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Time is a construct, there is no time.

Because We Are Too Many

No

Oww

Oww

Hello.

Why is he not speaking?

Hello. Why are you not speaking?

But if you're not gonna be turning up for your appointments,

then that's gonna have a knock-on effect on your money.

That's because if you're not gonna attend the interview to

try, and actively seek work employment,

then you don't, you're not entitled to the benefits.

You don't get benefits for just for staying in the house.

I need to see somebody about my

Universal Credit Payment, please.

Have you got an appointment?

Well, No, but can I just see somebody?

I've been trying to phone, and I can't even get through.

I- I need to, I-I can't get a budget loan.

Okay. Hold on, hold on. Let me see [inaudble]-

Now, Miss Lennon, the last time you were in was June,

so about 6 months ago?

Uh-huh. Aye. Uh-huh.

Uh, and it says here, you were looking for work at the time.

Are you still actively seeking employment?

Um... Uh-huh. I mean, I've not had an interview or anything,

but, um... I mean, his nursery is closed,

So, there's nobody else to look after him.

And his father?

We don't really hear from him.

Does he give you any financial assistance?

He's not really got much himself, so...

Let's have a look, and see what there is.

I don't even have money for the fucking bus.

I have nothing in the house.

I have no electricity. I have no heating.

I understand your situation. But coming in here shouting,

and swearing at folk, isn't gonna get you anywhere.

Look, I just walked here. I phoned here three times.

First time they tell me it would be the b-beginning of November.

Then, it was the beginning of December.

What am I supposed to do?

My weans keep asking how there are no...

Somebody is...

What am I supposed to do now?

Somebody is gonna come.

And first off Miss Folan, put your mask back on.

And if you listen to my colleague,

he's already told you, come back tomorrow.

Look, I've been here three times.

Come back tomorrow.

What am I supposed to do?

Miss Folan, that's not my fault.

I've just spent the rest of my change.

Come back tomorrow.

What am I supposed to do?

Sorry, come back...

Sorry? What good is sorry to me? What am I supposed to do?

Stupid woman!

Fucking idiot.

What are you looking at?

Ronan!

I thought if I'd saw him again, I'd scream at him.

Tell everyone what he is. But I didn't. I just froze.

Calm down.

Calm down.

All right. All right. I know. I know.

No.

Ronan.

Mm-hmm. What, that one, that white? Sshh.

Every day feels just the same.

The days go into the weeks, and the weeks go into the years.

Every day is just the same.

I'm Jackie, I'm from the community nurse support team.

Sorry, I forgot you were coming.

Can I just give you that?

Okay, right now.

I see here that Ronan's had his first visit

with the pediatric nurse, and he's waiting on a date

coming through for an Autism assessment.

Yeah.

How old is he?

He's five. Well, he's-he's nearly five.

I see. [chuckles] He's big, isn't he?

I know. I know.

Well, this is just a brief visit to see how you're both doing.

Now, how is his speech getting on?

Does he have any words yet?

Erm... He's got words, he's got phrases,

but he is not communicating.

Has he not had a visit from speech therapy?

To be honest, there's not really been anything,

for the whole of lockdown.

There's not really been any support.

The urge to kick this woman in the leg is very strong.

Well, look, I'll give you these leaflets to read,

just while you're waiting on this assessment coming through.

Is his sleeping okay?

No, no, doesn't— he doesn't really sleep, to be honest at all.

...

Doesn't sleep. Doesn't speak. Doesn't call me Mummy.

I'll put your name down for it, okay?

Yeah, okay.

Oh no. Wait a minute. That's been canceled too.

That's another thing.

How is mum?

Most of the time I feel like an animated corpse.

The rest of the time, I just feel nothing.

Um, yeah, Okay I think. Right, enough.

You're getting a bit much?

Um, I try it's not that easy with Ronan. Eh, but I try.

And how is he getting on at nursery?

Eh, well, the nursery is closed obviously,

because of lockdown, and, but it...

Well, he has a lot of tantrums, just because he gets frustrated.

Erm, He's a self-harmer, so he bangs his head.

Goodness. [laughs] How are you getting on there, Ronan?

Here's a questionnaire that we give all the carers.

If you just want to have a look at it, and fill it in.

Thanks. There's a pen.

So I will hen? You tell the truth, and they send

the social worker around your door.

And, what about family?

Are you getting any help from them,

like support from your mother?

Um...

My mother doesn't really keep well,

So, she's not really able to watch him.

I remember reading somewhere, people with depression

experience time differently.

Time seems to slow, and stop when you're down.

And then it speeds up again when you're happy,

but there's something else.

Another kind of time, time that seems to open up, and slow down.

And it takes you over.

And in that moment you can feel it.

You can touch it with your hand.

It's eternity.

Mum, Mum it's me.

Could you not have phoned me, and told me you were coming?

Well, for some reason I thought you might be happy to see me?

Well, I am. I've not seen the wean.

Well, that's not my fault.

Well, it's not mine. Where are you going?

I'm looking for something.

Hi, Ronan. What's this, Ronan, look?

What has your Granny got you?

What's granny got you?

He doesn't speak.

He what?

Morgan? what are you putting all that stuff out for?

You want some of these?

What is it you're looking for?

Something.

What?

Just something, okay?

What?

No use in dragging up the past.

Eh— I'm not dragging up the past.

I'm trying to put the past behind me.

Thanks very much. Unlike some people.

What's that supposed to mean?

Oh fuck this. I'm off.

Ronan?

Wait a minute, Morgan?

Morgan?

Morgan?

See you later.

Morgan it's nearly Christmas.

Bye, Ronan.

Christmas!

I can remember being wee, standing in that tunnel.

I thought if I come back to this exact spot,

at the exact same time.

10 years, 20 years, 50 years,

I can jump through time.

I will be an old woman then, but it will be the same.

In your mind, you can jump through time.

You can transcend time.

[TV playing: Templeton keep prices down.

A few seconds is all it takes at Christmas, or any other

time to turn a party

We found the magic of Scotland at the end of the rainbow.

Is there anything for dinner?

Make yourself a sandwich. Make one for your brother too.

There's crisps in there.

Morgan, [door knocking] are you up yet?

Get up, get out.

Andy's not even ready.

Fuck, sake man.

Hey Quiet, please. Excuse me, stop that, right now.

Get the date written down, it is Thursday the 28th.

We are doing our six times table.

Get this copied down in your jotters neatly.

How about not...

Shut up Liam.

Liam.

Yes, you will. And you will stay behind after school today.

You've got detention.

Come on. [laughter]

Six times table, write it down in your jotters neatly.

Six times one? Yes?

Is that six, miss?

It is, well done. Six times two? Yes?

Well done, it is twelve.

Right enough. Quiet. Six times three. Nicola?

Uh, 18?

Yep. 18.

Six times four? Chelsea.

Is that— [coughs] 23?

No, it is not 23. Chelsea, did you get out of the stupid

side of the bed this morning? It's 24. Okay?

Right.

Hand that over right now.

Morgan, you will stay behind after class today.

I want a word with you.

Enough. Get writing in your jotters, get this down.

[water droplets]

[water droplets]

Hiya.

Hi. Now Mrs. Lennon, I've asked you to come in because

Mrs. Findlay, and I are very concerned with

your daughter's behavior.

I'm very concerned.

Chelsea is a fucking fanny fucker.

Guys, what's it like, man?

First time for a long time.

Aye, [inaudible].

Shut up about football. Always about football.

We always talk about it after a game, come on. It's brilliant.

It's fucking boring.

.

Morgan! Morgan, is that you?

Morgan, I want to speak to you.

Just leave her alone.

Don't tell me to leave— Morgan!

Leave her, man.

Honestly, it's the funniest thing I've ever heard.

What did she say? [laugh] [crosstalk].

Fanny breath.

Fan— No, No, wait, wait, what was it again?

Fanny fucker.

That was brilliant.

Seriously.

Cannot beat weans, can you?

Who does she take after?

Certainly not me, anyway.

It's not funny when I'm sitting in front

of the headmistress.

You've got to speak to that Mother at the school.

Just waiting to see her, man. Oh, it's brilliant though.

That's it, just practice for her.

Oh, I'm just glad you find it so amusing.

Oh, it's hilarious. [crosstalk].

You know what weans are like.

Where are you going?

Remember back when you used to do all the breakdancing,

and all that, man?

.

Oh, you still got it.

The old truffle shuffle, and all that.

Sit down [inaudible].

And what about your dance moves? Let's see what you've got.

Right, here we go. [inaudible] Come on.

Come Angela. Come on.

Go.

That's a great move.

Looks like you're giving someone a BJ.

You wish.

Oh, certainly better, than you'll be.

.

You need to sit down.

It's too bad your moves don't match your body.

What do you mean? That's her [inaudible].

It's full of beers and fags.

Aye, exactly.

Oi, brilliant, you can’t beat your old dance moves.

Oh, just sit down.

How are you?

Why? I'm not doing any harm.

What do you mean why?

Just stay home with your family. Is that so hard?

No, it's not. But it's Friday. I'm going to see the guys.

Oh, you've got to see the guys. You know what?

I know who you want to see.

That wee fucking tart behind the bar.

Come on, you can't.

Just go.

Angela, you can't keep thinking that I'm going to see...

She's a good-looking wee lassie. She works behind a bar.

A good-looking wee lassie? Is that right? Aye. Aye.

It doesn't mean that you say I want to pump her, does it?

She drops her knickers for anybody.

That was not my fault.

I think you ought to shut up. The wean is crying there.

The wean is crying again because of you.

You, you're the one who's doing the shouting, not me. I'm not...

Go then.

No. We need to sort this out.

Go see your wee tart. I don't care.

I'm not going to see my tart. I'm going to see the boys.

Aye, the boys, my arse.

And we're always down there getting a few wee pints,

and not to be

You're an ugly bastard. I'm sick to death of you.

Just fucking go.

Come on. It's a few drinks. It's no big fucking deal.

Just fucking go.

You're always making a big deal

when I'm having a few drinks. You drink more than I do.

Yeah, but I don't turn into the world's biggest arsehole.

Yeah, but that's not...

You're trying to say that I do, really?

Aye, I'm fucking trying to say you do.

Fuck this, I'm going to the pub.

On you go. Go and see your wee tart. Go.

I can't do this shit anymore.

Go see her. I fucking don't care.

I might pump her, fucking just fuck off up the road with her.

Don't come back.

Morgan, it's Mark. Your Mum's away out. Can I speak to you?

Eh, I-I-I'm-I'm just on the toilet.

I-I'm not feeling too well. I'll be, I'll be out in a minute.

Alright, okay. I've bought you something.

Eh, Thank you.

Can you not speak? Can you not understand?

Is that for me?

Thank you. Bye.

War is knocking at the door.

Doth thou know what will happen tomorrow?

Run.

Run.

Seek shelter away from home.

All that is cherished and loved

gets further away as I row.

War was knocking at my door.

So, I left through the back!

He sent the soldiers after me,

see my struggle.

There is no safety for me. I am naked because of it.

Friends and family,

they must not see me stumble and fall.

I set my eyes on innocence today.

She makes me smile.

I hope she comes out to play.

Oh, why are the innocents exposed in this battle?

The Destroyer is here, and he is very subtle.

She came out to play again.

I see her pain, but she cannot say.

That is when he does.

He takes our voice.

Here child.

Play once again.

Have hope

and rise from the circle of despair we are in

because we are too many.

Hello? Hiya, it's me. Yeah, we're well.

How are you?

How's Gran?

.

Oh, did she. I— We're...

Well, we're just, Um, have that big bill.

No, you—, you don't have to.

Can you afford it?

Okay, put it, put it in the post, [dog barking] okay?

Okay. I'll s—, I'll see you. I'll see you soon.

Fuck!

Come on [inaudible].

[Owl hooting

Mum! Mum!

Shh!

What are you doing?

Mum! Mum!

Shh.

What are you doing?

I'm praying.

What for?

My mother.

God has created me to do him some definite service.

He's committed some work to me, which he's

not committed to another.

I have my mission. I may never know it in this life,

but I shall be told it, in the next.

I am a link in a chain.

A bond of connections between persons.

He has not created me for nought. I shall do good.

I shall do his work. I shall be an angel of peace.

A preacher of truth in my own place, while not intending it.

If I do but keep his commandments.

Mrs. Lennon, how are you?

Good evening, Father.

How's your family?

Aye, we're all well.

It's good to see those two here.

Remember, you're always welcome here.

We have tea every evening in the hall.

Thank you, Father. Goodbye.

You're always welcome.

Therefore, I will trust him wherever I am.

I can never be thrown away.

I can never be thrown away.

One wee mistake. One wee mistake in three years.

That's three years we've been together this Christmas.

I know that, but...

Yeah but, where's the forgiveness?

Angela, don't you understand?

I'm nothing without you. I need you.

Just go, Mark. I swear to God, I can't take this.

One wee mistake.

What's that?

Nothing.

Let me see it.

No!

You stole it, didn't you?

No, I never.

Let me see it then.

No!

Ow. Oh, she kicked me.

No, No I never.

Morgan, out.

Argh.

Don't answer me back, just go.

Miss, I never.

Move.

Argh!

Okay, everyone, on you go. Bye.

Bye.

Quietly.

I seen you by the canal. Where were you going?

Nowhere.

Oh, Come on, stupid arse.

We'll be your friend.

It's a secret.

I'll have to get my wee brother first.

Hello. You can come out.

Hello!

Shush!

Stop it!

You're talking absolute rubbish. There's no one here.

No, but he was here. I'm telling you. I know he was.

Exactly he's not here.

Can you stop doing that, Man. It's so annoying.

Shut up, you.

Hello.

You can come out.

Hello!

Stop that!

Come out, come out wherever you are.

See?

Here.

I've brought you some food.

What's wrong with him. Does he not speak?

I don't know. I don't think so.

Do you speak English?

I said stop that.

Come on, I'm just trying to help.

Do you live here?

It's bogging. Look, he's even lit his own wee fire, man.

Just stop it, alright?

.

No, no, wait. Andy!

Come on! Come on!

Andy!

I am the King!

Not even close!

Hayah!

Not even close.

Ohhh.

Oh, that was very close.

Oh! Go on.

Argh!

Wee!

Bye French fry.

Very fat French fry, did you just say?

Oh, a very fat French fry. A fat French fry is just a chip.

Oh, that was very far.

[laughs]

What's he doing?

I don't know, now, do I? So, come on, let's go.

Andy, come on.

I don't want to go home.

Back then, we never wanted to go home. I wonder why.

Half, half bottle of vodka, please.

Half bottle.

Oh, it's lovely. That's 10 pound.

That's right.

And then, and then can I get a lolly for the little man,

actually? Thank you.

You want the lollipop?

Yes, please!

That's lovely. Thank you.

And the and there's a lolly for you.

Oh, what do you say?

happy.

Thank you very much. Thank you.

That's fine. No problem.

Are you going to eat that now?

Okay. Aye, eat it now [inaudible] thanks.

Bye.

See you later, bye.

Whoa, Angela.

What the fuck?

Get out, get out.

Angela, I'm not done...

Get fucking out you sick bastard. Get fucking out! Get out!

Wait, what's...

What the fuck? Get out of the house.

What the fuck?

I'm calling the police.

Why are you calling the police for? I haven't done anything.

Get out of the house.

Who? What did I do?

Get out the fucking house you sick fuck.

I’m not coming back.

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

Mum.

Morgan.

You know most grownups are full of shit.

They never tell kids that.

I wish someone told me that when I was a kid.

Idiots, well, you will find out for yourself.

Women are stupid, and men are mean.

That happened to me, you know?

My uncle every Saturday night, drunken asshole.

This doesn't have to be your life, Morgan.

Don't turn out like me.

Morgan, it's home time.

Morgan. Morgan, are you listening?

It's home time, on you go.

Morgan, are you listening to me?

I'm not going home.

What do you mean you don't want to go home?

Is there something going on at home?

Is this why you ran away?

Look, you can talk to me.

Has this got something to do with your mum?

Are you being bullied?

Do you want me to phone your dad?

He's not my dad.

Right. Well, then I will phone your mum,

and your dad because I will get to the bottom of this.

Come on, we're gonna speak to the head teacher.

He's in the tunnel.

You scumbag!

We will fucking kill you.

You deserve everything you get, you beast. You dirty mess.

See? You fucking little shit.

Pervert.

You're dead.

Shut up, man.

Stop it you bunch of fuckers. Wrap it.

Just leave him.

How did they know?

How did they know he was down there?

I grassed.

Morgan, Morgan, wait.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

Bless me Father for I have sinned.

After that, I didn't really care about anything.

I moved out when I was 16. Andy stayed at Mum's.

I was somewhere outside of time.

Whoa, man.

That was one of the last times I saw my brother.

We are gathered here today, not to mourn,

but to celebrate the life of a talented and creative

young man. He expressed himself through poetry,

and a love of music.

Many of you know his love for his football team, and

as a talented young football player.

But he was also a brother, a son,

part of a close-knit family.

Remember when we put Andy in that wheelie

bin, and pushed him down the hill?

Do you know? I think he was...

I forgot about that.

Oh, and he did a pooh on the beach

right next to the two old ladies.

28, that's no age.

I know, right?

Oh, no.

Here, do you know what happened?

Well, I think he had cocaine in his system,

but they don't know exactly if it was that, or

his heart or something else.

I'm not gonna ask them that question to find out.

No.

Rab, John.

Gerry, it's been a while.

It has.

Hey, Gerry this is terrible, terrible.

Aye.

Drink?

Go on, I'll have one.

Who is that?

It's my dad.

That's the young people today. Drugs. Drugs. Drugs.

It's the way of the world. Youngsters.

What are you talking about? You don't even know that.

What are you even fucking doing here?

Look, I've just come here to pay my respects.

You don't deserve to be here.

No, Morgan. Don't start.

Look, that's enough. Just remember where we are.

At a pub.

Yeah. I mean, just leave him. I mean, he is not even worth it.

Uh, what's it got to do with you?

Don't start on her.

Come on. Just do one mate.

Who the hell are you?

Who the hell is he?

Aye.

Who the fuck are you?

Prodigal father?

Well, don't get involved.

Morgan, you need to show some respect.

Respect?

At least he's here.

Respect for him. Are you kidding?

Look, we all just need to calm down.

Shut up.

Look at him, turning up for a bit of

sympathy and a bevy. Where were you?

Oh, fuck off.

Gerry.

Oh.

Don't you dare speak to her like that.

Heh.

The bottom of a bottle. And now you're Mr. Respectability?

Respectability!

Oh! Oh!

what are you doing?

You shut it.

She has more right to be here, than you fucking have.

Aye!

Fuck off. Don't get involved. It's not our business. Sit down.

Hey Gerry. Come on out. Out you go.

Bag of bones.

Out you go.

Get your hands off me. Get your hands off me.

I'm going, I'm going.

You've had your shit here.

Yeah. Ah, piss off man.

Look, I'm sorry. Fuck you all.

It's all right, Morgan. He's in heaven now.

How do you know?

I did everything I could.

It wasn't enough.

Morgan, Morgan I'm clean now.

Yes. But you weren't then, were you?

You weren't then, Mum.

I did the best for my kids. I had a nightmare with you two.

Did you forget that? I never knew where the two of you were.

I had the police at my door every [inaudible].

And then the jail visits. I know I didn't do everything right.

I know that. What do you want me to do?

Are you blaming me for this, Morgan?

Morgan! I tried to help him!

Well, it was too fucking late! It was too late!

Oh, fuck.

Shit.

Well, here we are, at the Barras.

That's young Billy Finn, John.

You seem to pop up everywhere, Mr. Mullet.

Have you noticed, have you noticed a

tremendous change in the place then?

Not much.

Not really, no.

Hey, stop that. Stop that. Put it off.

It's off, it's off.

Hey, I'm not Donald Duck.

I'm interested in this wee telly. Now he's sitting here.

I says to him, "How much is this telly coming

out?" He says, "It's not working."

I says, "What the hell is it doing sitting here?

Is it just a showpiece?"

Well, I can see it. We'll see who's genuine.

We'll see who isn't. No photographs.

Lighters a pound. Two gas lighters a pound.

. Do you know why?

They're well worth fighting for. Hands up [inaudible].

A pound a shammy.

You ask how much I need you.

Must I explain?

I need you [inaudible].

There is the heavy's at the back.

well this is Mentieth Row.

Aye. The seedy side of the Barras.

Aye.

Get yourself to fuck guys.

down-and-out’s money.

Ronan, you have to hold Mummy's hand.

Hi’ya.

He’s not happy is he?

Ronan.

who's naughty or nice.

Santa Claus is coming to town.

Have you still got that bus? I'll have to buy you that bus.

How much do you want for that bus?

'Cause I'll have to pay for that for you.

Because you are not going to give it back.

.

Wow. Wow. [inaudible]. Wow. Wow.

Wow.

How about is this one?

Wow.

Wow.

How much is this one?

was 12.99, now 9.99 [inaudible],

was 6.99, now only 3.99.

Say cheese.

Cheese.

Morgan.

Andy, look up.

And can we get like sweet or something?

Right. Right. 50 pence each.

How do you work this stupid thing?

Hello.

Uh-huh.

Well, we said, we said Christmas Eve,

we both agreed it was Christmas Eve.

Ronan. Ronan. Ronan. Ronan.

Ronan! Ronan! Ronan!

It's okay. It's gonna be okay.

Oh my God.

Ronin.

Oh, my god.

Did you not see him?

Sorry, sorry. [inaudible].

. Well, it's looking good on the CAT scan.

He does have a mild concussion.

So, we're gonna have to keep him in overnight.

Just so we can monitor him.

You're welcome to stay the night here. [muffling clears].

We have very good family accommodation.

Or if you wish to stay in the room with him,

we can make you up a bed here as well.

We have to get all the information.

It's protocol when a child's injured in the home.

It's just a few questions.

So, who was watching Ronan when this happened?

Was it you?

Everything seems to get too much sometimes.

Too much pain for one person to take.

But a mother knows pain is necessary.

I love you.

.

Another hotel with ruined plans,

Romantic gesture with ruined plans,

And so, you make it your own,

But this is where your arm can't go,

You make it your own,

Another phone call with ruined plans,

Romantic gesture with ruined plans,

And so, you make it your own,

but this is where your arm can't go,

You make it your own,

but this is where your arm can't go,

And your red sky at night won't follow me.

It won't follow me now,

I won't wear your shoes, and I won't clip your wings.

I see it when you lied,

We all look so surprised,

And will you come back? You come back?

And breathing in smoke signs,

Like a puppet told to drive,

And will you come back? You come back?

And your red sky at night won't follow me.

It won't follow me now,

And your red sky at night won't follow me.

It won't follow me now,

And your red sky at night won't follow me.

It won't follow me now,

And your red sky at night won't follow me.

You won't follow me now.

Where are your manners?

So, where are your manners?

And where are your manners?

And where are your manners?

So, where are your manners?

And where are your manners?

And where are your manners?

And where are your manners?

So, where are your manners?

And where are your manners?

So, where are your manners?

And where are your manners?

And where are your manners?

So, where are your manners?