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Everything okay?

I couldn't sleep.

Maybe a little repeat could help.

A repeat of what?

You already forgot?

Dad!

Well,

the others are dead.

All they are are sleeping pills in the cabinet.

I remember a time when I felt like I was just on the verge of something.

There were no clocks in that period.

That's what I remember most.

And everything was alive and sparking.

I was alive.

And there was a boy.

That was my best time like that.

I don't know what took me so long.

And then in an instant, there was a rush so strong, I felt

like it would push me over this edge.

Like I was just there with my toes in the dirt, digging in to keep from

falling. And then just as I was about to fall, I pulled back.

Have you ever faced your sexuality?

Do you know why you're here, Jonathan?

I'm a crazy man.

Wrong!

You're here... because you enjoy...

the taboo of walking through my door.

Lying... bolted.

To my table.

Arching your back.

Beneath the falls of my whip.

Yes, ma 'am.

You're here.

For the taboo of me.

My violence.

They threaten you.

They disturb the order and safety of

your life.

There is no difference between one taboo and the next.

Each achieves the same result.

That's why you're here.

Because the urge towards love, pushed to its limit,

is the urge towards death.

Come to love me.

Once.

There was one time.

It was right after I'd begun dating my husband.

We worked together.

We stayed late.

He and I were on the same team.

And we had an intern.

She was capable.

She was effortless.

And she was thin.

She was everything that I wanted to be.

And there was something lecherous about her.

It was as if she dragged her body across surfaces and left her

scent behind.

She even had the pits.

That's the one thing I always had on other women.

And I had nothing on her.

And I watched the way he watched her.

And then she touched him.

Do you think anyone is available to you?

Answer me.

Do you think this man is available to you?

Women only touch men that are available to them.

Why did you touch him?

Why did you touch him?

Angela, it was harmless.

Nothing is harmless.

You touched him because you knew it was inviting, didn't you?

Didn't you?

Angela, stop it.

Your dick is hard.

Which part of this is arousing to you?

Is it her?

Is it her tits?

Or is it my jealousy?

You're going to need both to get this done.

When you flirt, you are considering whether it could move to fulfillment.

blowing this way out of proportion.

It was harmless. Nothing is harmless.

Nothing is innocent and nothing is harmless.

There are only actions that get you closer to or farther from your needs.

So, see it through.

See if she's a better sexual mate.

Maybe she is.

I'll stay and help you decide.

Go on.

It's what you wanted, right?

It's what you both fucking wanted?

Does it feel good?

Felt it?

Is she what you fucking want?

She's beautiful, isn't she?

I can see that's why you fucking want her.

You like it fucking cooked?

Take that cup deep down with you.

Is that what you fucking wanted?

you to fuck her.

I want you to fuck her.

That's what you wanted.

I want to see you fuck her.

Get around.

Get on your fucking knees.

Let me watch.

Perfect fucking tits.

Is this what you like about him?

These perfect fucking titties.

Hmm.

Thank you.

What else did you want? What else did you want?

this as much as I want it, huh? You want this as much as I want it, huh?

Huh?

You look at her when I touch you. Tell me how good that dick is, huh?

Tell me how good that dick is.

Tell me.

You want to see, huh?

You want to watch this?

You want to watch this? Look.

Look.

Look. Touch it.

Touch it.

Touch it when it goes in.

Yeah. Touch it when it goes in.

Yeah. Touch it when it goes in, huh?

Yeah. Yeah.

Touch it when it fucking goes in.

I might be jogging off these carpets that you put through again.

I bet you'll be a little fucking sore.

Yeah, you want his fucking cum?

You want his fucking cum?

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, fuck.

Oh, fuck.

Take it all. That's what you fucking wanted. That's what you fucking wanted.

Yeah.

Taste it.

Fuck.

Let me see that cum all over your body.

Is that what you fucking wanted, huh?

Oh, that's a pretty little fucking face.