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I didn't mean to scare you. 9 00:00:43,168 --> 00:00:44,461 ‐ [sighs] 10 00:00:44,461 --> 00:00:46,046 I thought you left. 11 00:00:46,046 --> 00:00:49,383 ‐ Not until you want me to. 12 00:00:49,383 --> 00:00:51,677 ‐ [pants] 13 00:00:52,678 --> 00:00:56,640 ♪ ♪ 14 00:00:56,640 --> 00:00:59,685 ‐ Okay, we got Sameera's tofu bacon, 15 00:00:59,685 --> 00:01:03,355 Harper's regular bacon, and Raffi's turkey bacon. 16 00:01:03,355 --> 00:01:05,357 ‐ Hey, if I pick up Harper and Sameera from karate, 17 00:01:05,357 --> 00:01:07,401 will you grab Raffi from D&D? 18 00:01:07,401 --> 00:01:09,486 ‐ Yes, that just leaves Saleem's piano at 4:00. 19 00:01:09,486 --> 00:01:12,072 ‐ No more piano. I told you! 20 00:01:12,072 --> 00:01:13,574 ‐ Well, it would save money, 21 00:01:13,574 --> 00:01:16,034 but, um, shouldn't we be teaching them to stick it out? 22 00:01:16,034 --> 00:01:18,579 [cell phone rings] I will grab the troops. 23 00:01:18,579 --> 00:01:20,622 ‐ Okay. Thanks, babe. 24 00:01:20,622 --> 00:01:23,041 Hello? ‐ Dr. Frome? It's Roz. 25 00:01:23,041 --> 00:01:24,251 ‐ All right, Raffi, grab your homework. 26 00:01:24,251 --> 00:01:26,003 ‐ Roz, hey. Hi. 27 00:01:26,003 --> 00:01:28,255 ‐ Great news. I have a baby for you. 28 00:01:28,255 --> 00:01:30,424 ‐ What? You‐‐you have, like, a real‐‐ 29 00:01:30,424 --> 00:01:33,427 uh, uh, now? 30 00:01:33,427 --> 00:01:35,429 ‐ You and Martin have 24 hours to report 31 00:01:35,429 --> 00:01:37,556 to Brownsville, Texas to start the custody paperwork. 32 00:01:37,556 --> 00:01:39,516 ‐ That's‐‐that's not a lot of hours, Roz. 33 00:01:39,516 --> 00:01:41,226 Uh, I, um... 34 00:01:41,226 --> 00:01:43,437 ‐ Breakfast now because we're leaving in two minutes! 35 00:01:43,437 --> 00:01:44,563 ‐ You know what? 36 00:01:44,563 --> 00:01:46,106 I'm gonna have to call you back. 37 00:01:46,106 --> 00:01:48,567 ‐ So what do you think about piano lessons? 38 00:01:48,567 --> 00:01:52,446 ‐ Oh, you know, um, I support whatever you decide. 39 00:01:52,446 --> 00:01:54,448 ‐ Hey, come on. 40 00:01:54,448 --> 00:01:56,116 We decide this stuff together. 41 00:01:56,116 --> 00:01:58,785 ‐ Right. 42 00:01:58,785 --> 00:02:00,746 ‐ Righty. 43 00:02:00,746 --> 00:02:02,998 [somber piano music] 44 00:02:02,998 --> 00:02:05,334 [brakes squeal] 45 00:02:05,334 --> 00:02:07,252 ‐ Wait. 46 00:02:07,252 --> 00:02:09,046 [dramatic music] ‐ [groaning] 47 00:02:09,046 --> 00:02:11,089 ‐ Hey! ‐ Let's go. 48 00:02:11,089 --> 00:02:13,133 ♪ ♪ 49 00:02:13,133 --> 00:02:15,135 ‐ You've got a dump and run in the bay. 50 00:02:15,135 --> 00:02:20,307 ♪ ♪ 51 00:02:20,307 --> 00:02:22,142 ‐ Pupil response is sluggish. 52 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:24,311 ‐ Another OD? ‐ It's never‐ending. 53 00:02:24,311 --> 00:02:29,107 ♪ ♪ 54 00:02:29,107 --> 00:02:31,151 ‐ [coughs] 55 00:02:31,151 --> 00:02:33,111 ‐ She's one of ours. 56 00:02:33,111 --> 00:02:34,154 Shayna Davis. 57 00:02:34,154 --> 00:02:35,322 ‐ [groans] ‐ Shayna? 58 00:02:35,322 --> 00:02:37,074 Shayna, you're at New Amsterdam. 59 00:02:37,074 --> 00:02:38,784 ‐ Oh, it hurts. Oh, God. ‐ Okay, where does it hurt? 60 00:02:38,784 --> 00:02:40,661 ‐ It hurts everywhere. Please, just make it stop. 61 00:02:40,661 --> 00:02:42,329 ‐ I'm gonna need you to be more specific. 62 00:02:42,329 --> 00:02:45,040 ‐ Ask Dr. Sharpe. She knows. 63 00:02:45,040 --> 00:02:46,541 ♪ ♪ 64 00:02:46,541 --> 00:02:48,502 ‐ We need more money, Helen. 65 00:02:48,502 --> 00:02:50,504 My clinical trial's coming up‐‐ ‐ You mean our trial. 66 00:02:50,504 --> 00:02:52,464 ‐ [sighs] Yes, you know what I mean. 67 00:02:52,464 --> 00:02:54,257 But the startup costs are‐‐ ‐ I hear you. 68 00:02:54,257 --> 00:02:55,759 We're not selling the proton beam laser. 69 00:02:55,759 --> 00:02:58,095 ‐ Cutting edge and cheap don't exactly mingle. 70 00:02:58,095 --> 00:02:59,513 $40 million can go a long way‐‐ 71 00:02:59,513 --> 00:03:01,473 ‐ We're the only hospital in the tristate area 72 00:03:01,473 --> 00:03:03,141 offering proton beam therapy. 73 00:03:03,141 --> 00:03:04,601 Where are all those patients gonna get treatment? 74 00:03:04,601 --> 00:03:06,311 ‐ All six of them? 75 00:03:06,311 --> 00:03:09,147 We are trying to change cancer treatment for millions. 76 00:03:09,147 --> 00:03:10,649 ‐ We're not there yet. ‐ We could be. 77 00:03:10,649 --> 00:03:12,150 With that kind of money, 78 00:03:12,150 --> 00:03:13,360 we can make the proton beam laser obsolete 79 00:03:13,360 --> 00:03:14,695 in a couple of years. 80 00:03:14,695 --> 00:03:16,321 ‐ That is the issue. It's not obsolete now. 81 00:03:16,321 --> 00:03:17,531 [phone vibrating] 82 00:03:17,531 --> 00:03:19,700 ‐ I really think you should recon‐‐ 83 00:03:19,700 --> 00:03:22,703 [suspenseful music] 84 00:03:22,703 --> 00:03:25,747 ♪ ♪ 85 00:03:25,747 --> 00:03:28,834 [indistinct chatter] 86 00:03:30,544 --> 00:03:32,546 ‐ Shayna? 87 00:03:32,546 --> 00:03:34,256 Look at me. 88 00:03:36,049 --> 00:03:38,385 Heroin? 89 00:03:38,385 --> 00:03:40,345 ‐ It's the only thing that works. 90 00:03:40,345 --> 00:03:41,555 The pain is just‐‐ 91 00:03:41,555 --> 00:03:43,306 ‐ What about the Percocet I prescribed? 92 00:03:43,306 --> 00:03:45,058 ‐ It‐‐it barely made a dent. 93 00:03:45,058 --> 00:03:47,561 After my last round of chemo, I‐‐ 94 00:03:47,561 --> 00:03:50,230 I could barely get through the day unless I tripled up. 95 00:03:50,230 --> 00:03:52,566 [soft somber music] 96 00:03:52,566 --> 00:03:54,151 ‐ When did you run out? 97 00:03:54,151 --> 00:03:56,820 ‐ Two weeks before my next refill. 98 00:03:56,820 --> 00:03:59,364 I‐‐I tried to find some on the street, but... 99 00:03:59,364 --> 00:04:01,658 [stammers] Heroin was cheaper. 100 00:04:01,658 --> 00:04:03,243 [sighs] 101 00:04:03,243 --> 00:04:06,705 I guess this is‐‐ this is my life now‐‐ 102 00:04:06,705 --> 00:04:09,749 getting high with a bunch of junkies at the Dalton. 103 00:04:09,749 --> 00:04:11,751 ‐ Pain management is a part of cancer treatment. 104 00:04:11,751 --> 00:04:13,503 There is no shame in that. Do you hear me? 105 00:04:13,503 --> 00:04:15,881 I can make you comfortable while we treat your tumor. 106 00:04:15,881 --> 00:04:18,425 ‐ Can I have something now? It just‐‐it hurts so much. 107 00:04:18,425 --> 00:04:20,177 ‐ We have to wait for your tox screen to come back 108 00:04:20,177 --> 00:04:22,554 to make sure that the heroin wasn't laced with anything. 109 00:04:22,554 --> 00:04:24,264 ‐ I'm not gonna make it. I'm... 110 00:04:24,264 --> 00:04:26,266 ‐ Yes, you will. 111 00:04:26,266 --> 00:04:29,227 I'm gonna make sure of it. 112 00:04:29,227 --> 00:04:30,896 ‐ [sighs] 113 00:04:30,896 --> 00:04:33,774 ‐ Has Tawan had any significant changes in his diet recently? 114 00:04:33,774 --> 00:04:35,275 ‐ No. 115 00:04:35,275 --> 00:04:36,777 ‐ And he's current on all his vaccinations? 116 00:04:36,777 --> 00:04:38,695 ‐ Yeah. Absolutely. 117 00:04:38,695 --> 00:04:40,781 ‐ And he's had no dramatic weight loss? 118 00:04:40,781 --> 00:04:42,908 ‐ No, he's never had any health issues until now. 119 00:04:42,908 --> 00:04:44,785 ‐ It's like everything changed overnight. 120 00:04:44,785 --> 00:04:46,453 ‐ Yeah. His grades dropped off, 121 00:04:46,453 --> 00:04:48,497 his teacher said he can't concentrate on anything 122 00:04:48,497 --> 00:04:49,831 for very long. 123 00:04:49,831 --> 00:04:51,917 ‐ And the shivers. 124 00:04:51,917 --> 00:04:54,461 ‐ The shivers? ‐ Yeah, he, uh, 125 00:04:54,461 --> 00:04:56,630 he started having these weird muscle twitches. 126 00:04:56,630 --> 00:04:58,799 ‐ We're gonna figure out what's wrong, okay? 127 00:04:58,799 --> 00:05:02,260 ‐ Well, what could be causing this? 128 00:05:02,260 --> 00:05:04,471 ‐ Well, I think we should order an MRI 129 00:05:04,471 --> 00:05:05,806 and get some blood tests‐‐ 130 00:05:05,806 --> 00:05:08,475 ‐ You must have a theory or guess. 131 00:05:10,644 --> 00:05:12,896 ‐ Um, well, it sounds like 132 00:05:12,896 --> 00:05:16,983 it could be an early onset of MS. 133 00:05:16,983 --> 00:05:19,277 ‐ MS? 134 00:05:19,277 --> 00:05:21,780 ‐ We'll know more once the tests come back. 135 00:05:24,741 --> 00:05:26,993 ‐ Your leg is late for a very important date. 136 00:05:26,993 --> 00:05:28,745 You were supposed to be in pre‐op 30 minutes ago. 137 00:05:28,745 --> 00:05:29,996 ‐ Okay, how do you know? 138 00:05:29,996 --> 00:05:31,373 ‐ Uh, because you didn't answer 139 00:05:31,373 --> 00:05:32,624 any of your pre‐op texts or calls, 140 00:05:32,624 --> 00:05:34,251 so then they harassed me. 141 00:05:34,251 --> 00:05:36,002 ‐ Okay, well, I have a cardio pulling up any second, 142 00:05:36,002 --> 00:05:37,671 so I'm gonna have to reschedule my surgery. 143 00:05:37,671 --> 00:05:39,464 ‐ Nope, I'm here. I can hold down the fort. 144 00:05:39,464 --> 00:05:42,300 ‐ No offense, but actually‐‐ ‐ No buts, just legs‐‐ 145 00:05:42,300 --> 00:05:44,845 that leg, up to surgery. 146 00:05:44,845 --> 00:05:46,513 [door slams open] 147 00:05:46,513 --> 00:05:49,766 ‐ Gabriela Alvarez, 34, 28 weeks pregnant. 148 00:05:49,766 --> 00:05:52,686 150/85, 130, diaphoretic. 149 00:05:52,686 --> 00:05:54,187 Decreased respiration bilaterally 150 00:05:54,187 --> 00:05:55,480 with increased effort. 151 00:05:55,480 --> 00:05:58,358 ‐ Doctor, doctor, please save my baby. 152 00:05:58,358 --> 00:06:01,361 [panting] 153 00:06:01,361 --> 00:06:02,863 ‐ Okay, let's get her to Trauma 1. 154 00:06:02,863 --> 00:06:05,198 Where's Reynolds? ‐ He's on his way. 155 00:06:05,198 --> 00:06:06,700 ‐ Max? 156 00:06:06,700 --> 00:06:09,327 Max. 157 00:06:09,327 --> 00:06:10,537 Max. ‐ What? 158 00:06:10,537 --> 00:06:11,830 ‐ Maybe you let us handle this one. 159 00:06:11,830 --> 00:06:14,583 [dramatic music] 160 00:06:14,583 --> 00:06:16,209 ‐ What do we got? 161 00:06:16,209 --> 00:06:17,669 ‐ Right heart strain. 162 00:06:17,669 --> 00:06:19,880 Signs of tissue damage in the left lung. 163 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:22,007 ‐ Dr. Duke, what does that indicate? 164 00:06:22,007 --> 00:06:23,717 ‐ Pulmonary embolism? 165 00:06:23,717 --> 00:06:25,343 ‐ Ms. Alvarez? I'm Dr. Reynolds. 166 00:06:25,343 --> 00:06:26,803 You have a clot in your lung. 167 00:06:26,803 --> 00:06:28,388 That's why you're having trouble breathing. 168 00:06:28,388 --> 00:06:30,390 ‐ What about my baby? 169 00:06:30,390 --> 00:06:32,851 ‐ Dr. Goodwin? Dr. Reynolds? 170 00:06:32,851 --> 00:06:35,562 ‐ Why isn't anyone helping my baby? 171 00:06:35,562 --> 00:06:37,731 ‐ Ms. Alvarez... ‐ Prep me some lidocaine. 172 00:06:37,731 --> 00:06:39,733 ‐ [inaudible] is priority. 173 00:06:39,733 --> 00:06:41,985 [indistinct chatter] 174 00:06:41,985 --> 00:06:44,738 ‐ The fetus died en route. ‐ Gabriela, turn towards me. 175 00:06:44,738 --> 00:06:46,364 ‐ How? 176 00:06:46,364 --> 00:06:48,658 ‐ The left ventricle was hyper plastic, 177 00:06:48,658 --> 00:06:51,870 and there was stenosis in the aortic valve. 178 00:06:51,870 --> 00:06:55,415 Fetus wasn't viable. 179 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:57,959 ‐ We're not losing Gabriela too. 180 00:06:57,959 --> 00:06:59,502 ‐ You're gonna feel a slight pinch 181 00:06:59,502 --> 00:07:01,087 and then some burning. 182 00:07:01,087 --> 00:07:02,714 ‐ I'll need a central line kit. 183 00:07:02,714 --> 00:07:04,424 And prep an infusion of TPA. 184 00:07:04,424 --> 00:07:06,384 ‐ The lidocaine is in. 185 00:07:06,384 --> 00:07:07,761 ‐ Starting central line. 186 00:07:07,761 --> 00:07:09,596 Pay attention, Duke. 187 00:07:09,596 --> 00:07:13,016 ♪ ♪ 188 00:07:13,016 --> 00:07:15,560 ‐ About 250 CC there. 189 00:07:15,560 --> 00:07:17,062 ‐ Central line is in. 190 00:07:17,062 --> 00:07:19,272 ‐ [indistinct] in 20. 191 00:07:19,272 --> 00:07:22,609 ♪ ♪ 192 00:07:22,609 --> 00:07:24,277 ‐ TPA is in. 193 00:07:24,277 --> 00:07:25,945 ‐ O2 sats at 88% and rising. 194 00:07:25,945 --> 00:07:27,530 ‐ Is my baby okay? 195 00:07:27,530 --> 00:07:30,742 ♪ ♪ 196 00:07:30,742 --> 00:07:32,285 ‐ Gabriela. 197 00:07:32,285 --> 00:07:34,746 ‐ Mm? 198 00:07:34,746 --> 00:07:38,166 ‐ What I'm about to say is... 199 00:07:38,166 --> 00:07:40,627 is gonna be impossible to hear. 200 00:07:40,627 --> 00:07:43,630 [somber music] 201 00:07:43,630 --> 00:07:50,720 ♪ ♪ 202 00:08:03,233 --> 00:08:03,983 ‐ I'm not‐‐I'm not sure I understand it. 203 00:08:05,652 --> 00:08:08,113 I do something wrong? ‐ No. 204 00:08:08,113 --> 00:08:11,908 No, you didn't do anything wrong. 205 00:08:11,908 --> 00:08:15,745 It's just that‐‐ bad genetic luck. 206 00:08:15,745 --> 00:08:17,622 The baby's heart never developed properly. 207 00:08:17,622 --> 00:08:20,166 and there is nothing that anyone could've done 208 00:08:20,166 --> 00:08:21,835 to save her. 209 00:08:21,835 --> 00:08:23,753 [somber music] 210 00:08:23,753 --> 00:08:27,006 Stillbirths happen‐‐ 211 00:08:27,006 --> 00:08:29,759 more than anyone ever wants to acknowledge. 212 00:08:29,759 --> 00:08:31,678 ♪ ♪ 213 00:08:31,678 --> 00:08:34,597 ‐ What do you mean stillbirth? She wasn't... 214 00:08:37,142 --> 00:08:38,977 ‐ Gabi, 215 00:08:38,977 --> 00:08:42,605 we have to induce labor 216 00:08:42,605 --> 00:08:44,691 to get the baby out. 217 00:08:44,691 --> 00:08:48,153 ♪ ♪ 218 00:08:48,153 --> 00:08:50,488 ‐ No. 219 00:08:50,488 --> 00:08:52,532 No! [sniffles] 220 00:08:52,532 --> 00:08:54,159 You mean I have to go through all of that 221 00:08:54,159 --> 00:08:55,827 with no baby at the end? 222 00:08:55,827 --> 00:08:57,037 ‐ It's the safest way. 223 00:08:57,037 --> 00:09:00,165 ‐ [sobs] 224 00:09:00,165 --> 00:09:03,460 ‐ I'm sorry. 225 00:09:03,460 --> 00:09:04,836 Is there anyone that you'd like me to call? 226 00:09:04,836 --> 00:09:06,880 Family, friend, partner? 227 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:09,507 ‐ No. There's no one else. 228 00:09:09,507 --> 00:09:12,844 It was just gonna be the two of us. 229 00:09:12,844 --> 00:09:16,723 Just me and S... 230 00:09:16,723 --> 00:09:18,975 ‐ It's okay. 231 00:09:18,975 --> 00:09:21,644 It's okay to say her name 232 00:09:21,644 --> 00:09:23,730 if you want to. 233 00:09:23,730 --> 00:09:26,858 ♪ ♪ 234 00:09:26,858 --> 00:09:29,235 ‐ Sofie. 235 00:09:29,235 --> 00:09:36,534 ♪ ♪ 236 00:09:37,660 --> 00:09:40,121 Will you stay with me? 237 00:09:40,121 --> 00:09:43,792 ♪ ♪ 238 00:09:43,792 --> 00:09:45,210 [elevator dings] 239 00:09:45,210 --> 00:09:49,005 [mellow percussive music] 240 00:09:49,005 --> 00:09:50,590 ‐ Are you following me? 241 00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:52,258 ‐ Well, maybe. 242 00:09:52,258 --> 00:09:53,927 ‐ Don't you have lives to save 243 00:09:53,927 --> 00:09:55,595 or some surgery to perform? 244 00:09:55,595 --> 00:09:57,555 ‐ I'm escorting you to yours. 245 00:09:57,555 --> 00:09:59,516 ‐ Why? ‐ I don't know. 246 00:09:59,516 --> 00:10:01,017 Thought maybe you could use a friend. 247 00:10:01,017 --> 00:10:03,061 ‐ Mm, thank you. 248 00:10:03,061 --> 00:10:05,688 But actually, I have my mother. 249 00:10:05,688 --> 00:10:07,023 ‐ Jeanie knows about your surgery? 250 00:10:07,023 --> 00:10:08,733 ‐ Mm‐hmm. 251 00:10:08,733 --> 00:10:10,068 ‐ She doesn't even know when your birthday is. 252 00:10:10,068 --> 00:10:12,779 ‐ Well, she knows the month. That's progress. 253 00:10:12,779 --> 00:10:16,282 It's one of my 12 steps to make amends with her. 254 00:10:16,282 --> 00:10:17,784 I don't know. 255 00:10:17,784 --> 00:10:20,078 She cared enough to show up, so... 256 00:10:20,078 --> 00:10:24,082 ♪ ♪ 257 00:10:24,082 --> 00:10:27,710 Hi, uh, have you seen a woman who looks like me, 258 00:10:27,710 --> 00:10:30,046 only immediately makes you feel bad about yourself? 259 00:10:30,046 --> 00:10:32,215 ‐ [chuckles] No. You expecting someone? 260 00:10:34,259 --> 00:10:36,636 ‐ Lauren... ‐ I am a big girl, okay? 261 00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:39,097 I don't need balloons or a stuffed elephant 262 00:10:39,097 --> 00:10:41,307 or my mommy to send me off to surgery. 263 00:10:41,307 --> 00:10:42,767 ‐ You sure? 'Cause I can just... 264 00:10:42,767 --> 00:10:46,146 ‐ I am fine, okay? Go do your job. 265 00:10:46,146 --> 00:10:47,772 Go! Go and do your job. 266 00:10:47,772 --> 00:10:49,899 ‐ Okay. ‐ I'm fine. [scoffs] 267 00:10:54,320 --> 00:10:56,322 [somber music] 268 00:10:56,322 --> 00:10:58,658 ‐ Social services to the ICU. 269 00:10:58,658 --> 00:11:00,660 ♪ ♪ 270 00:11:00,660 --> 00:11:03,746 ‐ Dr. Kapoor, I just got Tawan's test results back. 271 00:11:03,746 --> 00:11:05,165 ‐ And? 272 00:11:05,165 --> 00:11:08,751 ‐ Nothing in the labs or MRI points to MS. 273 00:11:08,751 --> 00:11:10,712 ‐ I'm not surprised. 274 00:11:12,964 --> 00:11:14,799 I wrote down my diagnosis. 275 00:11:14,799 --> 00:11:16,259 ‐ Schilder's disease? 276 00:11:16,259 --> 00:11:18,178 ‐ You asked the right questions, 277 00:11:18,178 --> 00:11:21,097 but you should have listened more carefully to the answers. 278 00:11:21,097 --> 00:11:23,308 Tawan's behavior, his withdrawing‐‐ 279 00:11:23,308 --> 00:11:25,351 ‐ So he needs corticosteroids? 280 00:11:25,351 --> 00:11:27,103 ‐ A rigorous course. 281 00:11:27,103 --> 00:11:29,856 In future, it's all right to offer a hypothesis, 282 00:11:29,856 --> 00:11:31,858 but only if it's an informed one. 283 00:11:31,858 --> 00:11:34,694 [beepers vibrating] 284 00:11:34,694 --> 00:11:37,030 [suspenseful music] 285 00:11:37,030 --> 00:11:38,323 ‐ Get them off me! 286 00:11:38,323 --> 00:11:39,782 Get them off! They're on my face! 287 00:11:39,782 --> 00:11:41,284 ‐ Tawan, there's nothing on you! 288 00:11:41,284 --> 00:11:42,952 ‐ He thinks there are spiders crawling all over him. 289 00:11:42,952 --> 00:11:44,287 ‐ Haloperidol. 290 00:11:44,287 --> 00:11:46,080 ‐ Get them off! Get them off! 291 00:11:46,080 --> 00:11:48,208 ‐ Hold him still. ‐ They're on you too! 292 00:11:48,208 --> 00:11:49,959 [whimpering] 293 00:11:49,959 --> 00:11:51,169 Get them off! 294 00:11:51,169 --> 00:11:53,004 Get them... 295 00:11:53,004 --> 00:11:55,673 ‐ Shh. ‐ [panting] 296 00:11:59,802 --> 00:12:01,804 ‐ Hallucinations aren't a symptom of Schilder's. 297 00:12:01,804 --> 00:12:03,973 Are they? ‐ No. 298 00:12:03,973 --> 00:12:07,310 ‐ LOC is shifting. BP dropping. 299 00:12:07,310 --> 00:12:08,811 ‐ He's still. 300 00:12:08,811 --> 00:12:10,855 [siren wailing faintly] 301 00:12:10,855 --> 00:12:13,900 ‐ Dr Sharpe, did you discharge Shayna Davis? 302 00:12:13,900 --> 00:12:16,861 ‐ No, why? ‐ I think she bolted. 303 00:12:16,861 --> 00:12:18,863 Should I call security? ‐ No. 304 00:12:18,863 --> 00:12:22,325 No, no. I think I know where she is. 305 00:12:22,325 --> 00:12:25,328 [seedy music] 306 00:12:25,328 --> 00:12:32,418 ♪ ♪ 307 00:12:45,390 --> 00:12:48,393 [man groaning] 308 00:12:52,230 --> 00:12:55,358 [woman groaning] 309 00:13:00,446 --> 00:13:03,449 [man mumbling indistinctly] 310 00:13:03,449 --> 00:13:06,744 [woman coughing] 311 00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:14,294 ‐ Hey, I got it. 312 00:13:14,294 --> 00:13:21,384 ♪ ♪ 313 00:13:22,468 --> 00:13:25,763 [man coughing heavily] 314 00:13:27,390 --> 00:13:30,310 ‐ Shayna. ‐ [gasps] 315 00:13:30,310 --> 00:13:33,396 [soft dramatic music] 316 00:13:33,396 --> 00:13:35,273 ‐ Let me help you. ‐ You can't. 317 00:13:35,273 --> 00:13:36,983 This is all I have‐‐ 318 00:13:36,983 --> 00:13:39,986 this or the pain, and I cannot take the pain. 319 00:13:39,986 --> 00:13:41,738 I‐‐I can't. ‐ Shayna... 320 00:13:41,738 --> 00:13:44,073 ‐ [sighs] You're not gonna talk me out of it. 321 00:13:44,073 --> 00:13:48,286 ♪ ♪ 322 00:13:48,286 --> 00:13:50,288 ‐ Okay, all right. 323 00:13:50,288 --> 00:13:52,999 If you're gonna do this, then at least do it somewhere safe. 324 00:13:52,999 --> 00:13:54,542 ‐ Ugh. 325 00:13:54,542 --> 00:13:56,794 ‐ Somewhere with clean needles and clean works. 326 00:13:56,794 --> 00:13:58,504 ‐ Oh, yeah? And what place is that? 327 00:13:58,504 --> 00:14:01,507 ♪ ♪ 328 00:14:01,507 --> 00:14:03,926 ‐ I'm gonna take you there. 329 00:14:03,926 --> 00:14:05,303 ‐ [shaky breath] 330 00:14:05,303 --> 00:14:08,097 ‐ Okay, Gabi. This is it. 331 00:14:08,097 --> 00:14:09,432 Big push. 332 00:14:09,432 --> 00:14:11,517 ‐ Oxytocin interval. 15 minutes. 333 00:14:11,517 --> 00:14:14,353 ‐ [exhales] [softly] Okay. 334 00:14:14,353 --> 00:14:16,481 [grunts] ‐ That's it. 335 00:14:16,481 --> 00:14:18,775 ‐ 2 Mu per minute dose. 336 00:14:18,775 --> 00:14:20,943 ‐ [groaning] ‐ You're doing great. 337 00:14:20,943 --> 00:14:24,280 [soft somber music] 338 00:14:24,280 --> 00:14:26,199 You're doing great. 339 00:14:26,199 --> 00:14:27,533 ‐ [sobs] 340 00:14:27,533 --> 00:14:29,869 [indistinct chatter] 341 00:14:29,869 --> 00:14:33,164 [straining] 342 00:14:35,958 --> 00:14:38,336 [sobs] 343 00:14:38,336 --> 00:14:41,964 ‐ Okay. Great job, Gabi. 344 00:14:41,964 --> 00:14:44,300 ‐ You did it. 345 00:14:44,300 --> 00:14:46,385 You did it, Gabi. It's over. 346 00:14:46,385 --> 00:14:49,472 ‐ Pulse 92. BP 130/90. 347 00:14:49,472 --> 00:14:51,891 ‐ [sighs] 348 00:14:51,891 --> 00:14:55,311 ♪ ♪ 349 00:14:55,311 --> 00:14:57,897 It's so quiet. [sobs quietly] 350 00:14:57,897 --> 00:15:01,067 ‐ [softly] I know. I know. 351 00:15:01,067 --> 00:15:05,321 ♪ ♪ 352 00:15:05,321 --> 00:15:08,324 Gabi? 353 00:15:08,324 --> 00:15:10,493 Do you wanna hold her? 354 00:15:10,493 --> 00:15:12,203 ‐ [sobs] I can't. 355 00:15:12,203 --> 00:15:14,122 ‐ I know. I know. 356 00:15:14,122 --> 00:15:17,083 I know it's hard, 357 00:15:17,083 --> 00:15:19,919 but this is still your daughter. 358 00:15:19,919 --> 00:15:21,504 This is Sofie, 359 00:15:21,504 --> 00:15:26,008 the baby you have loved for months. 360 00:15:26,008 --> 00:15:30,096 And it's okay to hold her, 361 00:15:30,096 --> 00:15:32,181 even if it's just to say good‐bye. 362 00:15:32,181 --> 00:15:34,267 ♪ ♪ 363 00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:37,395 ‐ I can't. [sobs] 364 00:15:39,397 --> 00:15:41,232 ‐ It's okay. 365 00:15:41,232 --> 00:15:42,942 It's okay. 366 00:15:48,447 --> 00:15:51,284 [soft indistinct chatter] 367 00:15:57,165 --> 00:15:58,749 ‐ Gabi? 368 00:16:01,294 --> 00:16:02,753 Sofie's here. 369 00:16:04,630 --> 00:16:06,299 ‐ [sniffles] 370 00:16:06,299 --> 00:16:09,135 ‐ This is called a CuddleCot. 371 00:16:09,135 --> 00:16:11,470 It's a special bassinet that keeps stillborn babies cool 372 00:16:11,470 --> 00:16:15,141 so they can stay with their parents a little longer 373 00:16:15,141 --> 00:16:18,144 even after they're gone. 374 00:16:18,144 --> 00:16:20,605 ‐ How can... 375 00:16:22,148 --> 00:16:24,650 It's so... ‐ Morbid? 376 00:16:26,319 --> 00:16:27,987 These devices can give you something 377 00:16:27,987 --> 00:16:30,656 that nothing else can‐‐ 378 00:16:30,656 --> 00:16:33,492 time. 379 00:16:33,492 --> 00:16:36,495 ‐ That thing can't give me time with Sofie. 380 00:16:36,495 --> 00:16:38,539 ‐ Not the time you wish you had. 381 00:16:38,539 --> 00:16:40,208 Nothing can give you that, 382 00:16:40,208 --> 00:16:44,003 but it can give you time to grieve. 383 00:16:44,003 --> 00:16:47,006 You know, some parents keep a lock of hair 384 00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:49,675 or make a footprint or take pictures‐‐ 385 00:16:49,675 --> 00:16:51,802 all the things that you may have wanted to do, 386 00:16:51,802 --> 00:16:53,638 and just because she's passed, 387 00:16:53,638 --> 00:16:56,515 doesn't mean that you can't have those memories, 388 00:16:56,515 --> 00:16:59,143 those moments. 389 00:16:59,143 --> 00:17:02,146 [tender music] 390 00:17:02,146 --> 00:17:08,819 ♪ ♪ 391 00:17:12,823 --> 00:17:16,535 I think when you lose someone that you love, 392 00:17:16,535 --> 00:17:21,082 most of us would choose a few memories, 393 00:17:21,082 --> 00:17:23,542 painful as they may be... 394 00:17:23,542 --> 00:17:25,544 ♪ ♪ 395 00:17:25,544 --> 00:17:27,880 Over no memory at all. 396 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:30,216 ♪ ♪ 397 00:17:30,216 --> 00:17:32,885 Do you want to talk to a grieve counselor? 398 00:17:32,885 --> 00:17:34,387 ‐ No. 399 00:17:34,387 --> 00:17:37,390 ♪ ♪ 400 00:17:37,390 --> 00:17:39,058 ‐ Do you want me to take her away? 401 00:17:39,058 --> 00:17:41,561 ‐ No. 402 00:17:41,561 --> 00:17:45,898 ♪ ♪ 403 00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:49,569 I just want more time. 404 00:17:49,569 --> 00:17:51,571 ‐ Yeah. 405 00:17:51,571 --> 00:17:55,741 ♪ ♪ 406 00:17:55,741 --> 00:17:58,244 ‐ Dr. Romer, 78... 407 00:17:58,244 --> 00:18:00,371 ‐ Tawan's not responding to anything. 408 00:18:00,371 --> 00:18:03,291 His crit's low, oxygenation's poor‐‐ 409 00:18:03,291 --> 00:18:04,792 I don't know what to say to his parents. 410 00:18:04,792 --> 00:18:06,586 ‐ I'm sorry, Agnes. 411 00:18:06,586 --> 00:18:09,922 This case was not the piece of cake I was hoping it to be. 412 00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:11,882 ‐ I think we should go over his medical history with them 413 00:18:11,882 --> 00:18:13,217 one more time. 414 00:18:13,217 --> 00:18:14,427 Maybe we're missing something. 415 00:18:14,427 --> 00:18:16,596 ‐ No. Time for talking is over. 416 00:18:16,596 --> 00:18:18,556 We need to perform the brain biopsy. 417 00:18:18,556 --> 00:18:21,601 That's the only way to get his definitive diagnosis. 418 00:18:21,601 --> 00:18:23,561 ‐ Don't you think drilling a hole into his head 419 00:18:23,561 --> 00:18:24,770 is a little drastic? 420 00:18:24,770 --> 00:18:26,772 ‐ We are running out of time, Agnes. 421 00:18:26,772 --> 00:18:28,399 Go and book an OR, 422 00:18:28,399 --> 00:18:30,443 and page me when you find Dr. Chambers, okay? 423 00:18:30,443 --> 00:18:33,112 [suspenseful music] 424 00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:34,238 [monitor beeping] 425 00:18:34,238 --> 00:18:35,573 ‐ IM typical in appearance. 426 00:18:35,573 --> 00:18:36,741 [drill whirring] 427 00:18:36,741 --> 00:18:38,743 ‐ Fracture union normative. 428 00:18:42,496 --> 00:18:43,956 ‐ No attributes... 429 00:18:43,956 --> 00:18:46,500 ‐ Dr. Bloom's tibia realignment looks good. 430 00:18:46,500 --> 00:18:48,461 ‐ So she's doing okay? 431 00:18:48,461 --> 00:18:50,463 ‐ I would say better than okay. 432 00:18:50,463 --> 00:18:53,299 Dr. Bloom should have a relatively easy recovery. 433 00:18:53,299 --> 00:18:54,800 ‐ Great. 434 00:18:54,800 --> 00:18:57,303 Oh, um, 435 00:18:57,303 --> 00:18:59,805 can you keep my being here just between us? 436 00:18:59,805 --> 00:19:02,433 I don't want Dr. Bloom to know. 437 00:19:02,433 --> 00:19:04,310 ‐ That you care? 438 00:19:04,310 --> 00:19:05,978 ‐ No, no. She knows that I care. 439 00:19:05,978 --> 00:19:09,482 She just doesn't like it when I care. 440 00:19:09,482 --> 00:19:10,650 [door opens] 441 00:19:10,650 --> 00:19:11,984 ‐ Dr. Reynolds? 442 00:19:11,984 --> 00:19:13,653 Duke didn't show up for rounds today. 443 00:19:13,653 --> 00:19:16,947 I can't find him anywhere. 444 00:19:16,947 --> 00:19:19,825 ‐ I thought we were past this. 445 00:19:19,825 --> 00:19:21,494 [indistinct chatter] 446 00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:24,038 ‐ Outpatient pharmacy. 4401. 447 00:19:24,038 --> 00:19:26,540 Outpatient pharmacy. 4401. 448 00:19:26,540 --> 00:19:33,589 ♪ ♪ 449 00:19:36,509 --> 00:19:38,302 ‐ Thank you. 450 00:19:43,349 --> 00:19:45,851 [doorbell chimes] ‐ Okay, nearly there. 451 00:19:45,851 --> 00:19:48,688 Um, I'm here to see Omar. 452 00:19:48,688 --> 00:19:51,190 She's with me. 453 00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:53,025 Thank you. 454 00:19:53,025 --> 00:19:55,194 ‐ Yeah, just meet me in half an hour. 455 00:19:55,194 --> 00:19:57,530 ‐ You all right? ‐ Mm. 456 00:19:57,530 --> 00:19:59,824 Who is that? 457 00:19:59,824 --> 00:20:01,367 What is this? 458 00:20:01,367 --> 00:20:03,536 ‐ This is a safe consumption space. 459 00:20:03,536 --> 00:20:04,870 People come here to use 460 00:20:04,870 --> 00:20:06,747 without the threat of assault or rape, 461 00:20:06,747 --> 00:20:08,582 and they're monitored by health care professionals 462 00:20:08,582 --> 00:20:09,917 to minimize the risk of overdose. 463 00:20:09,917 --> 00:20:12,378 ‐ How is this legal? ‐ [laughs softly] 464 00:20:12,378 --> 00:20:14,714 It's not. ‐ Helen Sharpe‐‐ 465 00:20:14,714 --> 00:20:16,382 as I live and breathe. 466 00:20:16,382 --> 00:20:19,885 ‐ Omar, thank you so much for this. 467 00:20:19,885 --> 00:20:21,345 ‐ We have a cot over here for you. 468 00:20:21,345 --> 00:20:24,557 ‐ Okay. Come. 469 00:20:24,557 --> 00:20:26,392 Have you had much trouble? 470 00:20:26,392 --> 00:20:27,893 ‐ Oh, comes and goes, 471 00:20:27,893 --> 00:20:30,062 and we've gotten better at evading the cops. 472 00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:31,856 This one's you. 473 00:20:35,025 --> 00:20:37,862 Can you, uh, can you show me your works? 474 00:20:37,862 --> 00:20:39,572 ‐ It okay. You can trust him. 475 00:20:43,033 --> 00:20:44,910 ‐ Thank you. 476 00:20:44,910 --> 00:20:47,913 [soft dramatic music] 477 00:20:47,913 --> 00:20:50,624 ♪ ♪ 478 00:20:50,624 --> 00:20:52,376 And if you'll allow me? 479 00:20:52,376 --> 00:20:58,883 ♪ ♪ 480 00:21:05,765 --> 00:21:07,767 ‐ Thank‐‐thank you. 481 00:21:07,767 --> 00:21:10,728 ‐ I need to test your product for Fentanyl to be safe. 482 00:21:10,728 --> 00:21:17,777 ♪ ♪ 483 00:21:23,073 --> 00:21:25,951 I see you've not fully embraced the value of what we do here. 484 00:21:25,951 --> 00:21:27,953 ‐ I believe your intentions are good. 485 00:21:27,953 --> 00:21:30,664 ‐ Yeah, but not our methods. 486 00:21:30,664 --> 00:21:33,626 If people can start making good decisions here, 487 00:21:33,626 --> 00:21:36,629 then we're helping. 488 00:21:36,629 --> 00:21:37,963 You're good to go. 489 00:21:37,963 --> 00:21:44,929 ♪ ♪ 490 00:21:48,808 --> 00:21:50,643 ‐ I got a page. What happened? 491 00:21:50,643 --> 00:21:52,770 ‐ Room six. ‐ Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 492 00:21:52,770 --> 00:21:54,104 ‐ Don't take her away! 493 00:21:54,104 --> 00:21:55,648 ‐ He's just moving her. ‐ What? Why? 494 00:21:55,648 --> 00:21:57,316 ‐ We have another delivery coming in, 495 00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:58,651 and we have to move Ms. Alvarez to post‐partum. 496 00:21:58,651 --> 00:22:00,152 ‐ You said I could have more time. 497 00:22:00,152 --> 00:22:02,112 ‐ No, she gets to stay. ‐ But Dr. Goodwin‐‐ 498 00:22:02,112 --> 00:22:04,949 ‐ No. Out, now. 499 00:22:04,949 --> 00:22:06,492 ‐ We still have to clean‐‐ 500 00:22:06,492 --> 00:22:09,662 ‐ You will if she asks you to. If not, you won't. 501 00:22:09,662 --> 00:22:11,872 She can use every resource in this hospital 502 00:22:11,872 --> 00:22:13,874 or none of them or anywhere in between. 503 00:22:13,874 --> 00:22:15,501 She is my patient, 504 00:22:15,501 --> 00:22:18,671 and she gets to stay in this room with her daughter 505 00:22:18,671 --> 00:22:19,797 as long as she wants. 506 00:22:19,797 --> 00:22:21,799 Is that clear? ‐ Yeah. 507 00:22:21,799 --> 00:22:23,342 [somber music] 508 00:22:23,342 --> 00:22:27,137 ‐ [sighs] I‐‐I mean it, Gabi. 509 00:22:27,137 --> 00:22:29,974 As long as you need‐‐ days, weeks. 510 00:22:29,974 --> 00:22:31,851 This room is yours. 511 00:22:31,851 --> 00:22:38,983 ♪ ♪ 512 00:22:40,860 --> 00:22:43,028 ‐ So what do I tell the OB's? 513 00:22:43,028 --> 00:22:45,823 ‐ That Gabriela Alvarez is not to be disturbed, 514 00:22:45,823 --> 00:22:47,533 and if anyone has a problem with that, 515 00:22:47,533 --> 00:22:49,368 they can come talk to me, 516 00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:52,496 which'll be very easy because I'll be right here. 517 00:22:52,496 --> 00:22:54,582 ♪ ♪ 518 00:22:54,582 --> 00:22:56,876 [sighs] 519 00:22:56,876 --> 00:23:01,463 ♪ ♪ 520 00:23:07,052 --> 00:23:07,428 [soft dramatic music] 521 00:23:09,555 --> 00:23:12,016 ♪ ♪ 522 00:23:12,016 --> 00:23:15,561 ‐ Isn't she beautiful? [excited chatter] 523 00:23:15,561 --> 00:23:18,063 Oh, she is. 524 00:23:18,063 --> 00:23:23,235 ♪ ♪ 525 00:23:23,235 --> 00:23:26,530 [babies crying] 526 00:23:37,791 --> 00:23:39,919 ‐ Duke? 527 00:23:39,919 --> 00:23:41,545 Duke. 528 00:23:41,545 --> 00:23:43,255 What, you too good to go on rounds now? 529 00:23:43,255 --> 00:23:44,757 ‐ Rounds? ‐ Yeah, rounds. 530 00:23:44,757 --> 00:23:46,759 Where the hell have you been? 531 00:23:46,759 --> 00:23:49,428 ‐ I was trying to‐‐ I wanted to help, 532 00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:51,221 but I‐‐I think‐‐I think I just made things worse. 533 00:23:51,221 --> 00:23:54,600 ‐ Hey, hey, come here. What are you talking about? 534 00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:56,101 What happened? 535 00:23:56,101 --> 00:23:58,270 ‐ When we were in the ED, 536 00:23:58,270 --> 00:24:01,565 I didn't know Ms. Alvarez's baby wasn't viable. 537 00:24:01,565 --> 00:24:04,276 And when I saw her so‐‐ so scared and worried, 538 00:24:04,276 --> 00:24:06,070 ‐ You didn't. 539 00:24:06,070 --> 00:24:10,574 ‐ I told her we had the best doctors in the country... 540 00:24:10,574 --> 00:24:11,951 and that her baby would be fine. 541 00:24:11,951 --> 00:24:14,620 ‐ Never promise a patient everything will be fine 542 00:24:14,620 --> 00:24:16,163 because you never know what might happen. 543 00:24:16,163 --> 00:24:17,998 ‐ I know. I know. 544 00:24:17,998 --> 00:24:19,166 I just‐‐ ‐ No more "I just," man. 545 00:24:19,166 --> 00:24:20,918 Come on, this is day one stuff. 546 00:24:20,918 --> 00:24:22,795 All right? You never promise. 547 00:24:22,795 --> 00:24:24,254 ‐ But you always say patients need hope. 548 00:24:24,254 --> 00:24:25,756 Give them hope. 549 00:24:25,756 --> 00:24:27,132 Without it, they don't get better. 550 00:24:27,132 --> 00:24:28,634 ‐ That's right. They don't. ‐ So which is it? 551 00:24:28,634 --> 00:24:30,135 How am I supposed to give someone hope 552 00:24:30,135 --> 00:24:31,303 without telling them that we're going to help? 553 00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:33,639 ‐ Just be there for them, all right? 554 00:24:33,639 --> 00:24:34,932 When they're waking up from surgery, 555 00:24:34,932 --> 00:24:36,141 when they're going under‐‐ 556 00:24:36,141 --> 00:24:37,476 you don't even have to say anything. 557 00:24:37,476 --> 00:24:39,645 Just be there. 558 00:24:39,645 --> 00:24:41,146 ‐ [sighs] 559 00:24:41,146 --> 00:24:43,607 ‐ It makes all the difference. 560 00:24:43,607 --> 00:24:46,777 ♪ ♪ 561 00:24:46,777 --> 00:24:49,822 [sirens wailing faintly] 562 00:24:52,658 --> 00:24:55,661 [soft piano music] 563 00:24:55,661 --> 00:25:02,793 ♪ ♪ 564 00:25:28,152 --> 00:25:30,529 ‐ [sighs] 565 00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:33,699 ‐ How we feeling? 566 00:25:33,699 --> 00:25:35,868 ‐ Oh. 567 00:25:35,868 --> 00:25:37,286 Better. 568 00:25:40,414 --> 00:25:42,416 Whew. 569 00:25:42,416 --> 00:25:44,710 But it never lasts. 570 00:25:44,710 --> 00:25:47,004 ‐ Will you come back to the hospital now? 571 00:25:48,881 --> 00:25:50,883 ‐ [sighs] 572 00:25:50,883 --> 00:25:52,718 [scoffs] 573 00:25:52,718 --> 00:25:54,219 [sniffs] 574 00:25:54,219 --> 00:25:58,057 If you told me a year ago 575 00:25:58,057 --> 00:26:01,894 that I'd be jonesing for heroin 576 00:26:01,894 --> 00:26:05,731 to manage the pain from a rare form of cancer, 577 00:26:05,731 --> 00:26:08,734 I'd have thought you were crazy. 578 00:26:08,734 --> 00:26:10,903 [melancholic music] 579 00:26:10,903 --> 00:26:15,074 [voice breaking] I should‐‐ I should've called you. 580 00:26:15,074 --> 00:26:16,909 I should've asked for help. 581 00:26:16,909 --> 00:26:19,912 ‐ You still can. 582 00:26:19,912 --> 00:26:21,914 ‐ [sobs] 583 00:26:21,914 --> 00:26:25,834 ♪ ♪ 584 00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:29,922 ‐ Vijay. [door closes] 585 00:26:29,922 --> 00:26:33,175 ‐ So how is Ella? 586 00:26:35,260 --> 00:26:38,597 ‐ Ella? ‐ Yes, Ella‐‐ 587 00:26:38,597 --> 00:26:40,766 works in Pain de Vie, 588 00:26:40,766 --> 00:26:42,768 is carrying my potential grandchild. 589 00:26:42,768 --> 00:26:44,770 ‐ I am aware of who Ella is, 590 00:26:44,770 --> 00:26:47,106 and you know that I can't talk to you about this. 591 00:26:47,106 --> 00:26:49,274 ‐ So she is a patient. 592 00:26:49,274 --> 00:26:50,943 ‐ Do I look like I'm gonna tell you anything? 593 00:26:50,943 --> 00:26:52,903 ‐ I just don't understand. 594 00:26:52,903 --> 00:26:54,947 What I'm trying to tell over here is... 595 00:26:54,947 --> 00:26:57,783 [speaks foreign language] ‐ Okay, I understand. 596 00:26:57,783 --> 00:26:59,284 I know, I know. Vijay, I get it. 597 00:26:59,284 --> 00:27:01,120 You're feeling helpless. You're feeling stressed. 598 00:27:01,120 --> 00:27:05,165 We're all stressed. Hell, I'm stressed. 599 00:27:05,165 --> 00:27:06,458 ‐ Stressed about Ella? 600 00:27:06,458 --> 00:27:08,794 ‐ No, not about Ella. 601 00:27:08,794 --> 00:27:10,796 [soft dramatic music] 602 00:27:10,796 --> 00:27:13,132 I did something stupid. 603 00:27:13,132 --> 00:27:16,301 I contacted an agency about adopting another child, 604 00:27:16,301 --> 00:27:17,970 and now they have a baby for me, 605 00:27:17,970 --> 00:27:20,806 and I really, really want this baby. 606 00:27:22,307 --> 00:27:26,436 But I haven't told Martin about it yet. 607 00:27:26,436 --> 00:27:27,980 ‐ About any of it? 608 00:27:27,980 --> 00:27:30,816 ‐ I know. Ooh, this is bad. 609 00:27:30,816 --> 00:27:32,276 This is super bad. 610 00:27:32,276 --> 00:27:33,986 I, um... 611 00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:37,322 I swear. I'm gonna tell him tonight. 612 00:27:37,322 --> 00:27:39,116 ‐ Adoption. 613 00:27:39,116 --> 00:27:40,826 ‐ Yes, about the adoption. 614 00:27:40,826 --> 00:27:42,286 ‐ No, no, no. 615 00:27:42,286 --> 00:27:44,830 My patient‐‐he was adopted. 616 00:27:44,830 --> 00:27:46,874 Oh, my God. 617 00:27:46,874 --> 00:27:49,293 [percussive music] 618 00:27:49,293 --> 00:27:51,962 [door closes] ‐ [sighs] 619 00:27:51,962 --> 00:27:53,338 [monitor beeping] 620 00:27:53,338 --> 00:27:55,173 ‐ And now for the burr hole incision. 621 00:27:55,173 --> 00:27:57,801 [drill whirrs] ‐ Stop. 622 00:27:57,801 --> 00:27:59,344 Tawan was adopted. 623 00:27:59,344 --> 00:28:02,973 He has SSPE from the measles virus. 624 00:28:06,018 --> 00:28:08,020 ‐ Are you sure? 625 00:28:08,020 --> 00:28:10,522 ‐ We have confirmed a high level of measles antibodies 626 00:28:10,522 --> 00:28:12,983 in Tawan's bloodstream. 627 00:28:12,983 --> 00:28:16,528 The virus has imbedded itself in his brain. 628 00:28:16,528 --> 00:28:18,322 ‐ But we vaccinated him. 629 00:28:18,322 --> 00:28:20,991 ‐ Tawan was three years old when he came to the U. S. 630 00:28:20,991 --> 00:28:22,367 ‐ He must've been exposed 631 00:28:22,367 --> 00:28:24,369 while living in the orphanage in Thailand. 632 00:28:24,369 --> 00:28:26,079 ‐ That was seven years ago. 633 00:28:26,079 --> 00:28:28,373 SSPE can lie dormant for up to ten years, 634 00:28:28,373 --> 00:28:30,918 but once it becomes active, 635 00:28:30,918 --> 00:28:32,878 it progresses through full stages. 636 00:28:32,878 --> 00:28:34,546 Tawan is in stage three. 637 00:28:34,546 --> 00:28:37,215 ‐ Well‐‐well, what does that mean? 638 00:28:37,215 --> 00:28:40,969 ‐ We will do everything we can to help Tawan fight the virus. 639 00:28:42,387 --> 00:28:44,181 ‐ But? 640 00:28:44,181 --> 00:28:47,893 ‐ Every case of SSPE I've seen has resulted in‐‐ 641 00:28:47,893 --> 00:28:49,394 in the child's death. 642 00:28:49,394 --> 00:28:52,397 [somber music] 643 00:28:52,397 --> 00:28:59,905 ♪ ♪ 644 00:28:59,905 --> 00:29:02,240 ‐ Hey. 645 00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:05,410 Mind if I join you? 646 00:29:05,410 --> 00:29:09,122 Dr. Proctor asked me to come by and do a consult for Gabriela. 647 00:29:09,122 --> 00:29:11,124 ‐ She wants to be left alone. 648 00:29:11,124 --> 00:29:13,210 ‐ Yes, that is what grieving people say they want, 649 00:29:13,210 --> 00:29:16,922 but it is not always what they need. 650 00:29:16,922 --> 00:29:19,925 Sounds like Gabriela needs help saying goodbye to her daughter. 651 00:29:19,925 --> 00:29:22,427 ‐ She's not ready to say goodbye. 652 00:29:22,427 --> 00:29:24,262 If she does, 653 00:29:24,262 --> 00:29:27,224 then her daughter will be gone forever. 654 00:29:29,434 --> 00:29:31,436 ‐ We still talking about Gabriela here? 655 00:29:31,436 --> 00:29:33,772 ‐ Don't do that. ‐ Hey, I'm not doing anything. 656 00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:35,440 I'm your guy, okay? 657 00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:37,109 Since the day you came back, 658 00:29:37,109 --> 00:29:38,443 I've been running interference for you. 659 00:29:38,443 --> 00:29:41,113 Telling people to give Max his space‐‐ 660 00:29:41,113 --> 00:29:43,573 you know, not to project their needs onto you, 661 00:29:43,573 --> 00:29:45,117 that you'll open up when you're ready. 662 00:29:45,117 --> 00:29:46,576 ‐ I don't want to open up. 663 00:29:46,576 --> 00:29:49,287 ‐ Yeah, I know. I can see that. 664 00:29:49,287 --> 00:29:51,331 We can all see that, 665 00:29:51,331 --> 00:29:54,459 but that's the only way that you get better. 666 00:29:54,459 --> 00:29:56,962 ‐ Then I don't want to get better. 667 00:29:56,962 --> 00:29:59,631 If I get better, then I have to let her go. 668 00:29:59,631 --> 00:30:03,969 ♪ ♪ 669 00:30:03,969 --> 00:30:05,470 I don't want to. 670 00:30:05,470 --> 00:30:12,561 ♪ ♪ 671 00:30:29,327 --> 00:30:31,204 ‐ Helen. 672 00:30:31,204 --> 00:30:33,040 Where have you been all day? 673 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:35,208 ‐ Meetings off‐site. Why? 674 00:30:35,208 --> 00:30:36,835 ‐ We still haven't decided 675 00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:38,336 what we're doing to do about the proton beam laser. 676 00:30:38,336 --> 00:30:39,671 ‐ Yes, we did, 677 00:30:39,671 --> 00:30:41,339 and I'm not having this conversation again. 678 00:30:41,339 --> 00:30:43,175 As long as we are co‐chairs of this department, 679 00:30:43,175 --> 00:30:45,010 we both have a say on its direction. 680 00:30:45,010 --> 00:30:46,344 ‐ [sighs] 681 00:30:46,344 --> 00:30:47,637 ‐ Excuse me. Are you Dr. Helen Sharpe? 682 00:30:47,637 --> 00:30:49,306 ‐ Yes. 683 00:30:49,306 --> 00:30:51,349 ‐ Please place your hands behind your back. 684 00:30:51,349 --> 00:30:52,851 ‐ Wait, what's this all about? 685 00:30:52,851 --> 00:30:54,352 ‐ You have the right to remain silent. 686 00:30:54,352 --> 00:30:56,188 Anything you say can and will be used against you 687 00:30:56,188 --> 00:30:57,522 in a court of law. 688 00:30:57,522 --> 00:30:59,357 You have the right to an attorney. 689 00:30:59,357 --> 00:31:02,360 If you cannot afford one, one will be assigned to you. 690 00:31:02,360 --> 00:31:03,987 If you choose to answer our questions, 691 00:31:03,987 --> 00:31:05,363 you have the right to stop at any time. 692 00:31:05,363 --> 00:31:08,366 Do you understand these rights? 693 00:31:08,366 --> 00:31:11,328 [door opens, closes] 694 00:31:18,835 --> 00:31:19,461 [door buzzes] [indistinct chatter] 695 00:31:22,005 --> 00:31:25,383 ‐ Thanks for the rescue. ‐ What was I going to do? 696 00:31:25,383 --> 00:31:28,345 Let you rot in jail on some trumped‐up charges? 697 00:31:28,345 --> 00:31:31,014 Don't worry. We took care of everything. 698 00:31:31,014 --> 00:31:32,349 ‐ We? 699 00:31:32,349 --> 00:31:34,184 ‐ Well, I hope you're well‐rested 700 00:31:34,184 --> 00:31:36,061 because I certainly am not. 701 00:31:36,061 --> 00:31:37,729 ‐ She got the charges dropped. 702 00:31:37,729 --> 00:31:40,023 ‐ And I kept it out of the press. 703 00:31:40,023 --> 00:31:42,526 Do you know how many favors I had to call in tonight? 704 00:31:42,526 --> 00:31:45,195 They have photos of you in a heroin den. 705 00:31:45,195 --> 00:31:46,738 ‐ It's a safe consumption space. 706 00:31:46,738 --> 00:31:48,573 And because of it, my patient is in New Amsterdam 707 00:31:48,573 --> 00:31:50,367 instead of dead on the street. 708 00:31:50,367 --> 00:31:52,202 [scoffing] I am not gonna apologize for that. 709 00:31:52,202 --> 00:31:53,703 ‐ I don't care if you apologize, 710 00:31:53,703 --> 00:31:55,789 but there will be consequences for this. 711 00:31:55,789 --> 00:31:57,457 ‐ What consequences? 712 00:31:57,457 --> 00:32:00,418 ‐ The board will discuss your fate in the morning. 713 00:32:00,418 --> 00:32:03,213 [tense music] 714 00:32:03,213 --> 00:32:05,090 ‐ I'm so sorry, Helen. 715 00:32:05,090 --> 00:32:08,260 I thought she was on our side. 716 00:32:08,260 --> 00:32:11,763 ♪ ♪ 717 00:32:11,763 --> 00:32:13,598 [keys clacking] 718 00:32:13,598 --> 00:32:15,559 ‐ Anything? ‐ Not yet. 719 00:32:17,727 --> 00:32:19,729 ‐ I've seen so many children die in developing countries 720 00:32:19,729 --> 00:32:22,440 from preventable diseases because 721 00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:25,110 parents did not have access to vaccines or‐‐ 722 00:32:25,110 --> 00:32:26,611 or know they were important or‐‐ 723 00:32:26,611 --> 00:32:28,613 or couldn't afford them. 724 00:32:28,613 --> 00:32:30,407 But here? 725 00:32:30,407 --> 00:32:32,075 In this country, 726 00:32:32,075 --> 00:32:33,577 with all its wealth and education 727 00:32:33,577 --> 00:32:35,620 and abundance of vaccines... 728 00:32:35,620 --> 00:32:37,289 ‐ Dr. Kapoor? 729 00:32:37,289 --> 00:32:40,292 [hopeful music] 730 00:32:40,292 --> 00:32:42,586 ♪ ♪ 731 00:32:42,586 --> 00:32:45,297 ‐ There's a new treatment? ‐ Very new. 732 00:32:45,297 --> 00:32:47,465 ‐ With a lot of anti‐vaxxer kids coming of age, 733 00:32:47,465 --> 00:32:50,302 SSPE is becoming more common. 734 00:32:50,302 --> 00:32:53,471 It's forcing doctors to try new, untested treatments. 735 00:32:53,471 --> 00:32:55,640 ‐ This one is seeing a very limited success. 736 00:32:55,640 --> 00:33:00,103 It's a combination of antiviral and immunomodulatory drugs. 737 00:33:00,103 --> 00:33:03,648 You need to understand. SSPE has no cure. 738 00:33:03,648 --> 00:33:05,317 If this treatment works, 739 00:33:05,317 --> 00:33:07,444 Tawan will have to stay on these medications 740 00:33:07,444 --> 00:33:08,820 for the rest of his life. 741 00:33:08,820 --> 00:33:11,781 ‐ [laughs softly] I'm just happy it might work. 742 00:33:11,781 --> 00:33:13,450 It will work. 743 00:33:13,450 --> 00:33:15,160 ‐ When can we start? 744 00:33:15,160 --> 00:33:17,120 ‐ You will have to ask your doctor. 745 00:33:17,120 --> 00:33:20,207 ‐ She's the one who discovered it. 746 00:33:20,207 --> 00:33:21,833 ‐ We can start right away. 747 00:33:21,833 --> 00:33:24,836 ♪ ♪ 748 00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:26,463 [bed whirrs, click] 749 00:33:26,463 --> 00:33:28,340 ‐ Any available IV nurse to OR two. 750 00:33:28,340 --> 00:33:30,634 Any available IV nurse to OR two. 751 00:33:30,634 --> 00:33:33,803 [soft dramatic music] 752 00:33:33,803 --> 00:33:35,597 ‐ [clears throat] 753 00:33:37,182 --> 00:33:38,850 ‐ Oh. 754 00:33:38,850 --> 00:33:42,187 Look who decided to finally show up. 755 00:33:42,187 --> 00:33:44,481 Couldn't even be bothered to bring me any balloons 756 00:33:44,481 --> 00:33:46,524 or a stuffed elephant, could you? 757 00:33:46,524 --> 00:33:48,693 ‐ Thought you didn't want me hanging around? 758 00:33:48,693 --> 00:33:52,322 ‐ Of course I want you hanging around. 759 00:33:52,322 --> 00:33:54,199 You're like my best friend. 760 00:33:54,199 --> 00:33:56,701 ‐ How much morphine you on? 761 00:33:56,701 --> 00:33:59,496 ‐ But hey, this is what I need you to do for me, okay? 762 00:33:59,496 --> 00:34:00,747 ‐ Mm‐hmm? 763 00:34:00,747 --> 00:34:02,749 ‐ I need you to go down to the gift shop 764 00:34:02,749 --> 00:34:04,709 and buy all the balloons 765 00:34:04,709 --> 00:34:07,879 so all the nurses think that people care about me. 766 00:34:07,879 --> 00:34:10,340 ‐ Come on. People care about you. 767 00:34:10,340 --> 00:34:12,217 ‐ No. That is not true. 768 00:34:12,217 --> 00:34:14,511 People do not care about me. 769 00:34:14,511 --> 00:34:16,721 People tolerate me. 770 00:34:16,721 --> 00:34:19,349 People are glad when I leave a room. 771 00:34:19,349 --> 00:34:20,850 I don't know. I don't know what it is. 772 00:34:20,850 --> 00:34:22,394 I guess it's just me. 773 00:34:22,394 --> 00:34:25,730 ‐ Okay, just, uh‐‐ first of all, stop that. 774 00:34:25,730 --> 00:34:27,691 And if I didn't care about you, 775 00:34:27,691 --> 00:34:30,527 why would I bring you this? 776 00:34:32,904 --> 00:34:35,532 ‐ Peter Lugers? ‐ Bam! 777 00:34:35,532 --> 00:34:38,910 ‐ My dad used to take me to Peter Lugers when I was a kid. 778 00:34:38,910 --> 00:34:42,289 ‐ When Jeanie was being extra Jeanie. 779 00:34:42,289 --> 00:34:43,748 ‐ You remembered. 780 00:34:43,748 --> 00:34:45,292 ‐ Yeah. 781 00:34:45,292 --> 00:34:47,711 So now you've got to get better. 782 00:34:47,711 --> 00:34:48,878 ‐ Oh! 783 00:34:50,588 --> 00:34:53,216 Oh, my God. Yes. 784 00:34:54,926 --> 00:34:56,761 ‐ You're gonna save some for me, right? 785 00:34:56,761 --> 00:34:58,763 ‐ Sure. 786 00:34:58,763 --> 00:35:00,432 So good. 787 00:35:00,432 --> 00:35:02,559 ‐ [chuckles] 788 00:35:06,730 --> 00:35:08,773 ‐ Do I have to go? ‐ No. 789 00:35:08,773 --> 00:35:11,443 I promised. Remember? 790 00:35:11,443 --> 00:35:14,279 I'm just heading home for the night, 791 00:35:14,279 --> 00:35:18,450 but everyone here knows you're not to be disturbed. 792 00:35:18,450 --> 00:35:19,909 ‐ Am I crazy? 793 00:35:21,953 --> 00:35:26,833 Keeping her close like this even though she... 794 00:35:26,833 --> 00:35:29,586 Is it‐‐is it healthy? 795 00:35:29,586 --> 00:35:31,463 Is it okay? 796 00:35:31,463 --> 00:35:33,298 ‐ It's okay. 797 00:35:33,298 --> 00:35:35,383 It's more than okay. 798 00:35:37,469 --> 00:35:41,598 You can hold her if you want. 799 00:35:43,808 --> 00:35:46,645 ‐ I want to, 800 00:35:46,645 --> 00:35:49,648 but my head keeps telling me 801 00:35:49,648 --> 00:35:51,483 that it'll make it worse, 802 00:35:51,483 --> 00:35:54,486 you know, that that's not really her. 803 00:35:54,486 --> 00:35:57,822 She's gone. 804 00:35:57,822 --> 00:36:01,451 And then my heart tells me that's my Sofie. 805 00:36:01,451 --> 00:36:02,661 [somber music] 806 00:36:02,661 --> 00:36:04,663 That's my baby. 807 00:36:04,663 --> 00:36:06,706 [sobs] 808 00:36:06,706 --> 00:36:09,501 ♪ ♪ 809 00:36:09,501 --> 00:36:12,837 What would you do? 810 00:36:12,837 --> 00:36:14,964 ‐ Uh... 811 00:36:16,633 --> 00:36:18,009 All that matters here is you. 812 00:36:18,009 --> 00:36:21,471 ‐ I feel like I'm sick. 813 00:36:21,471 --> 00:36:25,517 I feel like I'm not normal. 814 00:36:25,517 --> 00:36:27,477 Please, just help me. 815 00:36:27,477 --> 00:36:29,354 ‐ Yeah, I, um... 816 00:36:29,354 --> 00:36:32,857 ♪ ♪ 817 00:36:32,857 --> 00:36:36,528 I‐‐I lost someone... 818 00:36:36,528 --> 00:36:38,029 a few months ago, and it‐ 819 00:36:38,029 --> 00:36:42,367 it can't, uh, compare 820 00:36:42,367 --> 00:36:44,869 to what you're going through, but, uh... 821 00:36:44,869 --> 00:36:47,914 [chuckles] 822 00:36:47,914 --> 00:36:52,335 I‐‐I talk to her... 823 00:36:54,838 --> 00:36:56,339 All the time. 824 00:36:56,339 --> 00:37:00,552 I mean, full‐on conversations. 825 00:37:00,552 --> 00:37:04,514 And I‐‐I know that people would say that's crazy, 826 00:37:04,514 --> 00:37:06,850 that it's not healthy, but I‐‐ 827 00:37:06,850 --> 00:37:09,519 what am I supposed to do? 828 00:37:13,064 --> 00:37:16,359 She‐‐she, uh, died 829 00:37:16,359 --> 00:37:19,028 right after our daughter was born. 830 00:37:19,028 --> 00:37:23,032 She would've loved every second of it. 831 00:37:23,032 --> 00:37:27,537 ♪ ♪ 832 00:37:27,537 --> 00:37:31,458 But she doesn't‐‐ she doesn't get to. 833 00:37:31,458 --> 00:37:34,753 She didn't get any of it. 834 00:37:34,753 --> 00:37:37,088 And I don't get her, 835 00:37:37,088 --> 00:37:39,424 and neither does‐‐ 836 00:37:39,424 --> 00:37:41,426 neither does Luna. 837 00:37:41,426 --> 00:37:43,428 So I‐‐ 838 00:37:43,428 --> 00:37:45,555 I tried keeping her alive. 839 00:37:45,555 --> 00:37:49,100 You know, to make her a part of these memories. 840 00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:52,437 And I don't... [laughs softly] 841 00:37:52,437 --> 00:37:55,940 I really don't care if it's healthy. 842 00:37:55,940 --> 00:38:00,445 It's just what I have to do, you know? 843 00:38:02,614 --> 00:38:03,948 To keep going. 844 00:38:03,948 --> 00:38:10,955 ♪ ♪ 845 00:38:10,955 --> 00:38:15,752 My worry for you, Gabi, is that... 846 00:38:15,752 --> 00:38:19,589 you will never say goodbye to Sofie... 847 00:38:21,758 --> 00:38:24,135 If you never say hello. 848 00:38:24,135 --> 00:38:31,226 ♪ ♪ 849 00:38:37,440 --> 00:38:40,777 ‐ [sighs deeply] 850 00:38:40,777 --> 00:38:42,153 Hey. 851 00:38:42,153 --> 00:38:44,113 ‐ Guess who I talked to a little while ago? 852 00:38:44,113 --> 00:38:45,949 ‐ I‐‐I don't know. Who? 853 00:38:45,949 --> 00:38:47,158 The kids okay? 854 00:38:47,158 --> 00:38:49,494 ‐ Our kids? Yeah, our kids are fine. 855 00:38:49,494 --> 00:38:53,039 It seems that there's an issue with another kid‐‐ 856 00:38:53,039 --> 00:38:56,501 a baby that, according to Roz, 857 00:38:56,501 --> 00:38:58,837 we're adopting? 858 00:38:58,837 --> 00:39:00,505 ‐ Babe, I can explain‐‐ 859 00:39:00,505 --> 00:39:03,007 ‐ Yeah, you could if you were coming home tonight. 860 00:39:03,007 --> 00:39:05,176 Iggy, I can't even look at you right now. 861 00:39:05,176 --> 00:39:06,678 ‐ Martin. ‐ No, don't. 862 00:39:06,678 --> 00:39:08,179 ‐ Hey. 863 00:39:08,179 --> 00:39:09,681 [door slams] 864 00:39:09,681 --> 00:39:12,684 [tense music] 865 00:39:12,684 --> 00:39:18,690 ♪ ♪ 866 00:39:18,690 --> 00:39:21,818 [knock on door] ‐ Yes? 867 00:39:21,818 --> 00:39:23,653 [door opens] 868 00:39:27,866 --> 00:39:29,868 Ella. 869 00:39:29,868 --> 00:39:32,871 ‐ I've been thinking a lot about everything, 870 00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:36,082 and I think I finally‐‐I‐‐ 871 00:39:36,082 --> 00:39:39,210 I think I figured out what I really want. 872 00:39:39,210 --> 00:39:43,006 I'm... 873 00:39:43,006 --> 00:39:44,716 I'm keeping the baby. 874 00:39:49,178 --> 00:39:51,681 ‐ [exhales] 875 00:39:53,057 --> 00:39:54,851 Really? 876 00:39:54,851 --> 00:39:56,644 ‐ Yeah, really. 877 00:40:02,692 --> 00:40:05,069 [chuckles] 878 00:40:05,069 --> 00:40:07,530 ‐ ♪ Are you lonely? ♪ 879 00:40:07,530 --> 00:40:09,699 [Inara George's "A Bridge"] 880 00:40:09,699 --> 00:40:12,744 ‐ Thank you. ‐ ♪ You're never alone ♪ 881 00:40:12,744 --> 00:40:14,037 ‐ Thank you. 882 00:40:16,122 --> 00:40:19,792 ‐ ♪ Are you counting every breath? ♪ 883 00:40:19,792 --> 00:40:22,211 ‐ ♪ Ooh ♪ 884 00:40:22,211 --> 00:40:26,758 ‐ ♪ Aching for some time ♪ 885 00:40:26,758 --> 00:40:28,760 ♪ Just a little more time ♪ 886 00:40:28,760 --> 00:40:30,762 ‐ [inhales deeply] 887 00:40:30,762 --> 00:40:34,098 ‐ ♪ Just a little more time ♪ 888 00:40:34,098 --> 00:40:36,684 ♪ Are you lonely? ♪ 889 00:40:39,771 --> 00:40:43,775 ♪ Can you hear me? ♪ 890 00:40:43,775 --> 00:40:45,902 ‐ ♪ Ooh ♪ 891 00:40:45,902 --> 00:40:50,907 ‐ ♪ I'm talking out loud ♪ 892 00:40:50,907 --> 00:40:54,243 ♪ Trying to understand ♪ 893 00:40:54,243 --> 00:40:56,287 ‐ ♪ Ooh ♪ 894 00:40:56,287 --> 00:41:01,084 ‐ ♪ Just how it is you feel ♪ 895 00:41:01,084 --> 00:41:04,963 ♪ But I don't wanna say too much ♪ 896 00:41:04,963 --> 00:41:08,091 ♪ I don't wanna say too much ♪ 897 00:41:08,091 --> 00:41:11,135 ♪ I just wanna be here ♪ 898 00:41:14,138 --> 00:41:17,600 ♪ Let's build a bridge ♪ 899 00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:20,311 ‐ [cooing] ‐ ♪ From your window to mine ♪ 900 00:41:20,311 --> 00:41:23,314 ♪ String a can to a can ♪ 901 00:41:23,314 --> 00:41:26,651 ♪ You could call me anytime ♪ 902 00:41:26,651 --> 00:41:29,153 ♪ Let's make a river ♪ 903 00:41:29,153 --> 00:41:32,949 ♪ And take it down to the sea ♪ 904 00:41:32,949 --> 00:41:35,284 ♪ Let's build a bridge ♪ 905 00:41:35,284 --> 00:41:38,997 ♪ From your window to me ♪ 906 00:41:42,667 --> 00:41:48,673 ♪ A wish for you ♪ 907 00:41:48,673 --> 00:41:53,803 ♪ It's just a simple thing ♪ 908 00:41:53,803 --> 00:41:57,140 ♪ Let's build a bridge ♪ 909 00:41:57,140 --> 00:42:00,143 ♪ From your window to mine ♪ 910 00:42:00,143 --> 00:42:03,312 ♪ String a can to a can ♪ 911 00:42:03,312 --> 00:42:06,357 ♪ I could call you anytime ♪ 912 00:42:06,357 --> 00:42:08,985 ♪ Let's make a river ♪ 913 00:42:08,985 --> 00:42:12,196 ♪ And take it down to the sea ♪ 914 00:42:12,196 --> 00:42:15,658 ‐ This is goodbye. ‐ ♪ Let's build a bridge ♪ 915 00:42:15,658 --> 00:42:18,953 ♪ From your window to me ♪ 62862

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