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My point is that when I told you your date of

birth and only your date of birth, you gave your

name, you removed another holding cell from their court.

You don't want to hear much more.

Shut your mouth now.

When I call your name, you step forward and call your date of birth.

If you hear your name, you will be transferred to another cell.

Call the court.

- Ryan S. - Hoplin. - Stand in line.

Brendan Johnson.

Tahir Ibrahim Abdi.

No papers.

Now, I know the record sheet.

Nigerian came in on a visa in 2008 and has overstayed his welcome.

Okay.

Sign here.

Thank you, officer.

in here

Thank you.

Sign here for your personal items.

Thank you.

You fucking with me?

- No. - You are just doing your job.

There's no reason for me to be impolite.

Now, the policeman who did this to my face, that's another story.

You want to make a complaint?

You are phony.

I like you.

I don't like you.

Now, get out of here.

I can go.

The charge was reduced to disorderly

conduct, which is a civil offense, not a crime.

ICE says until you commit a crime, you are not a deportation priority.

Thank you, Officer.

Okay, get out.

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- Jerry? - Jerry! - I had no choice, Tahir.

What's happened? There's too many of them.

What happened to my things?

You know, there used to be an understanding between our kind of code.

I watch your things.

You watch mine.

That's what we said. Well, I'm sorry, Tahir, but there was loads of them.

All right.

They're big fellas, too.

All right, all right. You're all right.

Jerry, you are wearing my boots.

Well, those are my boots.

They'll make some good winter boots.

I know.

That's what I said when I got them.

Put my boots now, T.A.

Take my boots now.

Come back again on Friday.

It will be a delight to see you both.

Assalamualaikum.

Assalamualaikum.

You come back for lunch anytime you want.

As-salamu alaykum, Tahir.

Wa alaykum as-salam.

Good to see you.

Are you back?

No.

No, I just need some clothes and bedding.

My things were stolen.

Oh.

I left the door to my penthouse open.

Come inside.

It's a thousand degrees.

You don't want to come back into the program?

No.

Really, no. I just need some clothes and bedding.

You can't just give out the clothes to him.

Clothing pick-up is on Thursday between 3 and 5.

You're welcome to come back then.

And we don't give out bedding.

It's going to rain this evening.

So why not stay here tonight?

Come back, Tahir.

I shouldn't be here.

This is exactly where you should be.

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Excuse me.

Excuse me, can you...

Excuse me, can you spare some change?

Excuse me, can you spare a cigarette?

Thank you.

Can I have one more?

Excuse me, can you spare a cigarette?

Thank you.

Excuse me.

Excuse me.

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Stop following me.

What is your fucking problem?

That's just my jacket.

Your what?

That's my jacket.

You got it back in Jerry's alley.

It's a hundred fucking degrees out.

It is mine.

You want your jacket?

You just want your jacket, then you're gonna leave me alone?

I just want what is mine.

Now go!

Come off the bridge.

You know why people come up here.

Look at- I am fucking stuck!

Stay here for a minute.

I made you a bed, at the end, one year old, you know?

I'll sleep here

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Eat.

There is nothing of you.

What is your name?

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Alright, now hit the drum, ready?

Let's go.

No, thank you, honey.

We have no money.

Then why'd you stay and listen?

What?

Why'd you stay and listen?

What?

It's not a problem There's a bellboy there who wants money

Look at that.

It's almost just like a dead man.

You'll never be able to pay me enough to touch your little daughter.

You didn't have to speak French.

Yes, why not?

Because I'm on the street?

- No. - Or because I'm speaking American?

No, we just assumed that you were speaking French.

Appearances are often...

My little friend, he just came back from Paris.

He became very agitated when he saw me.

Why don't you show him how much you appreciate his music?

Sure, no problem.

Au revoir, et bienvenue en Amérique!

What just happened?

I just really liked your music and didn't know how to express it.

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Do you like movies?

- You do? - You like Robert De Niro?

I do.

You do?

Okay, you ready?

You talking to me?

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!

What?

I want to ask you a question.

Okay.

Do you really believe?

- Yes. - Yes, I...

- yes. - But I mean...

Do you really believe?

With all my heart.

Locked.

Seems a bit unwarranted, doesn't it?

Why?

Come on!

What?

You're a hobo.

You're a tramp.

So he doesn't really seem to have left you very much, does he?

The prophet said, I looked into paradise

and the majority of his dwellers were the poor.

So?

So, in heaven, the poor will have recompense.

After you've died.

That's convenient, isn't it?

That's what you say.

Besides, he blesses me all the time.

I'm sorry.

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Bye.

I just, uh, need a few days.

Can you give me a few days?

A few days?

I can't do that.

I mean, why would I do that?

I don't have it.

Got some I got five fucking dollars look you want it

You could be nice to me.

Tahir!

Stop!

I have money!

You shut up!

It doesn't matter how much you owe him.

Man, why you give a fuck?

Because she is my woman.

Yeah, for the right price.

How much does she owe you?

Half a penny.

What is that?

Take it out, you crazy motherfucker.

Here.

Here it is.

Ten, twenty, thirty, forty.

It's all the money I have in the world.

If I ever see you near her again...

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Do you feel remorse?

I do.

Do you resolve never to commit this sin again?

Yes.

Have you made restitution for this sin?

Made recompense?

I can't.

The man you beat up?

Whatever the sin is, it is a private matter between you and Allah.

If your repentance is sincere, you need only ask, Allah forgive me.

Allahumma ikfarli.

He will forgive.

I pray to repent, not for forgiveness.

Allah forgives, Naim.

The objective is to be forgiven.

Not to be judged and condemned.

But you must make a restitution.

You must put it right.

Did you get what you needed?

Bad day.

We'll be hungry tonight.

What is it we are waiting for?

For God to provide.

What?

The dust, it burns me.

The thrill's still inside

Wait for it all to begin Wait for it all to begin

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Over here!

Hey!

Let's leave it.

Someone's home. That's why the door's open.

Rich people are careless.

That's why it's open.

Hannah?

Hello.

Where are you?

Hannah!

It's not much but it's home.

We need to leave now.

Why it's someone's house on up, but they're

not using it right now What they're at the beach?

Put the drink down

Maybe even Europe somewhere.

No, it's definitely At the beach.

No, we can't to here We need

something good this Something good.

This is wrong.

It's dangerous

I want a kick.

I could kick in this place.

Found it.

Gone till September.

Okay.

But we keep our bags packed by the door.

Have you done this before?

Mm-hmm.

What do I do?

Not tonight.

Tonight always wins.

Start tomorrow.

Tonight we celebrate.

So I am barefoot, the man's shoes didn't fit.

I smell chicken, did you find chicken?

I feel unbelievably stupid, certainly.

I must look like a zombie Goldilocks.

This is where you should say something.

Actually, don't say anything.

I'm just going to peel potatoes.

I forgot how to speak for a second.

You are more beautiful than I have words for.

Let's not go overboard.

Why don't you set the table?

I found placemats and everything in there.

Just because something is hard to comprehend doesn't mean it's not true.

How old do you think the world is?

About four and a half billion years old.

Oh.

Okay, good. So you're not a creationist.

Have you ever been to Nigeria?

I am from Lagos.

We have skyscrapers and a rail system.

You picture me running around in a loincloth.

Okay, fine.

So we've established that you're not a creationist and I'm a borderline racist.

How long has man been on Earth?

About 130,000 years.

And God appeared when?

To Abraham about 4,000 years ago.

So for 126,000 years of uninterrupted

squalor and disease, God was fine with it?

He just sat on his hands and then 4,000

years ago decides to do something about it?

I don't claim to understand.

But I know this.

When I pray, I am with Allah.

He speaks to me alone.

He talks not to my mind, but to my heart.

What do you believe?

Well, I believe I need another drink.

No, I mean it.

What do you believe?

That there is nothing?

If there is nothing, then how do you explain all of this?

I can't comprehend it.

Well, just because you can't comprehend something doesn't mean it isn't true.

Now you are just being clever.

Answer the question.

I believe...

in the Big Bang.

Okay.

So who made the Big Bang?

Well, that's the problem.

Yes.

But I see no reason to solve it with an even bigger problem.

What do you mean?

What made God.

Well, Allah is eternal.

Hard to substantiate, though, isn't it?

Why can't we see God?

Where does He live?

And why does He turn otherwise good people into murderers in His name?

You're funny.

In what way?

In a contradictory way.

I am not the first Muslim to drink.

I'm not talking about a sneaky beer before Ramadan you properly drink.

Do you use this drug that harms you?

You're talking about cognitive dissonance.

Heroin dulls the pain, but it'll probably kill me.

But that assumes that I see dissonance and not cognizance.

I need to use the putter.

Are you tired?

Not ready for tomorrow to come yet.

Come to bed with me.

I used to live in a place like this.

I used to sleep in a bed like that.

I was married.

It's all right, Hannah.

I know it's fucking all right.

He was a surgeon.

He enlisted in the Reserves after 9-11.

And then someone came to my house and told me he was gone just like that

Coffee in my hand was still warm and he was gone

He was killed in a terrorist attack on a military checkpoint.

I didn't know how to be in the world without it.

Now I've made such a mess.

I don't know how to be in the world at all.

It'll be different this time.

It'll be exactly the same this time.

I'm really sorry.

- Oh... - Oh...

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Hannah.

Please, don't come in.

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Oh, this is bad.

I've done this before.

I'm telling you this. I'm telling you something is wrong.

You don't keep a hemorrhage from this.

You don't even have a fucking aneurysm from

which for all my fucking head is dying here.

You've come so far and we're nearly there.

We're nowhere.

I'm the only person here in pain.

Fuck this.

I can do what I choose.

I choose out.

I choose out and you can't fucking stop me.

- You're right. - I can't stop you.

- That's right. - You can't stop me.

- You're right. - I can't stop you.

Sleep would help.

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Nothing lasts really, neither happiness

nor despair, not even life lasts very long.

There'll come a time in the future when I shan't

mind about this anymore, when I can look back and

say quite peacefully and cheerfully how silly I was.

No, no, I don't want that time to come ever.

I want to remember every minute.

Always.

Always to the end of my days.

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I need to make some money, will you be alright on your own?

But, excuse me, I was watching you play,

you're good, I mean, it was really simple.

Thank you.

My pleasure.

What do you want?

So I was talking to those guys over there

and they said that they'd seen you with her.

This is my daughter Hannah.

Is this your is that your girlfriend?

I'm not with anyone.

I don't know your daughter.

I'm sorry This is really important to me.

Would you look again, please sir?

Just I mean, I'm sure she's changed It's an older

picture, but I would think you could recognize her.

Please just would you just please look at it again?

I don't need to those men just took your money

I'm sorry to bother you, but, really.

No, no.

You see, no, I'm sorry, I don't buy it.

I don't buy it.

And I'll tell you why.

I've been out west, and I retired out there a few years ago.

But every month for the past three and a half

years, I've been coming back here to look for my daughter.

And I can't tell you how many false leads I've got.

You know, lots of people lie to you to take your money.

But nobody ever said, that guy over

there, right over there, he knows your daughter.

Because that'd be a stupid lie, right?

Because then I'd go back, and I'd come and get my money.

I believe you do know her.

So I'm going to ask you a favor.

Okay, this is Jake, this is Jake.

He needs his mother.

I'm sorry for your trouble really.

I don't know

If you concentrate hard enough, you can change the colors of the lights.

It's not faith, by the way.

It's willpower.

You would say God can change the colors.

I'm saying we can.

Didn't God tell us to try everything once?

No, he didn't.

Why didn't he?

Because some things are just wrong.

so He covered the earth and highly addictive and

highly yummy heroin, but we're not supposed to

use it Right despite it going naturally on his earth.

That's right

Sneaky little prankster goddess

Are you concentrating?

Stop now.

Shame on you.

- Excuse me? - Shame on you.

You have a child and he has nothing no mother no father

and for what because you are broken What are you doing?

Look at the photograph?

He is a loan.

You have never seen a boy who looks more alone Look at him.

My grief is many things It has made me behave in ways that I

regret and in ways that I do not fully understand yet But

the one thing I know it is is overwhelmingly my fucking business.

Talk to me.

Tell me how could you do this?

Who are you who am I?

I'm a woman with a murdered husband a heroin addiction and

a child that I haven't been a mother to who the fuck are you?

You know everything about me you've left me with no shade and

meanwhile, I don't know one fucking thing about you Not a thing.

Who am I?

Who the fuck are you?

You don't want to know who I am.

I think I do.

I come from a place more violent than you can imagine.

Yes?

I watched my wife pulled from under our bed, raped

and murdered, while I hid in a cupboard with our son.

The whole time, she looked at me and I looked

at her, my hand still over my Ibrahim's mouth.

After, we ran to the streets to hide in a

crowd, but in that crowded bullet chose my son.

I'd give anything to be with him again.

I'd give anything to see my boy again.

That's why I don't understand you.

Sorry, time not finished.

At the funeral a man came to me, and he said Tahir

Islam is a beautiful flower But sometimes it needs thorns

The next day I joined Boko Haro.

I became a murderer of women and children.

I burnt churches, I burnt schools,

police stations, military checkpoints.

That's who I am.

I watched people burn, and for nothing.

I watched people die, like your husband.

There is no peace, Lita.

Hold on, I'm sorry if...

Please, no.

Don't.

You can get back to your life, Hannah.

You can have it all back.

Please don't.

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I recognized that I need something different.

I tried to disappear.

when my son held me in life.

What I did is unforgivable.

Can you help me get back to him?

Who are you?

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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can't change,

courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference.

All right, thanks for sharing, everybody.

Thank you.

Now, remember, this is your room, y'all.

Keep coming back.

It works if you work it, right?

Hey, honey, where are you running off to in such a hurry?

- At that extension. - Oh, good.

I didn't want to miss the meeting, but I got to

get it to the landlord before he clocks off at 6.

Otherwise, we're going to be out of our earring.

You know? So I really got to run. All right, you run off.

But I want you to think about sharing some time, OK?

- OK, I will. - See you. - See you.

Thanks for coming.

- Thanks. - Take care.

Thanks for sharing, too.

How'd it go?

She was incredibly nice.

She gave us a 10-day extension while our cases were viewed.

Which, she reminded me, would be denied because you don't have your

papers and we're not married, but with

the storm coming, I don't know.

She chose to be nice.

She even let me sign for you when I told her how sick you were.

You should have seen Terry's face

downstairs when I handed him the extension lettuce.

I thought he was gonna break his teeth, he clenched his jaw so tight.

How are you feeling?

A bit better, I think.

I'm going to make you a bowl of hot water.

You steam it.

So what are we going to do?

- We need a plan. - We have a plan.

I'm going to get you well.

And then I'm going to find us a place to move to in 10 days' time.

And then in three weeks, I'll finish my internship and I can get a proper job.

So if we cannot find a place in 10 days, I will go to a men's shelter.

No, we stick together.

I just got us 10 days.

Why are you trying to get rid of me before I've even tried?

I just need to know you are safe.

Like a grumpy old man.

Come on, Grumpy.

Put your head down.

How do you feel today?

Did you make your meeting?

Mm-hmm.

I nearly missed, though, because of the whole extension thing.

You can't afford to miss, honey.

I didn't miss.

I'll tell you what I can afford.

I can't afford to spend a winter in a

women's shelter around a bunch of addicts.

Maybe you are ready to go home.

Would you come?

I'm not ready yet.

When I go home, Tim, I want it to be for good this time.

It's funny.

Today I realized I can see the future.

And I mean, in a paranormal way.

Just hadn't given it much thought in a while.

Today, I was able to see myself back with Jake.

When I saw him a little older, he was walking down the street somewhere.

He was holding hands with you.

I saw us at his graduation.

Do you?

I saw something.

Can you imagine?

I haven't been able to see past a day in so long.

I just thought about what we would do, and...

where we would go.

It was nice, you know?

And it felt like there was magic in it.

Like I could move the horizon.

Mr, um, Mr...

Abdi.

Abdi had a chronic asthmatic attack, which is

probably due to a combination of the flu that you say

he was suffering from and perhaps the dust from the hotel room.

It's not impossible that the steam, you say, he was

inhaling, acted as a trigger for the asthma attack.

It's very difficult to know.

It's rare, but we do see that sometimes, too.

But he is stable now.

We have him on a breather mask.

It's supplying him with oxygen and albuterol.

And he's also taking a steroid.

It's called prednisone.

It's to help him breathe.

It's, uh, it's one of the corticosteroids.

It's, uh, it mimics the adrenal gland and acts as an anti-inflammatory.

But he'll be fine, right?

Oh, he'll be fine.

Okay.

Thank you.

- Thank you. - You're very welcome.

- I just, uh... - Can I stay with him?

Um, are you married?

We're together.

Um, what Mr. Abdi needs right now is rest.

I think it's best if you come back tomorrow during visiting hours.

I understand.

- Okay? - Thank you.

Did I miss curfew?

Terry!

Terry, I didn't miss curfew.

It's not curfew, your status has changed.

Excuse me?

Your status...

has changed.

I have a room for two people, you are no longer two people.

The receipt.

The extension notice that I gave you.

There's a sign.

For two people.

You're only one person.

I'm sorry, but I cannot in good conscience give you the room.

Why are you doing this?

Is that room even occupied?

You're missing the point, Hannah.

Evil mind, did you know that, Terry?

What happened to you, huh?

What happened to make you such an asshole?

Whatever it was, I hope it fucking hurt!

I hope it went from a night haunted, you sad fucking sadist!

Enjoy the streets, Hannah.

Go fuck yourself, Terry!

Excuse me, miss.

Excuse me miss.

Have you been through triage?

Sorry, uh, no, I'm not a patient.

I'm sorry, miss, but you're gonna have to leave.

My boyfriend's here, upstairs.

I don't have anywhere else to go.

It's past curfew at the shelters.

Did you say your husband?

You're next of kin, right?

Yeah, my husband, that's right.

Well, okay, then.

But just for tonight.

I don't want to see you here tomorrow night.

You're not.

I will throw you out.

Thank you.

Thank you so much.

- Hey. - Hey.

Sorry I haven't been here.

I've been running around all day.

Where did you sleep?

I've been trying to sort out the Terry thing.

I don't think it's going to work out.

Do you have a place for tonight?

Yeah.

I found a placement.

It was hard, though.

Everything's booked up because of the storm, so I can't even stay long, but...

Get going.

You don't want to miss curfew.

Asshole.

Fucking scared me.

I missed you. You won't have too much longer.

You're letting me go tomorrow.

We've been observing him for three days.

He's ambulant, and he's well enough to leave the

hospital if he continues to take his medication off-site.

Really?

Because it's 20 degrees outside.

And by the way, you are required to treat

everyone regardless of their immigration status.

This has nothing to do with his status as an illegal immigrant.

We've looked after him well.

He has had great care, and he is simply well enough to leave the hospital.

Excuse me, it's a crock of shit. I'm sorry.

You know it.

You know it's about a bed.

He's not well enough to leave.

I'm sorry. What qualifies you to make that prognosis?

You don't have to be a doctor to see that he's not well enough to leave.

Actually, yes, you do.

I spent four years as an undergraduate, four years in

med school, three years in residency, and a further two

in fellowship, all of which makes me a quote-unquote doctor.

And in my opinion, this patient, Tahir Abdi,

is fit and well enough to leave this hospital.

I'm sorry, Hannah.

It's just regulation.

It was curfew and there was still a line of people.

I'm not allowed to hold your bed.

I know.

Just stay calm.

Let me make a phone call, see if I can find you a placement.

- Tracy? - Did she speak to Tracy?

Okay, well go have a seat.

I'll go see what I can find out

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Okay, I don't know who she spoke to,

but we are definitely full to the bursting.

But I found you a place at the Tillery Street Women's Shelter.

In Brooklyn?

Okay, so I gotta get to Brooklyn.

Uh, it was the only thing I could find.

Usually our van would be here to take

you over there, but because of the storm...

Look, here, you're going to want to

take the R to J Street.

You look freezing.

I have good reason to.

I don't know where to go.

It's a rough night to be out, but I'm fit to walk a dog in.

My daughter's about your age.

Oh yeah?

What's her name?

Listen, I can't let you in here.

They have cameras all over the lobby.

And it's more than my job is worth.

But if you go around the block, I can let you

in the back, and you can sleep in the boiler room.

Really?

Yeah, really.

So I'll meet you around back.

Okay?

It's a big green metal door.

Okay.

Oh, you're welcome very much.

Couldn't have it getting to your death out there, could we?

I'm sorry.

It's not much.

Oh no, it's perfect.

Honestly.

There's more blankets in there.

So kind of you.

Really.

I'm beginning to feel my feet again.

What are you expecting?

Well now I'm embarrassed.

I mean you're getting a bed for the night So we don't have

to but you know This is New

York, it's not a-for-nothing town

Let me look at your face

Mary.

My daughter's name is Mary.

You asked earlier.

She married a roofing guy.

They live out in Jersey City.

Three kids.

Listen, I need you out of here by 5, 5.15 at the latest, okay?

I'll wake you up at 4.45, I'll bring you a coffee.

Okay?

Okay?

Look, since you aren't married, the city is going

to give you a hard time if you want shelter together.

We'll go to bat to get you guys a placement, but

for the best chance we need to gather some documents.

That'll take a few days, maybe even a week.

The best I can do right now is get you

into separate shelters for men and women.

He couldn't get into a shelter.

They said he was a risk

and disturbance with his coughing.

So they sent him back to the hospital who wouldn't take him either.

Yeah, I see it all the time.

People push back and forth between

shelter and hospital, and finally they give up.

He's just not an option.

He can't be on the streets right now.

That's why we really need a place where I can look after him.

Look, we will do everything we can, but there's just

no place I can get you both into tonight as a couple.

Here's a list of some of the documents we'll need.

And in the meantime, I can arrange a

place for you to stay the night on your own.

I got you a sandwich.

- Any luck? - Nothing.

Not even Abdul had space.

You?

Not even for yourself?

No.

I couldn't find anything.

Not even for yourself, Hannah.

I want you to go home.

How much did I treat you?

It would be easier for me if you were not here.

How much medicine do you have left?

Enough.

I have enough.

We are very grateful.

Thank you.

I'm not so sure this is such a great idea.

I mean, there was just one of you last time.

It'll be the same as before.

We'll be quiet.

And you'll be out of here every morning at 5?

Yes, sir.

Thank you, sir.

Okay.

We'll try it.

I'd sure like to help you people, but I don't want to lose my job.

Where's your inhaler?

No.

And the steroids?

All right.

I'm here.

I'm here.

Breathe, breathe.

Exhale.

Oh, shit.

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So this is 50, this will cost

you 35, and the steroids are

285?

285.

Um, I know I lost his insurance card.

Is there any way that you could process it?

I can't do anything without a prescription.

Can you have your doctor call it in?

What are the last four digits of his social?

Hello?

Hello?

Hey, who's that?

Jake.

Who is this?

Is your grandfather?

Hello?

Who is this?

Hi, Dad.

Hanna?

Hanna, is that you?

Where are you?

You're coming home. Tell me you're coming home.

I want to come home, yeah.

Well, where are you?

I'll come get you.

I'm still in New York.

It's great.

I can be on a plane by tonight.

No.

No, you don't have to do that.

Um...

Maybe you could just wire the money for a train ticket.

Honey, you know I can't do that.

Tell me where you are, I'll come and get you.

I'm clean, Dad.

I swear to God.

No, I can't.

I can't.

Truth is, I need the money for my boyfriend.

He's sick, he's run out of his meds.

No, no, I can't wire you money.

I'm not using, I'm not using Dad.

Well, you've said that. I swear to God, it's been four months now.

You've said this before.

I know, I know, I know I have and I know how

it sounds, but I promise you this time it's true.

Well, why did you lie to me about the train ticket?

I don't know.

I just, he's, he's, he needs his meds.

He's so sick and I didn't think you'd believe me.

They cost $370.

Well, if he's that ill, then you should take him to a hospital.

We've been.

Dad, I...

I know you shouldn't believe me.

I know that I've given you no reason to.

I promise you. No, Hannah, you're lying.

You're lying, sweetheart.

Please.

Just this one more time.

- Please. - This time, it's true.

I want to believe you so much, Hannah.

You can't.

Dad, you can't.

I just need a little bit of money and just a

little bit more time, and I'm going to be home.

If I give you money, then I'm part of the problem, Hannah.

And I can't be part of the problem anymore.

I can't help you, Hannah.

I love you.

I love you.

But until you want help, I can't help you.

I want help.

I want help, Dad.

Come see us.

No, you're lying.

Come see us if you don't believe me.

I love you.

I love you so much.

- I love you. - I love you, Dad.

I love you.

- I love you, Dad. - Don't go, please.

I can't.

Fuck!

I put some cushions that I found in

my garage in your place there.

Thank you.

I need some money for medication.

Can you help me?

Sure.

How much do you need?

Three hundred and seventy dollars.

Okay.

What does 370 give me?

Well, what do you expect for that?

I don't want to negotiate with myself, Hannah.

You just tell me what you want to do for

it, and then we'll come to a compromise.

Merry Secular Christmas to you.

How did you do this?

Never your mind.

No, really.

How did this happen?

It's a Christmas miracle.

Where did you get the money from, Lena?

What does it matter?

Because it does.

He'll be angry

I want us to be happy tonight.

I need to know.

I called my father and asked him to wire some money for a train ticket.

Hannah, you should have bought the ticket.

I called him back.

I told him that I'd lied and explained to him why.

He said tomorrow he's gonna wire the money for two tickets.

I won't go alone to here

I won't

All right.

Tomorrow we will go.

We're gonna live, dear.

I mean, really.

Really live.

Tonight's our last night with you.

You know there's another storm coming.

Going away.

Okay.

I'll miss you.

I mean it.

I'll miss you.

Where are you going?

Beautiful.

I need five hundred dollars.

Holla.

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Mmm, mmm, mmm.

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.

Not for me.

You fucking bastard!

No!

No!

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Here.

I'm not hungry.

Just some soup?

While it's warm, please?

Stop.

Did you take your meds?

To hear

They're not helping no Okay, let's go to the hospital

now, and then what and then you'll get well Then I go

to prison don't and you spend the rest of your life

waiting for don't We've tried too hard for you to do this

I want you to go home

Listen to me, Hana.

I have a chance to do one good thing with my life.

Let me do it.

I don't.

Please come, Hannah.

Cool.

All right.

I don't.

Go home to your family.

And I'll go home to my...

Last night, I dreamt Ibrahim put his hand in

the river and got her back home.

...and the water that swirled around his fingers...

...made its way to Lake Chad...

...and down the River Niger...

...and into the Atlantic Ocean.

At that same moment, I put my hand in the East River here.

And our fingers touched.

His little hand in my big hand.

I would like to think I'm going to see my son again and be with Isa.

But I am afraid I'm going to hell for the things I have done.

Or worse, that you are right and there is nothing.

You are the kindest man I've ever known.

You're an angel.

You're not going to hell.

Nothing is perfect as you could exist without a reason.

- e-Rahim

To go up

Your death calls to your mercy

And you are content

with its punishment If it is a

misfortune, then add to it

hasanatihi wa in kana muhsinan

fatajawwad a'anhu

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