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what's he doing you know getting ready
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to go to work what time is it
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pastor 7:45
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feels later
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I can't rely on how it feels Terry you
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have to be smart to stick to the plan
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I was getting ready to watch the live
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talk show I've been in different many
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different relationships but I've never
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know so we have seven minutes maybe he
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won't even come down he always comes
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down before
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just not gonna work it's not gonna work
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Chris could get mad he's gonna come down
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and beat him in the shut up
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I hope this sicko gets obsessed
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we blew the breakers I mean the hopple
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now he's really gonna kill with his I
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know he's not looking we just have to
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stick to the plan
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stay calm
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what's your name you gonna hug me stay
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calm to conversate
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none of you no matter what you choose
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there are three underlying causes should
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always look for with PTSD here are these
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were one large-scale conflict the combat
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natural disaster
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number two social conflict poverty and
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finally intimate conklin domestic
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violence physical abuse sexual
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harassment etc etc now most survivors
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will have complex trauma so each one's
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stress profile will be unique that is
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why it is so important to deeply examine
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the source of the trauma only when we
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understand what exactly has happened to
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a person can we begin to understand why
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they behave the way they do max you
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ready max
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since Ella has abandoned us has agreed
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to fill in as my GA he is going to pass
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out your midterms some of you are going
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to be disappointed
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yes Gibson this is kind of an ethical
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question since Ella isn't our ta anymore
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we can ask her out now right I'll be my
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guest Gibson but please be advised that
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bruised ego will not be considered a
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medically excused absence any questions
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about your assignments your grades as
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Max if you have any questions about your
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unrequited crust on
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hag coyote Vic Sotto right is there more
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than one just an unusual name that's all
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there you go
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dr. Campbell Heidegger can I talk to you
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yeah some office hours later why don't
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you come see me then
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hey uh you may not remember me I'm Addie
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we had introduced some minutes late
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together oh hi
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I was surprised you're not in the
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advanced level we're reading Joanna Russ
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has had a suppress woman's writing and a
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female man crazy yeah I was carrying 20
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hours a semester I might take it next
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year so I wanted to ask you something
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but you never stuck around after class
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are you from Illinois look I read all
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the coverage the rescue the trial that's
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why I became a journalist I mean after
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all how many Dakota haggerty's can there
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be and I'm not her you were the only one
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who didn't testify at the trial you've
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got a completely untold story and I
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think people would find it inspiring
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where you are what you've overcome I
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don't know what you're talking about but
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whoever you're looking for it isn't me
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just leave me alone
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all right come on oh no I'm I I get warm
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in small spaces oh okay I see so I
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assume you want to talk about your
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midterm well I was just wondering if
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there is any kind of extra credit I can
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earn now I understand why you what the
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door well you signed up for my advanced
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psychology of trauma class without
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completing any of the prerequisites so
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I'm not surprised you're struggling I
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know I bombed the midterm but I can do
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better if you just give me a chance I'm
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willing to put the work in James quite
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figure you out Dakota because on the one
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hand you clearly lack the foundation and
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the basics of the subject matter and the
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research methodology on the other hand
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you have this incredible insight into
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the deviant mind your paper on sexual
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obsession was lightyears ahead of anyone
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else's how did you know all that from so
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lacking then why did you approve my
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admission to the class colleagues I'd
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find you interesting he's right about
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that I just need to pass this class my
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job is on campus and I need to keep my
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GPA up to keep it well there are tutors
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you can find a study buddy Gibson is
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obnoxious but he's also acing the class
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look at me my whole office our zero
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shows bar on Friday evenings
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it's a little less intimidating their
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office I'll study harder thanks dr.
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Campbell Dakota are you sure you're okay
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you know if you have any extenuating
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circumstances it would really be in your
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best interest to let me and the other
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faculty know about them and where we can
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make exceptions for you if you need to
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know get you any help you might need I
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don't need special treatment
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sorry
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please swap me out your buggies better
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suited for this yeah sure
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so say
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hey wait
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I have to go I'm sorry you haven't
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finished it most trauma survivors are
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torn between rejecting their experience
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and recreating it this is because the
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brain naturally adapts to its
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circumstances no matter how horrible
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those circumstances might be this is one
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of the reasons why soldiers often
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request to go back to combat situations
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it's a place where their adaptation
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makes the most sense to them right on a
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smaller scale it's why many of you will
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seek out a series of bad relationships
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until your friends stage an intervention
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but breaking that cycle staging that
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intervention is the key to moving past
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trauma sadly many people never get there
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and many people die trying
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I'm not happy new it I'll see you all
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next week
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you know Campbell was really laying it
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on thick today really cuz I thought it
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was sugarcoating it usually seems all
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the really gnarly stuff until after the
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drop date when we're stuck in this class
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worse there's no sense of spooked in
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armies right yeah I'm maxed by the way
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yeah I know I was in class member yeah
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hey maybe you could answer something for
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me yeah professor Campbell is he usually
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overly friendly professor vibes yeah
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well I mean he's young for a professor
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he's funny he's good-looking professor
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yeah I get it
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it's just there's um some stuff that
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I've been dealing with for feeling to
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deal with I guess now there's this
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person who keeps bringing all that stuff
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back up that I'd really gotta forget I'm
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sorry I don't know why I'm telling you
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Holmes I was thinking I relax I
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seriously hope you actually heard do you
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need help inside of class or outside of
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it let me know hit me up you never know
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yeah well
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duty calls hey yeah I gotta get back to
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work
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okay thanks the pep talk Thanks yeah
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anytime
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hi what are you doing here I work here
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duh I was off last semester now I'm back
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did you just start but you've basically
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been following me I mean class the quad
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now where I work I told you I don't want
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to talk about it so can't you just leave
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me alone look if I freaked you out the
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other day I'm sorry I'm not always great
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at social stuff I just want to be
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friends everybody needs friends right
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oh say good you're back go down to the
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supply closet and get these stuff I'm on
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hold with interlibrary loan in the
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basement yep that's the one
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hey he was out there
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and you're sure you didn't lock the door
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accidentally I didn't even close it
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she couldn't have loved it how do you
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know that because well truthfully wasn't
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luck when Ari and I arrived
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hey I'm not making this up someone
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someone's trying to - do what I'm
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telling you someone was there someone is
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doing this on purpose
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like who addy maybe she didn't follow me
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around giving me the creeps
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Adie was with me the whole time at the
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desk until we heard the commotion maybe
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you're right maybe somebody's pulling a
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harmless prank either way you're fine
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it's important thing so that's it you're
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just gonna forget about this I can file
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a non criminal incident report it'll
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make you feel better
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it's called aji okay what would they say
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- terms of Norton its Dakota Haggerty
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yeah I was just wondering is he
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is he still in prison
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he is okay okay um
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then have you heard from Terry Amanda or
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has he gotten any visitors or phone
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calls that privacy laws his privacy
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seriously yeah no I am I understand
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Thanks
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some patients will exhibit signs of
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trauma but not admit to any traumatic
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experience you can tell me why that
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might be Dakota because because the
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patient may not have begun to process
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the trauma yet or because peer-reviewed
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studies of my girlfriend show that four
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out of five women are completely nuts
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very sad and pathetic excuse for human
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being Gibson and if you weren't so
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obviously terrified of women I might
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even think it was funny thank you - good
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well you're half right just not about
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Gibson to admit to the trauma is to
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begin processing it
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next Hey I'm assuming you need security
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detail to walk yet her car all right
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good boy Gibson might be lurking butch
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is plotting his revenge and I really
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lost it kind of prove his point for him
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but don't worry about it there's
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honestly a new crop of guys like him
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every year and they grow out of it maybe
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well Campbell thinks I need a tutor and
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believe it or not he actually suggested
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Gibson really he's a smart guy but he's
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kind of a horrible judge of character so
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yeah but I need somebody um that's
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somebody you can trust I'm just too bad
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Ella flaked out but um that's how you
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around Friday morning I got a couple
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hours I can kill why don't you meet me
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and we'll do it then are you sure yeah
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you gotta use the class right unless you
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gotta piss Gibson off well yeah and you
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know keep my job further my education
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someday graduate and have a good career
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oh yeah of course that too
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thanks for coming Terry it's really good
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to see you Cynthia what it's Cynthia now
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say that other name again and I walk
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okay got it
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you definitely look different I mean you
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look great just different you want to
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come in
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well thanks for coming I figured I owed
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you that swim in college finally good
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for you
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do you talk to Minda at all these days I
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couldn't find her no but if you finally
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track her down forget you ever saw me
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well this is my place not much to see
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there's a lot of windows yeah I know I
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can't get enough light yeah me too
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so how's her family it's pretty much
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just me now my dad died when I was there
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maybe it's for the better my dad could
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hardly even look at me afterwards like I
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was dirty yeah
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so what's your life like these days
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normal all those years in that basement
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I used to dream about doing all the
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normal stuff but I'm actually doing some
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of those things it's not fixing anything
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and I wasn't
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Erica you therapy god that's the last
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thing I'd want
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it's a dredge up that garbage and relive
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it I changed my name became somebody
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else somebody who was never even in that
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basement you should do the same okay I
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could just erase my past well then it's
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going to consume you for the rest of
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your life
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you want some advice don't try to make
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up a life you could have had if you
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hadn't met Kurt Weber just move on get
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the life you want now and lie to
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everybody does your fiance know no
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nobody from my new life knows and that's
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how I want it so don't expect a wedding
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invitation what is it that you want
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Dakota I wanted to ask you with anything
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weird or unsettling it happened to you
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lately yeah you found me I mean has
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anybody been harassing you stalking you
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leaving you weird things what are you
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talking about I think someone's stalking
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me and that maybe Kurt put him up to it
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who could be talking to Kurt he's locked
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up in his cell
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you're the only person I can talk to you
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the only one I can trust
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wait wait Terry please no do you know
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how many crazies came out of the
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woodwork died so does that part Webber
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was some kind of hero
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and now you're leading off crazy yes
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don't leads right back to me
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I knew coming here was a mistake don't
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contact me again ever
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if you want to complain in my boss
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you're gonna have to wait till he gets
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out of his intramural lacrosse game
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excuse me match what are you doing
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a friend sent me a bottle that
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experiments with alcohol god what a
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weird sentence you know but those guys
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made to detect a troop drugs so I'm
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running a less-than clinical trial does
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it work hard to say there are at least
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10 different drugs out there and has one
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thing gonna detect them all so I'm
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skeptical so it's supposed to be that
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color not exactly subtle on a date look
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I know I haven't exactly been friendly
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but what happened to me it's the kind of
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thing that makes you weird with people
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friends your family even people you went
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through it with okay
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but then why are you here because I need
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a favor from someone who isn't afraid to
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ask for good questions so naturally you
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thought of me I'm trying to get Kurt
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Webber's Prison vlogs it's in there
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something that reporters can do to get
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the cast of Prisons publicly funded
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those should be public records you think
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whoever had something to do what
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happened yesterday I don't know I mean
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he's still locked up but could be
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pulling the strings I mean controls
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always a big thing for guys like that
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yeah
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checks out somebody's stalking me and I
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really need to know who it is well I
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need a good story or else I'm gonna be
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stuck covering alumni meet and greets
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until I graduate or I die
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whichever comes first so somebody's
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talking girls on campus sounds like a
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pretty good story to me you sure it
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doesn't bother you honestly it's kind of
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a relief to have at least one person I'm
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not hiding it from you're 21
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wait aren't these drugged nah control
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group
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making sure the liquor wasn't making it
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react
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oh yeah I'm not a fan of shots uh beer
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I think this is the first moment
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absolutely must just hurted one thing I
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don't know it's that you live without a
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car
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I mean II seriously don't got it I jump
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it everything you do not want me on the
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road hey Trey - okay
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this book I was telling you about you
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have two reasons nothing's very badass
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women iron oh hey it isn't the professor
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with the pants
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what do you mean before he came to teach
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her he's involved in this massive court
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case we tried to do a story on it but
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the records were sealed
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what kind of a clerk is it's me the
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source she tipped us off said it was
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sexual improprieties which could mean
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almost anything so you know his grad
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assistant Ella just stop showing up to
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class
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I don't thought they were dating she's
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dropped out of nowhere no one's heard
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from her since
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maybe he didn't take the break-up too
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well I'm gonna run to the ladies room if
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the waiter comes by you want to order
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anything Tommy
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Kota shouldn't you be studying
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bringing country right it is now didn't
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enjoy it where you can just hug it
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Jesus well gave me a heart attack what
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are you doing in here
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someone left this for me in my house in
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my bed oh no the last time you saw one
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of these Kurt Weber's basement
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he kept VHS tapes of all of us sorry I
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mean no I mean he didn't know that
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though right
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it was ever in the news No then how
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could whoever did it know unless Kurt
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told them have you watched it no how
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could I Jose is old school he never
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wants to let a format girl
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the Buddha you have to take this to the
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commerce
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so after that Horror Show you're
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probably not gonna be too thrilled about
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my most recent developments what is it I
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talked to the prison administrator good
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news and bad news good news we can't
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have access to Weber's prison visitor
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logs and his phone list that's great
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when can they get here that's the bad
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news we have to go get them ourselves
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what they aren't exactly in a rush to
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join the 21st century up there so
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nothing's digitized and they won't use
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state resources to do a journalist job
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for them that's a quote charming people
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hey it's no big deal
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they're on one side of the bars you're
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on the other I did a job shadow at
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Danville correction when I was in high
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school totally safe scary but definitely
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saying you don't understand I'm gonna be
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locked up in there with him I'll go no
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you don't know what he's like he can
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manipulate anything and I don't want him
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to have any knowledge of you or any way
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into you at all ever we could just drop
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it let it go it's totally up to you it's
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totally your call
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Hey certain things weren't coming oh no
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I just um some stuff came up I seem like
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what I'm just I just worried about you
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do you feel like someone's deliberately
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trying to drive you nuts
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you're giving Gibson way too much credit
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you need to let it go I'm kidding
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what's up that's just before when I was
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little I thought I always just knew what
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to do I didn't think twice I just did it
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let's not get us did but I want I mean I
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knew what I wanted I can't even get
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breakfast in the cafeteria without
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second-guessing myself I know that
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something happened to you I don't know
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what and you don't have to tell me
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obviously but something happened and I
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experienced I just you know it can
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change a person but it doesn't always
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have to be for the worse you know maybe
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I'll tell you about it sometime what are
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you doing tonight
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if you're free I may be working there
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too O'Shea's grab a drink you know
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sometimes these things go down a little
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bit easier in that way that sounds nice
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yeah
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Hey Hey you ready can we get that drink
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another time I I have this thing I have
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to do today yeah they just promise me
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you'll be careful okay okay all right
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I'll see you
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get out sanic Syngenta Papa's off
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the cops look at the tape
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can't let her down it's gonna go
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anywhere he handed me they should be
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able to see it man I think six ways from
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Sunday
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they took my statement I could tell they
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thought I was making up
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campus rent at home
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I know you're nervous
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I saw you doing the finger thing what
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did that anyway
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my therapist wanted me to develop to be
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self soothing rich Cole then I could do
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that wouldn't draw a lot of attention
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weren't supposed to notice
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they weren't counting on my powers of
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observation
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but who wouldn't be nervous I think it's
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amazing that you're doing this at all
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really dude I've speak catatonic hiding
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under my bed I would do a sense of the
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things you have
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you are a certifiable data
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I can do this work
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absolutely badass remember
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hey we're here to pick up some records
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regarding one of the inmates
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Dakotah hey we can leave whenever we
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want to alright just focus on me it's
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just that I haven't been in the same
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building as him since I was rescued it's
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another reason I didn't testify it's a
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big building with lots of guards and
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guns he had a gun that he took me
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I was at a sleepover in the middle of
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the night my friend Sita got up to go to
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the bathroom and the closet door opened
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and he was in there pointing a gun right
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at me Jesus
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yeah and he told me that if I screamed
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your made any noise he was going to kill
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my little sister and that's when I knew
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he thought I would see it so
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what'd you do um you know if you didn't
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know who my real family was then he
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couldn't hurt them
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we walked for a few blocks and then he
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blindfolded me and threw me in his truck
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and we drove around for hours then what
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what happened
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at first
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he
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came to visit me about three or four
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times a day
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and then Minda came which was better and
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worse at the same time
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I wasn't alone anymore but now he had
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two people to do horrible things to I
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remember her at the trial
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he abused us every day not just
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physically but psychologically he told
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us how happy our parents were that we
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were gone how much better their lives
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were without us that we should be proud
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for sacrificing ourselves he was
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protecting us that he loved us
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and then he took Terry my hostage tree
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yeah he got crazier as he got older if
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that was even possible so we were
546
00:43:04,846 --> 00:43:11,176
planning an escape I said it before and
547
00:43:11,176 --> 00:43:16,804
I will say it again
548
00:43:16,804 --> 00:43:23,204
okay incredible and someday when you're
549
00:43:23,204 --> 00:43:25,075
ready
550
00:43:25,075 --> 00:43:31,234
people should hear your story Dakota so
551
00:43:31,234 --> 00:43:32,045
I'm gonna gotta get better from here
552
00:43:32,045 --> 00:43:45,786
right okay
553
00:44:19,283 --> 00:44:24,571
no way yeah dr. Campbell Campbell is in
554
00:44:24,571 --> 00:44:27,635
your psych professor dr. example he came
555
00:44:27,635 --> 00:44:28,386
as he'll ever
556
00:44:28,386 --> 00:44:30,519
well it doesn't mention Webber's name
557
00:44:30,519 --> 00:44:32,262
specifically but he facilitates
558
00:44:32,262 --> 00:44:35,957
a men's sexual offenders support group
559
00:44:35,957 --> 00:44:38,450
right here at the prison cuz that's not
560
00:44:38,450 --> 00:44:40,253
creepy at all do you think this is
561
00:44:40,253 --> 00:44:42,566
enough evidence he admitted me to his
562
00:44:42,566 --> 00:44:44,249
advanced psych class he singles me out
563
00:44:44,249 --> 00:44:46,922
all the time there's hellos his
564
00:44:46,922 --> 00:44:48,755
appearance liddie have been able to
565
00:44:48,755 --> 00:44:51,158
check that what you live my address
566
00:44:51,158 --> 00:44:53,742
would be in school records I hate to say
567
00:44:53,742 --> 00:44:56,536
it but it is adding up and he is a
568
00:44:56,536 --> 00:44:58,279
regular visitor to Kurt Weber's home
569
00:44:58,279 --> 00:45:00,412
away from home and then there's that
570
00:45:00,412 --> 00:45:04,698
whole sexual impropriety stay
571
00:45:04,698 --> 00:45:07,071
what do you want to do go to the cops
572
00:45:07,071 --> 00:45:10,496
but we don't have any real proof holy
573
00:45:10,496 --> 00:45:14,191
hits him I mean like a sting
574
00:45:14,191 --> 00:45:18,036
I go to wire I think it's time to turn
575
00:45:18,036 --> 00:45:21,902
the tables don't you that's due
576
00:45:31,726 --> 00:45:36,563
together
577
00:45:36,563 --> 00:45:38,786
tell anybody didn't you're the only one
578
00:45:38,786 --> 00:45:40,048
who knows yeah well this pretty much
579
00:45:40,048 --> 00:45:42,001
blows my scoop why would I do this so
580
00:45:42,001 --> 00:45:56,451
that's to you scoop
581
00:45:56,451 --> 00:46:00,767
sure up guys go come on you for a long
582
00:46:00,767 --> 00:46:11,042
this
583
00:46:11,042 --> 00:46:13,986
hey all that stuff they're saying yeah
584
00:46:13,986 --> 00:46:18,933
sure
585
00:46:18,933 --> 00:46:23,810
Jesus god I wish she had told me what
586
00:46:23,810 --> 00:46:26,754
what difference would it have made it's
587
00:46:26,754 --> 00:46:28,196
my life it was stupid to think I could
588
00:46:28,196 --> 00:46:31,972
just outrun in only blow off class I
589
00:46:31,972 --> 00:46:34,205
will grab that drink we talked about
590
00:46:34,205 --> 00:46:35,226
earlier and we can forget about
591
00:46:35,226 --> 00:46:37,419
everything what and I'm everyone think
592
00:46:37,419 --> 00:46:40,964
I'm just like Ella talking about you're
593
00:46:40,964 --> 00:46:44,479
nothing like Ella yeah well let's hope
594
00:46:44,479 --> 00:46:46,042
Campbell doesn't think so what does that
595
00:46:46,042 --> 00:46:48,115
mean he's the one that's been doing all
596
00:46:48,115 --> 00:46:48,796
this to me
597
00:46:48,796 --> 00:46:53,462
stalking me threatening me okay look the
598
00:46:53,462 --> 00:46:55,204
code I know that Campbell can be like
599
00:46:55,204 --> 00:46:57,428
kind of a Lech that's a little bit
600
00:46:57,428 --> 00:47:00,962
beyond him right oh who else would it be
601
00:47:00,962 --> 00:47:03,677
I'm sorry I know he's your mentor I
602
00:47:03,677 --> 00:47:05,179
shouldn't have said look you can talk to
603
00:47:05,179 --> 00:47:09,916
me okay I told you that
604
00:47:09,916 --> 00:47:12,169
I don't even feel safe at my apartment
605
00:47:12,169 --> 00:47:13,971
anymore he knows where I live oh say my
606
00:47:13,971 --> 00:47:17,757
place I just realized what that sounded
607
00:47:17,757 --> 00:47:19,740
like that's I swear it's not I come on
608
00:47:19,740 --> 00:47:22,614
alright I live I live with my mom
609
00:47:22,614 --> 00:47:26,079
actually and like we have a spare
610
00:47:26,079 --> 00:47:30,945
bedroom I'm gonna give this to you it's
611
00:47:30,945 --> 00:47:33,469
my address okay so you ever need it day
612
00:47:33,469 --> 00:47:38,246
or night okay thanks but I can just stay
613
00:47:38,246 --> 00:47:38,847
at a tease
614
00:47:38,847 --> 00:47:41,941
after she just sold you out and told the
615
00:47:41,941 --> 00:47:44,675
reporters about everything because I
616
00:47:44,675 --> 00:47:46,177
just like you need to be with somebody
617
00:47:46,177 --> 00:47:47,739
who's not gonna cause more problems in
618
00:47:47,739 --> 00:47:49,332
the first place I'm Nikki Thank You max
619
00:47:49,332 --> 00:47:54,108
I'm I'm grateful but I'm gonna figure it
620
00:47:54,108 --> 00:47:54,619
out on my own
621
00:47:54,619 --> 00:47:57,623
I don't need your protection and I
622
00:47:57,623 --> 00:48:05,134
really don't want your pity oh no I'm
623
00:48:05,134 --> 00:48:05,525
sorry
624
00:48:05,525 --> 00:48:10,992
I didn't need to wash out well you need
625
00:48:10,992 --> 00:48:17,662
to do about Campbell for now just keep
626
00:48:17,662 --> 00:48:20,074
going to class
627
00:48:20,074 --> 00:48:39,523
all right Shelly
628
00:48:39,523 --> 00:48:55,476
good afternoon everyone hello
629
00:48:55,476 --> 00:49:01,134
okay the effects of trauma on psychology
630
00:49:01,134 --> 00:49:05,880
and neurology cannot be separated can
631
00:49:05,880 --> 00:49:09,425
anyone give me an example from the
632
00:49:09,425 --> 00:49:14,863
reading report okay well the brain as an
633
00:49:14,863 --> 00:49:17,897
organ is finely calibrated to detect
634
00:49:17,897 --> 00:49:20,451
danger it's part of its survival
635
00:49:20,451 --> 00:49:22,915
function but exposure to trauma
636
00:49:22,915 --> 00:49:26,249
especially prolonged or repeated or
637
00:49:26,249 --> 00:49:29,704
intimate trauma can rewire those
638
00:49:29,704 --> 00:49:31,236
dangerous seeking portions of the brain
639
00:49:31,236 --> 00:49:33,429
thus causing it to wrongly perceived
640
00:49:33,429 --> 00:49:39,188
danger in every situation yes Dakota
641
00:49:39,188 --> 00:49:42,172
what if it's not wrong how do you mean
642
00:49:42,172 --> 00:49:44,155
well if danger really is all around you
643
00:49:44,155 --> 00:49:45,747
then isn't your brain sending you the
644
00:49:45,747 --> 00:49:47,970
right signals well I'm not sure that's a
645
00:49:47,970 --> 00:49:52,296
reason really have you ever walked home
646
00:49:52,296 --> 00:49:53,318
at night with your keys between your
647
00:49:53,318 --> 00:49:56,562
fingers listened over your shoulder for
648
00:49:56,562 --> 00:49:58,155
footsteps when you enter a public
649
00:49:58,155 --> 00:50:00,768
restroom smile at someone who frightens
650
00:50:00,768 --> 00:50:03,322
you because maybe if you're nice enough
651
00:50:03,322 --> 00:50:05,816
if you don't wind their pride maybe they
652
00:50:05,816 --> 00:50:11,133
won't actually hurt you have you ever
653
00:50:11,133 --> 00:50:12,545
worried that what you're wearing might
654
00:50:12,545 --> 00:50:14,077
draw the wrong kind of attention or
655
00:50:14,077 --> 00:50:15,609
worse make people think that it was your
656
00:50:15,609 --> 00:50:18,123
fault no I have
657
00:50:18,123 --> 00:50:20,566
well then respectfully dr. Campbell I
658
00:50:20,566 --> 00:50:23,330
don't think you know how dangerous the
659
00:50:23,330 --> 00:50:27,266
world really is
660
00:50:52,211 --> 00:50:56,548
Jesus look much sorry I'm just looking
661
00:50:56,548 --> 00:51:01,745
for Dakota why did she miss another big
662
00:51:01,745 --> 00:51:03,477
study day
663
00:51:03,477 --> 00:51:05,921
look in case you haven't noticed she's
664
00:51:05,921 --> 00:51:07,363
got bigger things to worry about how you
665
00:51:07,363 --> 00:51:09,496
realize that but I can help her she can
666
00:51:09,496 --> 00:51:10,487
help herself
667
00:51:10,487 --> 00:51:12,530
I think she's had enough male protection
668
00:51:12,530 --> 00:51:15,565
don't you I'm just worried about her hey
669
00:51:15,565 --> 00:51:16,917
come on you should be two of you talked
670
00:51:16,917 --> 00:51:19,290
to her she says there's somebody out
671
00:51:19,290 --> 00:51:21,062
there trying to mess with her tormentor
672
00:51:21,062 --> 00:51:23,556
Dakota has facedown monsters and
673
00:51:23,556 --> 00:51:26,700
survived she's tougher than either of us
674
00:51:26,700 --> 00:51:39,989
she needs help she doesn't need her help
675
00:51:46,598 --> 00:51:48,761
hi you've reached a coda Haggerty I
676
00:51:48,761 --> 00:51:51,555
can't come to the phone right now leave
677
00:51:51,555 --> 00:51:52,817
your name and number and I will call you
678
00:51:52,817 --> 00:51:55,992
back
679
00:52:24,032 --> 00:52:37,581
sorry I am so got something
680
00:53:14,834 --> 00:53:19,229
you okay I think so
681
00:53:19,229 --> 00:53:20,853
I got part of the license plate it was
682
00:53:20,853 --> 00:53:25,749
six six F 6 6 F something I can call the
683
00:53:25,749 --> 00:53:33,280
cops if you want me to yeah yeah sure
684
00:53:33,280 --> 00:53:35,624
yeah I'd like to report an attempted
685
00:53:35,624 --> 00:53:37,326
hit-and-run
686
00:53:37,326 --> 00:53:42,403
sure
687
00:53:42,403 --> 00:53:45,798
listen Dakota I I've been thinking a lot
688
00:53:45,798 --> 00:53:48,922
about what you said in class like a lot
689
00:53:48,922 --> 00:53:52,407
a lot and I said some really dumb things
690
00:53:52,407 --> 00:53:55,801
to you and to other women too because I
691
00:53:55,801 --> 00:53:59,918
didn't know and I didn't think and and
692
00:53:59,918 --> 00:54:03,133
I'm sorry I'm gonna try to not be such
693
00:54:03,133 --> 00:54:05,426
an entitled jerk
694
00:54:14,578 --> 00:54:22,450
hey addy
695
00:54:22,450 --> 00:54:26,296
it was nice of the cops putting you up
696
00:54:26,296 --> 00:54:28,759
in a hotel local cops still don't
697
00:54:28,759 --> 00:54:30,201
believe me but detective Martin made a
698
00:54:30,201 --> 00:54:32,564
few calls
699
00:54:32,564 --> 00:54:34,828
if Kimball got my address from school
700
00:54:34,828 --> 00:54:41,617
records he can get mine too yeah Dakota
701
00:54:41,617 --> 00:54:47,896
I found something you may not want to
702
00:54:47,896 --> 00:54:53,704
know no tell me
703
00:54:53,704 --> 00:54:59,503
it's okay just tell me Minda I figured
704
00:54:59,503 --> 00:55:03,739
out why you couldn't find her she's dead
705
00:55:03,739 --> 00:55:05,501
isn't she
706
00:55:05,501 --> 00:55:08,576
he killed herself
707
00:55:08,576 --> 00:55:13,112
a couple months ago what about
708
00:55:13,112 --> 00:55:16,267
Campbell's records the coda did you to
709
00:55:16,267 --> 00:55:18,339
see I did Campbell's records Jesus at
710
00:55:18,339 --> 00:55:20,803
least give you thought I can't I need to
711
00:55:20,803 --> 00:55:22,876
nail the sky before yes the gel you
712
00:55:22,876 --> 00:55:25,610
don't in any way what if what if we're
713
00:55:25,610 --> 00:55:26,060
wrong
714
00:55:26,060 --> 00:55:28,404
what if it's somebody else you're scared
715
00:55:28,404 --> 00:55:33,661
yes I'm scared for you did you ever
716
00:55:33,661 --> 00:55:35,884
think that by focusing on this guy by
717
00:55:35,884 --> 00:55:37,687
letting him live rent-free in your head
718
00:55:37,687 --> 00:55:40,571
you might actually be making it worse so
719
00:55:40,571 --> 00:55:45,228
this is my fault no obviously not but
720
00:55:45,228 --> 00:55:47,271
you're not a cop you're the victim it's
721
00:55:47,271 --> 00:55:51,026
not on you to finger my hat eat I can't
722
00:55:51,026 --> 00:55:54,361
sleep I hear footsteps
723
00:55:54,361 --> 00:55:58,406
I wouldn't there's nobody there
724
00:55:58,406 --> 00:56:03,003
the things I see when I close my eyes
725
00:56:06,027 --> 00:56:07,228
do you want to know why I'm not
726
00:56:07,228 --> 00:56:10,634
surprised about Binda
727
00:56:10,634 --> 00:56:14,019
because I get it
728
00:56:14,019 --> 00:56:19,175
I get wanting a way to make this Oh stop
729
00:56:19,175 --> 00:56:22,310
for good to go to see what does I need
730
00:56:22,310 --> 00:56:24,923
is to keep moving keep going forward so
731
00:56:24,923 --> 00:56:26,425
I don't slide down into the same place
732
00:56:26,425 --> 00:56:31,804
she was I need to focus on Campbell
733
00:56:31,804 --> 00:56:33,576
whether you help me or not
734
00:56:43,851 --> 00:56:47,275
so you dated dr. Campbell hung out but
735
00:56:47,275 --> 00:56:48,357
had to call it every month
736
00:56:48,357 --> 00:56:51,030
how did reaction you cut it off don't
737
00:56:51,030 --> 00:56:53,283
know he was mostly but not for long man
738
00:56:53,283 --> 00:56:55,777
is easily distracted I mean I knew we
739
00:56:55,777 --> 00:56:57,760
weren't serious but come on text him
740
00:56:57,760 --> 00:56:58,991
back it's like a bare minimum
741
00:56:58,991 --> 00:57:00,704
he wasn't possessive at all are
742
00:57:00,704 --> 00:57:03,138
controling I'm he's a flirt sure but
743
00:57:03,138 --> 00:57:05,151
trying to build any kind of relationship
744
00:57:05,151 --> 00:57:07,885
with him it's like good luck I don't
745
00:57:07,885 --> 00:57:10,619
know maybe it was me but just always
746
00:57:10,619 --> 00:57:12,392
seemed like his mind was on something
747
00:57:12,392 --> 00:57:14,734
else for someone else
748
00:57:14,734 --> 00:57:18,851
why are you go just curious well if
749
00:57:18,851 --> 00:57:21,073
you're curious to know if it's something
750
00:57:21,073 --> 00:57:23,357
you should invest in I suggest you look
751
00:57:23,357 --> 00:57:23,958
elsewhere
752
00:57:23,958 --> 00:57:26,702
all right thanks
753
00:57:43,436 --> 00:57:45,778
so did she move out ah her stuffs still
754
00:57:45,778 --> 00:57:48,332
here what did you tell anyone did you
755
00:57:48,332 --> 00:57:50,585
call Ella's parents we didn't want to
756
00:57:50,585 --> 00:57:51,397
freak them out
757
00:57:51,397 --> 00:57:52,929
ana rents paid for the rest of the
758
00:57:52,929 --> 00:57:58,898
semester so okay thanks
759
00:58:16,763 --> 00:58:19,988
sure alright you have a good day thanks
760
00:58:19,988 --> 00:58:24,013
now bye-bye hey I'm helping Addie
761
00:58:24,013 --> 00:58:26,175
Johnson over at the school paper do you
762
00:58:26,175 --> 00:58:27,528
have a list of all the research grants
763
00:58:27,528 --> 00:58:28,700
that have been awarded to the department
764
00:58:28,700 --> 00:58:30,533
oh great thank you
765
00:58:42,089 --> 00:58:46,816
close oh hey rose
766
00:58:46,816 --> 00:58:49,159
how are ya a couple things would it be
767
00:58:49,159 --> 00:58:50,962
too much trouble to ask you to email
768
00:58:50,962 --> 00:58:53,655
those PDFs again expense report videos
769
00:58:53,655 --> 00:58:57,601
okay and then the other thing is oh one
770
00:58:57,601 --> 00:59:04,551
second why
771
00:59:04,551 --> 00:59:08,306
thank you
772
00:59:16,308 --> 00:59:17,989
so now that we understand the
773
00:59:17,989 --> 00:59:20,544
relationship between the brain brain
774
00:59:20,544 --> 00:59:23,967
function and psychology in relation to
775
00:59:23,967 --> 00:59:30,037
trauma PTSD I'd like to I'd like to
776
00:59:30,037 --> 00:59:31,870
discuss and investigate some of the
777
00:59:31,870 --> 00:59:34,242
different therapeutic modalities used to
778
00:59:34,242 --> 00:59:38,900
treat PTSD some of the latest ones such
779
00:59:38,900 --> 00:59:43,106
as neurofeedback EMDR which for those of
780
00:59:43,106 --> 00:59:44,818
you don't know stands for eye movement
781
00:59:44,818 --> 01:00:05,066
desensitization reprocessing thank you
782
01:00:05,066 --> 01:00:08,020
all right
783
01:00:08,020 --> 01:00:11,725
thanks for coming because you chose a
784
01:00:11,725 --> 01:00:16,322
final place I haven't water you want
785
01:00:16,322 --> 01:00:20,317
something stronger get his water simi
786
01:00:20,317 --> 01:00:21,850
I'm gonna get your house bourbon on the
787
01:00:21,850 --> 01:00:28,430
rocks so you've been a little tense and
788
01:00:28,430 --> 01:00:30,292
inattentive in class lately
789
01:00:30,292 --> 01:00:34,919
I think it's been warranted I understand
790
01:00:34,919 --> 01:00:42,720
you know I'm listening thank you sir I
791
01:00:42,720 --> 01:00:44,622
understand why you wanted to be in my
792
01:00:44,622 --> 01:00:48,438
class and I also understand why you
793
01:00:48,438 --> 01:00:49,849
wouldn't want to talk about why you
794
01:00:49,849 --> 01:00:52,404
wanted to be in my class is that why you
795
01:00:52,404 --> 01:00:53,956
gave me special treatment
796
01:00:53,956 --> 01:00:57,932
yeah no you're bright and you're
797
01:00:57,932 --> 01:01:01,286
intriguing and you're very pretty
798
01:01:01,286 --> 01:01:06,194
those things enough I'm sorry
799
01:01:06,194 --> 01:01:08,958
I just flirted with you I'm sorry that's
800
01:01:08,958 --> 01:01:11,481
a defense mechanism online why would you
801
01:01:11,481 --> 01:01:21,485
feel defensive are you afraid to cut
802
01:01:21,485 --> 01:01:24,249
having something that's my fault what do
803
01:01:24,249 --> 01:01:28,786
you mean I didn't know dr. Roy
804
01:01:28,786 --> 01:01:30,648
recommended you he didn't tell me
805
01:01:30,648 --> 01:01:34,284
anything and so now I keep running back
806
01:01:34,284 --> 01:01:37,799
over my lecture your lectures all I ever
807
01:01:37,799 --> 01:01:40,593
talk about is trauma I go on and I
808
01:01:40,593 --> 01:01:41,674
thought worst things that could possibly
809
01:01:41,674 --> 01:01:43,266
happen to a person and the whole time
810
01:01:43,266 --> 01:01:46,841
you you just have just sit there I mean
811
01:01:46,841 --> 01:01:50,447
it's no wonder was heartbeat and you
812
01:01:50,447 --> 01:01:52,820
want me to believe that you had no idea
813
01:01:52,820 --> 01:01:54,592
the entire time that Curt never told you
814
01:01:54,592 --> 01:01:58,137
anything I have no idea we're talking
815
01:01:58,137 --> 01:02:01,012
about someone has been torturing me
816
01:02:01,012 --> 01:02:03,275
someone with knowledge of my past and
817
01:02:03,275 --> 01:02:04,627
someone who's been in contact with Curt
818
01:02:04,627 --> 01:02:09,183
Weber and you think that someone is me
819
01:02:09,183 --> 01:02:13,910
Dakota no yes I do
820
01:02:13,910 --> 01:02:17,575
run a men's support group at the prison
821
01:02:17,575 --> 01:02:20,249
but is solely for the purpose of
822
01:02:20,249 --> 01:02:22,352
research for my writing Kurt Weber has
823
01:02:22,352 --> 01:02:24,094
never attended a single meeting so
824
01:02:24,094 --> 01:02:25,266
you're saying you haven't spoken to him
825
01:02:25,266 --> 01:02:27,850
once not once and you just happen to
826
01:02:27,850 --> 01:02:30,103
specialize in what goes on in a
827
01:02:30,103 --> 01:02:33,558
predators mind I've read your journal
828
01:02:33,558 --> 01:02:35,330
articles your book you write like
829
01:02:35,330 --> 01:02:40,917
someone yeah with experience yes
830
01:02:40,917 --> 01:02:43,381
you're right about that that is not an
831
01:02:43,381 --> 01:02:57,130
accident he was a friend of my parents
832
01:02:57,130 --> 01:03:06,003
and I called him uncle it was a long
833
01:03:06,003 --> 01:03:12,393
time ago that it went on for years
834
01:03:12,393 --> 01:03:16,719
you're a victim
835
01:03:16,719 --> 01:03:20,615
about the lawsuit you know about that
836
01:03:20,615 --> 01:03:23,148
they were trying to raise the statute of
837
01:03:23,148 --> 01:03:26,453
limitations on abuse I agreed to be a
838
01:03:26,453 --> 01:03:28,706
test case I thought maybe it would fix
839
01:03:28,706 --> 01:03:32,522
things of course it didn't so I started
840
01:03:32,522 --> 01:03:39,881
the support group how can you stand be
841
01:03:39,881 --> 01:03:43,757
the same room with them to talk to them
842
01:03:43,757 --> 01:03:45,730
well you know the stats you know that
843
01:03:45,730 --> 01:03:49,005
most offenders were victims themselves
844
01:03:49,005 --> 01:03:51,539
so I needed to know I needed to know if
845
01:03:51,539 --> 01:03:57,697
you made me like you I think my research
846
01:03:57,697 --> 01:04:00,121
was probably a way to get some distance
847
01:04:00,121 --> 01:04:03,404
I'm gonna intellectualize what I wasn't
848
01:04:03,404 --> 01:04:05,709
ready to feel
849
01:04:05,709 --> 01:04:07,702
unfortunately Dakota the world is not
850
01:04:07,702 --> 01:04:10,645
gonna make exceptions for you I'm gonna
851
01:04:10,645 --> 01:04:15,833
have to be strong don't be like Ella
852
01:04:15,833 --> 01:04:18,547
wait what are you talking about she was
853
01:04:18,547 --> 01:04:22,723
in a very fragile place and she told me
854
01:04:22,723 --> 01:04:24,675
about some unwanted attention she was
855
01:04:24,675 --> 01:04:28,541
getting from someone so I told her to
856
01:04:28,541 --> 01:04:33,238
stand up to him that boundaries instead
857
01:04:33,238 --> 01:04:35,882
she just disappeared she didn't say who
858
01:04:35,882 --> 01:04:37,604
it was
859
01:04:37,604 --> 01:04:39,946
she just copying me on an email to the
860
01:04:39,946 --> 01:04:45,135
Dean that's disappointing
861
01:04:45,135 --> 01:04:50,673
listen I have to go but if I made you
862
01:04:50,673 --> 01:04:59,405
feel uncomfortable in any way I'm sorry
863
01:04:59,405 --> 01:05:01,668
now listen if you're in real danger the
864
01:05:01,668 --> 01:05:04,072
police should how you're well aware but
865
01:05:04,072 --> 01:05:06,044
I think I can handle it
866
01:05:06,044 --> 01:05:10,000
I'm st. Claude
867
01:05:24,441 --> 01:05:28,475
Hey
868
01:05:28,475 --> 01:05:32,110
I'm thirsty how did you know I was gonna
869
01:05:32,110 --> 01:05:32,801
be here
870
01:05:32,801 --> 01:05:37,518
Eddie told me you seemed like really on
871
01:05:37,518 --> 01:05:42,025
edge stressed yeah maybe this off you
872
01:05:42,025 --> 01:05:45,781
feel better
873
01:05:45,781 --> 01:05:52,100
said I owed you a drink
874
01:05:55,875 --> 01:05:58,098
you know actually I'm gonna run to the
875
01:05:58,098 --> 01:06:03,506
ladies room really quickly I can hold on
876
01:06:03,506 --> 01:06:16,585
to this they get back watch it
877
01:06:49,571 --> 01:06:52,576
hi Eddie Johnson here started coming to
878
01:06:52,576 --> 01:06:53,687
the phone doing something to support
879
01:06:53,687 --> 01:06:55,129
mazing right now you got something
880
01:06:55,129 --> 01:06:56,631
better let me know and I just might call
881
01:06:56,631 --> 01:06:57,232
you back
882
01:06:57,232 --> 01:06:59,966
Eddie it's me um it's not cannibal and
883
01:06:59,966 --> 01:07:01,799
little Shay's and Max is here I think he
884
01:07:01,799 --> 01:07:03,722
followed me here and I don't think I
885
01:07:03,722 --> 01:07:05,224
don't think I dropped out of school I
886
01:07:05,224 --> 01:07:06,485
think that he has er I think he took her
887
01:07:06,485 --> 01:07:10,361
and he's here and I get out I can't find
888
01:07:10,361 --> 01:07:12,224
away I can't I can't teach you to call
889
01:07:12,224 --> 01:07:37,730
me back in space you get this okay
890
01:08:07,793 --> 01:08:11,217
stay in my place
891
01:09:12,333 --> 01:09:16,030
let's eat sturdy I know you're scared
892
01:09:16,030 --> 01:09:19,814
I know you probably tried to do it vault
893
01:09:19,814 --> 01:09:29,267
rescues
894
01:09:29,267 --> 01:09:34,075
it's what Kurt Weber did to
895
01:09:35,697 --> 01:09:46,242
ha
896
01:09:46,242 --> 01:09:48,254
a lot of ex isn't here yet but I don't
897
01:09:48,254 --> 01:09:52,311
know how much time we have
898
01:09:56,227 --> 01:10:05,320
as long as you think
899
01:10:05,320 --> 01:10:20,721
maybe we have all the time in the world
900
01:10:36,294 --> 01:10:39,398
hey hey did you see my friend for the
901
01:10:39,398 --> 01:10:40,870
other night here put a bag kind of
902
01:10:40,870 --> 01:10:47,099
creepy
903
01:10:54,870 --> 01:10:57,353
no no please
904
01:11:59,872 --> 01:12:04,299
remember this I know a girl like you
905
01:12:04,299 --> 01:12:06,311
would be wary of taking a drink so I
906
01:12:06,311 --> 01:12:09,907
spiked a lot of picture behind the bar
907
01:12:09,907 --> 01:12:14,963
next you don't have to do this
908
01:12:14,963 --> 01:12:20,101
but I want to I've always wanted to
909
01:12:23,145 --> 01:12:25,409
what about your mom she'll be home soon
910
01:12:25,409 --> 01:12:27,361
she'll order for the one pair she won't
911
01:12:27,361 --> 01:12:32,138
be interrupting us you think she'd be
912
01:12:32,138 --> 01:12:36,955
okay with this should be proud of you
913
01:12:43,715 --> 01:12:47,009
does you think that next let me tell me
914
01:12:47,009 --> 01:12:50,024
please don't keep doing this thing we're
915
01:12:50,024 --> 01:12:53,078
repeating my name and it's not working
916
01:12:53,078 --> 01:12:58,165
it's like psych 101 you're gonna have to
917
01:12:58,165 --> 01:13:02,011
try something else maybe you can help me
918
01:13:02,011 --> 01:13:07,659
help me you've the power to let me go
919
01:13:07,659 --> 01:13:12,464
bow it's all about the taking you know
920
01:13:12,464 --> 01:13:16,331
told me that
921
01:13:16,331 --> 01:13:20,807
Kurt Weber how did you find out about
922
01:13:20,807 --> 01:13:24,713
car driver I always enjoy reading about
923
01:13:24,713 --> 01:13:28,859
the famous ones fantasizing about how
924
01:13:28,859 --> 01:13:31,923
they would do it how I would do it even
925
01:13:31,923 --> 01:13:33,125
better than they did
926
01:13:36,439 --> 01:13:39,764
what happened fella oh there's no good
927
01:13:39,764 --> 01:13:42,268
she resisted she fought you
928
01:13:42,268 --> 01:13:45,242
she didn't obey just like hurt said
929
01:13:45,242 --> 01:13:50,069
sometimes they need to be trained max
930
01:13:50,069 --> 01:13:54,695
what did you do
931
01:13:54,695 --> 01:14:00,504
there's so much better than her you're
932
01:14:00,504 --> 01:14:03,898
perfect
933
01:14:03,898 --> 01:14:11,680
I think from the moment I saw you Kurt
934
01:14:11,680 --> 01:14:15,926
and rebirth
935
01:14:18,700 --> 01:14:22,375
hey both can you do me a huge favor I'm
936
01:14:22,375 --> 01:14:23,576
supposed to drop something off to one of
937
01:14:23,576 --> 01:14:25,499
the grad assistants and I lost the
938
01:14:25,499 --> 01:14:25,860
address
939
01:14:25,860 --> 01:14:32,169
max Peterson uh-huh thank you give me
940
01:14:32,169 --> 01:14:39,799
his phone over to would you you used
941
01:14:39,799 --> 01:14:44,186
campaign I wanted access and he had
942
01:14:44,186 --> 01:14:47,160
clearance so it's like I didn't it was
943
01:14:47,160 --> 01:14:49,113
actually pretty easy to go back he never
944
01:14:49,113 --> 01:14:50,465
even bothered in check
945
01:14:50,465 --> 01:14:52,838
gonna tell me about the airplanes did
946
01:14:52,838 --> 01:14:56,683
you take I didn't want to do that at
947
01:14:56,683 --> 01:15:00,349
first would you here with me right in
948
01:15:00,349 --> 01:15:03,113
the very beginning but Kurt taught me
949
01:15:03,113 --> 01:15:07,289
that the hunt was part of the thrill
950
01:15:07,289 --> 01:15:09,211
so watching those big beautiful eyes
951
01:15:09,211 --> 01:15:13,527
constantly looking over your shoulder
952
01:15:13,527 --> 01:15:16,721
Rachele reminder
953
01:15:16,721 --> 01:15:23,210
they like the planes the videotapes he
954
01:15:23,210 --> 01:15:24,683
Kurt knew that nothing would get to you
955
01:15:24,683 --> 01:15:26,485
more than little mementos of them and he
956
01:15:26,485 --> 01:15:30,721
was right hit and run love that was
957
01:15:30,721 --> 01:15:33,095
quickly improvised I wanted a front-row
958
01:15:33,095 --> 01:15:37,351
seat for myself
959
01:15:37,351 --> 01:15:39,584
Kurt was jealous why would he ever help
960
01:15:39,584 --> 01:15:41,426
you
961
01:15:41,426 --> 01:15:44,481
as humors first
962
01:15:44,481 --> 01:15:52,533
we were special never forget your first
963
01:15:52,533 --> 01:15:54,245
even from present he wanted to make sure
964
01:15:54,245 --> 01:15:55,597
you were getting the attention you
965
01:15:55,597 --> 01:15:57,279
deserve and I was giving that to you but
966
01:15:57,279 --> 01:16:00,553
you thought it was Campbell why would
967
01:16:00,553 --> 01:16:04,700
you think that
968
01:16:04,700 --> 01:16:07,483
he was attentive
969
01:16:07,483 --> 01:16:10,108
besides he's attractive like you said he
970
01:16:10,108 --> 01:16:11,670
was a predatory professor and you were
971
01:16:11,670 --> 01:16:13,172
the victim i student you fell for that
972
01:16:13,172 --> 01:16:14,614
stupid cliche right from the very
973
01:16:14,614 --> 01:16:15,365
beginning
974
01:16:15,365 --> 01:16:17,588
you made me think I never even saw you
975
01:16:17,588 --> 01:16:28,404
call me true me think it was a little
976
01:16:28,404 --> 01:16:43,515
girl I bet even let you take the bucket
977
01:16:56,534 --> 01:17:12,336
how are you in there hello Eddie what's
978
01:17:12,336 --> 01:17:13,738
up thank God you called
979
01:17:13,738 --> 01:17:16,993
okay not what I was expecting if you
980
01:17:16,993 --> 01:17:19,006
were you heard from Dakota of those I
981
01:17:19,006 --> 01:17:20,117
was worried about her I haven't heard
982
01:17:20,117 --> 01:17:29,100
from her it's weird okay I ran into her
983
01:17:29,100 --> 01:17:31,624
at O'Shea's okay but she's like she's
984
01:17:31,624 --> 01:17:41,978
acting really really like really strange
985
01:17:41,978 --> 01:17:51,362
get this open okay
986
01:17:51,362 --> 01:17:53,765
you think about this I feel like she's
987
01:17:53,765 --> 01:17:55,327
isolating herself from everybody that
988
01:17:55,327 --> 01:17:57,580
cares about her I mean first you thought
989
01:17:57,580 --> 01:17:59,263
it was a Campbell I've you know stalking
990
01:17:59,263 --> 01:18:00,645
her and then she thought it was you and
991
01:18:00,645 --> 01:18:07,485
now she takes does me what if she's
992
01:18:07,485 --> 01:18:13,974
having a psychotic break
993
01:18:13,974 --> 01:18:16,297
hey this is the think about it she's
994
01:18:16,297 --> 01:18:18,190
been suffering years of abuse from that
995
01:18:18,190 --> 01:18:20,984
guy I just like you know I'm worried
996
01:18:20,984 --> 01:18:27,583
about her we should call the police
997
01:18:27,583 --> 01:18:30,898
nothing no anywhere she might go campus
998
01:18:30,898 --> 01:18:37,848
my house your house no daddy I just
999
01:18:37,848 --> 01:18:51,848
Thanks she's scared Dakota scared didn't
1000
01:18:51,848 --> 01:18:53,500
know he didn't okay we're gonna get out
1001
01:18:53,500 --> 01:19:18,555
of here okay he's not gonna do that okay
1002
01:19:18,555 --> 01:19:20,538
he's an amateur okay he's not gonna do
1003
01:19:20,538 --> 01:19:21,710
that he doesn't know what he's doing
1004
01:19:21,710 --> 01:19:22,821
we're gonna get out of here we're gonna
1005
01:19:22,821 --> 01:19:32,605
be safe okay I promise I promise
1006
01:19:35,009 --> 01:19:37,653
passes to me when I get up there okay
1007
01:19:40,717 --> 01:19:45,924
ready one two three all right I'm gonna
1008
01:19:45,924 --> 01:19:47,967
look for it and I'll talk to you a
1009
01:19:47,967 --> 01:19:51,002
little bit okay no wait I mean if she
1010
01:19:51,002 --> 01:19:52,023
shows up at your house you should be
1011
01:19:52,023 --> 01:19:53,225
there right so make sure nothing happens
1012
01:19:53,225 --> 01:19:58,502
to it
1013
01:19:58,502 --> 01:20:01,907
can you run hey where's the nearest
1014
01:20:01,907 --> 01:20:03,169
person that you see the nearest neighbor
1015
01:20:03,169 --> 01:20:10,349
whatever you can see got it but go ahead
1016
01:20:10,349 --> 01:20:11,401
give me your address just in case I need
1017
01:20:11,401 --> 01:20:46,280
to find you Mack
1018
01:21:53,034 --> 01:21:55,768
I'm so sorry I didn't I wasn't even
1019
01:21:55,768 --> 01:21:57,121
thinking I should've been here no it's
1020
01:21:57,121 --> 01:22:00,335
okay of them okay you okay
1021
01:22:00,335 --> 01:22:15,457
look at you
1022
01:22:15,457 --> 01:22:18,671
some of you will go on to do some
1023
01:22:18,671 --> 01:22:21,045
research you'll become clinicians or
1024
01:22:21,045 --> 01:22:25,310
therapists but none of you matter what
1025
01:22:25,310 --> 01:22:27,984
you choose should ever lose sight of the
1026
01:22:27,984 --> 01:22:30,177
real human beings who are at the center
1027
01:22:30,177 --> 01:22:33,181
of each case study it's important that
1028
01:22:33,181 --> 01:22:35,554
we put a name and a face to the
1029
01:22:35,554 --> 01:22:38,129
experience of trauma and its recovery
1030
01:22:38,129 --> 01:22:40,783
and so without further ado
1031
01:22:47,042 --> 01:22:51,798
hello my name is Dakota Haggerty some of
1032
01:22:51,798 --> 01:22:54,773
you probably already know who I am I'm a
1033
01:22:54,773 --> 01:22:58,077
survivor of repeated long-term trauma
1034
01:22:58,077 --> 01:23:02,283
and as a result have complex PTSD it's
1035
01:23:02,283 --> 01:23:03,816
taken me a lot of work to get to where I
1036
01:23:03,816 --> 01:23:06,189
am where I can stand up here and talk to
1037
01:23:06,189 --> 01:23:08,923
you guys about this and I still have a
1038
01:23:08,923 --> 01:23:11,386
long way to go but I have a strong
1039
01:23:11,386 --> 01:23:15,803
support system and I know how important
1040
01:23:15,803 --> 01:23:17,936
it is to let others know that they are
1041
01:23:17,936 --> 01:23:21,721
not alone
1042
01:23:31,615 --> 01:23:34,119
it'll be worth it
1043
01:23:38,475 --> 01:23:47,067
I want you to read every word of that
1044
01:23:47,067 --> 01:23:49,440
letter Kyle you've touched a place in my
1045
01:23:49,440 --> 01:23:52,445
heart and made me come alive slow Angela
1046
01:23:52,445 --> 01:23:56,319
she's the one she's the one that's just
1047
01:23:56,319 --> 01:24:00,226
a little bonus for what for letting me
1048
01:24:00,226 --> 01:24:03,289
call you Angela crazy how much you two
1049
01:24:03,289 --> 01:24:05,533
look alike
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