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Previously on The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills. I want you to come to the

Hamptons with me. I don't even need to think about it. I will work it all out.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Night one Hamptons.

It feels like we're stepping into Rachel's world.

And I'm obsessed.

Can we hop down some bus? Yes.

Okay. That's what the finest egg retrieval. If this doesn't work, I worry

Healy's overall satisfaction.

If he doesn't have a child.

Then what does that mean?

We had two eggs that were retrieved.

Unfortunately, neither has needed.

I wrote down total financial freedom. I still have

civil cases that are in motion.

I don't know what happens to me.

In my 40 years of life, I have never left a dinner party crying.

I thought you ran away from a cult.

I'm not hiding the cult story.

I'm not hiding anything about my life.

Now you've got Dorit and Kyle going at

each other.

I have Dorit and Kyle? Yes, you do.

Oh, yeah.

You can't be such a wimp. Come on.

No, you're in my home. Don't call me a wimp, please.

If Amanda cannot handle being called a wimp, she's in the wrong group.

In this town, stars come and go, but diamonds last forever.

I'd die for fashion, but now I'm living for me.

I turn ambition into an art form, and I am the masterpiece.

I might live on a main road, but I'd definitely bring main character energy.

I didn't marry into money.

I manifested it.

Survival isn't my story.

It's my superpower.

I'm unfiltered, unbothered, and finally, unburdened.

Hi.

Oh, morning.

How's it going? Good morning.

Yeah.

How are we going to heat up our coffee?

You look really pretty, and you don't need those.

I think you look pretty without any makeup on your face.

Are you okay?

I'm just healed from makeup. Like, you could remove me and my body and

everything else, and I stopped healing from makeup.

So, basically, it's going to take us to get to Montauk.

At least an hour. My friends are going to be great. They're going on at 5 .30.

And then we're going to go and have dinner at their lodge in a separate

It should be fun. I'm going to go put my clothes on to go on a run. I'll tell

you what I'm not doing. Running.

Hi,

baby love.

How was your work day?

It's okay. Yeah?

So this weekend, I'm going to be in Newport with the babies. You're taking

big kids camping, right?

Yeah. Yeah, and they start school Thursday.

Right. Five years ago, I was all about building my business and making money,

and I am still all about those things, but family now trumps that.

How do you feel through the dinner still?

If I offered to do a manifestation journaling exercise for free, anyone I

would jump at it.

And it's not that I think anyone should be, like, grateful.

I didn't even get participation.

What am I manifesting here?

If I could have anything, what would I let myself want?

And you want us to write that down? That's what I would do.

I really thought this would be, like, a fun opportunity for them to learn a

little bit more about me. But they don't take me seriously.

They didn't show up. They didn't show up for the event.

It's annoying.

It's annoying.

Where is Sutton?

Hello.

Well, hello, darling.

How are you doing? I'm good. Oh, good.

Glad to see you.

I've never been to this park. I know. Me neither. I've driven by it 18 million

times. But look at this.

Centennial Road.

And there's a time capsule in there.

Shut up. That is not supposed to be open until 2114.

We're not going to see that.

No, girl. We're going to manifest it. Maybe we will.

I've noticed such a stark difference between Sutton

this year and Sutton last year.

She

listens.

She's logical.

I mean, even the fact that she's giving advice to Amanda.

About how to talk to Dorit?

Amanda, I'm going to tell you something. You've got to cop to it. You've got to

say, look, I was talking about your marriage without you present. Very good

advice. I'm trying desperately to forget Sutton's track because Sutton Brown I

like. How do you balance that if you manifest to live forever?

I don't understand it.

Here's the thing. What she's doing is mostly telling people how to manifest

money by taking their money.

Okay. Yeah. Okay, let's have a seat. Yeah, okay.

It was cute to see her children. Nice to see her husband. They were the cutest

things in the world. Yes. The house is beautiful.

Yeah. She's so funny, though, how she has to say it has, like, 19 bedrooms and

86 bathrooms.

It always has.

I counted one day. You know this house has, like, nine bathrooms and eight

bedrooms. Like, I've redone, like, 17 rooms or something.

She doesn't need to...

like quantify her money in order to fit in the group.

Amanda wants to prove how far she's come from her childhood and her beginning.

A lot of us come from humble beginnings, but the real merit in it isn't by just

showing off what you've accumulated, but by showing the journey that it took you

to actually get to the place. I have more respect for the journey than I do

destination. I don't know.

Whether or not she wants to feel, look, I've got this beautiful home. I've got

this amazing relationship. I've got these beautiful kids. I've got this

business. So you can't tell me anything. You know?

Otherwise, you're not going to make it very far. No.

We're all trying to help Amanda.

But see, she thinks that she knows better.

And the old adage is true.

You can lead a horse to water, but you cannot make it drink.

And she's refusing to drink.

She's got to understand that. She has to. She has to.

But here's the thing. The salad course has barely been placed on the table, and

I get to hear that it is my fault that Dorit and Kyle had that exchange at

dinner. It's my fault.

They still want to talk about the Dorit bullshit.

Kyle had a really strong opinion about Dorit talking about her ex.

I had a moment where I said, like, one thing about it at one dinner party. You

know, I don't know.

There were times after my breakup where I didn't want.

to hear about it. I didn't want to hear other people's opinions. I didn't want

to hear any of that.

You know, Eddie's been through a divorce with young children, and he's a very

compassionate, nonjudgmental person.

But even with that in mind, I don't think what I said warrants this level of

scrutiny. You just don't know each other yet.

And maybe she's intimidated because you're younger.

Because I'm young and successful and I'm not financially dependent on a man and

she outsourced her financial well -being to a man and it didn't go well.

What does Dorit care about my opinion?

If she's sure that this is her path and this is what she wants to do, who the

f*** cares? Good on your path.

Do your thing. Your life. Whatever.

If that was the decision that she made instead of being independent and that's

on her, yeah.

Which is very different from me. Yeah.

Coming up.

I'm going to dinner tonight with Sutton and Denise.

I texted with Denise. I cannot believe what she's going through.

It's a tough place to be.

It's just more chaos.

Hey, Siri.

FaceTime Erica Girardi new.

Hello.

Looks pretty.

Thank you. So do you. How are you?

I'm okay.

How's it going?

How's the Hamptons? It's so pretty. Look at this.

Wow. Gorgeous.

Right? What have you been up to?

Well, you missed Amanda's dinner party. Oh, yeah. Tell me about that.

It was nice. I mean, then, of course, the conversation turned to what happened

at dinner the other night between you, Dorit, and Amanda. And Sutton, you know,

told her, listen.

Exactly what you said, have your own opinion.

Stop referring to Kyle because you caused a fight between Dorit and Kyle.

The other thing is that I think it's going to be confusing for Amanda.

Everyone's like, you know, you have to have an opinion, your own opinion.

But yet, she may be thinking, here I voice an opinion, and everyone's like,

were you talking about Dorit's marriage? Like,

you know, pick a plane.

Like,

she can have an opinion. She didn't say anything horrible.

I think the women are being hard on Amanda. I mean, she's making an effort.

So the fact that she's trying to connect with these women in whichever way works

for her.

I mean, can you meet her halfway?

How's everything else? Good in L .A.? I'm going to dinner tonight with Sutton

and Denise.

Oh.

Oh, wow.

I texted with Denise. I cannot believe what she's going through.

And then there's that clip going around of her, him saying, I will crush your

hand. I think we're all there for that.

Yeah, at my house. Denise.

Denise, it's so silly to leave like this.

Baby, don't say anything.

We're on the camera.

Baby, don't say a word.

Don't tell me I want to see it. I'm going to crush your hand and solve it.

Last year, Denise reached out to me to meet up.

I'm really sorry.

It's okay. And I'm really sorry about how I acted too because it wasn't fair.

But anyway, I would prefer to leave all of that. We're going to leave it.

Leave that alone. That's all in the past. And I would much rather be here

with you. Thank you so much.

Even when we weren't getting along, Denise reached out to me throughout all

Tom stuff.

And she said, I'm very sorry for you. I know this is very hard. And I really

appreciated that. I never forgot that.

I don't want to see anyone hurt like that.

I look forward to seeing her and just giving her a good old hug, you know?

Well, say hello for me.

I will. I will.

A little more

drama there, I think, and then other than that. Yeah.

Everyone, let's get it.

We got to go. We're going to miss the show.

Dory. Yeah.

Is that the jacket, Kyle? I'm not bringing one. It's killing my look.

Hi, George.

Girls' night out, bitches. Girls' night out.

I'm glad I didn't wear my horse outfit that I was going to wear.

Lace, this color lace skirt to me with a G -string lace bodysuit.

I mean, Kyle, that's something I haven't seen you in. I want to see Kyle be the

Kyle that everybody's talking to me about, that, like, does split at, like,

clubs.

I want

to see Kyle, like,

live her best Kyle -ness.

Kyle, get in, honey.

My arm's big enough and my arm's not long enough.

Oh, my God, I love this one. This one's way better.

Oh,

my God, I haven't seen you since Oscar.

I believe in dancing your way through life.

I am definitely not wallowing in my separation. I would say that I've been

for the better part of the last year.

I have traveled. I have been out a ton.

I mean, I've danced more than I've danced in the last 10 years.

We don't have this in L .A. I know.

And we can't put it, like, on the bag or something now. No,

no worries. Sure, yeah, no worries.

Oh, my God!

Oh,

yeah. No, this is amazing.

You guys have to do this a lot?

Never. It's been a long, and I mean long time, since I've been out letting

loose, dancing with the girls.

My single date in New York City, we would go out dancing, the sun would be

coming up, and I'd be walking back to my apartment.

Hi, Girls Summer!

Hi.

Hi. You guys made it.

I'm Kyle.

I'm Xander. Nice to meet you.

Great.

Kyle, we've got to do this more. I know. I do not remember the last time Dorit

and I would go out and have fun like this.

You've been doing this all night.

I feel like the last few years, Kyle has just... Started to take herself too

seriously. But now she just feels lighter. Like the fun Kyle is back.

Thank you.

Coming up.

We don't know you.

So we're getting to know you. We're all curious.

We want to know about the Pope.

Pretty. I know. It's so beautiful up here.

Do you want my things in your bag?

What? Why don't you bring your own bag?

Thank you, Mom.

You're welcome.

I thought you were going to get a job.

Um, I am. It's in the work.

Lael, the summer's almost over. What do you mean it's in the works?

It's...

Okay, well, true. Yeah, but I'm not very excited to go back to school.

Why? It's your year.

Because it's just, like, hard, and it's like everyone I talk to is just like,

oh, junior year is, like, the worst year. I know, but you know what? That's

their opinion.

Junior year could be, like, the most amazing year of all time.

For 16 years, Lael has been right by my side.

I have a watch on Lael 24 hours a day.

I mean, I'm tracking that child, okay?

I'm really excited to go on, like, college tours and things like that.

going on a college tour?

I would hope me.

So when she leaves, I mean, I'll still be able to track her. Thank you,

technology. However, I won't be able to check in with her and see her face and

see her body language and be able to ask if everything's okay. I just have to

trust her when she tells me.

I don't know how I'm going to deal with that. I need to lay eyes on my girl.

This is nerve -wracking. Is it exciting?

I'm like, oh, I don't want you to go. I don't want you to go.

It was like the other weekend when you were gone, and I was home, and I was

like, oh, my God, is this what it's going to feel like?

You know what happened with the two embryos. They didn't make it, which was

tough for me, you know? Yeah.

We'll see. I mean, the doctor also had some other options. She said we could go

with a donor egg.

Okay.

What did you?

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know what to think about that.

I think I'm just going to have to wait until we get there and see how I feel.

And I think also the disappointment that, like, I can't use my eggs would be

of the things. You know what I mean? It's not like, oh, I just made a choice

get a donor egg. It's like I had to make that choice because my eggs weren't

good enough.

I know a lot of people go through the IVF process.

Three, four, five, six, seven times.

I have a newfound respect.

It's so devastating when it doesn't work.

At the end of the day, I want to say I did everything I could. Yeah. You know

what I mean? I tried everything and tried and tried and tried again.

And then if it doesn't work, I gave it my all, you know?

I know I can do it one more time, but after that, I don't know. It's going to

one step at a time.

I mean, you're a great mother to me, so I'm like, for someone, I want someone

else to be able to experience that, you know? Thank you. I appreciate it.

Okay.

The door opened?

That is not safe around here. Can I come in? Your door's open.

Oh, no. It's just for two. You look nice.

It's good to see you. Not much.

Do you want a coffee?

I would love something.

Yeah, I'd love anything.

Do you want me to take my shoes off? Okay. No, keep them on. Don't worry

it. Okay, so do you want espresso?

Love an espresso.

Do you want milk with it? Yeah.

And I gave you money is my mood. There we go. I love it. I know.

Here's the thing with Erica.

I thought she might be someone that I never liked or understood or got along

with. Can you make a mock comment sometime?

Boo, you have to drink alcohol.

Kids, man.

Just place it.

Each and every time I get to talk to Erica, I like her more.

I just wrote, this or greater is for me.

Erica really is my student at this exercise.

Erica is the star pupil here.

She's continually being interested in my business and in my thoughts about

manifestation. I like this woman.

How'd you feel last night?

I felt good in moments.

My best advice to you, and you can tell me to off, is that if you say something,

say it right away. And just, you know, yes, I said that. I hear you. Own it

quickly. I've had a hard time in this group because I, my...

personal life was so turned upside down and then there was a lot of judgment

around it. Well, you've known her a really long time. Yeah, and it did not

good at all. Right. It's an odd thing to be vulnerable and to be open, but we

want to know about the cult.

She told us she was in a cult, so she opened up this line of conversation and

questioning. I thought you ran away from a cult.

I did. A cult?

What kind?

It's a whole different story.

They can absolutely get to that anytime.

I mean, I have an open book anytime.

Like, how bad was it? What was it about?

How did you get in? How did you get out?

From the beginning?

Yeah, I want to know what's going on so I can go talk about you later behind

your back.

Amazing. I mean, this is a new one for me. I've known a lot of people.

Well, no, that's not true. I knew someone that was in the cult. That's not

Erica.

I do know someone that escaped from that NXIVM.

When I was in high school, I was very involved in my youth group. Wait, did

go out like Christian?

Yes, but my parents were not religious. But I was in a very religious community.

Okay. So I chose religion, essentially.

Growing up in the literal buckle of the Bible Belt, in a family that wasn't

religious, I was always curious about God. I loved going to church with my

friends. I was kind of...

Exploring what religion and God were to me. I mean, I don't think that was a bad

thing for me.

I moved to Florida where the church is. So wait, this church is in Oklahoma.

It's in Florida. My youth group was in Oklahoma. He started a church in

That's what I'm getting at. So you started and then he moved to Florida. He

moved and a lot of us. A lot of you followed him.

But the longer I was there, the more controlling things got.

Yeah. So he, like, tells people who to marry, who to date, who to be friends

with. Get out of town.

Absolutely. I remember casually saying to the pastor, you know, I saw my older

sister this weekend, and I told her, you know, that I was kind of feeling blah

and blah about blah and blah.

You would make your sister believe that.

Being with Jesus isn't the greatest life imaginable. You're not leading her to

the Lord. Before you know it, you're isolated. You're controlled.

You're kind of off from people.

Financially isolated, too.

Well, you're giving money to the church. That's my point. It absolutely controls

you. My whole agenda became not to get in trouble, not to be called into the

pastor's office to talk about whatever.

After about a year and a half, I started to, like, ugh.

think for myself, talk to people outside the group I wasn't supposed to talk to,

call home where my parents were saying, this is a call. I eventually just had to

get the balls to leave.

So October 31st, 2008.

Halloween. Halloween. I go to church that night so no one will suspect a

I volunteer. You drove off from church. I drove from church to my sister's house

in Orlando.

Thank you. When I left, the pastor called me.

Some rage and anger were definitely directed toward me.

It was a shock that you left. How could you?

It was, please don't contact any of the members of the church. We would never

want them to believe that what you did is okay. They looked up to you.

Like, I just wanted to go make something of myself and my life. I'm going to get

my degrees, I'm going to make my own money, and I'm going to help people, and

that is what I'm going to do.

I think about everything I wouldn't have done with my life if I had stayed, you

know? That's what's crazy to me, is I could have just...

kept listening and following that man and i would i would still be there this

the story you need to tell us this is what this group needs to hear about you

and not get stuck on the hey i have an opinion about your marriage you know

i mean like these things are important i see where you're coming from because

you know me more coming up guys i saw this thing on my

feed about erica i'm gonna worry about her what do they think they're gonna get

25 million dollars from her about I don't really understand.

I don't know anything about this. I just want to make sure she's okay.

Did you have fun? Oh, my God. So much fun.

Look at this sunset.

So pretty.

That was so fun. It's like I haven't been in an environment like this in how

long. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

The night has just begun, ladies.

Hello.

Girls, we're going to go at your pace tonight. Great. I love that. Thank you.

We're going to do a served salad, a burrata.

Definitely chicken tender.

And make sure there's some french fries, please.

Yay!

Yay! Oh, great.

Sit down, sit down, sit down. Do you guys live here? Where do you guys live?

California. Xander, so you're from Los Angeles?

I'm from the East Coast. I'm from New Jersey originally.

East Coast?

Yeah. I know. I need a cocktail.

It's funny because when I look at, like, our friends in this group, Dorit really

is the one who flirts the most.

But I am an East Coaster all day long. Yeah. She'll, like, tease them. Like,

will meet somebody and talk their ear off. Surprise!

How old are you guys?

26?

I'm 37.

Same age as us.

I was at an Oscar party this past year, and there was this guy, and we were

talking, and he asked for my number.

I literally was like, how old are you?

And he was like, I'm 26.

And I was like, oh my God, same, same. I'm turning 27 next month.

I cannot.

Cheers, guys. Cheers.

Thank you so much.

You guys, I saw this thing on my feed about Erica, and I texted her. I'm

about her.

Erica Jane headed to trial over $25 million spent during Tom Verardi's

Wait, wait. I don't understand. She's headed to trial.

What, do they think they're going to get $25 million from her back?

I don't really understand.

I don't know anything about this. I just want to make sure she's okay.

This is obviously new news. I don't know if she knew it was coming or what.

I would not want to have that looming over my head.

She said, I'm okay, thank you.

She would say that. I mean... I'm very worried for Erica. It seems like just

when she gets past one situation, another one pops up.

That? Trying to get back on her feet again, and now she's going to be

crazy amount of money on lawyers.

You hear numbers like this, and you think... What does that mean for her

Forget emotionally, but financially, all of this. It is a lot of weight to

carry. Guys, maybe we'll see you in a little bit.

Good to meet you guys.

Bye.

That's so cute.

That's the cutest voice.

By the way, he had really soft hands.

Who did?

Damn it. Felt like he's not lifting his fingers. That doesn't feel like your

type.

She's like, he gave my type, that's not my type.

Oh, my God, look how beautiful this is. First of all, I don't think I have a

type. I don't have a type. Do you have a type? I don't know. I don't think I

have a type. Let's see who you hook up with next.

I think whoever you're attracted to is going to be your type. I'm only

to my type.

I would 100 % hook up with Brad Pitt now. Are you kidding me? Ew.

Ew. What are you talking about? I would hook up with him right now. Really?

Brad Pitt, Dorit, are you okay?

Ew. Ew.

Are you saying that you don't think you can? No.

Dorit, I told you, we can roll together because you will never like the same

guy. Exactly. I love it. I don't really have a type.

It's an energy thing with me.

Charm, charisma, swag.

But you don't want them to have too much charisma because then... I don't know.

My mother always said... Well, yeah.

My mother always said, don't marry the best looking guy in the room.

Go back to Erica again for a second. Yeah, tell me.

I FaceTimed her today. She went to Amanda's event.

She said that Amanda and Sutton got into a little, like...

Shut up. Sutton did? Sutton a fight? Well, Sutton said to Amanda, you weren't

taking responsibility for having your own thoughts and, like, trying to put it

on Kyle, and then you created an argument between Kyle and Dorit. Shut

Listen, I give Sutton a lot of credit, because this year Sutton is chucked in,

and she really is.

I told you, she came to my house and was like, I need to work on how I react to

things. Sutton and I have really made big strides, and this just continues to

prove how much Sutton has changed.

It really, really makes me excited about our friendship.

Thank you so much.

You don't know what happened at Amanda's event. No, I didn't. She was telling

me. The weird thing is about you not being invited. It's weird that you

invited. Do you want me to be honest? I'm not saying you would go, but it's

weird you weren't invited. I don't even have, like, an adverse reaction to her.

I'm a very easy person.

You're a little averse.

I'm a little averse. No, you know what?

I literally care more about a f***ing hangnail than I do about that.

I mean, if you're really unbothered by someone, you don't even think about it.

How would we be with her in a group then when we're all together? Great.

Lovely. Great.

Cordial. But for her to be so worked up to say, I care more about a hangnail,

tells me she does bother her a little bit.

Maybe a lot.

Girls, girls, hey, hey, hey, hey. We're going to go dance.

Tonight is not even close to over.

You're free to go home whenever you want, but I'm not letting you.

So we're kidnapped.

Yeah, actually. Like, yes, I'm in charge.

Great, let's go. A little more dancing, and then you can go to sleep, okay?

Coming up.

So what happened on the 4th? I start crying. I'm like, that's when I really

knew. There's no hope at ever, ever salvaging this narrative.

Hi there.

Thanks so much.

Thank you.

Wow.

Okay, sparkle.

You look good. How are you? I'm good. I thought I'd wear heels tonight. I like

that. Nice to see you.

Rare occasion for a Saturday night out.

I have like an Erica dress situation. I love it. It looks great. It's like this

big.

So when was the last time you saw Denise?

I want to say a year ago.

I sent her a text when everything happened.

Yeah, I did too. I did reach out to her and just like sending you a hug. That's

what I did because there's nothing to say.

No. I mean, it's all so fucked up.

No one deserves that.

No. And I want to hear it from her.

I do too.

I want to know what she has to say about it.

Well,

hi. Hi.

Look at you.

Hey, how are you?

Oh, thank you.

So good to see you. How are you? I'm wonderful.

Not your first rodeo.

Not my first rodeo. It could be better, but... You look good.

Thank you. I lost 200 pounds. I got a facelift. Oh, my gosh.

Did you? You did? I did.

You look beautiful.

Thank you. You did not get a facelift. I did.

Who did it? Six weeks ago. I'm still healing.

Am I going to be the last one? No. No, I did get it, so I'm still numb and

healing. Thank you.

Did they cut your ears off when we stepped in? You know, I asked them. I

do you...

Take the ears off and put them on a table.

No, they just cut everything else around it.

I have done zero plastic surgery.

Zero. And I had my boobs done three weeks prior.

What? You look beautiful. Thank you.

You know what looks nice?

Thank you. I'm very happy about it. I'm still so numb.

Yeah. When I moved to Beverly Hills, it's a lot of boobs and a lot of lip.

and I didn't look like anyone else.

So it did give me this strange feeling of inferiority.

Like, oh, is this what I'm supposed to look like?

That's not what hurt for me.

Oh, I can't, I can't, I can't.

Oh, I haven't had that done. No, I've had it lower done.

Oh, I did the whole thing.

No, I need to do the whole thing. You don't. Well, at some point, yeah. I did

not like the way my neck was looking.

It just wasn't looking youthful. And I was like, you know what? I can do

something about this that isn't that big of a deal.

Father time beats us all. You can inject as many peptides. You can take as many

hormones. You can do as much filler, Botox, Sculptra.

Nothing beats the needle and thread.

Hi. Hey, how are you?

We'd like to start with some drinks.

Do you have Mexican Coke?

Yes, I do. I'll have one of those. I don't drink tequila.

And then... You don't? Anymore. No, it's a new thing. Oh, okay. How about a

mocktail? Maybe I'll try the Cineblanc. Okay.

Perfect. Can I get it with lots of ice?

She likes ice in it. Yeah, I do.

Classy. It's summertime.

Whatever. I love that you are getting along so well. We don't know what

happened. Denise, miracles happen.

They do.

No, it's good.

We are getting along. It is. It's really good. You know, it's long overdue.

Without the vodka, Sutton is fun.

She is reasonable.

She is not as reactive.

And because of that...

Our friendship has improved.

It's actually fun.

And I can't believe I'm saying that. I think time. Where? Time. Yeah.

A lot of time. And understanding.

Right. I had to come to understanding my own life. You know, and that's like a

hard thing. And I as well.

It's not going through a lot at that time, too.

Yeah. It's still going.

So, still going.

I'm being sued by Tom's bankruptcy trustees, both his personal bankruptcy

the Girardi Keys bankruptcy trustees.

And it's exhausting.

Yeah. To have all of that out there unresolved. Right. It's draining.

It is draining. This is designed to break me, designed to drive me into

bankruptcy, designed to be annoying.

Let's make an example of let's punish.

Nothing about it feels good.

And people have a different perception of things when they have no idea what's

really going on behind closed doors.

Zero, you know? Zero. And I know... Yeah, it's tough.

I wanted to talk to you about that. I wanted to talk to you about the black

I saw.

Oh, Janine.

I'm going to say this.

That can't be a one -time thing.

No.

That's the truth.

When did it start?

It started, I mean, a while ago.

It was a slow burn, though.

You know, my dad asked me, or he said, why didn't you tell me?

And I said, I can't share this and stay with the person.

My first impression of Aaron was just that, oh, Denise is with this guy.

Okay, cool.

She liked him, he liked her, they got together.

So I didn't see any red flags at first.

You know, I did not like the way he spoke to Teddy and I at Sutton's party.

Do you really want to go there? Seriously.

You want to do that? I mean, do you want to go there?

I can go anywhere. I can walk down, around, and backwards.

Anyway, this isn't quite the place. I'm done with this conversation.

You keep poking the bear.

Is that a threat? This is the dumbest thing ever. It's ridiculous.

That I did not like at all.

The other night I had my surgery, the first one.

I had a seven and a half hour surgery, and this was five hours after, and I was

like, you know, after being under anesthesia for that long.

Oh, by the way, I had some fat taken out and put in my boobs, so I had a drain

and all this shit.

And he ended up helping me to the toilet. I couldn't even walk, you know,

myself. And while I'm sitting on the toilet, he was trying to get my phone,

he hit me on the side of my head.

My drain hits the toilet paper thing.

I'm like, I start crying. I'm like, that's when I really knew. There's no

at ever, ever salvaging this marriage at all.

So I just wanted to get through my surgery.

And I almost rescheduled my second one. And I said, I cannot go through

whatever. That again, yeah.

And here I am. I was like. So what happened on the fourth?

Oh, that weekend was awful.

Awful. Had you just had this done? Yeah. With the post -op? Oh, yeah.

So he's hit you post -op twice. Oh, yeah. With a facelift.

Well, that's why I filed a restraining order and why we're getting divorced.

I told Charlie he's making him look like a saint.

Denise, that's the top five. It's true.

Jesus Christ. I know.

Charlie appreciated it.

You know, Denise, look, I'm really sorry that this has happened to you. Thank

you for saying that.

It's terrible.

You know, Charlie was the first one to text me and you were the second.

When I saw all of this go down, I wanted you to know.

that I'm thinking of you and I only want what's best for you. It means a lot to

me because it is an alone feeling, you know.

You're very lonely. It's a lonely, isolating feeling.

Just so you know, I went through this too.

When I saw all of this go down, I wanted you to know.

I went through this too.

Not with any of my husbands, but recently. Like, it's okay.

No one knows. You know now.

It's all water under the bridge, but it's hard when you're in it. It's hard

you're in it.

I met someone, and it started out fun.

There were no expectations of happily ever after, or this is my person, or

any of that, like, bullshit.

And it was several months after.

I met this person that it turned into chaos.

Yeah, it's been a lot. You know, I've tried to pull myself as best up as I can

and keep moving forward.

You have a question?

You're in a good place with me, so you might as well ask it now. No, I was just

going back to when you said this happened to me. It did.

I haven't told anybody.

I am shocked.

Erica is such a fighter.

And so strong.

Never in a million years would I think Erica has endured abuse.

And it's funny, you know, you look at someone like you, and I feel like I'm a

strong woman, too. And then if it can happen to women like us.

Yeah.

It's such a big thing to share.

And I don't know.

I'm just overwhelmed.

It doesn't really matter. No, it just happened. It happened, like, not too

ago.

Oh, so it was after Tom.

Oh, it's after Tom.

It had happened more than once.

Yeah, and then, like, the third time I was just like, this is not for me.

I'm just going to say one thing. I'm going to leave it right here. You have

idea how shameful it is to be the mother of a police officer and have to pick up

the phone and call 911.

And then call your family member and say, I think you should hear this from

first before you hear it from anyone else.

I forgot about that. The first time this happened, I was

incredibly calm.

And I...

Put on my best hostage negotiator voice.

And this person was f***ing mad.

I was afraid, but I was so numb inside that

I almost felt nothing.

No, I did it. Yeah. It's okay. I'm really sorry. It's okay. Yeah, no. Thank

you...

Got out. Yeah, of course. Well, look, it stopped right at the right time.

And that's far and away gone. It is what it is.

And now you're dating someone new.

Life goes on. Have you met anyone in the group? Absolutely not. We cannot wait.

Absolutely not. What does he do?

He's former military.

Oh, wonderful.

Yeah,

he's former special forces.

Next time on The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills.

Well, he told me.

Getting hit or choked. There's a lot of shame around that.

You were very lucky that you survived.