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All right so this is Inside Helix.

You're gonna get to see what it's like behind the scenes,

and you know, like see how we party, see how we film.

Yeah, like you're gonna get the inside scoop

on just like everything.

Enjoy the movie.

Well, my name is Garrett Kinsley,

and I am from Washington DC.

I'm Travis Stevens, I'm from Austin, Texas.

I'm Riley Finch, and I'm from Colorado Springs.

I'm Alex Riley, I'm from Texas, but I've lived here in LA

for a little bit over a year and a half.

So I'm never moving back.

The minute I applied, I got a text from Max.

And Max was so welcoming and so nice.

Like literally, I 100% thought it was a catfish.

Like I was gonna make him FaceTime me and be like,

you're not real.

Like I was gonna tell him to his face that he wasn't real.

I started a year ago,

and just like meeting all these different boys

and everything that's happened over this course.

I feel like I've created so many memories and connections.

Everyone's been so welcoming, everyone's been so happy.

I literally have just gotten here,

and I feel like I've known everyone for years basically.

Just being around other gay people all the time is like,

makes me more comfortable with myself

because I'm from a conservative little town,

and I don't get to hang out with a lot of other gay people

when I'm not here.

So it's like, it really brings out who I am in my community

and I can shine brighter as a gay individual,

and kind of stand up for myself a lot more.

We are going to LA for the third annual?

Third Annual Str8UpGayPorn Awards to see Kathy Griffin.

I've never been before, so or to any award show,

or been nominated.

So it was like super big deal.

I'm really excited, I cannot wait.

I'm nominated for favorite DP

with Ashton Summers and Josh Brady.

Oh my God, I'm nervous too.

I'm gonna do my hair, put some stuff on my face,

moisturizer and whatever,

and then get dressed, and head to the awards.

Lastly time, I brought these up to my shoulders-

-Are those the ones? -Yeah.

I'm Johnny Hands, I'm from Chicago.

Well, Northwest Indiana, originally.

So I was wearing these Nike joggers.

This is really embarrassing.

I pulled them up over my shoulders,

and then I was dancing around like doing one of these.

And so I'm also extremely ticklish.

And I was trying to do like some dodge spins

to keep from being tickled.

And my foot slipped out from under me.

Like my head just bounced.

And I thought I was gonna lose all of my front teeth.

It's pretty gory, I'll spare the gorier details,

but it's probably the most embarrassed

I've ever been in my life.

- Wow, those are your - I love these, guys.

- Your twofers? - Yeah.

Yeah, my twofers.

When I heard about it, like saw it on your Twitter,

I was like crazy.

I never posted the bad picture

on my Twitter though, right?

Oh no, you just posted that you got your teeth

busted out.

I showed that picture to everybody

that I came across.

You did, you did and it was horrifying.

Oh, I like it! - Right?

I like that little foreskin.

Like peel it back.

Oh my God, don't come and rush me in here.

Shut up, shut up.

- I like the hair. - Thank you.

I like the pant- oh yeah, those pants.

My name's Corbin Colby, I'm from Virginia Beach, Virginia.

I'm Max Carter, and I'm from Texas.

I'm Zach Letoa, I'm from Utah.

Moved from Hawaii to Utah.

Ashton Summers, I love- he's a very sweet guy.

Ashton Summers is very caring, compassionate, funny,

and he's just silly.

Like when I see the word silly, I see Ashton's face

right behind the word silly.

Well, we obviously have a history.

He's excited because I'm playing with his feet.

Bit more than that.

This bitch went hard with the makeup.

Girl! - Ooh.

It's how they say Austin bitches go hard with the makeup.

Where, fuckin bitch, I swear to God.

You look like you fell in baby Johnson's powder.

Love him to death.

He's so funny, he makes me laugh.

He's just like a super nice guy.

He's really funny.

Beautiful buff-looking brown boy, he's so cute.

Quadruple alliteration, that was impressive.

Always down for anything, great performer.

Just like I can't say enough nice things about Ashton.

Sometimes I have a hard time understanding him,

but it's because his accent, so cute.

Bitch please.

What's something else that he says?

I love is accent, I love his accent.

Very talented, there's not something that he can't do.

Slightly jealous.

-Beautiful! -That was gorgeous!

I asked my mom if- well, okay

I came out to my mom actually down the street

at the Beverly Center.

So I called her on the phone and told her that I do porn.

I was literally at the mall when I called and told her.

And then whenever I was nominated at the awards,

I just texted her and asked her,

"Hey, like, would you be interested

in coming to the awards?

It's in LA, I'll buy your ticket.

You know, I think you'll have fun.

You'll be here for like three or four days,

and I'll show you around."

She'd never been to LA before, so, you know,

it was interesting.

And she said, yes!

My mind was blown, I was like, "Oh my God,

she wants to come!"

So then I bought her ticket that same night

'cause I didn't want her to back out.

And so I know she had an amazing time

'cause she met all the boys.

She met you two, it was awesome.

And then she talked to your mom like a lot, honestly,

'cause maybe she didn't know who to talk to.

So she really got along well with Casey's mom,

and it was fun.

It was an awesome experience

and I'm glad that I came out to her and told her.

And I'm glad that she's so supportive,

and that she came out and had a good time, so.

One, two, three.

Beautiful.

When I tell you that once we got in that building,

I didn't know they were gonna be hors d'oeuvres there,

I didn't, I had like a full three course meal.

Like shrimp, truffle mac and cheese,

there were like beef brisket sliders.

They were handing out champagne in the line too.

So I'm like, okay, so I'm getting fucked up

and a meal in the line, okay, great.

This is a good idea, I'm here for that.

Favorite DP scene.

Josh Brady, Travis Stevens, and Ashton Summers.

Oh, my God, I remember that day.

Thank you so much.

I was showering, and he comes to the bedroom and goes,

"Can you DP?" and I was like, "Uh, yeah, I think so?"

And yeah, it happened.

I wanna thank Str8UpGayPorn Awards,

Helix for having me again.

I'm really glad you guys had me again.

Casey, Alex, thank you so much.

This is for you guys, thank you.

A huge thanks to all y'all and Cassie and Alex and Helix.

And in the words of Kathy,

"Suck it Jesus, this is my God now."

Ditto.

Andy Taylor, I hope you all know.

Of course we do!

I'm Alex Riley, nice to meet you.

I got to presented at the awards,

which I don't even know why they asked me.

Like, I was just- I was caught off guard.

No, I'm used to it, I'm used to being on a microphone,

you know, and liquid courage also does help.

I was a little bit worried because it was three people,

and I thought we were all just going to like mash.

But they were like, "You do most of the talking,

we'll announce who wins."

I was like, "Okay , works for me."

And I am Corbin Colby,

how the fuck are y'all doing tonight?

Is everybody doing good?

Does everybody got a cocktail?

Favorite body.

Ashton Summers.

Thank you so much.

We love you!

Really appreciate it, thank you to the fans

that voted for me.

I'm really glad, I don't know what to say, thank you.

Ashton Summers.

I got to see why he won favorite body.

He can move that body into me any day of the week.

Favorite Versatile Scene.

Calvin Banks and Josh Brady.

We- he fucked me so hard...

We love you!

And then I fucked him so hard.

This scene is called Alphas.

Alphas... sexy, he's sexy, I don't know, whatever.

We fucked, whatever, whatever, it's nothing.

We love you, Josh!

Tell them how grateful you are,

tell them how good- how's the pussy.

The pussy was great, the dick was better, thanks Helix.

But yeah, thanks to Keith, Alex, Helix, Str8UpGayPorn Awards

Make out!

Thank you.

Wait do you have Best Cock in there?

Favorite cock, yeah right there.

The Str8UpGayPorn awards were so fun.

Like, honestly, I was nominated, I didn't win,

but the best newcomer won so it was fun to watch.

We had Vegas Nights win best movie.

And Kathy Griffin looked stunning in that red dress.

It was so beautiful when she like walked down the stage,

my eyes just like lit up.

She was so beautiful.

Well, yeah, we all sat like directly up

in front of the stage and you want to hear something funny?

So one of her security detail,

I don't know if I should say this.

I'm gonna say it, fuck it.

One of her security detail took the time of day

to message me on Twitter.

It was like, "You're the cutest guy in here."

And I was like "Motherfucker, how did you even find me?"

There's so much stigma attached to porn.

And so the fact that we can go out and like celebrate

what it is that we do and our work is just super cool.

I didn't win this year,

but next year I'm coming for some of them.

Not really, no.

It was super fun, like all the boys were

up in the hotel room and after the show,

we were all partying and just like having a good time,

other models from other studios, we all just kind of

hung out and yeah, it was fun.

Garrett I got super close to him at the party.

We were talking all night, dancing up on each other.

It's just really cool hearing their background stories

and getting to know the real people behind the pornstars.

And not only do they have a bangin' body,

but they're the sweetest boys you'll ever meet.

Because it was just like the Helix family.

And we were all just hanging out in one of the hotel rooms.

And it was really nice because I got to have like

a heart to heart conversation with people.

And I also got to have a mouth to mouth conversation

with others.

You peeping tom.

What are you seeing?

Are you playing peekaboo?

Nobody's safe in these bathrooms anymore.

Why does the bathroom have a window?

This past weekend was really nice.

Did you have fun?

Yeah, yeah, hottest body right?

Yeah, I can't believe I won the favorite body.

My mom always told me that be the best one

in whatever I can.

So I think I'm the best one at taking two dicks

at the same time.

Yeah, I can take dick pretty well, too.

- Oh yeah? - Yeah.

You can?

He's never like this, he's never like too talkative.

This is funny.

This is Inside Helix.

Inside Helix is our chance to show you guys

exactly what it's like filming for Helix.

It's all terrible, it's such a bad experience-

No, I'm fucking with you.

It's like... To me, it feels like a home away from home.

Best vibe ever, I've worked for other studios

and it's nothing like working for this studio.

All the boys are my age, it's super fun.

I have everything that I need and want here.

People who respect and kind of teach me.

It's a very loving vibe to me.

Me and Garrett are just over here enjoying life.

This is the 8teenBoy corner.

Welcome to our talk show.

Sometimes it gets crazy with all

the Helix boys running around,

we just want to take a good dick but like seriously.

Yeah but they just can't give it,

cause they're all bottoms.

Ooh, true.

Alex Riley is hands down the biggest bottom

and I want that on the record, mhm.

What are you doing today?

We are gonna get fucked.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

Hopefully hard.

- Not with this bottom around. - I'm hard too.

Don't expose me boys. - Biggest bottom ever.

Well at least let me pull my-

- Ever. - Look at that- ooh.

We can do a little train back here.

When the cameras aren't rolling I'd say that

it's a lot of bonding.

Like we're always like on the couch, just hanging out.

We'll get out, we'll go take a drive.

We'll go to the mall together.

We are looking for the next hot trend in fashion.

It's really fun and I love spending time

with all the guys here.

I've made some really great connections.

I really got close with Brian this past couple of weeks.

Brian is so funny and Riley

and there's just so many great guys here.

I always say that if I stopped working with Helix

then that's the day I've stopped working within porn.

So we are at a house party for Caleb

and I'm with Travis and Jill.

Jill so you're one of our editors, right?

I am.

Okay I wanted to make that I got it correct.

This is out third friend.

I'm going to rearrange

Caleb, how excited are you to live in this place,

it's so nice.

It is nice, high ceiling-

- Beautiful kitchen.

Hello, Brian, how's it going?

Good.

I feel so bad because I haven't seen Brian

in like two days because I've been filming.

We went shopping today.

Ooh, what for?

I had to get a shirt for the GayVNs.

Getting him over like this point is so hard,

he's a strong one.

Are you ready to shoot tomorrow?

I'm so ready to shoot tomorrow.

I'm so excited.

Well, I've been wanting to do a scene with Alex Riley

for a while.

I have had kind of a little boy crush on him

ever since I saw him like on Twitter.

Hey Maxie, come say hi to the video.

Hey!

AAA, we're out here at Caleb's.

- House warming party. - House warming party!

Yeah!

- Rockstar. - Rockstar.

Alex Riley is the most energetic and just everywhere.

He's always running around, laughing and smiling.

He's like the Energizer bunny.

He just keeps going and going.

Look at all these cute boys playing games.

Like Alex Riley is one of the nicest people

you'll ever meet.

He's so cute, he's got like the cutest little smile.

Freckles for days, adorable.

He's the personification of hungry, hungry hippos.

His brain is in a panic

to get as many marbles as he possibly can.

And just like experience as much as he possibly can.

This is what Alex does.

Alex when he's taking his videos.

- See he goes. - No!

Pretty girl.

No I don't- I do.

One of my favorite things is like,

when we go out to eat dinner,

we always go together and we'll hop in the limousine.

So you have this big limo that we all drive in

and we'll go down to Strip

and wherever we're going to eat.

And it's always like a big groups so people like look at us

and it's fun.

We are here in the limo and we're gonna have fun

and when have some food.

Alcohol- I'm just kidding.

Take that out. - Nobody does that here.

We're just at Rocco's in LA

and they had a family feud night, so they called up

me and Andy to play.

17, 18, 19, 20, 21-

- So the Helix version of hide and seek is like

the most claustrophobic feeling.

It's pitch dark and the whole house is filled up

with smoke machine smoke.

First off, we have to fog up the whole entire house.

Like if you put your hand in front of your face like this,

you cannot see it at all.

You can't see anything cause it's smoky.

And we like run from room to room and we'll hide.

It's so fun, it's literally so fun cause like

you can't see anything and the house is so big.

And there's 15 people playing and so

there's always like three or four people

that don't get found but everybody forgets.

There's always these two boys,

they get excited when we play hide and seek

because they know that nobody can see them.

So they're like go into the room and make out

or I don't know.

It is the best like we have boys running into each other

in the fog, ran into to some interesting spots,

let me tell you.

To be honest, I really only think that people

like to play it because they get that chance to like

sneak off and hide with somebody.

And then you got people that are sore losers

and that give up your hiding space as soon as they're found,

I'm so bitter about that.

Ashton.

Going out to Bachi is kind of a Helix tradition.

The whole staff knows us because we go so often

and it's honestly just a treat every time we go.

We all get to sit around the table,

drink Saki and chat with everybody

and yell across the table.

And it's always a real big spectacle

and people always look at us kind of funny,

cause it's like a whole studio full of like really hot boys

walking in, like all at once.

I don't know, it's like a family event kind of

like even the restaurant staff like hangs out

and talks to us and we have our favorite chef.

We'll get like filet mignon,

there's other stuff on the menu, but filet mignon like,

come on guys.

And I can never ever catch the shrimp that they

throw into my mouth, which is really lame of me.

Usually I'm more like falling out the chair, like damn.

What do you mean I'm a whore?

You're the whore-

- I can't wear a crop top.

Yes you can, bitch.

John, John, are you as surprised by your success

as the rest of us?

I'm probably even more surprised.

This is like a Hollywood standoff, isn't it, Alex?

I'm Jacob Hansen and I'm from Indianapolis, Indiana.

I got into porn because back at home,

there really wasn't a gay community.

You could get on Grindr and the nearest person

would be 30 minutes away.

So I knew if I got into porn,

I could work remote and live anywhere I wanted.

I ended up applying for Helix and I became a model

and I moved out here, meeting all these new people

every time somebody flies in.

You're just making a new friend, you have a new connection

somewhere else, somewhere around the US.

It's just crazy, honestly.

Being around gay people all the time

is honestly pretty awesome.

It's like pride 24/7.

So we had this new model, Seth Peterson.

So he's really, really cute.

And I was there whenever we got to pick him up

at the airport.

So it was me, Casey, Johnny.

So we're on our way to the airport to pick up

the new guy, Seth.

So I don't even know what it looks like,

but I'm excited to meet him.

Oh, Seth?

Hey, what's up man, we're Helix.

How's it going?

Good, how are you?

- Good. - Welcome.

Surprised there's a limo.

Right?

Man, oh yeah, where you coming from?

LA.

What part of LA, I live in LA too.

Sherman Oaks.

Period, downtown, I love that.

Right now we're going to some hotel, I think,

I don't know if they're gonna drop me off

and then you guys are gonna probably go back to the house.

Johnny do you know? - Yeah, more than likely.

- You'll see the house. - Alex is presenting

for GayVN, so he's got to go to the rehearsal thing.

Yeah they're going to make to the GayVN rehearsal.

Is there something going on this week?

Yeah tonight is the GayVN Awards for the big award show.

You'll be there, I'm sure.

Yeah, I think so.

You'll be able to be up there with everybody,

it'll be fun.

Have you been to a porn awards before?

- No, no. - First one?

Yeah.

Have you seen any online or anything like that?

No, I have no idea what I'm getting myself into.

You're gonna sit there and there's going to be

porn all over the things- no I'm just kidding.

All right bet.

Awesome, great to meet you, Seth.

Nice meeting you.

Nice to meet you.

Bye, Johnny.

We all got to know each other in the limo.

He's really, really cool, he's a funny guy.

He's cuter than anything.

So yeah, hopefully we film one day together so.

The best thing about having a new model now

is when people say the new model,

I know they're talking about Seth and not me anymore.

I'm just like finally made the bridge like between

new and like here.

Yeah, if you could do the sides kind of short

or really short and like fade up and then trim the top,

like, I don't know, maybe like two inches?

My name is Seth Peterson, I'm from Redondo beach.

The first day I flew out was very exciting.

I was a little nervous, but right when I saw the limo,

I was- it was downhill from there, kind of...

And it was all downhill from there.

Yeah.

This is Inside Helix and I'm Alex Roman

saying I'm Alex Roman and you're watching Inside Helix.

Alex is hilarious, I love Alex.

We're like best friends.

AAA!

And he always scares the out of me, which I love and hate.

At this point when I wake up in the morning,

the first thing I do is check the corners.

I started playing the piano when I was,

I think five and then took lessons pretty regularly

for like 12 years or so.

I think Seth is like so cute.

Like he's got like his hair color and his eyes

are like dark and he has really nice dark features.

It kinda reminds me of... what's that guy's name?

It was Tom Cruise, that's who it is.

A young Tom Cruise.

Just take those old records off the shelf

Max Carter, he immediately seemed important.

So it wasn't sure like if he was gonna be nice.

Being the director for 8teenBoy,

it's a little different because

I have to be the one to tell people "No."

"Be ready for the scenes"

and not bruise themselves up before the scenes.

Basically be like mom and dad of the house all the time.

Max Carter has two sides.

He has the work side and then he has the fun model side.

And I can say when he's working,

he's always super professional.

He's always trying to make sure we're okay.

He's always super sweet and loving.

He always makes sure I'm doing my best

and that I feel comfortable.

I don't even know where to start actually with Max.

Max is so adult also so fun and I love Max.

Max is like too perfect to even describe, I don't know.

He gets along with everyone.

Everyone just loves him so much.

There's not a person I know that just doesn't adore Max.

He is always telling jokes, hitting hard,

listening to Lizzo.

We're listening to Lizzo if we're around Max, like.

I have so many thoughts about Max.

I have so many thoughts about Max.

I value Max because of like where we are now

because at first we butt heads.

And now like, I love that the dogshit out of Max.

So I have access to the application page

where everyone applies and we get hundreds of applications.

And me and Casey have to go through them all

and decide who's Helix, who's 8teenBoy and all that.

And I saw Seth and I texted Casey and I was like,

"I'm getting a scene with him first."

"Hmm, where am I from?"

Well yeah, how honest am I being?

Can I phone a friend?

We should do an interview one time where like there's like

a wall and you can't see who you're interviewing.

Is this like one of those things that you're like

waiting for us to start talking?

Yes.

Oh, all right.

I wish I would have known that.

Well, what's your name?

Seth, Seth Peterson.

You?

Well, they already know my name,

so that's besides the point.

This is your introduction.

Where are you from?

Torrance, California, south of LA, kind of.

Okay that was gonna be my next question,

cause I don't know where that's at.

Have you lived there your entire life?

Yes, pretty much, except for gonna school in Riverside.

And what'd you go to school for?

Neuroscience.

Oh, not quite sure what neuroscience is.

That's the brain.

Okay, great, great.

What do you like to do for fun?

Exercise, I like the beach, born and raised.

You were born and raised on the beach?

Interesting.

No, yeah, I like to run.

Sorry.

All right, all right, continue.

Running, swimming, spear fishing, surfing...

Spear fishing?

Yes.

Tell me a little bit about that.

You take a spear and...

Like you've done that in the ocean?

Yeah, yeah,

like with a snorkel- Like, on the beach?

You have this pole and there's a rubber band

attached the end of it and you like put your hand

and stretch it out and then you let go and it shoots

and that's how that works.

Are you super successful at that?

Hit or miss.

Hit or miss, all right.

I cannot guarantee I'd be any good at that.

I've only gotten one fish and it was like this big.

So I had to give it back.

So what made you decide to choose Helix?

That was definitely like one of the only studios

I've known by like name.

I feel like their style and their guys are all like

what I like.

Okay, so are you out to everyone that you know,

in your family and whatnot?

Yes.

Yeah, how did they react?

I was thinking about working up the courage to tell

my mom, I told some friends first

and they were very supportive.

And then like telling her, it was like on the way home

after a football game and like the whole drive home,

I was just like working up the courage to do it.

And then like, she kinda,

it was kind of like not the greatest reaction.

She was like, "and you're telling me this now?"

How old were you?

16, no, 15.

Wow, that's young for a lot of people.

I didn't come out till I was like 18, actually almost 19.

And I was like, "Well, mom, by the way, I'm gay.

And I'm also a gay porn actor.

- Oh shit- - And that blonde kid

that I was bringing over, that's my boyfriend."

All at one time but, you know,

I just got to get it out there.

Rather not have to open that many closet doors.

It's way too much work.

Where's the craziest place you've had sex?

Probably on the beach in broad daylight, like.

Was it like a nudist beach?

No, no, no, and it was like my hometown beach.

Were you like in a tent or like, just flat there?

No, just on a towel like.

Did anybody see you?

Yeah, yeah.

Were you approached?

No, no.

Oh, okay, then they were enjoying what they were seeing.

It all worked out, yeah.

Well I thought it was an interview.

Yeah I mean we'll get that.

Like this?

Yeah, I'll be like inside of him and be like,

"So where are you from?

Are you enjoying porn?

Is this your first scene?"

"Just give me five more pounds to- five more thrust

to think about it."

I'm Daniel DeLuca and I'm from Las Vegas, Nevada.

Meeting Daniel DeLuca was interesting.

So I got back on the dating apps and whatever,

which I hadn't been on for awhile.

Daniel was one person that I talked to on Tinder

and we never like planned on meeting up or anything

of that nature, we just like had conversations, snapchatted.

What really like pushed me to like match with him

was because we like a similar artists called FKA twigs.

And we'd go on and on about how like

she's underrated and stuff.

Then one night, I go to two friends of mine's house

for a party and everybody comes with, of course,

cause it's a good time.

Me and my friend go to this house party.

And it turns out that Corbin Colby,

some other Helix models like Ashton Summers was there.

I'm just like having fun and I see Corbin

and I'm just like, "Hey, what's up?"

- And it's like, "Oh, okay! Look at you, there you are."

And you know, he's like very attractive in person.

Like he looks like even more beautiful,

like in person than he does some pictures.

Everybody liked him so he hung out a few times.

He asked me a lot of questions about porn

and it seemed like he was interested.

So of course I kind of, you know,

tried to give him a little nudge in the right direction.

As I'm asking him questions I was just like on the line,

like, "Hmm, is this something I would do?"

So I decided to take it slow and think about it for awhile.

When they started filming this documentary,

I saw everything going on behind the scenes

and everyone was just so inviting and fun

and it really influenced my decision in wanting to do this.

A few weeks later,

I heard I had a scene with Daniel DeLuca

and I was like, "Oh great, here we are."

So we're about to go to TigerHeat in LA.

If you don't know TigerHeat, it's like an 18 and up club

and there's just like a bunch of dancing going on.

And then it gets to this one part in the night

where like the DJ just like stops the music.

Me and like the other Helix models,

we go to the back of the stage.

Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome the boys of

Helix Studios!

Yeah, oh, you're too clothed.

Josh Brady, take it off.

Take it off and give us something.

We're throwing out these glow sticks

that have like the Helix studios logo on it.

Throwing out shirts, throwing out these glow sticks,

it was so much fun.

I reach out to Corbin because I know he's a good dancer.

And when he heads to the dance floor and start like,

I don't know, vibing well with each other.

Definitely Daniel and Corbin were dancing on each other.

They were getting kind of frisky.

I get asked on Grindr or whatever.

Why do I do porn, why do I decide that?

It's like, well, it's not just for everyone else,

it's for me, you know, I can see my improvement.

I like to be sexually active.

So why not learn how to actually have sex?

You know what I mean?

A day in the life of a pornstar,

we're gonna choose Riley Finch today.

On set, it's more of hyping yourself up in kind of

getting in the zone of like, "I'm gonna take that dick"

and "I want you, daddy."

Wake up in the morning, shower, get ready,

I mean, if you're a bottom go ahead, douche.

Just like shower and I'm sure bottoms have to do

a little bit more than tops.

Of course, you got to douche out,

make sure you're all clean.

We don't want any accidents on set.

When you get mouthwash on your shirt.

Yeah, so I'm using a hair dryer to dry it off.

It looks good though, right?

Can't clock me?

Aw yeah, you can't see it.

Yeah but like try and eat something,

so like you're not shaky or jittery while you're shooting,

stay hydrated.

Have some eggs, you know, got to have that

lean protein for filming,

got to have something to power through, you know.

Do a little light workout, hang out with the guys

a little bit, kind of go over

what we're gonna be doing for the scene.

There we go.

Talk for a little bit, get everything set up.

Cameras, lights.

Make sure the bedding is looking good.

Making sure we have cute outfits on.

We do photos first just to get everybody in the group.

And then we move on to video.

Gimme no smiling on this.

1, 2, 3.

"uwu, uwu, uwu."

While we were filming the movie I was like,

"Okay when's the orgy because it's not a Helix movie

without an orgy at the end of it, so."

I'm just kind of waiting until they let me know to

douche out and get ready.

You know, I'm not leaving this orgy

until I get DPed, right?

That funny?

This seems so uncomfortable for you.

Oh it is, there's knees everywhere

and I'm experiencing all of them.

Oh, that looks great, guys.

Let me get that one more.

1, 2, 3.

And then serious on this one.

And then move that arm again, Travis.

Great, 1, 2, 3.

I was actually really impressed with

just how laid back everything is.

It seems everybody gets along really well.

Like there's not a lot of pressure,

which is like one thing I was really worried about like

before I came out here for the first time.

Filming the orgy was a lot more rel- it went very quick.

Honestly, the orgy was much easier

than I thought it was going to be.

Like I thought it was gonna be just so much going on

that it was gonna be like sensory overload.

It was just like quite the experience

and it was something that I'm looking forward

to doing again.

Typically it's just like a really good vibe.

We just kind of laugh and just joke around.

Alex Roman says so many jokes while we're filming.

Oh my God!

Like literally never stops.

Someone called someone else "Come on, pussy boy."

And I just thought that it was like the most funniest thing.

And I called Alex Roman 'pussy boy' while I was filming

and ever since then, I swear.

He has called me 'pussy boy Hansen' since then

and then everybody else picked it up.

So literally all these models flying in,

every direction of the world.

"Hey pussy boy, how are you?"

Oh my gosh!

One word away, pussy boy.

Oh, pussy boy?

Pussy boy.

Pussy boy?

These answers are not prompted in any way.

I don't call you that, Jacob.

I literally don't- everyone does it, I'm just like,

"Damn, I feel bad for Jacob."

Great story, it's a great story.

No, yeah, he's our little bitch and I love it.

Like everybody just like gives him shit and teases him,

but he knows we all love him.

What are you doing on your phone?

Hey.

People are always busting Jacob's balls.

Like the pussy boy thing.

But he's such a good sport about it.

He never takes it like personally, like he understands

that like we're all- we do it out of love.

The Helix boys like to steal each other's vapes

so you have to like put your name on it

so you don't lose it.

What do you have to say about that?

How'd you even get that done?

You just stole mine and put your name on it.

Yeah, I did, no.

No I didn't, I didn't.

After we're done shooting,

which might take like two to four hours.

We usually get into the limo, go out to eat.

Maybe party a little bit afterwards.

It's always nice to like have that

little bit of wind down time afterwards.

I feel like the best parts are like

when we're going out eating together

or we'll take the limo and go to the Strip.

But we are Gucci, we're happy, we're ready to go eat.

Kanpai.

Thank God.

He is entirely too good for this.

Why?

Because he's so cute.

Because he hasn't got into porn and he's beautiful

and like he's sweet, he doesn't need to do porn.

Hey, pornstars can be sweet.

No, that's not what I'm saying.

Some people's innocence has to be protected.

Most of the time we got to dinner,

but on a few like few special occasions,

we all go and get some groceries and pick out

some dinner together.

Like the other night I made beef bourguignon.

Bourguignon- beef.

It was okay, I've done better.

Ashton is a great example of this.

The other night he made one of his family recipes.

So cute, the cutest, like the cutest.

Hi, I'm making lasagna.

He made lasagna for everyone.

He was in the kitchen all by himself.

The other day, Ashton made a delicious lasagna.

Like I was very impressed with like

the old Italian woman in him.

I'm ready to eat some lasagna!

We sit around the table, take picture of a family feast

and look at it and make sure we're all looking cute.

All of y'all need to lean in.

I'm gonna sit here and just hold this.

1, 2, 3.

You know, got to post it on the Twitter, like.

So like, you know how Josh isn't into feet.

So during, Andy, Josh, and I's scene,

like Andy was fucking him and I had my dick in his mouth

and then Andy and I looked at each other

and we had an immediate mutual understanding

of what we were about to do.

And like he grabbed a foot and I grabbed a foot

and we were like.

Oh fuck.

I started sucking on his feet and he was so not into it.

And I had to hide my face because

I was trying not to cringe the whole time.

And then finally one of you licked between my toes

and I started busting out laughing.

Noo, you don't know how hard it was to not laugh

that entire time.

We just couldn't do it, it was like 45 seconds.

And then you just couldn't hold it anymore.

That's the only time I would suck a toe,

is if I'm like fucking them and it's like right there,

it's like.

No, I would- getting and having your toes sucked on

is just-

- I have to be like really into it, like if I'm not into it,

like I have to be like really horny and like

really into the person for me to like-

and that person so to have clean feet.

Clean feet, yeah, clean feet are the key.

If you would have stuck your feet in my mouth

while I was fucking you,

I don't even know what would have happened.

The scene would have been over cause I would have came.

Hello, how are you!

It's so good to see you.

Wow, Riley, you had like a scene in the car?

Yeah, that was a time, that was a time.

I was showing him the picture that we took.

Look at that angle.

He was saying I looked so tall and skinny and it's like,

cause I am.

Hanging out with the other models is just like

super lowkey, everybody's really nice.

Like everybody gets along, at least now we do.

I really like hanging out with most of the other models.

I mean, some of them get a little crazy sometimes.

I want to suckle on that teet, like a baby goat.

You look like a baby sucking a mom's nipple.

I love all this attention, it's really nice.

We know you do.

Yeah, most of the time we just like

ended up playing video games or like drinking a little bit,

playing pool, just real lowkey, real chill.

Oh whoa, okay, just skip me.

Bro this is a pretty makable shot.

Scrolling through videos, we're just bonding.

We're talking all the time.

It's so good.

Look at that, look at that.

Got the pickle ready.

She's thick and she got a kick.

Oh, you see the juices!

The nipples, dude, the nipples are my favorite.

So we're going to a party at Kyle Ross's house.

Brian decided to take us into the-

- Not me, no, cut the cameras.

Wrong house!

So I walk in and I'm like guys the floor is different.

Stop, stop!

And they started saying stuff like,

I don't remember the house being like this,

but you know, this kind of looks familiar.

Brian says, "Oh, here we are!"

and then we all started exploring.

So I just use the restroom cause I needed to go

really bad.

And as I get out, they're saying stuff like,

holy crap, we're in the wrong house.

There's a cat.

I opened the back curtains over there,

I'm like, "Okay, well this is all different."

I open the curtain, I'm like "There's no pool."

Ryan goes outside and sees that they don't have a pool

and he freaks out, he's like,

"Oh my God, they don't have a pool,

we're in the wrong house."

And then everybody thought I was crazy

and we went outside and then we saw you guys

across the stress, and you were like-

- And you guys were like "Get the fuck over here!"

And then we're like "Oh fuck."

"Oh my god, we're idiots, dude."

And I'm freaking out, cause like, it's Las Vegas.

We could get shot.

Riley Finch is fucking fierce.

Like I thought I like had the confidence all down,

but I met Riley and I was like, "Oh, shit."

Cute as a button, like we actually have history together.

Like way, way back, I met him in Colorado Springs.

And then imagine my surprise walking into the Helix house

and seeing "Who are you, hello!"

I think that deep dive he's a very sexual person.

For sure, I kind of think that he's kind of a,

you know, he likes sex.

But I guess if you're doing porn, who doesn't.

He's so cute, he's just a twinky little twink

and he's really funny and he likes to dance.

Probably one of the best dancers I know.

He just breaks it down, it doesn't matter where we are.

We could be in the street, in the middle of the casino,

like on a concrete floor.

He'll roll and give you a whole theatrical ensemble.

Riley kept like awkwardly staring at me for a long time.

And then I was like, "Yo, what's up with the staring?"

And he's like, "Yeah, I just stare at people

until they like come out of their shells.

I like to make them uncomfortable."

So we're going to GayVNs tonight.

And it's the first time I've ever been to an awards show.

GayVNs is like the Grammy's for gay porn actors.

It's like a time for everybody to come together

and mingle and drink and have a good time together.

And I am super intimidated.

I'm super excited, I've heard some

of my favorite drag queens are gonna be there.

Alyssa Edwards and Shangela, they're gonna be there.

Helix is up for favorite movie, I think?

So I'm really excited to like hear "Helix! Helix! Helix!"

come out over the mic.

It was really cool that the first time

I came out here was the GayVNs.

So I got to go to my first award show, it was awesome.

We all drove there together.

We're all dressed up and we got to like walk the red carpet.

Taking pictures and meeting new people.

It was fucking awesome.

Just so you know, it's not like in like an adult bookstore

or anything, it's like a real nice award show.

It's a huge venue.

They actually just asked me to present today at the GayVN.

So like, what?

You know, so.

How's it going guys,

I hope you're having an incredible night up to now.

Alex Riley was nominated for best newcomer.

So that's really exciting.

And this is the GayVN, so like, this is like,

the Oscars of porn.

So like I'm just super happy to be going.

Alex Riley.

Wow, period.

Anyway, thank you guys, like this is really-

I didn't like prepare anything like, I didn't expect to win.

Thank you guys so much.

Helix Studios, Keith, Casey, Alex, I love you guys so much.

Seriously, like, thank you guys, thank y'all.

I love when like- I don't care who it is, but if anyone

of what I view as my team wins,

I will like hoot and holler, like I can't even explain it.

I won best newcomer, which was so cool.

Like I, it meant so much to me, it was so cool.

Like I- on stage, I couldn't even like,

I could hardly breathe.

Like when I went on stage, I literally almost fainted.

That was probably the best night of my life, honestly,

because I just didn't expect it.

Best duo sex scene.

Ashton Summers and Phoenix Fellington.

Thank you guys, so much, again Keith, Casey, and Alex,

thank you guys, GayVN, thank you.

Have a good night!

What's the difference between the GayVN awards

and the academy awards?

We actually nominated some women for best director!

Vegas Nights, Helix Studios.

And the best feature winner is...

Vegas Nights, Helix Studios.

Thank you.

These are so pretty, I love this, look at that.

Thank you guys for watching, I have no idea what to say.

Thank you so much.

Thank you to everyone and our fans, thank you to Casey

and Alex, the best directors in the world

and thank you to the best cast.

The GayVNs were a blast.

Vegas Nights won best movie.

Thank you so much.

You don't know how much sweat and cum took for us

to get here.

I actually got to go up on stage.

So I was like super jazzed about that.

I've been wanting to do that for a while now.

It's so cool to see like your work pay off

and people's work pay off

and it kind of inspires you to do better.

So, I mean, it was an experience that I'll never forget.

What, what, I can't even, I can't even speak, bro.

The after party at the GayVNs was way more than I expected.

Like it was way cooler- it was ridiculous, actually.

I heard that there's an after party

and I'm super excited about that because if you know me,

you know I love to dance.

It was in the penthouse, you would walk up there,

guards at the door, go inside.

There's a bowling alley to your right,

long ass bowling alley, I couldn't believe, it was crazy.

There was a DJ, a fuckin' bowling alley inside,

a little hot tub inside.

People were getting in there

and like fucking in the hot tub.

So we had this new guy, Seth, when I flew in

he was already here and he's so cute.

Like a total Tom Cruise good-looking,

same teeth, everything.

I kept like looking at him and here's my little...

So we ended up hooking up in the closet.

Like I ended up sucking his dick in a closet

by the bathroom.

It was awesome, it was so cute, it was hot.

Oh my fucking God, the after party was insane.

I have never been to a party

where there's just so many people.

Tons of people, like tons of cute, amazing looking guys.

It almost makes you feel unworthy of being there because

everybody's so good looking and it's just unbelievable.

Honestly, I'm very lucky.

I got to meet Silky Nutmeg Ganache and Miss Vanjie

and just getting to see like all my favorite stars

and Calamine Cole from Scotland.

King Princess was there,

I ended up getting a picture with her,

so that was super cool.

I mean the rest of her band was there too.

I didn't get- okay can I start over on this one.

And I see Shangela too, who I'm a big fan of.

I love her, especially because like she's a dancer as well.

The guys I jerk off to,

getting to see them all like shirtless and dancing around

and drinking with them was really, really cool.

We all were getting pretty lit that night.

It was fun, it was very fun.

We got drunk, it was a blast,

it was like really, really cool.

I got in the hot tub, made out with Max a little bit,

got naked.

And how many people did you make out with that night?

A lot.

Hoo, the awards were a lot,

like we had three award shows in like a week and a half,

it was tiring, but it was really fun.

Like all of it was amazing,

like best time of my entire life.

It's almost sort of like just one big party

for the most part.

Like there's pre-party for every award show.

There's a post-party for the awards.

There's a post-post-party afterwards.

Oh, we just did so much, like I can't even name-

I forgot half the things, cause there was just so much,

we just did so much.

Like we went so many places and I met so many people

that I don't even remember.

Next year, they're gonna be the same award shows,

but they're gonna be different.

And I have this experience, 2020, new decade.

I'm just so grateful for being able to create this content

for everybody watching.

But wait, there's more.

Wait, wait, wait, oh shit.

Dying.

No dry, chappy lips,

now we'll win best movie for sure.

I'd have to try and not come off too faggy on these,

cause like y'all kind of portray me as more of like

a top-verse kind of thing, I can't be too faggy.

No but you're fine, like this is about this,

this is about you guys, for real.

Fuck me in the ass cause I love Jesus.

The good lord would want it that way.

And especially like Casey and Alex,

they're both very nice to everybody

and it's just a very fun environment.

You're so full of shit.

But it's good, ain't it?

Hello?

-Hello? -Hello?

Welcome to my YouTube channel.

These kids literally just came up to us right now and said

"Oh, what kind of movie are you guys filming?"

"Oh, what's the movie about?"

I kind of wanted to tell them, honestly, but no I won't.

I just learned what fuzzies were-

-Furries? -Furries.

Fuzzies?

I sent a picture of myself and Chi Chi to my dad

this morning and he was like, "Your suit looks good,

but I don't know about your date.

She looks a little old for you."

Like yeah, she's a drag queen dad.

I'm going to stuff your pussy full of twigs and leaves

and mud, and go.

I don't know what to do with my hands.

-Your Johnny Hands? -Yeah.

We-

That's going in.

Yeah leave that in, yeah.

Great...

Okay, yeah, um.

Yeah, they- why do I always starts with 'yeah'?

I'm trying not to say 'um' so much.

I hate when I hear that shit.

Um...

'Um' and 'so'

Um so yeah.

Um.

So.

- Yeah, so. - Um.

- So. - Um.

- Um so. - So.

- Um. - So.

- Um. - So.

- Um so. - Um.

- So. - Um.

- So. - Um.

- So. - Um.

- So. - Um.

So um.

- So. - Um.

So...

So um, so um, so um.

Can I just do that the whole time?

The lube claw is basically your hand full of lube

in a dysfunctional manner in which you just sit there

with one hand normal than the other hand lubed up

and looking all types of crazy.

Ugh, I just looked at the camera.

Oh Johnny.

Cut!

Get it together, John.

I'm sorry, I'm so nervous.

It's freezing out here.

God, why is it so cold?

Oh my God, it's like really fucking hot.

- GayVN was a- - Sorry.

Okay, woo, all right.

The GayVN after party- goddamn it, okay.

Hang on, I just need a- I just need something.

I'm going to wait for this little puppy to take a shit

and then I'm going to eat him.

Thoughts of a coyote.

Ooee.

First time getting DPed too, like,

thought it was gonna hurt and then I just went in and...

felt so good.

This is so hard, just kill me, Alex.

And this is Inside Helix.