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Hi. So today I'm going to tell you about how I got into cuckolding.

Well, my husband and I have always led a

monogamous marriage.

And we really enjoy each other, and we've always enjoyed each other. We

do.

And we are very much in love.

But one day out of the blue, we started talking about

having all of our fantasies fulfilled, our sexual

fantasies.

And as you all may or may not know, I'm a big fan of open

and honest conversation in a relationship or a marriage.

I think it's very fulfilling to do that. And it really

brings your relationship to a whole other level because you have

a respect.

a trust and there's never any guessing so anyway

we had gotten to talking about fulfilling fantasies

and

up until that

point in our lives you know

pre -marriage or and the like I had only ever

been intimate and had sex with two other men

aside from my husband all good experiences

love love love how open and honest we are and willing to

experiment with things

So I had expressed to my husband that one of the fantasies that I had was

I wanted to try to have a three -way

Male female male three -way I

wanted to be with two men at the same time

And as the conversation took place and carried on, you

know, we discussed certain scenarios and different things.

And, you know, he wanted, you know, we both wanted to fulfill each other's

fantasies. And in talking about this, he had said that that was something

that...

He had always thought about as well So we decided to

Try it out I had told him that I had wanted to at least try it one

just to see if I liked it and enjoyed it and what it was all about and

So we started looking around We discussed things about how we wanted

it to transpire and

What we wanted from it and the things we wanted to do all things that I

encourage anyone to do Just

wanting to engage in it for the first

time so That being said we started looking around

fetish sites for

A bull.

And when we did finally find a match, I

will admit I was extremely hesitant and extremely nervous.

I didn't know what to, I mean, I knew how I wanted it to play out, and we

had discussed how we wanted it to play out, but I don't.

know, you know, when you get caught up in the midst of things, how things are

going to transpire sometimes.

You know, one of the things that I always encourage people is to have a

word. We had our safe word ready.

We discussed with our bull what we were looking for specifically, how we wanted

things to play out.

And despite me being very nervous, it was a pleasurable

experience.

I really enjoyed it. He really enjoyed it. The bull really enjoyed it.

So it kind of just spun off from there.

And I've had people...

asked me if

I think any less of my husband

because he likes it or think he's less of a

man. I don't.

He is very much a very manly man.

I know a lot of times men in high, stressful work positions

that have to always

be in control. They use cuckolding as a means to

relinquish that control.

And we really liked it.

It was a good release for him.

I had fun doing it.

As far as our experience goes and what we do, it's

kind of a spin -off of cuckolding, I guess.

We do engage in different scenarios.

Him watching, him being a part of it.

He is totally free, doesn't touch

the man, the other male.

Sometimes we go out on a date and come home together.

And hubby gets home from work and...

Just kind of chills in another area of the house and waits for us to be done

sometimes he comes in and takes part Which is always fun

But yeah, that's kind of where it all

started and it's kind of grown over the years Engaged in several

other things

I had never, at one point, we had discussed and he had asked me if I

was interested. And we had noticed we were getting lots of messages from

BBC.

And up until this new

type of play for us, I had never been.

With anyone other than I'll just say it a white man

And the first time I was with

a BBC I think I enjoyed

it more because Really I just enjoyed the contrast and skin color

if that sounds weird at all. I don't know

i've had people but anyway it's kind of grown from there um i do enjoy

big i tend to be a little bit of a size queen i guess

um i do like that um like

the bigger the better um one experience i had with the bbc he was

so big like i just not even fathomed

that Cox could even get that big. I mean, my God, like I couldn't get my

hand around it, the girth, and he was extremely long. I didn't measure, so I

don't know.

But he had the length and the girth, like I couldn't touch my fingers

around when I went to give him head.

it it didn't even like i couldn't even get it past maybe that much

in my mouth um i was like oh my god is this man gonna fit inside

me um to be real honest

but that was a fun

experience like when i went to

Ride him Get on top of him cowgirl position

Like I literally felt

Like inside being stretched out it was just amazing

and it felt so good But

hubby and I our relationship is pretty solid so that

We know that we are the only ones for each other.

There will never be anyone to break us apart.

We look at engaging in cuckolding and swinging as

an enhancement, as a tool.

for play every now and then. We do still engage in sex ourselves

with each other.

We are intimate with each other alone

with no one else.

But yeah, we have a good time. We kind of view it as...

It's like using a dildo or a sex toy you don't always use that when you're

having sex with your partner

And

You use it as an enhancement every now and then something fun to

change things up But yeah

that

That's kind of how we got into cuckolding.

There is no real jealousy.

And I feel like since we started engaging in this, I almost feel like we

understand each other more. We've had a lot of conversations about the whys and

the hows and what it makes us feel inside and how.

It makes us, and I know this may sound odd, and how can this

be?

Some people might wonder how this can be, and I don't know how to explain it,

but I feel like we're almost closer to each other because we engage in this

than we were before.

If I'm being 100 % transparent here.

Yeah, I think I feel

like we're closer to each other and deeper in love because

we know that that is something that, you know, when you're in love with

someone, you want to do things and give them things that they enjoy and make

them happy.

And it's so different in the fact that it's just

an intimate giving.

Like no one else can give you that intimate

allowance and freedom than your partner.

So, yeah, that's kind of how.

We got into it and, you know, I don't think any

less of him. I feel like we're even more in love and that just makes me love him

even more.

Knowing that to see me get satisfied

is so intense for him.

and makes him have a deeper love and appreciation for me because he wants to

see me happy.

And it makes me have a deeper love and affection for him because

I know it's something that he enjoys and I know it's something that makes him

feel good too.

To be able to watch me engage in that and be free and be

satisfied. Like him doing that, allowing me

to do that, engage in that, makes me,

knowing that that makes me happy and satisfies me, makes me love him even

that he is so selfless.

give that to me

so

yeah that's kind of how we got into that

and you know it may not be the true our

situation may not be the 100 % textbook

description of cuckoldry but we have taken it just

like with any other fetish or lifestyle choice you know you take it and you make

it your own you mold it into something that you want and desire

and you know it's ours that

situation and that scenario

is ours to share, so I don't feel like that could

bring us any closer.

That is something that we've created for ourselves.

But, yeah, that's kind of how we got into cuckolding, and it kind of spun

off from there.

And, yeah, if it's something you were...

wanting to engage in with your partner, I highly recommend it. I know it's not

very conventional and it's very taboo and it's not talked about much and a lot

of people like to keep it very discreet for various reasons and we

respect that because we like to keep it discreet for our own personal reasons

as well.

So yeah.

But if you get into it or want to try it, take it and make it your own.

Make sure everyone is on the same page.

Open and honest discussions about things you want to happen, how you want

things to play out. And have fun.

We do. We love it.

See you soon.

Bye.