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(female narrator)
Previously on
"One Tree Hill.."

Alex has to be better
or we're gonna be

in serious trouble here.

She will be.

(Alex)
I'm letting everyone down

and I don't get
drunk when I'm sad.

I sleep with boys.
You want to get out of here?

(Millicent)
My name is Millicent.

I keep telling
everybody I'm fine

and I'm not fine.

So, let me get this straight.

You don't want to make a record

because it's too personal?

- That's right.
- Personal sells albums.

So, make a record with me.

I loved you so much, Sara.

(Sara)
You were perfect with me

and you always will be.

(Haley)
Are you okay, mom?

I have cancer.
It's pancreatic.

- So I've accepted it.
- You're giving up.

No, I am not givin' up.

Maybe Quinn can
take a picture of it.

We can just add it
to this stupid box.

Taylor. Tay..

[Sufjan Stevens singing
"The Dress Looks Nice On You"]

♪ I can see
a lot of life in you ♪

♪ I can see
a lot of bright in you ♪

♪ And I think the dress
looks nice on you ♪

♪ I can see a
lot of life in you ♪♪

I, uh, know that we haven't had

a family breakfast
in a long time, but, um

I seem to remember that there
used to be at least some

talking and,
uh, you know, eating.

The last few times
we've done this.

I don't know,
call me crazy.

I'm sorry, mom.
It's just hard for--

I know, honey, but, uh..

I just want to
enjoy a breakfast

with my favorite people
in the world.

Okay?

Okay.

Good.

[gasps]
There he is.

Finally, someone
with a personality.

Ah.

So, what's for breakfast?

For you, uh,
a little bit of everything.

Ooh, my favorite.

What's everyone staring at?

I think, it's because that
was the last piece of bacon.

But don't you worry about it.
They had their chance.

Come with me. I wanna show you
something, okay?

I would, uh,
like to thank all of you

for this scintillating
breakfast conversation.

You know,
it's moments like these

that we're supposed to remember.

[rock music]

Hey, come back to bed.

Why are you still here?

Ouch. Well, someone's
a little feisty.

'I like it.'

You know, to be honest,
we could've used

a little more
of that last night.

What's that supposed to mean?

'Well, you gotta admit,
I did most of the work.'

It's okay, though.
I mean, I slept like a baby.

Good for you. You know who
didn't sleep like a baby? Me.

I got exactly
26 minutes of sleep

and I'm filmin'
eight scenes today.

Well, I refuse to apologize
for my exceptional stamina.

I'm not talking about that!

I'm talking about that.

The horrible noise.

I think it's called music.

No, when it comes
through a hotel room wall

it's called noise.

So, you're not
comin' back to bed?

Let me try to
explain this to you.

I'm filming a movie right now

so I need
this thing called sleep.

And when I don't get sleep,
I get bags under my eyes.

'And those bags are gonna be
documented on film forever.'

- Got it?
- Got it.

Hey, well, look
on the bright side.

I mean, odds are no one's
even gonna see this film.

Seriously, why are
you still here?

Have I been replaced already?

What?

You're sittin' in my chair.

Oh, I..

I'm sorry. I thought you..

No, no.
Just a poorly timed joke.

You're here early.

Oh, I know.
I couldn't sleep, so..

Figured I'd come in
and try to steal your job.

Um, can I ask you something

I'm not really allowed
to ask anyone else?

Of course.

Am I doing okay?

Are you kidding?

You're doing great.

Everyone is so proud of you,
especially your dad and..

...and me.

I do have one major
complaint, though.

You need to start
dressing warmer.

'Cause if you don't,
you're gonna get sick

and then you'll get all
sluggish like you do

and then you'll grouch
and you'll whine a little

and nobody wants that.

I don't grouch.

Yes, you do and whine.

I do whine.

A little.

Okay, well, you probably have
a million fires to put out

so I'm gonna
get out of your way.

Thanks for letting me
sit in your chair.

Anytime.

You okay?

No, I'm not.

She's acting like there's
nothing wrong, like she's fine.

She's just tryin' to be
strong for everyone, Haley.

By giving up?

No. By accepting
the situation that she's in.

- She seems at peace with it.
- Well, I'm not.

It's not over.
She's still here.

I'm not ready
to let her stop fighting.

Haley, I know this is
hard, but this is her life

and the doctors told her she
doesn't have much time left.

So, let's get a second
opinion or third or fourth.

And what happens
if they say the same thing?

What if they don't?

Haley.

What? I, uh..

I have to believe
in something right now

because without hope
I wouldn't be able to breathe.

So, just let me have that, okay?

'If we can't find
someone to help her'

then, at least I'll know
we did everything we could

but until we know for sure,
I just I, I need that hope.

Okay.

Just a few months ago, I had..

...everything I ever wanted

'but now, all that
seems like forever ago'

because one day,
I lost my way

and I forgot who I was..

...but I'm trying
to find my way back.

I just hope I can
get there someday.

Thanks.

[crowd clapping]

♪ Try to lock you up ♪

(male #1)
'Hello. My name is Kenny.'

'I'm an alcoholic.'

♪ The line between us
is so thin ♪

(Lydia)
Do you recognize
this handsome guy?

(Lydia)
'That's you Christmas morning.'

Look how little you were.

- Yeah. I was a kid back then.
- Hmm.

Look, that's
when I got Fletcher.

(Jamie)
'He was my
favorite stuffed animal.'

Do you still have Fletcher?

Somewhere.

Chester chewed
his head off once.

Mom sewed it back on.

And he kind of looks weird now.

This was my favorite Christmas.

I will never forget it.

Because you got
lots of good presents?

Well, you could say that.

I was surrounded by family.

By all the people that
I love most in the world

and that's the best gift
anyone could ever give me.

And I got to spend one last
Christmas with your grandpa.

That was a good day.

He got you Fletcher.

I don't really remember him.

♪ The candle burned out ♪

Yeah, well, you were
pretty small when he died

but, boy,
he loved you so much.

Do you miss him?

Every second of every day.

But you know what
I do to remember him?

When I listen to your mom

I can hear his laugh.

And when I look
at your Aunt Quinn

I see his eyes.

And then, I look at you

and I see his beautiful smile.

[chuckles]
There it is.

Maybe Christmas this
year will be even better.

I hope so.

But, um..

I'm not gonna be with you
this Christmas, Jamie.

Where will you be?

I'm..

...going to be
with your grandpa.

So, let me get this straight.

You fell for some girl

recorded a bunch of songs,
lost the girl

and now you're afraid
to make another record.

- Is that accurate?
- Yep.

Those are pretty much

the bullet points
of my painful existence.

And thank you, by the way

for reminding me with such
a cold and brief synopsis.

- Can I give you some advice?
- If I say no, will you--

Get over it.

The girl, the big bad
record executives

who hurt your feelings just..

...get over it.

I wish it were that simple.

So, you're telling me
there is no chance

I'm gonna get you
to make a record with us?

I don't think so.

Not even 1%?

Well, there's a 1% chance
I'd do anything with you.

Excellent.

That's all I need.

Let's negotiate.

You wrote the script, remember?

'If it's putting you to sleep'

you have no one to blame
but yourself.

I'm sorry. I was up all night.

Who was he?

It wasn't a he.
It was a bunch of hes.

Did your mind
really just go there?

- No.
- Yeah, right.

There's a convention in town
for patio furniture salesmen.

Yes, apparently there are those.

And lucky me,
the suite right next to mine

is party central
for 200 middle-aged men

who get to be
single for a few days.

They haven't stopped
raging since they got here.

Okay, so just switch rooms.

I've tried. The stupid
hotel's completely booked.

I hate patio furniture.

Me too. It always gets so dirty.

Alex, we have a big day today.

I know. I'll be fine.

I wrote the script, remember?

Good.

♪ ...try to wake up ♪

♪ But just let her speak ♪♪

Hey.

So, I, uh, I just
spoke with our team doctor.

- Are you okay?
- Yeah. Actually, um..

I talked to him about
your mom and as it turns out

he knows one of the best
oncologists in the world

and he's offered
to take a look at Lydia's case.

That's great.

Haley, I just wanna make sure
that you don't get your ho--

You don't have to say it.

Just...thank you.

You're welcome.

So, here it is.

Kinda great, huh?

It's perfect.
A little empty, but..

I'm sorry.
That was a stupid joke.

I just wish everything wasn't
so hard with my mom right now.

You know, I'm the poster boy
for suffering alone

but you don't have to.

You know, I'm here.

I know. Thanks.

I'm not avoiding it,
I'm just..

...trying to
figure it all out, you know?

You know, for what it's worth..

...you have an opportunity.

You know, you still have
the chance to say goodbye.

I didn't have that
with Sara and I wish I did.

You know, I wish
I had that one moment.

Thanks.

So, when do you leave
for your tennis tournament?

I decided not to go.
I want to stay here with you.

Clay, I love that

but we both know you're
building something here, okay?

You have a business,
and you have a client list.

It's important
and you have to go.

Stop. It's not
an option. Come on.

I promise, if anything happens,
you'll be my first call.

- Alright.
- Go.

- I'll be fine.
- Okay.

- Okay. First call.
- First call.

Hello, Brooke.

It's a lovely day, isn't it?

Oh! You look beautiful!

Mother.

- You're glowing.
- Am I?

Yes. In fact, you've
been glowing for days.

It's getting weird.

'Well..'

I suppose..

...it's because
I've taken a lover.

Here we go.

Oh, he's a gentle,
passionate lover.

Okay, I don't
need details. Please.

It's Paul, right?

I've seen you two
flirting with each other on set

and I just...ugh!

A lady doesn't
kiss and tell, honey.

Well, it seems to me like you're
kissing and telling right now.

Well, no. You asked why I
was glowing, so I told you.

You're right.

My mistake.

I'm gonna get back to work now

and try to extract

a certain horrifying
image from my mind.

Good luck with that. Me?

I'm going to go and try to keep

a certain image
very much in my mind.

Gross!

Say, hi to gentle Paul for me.

Hey, Millie, wait up.

I gotta be honest,
I didn't expect

to see anybody I knew here.

Well, look, if it's weird
for you, we can arrange it

so we're here on separate days.

No. It's..

I should be happy to see you.

It's so hard to get up in
front of bunch of strangers

and explain to them how you made
a complete mess of your life.

Actually,
it's comforting to know that

you have someone
there listening.

Someone who understands
what you're going through.

I'm proud of you for standin' up
there and sharin' your story.

Thanks.

I still don't know how
I let it get to this point.

I don't know.
It all becomes a blur.

The amazing thing
is you realized

that your life
was unmanageable.

Just being here..

...is the biggest step
you've ever taken.

Thanks, Owen.

You have no idea
how much that helps.

Actually, I do.

Look, you ever need
someone to lean on..

...you can call me.

I'll be there.

Okay.

Dude, I told you to cover
me with a sniper rifle.

Why are you
equipped with an RPD?

Really? I should
shut the hell up?

Why don't you take a look at my
kill ratio and see who owns you?

Yeah, that's what I thought.

Who are you talking to?

Sorry.

Uh, that was...that was Skills.

Oh.

We, uh, we get
a little competitive.

Yeah, no, I can see that.

You think, he's checking out
your kill ratio right now?

Yeah, just, uh, pretend
you didn't hear that.

Um, thanks for picking
up lunch, by the way.

Sure.

- How's he doin'?
- He's good.

I mean, he's not good
at this game, obviously, but..

- Wait, are you two not talking?
- Yeah, not so much.

And when we do talk,
it's not really the same.

But I mean, that's okay.

Guess it's only natural
we'd drift apart, right?

Distance is hard.

It's all hard.
I mean, look at me and Millie.

We live together,
but she feels so far away.

I mean, I felt closer
when I lived in Omaha.

Maybe you're right.

It's just the idea of starting
over sounds so scary to me.

I will probably
just stop dating.

I had a date the other night.

- Really?
- Yeah. It was bizarre.

It was like this weird
kind of '80s movie

but I don't know,
she was cool.

She even wants
to go out again, but..

...it just doesn't feel
right because of Millie.

That's understandable.

You know what? When you're
ready, you'll just know.

And until then, you do have that
pretty impressive kill ratio.

[laughing]

Hey, buddy.
Where's grandma?

She's resting.

You doin' okay?
What's wrong?

I don't want grandma to die.

Just..

♪ Same way twice ♪♪

- Are you stalking me now?
- Relax.

Brooke needed me here
to do some adjustments

to the wardrobe,
I'm here strictly on business.

Unless, of course, you wanna
go play in your trailer.

Nothing sounds
worse to me right now.

[rock music]

Actually, I take that back.

Did you see Brooke Davis' mom?

I would totally hit that.
I'm not even kidding.

Right now, today,
I would hit that.

That is so sweet.

Is there a woman out there
you wouldn't sleep with?

Eh, depends on the day.

And while we're
on the subject, actually

I have something
kind of sensitive

I need to talk to you about,
our love scene today.

It's supposed to be pretty hot.

I hope it doesn't bother you
if I get a little excited.

It's involuntary and..

Let's face it,
you kind of do it for me.

Josh..

...let me be
very clear with you.

If I feel anything brushing up
against me under those sheets

you will remember
the pain that I inflict on it

for the rest of your life.

Got it?

She's kind of feisty.

Yeah, tell me about it.

(Mouth)
Okay, you're officially
worse than Antwon

and that is saying a lot.

No, no, no.
The left trigger aims.

The right trigger shoots.
So you just want..

And you're dead...again.

Don't worry,
you'll re-spawn any second.

Why don't I get a headset?

Trust me,
you're not ready for that.

Oh, I think I am.

Okay.

Do not say you weren't warned.

Okay, this is
officially the most

uncool thing that
I have ever done.

I love it.

Hey, what do I say? Should
I brag about my kill ratio?

I would stay away
from that one.

Okay, um, h-hello

other players
in the shooting game.

Anybody there? Oh, hi!

Yeah, yeah, I'm a girl.

'Um, jeans.'

What do you mean, what kind
of underwear am I wearing?

I don't know,
how old are you?

- Oh, that's disgusting!
- You had enough?

Who are these people?
They are pure evil.

- And you're one of 'em.
- No!

Yes, you are.

I'm sorry.

I didn't mean to interrupt.

Uh, I'll be right back.

You know what? I have some
things I need to do.

I'll just see you later.

[knock on door]

- Hey, you okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.

I just didn't realize you
and Lauren were so close.

- We're just friends.
- 'Okay.'

It's none of my business anyway.

You can be friends
with whoever you want.

Besides, it's not like
we're together anymore

so who really cares?

I guess just me.

She told Jamie.

[Kate Tucker singing
"Everything Went Down"]

♪ Everything.. ♪

How is he?

He's okay. He's sleeping.

Well, that's
her decision, Haley.

We're his parents.
It should be our decision.

He's just a kid, you know?

He shouldn't have to
deal with all this pain.

Aren't we supposed
to be protecting him

from this kind of stuff?

Maybe it's good
for him to be prepared.

To know that he doesn't have
a lot of time with his grandma.

And what if she gets better?

I'm not gonna get better, Haley.

Hey, Nathan,
would you mind, um..

Yeah, sure.

♪ The sound of songs
they're fading.. ♪

♪ This bed these pills.. ♪

You're angry
because I told Jamie.

Not angry.

I'm just upset.

About...everything.

I needed him
to know the truth, Hales.

Okay.

I just wish we could've
done it together.

Mom, he's been through a lot.

I get that.

- I'm sorry.
- Okay.

I know that you think
I've given up.

You just seem so okay
with all of--

No, I'm not...okay.

I'm...I'm at peace with it.

You know, I...fought hard.

I.. God, I promise you, I've..

And then, one day, I just

I realized that
I had to stop fighting

and I had to start

enjoying the time
that I had left.

And that's all
I'm tryin' to do.

Could I ask you for something
even though I know

it's something that
you don't wanna hear?

Will you please
let me give your medical records

to Nathan's doctor, so that
somebody can take a look at it?

It's just.. It's not gonna
make any diff--

It may not, but I'm not
ready to lose you yet, mom.

So, if there's anybody out
there who can do something

I have to take that chance.

Will you please do that for me?

Okay.

You can give him
my medical records.

On one condition.

When he comes back
with the same diagnosis

I need you to accept it, okay?

Like I've accepted it.

And, hopefully, then

we can at least try to enjoy
the time I have left.

Together, all of us. Please?

Do that for me?

♪ We won't need a story.. ♪♪

Oh, hey, there you are. You...
kinda disappeared for a while.

I was just trying
to stay out of your way.

I don't remember telling you
to stay out of my way.

Well, you had to shoot that
big sex scene with Alex and Josh

and I didn't really
wanna be around for that.

Oh.

Well, it turned out
pretty well, I think.

Although, at one point, Josh
did let out a girlish shriek

and then, Alex stormed off
to her trailer for ten minutes.

Not really sure what that was.

- Actors.
- Yeah.

So, thanks for the sweater.

Yeah, it's no big deal.
I mean, it's yours.

I figured you might want it.

- Thanks.
- So, get this.

I think, that my mom
and your dad have become lovers.

We did kind of see this coming.

Yeah. Apparently,
your dad is quite gentle.

- What?
- Not to mention.

Extremely passionate?

Why are you doing this to me?

Because I had
to suffer through it alone.

Now, we can at least be
equally traumatized.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

Wouldn't it be weird
if they ended up together?

Honestly, I'm kind
of envious of them.

At least they're
goin' for it, right?

Yeah.

Alright, I gotta run, but thanks
again for the sweater, Brooke.

'Mm-hmm.'

[Rocky Votolato
singing "Fragments"]

Okay, you'll have
complete creative control

you'll keep publishing
and here's where we got

a little overly generous.

Fifty-one percent of profits

and thirty-five percent
of merchandising.

Uh, m-merchandising?

You're gonna make t-shirts
with my face on 'em?

We're gonna make a lot of
things with your face on them.

We can talk
about the beard later.

All you have to do
is sign right here.

Well, you haven't heard
my list of demands yet.

What else?

♪ Ego is running wild ♪

♪ Monster is hiding behind.. ♪

What the hell is that?

Pickled eggs, of course.

And why would something
like that exist?

For times like this.

My first demand. Eat one.

You can't be serious.

You're serious.

♪ There's a constant farewell ♪

♪ Into a new dream ♪

♪ Full of unpolluted sorrows ♪

♪ Document a scattered mind.. ♪

Hey, bud.

Look at all this cool stuff.

Yeah, I'm just goin'
through some old things.

Okay. Now, we're talkin'.

Did I ever tell you that
I'm a Wiffle ball legend?

Yeah, a bunch of times.

Right.

You know, when I was your age,
your grandpa Dan

he built me a miniature
Fenway Park in the backyard.

Even had a green monster,
a pesky pole.

It was pretty awesome.

And then Grandma Deb
made you tear it down

because it was so ugly.

Guess I need some new stories.

You alright, buddy?

Is there anything
you wanna talk about?

I'm fine. I'm just a
little busy right now.

Don't worry.
I still like your stories.

If you need me,
I'm here. Okay?

♪ The less likely
you'll survive ♪

♪ The less likely
you'll survive ♪

♪ The less likely you'll.. ♪

- Mouth.
- Owen.

♪ The less likely you'll.. ♪

What are you doin' here?

I'm here to pick up Millie.

Right.

Arr, me matey.

Alright, t-t-that was terrible.

And you are gonna have to
work on your pirate speak.

But at least
we're getting somewhere.

I did everything
on your made-up list of demands.

I ate that disgusting egg--

It doesn't sound to me like

you're working
on your pirate speak.

[imitating pirate]
I ate the egg. I washed
'er mugs with me ands.

Even though they were perfectly
clean and didn't need it.

There were a few water spots.

And I called your voicemail

pretending to be
a very satisfied

sexual partner
begging for one more night.

I can't wait
to play that in public.

There. You happy? I did
everything you asked me to.

- So, we're good?
- We're up to a single.

Most people would kill
for a record contract.

[sighs]
Here's the thing, Miranda.

Writing and performing music
for me it's like

it's like, it's like
standing naked in a crowd.

You're being a little dramatic.

Okay, maybe,
I'm in my underwear.

But the point is,
I'm still vulnerable.

And it wasn't just about a girl.

It was about
the guy that I became.

I didn't like him
and neither did anyone else

and I would rather
not see him come back.

(man on TV)
'The ball is snapped.
The quarterback takes a blow..'

- Hello?
- Hey.

Hey.

(Lauren)
'Oh, who's playin'?'

Syracuse and Virginity Tech.

Okay, that sounds like
an intriguing match-up.

Who's winning?

Owen.

And Owen is?

The guy who's out
with Millie right now.

Oh, and I take it
you're jealous?

Of course I'm jealous.

But mostly I'm just worried,
because she doesn't need

to be hanging out
with an addict right now.

Especially not the same
addict who took her virginity.

Oh. Oh, is that why you
said Syracuse was playing?

- Yeah.
- Got it.

Look, Mouth, you broke up
with her, right?

So, she's gonna
live her life and she should.

She can see whoever she wants.

But if that bothers you,
then just tell her.

Because maybe that means
it's not over for you yet.

So, you really think it's
over between you and Mouth?

Honestly,
I try not to think about it

'cause there's nothing
I can do right now.

You sure about that?

I don't know, I mean, the reason
we broke up is all my fault

so, my hands
are pretty much tied.

All I can do
is wait to be forgiven.

I can tell you what
I hope will happen, but..

...I have no way
of knowing if he'll ever

be able to look
at me the way he used to.

That's why I try
not to think about it.

You know,
we should do something fun.

- Like what?
- I don't know.

Figure something out.
Come on.

Oh.

Oh, my gosh,
where did you find this?

Was it in those boxes?

Yeah, grandma gave it to me.

(Haley)
'Yeah. I haven't seen
this photo in forever.'

Look at my hair. I mean, I know
it was early morning, but geez.

♪ ...'till the sunrise
shall spring.. ♪

Hey, listen, buddy.

I know how hard
this must be for you

so, if you need
to cry, it's okay.

I'm not crying for me.
I'm crying for you.

Your mom is gonna die.

The one thing I never
want to lose is you or daddy.

We're not going anywhere.
I promise.

♪ It's something
I've been so.. ♪

You're takin'
good care of my daughter.

[Nathan scoffs]

[Lydia chuckles]

Ooh, I remember
the day you came

to ask our permission
to marry her.

You were so nervous.

Yeah.

But I looked into your eyes

and I just knew.

What did you know?

That were gonna change
my daughter's life.

And I was right.

♪ I'll put your
broken pieces together ♪♪

You were responsible
for raising the woman

that changed my entire world.

I'll never forget
that, Lydia, ever.

Thank you for saying yes.

Oh, come on.
That's just not possible.

What's not possible?

Are you referring
to my three consecutive strikes

or just that particular strike?

- All of the above.
- 'Ah.'

Just glad we didn't
put money on it.

This was a bad idea.

No, this was a really good idea.

Thanks for cheering me
up, Owen. I needed it.

'Oh, God.'

I can't even remember
the last time I laughed.

You know he's not gone yet.

Mouth.

'You shouldn't give up on him.'

And you can't just sit around

waitin' for him to forgive you.

'Look, I understand.'

As an addict, I've...ruined
a lot of important

relationships in my life.

That's why,
if he's important to you

you gotta at least
try to get him back.

I don't know
how to get him back.

Just remind him of the girl
he fell in love with.

Show him you're
still that girl or that you're..

...working hard
to try to find her.

You do that..

...I guarantee he'll
look at you the way he used to.

Do you mind if we get going?

Not at all.
You're killin' me anyway.

This is embarrassing.

Thank you, Owen.

How's it goin'?

Oh, this place
is crawling with agents.

They're like vultures.

Well, just remember,
you're one of them.

Are you circling
anyone right now?

(Clay on phone)
'I've had a few meetings.'

I really missed you.
I needed to hear your voice.

- Really?
- Yeah.

I like that.
And I miss you, too.

'Hey, babe, I gotta go.'

I have a few more
players to meet with

but I'm coming home tomorrow.

I'll be waiting. Bye.

Alright, bye.

Hey, that was a great match.

Hey, Grubbs. Miranda
says you're torturing her.

- Knock it off, okay?
- Really?

No. I'm kind of lovin' it.

Hi, friendly faces,
do you guys mind if I play

third wheel for a little while?

I'm not ready to go home yet.

Yeah, you just
missed my Millie rant.

I wanna hear the Millie rant.

Oh, we've moved on
to the Julian rant.

Ooh, great. Can you at least
start from the beginning?

You didn't miss much.

I was just saying that
sometimes our relationship seems

so simple and...easy.

But no matter what,
it just turns into a big mess.

And there are days that
I want to dive into that mess

but then, other days,
I can't help but wonder

if maybe we're just two people

who don't work as a couple.

But you love him, right?

Like you don't even know.

Then don't wait.
Life's too short to play games.

If you love somebody
and you want to be with them

then go get them.

Deal with the mess later.

We don't know what
tomorrow will bring.

Well...here I am.

Standing in front
of a crowd in my underwear.

Whoa.

Feeling vulnerable?

I'm hot, and you're talented.

And if I can do it,
so can you.

Which is the reason
I'm standing here.

Because I believe in you.

Maybe it's time for you
to believe in yourself.

Bugger off.

[moaning]

Wow.

Sorry. Bad habit.

You're forgiven,
it was a long day

but at least
we got through it, right?

Barely. I'm so tired.

Hopefully tomorrow
I'll be better-rested.

I can't believe a bunch
of patio furniture salesmen

kept you up all night.

Actually, it wasn't just
patio furniture guys.

I kinda slept
with Alexander last night.

Oh.

"Oh?" Why'd you
say it like that?

How did I say it?

I don't know,
kinda sad-sacky like

maybe you're
a little jealous.

- Alex--
- I'm kidding. Relax.

Let's change the subject.
How are things with Brooke?

Obviously, we still
love each other, but

every time we get too close,
one of us puts up a wall.

And it's not easy being on
the other side of that wall.

- So, tear down the wall.
- You don't understand.

When Brooke Davis
puts up a wall

that thing's not comin' down
until she's ready.

And you have to wait.

That's fair.

I got to get some sleep.

Julian, if I thought you and
Brooke were really just friends

Alexander wouldn't have been
the one in my bed last night.

Goodnight.

Alex.

I'll walk you to your room.

[clears throat]

Can I help you?

I lost my key,
I'm staying with my boyfriend.

Julian Baker.

[chuckles]

Oh, well, um, it says,
here you guys broke up.

Oh, please,
that story is so last week.

Oh, thank God.

You know what?
Can I tell you a secret?

I wish you wouldn't.

I've always rooted for you two.

- Really?
- Yeah.

Can I get that key?

[Gemma Hayes
singing "November"]

Hey, what's up?

I just heard from the doctor.

There's nothing
they can do for her.

♪ November ♪

Okay.

♪ Has taken.. ♪

- I just thought..
- I know.

I know. I'm so sorry, baby. I..

♪ And if I know better ♪

I wish I could
change this for you.

♪ There's more to come ♪

♪ And the ocean ♪

♪ Is waiting at our backdoor ♪

♪ Well you know
we could leave but we.. ♪

Hey, I know it's late,
I was just thinking..

We don't know
what tomorrow will bring.

Sometimes you just
have to go for it

and that's what I'm doing.

I want to go out with you..

...on a date.

Um..

(Grubbs)
'Promise me one thing.'

If I start to change

or if I start to become
that guy that nobody likes--

You won't.

I'm gonna make sure you
stay exactly who you are.

'Cause that's a person
worth protecting.

♪ Yeah I take
my chance playing ♪

♪ Life's little dance ♪

♪ And I still don't understand ♪

♪ And people ♪

♪ Are talkin' at me.. ♪

Excuse me. Are you Katie Ryan?

♪ Yeah they make no sense ♪

♪ Wish I could pay my expenses ♪

♪ And get on
the next train outta here ♪

♪ We will find a way ♪

♪ To make it through
these days ♪

♪ We will find a way ♪

♪ To make it through ♪

♪ With sweet ♪

♪ Love and prayer.. ♪

Now, we can spend
Christmas together.

♪ When we cry ♪

♪ We will find.. ♪

It's okay, sweetheart.

♪ To make it through ♪

♪ These days ♪

♪ We will find a way ♪

♪ To make it through ♪

♪ To make it through ♪

♪ To make it through ♪♪

[theme music]