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the time for sick I mean I don't know if
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if something had happened to him or that
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I just I just hope I hope he's alright
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I hope he's alive I hope he's well and
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that he's happy hope I've rebuilt my
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life and I'm happy as I am now
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the gardens starting to get overcrowded
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I'm going to have to find somewhere else
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it's been two days since I've eaten and
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the body's starting to smell there have
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been more reports of people disappearing
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in the news this week and people are
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getting more careful about being out
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alone it's getting harder to find food
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still I'm appalled at how easy this is
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I've tried to stop this spreading but I
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feel myself slipping further every day
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I'm drinking more than I should be
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whatever that means
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I've just got to make sure that I don't
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start making mistakes had another
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blackout this morning woke up on the
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bathroom floor covered in puke what a
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fucking mess I wish I had someone to
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turn to but it's too late now
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hi how's it going slowly there didn't
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have any fresh Pastore shot so bullet
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burn this mmm wonderful
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we don't need drinking that's white wine
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in the fridge that will do vent it I'll
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put down the offer you get some red
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later alright okay what's this some
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background notes for the exhibition on
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Saturday put your attire for it but for
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the man that can make it now that's next
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Saturday isn't it no this Saturday I
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can't make it this weekend I've got to
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go on field trip you've known about this
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for weeks
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yeah I've just got to go back there and
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get some more samples welcome next
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weekend
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by then the results will be invalid all
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notice I will look I can't come this
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weekend
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but I'll come to the next one alright a
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bit pissed off for this people think you
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don't exist anymore
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in three months the project we finished
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we've got to spend as much time together
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as we lie oh great
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be nice if you could do something for me
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this one I like I don't do anything for
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you let's don't know what is the big
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deal it's not such a big deal just look
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looking forward to us going out together
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that's all
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I thought I handled that rather well
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last night very mature
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I hate it when we argue and she's right
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I should be more organized I'm just a
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bit crap at all that I'm looking forward
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to this research being over with so I
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can get on with the rest of my life a
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full-time job and a part-time PhD don't
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leave much time for anything else and
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the novelty of being a student or off
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about three years ago Sarah's been
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really supportive but her patience is
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starting to wear thin it would be an
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understatement to say that I've been
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neglecting my relationships recently
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next month I have to come back here and
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I'll take two more samples then I won't
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have to make this trip again I can't say
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I'll be sorry
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okay
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now what was this picture taken about
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six months ago and he's nothing more
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recent is there anything you can think
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of that might help us further like what
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well financial difficulties depression
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he was a bit stressed about his ph.d his
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research wasn't going very well and
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that's the woodlands thing it yeah we
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had an argument the night before wasn't
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anything major we were supposed to be
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going out and he'd forgotten okay
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hundreds of people go missing every year
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quite often they turn up shortly
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afterwards this was three weeks I'll do
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everything we can you could just sign
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just here and if you do think of
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anything else do let me know I don't
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know how long I was unconscious after
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the attack but when I came round I
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wondered lost in the woods for several
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days
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my first victim was camping in the woods
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when I attacked him I didn't know what
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was happening I was completely out of
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control I only realized afterwards what
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I'd done I should have gone to the
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police after the first one but I was too
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frightened it's too late now I have to
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hide right well this is the flat it's
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the ground floor I've got some
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information on it you might have a look
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right what'd I tell you did you come
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from the tube yeah well in that case I
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don't have to tell you how close it is
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to the transport I mean it's brilliant
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for the shops it's great great location
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right have a little look then I brought
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the right key bingo well as you can see
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they always run the spacious I'm afraid
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the take was a bit 70s well I like that
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right well um don't start and eat that
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April nights haven't eaten for six days
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I can no longer deny the need it's time
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again
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I'm coping much better with all this the
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first few kills were terrifying ordeals
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I was completely out of control
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but I'm starting to understand my
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behavioral patterns more my life is
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organized around the need to feed and
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the logistics of finding new meat as my
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condition stabilizes a pattern seems to
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be emerging after eating unstable for
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about 12 hours
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mild convulsions start at four days
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developing into fits in the six to eight
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day phase where the hunger becomes
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unbearable I can't go for longer than
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twelve days the pain is indescribable
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there's no choice but to feed the new
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flat is perfect the area is quiet and
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the elderly neighbors are deaf I feel
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safe here I dreamt iserror again last
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night
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oh my column nasally don't you like him
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that much yeah
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these are puppy dog and baby eyes enough
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of that I want a challenge which never
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happy I'll bring him we'll see what
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happens
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good so how have you been fine no you're
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not giving much away he's about to give
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away it's nothin heard anything you have
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to talk about it what's the point helps
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no I've just been trying to block it all
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out forget everything I know it's easy
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for me to say but bottling it up isn't
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the answer just can't live every day
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hoping is gonna walk through the door we
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can carry on as usual why don't you get
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some counseling look I really don't want
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to get into this tonight you're doing so
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well there's an impossible situation
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yeah I'm sorry
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everyone's been brilliant I mean cuz we
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used to argue we used to all get quite a
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lot but stupid things ridiculous things
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I mean he used to be sort of late he
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never turned up on time for things he
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never sort of was there anyone expected
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him to be but you know that was what
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made him endearing but at the same time
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it's what was annoying about him
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I haven't eaten for four days I still
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feel well although I'm starting to get
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restless my mind's wandering the wound
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on my neck is refusing to heal and the
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surrounding tissue starting to micros
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small plainness lesions are growing on
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my chest and back I'm doing my best to
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stop them getting infected I'm managing
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to live very cheaply not having a social
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life is a good way to save money most of
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my victims are carrying enough cash to
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keep me going for a couple of weeks even
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so I need to be careful the small amount
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of money I saved last year is going down
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quickly I have to pay the rent on
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Thursday I need to buy soap toothpaste
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and antiseptic cream I still haven't
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paid the gas bill
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smells delicious I hope you're hungry
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this is wonderful
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do you remember the first time you made
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this yeah it's not burnt this time
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the dreams about Sarah are getting worse
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I can feel my grasp on reality slipping
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further every day I have to hold on to
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the things I know a real it's just
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getting harder to tell what they are
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sorry I'm late how are you sounding good
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fine prints from the exhibition great
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he's like my child yep if you wanted any
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more just let me know thank me go then
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just let me get my breath back the more
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exercise I say I'm fat oh just big-boned
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okay why do you want to go then we met
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and we became friends and then we'd
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solve did develop from then till you
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know we've got what we've we've got now
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although I mean I wanted the
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relationship to develop but at that
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point I think Sarah wanted more more
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space to be honest you know she she
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wasn't ready to start a relationship so
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I did it did take time so yeah he was
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kind of around but wasn't around
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the limited research I've been able to
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do has done nothing but confirmed the
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hopelessness of my condition I'm
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starting to think more like an animal
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I'm getting weaker but I'm still strong
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enough to go out and find new meat the
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virus clearly wants the carrier to live
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as long as possible there must be others
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with this condition but I haven't been
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out to find any reference to it in any
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medical journals I've thought about
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going to look for the girl who infected
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me but I have enough problems of my own
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I'm hungry again thanks a lot mate how
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far you go
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Manchester hop in I'll take you out for
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my cheers mate
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Jumana photo this window a bit
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anyway I think the interview went well
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but you don't know what the other
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candidates gonna be like they're still
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even if I don't get the job at least
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about a couple of days in London on
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expenses and well good luck anyway how
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do you think you'll find moving now well
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from this way anyway I haven't got any
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family or anything in Manchester anymore
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so for a try me lap down here I don't
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blame you hang on I'm just gonna make a
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quick phone call
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so every time you go to the cinema
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you're looking for a message that I I
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think it makes it more entertaining if
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it has pertinency
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the message and sex and violence next
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time you choose a film and I'll choose a
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restaurant well the service was good but
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my food David it was a good night any
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chance of a coffee no it's a bit late
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okay
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I'll phone you next week yeah good bye
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good bye
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David
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you see much
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I'll never leave you again
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promise
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mark you're alright
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I missed you so much sir I'm so sorry
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we'll never leave you again
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in all the time I've been on my own the
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thought of sara has kept me alive it's
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time to let go
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but I wish I could say goodbye
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my Sarah
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I'm feeling physically stronger than I
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have been in some time it was a
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beautiful day yesterday I went down for
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a walk to buy a newspaper and maybe even
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talk to us
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Oh
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fuck
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Merry Christmas everybody and so I
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couldn't make it to the party but you
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now have it is your only nap
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so they did like Krauts always preferred
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my own company
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you mess he seems cool yeah he used to
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be such a nice guy what happened to you
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looking for business yeah we got a cop I
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told you to the plan
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nice flat yeah I like it
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seven years bad luck
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sorry the mirror it's a little bit more
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than seven years I think yeah it's a big
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one
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here's the girl Sara
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what's your name
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Sara
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so what do you like no don't just lie
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down please
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whatever I just want to hold you
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whatever you like are you lonely
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a little
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special tax please yeah sure
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come down cheer stuff
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tomorrow young free okay that's great
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that's great
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um 12:30 yeah um this is the place
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after eight months my urge to eat is
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still stronger than my revulsion at
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killing my weight still falling and I'm
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getting weaker at least now I'll be able
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to think straight for a few days and the
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pain won't be so bad
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sorry
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cut it down please
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I think I blacked out again but I'm not
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sure I'm afraid to leave the house I
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don't know what's real anymore
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Oh
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you know I feel a lot better about it
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now than I did I mean two years ago it
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was a nightmare a complete nightmare but
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but now I feel much better the only
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thing is I still wonder why why it
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happened that I don't know why he left I
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saw him about six weeks before then and
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everything was fine he was you'd had a
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few rocky years in the past but he was
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back to being his old self
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very solid dependable stable sort of
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person he obviously you know just wanted
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to be to himself I don't understand why
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I want to know his safe but I've got my
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own life and if I saw him again I don't
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know that would be so all right yeah
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that's I mean that's a that's a big
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question isn't it uh the relationship
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Sara and I have got at the moment I
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think he's he's strong enough I mean I
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don't think he's gonna come back to be
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honest I mean he did not come back now I
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mean he's been so long he's just not
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gonna turn him now he's he just come out
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of the blue whatever happened to him
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when I look in the mirror it's not
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anyone I can bear to be anymore I can no
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longer watch myself rot and kill this is
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not life
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you
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