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Hello, I am Katja Kasse.

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I'll be out there in just two seconds.
I'm changing.

Give me two seconds.

You have so much more to do before the
guests come here.

I'm coming.

Just let me put some clothes on. I'm
coming.

You'll have so much more to do before
the guests get here.

I'm coming.

How

many

times do I have to tell you that I want
the same colors for every guest?

And how do you fold these anyway? And
the fold goes to the inside.

You can't just do it the way you want.
Everything has to be perfect.

I want this to be the correct way. If
you need to write this down because you

can't remember it. I'll make sure it's
right by the time they get here.

Daisy, what are you doing?

Watering the plant.

This type of plant, you know, everything
I tell you, I just disregard it. And I

told you you should put more water on
the leaves of my place that I'm running

from. You can't just be like so absent
-minded. If you can't even keep the

alive, I'm going to take care of the
plant. I'll have that.

Alright, I will talk to you later.

it's time that we have a serious talk
right now okay so there's a couple of

things that i have to address with you
first you are always late second

you're always on your phone all the time
third you're spending too much time in

your room when you should be doing
things that i'm telling you you never

notes even though that i tell you to
because you don't remember anything and

then for fifth You never ever remember
my instruction.

So now this is what I want you to do
because obviously everything else

I want you to repeat after me. Do you
understand that?

Here you go. I will leave my phone in my
room.

Repeat after me. Come on. I want you to
understand what I'm saying here.

Okay. I will leave my phone in my room
during the day. I will leave my... phone

in the room during the day I am not
allowed to leave my place of employment

while I'm on the job I am not allowed to

leave my place of employment which is
here obviously during the workday

I am supposed to be

on time

I'm supposed to be on time. Yes, and
that does not mean half an hour late.

And I will, from now on, follow
instructions exactly.

From now on, I will follow instructions
exactly.

I will take notes.

I will take notes.

Okay, do you got that?

Because you really need to interiorize
all of that because we will have our

first client.

In a short time.

Yeah. Your son Beltran is coming, and
you need to be on your best behavior.

I don't have time to tell you any of
that twice, so you need to get on with

program. Yeah, I'll start now. I'll go
write it down.

All right. There you go.

Did you get the door for them?

Yeah, absolutely.

Oh, this is going to ring the doorbell.

Okay. Thank you.

Hello. Hi. Hello. Hi.

Welcome to Waves.

I'm close.

I'm Yurizan.

Hi, nice to meet you. I'm Katya. Nice to
meet you. I'm Stacy.

Stacy, hi. This is Marie, my sister.

Hi. She'll be helping me out here. Nice
to meet you.

Wow, this is such a great place.

Thank you.

My friend Lindsay told me all about it.
She was very happy here.

Yeah, Lindsay, I remember her. She left
a very spiritual person.

Oh, that's so good.

It's really, really good.

Hope you do the same for me.

For sure. We don't doubt that you will
enjoy your stay here.

So today is a day of relaxation.

And tomorrow's program starts.

Okay, was everything ready in my room
when I got here?

Of course. Everything okay?

Yeah, Stacy prepared it herself, exactly
how you said it in your email. Thank

you, Stacy. I appreciate that so much.
No problem. Anything?

Just that.

Thank you.

Marie, would you go check my room and
make sure everything's okay? Oh, yeah.

Would you like it? Definitely.

Which way is it?

Stacy can show you. It's right there,
the first room.

And it's the best suite that we have.

Okay, check it out.

So, how was your drive here? Did you
guys have a good time? Yeah, it was

It was really great.

Nice and warm and lovely. And I get to
come here and relax.

That's what I need.

Yeah, well, the plan for today pretty
much is just to relax. And tomorrow we

will have a meeting and figure out the
rest of your stay.

Okay, that sounds perfect.

Really, really perfect.

Yeah, I would like to show you around so
you know where everything is and so you

can get settled in.

Yeah? Okay. Okay, just come with me
right over there. Okay.

It's a nice room.

Yeah, it's really pretty.

Does it smell like lilac to you? Did I
not ask for lilac?

Oh, yeah, you did request that.

What does it smell like? It smells
like...

Vanilla or lemon? I can't put my finger
on it.

Maybe lemon?

Who knows?

I'm so tired.

Hopefully everything turns out right
about the tour.

Did you see if they're going to ship my
outfits here or to the arena?

I think they're going to ship them to
the arena.

I think they're supposed to be delivered
tomorrow.

Are you sure they're going to get there?
Because if they don't get there, it's

just going to be the end of the world
for me.

I'll double check for you.

Okay.

Oh, God, these are not goose feathers.

What's wrong with this bed?

Did you not tell them that either? I
thought I confirmed the email with you.

Yeah, we just emailed them a couple days
ago, though.

They probably didn't have time to change
the mattress.

You know I'm going to dance for days.

I need my back support.

I need those feathers for my back.

Unbelievable.

I'll get it changed as soon as I can.

Not to mention how hot it is in here.

I'm pretty sure it's not 66 degrees like
I always like.

Yeah, uh, I gotta figure out where the
thermometer is.

I'll figure it out in a bit.

Ugh, it's so hot.

I can't take it.

Well, don't just stand there. Help me.
Here.

Hold this dress.

Well, it gets... Hang it or something in
a bit.

Yeah. Don't let it get wrinkled. Do you
know how much that costs?

No, I'm sorry. I don't... Well, it's
very expensive, so please take care of

It's so hot.

Here. What else do we need for the tour?

To make sure the checklist is written
off.

All the dancers are there and
everything? Yeah, the five dancers are

They're prepared. They know all the
steps. They're ready to go.

I have to reconfirm with the makeup
artist, but I'm pretty sure she knows

exactly how you want your makeup done.

Good. Just pick all this up for you.

Oh, my God.

Look at the pool.

Is it nice? It looks so refreshing.

Marie, go get me a bag.

And the girl, whatever her name is.
Please, I need to get in the pool. Okay.

Yeah, definitely.

And make sure that I get in contact with
the president of the arena so I can

make sure the lighting and everything is
right.

I can't wait to jump in the pool. So
much to do before the show.

I need this so bad.

Which one of my babies do you like the
most?

Um... I think the black looks really
nice on you.

You think so?

Yeah.

I think I'll go with blue then.

Okay. No offense.

So tell me, what else is going on with
the tour?

Just, you know, getting things prepped
for it.

Just making sure everything is set.

Everybody's in their place. What about
the tutors?

Oh, uh, yeah, I need to reconfirm with
them. Um, what is it that you said that

you specifically wanted?

I want black beans and white rice.

Okay, okay. And lots of fruit and lots
of water, and you know what kind of

I like. And I like it for it to be
there.

Did you want any meat or any chicken,
steak? Fish,

preferably. Fish, okay.

Would you bring a bathing suit?

Uh, no, I didn't.

Well, I could let you borrow one of
mine, but you won't fit in it.

Yeah, probably not.

Really skinny.

No offense, it would just fall right
off.

But maybe you can come join me later
when you're all done with your work.

Oh, maybe, yeah.

Yeah.

Look at that weird ladies out there.

I need some of her spiritual lifting.

Yeah, you've been super stressed
recently. You could definitely use it.

Yeah.

I'm just worried about getting that
dance number down.

I'm sure you'll get it down.

I'll definitely help you with it, you
know, whenever you need help.

Thank you.

Now we're going to have to practice
until we get it right, don't we?

Yes.

That one looks really nice, too. I like
that one.

Do you?

Oh, thank you.

But you know what? Your outfit is making
me really hot right now, so I need to

hurry up and get in the pool.

Okay. I can't take your outfit.

It just makes me hot.

Yeah, it is a bit hot.

Aren't you afraid?

Yeah.

I should check on the temperature for
you while you're outside in the pool,

That might be a good idea. And please
have all that work done while I'm in the

pool. Okay.

I'll see you in a minute.

Hi, how are you doing?

Oh, hi.

Good. I've been out here for a while.
It's hot.

So have you had the chance to relax a
little bit?

Yeah. How do you like the food and your
room?

The room is great, yeah. I haven't
really eaten anything.

Just trying to, you know, have some fun.
Yeah, that's good. That's a good start.

Yeah, you know, I was wondering if...

You know, you would like to get a little
bit out of the sun. We could go over to

the cabana and we could talk just to
make a plan for the next few days for,

know, your therapy and all that stuff.
Yeah, I've been getting a lot of sun.

That's actually a good idea. Let's go.
Yeah, let's go over there.

Beautiful pool right there.

So much better in the shade, huh?

So much cooler than I think I should be.

Yeah, it's a good idea.

Relax.

That's why you came here in the first
place, right?

Yes, I need it. I have a busy, busy
schedule and I'm so excited about it.

you need a little bit of a break and,
you know, let yourself go, have some

for yourself, you know, so you can find
yourself again.

It's been so clean for a while. I just
feel lifted and spiritual and I'm loving

it. Yeah, that's the reason why you're
here, so you can find your peace of mind

and you can learn new techniques how to
relax yourself when you get really

stressed out, because that is very
important.

So eventually you're going to know how
to do this yourself.

I have love, I have my career, I have my
friends. What more can I ask for?

Yeah, you know, sometimes it's just
important to slow down and just shut

all out and just focus a little bit on
yourself.

All right.

I'm sorry.

What happened?

What happened?

That bastard.

What happened?

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

You can tell me.

I'm sorry. I can't talk about it. He
broke up with me.

Oh, that's not very classy. But you know
what?

We're just gonna put that here and...
No, I just need to call them. No,

listen. I'm gonna tell you what you have
to do, okay? Just leave it alone

because you're so beautiful. You don't
need anybody to do this to you.

You know? You don't need to have anybody
treat you like this.

I don't know how to feel. Like, I want
to call them and... I don't know what to

do. You just don't do nothing. You
just... You know, stay here and do what

you've been doing. Just relax, you know?

Don't be codependent on men like this,
you know? You don't need any guy.

Who breaks up with their girlfriend at
rehab, though?

Well, understand, you should just try to
be your own person, you know? You are

powerful by yourself, you know? You
don't need men to give you the feeling

you are loved.

Because you have to love yourself. It
has to come from the inside.

Right?

So why don't we just use that
opportunity to start with the program? I

you and show you how to relax.

And even, you know, when some things
like this happen, in the future, you

have to get sucked into all this drama.
You just, you know, do these techniques.

Yeah, the last thing you need to do is
go back to drag.

Yeah, no, see, this is connected, you
know?

unhealthy relationships and the drug
use, that you're trying to escape from

that. And that's what we're trying to
do. So we have to focus on

too, if we want to have a better life
and be more healthy, you know?

But, you know, you should sit, like,
with your back, like, right on there.

My back right here? Yes, because I will
show you something that is very famous

in Germany.

So you have to give me your feet. It's
called foot reflex massage.

Oh, I've never heard of such a thing.

What do I do? Just say? Just give me
your foot.

And what happens is that there are spots
on your soul that correspond with a

certain spot on your body.

Oh, really? So by pressing certain
spots, you can

relax that particular body part.

And first of all,

Like I'm just gonna Massage you overall
and warm it up a little bit

so And this is also very good for your
skin. So it has a That feels

amazing. You know what you're talking
about.

So See this is like very relaxing right

there The part here is supposed to be
like your chest area

So, when I push here, you feel like a
tingling in your chest?

I feel tingling in other places.

Yeah? Where is that?

It's really weird, but I'm sorry.

That feels good.

Very relaxing.

And you can do this by yourself too when
you feel stressed out. When you learn

all these areas.

Wow. So, when I go a little lower.

You should feel it in your lower body.

Can you feel it?

It's so amazing.

Now you're a lot of help.

That's why you are here.

I want you to learn something.

So when you go home, you remember all
these things that I've been teaching

And you don't go back to your old ways.

Thank you. And then you can give me the
other one.

I'll keep that in mind.

Wow, that feels so good.

See, it's even more intense when you go
to the other side.

It's like this feeling I've never felt
before.

You just have to separate yourself from
unhealthy people that are not good for

you.

Need to focus on your step if you want
to love yourself

Would

you mind kidding my back a little bit I

will show you some other pressure spots
So

when you feel really stressed out and
your

heart rate goes up there's like Some
spots like right here, when you push it

here, it will slow you down.

You already feel it?

Oh, I feel it already. It's very
relaxing isn't it?

That is the power of haptics.

That is the science of touch and how you
can cause someone to

feel much better. They can touch me any
day. Yeah.

oh that damn paparazzi I guess he won't
leave me alone.

I guess they will have a really good
picture now, huh?

There's another very popular spot.

I can't remember that one. There's one
here.

You're never going to take this off.
Yeah.

Well, now I'm going to.

God.

Don't do dirty things.

oh my god oh

my

god she's so mushy

Shit.

That was such a good therapy session.

Well, you will be here for a little bit,
so I'm sure we can expand on that.

Let's do.

So, why did you have sex with me?

Why?

So you really don't think you're
beautiful, that someone would just fall

you?

No, usually people just do it because of
who I am.

Oh, no.

It's not like this.

Good.

Really good.

You have to trust your natural beauty
more.

You know?

I will.

Yeah? I learned so much from you.

It's because of that that people get
attracted to you. Not of who you are,

the smile that you have.

And the way you walk.

where your hair falls over your
shoulders, and these kind of things.

You just have to recognize them.

I do.

I really will.

I hope

you're learning something.

Oh yeah?

I learn so much about myself.

That's the whole point.

hmm hmm

If you should take a minute.

Why is it there in fucking toilet paper?

I'm getting it. I'm sorry.

I'm doing it.

Look at me.

Hey. Oh, hey.

What are you doing out here?

Um, just relaxing.

Where are you with your son?

Um, well, I was with her earlier.

I just need a break, you know?

I need a break from work sometime.

Yeah, I definitely know what you mean.

I need a break about 23 hours of the day
from this place. But, whatever.

Are you okay? You just look really down.

Yeah, I'm okay.

I'll be fine. It's just, you know, it's
a lot of work.

Pressure. Yeah, I mean...

Working for a pop star.

Yeah. Half the time, it's really, really
great.

I mean, you get to travel all over, see
different places, meet all the groupies.

Oh, that must be so much fun. Yeah.

But then the other half time, you're
really working your butt off. It's like

nonstop. Get this for me. Get that for
me. Make sure this is done. Make sure

that's done.

Just another day in the life of an
assistant.

So it's a bummer, but...

I guess it pays the bills.

That's true.

How'd you even find her and start
working for her?

Well, you know, I always wanted to be,
like, an actress.

So I... She was taking applications. I
just filled out an application. She

really liked me. We did a great
interview.

And she accepted me, like, right on the
spot. I guess she really liked me. I

don't know.

Oh, okay. So do you... I mean, do you
figure...

Working for her might be able to put
your foot in the door?

Yeah, I heard that helps a lot too.

I heard from other friends of mine that
getting in with somebody who's already

famous will really help.

I don't know.

I guess you'll have to find out. How
long have you been working for her?

Well, about a year now.

And have you met anyone?

Yeah, I've met a lot of people, but I
don't know if it's going to really push

career.

actress or anything like that.

And you haven't tried to do anything on
your own?

No, I'm just kind of shy, I guess.

Uh -huh.

How about you?

How'd you get here to this place?

Um, my parents sent me here. Oh, really?

Yeah, and Katja was really, really great
to me. She took me in

and... Treated me like her own pretty
much. She helped me out a lot Got me

and like where I was supposed to be but
Now it's like I just haven't left

because I'm working for her and it helps
because I need money, you

know, but Now it's just a little bit
difficult she's just gotten a really

Edgy and kind of mean really like
Recently?

She's always kind of been like that, but
now it's just more she needs shit done

her way, like spot on.

Really? It freaks me out. Yeah, it
freaks me out even, like, just standing

I don't know.

I don't know. She's a scary lady
sometimes.

I know.

I try and, I don't know, I try and do it
a lot, as much as I can, just to, like,

stay out of trouble with her.

Well, that's good.

What did you want to be before you?

got here.

Um... I kind of wanted to be something
like an actress.

Oh, really?

Mm -hmm. Oh, that's cool. Maybe we could
do it together. Like, go try to do

auditions together?

Well, I don't really... Well, I wouldn't
think I would need to audition for

the acting I wanted to do.

What kind of acting do you want to do?

You know, adult modeling?

Yeah, like porn.

Really? Wow, that's interesting.

I'm super infatuated with it. Really?
Yeah.

What age did you start liking something
like that?

Well, I wasn't really able to watch porn
until I was 18.

Yeah. You know?

But whenever I was younger, I found a
stack of magazines, and I was just like,

oh, these women, I love and wanted to be
them.

That's so cool.

Yeah.

That's really neat. I don't know if I
would be ballsy enough to do that,

I don't know. It's like I have to deal
with a crazy boss, so I feel like if

got the balls to deal with her, I could
have the balls for anything.

True, I guess.

Yeah.

But, I mean. Pornography is not like, to
me anyways, it's not weird or nothing.

I just think it's just a freeing sexual
thing, you know. I

don't know. I haven't done it yet, so.

Do you want to do it with boys or just
girls?

Well, I don't know if I ever got into
it, if they would just let me do girls.

Because that would just be awesome.

Yeah. Of course. Um, but if I had to do
boy -girl scenes,

you know, I guess I would.

But I would much likely prefer girl
-girl.

Just, I would prefer it. Yeah?

Yeah. That's, that's really cool.

It's not like I'm hitting on you or
nothing. Just saying.

But, um, well, yeah.

And we've been outside for a while.

We better go in. I'm sure they're
looking for us. I'm sure I'm getting

or something.

I'm probably just going to... I don't
even want to deal with her. I'm pretty

sure all my chores are done. I'm going
to go upstairs and just chill and listen

to music and whatever if you want to
come hang out.

Oh, yeah. That'd be cool.

And if anything, we'll both get in
trouble.

There you go.

Perfect idea.

Awesome. It's too hot out here anyways.

Right.

Pretty much. It's definitely alright for
what Ketcher set me up in.

It's definitely bigger than I thought it
was going to be.

Bigger than my room at home, that's for
sure.

I bet you have a big closet, too. Is it
big?

I know.

Um, no.

She actually freaking, like, renovated
it.

Oh, really?

For another, like, little section for
her shoes.

Oh, my God. For her shoes? Literally
just for her shoes.

So I have, like, this little tiny spot
with a drawer and a little

hanger thing.

And, like, the rest is hers.

I'm just like, this is supposed to be my
room. And she's like, this is still my

resort house place.

And I'm like, whatever, lady.

What's the deal with this place? Do you
get to leave?

Do you get to go to the mall or the
movies or anything?

Yeah, I do and everything, but I don't
listen to her.

I'm not here when I'm supposed to be
here, or I'm always on my phone.

It's just so I don't try and... I don't
know. Everything I do, I kind of mess it

up and get yelled at.

Do you have a curfew and stuff you have
to follow?

Oh my gosh, I hate that.

I do, but I don't know. I can't really
complain because she's really taking me

in. Yeah, even when we're on tour, like
on the bus and everything, I have a car

for you too.

Really? Yeah.

She's like, make sure you're back at the
bus by 11 o 'clock. I want to make sure

everything's ready for my day tomorrow.

And she walks in at like 2 or 3, 4 o
'clock in the morning.

Like, thanks for waking me up. I'm
trying to sleep on the bus here.

I know.

I don't even know if they're, like, I'm
just happy they're not busting in here,

like, super angry.

But, yeah, usually, most of the time, if
I'm in here and I don't hear from her,

it's because she's either gone, but
she'll send me a text, like, saying, you

need to get, and then a long -ass list,
get it all done by this time, because

I'll... Like, she'll say she's home, and
she sees the cameras or something, and

she won't even be here.

Oh, no.

So she, like, she'll tell me crap, get
in my head, so I do

it, and then, like, there's no cameras.
Like, she's never here in the first

place. Are you serious?

I am.

She doesn't, like, she lies and says
that, like, she sets out, like, webcams

something to spy on you? I'm assuming.

I'm assuming.

And I'm just like, how are you going to
do that? I've seen those things on,

like, different TV shows. They're like
nanny cams. Yeah, like teddy bears and

stuff. Weird stuff.

Freaks me out a little bit right now,
now. I know. Now I'm thinking.

I know they can put them anywhere, like
in lights and everything.

Yeah. But I've been here by myself doing
stuff, and she hasn't

pitched. So I don't think there's any
cameras in here.

That's good.

Oh, that's really cute. Where'd you get
that?

Um, I just got it at the mall, like,
maybe about a month ago.

Can you sit up and let me see it? Oh,
sure.

Oh, I love it.

Thank you.

Thanks. Your dress is pretty similar,
too.

Oh, yeah, it's just one of those little
cheap sundresses. Oh.

Yeah, I'm skipping this.

I know, that's wrong. Oh, I like that. I
know.

I know.

We could have a pillow fight.

A pillow fight?

But... Your hair is really pretty, too.

Oh, thank you.

I like your nails.

Where do you go and get them done at? I
have a car.

I could give them to you. Oh, really?

Oh, that'd be great.

Actually, I wouldn't get them done at
the place I just got them done at.

Oh, crappy.

Oh, really?

I just needed to fill really fast,
though.

But I have a, um... Like, In -N -Out?
Yeah.

But I have this other place that do,
like, they do their shit really good,

Hmm. I'll give you a call.

That sounds good.

Um, but... I hope your day gets better.

I know.

Well, it's really helped a lot, just
like... chilling here with you and

with some music.

Yeah, I was just thinking, just like
nails, like that's super relaxing, so

gotta get them done.

Yeah.

We can, whenever you want, if you ever
have a, hold on, that might be hard,

because I never have really a free day
here, but we can always sneak out or

something. Maybe while I'm here, you
know, I'm always on the road with my

Yeah, you're here now.

Yeah. You can just hang out, relax, and
whatever.

But, um...

It's really pretty hot in here. It's
really hot in

here. Like, it really, really is.

I can't put all the lights on, but it's
cool.

Like, are you hot?

Yeah, I'm a little hot.

Oh, yeah, maybe. Are they made up with
feathers? Oh, my gosh. She was talking

about the feather mattress the minute we
walked through the door.

That her mattress wasn't, like, full of
feathers and all this stuff. You didn't

hear her? Oh, my gosh. She was, like,
yelling.

No, I'm sorry. It's okay. I got yelled
at because I was just

going to make sure that room was
perfect.

So now I feel bad. Well, we just sent
you the email like two days ago. So I'm

like, oh, you know, they probably didn't
have time to change the mattress.

Yeah.

It's all right. I'm just looking over
it.

I definitely heard the other end of that
too, but I catch it. Because she was

just like, thought I told you.

Thought I told you.

I'm just like, hey, darling, darling.

What do you want to do?

But, um, how long do you want to even
work for her?

Well, um, I don't know how long. I don't
know. I guess just so it gets me

further in my career, hopefully.

Hmm. Let's see.

I don't know.

Probably end up being one of those
people who end up working for her for,

ten years or something.

Getting nowhere.

Yeah, but, I don't know, with a pretty
face like yours, I'm sure you'll go

somewhere. Oh, thank you.

Of course.

And if you ever, ever need anything, I'm
always here.

I promise.

Thanks.

But, you know, you know.

I do kind of have, like, some questions.
Like, you said you were interested in

porn and stuff like that. Like, what
kind of things do you like to do with

girls?

Oh.

Well.

Like, get uncomfortable, but I'm, like,
a lesbian.

And, um, I just, I love to appreciate a
beautiful woman and make her feel good,

you know?

Like, how can you kind of explain or
maybe show me? I was gonna

say it'd be a lot easier to show you
than explain.

But, um...

Yeah, I can if you want me to.

I can give you a quick little run
-through.

Okay. Have you ever been with a girl?

Only in my mind.

Oh, you love girls in your mind.

Yeah. Oh, that makes me so happy.

I'm going to change this song because it
sounds like someone upstairs is

playing.

Much better than your boyfriend.

But I mean, what do you like? Do you
like to kiss?

Well,

yeah. I guess since I've never been with
a girl before, I guess I would like to

try kissing.

Mm -hmm.

Well, then you should just come here.

Okay.

How do I do it? Just don't even talk.
Just don't even talk?

Because you're absolutely beautiful. I
don't know why anyone wouldn't want to

hang out with you.

We'll just leave it.

I picked this up.

Yes, you are.

I'm not very good at this kind of thing.

Oh my gosh, you're not wearing it.

Any panties?

I usually never do.

A panty? Yeah, I'm more comfortable
without them. I don't know if I could,

not be without panties.

Um, I can.

These are really pretty, too.

Oh, thank you.

I'll take a couple if I put my mouth on
them.

Oh!

Thank you.

I forgot.

It smells pretty good.

You can't keep them.

You know what? He wouldn't bear them
anyway.

No, that doesn't look good on your head.

I want to shave first.

my dreams.

Have you ever, um, like, deserted a
girl?

What's that?

That's a little complicated, but it's
kind of fun.

That looks really pretty.

I know.

Because they're so close together.

Your butt is so cute and round.

Welcome to our first group session.

How are you this morning?

Okay, I guess.

Yeah? Yeah.

Yeah? Okay.

Everything? Everything's much better
than before.

Okay, so well, today and today's
session, we wanted to focus on

ourselves, right?

And just, you know, you guys can tell me
a little bit what brought you here.

and you know your background and that so
who wants to who wants to start um i

guess i'll start yeah um my name is
natalie hart um i actually am

in the porn industry that's where i met
her and okay so you both are in porn

yeah yes okay um we actually did a scene
with her and um that's where i felt you

know the most comfortable out of
anything i ever did i just had a lot of

You know, I could tell there was
something there between me and her. So

been together ever since, which is
great.

But then, like, she was, like, my very
first scene that I ever did.

Okay. So then after that, I just started
getting, like, really nervous and

stuff. So I started getting more into,
like, alcohol really bad because I feel

like, you know, it calms me down, keeps
me, like, you know, takes my nerves away

and stuff. What about you? Do you also
drink together? Are you guys always...

Drinking together when you go on that or
oh, yeah, I drink and take Xanax so

Okay, I mean she brought me here. So I'm
kind of here on her terms Okay,

so um and How often do you guys like

how often do you guys go on say how many
times in in one week? I do would you

say you will drink?

Really, it varies with being on set, but
I think that it's gotten gradually

worse over time.

Okay. Yeah, and I just want to, you
know, get some help from that just

it's starting to get worse, you know. So
do you just drink when you are on set,

or is it now already where you just
drink every day?

It's getting to where it's starting to
be every day now. Okay. So does it

you guys? Do you guys live together, or
does it affect you guys' home life?

like what happens then like i think that
we i mean we kind of do our own thing

at the same time but she's like i mean i
don't want to like put you on the spot

so does it make you angry when she's too
drunk that's why like take xanax to

calm you down or is that why no i mean i
love her when she's drunk she's more

fun when she's drunk but um i mean the
xanax thing this is another

Way I guess for me to forget things cope
with them and stuff as I go You know,

okay my shoes So well, we we have
someone you

wanted to say like Yeah, introduce
yourself.

I was just listening.

Sorry my turn. Hello everybody. My name
is Chrissy. You may have heard of me You

may have seen me on television or heard
about me in Hollywood. I actually am a

fitness trainer and I've made a

Great step in my career, but I seem to
fuck it all up with pink pills It

wasn't any kind of recreational thing I
actually just took them because I had

put so much stress on my body with my
training that I Got hooked on them. I

taking them quite frequently and So How
do you how would you

say like you realize that you just you
know take started taking the pills for

more, like, other reasons than the
medical reasons?

Like, was there, like, one, like, did
something happen where you realized

or was that more like a... Oh, I mean,
it just kind of snuck up on me. One day

realized, well, you know, you're taking
these, and you don't really need them

anymore, but I just couldn't stop.

You know, I would try to stop, and my
ears would ring, and my eyes would

from side to side, and I would get
headaches,

Oh, it's just a horrible thing to go
through. But I actually really grew to

enjoy the feeling of being on pain
pills.

Now you just kind of say you feel only
normal when you take the pills.

Otherwise, it's... I have to take a lot
to get the same effect. But when I go

without them, it's hell.

And... So would you say like you're
getting used to it and you have to up

doses? Yeah. Yeah, exactly.

So is that like for you the same with
Xanax?

That you feel like you always have to
take more or are you staying at the same

level? I mean, I up and off sometimes,
but I guess like I take more

each time. But I mean, I usually have a
certain point that I stay at.

Every once in a while, I'll take an
extra one.

Okay, so if I was to ask you guys how
you feel now.

like you know you you already did rehab
so you're like off the pain pills now

it's probably still difficult for you
guys you know um but do you already feel

like you made a big step or are you
mostly feel uncomfortable how it is now

without the drugs or so what what would
you guys say because that's the reason

why we are here because your guys
already you know went into rehab and now

trying to focus on getting you ready to
go into the real world so

I think that it's, for me, I mean, I
still drink, you know, but it's,

I mean, I don't know how to explain it.
I don't think that it's something I'm

going to be able to completely, you
know, stop doing.

I mean, since it has, like, you know,
gradually gotten worse, I think that I'm

just going to, you know, have to.

Well, you know, there's different
situations.

Some people are able to, especially with
drinking, like, that's typical.

just, you know, quit, but there's also
people that are not going to get there,

so they will, well, the approach would
be just drink less, some people are just

always going to, you know, but do you
feel like you would drink less than

before?

Yeah, I definitely think that it was,
you know, way less than it was before,

because I would drink, like, from the
time I woke up to the time I went to

sleep, but I still think that, you know,
it's pretty fast.

Hey guys, I brought water for everyone.

Thank you.

Hello. Thank you.

Here you go. Thank you.

You're welcome.

Well, Daisy, we don't really need you
here, so can you go and clean the

and take care of the kitchen, please?

Yeah, I really can.

Well, sorry about that, guys.

She's one of the girls I took in, and I
thought it would be good for her to have

a purpose or something, but right now
she's going through a rough time, and I

don't really know how to control her, so
don't be mad.

I mean, tension with her in the house,
this is obviously not a good thing.

I actually happen to be a motivational
speaker as well. Okay.

Okay, I know I can tell you care about
her.

Obviously you guys are having some
problems. That was a little bit awkward.

It was.

I can talk to her if you'd like.

I think that would be a good idea
because at this point it's already, you

where it's like so much tension there.

You know what, let's not let this moment
pass. I'm going to go speak to her.

Okay, yeah. I'll be right back. I think
that would be a good idea.

Anyway, sometimes it's better to talk to
someone else, you know.

That's why you guys are here, right?

It really does help because other people
can sometimes see clear on the issue.

And people have different views on
different things. Then they involve

when you are emotional about the
situation.

It's better if someone else looks at it.

Yeah, it might help, Daisy.

Okay, so, well, I think that was a
really good start, and we will see each

tomorrow again.

So now you guys are free to just, you
know, use the pool or relax a little

And we'll see you guys tomorrow, okay?

Okay. Bye.

Bye.

Bye. We'll see you tomorrow. Thank you.
Bye, you guys.

Hey, Stacey.

Hey.

Hope you don't mind me being in here. I
just want to help.

No, help me do what? I'm good.

I saw the situation out there, and I
know that doesn't seem fair to you.

But there's a reason why you're here.
There's a reason why we are all here.

Okay? Yeah, I definitely get that.

But it's not like you're here on a daily
basis.

You don't really know what goes on, but
it's cool, you know? You know, that's

the thing is, I don't know your personal
situation.

Yep, that's very true.

You're 18 years old, Stacey.

I've been there. I've been 18 once, too.

Yeah, you know, no offense.

I am 18, but I've grown up a lot really
fast.

Obviously, I'm here.

Just, you know, your advice, I'll listen
to it, but I probably won't really.

pay any mind to it.

I've just had so many people say so much
crap to me about how I should be and

get better and whatever, and I'm good,
you know? I'm not on drugs anymore or

whatever, and I definitely appreciate
what college is doing for me, but, like,

am 18. I'm grown.

You are grown. And you know what? Just
because you're grown doesn't mean that

you don't need people here for you.

I've been through it, Stacey, and I
know.

But sometimes, you just need a friend.

Okay? I could help you, Stacy.

That's really sweet.

I don't really need a lot of help,
though.

Obviously, I get enough. I think you do.

I think you need a lot of help, and I
could be here to help you.

I want to help you. I care about you. A
lot of you care about me.

Yeah, I do.

I care about you.

Yeah.

I don't...

I don't think you really do. I think
you're just trying to fuck me.

Oh, yeah?

Kind of what it looks like.

What if I am, Stacy?

What if I just want a little play toy to
fuck me?

I don't know.

Maybe I just want a little play toy.

Maybe I could be your play toy.

And maybe you could take out all of your
sexual frustrations.

Out on me.

How would you feel about that, huh?

Have an older woman completely take
advantage of you?

Just let go of all responsibility for
once and let me fuck you?

No.

What if I said yes?

I'm better than let me fuck you.

You're gonna be my place right there,
Dad.

You're all mine.

Oh.

I'm gonna make my bed a little bit more
comfortable in your bed.

Walked out

You don't even know how beautiful you
are, do you?

You have no idea

Don't they make you want to pick them up
with your teeth?

Why don't you take mine out first?

I'd love to.

Go ahead and take these out for me.

Oh, yeah.

Oh.

That's much better.

No, no. Oh.

Let me help you.

Thank you.

Oh, that sounds good.

I'm so glad your head's a little flat.

Lay down.

Oh, I don't think so. I don't think so.
You lay down.

Put your face right here.

Right now.

I want your face right over here. You
know why?

Because I'm going to spit on it.

Oh God you go for it

Your mouth is so warm.

Your mouth is so warm.

Oh.

Oh,

fuck.

That fell off my face. I knew you were a
little slut.

I love to rub your foot with your fanny.

It's so sexy.

It's so sexy.

Oh, that's good.

You like it when I rub your foot on your
fanny?

You love that, don't you?

I just got my foot up in your mouth.

You've had quite a bit of experience, it
looks like haven't you?

Why don't you turn around? Let me see
it.

It's so beautiful.

Naughty, dirty girl.

You deserve that.

You do deserve it.

I think I like it a lot. Thank you.

My sweet pussy.

Take your finger off. My fingers.

little bit of you at a time, just a
little bit.

I couldn't help it. I had to go for your
pussy first.

Amen.

Are you? You are not.

Please don't stop.

Overdress? Mm -hmm.

Yeah. Aw.

I left a wet spot.

That's okay. It's memories.

Stuck on it hard.

I like it nice.

Look at those feet.

This one too.

Sexy, sexy.

Kills you got on.

Let's do.

I think you might like something else.

That feels really good.

Maybe we should go take a shower.

So peaceful.

Well, I don't... You don't like it? No.
Why not?

I'm just happy we're, like, back in, you
know, in our place and just chilling

and hanging out.

Besides talking to that stupid lady in
there.

Why don't you like it?

I mean, she's just trying to, like, help
us out and stuff.

Oh, well, because I'm happy for who I
am. I don't need some lady telling me

to be or, you know, what to say, why.

But I thought that, like, you were here
to, you know, support me and stuff like

that. I am. It's the only reason why I
came.

So you didn't want to come at all?

No, not really.

I mean, I want to change for us. I want
to, you know, I want us to be, you know,

better for each other. That's the whole
reason that, like, I came here. So that

they, you know, we can live better lives
than what we have now.

I don't know. I like what I do. I like
the whole porn industry.

And it's exciting, you know. Like, it's
who I am. It's who you fell in love

with. Well,

I mean, I realize that. But where are
you going to, like, what's going to

whenever it's, You can't keep doing this
for, like, the rest of your life.

I mean, there comes a point where you're
not going to be able to do porn and I'm

not going to be able to do porn, so what
future are we going to have then?

Well, I mean, I've been saving money
and, you know, for us, for

the future and for retirement and
everything, but, you know, it's working

Why not?

Yeah, but what I'm saying, though, is,
like, what happens whenever that money

supply runs out? You don't have anything
else to save. Like, that's why I'm

trying to do what I'm doing here by, you
know, us trying to better ourselves.

I don't know.

I guess.

I guess you're right.

I mean, I wanted to, like, make sure
that, you know, we're going to get a

learning experience out of this. If you
don't want to be here, there's, I mean.

obviously you're not going to change,
unless you're willing to change.

No, I mean, our time that we've spent
together, I've enjoyed.

But just me and you, I just don't like
going to the meetings and things.

It's boring to me.

I mean, I'm not going to say it's the
most exciting thing in the world, but

she's supposed to be there to help us,
so it only makes sense to listen to what

it is that she has to say and the ways
that she thinks and feels that we should

try to go about things to change them.

I guess you're right.

I guess.

I have to agree with you.

You're my everything.

Yeah. And just, I want to be sure that,
you know, this is right for the both of

us. I only wish that, you know, you
would like doing it, being here more,

like being here.

You know, so I was kind of hoping you
had the same mind frame that I did about

it.

Well, um, I mean, I...

I guess, like, we're just going to
disagree on things in life, but we'll

through this. I mean, through what you
want to fix, you know, like, I'm there

for you.

But for me, I'm who I want to be, so.

Yeah.

But, I mean, do you have a plan for
anything, I mean, after this? I mean,

you just going to continue day by day
doing the same thing you do all the

I mean, you're going to get old
eventually.

You know?

Right now, I'm just taking it, like, day
by day, you know? Like, just, I mean, I

haven't really made any plans, but if
you had those, so.

Oh, you were depending on my plans.

Yeah. Oh. Pretty much.

Yeah. It's nice.

Nice to know.

I'm just saying no, because, I mean, you
can't do, you cannot do porn for the

rest of your life.

I mean, I don't see, like, really old
people out there, like, you know, trying

to look sexy and stuff like that. It
just doesn't work.

So, I mean, you have to have some kind
of plan to get, you know, for future

references. You have to have something.

And us doing the whole alcohol and drug
addiction thing and the whole porn,

like, it's just, like, I realize it's
one big party for you, and that's great.

But we've got to start worrying about
the future, like, now.

But we're young.

I mean, why?

Like, we shouldn't, you know, not yet.

We haven't made it there. But I guess
you're thinking ahead of the game.

Yeah, I mean, I just see it as, like,
you know, we need to be prepared for

what's going to come. And one of these
days somebody's going to be like, we

don't want to work with you guys because
you're old, you know?

I mean, and I don't think that either
one of us want to hear that. So to save

ourselves from...

The disappointment and all.

I just, I want to, you know, better
myself.

And I was hoping that you wanted to do
the same thing, but I know that you're

not ready to do that yet.

Um, not really.

Oh, yeah. I mean, I'll be there for you,
baby. I promise.

Yeah. As long as I have, like, the
future references and the plans and

like that, I'll take care of.

Mm -hmm.

Uh -huh.

Okay.

Oh. Wow.

So now I know that I'm the one doing all
the smart decisions for the

relationship here.

Yeah. Uh -huh.

Okay.

Wow. Yeah.

You do do a lot for me, baby, so I'm
sorry, and I'll try to be there for you

from now on.

Yeah. So... That's really all I ever
asked for, you know? I mean, I'm glad

you're here for me, and I'm glad that
you came.

to the, you know, I don't really, I
don't want to argue with you about this.

just want to, you know, I want you to
know that I'm trying to do something for

the better for the both of us.

Sounds great.

I just want to be sure that, you know,
like we're both on the same page.

Yeah. Amazing.

I just don't want us to be like, you
know, upset with each other because you

want to do one thing and I want to do
something else.

I don't know.

I mean, I don't see this pulling us
apart, you know? Like, I mean, we're

together, so... But, I mean, I'll be
there, and I'll stick it through

with you, maybe, but... Yeah.

Love that bit.

Thank you.

Thank you.

I miss you.

Hmm.

Mm.

Mmm.

fucking believe you right now.

You know that this is something that I
want to do for the both of us and you

want to fucking leave?

Like, that doesn't make any fucking
sense.

Well, I have a shoot tomorrow.

I mean, I fucking want to make some
money.

I love fucking doing porn.

Oh, okay, but listen to me. If you
honestly care about me the way that you

fucking say you do and you came here for
me, then the fucking shoot tomorrow

can't fucking wait. It doesn't... What
about shit that matters for me, man?

Like, fuck.

Like, it's always about you. Like, why
the fuck can't one thing be about me?

Yeah. Oh, it's all about me. Yeah.

And so the whole fucking reason that I
came here today wasn't about, you know,

me and you and fucking future plans and
all kinds of shit. What about whenever

we had sex? You never fucking asked me
if I ever wanted to do this. Oh, yeah?

No. That's fucking bullshit. You know
it. No.

That's fucking bullshit.

I can't even believe you right now. To
the extent to know that we've been in

this together for a long time and you
want to fucking worry about yourself and

only yourself, that's fucking selfish.

That's bullshit.

No. You know what? Whatever, man.

Like...

I'm done, and good luck with what you
do, because I can't handle this.

Hey,

what's up?

Shannon, are you okay?

Yeah, I'm okay.

I just kind of overheard.

Sorry. I mean, like, what is she doing?

I'm fucking leaving. I told her I was
leaving because I want to go shoot in L

.A. tomorrow for a job and everything. I
do porn, so I fucking love my job, and

she wants to change me, make me into a
totally different person. So you're

to leave today?

Yeah, I'm thinking about it. I mean,
fuck, we just... Pretty much.

You really hate it here?

I fucking hate it. I hate everything
about this place. I hate the freaking

Conchay girl, whatever her fucking name
is. I hate everything. I just call her

bitch. So it's pretty easy to remember.

Well, is she going to stay?

I don't care what she does at this
fucking point. Does she know you're

I just want to get the hell out of here.
I told her, yeah.

I told her I was leaving.

So, I mean, if you want me to.

I really love porn, and I've always
wanted to do it.

You want me to teach you some techniques
or something?

I kind of just want you to sneak me the
hell out of here.

All right, I'll do that.

Let's go get a piece of paper and write
a mean note to my boss.

All right, I'll try to see if she's out
of it. Okay,

come on.

Do I yell by myself?

Freaking Dylan, like, I left her because
she wants to live the drug head

lifestyle that she lives, and she wants
to keep being in porn, and that's not

for me. That's not what I came here to
do. I want to, you know, better myself

for me and her, and I guess she just
didn't. She didn't see it that way, and

wants to go do all these things and
stuff, and she doesn't get, you know,

whole reason that I came here, and I
thought.

You know, she was here for me and she
was supporting me, but I guess, you

I was completely wrong about that.

Well, I think that it's the right
decision that you're making. So you want

stay here and go ahead with the program,
right?

I mean, I want to, but at the same time,
it's like, you know, I don't have my

other half here to, you know, be able to
help me through it. She was helping,

you know, she was there for me for a
little while and she was helping me, you

know, my support system and my
background. But that's okay.

I'm here for you. You're not alone.

You don't have to worry about that.

Okay.

But I was going to ask you, actually, I
came out here, I was looking for Stacy.

Have you seen her?

You've been sitting here. Maybe you know
where she's at.

I honestly think that Stacy ran off with
Dylan to help be in porn and

everything. So I don't honestly know
what's going on, but I'm pretty sure

they left together.

Oh, wow. Well, that's really bad for me
because I don't have an assistant now.

Hmm. Well, but wait a minute. I have an
idea. Well, so, since you're staying

here anyway, maybe you would be
interested in being my new assistant.

Okay? Because it, you know, it will give
you a purpose and it will, like,

reintegrate you and you... I mean, since
you're quitting porn, you'll need the

job anyways, right?

Mm -hmm. So, then we'll just go with
that.

Nada!