All language subtitles for The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills – S15E20

Previously on the Real Housewives of
Beverly Hills.

I want you to come to the Hamptons with
me. I don't even need to think about it.

I will work it all out. Yes, yes, yes,
yes.

Hot girl summer.

You know what happened with the two
embryos. They didn't make it. At the end

the day, I want to say I did everything
I could.

And then if it doesn't work, I gave it
my all, you know. You do not have a

formal. Like custody situations set up.
Like, for example, coming here, is that

you texting, saying, I'm leaving town,
do you want the kids, or how does that

work? I've been asking him, let's make a
fixed schedule. He said, let's do

mediation. The judge came in the room,
and he said, PK would like every other

Thursday to Sunday.

I said, done.

Next. Yeah, you were going through a
lot, but still going.

I'm being sued by Tom's bankruptcy
trustee, both his personal bankruptcy

Girardi -Keith bankruptcy trustee.

You know, Denise, I'm really sorry that
this has happened to you.

Terrible. Just so you know, I went
through this too.

In this town, stars come and go, but
diamonds last forever.

I'd die for fashion, but now I'm living
for me.

I turn ambition into an art form, and I
am the masterpiece.

I might live on a main road, but I'd
definitely bring main character energy.

I didn't marry into money.

I manifested it.

Survival isn't my story.

It's my superpower.

I'm unfiltered, unbothered, and finally,
unburdened.

I can't believe I'm allowing you to
drive us to San Diego.

I'm a little shocked, too, to be honest.

It makes me so excited. You probably
want to slow down so you can get behind

this truck.

Oh, we made it.

We made it? Well, you've been driving
for literally like 15 minutes. You still

have two hours and 18 minutes to go.

Took my high five.

Victor!

I'm not doing this very well.

Yeah, keep reading up.

Sorry,

I didn't feel like running.

How come you're not panting? I am!

Okay, so for the wedding, you can be the
flower girl with Delilah.

What do you think about pulling her in a
wagon?

Fine. I mean, it might be funny if she
just got out and ran away.

It would be funny. It might be stressful
on the bride.

Yeah, they all flew to New York, baby.

Yeah,

we went on a commercial plane, my love.

So, if you go to Disneyland today, do
you think that you're going to try

Mountain?

You're definitely going?

I'm so proud of you, baby.

I'm really pleased that at least...

I can be here in the Hamptons, and the
kids can be with PK, and it feels a

semblance of what it's supposed to feel
like.

I just hope and pray that this can carry
on and we can finally start to co

-parent the way we always should have.

So you ended up falling asleep, no
problem.

Hi. Yeah,

she was good.

She ended up falling asleep okay.

Oh, good.

As far as my kids are concerned, they
don't know a single bad thing that PK's

ever done to me. Even now, having to
pretend, smile and wave, like everything

hunky -dory, everything is great.

It's hard, but I've done it believing
that it's in the best interest of my

Honey,

it's completely and totally okay.

I love you.

I love you so much.

Bye, baby. Bye.

Holy.

Some wreck today.

Sunglasses and a dress can hide a ton.

I took Tylenol. I did an eye mask.

I took B12.

I took biotin.

I took everything and nothing is doing
anything.

Hi.

Hi, honey.

That is so cute.

You know where I got this?

Zara.

Honestly, Zara is so good. I love those.
These are vintage. They are gorgeous.

Yeah.

No.

Not everything I own is designer.

I mean, that's a bit.

I'm so tired today.

You're not tired because you didn't
drink and you left at a normal time. I

home. I showered. I was in the DJ booth
for like another hour and a half.

Hi, honey. I can't with you. You look
gorgeous.

Excuse me. I have a little 25.

She's my favorite.

She's pretty. Togo. You guys, I don't
travel with mine.

See, this is what I wanted to get and
they told me, Kyle, you'll destroy it,

color, because I'm not delicate.

I'm dying, dying for caffeine.

Fine. I've already had. I've already had
two nimes. Oh, my God. I have two

copies. Dude, sweetie, I love you.

Bye. Bye, honey. Bye. Love you, baby.

See you soon. I need some retail
therapy, guys.

Thank you.

All right, guys. I need to shop to cure
my hangover here. Oh.

Hi. How's it going?

Oh, my gosh. This is all so pretty.

You don't have, like, mommy, daughter.

Shut the front door. Are we already
shopping? We're not even in the store. I

already saw, like, how freaking cute is
that? I cannot. I cannot, you guys. I

cannot. I cannot. Oh, and this is cute,
you guys. So pretty. I know.

Like, I like this. I love how I just
left my Kelly on the table.

What do you think?

I know it's supposed to be like this,
but I always feel like it's too pointy

my hat. No, it looks so good. I need to
buy my hat, you guys.

Dorit. And I will definitely try, you
know, this.

Dorit, Rachel.

Yeah, love. I'm meeting you at the
jewelry store next door. Okay, great.

meet you there. Okay.

Dorit, what's happening over there,
babe?

Do you need help?

We could do this like 47 different ways.

Such a vibe.

It's so me.

How's it look in front?

Love it as a headband.

Such a vibe.

Such a vibe.

I think the only difference in my
shopping habits since I've been

find I'm not buying quite as impulsively
or as much. I like

this. I love this.

Let me see if they have this in my size.

Do you want the dress as well? Well, I
do.

I'm going to have a whole new wardrobe.
As a single mother, my expenses have

gone up.

But I've been hustling my tush off.
Dorit, I have a hat for you to wear with

lounge set.

It matches perfect.

All right.

Listen. No, Rachel.

This is why they pay me the big bucks,
Dorit.

I still can treat myself a fair amount.

And maybe more than a fair amount.

But I'm responsible.

Such a vibe. Such a love.

Such a vibe.

Dorit, meet me next door at Georgiana.
I'm going to meet Kyle.

Okay.

Hi, lady.

Hi. Literally, Tori just bought half the
store.

What is the damage, my love?

Your total is $4 ,589 .50.

Okay. That's awesome.

That one didn't go through. Do you have
another one?

Not at all, honey.

Your total is $4 ,589.

That one didn't go through. Do you have
another one?

Come on.

Come on, come on, come on, come on, come
on.

You know what? I'm just going to give
you another card because I'm not getting

text or an email.

Dorit is still MIA.

On Dorit time. Oh, my God.

We're on Dorit time, exactly.

I have to call the bank now.

All right, that one was perfect.

Here's your receipt.

It's called a fraud alert.

Thank you so much for everything. Take
care. Thank you. And it's not because of

my spending.

It's because I'm 3 ,000 miles away from
my home.

Guys, I didn't try this.

But I was meant to.

So, yeah.

Can you charge my card?

Give you this.

Fabulous. Okay.

Thank you.

Wait, there she comes. She has a holding
outfit on.

Oh, hello.

How good is this?

I mean.

Oh, my God. Everything is on brand. Oh,
my God. What did you buy?

She got, she got, she got like six
outfits.

What was your total?

Three. You did just find like a house.

That was successful, like hard and fast.

Very, very productive shopping day.

What is happening here? I want to do
something special for my family. My

loves wine.

We have Wolfer here.

Nice to see you. How are you?

I'm so excited.

Okay, you guys, I'm going to go do like
a quick change situation.

See, I'm going to run up and change.
Yeah, okay.

Because your parents are going to get
here on 6.

Perfect. And then dinner, we have to
leave by like 7 .30, I think. Yeah.

Hi, boo -boo. How are you?

Do you want to spend the night at Dad's?

Oh. I don't know.

Okay, boo -boo. Bo, they're coming to
me.

But I love you so much. I'll check in
with you. Love you. Love you. Bye.

Hello. Hi, babe. How's it going? I
called you because I was like, the FOMO

damn killing me. Did you see our
Instagram stories? We were having so

yesterday.

You're hot as what you are.

I was dancing more than anybody for the
longest time.

Last year, both and I struggled to
connect on a deeper level. Did you not

that she hasn't been welcoming to you?

Yeah, we haven't connected.

So I appreciate that she's making the
effort to get to know me better,

from Greed.

Do you think this weekend has been
helpful?

I mean, honestly,

PK has the kids right now for four days.

Wow,

you guys are away. That's really good.
Yeah.

But she's been a little bit like, I
don't know, I can't explain.

I can't really put my finger on it.

You know, I got to the airport, and she
was still at home, had not even left

yet.

Then she gets there, and she forgot her
passport, and she doesn't have a real

ID. I don't know if it's manic, or if
it's, like, OCD kicking in, like,

because of anxiety.

I used to get that.

When Mo and I were first separated,
everyone was so focused on my not

and working out too much.

I mean, Dorit was the first one to point
that out to me.

Do you think that this whole not
drinking and distancing yourself for a

was to try to protect yourself, get
control?

Maybe.

But I feel like if I were to say that to
her, it would not go well.

And right now I want to focus on staying
on the right path with her.

We all know that Dorit is late.

But it's not like a glam late thing.
It's like it's other stuff. It's like

just sort of like a little scattered.

Kyle has been warning Dorit to be
careful of the way she describes PK's

personality so it doesn't blow back on
her.

Kyle should actually take her own advice
about how she's talking about Dorit's

personality, especially given this
contentious divorce.

If PK hears that and can use it against
Dorit, that's a problem.

Today at the store, she was shopping
like.

Crazy, by the way, buying.

Oh, she was buying too much stuff,
spending too much money.

I mean, yeah. In my opinion, that's too
much money to be spending in situations

right now.

I mean, I wasn't even worried when I
heard she bought like a Kelly like

you know. Oh, the little Hermes bag.

And, you know, I was kind of like, yeah,
I bought some stuff when I got my

advance in my book. You know what I
mean? Like, okay.

But the challenge is you've got a
looming, you know, financial crisis.

And so I don't know that... Well, she's
used to spending like this. It was a

hard adjustment for her. I think that it
does deserve a conversation.

Just to better understand, like, how can
we best support her so that she can

feel more focused?

I know.

I don't know.

Coming up... I'll tell you how it feels.
It feels like I'm being crushed.

And I'm trying to find the beauty in the
moment and all those...

In cliches, something good's going to
come of this. Really?

And when?

Hi, welcome.

Hi. I'm meeting a friend here. This is
two of us. Okay. Yeah, right this way.

Thank you.

All right. Enjoy.

Hello, Sutton. Hi. Hi. How are you?

Good. You look like Oceanside. I tried
to look Oceanside. I tried to do a

Hello. How are you? What's your name?
Great. Jerry.

Jerry. I'm Jennifer.

I would love a glass of rosé. Do you
have rosé by the glass? Yes, ma 'am.

I am so starving. What can we get right
away that will make me not hungry?

Quark and chips. We can do some bread.
Quark and chips. That sounds perfect.

Thank you. Perfect. Sounds good. Thank
you.

I was thinking about this place because
when I rented a house here, it was in

2016, and I was up the hill.

It was a great house.

Look, here's Porter on the beach right
here. Oh, wow. That's amazing.

Isn't it wild?

This is the last summer that I was
together with Christian since he moved

September. Wow.

that I knew 10 years ago. She was very
chic. She was cultured. She belonged to

the board of the museum. The really
handsome husband was very successful.

seemed like the perfect couple that
could never put a step wrong.

As time went on, I could see that there
were cracks in their marriage, and I

started to realize that everything
wasn't the perfect picture that they

presenting to the world.

What was your name again?

Jerry. Jerry, Jerry, Jerry, Jerry. Thank
you, Jerry.

I'm Jennifer. Thank you.

I had a big conversation with Porter,
and I said, you know, the annulment went

through, and then I started crying.

But it doesn't, like, make me less like
your mother.

No.

Oh, it's a very emotional thing. I'm
like, it's really kind of hitting me.

very strange for me to talk about it. I
did not know that it was going to hit me

because I've been talking about this for
months. Yeah, you've been talking about

it for a while. I mean, I'm not recently
going through a divorce. Like, I really

feel like I'm pretty single.

And she's got the new girlfriend.

The new hoochie mama.

No, she's not a hoochie mama. She's a
mom. A mom. She's a mom.

I feel like the fact that Christian
asked for the annulment because he wants

get married to somebody that was once a
very close friend of Sutton adds an

extra layer of betrayal.

Is he with somebody else now?

Yeah. We were friends.

Oh. Wow.

It's all weird.

Wow. When I found out that Christian was
dating my friend who we had raised our

boys together, I was shocked.

I think the biggest betrayal was that
neither one of them told me about the

relationship. I had to hear it from my
son.

You're very respectful about Christian,
what you say about Christian. Well,

yeah. Because he's the father of three
children. And we have a long history

together. I think Sutton worked really
hard to say, oh, I'm okay with that.

Looks like he's going to marry my best
friend. But I think that she doesn't

to get too close to the tragicness of
the situation.

If it was happening to me, I would be
raging.

I mean, raging.

Because it's unfair.

I, you know, want to remain Catholic,
and that's important to me.

But I'm no longer a strack in the
Catholic Church. So I really want to be

I really do.

You can be whoever you want to be.
You're entering a whole new phase of

life. Yeah.

Well, you did Christian a really big
favor by...

By marrying him?

Just kidding.

I want cake. I'm not going to eat

it now. I'm going to eat it after
therapy as a therapy reward.

That's what I'm going to do.

Hello. Oh, I am so excited to see you. I
am so excited for you.

I'm waiting until after our session to
eat chocolate cake. A little delayed

gratification. See what you've taught
me?

It's the sweet reward for the hard work.
For the hard work we're doing.

It's been a minute.

Yeah. I want to talk about I have an
upcoming trial.

And they're taking me to trial for $25
million.

This is the bankruptcy trustee. Yeah.

You know I have a $10 million tax bill
as well that Tom left me with.

No. Yes.

You know how people always say, like,
what's the worst that could happen?

the worst happened.

The worst happened for Tom.

Yes. The worst actually didn't happen
for you because you're here with me now.

I'm really tired.

Yeah.

I know you are. I'm tired.

If you learn nothing from all of this,
one thing that you've learned is all we

have is the now.

But the now isn't that great.

You know what I mean? The now sucks.

You are now in a beautiful environment,
in a safe home, in a lovely

relationship. Yes.

But no one understands how hard that is
to smile and say, no, it's going to be

okay and it's fine.

And it's also, too, like, something

happened on Saturday night. I saw
Denise.

And, you know, she's going through a
divorce.

And her husband had hit her.

And I just thought it was the right time

to talk about what had happened to me.

So I laughed. Of course, nobody knew.

There's a lot of shame around that.

You know, that getting hit or choked or
kicked.

When Denise said, you know, she didn't
want to call the police, and I said,

yeah, I didn't want to either because I
knew if I did, it would just be bigger.

You want that to happen?

Yeah.

And then to say, you know, when you're a
kid, it's the police.

Yeah. I mean, it's even more shameful.

Yeah. And harder.

What happened to you was terrifying.

Look, you were very lucky that you
survived.

The thing that I have most worried about
with you with that incident is that you

have been carrying it around and you've
been carrying the shame of it around.

And by speaking about it.

That's the first step in letting go of
it.

Are you sure I did the right thing?

I'm 100 % positive.

Sure. Yeah.

I know it for sure.

Okay. You carried this around way too
long.

Okay. First time when you talked to me
about it. I blew it off.

Yeah. And you described it to me as if
you were describing something that

happened to someone else. Someone else,
which is what I've always done.

been able to take my own personalization
out of everything.

And that's how I've survived for a long
time.

I don't know what to do now.

Not that, but just in life.

Yeah. I don't know what to do. I feel so
lost.

And I worked hard on getting here. I'm
healthy.

But at the same time, am I really
living?

Am I really happy?

Or am I just treading water until all of
these cases are over and everybody

wanting answers? And what do you think?
And how does it feel? I'll tell you how

it feels. It feels like I'm being
crushed.

And I'm trying really hard not to be
crushed.

And to find the beauty in the moment and
all those cliches that everybody wants

to throw at your feet.

Something good is going to come of this.
Really? And when?

Here's one of the secrets of life.

Okay. We imagine that there's going to
be a moment in time where all the bills

are paid, our laundry is folded and in
the drawers, we have no major stressor,

we've gotten to the other side of
everything, there's no new terrible

happens. Yes, I want this.

There's no here.

That doesn't...

I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news,
but there is no thing here.

Oh, God. This is it. This is life.

With this messy up and down, and you
have to embrace it, and you have to

accept it, and the more you fight it...
The bigger and the worse it is. Yeah.

Just try to keep it all together.

Oh, they're here. Yay.

I'm the only on -time person in my
entire family.

Hi.

Hi. Family.

So great to see you. Hi. I'm sorry I
haven't been able to see you.

It's been so long.

I mean, it's been honestly forever since
my whole family's been together.

Probably since Christmas.

Should we go outside?

Yes. But we are actually the most...

connected family of all time. You know,
I always joke that when I moved to LA,

like the best my relationship with my
mother has ever been.

I like the driest one. I think it's the
white.

I am so obsessed with this one.

Kyle, you look gorgeous.

How are you? So nice to meet you.

I've heard a lot about you all.

Anytime I see someone that has both of
their parents, Phil, I'm just in

awe, really.

This is my daughter.

Nice to see you again.

And my mom. Thank you, ma 'am. It would
have been amazing

to have had my mom and my dad to lean on
when Mo and I were first

separated. You just want to pick up the
phone and be like.

Mom.

She's lucky to have them.

Kylie, I was like, I'm not sure if
you'll meet. I was like, I'm not sure if

you'll meet. Sorry or not, but.

I was like, well.

She was struggling with her outfit.

Really? She has so many new ones. And
her makeup.

I know. And then she thought it looked
fall or winter.

So we were having a whole.

Really? Do I need to go help? And she
didn't think it felt Hamptons -y. And my

dress is very.

She thought Hamptons -y. Should I go run
down and get her?

Honestly, this is rude.

We're not even leaving the house. We're
at the house, and she's still making

Rachel's parents wait. She is just
caught up in her own world and not

about anybody else.

Kyle has a home in one of our favorite
places, in Aspen.

Oh, really?

They have houses all over the place.

Desert, Aspen.

Two in L .A.? Two in L .A. What was the
last one?

Nashville. Oh, Nashville.

Why are you bringing out Nashville?

Well, that's a good investment property.
They're amazing, too.

I see the queen.

Oh, my goodness.

You're wearing a new outfit. I love it.
Oh, my God. Oh,

my God. Don't fall. Yeah, let's not do
that.

Hi. I'm Dorit.

Dorit.

Dorit. Dorit. Yes. Hello. Lovely to meet
you, Leslie.

Lovely to meet you.

best time with your daughter well you
could not have a better person she's not

just another pretty face my mom is like
elizabeth taylor i don't know what to

say i don't have one recollection of my
mother in jeans sweats without makeup or

without jewelry like never she calls me
her apple from the tree because you know

we are very similar When I met Rachel,
the first 10 minutes, it was like same,

same, same. She's going through a not
similar.

Neither are you. I know. That's what
happens.

You share a lot in common. Yeah, we do.
Right away at hello.

Kyle, on the other hand, is not divorced
but separated but happily separated and

really best friends with her.

Getting along is better.

But I also think he is going to be okay,
too, in a different way because I don't

think he has. He's not that bad person.

No, he's not a bad person at all. He
never was.

He never was. But he's got a different
behavior now.

Well, that's true. But, you know, life
happens. Yeah.

My ex was not a son -in -law to them.
She was a son.

So... I can't talk.

It's unfortunate because we have young
kids.

So it's that much more important that
you have a good relationship with your

Very important.

I feel bad for my family.

I feel bad that they lost her. You know,
he was like their favorite person for

so long.

It was mine.

Hey girls, we gotta go to dinner. We do,
we're going to Swifty's. If I had it my

way, I'd be here all night chatting to
you guys. So let's order in. Yeah.

Coming up.

What if, like, I lost my source of
income?

How would you still feel about me?

Oy!

Beautiful spot.

Hi, welcome.

Watson, St. John.

I'll call me right this way.

Okay.

I got it, I got it. Yes, thank you.
Sorry.

My bad.

Thank you, honey.

Thank you so much.

Chivalry is not dead.

Peter's death left a lot of absence in
our lives.

Not just in the big things, but also in
the small things.

Like in pulling out a chair for me to
sit, or opening a car door.

Lael didn't get to see any of that.

You know what, I think we're going to
try a bottle of the Tuscan rosé. Yeah,

guys want to do a salad or anything,
perhaps?

Maybe burrata?

With Keeley, Lael has an illustration of
what chivalry looks like.

And I love for her to be able to
experience that, because it's all brand

her. A toast. Well, here's a toast for
San Diego.

Yes. Yep.

And being together, right?

Yes. All right. I am excited about
continuing our fertility journey, but

it was very, very disappointing to me
that, you know, our embryos didn't make

it. To me, it felt as shocking as, like,
you know, when the doctor said

Eve didn't make it. And I would be lying
if I said that in that moment I didn't

want to run.

So let's say this next round doesn't
work.

Are you going to want to take a break
just to give your body a break?

Yeah, I don't know. I think that would
have to be a bigger conversation because

there are lots of what ifs.

What ifs? Yeah.

I think the most terrifying what if to
me right now, to date, is the fact that

know that you want a baby and I'm afraid
about what if it doesn't happen.

That's to me the most terrifying what
if.

No matter what, I don't want to marry
you.

Okay?

Still want to call you a stepdaughter or
daughter one day.

You know, things moving forward.

I'm glad to hear that.

I have to trust what he says.

But at the same time, I wonder whether
or not he's going to resent me.

for keeping him from being a father or
if he's going to feel the need to make

happen regardless of me.

And that is an answer I don't know that
I have outside of what he is telling me.

In the big schema thing, there are a lot
of what ifs. I think one of my biggest

fears has always been what if, like, I
lost my social income

or lost my job, you know.

How would you still feel about me?

I mean, I'm not going to become no
deadbeat. You know, you'll never see me

Right, right. But, like, what if I
couldn't do that?

Okay. Well, look, the thing is that,
like, I love you for you.

I think you provide more to me than just
financial security.

If those other things stop, now we got a
problem.

You know?

Oy!

Guys, this has been a very deep
conversation.

Just so you know, I'm going to continue
my businesses.

You know, I'm going to continue working.

I like having my own money.

All right, well, good.

Yeah, you should meet a boy tonight.

Oh, my God.

Like, actually, I am a big believer in
these things being organic.

You can meet people.

In the wild. In the wild. That's what
I'm saying.

In a market, sitting on a plane. That's
what I'm saying. You know what happened

to me once?

I was on a plane, and I was sitting next
to this guy, and we were talking,

whatever, and next thing I know, he
hands me a note that he's written on the

airline cocktail napkin.

And asking me to stay at the airport
with him,

shower with him. Shut up.

And literally said, you know, you could
either go home and get the notes that

you and your family would have wrote, or
you could stay at the airport.

Shut up. I'm not kidding.

On the plane. That makes me die. I don't
even stay in the shower with him.

I mean, it's kind of creepy.

But, like, if he's hot, it could be kind
of fun.

Can I tell you something, Kyle?

Do you know how many times a day that
happens?

Other than to you. No.

How

are

you? How are you, ma 'am? I'm good. We
are three.

It's under Rachel Dell.

Please follow me this way. Thank you.
Isn't it gorgeous?

Oh, where are we sitting? Over here.

Thank you. Thank you.

She's so beautiful.

I worry about her. Put her on the chair.

I would die if she got spilled on.

I'd love to order a glass of wine. Yeah,
I need a drink. I think I've wanted the

hair of the dog.

Oh, thank you. By the way, do you know
what I mean? It's like the hair of the

dog is what I've been missing. I've been
dying all day today. Maybe I need a

glass of wine with ice. Maybe that's
going to make it better. Oh, definitely.

Belvedere with club soda.

How many times have you heard her order
this drink?

Do you hear her while you're sleeping?

I'll try the Chablis. I'll try the
Chablis.

Can I have a hot mint tea? You're
welcome. Thanks so much.

You guys, today's the craziest
anniversary for me.

It's exactly one year since my whole
entire life broke open.

Wow. Is today the 3rd?

Yeah, August 3rd.

He was in Aspen, and I wouldn't go to
Aspen because I had to host something

here.

it's like a whole thing but anyway so
whatever happened happened and then I I

just I just split open and like I just
remember literally being on the ground

and I remember crying more than I've
ever I think I was just like an actual

anyway what do you mean whatever
happened happened whatever happened

fight it's just yeah you got into a
fight and then it happened and I just

like I'm done I'm done I'm done I'm done

The last two years were probably the
worst on and off with like back and

and reconciling and fighting and
reconciling and fighting. And we're

you know.

But some things happen for reasons to
force your hand.

And in this case, that weekend of August
2nd, 3rd, 2024,

just made it real easy to go.

Did you find out about through the
grapevine, or did he confess something

you, or how did you come to know
whatever he did that upset you so much?

You know, he, um, well, he told me.

So when he was in Athens,

Whatever he did, did you find out about
through the grapevine, or did he confess

something to you, or how did you come to
know whatever he did that upset you so

much? He, um... Well, he told me.

I just had Brian Atwood's birthday.

I had just come home from the night.

There was a call.

Honestly, it's like I saw red and just
hung up.

The way that we were married, I never
looked at his phone, not once. I never

my life have not even thought about,
talked about, considered.

Did he apologize?

Did he cry?

No.

People have always asked me over the
years, what's the secret to our success?

The first answer was always trust.

Like, when that trust is broken,

it's like broken.

There's no going back.

A lot of people were like, oh, well, did
he tell you because he wanted to hurt

you?

Oh.

So you don't think he told you because
he felt guilty?

Yes, because he's never lied to me a day
in his life.

So I think it's partly that. And I think
it's also like, I want to see if you

still give a shit.

I want to see if you care even this
much.

You want to see if you can get a
reaction from him. Yeah. And my reaction

can't come back.

I can't unhear. I can't unsee.

I can't unknow. I can't unknow. So what
do you think it is, honey? Was he always

a little insecure?

He was a secure person.

up until the last six, seven years, and
then it just went down. In fact, when we

were first together in New York and he
was an investment banker, I was building

my career as a stylist, and I was
working 20 hours a day, seven days a

was flying all over the world. I was
going to fashion weeks. I was gone for

three weeks at a time, and he never held
me back.

Never. He was like, go, do, be.

He's like...

He was so secure. And everyone would ask
him, like, how do you let her do that?

She's going styling all these huge male
celebrities, these big male supermodels.

These guys are hitting on her all the
time, like whatever. And he was always

like, if they can get her, they can have
her.

But it worked because I never cheated on
him. Like I would flirt with guys that

would flirt with me. And that was like
nothing ever. And the one time I fooled

around with this model was like.

Before we got engaged, he was the most
beautiful thing I'd ever seen in my

And I told him because I felt so bad. I
don't do that. How long were you guys

together when you did it? At that point,
probably four years at that point.

And then I told him that I fooled around
with this guy.

And I'm not joking. He proposed to me
the next day.

Yeah, true story.

Like, what kind of marriage are you
setting yourself up for?

Okay, I cheated on you. And guess what?
I got a big dime in the next day.

I mean, that's sort of setting the
precedent now.

How did he deal with that situation, by
the way? He was fine. He was so secure.

That's what I'm saying. There is nothing
about the person that is that resembles

the person that was. And look, people
are allowed to change. They're allowed

change for the worse?

They are. And in fact, he made it very
clear that he was very happy in who he

had become.

I have to say thank you that it
happened.

Whatever happened, I have to thank you
because otherwise I'd spend another six

years being loyal, waiting for someone
that I once knew to come back.

That's right. But anyway, so take your
tea because I'm going to give it, I'm

going to give a closing toast. You guys,
it's been a whirlwind.

We have not slept.

I had the best weekend.

I honestly needed this so badly. So how
have you met my family? Because I talk

about you guys all the time and now at
least they know two of you. Oh, well,

thank you.

I feel like they understand my life
more. They understand me more. I

feel like I know them both so much
better. And I really think, like, I

think the two of them needed this time
together.

I just kind of feel like there was a lot
of love all around.

Here is to continuing this in Los
Angeles.

Yes. I love that. Do I get to plan it
each time? Or, like, is it my turn?

I'll show you the video.

Next time on The Real Housewives of
Beverly Hills.

While I'm gone, you're going to be good
to stay with us?

We'll see.

And if she is there, you have every
right to not be there. I thought we

take a trip to Italy. Look at that. Oh,
my God. Look at how gorgeous.

Dorit can be hard to get your point
across.

But I think if she wanted to get to know
me, there would be space for me to

speak. I talked to Kyle. She was just
like, I'm worried about Dorit. Her moods

are erratic.