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Hello, Amanda.

Good morning.

- Hello.
- Hello, honey.

Hey, honey, I finished the laundry.

Amanda. No no.

Amanda Grazzini 933 days
intellectually curious

- Let's hear it, Amanda. Come on.
- Yes.

Very good.

1816 days since the selection.
Intrepid and cheerful.

Happy birthday, Amanda.

Extroverted character

Emotionally strong.

prodigy.

Very good, very good.
Okay, good job everyone.

See you tomorrow at 5:00 p.m.

Eat well and rest.

Last rehearsal before the concert.

If anyone has any problem,
don't tell me.

Very good, okay.

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Amanda.

- It was very good.
- Thank you.

- How are you, Rick?
- Come on, guys.

What's up, man?

Nice backpack, man.

- Stop, please.
- How pretty.

- Give me the backpack back.
- She's very pretty.

Come on, I'm going to be late for class.

Rick Virgil. 5122 days
Harassment persists

Come, please.
Give it back to me. Stop.

Luiza Ceolin 10292 days since selection
Last dance class before the wedding

Fernando Pereira
9679 days since selection

Practice at the shooting range.

- Hey, honey, I'm exhausted.
- I'm going to rub.

Call him now.

Goodbye.

Amanda Grazzini.
10327 days since selection.

Sleep problems
the night before the concert.

AMANDA
CONCERT DAY

Hello, it was here next door.

I thought I'd bring you some food.

You have come to bring me food

or to see the concert?

Both.

Some of these foods
They have celebrated an anniversary.

Do you want me to bring you something else?

No, I have everything I need.

Love.

What?

The only thing you need is love.

Any news?
Rob is working on his heart attack.

Kate has a new boyfriend.

- He didn't swallow the other one.
- Leave me alone.

-They continue to harass Rick.
- For. Come on.

Come, please.

Leave me alone. For.

When is Luiza getting married?

Will?

All the information is in your file.

Yes, I know, but when is he getting married?

In eight days.

Perfect.

I have a gap.

Thanks for the invitation.

A beautiful dress.

Fernando is doing much better.

It's true, he's heading to the concert.

What time does it start?

At 18:00.

Why are you driving so fast?

No!

Will.

What did you say?

Have you seen anything different?

No.

No?

Yes.

Yes?

I had trouble sleeping.

But I always had them
before important concerts.

Well...

Well...

Nothing we do now
will change nothing.

I have heard its wheels squeak.

Try to rest, okay?

Tomorrow you have a lot of work.

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Do you like it, Amanda?

Good.

Who have you drawn here, Amanda?

- To my friend.
-Yes?

The one we never see?

The friend again.

Do you ever talk to your friend?

No, but he is always with me.

What's your friend's name?

Will.

His name is Will.

Hello.

Hello.

Come in, please.

Thank you.

By the way, my name is Will.

I can call you...

...Anne?

Clear.

Can I take a photo of you?

With great pleasure.

How old are you?

Four.

Four minutes?

Four hours.

And a few minutes.

When did you learn to speak?

I don't know.

I think I've always known how to do it.

And do you know why you are here?

Curiously, yes.

Do you mind if I say it out loud?
for the record officially?

Okay.

As you know,

you are going to choose
to the incredible opportunity to live.

If, after the process, you are selected,

you will have the opportunity
of being born in a productive environment,

in which you can grow,

develop yourself

and realize yourself.

Would you like to apply for this opportunity?

Yes.

Before we start, can I call you?

Mike?

Yes.

Maria?

Alexander?

Kane?

Yes.

Do you have any questions?

- Am I dead?
- I would say that you are neither alive nor dead.

Are you the boss?

I would say that I am a cog in the wheel.

It sounds very deep.

How long does this process take?

It's hard to pinpoint,

but if you reach the end, nine days.

- So, I have nine days.
- Yes.

Or less.

And after that?

If you are selected,

there is an extension like newborn.

If not, I'd say it's the end.

By "extension" you mean
Why do my memories continue from here?

No. There are no memories.

But you will still be you.

What is the difference between

be here

and live?

Any feeling, sensation or emotion

It's much less intense here.

What makes you so sure?

A previous experience when he was alive.

You were chosen.

You sat where I am now and won.

Yes.

And what did you achieve by being alive?

Unfortunately I can't answer
to questions on that topic.

Okay.

I have a task for you.

There are no correct answers
nor incorrect.

Say the first thing that comes to mind.

Are you going to sit here?

From now on, you will no longer be Anne.

You are a prisoner of war
in a concentration camp.

They sent you here yesterday
with your son Nick, 11 years old.

A very intelligent boy,
although quite rebellious.

This morning, Nick tried to escape,

but a sadistic guard has caught him

and wants to hang him.

Nick is here...

On this chair,

with a rope...

...around the neck.

This little piece of furniture
It's the only thing that prevents

let them kill your dear son,

until the guard says:
"Pull back the chair!"

Remove the chair!

Remove the chair! Remove the chair!

My God.

If you don't remove the chair,

not only will it kill your son,

I will kill everyone here.

Shit.

Would you remove the chair or not?

There are no right or wrong answers.

Say the first thing that comes to mind.

Anne.

I wouldn't remove the chair.

Can you tell me why?

If I take it back, my son will die.

But if I don't,
There is a possibility that it is a bluff.

I would remove it.

Why?

Because I don't care.

It's my fault
that my son tried to escape,

so it wouldn't be fair
that the rest died for us.

But do I have another child?

He would attack the guard.

I don't know if you understand
the concept of weapons,

but attack the guard
It would be a lost battle.

A lost battle?

How to attack a bear
without anything other than your hands.

What makes you so sure?
What would I lose that battle?

Thanks for replying, Anne.

I think I have everything I need.

I think I have everything I need.

Thank you.

You are welcome.

Thank you.

Thank you.

- I should go.
- Thank you.

Leave.

Unless...
If you have no more questions.

No? Okay.

- The other door.
- Yes.

I'm sorry.

I'm still learning to locate myself.

No!

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No!

No!

No!

Do you have any left?

You just entered the house.

I can't resist a cup.

There is tea in the kitchen.

I have to keep working.

Forward.

Yes. Daniel is getting
up to the pizza eyebrows.

It's the second one.

Jeannine has been in the bathroom for 25 minutes.

I should never have had chicken with shoyu.

Aren't you going to open?

Everyone else has arrived on time.

Please come in.

I'm Kyo.

Delighted, Kyo.

This is the official entry.

Welcome.

Sit down.

This is Kyo. It will help me tonight.

Yes, we have introduced ourselves.

Good. My name is Will.

- Can I...?
- Delighted, Will.

Can I call you Emma?

Is there a problem?

The truth...

Can I choose it?

It's something temporary.
If you are selected, you will have another one.

But if I'm not selected,
It will be the only one I have ever had.

Choose another name.

The one you want.

I like Emma.

Well Emma.

Emma, ??can I take a photo of you?

Yes.

It's not necessary.

Sorry, there's a lot of flash.

Thanks, Kyo.

Emma, ??do you know why you are here?

Yes.

Before starting,
Do you have any questions?

Is Kyo your boss?

I had never thought about it like that, but no.

I wouldn't hire Will.

- Are you also an interviewer?
- Can't interview.

Why?

Unfortunately,

I have never been alive.

OK.

I have a task for you.

A story will begin.

You will tell me how it ends.

Say what comes to mind.

Your name is no longer Emma.

You are a prisoner of war.

- What kind of war?
- Listen.

They sent you to a concentration camp

with your son Nick, 11 years old.

This morning, Nick tried to escape,

but a sadistic guard
He has captured him and wants to hang him.

Nick is in this chair

with a rope around his neck.

This piece of furniture is the only thing that prevents
that your dear son

be killed,

until the guard says:
"Pull back the chair!"

Remove the chair!

If you don't remove the chair,

not only will it kill your son,

but to the rest of the prisoners.

Is that what you want?

Will, Will.

Remove the chair.

What would you do?

I'm afraid
I can't answer that question.

Why not?

Just as you put it,

no matter what happens,
The guard is going to kill my son.

- Is that so?
- That's right.

Why?

Because he is a bad man.

Why?

Because it is so.

?Because history is like that?
or because the world is like this?

Would you remove the chair or not?

The truth is that I don't know
I can answer you if you don't.

A very interesting interview style.

What do you think?

You haven't answered my questions.

Is that so serious?

The rest have answered them.

Maybe it's more special than the rest.

Or maybe you have more possibilities
of falling on the battlefield.

you always talk
as if you sent them to war.

And you always talk
like you know anything about being alive.

Excuse me?

Forgiven.

Hey, Will, I won't argue with you again.

Do what you want.

Cut it with a knife
plastic if you want.

But when it comes to the selections,

It is my duty to point out what I have seen and...

That has been unique.

Thanks for the advice.

Thanks for the tea.

- Hello.
- Welcome, Alex.

Thank you.

Marvelous.

Congratulations on reaching the second day.

Thank you. It's a pleasant surprise. Thank you.

- I'll show you the house.
- Okay, pay me a visit.

- The lamp.
- The lamp. How pretty.

It's hot. Okay.

This is the kitchen.

Wow, look.

Very pretty.
You like these two colors, right?

You can take whatever you want.

Be careful what you say. Careful.

Look at this.

I want to show you the bathroom.

Yes, of course. Yes, I love it.

This...

...it's the bathroom.

Hot.

Cold

Can I turn on the water?

Clear.

And this is where you see through the eyes

of those who have been
previously selected.

What do I do now?

Observe them.

And write down what you like.

Whatever?

Whatever you like.

Megan.

Come here, honey.

What's up with this one?

It's where you aspire to be.
when the process is finished.

If you need anything,

will be in this room.

Will?

Yesterday you said I only have nine days.

They have been counted since yesterday
or are they counted from today?

Since yesterday.

But try not to think about it too much.

Okay.

Hello, Rick.

- Come on, guys.
- Oh.

Leave me alone.

Come on, dude.

No, it's not that cold.

My God.

How good.

Is everything okay here?

Yes.

What is that?

It's no big deal.

Can I see it?

It's nothing, really.

If it's not, let me see.

It is unfinished.

Mike.

Okay, but I'm not done.
I've only just started. It's nothing, just...

It's beautiful, Mike.

It is not.

It's beautiful.

Why do you want to hide it?

Sorry, I don't know.

Don't you like it?

No, I hate it.

I hate it.

Can I keep it?

Do you really want it?

Okay.

But can you not show it to anyone?

It won't.

It's a beach.

Without a doubt.

Amanda.

- Amanda, what are you doing up there?
- Climb.

- Amanda, come down now, please.
- No problem.

Don't even think about going higher.

Okay, Amanda, come on.
One, two, and three.

Yes.

Very good.

Excuse me, Mr. Man.

Have you finished?

Not yet.

So...

Do you want some?

No.

Aren't you hungry?

I'm like you.

I'm not hungry, but I can eat.

And why don't you eat?

Because I'm not hungry.

Is that the meaning of eating?

For me, yes.

Okay.

Will?

What is it like?

The what?

Be alive.

You might find out.

My God.

Fernando.

Is everything going well here?

Why are you in a wheelchair?

I have read your notes.

What did you think?

That you can be more selective.

Do you remember them all?

Practically.

Do any of them remind you of you?

No.

Once.
One reminded me of me in my childhood.

But that didn't last long.

Why do you think it happened?

I have no idea.

What do you think?

It's okay.

Very good.

Is there something you didn't like?
And what do you want me to improve?

It's better not to think like that.

How?

Don't do what I believe
which is correct.

Do what is right according to you.

Yes, but in the end,

You'll judge me, right?

And how does that make you feel?

How does it make me feel?

Hey, Will.

I only have seven days left here.

I would appreciate it if you were honest.

You tell me what the rules are like.
And I will play.

No.

I'm going to change your task.

Okay, which one?

I want you to choose something you don't like.

A moment that I don't like?

Do I have to write it down too?

You could take note,
but we are only going to comment on it.

I'm going to try hard with this.

Do you have questions?

Questions? Yes. When are we going
Let's have a beer together?

A beer?

I saw some bottles in the refrigerator.
You will have a grill.

We can put some steaks
and call some aunts.

Lately, I'm quite busy,
but thanks for the invitation.

Very good, it was a great talk.

hello?

Mike.

Can you accompany me?

- Have I done something wrong?
- No.

You haven't done anything wrong.

I knew that...

I knew...

...which wasn't good.

This has nothing to do
with being good or bad.

So, this is the end.

I guess we never got around to starting.

Mike.

It's not about the time you've spent.

You've been here for a few days,

but you have lived every second

sincerely and intensely.

You don't have to be ashamed.

Now...

I want you to think
in what you have seen on those screens

and choose a moment
that has truly marked you.

I know it's not a big deal,
but if you leave me,

I will try to recreate
that moment for you to experience.

I'm sorry.

Don't be sorry.

No problem.

Thank you.

I was helping Joan two weeks ago
and he had a candidate.

The guy was a real nuisance.

He couldn't stop talking:
"Where? How? Why?"

So it occurred to Joan
a good argument:

"We don't know, just like those people
that's on the screens doesn't know."

For me it was amazing.

Maybe there is another parallel dimension

in which someone interviewed me

and that person sent me here
and I can't remember it.

Can you imagine it?

Now there are people sitting in their chairs,

that supports us, judges us

and laughs at my jokes

and, in turn, those people
is observed by others,

whom others see,

and these for others,

that are seen by others.

Isn't it deep?

Caught. You carry it.

You carry it.

Do you need something?

What is this?

It's a last wish.

I don't understand.

A candidate has been eliminated and...

I asked him if he wanted to experiment
some time

One last wish.

Let's recreate a moment.

I can't imagine any moment.

Neither do I. I just follow orders.

Let me help.

You will not have extra time for your homework.

- I'm done for today.
- You can sand the wood.

I don't have time to teach him.

I'll find out.

He seems to have a gift.

Kyo?

Yes.

If you could choose a moment,

Which one would you choose?

Wait a moment?

A moment that you would like to experience.

Okay, don't laugh.

It won't.

Well,

in the movies,

when they climb to the top of a mountain,

they usually shout something
to hear the echo of his voice.

Okay.

I would take a deep breath and...

You're laughing, Emma.

I laugh with you.

Are you... Ah, you laugh with me.

What about you, Will?

I have already lived.

I know.

Is there a time when...?

There is none.

Not a single one?

Of your entire life?

Enough.

Why do you say that?

You have lived. Why do you say...?

Enough.

Kyo, can you help me carry this inside?

?All interviewers
Do they do that for eliminated candidates?

No, just him.

What happened to him?

When was he alive?

Will was...

...special.

Why special?

Too good.

Too nice.

Too sensitive.

But isn't that a good thing?

When I saw Will for the first time,
I was still on one of those TVs.

I had talent,
but he spent his life fighting

to fit into a world different from him.

He had a lot of love inside him.

Maybe too much.

too much love,
but no one to give it to.

Do you know?

From here,
we can't do much,

but there were days
that I wanted to be with him,

so that I knew
that he was not as alone as he believed.

hidden depression
Worn tires

Locked steering wheel
oil stain

walk in the park

Sit on the grass

Take off your shoes

It's the match point.

Everything is going in your favor.

One-nothing, 40-15, serve in your favor.

Hit the ball.

Network.

So take it out again,
but more nervous.

Out.

I think:

"He's done it a thousand times. He'll get it."

Out.

Network.

- Network.
- Come on now.

And everything is going down.

- About to win, but...
- Shit.

Let your feelings get in the way.

So what would you do in that situation?

Struggle.

Good.

Take the box,
He puts the donuts in and passes it.

Take the box,
He puts the donuts in and passes it.

Take the box,
He puts the donuts in and passes it.

Take the box,
He puts the donuts in and passes it.

I told you to take the box,
put the donuts in and pass it?

I've been noticing a guy.

In Rick, in the last days.

How are you doing, man?

Every time I see it,

His classmates are picking on him.

They hurt him, they steal from him.

- We don't push so hard. Come on.
- Rick.

I don't like what the boys
they do to Rick,

but what I like least

It's what he doesn't do.

He never reacts.
He never does anything. It is left to be done.

What would you do in his place?

I would defend myself.

So, you justify violence.

It's not...

It's not violence if you don't start it.

And what is it?

Justice.

It's the only way...

It's the only way to make them stop.

So?

I have done what you asked me to do.

I have observed several people.

And I have chosen one
to which I have paid more attention.

And what don't you like about that person?

He hates himself.

He looks like a failure

and believes that everything he does
It is shameful and useless.

And there is no doubt
that he has suffered so much pain

to the point of feeling so much
that now he doesn't want to feel anything.

And that insensitivity
It makes you feel safe.

But I know...

...is poisoning him
what's left of him.

And deep down, I think he knows it too.

That man...

It seems incorrigible.

That's what he thinks.

But I know there's still something left.

Will.

Sorry to interrupt, but Mike is here.

You can spend the rest
of the day in the television room.

Okay. Come in.

Stay here and, whatever happens,

Don't let him see you.

Thanks for your help.

The applicant enjoyed the moment very much.

Glad to hear it.

The man you were talking about this afternoon...

At the institute,
He participated in a theater group.

He never liked me.
And no one liked him either.

However...

Two days before the premiere,

the protagonist, Sam,

he got very sick.

He wasn't the best substitute for Sam,

but he was the one with the best memory
had from the group

and Sam's monologues were very long
to memorize them with so little time.

So, the poor kid

spent the next 48 hours
reading and rereading the monologue

hundreds and hundreds of times,

until there was only one minute left
for the curtain to open.

His hands were sweating,

they trembled.

But when he came out on stage,
something strange happened.

A pleasant sensation came over him,
as if he had left...

...of being invisible.

He moved all over the stage
and connected with those who watched him

and his words echoed everywhere,

although they no longer left him,
but through him,

as if your body
was a mere container.

can't even explain it
when remembering it.

a flash of something
that I had never touched...

...and would never play again.

?It's time
What would you like to experience again?

No.

Not at all.

Why?

Because...

...would make him feel alive again.

I tell you this
because I think you have talent.

But if you really want to survive there,

You're going to have to be tougher.

Tougher than this man was.

And how do I know?

that the man tells the truth,

Now that I know he was a great actor?

Then he reviewed his adult life
and I didn't find anything either.

There were bad moments,
but he always coped well.

But look at this.

He took the violin to the car.

If I wasn't going to go to the concert that day,

Why did he take the violin to the car?

But something caught my attention.

Probably,
You will remember that it was rare for him to cry.

Not a tear, nothing.

He never let off steam.

The only time I did it...

...it was when he played the violin.

makes me wonder
if there was a part of it

that I always kept hidden,

something that never showed,

that we never saw, because...

Why are you doing this, Will?

- I'm trying to find out what happened.
- We can't find out.

I need to know.

Why?

Because it is my duty to have that certainty.

Your duty is to choose someone

and mine, to make sure that,
In my opinion, you choose well.

And, in my opinion,

She was the best option.

It doesn't matter
whether he did it on purpose or not.

Do you think the same?

Will.

See you tomorrow.

Come on, let me go.

Let me go

What would you do?

Come on.

I would talk to them.

Let me go Come on, guys.

That wouldn't work.

Come on.

I would talk to them again.

You find a wallet
with 500 dollars on the street.

What are you doing?

I would take the money,
but I would donate half to charity.

Why would you donate it to charity?

So you don't ask me
Why did I take the money?

Your mother makes cookies
for your brother, but not for you.

What are you doing?

I assure you that they will take
a delicious spit glaze.

My God. It's about to bite.

Hey.

Just what I said.

Look what I found in the fridge.

Hey, very good.

Okay.

Hey.

For our friendship of six days.

There are only three left.

How good.

You find out what you have left
six months of life. What are you doing?

Travel.

What are you doing?

Empty the accounts
and call a divorce lawyer.

- What are you doing?
- I'm going with one of my colleagues.

What are you doing?

I poison him.

Take the rest of the tests.

Thank you.

Will.

Yes.

Yes, Maria.

I think...

I think I've forgotten.

If you remember,
It will be in the other room.

Thank you.

I have left my homework on the table.

Thank you, Maria.

For Will

Hello, Will. This is Colleen.
Colleen, this is Will.

Delighted, Will.
Kyo has told me a lot about you.

I wish I could say the same.

Can we come in?

Who is it?

Colleen is an interviewer too.

A great one, like you.

Now you bring
other interviewers to my house?

He chose someone he knew
to someone you chose.

?As if they knew each other
in the real world?

Yes.

The world is a handkerchief, isn't it?

Who did you choose?

To Cecily.

Amanda's cousin.

They were very close then.

I always remember Amanda and Cecily

looking at those drawings after class.

Those ones with that purple horse that talked.

What was his name? Some "fire".

Wild fire.

Yes, Wild Fire.
It drove Cecily crazy.

I had like five shoe boxes.
full of toys.

The horses, the girl, the king, the queen.

Except...

The witch Diabolyna.

Yes.

Amanda was the only one who had that.

Just Amanda.

I've forgotten where I got it from.

I played for one
of the composers of the series.

What a girl.

You must be very proud of her.

I have also been alive like you and...

Let's not talk about me, do you mind?

They found this when Amanda died.

I didn't see her write it.

Sometimes it's hard to do
a follow-up of everyone.

You can't record everything.

Go away.

Please...

Go away.

I'm sorry it's so hard to find out.
But I want you to turn the page.

Out.

Give it some time.

You know how hard it is for me to see you...

Get out!

It wasn't her.

It wasn't her.

It wasn't her.

Is it Fernando?

Yes.

If you were that person,
What would you do in that situation?

Emma?

I need you to answer.

I don't know the answer.

How could you know?

- If I were in that situation...
- It's not possible.

Yes, I know, that's why,
I can't give you an answer.

I will ask you one more time.

What would you do?

I don't know.

Are you okay?

What would you do?

I wouldn't think twice.
As soon as he moved, he would be dead.

Well,

what would you do?

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't even understand what they say.

- Do you think it's funny?
- No, it's a joke. It's a joke.

- Is this a joke for you?
- No, it's...

Come on, this is very strong,

very strong,

and I don't understand why
We can't relax.

This is very stressful.

Thank you.

Come on.

If you were in this situation,
what would you do?

I don't understand why this is necessary.

This is pain.

What you feel now is nothing
compared to what the living feel.

For.

This is...?

Is it because I wrote to you?

No.

It is not.

I knew I shouldn't write that letter to you.

But there was something inside me...

And I couldn't help it.

So I thought...

...that maybe it was for something.

That maybe you

you felt the same.

I'm sorry you misunderstood me, Maria.

I would like you to write
a moment that meant...

I had a chance.

I had a chance and I let it slip away.

Aren't you going to get dressed?

I'm fine.

Okay.

Congratulations, Will.

He seems happy.

I have to go back to work.

Sorry to keep you waiting, Alex.

No problem.

I wanted to apologize for yesterday.

Come on, Will, it was my fault too.

I should have taken
your question more seriously.

I also wanted to thank you

for everything you have done here.

It's a detail that you say it.
It has been... The pleasure has been mine.

It's a pleasure.

But I have to tell you...

What do you have to tell me?

I have to tell you that you don't fit in
in the vacancy for which you apply.

And what does that mean?

I'm not going to choose you, Alex.

But thanks for your effort
and dedication these eight days.

You have come very far.

Please, I just...
You could give me another chance.

I just want another chance.
Nothing more. It's all I need.

- I can't do anything.
- Just one chance.

I know that yesterday you were angry

and I assure you that it will not happen again.

- It's not that.
- I assure you.

It's not that.

And what is it then?

What is it?

I'm asking you for another chance.

Can't you do it for a friend?

I thought we were friends.

Since I'm not going to choose you...

...I would like you to write for a moment
that has meant a lot to you.

- I will do everything possible to recreate that moment.
- Please.

Please, Will. Please.

I have made a decision.

I'm sorry.

God, you are pathetic.

You are in this house and you judge everyone

and everything,

but what have you done?

What have you done?
Who the hell are you to judge us?

You are afraid.

You are afraid.

And you want everyone
also have it.

That's it, right?

Well not me.

Don't count on me, man.

Thanks for coming.

Will.

Peaceful.

Please.

Please, please.

- Don't let me go. Please.
- Peaceful.

- Don't let me go.
- Peaceful.

- Don't let me go.
- Peaceful.

- I don't want to leave. I don't want to leave.
- Peaceful.

I don't want to leave.

I thought I had told you
that you would let her go for today.

I'm sorry. I forgot.

It doesn't fit.

And why do you let him stay at home?

Very good.

Tonight I will eliminate it.

What? Why?

He hasn't taught me
what I need to see from her.

Let's see if I guess it. Do you want
that is hard? Kill someone?

You want me to choose another prey.

A dam?

A dam? What the hell are you talking about?

Last week, Amanda was the girl
of your eyes Is it now a failure?

It's not a failure.

You don't understand because you're...

- Why have I never been alive?
- Yes.

- Was that what you were going to say?
- Yes, that's what I was going to say.

What I hate most about you is that look,

like you think you know everything
when you screwed up your chance.

"Chance".

I hope you have it.

- And put an end to this jealousy nonsense.
- I'm not jealous.

You don't even see it.

It's not about me or you.
It's about giving it a chance.

Brilliant.

It's a great idea.

I send flowers
and others, pigs to eat.

It's Rick.

Fuck you, man.

What has happened?

He has reacted.

- I'm going to fucking kill you.
- Fuck.

Are you going to hit me and run away?

What are you thinking about?

Very good.

Why do you think he did it?

She's dead, Will. What does it matter?

Twenty-eight years watching her

and I never saw any signs.

Even if you had seen them,
What could you have done from here?

Nothing.

It would have been impossible to do anything.

I can only send them to that joint
and tell them: "Survive."

- Is it a joint?
- It's a dive.

- Bad death.
- Already.

I have caught it.

Because you are smart.

Very smart, but I'm stupid.

Very very stupid.
I didn't even see it when I chose it.

See what?

Which is like me.

You had great potential, Will.
You know it.

For what?

To fail?

To throw in the towel?

And the good memories?

Good memories, bad memories,
Now they are all the same.

It still hurts me...

...in a way that no one sees
and only I can feel.

And now...

Now what?

Now I know she felt the same.

- Welcome, madam.
- Hello. Good afternoon.

- Do you want to come here?
- The house is beautiful.

Yes, they just broke up with her.

- Kane?
- Yes.

This is Emma.

Hello.

Hello. It's a pleasure to meet you.

The pleasure is mine.

I have to go back. Please sit down.

- We will have a delicious dinner.
- Thank you.

The last day.

Yes.

Are you afraid?

Of what?

Of what can happen.

No.

And you?

I think so.

I saw it a few years ago and...

It gives me goosebumps.

I see a girl coming back
home by car,

up to the eyebrows,

and his partner behind,
totally blown.

And, boom, the car goes over the speed bump.

His partner wakes up
and he's dying to vomit.

The windows are broken.

"Stop the car. Stop the car."

And keep driving.

What did he do?

I vomited, but in my mouth.

He was trying to get his mother's car
won't get dirty

so he swallows it all like a hero.

And it tastes damn bad.

And as the vomiting goes down,

It starts to come back up.

And he swallows it.

- He vomits and swallows it.
- No.

She drives back home.
And he opens the door.

It's your turn, champion.

What?

A story more disgusting than mine.

I don't know any like that.

Very good.

It's not a vomit story, but...

A few days ago, I was watching the news

of two schoolgirls who had disappeared.

Everyone started looking for her.

At first, his parents trusted

in what it would have been
Just a joke or something.

But two days later,

the authorities discovered
that they were dead.

It turns out

that his 60-year-old language teacher
he had raped them, killed them

and buried in his garden.

When the police asked him
why had he done it,

said

that he was in love with them.

It's fucking disgusting.

I don't think he was the type
of disgustingness that he was referring to.

No, but it seems disgusting to me.

Okay.

I find it curious that you decided
talk about such a specific case...

Concrete? What do you mean?
Those things happen all the time.

- All the time?
- Yes.

I think it is something exceptional.

Exceptional? Are you crazy?
What world have you been observing?

The same one you have observed.

I don't think so.

Every day,
someone hurts someone.

Every day,
someone takes someone's life.

Every day,
someone takes their own life.

Why do you focus on that?

Why don't you do it?

Emma, ??do you want to tell us?
your disgusting story?

Okay.

Two days ago, I was observing a young woman

whose toilet was clogged
for a huge poop.

I like the beginning. Go on.

And I tried to make him leave
pulling the chain,

but it was still there.

Until I took a guy
to his apartment.

Of course, the first thing he wanted
was to use his bathroom.

She went crazy.
He said, "Give me a minute."

He ran in there, locked it.
Opened a new toothbrush.

And he started scrubbing
that mass of giant poop.

And I scrubbed and scrubbed

until he left the cup shining.

Later, they were huddled together
and I whispered in his ear,

"Baby, thank you so much for letting me
that toothbrush.

"I love the soft ones."

My God.

Is it already?

No, because five minutes
before telling him that,

They had been making out.

Now that you've had the chance
to meet you,

and to see things that perhaps
I have overlooked

I have a simple request.

I would like you to tell me
why the person next to you

He doesn't deserve to live.

Who wants to start?

I have to tell you that you don't fit in
in the position for which you have opted.

I know it's not easy
receive this kind of news,

but I would like
that you will take advantage of the hours you have left

to write a moment
that has meant a lot to you.

It's not a big deal.

But if you allow me,
I'm going to try to recreate

that moment for you to live.

Take your time.

You have to choose something else.

But I can't think of anything else.

I'm sorry.

A few hours after leaving the house,

you will feel like you have never been here

and your sensations will be more intense

and strong.

It's your new beginning.

you will never remember me

nor anything
of what has happened here,

but as I told you, you will continue to be you.

Thank you.

You don't have to give them to me.

I'm so sorry about Emma.

Emma has come to say goodbye.

He is busy with other work.

I understand.

You still have some time left.
Do you want me to wait with you?

No, no, thank you.

I think I prefer to be alone.

Okay.

We have come a long way.

Nine days.

Nine days.

Emma.

It has been a pleasure.

The pleasure has been mine.

It's gone.

Will...

Probably when you read this,
I will no longer exist.

I feel that life
It wasn't how you wanted

and that everything you suffered

don't let you see
what I can see now.

I have taken the liberty
to write down the good moments

that I have lived in this house.

Pay attention
and you will always find those moments.

Please don't underestimate them,

because in my nine days here,
I never did it.

A DAY AT THE BEACH

KYO SCREAMING ON A PRECIPICE

A BIKE RIDE

LAUGHING WITH KANE

CHILDREN'S LAUGHTER

TAKING TEA WITH KYO

Hey!

Hey!

Hey!

Emma!

You have considered a lot
the entire Earth?

stay this day

and tonight with me

And you will possess the origin

Of all the poems

I...

I celebrate myself

And I sing to myself

And what I say now about me I say about you

And every atom of my body

It's yours too

I wander and invite my soul to wander

I wander and lie down as I please

To see how it grows

The summer grass

my tongue

And every molecule of my blood

They gave birth to me

Parents who were born here

Of parents who begot

Other parents who were born here

I am 37 years old
My health is perfect

And with my pure breath

I start to sing
And it won't end until I die

Waves

Hums and murmurs

Love of the roots

silk thread

The forks of life

My inspiration and expiration

The air and the blood

What happens to my lungs?

The sound of the scandal of my voice

Lost in the whirlwind of the wind

Some light kisses

some hugs

reach with arms

The play of lights

And the shadow of the trees

And the shaking of the branches

The pleasure of solitude

Or the agitation of the streets

Or in the steppes and hillsides

The feeling of being healthy

The trill of the full moon

my song

When I get up and greet the sun

Hello sunshine

Sun

Sun, sun, sun

Sun, sun, sun

Sun, sun

The last clouds of the day
They stop to wait for me

They throw my image with the others

Towards the silent world of shadows
They sink me in the steam

And in the twilight

I flee like air

I pour my flesh into the swirls

And I let her drift on the waves

and die

It's a different thing

From what some suppose
And much more pleasant

I give myself to the mud

To grow on the grass that I love

If you still need me

Look for me in the soles of your shoes

You will barely know who I am
Nor what do I mean

But it will be the health of your body

If you don't find me right away

Don't be discouraged

If I'm not in that place

Find me in another

I'll wait for you somewhere

I'm waiting for you

Thank you.

NINE DAYS

NINE DAYS

IN MEMORY OF ANTONIO KATSUJI

NINE DAYS