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I thought about it carefully.

At this rate, I don't think we can
see each other for a long time.

Do you want to break up with me?

Of course not.

Buy me some oriental medicine.

Sure.

Also

let's get married.

What did you say just now?

Let's get married.

What did you say again?
Did you say you wanted to eat?

I said let's get married.

What? You want to go drinking?

Why? Do you feel pressured?

You shouldn't say something like that
easily without any serious contemplation.

You'll end up having a hard time if you
meet a woman who accepts right away.

It's over there.

He needs to be treated.

Let's play a game, Dong-min.

What's wrong?

Does he have financial, family
or woman problem?

Go home and get some sleep.

Let's meet tomorrow.

Let's go.

Why is he crying like that?

Beer never tasted better.

This one's on the house.

You're an awesome friend.

Who is Hye-jin with?

That's a schizophrenic patient's family
who she met back at the nursing home.

The patient suffered a relapse.

The doctor told them that she needed
to continue to take her meds.

They're very disheartened.

Hye-jin can't be careless either.
She needs to be careful at all times.

Of course.

I heard you two are dating.

I asked her to marry me.

Really?

Yes, but I rejected him.

An opportunity like this won't come again.

Have fun.

Hye-jin works here, too?

Of course.

It's a part of her treatment actually.
She shouldn't overdo it though.

Is the baby healthy?

Yes, very.

I'm going to deliver
Hye-jin's baby. I can't wait.

Let's get married.

How can you say that so easily?

As if you're fine
if I decline your proposal.

Then should I be serious and buy a ring
and get on my knees?

Don't ever do it.

Let's get married.

Stop being ridiculous.

My family has a lot of debt to pay.

-I will...
-Don't say that you'll pay it off.

I have to go to graduate school and
I'll be taking some time off next year.

To be honest, meeting you
wasn't part of my life plan.

Frankly, I'm confused with
my current life plan as it is.

Since you're wealthy
and a successful writer,

you're probably dreaming of settling down.

But for me, this is just the beginning.

I'm hoping that you weren't serious
about what you said to me earlier.

Fine. Let's just forget about marriage.

Goodness, I feel like I'm going
to get mad all of a sudden.

Because you're just so carefree about it.

How long do you think
we can stay happy together like this?

If we were to break up,
what would be the reason?

Maybe because of our families?

It could be one of those
unrealistic dramas

where the mom gives me money
to break us apart.

That won't happen
because my mom doesn't have money.

But if she does, then come to me.

Let's just run away with it.

What would you do if my mom or
your family oppose our relationship?

I'll listen to them at first and secretly
date you behind their backs.

If I get caught, I'll just give in and
continue seeing you without them knowing.

It would be a hassle if I had
to explain and persuade them.

Then there's only one reason
why we would break up.

-Which is?
-It'll be because of your temper or mine.

That's disgusting.

I'm sorry.

By the way, were you serious when
you said you wanted to marry me?

Why?

Am I the first woman you've asked before?
Were you being sincere?

You're the first and of course
I was being sincere.

But don't ask me more questions
if you don't want to get married.

Tell me. I'm curious.

Why does someone like you want
to marry someone like me?

It's not like I have a great personality.
I can't even manage the household.

All I like to do is study.

So why does someone like you want
to marry someone like me?

I want to know.

Let's go. I need to write.

Tell me before we go.

I'm tired.

If I take you home and go home...

We can leave separately.
You look very tired.

I can take the bus from here.

Just take the cab.

Then give me cab fare.

What's this?

I bought you a new wallet.
I'll keep your old one.

I really like this wallet.

Huh?

You have good taste.

Look at all this money!

You're not supposed to give empty wallets.

I thought you'd be angry
at me for giving you money.

We're closer now.

I'll use this money
to buy some oriental medicine.

Here, take this and tell me
the reason why you want to marry me.

It's better that you don't know.
You might feel pressured.

You'll regret knowing.

It's fine. I'll let it go through one ear
and out the other.

Okay. I'll close my eyes.
Just don't say anything too cheesy.

I sleep in the bathroom instead
of sleeping on the bed.

My mom sleeps in the living room
all year with the windows opened.

While my brother has been in prison
for the past 14 years.

I don't think I can ever say this
to another woman aside from you.

I don't care whether people judge me
or pity me after hearing my story.

There's no other woman in this world
who can listen to me as well as you do.

There's none as far as I know.

Hae-soo, if there's another person
like you in this world, then tell me.

So that I won't need to cling on
to you for too long.

You probably wanted to laugh it off.
I'm sorry if I was being too serious.

It's me.

I know.

Jae-yeol Jang.

Will you stop seeing me if I tell you
that I don't want to marry you?

Of course not.

You'll still see me?

Yes

You won't see any other woman?

I'm not into other women.
I'm not interested either.

You won't get irritated if
I didn't fulfill your requests, right?

Yes.

Why?

Because I love you.

Why do you love me that much?

I'm not sure.

It's burdensome.

I'm sorry.

From now on, I'll love you less
so that you won't feel burdened.

I miss you and want to hold you.

Endure it.

Okay.

Work a little and go to sleep.

What are you doing?

The candle was all burned out.

It's Sunday. You should get
some more sleep.

I can't sleep.

But you love sleeping.

Jae-yeol sincerely asked me to marry him.

So what did you tell him?

I told him he was being ridiculous.

I have to succeed first.

Good.

Your words sound so cold.

What do you want me to say?

Why don't you want to get married?

Ask Jae-yeol about it.

Just live together and don't marry him.

That's the same thing for me.

How can two people live together

for the rest of their lives
without a private life?

Just the thought of it is baffling.

I'm fine with meeting my boyfriend for
once a week. I like it the way it is.

You're right. Getting married
or living together can get boring.

The current situation is perfect for you.
There's nothing to worry about.

You'll always be excited and nervous
when you sleep with him.

Why are you bringing that up
so early in the morning?

Is something on your mind?

Like what?

My parents are coming to the cafe today
to see So-nyu.

What do you think?

Just meet her by yourself.

Do you know what
my parents worry about the most?

They're worried I won't be able to meet
a girl and die alone as an old man.

I'm going to prove to them today
that it will never happen.

Don't do that.

What do you mean?

Do you think So-nyu liking me
is just a temporary phase?

You have your wife and you flirt
with Young-jin as well.

What's wrong with this rice?

You've been making rice
for over three years!

What the heck is this?
Do you call this rice?

Why are you so angry over rice?

Just wait until you're my age.

Why don't you make it yourself?

I told you to soak the rice
in the water before cooking it!

How many times do I have to tell you that?

Dong-min,

you told me that but I forgot
to pass the word to Soo-kwang.

What's bothering you?

Did you receive some bad news
from the States?

No, it's nothing.

Why is he like that
after emptying his bowl?

Maybe it's menopause.

Men can get menopause as well.

If it's menopause,
then he'd have it for life.

Never mind. It must be
because of Tae-yong.

What about him?

I went to Dong-min's clinic yesterday
and I saw him crying over something.

I wonder why.

-Tae-yong.
-Yes?

Since when did Jae-yeol start
talking about Kang-woo?

About three years ago.

He saw him for the first time when

Jae-bum stabbed him with a fork
on the day he was released.

It was really chaotic that day
because there were so many fans.

A few days later, he asked me about
the student who cried for him.

-Did you see who it was?
-Of course not.

I told him I didn't see him
because it was so chaotic.

After that, Jae-yeol started talking
about him every once in a while.

He's been talking about him frequently
over the recent months.

Over the recent months?

Yes, recently.

How much further?

We just need to go a little further.

Let's leave.

We've been here for less than 30 minutes.

Let's stay a little longer.

Yes. My girlfriend will be here soon
for work.

How can someone like you
have a girlfriend?

Don't be so mean, Honey.

You ended up working at a mere café
and not studying like we told you to.

Father,

some people study while others get a job
and work.

Not everyone has to become
a businessman like you.

You ignorant little jerk.

Other people overcome their illness
in a year but look at you.

You need to suppress your seizures
as if your life depended on it.

I wish I could!

You think I want to have seizures?

What?

If only you and the other kids treated me
normally when I was younger.

If only you hadn't looked at me strangely
when I sneezed.

If only you had accepted me for who I was.

Then I would've been cured already.

So,

you're saying that it's my fault
you're like this?

You rotten brat.

Honey.

Soo-kwang, your Dad is upset because

he blames himself
for what happened to you.

I'm saying that it's not your fault.

I'm happy with my life,

so you should be happy for me.

Honey!

CCTV RECORDING IN OPERATION

This is the place.

I see.

You bastard!

You jerk!

You jerk!

You bastard!

Let go off me!

Jae-yeol is the one who stabbed him
with a knife.

If the police ask about it,
tell them that I stabbed him.

Jae-yeol's fingerprints are on this.
Hurry up and get rid of it.

We need to take Jae-yeol to the hospital.

Since I'm a troublemaker,

I'll take the blame and go to prison
for a few years.

He's still alive. Hurry up
and call the police!

Don't forget that I was the one
who stabbed him!

At the time of the interrogation, that's
all Jae-bum's mother could remember.

The psychologist examiner said at the time
that she was suffering from dissociation.

This is just a speculation
but Jae-yeol probably knew

that her own mother was the real culprit.

That's why he remained silent at first.

But when I mentioned that
the cause of death

wasn't contusion but from
suffocation of smoke,

he pointed his finger at his brother
as the culprit instead of his mom.

It was unfortunate.

What did you tell my mom over the phone?

I told her that I proposed to you.

What?

I thought we finished talking
about that yesterday.

Yes, that was yesterday.
Let's talk about it again today.

You're so obsessed about it. You can't get
your mind off of that, can you?

You do whatever you want.

Am I like that?

You really don't know?

It doesn't have to be now
but let's get married after a year.

Let's do it after you come back
from your sabbatical leave.

Sure, we can talk about it then.

We're two people
with both clear goals and plans.

So you should include me
in your life plans from now on.

What about you...

I've already included you in my life plan.

I used to live however I wanted but now
I'm trying to live by your standards.

I like how things are right now.

Why do you think that?

I don't like relationships
without any tension.

After marriage, we're bound to each other
for life and eventually it'll get boring.

That'll never happen.

That's what you think.

Just like you said, I'm used
to breaking up with women.

So I could end up betraying you.

You'll probably forget our promises
and dump me when you stop liking me.

That's just how it works.

Then we're bound to betray each other?

Yes.

If we don't want to betray and abandon
each other when we get married,

then we need to be considerate, focus
and love each other more than ever.

What do you think?

We won't have time to get bored.

Hey, What about my success?

Jae-yeol? Jae-yeol...

He always hangs up on me.

Everything he does just drives me crazy.

But why do you want to go to his house?

I need to see Jae-yeol.
Drive me to his place in Seocho-dong.

Then you can go home afterwards.

What about his mother and Hae-soo?

We need to tell them.

Hi, Jae-ho.

I gave them notice that Jae-bum's case
won't go on broadcast today.

Tell Jae-yeol that I'll take him
out for drinks someday.

Ming-yung.

Let's go grab some beer. Come on.

Hey. It's about time that you noticed me.

I'm sorry. Will you cover for me?
This is too good to be true.

Hey, you're here.

I'll come back here after
getting some rest at home.

Mr. Kim's wife is at her last stage
of lung cancer.

He closed down his business and
they're going to live in the mountains.

He called to say farewell to mom.

Dad.

Don't say anything to mom.

I'm afraid I'll have to take care
of dad if mom runs away.

It's thanks to him that
you went to med school.

We both turned a blind eye because
of our own selfish reasons.

You're not the only one who
understands mom. I'm her daughter, too.

Dad, I'll be going now.

Spend time with mom
and have dinner with her.

I'll take care of it.

Our food is really tasty.

Please put on the aprons.

Where's mom?

She's at home with Hae-soo.

Bill, please.

That'll be 20 dollars.

Please use this coupon
the next time you're here.

-Thank you.
-Bye.

Bye.

Jae-yeol, over here.

Why are you drinking in the morning?

What happened to your face?

It's just because of my beard.
I didn't have time to shave.

Want a drink?

I'd like some but I have to write.

I have only one hour to spare with you.

I'm going to hold on to you
for the entire day today.

You take Hae-soo away from me and
you don't even have time to spend with me?

Have a drink.

Fine, I give up.

-Good boy.
-It's so delicious.

You need to be careful.

I've seen a lot of people ruin their lives

because they lived by a plan
and got too attached to me.

Why do you live like that?

To maintain a healthy state of mind.

It's important that you let go
of everything every once in a while.

For your own sanity.

This is very effective
for your mental health.

I think I'll ruin my body that way.

Let's drink.

Go outside and eat.

Why are you eating it so loudly
when someone is trying to sleep?

Let's go buy clothes and
eat outside for a change.

Come on, get up.

Why do you want to buy clothes?

Do you want money instead?

What's with you?

Mom, I'm trying to make you feel better
because you seem upset.

This isn't like you.

I know.

I don't want it.

I don't want your money
because you'll patronize me later.

What's wrong with that?
That's the fun of giving money.

If Jae-yeol asks you to marry him,
then say yes.

Do you have money to set up my marriage?

You make a lot of money.

I'm going to use all my money
on my trip next year.

Trip my ass.

Let's go shopping now that you're awake.

Let people make fun
of your Dad if they want to.

It's not easy to allow that.

If Jae-yeol wants to get married,
then you should.

Stop saying useless things.

If a man made fun of my dad,
I wouldn't meet him in the first place.

It's not like that man will
take care of dad for you.

Mr. Kim went to the countryside
because his wife is ill.

We don't contact each other anymore.

I wanted you to know.

It's not like you contacted
each other often.

Weren't you two just acquaintances?

Do you have something to say?

No.

Fine, let's go out.

I wonder what my cheapskate daughter
is going to buy me.

Should we call Yoon-soo?

No. I want it to be just the two of us.

Let's go.

Really?

I was really shocked.

I pretended not to be surprised,
but it was so shocking.

I don't know about anything else

but a sadist patient never comes
to the hospital on their own.

What? You're lying, right?

Why would a doctor lie?
I'm telling the truth.

He came dressed in a trench coat
with a serious look on his face.

He said he went to some high school
for over 20 years,

saying that he was an active
and famous coat man.

Why did he go there?

Well, the reason is,

one day in front of the school,
he stripped himself naked.

But his daughter's friend saw him naked

and he was shocked by the visualization.

That's what happened.

It's a relief that his daughter
didn't see him.

So did you cure him?

Do you think I'm a lousy doctor?

I cured him in just three years with
behavioral therapy and chemical treatment.

What kind of behavioral therapy?

Step one. I told him to get rid of all
the trench coats in his house.

Step two. I told him to get rid of all

the pants that could be lowered easily.

I told him that he needed to exchange all
his pants

to ones that had buttons this small.

That way he could never unzip his pants.

That was the key point.

When he got sexually aroused,

he wouldn't be able to unzip his pants.

Because of the buttons.

He needed to open button after button
in order to take down his pants.

Time would pass as he tried
to unbutton the buttons.

Then his arousal would subside.

If that occurs repeatedly
over and over again,

he came to his own realization,

waited for his arousal to subside
without lowering his pants.

That's funny.

My mom called.

She said my brother will come home
when he gets released.

She's very happy
and it's all thanks to you.

By the way, did Kang-woo
go to the hospital?

You said he was sick before.

That his hands were shaking
and he was coughing.

He said the hospital
told him that he was fine.

How did you get close with him?

By writing.

To people like us, writing is everything.

Or maybe because we were both
physically abused growing up.

I'm not sure.

Since when did you start
seeing him more frequently?

Before, he would only come by
once in a while

but he came to see me more often
after I started dating Hae-soo.

Were you always positive about things?

Can we talk about something else?

Come on. I told you things
that I didn't want to share either.

I wasn't always like this.

When I was young, I was a coward
and had a lot of fear.

After the incident with
my stepfather happened,

I always told myself that I should live
as optimistically as I could.

I didn't want to look weak to my poor mom.

So I would always look in the mirror

to practice laughing and
tell myself jokes that weren't funny.

I also practiced fighting and
pretended to be masculine.

Do you know about the camel in the desert?

Of course.

The camel feels that it's always tied
due to a traumatic experience.

Even when the owner unties
the camel in the morning,

it doesn't leave because it remembers
the nights when it was tied.

I don't want to become like that camel.

You need to know when
the sun rises and sets.

That is why

I try to control my mind.

I tell myself that the past is the past.

I tell myself that I'm not chained down
to anything.

That I'm strong enough to break free.

Like the light that drives
the darkness away,

I want to be bright and positive.

Like the light that devours the darkness,

I really want to be strong and positive.

More than who? More than your brother?

My brother is weak.
Even I'm stronger than him.

My brother deserves so much in life.

You already gave him a lot.

Tae-yong said you gave
him most of your assets.

You're right.

I gave him more than enough, right?

But will that ever be enough?

I must be drunk.

I usually don't drink this much.

Someone's calling me.

What?

It's Kang-woo.

Yes, what is it?

Yes.

Mr. Jang.

The results of the contest was announced
today. I didn't make it.

But I'm fine because
there's always next year.

However,

I'm worried that you might
be disappointed in me.

Even if everyone in this world
is disappointed in you,

I'll never be disappointed in you.

Hey, do you want to come where I am?

No. I have to see my mom.

My mom's getting paid today,
so we're eating out. I'm hanging up.

Hey, get up. Get up.

What in the world are you two doing?

He's one stubborn man.

He said he's too embarrassed to see you
when he's drunk like this...

Look at you. Hey.

Lift your head and look at me.

Come on, look me in the eyes.

You're driving me crazy.

Get Soo-kwang to carry him.
He can't walk in this state.

Soo-kwang is depressed.

Why?

He fought with his dad in front of So-nyu.

That brat.

Can you walk? Try standing.

I got him. He's my boyfriend.

Try walking.

That's gross. Stop displaying affection
for each other in front of me.

Be careful.

One step.

One step at a time. You're doing well.

You drank so much
but you still manage to walk.

Let's go. Follow my steps.

One, two...

How's Soo-kwang?

Just go to your room and sleep.
You're drunk.

I want to see Soo-kwang.

Just see me for today.

So-nyu wants to meet. Should I go or not?

You should go.

SOO-KWANG PARK

Why are you calling?

Just open the door.

Come to the front yard.
I'll see you there.

What should I do if she looks down
on me for fighting with my dad?

Don't meet a girl
who looks down on people.

You shouldn't cling to her
because it's shameful.

Okay? It doesn't suit you.

Now you know.

Why is So-nyu waiting outside
in the front yard like a ghost?

Go on.

Even if you break up with her,
have some manners.

Good luck, Soo-kwang.

Good luck.

Don't clench your teeth, you might
damage it. Just be yourself.

Oh Soo-kwang.

What is it?

I just wanted to see you.

Go if you're done seeing me.

The way you danced at the club
last time was really funny.

So?

I'm just saying.

Also, instead of bringing junk
into our house, my dad sells them.

My dad isn't embarrassed by me and doesn't
hate me. He's simply just upset.

Get lost if you're going
to laugh at my family.

If you need money, go to someone else.

I don't like it when
the girl kisses me first...

Wow. He's finally showing
some signs of improvement.

I'm proud of him.

Young-jin, sorry for calling
so late at night.

I have an important consultation.
Do you have time tomorrow?

You're the man.
You finally did it. Soo-kwang

How come you write something
for Soo-kwang and not for me?

Just because.

Just because?

Are you trying to make me jealous?

Yes.

But why are you not asking me
to marry you for the past two days?

It gets boring if I ask repeatedly.

I'll see you on Friday.
Don't forget to shave.

Okay.

Jae-yeol.

You're surprised because
I'm getting released so soon, right?

Let's meet just the two of us
without telling mom and Dr. Jo.

We should get together and try
to remember the past incident.

Let's find out who actually
stabbed him with a knife.

There's no point doing that.

You're the one who killed him.
You know it yourself.

Don't you think mom will be very sad
when she finds out that you killed him?

She deserves to know the truth.

KANG-WOO HAN

Her name is Natasha Eraski.
She's 26 years old.

She's a Russian
who married internationally.

She's suffering from pseudocyesis.

Two days ago, she found out that
she wasn't pregnant at the gynecologist.

She was rushed in here
because she attempted suicide.

She's had two miscarriages in the past,
so she's emotional about the situation.

She seems to be accepting her illness,
seeing that her abdomen is less swollen.

She has severe depression.

How can she go through hormonal changes
just by thinking that she's pregnant?

The mind controls the body.
I told you that.

Contact the international center
and ask for their cooperation.

Okay.

Hello.

-Hello.
-Hello.

Are you having fun, Si-won?

Yes.

What was wrong with the
professor's patient yesterday?

He's a bipolar patient but he endured
it well for the past five years.

Recently, he's been going
through a tough time.

He should've come to the hospital
and stayed here for a week.

What should I do?

Get married.

What?

I'd have to sacrifice so much
if I get married.

If you think that, then don't get married.

When you have more to gain,
then get married.

Hae-soo,

from my experience, there are times
when I'm really upset with myself.

How could I have let my ambitions
get in the way of the man I loved?

What did I gain from that?

You became a professor.

If I had a child and raised him,

I probably would've become
a better doctor.

You have a good point.

How do you feel right now?

I blame myself and I try to take care
of my patients better.

Instead of being arrogant and
thinking that I can cure my patients,

I should encourage them
to have more willpower.

That's my motto.

I respect you.

You were together?

I was about to leave. Have fun dating.

Just don't cross the line, okay?

Hae-soo, you're a tough girl, right?

Of course.

But what's with that look?

Let go. I have to attend my patients.

What's with the look on your face?

Jae-yeol Jang is suffering
from a mental disorder.

Is it serious?

Yes.

Let's go to your clinic.

PSYCHIATRY CLINIC

He must have blamed himself
for what happened to his brother.

Although he probably betrayed his brother
for the sake of their mother,

it must have been tough for a
16-year-old kid to cope with all of that.

It would be for me.

He had to abandon his brother in order
to save his mother. What a dilemma.

He's innocent, yet he had
to protect his mother.

It's unfortunate something like this
happened to an innocent child.

His mind is probably broken
into several pieces.

Jae-yeol just couldn't forgive
himself because he's too kind.

So he created someone like himself
called Kang-woo and tries to protect him.

His mother seems to be the bigger problem.

If his mom knew about the truth,
she probably couldn't live with herself.

To prevent her from knowing the truth,

he probably hoped she'd stay
in a dissociated state.

He probably felt more pressured from that.

The problem is that he no longer has
a sense of reality because of Kang-woo.

Their relationship has been
going on for three years.

That's the worst scenario.

Since his visual hallucinations
seem so real to him,

it'll be hard to tell Jae-yeol
that Kang-woo is imaginary.

You're right. I once knew a patient

who visualized a wife who was nonexistent
and lived like that for 20 years.

We need to inform Hae-soo right away.

That data alone is enough
for involuntary hospitalization.

All he's doing is bringing harm
to himself and others.

Him trying to protect Kang-woo
is only making matters worse.

If we keep stalling,
Hae-soo could get hurt.

Do you remember when Yoon-chul injured
his head while trying to save Hye-jin?

Hey, Hae-soo.

Come to my office once you get off work.

Yes, it's an urgent matter.

See you soon.

Why did you choose Before Midnight

which depicts a forty-year-old couple's
mundane life?

Are you married perhaps?
You look like you're single.

Are you married?

You were such a jerk back then.

I agree with you.

Did you eat?

I have to work. I'm hanging up.

I don't want to get married.

Okay.

That's all? That's so unlike you.

I'm getting used to you.
I'm hanging up now.

They turn away from each other

as if they will never see each other again

and at the Mediterranean ocean...

Yes, it's a scene where they face off
with each other.

Like the movie Notting Hill
and Pretty Woman where the lead...

KAKAO GROUP

JAE-YEOL JANG

Hae-soo's first visit.

Hae-soo's second visit.

Hae-soo's third visit.

Hae-soo's fourth visit.

I'm suffering from OCD, but I didn't clean
the traces you left behind

when you visited my house
because I miss you.

I hope these traces will become
a part of my everyday life.

Even if you don't marry me,
I still love you, Hae-soo.

I'm half convinced that I should say yes.

I'm here.

What was so urgent?

Why do both of you look so serious?

I love you. I know it might pressure you
but I love you like crazy.

Jae-yeol is very sick, Hae-soo.

Why are you excluding the fact that
it could be a minor neurological issue?

I wasn't with Kang-woo.
Then how do I know?

The ultimate result
for most self-harming cases is suicide.

Kang-woo, don't ever think that you're
by yourself. I'm always by your side.

Subtitle translation by Ayesya Johan