you awake yet?

14 YEARS LATER

Wake up, honey.

It's time for morning prayer.

In the name of God.

Why me?

They say you only fall in love once.

If it's lost or slips away, I really can't imagine how it would feel.

I don't want to have regrets.

Okay, Ms. Mila, thank you!

Oh, dear God!

Let's ride around.

Peace be upon you!

- Mr. Salim! - Peace be upon you too.

You have a new neighbor, Mr. Salim.

Is it sold already?

I'm going to take care of the paperwork with the neighborhood head first.

Is it a family?

I only see one person.

Mr. Salim, Nasya is going to give birth soon, isn't she?

God willing, yes.

Oh, God! What fun!

Your first grandchild, isn't it?

Yes.

Mr. Salim, get married again. So your grandchild can have a new grandma.

No way!

I'm not allowing this young grandma thing.

Mr. Salim, it's been 14 years. I'm sure your wife would allow it.

No! I'm not allowing it. David, I'll haunt you too. Watch out!

Mr. Hajji Romli got married again and he looks younger.

Especially since his young wife is cute, lovely and adorable.

Just thinking about it makes me drool.

When my wife goes to visit her parents,

my goodness, the house feels so empty.

Especially when I go to bed. There is no one there.

- David. - Yes, sir?

I haven't watered these plants.

I'm not a plant. Why are you watering me?

Mr. Salim! Let's not chat next time, people are expecting me.

I'll take my leave.

Oh, God!

- David? - Yes!

- Tell them to take the trash! - Okay, Young Grandpa.

Troublemaker!

So, your heart condition

isn't exactly okay.

Are you sure you don't want to tell Nasya about it?

I don't want to worry her even more.

Mr. Salim, you live alone now, don't you?

Yes.

I suggest you tell Nasya, okay?

Nasya is pregnant, Doc.

I don't want her to worry

that she has to take care of her dad.

I'm still strong, you know.

Okay, if that's what you want.

But… ease up on the heavy thoughts, all right?

I…

Still think about my wife a lot.

I still feel like my wife is by my side.

Well, those who have passed usually wish

for the ones they leave behind to live even better lives.

Just watching your diet isn't enough.

Our heart health is closely connected to our mental state.

It seems like it's time for you to carry on with your life

without burdening yourself with prolonged grief.

You know that I married late in life.

My parents tried to arrange a match many times.

Until I met Rifa.

Everything went naturally

and beautifully.

It flowed so smoothly.

If I ever had to forget Rifa…

I wouldn't be able to.

Letting her go…

Is different from forgetting her.

I'm sure she'd find peace…

If you carry on with your life happily.

Okay?

Dad?

Dad.

- Peace be upon you. - Peace be upon you too.

Dad.

Dad.

Here for your check-up?

It's in two hours.

Nasya wanted to come earlier.

She said you had an appointment with Dr. Dibyo?

Right.

You're unbelievable.

Making me worry. Every time I call, you never pick up.

Is that so?

Sorry.

I forgot to enable the ringtone.

- Arga, help me. Which one is it? - Hang on.

- Done. - Okay.

Seriously.

So what did Dr. Dibyo say?

He said I have a strong heart, just like a young person.

- You're lying. - I'm not.

Take good care of your health, Dad.

If something happened to you, I'd have no parents anymore.

Hey, Arga, listen. She often talks like this to me.

Maybe it's because she's pregnant. She has become more sensitive.

- What are you talking about? Sensitive? - Me?

I'm just the same.

Don't fight in front of my grandchild.

- How's my grandchild? - The baby is well.

Thank God, I think the baby is going to be a football player.

- The baby kicks really hard. - Thank God.

- Do you need a ride home? - No.

I drove here. You'll still be here for a while.

Wait for us.

Wait for them.

No. I'll be off now, okay? I still have some work to do. Okay?

Okay, then.

- Drive safe, okay? - Peace be upon you.

- Take care. - Take care.

- Take care of my grandchild. - Yes, sir.

- Take care of my daughter. - Okay.

I think you worry too much, Nasya.

He seems fine.

Being lonely isn't fine.

That's enough.

Let's just pray for the best for him.

Okay?

Nasya is grown up now, isn't she?

She's going to have her own baby.

She gets along really well with her husband, doesn't she?

Just like us!

I love seeing them.

For our young listeners, next we'll play a song requested by Nadya

from Pondok Indah who said she wants to hear a love song.

So let's listen to "Kita" by Sheila on 7.

This is our song! It reminds me of our youth!

You are so off-key.

- Peace be upon you. - Peace be upon you too.

Excuse me.

I want to be alone with my wife.

- We'll clean the place first. - Okay.

So you can talk with your wife comfortably.

Okay.

That part.

- He wants to pray. Hurry up! - Hang on.

- Hang on. - That one. The leaves. Clean them up.

Ma'am.

Thank God!

- I'll split this evenly. - Okay.

That one.

Ma'am.

- Here. - I do this sincerely.

Thank you.

- Please, sit. - Please, sit.

- Excuse us. We're leaving. - Yes, okay.

Oh, God.

Peace be upon you.

How are you?

Honey…

Nasya will give birth soon.

I'll be a grandpa soon.

And you'll be a grandma.

I know.

Oh, God.

I miss talking to you.

We're talking now.

You just can't hear me.

I'm like a ghost.

I'm here, but invisible.

Wait…

I really am a ghost.

But I'm really happy that you didn't get married again.

Don't do that, okay?

So we can go to heaven together. Okay?

Why is it parked there?

- Good evening. - Ouch!

Good evening.

Good evening.

Mr. Salim, I'm Mila.

I heard about you from David.

I just moved here today from Yogyakarta.

Miss, every house has its own parking space here.

I know. I did not park here.

My car has a problem. I have a flat tire.

And I have something to do in the morning.

So I thought I'd try to fix it myself, but my jack is jammed.

So I'm trying...

Miss, as soon as you're done,

move your car to your parking space.

Sir, can I borrow your jack?

So I can finish this faster.

Thank you so much. Once I'm done, I'll return it straight away.

Morning, Mr. Salim.

Morning, Ms. Mila.

Here's your jack. I'm here to return it.

- Right. - Thank you so much.

You're welcome.

And here.

My way of saying thank you.

What is this?

I cooked this. I hope you like it.

I have a lot of dietary restrictions.

This is healthy food, you know.

How nice of you!

Just accept it. She's a nice neighbor.

If you don't accept it, I'll feel bad.

I'll accept this, then.

Thank you.

Okay. You're welcome.

Bye.

Bye.

Why did you accept the food?

You usually cook for yourself anyway.

Yes, come in.

Excuse me, Mr. Salim. Mr. Rendy is asking for you.

Okay.

This is Wildan.

- Hello, I'm Wildan. - I'm Salim.

He's a fresh graduate from my university.

That's good.

Here's the thing. Wildan is amazing.

He created an app that can automatically

ensure warehouse data is recorded concisely

with an error rate of… How many percent?

- So far, zero. - That's it.

So it's more efficient and practical.

So what you mean is…

I'm not needed...

No. No, Mr. Salim. Relax.

You've been my father's trusted guy for 20 years.

There's no way I can replace you with an app.

But everything has to be fast-paced nowadays.

Times have changed.

So I'm going to move you to… Where is it, Wildan?

- To the company monitoring division. - That's it.

The company monitoring division.

Mr. Rendy…

I've worked at this company for 20 years and I've never heard of that division.

We created it especially for you.

I mean, we created it especially for some chosen people.

Those who are loyal to the company and have outstanding achievements.

There will be changes to your job description.

So you won't have to come to work every day.

Two or three days a week will be enough. So you'll have more time with your family.

- Hello. Peace be upon you. - Peace be upon you too.

Honey, I'm on my way home.

There's something important I need to talk about.

It's unusual for you to come home early.

What's going on?

Later. I'll tell you all about it at home.

- Peace be upon you. - Peace be upon you too.

Peace be upon you.

Peace be upon you too.

- You're soaking wet. - Yeah.

I braved the rain.

I don't know when I started getting rained on.

I had a hunch. Take a shower first, okay?

No. I want to say something first.

I got...

Honey, take a shower first, okay?

I've prepared hot water for you. Your health is more important.

- No. I want to say something first. - We can talk later.

You can get sick. Please, don't act like this.

- Take a shower first. - No.

Honey…

Take a shower first, okay?

- Come on. Take a shower first. - Okay.

Drink it while it's still warm.

What were you going to say to me?

I got fired.

Honey…

So, the company is currently not doing well.

So they laid off half of the employees for…

An indefinite period.

Thank God!

When you called,

I thought you were going to say, "Honey, I don't love you anymore."

"I've found a woman who makes me feel more comfortable."

I thought we had a bigger problem.

You thought…

You think that my getting fired isn't a problem?

We just had Nasya recently.

We don't have any savings.

We don't have any savings, honey.

And I have to make house payments every month.

This is not something trivial.

This is a problem for us.

I know this is a problem.

But it doesn't have to be a big deal.

We just had Nasya recently!

We just had Nasya recently.

Our only source of income is my job.

Honey, I know we just had Nasya recently.

But what's lost is only your job.

Not the fortune that God has destined for us.

What do I have to be afraid of anyway?

I married you.

I'm certain…

I know…

You're a fighter and won't leave Nasya and I hungry.

I'm devastated.

Not because…

They made a fake position for me.

Not because…

I feel like I'm not needed anymore.

It's because you're not here anymore.

I don't have you to share things with.

Maybe if you were here…

You'd say to me…

"What's lost is only your job."

"Not the fortune that God has destined for us."

Right?

That's right, honey.

I'm here.

You can still share things with me.

I'm listening.

Is it tasty?

Delicious?

Of course it's tasty. A beautiful neighbor made it for you.

Delicious, isn't it?

- Peace be upon you. - Peace be upon you too.

Peace be upon you too.

Hold on, sweetheart.

Hey, Nasya.

Why didn't you tell me your heart condition has gotten worse?

My heart's fine.

Dr. Dibyo told me about it. Stop lying.

He's not lying. He just doesn't want you to worry.

I don't want you to worry.

What's your reason? You're selfish, you know.

Me? Selfish? What's going on?

You came here early in the morning, already mad.

What is this?

What is this, Dad?

These are your mother's clothes.

Fourteen years.

And you're still keeping them.

You're still keeping her in your heart.

I don't want to forget her.

By not caring about yourself?

I hardly ever see you socializing.

When was the last time you had fun or laughed freely?

That's not the way to get through grief.

You also have to live your life for her.

I'm going to be a parent soon.

But if you go on like this,

who is going to teach me how to be a parent?

You also have to live your life for me.

I don't know if I'm ready to be a parent.

But I know I'm not ready to lose you yet.

Yes.

I understand.

I'm scared.

Why?

If I get married, you'll be all alone.

Is that the reason?

Hey, don't worry.

I will be okay.

I promise you.

- Promise? - Promise.

- Promise me. - I promise.

I promise.

Forgive me, sweetheart.

AMANAH ORPHANAGE

Won't you regret it?

The clothes are still nice. Nasya's toys are still in good condition.

That's the point. Why would you wait until they're damaged to give them away?

What if Nasya has a sibling?

God willing, her little sibling will come with their own blessings.

Give your best and God will give his best in return.

Right?

Do you really want to donate these clothes, Mr. Salim?

- What do you mean? - These are in good condition.

I'd sell them as secondhand items.

That's the point. Why would you wait until they're damaged to give them away?

Honey?

Miss.

Give your best and God will give his best in return.

Right, sir?

Mr. Salim. We're neighbors, yet we bump into each other here.

Yes. Hello, Ms. Mila.

Miss, food for the children.

Whoa. Thank you so much, Ms. Mila.

Are these only for the children?

I've included extra for the staff.

Thank God.

Do you come here often?

No, not really.

She comes here often. Three times a week.

Miss…

- Ms. Mila, please sign this. - Okay.

Just a moment.

You didn't drive here?

My car is still at the repair shop.

- Where are you headed? - Home.

Don't say you're going to give her a ride.

Let me give you a ride.

Mr. Salim, thank you for giving me a ride.

It's okay. We're going the same way anyway.

"We're going the same way anyway."

- Do you visit the orphanage often? - Yeah, I used to.

My wife forced me to.

Forced you? You wanted to come along.

But she taught me about sharing.

About the suffering of others.

About your late wife, I'm truly sorry.

Thank you.

You're looking for empathy, aren't you?

It's fine. It's been a long time.

Long time? It was just recently.

I pray this car breaks down.

- Oh, God! - Oh, God!

Oh, God!

I'm sorry. I had no idea the prayer would be granted that fast.

It's okay. Just stay inside.

It's okay. Let me keep you company.

Working your charm there, huh?

I'm sad…

That you and Nasya can't see me.

Can't hear me.

I feel lonely.

I need my life companion.

Don't fall in love again, okay?

So we can be together again one day.'

Peace be upon you.

Mr. Salim?

I just wanted to return this.

- Right. - The tofu pepes was delicious.

- Thank you. - You're welcome.

Excuse me.

Sir?

- Excuse me. - Yeah?

Where to buy a good chicken congee here?

Here you go, Mr. Salim. As usual, without soybeans.

And this is yours. Without celery.

Yes. Thanks.

- Thank you. - You're welcome.

You haven't been here in a while?

About…

More than ten years.

- This is a legendary congee, then. - It is.

Hang on.

Here you go.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

I'm curious.

If the congee is very delicious,

why did you stop coming here?

I stopped going to a lot of places after my wife died.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

She…

Must've been amazing, wasn't she?

Yes.

Very amazing.

What about you? Are you married?

Sorry. Sorry if that was rude. Forgive me.

It's okay.

I almost did.

Almost?

My fiancé died…

One day before we were supposed to marry.

Oh, God.

The funny thing is my parents tried to arrange a match many times.

But…

It's hard for me to open my heart to another man.

I had already found my one true love.

Was that too dramatic?

No. Not at all.

People usually say I'm too dramatic.

Keep eating.

- Peace be upon you, Mr. Andre. - You too, Mr. Salim.

- Morning prayer at the mosque? - Yes.

Peace be upon you, Mr. Salim.

Peace be upon you too.

Here. I made a lot of food today.

Okay.

Thanks, Ms. Mila.

You're welcome.

Morning, everyone.

Morning, sir.

- Morning, Mr. Wildan. - Morning.

Your heart condition has improved a lot. It's getting better.

- Is that so? - Yes.

I'm so happy to see it.

- Doc, is it because I changed my diet? - It might be.

- But you still need to be careful, okay? - Yeah.

Wow! You made all this yourself, Ms. Mila?

I did. Sorry if it doesn't taste too good. I haven't cooked this much for a while.

- It's okay. - No way.

- Okay, then. - No. Let me.

- Okay. - Dad, excuse me.

- Honey. - Yeah.

Eat a lot, okay?

Okay.

- Miss. - Thank you, Nasya.

- For the pregnant woman. - You're the one who has to eat a lot.

- You can only eat the pepes, okay, Dad? - Okay, then.

He can eat the opor too.

- But he can't... - I didn't use coconut milk for it.

Okay, then.

Only once in a while, okay, Dad?

- Thank God. - You too, honey.

- Yup. - Here.

- The egg. - Let me.

Wow, Nasya, we have to learn a lot from her.

Let me try.

Here.

What do you say?

It is really delicious, miss.

- I want to know the recipe, please. - Of course.

We'll cook it together at my house, okay?

Of course.

- I want this. - Eat it.

It's tasty.

Dad.

Mom would let you marry another woman.

It's been ten years.

Ten years is a short time compared to forever.

Listen.

I'm so thankful that you raised me really well.

But I don't like to see you alone.

- Lonely... - Nasya.

All my life…

I've only ever wanted to be the husband of one woman.

Your mother.

Thank you.

How are you?

I'm still the same.

Liar.

You've found my replacement, haven't you?

I haven't.

No one can replace you.

You can forget me if you want to, you know.

The ones who are gone

shouldn't hold back the ones who are still alive.

Right?

I'm here all alone.

I want to be with you.

And Nasya.

What's wrong?

Honey?

Honey?

- What's wrong? - It hurts.

Okay. You wait here, I'll get the car ready.

- Hurry up. - Just a moment.

Honey?

Honey?

Honey!

Honey!

Help!

Help!

Mila, help Mr. Salim! He had a heart attack!

Peace be upon you too.

- David! - David. Is it done?

- Hurry up! - Yes, it's done.

Just sign it, on the bottom left.

David, you're on time.

Why hasn't Mr. Salim come out yet? It's unusual.

You have a point.

He's usually out by this time.

I'll take the tax form to him as well, then.

- Let's check on him. - Come on, then.

- Come on! Hurry up! - It's unusual of him.

Peace be upon you!

Peace be upon you!

Peace be upon you! Mr. Salim?

Mr. Salim?

Mr. Salim? Peace be upon you!

- Maybe he's sleeping too soundly. - Right. We'll try again later.

- Don't! - I feel bad bothering him.

- You're not bothering him! - I'll ride on. Peace be upon you.

David!

- Just break the door open. - I don't feel good doing that.

I have a bad feeling. It's unlike him to not be awake at this hour.

That's true. But don't think negatively.

- I'll take responsibility. - Okay, then. Hold this.

- Mr. Salim! - Oh, God! Mr. Salim!

Mr. Salim!

- Mr. Salim! - Mr. Salim!

What's going on? Check him.

- Okay, be patient. - Mr. Salim.

- Hurry up. - Take him to the hospital.

- I'll get the car. - Yes. Get the car ready.

Be careful.

Mr. Salim.

What's wrong with the baby?

I've already nursed her.

It's fine. It's normal.

You don't need to worry when a newborn baby is crying. Okay?

- I'll leave you, then. - Thanks, Doc.

Be patient, Nasya.

What's wrong with her? She hasn't stopped crying.

Nasya, can I try something?

Help me. Darling.

Yes, darling.

Darling.

Oh, God. Miss. Honey. Dad.

She hadn't stopped crying for an hour.

As soon as Ms. Mila held her, she stopped crying. Dad.

- Ms. Mila, thank you. - You're welcome.

Thank you.

Your grandchild.

Congrats.

Darling, are you happy that Ms. Mila is holding you?

Yes. You stopped crying.

So it's true.

Parting is a terrible thing.

More terrible than death itself.

How fortunate are those who take their last breath

alongside their loved ones.

No one gets left behind.

No one leaves the other behind.

They go together into eternity.

How fortunate are those

who are destined to be together in this world…

And in the afterlife.

Never having to feel the pain of separation.

Never having to endure the cruelty of loneliness.

Peace be upon you, honey.

I'm sorry…

For not visiting you these past two weeks.

It's okay.

I understand.

And I know.

I almost died.

Nasya has given birth.

I'm a grandpa now.

You're a grandma now.

Our grandchild's name is Ana.

They said it's the combination of Arga and Nasya.

So cringey.

Our grandchild is chubby and cute.

She's so cute.

She can't stop crying.

Whoever holds her, she just keeps crying.

I know, honey.

I know what you're going to say.

The house across the street is occupied now.

I know.

The person living there is called Mila.

A woman. Living alone.

Never been married.

Yes, I know.

Our grandchild only stops crying…

- When she holds her. - I know.

Although she has never had a baby.

I wish…

You were the one holding our grandchild.

And Nasya is really close to Mila.

It made me think about choice.

It made me think…

- About my feelings. - Honey.

There's no need to go on.

I'm okay with it.

I'm okay with you wanting to continue your life with her.

Mila is beautiful.

She's gentle.

She's good at cooking.

Her cooking is delicious.

And she cares so much about me.

But Mila is not you.

I can't forget you.

You're the one I need.

I'm all alone, honey.

I…

I miss you, honey.

I miss you.

I miss you, honey.

You have to be strong, honey.

Have you been waiting long, honey?

How fortunate are those

who are born alone

and find their soulmates along the way

and become inseparable

even by death.