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There's just a lot of
change going on with me.

Really?
Yeah.

It's like when I look
back on my life,

it just seems like it's not
my life I'm looking back on.

It's a midlife crisis.
That's all this is.

Pete, it's me again.

I've left you three messages.
You need to call me.

Something's
happening to me,

and I think you're the only person
who's going to understand what it is.

For years, I put my job
ahead of my family,

and I'm eating cereal for dinner and a
strange man is answering my wife's phone.

That's no way to live.

So, what'd we win?

A compass?

A broken compass.

You can never change the past.
It's bad.

If you wanna
change one thing,

that's all you do.

What if I could make it so that Danko
wasn't interested in you anymore?

Why do you want
to do this for me?

Maybe we're both
looking for redemption.

I want
my old life back.

I go back to my apple martinis
and overpaid lobbyists.

Excuse me.

Tracy? Is that you?

Hello, Governor.
I'm back.

Nathan.

Mom?

What brings you to DC? Are
you cleaning out the garage?

Yes, as a matter of fact.
Here. Come, look.

Just what the doctor ordered,
a trip down memory lane.

Last we spoke, you said something
about looking back on your life

and it feeling
like someone else's.

Well, Nathan,
this is your life.

Gee, Mom, you didn't
really have to do that.

Yeah, I don't recognize
any of this stuff.

Well, of course, you do. Come on.
Pick something up.

Ma, really, I...

Here.

Used to be
your favorite toy.

Uncle Tim bought
this for me

when we took that trip
up the coast.

I was in the back
seat of the car.

That's when you decided you
wanted to be a fighter pilot.

You remember?

Yeah.

I remember it like
it was yesterday.

Literally.

Is there something
wrong, Nathan?

No. Everything's fine.

Come on.
What happened to you?

I mean, it feels like you fell
off the face of the Earth.

It was family.

It was a family crisis.

It was complicated and
dramatic, and it's behind me.

So, you're back.

I'm back. And I'm
looking for work.

Not anymore, you're not.

I can use you
back in New York.

That is, if you're willing
to come work for me.

I'd be a fool
to turn it down.

Terrific.

So, what's going on?

I could use your help to ease some
legislation through the minefields.

You know, cut a few corners,
charm a few regulators.

It's right up
your alley, Trace.

Right, baby?

Not a problem, Governor.

Have dinner with me.
Tonight.

We can discuss
the particulars.

So happy to have
my Tiger Lady back.

Peter? Hey, Noah.
You got a minute?

Sure. Come on in.

I thought you wanted
nothing to do with me.

I need to
show you something.

That's a very nice arm.

No... There was a tattoo.

Right here. I noticed
it last night...

A mystery tattoo?

No. It was a compass.

Just like the one that you pulled
out of the safe-deposit box.

A mystery
compass tattoo?

I know where you're going, Noah,
and I'm not seeing things.

It was there. I thought
you'd help me...

I don't know. What are we
going to do, though, Peter?

Seriously? Are we
gonna go on the road

in search for this speedy guy with the
knives and uncover some giant conspiracy?

Not particularly. You
wanna get cut up again?

No. I don't.

That's why I'm telling
you I'm not up for it.

That's all.
Got it.

So, what am I
doing here?

Sorry to bother you, Noah.
No problem.

Not at all. Anytime.

Claire?
What are you doing here?

I had to ask your dad
a question,

just something
to clear my head up,

but we're good.

I gotta go. I got to be
at work in 10 minutes.

Ten minutes?
You live in New York City.

New power?

Ask your father about it.

Just a fishing expedition that didn't
amount to anything, and it's over.

Can I get you something
to eat?

A bowl of cereal?

Val, before you
put that in,

the guy didn't tell us
he was diabetic.

Pete, I left you
three messages.

I'm so sorry, man.
I'm so sorry.

I've been slammed.
Are you okay?

Yeah. I need to talk to you.

Can it wait?
Five minutes.

So, what's up?

Whoa!

When did that start happening?
Couple of days ago.

I'm like a Swiss Army Knife
of superpowers now.

It's a new power
every day.

I guess it runs
in the family.

Yeah. But there's
something else.

What?
I'm seeing things, Peter.

Memories. Images. Memories,
but they're not my memories.

Not exactly.

I'll touch something and...
It's freaking me out.

I've read about this.
It's called psychometrics.

Has something to do with seeing
the history of an object.

Where it's been,
what it's experienced.

So what I'm seeing,
it's real?

Possibly. I don't know.
Why? What are you seeing?

You remember
Kelly Houston?

Kelly Houston. Before or after she
ran away and broke your heart?

I don't think she ran away, Pete.
I really don't.

I touched my old baseball hat
and I got a flood of images

of her and me in a pool.

I know how all this
must sound.

She was dead and there
was blood everywhere.

You think somebody
killed her?

I don't know.

If what I'm seeing is real,
then yeah.

What would you do?

I think you gotta
find the truth.

Go by the house. I mean, her
mother still lives there, right?

Millie? Yeah.

Okay. You want me
to go with you?

No. It's my mess.

I'll clean it up.

Tell me the truth, Claire.

Why are you here? You
checking up on the old man?

No. Can't a daughter just drop
in on her father unannounced?

I worry about you.

Since Mom is gone and the
Company is not around,

you just seem planless.

You always have a plan.

I'm fine.

That "fine" sounds
very unconvincing to me.

You're not fine. You're living off
of cereal and Japanese take-out.

Well, that is a good point.
Tonight I ordered Italian.

What about a job?

What about it?

Well, I know it's a
down economy and all,

but I'm sure there's
something you can do.

Well, my particular skills aren't
really all that marketable.

That is not true.

You were middle-management of
Primatech Paper for over 20 years.

During which time, my skills
consisted of lying to my family,

breaking down doors,
bagging and tagging...

On the plus side,
you are a people person.

Look. Oh!

Lumber salesman. Minimum five
years' sales experience.

Ta-da!

You do know that
was a cover, right?

I never actually
sold anything.

Yes, but you don't
have to admit to that.

Okay. Say you're
at the interview,

and I'm the interviewer
and you're the interviewee.

Are we really...

Tell me, Mr. Bennet,

what do you think your greatest
strength as a salesman is?

Well, if they won't
buy from me,

I can always
just shoot them.

Nathan Petrelli.

Millie.
Hi.

What are you doing here?

Reminiscing about Kelly.

I happened to be
in the neighborhood,

thought I'd stop by
and say hello.

That calls for a drink.

What can I get you?

Nothing.
I'm fine, thanks.

Sit down, Nathan.

Thanks.

Nobody ever talks to me
about Kelly.

Guess they figure
it's a sore subject.

Truth is,
I am made of sturdier stuff.

So?

I was just going through
some old things in my office

and I started thinking
about Kelly.

Just got to wondering
if you...

If I'd heard from her?

Well, I wish I could
say that I have.

Wish I could say that all this time she's
been living in the south of France.

That she became an artist. That she
has a daughter named Françoise.

Do you ever wonder if maybe
she didn't run away?

To be perfectly honest, there
was a time when I thought

maybe you knew more
than you were saying.

After all, we were
away that weekend,

but you were in town,
Nathan.

And I knew that you and Kelly
had been seeing each other.

I never told your mother, but I
hired a private investigator.

Turns out,
you're in the clear.

Kelly, in fact,
used her credit card

to buy a one-way ticket
to London Heathrow,

where she claimed
her checked baggage.

And no one has seen or
heard from her since.

You think it's possible something
else might have happened, Millie?

Trust me. I've been
over this ad nauseum.

Kelly was willful and
spiteful and full of herself.

Add to that, me not being the
most attentive of mothers,

no wonder she ran off.

I've got a hair, nail and body-sculpting
thing and I don't want to be late.

I understand.

So, you'll show
yourself out?

Of course.

Here you go.

Broke out
the good stuff.

I've already
had too much.

And my mom would kill
me if she found out.

There's no way
she'll find out.

You're right.

You know, my folks won't
be back until Monday.

Is that an invitation?

Do you want it to be?

I don't know.
You've been drinking.

I wouldn't want
to take advantage.

Don't be such a prude.

You want it, Nathan?
Come and get it.

Come on, Nathan.
Come and get it.

You better give me that.

Come and get it.

Give me that.
No. Whoa!

No!

You wanted to see me?

Millie called.
Chardonnay.

She said you came to her
asking questions about Kelly.

Do you have any idea what
your trip down memory lane

is doing to that poor woman?
Thank you.

Kelly didn't disappear.

She died.

I was there. What I want to know
is why I can't remember anything.

How would I know?

Because every time there's
a secret buried some place

I find you with a shovel
behind your back.

You should write
Mother's Day cards.

I'm gonna get to the bottom of
this, one way or the other.

So you can tell me or...

Fine. I took care of it.

And you don't need
to know the details.

You made sure I wouldn't
remember anything, didn't you?

You were drunk and foolish. So,
yes, I took care of it. All of it.

I had the Haitian wipe your memory.
I disposed of her body.

I bought the plane ticket
to London...

It was an accident, Mom.

Well, it didn't look
like one, dear.

So what would you
have me do?

Her death would have
ruined your life.

I'm just waiting for the part
that makes any of this okay.

I made a choice
to protect my son.

You want to vilify me
for that, fine.

I've been vilified
for so much less,

but, please, Nathan, don't
destroy yourself over this.

So, what? You're gonna have
your old friend Millie

go on believing that
her daughter ran away

because she was
a bad mother?

Yes. Millie has made
her peace with this.

I suggest you do the same.

I'll be in touch.

Did you
forget something?

There's something
I need to tell you, Millie.

And I'm not sure
how to do it.

You all right, Nathan?

Look, I can't tell you
how I know this

when I'm not really sure
I should.

What are you
talking about?

Just say it.

Kelly didn't run away.
She died.

And I was there.
It was an accident.

And it was my fault.

She got on a plane.

There's no plane ticket.
She died, Millie.

And the whole thing was
covered up by my family.

What kind of twisted, pathetic
game are you playing?

I'm just trying to tell you
the truth, for once.

I think you should leave.

Please. Go.

I'm sorry.

So, you never answered
the question.

Greatest strength?
Greatest strength.

Well, I would have to say that above
all else, I am a company man.

You won't find anybody more
dedicated to his job than me.

See? That's perfect.

What lumber company
wouldn't want to hire you?

Yep. I'm a real
people person.

What's the matter?

Oh. I don't know.

It's just, you know, kind of sad
when you look back on your life

and you realize it
hasn't amounted to much.

What are you
talking about?

Your whole life has been
about trying to help people.

Has it?
Because all I see is pain.

I shot them, cuffed them, locked
them up, wiped their memories.

But I don't remember
actually helping anybody.

That's not true. You've
helped plenty of people.

Name one.

Me.

Life changes.
We all change.

Sometimes
you have to remember

who you were to figure
out who you want to be.

Why do I suddenly feel like you're
the parent and I'm the kid?

We'll take turns.

Yeah.

So, you don't really
want to sell lumber, huh?

Nope. Not at all.

Hiro.

Hiro.

Fancy meeting you here.

Am I that predictable?

You live upstairs.

How are you?

Okay.

So, what brings you
to my neighborhood?

I got my old job back
with Governor Malden.

Well, that was quick.
Good for you.

Let's celebrate.
I'll buy you a tuna roll.

Yeah. I'm not
really hungry.

So, why are you here?

I don't know.

You got your life back, Tracy,
and that's what you wanted.

Isn't it?

It just feels like
something's missing.

Something needs to change.

Well, you got a job
in government.

That's a good start.

Please. Malden isn't
about helping people.

Then quit.

I can't.

Do you know how many people
would kill for my position?

Life changes, Tracy.
We have to change with it.

Maybe you just can't
go home again.

Maybe you have to remember who you
were to figure out who you want to be.

I gotta go.

I have a dinner with Malden
and I can't be late.

Thanks for the advice, though.

Any time.

Oh. I can't tell you how great
it is to have you back, Trace.

I missed you.

It's nice
to be missed.

Cosmo still your drink?
Mmm-hmm.

One Cosmo, please.

Look at us.
Just like old times.

Kind of.

This job,
I want it to be more.

I want to set agendas.

Help people who can't
help themselves.

So much for small talk.

I want a job where I'm making a
real difference in people's lives.

Trace, you don't have to
work so hard to impress me.

We both know what
you bring to the table.

Tell you what,
why don't we skip dinner?

Let's go upstairs.
Make each other happy.

Just like old times.

Will you excuse me
for a moment?

Sure. Yeah.
But don't be long.

Oh, my God.

There you go.

Is everything okay, baby?

No.

No. Everything's not okay.

I don't understand.

I wouldn't expect you to.

Hello. Yes, I'd like to speak with
someone in the homicide division.

Yeah. I'll hold.

I've been looking for you.
What's the matter?

You are thinking
about something.

Is it the new people that Samuel's
bringing in to the family?

You think he'd be bringing
in more if Joseph was alive?

I don't know.

It was his brother and he
has a right to his revenge.

No matter what it means
for the rest of us?

I'll tell you
what it means.

I'm the one who's left to make all
the decisions for this family.

I'm the one that decides
which direction we travel.

We were just talking,
is all.

Come with me.

It's time to find another.

You know you can tell
me anything, don't you?

Of course.

If anyone tells you they're
dissatisfied with me.

If you're dissatisfied...

I'm not dissatisfied.

Good.

What are you doing? Why are
you showing him to me?

I show you
what you need to see.

Why would I need
to see Bennet?

He retired. He's no
longer interested in us.

He may have
changed his mind.

Nathan seemed
very confused.

Wanted to make sure I heard
his side of the story.

It was upsetting,
to say the least.

Well, Nathan has always
been overly theatrical.

You know, I'm sure that's why he's
drawn to the spotlight of politics.

What exactly did he say?

I feel so silly
telling you this.

No, please, he's my son.
I want to know.

He said that
Kelly was dead.

That he was with her
when she died.

I told him, "No.

"She bought a ticket, got on a
plane and never looked back."

Millie, I am so sorry that
he bothered you with this.

Nathan... Nathan just
hasn't been himself lately.

You know how much I've
always cared for Nathan.

I apologize
for his behavior.

No one should have to go
through that pain twice.

I can honestly say,
I don't care anymore.

I just hope Kelly's happy.

I think that's about as close to
closure as I'm ever going to get.

Would you excuse me
just one second?

Hello?

Package is delivered.

Wonderful.
Thank you so much.

Something important?

Not at all.

Good.

Where were we?

Closure.

Of course. To closure.

To closure.