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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:03,310 --> 00:00:07,040 First, I am a son of the Low Country, a child of the South. 2 00:00:10,405 --> 00:00:12,600 I'm polite, courteous, chivalrous. 3 00:00:12,760 --> 00:00:13,760 I open doors. 4 00:00:13,900 --> 00:00:15,320 I respect my elders. 5 00:00:15,560 --> 00:00:18,380 I yes sir and no ma'am hold a live long day. 6 00:00:22,180 --> 00:00:24,340 That's a long Bill Curlew, just in case you're curious. 7 00:00:26,280 --> 00:00:29,110 The second thing is I have a very weird heart. 8 00:00:29,680 --> 00:00:32,670 And I don't mean that in a metaphorical English major sense. 9 00:00:32,870 --> 00:00:34,030 I mean physically. 10 00:00:34,031 --> 00:00:39,970 I have a condition, paroxysmal atrial tachycardia, PAT. 11 00:00:41,785 --> 00:00:43,727 I have a racing heart which just gallops up to 12 00:00:43,728 --> 00:00:46,671 200 beats a minute whenever it feels like it. 13 00:00:47,020 --> 00:00:50,368 The doctors think my PAT might be caused by stress, 14 00:00:50,369 --> 00:00:53,191 which is something doctors say when they're stumped. 15 00:00:54,330 --> 00:00:58,310 So that's why I'm a walker of dawn beaches and a watcher of birds. 16 00:00:59,415 --> 00:01:04,271 To keep as far away from this exhausted and silly and heartbreaking world as possible. 17 00:01:07,190 --> 00:01:08,250 To stay calm. 18 00:01:09,010 --> 00:01:10,010 Very calm. 19 00:01:10,710 --> 00:01:11,710 And barely alive. 20 00:01:12,750 --> 00:01:16,850 The first time I got it, the PAT I mean, was in front of my house. 21 00:01:18,330 --> 00:01:20,937 Remember when you were a little kid and you ran for 22 00:01:20,938 --> 00:01:24,190 the sheer joy of running and you never, ever got tired? 23 00:01:30,770 --> 00:01:33,290 That was my last moment of forever running. 24 00:01:54,730 --> 00:01:55,830 Please don't die. 25 00:01:56,290 --> 00:01:57,290 Please. 26 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:09,620 I waited to die too. 27 00:02:09,970 --> 00:02:11,780 And in waiting, I converted. 28 00:02:12,230 --> 00:02:15,160 A quasi-medical term that means my heartbeat returned to normal. 29 00:02:19,570 --> 00:02:21,780 My second episode happened a year later. 30 00:02:23,210 --> 00:02:27,860 Essentially, what all great religions teach us is the transformation of the self. 31 00:02:28,060 --> 00:02:31,700 To lie down on the summer grass... That's my father. 32 00:02:31,900 --> 00:02:35,980 Given one of his famous home Saturday seminars in comparative religions. 33 00:02:36,220 --> 00:02:37,620 He's a professor at Emory. 34 00:02:37,720 --> 00:02:38,720 He's brilliant. 35 00:02:39,310 --> 00:02:40,580 You must be reborn. 36 00:02:41,570 --> 00:02:43,800 To thrill, to feel, to be surprised. 37 00:02:44,580 --> 00:02:46,080 To be more conscious and alive. 38 00:02:46,500 --> 00:02:47,500 Wake up! 39 00:02:52,460 --> 00:02:54,520 Well, you can imagine. 40 00:03:02,300 --> 00:03:04,280 The devil's in the attic! 41 00:03:06,220 --> 00:03:09,000 Look, son, you didn't see Satan. 42 00:03:09,080 --> 00:03:13,160 You were simply overwhelmed with guilt about peeking into places you really 43 00:03:13,235 --> 00:03:17,120 shouldn't and finding magazines I should feel guilty about but don't. 44 00:03:17,590 --> 00:03:22,340 And hopefully you'll understand later when you're married and lassitude has lassoed 45 00:03:22,341 --> 00:03:25,160 the galloping, priapic pony of your sexuality. 46 00:03:25,560 --> 00:03:25,620 Pony? 47 00:03:25,780 --> 00:03:26,440 What pony? 48 00:03:26,480 --> 00:03:27,480 Am I getting a pony? 49 00:03:27,540 --> 00:03:28,660 No, no, there's no pony. 50 00:03:29,460 --> 00:03:30,060 Jesus. 51 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:33,860 Then I don't think... what are you talking about? 52 00:03:34,190 --> 00:03:35,400 I'll make it simple, okay? 53 00:03:35,401 --> 00:03:37,020 There is no devil. 54 00:03:38,125 --> 00:03:39,245 But there's no Santa either. 55 00:03:39,630 --> 00:03:41,000 That's the trade-off, Tay-Tay. 56 00:03:41,580 --> 00:03:44,740 Santa and Satan are just symbols for the souls... 57 00:03:44,741 --> 00:03:47,467 My father's book, The History of OWN, is about 58 00:03:47,468 --> 00:03:50,301 the redemptive power of prayer and meditation. 59 00:03:50,515 --> 00:03:52,100 I tried reading it last summer. 60 00:03:52,240 --> 00:03:53,240 I couldn't. 61 00:03:56,640 --> 00:03:59,481 If a cartoon and a titty magazine just about killed 62 00:03:59,482 --> 00:04:02,061 me, a normal life was totally out of the question. 63 00:04:02,360 --> 00:04:02,920 College? 64 00:04:03,160 --> 00:04:04,160 Forget it. 65 00:04:04,480 --> 00:04:05,880 Sex, drugs, and rock and roll? 66 00:04:06,690 --> 00:04:07,690 A death sentence. 67 00:04:08,400 --> 00:04:09,400 And love? 68 00:04:09,580 --> 00:04:10,580 Hey. 69 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:14,520 Hi. 70 00:04:14,580 --> 00:04:15,580 Are you here by yourself? 71 00:04:17,500 --> 00:04:18,500 Do you have a car? 72 00:04:18,720 --> 00:04:20,161 Um... Do you drive here? 73 00:04:20,740 --> 00:04:21,796 Do you have like a phone or something? 74 00:04:21,820 --> 00:04:24,240 I need to call a cab or a Lyft or whatever. 75 00:04:27,540 --> 00:04:28,540 Um... 76 00:04:31,720 --> 00:04:32,720 What? 77 00:04:34,380 --> 00:04:35,380 You okay? 78 00:04:36,600 --> 00:04:37,600 What? 79 00:04:37,760 --> 00:04:40,920 I said, are you... No, not re... not really. 80 00:04:41,260 --> 00:04:42,380 Well, you don't look so hot. 81 00:04:42,520 --> 00:04:45,020 I have a kind of... condition. 82 00:04:49,230 --> 00:04:50,590 You're sweating a lot. 83 00:04:50,770 --> 00:04:51,230 Do you know that? 84 00:04:51,780 --> 00:04:53,150 I'm having kind of a hard time. 85 00:04:53,410 --> 00:04:54,090 A hard time what? 86 00:04:54,350 --> 00:04:56,730 Just breathing... actually. 87 00:04:59,370 --> 00:05:13,760 Name, please? 88 00:05:14,060 --> 00:05:14,640 Crystal Bryant. 89 00:05:14,940 --> 00:05:16,280 No, I meant him. 90 00:05:16,420 --> 00:05:17,420 Oh, I have no idea. 91 00:05:17,510 --> 00:05:18,816 Look, man, I don't even know him. 92 00:05:18,840 --> 00:05:19,200 Okay? 93 00:05:19,320 --> 00:05:22,180 He was just sitting on the beach, on his ass, and all of a sudden, 94 00:05:22,360 --> 00:05:23,360 kid has a heart attack. 95 00:05:23,465 --> 00:05:25,520 See if we have anything on a Taylor Ogburn. 96 00:05:26,160 --> 00:05:27,080 We need the EKG card. 97 00:05:27,081 --> 00:05:28,420 Crystal Bryant, I'm gonna have to ask you to leave now. 98 00:05:28,421 --> 00:05:29,861 Tell him that or he won't let me go. 99 00:05:29,900 --> 00:05:32,440 Taylor Ogburn, history of paroxysmal atrial tachycardia. 100 00:05:32,520 --> 00:05:32,720 Age? 101 00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:33,260 18. 102 00:05:33,520 --> 00:05:33,820 God! 103 00:05:34,420 --> 00:05:35,140 Number 18. 104 00:05:35,260 --> 00:05:35,700 IV's in. 105 00:05:35,760 --> 00:05:36,940 Do you think the pulse reading would be in order, doctor? 106 00:05:36,941 --> 00:05:38,461 Yeah, yeah, give me the pulse reading. 107 00:05:38,640 --> 00:05:39,640 200. 108 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:43,880 Yes, Bryant, that's not helping. 109 00:05:44,120 --> 00:05:45,300 Q10, 215. 110 00:05:45,900 --> 00:05:46,900 He's not converting. 111 00:05:46,901 --> 00:05:47,400 That's bad, right? 112 00:05:47,520 --> 00:05:47,740 220. 113 00:05:48,300 --> 00:05:49,300 You're amazing. 114 00:05:49,420 --> 00:05:50,420 240. 115 00:05:51,100 --> 00:05:51,460 250. 116 00:05:51,990 --> 00:05:52,920 We're gonna have to induce conversion. 117 00:05:52,980 --> 00:05:54,440 Get me four cc's of ATP. 118 00:05:54,800 --> 00:05:55,800 Jesus. 119 00:05:55,880 --> 00:05:56,240 Needles. 120 00:05:56,241 --> 00:05:58,260 Well, Miss Bryant, I'm not giving you the shot now, am I? 121 00:05:58,261 --> 00:05:58,560 You know what? 122 00:05:58,620 --> 00:05:59,656 You can just eat me, all right? 123 00:05:59,680 --> 00:06:00,880 Miss Bryant, you're fantastic. 124 00:06:01,280 --> 00:06:02,280 260. 125 00:06:02,320 --> 00:06:02,680 280. 126 00:06:02,840 --> 00:06:03,840 ATP. 127 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:04,920 Denosine triphosphate. 128 00:06:05,020 --> 00:06:07,516 Taylor, you're gonna feel a kind of warmth spreading up your arm. 129 00:06:07,540 --> 00:06:07,860 Yes? 130 00:06:08,040 --> 00:06:09,040 Ah! 131 00:06:11,420 --> 00:06:11,940 Something's wrong. 132 00:06:12,180 --> 00:06:12,740 No, you're fine. 133 00:06:12,880 --> 00:06:13,880 He's not fine. 134 00:06:13,980 --> 00:06:15,260 Miss Bryant, shut up. 135 00:06:15,500 --> 00:06:15,780 180. 136 00:06:16,060 --> 00:06:16,520 Yep, see? 137 00:06:16,900 --> 00:06:17,380 You're converting. 138 00:06:17,480 --> 00:06:17,720 You're fine. 139 00:06:17,960 --> 00:06:18,000 No. 140 00:06:18,001 --> 00:06:19,240 My heart is bleeding. 141 00:06:19,840 --> 00:06:21,440 I can feel it opening and bleeding. 142 00:06:21,940 --> 00:06:22,300 Fuck. 143 00:06:22,520 --> 00:06:22,880 Bleeding. 144 00:06:23,340 --> 00:06:24,340 I'm going down. 145 00:06:24,790 --> 00:06:26,056 I swear to God, I'm fucking going down. 146 00:06:26,080 --> 00:06:27,916 Nurse, can we get a couple of Valium for this crazy brat? 147 00:06:27,940 --> 00:06:29,560 I can't take Valium. 148 00:06:29,640 --> 00:06:30,640 I'm in the program. 149 00:06:31,320 --> 00:06:31,680 Oh. 150 00:06:32,320 --> 00:06:33,360 Somebody do something. 151 00:06:33,560 --> 00:06:33,940 Oh, I got honey. 152 00:06:34,140 --> 00:06:34,560 Hold on. 153 00:06:34,561 --> 00:06:35,260 Somebody help her. 154 00:06:35,380 --> 00:06:35,740 Honey, I can't. 155 00:06:35,840 --> 00:06:37,176 Jose, we need a little help in here. 156 00:06:37,200 --> 00:06:37,600 I'm gonna hit you on your back. 157 00:06:37,750 --> 00:06:38,750 Roll you over. 158 00:06:39,260 --> 00:06:39,620 Yeah. 159 00:06:39,700 --> 00:06:40,380 Just get her head. 160 00:06:40,460 --> 00:06:41,460 She's in the program. 161 00:06:41,540 --> 00:06:42,540 What program? 162 00:06:42,620 --> 00:06:43,620 A. 163 00:06:44,080 --> 00:06:45,080 All right. 164 00:06:45,800 --> 00:06:46,160 Yes. 165 00:06:46,161 --> 00:06:47,161 It's okay. 166 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:49,000 Yeah. 167 00:07:09,840 --> 00:07:12,050 My brother, Campbell, is a hot shit artist. 168 00:07:12,770 --> 00:07:15,030 I don't know if his paintings are good or bad. 169 00:07:15,430 --> 00:07:16,430 I do know they're big. 170 00:07:16,880 --> 00:07:18,749 So big, in fact, that when I stand before 171 00:07:18,750 --> 00:07:21,591 them, I can literally feel myself shrinking. 172 00:07:23,090 --> 00:07:24,090 No, thanks. 173 00:07:24,230 --> 00:07:24,690 Right. 174 00:07:24,790 --> 00:07:25,790 Sorry. 175 00:07:27,465 --> 00:07:29,025 How many times you faked the PAT thing? 176 00:07:29,720 --> 00:07:30,846 How do you know I ever faked it? 177 00:07:30,870 --> 00:07:31,870 I would. 178 00:07:32,850 --> 00:07:33,890 At my piano recital? 179 00:07:34,610 --> 00:07:35,270 At your wedding? 180 00:07:35,290 --> 00:07:36,290 Your show in Charleston? 181 00:07:36,370 --> 00:07:37,370 I knew it. 182 00:07:37,550 --> 00:07:40,250 I think there are more, but shame dulls my memory. 183 00:07:41,800 --> 00:07:42,880 Have you ever been in love? 184 00:07:42,970 --> 00:07:43,970 Negative. 185 00:07:44,220 --> 00:07:45,500 Well, what about Mary Elizabeth? 186 00:07:46,270 --> 00:07:49,670 I brought Mary Elizabeth to dinner a couple of weeks ago. 187 00:07:50,090 --> 00:07:54,210 So before dessert, Dad and I went out onto the porch to smoke a joint. 188 00:07:54,480 --> 00:07:55,720 When did Dad start smoking pot? 189 00:07:56,100 --> 00:07:58,570 He says, you ever notice, Mary Elizabeth has a bit of a beak. 190 00:07:59,640 --> 00:08:01,120 Imagine if she had a little mustache. 191 00:08:01,315 --> 00:08:02,950 She'd look just like Larry Bird. 192 00:08:03,290 --> 00:08:04,290 Oh, my God. 193 00:08:05,150 --> 00:08:05,850 He's right. 194 00:08:06,050 --> 00:08:07,050 Yep. 195 00:08:07,240 --> 00:08:09,250 Some things you just can't unsee. 196 00:08:10,000 --> 00:08:11,000 So I dumped him. 197 00:08:11,290 --> 00:08:11,750 Huh. 198 00:08:12,150 --> 00:08:12,610 Huh. 199 00:08:12,635 --> 00:08:14,850 Was there a point to this story or... 200 00:08:14,851 --> 00:08:16,789 The point is I think love is just a trick God plays on 201 00:08:16,813 --> 00:08:18,870 us so we don't feel ashamed of ourselves all the time. 202 00:08:19,535 --> 00:08:21,050 Weird to hear you talk about God. 203 00:08:22,515 --> 00:08:23,930 I mean, do you, you know, believe? 204 00:08:25,090 --> 00:08:26,090 Only marginally. 205 00:08:26,625 --> 00:08:28,070 And then only when it's convenient. 206 00:08:29,530 --> 00:08:31,670 What about Satan? 207 00:08:32,150 --> 00:08:33,150 What about him? 208 00:08:34,060 --> 00:08:34,730 Do you believe in him? 209 00:08:34,830 --> 00:08:35,830 Hell no. 210 00:08:36,165 --> 00:08:38,150 Who needs Satan when we have Republicans? 211 00:08:47,180 --> 00:08:48,180 Morning, Mr. Spencer. 212 00:09:09,100 --> 00:09:11,190 And a good morning to you, my lady of ladies. 213 00:09:16,950 --> 00:09:17,950 Good morning, Taylor. 214 00:09:20,050 --> 00:09:21,920 Has our Kingfisher arrived from New York? 215 00:09:22,160 --> 00:09:22,640 Not yet. 216 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:26,160 Oh, shoot a monkey. 217 00:09:27,740 --> 00:09:29,340 Well, a good time, I suppose. 218 00:09:29,341 --> 00:09:33,460 Vera is the bell of the honeysuckled sunny southern aphorism. 219 00:09:33,560 --> 00:09:36,700 All in good time, God works in mysterious ways. 220 00:09:37,140 --> 00:09:39,180 Everyone is doing the best they can. 221 00:09:39,910 --> 00:09:41,470 Vera, you know what I admire about you? 222 00:09:41,690 --> 00:09:42,690 I have no idea. 223 00:09:43,620 --> 00:09:44,680 But I'm dying to hear it. 224 00:09:44,950 --> 00:09:47,249 Your resolute cheeriness which flies in the face of 225 00:09:47,250 --> 00:09:50,620 the world's marauding armies of tragedy and darkness. 226 00:09:51,110 --> 00:09:54,140 I think some young southern boy has been reading too much Faulkner. 227 00:09:54,880 --> 00:09:56,440 Or if it's not one thing, it's another. 228 00:09:57,120 --> 00:09:58,360 There are dust devils everywhere. 229 00:09:58,361 --> 00:10:02,200 And our Kingfisher is somewhere between here and New York. 230 00:10:03,270 --> 00:10:04,590 But we'll muddle through somehow. 231 00:10:06,350 --> 00:10:08,580 Vera, when you were a girl... Oh, dear. 232 00:10:08,840 --> 00:10:10,080 What singers did you listen to? 233 00:10:10,230 --> 00:10:11,430 The same ones I listen to now. 234 00:10:11,950 --> 00:10:15,260 Frank Sinatra, Tony Bennett, Miss Joni Mitchell. 235 00:10:16,030 --> 00:10:19,820 And when they sang love songs, did you ever get the feeling that they 236 00:10:19,821 --> 00:10:22,720 were singing about something that you knew absolutely nothing about? 237 00:10:23,420 --> 00:10:24,420 Of course. 238 00:10:25,020 --> 00:10:26,160 Did you ever find out? 239 00:10:26,500 --> 00:10:27,340 Of course. 240 00:10:27,380 --> 00:10:28,380 And so will you. 241 00:10:29,900 --> 00:10:30,900 All in good time? 242 00:10:31,420 --> 00:10:32,420 You're young. 243 00:10:32,940 --> 00:10:33,940 Have faith, sweetness. 244 00:10:34,360 --> 00:10:35,360 Well, I'm late. 245 00:10:36,140 --> 00:10:36,600 Right. 246 00:10:36,810 --> 00:10:37,810 It's Tuesday morning. 247 00:10:38,210 --> 00:10:39,320 Yes, my little group. 248 00:10:41,160 --> 00:10:42,680 Vera, you want to know what I imagine? 249 00:10:42,760 --> 00:10:44,160 Imaginings of an 18-year-old? 250 00:10:44,360 --> 00:10:45,500 Darling, I'm not sure I do. 251 00:11:31,500 --> 00:11:32,130 It's my time. 252 00:11:32,410 --> 00:11:33,090 You ready? 253 00:11:33,320 --> 00:11:34,320 You got to go. 254 00:11:43,670 --> 00:12:06,900 Well, hello, dear. 255 00:12:08,210 --> 00:12:10,280 Hi, my name's Taryn, and I'm an alcoholic. 256 00:12:10,720 --> 00:12:11,720 Hi, Taryn. 257 00:12:13,320 --> 00:12:14,980 Is this your first meeting? 258 00:12:15,460 --> 00:12:16,460 Yes. 259 00:12:16,820 --> 00:12:18,780 I mean, I think I may have made a mistake. 260 00:12:19,460 --> 00:12:22,480 My child, if you're here, it's no mistake. 261 00:12:22,660 --> 00:12:25,820 ...the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. 262 00:12:25,980 --> 00:12:26,460 Welcome. 263 00:12:26,990 --> 00:12:29,830 First, I'd like to thank Susan for bringing the coffee and snacks today. 264 00:12:30,770 --> 00:12:32,620 And do we have any first-timers this morning? 265 00:12:33,380 --> 00:12:34,200 Bravely under the bridge. 266 00:12:34,380 --> 00:12:35,420 Oh, I don't think... 267 00:12:36,070 --> 00:12:37,160 Yes, you in the back. 268 00:12:39,900 --> 00:12:40,900 Hi. 269 00:12:41,250 --> 00:12:42,250 My name is Taylor. 270 00:12:42,480 --> 00:12:43,480 Oh, fuck. 271 00:12:43,640 --> 00:12:44,640 And I'm an alcoholic. 272 00:12:44,920 --> 00:12:45,920 Hi, Taylor. 273 00:12:46,240 --> 00:12:47,240 Welcome, Taylor. 274 00:12:47,420 --> 00:12:47,900 And... 275 00:12:48,125 --> 00:12:49,340 Keep coming back. 276 00:12:50,805 --> 00:12:53,107 All right, so we don't have any birthdays today, and those 277 00:12:53,108 --> 00:12:55,680 of you that got your chips this week got them Tuesday night. 278 00:12:55,860 --> 00:12:56,860 Congratulations. 279 00:12:57,550 --> 00:13:01,480 So, I guess it's time to introduce our speaker for this morning, Crystal. 280 00:13:07,130 --> 00:13:08,710 Hi, my name is Crystal. 281 00:13:09,070 --> 00:13:09,890 Hi, Crystal. 282 00:13:09,950 --> 00:13:12,730 And I'm an alcoholic and an addict. 283 00:13:15,590 --> 00:13:16,590 Okay. 284 00:13:17,470 --> 00:13:22,410 I did the stripper thing, I did the hooker thing, I did the heroin thing, 285 00:13:22,800 --> 00:13:26,730 because something inside of me couldn't stand the light of day. 286 00:13:27,340 --> 00:13:32,530 Everybody all normal, in shorts, throwing frisbees. 287 00:13:33,590 --> 00:13:34,590 Suckers. 288 00:13:35,210 --> 00:13:36,530 Why didn't they know what I knew? 289 00:13:37,770 --> 00:13:38,770 Sunlight is bullshit. 290 00:13:39,750 --> 00:13:41,150 Darkness is king. 291 00:13:42,060 --> 00:13:46,230 And drugs and booze were like the rain. 292 00:13:48,030 --> 00:13:55,410 But after the rain, I was left bone dry and praying for the stranger lying next to 293 00:13:55,411 --> 00:13:58,450 me to have the decency to go away before I open my eyes. 294 00:14:01,260 --> 00:14:05,450 Since I got clean, my eyes are open all the time. 295 00:14:09,510 --> 00:14:13,000 And the light is the truth that God is love. 296 00:14:17,870 --> 00:14:23,280 And the rain that washes me clean is the love that pours down on me in this room. 297 00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:48,520 Hi. 298 00:14:48,521 --> 00:14:49,040 Hello. 299 00:14:49,380 --> 00:14:50,380 Remember me? 300 00:14:50,680 --> 00:14:52,560 Yeah, you're that kid with the fucked up ticker. 301 00:14:52,700 --> 00:14:53,780 Yeah, and you're... Wait. 302 00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:57,200 I liked your speech. 303 00:14:57,620 --> 00:14:58,620 My speech? 304 00:14:59,360 --> 00:15:01,280 Man, I'm not exactly running for class president. 305 00:15:01,960 --> 00:15:02,360 Right. 306 00:15:02,440 --> 00:15:03,560 Well, I liked your whatever. 307 00:15:06,070 --> 00:15:09,180 So, I was wondering if I could buy you a cup of coffee. 308 00:15:09,181 --> 00:15:10,181 No. 309 00:15:18,090 --> 00:15:19,330 It's happening again, isn't it? 310 00:15:19,430 --> 00:15:19,610 What? 311 00:15:20,010 --> 00:15:20,790 The heart thing. 312 00:15:20,830 --> 00:15:21,590 It's happening again, right? 313 00:15:21,770 --> 00:15:22,150 No. 314 00:15:22,290 --> 00:15:23,650 Absolutely not. 315 00:15:25,195 --> 00:15:27,750 Look, man, I am not taking you to the hospital again. 316 00:15:28,490 --> 00:15:29,750 That was a one-time shot. 317 00:15:29,790 --> 00:15:29,930 No. 318 00:15:29,931 --> 00:15:29,930 Absolutely not. 319 00:15:29,931 --> 00:15:29,930 Look, man, I am not taking you to the hospital again. 320 00:15:29,931 --> 00:15:29,930 That was a one-time shot. 321 00:15:30,155 --> 00:15:35,410 You're not dying, are you? 322 00:15:35,770 --> 00:15:36,770 No. 323 00:15:37,085 --> 00:15:38,290 No, I'm not dying. 324 00:15:38,570 --> 00:15:40,730 And if I were you, I'd consider this a pretty good day. 325 00:15:52,430 --> 00:15:53,660 I'm so proud of you. 326 00:15:54,550 --> 00:15:55,550 Do you have a sponsor? 327 00:16:03,040 --> 00:16:06,350 Only when we were young, our toes wiggling at evening dew... 328 00:16:06,351 --> 00:16:09,970 Whenever my mother writes a new poem, we have a family get-together to celebrate. 329 00:16:10,290 --> 00:16:11,290 ...forgetting. 330 00:16:11,470 --> 00:16:14,650 Streetlights were old friends and the breath of eve sighed. 331 00:16:15,200 --> 00:16:16,360 No regretting, no regretting. 332 00:16:17,110 --> 00:16:22,303 The stars were lanterns hung just for us by a once in a 333 00:16:22,304 --> 00:16:27,230 blue, blue moon who wept as we slept and awoke too soon. 334 00:16:27,950 --> 00:16:28,950 Too soon. 335 00:16:32,430 --> 00:16:33,810 I have an announcement. 336 00:16:36,510 --> 00:16:37,510 I'm in love. 337 00:16:37,770 --> 00:16:38,150 You? 338 00:16:38,600 --> 00:16:39,600 Get the fuck out of here. 339 00:16:39,770 --> 00:16:41,730 Honest to God, Campbell, I met her at AA. 340 00:16:41,830 --> 00:16:43,190 When did you start drinking? 341 00:16:44,650 --> 00:16:45,270 I was really an alcoholic. 342 00:16:45,510 --> 00:16:49,230 I just went to a meeting by accident because Crystal was there. 343 00:16:49,350 --> 00:16:49,650 Crystal? 344 00:16:49,690 --> 00:16:50,886 Sounds like some kind of stripper. 345 00:16:50,910 --> 00:16:51,910 Well, she is. 346 00:16:52,110 --> 00:16:52,550 Was. 347 00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:54,170 Now, can I have a drink? 348 00:16:54,450 --> 00:16:56,230 Where is this Crystal from? 349 00:16:56,570 --> 00:16:57,570 Who cares? 350 00:16:57,650 --> 00:16:58,550 I love her. 351 00:16:58,670 --> 00:16:59,310 No, you don't. 352 00:16:59,520 --> 00:17:00,570 How the hell do you know? 353 00:17:01,085 --> 00:17:02,010 Can I have that drink now? 354 00:17:02,090 --> 00:17:03,210 No, your heart. 355 00:17:03,390 --> 00:17:03,870 No, no. 356 00:17:04,010 --> 00:17:05,170 My heart is fine. 357 00:17:05,410 --> 00:17:06,570 My heart is in love. 358 00:17:06,750 --> 00:17:07,390 I don't like this. 359 00:17:07,470 --> 00:17:08,810 I don't like this one bit. 360 00:17:09,030 --> 00:17:11,110 Love is... I don't know. 361 00:17:14,830 --> 00:17:15,230 Exactly. 362 00:17:15,450 --> 00:17:16,450 Very dangerous. 363 00:17:16,610 --> 00:17:16,790 Good. 364 00:17:16,930 --> 00:17:18,110 I could use a little danger. 365 00:17:18,190 --> 00:17:19,530 With the Jack Daniels chaser. 366 00:17:19,830 --> 00:17:22,510 You can tell a good bit about someone by where they're from. 367 00:17:22,630 --> 00:17:24,130 Did I ask you where she's from? 368 00:17:24,190 --> 00:17:24,510 You did. 369 00:17:24,690 --> 00:17:25,470 What did you say? 370 00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:27,110 Well, I didn't because I don't know. 371 00:17:27,625 --> 00:17:28,785 Now, can I have one of those? 372 00:17:28,910 --> 00:17:29,910 Give Romeo a shot. 373 00:17:30,150 --> 00:17:31,150 No. 374 00:17:31,270 --> 00:17:32,270 No. 375 00:17:32,910 --> 00:17:34,130 She thinks I'm a drunk. 376 00:17:34,270 --> 00:17:36,410 How can I be a drunk if I've never had a drink? 377 00:17:36,930 --> 00:17:37,930 It's one drink. 378 00:17:38,070 --> 00:17:38,670 Big deal. 379 00:17:38,750 --> 00:17:39,330 What can happen? 380 00:17:39,580 --> 00:17:40,650 Woo-hoo-hoo! 381 00:17:48,550 --> 00:17:49,630 Where is she? 382 00:17:50,230 --> 00:17:51,310 Tay-Tay. 383 00:17:51,865 --> 00:17:53,145 You're not gonna find out there. 384 00:17:53,740 --> 00:17:55,290 Well, not with that attitude. 385 00:17:55,590 --> 00:17:57,610 You don't understand, man. 386 00:17:58,255 --> 00:17:59,255 I'm in love. 387 00:18:00,440 --> 00:18:01,830 With a stripper junkie. 388 00:18:02,430 --> 00:18:03,430 She's more than that. 389 00:18:03,470 --> 00:18:04,470 Aren't we all? 390 00:18:06,130 --> 00:18:07,130 Me. 391 00:18:07,530 --> 00:18:08,530 In love. 392 00:18:09,310 --> 00:18:10,310 Instantly. 393 00:18:11,270 --> 00:18:12,270 Madly. 394 00:18:12,780 --> 00:18:14,230 Head over heels-ly. 395 00:18:15,050 --> 00:18:15,770 Oh, Tay-Tay. 396 00:18:15,910 --> 00:18:17,330 This is so sad, really. 397 00:18:17,940 --> 00:18:20,230 You have a near-death heart thing. 398 00:18:20,310 --> 00:18:21,630 You come out of it and bingo. 399 00:18:22,880 --> 00:18:23,670 Inters Latina. 400 00:18:23,750 --> 00:18:24,510 Queen of the South. 401 00:18:24,675 --> 00:18:25,990 Now you're in love? 402 00:18:26,880 --> 00:18:28,250 You just don't understand. 403 00:18:33,580 --> 00:18:35,840 What the fuck's going on with this red SUV? 404 00:18:36,890 --> 00:18:38,320 Been following us all night. 405 00:18:40,160 --> 00:18:41,360 Hey, you know this guy? 406 00:18:41,560 --> 00:18:42,560 Where are you? 407 00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:07,260 Greenwood Gallery. 408 00:19:07,460 --> 00:19:08,460 How may I? 409 00:19:09,300 --> 00:19:10,300 No. 410 00:19:10,820 --> 00:19:12,640 Actually, I feel like shit. 411 00:19:13,770 --> 00:19:15,100 Okay, I accept that. 412 00:19:15,160 --> 00:19:16,780 However, the marijuana was your idea. 413 00:19:18,420 --> 00:19:19,420 Opium? 414 00:19:20,620 --> 00:19:22,240 You are fucking A Tweety Bird, right? 415 00:19:22,260 --> 00:19:23,846 I want some more and it's all your fault. 416 00:19:23,870 --> 00:19:25,460 So goodbye and fuck you. 417 00:19:26,980 --> 00:19:27,980 Oh. 418 00:19:28,780 --> 00:19:29,220 Hello. 419 00:19:29,670 --> 00:19:32,240 I guess our fucking A Tweety Bird has arrived from the Bronx. 420 00:19:33,880 --> 00:19:34,880 Vera. 421 00:19:35,100 --> 00:19:36,340 I have something to confess. 422 00:19:36,720 --> 00:19:37,720 I'm sure you do. 423 00:19:38,430 --> 00:19:39,550 I'm not really an alcoholic. 424 00:19:40,410 --> 00:19:41,976 Well, God knows you don't smell like one. 425 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:43,820 I've decided to become your sponsor. 426 00:19:44,160 --> 00:19:45,160 You should be thrilled. 427 00:19:46,040 --> 00:19:47,640 Now, listen carefully, sweet, sweet boy. 428 00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:49,480 Step one. 429 00:19:49,930 --> 00:19:54,740 To admit that I am powerless over alcohol and that my life has become unmanageable. 430 00:19:54,960 --> 00:19:57,240 You don't have enough of a life for it to be unmanageable. 431 00:19:57,350 --> 00:19:58,560 And you're not an alcoholic. 432 00:20:00,320 --> 00:20:01,360 This heroin hooker. 433 00:20:01,800 --> 00:20:03,840 Chicks like her don't fall for guys like you. 434 00:20:03,980 --> 00:20:04,980 What's wrong with me? 435 00:20:06,720 --> 00:20:07,720 I'm a good guy. 436 00:20:08,010 --> 00:20:09,040 Chicks marry good guys. 437 00:20:09,080 --> 00:20:10,980 They fall fuck-happy in love with bad boys. 438 00:20:11,460 --> 00:20:12,460 Oh, my God. 439 00:20:13,845 --> 00:20:14,845 You're absolutely right. 440 00:20:15,890 --> 00:20:17,602 She looks at me like I'm a small jar of 441 00:20:17,603 --> 00:20:20,761 Miracle Whip wearing dockers and penny loafers. 442 00:20:21,260 --> 00:20:22,280 What can I do? 443 00:20:22,460 --> 00:20:23,460 Nothing. 444 00:20:23,500 --> 00:20:25,300 Your essential goodness sticks you completely. 445 00:20:28,530 --> 00:20:29,530 I can be bad. 446 00:20:31,570 --> 00:20:33,160 Go easy on that joint, Rook. 447 00:20:34,260 --> 00:20:35,260 Fuck easy. 448 00:20:35,500 --> 00:20:36,500 It's not bad. 449 00:20:40,140 --> 00:20:41,140 All right. 450 00:20:46,020 --> 00:20:47,020 Jesus. 451 00:20:47,220 --> 00:20:48,220 Okay. 452 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:49,500 Let's go. 453 00:20:49,740 --> 00:20:50,580 No, thanks. 454 00:20:50,680 --> 00:20:52,380 I'm going to French's for a frosty. 455 00:20:53,120 --> 00:20:54,760 But you said that you would come to, uh... 456 00:20:55,620 --> 00:20:56,620 Jesus. 457 00:20:56,740 --> 00:20:57,740 Me too. 458 00:20:59,940 --> 00:21:01,080 You think they'll notice? 459 00:21:01,300 --> 00:21:02,060 Just sit in the back. 460 00:21:02,120 --> 00:21:03,120 Pretend you're invisible. 461 00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:04,160 Just like school. 462 00:21:04,760 --> 00:21:05,760 All right. 463 00:21:07,580 --> 00:21:08,580 Cool. 464 00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:18,920 Friend, I need a serenity To accept the things I cannot change The courage to 465 00:21:19,120 --> 00:21:20,840 change I don't think she's here, sweetheart. 466 00:21:21,070 --> 00:21:22,260 Perhaps she's at the gallery. 467 00:21:23,170 --> 00:21:24,466 You work at the gallery, don't you? 468 00:21:24,490 --> 00:21:25,490 If memory serves. 469 00:21:25,620 --> 00:21:26,620 Quite the crowd today. 470 00:21:27,580 --> 00:21:30,580 And there is no mystery as to why. 471 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:34,400 Unfortunately, our speaker has been delayed. 472 00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:38,100 So in the meantime, Oh, well. 473 00:21:38,820 --> 00:21:39,820 Here he is now. 474 00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:16,080 I am Bo. 475 00:22:17,380 --> 00:22:18,780 And I'm an alcoholic and an addict. 476 00:22:19,120 --> 00:22:20,120 Hi, Bo. 477 00:22:21,920 --> 00:22:24,019 When I first joined AA, I was hoping that the 478 00:22:24,020 --> 00:22:27,161 men would fear me and the women would love me. 479 00:22:28,140 --> 00:22:30,280 Now the men love me and the women fear me. 480 00:22:34,590 --> 00:22:36,300 I started smoking pot when I was 12. 481 00:22:36,930 --> 00:22:42,060 My parents used to tell me every time I got high, I was welcoming Satan into my soul. 482 00:22:42,140 --> 00:22:43,140 Satan? 483 00:22:43,560 --> 00:22:44,760 He's being metaphorical, dear. 484 00:22:45,780 --> 00:22:49,870 And it took 30 years of using and a million 485 00:22:49,871 --> 00:22:53,961 miles of bad road to realize they were right. 486 00:22:54,280 --> 00:22:55,420 Satan was in my soul. 487 00:22:56,140 --> 00:22:57,360 I guess he's not being metaphorical. 488 00:22:57,361 --> 00:22:58,480 Satan became my best pal. 489 00:22:59,450 --> 00:23:00,570 I have something to confess. 490 00:23:00,840 --> 00:23:01,560 I can't. 491 00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:04,480 The devil has been in my soul since I was 7. 492 00:23:04,481 --> 00:23:06,760 And I am very, very stoned. 493 00:23:07,200 --> 00:23:08,200 Fear. 494 00:23:08,515 --> 00:23:09,995 The fear that woke me in the morning. 495 00:23:10,360 --> 00:23:11,380 Fear of the dark. 496 00:23:11,860 --> 00:23:12,900 Too much light. 497 00:23:14,090 --> 00:23:15,210 My reflection in the mirror. 498 00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:17,800 Girls. 499 00:23:19,080 --> 00:23:19,600 Clowns. 500 00:23:19,740 --> 00:23:20,740 My father. 501 00:23:21,560 --> 00:23:22,560 Silence. 502 00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:24,760 And just about everything else in between. 503 00:23:26,070 --> 00:23:30,020 But with my best friend Satan, I was never afraid. 504 00:23:32,550 --> 00:23:33,550 And I was never alone. 505 00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:38,140 And then one afternoon, I woke up in Motel Hell. 506 00:23:39,460 --> 00:23:40,460 We've all been there. 507 00:23:43,580 --> 00:23:45,660 Empty bottles of Thunderbird all over the place. 508 00:23:46,020 --> 00:23:47,020 Roaches. 509 00:23:47,160 --> 00:23:48,160 Both kinds. 510 00:23:49,020 --> 00:23:50,540 Weird shit written all over the walls. 511 00:23:51,300 --> 00:23:52,300 Flies. 512 00:23:52,460 --> 00:23:53,540 Buzzing around the syringe. 513 00:23:55,880 --> 00:23:57,640 And something really sticky in my hair. 514 00:23:59,420 --> 00:24:00,420 And then a voice. 515 00:24:02,300 --> 00:24:03,660 Welcome to the end of the line. 516 00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:07,600 Whose voice? 517 00:24:08,600 --> 00:24:09,600 Whose voice? 518 00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:10,680 And then I'm praying. 519 00:24:11,620 --> 00:24:12,620 To who? 520 00:24:13,820 --> 00:24:14,860 And then I'm on my Harley. 521 00:24:16,940 --> 00:24:17,940 Who's driving? 522 00:24:20,540 --> 00:24:21,580 And then I'm in a meeting. 523 00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:23,800 Who brought me here? 524 00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:25,680 We know who. 525 00:24:26,670 --> 00:24:27,670 We all know who. 526 00:24:28,370 --> 00:24:29,820 God as we understand him. 527 00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:31,600 I think God brought us. 528 00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:34,200 All of us together. 529 00:24:35,695 --> 00:24:37,620 And I think faith keeps us coming back. 530 00:24:41,510 --> 00:24:42,710 The faith that gives us wings. 531 00:24:44,100 --> 00:24:46,110 Or at least a soft place to land. 532 00:25:05,250 --> 00:25:10,290 In my father's book, The History of Om, all the major guys, you know, Buddha and 533 00:25:10,291 --> 00:25:13,870 Christ and Muhammad, all talk about how you must be reborn. 534 00:25:14,190 --> 00:25:15,670 You must be reborn. 535 00:25:16,660 --> 00:25:18,510 But I'd always get bored and stop reading. 536 00:25:18,630 --> 00:25:21,090 So I never knew exactly why you had to be reborn. 537 00:25:29,080 --> 00:25:30,080 Until now. 538 00:25:53,480 --> 00:25:54,480 Hey, sport. 539 00:25:56,420 --> 00:25:57,420 What happened to you? 540 00:25:58,900 --> 00:26:01,540 Eating out, busy being born, is busy dying, y'all. 541 00:26:04,340 --> 00:26:05,340 You want a ride? 542 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:07,760 Maybe my back of the bike days are long gone. 543 00:26:09,270 --> 00:26:10,270 Now why is that? 544 00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:15,481 I get the wind in my hair and I start feeling a little too free if you follow me. 545 00:26:15,840 --> 00:26:16,840 So I walk. 546 00:26:17,940 --> 00:26:18,940 One step at a time. 547 00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:33,840 My boy. 548 00:26:34,740 --> 00:26:37,440 In the penny loafers and the sport coat on the beach. 549 00:26:37,780 --> 00:26:38,780 What about him? 550 00:26:39,120 --> 00:26:40,120 A lot. 551 00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:43,660 In a coat and tie. 552 00:26:46,040 --> 00:26:47,760 I was thinking that if I looked normal... 553 00:26:48,520 --> 00:26:49,520 I get the picture. 554 00:26:49,740 --> 00:26:51,640 Inside I was a zoo parade of fear. 555 00:26:53,270 --> 00:26:54,270 Fear of everything. 556 00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:55,880 Fear of the dark. 557 00:26:56,580 --> 00:26:58,040 My reflection in the mirror. 558 00:26:59,240 --> 00:26:59,740 Fear of the dark. 559 00:26:59,760 --> 00:27:00,760 Girls. 560 00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:01,840 My father. 561 00:27:03,280 --> 00:27:03,840 Clowns. 562 00:27:04,100 --> 00:27:04,660 Thunder. 563 00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:06,060 My shadow. 564 00:27:06,460 --> 00:27:07,540 The sound of my heartbeat. 565 00:27:08,780 --> 00:27:09,780 Life. 566 00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:11,560 Death. 567 00:27:12,450 --> 00:27:13,490 And everything in between. 568 00:27:14,405 --> 00:27:16,245 Guess that would explain the whole heart thing. 569 00:27:19,500 --> 00:27:20,500 Guess it would. 570 00:27:22,550 --> 00:27:24,000 I think God got us here. 571 00:27:26,160 --> 00:27:27,000 All together. 572 00:27:27,180 --> 00:27:28,180 All together. 573 00:27:28,540 --> 00:27:30,740 And I think faith keeps us coming back. 574 00:27:31,900 --> 00:27:33,520 The faith that gives us wings. 575 00:27:34,950 --> 00:27:36,640 Or at least a soft place to land. 576 00:27:39,375 --> 00:27:40,375 How old are you? 577 00:27:41,360 --> 00:27:42,360 18. 578 00:27:44,035 --> 00:27:45,035 You sure don't talk 18. 579 00:27:47,660 --> 00:27:49,140 I have a very old soul. 580 00:27:53,350 --> 00:27:54,350 Hey, Ma! 581 00:27:55,550 --> 00:27:56,110 What's up? 582 00:27:56,111 --> 00:27:57,111 I got math. 583 00:28:09,070 --> 00:28:10,070 Hey, baby. 584 00:28:34,960 --> 00:28:35,960 Evening, son. 585 00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:39,180 And what a lovely evening it is. 586 00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:40,720 Am I right? 587 00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:42,280 Soft. 588 00:28:42,500 --> 00:28:43,500 You know what I mean? 589 00:28:43,540 --> 00:28:44,540 Like velvet. 590 00:28:45,610 --> 00:28:47,080 Like that part of a woman. 591 00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:48,360 Can I help you? 592 00:28:49,235 --> 00:28:53,860 You know a night like this makes a man wish he was big enough to fuck it. 593 00:28:57,840 --> 00:28:58,900 And I am. 594 00:29:04,290 --> 00:29:05,450 You don't believe me? 595 00:29:06,850 --> 00:29:07,850 Ask her. 596 00:29:21,740 --> 00:29:22,740 Holy shit. 597 00:29:23,980 --> 00:29:25,260 Your P.A.T. 598 00:29:25,340 --> 00:29:26,520 thing must have gone crazy. 599 00:29:26,780 --> 00:29:27,540 Well, that's the strange part. 600 00:29:27,780 --> 00:29:28,780 It didn't. 601 00:29:28,820 --> 00:29:29,920 Why do you think? 602 00:29:30,480 --> 00:29:31,920 I think it's because I was being Bo. 603 00:29:32,180 --> 00:29:33,180 Who's Bo? 604 00:29:34,450 --> 00:29:36,396 You know, I think I could be really good at being Bo. 605 00:29:36,420 --> 00:29:37,660 The fuck are you talking about? 606 00:29:38,070 --> 00:29:39,140 Bo is my paintbrush. 607 00:29:41,430 --> 00:29:42,750 Henceforth, I paint myself in Bo. 608 00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:44,520 Who the fuck is Bo? 609 00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:47,140 Why are you walking like that? 610 00:29:48,160 --> 00:29:49,160 It's my Bo walk. 611 00:29:50,130 --> 00:29:51,130 You know, cool. 612 00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:53,200 With an undercurrent of tragedy. 613 00:29:53,660 --> 00:29:56,780 I'm detached from the worldly bullshit but in touch with the pain. 614 00:29:58,160 --> 00:29:59,160 There she is. 615 00:30:03,770 --> 00:30:06,380 Dude, she's too much for your little life, Tay-Tay. 616 00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:09,360 Not for Bo's. 617 00:30:11,460 --> 00:30:20,460 Son of a bitch! 618 00:30:20,520 --> 00:30:21,060 What happened? 619 00:30:21,220 --> 00:30:22,220 My kid. 620 00:30:22,420 --> 00:30:23,420 He got into a fight. 621 00:30:23,460 --> 00:30:26,300 What kind of sick fucker would start a fight with a kid in a wheelchair? 622 00:30:26,710 --> 00:30:27,600 My kid started it. 623 00:30:27,660 --> 00:30:27,980 Bobby. 624 00:30:28,150 --> 00:30:29,180 Bobby always starts it. 625 00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:31,000 Boyer Stones, does he ever actually win? 626 00:30:31,260 --> 00:30:32,260 Bobby always wins. 627 00:30:32,600 --> 00:30:34,360 He runs them down and then he runs them over. 628 00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:35,600 Lots of anger, your boy. 629 00:30:40,890 --> 00:30:41,890 You know what? 630 00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:45,200 Pardon my fucking French, but exactly what the fuck are you doing in my car? 631 00:30:45,330 --> 00:30:46,330 Just riding shotgun. 632 00:30:47,180 --> 00:30:49,642 Trying to be your pal and searching the horizon for 633 00:30:49,742 --> 00:30:52,110 the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change. 634 00:30:55,130 --> 00:30:56,770 He's got a lot to be angry about. 635 00:30:58,290 --> 00:30:59,530 His father was driving. 636 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:02,130 He was so loaded he backed over him in the driveway. 637 00:31:02,450 --> 00:31:03,710 He didn't come back either. 638 00:31:07,640 --> 00:31:10,100 This is usually where my gentleman colors get out. 639 00:31:10,460 --> 00:31:11,460 Yeah? 640 00:31:12,060 --> 00:31:15,060 Well, fuck them if they can't take a joke. 641 00:31:38,670 --> 00:31:39,670 Which? 642 00:31:40,120 --> 00:31:41,760 Just suspended because I didn't start it. 643 00:31:42,490 --> 00:31:43,490 Give me the cigarette. 644 00:31:43,650 --> 00:31:44,650 What cigarette? 645 00:31:44,830 --> 00:31:46,590 Why don't you give your mother the cigarette? 646 00:31:47,270 --> 00:31:48,430 Why don't you eat my ass? 647 00:31:57,550 --> 00:31:58,770 Can I, uh... 648 00:31:59,350 --> 00:32:00,350 help? 649 00:32:03,990 --> 00:32:04,990 Nope. 650 00:32:07,830 --> 00:32:09,270 You tricked that thing out yourself. 651 00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:11,200 Trick? 652 00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:30,860 Guess who I think I saw today? 653 00:32:31,140 --> 00:32:31,900 I have no idea. 654 00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:33,160 Oh, I bet you do. 655 00:32:33,580 --> 00:32:34,880 He went back to civilization. 656 00:32:34,900 --> 00:32:35,540 Says you. 657 00:32:35,660 --> 00:32:38,080 I saw him outside the window in biology, lurking. 658 00:32:38,260 --> 00:32:39,040 No, you didn't. 659 00:32:39,180 --> 00:32:39,860 Yes, I did. 660 00:32:39,940 --> 00:32:41,996 I know lurking when I see it and that fucker was lurking. 661 00:32:42,020 --> 00:32:44,580 Freaking me out while I was in the middle of dissecting the frog. 662 00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:46,376 What the fuck is he doing here anyway, huh? 663 00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:47,520 Lurking like a motherfucker. 664 00:32:47,660 --> 00:32:50,220 Can we watch the language for one fucking second, please? 665 00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:04,520 Who's the kid lurking in the backseat? 666 00:33:05,380 --> 00:33:05,740 I. 667 00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:07,900 Did my mom tell you about lurker number one? 668 00:33:08,100 --> 00:33:11,900 I guess your mom will tell me all about whomever when the time is right. 669 00:33:14,180 --> 00:33:14,980 What makes you think that? 670 00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:16,680 I think you're gonna be around long enough. 671 00:33:19,060 --> 00:33:21,980 I have to get back to work or the manager will fire me. 672 00:33:25,190 --> 00:33:26,320 Keep fucking smiling. 673 00:33:28,580 --> 00:33:30,380 Could you get this dimwit home for me, please? 674 00:33:30,480 --> 00:33:31,220 No, that's okay, mom. 675 00:33:31,400 --> 00:33:32,000 I can walk. 676 00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:33,240 Yeah. 677 00:33:40,420 --> 00:33:41,980 I feel bad that you're in a wheelchair. 678 00:33:43,670 --> 00:33:44,670 But not that bad. 679 00:33:44,760 --> 00:33:46,800 I got enough shit to keep me awake at night. 680 00:33:48,055 --> 00:33:52,320 And if you think that I'm gonna act like I feel bad for you in front of your mother 681 00:33:52,321 --> 00:33:55,420 just so I can get in her pants, well, you got your head up, you young ass. 682 00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:57,720 And know this. 683 00:33:58,860 --> 00:34:02,660 I'm not just another guy that's out of your life before you know his last name. 684 00:34:04,420 --> 00:34:05,420 Kid. 685 00:34:06,580 --> 00:34:07,580 How old are you, man? 686 00:34:08,940 --> 00:34:09,940 Eighteen. 687 00:34:13,870 --> 00:34:16,230 You're hitting on my mom and you're two years older than me? 688 00:34:16,770 --> 00:34:17,770 Fucking beautiful. 689 00:34:18,030 --> 00:34:19,030 Eighteen. 690 00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:21,510 I have a very old soul. 691 00:34:22,490 --> 00:34:24,530 I hope you didn't try that tired old line on my mom. 692 00:34:36,620 --> 00:34:40,000 I would have thought only old bags would work in a joint like this. 693 00:34:40,540 --> 00:34:41,540 Or gay guys. 694 00:34:42,100 --> 00:34:43,100 Fucking birds. 695 00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:47,020 I'm running the joint while the old bag is having a procedure. 696 00:34:48,100 --> 00:34:49,100 Cancer, huh? 697 00:34:49,420 --> 00:34:51,000 No, not cancer. 698 00:34:51,140 --> 00:34:52,140 A procedure. 699 00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:53,600 Jesus. 700 00:34:57,660 --> 00:34:58,660 Hey. 701 00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:00,280 What's this one? 702 00:35:00,970 --> 00:35:02,080 Oh, the trumpeter swan. 703 00:35:03,620 --> 00:35:04,620 You like it? 704 00:35:04,980 --> 00:35:05,980 I don't know. 705 00:35:06,680 --> 00:35:07,700 It's my favorite. 706 00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:10,240 I've never seen one in real life. 707 00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:14,180 This song is supposed to be amazing. 708 00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:16,960 It only sings when it flies. 709 00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:18,980 I get that. 710 00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:21,600 Somebody painted this? 711 00:35:22,380 --> 00:35:23,380 Somebody did. 712 00:35:25,120 --> 00:35:26,800 I think I'm going to cry. 713 00:35:27,260 --> 00:35:28,260 Really? 714 00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:30,280 Bobby. 715 00:35:30,850 --> 00:35:32,050 Didn't get to catch your name. 716 00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:35,920 Taylor. 717 00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:37,960 Oh, shit. 718 00:35:38,560 --> 00:35:39,560 Taylor. 719 00:35:40,645 --> 00:35:42,800 Name like that, sweet face like yours. 720 00:35:43,870 --> 00:35:46,240 Where I've been, you'd be fucking prom queen. 721 00:35:49,050 --> 00:35:51,210 I'm going to have to ask you to put that cigarette out. 722 00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:54,800 Sucking up to the boy to bone my old lady. 723 00:35:55,830 --> 00:35:56,780 You're obvious, sir. 724 00:35:56,781 --> 00:35:58,480 Like balls on a tall dog. 725 00:36:00,920 --> 00:36:02,060 Let's take a ride. 726 00:36:03,580 --> 00:36:04,580 Come on. 727 00:36:08,540 --> 00:36:09,840 One more step, motherfucker. 728 00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:13,760 Oh. 729 00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:18,180 You got me all shook up. 730 00:36:26,860 --> 00:36:27,500 Ow. 731 00:36:27,501 --> 00:36:28,501 Ow. 732 00:36:29,720 --> 00:36:33,700 Now you see here, I'm going to take the boy back to his mama. 733 00:36:34,060 --> 00:36:37,760 Then I'm going to fall on my knees and beg her to forgive me and take me back. 734 00:36:38,410 --> 00:36:40,610 Then we're going to go back to Savannah where we belong. 735 00:36:40,720 --> 00:36:44,831 And she'll thank me too, as you should, for being a gentleman 736 00:36:44,832 --> 00:36:48,560 and not turning your fucking lights out right here and now. 737 00:36:56,420 --> 00:36:56,920 Let's go. 738 00:36:56,921 --> 00:36:58,780 Kind of stunned it doesn't hurt more. 739 00:37:00,460 --> 00:37:01,460 Get on. 740 00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:05,000 All right, go. 741 00:37:06,140 --> 00:37:07,140 Whoa. 742 00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:10,480 Keep going, come on. 743 00:37:11,220 --> 00:37:12,140 He's not getting up. 744 00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:13,000 I think we're all right. 745 00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:14,120 Oh, my God! 746 00:37:15,700 --> 00:37:16,320 You're happy. 747 00:37:16,620 --> 00:37:17,780 Thanks a lot. 748 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:19,300 Tell me something I don't know. 749 00:37:19,420 --> 00:37:19,900 Do you see him? 750 00:37:20,140 --> 00:37:21,320 No, I don't see him. 751 00:37:21,380 --> 00:37:22,020 I don't see him. 752 00:37:22,060 --> 00:37:24,760 You know, I really think I need to go to the hospital. 753 00:37:24,761 --> 00:37:25,761 Oh, shit. 754 00:37:27,720 --> 00:37:28,740 Oh, my God. 755 00:37:29,700 --> 00:37:30,700 Oh, God. 756 00:37:31,240 --> 00:37:32,240 Oh, God. 757 00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:36,920 Oh, shit. 758 00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:39,320 Yes! 759 00:37:39,660 --> 00:37:40,220 Yes! 760 00:37:40,620 --> 00:37:41,540 All right, go. 761 00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:42,020 Come on. 762 00:37:42,160 --> 00:37:43,560 This thing can go faster than that. 763 00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:46,220 Fuck you, Willie. 764 00:37:47,740 --> 00:37:48,740 Whoo! 765 00:37:50,330 --> 00:37:51,330 Dr. Farley? 766 00:37:53,760 --> 00:37:56,381 Oh, another episode of... No. 767 00:37:56,540 --> 00:37:58,660 But apparently, I've been stabbed. 768 00:37:58,960 --> 00:37:59,120 Whoa! 769 00:37:59,430 --> 00:38:00,480 Get back, Loretta. 770 00:38:00,580 --> 00:38:01,580 Okay. 771 00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:04,700 I'm afraid I'm gonna have to ask you to leave. 772 00:38:04,780 --> 00:38:06,060 Immediate family only. 773 00:38:06,300 --> 00:38:06,760 Oh, it's all right. 774 00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:07,800 This is my cousin. 775 00:38:08,900 --> 00:38:09,900 Once removed. 776 00:38:10,220 --> 00:38:11,220 Who did this to you? 777 00:38:11,700 --> 00:38:12,700 The devil. 778 00:38:13,350 --> 00:38:14,350 I don't have any gloves. 779 00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:15,720 Don't be such a pussy. 780 00:38:15,980 --> 00:38:16,980 Willie isn't the devil. 781 00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:18,400 Should I be bleeding this much? 782 00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:19,740 I don't have any damn gloves. 783 00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:23,340 Anybody who believes in the devil should give people more credit. 784 00:38:23,740 --> 00:38:24,420 Right on. 785 00:38:24,690 --> 00:38:25,690 Maybe some stitches. 786 00:38:26,570 --> 00:38:28,620 You can't believe the people that I see in here. 787 00:38:28,910 --> 00:38:30,020 Those stupid people. 788 00:38:30,200 --> 00:38:31,560 People who smoke really bad. 789 00:38:32,210 --> 00:38:33,490 People without proper insurance. 790 00:38:34,090 --> 00:38:37,440 People that are just really sick and they're just gonna die. 791 00:38:37,620 --> 00:38:39,060 No matter what I do. 792 00:38:40,450 --> 00:38:41,920 You can't smoke in here. 793 00:38:42,540 --> 00:38:43,480 Ah, fuck it. 794 00:38:43,500 --> 00:38:43,960 Give me a drink. 795 00:38:44,510 --> 00:38:46,430 Honest to God, I think I just need some stitches. 796 00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:48,940 You are a pussy. 797 00:38:49,240 --> 00:38:50,260 It's just a flesh wound. 798 00:38:51,470 --> 00:38:52,470 You know... 799 00:38:54,380 --> 00:38:57,440 You know, Bobby, sometimes I wonder why I do what I do. 800 00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:01,520 Well, maybe, before you try to cure the sick, you ought to forgive them. 801 00:39:06,850 --> 00:39:07,850 You're right. 802 00:39:09,450 --> 00:39:10,450 Of course. 803 00:39:13,300 --> 00:39:14,380 I'm just a terrible doctor. 804 00:39:15,010 --> 00:39:15,450 Yeah. 805 00:39:15,980 --> 00:39:17,610 Dr. Farley, please report to admitting. 806 00:39:17,810 --> 00:39:18,810 Dr. Farley? 807 00:39:21,250 --> 00:39:22,250 My leg? 808 00:39:28,020 --> 00:39:29,020 Jesus Christ. 809 00:39:30,100 --> 00:39:31,100 Can I forgive them? 810 00:39:31,330 --> 00:39:32,330 You're pretty smart. 811 00:39:32,530 --> 00:39:33,530 Here's how smart I am. 812 00:39:34,185 --> 00:39:37,505 I know that now that old Willie's back in the picture, you have no shot with my mom. 813 00:39:37,600 --> 00:39:38,600 No shot at all. 814 00:39:39,050 --> 00:39:41,220 Not that you ever did, Mr. Old Soul. 815 00:39:42,180 --> 00:39:43,420 Does she love him? 816 00:39:43,860 --> 00:39:44,980 My mom's cleaned up her act. 817 00:39:45,080 --> 00:39:46,080 A lot. 818 00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:48,556 That's one last thing she's addicted to that she'll never shake. 819 00:39:48,580 --> 00:39:49,580 What's that? 820 00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:50,960 Misery. 821 00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:52,400 Think you can walk? 822 00:39:53,260 --> 00:39:54,260 Much obliged. 823 00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:55,440 All right. 824 00:39:57,180 --> 00:39:58,440 You should forget it. 825 00:39:58,940 --> 00:40:00,740 Willie eats white boys like you for breakfast. 826 00:40:01,860 --> 00:40:05,600 After a million miles of bad road, I can handle a guy like Willie. 827 00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:06,280 Yeah, yeah. 828 00:40:06,380 --> 00:40:07,380 Fucking little... 829 00:40:14,330 --> 00:40:15,660 What the hell happened to you? 830 00:40:17,040 --> 00:40:18,040 I'll meet you outside. 831 00:40:20,500 --> 00:40:21,500 Um... 832 00:40:21,755 --> 00:40:22,755 It's kind of complicated. 833 00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:25,540 Is it all right if I lie now and tell you the truth later? 834 00:40:25,740 --> 00:40:26,360 Of course. 835 00:40:26,740 --> 00:40:27,740 I fail. 836 00:40:28,030 --> 00:40:29,040 I'm so sorry. 837 00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:31,580 This is a new look for you. 838 00:40:32,480 --> 00:40:34,240 Yes, it's very bold. 839 00:40:35,445 --> 00:40:37,060 Ooh, my, my, my. 840 00:40:38,620 --> 00:40:40,180 It wasn't just a procedure, was it? 841 00:40:41,560 --> 00:40:42,560 Course not. 842 00:40:43,340 --> 00:40:44,780 You know us old Southern Bells. 843 00:40:46,640 --> 00:40:48,381 Is it... Cancer? 844 00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:49,400 Course. 845 00:40:49,880 --> 00:40:50,880 Fuck. 846 00:40:54,240 --> 00:40:55,300 Ask where. 847 00:40:55,660 --> 00:40:56,660 Oh. 848 00:40:57,690 --> 00:40:58,940 Here, there, everywhere. 849 00:41:01,020 --> 00:41:02,020 Are you scared? 850 00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:03,880 I'm not afraid. 851 00:41:05,390 --> 00:41:06,820 Dear heart, my soul's an old pro. 852 00:41:08,230 --> 00:41:10,940 But my body's a rookie who can't seem to hit a sliding curve. 853 00:41:12,990 --> 00:41:18,100 However, as your sponsor... No, Vera, don't worry about that. 854 00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:19,640 I want to make sure... 855 00:41:21,820 --> 00:41:23,740 we got through all 12 steps. 856 00:41:24,590 --> 00:41:26,580 Before I set sail for the great perhaps. 857 00:41:28,340 --> 00:41:29,340 So... 858 00:41:29,930 --> 00:41:32,220 taking three or four giant steps at a time... 859 00:41:32,670 --> 00:41:33,840 here's basically the idea. 860 00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:36,360 Don't drink. 861 00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:37,920 Don't use. 862 00:41:38,800 --> 00:41:39,800 Don't lie. 863 00:41:40,720 --> 00:41:41,720 Ever. 864 00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:42,840 To anyone. 865 00:41:43,720 --> 00:41:44,720 Especially to yourself. 866 00:41:46,420 --> 00:41:47,420 Be kind. 867 00:41:48,780 --> 00:41:49,800 Be fearless. 868 00:41:51,020 --> 00:41:52,020 Be gentle. 869 00:41:53,380 --> 00:41:54,380 Find God. 870 00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:56,960 Talk to him daily. 871 00:41:58,990 --> 00:41:59,990 Then keep coming back. 872 00:42:04,960 --> 00:42:10,290 What if I keep coming back, and all of a sudden I find myself getting in way, 873 00:42:11,925 --> 00:42:12,970 way too deep? 874 00:42:14,720 --> 00:42:16,630 That's my favorite place in the whole world. 875 00:42:17,430 --> 00:42:18,470 Too deep. 876 00:42:20,870 --> 00:42:21,870 Oh, lordy, damn. 877 00:42:23,830 --> 00:42:25,670 To be young and in too deep. 878 00:42:28,030 --> 00:42:31,110 To be young You keep coming back too, okay? 879 00:42:32,420 --> 00:42:34,730 Don, I'll keep coming back till I get it right. 880 00:42:47,470 --> 00:42:50,120 So, after the accident, my father took off. 881 00:42:50,890 --> 00:42:53,920 Six months later they found him in the motel room and I spayed the details. 882 00:42:56,450 --> 00:42:57,880 I can't walk and he kills himself. 883 00:42:58,640 --> 00:42:59,640 What's up with that? 884 00:43:01,200 --> 00:43:02,200 It's fucked up. 885 00:43:03,340 --> 00:43:05,380 I guess somewhere along the lines I decided to live. 886 00:43:06,110 --> 00:43:09,580 But my mom, she didn't really decide one way or the other. 887 00:43:10,510 --> 00:43:13,040 So she just lives and dies at the same time. 888 00:43:14,805 --> 00:43:16,900 Then really showed up and you know the other stuff. 889 00:43:21,460 --> 00:43:22,460 Let's get you home. 890 00:43:25,630 --> 00:43:28,370 Listen, I just want you to know, before you jump into our lives, 891 00:43:28,750 --> 00:43:30,510 man, this might be a good time to reconsider. 892 00:43:45,840 --> 00:43:46,440 Come on! 893 00:43:46,441 --> 00:43:47,441 Alright, here we go! 894 00:43:57,580 --> 00:43:59,000 That was excellent. 895 00:43:59,220 --> 00:44:00,220 Ow! 896 00:44:00,650 --> 00:44:01,650 Are you alright? 897 00:44:02,460 --> 00:44:03,460 Yeah. 898 00:44:04,040 --> 00:44:05,040 What the hell? 899 00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:08,000 Where's the van? 900 00:44:08,400 --> 00:44:09,800 What the hell happened to your leg? 901 00:44:09,840 --> 00:44:10,840 Willie. 902 00:44:18,060 --> 00:44:19,060 What? 903 00:44:20,340 --> 00:44:21,340 Him. 904 00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:42,360 How the hell was I supposed to know what you were trying to say? 905 00:44:42,660 --> 00:44:46,029 When I look back to stop, I hit the curb and I swear to God 906 00:44:46,030 --> 00:44:49,100 I saw you go ten feet like a ballistic missile or something. 907 00:44:49,140 --> 00:44:50,460 That doesn't look so hot. 908 00:44:50,960 --> 00:44:54,140 Yeah, well, it is what it is. 909 00:44:55,210 --> 00:44:56,210 Take off your pants. 910 00:44:56,240 --> 00:44:58,100 Nope, in the exit line if there ever was one. 911 00:44:58,410 --> 00:44:59,410 Good night, kids. 912 00:44:59,690 --> 00:45:00,960 Thanks for not killing me, bro. 913 00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:14,460 Well, uh, we need to take you to the hospital. 914 00:45:14,461 --> 00:45:15,461 Oh, we went. 915 00:45:15,820 --> 00:45:18,460 But your son there sent Dr. Farley into an existential tailspin. 916 00:45:20,120 --> 00:45:21,120 He was useless. 917 00:45:28,300 --> 00:45:29,300 Am I hurting you? 918 00:45:30,100 --> 00:45:31,100 Not in a bad way. 919 00:45:35,250 --> 00:45:36,510 Why is a guy like Willie... 920 00:45:37,320 --> 00:45:39,166 I mean, why is a guy like that even in your world? 921 00:45:39,190 --> 00:45:39,770 I don't get it. 922 00:45:39,850 --> 00:45:41,410 You don't know anything about my world. 923 00:45:41,930 --> 00:45:42,650 You're too... Young? 924 00:45:42,850 --> 00:45:43,410 I know. 925 00:45:43,635 --> 00:45:44,650 Blah, blah, blah. 926 00:45:45,390 --> 00:45:46,390 Why? 927 00:45:52,260 --> 00:45:53,260 There's a kind of guy. 928 00:45:54,970 --> 00:45:58,820 The kind of guy who figures out exactly where you live. 929 00:46:01,650 --> 00:46:02,690 And then he just moves in. 930 00:46:06,210 --> 00:46:07,210 I got sober. 931 00:46:07,810 --> 00:46:08,810 I did some housecleaning. 932 00:46:09,850 --> 00:46:11,400 And out with the bad air went Willie. 933 00:46:12,530 --> 00:46:14,210 But Bobby says that you'll go back to him. 934 00:46:16,090 --> 00:46:17,090 Whenever he wants. 935 00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:19,980 I guess that's the kind of mother I've been. 936 00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:26,040 All right. 937 00:46:37,980 --> 00:46:39,630 Um... What? 938 00:46:40,450 --> 00:46:43,080 Uh, I think I should put my pants back on. 939 00:46:43,360 --> 00:46:44,000 Oh, right. 940 00:46:44,220 --> 00:46:44,780 Sorry. 941 00:46:44,960 --> 00:46:45,340 Okay. 942 00:46:45,580 --> 00:46:47,140 No, no, don't apologize. 943 00:46:47,380 --> 00:46:48,780 Don't ever apologize. 944 00:46:56,580 --> 00:46:57,580 He's gonna show up here. 945 00:46:58,730 --> 00:46:59,780 Tonight, tomorrow. 946 00:47:01,060 --> 00:47:02,060 Sometime... 947 00:47:02,940 --> 00:47:03,940 he's gonna come for me. 948 00:47:05,890 --> 00:47:07,560 And he's not gonna like the sound of no. 949 00:47:09,130 --> 00:47:10,770 And he's not gonna like the sight of you. 950 00:47:14,470 --> 00:47:16,030 I wouldn't worry too much about Willie. 951 00:47:18,080 --> 00:47:19,640 How you guys like Willie for breakfast? 952 00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:25,920 I haven't heard Bobby laugh like that in a long time. 953 00:47:32,770 --> 00:47:33,770 Beautiful. 954 00:47:35,830 --> 00:47:36,830 Yes. 955 00:47:37,020 --> 00:47:38,060 I was talking about the... 956 00:47:39,930 --> 00:47:40,330 song. 957 00:47:40,331 --> 00:47:41,331 Savannah Finch. 958 00:47:44,540 --> 00:47:45,580 I like that you know that. 959 00:47:51,490 --> 00:47:55,290 I've had to give up just about everything there is to give up. 960 00:47:59,510 --> 00:48:01,790 But if you don't kiss me right now, I think I'll go crazy. 961 00:48:14,070 --> 00:48:15,230 You have to be quiet. 962 00:48:26,290 --> 00:48:27,290 What time is she coming? 963 00:48:27,470 --> 00:48:29,690 I made a lovely quiche with ham. 964 00:48:29,830 --> 00:48:31,110 She's not a vegetarian, is she? 965 00:48:31,130 --> 00:48:32,130 She's the next hooker. 966 00:48:32,350 --> 00:48:32,510 What? 967 00:48:32,580 --> 00:48:33,370 A stripper? 968 00:48:33,430 --> 00:48:34,510 No, she's not a vegetarian. 969 00:48:34,790 --> 00:48:35,990 Where is she from again? 970 00:48:36,390 --> 00:48:37,710 Who cares where she's from? 971 00:48:38,030 --> 00:48:39,030 Savannah, there. 972 00:48:39,170 --> 00:48:39,570 Christ. 973 00:48:40,110 --> 00:48:41,110 I'm gonna have a mimosa. 974 00:48:41,290 --> 00:48:42,270 Anyone care to join me? 975 00:48:42,290 --> 00:48:42,490 No. 976 00:48:42,630 --> 00:48:43,070 Why not? 977 00:48:43,190 --> 00:48:43,670 It's after 1. 978 00:48:44,015 --> 00:48:46,510 I told her we're all alcoholics and that we can't drink. 979 00:48:46,590 --> 00:48:47,470 Neither am I. 980 00:48:47,570 --> 00:48:51,570 And the only one in this family who's an alcoholic is you. 981 00:48:51,890 --> 00:48:55,170 And you're just pretending to be an alcoholic so you can keep getting into her pants. 982 00:48:55,490 --> 00:48:58,090 Dad, come on, listen to me, please. 983 00:48:58,210 --> 00:49:00,050 I told her we're all in the program and that... 984 00:49:00,051 --> 00:49:01,691 Why in the world would you tell her that? 985 00:49:01,730 --> 00:49:02,730 What? 986 00:49:02,930 --> 00:49:03,930 I can't remember. 987 00:49:04,050 --> 00:49:05,690 But I'm sure I had a very good reason. 988 00:49:05,830 --> 00:49:06,590 That's because you're pussy-whipped. 989 00:49:06,830 --> 00:49:07,590 Pussy-whipped? 990 00:49:07,690 --> 00:49:08,470 Well, that's news. 991 00:49:08,640 --> 00:49:09,350 Don't you think, Wyatt? 992 00:49:09,390 --> 00:49:11,126 After all these years wondering if he was gay. 993 00:49:11,150 --> 00:49:11,730 Oh, God. 994 00:49:11,790 --> 00:49:12,650 This calls for a drink. 995 00:49:12,670 --> 00:49:12,910 No. 996 00:49:12,990 --> 00:49:13,750 Perhaps a doobie. 997 00:49:13,810 --> 00:49:13,990 No. 998 00:49:14,330 --> 00:49:15,130 You're being an asshole. 999 00:49:15,131 --> 00:49:16,166 No, you're being an asshole. 1000 00:49:16,190 --> 00:49:18,985 Listen, Tay-Tay, you can put on a wife beater 1001 00:49:18,986 --> 00:49:21,690 and hobnail boots, but I can still kick your ass. 1002 00:49:21,790 --> 00:49:22,906 Why are you dressed like that? 1003 00:49:22,930 --> 00:49:25,070 Like some kind of... I don't know what. 1004 00:49:25,170 --> 00:49:25,550 A biker. 1005 00:49:25,790 --> 00:49:27,090 But precisely, a biker. 1006 00:49:27,270 --> 00:49:27,870 Oh, big deal. 1007 00:49:27,910 --> 00:49:28,790 I bought a bike. 1008 00:49:28,791 --> 00:49:29,050 What? 1009 00:49:29,290 --> 00:49:30,030 It's all right. 1010 00:49:30,050 --> 00:49:31,050 Look, it's right there. 1011 00:49:31,510 --> 00:49:32,510 That's my hog. 1012 00:49:33,370 --> 00:49:34,370 Ain't she sweet? 1013 00:49:34,610 --> 00:49:35,610 Do you have a hernia? 1014 00:49:35,750 --> 00:49:36,950 Why are you walking like that? 1015 00:49:37,050 --> 00:49:37,230 Bo. 1016 00:49:37,550 --> 00:49:37,930 Bo? 1017 00:49:38,250 --> 00:49:39,030 He's just being Bo. 1018 00:49:39,250 --> 00:49:40,250 I'm lost. 1019 00:49:40,310 --> 00:49:42,790 Look, Bo is this guy who... 1020 00:49:44,050 --> 00:49:45,050 Oh, this is pointless. 1021 00:49:45,250 --> 00:49:47,370 Look, Mom, you have your poems. 1022 00:49:47,530 --> 00:49:48,686 Campbell, you have your paintings. 1023 00:49:48,710 --> 00:49:49,950 Dad, you have your books. 1024 00:49:50,070 --> 00:49:53,070 I have nothing except for my horseshit heart. 1025 00:49:53,230 --> 00:49:54,230 Until now. 1026 00:49:54,630 --> 00:49:56,050 Now I have Bo. 1027 00:49:56,460 --> 00:49:58,390 Bo is my work of art, and I am in love. 1028 00:49:58,790 --> 00:49:59,350 You sound insane, boy. 1029 00:49:59,490 --> 00:50:00,790 Yes, I've gone mad. 1030 00:50:01,040 --> 00:50:04,610 I've become, at long last, an Ogburn, and you should all be very proud. 1031 00:50:04,810 --> 00:50:05,190 I am. 1032 00:50:05,450 --> 00:50:10,590 And by the way, y'all a bunch of drunks and stoners, and the only reason that you 1033 00:50:10,591 --> 00:50:13,950 get away with it is because y'all are so fabulous and brilliant and good-looking. 1034 00:50:14,190 --> 00:50:17,190 Well, I think I told Crystal y'all in AA because you should be. 1035 00:50:18,590 --> 00:50:22,390 And if you call me Tay-Tay in front of her, I swear to God... Okay, Tay-Tay. 1036 00:50:22,810 --> 00:50:23,810 You son of a bitch! 1037 00:50:23,990 --> 00:50:26,950 Stop it! 1038 00:50:27,070 --> 00:50:27,550 Stop it! 1039 00:50:27,551 --> 00:50:28,551 Stop it! 1040 00:50:29,410 --> 00:50:30,410 That's enough! 1041 00:50:30,490 --> 00:50:31,130 Stop it! 1042 00:50:31,210 --> 00:50:31,650 No more! 1043 00:50:31,850 --> 00:50:32,370 No more! 1044 00:50:32,510 --> 00:50:32,810 Stop! 1045 00:50:32,930 --> 00:50:33,930 Stop! 1046 00:50:34,010 --> 00:50:34,790 Get up! 1047 00:50:34,810 --> 00:50:35,270 Get up! 1048 00:50:35,470 --> 00:50:36,130 She's here. 1049 00:50:36,490 --> 00:50:37,110 She's here! 1050 00:50:37,370 --> 00:50:38,370 Hi. 1051 00:50:40,670 --> 00:50:42,190 This is so crazy. 1052 00:50:42,510 --> 00:50:43,510 Come on in. 1053 00:50:43,550 --> 00:50:44,726 They're just dying to meet you. 1054 00:50:44,750 --> 00:50:45,750 Come on. 1055 00:50:47,130 --> 00:50:48,130 Welcome. 1056 00:50:50,790 --> 00:50:52,090 Tay-Tay just made a mess. 1057 00:50:52,670 --> 00:50:53,370 Picking it up. 1058 00:50:53,470 --> 00:50:55,230 I am so sorry. 1059 00:50:55,231 --> 00:50:56,231 I really mean it. 1060 00:50:56,500 --> 00:50:57,830 I'm gonna check on the quiche. 1061 00:50:57,910 --> 00:51:00,470 Dad, this is Crystal and her son Bobby. 1062 00:51:00,630 --> 00:51:01,070 Welcome. 1063 00:51:01,310 --> 00:51:02,310 Welcome. 1064 00:51:02,370 --> 00:51:03,750 Crystal, is it? 1065 00:51:03,790 --> 00:51:04,110 Crystal? 1066 00:51:04,370 --> 00:51:04,790 Yes it is. 1067 00:51:04,850 --> 00:51:05,190 Crystal. 1068 00:51:05,450 --> 00:51:06,230 Crystal it is. 1069 00:51:06,350 --> 00:51:07,350 Crystal, welcome. 1070 00:51:07,970 --> 00:51:08,970 Crystal it is. 1071 00:51:09,470 --> 00:51:13,970 Well, can I get anyone an iced tea or perhaps a lemonade? 1072 00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:15,986 An iced tea would be lovely. 1073 00:51:16,010 --> 00:51:16,530 I get it. 1074 00:51:16,610 --> 00:51:17,610 Me too. 1075 00:51:17,940 --> 00:51:18,940 Yeah, two, Wyatt. 1076 00:51:18,970 --> 00:51:19,290 Two. 1077 00:51:19,865 --> 00:51:21,990 Well, why don't we all sit down? 1078 00:51:22,540 --> 00:51:23,540 Let me take your coat. 1079 00:51:23,950 --> 00:51:24,950 Yeah. 1080 00:51:35,130 --> 00:51:37,510 You have a lovely home, Mrs. Ogburn. 1081 00:51:37,670 --> 00:51:39,030 Oh, please, Poppy. 1082 00:51:42,730 --> 00:51:44,270 Can I get you something to drink? 1083 00:51:45,510 --> 00:51:47,591 I think your husband's... Oh! 1084 00:51:52,910 --> 00:51:55,790 What in the world is keeping my husband so long? 1085 00:51:56,230 --> 00:51:57,230 Excuse me. 1086 00:52:03,580 --> 00:52:04,140 Hey. 1087 00:52:04,440 --> 00:52:04,980 Hey. 1088 00:52:05,400 --> 00:52:06,920 Taylor tells me that you're a painter. 1089 00:52:07,370 --> 00:52:10,320 He told you I'm a painter because... 1090 00:52:12,330 --> 00:52:13,620 I am a painter. 1091 00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:14,200 I am. 1092 00:52:14,300 --> 00:52:15,300 That's right. 1093 00:52:16,350 --> 00:52:17,470 What a charming coincidence. 1094 00:52:19,320 --> 00:52:20,320 What? 1095 00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:21,480 Wyatt! 1096 00:52:22,020 --> 00:52:23,120 What are you doing? 1097 00:52:23,260 --> 00:52:25,280 We promised no drinking. 1098 00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:29,240 Seems I am forced into what someone weaker than myself call a confession. 1099 00:52:30,780 --> 00:52:31,780 Tell me. 1100 00:52:32,220 --> 00:52:33,220 I know her. 1101 00:52:35,640 --> 00:52:36,640 Bobby. 1102 00:52:38,660 --> 00:52:41,240 Your eyes are so deep, I'm drowning in them. 1103 00:52:45,630 --> 00:52:46,790 That was too much, wasn't it? 1104 00:52:46,880 --> 00:52:47,880 Just a bit, sir. 1105 00:52:48,160 --> 00:52:51,001 I'm gonna go to the... I'll be right back. 1106 00:52:53,960 --> 00:52:54,960 He's so shy. 1107 00:52:55,240 --> 00:52:56,720 Oh, yeah, he's just... 1108 00:52:57,360 --> 00:52:58,380 the king of shy. 1109 00:52:58,381 --> 00:52:59,461 I need to use the restroom. 1110 00:53:00,490 --> 00:53:01,480 Let me show you where it is. 1111 00:53:01,500 --> 00:53:02,600 I can handle it. 1112 00:53:02,660 --> 00:53:03,780 Just tell me where. 1113 00:53:05,760 --> 00:53:07,500 That's down the hall and to the left. 1114 00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:08,760 All right. 1115 00:53:17,080 --> 00:53:18,080 Hey. 1116 00:53:18,870 --> 00:53:20,230 Wanna shoot that puppy my way, Ace? 1117 00:53:28,170 --> 00:53:29,530 I'm getting kind of a bad feeling. 1118 00:53:29,700 --> 00:53:30,700 In your heart? 1119 00:53:31,315 --> 00:53:32,635 Do we have to go to the hospital? 1120 00:53:32,670 --> 00:53:33,460 Do we have to go right now? 1121 00:53:33,620 --> 00:53:33,820 Nope. 1122 00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:34,720 Maybe we should go right now. 1123 00:53:34,721 --> 00:53:35,200 Just in case. 1124 00:53:35,480 --> 00:53:36,480 I'm fine. 1125 00:53:36,540 --> 00:53:37,800 Oh, fuck you, Wyatt! 1126 00:53:38,910 --> 00:53:39,910 Fuck you! 1127 00:53:42,690 --> 00:53:44,500 I bet you know ill will, darling. 1128 00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,280 We women do what we have to do to survive. 1129 00:53:46,480 --> 00:53:48,220 However, fuck you, Wyatt! 1130 00:53:49,760 --> 00:53:51,780 That's just, uh, her way of... 1131 00:53:55,140 --> 00:53:56,140 I don't know. 1132 00:53:56,920 --> 00:53:57,320 Mom! 1133 00:53:57,740 --> 00:53:58,740 I gotta go. 1134 00:54:00,380 --> 00:54:01,380 Where's Bobby? 1135 00:54:02,520 --> 00:54:06,320 How would you like it to be? 1136 00:54:06,321 --> 00:54:07,321 I think I kinda do. 1137 00:54:07,600 --> 00:54:08,880 Maybe we can work something out. 1138 00:54:10,470 --> 00:54:11,470 What the hell? 1139 00:54:13,010 --> 00:54:14,010 God damn it. 1140 00:54:14,220 --> 00:54:14,740 Oh. 1141 00:54:15,220 --> 00:54:17,180 Uh-huh. 1142 00:54:18,480 --> 00:54:19,480 It... 1143 00:54:20,740 --> 00:54:21,740 Shit. 1144 00:54:23,000 --> 00:54:24,000 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 1145 00:54:24,100 --> 00:54:25,680 Take it easy. 1146 00:54:27,780 --> 00:54:29,220 What the fuck? 1147 00:54:29,340 --> 00:54:30,160 I didn't do anything. 1148 00:54:30,280 --> 00:54:31,100 Shut up, Campbell. 1149 00:54:31,300 --> 00:54:32,300 Wait! 1150 00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:33,360 What happened? 1151 00:54:34,720 --> 00:54:41,140 Maybe, just maybe, I could have one normal day in my life with a normal family in one 1152 00:54:41,141 --> 00:54:43,060 of those houses you drive by and dream about. 1153 00:54:43,980 --> 00:54:46,660 Just normal fucking day with my son. 1154 00:54:46,960 --> 00:54:49,520 Today can still be normal, I swear to God. 1155 00:54:49,840 --> 00:54:50,840 Right, Bobby? 1156 00:54:51,240 --> 00:54:52,536 I can't remember what we're talking about. 1157 00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:54,880 That's because your brother got him stomped. 1158 00:54:55,460 --> 00:54:57,140 And your father, Jesus! 1159 00:54:57,960 --> 00:54:59,920 Just when I think I've got my life turned around. 1160 00:55:00,900 --> 00:55:05,460 My past comes and jumps up and bites me in the ass like a junkyard dog. 1161 00:55:05,560 --> 00:55:08,220 Wait, wait, wait, just one moment. 1162 00:55:08,500 --> 00:55:10,469 I think there are some situations that you can 1163 00:55:10,470 --> 00:55:12,260 and there are situations you cannot control. 1164 00:55:12,420 --> 00:55:12,440 I'm an idiot. 1165 00:55:12,441 --> 00:55:14,721 You just gotta learn to accept the things you cannot fuck. 1166 00:55:21,580 --> 00:55:22,580 Thanks a lot. 1167 00:55:23,340 --> 00:55:24,340 What happened? 1168 00:55:24,500 --> 00:55:25,240 Ask your father. 1169 00:55:25,420 --> 00:55:25,840 Dad? 1170 00:55:26,130 --> 00:55:27,900 I think monkish silence is in order. 1171 00:55:27,901 --> 00:55:28,440 Oh, fuck. 1172 00:55:28,520 --> 00:55:29,520 Getting the kid high. 1173 00:55:29,620 --> 00:55:31,280 What is the matter with you people? 1174 00:55:31,281 --> 00:55:33,180 You people is your people. 1175 00:55:33,520 --> 00:55:34,520 Not anymore. 1176 00:55:35,360 --> 00:55:36,360 Now I renounce you. 1177 00:55:36,880 --> 00:55:37,920 I renounce you totally. 1178 00:55:38,340 --> 00:55:41,820 Y'all have everything and for the first time I had someone who was mine. 1179 00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:42,800 She wasn't yours. 1180 00:55:42,900 --> 00:55:43,980 In my heart she was. 1181 00:55:44,935 --> 00:55:46,780 In my heart I was not alone anymore. 1182 00:55:46,980 --> 00:55:48,180 Baby, you've never been alone. 1183 00:55:48,500 --> 00:55:49,500 I have always been alone. 1184 00:55:50,150 --> 00:55:51,960 Ever since finding Satan in the attic. 1185 00:55:52,280 --> 00:55:52,720 Satan? 1186 00:55:53,060 --> 00:55:53,660 In the attic? 1187 00:55:53,900 --> 00:55:54,240 Dude. 1188 00:55:54,575 --> 00:55:56,935 And I run to tell you and all you did was promise me a pony. 1189 00:55:57,220 --> 00:55:57,660 Pony? 1190 00:55:57,740 --> 00:55:58,740 What pony? 1191 00:55:59,090 --> 00:56:00,520 And now you do this. 1192 00:56:03,665 --> 00:56:04,940 I never promised him a pony. 1193 00:56:51,260 --> 00:56:52,260 Hey! 1194 00:56:53,650 --> 00:56:54,970 I thought I told you to fuck off. 1195 00:56:55,100 --> 00:56:55,600 I tried. 1196 00:56:56,040 --> 00:56:57,040 It didn't work. 1197 00:56:58,180 --> 00:57:00,220 Now listen, I know that you don't want to hear this. 1198 00:57:00,870 --> 00:57:01,870 But I really love you. 1199 00:57:02,740 --> 00:57:04,778 And there's nothing you can do and nothing 1200 00:57:04,779 --> 00:57:06,960 you can say that will ever, ever make me stop. 1201 00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:08,200 Try this on for size. 1202 00:57:09,770 --> 00:57:10,770 I know your father. 1203 00:57:44,695 --> 00:57:45,695 That's my car. 1204 00:57:46,280 --> 00:57:46,840 Right? 1205 00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:47,420 Right? 1206 00:57:47,460 --> 00:57:48,460 That's my car. 1207 00:57:48,920 --> 00:57:50,560 You think you're freaked out? 1208 00:57:51,470 --> 00:57:54,300 I walk into your house with my son and there he is. 1209 00:57:55,040 --> 00:57:55,600 Spanky. 1210 00:57:56,040 --> 00:57:56,600 Spanky? 1211 00:57:56,680 --> 00:57:57,680 Your father. 1212 00:57:57,800 --> 00:58:01,180 He told us he was a roadie with the Allman Brothers. 1213 00:58:01,480 --> 00:58:01,640 Us? 1214 00:58:02,240 --> 00:58:03,440 You know, the girls. 1215 00:58:04,220 --> 00:58:05,220 Shit. 1216 00:58:06,340 --> 00:58:07,740 Why'd you call him Spanky? 1217 00:58:08,980 --> 00:58:09,980 You are young. 1218 00:58:10,840 --> 00:58:11,700 Same hood. 1219 00:58:11,780 --> 00:58:12,480 Same rock. 1220 00:58:12,500 --> 00:58:13,500 Same block. 1221 00:58:14,840 --> 00:58:16,600 Well, well, well. 1222 00:58:19,820 --> 00:58:21,280 Here's the irony of the thing. 1223 00:58:21,900 --> 00:58:24,100 Irony and spanking in the same story. 1224 00:58:24,200 --> 00:58:26,860 Your father gives me this book. 1225 00:58:27,510 --> 00:58:28,540 The History of Own. 1226 00:58:29,340 --> 00:58:31,420 And that book knocked me out. 1227 00:58:32,040 --> 00:58:33,120 Right off of my feet. 1228 00:58:33,940 --> 00:58:35,980 To catch a raindrop on your top. 1229 00:58:37,220 --> 00:58:39,900 To be alive in the dawn of your new story. 1230 00:58:39,920 --> 00:58:43,820 How was I supposed to know that Spanky was Dr. Wyatt Ogburn? 1231 00:58:44,590 --> 00:58:47,430 You just assumed that he was a well-read roadie for the Allman Brothers? 1232 00:58:47,640 --> 00:58:48,640 Hi, folks. 1233 00:58:49,040 --> 00:58:53,820 Please remember to not park in front of D &D on the parkway after 2 p.m. 1234 00:58:53,980 --> 00:58:56,560 I started... I started chanting. 1235 00:58:57,290 --> 00:58:59,100 During the actual spanking sessions... 1236 00:59:00,150 --> 00:59:01,150 Would you take breaks? 1237 00:59:01,630 --> 00:59:03,060 And we'll do birthdays next Monday. 1238 00:59:04,340 --> 00:59:06,040 Sir, we have a no-smoking policy. 1239 00:59:08,680 --> 00:59:09,680 Oh. 1240 00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:10,920 Everyone? 1241 00:59:12,580 --> 00:59:17,080 Laura, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. 1242 00:59:17,790 --> 00:59:19,900 The courage to change the things I can. 1243 00:59:20,710 --> 00:59:22,040 And the wisdom to know the difference. 1244 00:59:22,041 --> 00:59:23,241 Why don't you all have a seat? 1245 00:59:24,240 --> 00:59:28,520 All right, for those of you that had the great misfortune of missing last week's 1246 00:59:28,521 --> 00:59:32,840 speaker and those of you who have clamored for his return, Bo, everyone. 1247 00:59:33,820 --> 00:59:34,820 Oh, yeah! 1248 00:59:38,560 --> 00:59:40,020 Yeah, he's good, he's good. 1249 00:59:41,940 --> 00:59:44,200 Hi, I'm Bo, and I'm an alcoholic and an addict. 1250 00:59:48,640 --> 00:59:53,240 When I first joined AA, I wanted the men to fear me and the women to love me. 1251 00:59:53,480 --> 00:59:56,380 But now, the men love me and the women fear me. 1252 00:59:57,890 --> 01:00:00,180 I smoked my first joint when I was 12. 1253 01:00:01,010 --> 01:00:05,700 My parents, they were devout Baptists, so they took me to the minister and he 1254 01:00:05,701 --> 01:00:10,280 said to me, every time I smoked marijuana, I was letting the devil into my soul. 1255 01:00:10,460 --> 01:00:10,900 The devil! 1256 01:00:11,460 --> 01:00:12,460 That's right. 1257 01:00:13,980 --> 01:00:14,980 That's my friend. 1258 01:00:15,140 --> 01:00:17,420 Because Satan's fuel is nothing more than fear. 1259 01:00:19,070 --> 01:00:21,240 The fear that danced around in my dreams. 1260 01:00:22,660 --> 01:00:23,660 The fear of the dark. 1261 01:00:24,000 --> 01:00:25,280 Too much light. 1262 01:00:26,220 --> 01:00:27,400 My reflection in the mirror. 1263 01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:29,760 My father's eyes. 1264 01:00:31,150 --> 01:00:32,150 His silence. 1265 01:00:32,190 --> 01:00:33,190 His voice. 1266 01:00:34,940 --> 01:00:42,181 After a million miles of bad road, I woke up to flies buzzing around a syringe. 1267 01:00:43,370 --> 01:00:45,980 And empty bottles of Thunderbird everywhere. 1268 01:00:46,780 --> 01:00:48,740 Weird shit written all over the walls. 1269 01:00:50,090 --> 01:00:51,840 And something really sticky in my hair. 1270 01:00:54,540 --> 01:00:55,560 And then a voice. 1271 01:00:57,050 --> 01:00:59,220 Welcome to the end of the line. 1272 01:01:00,820 --> 01:01:01,820 Whose voice? 1273 01:01:03,580 --> 01:01:06,340 I think God got us here. 1274 01:01:06,900 --> 01:01:09,720 And I think faith keeps us coming back. 1275 01:01:10,740 --> 01:01:11,940 The faith that gives us wings. 1276 01:01:13,140 --> 01:01:14,920 Or at least a soft place to land. 1277 01:01:17,930 --> 01:01:18,930 Happy landing, Poe. 1278 01:01:19,510 --> 01:01:21,860 So now, you gotta ask yourself. 1279 01:01:23,610 --> 01:01:24,610 Why are you here? 1280 01:01:25,720 --> 01:01:26,720 What's chasing you? 1281 01:01:27,740 --> 01:01:28,740 Who's chasing you? 1282 01:01:30,080 --> 01:01:32,040 Why do you think it can't get you in this room? 1283 01:02:23,310 --> 01:02:24,420 Boy, am I glad to see you. 1284 01:02:25,220 --> 01:02:26,220 There, there, dear heart. 1285 01:02:26,260 --> 01:02:27,260 I'm not dead yet. 1286 01:02:28,000 --> 01:02:29,960 I am, however, moving to Detroit. 1287 01:02:29,961 --> 01:02:31,640 To live with my son. 1288 01:02:31,960 --> 01:02:32,960 He insists. 1289 01:02:34,480 --> 01:02:36,036 Detroit's a little better than being dead. 1290 01:02:36,060 --> 01:02:37,060 Don't you think? 1291 01:02:38,620 --> 01:02:40,620 Vera, I don't think I can keep coming back anymore. 1292 01:02:41,080 --> 01:02:42,080 Oh dear. 1293 01:02:44,410 --> 01:02:45,936 I just don't know what I'm coming back to. 1294 01:02:45,960 --> 01:02:46,500 You're leaving. 1295 01:02:46,580 --> 01:02:47,580 The gallery's closing. 1296 01:02:47,740 --> 01:02:49,900 My family's blowing up right in front of me. 1297 01:02:50,040 --> 01:02:52,060 And she's gone. 1298 01:02:52,720 --> 01:02:53,720 Ah. 1299 01:02:54,000 --> 01:02:55,000 She. 1300 01:03:00,100 --> 01:03:02,868 You know, Taylor, sometimes coming back over 1301 01:03:02,869 --> 01:03:05,721 and over again is just plain embarrassing. 1302 01:03:06,140 --> 01:03:07,140 And foolish. 1303 01:03:08,310 --> 01:03:10,137 Because the more you keep coming back, the farther and 1304 01:03:10,138 --> 01:03:12,360 farther away whatever you've been coming back for gets. 1305 01:03:14,515 --> 01:03:15,515 It's a corollary to this. 1306 01:03:17,620 --> 01:03:21,120 The more desperately you think you want something, the more you're never, 1307 01:03:21,300 --> 01:03:22,300 ever gonna get it. 1308 01:03:25,620 --> 01:03:26,660 So what do you do? 1309 01:03:27,220 --> 01:03:28,220 You wait. 1310 01:03:29,520 --> 01:03:30,320 Be still. 1311 01:03:30,540 --> 01:03:31,540 And wait. 1312 01:03:33,460 --> 01:03:34,460 For what? 1313 01:03:35,990 --> 01:03:39,100 For whatever you've been coming back to, to come back to you. 1314 01:03:40,830 --> 01:03:42,150 I wonder if it doesn't come back. 1315 01:03:42,580 --> 01:03:44,500 I don't have time for what ifs. 1316 01:03:53,120 --> 01:03:54,120 Here. 1317 01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:55,840 This should help. 1318 01:03:59,180 --> 01:04:00,220 I'm really gonna miss you. 1319 01:04:03,180 --> 01:04:04,180 Now go on. 1320 01:04:04,700 --> 01:04:05,700 Be young. 1321 01:04:06,340 --> 01:04:07,500 Don't worry about both of us. 1322 01:04:37,060 --> 01:04:38,550 I'm gonna blow my fucking brains out. 1323 01:04:38,750 --> 01:04:39,750 God. 1324 01:04:40,180 --> 01:04:41,940 How long do you think he's gonna be up there? 1325 01:04:42,210 --> 01:04:43,210 It's been days. 1326 01:04:43,400 --> 01:04:44,506 What do you think he's doing? 1327 01:04:44,530 --> 01:04:45,530 His wallowing. 1328 01:04:46,270 --> 01:04:50,650 On a theoretical level, you think parents are responsible for everything? 1329 01:04:50,810 --> 01:04:51,810 Generally, no. 1330 01:04:52,210 --> 01:04:52,730 Specifically? 1331 01:04:53,070 --> 01:04:54,070 Yes. 1332 01:04:55,890 --> 01:04:57,910 In that case, shall we? 1333 01:05:02,560 --> 01:05:03,980 I can't live. 1334 01:05:09,600 --> 01:05:11,080 I can't live. 1335 01:05:13,350 --> 01:05:14,460 I can't live. 1336 01:05:14,461 --> 01:05:15,580 I can't give anymore. 1337 01:05:16,900 --> 01:05:19,470 I can't give anymore. 1338 01:05:19,471 --> 01:05:20,471 I can't give anymore. 1339 01:05:21,170 --> 01:05:21,770 Son? 1340 01:05:22,110 --> 01:05:25,732 We just, we've been talking, and we just want to, 1341 01:05:25,733 --> 01:05:30,271 as a family, apologize if we in any way... Stop. 1342 01:05:36,070 --> 01:05:38,652 It occurs to me, Dad, that I never would 1343 01:05:38,653 --> 01:05:42,701 have met you if you hadn't written that book. 1344 01:05:43,370 --> 01:05:46,495 It occurs to me, Mom, that her beauty would have sailed 1345 01:05:46,496 --> 01:05:49,001 right over my head if I had never read one of your poems. 1346 01:05:51,300 --> 01:05:54,620 And it occurs to me, Campbell, that I never would have been bold enough 1347 01:05:55,020 --> 01:05:58,680 to paint myself in bow if it hadn't been for the boldness of your brush. 1348 01:06:01,650 --> 01:06:02,970 What have you been doing up here? 1349 01:06:03,840 --> 01:06:04,240 Waiting. 1350 01:06:04,520 --> 01:06:05,520 For what? 1351 01:06:11,360 --> 01:06:12,360 Hey, man. 1352 01:06:13,500 --> 01:06:14,500 Okay, it's okay. 1353 01:06:14,580 --> 01:06:14,740 What? 1354 01:06:15,520 --> 01:06:16,520 Okay, got it. 1355 01:06:16,680 --> 01:06:17,680 I'm on the way. 1356 01:07:20,170 --> 01:07:21,170 Is she here? 1357 01:07:21,550 --> 01:07:22,550 No. 1358 01:07:23,170 --> 01:07:24,170 Are you okay? 1359 01:07:24,630 --> 01:07:25,890 Yeah, but I'm glad you're here. 1360 01:07:26,100 --> 01:07:27,670 Willie has completely lost his shit. 1361 01:07:27,950 --> 01:07:30,230 He says he went to some meeting and they voodooed his ass. 1362 01:07:30,400 --> 01:07:32,258 He doesn't sleep, he just draws like a madman 1363 01:07:32,259 --> 01:07:33,950 and screams at my mom that she's a witch. 1364 01:07:34,210 --> 01:07:34,870 Where is she? 1365 01:07:34,871 --> 01:07:38,230 I'm just stuck in this fucking chair watching the days die and listening to the 1366 01:07:38,231 --> 01:07:40,370 flies buzz and I got a bad case of the dreads. 1367 01:07:40,371 --> 01:07:42,051 And the only dude I could think of was you. 1368 01:07:42,340 --> 01:07:43,340 Where is she? 1369 01:07:46,290 --> 01:07:47,290 This ought to be good. 1370 01:07:52,530 --> 01:07:52,930 Gee. 1371 01:07:53,190 --> 01:07:53,390 Hi. 1372 01:07:53,530 --> 01:07:53,970 Hi, Mom. 1373 01:07:54,070 --> 01:07:54,970 Nice to see you again. 1374 01:07:55,030 --> 01:07:55,950 Glad you're still breathing. 1375 01:07:56,010 --> 01:07:56,750 Fucking thrilled. 1376 01:07:56,870 --> 01:07:57,510 Do you remember Taylor? 1377 01:07:57,870 --> 01:07:58,870 Huh? 1378 01:07:59,050 --> 01:08:01,211 What the fuck are you... You know what? 1379 01:08:01,760 --> 01:08:02,760 Doesn't even matter. 1380 01:08:02,790 --> 01:08:03,490 Oh, Jesus. 1381 01:08:03,570 --> 01:08:04,570 Are you high? 1382 01:08:06,090 --> 01:08:06,410 Okay. 1383 01:08:06,770 --> 01:08:07,770 All right. 1384 01:08:07,830 --> 01:08:08,790 Pack up your shit. 1385 01:08:08,830 --> 01:08:09,870 We're getting out of here. 1386 01:08:17,860 --> 01:08:21,290 What the fuck are you doing? 1387 01:08:21,430 --> 01:08:21,990 Give me my shit. 1388 01:08:22,030 --> 01:08:22,330 Hey, no. 1389 01:08:22,450 --> 01:08:24,810 I'm taking you and I'm taking Bobby and I'm taking you home. 1390 01:08:24,910 --> 01:08:25,530 Oh, Rick. 1391 01:08:25,550 --> 01:08:26,610 Are you fucking serious? 1392 01:08:26,970 --> 01:08:28,266 Are you kidding me with this shit? 1393 01:08:28,290 --> 01:08:29,290 Fucking Sterling money. 1394 01:08:29,350 --> 01:08:30,050 Okay, don't look. 1395 01:08:30,350 --> 01:08:32,350 Don't look at my back if you don't want to find it. 1396 01:08:32,570 --> 01:08:32,890 You promised. 1397 01:08:32,891 --> 01:08:32,910 You promised. 1398 01:08:33,530 --> 01:08:34,530 Hey, hey. 1399 01:08:34,650 --> 01:08:35,730 Get down. 1400 01:08:35,830 --> 01:08:36,270 Stay there. 1401 01:08:36,390 --> 01:08:36,810 Come on. 1402 01:08:36,830 --> 01:08:37,530 I'm helping you. 1403 01:08:37,830 --> 01:08:38,830 We are helping you. 1404 01:08:39,670 --> 01:08:41,066 You said you weren't using anymore. 1405 01:08:41,090 --> 01:08:42,090 I'm not using. 1406 01:08:43,950 --> 01:08:44,950 I'm just tired. 1407 01:08:45,990 --> 01:08:46,990 Okay? 1408 01:08:47,330 --> 01:08:48,070 And yeah, you're going to help. 1409 01:08:48,210 --> 01:08:48,410 Okay? 1410 01:08:48,411 --> 01:08:49,210 That's going to be so great. 1411 01:08:49,290 --> 01:08:50,490 Mom, stop your bullshit. 1412 01:08:51,945 --> 01:08:54,370 Every time you get into this shit, I get fucked. 1413 01:08:57,470 --> 01:08:58,350 I'm done. 1414 01:08:58,351 --> 01:08:59,351 I'm done. 1415 01:09:00,530 --> 01:09:01,850 Why do you keep doing this to me? 1416 01:09:03,460 --> 01:09:04,740 You're supposed to be my mother. 1417 01:09:04,850 --> 01:09:06,130 You're supposed to be my mother. 1418 01:09:09,690 --> 01:09:11,160 Please, just listen to Taylor. 1419 01:09:43,200 --> 01:09:43,640 Taylor. 1420 01:09:43,660 --> 01:09:44,740 Taylor, where are we going? 1421 01:09:45,200 --> 01:09:46,200 Home. 1422 01:09:50,220 --> 01:09:51,220 That's a good idea. 1423 01:09:53,180 --> 01:09:54,960 Boy, am I glad to hear you say that. 1424 01:10:11,660 --> 01:10:14,760 Me and your dad can explain the whole spanking thing to your mom. 1425 01:10:15,000 --> 01:10:16,200 I'm sure she'll get past it. 1426 01:10:16,400 --> 01:10:16,900 You think? 1427 01:10:17,200 --> 01:10:18,200 Oh, sure. 1428 01:10:18,440 --> 01:10:20,500 Women get over stuff like that in a heartbeat. 1429 01:10:20,860 --> 01:10:21,860 They do? 1430 01:10:23,500 --> 01:10:25,060 I've been giving this a lot of thought. 1431 01:10:25,280 --> 01:10:29,660 You and I should just get it over with and get married already. 1432 01:10:31,240 --> 01:10:32,240 I'm serious. 1433 01:10:32,920 --> 01:10:35,636 You know, guys like you don't come down the pike every day, you know? 1434 01:10:35,660 --> 01:10:36,660 Bruh, thanks. 1435 01:10:36,800 --> 01:10:38,565 I don't have all the time in the world to sit 1436 01:10:38,566 --> 01:10:41,461 around waiting for the older version of you. 1437 01:10:41,760 --> 01:10:43,160 And you've really proven yourself. 1438 01:10:44,080 --> 01:10:46,600 I know you can take care of Willie when he comes looking for me. 1439 01:10:54,520 --> 01:10:55,520 She gone. 1440 01:10:56,020 --> 01:10:57,020 Hey. 1441 01:11:04,375 --> 01:11:05,375 Boy, you reckon she went. 1442 01:11:22,760 --> 01:11:23,980 Let's do it. 1443 01:11:24,760 --> 01:11:26,080 I was thinking... 1444 01:11:26,820 --> 01:11:29,160 maybe we move on down to Clearwater. 1445 01:11:30,120 --> 01:11:30,640 Clearwater? 1446 01:11:30,900 --> 01:11:31,900 Yeah. 1447 01:11:32,820 --> 01:11:34,200 You can get a job. 1448 01:11:34,580 --> 01:11:37,380 You know, working on, like, a boat. 1449 01:11:37,500 --> 01:11:38,440 It's pretty low stress. 1450 01:11:38,441 --> 01:11:40,040 What with your ticker and whatnot. 1451 01:11:40,780 --> 01:11:41,780 Right. 1452 01:11:42,120 --> 01:11:43,120 A boat. 1453 01:11:43,340 --> 01:11:44,000 What not. 1454 01:11:44,260 --> 01:11:45,260 And then we have a baby. 1455 01:11:45,600 --> 01:11:46,040 Wow. 1456 01:11:46,360 --> 01:11:47,400 And right away. 1457 01:11:47,875 --> 01:11:50,600 Like I say, I don't have all the time in the world. 1458 01:11:50,860 --> 01:11:51,860 Right. 1459 01:11:52,060 --> 01:11:53,060 Like you said. 1460 01:11:53,120 --> 01:11:55,840 Now, a baby can really do a number on your finances. 1461 01:11:56,140 --> 01:11:58,540 But I think I've got that covered. 1462 01:11:58,980 --> 01:12:00,100 I know a couple guys. 1463 01:12:00,680 --> 01:12:01,680 From the old days. 1464 01:12:01,800 --> 01:12:03,000 Who live down in Clearwater. 1465 01:12:03,260 --> 01:12:04,480 And one of them has a club. 1466 01:12:05,520 --> 01:12:07,660 And, you know, I could do a little dancing. 1467 01:12:07,900 --> 01:12:10,560 You know, just a few lap dances. 1468 01:12:10,940 --> 01:12:11,940 Every now and then. 1469 01:12:12,300 --> 01:12:14,220 Just to help pay for the rent. 1470 01:12:22,300 --> 01:12:23,300 Are you okay? 1471 01:12:23,800 --> 01:12:25,460 Uh, I don't think I can drive. 1472 01:12:25,680 --> 01:12:26,220 Okay, okay. 1473 01:12:26,360 --> 01:12:27,000 Okay, don't panic. 1474 01:12:27,200 --> 01:12:27,460 Bobby? 1475 01:12:28,100 --> 01:12:28,860 Bobby, wake up. 1476 01:12:29,000 --> 01:12:29,360 What? 1477 01:12:29,400 --> 01:12:30,000 It's happening again. 1478 01:12:30,220 --> 01:12:31,220 What's happening? 1479 01:12:31,520 --> 01:12:32,520 It's his heart! 1480 01:12:32,680 --> 01:12:33,800 What's wrong with his heart? 1481 01:12:33,980 --> 01:12:34,780 Okay, just slow down. 1482 01:12:34,840 --> 01:12:35,840 I'll drive. 1483 01:12:38,060 --> 01:12:38,360 Okay. 1484 01:12:38,920 --> 01:12:39,580 Slow down. 1485 01:12:39,600 --> 01:12:39,920 Just stop. 1486 01:12:39,980 --> 01:12:40,600 Just stop right here. 1487 01:12:40,640 --> 01:12:41,640 It's fine. 1488 01:12:43,280 --> 01:12:43,640 Taylor! 1489 01:12:43,641 --> 01:12:44,780 What's wrong with you? 1490 01:12:44,960 --> 01:12:45,940 I thought you guys were friends. 1491 01:12:45,980 --> 01:12:46,800 You haven't talked about this? 1492 01:12:46,900 --> 01:12:47,280 I don't know. 1493 01:12:47,820 --> 01:12:48,820 Hey. 1494 01:12:55,040 --> 01:12:56,040 Oh my God. 1495 01:12:56,440 --> 01:12:56,960 Come on. 1496 01:12:57,360 --> 01:12:58,520 You're gonna have to help me. 1497 01:12:58,680 --> 01:13:01,160 This is a really, really bad one. 1498 01:13:02,680 --> 01:13:03,680 It's 1499 01:13:24,760 --> 01:13:25,760 down here right now. 1500 01:13:26,170 --> 01:13:27,170 You just turn right... 1501 01:13:28,200 --> 01:13:28,560 Willie? 1502 01:13:29,220 --> 01:13:29,660 Spanky? 1503 01:13:30,000 --> 01:13:31,100 Oh, man. 1504 01:13:31,800 --> 01:13:32,580 Ain't this a big one? 1505 01:13:32,581 --> 01:13:34,600 You're a sight for sore eyes. 1506 01:13:34,740 --> 01:13:35,260 Look at you. 1507 01:13:35,500 --> 01:13:35,580 Oh, shit. 1508 01:13:35,740 --> 01:13:38,236 What the goddamn hell you doing in a fancy place like this, Spanky? 1509 01:13:38,260 --> 01:13:39,980 Excuse me? 1510 01:13:40,430 --> 01:13:41,520 Darling, this is Willie. 1511 01:13:41,965 --> 01:13:42,965 A friend of Spanky's. 1512 01:13:43,155 --> 01:13:44,240 Who's Spanky? 1513 01:13:44,300 --> 01:13:45,300 Well, he is. 1514 01:13:47,560 --> 01:13:48,960 Spanky, I ain't seen you in... 1515 01:13:49,210 --> 01:13:51,020 Hey, fuck you, Spanky! 1516 01:13:51,370 --> 01:13:53,440 You the one gave my girl that old fag book. 1517 01:13:53,720 --> 01:13:54,620 I beg your pardon? 1518 01:13:54,621 --> 01:13:56,340 Yeah, the one about praying to fuck off. 1519 01:13:56,420 --> 01:13:57,420 She done up and ran off. 1520 01:13:57,810 --> 01:13:58,920 Now, fag book? 1521 01:13:59,040 --> 01:13:59,940 Now, sit here, Willie. 1522 01:14:00,060 --> 01:14:01,140 I dare you to read it. 1523 01:14:01,180 --> 01:14:03,460 Why don't you double dare him, Spanky? 1524 01:14:03,805 --> 01:14:05,500 Everybody, shut the fuck up. 1525 01:14:05,540 --> 01:14:07,540 I'm gonna cut the shit out of you, Spanky. 1526 01:14:07,580 --> 01:14:11,700 And then, I'm gonna take this here fine, sexy piece of elder trim out to my ride. 1527 01:14:11,820 --> 01:14:14,580 I got the devil with me, and I hear he likes the white. 1528 01:14:17,940 --> 01:14:19,080 Now, what the hell? 1529 01:14:19,260 --> 01:14:21,420 You gonna make me lose my damn temper, Spanky? 1530 01:14:24,470 --> 01:14:25,470 You cut off my tooth. 1531 01:14:28,180 --> 01:14:29,660 You cut off my motherfuckin' toe! 1532 01:14:30,040 --> 01:14:31,040 Oh, my God. 1533 01:14:32,860 --> 01:14:33,580 Oh, shit! 1534 01:14:33,840 --> 01:14:36,140 Nigga, you done cut off my damn toe! 1535 01:14:36,160 --> 01:14:36,600 I'm sorry, Willie. 1536 01:14:36,760 --> 01:14:38,480 I didn't have my glasses. 1537 01:14:38,580 --> 01:14:39,980 I'm sorry. 1538 01:14:40,840 --> 01:14:41,420 You know what? 1539 01:14:41,760 --> 01:14:45,276 While you were attacking my family... You didn't really walk down the beach for ever. 1540 01:14:45,300 --> 01:14:46,300 Oh, my God! 1541 01:14:46,500 --> 01:14:47,500 I got the tooth! 1542 01:14:48,240 --> 01:14:49,240 All right. 1543 01:14:50,100 --> 01:14:51,140 Right here in front of us. 1544 01:14:51,580 --> 01:14:52,740 Right here in front, okay? 1545 01:14:52,741 --> 01:14:53,741 That was, uh... 1546 01:14:54,700 --> 01:14:55,700 They're turning me. 1547 01:14:56,000 --> 01:14:56,520 Here we go. 1548 01:14:56,600 --> 01:14:57,600 Here we go. 1549 01:14:58,000 --> 01:14:59,000 You hold on. 1550 01:14:59,040 --> 01:15:02,840 I'm just gonna... Why don't you come over and grab me? 1551 01:15:02,841 --> 01:15:03,160 I got it. 1552 01:15:03,161 --> 01:15:03,460 I got it. 1553 01:15:03,461 --> 01:15:04,020 I got you. 1554 01:15:04,021 --> 01:15:04,820 I got you. 1555 01:15:04,821 --> 01:15:06,240 I got you. 1556 01:15:06,300 --> 01:15:06,700 Willie? 1557 01:15:07,100 --> 01:15:07,520 Taylor? 1558 01:15:07,680 --> 01:15:08,000 Crystal? 1559 01:15:08,180 --> 01:15:08,660 What happened? 1560 01:15:09,000 --> 01:15:10,000 Holy shit! 1561 01:15:10,040 --> 01:15:10,720 There's more of us? 1562 01:15:10,940 --> 01:15:11,940 We have his toe. 1563 01:15:12,000 --> 01:15:12,760 Fuck his toe! 1564 01:15:12,860 --> 01:15:13,860 Where's my Escalade? 1565 01:15:13,970 --> 01:15:16,260 Nurse, get that carjacker into whole water. 1566 01:15:16,540 --> 01:15:17,980 Can I get an orderly out here? 1567 01:15:18,260 --> 01:15:19,260 Jesus Christ! 1568 01:15:19,690 --> 01:15:21,700 Am I the only effin' doctor in this whole effin' house? 1569 01:15:21,701 --> 01:15:22,701 Crystal! 1570 01:15:23,480 --> 01:15:25,520 What is... What's going on? 1571 01:15:27,260 --> 01:15:28,260 Okay. 1572 01:15:30,530 --> 01:15:31,530 Excuse me! 1573 01:15:35,260 --> 01:15:36,560 Set up the ATP. 1574 01:15:36,820 --> 01:15:37,820 220. 1575 01:15:38,140 --> 01:15:39,140 240. 1576 01:15:41,680 --> 01:15:42,880 Jesus Christ! 1577 01:15:43,180 --> 01:15:43,460 250. 1578 01:15:43,820 --> 01:15:44,540 60, please. 1579 01:15:44,780 --> 01:15:45,780 Just breathe. 1580 01:15:46,580 --> 01:15:47,940 No, I don't want ATP! 1581 01:15:48,200 --> 01:15:50,460 Taylor, take a breath. 1582 01:15:50,500 --> 01:15:51,500 Are you listening to me? 1583 01:15:51,700 --> 01:15:52,200 Let's go now. 1584 01:15:52,240 --> 01:15:52,780 Come on. 1585 01:15:52,960 --> 01:15:55,300 Let's get that ATP rolling, all right? 1586 01:15:55,380 --> 01:15:55,920 Let's go. 1587 01:15:55,960 --> 01:15:56,640 And statter. 1588 01:15:56,660 --> 01:15:58,020 This place is gonna be in trouble. 1589 01:15:58,140 --> 01:15:59,140 Oh, God. 1590 01:15:59,320 --> 01:16:00,320 No, 1591 01:16:04,990 --> 01:16:05,170 no. 1592 01:16:05,210 --> 01:16:06,210 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 1593 01:16:07,550 --> 01:16:08,550 You can do this, Taylor. 1594 01:16:09,210 --> 01:16:10,350 I swear to God. 1595 01:16:10,650 --> 01:16:11,650 You don't need that. 1596 01:16:14,430 --> 01:16:15,590 It's your heart, baby. 1597 01:16:19,130 --> 01:16:20,130 You can. 1598 01:16:24,490 --> 01:16:25,490 Just breathe. 1599 01:16:25,570 --> 01:16:26,570 And listen to me. 1600 01:16:27,150 --> 01:16:28,150 Okay? 1601 01:16:30,210 --> 01:16:31,210 It's just... 1602 01:16:31,910 --> 01:16:32,910 fear. 1603 01:16:51,450 --> 01:16:52,450 That's right. 1604 01:16:52,570 --> 01:16:53,570 Breathe. 1605 01:16:59,360 --> 01:17:00,360 90. 1606 01:17:04,300 --> 01:17:05,300 80 and dropping. 1607 01:17:05,520 --> 01:17:06,520 That's right, baby. 1608 01:17:07,620 --> 01:17:08,800 Nicely done, Miss Bryant. 1609 01:17:09,140 --> 01:17:10,140 We're out of the woods. 1610 01:17:34,130 --> 01:17:35,810 Is every day in the Arbor House like this? 1611 01:17:36,270 --> 01:17:37,270 This is nothing. 1612 01:17:37,895 --> 01:17:39,095 You ought to see the holidays. 1613 01:17:40,550 --> 01:17:42,031 Well... Ha, ha, ha. 1614 01:17:51,590 --> 01:17:52,590 Hey. 1615 01:17:53,450 --> 01:17:54,450 Hey. 1616 01:17:56,970 --> 01:17:58,130 I need to tell you something. 1617 01:18:00,050 --> 01:18:02,270 I feel sort of ashamed about that whole Bo charade. 1618 01:18:02,510 --> 01:18:03,510 It's all right. 1619 01:18:04,530 --> 01:18:05,810 I like you a lot better than Bo. 1620 01:18:07,950 --> 01:18:08,950 Hi. 1621 01:18:10,020 --> 01:18:11,020 My name's Taylor. 1622 01:18:11,810 --> 01:18:12,910 And I'm an alcoholic. 1623 01:18:15,430 --> 01:18:16,970 You actually sound proud of that. 1624 01:18:20,510 --> 01:18:24,050 What if a guy took a couple of Xanax every now and then if he couldn't sleep? 1625 01:18:25,960 --> 01:18:26,960 How old are you? 1626 01:18:27,130 --> 01:18:28,990 A bottle of red wine with dinner. 1627 01:18:29,985 --> 01:18:32,430 I'm a very old soul. 1628 01:18:33,250 --> 01:18:35,150 A Vicodin or two with my Sunday paper. 1629 01:18:35,710 --> 01:18:36,750 I'm always gonna love you. 1630 01:18:38,490 --> 01:18:39,490 Always. 1631 01:18:42,520 --> 01:18:43,520 In Clearwater. 1632 01:18:44,920 --> 01:18:45,920 What do you think? 1633 01:18:46,870 --> 01:18:48,110 I think I might have a problem. 1634 01:18:48,940 --> 01:18:51,420 It occurs to me that falling in love is a lot like dreaming. 1635 01:18:54,140 --> 01:18:55,820 And I don't want to wake up in Clearwater. 1636 01:18:58,660 --> 01:18:59,660 I'm sorry. 1637 01:19:01,580 --> 01:19:02,620 I'm really, really sorry. 1638 01:19:22,270 --> 01:19:22,790 Doctor. 1639 01:19:23,090 --> 01:19:23,610 Yeah? 1640 01:19:23,805 --> 01:19:24,450 Our son. 1641 01:19:24,690 --> 01:19:25,210 Who? 1642 01:19:25,590 --> 01:19:26,110 Taylor? 1643 01:19:26,210 --> 01:19:27,210 Taylor Ogburn. 1644 01:19:27,860 --> 01:19:29,290 Everything is just peachy. 1645 01:19:29,410 --> 01:19:29,850 Peachy? 1646 01:19:30,230 --> 01:19:31,350 Is that like a medical term? 1647 01:19:31,770 --> 01:19:32,590 He's okay. 1648 01:19:32,650 --> 01:19:33,430 He's sleeping. 1649 01:19:33,590 --> 01:19:35,030 We just need to watch him overnight. 1650 01:19:35,660 --> 01:19:36,740 Y'all should get some rest. 1651 01:19:36,770 --> 01:19:38,250 He's being discharged in the morning. 1652 01:19:38,690 --> 01:19:39,690 Well. 1653 01:19:40,830 --> 01:19:41,470 Shall we? 1654 01:19:41,850 --> 01:19:43,090 Yes, yes, yes, yes. 1655 01:20:06,630 --> 01:20:07,630 You alright, dear? 1656 01:20:27,740 --> 01:20:28,740 I need help. 1657 01:20:45,590 --> 01:20:46,660 I do have a problem. 1658 01:20:47,130 --> 01:20:48,460 I most definitely have a problem. 1659 01:20:49,960 --> 01:20:51,560 I think I might need to go to a meeting. 1660 01:20:53,070 --> 01:20:54,110 Tonight we're gonna party. 1661 01:20:54,650 --> 01:20:56,256 And tomorrow we're gonna go to a meeting. 1662 01:20:56,280 --> 01:20:57,280 First meeting. 1663 01:20:57,430 --> 01:20:58,680 And tomorrow the next thing. 1664 01:20:58,800 --> 01:20:59,800 One of them. 1665 01:21:01,000 --> 01:21:02,000 I'll go then. 1666 01:21:02,220 --> 01:21:03,460 We're gonna go to two meetings. 1667 01:21:03,500 --> 01:21:04,500 I don't know. 1668 01:21:19,560 --> 01:21:20,560 I'll call y'all. 1669 01:21:23,900 --> 01:21:25,546 Not sure when they're gonna let me use a phone. 1670 01:21:25,570 --> 01:21:26,360 So don't wait by it. 1671 01:21:26,510 --> 01:21:27,860 But I'll check in. 1672 01:21:37,160 --> 01:21:38,160 Hey. 1673 01:21:38,200 --> 01:21:39,200 Hey. 1674 01:21:47,290 --> 01:21:47,690 I'm sorry. 1675 01:21:47,691 --> 01:21:49,091 I didn't want it to seem more true. 1676 01:21:50,390 --> 01:21:51,190 But I'm sorry. 1677 01:21:51,230 --> 01:21:52,870 I'm the one that you got stuck with, baby. 1678 01:21:53,550 --> 01:21:54,550 I'm not. 1679 01:21:56,930 --> 01:21:57,930 I'm not. 1680 01:22:00,090 --> 01:22:01,090 Come here. 1681 01:22:15,610 --> 01:22:16,610 I love you. 1682 01:22:17,130 --> 01:22:18,250 I love you too. 1683 01:22:41,940 --> 01:22:42,940 It's really cool. 1684 01:22:43,570 --> 01:22:45,530 That Bobby stays with you guys for a little while. 1685 01:22:46,000 --> 01:22:46,640 For a little while. 1686 01:22:46,920 --> 01:22:47,920 For a lot of while. 1687 01:22:48,760 --> 01:22:49,760 Whatever. 1688 01:22:54,520 --> 01:22:55,520 Thank you. 1689 01:22:59,435 --> 01:23:00,480 I'll be back in six weeks. 1690 01:23:03,820 --> 01:23:05,020 You take care of Bobby for me. 1691 01:23:05,760 --> 01:23:06,760 I swear. 1692 01:23:11,210 --> 01:23:12,516 I'll take care of that heart of yours too. 1693 01:23:12,540 --> 01:23:13,540 Okay? 1694 01:23:14,320 --> 01:23:15,320 Down 1695 01:23:47,000 --> 01:23:53,360 the lane, a million or so thrushes are bursting into sweet demented song. 1696 01:23:54,305 --> 01:23:56,720 And there are cattails on the willow bushes. 1697 01:23:57,680 --> 01:24:02,640 And evenings are green again, are green and long. 1698 01:24:03,800 --> 01:24:10,141 And wouldn't you think I'd be used to hearing all the noisy clamorings of spring? 1699 01:24:10,530 --> 01:24:17,840 And would have learned by now this April veering of wings and buds of hours 1700 01:24:18,140 --> 01:24:19,140 lengthening? 1701 01:24:21,060 --> 01:24:22,060 Oh, I know it well. 1702 01:24:22,410 --> 01:24:28,720 With ears and eyes it's my old heart that still stammers with surprise. 111540