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? Oooh

ohh ooh

Try and tell me that

pain is not the worst, without it

there'd be no beauty.

Standing

in your own

shadow of the man

you could be.

I never felt so lonely

as I do

in your arms. ?

Hey! Hello.

Do you even live here?

? For you. ?

? Blessed

heavy body.

Blessed

sweat and bone.

Babe we�re gonna be

together.

Together til the final slumber.

Better get right with each other.

Better get right

With each other. ?

(Underwater bubble sounds)

(Door creaking)

(Stove igniting)

(grinding)

(dripping sounds)

My name is Dafnah Yiron.

I grew up not far from here in the valley.

In a house my Israeli father built.

My mother had secrets, disliked gays, divorced

my dad, became a rabbi.

(Sephardic guitar music)

I learned from her that religion gets you high.

She has an addictive personality.

Diet Coke, Excedrin

and God.

I saw my mom so filled with holiness

when I felt so empty.

What are you Doing?

I told myself I won't come out until I finish the book.

It's 100 degrees in here.

I don't care, I like it.

You're sick.

Come on, give me that.

Like her father.

? Wild and free.

Eventually, I found my own ways to experience that ecstatic sacredness.

? Wild and free.

Wild and free.

Wild and free.

(spank sound)

Open up my heart more.

Smelling all my secrets.

Even when we're close by.

Ooh. Got me feelin�

This is what you came for.

This is what you need id ?

(errie sound)

It has been three months,

two weeks and one day since I touched another human being.

The central focus of my adult life...

Suddenly gone.

(Insistent drumming)

(Music)

? trying to write

the kind of future that concerns you.

But you�re in bed until someone else overturns you. (Vibrator buzzes)

Feels like I haven't seen you leave your room

in weeks.

Can�t take another day if you won't say a word now.

When I get home you�re steady staring at the door now.

So I give up and take a breath

and go to sleep.

You

run yourself around. ?

(Buzzing continues)

(Heavy breathing)

(buzzing stops)

(sighs)

(jackhammer drills outside)

(inspirational electronic music)

This morning,

we enter the Sagittarius lunar eclipse.

Eclipses on their own are all about shedding the old for the new.

Or rather, preparing us for the new.

This lunar eclipse in particular

being in Sagittarius, is all about shedding the old story.

And with the United States having a Sagittarius Rising,

well, one can imagine the identity shift that we're about to experience.

But get with the changes,

because it's going to take

All of our strength

to push through.

My comrades, let this moment humble you.

As much as it radicalizes and liberates you.

(electric ZAP sounds from an app alert)

(Skype call sound)

Bitch!

Why did you not call me on my app?

I spent all of that time learning code, and my best friend

can't even call me on it.

I'm sorry.

I'm not going to do it.

Ugh. Wait.

Holy shit. What is going on with your face?

Oh, you mean my quarantine eyebrows?

You like?

No, girl.

I wanted to know what my face would look like without patriarchal programming.

God, you wouldn't last a minute doing what I do.

That's not fair.

You're the one always telling me to stick to my terms.

Remember when I was so nervous to tell Veronica that I wouldn't sleep with men?

And didn�t you leave AllMyVids because you didn't like their profit model?

And because they were transphobic as fuck.

Let's get that straight.

But I'm just saying there's some areas where

you have to play a little game to survive.

Well, maybe one of those areas doesn't have to be my face.

I'm saying.

Okay.

Anyway, the whole reason I called you is because I wanted to tell you

I got a spark!

Wait a second here.

You can download spark, but not my App?

Okay, okay, I will, I will, I will, I will, I promise, I promise.

But listen, I don't even know how dating can work without touch.

Well, let me tell you about all of my clients who think

I'm their girlfriend.

I mean, real dating.

First off, slow down.

This is just the first spark.

So if this isn't a bot, then they may never respond.

But Siren, she's perfect.

Now take it easy. Take it easy.

Look, this is how it goes.

First you chat in app.

It might die there.

Then you move on to the encrypted app.

You know that's where you do all like the little nasty dirty stuff.

Then well, you know.

Basically you have the whole relationship with a machine.

It's 2020, my love.

I don't even know why I signed up.

Girl. (ZAP alert sound)

Holy shit. Sie,

- What? - She messaged me!

Oh girl it's no use.

Oh my God, oh my God.

Dafnah's a goner.

Now have fun.

But remember, take it slow, take it slow.

Take it slow.

(Traffic sounds)

(Electronic static droning music)

? You�re okay girl.

Take a breath.

Change is coming.

There�s a groove you have to break.

Save yourself.

Run away.

It's only getting darker in this room. ?

(Sephardic guitar music)

When you live alone,

your house becomes your body.

Dedication to its upkeep

is a progress-less drive.

And therefore naturally anti-capitalist.

What we clip will grow back.

What we clean will become dirty again.

The constant Pruning required by any Organism.

Keeps open the cycle of regeneration.

God can be found

in the sensual pleasures of this product-less labor.

In the quiet of the day to day.

Through the maintenance

of these fleeting bodies.

Sex, too, is a kind of spiritual hygiene.

Helping others to maintain a healthy flow

of energy and release,

clearing the pipes so to speak.

I see that as my calling.

(door creaking)

It's become my career.

(click of light pull chain)

So I wait.

Trying to focus on solitary pleasures

and the honing of new skills.

(Distant city sounds, sirens)

? singing in Sanskrit ?

? singing in Sanskrit ?

? singing in Sanskrit ?

(Birds chirping)

(Watering can flowing)

(Phone ringing)

Hello?

Daff-na?

Did I pronounce it right?

This is Antonie.

Uh, actually, it's Dafnah.

The A says ah, like, shock and awe or,

Aw you shouldn't have or, Amen.

Um. I'm glad you called.

I know it was unorthodox to ask,

but I don't really have regular access to internet, so.

I mean, you did kind of catch me off guard, but I don't mind.

I found your profile intriguing.

Pure in a way.

Spark can feel so profane.

Like everybody's just trying to sell themselves for a date.

Right.

Yeah, I know what you mean.

(Steady guitar music)

As the lunar nodes shift into Gemini,

our very idea of information is changing.

How we communicate with one another, how we think of ourselves,

how we think of others, how we share information about ourselves.

All of that is about to go under a major

rewrite.

? (dreamy vocals)

Do not be seduced by illusions now.

So some things need to be shed, while others strengthened.

Whether you want them to or not, things will be slowly

leaving you, and ultimately it will be for the better.

Be sure to call into question

every one of your values system.

This is how you gain integrity, and this is how you grow.

This transit asks us

to bring both urgency and care to our immediate communities.

Every one of us is needed here.

We're all part of the story.

? Quiet.

Quiet.

I've got things buried in my bones.

Quiet,

quiet. ?

(wind chimes, subtle water sounds)

(Phone ringing, HEY NOW YOU�RE AN ALLSTAR ringtone)

Hello?

Are you enjoying my house?

It's all right,

strange to be in a Pool Boi mansion without all the scantily clad people but

A two-bedroom in Sylmar is hardly a mansion.

Well, you should know, I am on my fifth swim of the day.

So there's that.

Is your son swimming too?

Nah,

He hasn't left your PlayStation since we got here.

He knows what we do, right?

I mean, all our film posters are up in there.

(Nic laughs)

Son,

you should know that your zaddy�s a porn star.

He calls you zaddy?

No, he calls me mom.

I mean, more or less.

He knows.

I'm not really sweating it, though.

He's not really into aquatic dyke erotica just yet.

Okay, good.

I told him, watch out,

Hec�s named from a deity.

You fuck with her shit, she'll know.

Actually, I'm named after the asteroid Hecate.

Asteroid 100, to be exact, not the goddess.

Oh. Somehow I don't think that'll have the same effect.

How's your dad?

He's,

hanging in.

There's a lot to sort through, and the doctors keep asking me questions

I don't know the answers to.

He had a lot of conditions before the stroke,

and I don't want to get anything wrong, but

we laugh a lot.

Listen, I've been thinking about doing a compilation, or rerelease.

We can't make anything right now.

Plus I don't know how long I'm going to be out here.

And our backlog�s drying up.

Good thing we wrapped up Midnight Dive when we did.

(Sexy music)

Yeah, and we still have Dream of the Fisher�s Wife in post.

(sexy bass music)

(TING sound)

But after those two, that's it for new content.

Whatever we do, we need to keep the attention of our current subscribers,

but open up and speak to a whole new audience.

There's a whole bunch of horny folk out there that don't got an outlet.

Let me think about it.

Don't work too hard.

(phone hang up beep)

(birds chirping)

(crickets chirping)

(ominous music)

(labored breathing)

(cough)

(Ominous music getting sharper)

(deep breathing)

(sharp inhale)

(stirring music)

? Hearts beat fast.

I know they can change.

Tinder boxes caught up

in the flames. ?

(jarring sounds of flying up)

(deep breathing)

? Tinder

boxes caught up in the flames.

Saw the thoughts inside my fragile head.

Turn them over burn them bright instead.

Oh I swear

I can take it all

as I wait

for the empire to fall.

You say

you can take care of it all

as I wait

for the empire

to fall. Around you.

Come crashing

down. ?

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