Original subtitles

Timing and Subtitles by Expect The Unexpected Team @ Viki

♫ What I lost, I don't want ♫

♫ What I failed to achieve, I no longer think of ♫

♫ What I didn't love, I'll just love something else ♫

♫ What has been forgotten, I don't wish for ♫

♫ What is no longer seen, I don't miss ♫

♫ When tears fall, let them fall ♫

♫ Even if life were ordinary again ♫

♫ Life still wouldn't be impermanent ♫

♫ Just look at humanity's every day ♫

♫ The impermanence of life slipping by ♫

♫ No matter what tomorrow’s weather brings ♫

♫ We must enjoy today's rain ♫

♫ No matter if tomorrow’s flowers will bloom ♫

♫ The butterfly in front of you still loves the floral scent ♫

♫ Hey, hey, hey ♫

♫ Hey, hey, hey ♫

♫ Hey, hey, hey ♫

♫ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♫

♫ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♫

♫ No matter what tomorrow’s sky will be like ♫

♫ Enjoy today’s blue sky ♫

♫ No matter if tomorrow’s butterfly will circle in the air ♫

♫ Someone right now is cheering it on, life will still have many variables ♫

♫ Imminent is the daily life before you, live every day like there’s no tomorrow ♫

♫ The ability to understand the ordinary is so remarkable ♫

♫ How simple it is! ♫

[Unexpected]

Someone burned your books.

It was me. I made you become the female lead.

If I become the female lead, I can break away from this life's misfortunes.

You won't take away the things I like here, will you?

Lu Zixing! Why did you kick Pei Encai out of her house?

The princess turned into Cinderella.

I don't want him to see me like this.

In my heart, you are still you. You won't turn into a different person.

So your goal... it was just to stop He Jie from leaving this world, wasn't it?

The ink pen is in my hands now.

If you go against me, I have countless ways to give him pain worse than death.

Do you really think you are Pei Encai? Won't you be too deep in the act?

I am just acting according to the character you designed for me.

Why do you have the ink pen?

So, now... you believe Su Zixu,

- or me? - You think I'd love you like this?

I came to talk to you about our engagement.

[Episode 19: Male and female leads destined to be together]

I think you can compete with my mom for the queen of awful cuisine.

It's really not very good.

If only I become Pei Encai,

become the female lead, I can break away from this life's misfortunes.

I'll even have the right to love someone.

There's been two times when I wanted to give up on you,

let you leave me. But it's not the same anymore.

We can be together forever.

Do you really think you are Pei Encai?

The fate of the female lead

and the right to be in love with you, I want them both.

I really don't understand why it has come to this.

You talked with Lu Zixing?

She said that the fate of the female lead

and the right to love me... she wants them both.

She's lying to you.

You really think she wants to hurt Pei Encai?

I also believe she wouldn't want to be blamed by everyone

and even less that she'd want to leave her mom.

She did all the things she didn't want to do.

Of course, she wouldn't enjoy the happiness that she has now.

She did so many incomprehensible things.

But why?

Lu Zixing did all of this because she loves you.

If it were me, if I had that pen,

when the time comes, I might make the same decision.

Then, what should I do now?

Can you accept these mistakes she made?

Can you give her what she wants?

Now, she's bearing the weight of being misunderstood by everyone.

It's all because she wants to keep you here.

The reason she is doing this,

is because your answers to her before were too vague.

Can't you just come to the point and give her an answer?

What do you mean?

Don't escape.

The development of events

cannot be controlled.

Wouldn't you feel insecure, too?

Why are you still drawing the Weiyang flower? (T/N: "Weiyang" means "no ending," hope for a level future)

There is no reason why.

You did so many things just to make me stay.

Why are you still pushing me away now?

I said that there is no reason why.

The two of us clearly love each other.

Why do we have to push each other into opposing sides?

I did so many things over the line, and yet you can still forgive me.

What did you do that was over the line?

Didn't you do all of this because of me?

It's all because I gave you the role of an evil supporting actress.

Because I never gave you a sense of security.

I've never told you beyond any doubt

that I would stay in this world for you.

That's why you hurt your family,

your friends, and also your sister.

What Su Zixu said was right.

It was all for me

that you pushed yourself against everyone.

That's why on you, now,

I have nothing to blame.

I only feel guilt and heartache.

No matter how absurd the things are that you have done,

or how wrong, let me bear them all for you.

Because I love you.

So you are telling me

that you're willing to stay here for me?

Yes.

Su Zixu convinced you to stay here?

No one convinced me.

No matter what will happen,

even if you and Pei Encai exchange your identities back,

even if I accomplish all my missions,

or if I have to receive any punishment from fate,

I will never leave you.

No, I can't accept this.

Why?

Because you can forgive me, but I can't forgive you.

I have waited so long for you.

You never gave me a clear answer.

And now you are standing here

telling me that you are willing to stay for me.

Don't you think it's too late?

I can't give up on my goals.

There are things that have already happened as a matter of course.

This is something that I can't escape from.

Xiao Xing and Ah Cai switched identities.

As the female lead, she thinks that she should be with the male lead.

Who'd have thought that after all the twists and turns, we are back to the beginning.

I think there are really too many things that happened overnight.

Tell me. Am I still an author?

All the characters created under my pen are now different than the way I drew them.

I feel I, myself,

it seems...

I've become a supporting character thwarting the love between the male and female leads.

Usually, the supporting character who prevents the main leads from falling in love

doesn't have a good ending.

If fate really can't be fought against...

If Lu Zixing really becomes the female lead...

Gong Cheng is still the male lead...

Will they be fated to be together?

Then all my effort till now was pointless, wasn't it?

There was a point.

The point is that you already accomplished your mission, you changed Lu Zixing's fate.

If she can really stay with Gong Cheng and becomes the female lead,

the story can be considered ended.

And you can leave this place.

I don't want to.

Why are you being like this?

I don't believe in fate.

I want to fight against it until the end.

[Crystal Love]

Right. Did you know

Gong Cheng and Pei Encai are getting engaged?

Weren't Gong Cheng and Pei Encai getting engaged all along?

Not the previous Pei Encai, it's the current Pei Encai.

What? The current one?

Yea, the one who used to be Lu Zixing.

Then, does she not know about it yet?

Xiao Xing...

Why are you here?

Xiao Xing, why is everyone saying that you and Gong Cheng are getting engaged?

This isn't true, right?

It is true.

You're tricking me, right?

My name is yours.

My mom and dad are yours.

Everything that was yours, I've already given it back to you.

But Gong Cheng isn't yours!

Why...

do you have to take him away, too?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Ah Cai.

But, please, believe me, okay?

You won't be sad for long.

Do you think

that in a short while I'll just forget Gong Cheng?

No.

You got me wrong. I got you wrong, too!

Dad! Mom!

Do you not recognize me anymore?

Ah Cai, to tell the truth,

we don't know, either.

We really don't know what to do.

Ah Cai must be feeling really low.

She must be thinking that we both betrayed her at the same time.

That she lost friendship and love at the same time.

It should have been me to suffer through all this.

Isn't it the same for you?

You also lost friendship and love at the same time.

Why didn't you tell her the truth?

If I tell her the truth,

if I tell her that this world is fake,

that we were all drawn up,

she'll go through all the pain that we went through.

Ah Cai is really lucky to have you.

Have you gone crazy? Lu Zixing went crazy and you are going crazy with her?

Did you forget everything I taught you?

Have you ever thought about my feelings if you did this?

Teacher He, isn't everything I'm doing what you taught me?

What did I teach you?

Did I teach you to steal my woman?

Whoever is the female lead, she's my woman!

You know everything.

Stop struggling.

The male and female lead should be together.

Isn't this the fate you designed for me?

Tomorrow Lu Zixing and I are getting engaged.

I don't believe in fate.

You don't believe in fate?

Actually, without realizing it, you are in this spot already. I am the male lead;

Lu Zixing is the female lead. Sooner or later, we will love each other.

I can never be with Pei Encai.

So tomorrow afternoon when we get engaged,

you leave this world and this will be the best choice for all of us!

How did you get in?

I have a universal key.

It can open any door in this world, it can break into any home.

How do you think I got in?

You have the ink pen.

I've always had it with me.

You were also the one who drew the parentage test?

Gong Cheng being brought to the police station was also my doing.

This had nothing to do with Xiao Xing after all.

Even the fact that she had the ink pen was my contriving.

to deceive you. Is it that in your mind

the nice supporting male wouldn't do anything bad?

Why did you frame Xiao Xing?

Because of Bai Lian?

Because I created you?

If it's because of that,

I apologize. Sorry.

Who asked you to say sorry.

Who are you to apologize to me?

The creator? God?

He Jie, do you think you are so high and mighty,

and we are all your toys? And now your toys have their own minds,

they think that their lives are a tragedy,

then you say a hypocritical 'sorry'

and all your toys will obediently go back to being peaceful?

I'm telling you! Don't even think so.

He Jie, this is a game. You and I stand on equal ground.

I don't want your apology. I want you to play with me.

Why?

Because you lost Bai Lian? Because you hate me?

You hate this whole fake world.

You hate all the game rules here,

you want to make me suffer like you by defeating me,

and make me fall in the same condition as you.

You want to do all this to prove that you are not lonely,

that there is a meaning to your existence in this world.

But I won't persuade you to give it up, because you won't give up at all.

And you won't return the ink pen to me. You cannot accept that I may have happiness.

And you can't bear to see me with Xiao Xing.

If you just wanted to win,

then okay.

You win.

What does this mean?

If you don't like me saying sorry,

I can also put it in another way.

Thank you.

Thank you for giving Xiao Xing a script who becomes the female lead.

Even though, through this process,

you hurt Gong Cheng, you hurt Pei Encai, you hurt everyone...

Shut your mouth!

Where is your arrogance? Where is your courage?

Where is that sentence that you keep mentioning?

”As long... As long as you are willing to work hard

you can... win against fate,“ those hollow words of yours?

"This world is fake, but my emotions are real," that kind of empty talk?

Tomorrow, I am going back.

If I don't admit defeat, you will certainly not be well.

If I admit defeat, you still won't let yourself off. What do you want me to do?

Su Zixu, you did a good job. I will accept fate.

You said it right. Tomorrow, don't hesitate to leave.

But I will continue to play this game.

Now, you are now abandoning your lover.

For the sake of your life, you gave up your love.

You will soon be the same as me.

Hide in your own world,

drag on your ignoble life.

Return this toy to Gong Cheng for me.

I know you heard about Gong Cheng and Lu Zixing getting engaged.

You got a big blow, but you must believe me.

Gong Cheng certainly still loves you.

You all say that I am an insensitive and heartless girl,

then I will keep being an insensitive and heartless girl.

Teacher He, relax. I won't be sad for long.

No matter what happens in this world,

I will always forget the sadness, forget the past,

and I still believe

that this world is really wonderful.

What did you say?

I believe that this world is wonderful.

Say,

I think I really believe in fate now.

Why do you never take to heart anything I say to you?

Because in the last 25 years,

I always believed in the principle that, "As long as I was willing to work hard,

no matter how difficult the circumstances,

I would never believe in fate."

I could fight through anything,

I could win against fate.

But today I finally realized

I really can't seem to be able to win against fate.

Today at 2:00 p.m. they are getting engaged by the Crystal Lake.

The door to the real world will open again.

Think about it yourself.

In-Law,

it's too much of a rush. We didn't get to prepare much.

Look. We didn't even get to invite all the family and friends.

Yeah. These two kids...

I really don't know what they are thinking. This decision was too hasty.

You say, does Cheng Cheng really like Xiao Xing?

No, Ah Cai?

You say, these kids...

they really don't care about us parents.

Stop whining and sighing,

weren't you the one who said it?

About the kids' matters, we won't interfere.

Although you invited me to your engagement ceremony,

I won't wish you happiness

because you betrayed Ah Cai,

and I have no way

to still be friends with you.

Don't worry.

Once everything is over, I will explain it to them.

I don't want them to know the truth.

There is no need for them to bear this burden.

Everyone, today is the day for our Cheng Cheng's

and the daughter of the Pei Group, Pei Encai's engagement ceremony.

I won't say any more unnecessary things. Let's go straight to the most important part:

exchanging the engagement rings.

Wait!

Are you crazy?

Yes, I am crazy.

I'm not the only crazy one. You are crazy, too!

Lu Zixing, I spent so long trying to understand what you truly wanted.

But I am really hurt because you never wondered what I wanted.

You know all the truth. You are carrying such a heavy burden.

Why didn't you tell me?

Why did you hide it from me?

Can you understand how I feel?

My beloved woman, for my sake, is carrying all the burden by herself,

choosing to stay strong by herself.

Do you know how useless I feel?

Do you think that just because I'm too afraid of dying,

I would give up on you?

I'd give up everything here?

And just because of that I'd become a coward willing to sacrifice everyone's happiness?

That's not it.

That's not it. I just want you to live.

- I... - You clearly–

He interrupted my engagement ceremony. Take him away.

Let's go. Let's go.

Let's go.

I never thought

I'd still get to this point.

What about it?

In the story that He Jie drew, I also got engaged with you once.

And then?

And then... I was exposed by Su Zixu.

My evil plans were revealed, I was deserted by everyone.

In the end, our engagement was canceled.

Don't worry. This time, when we cancel our engagement,

you won't be deserted by everyone.

I don't care anymore.

Okay, you guys can go back.

I know this might not necessarily be what you wanted.

But in the end, you and Bai Lian didn't fall to the same fate.

I am He Jie, a comic book writer.

I personally think I am a brave, strong, and positive person.

But, in actuality, I'd never realized the real problems that lie within myself.

For example, being cowardly and always escaping.

I would use self-mockery to free myself from embarrassment.

But in this moment, I finally realized

that this is being cowardly.

Should it be just at this moment that I chose to lose everything?

I really dare not imagine

what kind of fate the woman I love is about to face.

Timing and Subtitles by Expect The Unexpected Team @ Viki

♫ From our first meeting I've practiced saying goodbye ♫

♫ I'm used to listening to the songs you like ♫

♫ When you are not by my side ♫

♫ None of my birthday wishes have come true ♫

♫ The whale in my dream is quietly stranded ♫

♫ What I didn't want changed is all changed ♫

♫ Your embrace started an adventure ♫

♫ I feel a little braver ♫

♫ But I'm still not strong enough to face you again ♫

♫ Remember the night you walked me home ♫

♫ That moment you kissed me softly ♫

♫ I want it to be forever ♫

♫ The heavy rain freely prolongs a silent world ♫

♫ As my eyes are firm ♫

♫ There's a smile on my face ♫

♫ Love me one more day ♫

♫ Every day, every bit is full of you ♫

♫ Who wouldn't long for you? ♫

♫ I loved you, I hated you ♫

♫ Those are all the best memories ♫

♫ Every day, every bit, I'm losing you ♫

♫ I finally believe in love ♫

♫ The greatest happiness, the greatest heartache, the greatest loneliness ♫

♫ Are the most beautiful, the most unforgettable, the most anticipated ♫

♫ The tears that fell because of you ♫

♫ Became stars in the night sky ♫

♫ Don't feel guilty, don't be sorry, don't guess ♫

♫ Time will provide the answers ♫

♫ I can feel your love ♫

♫ Love me one more day ♫

♫ Every day, every bit is full of you ♫

♫ Who wouldn't long for you? ♫

♫ I loved you, I hated you ♫

♫ Those are all the best memories ♫

♫ Every day, every bit, I'm losing you ♫

♫ I finally believe in love ♫