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Previously on The Affair...
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[Janelle]
When this job opened up,
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I thought to myself,
here's my chance
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to actually make a difference
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with the kids
nobody else wanted.
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[Joel] We gave your whole
nonnegotiable
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discipline policy
a fair shake.
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It didn't work.
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[Janelle]
I'm your boss.
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I'm your boss.
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"My mother lives and breathes
academic success.
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The only thing she hates
more than failure
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is my father."
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You and Carl,
you got to work
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through whatever issues
you got going on.
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And you're who the fuck?
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People don't really know me,
you know?
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They, they, uh,
know my movies,
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they see me
as this action hero,
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this sort of
modern-day James Bond.
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But that's all an act,
of course.
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When I picked up
your book,
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[laughs]
it just spoke to me, man.
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I know it's a real act
of faith,
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putting your work in the hands
of another artist
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to interpret,
but I want you to know,
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I am not going
to let you down.
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[Vik] You're saying you
actually think the producers
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of Fun Home would give you
the rights to direct
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-a student production?
-Yeah.
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So practice your pitch
on me first.
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You would do that?
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I love you.
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I love you.
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[hospice nurse]
He's passed.
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♪ dramatic music ♪
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♪♪♪
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♪ I was screaming
into the canyon ♪
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♪ At the moment of my death ♪
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♪ The echo I created ♪
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♪ Outlasted my last breath ♪
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♪ My voice it made
an avalanche ♪
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♪ And buried a man
I never knew ♪
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♪ And when he died,
his widowed bride ♪
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♪ Met your daddy
and they made you ♪
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♪ I have only one thing to do ♪
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♪ And that's be the wave
that I am, and then ♪
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♪ Sink back into the ocean ♪
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♪ I have only one thing to do ♪
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♪ And that's be the wave
that I am, and then ♪
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♪ Sink back into the ocean ♪
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♪ I have only one thing to do ♪
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♪ And that's be the wave
that I am, and then ♪
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♪ Sink back into the ocean,
sink back into the ocean ♪
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♪ Sink back into the o... ♪
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♪ Sink back into the ocean ♪
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♪ Sink back into the o... ♪
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♪ Sink back into the ocean ♪
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♪ Sink back
into the ocean ♪
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[water running]
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[faucet squeaks]
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[shower curtain rattles back]
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[inhales]
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[exhales]
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So, how is it?
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How are your classes?
Have you made any friends?
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Nah. No one talks to me.
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What do you mean?
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I'm kidding.
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-Yeah, I've made friends.
-[sighs]
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Actually, I'm thinking about
going for student government.
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[chuckles]
Student government? Wow.
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You can do that as a freshman?
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Yeah, they set aside
spots for the first-years.
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Trying to get people
involved early, I guess.
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I don't know,
it kind of sounded fun.
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I guess all your years
of, uh,
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"Be the change"
finally got through.
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Hey, you listening?
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Of course. I'm sorry. My bad.
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You okay?
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Yeah, I'm fine.
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So, have you, uh,
seen your grandparents yet?
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Oh, they live,
like, an hour away.
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You better get to it.
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Yeah.
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Hey, Ant.
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I'm really proud of you.
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Yeah, all right. Bet.
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Well, I'll see you later,
Mom. Bye.
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Okay, have fun, be safe.
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Thank you for calling me.
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I love you.
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Hey, Noah.
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[speaking indistinctly]
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Janelle! Sorry.
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Were you, were you waiting?
My phone was on silent.
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Not at all.
I just got here. Um...
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I didn't want to interrupt,
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but I also
wouldn't want to be late.
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Oh, no, we-- this is Janelle,
my girlfriend.
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[Sasha]
Very nice to meet you.
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Noah won't stop
talking about you.
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-Really?
-[chuckles]
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The school I was telling you
about, where I work?
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Janelle is the principal.
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-Oh. You're his boss?
-[Janelle chuckles]
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I mean, I usually don't
lead with that, but...
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She's worked for decades in...
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with kids
in Compton and-and Watts
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and kids that no one else
cares about.
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[Sasha] You two
are doing amazing work,
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I mean-- and, uh,
I know you have to run,
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so I won't keep you.
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[chuckles softly]
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It was very nice to meet you.
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Nice to meet you, too...
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I'm sorry, Noah didn't
mention your name.
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[Sasha chuckles]
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-[laughs]
-That's funny.
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Yeah.
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-Sorry, did I miss something?
-[laughs]
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What? You didn't tell me.
How was I supposed to know?
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-[laughs]
-Noah.
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The look on his face.
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He's so huge.
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He's-- have you never
seen the Maze movies?
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-Nope. Never did.
-Snake Junction?
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Fortitude?
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He was in all those?
Wow, he's really big.
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[chuckles]
Oh, my God.
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[laughing]
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[slapping knee]
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[chuckles softly]
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-[indistinct chatter]
-♪ ambient music ♪
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♪♪♪
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Oh, and Martin's home
from his ROTC summer program.
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-He's the oldest?
-No, that's Whitney.
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Got it. So,
it's Whitney,
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Trevor, Stacey...
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No, no. Martin
then Trevor then Stacey.
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-Right. Okay.
-Okay, then there's Pr--
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and then there's Vik's parents,
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who are Priya and Abdul.
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Then there's Helen
and then Helen's parents,
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Bruce and Margaret.
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Priya...
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Abdul, Priya.
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Helen's parents,
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-Bruce...
-And Margaret.
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-Margaret, sorry.
-No, don't be.
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I'm just glad you're here.
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This is so fucking
weird for me.
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[exhales]
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Noah.
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Jesus. Fuck.
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Helen never mentioned
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a dress code.
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Let's just go inside.
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[low chatter]
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[Noah] [quietly]
Guys. Hi.
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Hi.
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[quietly]
Guys, this is Janelle.
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[whispering]
Hey, hello.
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-Hey.
-Hi.
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[whispering] You're Janelle?
I had no idea.
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-Hi.
-You're gorgeous.
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I can't wait for you guys
to get to know each other.
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[priest]
The soul is spoken of
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as invisible,
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inconceivable,
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and unchangeable.
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[low chatter]
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♪ quiet, ambient music ♪
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♪♪♪
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[indistinct conversation]
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-Excuse us.
-Oh, God.
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Sorry...
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for your loss.
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[exhales]
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[phone chimes]
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[line ringing]
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Hello?
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No. No, Joel, I'm not gonna
FaceTime you, I'm at a...
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[FaceTime ringing]
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[sighs]
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Hello?
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Thanks for calling me back,
and for speaking this way.
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I-I thought we should
talk face-to-face,
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mano a mano, you know?
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That's not what
mano a mano means.
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Oops, sorry.
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Not you.
I ran into somebody.
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What is it, Joel?
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I know that we have a more
formal commencement meeting,
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but I just wanted
to call in advance
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and say that I am humbled,
I am honored
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-and I am so excited.
-About what?
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Obviously, we both know that
I wanted your job, Janelle,
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but I think this
is a perfect compromise.
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How so?
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Co-principals.
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You and me,
both bringing our A game.
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Look, I know
that you probably have
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your reservations,
because you,
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you and I had our tensions
in the past,
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but I just wanted
to call and tell you
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that I am putting
all of that behind me.
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I am committed to starting
this position
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with a clean slate.
Let bygones be bygones.
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I'll be the yin
to your yang...
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[grunts]
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Uh...
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thank you, Joel,
for, uh, calling.
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Of course.
We're on the same team now.
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I'll let you
get back to, uh...
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Funeral, Joel.
I'm at a funeral.
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Oh, wow. Okay.
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Well, that's not great.
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So, who died?
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[sighs]
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[Whitney]
Oh, uh, hey.
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I just wanted to say
I think it's so awesome
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that you're
my dad's girlfriend.
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Dating a woman of color
might be
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one of the coolest things
he's ever done.
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"Girlfriend" is a strong word.
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♪♪♪
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[iPhone clicking]
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-[footsteps approaching]
-[ice clinking]
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Who knew wearing white at a
funeral is a Hindu tradition?
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It's crazy
Helen didn't tell me.
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Her husband just died.
Maybe you weren't top of mind.
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Yeah, well, I just didn't want
you to think it was my fault.
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Of course not.
It was an honest mistake.
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-[phone chimes]
-Ugh, God, these movie people.
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They think they own you.
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[Bruce] Sweetheart, would you
mind grabbing me a drink?
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I'll take anything
with scotch in it.
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Excuse me? I-I don't think
I'm who you're looking for.
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And all these empty glasses...
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[scoffs]
they could disappear.
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00:11:33,845 --> 00:11:36,345
It doesn't look very
professional, you know?
244
00:11:40,387 --> 00:11:41,762
If you think that's bad,
245
00:11:41,762 --> 00:11:44,470
you should see the way
he talks to me.
246
00:11:44,470 --> 00:11:46,387
[footsteps approaching]
247
00:11:46,387 --> 00:11:48,387
[sighs] The valet is
being impossible.
248
00:11:48,387 --> 00:11:49,637
I don't know what to do.
I just need them
249
00:11:49,637 --> 00:11:51,095
-to park the cars.
-[Noah] Uh...
250
00:11:51,095 --> 00:11:53,595
Helen,
do you remember Janelle?
251
00:11:53,595 --> 00:11:55,929
Oh, yeah. Hi.
Thanks for coming.
252
00:11:55,929 --> 00:11:58,553
Hi, of course.
Um, I'm so sorry for y...
253
00:11:58,553 --> 00:12:01,553
I'm so sorry. Um, if there's
anything we can do to help,
254
00:12:01,553 --> 00:12:03,095
-if...
-Actually,
255
00:12:03,095 --> 00:12:04,970
would you mind going
and talking to the valet?
256
00:12:04,970 --> 00:12:07,011
You might have more luck
than me or Noah.
257
00:12:10,053 --> 00:12:12,887
Of course. Happy to help.
258
00:12:19,178 --> 00:12:20,261
[sighs]
259
00:12:20,261 --> 00:12:22,178
[chuckles]
Okay.
260
00:12:22,178 --> 00:12:23,887
You okay?
261
00:12:23,887 --> 00:12:27,011
Yeah, I'm fine. Uh, are you?
262
00:12:27,011 --> 00:12:28,595
I think I was sent
263
00:12:28,595 --> 00:12:30,595
out here to help you
with something.
264
00:12:30,595 --> 00:12:31,762
I was just trying to tell
the lady in charge
265
00:12:31,762 --> 00:12:33,553
that someone took
their keys inside.
266
00:12:33,553 --> 00:12:36,679
It's no big deal, there's
just a car double-parked.
267
00:12:36,679 --> 00:12:39,595
Won't matter
till people start to leave.
268
00:12:41,095 --> 00:12:43,470
Right. Got it. Thanks.
269
00:12:45,345 --> 00:12:47,845
Motherfucker.
270
00:12:47,845 --> 00:12:49,970
♪♪♪
271
00:13:07,136 --> 00:13:09,261
[sighs]
272
00:13:23,303 --> 00:13:25,637
You know, in many ways,
you've done a great job.
273
00:13:25,637 --> 00:13:26,970
-The kids love you.
-It's true.
274
00:13:26,970 --> 00:13:28,512
You really get them.
275
00:13:28,512 --> 00:13:32,011
[Lois] As you'll see,
this is not a demotion.
276
00:13:32,011 --> 00:13:35,220
No. Think of it as a chance
to develop your strengths
277
00:13:35,220 --> 00:13:36,679
and work on those weaknesses.
278
00:13:38,470 --> 00:13:40,512
Which are?
279
00:13:43,095 --> 00:13:46,845
Oh, well, uh,
the student walkout,
280
00:13:46,845 --> 00:13:48,178
uh, discontent
from the teachers,
281
00:13:48,178 --> 00:13:50,011
a number of complaints
282
00:13:50,011 --> 00:13:51,720
that you're uninterested
in the opinions of others
283
00:13:51,720 --> 00:13:54,136
and dismissive
of their concerns.
284
00:13:54,136 --> 00:13:56,178
Uh, to be honest,
uh, we'd expected
285
00:13:56,178 --> 00:13:58,011
you to go above and beyond
when it came
286
00:13:58,011 --> 00:13:59,970
to meeting us
and the staff halfway,
287
00:13:59,970 --> 00:14:02,095
particularly as
an outside hire. I-Instead,
288
00:14:02,095 --> 00:14:04,387
many people who worked
with you felt...
289
00:14:04,387 --> 00:14:05,679
-ill at ease.
-[Wendy] Ron.
290
00:14:05,679 --> 00:14:07,387
[Wendy]
The important thing is
291
00:14:07,387 --> 00:14:09,887
that this co-principal
arrangement will help
292
00:14:09,887 --> 00:14:12,929
you and Joel play
to your strengths.
293
00:14:12,929 --> 00:14:15,553
Right. Exactly.
294
00:14:15,553 --> 00:14:17,929
Since Joel's so fantastic
with people, we think
295
00:14:17,929 --> 00:14:21,053
he can help ease some of
the school-wide tensions.
296
00:14:21,053 --> 00:14:23,011
Work in some of
the restorative
297
00:14:23,011 --> 00:14:25,261
justice techniques,
handle partnerships
298
00:14:25,261 --> 00:14:29,512
and programs, attend, uh,
district meetings, and...
299
00:14:29,512 --> 00:14:33,887
essentially be more of
a public face for the school.
300
00:14:33,887 --> 00:14:37,136
While you will focus
your energy internally,
301
00:14:37,136 --> 00:14:39,136
continuing the administrative
work you've tackled
302
00:14:39,136 --> 00:14:42,053
so beautifully, and, uh, working
one-on-one with the students,
303
00:14:42,053 --> 00:14:43,887
of course, we love that you have
such high expectations
304
00:14:43,887 --> 00:14:47,011
for them... and sharing
the responsibility
305
00:14:47,011 --> 00:14:49,136
of liaising
with the teachers.
306
00:14:49,136 --> 00:14:50,428
The new contract
307
00:14:50,428 --> 00:14:51,261
for you to review
308
00:14:51,261 --> 00:14:52,845
and sign.
309
00:14:52,845 --> 00:14:55,428
The sooner you get it
back to us, the better.
310
00:14:55,428 --> 00:14:57,345
Only a few weeks
till the new school year.
311
00:15:00,053 --> 00:15:01,053
[car alarm beeps]
312
00:15:01,053 --> 00:15:03,095
♪ melancholy music ♪
313
00:15:03,095 --> 00:15:04,929
♪♪♪
314
00:15:11,261 --> 00:15:13,553
[exhales]
315
00:15:17,887 --> 00:15:20,011
[phone chimes]
316
00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:31,929
[sighs]
317
00:15:46,637 --> 00:15:48,470
[passing traffic noises]
318
00:15:52,053 --> 00:15:53,970
[dog barks in distance]
319
00:16:00,345 --> 00:16:01,970
Always the same knock.
320
00:16:01,970 --> 00:16:04,011
Figured I'd give you a heads-up.
321
00:16:04,011 --> 00:16:06,804
Since you tend to have company.
322
00:16:07,929 --> 00:16:09,136
[chuckles]
323
00:16:09,136 --> 00:16:10,970
Come in.
324
00:16:15,387 --> 00:16:17,303
-It's, uh...
-Don't bother.
325
00:16:17,303 --> 00:16:20,553
I know when you're about
to say something you don't mean.
326
00:16:20,553 --> 00:16:22,887
[exhales] Fine.
327
00:16:22,887 --> 00:16:24,553
Fine.
328
00:16:24,553 --> 00:16:27,720
Could you take a look at this?
329
00:16:27,720 --> 00:16:31,387
What is it?
330
00:16:31,387 --> 00:16:33,845
It's a contract from CA.
331
00:16:33,845 --> 00:16:37,762
They want me to...
co-principal.
332
00:16:37,762 --> 00:16:39,512
With who?
333
00:16:39,512 --> 00:16:42,595
One of the other teachers.
His name is Joel.
334
00:16:42,595 --> 00:16:44,011
Do I know him?
335
00:16:44,011 --> 00:16:47,387
[sighs] He's only
been there a, a few years.
336
00:16:47,387 --> 00:16:49,970
Before that?
337
00:16:49,970 --> 00:16:52,970
Grad school.
This is his first teaching job.
338
00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:54,220
How old is he?
339
00:16:54,220 --> 00:16:55,220
He's white.
340
00:16:55,220 --> 00:16:57,970
Of course.
341
00:16:57,970 --> 00:16:59,553
They want us to
342
00:16:59,553 --> 00:17:00,970
split responsibilities.
343
00:17:00,970 --> 00:17:03,303
I'd cover internal
administrative stuff,
344
00:17:03,303 --> 00:17:05,303
he'd be the "face"
of the school.
345
00:17:17,011 --> 00:17:20,720
You always drink
before giving legal advice?
346
00:17:20,720 --> 00:17:24,887
Actually...
this is for you.
347
00:17:31,720 --> 00:17:34,303
And my salary gets cut by 15%.
348
00:17:34,303 --> 00:17:36,595
I can see that.
349
00:17:38,720 --> 00:17:40,387
Well...
[clears throat]
350
00:17:40,387 --> 00:17:42,387
from what I can tell,
it's standard.
351
00:17:42,387 --> 00:17:44,512
And what you're telling me
matches what they have on paper,
352
00:17:44,512 --> 00:17:47,970
so...
353
00:17:47,970 --> 00:17:50,053
you can go ahead and sign.
354
00:17:55,345 --> 00:17:58,178
Is that all?
Or do you need something else?
355
00:18:00,095 --> 00:18:02,387
[scoffs softly]
356
00:18:03,929 --> 00:18:06,261
-What's the matter?
-Nothing.
357
00:18:06,261 --> 00:18:08,553
-You seem upset.
-[scoffs] I don't know
358
00:18:08,553 --> 00:18:11,428
why I keep expecting you
to give a shit about me.
359
00:18:11,428 --> 00:18:12,887
Why'd you come here
tonight, Nell?
360
00:18:12,887 --> 00:18:14,095
[exhales] I have no idea.
361
00:18:14,095 --> 00:18:15,470
Clearly, it was a mistake.
362
00:18:15,470 --> 00:18:17,303
Oh, I'll tell you why.
363
00:18:17,303 --> 00:18:19,261
You came 'cause you wanted me
to tell you not to sign that.
364
00:18:19,261 --> 00:18:22,303
Well, you know what?
That's not my job anymore.
365
00:18:22,303 --> 00:18:23,220
Excuse me?
366
00:18:23,220 --> 00:18:24,637
If you wanted me
to be your heavy,
367
00:18:24,637 --> 00:18:25,804
you should've never left me.
368
00:18:25,804 --> 00:18:28,679
You're still a motherfucker,
you know that?
369
00:18:28,679 --> 00:18:30,261
[chuckling]
I'm a motherfucker?
370
00:18:30,261 --> 00:18:32,470
I left you because you
were having an affair
371
00:18:32,470 --> 00:18:34,261
with your 26-year-old protégé.
372
00:18:34,261 --> 00:18:36,345
Once. That happened once.
373
00:18:36,345 --> 00:18:38,804
And for you to have the gall
to sit there and,
374
00:18:38,804 --> 00:18:41,178
and reframe the narrative so
that you're still the victim?
375
00:18:41,178 --> 00:18:43,970
-Somehow. Always.
-You want to
376
00:18:43,970 --> 00:18:44,970
talk about playing the victim?
377
00:18:44,970 --> 00:18:45,970
You show up on my doorstep
378
00:18:45,970 --> 00:18:48,220
unannounced,
after all these years,
379
00:18:48,220 --> 00:18:49,220
waving a piece of paper
380
00:18:49,220 --> 00:18:51,553
talking about "Poor me!
381
00:18:51,553 --> 00:18:53,970
How could the terrible
white people do this to me?"
382
00:18:53,970 --> 00:18:55,845
I'll tell you how they can
do it to you.
383
00:18:55,845 --> 00:18:57,053
Because you let them.
384
00:18:58,303 --> 00:19:00,512
You always let them.
385
00:19:07,512 --> 00:19:10,220
And I'll tell you
something else.
386
00:19:10,220 --> 00:19:11,679
I've been seeing a therapist.
387
00:19:13,679 --> 00:19:15,887
-You're what?
-And my therapist
388
00:19:15,887 --> 00:19:17,303
thinks you relied on me
389
00:19:17,303 --> 00:19:18,845
to be the militant ideologue
in our marriage,
390
00:19:18,845 --> 00:19:21,512
so you could go out in the world
and be the compromise.
391
00:19:21,512 --> 00:19:24,720
[scoffs] I don't have
to listen to this.
392
00:19:24,720 --> 00:19:27,345
And you know what gets to me
after all that?
393
00:19:27,345 --> 00:19:28,720
You went out
and told everybody
394
00:19:28,720 --> 00:19:30,387
it was my fault
our marriage failed.
395
00:19:30,387 --> 00:19:32,053
You needed me to behave
a certain way to legitimize you
396
00:19:32,053 --> 00:19:34,220
and then you left me for it.
397
00:19:34,220 --> 00:19:36,136
I left you because you
were having an affair, Carl.
398
00:19:36,136 --> 00:19:37,637
Does your therapist
know about that?
399
00:19:37,637 --> 00:19:40,220
-Once.
-Which is one too many times.
400
00:19:40,220 --> 00:19:42,136
-That's not why you left me.
-Yes, it is.
401
00:19:42,136 --> 00:19:42,845
You're not being honest
with yourself.
402
00:19:42,845 --> 00:19:44,095
-Carl!
-What?
403
00:19:44,095 --> 00:19:46,553
-I'm leaving.
-Fine.
404
00:19:46,553 --> 00:19:47,679
Oh, wait.
405
00:19:50,220 --> 00:19:52,720
Don't forget
your social contract.
406
00:19:52,720 --> 00:19:54,220
[exhales]
407
00:19:57,261 --> 00:19:59,929
Just give me the fucking thing.
408
00:19:59,929 --> 00:20:01,136
Are you gonna sign it?
409
00:20:01,136 --> 00:20:03,470
Probably.
What choice do I have?
410
00:20:07,470 --> 00:20:08,553
[shouts]
411
00:20:08,553 --> 00:20:10,804
Damn!
[panting]
412
00:20:10,804 --> 00:20:12,220
What is wrong with you?
413
00:20:12,220 --> 00:20:14,136
What's wrong with me?
You're the one hitting things.
414
00:20:14,136 --> 00:20:15,428
You've been in this field
20 years.
415
00:20:15,428 --> 00:20:17,053
You really gonna give up
half your power
416
00:20:17,053 --> 00:20:18,553
to a white kid who's gonna
take all the credit
417
00:20:18,553 --> 00:20:20,387
and let you do all the work?
418
00:20:20,387 --> 00:20:21,970
Maybe they're right.
419
00:20:21,970 --> 00:20:25,470
Maybe I'm not good for this job.
I'm too opinionated.
420
00:20:25,470 --> 00:20:27,387
I'm domineering,
I'm not maternal enough.
421
00:20:27,387 --> 00:20:28,720
You're not what?
422
00:20:28,720 --> 00:20:30,261
I don't play well
with others, Carl.
423
00:20:30,261 --> 00:20:32,762
That's part of this job, right?
424
00:20:32,762 --> 00:20:34,512
I mean, you can't just be
the visionary,
425
00:20:34,512 --> 00:20:37,261
you have to make everyone
feel good about themselves
426
00:20:37,261 --> 00:20:39,512
-while you're doing it.
-No, you don't.
427
00:20:39,512 --> 00:20:42,178
There must have been
some reason for this.
428
00:20:42,178 --> 00:20:43,804
If I was doing
a good enough job,
429
00:20:43,804 --> 00:20:45,762
they would've just
let me keep doing it.
430
00:20:45,762 --> 00:20:48,220
No, don't you get it?
431
00:20:48,220 --> 00:20:49,887
They don't want you
to do this job,
432
00:20:49,887 --> 00:20:53,428
because they don't want you
to do the job at all.
433
00:20:53,428 --> 00:20:55,261
They don't want you.
434
00:20:59,261 --> 00:21:01,553
[quietly]
Why not?
435
00:21:11,553 --> 00:21:14,136
So you're saying
I never had a chance?
436
00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:18,136
I don't know what you want me
to tell you anymore.
437
00:21:18,136 --> 00:21:20,178
You wanted to change the system
from the inside.
438
00:21:20,178 --> 00:21:22,220
I never thought that would work.
439
00:21:25,303 --> 00:21:27,387
So you must feel pretty good
about yourself
440
00:21:27,387 --> 00:21:28,553
knowing you were right.
441
00:21:32,136 --> 00:21:35,220
I don't feel good about myself.
442
00:21:37,637 --> 00:21:41,303
[exhales]
443
00:21:41,303 --> 00:21:44,512
I have been...
444
00:21:44,512 --> 00:21:47,345
teaching for half my life.
I have three degrees.
445
00:21:47,345 --> 00:21:49,512
When is it gonna be enough?
446
00:21:51,178 --> 00:21:52,345
[sighs]
447
00:22:00,637 --> 00:22:02,762
Janelle, you're brilliant.
448
00:22:02,762 --> 00:22:05,553
And I know you wanted that
to protect you somehow,
449
00:22:05,553 --> 00:22:08,512
to lift you up and carry you
above all this bullshit,
450
00:22:08,512 --> 00:22:11,720
and it should have.
451
00:22:11,720 --> 00:22:14,095
You should've been
the one person in the world
452
00:22:14,095 --> 00:22:16,428
where color just didn't matter.
453
00:22:16,428 --> 00:22:17,679
[quietly]
I never said that.
454
00:22:17,679 --> 00:22:19,261
But, baby...
455
00:22:19,261 --> 00:22:22,512
I've been telling you
the same thing for 25 years.
456
00:22:22,512 --> 00:22:25,470
But you never want to listen.
457
00:22:25,470 --> 00:22:28,053
So I'm gonna tell you
this one last time.
458
00:22:28,053 --> 00:22:31,512
After that, you're on your own.
459
00:22:31,512 --> 00:22:33,553
It's not you.
460
00:22:33,553 --> 00:22:36,303
It's them.
461
00:22:44,387 --> 00:22:46,470
[exhales]
462
00:22:48,553 --> 00:22:51,053
You want a water
or something?
463
00:22:51,970 --> 00:22:54,053
Yeah.
464
00:23:01,011 --> 00:23:02,929
Thank you.
465
00:23:02,929 --> 00:23:05,387
-A therapist, huh?
-[chuckles]
466
00:23:06,512 --> 00:23:09,428
-Yeah.
-[drink pours]
467
00:23:09,428 --> 00:23:13,136
Just... trying new things.
468
00:23:13,136 --> 00:23:14,303
She any good?
469
00:23:14,303 --> 00:23:15,553
Nah.
470
00:23:15,553 --> 00:23:17,136
It's a brother.
471
00:23:17,136 --> 00:23:18,512
Which took a while.
472
00:23:18,512 --> 00:23:20,470
You know how hard it is
to find
473
00:23:20,470 --> 00:23:22,845
-a black therapist in L.A.?
-[chuckles]
474
00:23:24,804 --> 00:23:25,804
Mm.
475
00:23:25,804 --> 00:23:27,762
[exhales]
476
00:23:28,762 --> 00:23:29,845
[grunts]
477
00:23:29,845 --> 00:23:31,136
You need me...?
478
00:23:31,136 --> 00:23:32,512
-Yeah.
-Oh, yeah.
479
00:23:35,053 --> 00:23:36,470
[dress unzips]
480
00:23:36,470 --> 00:23:38,512
Oh. [chuckles]
481
00:23:38,512 --> 00:23:40,595
[sighs]
482
00:23:42,762 --> 00:23:45,595
You know, someone thought
I was a waiter today.
483
00:23:45,595 --> 00:23:47,387
[laughs]
484
00:23:48,762 --> 00:23:50,970
And this dress cost $1,000.
485
00:23:53,470 --> 00:23:55,303
Go ahead.
486
00:23:55,303 --> 00:23:56,804
[chuckles]
487
00:23:56,804 --> 00:23:59,470
You spent $1,000 on a dress?
488
00:24:01,637 --> 00:24:03,095
[sighs]
489
00:24:03,095 --> 00:24:05,595
What am I gonna do, Carl?
490
00:24:05,595 --> 00:24:07,553
Anton's at school.
491
00:24:07,553 --> 00:24:10,553
This job is my whole life.
492
00:24:10,553 --> 00:24:12,637
How am I just gonna
walk away from it?
493
00:24:12,637 --> 00:24:14,970
What am I gonna do instead?
494
00:24:32,929 --> 00:24:35,095
I have one idea.
495
00:24:35,095 --> 00:24:37,136
You know
Compton Academy's coming up
496
00:24:37,136 --> 00:24:41,011
on their district performance
review next year, right?
497
00:24:41,011 --> 00:24:43,970
What if,
instead of signing those papers,
498
00:24:43,970 --> 00:24:46,762
you run for
Unified School District's board?
499
00:24:46,762 --> 00:24:49,428
You'd set policy
for all the charter schools.
500
00:24:49,428 --> 00:24:52,470
Plus, you'd technically be
Joel's boss.
501
00:24:52,470 --> 00:24:56,595
[chuckles]
Hell, you'd be Ron's boss.
502
00:24:59,220 --> 00:25:01,679
Don't come from within.
503
00:25:01,679 --> 00:25:03,970
Come from above.
504
00:25:04,887 --> 00:25:07,303
No.
505
00:25:07,303 --> 00:25:09,345
I'd never win.
506
00:25:09,345 --> 00:25:11,470
Not alone.
507
00:25:12,887 --> 00:25:14,428
You know I helped Ava T.
508
00:25:14,428 --> 00:25:16,637
get elected to the 44th, right?
509
00:25:18,178 --> 00:25:21,512
Ava Tompkins
is gonna be a state senator?
510
00:25:21,512 --> 00:25:23,887
You mean the girl
who used to babysit Anton?
511
00:25:23,887 --> 00:25:26,053
-Mm-hmm.
-How old is she?
512
00:25:26,053 --> 00:25:28,720
Thirty-four, and she's a star.
513
00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:32,303
Defeated 12 candidates,
including the incumbent.
514
00:25:32,303 --> 00:25:34,220
So, you fucking this girl?
515
00:25:34,220 --> 00:25:35,970
-Are you serious?
-[chuckles]
516
00:25:35,970 --> 00:25:38,929
No, I'm not.
517
00:25:38,929 --> 00:25:41,303
Why not, if she's so amazing?
518
00:25:41,303 --> 00:25:44,720
And you obviously make
such a good team.
519
00:25:50,553 --> 00:25:51,970
♪ soft, melancholy music ♪
520
00:25:51,970 --> 00:25:53,637
♪♪♪
521
00:26:06,637 --> 00:26:08,887
I'm not fucking Ava Tompkins...
522
00:26:10,804 --> 00:26:14,428
...'cause Ava Tompkins is not
the woman I want to be with.
523
00:26:41,720 --> 00:26:43,136
[woman]
I was happy.
524
00:26:43,136 --> 00:26:44,679
[man]
So was I. But then I wasn't.
525
00:26:44,679 --> 00:26:46,470
I'm in love with someone else.
526
00:26:46,470 --> 00:26:48,679
[American accent]
No. Don't do that, Ellen.
527
00:26:48,679 --> 00:26:50,261
Let's talk.
528
00:26:50,261 --> 00:26:52,595
What is there to talk about?
529
00:26:52,595 --> 00:26:55,595
No. If you want to go,
you should go.
530
00:26:55,595 --> 00:26:57,553
Can't we at least
talk about this?
531
00:26:58,470 --> 00:27:00,553
[sighs]
532
00:27:03,136 --> 00:27:05,387
Was she here?
533
00:27:05,387 --> 00:27:06,804
Did you...
534
00:27:06,804 --> 00:27:08,595
In this house?
535
00:27:08,595 --> 00:27:10,637
In our be...
536
00:27:14,553 --> 00:27:17,929
[British accent]
Um... Th-This is, um...
537
00:27:17,929 --> 00:27:19,512
Hey, this is not right.
538
00:27:19,512 --> 00:27:20,762
I mean, something is...
Can we just cut there
539
00:27:20,762 --> 00:27:22,178
-for a second, please?
-[woman] That's a cut.
540
00:27:22,178 --> 00:27:23,387
-Um...
-Really? I thought that was...
541
00:27:23,387 --> 00:27:24,387
-No?
-Hey, hey, hey.
542
00:27:24,387 --> 00:27:25,387
You were devastating.
543
00:27:25,387 --> 00:27:26,512
I'm entirely the problem here.
544
00:27:26,512 --> 00:27:28,804
Um, can I watch playback,
please?
545
00:27:28,804 --> 00:27:29,887
[woman]
Sure, you got it.
546
00:27:29,887 --> 00:27:31,929
♪ slow, quiet music ♪
547
00:27:31,929 --> 00:27:33,804
♪♪♪
548
00:27:35,637 --> 00:27:38,679
[yawns]
549
00:27:48,845 --> 00:27:51,261
You okay?
550
00:27:51,261 --> 00:27:53,679
Yeah, I'm fine. I'm tired.
551
00:27:53,679 --> 00:27:55,845
Of course she's not okay, Dad.
Look at her.
552
00:27:55,845 --> 00:27:57,470
She's riddled with PTSD.
553
00:27:57,470 --> 00:27:59,011
I'm fine.
554
00:27:59,011 --> 00:28:00,595
They changed the schedule.
555
00:28:00,595 --> 00:28:02,470
It was supposed to be a
family breakfast scene,
556
00:28:02,470 --> 00:28:04,178
but then the kid
playing Martin,
557
00:28:04,178 --> 00:28:07,220
he apparently twisted one
of his balls at the gym,
558
00:28:07,220 --> 00:28:08,387
and they have to switch it.
559
00:28:10,303 --> 00:28:12,512
You sure you're okay?
560
00:28:12,512 --> 00:28:14,553
Will you fucking stop? I'm fine.
561
00:28:15,512 --> 00:28:18,637
Okay, fine. Great.
562
00:28:21,470 --> 00:28:23,637
So, what did you think?
563
00:28:26,095 --> 00:28:28,178
Be honest.
564
00:28:28,178 --> 00:28:29,553
I...
565
00:28:29,553 --> 00:28:31,220
[clears throat]
You know, what do I know, Noah?
566
00:28:31,220 --> 00:28:33,428
It was... it was...
it was super.
567
00:28:33,428 --> 00:28:36,178
I'm gonna go get some coffee.
568
00:28:42,095 --> 00:28:45,220
[yawns]
569
00:28:45,220 --> 00:28:47,470
[Sasha]
Oh, no.
570
00:28:47,470 --> 00:28:48,887
It was that bad, was it?
571
00:28:48,887 --> 00:28:51,929
We actually put
you to sleep.
572
00:28:51,929 --> 00:28:53,345
Oh, no.
573
00:28:53,345 --> 00:28:56,512
Uh, I had a late night.
574
00:28:56,512 --> 00:28:57,762
Are you with the studio?
575
00:28:57,762 --> 00:28:59,428
[chuckles]
No.
576
00:28:59,428 --> 00:29:00,261
S-So, you're...
577
00:29:00,261 --> 00:29:04,804
Uh, so, I'm, uh...
578
00:29:04,804 --> 00:29:06,929
Helen.
579
00:29:06,929 --> 00:29:08,053
Helen?
580
00:29:08,053 --> 00:29:09,261
Helen.
581
00:29:11,595 --> 00:29:14,011
Oh, fuck me.
582
00:29:14,011 --> 00:29:17,595
Noah didn't let on that
you were coming, the tosspot.
583
00:29:17,595 --> 00:29:19,679
I'm so terribly sorry
you had to see that...
584
00:29:19,679 --> 00:29:21,845
Oh, I don't care, really.
585
00:29:21,845 --> 00:29:23,470
[chuckles]
But it was shit, wasn't it?
586
00:29:23,470 --> 00:29:25,679
Please, be honest.
J-Just tell me the truth.
587
00:29:25,679 --> 00:29:28,887
[Noah] I see
y-you've found Helen.
588
00:29:28,887 --> 00:29:30,387
-This is my daughter.
-Whitney.
589
00:29:30,387 --> 00:29:33,053
-Hi. [laughs]
-Who is very young,
590
00:29:33,053 --> 00:29:34,470
very engaged.
591
00:29:34,470 --> 00:29:35,845
-Jesus, Dad.
-[Sasha] Mazel tov.
592
00:29:35,845 --> 00:29:37,470
You were amazing
in that scene.
593
00:29:37,470 --> 00:29:39,220
-You were so vulnerable.
-Thank you.
594
00:29:39,220 --> 00:29:41,845
I'm just trying to do justice
to your father's words, really.
595
00:29:41,845 --> 00:29:43,679
Aren't we all?
596
00:29:43,679 --> 00:29:46,720
Noah's told me
so much about you.
597
00:29:47,637 --> 00:29:50,303
I'm dying to know
what you thought.
598
00:29:50,303 --> 00:29:51,970
Did that feel just forced now?
599
00:29:51,970 --> 00:29:53,553
I don't know what
you're talking about, man.
600
00:29:53,553 --> 00:29:55,887
I... That felt
really right.
601
00:29:55,887 --> 00:29:57,679
I don't know, N--
It seems that the dynamics
602
00:29:57,679 --> 00:29:59,595
are off somehow.
Don't you think?
603
00:29:59,595 --> 00:30:03,679
Um... In what way?
604
00:30:03,679 --> 00:30:06,553
I keep finding myself
trying to comfort her, right?
605
00:30:06,553 --> 00:30:08,011
But that's not the scene,
is it?
606
00:30:08,011 --> 00:30:10,845
Sasha, w-we could talk
about this in the trailer.
607
00:30:10,845 --> 00:30:12,303
-This is kind of weird
for Helen.
-Oh, fuck.
608
00:30:12,303 --> 00:30:14,261
-Forgive me. I-I'm sorry.
-[Helen] No, it's okay.
609
00:30:14,261 --> 00:30:15,887
It's really not weird at all.
I'm fine.
610
00:30:15,887 --> 00:30:18,345
And you're not the problem,
she is.
611
00:30:18,345 --> 00:30:20,512
You s... I thought
you said it was great.
612
00:30:20,512 --> 00:30:23,011
Look, I don't know
anything about this,
613
00:30:23,011 --> 00:30:25,679
it just seems to me
that the actress
614
00:30:25,679 --> 00:30:28,303
is coming off kind of, I don't
know, broken, or something.
615
00:30:28,303 --> 00:30:31,345
And I think she needs
to be more of a bitch.
616
00:30:31,345 --> 00:30:33,679
Really?
617
00:30:33,679 --> 00:30:35,011
Well, you want to like
your character, right?
618
00:30:35,011 --> 00:30:36,261
What's his name? Daniel?
619
00:30:36,261 --> 00:30:37,970
His hero?
620
00:30:37,970 --> 00:30:40,011
Well, uh, maybe antihero.
621
00:30:40,011 --> 00:30:41,845
Yeah, so she should f...
622
00:30:41,845 --> 00:30:43,929
fight back.
You know, attack.
623
00:30:43,929 --> 00:30:46,011
[laughs] That's it.
That's good, that's brilliant.
624
00:30:46,011 --> 00:30:48,011
Great. She should
be strong, right?
625
00:30:48,011 --> 00:30:50,720
Be more of a-a powerful foil
in this scene.
626
00:30:50,720 --> 00:30:53,178
You could be stronger, too.
627
00:30:53,178 --> 00:30:54,804
-[laughs]
-Jesus, Helen.
628
00:30:54,804 --> 00:30:56,220
Uh, sorry, man.
629
00:30:56,220 --> 00:30:57,720
No, it's fine.
I appreciate the candor.
630
00:30:57,720 --> 00:30:58,804
-It's great.
-Hey, dude.
631
00:30:58,804 --> 00:31:00,261
[Lisa] We got to be
done by noon
632
00:31:00,261 --> 00:31:01,553
-if we're gonna get our day.
-Thank you, Lisa.
633
00:31:01,553 --> 00:31:03,553
Thank you.
634
00:31:03,553 --> 00:31:04,887
You're extraordinary.
635
00:31:04,887 --> 00:31:06,553
-[laughs]
-Um...
636
00:31:06,553 --> 00:31:08,178
We're almost done.
I don't suppose
637
00:31:08,178 --> 00:31:10,762
you'd have lunch with me,
to finish this conversation?
638
00:31:10,762 --> 00:31:13,637
Oh, no, uh... N-No.
639
00:31:13,637 --> 00:31:15,929
This is really Noah's thing.
640
00:31:15,929 --> 00:31:18,845
Uh, so we should
get an Uber-- what...
641
00:31:18,845 --> 00:31:20,553
We have to get to
my son's dress rehearsal.
642
00:31:20,553 --> 00:31:23,804
No? Really? That's odd.
643
00:31:23,804 --> 00:31:26,887
Um, well, very nice
meeting both of you.
644
00:31:26,887 --> 00:31:29,637
-You, too.
-You, too.
645
00:31:29,637 --> 00:31:31,136
I'm gonna walk 'em out.
646
00:31:31,136 --> 00:31:32,345
Hey, Helen.
647
00:31:34,428 --> 00:31:37,011
If you change your mind,
Noah knows where to find me.
648
00:31:38,095 --> 00:31:40,428
♪ slow, quiet music ♪
649
00:31:40,428 --> 00:31:42,553
♪♪♪
650
00:31:50,929 --> 00:31:52,929
[yawns]
651
00:31:52,929 --> 00:31:54,595
[grunts]
652
00:31:54,595 --> 00:31:57,428
[Whitney]
Hey, so that scene we just saw,
653
00:31:57,428 --> 00:32:00,095
was that really how it went down
with you and Dad?
654
00:32:01,053 --> 00:32:02,929
Pretty close.
655
00:32:02,929 --> 00:32:04,762
I mean, not exactly.
656
00:32:04,762 --> 00:32:06,637
The bra was in
a different drawer.
657
00:32:06,637 --> 00:32:09,095
Jesus. [exhales]
658
00:32:09,095 --> 00:32:10,512
Was I home?
659
00:32:10,512 --> 00:32:13,345
I don't know.
660
00:32:13,345 --> 00:32:15,720
Yeah, I think...
661
00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:18,345
I think
you must have been home. Yeah.
662
00:32:18,345 --> 00:32:20,887
You shielded us from so much.
663
00:32:20,887 --> 00:32:23,095
Well...
[chuckles]
664
00:32:23,095 --> 00:32:25,011
what was I supposed to do,
tell you
665
00:32:25,011 --> 00:32:27,679
your father was screwing
another woman in our bed?
666
00:32:27,679 --> 00:32:29,136
No. But you did more than that.
667
00:32:29,136 --> 00:32:31,095
You never gave up on him.
668
00:32:31,095 --> 00:32:33,637
You didn't let us
give up on him.
669
00:32:33,637 --> 00:32:36,011
He's your father.
670
00:32:36,011 --> 00:32:37,970
Yeah, but when I think
about how painful
671
00:32:37,970 --> 00:32:40,970
that must have been
for you, it's...
672
00:32:44,303 --> 00:32:47,095
Thank you.
673
00:32:48,720 --> 00:32:51,470
How come you and Vik
never got married?
674
00:32:52,679 --> 00:32:55,178
Well, fool me once...
675
00:32:58,095 --> 00:32:59,804
Oh, no. I'm sorry.
[chuckles]
676
00:32:59,804 --> 00:33:01,512
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean it that way.
677
00:33:01,512 --> 00:33:04,428
I didn't.
678
00:33:04,428 --> 00:33:06,970
Not all men cheat.
679
00:33:11,345 --> 00:33:13,679
[chuckles]
Sorry.
680
00:33:14,762 --> 00:33:18,720
♪ Made of little marks... ♪
681
00:33:18,720 --> 00:33:20,929
♪ Fly... ♪
682
00:33:20,929 --> 00:33:24,553
-♪ Up so high ♪
-♪ Fly... ♪
683
00:33:24,553 --> 00:33:27,553
-♪ Fly... ♪
-♪ Fly... ♪
684
00:33:27,553 --> 00:33:31,053
-♪ Up so high ♪
-♪ Fly... ♪
685
00:33:31,053 --> 00:33:34,095
-♪ Fly... ♪
-♪ Fly... ♪
686
00:33:34,095 --> 00:33:37,387
-♪ Up so high ♪
-♪ Fly... ♪
687
00:33:37,387 --> 00:33:40,720
[piano playing gentle melody]
688
00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:42,804
♪♪♪
689
00:33:51,637 --> 00:33:54,428
[Small Alison]
♪ I can see all ♪
690
00:33:54,428 --> 00:33:59,136
♪ Of Pennsylvania ♪
691
00:33:59,136 --> 00:34:00,553
[Alison]
Caption...
692
00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:03,595
Every so often,
693
00:34:03,595 --> 00:34:07,011
there was a rare moment
of perfect balance
694
00:34:07,011 --> 00:34:10,553
when I soared
above him.
695
00:34:10,553 --> 00:34:12,053
[piano plays final notes]
696
00:34:14,095 --> 00:34:17,095
-[whooping, applause]
-[woman] Great job!
697
00:34:18,762 --> 00:34:20,595
[whistling, whooping]
698
00:34:26,970 --> 00:34:29,595
Can we bring
the house lights up?
699
00:34:29,595 --> 00:34:31,595
I got to go deal with my face.
700
00:34:32,762 --> 00:34:35,261
[clears throat]
701
00:34:46,261 --> 00:34:47,428
[clears throat]
702
00:34:47,428 --> 00:34:48,929
-Hey, lady!
-Hey, Lauren.
703
00:34:48,929 --> 00:34:49,929
[chuckles]
704
00:34:49,929 --> 00:34:52,387
Oh. Oh, God.
705
00:34:52,387 --> 00:34:54,720
Oh, will you look
at those two?
706
00:34:54,720 --> 00:34:57,178
Yeah.
Thick as thieves.
707
00:34:58,136 --> 00:34:59,637
How are you, sweetie?
708
00:34:59,637 --> 00:35:00,804
I'm fine.
709
00:35:00,804 --> 00:35:03,387
You keeping busy?
710
00:35:03,387 --> 00:35:05,178
I mean, they say that's
the most important thing.
711
00:35:05,178 --> 00:35:06,095
Yeah.
712
00:35:06,095 --> 00:35:08,428
Um, my ex-husband
is making a movie.
713
00:35:08,428 --> 00:35:10,637
So we were
on the set today and--
714
00:35:10,637 --> 00:35:12,720
Oh, my God.
Did you see him?
715
00:35:12,720 --> 00:35:14,136
-Noah?
-No, you whore.
716
00:35:14,136 --> 00:35:16,637
-Sasha Mann. [chuckles]
-Did she see him?
717
00:35:16,637 --> 00:35:18,261
-He asked her out.
-What?
718
00:35:18,261 --> 00:35:20,136
-He did not.
-Yes, he did.
719
00:35:20,136 --> 00:35:21,220
He asked her out
and she blew him off.
720
00:35:21,220 --> 00:35:23,929
Oh. Helen, you have to go.
721
00:35:23,929 --> 00:35:26,553
I mean, he is
the perfect man.
722
00:35:26,553 --> 00:35:29,136
No, I'm serious. He donates half
of every paycheck to charity.
723
00:35:29,136 --> 00:35:31,762
He teaches acting in prison.
And I've heard that,
724
00:35:31,762 --> 00:35:33,345
on all of his movies,
he buys the whole crew,
725
00:35:33,345 --> 00:35:36,053
like, super expensive
motorcycles as wrap gifts.
726
00:35:36,053 --> 00:35:37,595
How do you know all this?
727
00:35:37,595 --> 00:35:39,512
I read Us Weekly, Helen.
Oh, my God.
728
00:35:39,512 --> 00:35:40,887
-Baby, that was so amazing.
-Hi. Hi.
729
00:35:40,887 --> 00:35:43,345
-Hi.
-[chuckling]
730
00:35:43,345 --> 00:35:44,845
-I'm serious.
-No.
731
00:35:44,845 --> 00:35:46,136
The second act
was a disaster.
732
00:35:46,136 --> 00:35:47,428
-No way. It was genius.
-Total Titanic.
733
00:35:47,428 --> 00:35:49,261
-[Trevor] No, stop. Really.
-[Whitney] No. No, look at us.
734
00:35:49,261 --> 00:35:50,845
We were bawling.
Look at my eyes.
735
00:35:50,845 --> 00:35:52,178
I was bawling the entire time.
736
00:35:52,178 --> 00:35:53,845
We were both bawling.
Weren't we, Mom?
737
00:35:53,845 --> 00:35:54,887
What was your, uh...
738
00:35:54,887 --> 00:35:56,595
what was
your favorite part, Mom?
739
00:35:58,553 --> 00:36:01,261
I'm just so proud of you, Trev.
740
00:36:01,261 --> 00:36:02,345
[chuckles]
741
00:36:02,345 --> 00:36:04,178
I think Vik would've liked it.
742
00:36:06,679 --> 00:36:08,720
♪ somber music ♪
743
00:36:08,720 --> 00:36:10,595
♪♪♪
744
00:36:38,345 --> 00:36:40,553
[inhales deeply]
745
00:36:40,553 --> 00:36:42,637
[exhales]
746
00:36:52,387 --> 00:36:55,053
[exhales]
747
00:36:58,220 --> 00:37:00,303
[laptop chimes]
748
00:37:03,178 --> 00:37:04,428
[keys clacking]
749
00:37:10,053 --> 00:37:11,428
[chuckles]
750
00:37:11,428 --> 00:37:13,261
[keys clacking]
751
00:37:24,261 --> 00:37:25,595
[inhales deeply]
752
00:37:25,595 --> 00:37:26,595
[exhales]
753
00:37:26,595 --> 00:37:28,428
[keys clacking]
754
00:37:36,053 --> 00:37:37,679
[chuckles]
755
00:37:39,887 --> 00:37:42,261
No.
756
00:37:52,929 --> 00:37:55,136
♪ soft music ♪
757
00:37:55,136 --> 00:37:57,053
♪♪♪
758
00:37:57,053 --> 00:37:59,303
[tapping]
759
00:38:01,887 --> 00:38:03,762
♪♪♪
760
00:38:21,345 --> 00:38:23,804
So, do you actually call him
Mr. Mann?
761
00:38:29,679 --> 00:38:31,595
Hi.
762
00:38:34,887 --> 00:38:37,345
Thank you for coming.
763
00:38:45,136 --> 00:38:47,261
I have no idea
what I'm doing here.
764
00:38:47,261 --> 00:38:50,345
Why don't you just start
by coming in?
765
00:38:56,512 --> 00:38:58,512
Did you just move in?
766
00:38:58,512 --> 00:39:00,929
Uh, four years ago.
767
00:39:00,929 --> 00:39:02,887
You need some furniture.
768
00:39:02,887 --> 00:39:06,345
No. I find
I feel healthier with less.
769
00:39:06,345 --> 00:39:09,220
Um, I've made us
some tea.
770
00:39:09,220 --> 00:39:12,220
And the way that I'm preparing
our tea actually dates back
771
00:39:12,220 --> 00:39:15,136
to sixth-century
Buddhist monks.
772
00:39:16,053 --> 00:39:17,720
That's old.
773
00:39:17,720 --> 00:39:18,720
That is old.
774
00:39:18,720 --> 00:39:21,095
Please, sit.
775
00:39:21,095 --> 00:39:23,762
Legend has it
that the Bodhidharma
776
00:39:23,762 --> 00:39:26,303
struggled so badly
to stay awake
777
00:39:26,303 --> 00:39:29,136
during meditation that he,
in a desperate moment,
778
00:39:29,136 --> 00:39:32,387
ripped off his eyelids
to keep his eyes open.
779
00:39:32,387 --> 00:39:37,303
And from the fallen lids
sprung the tea plants.
780
00:39:38,261 --> 00:39:40,053
Huh.
781
00:39:40,053 --> 00:39:42,261
Well, point being
782
00:39:42,261 --> 00:39:43,512
that what began
as a practical thing,
783
00:39:43,512 --> 00:39:46,053
over time,
became its own ritual.
784
00:39:46,053 --> 00:39:49,470
I mean, its own form
of-of meditation.
785
00:39:51,470 --> 00:39:54,095
Thank you for coming
all this way.
786
00:39:54,095 --> 00:39:56,720
I'm up every night agonizing
over this film.
787
00:39:56,720 --> 00:39:59,553
I'm desperate to get it right.
788
00:39:59,553 --> 00:40:00,970
I'm sure you will.
789
00:40:00,970 --> 00:40:03,261
It's a very personal
story for me.
790
00:40:03,261 --> 00:40:05,387
The novel was formative,
and it gave me
791
00:40:05,387 --> 00:40:08,095
tremendous insight
into my own behavior.
792
00:40:08,095 --> 00:40:10,178
Really? Did you leave a wife
and four kids, too?
793
00:40:11,804 --> 00:40:13,637
Sorry. Bad joke.
794
00:40:13,637 --> 00:40:16,178
Noah speaks as if you and he
are the best of friends.
795
00:40:16,178 --> 00:40:18,136
Well, we are friends.
796
00:40:18,136 --> 00:40:20,762
But are you, maybe,
still harboring resentment
797
00:40:20,762 --> 00:40:22,261
after all these years?
798
00:40:24,095 --> 00:40:26,095
Okay, you said you wanted
to talk to me about the movie.
799
00:40:26,095 --> 00:40:28,553
Are there any specific questions
you wanted to ask or...?
800
00:40:28,553 --> 00:40:31,053
Mm-hm. When you said that Ellen
should be more of a bitch--
801
00:40:31,053 --> 00:40:33,136
I didn't s--
I don't think I said that.
802
00:40:33,136 --> 00:40:35,595
-I think you did.
-I don't--
803
00:40:35,595 --> 00:40:37,470
Let's check it.
804
00:40:37,470 --> 00:40:40,553
"Ellen should be more
of a bitch so that...
805
00:40:40,553 --> 00:40:42,428
-Daniel can be our hero."
-You wrote that down?
806
00:40:42,428 --> 00:40:44,011
Yes, I did.
And it was a great note.
807
00:40:44,011 --> 00:40:45,136
Listen, you should've stayed.
808
00:40:45,136 --> 00:40:46,970
The next take was electric.
809
00:40:48,345 --> 00:40:52,220
But what is it that makes
her character so aggressive?
810
00:40:52,220 --> 00:40:54,679
Childhood?
Issues with her dad?
811
00:40:54,679 --> 00:40:57,136
I mean,
is she lashing out at people
812
00:40:57,136 --> 00:40:59,804
because she's frightened
she will never know love again?
813
00:40:59,804 --> 00:41:02,136
[laughs]
814
00:41:02,136 --> 00:41:03,929
Can I ask you
an honest question?
815
00:41:03,929 --> 00:41:06,595
-Please.
-Do you like the book?
816
00:41:06,595 --> 00:41:08,053
Yes, I do. Do you?
817
00:41:08,053 --> 00:41:09,178
No, I don't.
818
00:41:09,178 --> 00:41:10,637
Because it's
about male ego?
819
00:41:10,637 --> 00:41:12,512
No, because it's not very good.
820
00:41:12,512 --> 00:41:14,970
But... so many people
really like it.
821
00:41:14,970 --> 00:41:17,428
Yes, but I'm not sure
that they're very smart.
822
00:41:17,428 --> 00:41:20,136
[chuckling]
Well, um...
823
00:41:20,136 --> 00:41:22,637
Well, I just said
that I really like it.
824
00:41:24,970 --> 00:41:26,428
[chuckles]
825
00:41:26,428 --> 00:41:29,470
Are you always this honest?
826
00:41:30,887 --> 00:41:32,679
Uh...
827
00:41:32,679 --> 00:41:35,178
no.
828
00:41:35,178 --> 00:41:36,512
I'm going through something.
829
00:41:36,512 --> 00:41:38,428
It's really strange.
830
00:41:38,428 --> 00:41:39,512
Um, you haven't touched
your tea.
831
00:41:39,512 --> 00:41:40,553
I don't like green tea.
832
00:41:40,553 --> 00:41:41,720
I think it tastes like mulch.
833
00:41:41,720 --> 00:41:43,011
Have you tasted mulch?
834
00:41:43,011 --> 00:41:46,470
Listen, I know matcha
can be bitter, but, I mean,
835
00:41:46,470 --> 00:41:49,345
properly brewed,
it's actually quite good.
836
00:41:54,845 --> 00:41:56,679
You let it get cold.
837
00:41:59,178 --> 00:42:01,220
[sighs]
838
00:42:04,136 --> 00:42:07,470
Sorry.
839
00:42:07,470 --> 00:42:09,845
This conversation
is not really working, is it?
840
00:42:09,845 --> 00:42:11,804
It's me.
841
00:42:12,929 --> 00:42:14,303
I'm just very tired.
842
00:42:14,303 --> 00:42:16,261
Thank you for the tea.
843
00:42:16,261 --> 00:42:19,553
Hey. Helen, please,
you came all this way.
844
00:42:19,553 --> 00:42:21,345
P-Perhaps something
brought you here today.
845
00:42:21,345 --> 00:42:22,970
-Your Tesla.
-Oh, come on.
846
00:42:22,970 --> 00:42:24,720
Listen, I just want
to get to know you.
847
00:42:24,720 --> 00:42:27,512
Can we just try something else?
I mean, a walk or a swim
848
00:42:27,512 --> 00:42:29,929
or I've got
these amazing yoga hammocks.
849
00:42:29,929 --> 00:42:30,887
Yoga hammocks?
850
00:42:30,887 --> 00:42:31,887
[chuckling]
Yes.
851
00:42:31,887 --> 00:42:33,220
They're really something.
852
00:42:33,220 --> 00:42:35,303
Um, no. I think
I'm just gonna get an Uber.
853
00:42:35,303 --> 00:42:36,970
No. Please. Basketball.
854
00:42:36,970 --> 00:42:39,011
Come on.
855
00:42:39,011 --> 00:42:42,762
You just want to go home and
keep googling your own demise?
856
00:42:42,762 --> 00:42:45,011
[basketball bouncing]
857
00:42:45,011 --> 00:42:47,136
I don't know
why I said yes to basketball.
858
00:42:47,136 --> 00:42:48,595
I really don't know how to play.
859
00:42:48,595 --> 00:42:49,553
I love basketball.
860
00:42:49,553 --> 00:42:50,887
It's such an American game.
861
00:42:50,887 --> 00:42:52,804
And your son Martin
used to play, didn't he?
862
00:42:52,804 --> 00:42:54,595
-Yep.
-And, Helen,
863
00:42:54,595 --> 00:42:56,220
would you go to all his games?
864
00:42:56,970 --> 00:42:58,553
Can we just fucking play?
865
00:42:58,553 --> 00:43:00,595
Oh.
866
00:43:03,887 --> 00:43:05,345
[groans]
867
00:43:05,970 --> 00:43:07,220
-Ha!
-Hey, I thought
868
00:43:07,220 --> 00:43:08,595
you said you didn't play.
869
00:43:08,595 --> 00:43:10,595
Maybe a little bit
when I was in school.
870
00:43:11,845 --> 00:43:13,345
Aah.
871
00:43:13,345 --> 00:43:14,637
Obviously you didn't.
872
00:43:14,637 --> 00:43:16,220
Well, it's the
shirt, isn't it?
873
00:43:16,220 --> 00:43:17,970
It's too tight.
874
00:43:17,970 --> 00:43:20,637
Let me have
another go.
875
00:43:24,762 --> 00:43:27,261
[Helen laughs]
876
00:43:27,261 --> 00:43:29,637
Whoa!
877
00:43:33,220 --> 00:43:35,095
You're such a baller.
878
00:43:36,053 --> 00:43:37,470
Hey, Helen, think fast.
879
00:43:37,470 --> 00:43:38,804
Ow!
880
00:43:38,804 --> 00:43:40,178
Fuck!
881
00:43:40,178 --> 00:43:41,804
[muffled]
Fuck.
882
00:43:41,804 --> 00:43:44,303
Jesus. What the fuck?!
883
00:43:45,136 --> 00:43:47,970
[seabirds calling]
884
00:43:47,970 --> 00:43:49,970
[Sasha]
Hey, I'm truly sorry.
885
00:43:49,970 --> 00:43:51,929
I really thought you saw me.
886
00:43:54,136 --> 00:43:56,553
You like Pinot
Noir, right?
887
00:43:56,553 --> 00:43:58,136
How did you know?
888
00:43:58,136 --> 00:44:00,512
Chapter three.
889
00:44:00,512 --> 00:44:03,387
I really don't
understand my life.
890
00:44:03,387 --> 00:44:05,387
-Can I see it?
-No.
891
00:44:05,387 --> 00:44:07,595
-Do you think it's broken?
-Probably.
892
00:44:07,595 --> 00:44:10,053
-Well, let me just have a look.
-Uh! Don't touch me!
893
00:44:10,053 --> 00:44:11,970
I'm not gonna
touch you.
894
00:44:14,679 --> 00:44:16,261
[sniffles]
895
00:44:16,261 --> 00:44:17,512
Oh, no. You're fine.
896
00:44:17,512 --> 00:44:18,804
-[scoffs]
-It's not broken.
897
00:44:18,804 --> 00:44:20,637
-How do you know?
-Well, my nose was broken
898
00:44:20,637 --> 00:44:22,887
a few times. It swells
a lot more than that.
899
00:44:22,887 --> 00:44:24,512
You got lucky.
900
00:44:24,512 --> 00:44:26,095
[laughing]
Sorry.
901
00:44:26,095 --> 00:44:28,011
I got lucky. Yeah.
902
00:44:29,387 --> 00:44:31,428
Listen...
903
00:44:31,428 --> 00:44:35,679
one fine day, we'll look back on
this, and we'll laugh and laugh.
904
00:44:53,762 --> 00:44:55,762
I have to...
I don't... I don't,
905
00:44:55,762 --> 00:44:57,720
uh, know what I'm doing here.
906
00:44:57,720 --> 00:45:00,220
You seem like
a very nice... psychopath.
907
00:45:00,220 --> 00:45:02,345
-Well, I promise you, I'm not.
-I'm just...
908
00:45:02,345 --> 00:45:03,637
I really... I need to go.
909
00:45:03,637 --> 00:45:05,303
[clears throat, sniffles]
910
00:45:05,303 --> 00:45:06,720
-[sighs] Oh.
-Whoa. Whoa.
911
00:45:06,720 --> 00:45:08,428
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
912
00:45:08,428 --> 00:45:09,720
Hey, you need
something to eat.
913
00:45:09,720 --> 00:45:11,637
-Can I make you something?
-Uh, no. Mm-mm.
914
00:45:11,637 --> 00:45:12,804
What about a
little sugar, then?
915
00:45:12,804 --> 00:45:14,053
I think I'm gonna,
uh, throw up.
916
00:45:14,053 --> 00:45:15,345
-You serious?
-Yeah.
917
00:45:15,345 --> 00:45:16,261
-When?
-Now.
918
00:45:16,261 --> 00:45:18,762
Fuck.
919
00:45:18,762 --> 00:45:20,929
Here. Here you go.
Here you go.
920
00:45:20,929 --> 00:45:24,011
[retching, coughing]
921
00:45:25,929 --> 00:45:27,679
[guttural coughing]
922
00:45:30,261 --> 00:45:32,470
I'll just...
923
00:45:32,470 --> 00:45:34,553
go dispose of this.
924
00:45:34,553 --> 00:45:36,845
[sighs, pants]
925
00:45:46,220 --> 00:45:47,470
[sighs]
926
00:45:47,470 --> 00:45:49,887
[Vik]
Helen?
927
00:45:49,887 --> 00:45:51,762
I'm so sorry.
928
00:45:53,679 --> 00:45:55,887
I never meant for
any of this to happen.
929
00:45:59,261 --> 00:46:01,178
[Sasha]
Are you okay?
930
00:46:01,178 --> 00:46:02,720
Oh. [stammers]
931
00:46:02,720 --> 00:46:04,095
-Ooh.
-Hey, hey.
932
00:46:04,095 --> 00:46:06,220
-[Helen groans softly]
-Sit over here.
933
00:46:07,929 --> 00:46:10,303
Come on. Come on over here
and sit down.
934
00:46:10,303 --> 00:46:12,428
[sniffles]
Oh, God.
935
00:46:12,428 --> 00:46:14,720
Just sit down here.
936
00:46:14,720 --> 00:46:16,303
-I'm sorry.
-No, no. Don't be.
937
00:46:16,303 --> 00:46:17,804
It's my fault.
I hit you in the head
938
00:46:17,804 --> 00:46:20,178
with a ball. I mean,
we should go to the ER.
939
00:46:20,178 --> 00:46:22,428
-You might have a concussion.
-[sniffles] No.
940
00:46:22,428 --> 00:46:24,970
I don't have...
941
00:46:24,970 --> 00:46:26,303
What?
942
00:46:26,303 --> 00:46:28,261
[crying] I don't have
a concussion. I...
943
00:46:28,261 --> 00:46:30,136
[sniffles, pants]
944
00:46:32,929 --> 00:46:34,929
Um, I lost my partner.
945
00:46:37,136 --> 00:46:38,929
[sniffles]
946
00:46:38,929 --> 00:46:41,345
I lost my partner
a few months ago.
947
00:46:41,345 --> 00:46:43,970
[sniffles]
948
00:46:43,970 --> 00:46:45,887
Oh, my God.
949
00:46:45,887 --> 00:46:48,220
[loud panting, sniffles]
950
00:46:48,220 --> 00:46:49,804
[loud panting]
951
00:46:49,804 --> 00:46:51,845
[sniffles]
952
00:46:53,011 --> 00:46:55,011
Something's just
not right with me.
953
00:46:55,011 --> 00:46:57,845
I can't wake up,
and I fell asleep on the 405...
954
00:46:57,845 --> 00:46:59,261
[sniffles]
955
00:46:59,261 --> 00:47:00,929
...last week and just now,
956
00:47:00,929 --> 00:47:03,679
I fell asleep at my kid's play,
and I almost fainted.
957
00:47:03,679 --> 00:47:05,303
I just... I don't know
what's wrong with me.
958
00:47:05,303 --> 00:47:07,136
-Just breathe. Just-just...
-[exhaling]
959
00:47:07,136 --> 00:47:08,762
-You're okay.
-[inhaling]
960
00:47:08,762 --> 00:47:12,303
-Just breathe.
-[sniffles, exhales]
961
00:47:15,845 --> 00:47:19,095
I-I just wasn't prepared for
how permanent it is, you know?
962
00:47:23,136 --> 00:47:26,387
I get it. He made his point.
He died. Now...
963
00:47:26,387 --> 00:47:28,970
Now when's he coming back?
964
00:47:31,887 --> 00:47:33,720
Death is relentless.
965
00:47:37,929 --> 00:47:39,970
I lost someone,
too, a few years ago.
966
00:47:39,970 --> 00:47:41,553
-I can't. I just can't.
-No.
967
00:47:41,553 --> 00:47:43,720
No, no, no, no,
it's not... No.
968
00:47:43,720 --> 00:47:45,929
All I'm trying
to say is that...
969
00:47:45,929 --> 00:47:49,637
after... after that,
I f.... I felt truly lost.
970
00:47:49,637 --> 00:47:51,970
I did.
971
00:47:51,970 --> 00:47:55,929
And then, I started to
study with this Zen master,
972
00:47:55,929 --> 00:47:58,387
and-and he suggested
that I simplify my life,
973
00:47:58,387 --> 00:48:00,553
and-and that's when
I moved up here.
974
00:48:00,553 --> 00:48:04,887
And I gave away most of my
stuff, and it actually worked.
975
00:48:07,887 --> 00:48:09,220
[sighs]
976
00:48:09,220 --> 00:48:11,387
You think that
I'm full of shit.
977
00:48:11,387 --> 00:48:13,345
[waves breaking]
978
00:48:13,345 --> 00:48:15,595
I... I haven't decided yet.
979
00:48:17,720 --> 00:48:19,762
Before you write me off
completely,
980
00:48:19,762 --> 00:48:22,428
can I show you
just one last thing?
981
00:48:22,428 --> 00:48:24,553
Might help.
982
00:48:25,970 --> 00:48:28,053
-[waves breaking]
-[gull squawking]
983
00:48:29,303 --> 00:48:31,929
How you doing in there?
984
00:48:31,929 --> 00:48:35,887
Admit it. You do
feel better, don't you?
985
00:48:38,345 --> 00:48:40,595
You know there's nothing
actually Buddhist
986
00:48:40,595 --> 00:48:43,053
about this, right, Sasha?
987
00:48:43,053 --> 00:48:45,428
Like, monks in Tibet are
not spending their time
988
00:48:45,428 --> 00:48:47,053
doing aerial yoga?
989
00:48:47,053 --> 00:48:49,679
[laughs]
I know nothing.
990
00:48:52,887 --> 00:48:54,887
[waves breaking]
991
00:48:54,887 --> 00:48:56,804
[bird squawking]
992
00:48:56,804 --> 00:48:58,887
♪ gentle, peaceful music ♪
993
00:48:58,887 --> 00:49:01,220
♪♪♪
994
00:49:01,220 --> 00:49:03,095
[insects trilling]
995
00:49:20,428 --> 00:49:22,261
[sighs]
996
00:49:42,512 --> 00:49:44,345
[sighs]
997
00:50:07,220 --> 00:50:09,261
♪ soft, dramatic music ♪
998
00:50:09,261 --> 00:50:11,136
♪♪♪
999
00:50:12,637 --> 00:50:14,428
[Vik]
Hey.
1000
00:50:14,428 --> 00:50:16,553
Hey.
1001
00:50:18,637 --> 00:50:20,428
I love you.
1002
00:50:20,428 --> 00:50:22,512
And I'm...
1003
00:50:22,512 --> 00:50:26,303
I'm so sorry for what
I'm putting you through now.
1004
00:50:27,470 --> 00:50:29,845
[Vik sighs]
1005
00:50:29,845 --> 00:50:33,762
And if I know you,
you're trying to do this alone.
1006
00:50:33,762 --> 00:50:36,261
You don't want
to worry anyone, so
1007
00:50:36,261 --> 00:50:38,887
you're hiding your feelings
from everyone.
1008
00:50:40,553 --> 00:50:43,470
Maybe you're even
a little bit surprised
1009
00:50:43,470 --> 00:50:45,387
by how much you miss me.
1010
00:50:45,387 --> 00:50:47,887
[sighs]
1011
00:50:47,887 --> 00:50:50,804
But Helen, I need you
to listen to me now.
1012
00:50:50,804 --> 00:50:52,887
For once in your life, just...
1013
00:50:54,720 --> 00:50:56,720
Would you concentrate
on yourself now?
1014
00:50:58,679 --> 00:51:00,845
Be a little selfish.
1015
00:51:02,804 --> 00:51:05,220
You've taken care
of everyone else for so long.
1016
00:51:05,220 --> 00:51:07,553
I just... I want you
to spend the rest of your life
1017
00:51:07,553 --> 00:51:09,095
enjoying yourself.
1018
00:51:09,095 --> 00:51:11,136
[sighs]
1019
00:51:11,136 --> 00:51:14,720
And... if you can't
do it for you,
1020
00:51:14,720 --> 00:51:16,720
then do it for me.
1021
00:51:19,178 --> 00:51:22,428
Live now for us both.
1022
00:51:22,428 --> 00:51:23,720
Okay?
1023
00:51:23,720 --> 00:51:25,512
[sniffles]
1024
00:51:25,512 --> 00:51:27,345
Okay.
1025
00:51:29,595 --> 00:51:31,929
Okay.
1026
00:51:42,595 --> 00:51:44,887
[coughs]
1027
00:51:44,887 --> 00:51:48,303
[soft plop, retching]
1028
00:51:48,303 --> 00:51:49,762
[beeps]
1029
00:51:49,762 --> 00:51:51,428
[automated female voice]
Unrecognized deposit.
1030
00:51:51,428 --> 00:51:53,345
Cannot compute biome levels.
1031
00:51:53,345 --> 00:51:55,136
Shh. Shh. It's fine.
1032
00:51:55,136 --> 00:51:57,178
Searching database
for unknown substance.
1033
00:51:57,178 --> 00:52:00,095
No. No. Stop. Just-just flush.
1034
00:52:00,095 --> 00:52:01,303
-Flush.
-One moment, please.
1035
00:52:01,303 --> 00:52:03,178
[beeps]
1036
00:52:03,178 --> 00:52:05,887
Stop it, you asshole. Override.
1037
00:52:05,887 --> 00:52:07,845
-Override!
-Code?
1038
00:52:07,845 --> 00:52:09,178
Two-three-eight-two.
1039
00:52:09,178 --> 00:52:11,136
[toilet flushes]
1040
00:52:17,053 --> 00:52:19,136
[sighs heavily]
1041
00:52:22,679 --> 00:52:24,929
♪ dramatic music ♪
1042
00:52:24,929 --> 00:52:27,011
♪♪♪
1043
00:52:29,720 --> 00:52:31,679
Hmm? Mm. Mm.
1044
00:52:31,679 --> 00:52:33,679
I... I just had breakfast
an hour ago,
1045
00:52:33,679 --> 00:52:35,136
and I'm already
fucking famished.
1046
00:52:35,136 --> 00:52:36,553
Want a cricket?
1047
00:52:36,553 --> 00:52:38,220
-No, thanks.
-Mmm.
1048
00:52:38,220 --> 00:52:39,804
God, I can't get
enough protein.
1049
00:52:39,804 --> 00:52:41,303
How were the Keys?
1050
00:52:42,679 --> 00:52:44,470
Bleak.
1051
00:52:44,470 --> 00:52:47,887
I hope you were a pinch more
political with the client.
1052
00:52:47,887 --> 00:52:49,178
I was honest.
1053
00:52:49,178 --> 00:52:51,011
-Oh, boy.
-I told them
1054
00:52:51,011 --> 00:52:52,303
mangroves were
the only chance they have
1055
00:52:52,303 --> 00:52:53,720
to save the coast
in the long term.
1056
00:52:53,720 --> 00:52:55,095
And?
1057
00:52:55,095 --> 00:52:56,553
They went
with the swinging gate,
1058
00:52:56,553 --> 00:52:58,178
which is barely
even a Band-Aid.
1059
00:52:58,178 --> 00:52:59,845
Hmm.
1060
00:52:59,845 --> 00:53:01,345
But construction starts
next month,
1061
00:53:01,345 --> 00:53:03,053
and now I'm available
for something else.
1062
00:53:03,053 --> 00:53:06,512
Joanie, you just got back
from your third trip this month.
1063
00:53:06,512 --> 00:53:08,387
You know, chill a little.
1064
00:53:08,387 --> 00:53:10,512
Take time with your family.
1065
00:53:10,512 --> 00:53:13,553
Laine, I don't judge you for
that carbon bomb in your belly.
1066
00:53:13,553 --> 00:53:15,512
Don't judge me
for wanting to do my job.
1067
00:53:17,387 --> 00:53:19,387
That was a joke.
1068
00:53:20,387 --> 00:53:22,220
Hmm.
1069
00:53:24,053 --> 00:53:26,804
Well, you're not gonna
like what I have.
1070
00:53:26,804 --> 00:53:28,887
DOD's trying to
save an old base.
1071
00:53:28,887 --> 00:53:32,053
Hmm. It'll be an erosion study,
probably a swinging gate.
1072
00:53:33,053 --> 00:53:34,637
Where is it?
1073
00:53:34,637 --> 00:53:36,303
[smacks lips]
Montauk.
1074
00:53:40,887 --> 00:53:43,095
Well, that's how we stay
in business, right?
1075
00:53:43,095 --> 00:53:45,470
Planned obsolescence,
keep 'em coming back
1076
00:53:45,470 --> 00:53:47,387
every two years for more?
1077
00:53:48,762 --> 00:53:50,595
I'll go.
1078
00:53:51,804 --> 00:53:53,762
[train humming]
1079
00:53:53,762 --> 00:53:55,970
[indistinct chatter]
1080
00:53:55,970 --> 00:53:58,095
♪ dramatic music ♪
1081
00:54:04,428 --> 00:54:06,261
♪♪♪
1082
00:54:37,512 --> 00:54:39,804
[clicks]
1083
00:54:42,095 --> 00:54:44,261
[chime sounds]
1084
00:54:44,261 --> 00:54:45,053
[man over P.A.]
Our apologies.
1085
00:54:45,053 --> 00:54:46,470
The tracks are flooded.
1086
00:54:46,470 --> 00:54:48,553
We should be moving shortly.
1087
00:54:48,553 --> 00:54:50,428
♪♪♪
1088
00:54:58,970 --> 00:55:01,178
[Paul]
Hello?
1089
00:55:01,178 --> 00:55:02,637
Hey.
1090
00:55:02,637 --> 00:55:03,970
Hey. Did you make it?
1091
00:55:03,970 --> 00:55:05,470
Almost.
1092
00:55:05,470 --> 00:55:07,053
You still in Houston?
1093
00:55:07,053 --> 00:55:08,470
We came back early, actually.
1094
00:55:08,470 --> 00:55:10,095
They had to cancel the game.
1095
00:55:10,095 --> 00:55:12,261
The entrance to the park
flooded again.
1096
00:55:12,261 --> 00:55:14,553
-[clink]
-[soft electrical hissing]
1097
00:55:14,553 --> 00:55:15,929
[chime sounds]
1098
00:55:15,929 --> 00:55:17,553
How are the girls?
1099
00:55:17,553 --> 00:55:18,970
They're, uh, they're great.
They miss you.
1100
00:55:20,970 --> 00:55:22,887
Yeah, I know.
1101
00:55:22,887 --> 00:55:24,845
Laine was desperate.
1102
00:55:24,845 --> 00:55:27,595
She practically begged me
to take this assignment,
1103
00:55:27,595 --> 00:55:30,136
so, here I am.
1104
00:55:30,136 --> 00:55:32,178
Where are you going to stay?
1105
00:55:32,178 --> 00:55:34,053
Dad's place.
1106
00:55:34,053 --> 00:55:35,637
Is that a good idea?
1107
00:55:35,637 --> 00:55:37,178
It's fine.
1108
00:55:39,929 --> 00:55:41,804
♪♪♪
1109
00:55:55,929 --> 00:55:58,053
♪♪♪
1110
00:56:26,387 --> 00:56:28,470
♪♪♪
1111
00:56:57,929 --> 00:56:59,762
♪♪♪
1112
00:57:21,887 --> 00:57:23,970
[glass breaking]
1113
00:57:26,845 --> 00:57:29,887
♪ atmospheric music ♪
1114
00:57:29,887 --> 00:57:31,720
♪♪♪
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