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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:01,958 --> 00:01:06,004 {\an8}Cole, it's Dr. McCall again. 2 00:01:08,840 --> 00:01:11,259 {\an8}It's now been a week since you missed your last session. 3 00:01:11,426 --> 00:01:12,844 {\an8}If I don't hear from you today, I 4 00:01:13,011 --> 00:01:14,638 {\an8}have no choice but to file a report 5 00:01:14,805 --> 00:01:18,767 {\an8}that you haven't been keeping up with your appointments. 6 00:01:18,934 --> 00:01:22,771 {\an8}Please, call me. 7 00:02:14,573 --> 00:02:17,868 Dr. McCall, Cole Davis is here to see you. 8 00:02:18,034 --> 00:02:21,329 Oh, um, yeah, send him in. 9 00:02:25,125 --> 00:02:26,501 Cole. 10 00:02:26,668 --> 00:02:27,669 Hey. 11 00:02:30,589 --> 00:02:32,215 Where have you been? 12 00:02:32,382 --> 00:02:35,385 You know, around. 13 00:02:35,552 --> 00:02:36,428 Hmm. 14 00:02:36,595 --> 00:02:38,722 Um, I'll have no choice but to report 15 00:02:38,889 --> 00:02:40,056 that you've been missing appointments 16 00:02:40,223 --> 00:02:41,099 if you keep this up. 17 00:02:41,224 --> 00:02:42,100 Whoa, Jess. 18 00:02:42,267 --> 00:02:43,310 Slow down, OK? 19 00:02:43,476 --> 00:02:44,477 You know what would happen. 20 00:02:44,644 --> 00:02:46,563 They'd send me to prison. 21 00:02:46,730 --> 00:02:49,024 And I mean, look at my face, right? 22 00:02:49,190 --> 00:02:54,696 Somebody like me, I'm gonna have too many boyfriends. 23 00:02:54,821 --> 00:02:58,909 So look, this thing we got going on, it's not working out. 24 00:02:59,075 --> 00:03:01,286 So I think maybe you should type to your people, 25 00:03:01,453 --> 00:03:04,247 let them know that I'm fixed, and we can 26 00:03:04,414 --> 00:03:06,583 both move on with our lives. 27 00:03:06,708 --> 00:03:07,918 Oh, OK. 28 00:03:08,084 --> 00:03:14,507 Um, except you're not fixed, Cole, because nobody is. 29 00:03:14,674 --> 00:03:18,136 And this is the agreement that you and your lawyer made. 30 00:03:18,303 --> 00:03:20,347 You've missed two out of five appointments. 31 00:03:20,513 --> 00:03:21,640 Wait, two and six. 32 00:03:21,765 --> 00:03:23,433 No, because this is not an appointment. 33 00:03:23,600 --> 00:03:25,018 And since it's not an appointment, 34 00:03:25,185 --> 00:03:30,273 I'm gonna have to ask you to please make one on your way out. 35 00:03:30,440 --> 00:03:31,858 OK. 36 00:03:32,025 --> 00:03:33,485 All right. 37 00:03:33,610 --> 00:03:38,865 You know, I thought it'd be a lot easier 'cause you're hot 38 00:03:39,032 --> 00:03:40,408 'cause, you know, talking to ugly people 39 00:03:40,575 --> 00:03:46,373 sucks, but you're gonna make this a real fucking chore. 40 00:03:46,498 --> 00:03:47,499 Goodbye, Cole. 41 00:03:47,666 --> 00:03:50,669 Yeah, bye. 42 00:04:24,828 --> 00:04:26,746 Come on out, Cole. 43 00:04:26,913 --> 00:04:30,000 We're ready whenever you are. 44 00:05:18,631 --> 00:05:20,633 Hey. 45 00:05:20,800 --> 00:05:21,593 Hey, Hey. 46 00:05:21,760 --> 00:05:23,887 Whoa, wait up. 47 00:05:24,054 --> 00:05:25,472 I'm Cole. 48 00:05:25,638 --> 00:05:27,140 Jackson. 49 00:05:27,307 --> 00:05:32,645 Yeah, so I, uh, saw you really checking out my dick back there. 50 00:05:32,812 --> 00:05:34,147 Yeah, I was drawing you. 51 00:05:34,314 --> 00:05:37,108 Nah, but you were, like, really spending time on it. 52 00:05:37,233 --> 00:05:38,818 Getting it just right. 53 00:05:38,985 --> 00:05:39,861 Hey, look, I don't blame you. 54 00:05:40,028 --> 00:05:40,987 I got a massive cock. 55 00:05:41,154 --> 00:05:41,905 OK. 56 00:05:42,072 --> 00:05:43,073 So what do you do? 57 00:05:43,239 --> 00:05:46,117 You're in, uh, art school, I guess? 58 00:05:46,284 --> 00:05:47,702 What gave that away? 59 00:05:47,869 --> 00:05:50,663 Well, don't you think that's a bit of a fucking waste of money? 60 00:05:50,830 --> 00:05:51,873 And what do you do? 61 00:05:52,040 --> 00:05:53,166 I'm in law school. 62 00:05:53,333 --> 00:05:54,876 Yeah, that explains the douchebag routine. 63 00:05:55,043 --> 00:05:56,377 Hey, hey. Whoa. 64 00:05:56,544 --> 00:05:58,546 You want to-- you want to get something to eat sometime 65 00:05:58,713 --> 00:06:00,340 maybe, like a burger and fries? 66 00:06:00,507 --> 00:06:04,427 Or I mean, we could do other things with our mouths. 67 00:06:04,594 --> 00:06:06,513 I'm talking you sucking my dick. 68 00:06:06,679 --> 00:06:07,889 Wow. 69 00:06:08,056 --> 00:06:10,100 I mean, you spent three hours sketching it, right? 70 00:06:10,266 --> 00:06:11,351 Can't you just fuck off? 71 00:06:11,476 --> 00:06:12,435 Whoa! 72 00:06:12,644 --> 00:06:13,686 Hey, yo, come back. Come back, man. 73 00:06:13,853 --> 00:06:14,896 Come back. 74 00:06:15,063 --> 00:06:19,025 Listen, why don't you call me sometime? 75 00:06:19,192 --> 00:06:20,151 Look, my number is 705-- 76 00:06:20,318 --> 00:06:23,613 OK, let me just write that down. 77 00:06:23,738 --> 00:06:26,366 Oh, finally. 78 00:06:26,533 --> 00:06:29,410 Thank you very much. 79 00:06:34,541 --> 00:06:36,167 Mm. 80 00:06:36,334 --> 00:06:38,419 Our meal should really come at the same-- 81 00:06:42,257 --> 00:06:46,678 anyway, I tell you, if your father was still alive, 82 00:06:46,845 --> 00:06:51,474 he would be horrified about the way that boy has turned out. 83 00:06:51,599 --> 00:06:54,477 You've always been too easy on him. 84 00:06:54,644 --> 00:06:57,438 That's why he is the way he is, you know? 85 00:06:57,605 --> 00:06:59,232 Please tell me he has at least shaved 86 00:06:59,399 --> 00:07:01,359 that ridiculous looking goatee that he 87 00:07:01,526 --> 00:07:02,777 had the last time I saw him. 88 00:07:02,902 --> 00:07:04,904 He looked like a-- a Yeti. 89 00:07:05,071 --> 00:07:10,076 I blame those damn arts programs. 90 00:07:10,243 --> 00:07:12,328 Kids are becoming freaks. 91 00:07:17,250 --> 00:07:20,753 Are you actually going to eat that? 92 00:07:25,133 --> 00:07:26,926 Joyce says you haven't returned her calls. 93 00:07:27,051 --> 00:07:28,887 It's because I have nothing to say. 94 00:07:29,053 --> 00:07:30,930 She's trying to make sure you're OK. 95 00:07:31,097 --> 00:07:32,765 She just wants your opinion. 96 00:07:32,932 --> 00:07:34,642 No, she wants my permission. 97 00:07:34,809 --> 00:07:37,604 Well, it's not like either of you are innocent. 98 00:07:37,770 --> 00:07:41,900 At least she's trying, which is more than you can say. 99 00:07:45,862 --> 00:07:48,406 I thought we talked about your hair. 100 00:07:48,573 --> 00:07:51,034 Hmm. 101 00:07:51,201 --> 00:07:52,994 I'm sure this is not the wine I ordered. 102 00:07:53,161 --> 00:07:54,954 Excuse me. 103 00:07:55,121 --> 00:07:56,247 This isn't what I-- 104 00:07:56,414 --> 00:07:58,041 Literally insult after insult after insult. 105 00:07:58,208 --> 00:08:01,461 I feel like a teenager, and I can't do anything right at all. 106 00:08:01,628 --> 00:08:02,962 I have three degrees. 107 00:08:03,129 --> 00:08:05,298 And yet somehow-- somehow, I still embarrass this woman. 108 00:08:05,465 --> 00:08:06,883 Nothing is ever enough for her. 109 00:08:07,008 --> 00:08:13,598 Just-- what? 110 00:08:14,599 --> 00:08:16,851 In all the time I've known you, 111 00:08:17,018 --> 00:08:22,023 you have never spent 45 minutes talking about a comment 112 00:08:22,148 --> 00:08:24,776 your mother made about your hair. 113 00:08:24,943 --> 00:08:28,321 Well, this is therapy, and I'm supposed 114 00:08:28,446 --> 00:08:29,530 to talk about my mother. 115 00:08:29,697 --> 00:08:34,118 Yes, but this feels like a deflection. 116 00:08:34,285 --> 00:08:37,872 Could there be something else going on? 117 00:08:38,039 --> 00:08:40,041 I noticed you very quickly brushed by the details 118 00:08:40,208 --> 00:08:41,459 about your sister's engagement. 119 00:08:41,626 --> 00:08:46,506 Yes, but that's because this isn't about Joy. 120 00:08:46,673 --> 00:08:49,259 This engagement can't be easy. 121 00:08:49,425 --> 00:08:52,845 Dragging everything back up. 122 00:08:53,012 --> 00:08:54,472 It's understandable if it hurts. 123 00:08:59,435 --> 00:09:01,187 Have you thought about taking some time off? 124 00:09:01,354 --> 00:09:02,230 I'm fine. 125 00:09:02,397 --> 00:09:04,357 It's not just for you, Jessica. 126 00:09:07,068 --> 00:09:10,029 I'm worried about your patients. 127 00:09:10,196 --> 00:09:11,739 Hmm. 128 00:09:11,864 --> 00:09:14,993 Who are we really helping when we're not mentally healthy? 129 00:09:15,159 --> 00:09:15,910 Uh-oh. 130 00:09:16,077 --> 00:09:17,829 Looks like our time's up. 131 00:09:21,666 --> 00:09:25,044 You are the only patient I who cuts her own sessions. 132 00:09:25,211 --> 00:09:26,879 Yeah, well, guess I'm not used to being 133 00:09:27,046 --> 00:09:28,798 on this side of the couch. 134 00:09:28,923 --> 00:09:30,008 See you next week. 135 00:10:39,911 --> 00:10:41,913 How are rowing tryouts? 136 00:10:42,080 --> 00:10:43,998 Fine. 137 00:10:44,123 --> 00:10:45,917 You think you'll make the team? 138 00:10:54,217 --> 00:10:55,718 So how are you feeling about your dad's engagement? 139 00:10:55,843 --> 00:10:56,928 I know what you're doing. 140 00:10:57,095 --> 00:10:59,931 I understand if it's hard. 141 00:11:00,098 --> 00:11:01,182 This must be really confusing. 142 00:11:01,349 --> 00:11:02,934 Stop talking to me like I'm a child. 143 00:11:05,186 --> 00:11:08,022 And don't try and pin whatever you're feeling on me, OK? 144 00:11:08,189 --> 00:11:12,235 You want to bitch to someone, bitch to dad, bitch to Joy. 145 00:11:12,402 --> 00:11:13,986 Tyler, I'm just trying to talk to you. 146 00:11:14,153 --> 00:11:15,238 I got homework. 147 00:12:19,760 --> 00:12:22,889 Hey, what are you doing tonight? 148 00:12:23,055 --> 00:12:27,727 Um, I'm meeting up with some people. 149 00:12:27,894 --> 00:12:29,937 Why? 150 00:12:30,104 --> 00:12:31,314 Never mind. 151 00:12:31,481 --> 00:12:32,523 It's all good. 152 00:12:36,319 --> 00:12:38,237 You should go tonight. 153 00:12:38,404 --> 00:12:41,282 It's two for one night at The Junction. 154 00:12:44,494 --> 00:12:46,120 Yeah. 155 00:12:46,245 --> 00:12:49,290 Yeah, maybe. 156 00:12:49,457 --> 00:12:51,209 OK, cool. 157 00:12:51,375 --> 00:12:53,794 See you later. 158 00:13:02,261 --> 00:13:04,430 ♪ They all know my name ♪ 159 00:13:04,597 --> 00:13:08,392 ♪ I'm young, hung, and broke ♪ 160 00:13:08,518 --> 00:13:09,936 ♪ Got a pretty face ♪ 161 00:13:10,102 --> 00:13:13,064 ♪ But I'm the punchline to the joke ♪ 162 00:13:13,231 --> 00:13:14,190 ♪ I ain't got much ♪ 163 00:13:14,357 --> 00:13:16,734 ♪ But I know how to stroke ♪ 164 00:13:16,901 --> 00:13:18,194 ♪ Living on the edge ♪ 165 00:13:18,361 --> 00:13:22,406 ♪ Yeah, I'm young and broke ♪ 166 00:13:23,282 --> 00:13:25,451 Uh, can I get your number? 167 00:13:25,618 --> 00:13:26,619 Why? 168 00:13:29,038 --> 00:13:32,542 Maybe-- maybe we could do this again sometime. 169 00:13:32,708 --> 00:13:35,461 Yeah, maybe. 170 00:13:35,628 --> 00:13:38,589 Find me. 171 00:13:47,431 --> 00:13:53,854 And then he slid his hand into my pants, grabbing all of me. 172 00:13:53,980 --> 00:13:56,857 I was so fucking hard. 173 00:13:56,983 --> 00:14:00,486 And then his tongue went into my throat. 174 00:14:00,653 --> 00:14:03,531 It tasted like whiskey and cigarettes. 175 00:14:03,656 --> 00:14:06,325 And then he was fucking me over a garbage can, 176 00:14:06,492 --> 00:14:09,662 you know, fucking me deep. 177 00:14:09,787 --> 00:14:12,623 And before you know it, I-- 178 00:14:12,748 --> 00:14:14,000 was all over. 179 00:14:14,166 --> 00:14:18,337 I mean, he pulled up his pants, and I pulled up mine. 180 00:14:18,504 --> 00:14:23,801 And that's the story of how I lost my virginity to a lawyer 181 00:14:23,968 --> 00:14:26,387 in an alleyway. 182 00:14:26,554 --> 00:14:29,682 You know, come to think of it, that's-- 183 00:14:29,849 --> 00:14:34,645 that's probably why I wanted to go to law school. 184 00:14:34,812 --> 00:14:37,440 Interesting. 185 00:14:37,565 --> 00:14:40,151 Was any of that true? 186 00:14:44,780 --> 00:14:49,035 No, but it was a good story, right? 187 00:14:49,160 --> 00:14:51,203 You realize you're wasting your time? 188 00:14:51,370 --> 00:14:53,539 Isn't this the shit you want to hear? 189 00:14:53,706 --> 00:14:55,249 Not if it isn't true. 190 00:14:55,416 --> 00:14:57,418 I can't help you if you're gonna keep playing these games. 191 00:14:57,585 --> 00:14:59,545 Me and you both know you don't want to be here, OK? 192 00:14:59,712 --> 00:15:01,631 So you can cut the act. 193 00:15:04,300 --> 00:15:06,218 Do you even want help, Cole? 194 00:15:06,344 --> 00:15:07,345 I don't need it. 195 00:15:07,511 --> 00:15:08,346 I don't need help, OK? Look at me. 196 00:15:08,512 --> 00:15:09,472 I'm fine. - Really? 197 00:15:09,639 --> 00:15:10,681 Yes. 198 00:15:10,890 --> 00:15:12,266 People who are fine don't generally drive 199 00:15:12,433 --> 00:15:16,020 into oncoming traffic for fun. 200 00:15:25,196 --> 00:15:27,740 The voices told me. 201 00:15:27,907 --> 00:15:28,824 The voices. 202 00:15:28,991 --> 00:15:29,909 They told me to do it. 203 00:15:30,076 --> 00:15:31,369 OK, yeah. 204 00:15:31,535 --> 00:15:33,371 I can't so I'm just gonna release you back to the court. 205 00:15:33,537 --> 00:15:34,372 OK, OK. 206 00:15:34,538 --> 00:15:36,374 Calm down, Jess, OK? 207 00:15:36,540 --> 00:15:38,250 You want to talk about my shitty life? 208 00:15:38,417 --> 00:15:39,585 We can next week. 209 00:15:39,710 --> 00:15:40,670 Can't wait. 210 00:15:40,836 --> 00:15:41,712 OK. 211 00:15:41,837 --> 00:15:43,964 Wonderful. 212 00:15:44,131 --> 00:15:45,841 Hey, since I'm here, do you have 213 00:15:46,008 --> 00:15:47,218 any more of those happy pills? 214 00:15:47,385 --> 00:15:48,928 Goodbye, Cole. 215 00:15:49,095 --> 00:15:50,388 All right. 216 00:16:23,754 --> 00:16:24,964 Can I help you? 217 00:16:25,131 --> 00:16:26,632 Yeah, yeah, you can. 218 00:16:26,757 --> 00:16:29,385 Uh, had a dream about you last night. 219 00:16:29,552 --> 00:16:30,636 Fuck's sake's. 220 00:16:30,803 --> 00:16:31,762 You don't give up, do you? 221 00:16:31,887 --> 00:16:32,888 Whoa. 222 00:16:33,013 --> 00:16:36,892 Who said it had anything to do with sex? 223 00:16:37,059 --> 00:16:38,853 It was actually just about me and Tom Hanks. 224 00:16:38,978 --> 00:16:42,022 We were having a little rap battle at a KFC parking lot. 225 00:16:42,148 --> 00:16:46,193 And you just happened to be recording it. 226 00:16:46,360 --> 00:16:47,945 Look, the fact I got a raging hard-on 227 00:16:48,112 --> 00:16:50,072 for you is totally irrelevant. 228 00:16:54,618 --> 00:16:55,661 What are you doing? 229 00:16:55,828 --> 00:16:59,582 I'm looking for my rape whistle. 230 00:16:59,749 --> 00:17:04,670 Hey, look, man, I normally don't have to try this hard. 231 00:17:04,795 --> 00:17:05,838 I mean, look at me. 232 00:17:05,963 --> 00:17:07,256 Rejection's a totally foreign concept. 233 00:17:07,423 --> 00:17:09,967 Yeah, I know, Cole. 234 00:17:10,092 --> 00:17:11,343 Do you honestly think I haven't seen you 235 00:17:11,510 --> 00:17:13,012 before at the clubs and stuff? 236 00:17:13,179 --> 00:17:15,514 Leaving with someone new every single time. 237 00:17:15,681 --> 00:17:17,933 OK, so? 238 00:17:18,100 --> 00:17:21,228 So I'm not interested in being your fucking Chuck. 239 00:17:25,149 --> 00:17:27,860 Why do you think that's all I want? 240 00:17:28,027 --> 00:17:31,155 Have you even heard the way that you talk? 241 00:17:31,280 --> 00:17:32,364 It's fucking disgusting. 242 00:17:32,531 --> 00:17:33,783 And you just sound desperate and pathetic. 243 00:17:33,949 --> 00:17:35,451 You don't know the first thing about me. 244 00:17:35,618 --> 00:17:38,162 No, but I can tell that you're obviously alone for a reason. 245 00:17:38,329 --> 00:17:40,080 And you're overcompensating pretty fucking hard. 246 00:17:40,247 --> 00:17:41,916 Go fuck yourself. 247 00:17:42,082 --> 00:17:43,834 I'll get right on that. 248 00:18:42,184 --> 00:18:45,646 OK, sweetie, just breathe in. 249 00:18:45,813 --> 00:18:47,523 There we go. 250 00:18:47,648 --> 00:18:51,485 And do not forget you have a tuxedo fitting on Saturday. 251 00:18:51,652 --> 00:18:52,653 Yes, yes, yes, yes. 252 00:18:52,820 --> 00:18:54,196 And please, have that conversation 253 00:18:54,363 --> 00:18:56,824 you've been putting off with a certain someone 254 00:18:56,991 --> 00:18:58,909 about that tacky wooden jewelry he always 255 00:18:59,034 --> 00:19:00,494 seems to be wearing these days. 256 00:19:00,661 --> 00:19:05,165 He is going to a wedding, not the tiki-tiki room. 257 00:19:05,291 --> 00:19:07,126 Jess, what do you think? 258 00:19:07,293 --> 00:19:08,586 Jess? - It's nice. 259 00:19:08,711 --> 00:19:09,503 It's nice. 260 00:19:09,670 --> 00:19:10,754 You're not even looking. 261 00:19:14,592 --> 00:19:17,094 Mom, is that your veil? 262 00:19:17,261 --> 00:19:18,971 You told me that I couldn't wear that to my wedding. 263 00:19:19,138 --> 00:19:20,431 Well, it didn't go with your dress. 264 00:19:20,598 --> 00:19:21,473 I would have given it you-- 265 00:19:21,640 --> 00:19:22,808 Actually, I was just thinking. 266 00:19:22,975 --> 00:19:26,395 Jess, um, if you-- if you have time, 267 00:19:26,562 --> 00:19:28,606 maybe you want to help with some of the wedding preparations? 268 00:19:28,772 --> 00:19:30,900 Aw. 269 00:19:31,066 --> 00:19:35,654 You know why that's not an option, right? 270 00:19:35,821 --> 00:19:37,656 Please tell me that you know. 271 00:19:37,823 --> 00:19:39,366 Why can't you be happy for me? 272 00:19:39,533 --> 00:19:40,492 Oh, my God. 273 00:19:40,659 --> 00:19:41,744 Are you fucking kidding me? - Jess. 274 00:19:41,911 --> 00:19:43,120 What? 275 00:19:43,287 --> 00:19:44,747 - I need to go back to work. - Oh, for heaven's sake. 276 00:19:44,914 --> 00:19:46,081 Back to work. - No, you're not leaving. 277 00:19:46,248 --> 00:19:47,583 My God. You're such a party pooper. 278 00:19:47,750 --> 00:19:49,418 Oh, you can't say anything. 279 00:19:49,585 --> 00:19:50,628 Oh, she's so dramatic. 280 00:19:50,794 --> 00:19:51,712 Oh, honey, you're gonna have to hold 281 00:19:51,879 --> 00:19:53,130 your stomach in a little bit. 282 00:19:53,297 --> 00:19:54,089 Mom. 283 00:19:54,256 --> 00:19:55,215 Just a bit. 284 00:19:57,134 --> 00:19:59,970 What made you go to Joyce yesterday? 285 00:20:00,095 --> 00:20:03,933 She wanted to show me the dress. 286 00:20:04,099 --> 00:20:06,018 That's what she wanted. 287 00:20:06,185 --> 00:20:08,228 But you've made it very clear you're 288 00:20:08,395 --> 00:20:11,106 uncomfortable with all of this, so what do you get out 289 00:20:11,273 --> 00:20:13,067 of prioritizing what Joy wants? 290 00:20:16,737 --> 00:20:23,243 I-- I know the logical thing would be to hate her, but 291 00:20:23,410 --> 00:20:27,206 as uncomfortable as I feel, I-- 292 00:20:27,331 --> 00:20:30,793 I would feel worse if she wasn't a part of my life. 293 00:20:30,960 --> 00:20:33,587 Why? 294 00:20:33,754 --> 00:20:36,966 Because she's my sister. 295 00:20:37,132 --> 00:20:39,426 You're supposed to be able to turn to family for anything. 296 00:20:39,593 --> 00:20:40,594 Yes. 297 00:20:44,223 --> 00:20:45,265 Can you? 298 00:20:47,601 --> 00:20:49,228 Can they even be there for you when they don't 299 00:20:49,395 --> 00:20:51,981 know what's weighing on you? 300 00:21:18,132 --> 00:21:19,133 Hey. 301 00:21:24,304 --> 00:21:25,597 What do you want? 302 00:21:29,768 --> 00:21:30,602 I don't know. 303 00:21:30,769 --> 00:21:31,812 I guess to say I'm sorry. 304 00:21:31,937 --> 00:21:33,731 Ah, you're good. 305 00:21:33,897 --> 00:21:35,274 You're good. 306 00:21:35,441 --> 00:21:37,568 Look, I didn't think that what I said 307 00:21:37,735 --> 00:21:38,902 was gonna get to you like this. 308 00:21:39,028 --> 00:21:40,154 No, you didn't. 309 00:21:43,532 --> 00:21:45,534 You wrote me off without even giving me a fucking chance. 310 00:21:45,701 --> 00:21:47,369 Well, how do you expect me to react when you come on to me 311 00:21:47,536 --> 00:21:48,412 like a fucking freight train? 312 00:21:48,579 --> 00:21:49,538 'Cause I'm attracted to you. 313 00:21:49,705 --> 00:21:52,249 So that makes it OK? 314 00:21:55,544 --> 00:21:56,587 No. 315 00:22:00,382 --> 00:22:02,760 Look, maybe what I said was a little harsh. 316 00:22:02,926 --> 00:22:05,679 No, no, you were spot on. 317 00:22:05,846 --> 00:22:07,806 I'm an absolute piece of fucking shit. 318 00:22:07,973 --> 00:22:08,974 Look, I'm sorry. 319 00:22:09,141 --> 00:22:10,225 I don't know what you want me to say. 320 00:22:10,392 --> 00:22:12,644 Fuck off, Jackson, all right? 321 00:22:12,811 --> 00:22:15,606 I don't need your judgment on top of your pity. 322 00:22:35,834 --> 00:22:40,297 Hey, I didn't know you were home. 323 00:22:48,388 --> 00:22:49,306 What are you working on? 324 00:22:49,473 --> 00:22:50,265 Can you not? 325 00:22:50,432 --> 00:22:51,850 I'm just trying to study. 326 00:22:54,686 --> 00:22:57,523 What's going on with you? 327 00:22:57,689 --> 00:22:58,440 Nothing. 328 00:22:58,607 --> 00:22:59,817 No, it's not nothing. 329 00:22:59,983 --> 00:23:01,026 You've been brutal to me for weeks. 330 00:23:01,151 --> 00:23:02,444 I'm getting pretty tired of it. 331 00:23:02,611 --> 00:23:06,657 You know, nothing can be fixed without communication. 332 00:23:11,537 --> 00:23:14,164 Does this have anything to do with your dad's engagement? 333 00:23:18,168 --> 00:23:20,587 You know what, Mom? 334 00:23:20,754 --> 00:23:22,589 Yes, it does. 335 00:23:22,756 --> 00:23:25,384 OK. 336 00:23:25,551 --> 00:23:27,594 I understand why you're upset. 337 00:23:27,761 --> 00:23:29,471 Do you? 338 00:23:29,638 --> 00:23:31,140 You want to talk about communication? 339 00:23:31,265 --> 00:23:32,933 Fine. 340 00:23:33,100 --> 00:23:35,144 Why don't you tell me about the affair? 341 00:23:38,063 --> 00:23:39,148 What? 342 00:23:39,273 --> 00:23:40,983 Why don't you tell me the real reason 343 00:23:41,150 --> 00:23:42,860 that you and dad split up? 344 00:23:43,026 --> 00:23:44,695 Why you acted like you were some kind of victim 345 00:23:44,862 --> 00:23:47,406 through the whole thing, crying yourself to sleep every night, 346 00:23:47,573 --> 00:23:51,243 making me think that he was to blame for walking out. 347 00:23:51,368 --> 00:23:53,912 I hated him for months, for months. 348 00:23:54,079 --> 00:23:57,958 And you just let me. 349 00:23:58,125 --> 00:24:00,085 And to top it all off, you spent the last few years 350 00:24:00,252 --> 00:24:02,963 being awkward around me, studying me constantly 351 00:24:03,130 --> 00:24:06,425 to see if I had pieced it all together, walking on eggshells 352 00:24:06,592 --> 00:24:08,343 and making me feel even more awkward, 353 00:24:08,510 --> 00:24:10,345 like I was the one who had done something wrong. 354 00:24:10,512 --> 00:24:11,805 Tyler, I don't-- 355 00:24:11,930 --> 00:24:13,140 And then dad finally treats me like a fucking adult 356 00:24:13,307 --> 00:24:16,059 and tells me about it. 357 00:24:16,226 --> 00:24:19,438 You had an affair on him. 358 00:24:19,605 --> 00:24:21,773 You're the reason our family fell apart. 359 00:24:26,695 --> 00:24:33,452 So yeah, Mom, it is about the wedding. 360 00:24:36,455 --> 00:24:38,415 Is that enough communication for you? 361 00:24:43,629 --> 00:24:44,755 I want to live with Dad. 362 00:25:17,537 --> 00:25:20,457 Just, uh, hold on. 363 00:25:23,043 --> 00:25:23,919 Hold on. 364 00:25:24,086 --> 00:25:25,087 Hold on. 365 00:25:27,673 --> 00:25:30,217 I need a-- I need a drink. 366 00:25:30,384 --> 00:25:33,428 What's going on? 367 00:25:39,685 --> 00:25:40,727 Hey, you good? 368 00:25:40,894 --> 00:25:41,853 Yeah, yeah. 369 00:25:41,979 --> 00:25:44,564 Uh, just need a second. 370 00:25:44,690 --> 00:25:47,859 What's the problem? 371 00:25:48,026 --> 00:25:49,444 Yeah, I'm just-- 372 00:25:51,863 --> 00:25:54,283 I'm just not in the mood. 373 00:25:54,449 --> 00:26:00,163 Well, let me get you in the mood. 374 00:26:19,808 --> 00:26:23,186 Hey, Lindsay. 375 00:26:23,353 --> 00:26:24,438 Would you fucking stop? 376 00:26:28,066 --> 00:26:28,859 Whoa. 377 00:26:29,026 --> 00:26:32,029 What is your problem, man? 378 00:26:32,195 --> 00:26:34,948 Like, can't you do something else besides fucking, 379 00:26:35,115 --> 00:26:36,199 like, maybe talking for once? 380 00:26:36,325 --> 00:26:37,659 You want to talk? Yeah, talk. 381 00:26:37,826 --> 00:26:39,286 That thing people do with their fucking mouths 382 00:26:39,453 --> 00:26:40,495 when they don't have a cock in it. 383 00:26:40,662 --> 00:26:42,164 We don't talk, Cole. 384 00:26:42,331 --> 00:26:43,665 We aren't friends. 385 00:26:43,832 --> 00:26:45,417 You are just a dick to me. I thought that's all you wanted. 386 00:26:45,584 --> 00:26:46,710 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm a dick. All right. 387 00:26:46,877 --> 00:26:48,003 OK, so you get what this is. 388 00:26:48,170 --> 00:26:49,546 So stop being a little bitch and fuck me. 389 00:26:49,713 --> 00:26:50,672 You know what? 390 00:26:50,922 --> 00:26:52,299 I got something fucking better for you. 391 00:26:52,466 --> 00:26:53,842 Why don't you take your fucking shit-- 392 00:26:54,009 --> 00:26:55,218 - Whoa. - And go fuck yourself. 393 00:26:55,385 --> 00:26:56,470 Holy shit, man. 394 00:26:56,636 --> 00:26:57,387 Relax. 395 00:26:57,554 --> 00:26:58,930 Are you kidding me? 396 00:26:59,097 --> 00:27:00,891 Look, I guess I am just a fucking dick to you, all right? 397 00:27:01,058 --> 00:27:01,933 Now, get the fuck out. 398 00:27:02,100 --> 00:27:03,477 OK, I'm happy to. 399 00:28:33,608 --> 00:28:34,734 Hey. 400 00:28:34,901 --> 00:28:35,902 Hey. 401 00:28:38,572 --> 00:28:39,739 What's up? 402 00:28:43,660 --> 00:28:45,078 Does he fight you much? 403 00:28:45,245 --> 00:28:47,664 Oh, not really. 404 00:28:47,831 --> 00:28:50,459 I mean, he always just wants to stay up when I'm here so, 405 00:28:50,625 --> 00:28:51,585 you know. 406 00:28:51,751 --> 00:28:53,628 Yeah, perks of being a cool uncle. 407 00:28:53,795 --> 00:28:56,298 Usually takes me, like, an hour to get him to sleep. 408 00:28:59,759 --> 00:29:00,886 He misses you, Cole. 409 00:29:03,305 --> 00:29:04,931 He's always asking for you. 410 00:29:05,098 --> 00:29:06,558 I know. I know. 411 00:29:06,725 --> 00:29:07,934 I know. 412 00:29:08,143 --> 00:29:10,729 I just-- I didn't want to come here and have you guys 413 00:29:10,896 --> 00:29:12,230 deal with my shit, you know? 414 00:29:12,397 --> 00:29:14,566 Yeah, I know. 415 00:29:14,691 --> 00:29:16,401 We're your family. 416 00:29:16,568 --> 00:29:17,777 We're the part of your shit. 417 00:29:28,121 --> 00:29:29,039 Can we please talk-- 418 00:29:29,206 --> 00:29:30,165 It's OK. 419 00:29:30,332 --> 00:29:31,958 We don't need to talk about it. 420 00:29:39,591 --> 00:29:41,718 I just-- 421 00:29:41,843 --> 00:29:47,849 I don't-- I don't want you to get to such a point again. 422 00:29:52,812 --> 00:29:55,524 You have a lot of family that care about you-- 423 00:29:57,943 --> 00:30:04,282 me, Oliver, Trevor, mom. 424 00:30:07,202 --> 00:30:10,330 Just don't forget. 425 00:30:10,497 --> 00:30:12,249 We love you. 426 00:30:13,625 --> 00:30:19,089 ♪ When peace like a river ♪ 427 00:30:19,256 --> 00:30:23,760 ♪ Attendeth my way ♪ 428 00:30:23,927 --> 00:30:31,101 ♪ When sorrows like sea billows row ♪ 429 00:30:34,563 --> 00:30:38,149 ♪ Whatever my lot ♪ 430 00:30:38,275 --> 00:30:42,988 ♪ Thou hast taught me to say ♪ 431 00:30:43,113 --> 00:30:45,407 ♪ It is well ♪ 432 00:30:45,574 --> 00:30:52,330 ♪ It is well with my soul ♪ 433 00:30:53,206 --> 00:31:00,005 ♪ It is well with my soul ♪ 434 00:31:02,424 --> 00:31:04,593 ♪ It is well ♪ 435 00:31:04,759 --> 00:31:10,640 ♪ It is well with my soul ♪ 436 00:31:16,479 --> 00:31:19,441 ♪ It is well ♪ 437 00:31:19,566 --> 00:31:25,196 ♪ It is well with my soul ♪ 438 00:31:47,469 --> 00:31:48,553 Hey. 439 00:31:51,097 --> 00:31:53,975 Hey. 440 00:31:54,142 --> 00:31:58,688 I, um, didn't expect to look up and see you sitting out here. 441 00:31:58,855 --> 00:32:00,357 Yeah, you're the last person I'd expect 442 00:32:00,523 --> 00:32:02,859 to be in a place like this. 443 00:32:03,026 --> 00:32:04,027 Why? 444 00:32:04,235 --> 00:32:05,445 Because I'm gay, I can't be a Christian? 445 00:32:05,570 --> 00:32:07,030 Why is it always a fucking fight with you? 446 00:32:07,155 --> 00:32:07,989 Hey, watch your mouth. 447 00:32:08,156 --> 00:32:09,240 You're in a fucking church. 448 00:32:16,623 --> 00:32:19,668 Didn't know you can sing. 449 00:32:19,793 --> 00:32:22,587 Yeah, well, I guess neither of us 450 00:32:22,754 --> 00:32:25,590 really know a whole lot about each other, do we? 451 00:32:25,757 --> 00:32:26,758 Yeah. 452 00:32:29,302 --> 00:32:31,137 Look, I'll see you around, OK? 453 00:32:52,409 --> 00:32:56,621 Let's talk about the car accident. 454 00:33:07,549 --> 00:33:11,219 You told the court he wanted to hurt yourself. 455 00:33:19,185 --> 00:33:21,563 Chose a very public way to do so. 456 00:33:21,688 --> 00:33:23,356 You think I was looking for attention? 457 00:33:23,523 --> 00:33:25,400 No. 458 00:33:25,567 --> 00:33:28,570 No, I think you were looking for support. 459 00:33:28,737 --> 00:33:31,448 I wasn't trying to kill myself, OK? 460 00:33:34,826 --> 00:33:35,869 I'm just tired. 461 00:33:38,413 --> 00:33:43,752 Just wanted something else to think about? 462 00:33:43,918 --> 00:33:45,879 Don't you ever? 463 00:33:46,045 --> 00:33:47,630 This isn't about me. 464 00:33:53,720 --> 00:33:58,016 Yeah, the world can be pretty hard to live in. 465 00:33:58,141 --> 00:34:00,393 So I guess there's some days where I wonder what it would 466 00:34:00,560 --> 00:34:06,566 be like to just fade away. 467 00:34:09,235 --> 00:34:10,862 What stops you? 468 00:34:14,199 --> 00:34:16,409 Hope. 469 00:34:16,576 --> 00:34:17,994 My family. 470 00:34:18,161 --> 00:34:19,370 People that need me. 471 00:34:19,537 --> 00:34:25,084 And mostly the knowledge that feelings don't last. 472 00:34:25,251 --> 00:34:29,714 That sounds like some class A bullshit, Jessica. 473 00:34:29,881 --> 00:34:31,758 What else are you gonna tell me, huh? 474 00:34:31,883 --> 00:34:33,551 Live, laugh, love? 475 00:34:33,718 --> 00:34:36,679 Everything gets better with time? 476 00:34:36,846 --> 00:34:38,723 Some days will. 477 00:34:38,890 --> 00:34:43,061 We have to find the things in life that make it worthwhile. 478 00:34:43,186 --> 00:34:45,021 OK. 479 00:34:45,188 --> 00:34:46,981 So tell me, what are those things, right? 480 00:34:47,106 --> 00:34:49,025 Society sucks. 481 00:34:49,192 --> 00:34:50,860 Everything's a fucking controversy. 482 00:34:51,027 --> 00:34:53,112 Everybody's so easily offended, yet so ready 483 00:34:53,279 --> 00:34:55,782 to be offensive, to hold everyone 484 00:34:55,949 --> 00:34:58,034 accountable except for themselves. 485 00:34:58,159 --> 00:35:00,036 And they wait. 486 00:35:00,203 --> 00:35:03,957 They wait for a reason to hate you. 487 00:35:04,123 --> 00:35:06,334 You're never gonna be gay enough, 488 00:35:06,501 --> 00:35:11,756 straight enough, rich enough, poor enough, 489 00:35:11,881 --> 00:35:14,425 even fucking depressed enough. 490 00:35:14,592 --> 00:35:17,262 They just keep piling on, one after the other, until you 491 00:35:17,428 --> 00:35:18,680 fucking can't take it anymore. 492 00:35:18,847 --> 00:35:23,393 And then they wonder why you want to kill yourself. 493 00:35:23,560 --> 00:35:24,519 You know what? 494 00:35:24,727 --> 00:35:27,730 I would rather the world fucking hate me 495 00:35:27,856 --> 00:35:30,275 right away than for me to walk on eggshells 496 00:35:30,441 --> 00:35:34,279 for the rest of my life waiting for them, waiting for the chance 497 00:35:34,445 --> 00:35:38,616 that I slip up and they can say, aha, we got him now. 498 00:35:38,783 --> 00:35:39,617 I'm done. 499 00:35:39,784 --> 00:35:40,827 I'm tired. 500 00:35:49,085 --> 00:35:51,588 Do you ever find you're angry with yourself? 501 00:35:51,754 --> 00:35:53,548 That's a stupid question. 502 00:35:53,715 --> 00:35:57,093 Isn't everybody angry at themselves? 503 00:35:57,218 --> 00:35:59,387 Yeah. 504 00:35:59,512 --> 00:36:05,226 Yeah, I suppose, but how do you feel about your sexuality? 505 00:36:05,393 --> 00:36:09,022 My life isn't tragic 'cause I sleep with men. 506 00:36:09,188 --> 00:36:12,442 I sleep with men, and my life has tragedy in it. 507 00:36:12,609 --> 00:36:14,277 Those are two separate fucking things. 508 00:36:19,908 --> 00:36:22,535 You were nine when your father died. 509 00:36:22,702 --> 00:36:25,413 Tell me about that. 510 00:36:25,580 --> 00:36:26,748 Yeah, I don't know. 511 00:36:26,915 --> 00:36:31,002 I was nine so what do you remember 512 00:36:31,127 --> 00:36:33,463 when you were a kid, right? 513 00:36:33,630 --> 00:36:37,342 Dad was a-- a doctor with Doctors Without Borders. 514 00:36:37,467 --> 00:36:42,305 And he was there fighting the Ebola outbreak in the Congo. 515 00:36:42,472 --> 00:36:43,765 He just never came home. 516 00:36:46,267 --> 00:36:47,352 What about your mother? 517 00:36:47,518 --> 00:36:50,313 Why don't you speak to her anymore? 518 00:36:54,233 --> 00:36:54,984 I'm so sorry. 519 00:36:55,151 --> 00:36:56,361 I thought it was on silent. 520 00:36:56,527 --> 00:36:58,237 I'm kind of tired anyways. 521 00:36:58,404 --> 00:37:01,074 Maybe we can finish here. 522 00:37:01,240 --> 00:37:02,533 Sure. 523 00:37:02,700 --> 00:37:04,160 Yeah, we can finish for today. 524 00:37:18,341 --> 00:37:19,634 Hello. 525 00:37:19,801 --> 00:37:21,344 Hey, you called? 526 00:37:21,511 --> 00:37:22,595 Oh, hi. 527 00:37:22,762 --> 00:37:25,431 Yeah, do you still have that Paris book? 528 00:37:25,598 --> 00:37:26,975 Yeah, why? 529 00:37:27,141 --> 00:37:29,394 Well, mom was thinking it might be fun to have 530 00:37:29,560 --> 00:37:31,354 a Paris themed wedding shower. 531 00:37:31,521 --> 00:37:32,981 Are you fucking kidding me? 532 00:37:33,147 --> 00:37:34,232 What? 533 00:37:34,399 --> 00:37:35,692 Joy, I don't care. 534 00:37:35,817 --> 00:37:36,776 You can have the book. 535 00:37:36,943 --> 00:37:38,111 I don't care about the stupid book. 536 00:37:38,277 --> 00:37:39,696 But that's not why you're calling about, OK? 537 00:37:39,821 --> 00:37:41,239 You're calling to try and have a conversation with me 538 00:37:41,406 --> 00:37:43,825 so you can pretend that everything's OK between us. 539 00:37:43,992 --> 00:37:45,702 Oh, is this your professional 540 00:37:45,827 --> 00:37:47,120 take on this then? 541 00:37:47,286 --> 00:37:49,455 Please stop trying to overcompensate for how awkward 542 00:37:49,622 --> 00:37:50,456 you know this is for me. 543 00:37:50,623 --> 00:37:52,375 God, OK, fine. 544 00:37:52,500 --> 00:37:53,459 I won't call you again. 545 00:37:53,626 --> 00:37:54,794 Great, great. 546 00:37:54,961 --> 00:37:55,753 Goodbye. 547 00:38:04,804 --> 00:38:06,431 I forgot my backpack. 548 00:38:12,020 --> 00:38:14,397 I'll see you next week? 549 00:38:14,564 --> 00:38:15,690 Yeah. 550 00:38:26,826 --> 00:38:27,744 Wow. 551 00:38:27,994 --> 00:38:29,203 Looks like some things never change. 552 00:38:33,833 --> 00:38:35,376 You should get tested for HPV. 553 00:38:38,421 --> 00:38:39,797 It's the middle of the day. 554 00:38:39,964 --> 00:38:42,341 Shouldn't you be off snacking on the souls of children? 555 00:38:42,508 --> 00:38:45,094 Tyler told me about your conversation. 556 00:38:45,219 --> 00:38:46,679 I had an affair. Really? 557 00:38:46,846 --> 00:38:48,222 Well, what did you expect me to tell him? 558 00:38:48,389 --> 00:38:49,265 What about the truth? 559 00:38:49,432 --> 00:38:50,683 Uh, really? 560 00:38:50,850 --> 00:38:52,351 Thought we decided against that. - No. 561 00:38:52,518 --> 00:38:53,895 No, we didn't. 562 00:38:54,103 --> 00:38:55,605 We decided that we would tell him together when he was ready, 563 00:38:55,730 --> 00:38:57,982 not keep throwing each other under the bus to lie to him. 564 00:38:58,149 --> 00:38:59,400 Let's be honest, Jessica. 565 00:38:59,567 --> 00:39:00,693 If you really thought he should know, 566 00:39:00,818 --> 00:39:02,236 you would have said something by now. 567 00:39:04,572 --> 00:39:05,740 I'm sorry, OK? 568 00:39:05,907 --> 00:39:07,492 He started asking questions about everything, 569 00:39:07,617 --> 00:39:13,414 our whole history, details about the divorce, about Joy. 570 00:39:13,581 --> 00:39:16,250 Things slipped out, and I just panicked. 571 00:39:21,714 --> 00:39:24,592 I need you to take him. 572 00:39:24,759 --> 00:39:25,843 What? 573 00:39:26,010 --> 00:39:28,012 He's not happy with me anymore, 574 00:39:28,179 --> 00:39:29,597 so I need you to take him. 575 00:39:29,764 --> 00:39:30,723 I'm not taking him. 576 00:39:30,890 --> 00:39:32,016 He's your son. 577 00:39:32,183 --> 00:39:33,184 You wanted him. 578 00:39:45,446 --> 00:39:47,824 I know that you'll never forgive me. 579 00:39:47,990 --> 00:39:50,076 And I don't blame you, but I am sorry. 580 00:39:50,243 --> 00:39:54,705 I-- he might be ready, but I'm not. 581 00:39:54,872 --> 00:39:55,873 Unbelievable. 582 00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:58,626 You've always been his constant. 583 00:39:58,793 --> 00:40:01,712 And he will forgive you eventually once he 584 00:40:01,879 --> 00:40:03,464 processes this new information. 585 00:40:03,631 --> 00:40:07,760 But I'm the one that keeps screwing up in his eyes, Jess. 586 00:40:10,763 --> 00:40:15,977 I'm a lot closer to actually losing him than you are. 587 00:40:16,102 --> 00:40:17,603 So I don't want to make things worse. 588 00:40:21,816 --> 00:40:24,110 You're not gonna say anything, are you? 589 00:40:27,071 --> 00:40:29,824 No. 590 00:40:38,040 --> 00:40:39,709 ♪ Putting it on a shelf ♪ 591 00:40:39,876 --> 00:40:40,960 ♪ You love the power ♪ 592 00:40:41,127 --> 00:40:42,211 ♪ I hate the pain ♪ 593 00:40:42,378 --> 00:40:45,798 ♪ But there I am, calling out your name ♪ 594 00:40:45,965 --> 00:40:47,133 ♪ You fuck with my head ♪ 595 00:40:47,300 --> 00:40:48,718 ♪ And I'll let you in ♪ 596 00:40:48,885 --> 00:40:50,052 ♪ You pull me close ♪ 597 00:40:50,219 --> 00:40:51,929 ♪ Then you leave again ♪ - Do you want a shot? 598 00:40:52,096 --> 00:40:53,222 - I can't drink anymore. - What? 599 00:40:53,389 --> 00:40:54,515 I said I can't drink anymore-- 600 00:40:54,640 --> 00:40:56,142 Sorry, I can't hear you over the sound 601 00:40:56,309 --> 00:40:58,477 of your vagina queefing. 602 00:40:58,644 --> 00:41:00,897 Excuse me. 603 00:41:01,063 --> 00:41:02,440 Hey, ball sack with testicles. 604 00:41:02,607 --> 00:41:03,774 Oh, my God, Abby. Seriously? 605 00:41:03,941 --> 00:41:05,151 Hi. 606 00:41:05,401 --> 00:41:07,403 Look, my friend here, he's not bad to look at, right? 607 00:41:07,528 --> 00:41:08,321 Seriously? 608 00:41:08,487 --> 00:41:09,906 He wants you inside him. 609 00:41:10,072 --> 00:41:11,240 Oh, my God. 610 00:41:11,407 --> 00:41:14,911 All like, what? 611 00:41:15,077 --> 00:41:16,162 9 inches of you? 612 00:41:16,412 --> 00:41:17,997 Oh, my God. You're so-- why do you do this? 613 00:41:18,164 --> 00:41:19,290 Don't act like I don't catch you 614 00:41:19,457 --> 00:41:20,666 checking him out all the time. 615 00:41:20,791 --> 00:41:21,876 Ooh, that's interesting. 616 00:41:22,043 --> 00:41:23,294 Tequila makes his clothes fall off. 617 00:41:23,419 --> 00:41:24,545 And he has a playlist on his phone of songs 618 00:41:24,712 --> 00:41:25,796 he wants to be plied to. 619 00:41:25,963 --> 00:41:27,757 I'm gonna go dance. 620 00:41:27,924 --> 00:41:29,050 Enjoy. 621 00:41:29,217 --> 00:41:29,967 Thanks. 622 00:41:30,134 --> 00:41:33,387 Hey, that's mine. 623 00:41:33,512 --> 00:41:35,723 I am so sorry for her. 624 00:41:35,848 --> 00:41:36,682 It's all good. 625 00:41:36,849 --> 00:41:38,100 It doesn't bother me. 626 00:41:38,351 --> 00:41:40,728 ♪ But you've got me locked in this twisted dance ♪ 627 00:41:40,853 --> 00:41:42,480 ♪ You took me down ♪ 628 00:41:42,647 --> 00:41:44,273 I'm also sorry about the other day as well. 629 00:41:44,440 --> 00:41:45,900 Don't even worry about it. 630 00:41:46,067 --> 00:41:46,901 I overreacted. 631 00:41:47,068 --> 00:41:48,069 No, I was-- 632 00:41:48,236 --> 00:41:49,028 I was a dick. 633 00:41:49,195 --> 00:41:51,197 Let me buy you a drink. 634 00:41:51,364 --> 00:41:52,740 You really don't need to do that. 635 00:41:52,865 --> 00:41:56,827 Hey, let me buy you a fucking drink. 636 00:42:01,415 --> 00:42:04,835 ♪ So go bury the truth you can't face ♪ 637 00:42:05,002 --> 00:42:06,420 ♪ You can call me names ♪ 638 00:42:06,587 --> 00:42:07,713 ♪ Push me around ♪ 639 00:42:07,964 --> 00:42:11,050 ♪ But it won't silence the voice you found ♪ 640 00:42:11,217 --> 00:42:12,969 ♪ Hurt me all you want ♪ 641 00:42:13,135 --> 00:42:15,054 ♪ But it's too late ♪ 642 00:42:15,221 --> 00:42:19,725 ♪ Being a dick to me won't make you straight ♪ 643 00:42:21,686 --> 00:42:22,979 ♪ The joke's in hard ♪ 644 00:42:24,689 --> 00:42:26,148 ♪ You're messing with my mind ♪ 645 00:42:26,315 --> 00:42:28,693 ♪ A guy like you shouldn't leave me paralyzed ♪ 646 00:42:28,859 --> 00:42:31,445 So why do you think you push people away? 647 00:42:31,612 --> 00:42:32,488 Wow. 648 00:42:32,613 --> 00:42:33,406 What? 649 00:42:33,572 --> 00:42:34,991 Where did that even come from? 650 00:42:35,157 --> 00:42:36,951 I thought we weren't gonna have any awkward questions. 651 00:42:37,076 --> 00:42:38,953 Oh, I'm sorry. Was that awkward? 652 00:42:39,078 --> 00:42:39,912 Yeah. 653 00:42:40,037 --> 00:42:41,038 Guess I must just be drunk. 654 00:42:41,205 --> 00:42:41,998 ♪ Confused ♪ 655 00:42:42,248 --> 00:42:43,666 ♪ Just don't know what to say ♪ 656 00:42:43,833 --> 00:42:45,042 ♪ But you're in my head ♪ 657 00:42:45,209 --> 00:42:48,004 ♪ Can't think straight ♪ 658 00:42:48,129 --> 00:42:50,548 I mean, you're obviously attractive. 659 00:42:50,715 --> 00:42:52,258 Mm. 660 00:42:52,425 --> 00:42:56,554 And you're smart, and you're funny. 661 00:42:56,721 --> 00:42:59,348 So why are you single? 662 00:42:59,515 --> 00:43:00,933 Why are you single? 663 00:43:03,394 --> 00:43:05,646 I'm not trying to shame you or anything like that. 664 00:43:05,813 --> 00:43:10,443 It's just doesn't get lonely, all these one night stands, 665 00:43:10,609 --> 00:43:11,902 everyone always leaving? 666 00:43:12,028 --> 00:43:15,740 Well, if we're honest, that's all anybody ever wants. 667 00:43:15,906 --> 00:43:16,907 Not everyone. 668 00:43:17,033 --> 00:43:18,993 OK, fine. 669 00:43:19,160 --> 00:43:20,161 I'll play that game. 670 00:43:20,328 --> 00:43:21,412 Maybe not you. 671 00:43:21,579 --> 00:43:24,415 But normal people, that's all they want. 672 00:43:24,582 --> 00:43:25,708 They just want to cum and go. 673 00:43:25,875 --> 00:43:27,043 How would you know if you haven't 674 00:43:27,209 --> 00:43:28,961 given anyone a chance to stay? 675 00:43:29,086 --> 00:43:30,921 'Cause I know. 676 00:43:31,088 --> 00:43:32,882 I mean, look around. 677 00:43:33,049 --> 00:43:36,135 Everyone wants this Saturday night. 678 00:43:36,302 --> 00:43:39,722 Nobody wants to stay for the Sunday morning. 679 00:43:39,889 --> 00:43:44,393 We're not made to be tied down at all. 680 00:43:44,560 --> 00:43:49,148 We're just meant to party, fuck, have fun. 681 00:43:49,315 --> 00:43:51,025 Nobody wants to hang over. 682 00:43:51,192 --> 00:43:53,152 You're obviously hanging around with the wrong people 683 00:43:53,277 --> 00:43:56,989 because some of us want to be there first thing in the morning 684 00:43:57,114 --> 00:43:59,033 after the hangover to take care of the person 685 00:43:59,200 --> 00:44:00,785 that we're waking up next to. 686 00:44:07,333 --> 00:44:08,125 ♪--need permission ♪ 687 00:44:08,292 --> 00:44:10,878 ♪ I was born to be free ♪ 688 00:44:11,045 --> 00:44:12,338 ♪ Oh, you love to talk ♪ 689 00:44:12,505 --> 00:44:14,507 ♪ But you never listen ♪ 690 00:44:14,673 --> 00:44:19,095 ♪ Rewrite the past like the truth gone missing ♪ 691 00:44:19,220 --> 00:44:22,640 ♪ You're so damn good at playing pretend ♪ 692 00:44:22,807 --> 00:44:24,850 ♪ But karma keeps receipts ♪ 693 00:44:25,017 --> 00:44:27,269 ♪ Guess we'll see how it ends ♪ 694 00:44:27,436 --> 00:44:28,312 ♪ You smell like a saint ♪ 695 00:44:28,479 --> 00:44:31,524 ♪ But your hands ain't clean ♪ 696 00:44:37,238 --> 00:44:38,697 You like that, don't you? 697 00:44:38,864 --> 00:44:39,949 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 698 00:44:50,835 --> 00:44:52,795 Stop! 699 00:44:52,962 --> 00:44:54,171 Why? 700 00:44:54,338 --> 00:44:56,048 I don't want to do it like this. 701 00:44:56,215 --> 00:44:57,216 Like what? 702 00:44:57,383 --> 00:44:59,176 Like we're in a fucking porno. 703 00:45:02,972 --> 00:45:03,848 OK. 704 00:45:04,014 --> 00:45:05,015 Uh-- 705 00:45:05,224 --> 00:45:08,936 Look, I thought I was wrong about you, 706 00:45:09,103 --> 00:45:11,272 and I hope that I still am, but this 707 00:45:11,439 --> 00:45:13,149 is exactly what I didn't want. 708 00:45:22,908 --> 00:45:28,581 Look, I'm kind of drunk still, and 709 00:45:28,706 --> 00:45:31,542 I'd like to spend the night because I 710 00:45:31,709 --> 00:45:33,252 do want to spend it with you. 711 00:45:43,596 --> 00:45:45,514 OK. 712 00:45:45,681 --> 00:45:46,682 OK. 713 00:47:04,760 --> 00:47:06,679 Fuck, oh. 714 00:47:06,804 --> 00:47:08,973 Good morning. 715 00:47:09,139 --> 00:47:10,641 Morning. 716 00:47:10,766 --> 00:47:11,809 Is that your phone? 717 00:47:11,976 --> 00:47:12,977 No. 718 00:47:35,332 --> 00:47:41,755 Hey, take this and drink this. 719 00:47:41,880 --> 00:47:42,923 Thanks. 720 00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:48,095 - Uh. - Mm. 721 00:47:48,262 --> 00:47:49,138 Uh. 722 00:47:49,305 --> 00:47:50,097 Mm. 723 00:47:50,264 --> 00:47:51,390 Uh. 724 00:47:51,557 --> 00:47:52,558 OK. 725 00:48:09,825 --> 00:48:12,995 Look, I had a time last night. 726 00:48:13,162 --> 00:48:16,206 Yeah, I did too. 727 00:48:24,548 --> 00:48:26,759 Looks like we're ready to pick up where we left off. 728 00:48:26,925 --> 00:48:29,470 Come on. 729 00:48:29,637 --> 00:48:32,640 I meant what I said last night. 730 00:48:32,806 --> 00:48:35,934 I'd like to take you out tonight. 731 00:48:36,060 --> 00:48:36,935 Like on a date. 732 00:48:37,061 --> 00:48:40,105 Uh, isn't that kind of gay? 733 00:48:43,651 --> 00:48:44,735 I'll see you tonight. 734 00:49:05,506 --> 00:49:09,343 Well, this is a nice change, Cole. 735 00:49:09,510 --> 00:49:10,803 It's him. 736 00:49:10,969 --> 00:49:12,638 Someone you were intimate with? 737 00:49:12,805 --> 00:49:14,640 You mean, did we fuck? 738 00:49:14,807 --> 00:49:16,517 Sure. 739 00:49:16,684 --> 00:49:17,726 No. 740 00:49:17,935 --> 00:49:21,480 Actually, all we did was cuddle, which is like-- 741 00:49:21,647 --> 00:49:23,315 I'm-- I'm surprised. 742 00:49:23,482 --> 00:49:24,483 I don't know. 743 00:49:24,650 --> 00:49:26,193 It just-- there's something about him. 744 00:49:26,318 --> 00:49:29,238 He's just different. 745 00:49:29,405 --> 00:49:33,409 I'm really happy for you. 746 00:49:33,575 --> 00:49:37,121 However, um, I think we should continue 747 00:49:37,287 --> 00:49:39,248 where we left off last time. 748 00:49:39,415 --> 00:49:41,542 Why don't we start with your mother? 749 00:49:41,667 --> 00:49:43,711 Why don't we talk about your mom? 750 00:49:43,836 --> 00:49:45,129 Does she look like you? 751 00:49:45,295 --> 00:49:46,463 Is she hot? 752 00:49:46,630 --> 00:49:48,590 Is this her here? 753 00:49:48,757 --> 00:49:51,885 That is a picture of my sons, Tyler and Jackson-- 754 00:49:52,010 --> 00:49:53,053 Jackson. 755 00:49:56,306 --> 00:49:57,891 You know Jackson? 756 00:49:58,058 --> 00:50:00,519 Yeah, I got to know him very well last night. 757 00:50:00,686 --> 00:50:02,187 - This isn't funny, Cole. - Why? 758 00:50:02,354 --> 00:50:03,897 You didn't know he liked boys? - Of course, I know he's gay. 759 00:50:04,064 --> 00:50:05,441 I just didn't know that he-- - Is it about me? 760 00:50:05,566 --> 00:50:06,358 What? 761 00:50:06,525 --> 00:50:07,526 Am I not good enough? 762 00:50:07,693 --> 00:50:09,528 Are you being serious right now? 763 00:50:09,695 --> 00:50:10,946 Yes, I'm being serious. 764 00:50:11,113 --> 00:50:12,448 - Then I need you to go. - I'm not going anywhere. 765 00:50:12,573 --> 00:50:13,615 I can't treat you any more. 766 00:50:13,782 --> 00:50:15,075 This is my therapy session. 767 00:50:15,200 --> 00:50:16,034 As of right now, I'm no longer your therapist. 768 00:50:16,201 --> 00:50:17,035 Go. - Jessica, no. 769 00:50:17,161 --> 00:50:18,162 - Enough. - I'm not going. 770 00:50:18,328 --> 00:50:19,371 I'm staying right here. 771 00:50:19,538 --> 00:50:20,748 I'm gonna call security. Get out. 772 00:50:20,914 --> 00:50:21,915 Wow. 773 00:50:22,082 --> 00:50:23,500 Really? 774 00:50:24,668 --> 00:50:25,419 At least now I know what you actually think about me. 775 00:50:25,544 --> 00:50:26,503 So thank you. 776 00:50:47,816 --> 00:50:49,610 I thought we should talk. 777 00:51:08,253 --> 00:51:09,588 Look, I don't know how to say this, 778 00:51:09,755 --> 00:51:12,382 so I'm just gonna come out and say it. 779 00:51:12,549 --> 00:51:15,469 I went to see David yesterday, and-- 780 00:51:19,556 --> 00:51:23,185 I know he's screwing his secretary, Jess. 781 00:51:23,352 --> 00:51:25,771 It's what works for us. 782 00:51:25,938 --> 00:51:26,980 We're open. 783 00:51:30,234 --> 00:51:32,277 Look, I don't expect you to understand. 784 00:51:32,444 --> 00:51:34,404 And you really don't have to. 785 00:51:34,571 --> 00:51:38,867 I mean, it's kind of why you and David never really worked out 786 00:51:39,034 --> 00:51:41,453 and why he and I do. 787 00:51:41,620 --> 00:51:44,081 You wanted different things, and he just didn't 788 00:51:44,248 --> 00:51:45,833 know how to communicate that. 789 00:51:45,958 --> 00:51:50,295 And he and I are on the same page. 790 00:51:50,462 --> 00:51:53,465 Great. 791 00:51:53,632 --> 00:51:54,883 OK. 792 00:51:55,050 --> 00:51:57,761 Look, I-- I'm sorry for how I hurt you, 793 00:51:57,928 --> 00:51:59,388 and I really wish I could take it back, 794 00:51:59,555 --> 00:52:02,349 but you and I both know that you were really unhappy with him 795 00:52:02,516 --> 00:52:03,559 and he with you. 796 00:52:07,938 --> 00:52:14,403 David told Tyler that I had an affair. 797 00:52:14,570 --> 00:52:16,029 That that's the reason for the divorce. 798 00:52:16,196 --> 00:52:17,573 Why would he do that? 799 00:52:17,739 --> 00:52:19,324 Because that's the man you're marrying. 800 00:52:19,491 --> 00:52:21,535 Stop-- stop doing that. 801 00:52:21,702 --> 00:52:23,620 You-- stop trying to make me hate him. 802 00:52:23,787 --> 00:52:25,289 That is not what this is about at all. 803 00:52:25,455 --> 00:52:26,540 Look at me. 804 00:52:26,707 --> 00:52:27,833 The only reason I'm here telling you this 805 00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:29,543 is because I think it's time. 806 00:52:29,710 --> 00:52:30,836 He deserves the truth. 807 00:52:31,003 --> 00:52:35,090 This isn't just about you, Jess. 808 00:52:35,215 --> 00:52:37,009 You don't have to do this. 809 00:52:37,134 --> 00:52:38,302 Not right now. 810 00:52:38,468 --> 00:52:40,262 It's, like, the worst fucking possible timing. 811 00:52:40,429 --> 00:52:43,390 Sure. 812 00:52:43,557 --> 00:52:47,352 Can you just let it go? 813 00:52:47,519 --> 00:52:49,688 I have. 814 00:53:09,333 --> 00:53:10,918 I can't be here when-- 815 00:53:13,503 --> 00:53:16,340 I know. 816 00:53:29,227 --> 00:53:30,479 Hey! 817 00:53:30,646 --> 00:53:31,772 What the fuck? 818 00:53:31,980 --> 00:53:35,609 Why do you keep being such a douche to mom? 819 00:53:35,776 --> 00:53:36,610 Get out. 820 00:53:36,735 --> 00:53:39,571 No, not until you tell me. 821 00:53:39,738 --> 00:53:41,281 Because she had an affair. 822 00:53:41,448 --> 00:53:43,241 No, she didn't. 823 00:53:43,408 --> 00:53:44,368 Dad told me. 824 00:53:44,534 --> 00:53:45,535 Dad's a lying sack of shit, 825 00:53:45,702 --> 00:53:46,995 and he has been our entire lives. 826 00:53:47,162 --> 00:53:48,121 Get your head out of your ass and 827 00:53:48,288 --> 00:53:49,831 stop being such a little dick. 828 00:53:49,998 --> 00:53:50,958 I believe him. 829 00:53:51,124 --> 00:53:53,043 Well, you're an idiot, then. 830 00:53:53,210 --> 00:53:54,962 And either way, it doesn't give you the right to keep 831 00:53:55,087 --> 00:53:56,380 on treating her like this. 832 00:53:56,546 --> 00:53:59,758 And if you keep it up, I promise, you I will cut you. 833 00:53:59,925 --> 00:54:00,759 Now, hurry up. 834 00:54:00,926 --> 00:54:03,053 I have a date. 835 00:54:03,220 --> 00:54:05,973 Why the fuck do you even live here still? 836 00:54:23,323 --> 00:54:24,616 Cole, what are you doing here? 837 00:54:24,783 --> 00:54:26,785 I'm here to pick up Jackson for our date. 838 00:54:26,952 --> 00:54:28,412 He already has enough going on right now. 839 00:54:28,578 --> 00:54:30,998 Yeah, so do I but that doesn't matter to you, does it? 840 00:54:31,164 --> 00:54:33,417 This is exactly why I don't want you seeing him. 841 00:54:33,583 --> 00:54:34,835 This isn't up to you. 842 00:54:37,838 --> 00:54:38,839 Hey. 843 00:54:41,466 --> 00:54:42,342 You actually came. 844 00:54:42,467 --> 00:54:43,969 Of course, yeah. 845 00:54:44,136 --> 00:54:45,220 Mom, this is Cole. 846 00:54:45,345 --> 00:54:48,265 Yeah, yeah, we, um, just met. 847 00:54:50,892 --> 00:54:51,977 OK. 848 00:54:52,144 --> 00:54:55,105 I'm not gonna be out too late. 849 00:54:55,272 --> 00:54:57,190 Well, he doesn't know that. 850 00:54:57,357 --> 00:54:58,525 I'll see you later. 851 00:54:58,692 --> 00:54:59,484 Love you. 852 00:54:59,651 --> 00:55:01,361 Love you too. 853 00:55:01,486 --> 00:55:04,072 Have fun. 854 00:55:04,239 --> 00:55:06,324 Suburbia. 855 00:55:06,450 --> 00:55:08,285 Do you like my car? 856 00:55:08,452 --> 00:55:09,369 It's fancy. 857 00:55:09,536 --> 00:55:10,537 Yeah. 858 00:55:25,719 --> 00:55:27,679 So that's the dude that Jackson's banging? 859 00:55:35,604 --> 00:55:38,148 Did you talk to dad about me moving in? 860 00:55:38,273 --> 00:55:45,113 Yeah, I have, but I've changed my mind. 861 00:55:45,280 --> 00:55:46,698 We're gonna work through this. 862 00:56:01,213 --> 00:56:04,633 So are you, like, a nachos guy or-- 863 00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:05,801 I'm like a food guy. 864 00:56:05,967 --> 00:56:06,802 Period. 865 00:56:06,927 --> 00:56:08,470 Me too, man. 866 00:56:08,637 --> 00:56:09,554 Me too. 867 00:56:09,763 --> 00:56:11,765 Guacamole's disgusting, though. 868 00:56:11,932 --> 00:56:12,849 Oh, the article. 869 00:56:13,016 --> 00:56:14,184 Yeah. 870 00:56:14,309 --> 00:56:16,394 The article is if you eat one avocado per meal, 871 00:56:16,561 --> 00:56:18,271 it's enough healthy fats that you'll, 872 00:56:18,438 --> 00:56:19,648 like, live longer or some shit. 873 00:56:19,815 --> 00:56:20,899 An avocado per meal? 874 00:56:21,066 --> 00:56:22,275 Yeah. 875 00:56:22,442 --> 00:56:23,693 What do you even do with that much avocado? 876 00:56:23,819 --> 00:56:24,694 I don't know. 877 00:56:24,820 --> 00:56:26,071 You spread it on your bread or-- 878 00:56:26,196 --> 00:56:29,950 Hi, um, my friend thinks you're really hot, 879 00:56:30,117 --> 00:56:34,746 so she asked me to send you this. 880 00:56:34,913 --> 00:56:37,582 Does your friend know I'm on a date? 881 00:56:41,753 --> 00:56:44,005 You're gay? 882 00:56:44,172 --> 00:56:46,216 You're serious? 883 00:56:46,341 --> 00:56:48,135 That's a fucking waste. 884 00:56:48,301 --> 00:56:49,928 Wow. Here. 885 00:56:50,095 --> 00:56:51,012 Why don't you take this back? 886 00:56:51,138 --> 00:56:53,014 I'm-- I'm actually good. 887 00:56:53,181 --> 00:56:55,142 Well, OK. 888 00:56:55,308 --> 00:56:58,311 Well, I'll just-- in case you change your mind. 889 00:56:58,436 --> 00:57:00,021 Maybe take one of these. 890 00:57:00,147 --> 00:57:01,189 See ya. 891 00:57:03,650 --> 00:57:05,735 Yeah, her friend definitely told her to do that. 892 00:57:05,902 --> 00:57:06,945 Clearly. 893 00:57:10,949 --> 00:57:13,702 By the way, Jackson, I'm not gay. 894 00:57:13,869 --> 00:57:14,786 Yeah, OK. 895 00:57:14,911 --> 00:57:17,122 I'm not. 896 00:57:17,247 --> 00:57:18,206 OK, sorry. 897 00:57:18,373 --> 00:57:19,207 Gay, straight, bi, whatever. 898 00:57:19,374 --> 00:57:20,208 None of those things. 899 00:57:20,375 --> 00:57:21,501 You have sex with men. 900 00:57:21,626 --> 00:57:22,669 OK, and? 901 00:57:24,880 --> 00:57:25,714 OK. 902 00:57:25,881 --> 00:57:28,133 So what are you? 903 00:57:28,300 --> 00:57:31,636 I'm an experience. 904 00:57:31,803 --> 00:57:32,929 No, for real. 905 00:57:33,096 --> 00:57:34,723 I think living in this world is hard enough. 906 00:57:34,890 --> 00:57:39,811 So why would I make it harder by putting myself in a little box? 907 00:57:39,978 --> 00:57:44,774 I don't need a word to define who I am. 908 00:57:44,941 --> 00:57:45,984 Hmm. 909 00:57:46,276 --> 00:57:49,446 I guess I never thought about things like that. 910 00:57:49,613 --> 00:57:51,656 How about you then, Jackson? 911 00:57:51,823 --> 00:57:53,158 Who are you? 912 00:57:53,325 --> 00:57:55,243 Apparently, I'm not as deep as you. 913 00:57:55,410 --> 00:57:56,912 Oh, you could have got pretty deep last night. 914 00:57:57,078 --> 00:57:58,705 Why do you keep on doing that? 915 00:57:58,872 --> 00:57:59,789 Do what? 916 00:57:59,956 --> 00:58:03,418 This self-defense mechanism thing. 917 00:58:05,879 --> 00:58:08,089 Do I make you nervous or something? 918 00:58:08,256 --> 00:58:11,593 Honestly, yeah. 919 00:58:14,137 --> 00:58:15,764 Why? 920 00:58:15,931 --> 00:58:17,140 I don't know. 921 00:58:17,307 --> 00:58:21,144 I just don't do this, like food, nachos, talking 922 00:58:21,311 --> 00:58:22,229 about our personal life. 923 00:58:22,395 --> 00:58:23,480 Like, I never do this. 924 00:58:23,647 --> 00:58:27,567 I-- you're just different, Jackson, OK? 925 00:58:30,320 --> 00:58:32,739 Well, I'm not going anywhere. 926 00:58:38,411 --> 00:58:41,039 So, why law school? 927 00:58:41,206 --> 00:58:43,375 Mm. 928 00:58:43,541 --> 00:58:45,794 Really? 929 00:58:45,961 --> 00:58:47,128 OK. 930 00:58:47,295 --> 00:58:51,967 Uh, when I was 16, I sought emancipation from my mom 931 00:58:52,092 --> 00:58:56,596 and, uh, my stepfather. 932 00:58:56,721 --> 00:58:57,514 I was young. 933 00:58:57,681 --> 00:58:58,807 I couldn't afford a lawyer. 934 00:58:58,974 --> 00:59:01,559 So I found somebody who was willing to fight 935 00:59:01,685 --> 00:59:02,936 the case pro bono. 936 00:59:03,061 --> 00:59:06,398 And if I didn't have him in my corner, 937 00:59:06,564 --> 00:59:09,693 I don't know where I'd be. 938 00:59:09,859 --> 00:59:12,237 Law school is just a way of kind of like paying it forward, 939 00:59:12,404 --> 00:59:13,238 you know? 940 00:59:13,363 --> 00:59:16,199 Like my good deed. 941 00:59:16,366 --> 00:59:17,951 Why did you become emancipated? 942 00:59:18,118 --> 00:59:19,452 There's a lot of questions about me. 943 00:59:19,619 --> 00:59:20,745 Why don't we talk about you? 944 00:59:20,912 --> 00:59:23,748 OK, what do you want to know about me? 945 00:59:23,915 --> 00:59:26,084 How's your family? 946 00:59:26,251 --> 00:59:29,045 Well, my dad is just-- 947 00:59:29,212 --> 00:59:31,506 he's not a good dad. 948 00:59:31,673 --> 00:59:35,343 Um, my brother depends on the day and who's around. 949 00:59:35,510 --> 00:59:37,387 Mm. 950 00:59:37,554 --> 00:59:40,015 But my mom's pretty great. 951 00:59:40,181 --> 00:59:43,810 She seemed a little off when I came to pick you up. 952 00:59:43,977 --> 00:59:46,688 Well, yeah, she's got a lot going on right now. 953 00:59:46,855 --> 00:59:50,066 My family's a little screwed up, but I don't know, 954 00:59:50,233 --> 00:59:51,443 she's the strongest person I know. 955 00:59:51,609 --> 00:59:52,777 I know she's gonna get through it. 956 00:59:52,944 --> 00:59:55,196 Mm. 957 00:59:55,363 --> 00:59:58,408 Honestly, I think there's probably a lot more to the story 958 00:59:58,575 --> 00:59:59,617 that I'm not even aware of. 959 00:59:59,784 --> 01:00:02,329 But she keeps everything in all the time. 960 01:00:02,495 --> 01:00:04,456 You know, she just-- she doesn't want to let me 961 01:00:04,622 --> 01:00:07,792 and my brother see her shit, but like, 962 01:00:07,959 --> 01:00:10,420 it wouldn't bother us if she did. 963 01:00:10,587 --> 01:00:11,880 Why don't you talk to her about it? 964 01:00:12,047 --> 01:00:13,131 I don't know. 965 01:00:13,298 --> 01:00:14,674 I guess I've just got to accept the fact 966 01:00:14,841 --> 01:00:17,385 that sometimes I'm not entitled to all the information. 967 01:00:17,552 --> 01:00:19,596 It doesn't mean that I can't just be there for the person, 968 01:00:19,763 --> 01:00:20,597 you know? 969 01:00:20,722 --> 01:00:22,891 I don't need to pry. 970 01:00:23,058 --> 01:00:25,352 I just need to be there. 971 01:00:25,518 --> 01:00:27,062 Oh, cheers. 972 01:00:27,228 --> 01:00:28,146 It's our first date, right? 973 01:00:28,313 --> 01:00:29,356 Cheers. 974 01:00:43,745 --> 01:00:44,662 I had fun tonight. 975 01:00:44,829 --> 01:00:46,956 Yeah, me too. 976 01:00:47,123 --> 01:00:49,250 I'd invite you in, but you know. 977 01:00:49,417 --> 01:00:50,627 Nah, don't even worry about it. 978 01:00:50,794 --> 01:00:52,003 We always got some other time. 979 01:00:52,170 --> 01:00:53,171 Hey. 980 01:01:04,599 --> 01:01:07,644 Or we could go back to my house. 981 01:01:07,811 --> 01:01:11,064 Look, I meant what I said last night. 982 01:01:11,231 --> 01:01:13,817 I had a good time, but I liked today better 'cause 983 01:01:13,983 --> 01:01:17,237 I got to get to know you. 984 01:01:17,404 --> 01:01:18,488 I want the Sunday mornings. 985 01:01:20,824 --> 01:01:21,866 Goodnight. 986 01:01:53,565 --> 01:01:54,899 Cole. 987 01:01:55,024 --> 01:01:56,526 I, uh-- 988 01:01:56,693 --> 01:01:58,027 I knew you'd be here. 989 01:02:01,698 --> 01:02:05,076 I just-- I want to tell you, I'm very serious about Jackson. 990 01:02:05,243 --> 01:02:08,705 And I would never do anything to hurt him. 991 01:02:08,872 --> 01:02:10,206 You told me this already. 992 01:02:10,373 --> 01:02:12,792 I know, but I thought maybe if I showed up here, 993 01:02:12,959 --> 01:02:15,753 you'd see how committed I was and-- 994 01:02:15,920 --> 01:02:17,172 I can't. 995 01:02:17,338 --> 01:02:20,717 Jess, I need to stay in counseling. 996 01:02:20,842 --> 01:02:22,051 I have probation. 997 01:02:22,218 --> 01:02:25,054 I can't just-- you told me to make things better, 998 01:02:25,221 --> 01:02:26,431 and I'm trying to make things better. 999 01:02:26,556 --> 01:02:28,433 And Jackson, he just makes it better for me. 1000 01:02:28,600 --> 01:02:29,517 I know, OK, Cole? 1001 01:02:29,642 --> 01:02:30,894 But I can't. 1002 01:02:31,060 --> 01:02:33,229 It's a conflict of interest. 1003 01:02:33,396 --> 01:02:34,397 I'm sorry. 1004 01:02:39,068 --> 01:02:41,779 I-- you know, I-- 1005 01:02:41,946 --> 01:02:44,199 I know you never really liked me, 1006 01:02:44,365 --> 01:02:45,700 and I never really said that. 1007 01:02:45,825 --> 01:02:47,410 And I wasn't easy on you. 1008 01:02:47,535 --> 01:02:49,787 I understand. 1009 01:02:49,913 --> 01:02:52,499 Somehow, I think maybe if I stayed in counseling, 1010 01:02:52,665 --> 01:02:53,875 you could have helped me. 1011 01:02:58,254 --> 01:03:00,632 But thank you for at least trying your best. 1012 01:03:03,301 --> 01:03:05,136 I don't dislike you, Cole. 1013 01:03:25,114 --> 01:03:28,368 Why do you keep staring at me? 1014 01:03:28,535 --> 01:03:29,577 No reason. 1015 01:03:32,622 --> 01:03:35,792 Are you going out again tonight? 1016 01:03:35,917 --> 01:03:38,545 Yeah, eventually. 1017 01:03:38,670 --> 01:03:40,838 You've been spending a lot of time with this guy 1018 01:03:40,964 --> 01:03:42,298 lately. 1019 01:03:42,423 --> 01:03:45,718 Yeah, that's what happens when you're dating somebody. 1020 01:03:45,885 --> 01:03:49,305 You're-- you're dating, like, officially? 1021 01:03:49,472 --> 01:03:50,557 Yeah. 1022 01:03:50,723 --> 01:03:51,975 But it's only been two weeks. 1023 01:03:52,141 --> 01:03:53,101 Isn't that a little fast? 1024 01:03:53,268 --> 01:03:56,771 What is with all the questions? 1025 01:03:56,938 --> 01:03:58,273 Do you not like Cole or something? 1026 01:03:58,398 --> 01:03:59,774 You don't even know him yet. 1027 01:03:59,899 --> 01:04:02,902 Never mind. 1028 01:04:07,657 --> 01:04:12,078 Tyler, um, your grandma wants to have dinner with the two 1029 01:04:12,203 --> 01:04:13,121 of us tomorrow night. 1030 01:04:13,288 --> 01:04:15,164 What? 1031 01:04:15,331 --> 01:04:16,332 Why? 1032 01:04:16,541 --> 01:04:18,084 Because she hasn't seen you for weeks. 1033 01:04:18,251 --> 01:04:19,294 I don't know. 1034 01:04:19,460 --> 01:04:21,296 Well, why doesn't Jackson have to go? 1035 01:04:21,462 --> 01:04:22,839 Because grandma's a fucking psycho. 1036 01:04:23,006 --> 01:04:23,798 Hey. 1037 01:04:23,965 --> 01:04:25,967 Well, she is. 1038 01:04:26,092 --> 01:04:28,303 Because she only asked for you. 1039 01:04:31,014 --> 01:04:33,057 It's probably because the oldest is such 1040 01:04:33,224 --> 01:04:34,517 a disappointment, isn't it? 1041 01:04:34,684 --> 01:04:35,476 Stop. 1042 01:04:35,643 --> 01:04:38,771 It has its benefits. 1043 01:05:04,255 --> 01:05:05,089 Cole, come on. 1044 01:05:05,256 --> 01:05:06,758 Hey, come on. 1045 01:05:06,883 --> 01:05:07,842 What? 1046 01:05:08,009 --> 01:05:10,011 I just want to make you feel good. 1047 01:05:10,178 --> 01:05:13,014 I do feel good. 1048 01:05:15,433 --> 01:05:16,267 Fine. 1049 01:05:16,434 --> 01:05:17,977 OK, I'm fine. 1050 01:05:18,102 --> 01:05:20,897 I'm completely fine. 1051 01:05:42,919 --> 01:05:47,048 OK, OK. 1052 01:05:47,215 --> 01:05:49,717 All right. 1053 01:06:05,525 --> 01:06:06,901 Do you have a condom? 1054 01:06:07,068 --> 01:06:07,860 Yes. 1055 01:06:08,027 --> 01:06:10,780 Yeah, so do I. 1056 01:06:26,921 --> 01:06:30,091 Get in the mood. 1057 01:06:38,349 --> 01:06:41,936 Hey, what's wrong with you, baby? 1058 01:06:52,363 --> 01:06:55,199 What's wrong, baby? 1059 01:07:00,288 --> 01:07:01,164 Stop. 1060 01:07:01,330 --> 01:07:02,331 Stop. 1061 01:07:04,500 --> 01:07:07,086 Are you all right? 1062 01:07:07,253 --> 01:07:08,296 Yeah, yeah. 1063 01:07:08,463 --> 01:07:09,130 I'm fine. 1064 01:07:09,338 --> 01:07:11,340 I just-- I can't right now. 1065 01:07:20,016 --> 01:07:23,019 Well, then I told the caterer, I 1066 01:07:23,186 --> 01:07:26,230 don't care about your traditional menu options. 1067 01:07:26,397 --> 01:07:29,901 None of it is gourmet, which is what I am paying for. 1068 01:07:30,067 --> 01:07:32,945 I mean, please, filet mignon? 1069 01:07:33,112 --> 01:07:34,614 What are we, savages? 1070 01:07:34,781 --> 01:07:36,741 Is this some sort of prom night? 1071 01:07:39,202 --> 01:07:41,746 I mean, if we wanted to be the laughingstock of the season, 1072 01:07:41,913 --> 01:07:43,664 we'd just have a pig roast or host 1073 01:07:43,831 --> 01:07:46,959 a reception on the front lawn or some community center. 1074 01:07:50,463 --> 01:07:51,589 What are you wearing? 1075 01:07:54,175 --> 01:07:55,676 You look like an avocado. 1076 01:07:59,388 --> 01:08:01,766 You wanted to talk to Tyler about something? 1077 01:08:01,933 --> 01:08:02,767 Oh, yes. 1078 01:08:02,934 --> 01:08:04,852 Right, right. 1079 01:08:05,019 --> 01:08:06,062 Hang on. 1080 01:08:12,318 --> 01:08:13,528 There. 1081 01:08:13,694 --> 01:08:15,279 There. 1082 01:08:15,446 --> 01:08:16,489 $50,000? 1083 01:08:16,614 --> 01:08:18,241 Mom, really? 1084 01:08:18,366 --> 01:08:22,411 Well, you're going off to university next year. 1085 01:08:22,578 --> 01:08:24,038 I mean, it isn't fair for you to have 1086 01:08:24,163 --> 01:08:26,749 to work when you're supposed to be focusing on your studies 1087 01:08:26,916 --> 01:08:30,169 and maybe finding a girlfriend. 1088 01:08:30,336 --> 01:08:32,713 Mom, you should have discussed this with me first. 1089 01:08:32,880 --> 01:08:34,215 Why would I have to discuss it with you 1090 01:08:34,382 --> 01:08:35,508 if I want to give my grandson a gift? 1091 01:08:35,675 --> 01:08:36,717 Because you have two grandsons. 1092 01:08:36,843 --> 01:08:38,010 Well, if the eldest-- 1093 01:08:38,135 --> 01:08:39,303 Jackson. 1094 01:08:39,470 --> 01:08:40,555 His name is Jackson. 1095 01:08:40,721 --> 01:08:42,181 I'm so sick of the way you talk about him. 1096 01:08:42,348 --> 01:08:46,853 I am not about to waste my money on some arts program. 1097 01:08:46,978 --> 01:08:50,106 You do something useful with that. 1098 01:08:50,231 --> 01:08:51,107 Hey! 1099 01:08:51,274 --> 01:08:52,233 What-- 1100 01:08:52,483 --> 01:08:54,110 You are not buying my son's affection. 1101 01:08:54,277 --> 01:08:56,404 You're certainly not choosing one of my kids over the other. 1102 01:08:56,571 --> 01:08:57,864 Furthermore, he doesn't need your money. 1103 01:08:58,030 --> 01:08:59,532 He has a lot more than that waiting for him 1104 01:08:59,699 --> 01:09:02,326 when he graduates, which he can use on whatever he wants, 1105 01:09:02,493 --> 01:09:05,413 whether it's art school or not because he's my son, 1106 01:09:05,538 --> 01:09:08,708 and he can be whoever he wants to be. 1107 01:09:08,875 --> 01:09:09,917 Let's go. 1108 01:09:20,011 --> 01:09:22,013 Can I have my phone back? 1109 01:09:24,557 --> 01:09:25,600 Thanks. 1110 01:09:29,937 --> 01:09:33,149 ♪ I can't keep my hands off you ♪ 1111 01:09:33,316 --> 01:09:35,776 ♪ Every inch I want to explore, too ♪ 1112 01:09:35,943 --> 01:09:37,570 ♪ Let's get reckless ♪ 1113 01:09:37,737 --> 01:09:38,529 ♪ Let's get loud ♪ 1114 01:09:38,696 --> 01:09:39,739 ♪ You've got me hooked ♪ 1115 01:09:39,906 --> 01:09:41,115 ♪ I can't back down ♪ 1116 01:09:41,282 --> 01:09:42,283 ♪ I'm all in ♪ 1117 01:09:42,450 --> 01:09:43,659 ♪ Let's forget the rules ♪ 1118 01:09:43,826 --> 01:09:47,747 ♪ Tonight, I'm the one who's in control of you ♪ 1119 01:09:47,872 --> 01:09:52,168 ♪ I can't keep my hands off you ♪ 1120 01:09:52,335 --> 01:09:54,754 Have I ever told you that you have a great body? 1121 01:09:54,921 --> 01:09:55,880 Yeah, yeah. 1122 01:09:56,047 --> 01:09:57,423 You do it all the time. 1123 01:09:57,590 --> 01:10:00,635 It's just like every time you pose for our art class, 1124 01:10:00,801 --> 01:10:03,387 you give me a hard on. 1125 01:10:03,554 --> 01:10:05,473 Jax, can I make out with your boyfriend? 1126 01:10:05,640 --> 01:10:06,849 Yeah, I don't think so. 1127 01:10:06,974 --> 01:10:07,808 Why? 1128 01:10:07,934 --> 01:10:09,018 I'll let you make out with mine. 1129 01:10:09,143 --> 01:10:10,811 I don't want to make out with yours. 1130 01:10:10,937 --> 01:10:11,771 No offense. 1131 01:10:11,938 --> 01:10:12,855 Come on. 1132 01:10:13,022 --> 01:10:14,231 Can you just kiss my best friend? 1133 01:10:14,398 --> 01:10:15,650 Oh, God, Abby. 1134 01:10:15,816 --> 01:10:17,485 - Come on, kiss him. - Kiss him. 1135 01:10:17,610 --> 01:10:18,527 Kiss him. 1136 01:10:18,694 --> 01:10:19,820 Do it. 1137 01:10:19,987 --> 01:10:22,406 Do it, do it, do it. 1138 01:10:22,573 --> 01:10:25,910 Yeah, that is hot. 1139 01:10:26,077 --> 01:10:26,911 Add some tongue. 1140 01:10:27,078 --> 01:10:28,371 Oh, God. 1141 01:10:28,496 --> 01:10:30,581 Don't act like you don't like it, bitch. 1142 01:10:33,793 --> 01:10:37,630 You're still not making out with my boyfriend. 1143 01:10:40,549 --> 01:10:42,426 All right. 1144 01:10:42,551 --> 01:10:43,761 Scott, show him your dick. 1145 01:10:43,928 --> 01:10:45,304 I think it's time for us to go home. 1146 01:10:45,471 --> 01:10:46,430 Why? 1147 01:10:46,597 --> 01:10:47,682 We're just starting to have some fun. 1148 01:10:47,807 --> 01:10:49,308 Hi. Hey. 1149 01:10:49,475 --> 01:10:51,811 Could I have another drink, please? 1150 01:10:51,978 --> 01:10:55,106 Sweetie, he doesn't work here. 1151 01:10:55,272 --> 01:10:56,774 I'm going up anyways. 1152 01:10:56,941 --> 01:10:57,942 What do you want? 1153 01:10:58,067 --> 01:10:59,610 Alcohol. 1154 01:10:59,777 --> 01:11:01,487 Helpful. 1155 01:11:01,612 --> 01:11:03,656 Did I ever tell you the time that Jackson and I had sex? 1156 01:11:03,823 --> 01:11:05,491 No, we didn't. Yes, we did. 1157 01:11:05,658 --> 01:11:06,575 I'm the reason he's gay. 1158 01:11:06,742 --> 01:11:07,535 You're welcome. 1159 01:11:07,702 --> 01:11:10,621 We did not have sex. 1160 01:11:10,746 --> 01:11:12,790 Private conversation. 1161 01:11:16,794 --> 01:11:18,796 Anyway, yeah, he asked me to stick a finger up his no, 1162 01:11:18,963 --> 01:11:19,880 no hole. 1163 01:11:20,047 --> 01:11:23,718 And I was like, yeah, he's a homo. 1164 01:11:23,884 --> 01:11:25,511 I can say from personal experience 1165 01:11:25,678 --> 01:11:29,140 that that's probably not how the conversation went. 1166 01:11:29,306 --> 01:11:31,726 I mean, she casually asks you if you're adventurous, 1167 01:11:31,892 --> 01:11:34,186 and the next thing you she's two knuckles deep, 1168 01:11:34,353 --> 01:11:35,521 finger raping you up the ass. 1169 01:11:35,688 --> 01:11:37,523 Man, that's-- that's-- 1170 01:11:37,648 --> 01:11:38,482 that's not funny. 1171 01:11:38,649 --> 01:11:39,567 Yeah, it's not funny. 1172 01:11:39,734 --> 01:11:41,193 It's not rape if you like it. 1173 01:11:41,360 --> 01:11:43,362 That's not fucking funny. 1174 01:11:43,487 --> 01:11:44,905 Dude, come down. 1175 01:11:45,072 --> 01:11:45,906 Didn't mean anything. 1176 01:11:46,073 --> 01:11:47,658 Yeah, of course not. 1177 01:11:47,783 --> 01:11:49,160 Both of you don't think about what you 1178 01:11:49,285 --> 01:11:53,497 say before you fucking say it. 1179 01:11:53,664 --> 01:11:54,832 I'm gonna go get, uh-- 1180 01:11:54,957 --> 01:11:55,833 get some fresh air. 1181 01:11:56,000 --> 01:11:57,043 Man, I'm sorry. 1182 01:12:04,050 --> 01:12:05,134 I'll be back. 1183 01:12:08,888 --> 01:12:10,347 He's dark. 1184 01:12:26,405 --> 01:12:28,365 Hey. 1185 01:12:28,532 --> 01:12:29,533 You OK? 1186 01:12:33,996 --> 01:12:36,207 I'm just-- 1187 01:12:36,373 --> 01:12:38,250 I didn't mean to make such a stupid scene. 1188 01:12:38,417 --> 01:12:39,251 It's fine, man. 1189 01:12:39,418 --> 01:12:40,503 Don't worry about that. 1190 01:12:47,218 --> 01:12:48,177 Do you want to talk about it? 1191 01:12:48,344 --> 01:12:50,346 What's there to talk about? 1192 01:12:50,471 --> 01:12:52,973 I mean, obviously, you're going through something. 1193 01:12:59,063 --> 01:13:01,524 I don't need any kind of pity or judgment. 1194 01:13:01,690 --> 01:13:07,238 Hey, I will never pity you, and I will never judge you, OK? 1195 01:13:07,404 --> 01:13:09,990 I just want to be here for you. 1196 01:13:10,116 --> 01:13:12,159 Well, I know that other people in the world 1197 01:13:12,326 --> 01:13:13,869 have it a lot harder than I do. 1198 01:13:14,036 --> 01:13:15,037 So that doesn't make what you're 1199 01:13:15,204 --> 01:13:16,497 going through any less valid. 1200 01:13:22,920 --> 01:13:24,046 It's cold out. 1201 01:13:24,213 --> 01:13:25,798 You don't have to stay outside with me, OK? 1202 01:13:25,965 --> 01:13:28,801 I want to. 1203 01:13:28,968 --> 01:13:30,761 I just want to be here with you, OK? 1204 01:13:30,928 --> 01:13:32,471 I want you to know that you're not alone. 1205 01:13:38,102 --> 01:13:41,480 You know you don't owe anyone a thing, right? 1206 01:13:44,233 --> 01:13:47,611 Not your mom, not Joy, certainly not David. 1207 01:13:51,657 --> 01:13:52,491 I know. 1208 01:13:52,658 --> 01:13:54,493 No, Jessica. 1209 01:13:54,660 --> 01:13:55,744 Listen to me. 1210 01:13:55,870 --> 01:14:00,124 You don't owe anyone anything. 1211 01:14:00,291 --> 01:14:03,502 You've been holding it together for everyone else. 1212 01:14:03,669 --> 01:14:06,338 It's time you prioritize your mental health. 1213 01:14:06,505 --> 01:14:08,215 And if living honestly alleviates 1214 01:14:08,382 --> 01:14:10,384 some negative feelings, you need to. 1215 01:14:10,551 --> 01:14:12,303 Yeah, but that's just gonna make it a bigger fucking 1216 01:14:12,469 --> 01:14:13,721 mess for everybody else. 1217 01:14:13,888 --> 01:14:17,474 That's something that can be worked out over time. 1218 01:14:17,600 --> 01:14:22,771 That nagging guilt, the fear of the unknown, the regret, that's 1219 01:14:22,938 --> 01:14:25,524 what's keeping you in limbo. 1220 01:14:25,691 --> 01:14:26,901 And it's eating you alive. 1221 01:14:43,417 --> 01:14:46,170 Um, next Friday at 3:30. 1222 01:14:49,298 --> 01:14:50,507 Hey, Jessica. 1223 01:14:54,470 --> 01:14:56,555 What are you doing here? 1224 01:14:56,722 --> 01:14:59,433 Well, you know I need to keep up my probation, 1225 01:14:59,600 --> 01:15:02,895 so what do you think I'm doing here? 1226 01:15:12,613 --> 01:15:13,906 Can I go up now? 1227 01:15:15,366 --> 01:15:18,786 Good to see you again, Cole. 1228 01:15:18,953 --> 01:15:21,830 Thank you. 1229 01:15:26,710 --> 01:15:28,963 Can I show you mine? 1230 01:15:29,129 --> 01:15:30,172 Sure. 1231 01:15:32,549 --> 01:15:36,679 Only serious opinions only, OK? 1232 01:15:36,845 --> 01:15:38,055 Oh, my God. 1233 01:15:38,222 --> 01:15:39,640 What is wrong with you? 1234 01:15:39,807 --> 01:15:40,849 Girl can dream. 1235 01:15:41,016 --> 01:15:42,059 You're disgusting. 1236 01:15:42,226 --> 01:15:45,229 I love it. 1237 01:16:10,087 --> 01:16:11,922 So beautiful, the lake. 1238 01:16:12,089 --> 01:16:13,340 Mm. 1239 01:16:13,507 --> 01:16:16,260 And the stars. 1240 01:16:16,427 --> 01:16:17,511 I don't see them often. 1241 01:16:25,102 --> 01:16:26,228 You're awfully quiet. 1242 01:16:28,647 --> 01:16:29,690 Yeah. 1243 01:16:38,657 --> 01:16:40,200 You know my dad's wedding is coming up, right? 1244 01:16:40,367 --> 01:16:41,410 Mm-hmm. 1245 01:16:43,537 --> 01:16:44,538 Oh. 1246 01:16:47,249 --> 01:16:50,544 OK, I don't want to jinx anything by asking too soon, 1247 01:16:50,711 --> 01:16:54,631 but do you want to come with me? 1248 01:16:54,798 --> 01:16:57,009 Jackson, you know I don't do weddings. 1249 01:16:57,176 --> 01:16:58,552 There's an open bar. 1250 01:16:58,719 --> 01:17:00,054 I'm in. 1251 01:17:00,179 --> 01:17:02,181 God forbid you just do something 1252 01:17:02,306 --> 01:17:03,307 'cause I'm your boyfriend. 1253 01:17:03,474 --> 01:17:04,975 Oh, you know I like to get hard. 1254 01:17:05,142 --> 01:17:05,976 I like to be a-- 1255 01:17:06,143 --> 01:17:07,144 I like to be difficult. 1256 01:17:07,311 --> 01:17:08,729 - Yeah, ain't that the truth. - OK. 1257 01:17:08,854 --> 01:17:09,897 Mm-hmm. 1258 01:17:14,485 --> 01:17:18,238 You know, I really like you, Jackson. 1259 01:17:18,364 --> 01:17:20,115 I really like you, too. 1260 01:17:24,119 --> 01:17:25,162 I just, uh-- 1261 01:17:27,748 --> 01:17:30,376 I just don't ever want to hurt you, you know? 1262 01:17:30,542 --> 01:17:32,127 OK, so then don't. 1263 01:17:36,465 --> 01:17:38,008 Let's go home. 1264 01:17:41,095 --> 01:17:43,889 OK. 1265 01:20:08,742 --> 01:20:09,993 Hello. 1266 01:20:12,663 --> 01:20:13,705 What's wrong? 1267 01:20:23,507 --> 01:20:30,597 Uh, I don't know, sis. 1268 01:20:34,226 --> 01:20:41,358 I, uh-- OK, yeah, I'll be there. 1269 01:20:51,201 --> 01:20:54,454 I'll be there. 1270 01:20:54,621 --> 01:20:56,164 Who was that? 1271 01:20:56,331 --> 01:20:57,666 That was just my-- 1272 01:20:57,833 --> 01:20:58,917 my sister Cassie. 1273 01:20:59,084 --> 01:21:02,713 Um, my stepfather died last night, so-- 1274 01:21:02,879 --> 01:21:03,714 Oh, my God. 1275 01:21:03,839 --> 01:21:04,673 Babe, are you OK? 1276 01:21:04,840 --> 01:21:06,550 Yeah, yeah, I'm fine. 1277 01:21:06,717 --> 01:21:09,011 I'm so sorry. 1278 01:21:09,177 --> 01:21:11,597 Is there anything I can do? 1279 01:21:11,763 --> 01:21:13,890 No, don't worry about it. 1280 01:21:14,057 --> 01:21:17,185 Oh, when's the funeral? 1281 01:21:17,311 --> 01:21:20,188 I think she said next Saturday, so-- 1282 01:21:20,314 --> 01:21:21,148 OK, I can-- 1283 01:21:21,315 --> 01:21:22,524 I can be there with you. 1284 01:21:22,649 --> 01:21:23,692 It's fine. 1285 01:21:23,859 --> 01:21:26,320 Look, I really don't want you there, OK? 1286 01:21:26,486 --> 01:21:28,488 Oh, babe, you're gonna need somebody there. 1287 01:21:28,614 --> 01:21:29,906 I said I'm fucking fine. 1288 01:21:51,386 --> 01:21:54,765 My stepfather died last night. 1289 01:21:54,931 --> 01:21:58,352 Cole, I'm sorry. 1290 01:21:58,477 --> 01:22:00,479 Trust me, I'm fine. 1291 01:22:00,604 --> 01:22:01,396 I'm fine. 1292 01:22:01,563 --> 01:22:04,232 I, uh-- I'm actually glad. 1293 01:22:07,694 --> 01:22:09,446 Why do you say that? 1294 01:22:12,074 --> 01:22:15,285 He just wasn't a good person. 1295 01:22:15,452 --> 01:22:17,913 Why do you say he wasn't a good person? 1296 01:22:18,080 --> 01:22:20,374 Just wasn't. 1297 01:22:20,540 --> 01:22:21,583 He did things. 1298 01:22:24,211 --> 01:22:25,295 Destructive things. 1299 01:22:25,462 --> 01:22:26,588 Hurtful things. 1300 01:22:26,755 --> 01:22:28,465 He hurt people. 1301 01:22:28,590 --> 01:22:30,801 The world is a better place without him in it. 1302 01:22:34,012 --> 01:22:38,100 It's never really that simple, is it? 1303 01:22:38,266 --> 01:22:42,771 You can dislike someone and still grieve their loss. 1304 01:22:42,938 --> 01:22:45,190 And sometimes that person takes something with them 1305 01:22:45,357 --> 01:22:46,525 that you can't get back. 1306 01:22:50,070 --> 01:22:52,823 Tell me more about these destructive things. 1307 01:22:52,989 --> 01:22:53,782 We're not doing that. 1308 01:22:53,949 --> 01:22:55,325 I'm not talking about him. 1309 01:22:55,450 --> 01:22:56,535 Sorry. 1310 01:22:56,702 --> 01:22:58,286 What would happen if we talked about him-- 1311 01:22:58,453 --> 01:23:00,080 We're not going to talk about him because I'm 1312 01:23:00,247 --> 01:23:02,541 done with that topic. 1313 01:23:02,708 --> 01:23:04,042 What you need to understand is that this 1314 01:23:04,209 --> 01:23:06,294 is something I'm trying to deal with on my own, OK? 1315 01:23:06,461 --> 01:23:10,340 And I'm sick of everyone trying to force me to talk about it. 1316 01:23:10,507 --> 01:23:11,717 Who do you mean by everyone? 1317 01:23:11,883 --> 01:23:17,889 You, Cassie Jackson, my old therapist. 1318 01:23:18,056 --> 01:23:21,143 You all know what happened, so stop with the stupid questions, 1319 01:23:21,309 --> 01:23:23,645 OK? 1320 01:23:23,770 --> 01:23:25,772 Cole, look, I-- 1321 01:23:25,939 --> 01:23:29,526 I don't know what happened, but I can see that you're 1322 01:23:29,693 --> 01:23:31,778 carrying a lot of pain. 1323 01:23:34,239 --> 01:23:36,450 But do you think everyone is asking 1324 01:23:36,616 --> 01:23:41,288 out of nosiness or concern? 1325 01:23:41,413 --> 01:23:46,877 No, I know why everybody is asking. 1326 01:23:47,043 --> 01:23:50,255 They're asking 'cause they're trying to fix it. 1327 01:23:50,422 --> 01:23:55,218 Like if somehow I open up about it, it'll make them feel better. 1328 01:23:55,343 --> 01:23:57,304 It's always about them, what they want, 1329 01:23:57,471 --> 01:23:59,765 what they think I need. 1330 01:23:59,931 --> 01:24:01,308 Do you know how fucking awkward it 1331 01:24:01,475 --> 01:24:05,937 is to console someone because they're hurting because I 1332 01:24:06,104 --> 01:24:07,481 tried to fucking kill myself? 1333 01:24:12,360 --> 01:24:15,113 This isn't one thing that can be fixed by one person, 1334 01:24:15,238 --> 01:24:17,491 but I'm working through it, OK? 1335 01:24:17,616 --> 01:24:19,743 I am. 1336 01:24:19,910 --> 01:24:22,078 You'll all know when I'm ready and 1337 01:24:22,245 --> 01:24:24,080 when I get there, 'cause that's when I'll 1338 01:24:24,206 --> 01:24:25,791 be willing to talk about it. 1339 01:24:55,195 --> 01:24:56,905 How does next Friday work? 1340 01:24:57,072 --> 01:24:58,031 Uh, no. 1341 01:24:58,198 --> 01:25:00,909 Can I-- how about Wednesday? 1342 01:25:01,076 --> 01:25:02,369 Wednesday. 1343 01:25:02,536 --> 01:25:03,370 Oh, I, uh-- 1344 01:25:03,537 --> 01:25:04,371 I forgot my backpack. 1345 01:25:04,538 --> 01:25:05,956 I'm just gonna quickly-- 1346 01:25:53,920 --> 01:25:55,881 Look, I know you said you're fine, 1347 01:25:56,047 --> 01:25:57,299 but I cleared my schedule on Saturday 1348 01:25:57,424 --> 01:25:58,592 just in case you change your mind 1349 01:25:58,758 --> 01:25:59,801 and want me to go with you to the funeral. 1350 01:25:59,926 --> 01:26:01,136 For fuck's sake's, Jackson. 1351 01:26:01,303 --> 01:26:05,640 How many times do I have to say drop it? 1352 01:26:07,642 --> 01:26:09,185 When I say I don't want you there, 1353 01:26:09,352 --> 01:26:10,729 I don't fucking want you there. 1354 01:26:10,896 --> 01:26:12,647 OK, can you just pull the car fucking forward? 1355 01:26:12,772 --> 01:26:14,274 Yes, I can fucking pull forward, all right? 1356 01:26:14,441 --> 01:26:18,153 I don't need you to instruct me on every part of my life. 1357 01:26:18,278 --> 01:26:20,030 I can survive without you. 1358 01:26:49,809 --> 01:26:51,770 You know how fucking annoying it is 1359 01:26:51,937 --> 01:26:54,522 to be asked the same questions all the time? 1360 01:26:54,689 --> 01:26:55,565 Like, are you OK? 1361 01:26:55,732 --> 01:26:56,524 What's wrong? 1362 01:26:56,691 --> 01:26:57,984 Do you want to talk about it? 1363 01:26:58,151 --> 01:27:01,321 Like, somehow you knowing is gonna fix things. 1364 01:27:01,488 --> 01:27:02,405 OK, I'm sorry. 1365 01:27:02,572 --> 01:27:03,823 I don't know what to do here, OK? 1366 01:27:03,990 --> 01:27:05,075 I'm just trying to let you know that I'm here for. 1367 01:27:05,200 --> 01:27:06,493 I get it. I get it, OK? 1368 01:27:06,660 --> 01:27:08,995 You want to be here for me. 1369 01:27:09,162 --> 01:27:12,832 But this is not fucking about you, Jackson, all right? 1370 01:27:12,999 --> 01:27:17,545 I do not want to fucking talk about it, OK? 1371 01:27:17,671 --> 01:27:19,339 Like, I-- you're always fucking around. 1372 01:27:19,506 --> 01:27:20,465 I can't catch a break. 1373 01:27:20,632 --> 01:27:22,175 OK, I'm sorry. 1374 01:27:22,342 --> 01:27:26,805 I need fucking space, OK? 1375 01:27:26,930 --> 01:27:28,056 I can't fucking breathe. 1376 01:27:28,223 --> 01:27:29,599 You're suffocating me. 1377 01:27:35,981 --> 01:27:40,360 You told me you were never gonna hurt me. 1378 01:27:40,527 --> 01:27:42,779 Yeah, so maybe we should end things now, 1379 01:27:42,904 --> 01:27:44,990 so I don't really fucking hurt you. 1380 01:27:45,156 --> 01:27:46,366 It's a little late for that when 1381 01:27:46,491 --> 01:27:48,743 I'm already in love with you. 1382 01:27:48,910 --> 01:27:50,036 Don't do this, please. 1383 01:27:50,161 --> 01:27:54,124 No, don't-- don't fucking touch me, OK? 1384 01:28:19,858 --> 01:28:20,900 Hey. 1385 01:28:23,778 --> 01:28:24,779 Hey. 1386 01:28:27,365 --> 01:28:28,783 Jax, what's wrong? 1387 01:28:28,950 --> 01:28:32,829 Cole just broke up with me. 1388 01:28:32,996 --> 01:28:34,164 Oh, honey. I'm so sorry. 1389 01:28:34,289 --> 01:28:35,123 Yeah, right, Mom. 1390 01:28:35,290 --> 01:28:36,207 You didn't even like him. 1391 01:28:36,374 --> 01:28:37,834 That is not true. 1392 01:28:38,001 --> 01:28:39,210 Yeah, it is. 1393 01:28:39,377 --> 01:28:41,379 You didn't even get to know him 'cause if you did, 1394 01:28:41,546 --> 01:28:43,089 you would have seen that he's not just some guy 1395 01:28:43,214 --> 01:28:44,632 that it didn't work out with. 1396 01:28:47,510 --> 01:28:48,887 I'm so in love with him. 1397 01:28:49,054 --> 01:28:50,597 That's why he's breaking up with me. 1398 01:28:50,722 --> 01:28:52,307 You're in love with him? 1399 01:28:52,432 --> 01:28:54,559 Yeah, Mom. 1400 01:28:54,726 --> 01:28:56,936 And he deserves to be loved. 1401 01:28:57,103 --> 01:28:59,355 He deserves to have someone there. 1402 01:28:59,522 --> 01:29:01,733 But he's too scared to let people see all the bad shit 1403 01:29:01,900 --> 01:29:04,110 that he's got going on. 1404 01:29:04,277 --> 01:29:07,697 He's a lot like you like that. 1405 01:29:35,016 --> 01:29:36,976 DR. KELLER (ON RECORDING): So, what 1406 01:29:37,143 --> 01:29:39,687 brings you in today, Jessica? 1407 01:29:39,854 --> 01:29:41,898 JESSICA My marriage. 1408 01:29:42,023 --> 01:29:44,359 It's over as of yesterday. 1409 01:29:44,526 --> 01:29:46,152 I just signed the divorce papers. 1410 01:30:08,758 --> 01:30:09,843 Hello? 1411 01:30:10,009 --> 01:30:10,969 Are you Joy? 1412 01:30:11,136 --> 01:30:12,178 Joy McCall? 1413 01:30:17,433 --> 01:30:19,477 What is that? 1414 01:30:19,644 --> 01:30:23,857 That's all of the audio recordings of your sister's 1415 01:30:23,982 --> 01:30:25,066 therapy sessions. 1416 01:30:32,615 --> 01:30:35,285 That's sick. 1417 01:30:35,451 --> 01:30:36,244 Are you serious? 1418 01:30:36,411 --> 01:30:38,538 Yeah, I am, you know. 1419 01:30:38,663 --> 01:30:41,916 I make a lot of bad choices, so fuck it. 1420 01:30:42,083 --> 01:30:44,586 What's one more? 1421 01:30:44,752 --> 01:30:47,422 I don't know what you expect me to do here. 1422 01:30:47,589 --> 01:30:49,174 But I am-- I am-- 1423 01:30:49,340 --> 01:30:50,925 I am not listening to that. 1424 01:30:51,092 --> 01:30:52,093 Why? 1425 01:30:52,302 --> 01:30:53,386 'Cause you're afraid of what's on there? 1426 01:30:53,511 --> 01:30:55,889 Because it's an invasion of privacy. 1427 01:30:56,055 --> 01:30:59,475 You just don't want to hear what it's doing to her. 1428 01:30:59,642 --> 01:31:01,936 People like you and me have no fucking 1429 01:31:02,103 --> 01:31:05,773 issue lying to everyone else around us 1430 01:31:05,940 --> 01:31:10,486 but not Jessica, your sister. 1431 01:31:10,653 --> 01:31:14,699 You know, she doesn't need you to speak up for her. 1432 01:31:14,866 --> 01:31:16,159 She is more than capable. 1433 01:31:16,326 --> 01:31:18,161 Right. 1434 01:31:18,328 --> 01:31:19,871 She doesn't. 1435 01:31:20,038 --> 01:31:21,873 And you know she wouldn't if it means 1436 01:31:22,040 --> 01:31:24,959 someone else is gonna get hurt. 1437 01:31:25,126 --> 01:31:27,837 But that's not what this is about, OK? 1438 01:31:28,004 --> 01:31:29,714 It's about support. 1439 01:31:29,881 --> 01:31:32,759 You've had it your whole fucking life, and she hasn't. 1440 01:31:32,926 --> 01:31:36,763 She's had to deal with this and a lot more all on her own. 1441 01:31:36,930 --> 01:31:38,389 And trust me when I say this, it's 1442 01:31:38,556 --> 01:31:41,267 a lot more manageable when you have someone in your corner. 1443 01:31:44,437 --> 01:31:51,694 So, yeah, she shouldn't have to ask, especially not from you. 1444 01:31:55,573 --> 01:31:59,035 I think you should go. 1445 01:32:39,200 --> 01:32:40,451 Hey, Ma. 1446 01:32:42,870 --> 01:32:43,913 Cole. 1447 01:32:48,251 --> 01:32:49,210 Oh. 1448 01:32:52,255 --> 01:32:53,298 Hi, Cole. 1449 01:32:56,009 --> 01:32:57,552 It's a nice service. 1450 01:33:02,307 --> 01:33:06,394 Mom, I-- I missed you. 1451 01:33:06,561 --> 01:33:09,522 I really did. 1452 01:33:09,689 --> 01:33:13,151 Why are you here? 1453 01:33:13,318 --> 01:33:15,194 I just told you why I'm here. 1454 01:33:15,361 --> 01:33:17,905 It's 'cause I missed you. 1455 01:33:20,408 --> 01:33:24,037 Because I thought you needed me. 1456 01:33:24,203 --> 01:33:25,955 Like that suddenly matters. 1457 01:33:26,122 --> 01:33:31,586 Mom, I'm not trying to start a fight. 1458 01:33:31,753 --> 01:33:36,549 Ma, can you-- can you at least look at me? 1459 01:33:36,716 --> 01:33:42,513 Yes, I see you. 1460 01:33:42,680 --> 01:33:44,015 You happy? 1461 01:33:44,182 --> 01:33:47,310 Mom, you know how hard it was for me to come here today? 1462 01:33:47,477 --> 01:33:49,520 Then why did you? 1463 01:33:49,687 --> 01:33:53,691 You show up today of all days, after seven years 1464 01:33:53,858 --> 01:33:56,319 of shutting me out so you can what, 1465 01:33:56,444 --> 01:33:57,862 pretend everything is fine? 1466 01:33:57,987 --> 01:33:59,113 Pretend? 1467 01:33:59,280 --> 01:34:01,324 That's pretty fucking ironic coming from you. 1468 01:34:01,491 --> 01:34:05,078 Look, I am sorry for what you think happened. 1469 01:34:05,244 --> 01:34:08,122 I don't think anything happened, OK? 1470 01:34:08,289 --> 01:34:09,248 It did happen. 1471 01:34:09,374 --> 01:34:11,334 It happened 11 times, Mom. 1472 01:34:11,501 --> 01:34:12,877 11 fucking times. 1473 01:34:15,380 --> 01:34:21,761 How dare you start all of this all again today of all days? 1474 01:34:21,928 --> 01:34:25,056 Do you really hate me this much? 1475 01:34:25,223 --> 01:34:27,266 I don't hate you, Mom. 1476 01:34:27,392 --> 01:34:29,310 I never did. 1477 01:34:29,477 --> 01:34:31,854 I feel bad for you. 1478 01:34:32,021 --> 01:34:33,231 I'm doing my healing. 1479 01:34:33,398 --> 01:34:35,525 And you still can't accept the fact that you did 1480 01:34:35,691 --> 01:34:38,319 nothing, nothing to help me. 1481 01:34:40,321 --> 01:34:41,364 Mom. 1482 01:34:43,783 --> 01:34:50,540 Today is about his memory. 1483 01:34:53,960 --> 01:34:56,504 Don't ruin it. 1484 01:36:11,579 --> 01:36:13,873 Aunt Joyce is here. 1485 01:36:19,837 --> 01:36:21,547 Looks so good. 1486 01:36:21,672 --> 01:36:22,882 Over here. 1487 01:36:23,049 --> 01:36:24,634 You've got great hair. 1488 01:36:24,800 --> 01:36:26,135 OK, look at you boys. 1489 01:36:30,973 --> 01:36:31,974 Joy. 1490 01:36:34,560 --> 01:36:40,066 I, uh, needed to talk to you. 1491 01:36:40,191 --> 01:36:41,776 All of you, actually. 1492 01:36:56,749 --> 01:36:57,667 How did you-- 1493 01:36:57,833 --> 01:36:59,752 Doesn't matter. 1494 01:36:59,877 --> 01:37:04,507 What matters is that I owe you an apology. 1495 01:37:08,427 --> 01:37:10,888 I should have seen what this was doing to you. 1496 01:37:17,770 --> 01:37:20,648 And I owe you the truth. 1497 01:37:26,112 --> 01:37:28,573 Your dad told you about an affair. 1498 01:37:28,698 --> 01:37:31,659 But it wasn't your mom who had it. 1499 01:37:34,704 --> 01:37:35,830 It was your father. 1500 01:37:40,418 --> 01:37:41,502 18 years ago. 1501 01:37:45,756 --> 01:37:46,799 What? 1502 01:37:49,760 --> 01:37:53,639 I-- 1503 01:37:56,058 --> 01:37:58,394 How? 1504 01:37:58,561 --> 01:37:59,645 I remember when he was born. 1505 01:37:59,812 --> 01:38:01,147 I remember when you were pregnant. 1506 01:38:04,734 --> 01:38:07,653 I was pregnant. 1507 01:38:07,820 --> 01:38:11,032 The little girl who I lost during the delivery. 1508 01:38:14,410 --> 01:38:15,911 Your mom and dad had already 1509 01:38:16,078 --> 01:38:20,666 decided to work things out when I got pregnant so adoption was-- 1510 01:38:20,833 --> 01:38:21,876 Oh, no. 1511 01:38:50,488 --> 01:38:51,697 Did you know? 1512 01:38:51,822 --> 01:38:52,865 No. 1513 01:38:56,327 --> 01:38:57,620 I mean, I remember when we-- when 1514 01:38:57,787 --> 01:39:00,790 I was younger, mom and Aunt Joy weren't talking 1515 01:39:00,956 --> 01:39:03,125 to each other for a while. 1516 01:39:03,292 --> 01:39:06,462 And I had no idea why. 1517 01:39:06,629 --> 01:39:07,713 But then you were born. 1518 01:39:07,880 --> 01:39:12,134 And suddenly, she was back in our lives. 1519 01:39:12,301 --> 01:39:14,762 I was, like, seven. 1520 01:39:21,394 --> 01:39:26,232 Every time I see him, I'm, um-- 1521 01:39:26,399 --> 01:39:32,154 I'm reminded of the life he could have had 1522 01:39:32,321 --> 01:39:34,865 and the mistakes I made and how I hurt you. 1523 01:39:35,032 --> 01:39:36,659 And then I go. 1524 01:39:36,826 --> 01:39:38,327 And it's out of sight, out of mind. 1525 01:39:43,207 --> 01:39:47,086 But you're reminded every single day. 1526 01:39:56,178 --> 01:39:58,097 Look, I can't even begin to imagine 1527 01:39:58,264 --> 01:39:59,598 what you're feeling right now. 1528 01:40:03,394 --> 01:40:05,271 You have every right to be angry with all of them. 1529 01:40:05,438 --> 01:40:07,481 If I were you, I probably wouldn't even go tonight. 1530 01:40:15,030 --> 01:40:16,282 But if you want my opinion-- 1531 01:40:16,449 --> 01:40:18,784 Even if I didn't, you'd give it to me anyway. 1532 01:40:21,787 --> 01:40:26,167 Look, it's just that for so long, you've 1533 01:40:26,333 --> 01:40:28,127 been telling all of us that you want 1534 01:40:28,294 --> 01:40:32,840 to be treated like an adult. Now it's 1535 01:40:33,007 --> 01:40:36,260 time to prove that you are one. 1536 01:40:39,430 --> 01:40:41,557 Show them that you can handle this better than any of them 1537 01:40:41,724 --> 01:40:44,101 ever did. 1538 01:40:49,899 --> 01:40:52,318 Come here. 1539 01:41:23,265 --> 01:41:25,017 Hi. 1540 01:41:25,184 --> 01:41:27,019 Hi, Cole. 1541 01:41:27,144 --> 01:41:28,229 Can I come in? 1542 01:41:47,832 --> 01:41:49,667 It's OK. 1543 01:41:49,834 --> 01:41:50,668 I mean, it's not. 1544 01:41:50,835 --> 01:41:52,044 It's not OK. 1545 01:41:52,211 --> 01:41:54,088 You're looking at 100 hours of community service, 1546 01:41:54,255 --> 01:41:57,424 but I appreciate it. 1547 01:42:02,012 --> 01:42:03,055 Can we talk? 1548 01:42:07,643 --> 01:42:11,689 I didn't mean to hurt him. 1549 01:42:11,856 --> 01:42:15,401 Yeah, I don't want you to hurt him, either. 1550 01:42:18,112 --> 01:42:23,742 But since he's been with you, he's been happy. 1551 01:42:23,868 --> 01:42:26,495 I know you probably don't see the world of difference you made 1552 01:42:26,662 --> 01:42:32,084 in his life because maybe you've told yourself 1553 01:42:32,209 --> 01:42:35,462 you're an obligation. 1554 01:42:35,629 --> 01:42:36,672 But you're not. 1555 01:42:41,051 --> 01:42:44,430 You know, we can't control other people's pain, Cole. 1556 01:42:47,474 --> 01:42:52,521 Sometimes love-- love is pain. 1557 01:42:52,688 --> 01:42:55,107 It sort of reminds us that we're alive. 1558 01:42:55,232 --> 01:42:56,692 There's good pain and there's bad pain. 1559 01:42:56,817 --> 01:42:58,402 The good pain heals. 1560 01:42:58,569 --> 01:42:59,570 It makes you stronger. 1561 01:42:59,737 --> 01:43:01,322 And sometimes you need that to grow. 1562 01:43:06,660 --> 01:43:07,912 I think somewhere along the line, 1563 01:43:08,078 --> 01:43:09,663 you've convinced yourself that you don't deserve 1564 01:43:09,830 --> 01:43:14,710 to be happy, that you're better off alone, 1565 01:43:14,877 --> 01:43:16,086 and no one gets hurt again. 1566 01:43:20,841 --> 01:43:26,138 I see it in you 'cause I see it in myself. 1567 01:43:33,687 --> 01:43:35,022 We deserve happiness, Cole. 1568 01:43:37,900 --> 01:43:39,360 We deserve to be cared for. 1569 01:43:39,526 --> 01:43:42,738 We deserve real, unconditional love even if it's terrifying. 1570 01:43:42,863 --> 01:43:44,573 Because otherwise, we're just-- 1571 01:43:44,740 --> 01:43:45,699 just drowning. 1572 01:43:50,329 --> 01:43:52,414 My stepdad died recently. 1573 01:43:55,250 --> 01:43:58,712 So I went to the funeral, be there for my mom. 1574 01:44:01,715 --> 01:44:05,970 If there was any ever some sort of chance of fixing things 1575 01:44:06,136 --> 01:44:09,640 between us, it's gone now. 1576 01:44:13,769 --> 01:44:20,943 When I was 12, my stepdad raped me for the first time. 1577 01:44:25,030 --> 01:44:27,282 Then it happened 10 times after that. 1578 01:44:30,369 --> 01:44:37,584 When I told my mom about it, she refused to believe it. 1579 01:44:38,919 --> 01:44:40,004 She still does. 1580 01:44:44,508 --> 01:44:47,594 Everything had to be so fucking perfect in my family. 1581 01:44:52,391 --> 01:44:54,351 And you know what? 1582 01:44:54,518 --> 01:44:57,146 I don't care, OK? 1583 01:44:57,312 --> 01:45:03,861 I don't care that it happened to me 'cause it's not like fucking 1584 01:45:03,986 --> 01:45:06,280 caring could turn back time. 1585 01:45:09,408 --> 01:45:12,411 But my mom, she should have cared. 1586 01:45:15,497 --> 01:45:17,791 She should have cared enough to fucking help. 1587 01:45:26,050 --> 01:45:27,342 I'm so sorry. 1588 01:46:25,651 --> 01:46:28,612 I'm glad you came. 1589 01:46:28,737 --> 01:46:30,656 Yeah. 1590 01:46:30,781 --> 01:46:34,034 Your hair looks nice. 1591 01:46:52,094 --> 01:46:55,055 It's OK. 1592 01:47:10,320 --> 01:47:11,530 I didn't think you'd come. 1593 01:47:11,697 --> 01:47:14,908 Oh, I heard this place has a nice open bar. 1594 01:47:17,911 --> 01:47:19,746 I owe you so much more than an apology. 1595 01:47:19,913 --> 01:47:20,914 I-- 1596 01:47:21,081 --> 01:47:21,915 I don't want an apology, Cole. 1597 01:47:22,082 --> 01:47:23,125 I just want you. 1598 01:47:25,627 --> 01:47:30,007 I'm madly in love with you, Jackson. 1599 01:47:30,174 --> 01:47:32,384 It terrifies me. 1600 01:47:32,551 --> 01:47:34,803 And I have all these parts of me, 1601 01:47:34,970 --> 01:47:38,390 these broken, damaged pieces, and I want you to see it all. 1602 01:47:38,557 --> 01:47:39,474 It's just I don't-- 1603 01:47:40,934 --> 01:47:42,477 ♪ You were under my skin like a slow burn ♪ 1604 01:47:42,603 --> 01:47:45,272 ♪ Didn't know love could hit like that ♪ 1605 01:47:45,439 --> 01:47:46,481 I love you too. 1606 01:47:46,773 --> 01:47:49,109 ♪--I'd be the one to hold your world up ♪ 1607 01:47:49,276 --> 01:47:51,612 ♪ when you started to collapse ♪ 1608 01:47:51,778 --> 01:47:53,655 ♪ And maybe you knew it too ♪ 1609 01:47:53,822 --> 01:47:56,992 ♪ But you held your breath like a drag too deep ♪ 1610 01:47:57,159 --> 01:47:58,577 ♪ Like a truth unsaid ♪ 1611 01:47:58,744 --> 01:48:00,537 ♪ You were scared to want me ♪ 1612 01:48:00,704 --> 01:48:02,414 ♪ Scared to need me ♪ 1613 01:48:02,539 --> 01:48:03,790 ♪ Like I was nicotine ♪ 1614 01:48:03,957 --> 01:48:04,833 Ty. 1615 01:48:05,083 --> 01:48:06,585 What are you expecting me to say? 1616 01:48:06,752 --> 01:48:07,586 Nothing. 1617 01:48:07,753 --> 01:48:08,879 Nothing at all. 1618 01:48:09,046 --> 01:48:15,052 I just-- just hope you can at least listen, OK? 1619 01:48:15,219 --> 01:48:16,511 Look, I know there's nothing that I can 1620 01:48:16,678 --> 01:48:17,971 say that will make this right. 1621 01:48:18,138 --> 01:48:18,931 There's no excuse. 1622 01:48:19,097 --> 01:48:22,017 Then don't make one up. 1623 01:48:24,978 --> 01:48:29,024 This is why I haven't said anything 1624 01:48:29,191 --> 01:48:32,152 because I've been terrified, terrified for years 1625 01:48:32,319 --> 01:48:36,657 of losing you, hurting you. 1626 01:48:36,823 --> 01:48:38,992 And you thought lying to me for my whole life 1627 01:48:39,159 --> 01:48:40,285 would prevent that? 1628 01:48:40,452 --> 01:48:42,496 When would have been a good time to tell you? 1629 01:48:42,663 --> 01:48:45,165 When would this have been easy to do? 1630 01:48:45,332 --> 01:48:46,959 During the divorce? 1631 01:48:47,125 --> 01:48:49,378 Your childhood? 1632 01:48:51,672 --> 01:48:53,507 Is it so unreasonable to understand 1633 01:48:53,674 --> 01:48:54,925 that I might have needed time to figure 1634 01:48:55,092 --> 01:48:58,178 out how to deal with this? 1635 01:49:02,182 --> 01:49:04,768 All I can say is I love you. 1636 01:49:04,893 --> 01:49:05,769 I love you so much. 1637 01:49:05,936 --> 01:49:08,730 I always have. 1638 01:49:19,241 --> 01:49:20,534 Thanks for the ride. 1639 01:49:20,701 --> 01:49:23,412 Yeah, no problem. 1640 01:49:23,578 --> 01:49:26,248 Actually, Ty, can you hang back for a sec? 1641 01:49:28,709 --> 01:49:30,127 Do you mind? 1642 01:49:30,294 --> 01:49:31,461 No. 1643 01:49:31,628 --> 01:49:33,338 Good. 1644 01:49:33,463 --> 01:49:34,840 Have a good night. 1645 01:49:34,965 --> 01:49:35,799 Love you. 1646 01:49:35,966 --> 01:49:38,093 Love you too. 1647 01:49:46,351 --> 01:49:48,562 All right, Ty, I know what's going on. 1648 01:49:48,729 --> 01:49:50,564 Yeah? 1649 01:49:50,731 --> 01:49:53,650 And you think you're the person to be talking to me about it? 1650 01:49:53,817 --> 01:49:56,695 I barely even know you. 1651 01:49:56,862 --> 01:49:57,946 Yeah, you're right. 1652 01:49:58,071 --> 01:49:59,948 You don't know me. 1653 01:50:00,115 --> 01:50:02,326 So let me tell you a little bit about me. 1654 01:50:02,492 --> 01:50:04,661 A few weeks ago, I saw my mom for the first time 1655 01:50:04,828 --> 01:50:06,204 in seven years. 1656 01:50:06,371 --> 01:50:08,081 And it will probably be my last. 1657 01:50:08,248 --> 01:50:09,333 Her choice, not mine. 1658 01:50:13,211 --> 01:50:15,672 It's not the same thing. 1659 01:50:15,839 --> 01:50:17,841 Yeah, you're right. 1660 01:50:18,008 --> 01:50:18,800 It's not. 1661 01:50:18,967 --> 01:50:22,262 My mother abandoned me. 1662 01:50:22,429 --> 01:50:25,640 Yours has been fighting for you this entire time. 1663 01:50:31,146 --> 01:50:33,357 No one's expecting you to be OK with all this. 1664 01:50:33,523 --> 01:50:35,817 But if you want help, if you want answers, 1665 01:50:35,984 --> 01:50:39,946 there's someone inside there who will always protect you, 1666 01:50:40,113 --> 01:50:42,574 even if you don't recognize that's what they're doing. 1667 01:50:45,077 --> 01:50:47,329 Who will always try to do the best for you, 1668 01:50:47,454 --> 01:50:49,539 even if she makes a mistake. 1669 01:50:49,664 --> 01:50:51,166 And who will always accept you no matter 1670 01:50:51,333 --> 01:50:54,127 how much shit you toss at her. 1671 01:50:54,294 --> 01:50:55,921 Tyler, you got a choice to make, all right? 1672 01:50:56,088 --> 01:50:57,672 We all have choices. 1673 01:50:57,798 --> 01:50:59,841 Just to make sure it's one you can live with. 1674 01:51:07,182 --> 01:51:08,225 All right. 1675 01:52:07,451 --> 01:52:12,456 ♪ So take my hand before it's too late ♪ 1676 01:52:12,622 --> 01:52:19,629 ♪ And don't let me leave this world lonely ♪ 1677 01:52:20,672 --> 01:52:25,677 {\an8}♪ I feel the war inside your chest ♪ 1678 01:52:25,802 --> 01:52:31,057 {\an8}♪ The way you drown in your own breath ♪ 1679 01:52:31,183 --> 01:52:36,855 ♪ Like loving me might tear the seams of the life ♪ 1680 01:52:37,022 --> 01:52:40,400 ♪ you built on quiet dreams ♪ 1681 01:52:40,567 --> 01:52:43,612 ♪ But what if the sky doesn't fall? ♪ 1682 01:52:43,737 --> 01:52:48,450 ♪ What if your heart was right all along? ♪ 1683 01:52:48,617 --> 01:52:51,203 ♪ What if love was never wrong? ♪ 1684 01:52:51,369 --> 01:52:53,288 ♪ And running is ♪ 1685 01:52:53,455 --> 01:52:57,167 ♪ Don't let me go where you won't follow ♪ 1686 01:52:57,292 --> 01:53:02,297 ♪ Don't let the fear steal our tomorrow ♪ 1687 01:53:02,464 --> 01:53:04,883 ♪ We are more than borrowed time ♪ 1688 01:53:05,050 --> 01:53:07,928 ♪ More than ghosts who lived a lie ♪ 1689 01:53:08,094 --> 01:53:13,141 ♪ So take my hand before it's too late ♪ 1690 01:53:13,308 --> 01:53:20,315 ♪ And don't let me leave this world lonely ♪ 1691 01:53:21,316 --> 01:53:26,613 ♪ One day, the sun will set on me ♪ 1692 01:53:26,780 --> 01:53:31,201 {\an8}♪ And you will trace my memory ♪ 1693 01:53:31,326 --> 01:53:34,663 {\an8}♪ With shaking hands and quiet shame ♪ 1694 01:53:34,788 --> 01:53:39,000 ♪ And wish you'd whispered my name before the silence ♪ 1695 01:53:39,125 --> 01:53:41,920 ♪ took my place ♪ 1696 01:53:43,713 --> 01:53:49,344 ♪ So don't let me go where you won't follow ♪ 1697 01:53:49,511 --> 01:53:54,558 ♪ Don't let regret be your tomorrow ♪ 1698 01:53:54,724 --> 01:53:57,269 ♪ We are more than borrowed time ♪ 1699 01:53:57,394 --> 01:54:00,313 ♪ More than ghosts who lived a lie ♪ 1700 01:54:00,480 --> 01:54:05,569 ♪ So take my hand before it's too late ♪ 1701 01:54:05,694 --> 01:54:12,742 {\an8}♪ And don't let me leave this world lonely ♪ 1702 01:54:13,952 --> 01:54:18,832 ♪ You hold your breath when I get too close ♪ 1703 01:54:18,999 --> 01:54:24,713 ♪ Love was never meant to be a ghost ♪ 110599