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"We all have two lives.

The second life begins when we We realize we only have one."

Confucius, 479 BC.

We are standing here smoking.

Like so many times.

They never leave us alone.

We have been smoking for five years.

- Good luck. - See you soon.

- Are you ready? - Yes.

- You are beautiful. - Thank you.

- I'm sorry. - It's okay.

leave it.

So, let's leave it at that.

Breathe.

It's wonderful to come back to work with you

I missed him.

I almost can't believe that the tour is over.

You can go to your house summer with your family

It's good to be with you family from time to time.

Yes, of course.

- Let me take you to the hotel. - No, it's not necessary.

- I carry you. - No, walk, I need fresh air.

- Reply. - Yes, I have to do it.

I'm really happy for you.

- Take care. - You too. Goodbye.

Goodbye. Bjn?

Yes.

No, there shouldn't be no problem with that.

No, do not worry.

No, I promise you... yes.

I'll do that...

Karin!

Call an ambulance!

"THE VIOLINIST"

- Do you feel something? - No.

- And now? - No.

- Here? - No.

Well, your fingers still they are asleep.

Sorry I couldn't find the thickest needles.

One moment, please.

These are the green ones. Have to find the red ones.

look on the shelf above. Thank you.

The accident destroyed a joint in his hand...

...as well as nerves on these three fingers.

- Can't operate again? - We did our best.

Karin. Where are my glasses?

Eemeli, put down the phone.

- I'm going now. - Goodbye.

Goodbye!

Where is my phone?

Karin. Where are my glasses?

I know. I left them here yesterday.

Karin.

How long are you going to continue like this?

Maybe you should accept what the experts say.

- You want me to stay home. - No no.

Honey, let me help you.

If you don't want to accept my help...

Karin, what do you want me to do?

- You've been like this for 8 months. - You do not have to do anything.

The doctors say that three fingers were damaged.

- You don't know them! - It does not matter.

�A leading surgeon says the nerves are dead!

- Accept it. - I don't want to teach!

I'm not a teacher, I'm an artist!

Thanks for coming in such little time.

The students who graduating this year are fantastic.

I heard they were named one of the best conservatories in the world.

- Congratulations. - That's right. Thank you.

How's your hand?

Well, it's quite...

entertainment is simple but ingenious.

The structure is simple, and the symmetrical shape.

-And Mozart... - hello!

I'm sorry. It's my fault.

Sofia, hello. Lament to be late.

Welcome. Tea we were waiting.

Well... Mozart composed it in Italy when I was 15 years old.

That is the source of the melody and drama.

I have read Mozart's letters.

I lived a hard life in poverty and misery.

But it was his own choice.

He had the opportunity to work for the church.

- It can also look like this. - But he was unbreakable.

Outsiders do not influenced his work.

- Why didn't you wake me up? - I'm not your mother.

Before we begin, we must make one thing clear:

You must not be late.

If you know that you are going to arrive late, you shouldn't come.

Remember it next time.

Play, please.

Well, it was beautiful.

Somewhat lax at the end of the grades. It is not allegro amabile

but allegro con br�o.

Start at 22.

The first violinist begins and the other follows.

Good energy, but try to play together. Communicate more.

Add more flirtation. Is a pear A love story.

Let's go again.

�Karin!

I don't know why I have to run after those notes,

but that's the way things are.

If she doesn't have them, ask for them.

It is impossible until tomorrow. They are all borrowed.

I don't care how you do it.

But I need the edition by Henles Urtext tomorrow.

The violin concerto Mendelssohn in E minor.

- Excuse me. - Hello, Karin.

The violin concert of Mendelssohn?

I have it. if it You need tomorrow, I can...

It would be very kind of you.

Today I'm busy, but Antti could leave it.

Isn't that true?

Yes, of course.

- Excellent. See you. - Thank you.

I want to say goodbye.

- Why did I say "thank you"? - I have my pilates today.

Stop now.

I know I haven't touched in a couple of years.

But I do have merit.

Yes�.

Yeah, I just need to meet them.

what?

What do you mean no Can I receive an invitation there?

Have you been to contact with them?

Linda, the good ones Contacts are everything.

Linda, you are my agent, you should know that.

Hey, sit down.

No, it's just one of my students. Shit!

No, I'll talk to you later, okay?

Also, bye.

- Thanks for the notes. - You are welcome.

It's curious. we play it all time when we went to Puumala.

Is that a...?

Yes.

I have never touched a Stradivarius.

Can I do it?

My contract does not allow me let someone touch it.

There are not many of them in Finland.

is insured by four million euros.

Take.

there you go

Now?

You didn't say you had played last year?

It's been a while.

Wow!

Don't worry. It takes time to get used to a Stradivarius.

You shouldn't push it otherwise it will stop.

When the technique is refined...

It shows all its depth.

It's a bit romantic.

Don't you think it's almost...

...too romantic?

Hello.

This is Antti, my student.

Hello.

You could have asked me to he went to the parents meeting.

Why stay home If you don't want to attend anything?

I'd better go.

You can stay for dinner. Go to make lobster bisque.

I already ate.

What's wrong? Does it taste so bad?

- Didn't it look so good on me? - I have something in my throat.

you spiced it up in a new way?

I tried to do it without a cookbook.

It is awful.

Yes, it tastes quite strange.

I think he's good. - It's good.

- Shit, I'm sorry! - It doesn't matter, I'll dry it.

No problem.

Everything is fine.

What's wrong, Karin?

What's happening?

Don't you want to look at me?

What?

Everything collapses.

Peaceful.

Hello.

- Can you make less noise? - Sorry.

Yes.

I found an excellent recording of a requiem.

From Sarajevo, 1994.

Do you want to listen to it?

What do you think?

I thought about the movie in moment I heard it.

- I ruined the song. - I think it's a good movie.

I first saw her when she was eight years old, it was cold back then.

It is a tradition since then see her every time I have a cold.

- Are you sick now? - No, I don't have a cold.

I'm just listening to the music, not watching the movie.

I love that scene

where he dictates a note for note on her deathbed.

she was a big star then that actor.

I wonder what happened to him.

How's Mendelssohn doing?

Very good.

Very good.

Don't you want to get dressed, please? I can not concentrate.

I need to work on this.

- You've played it for 7 hours. - I can do it for another 7 hours.

OK.

�Don't start vacuuming while I practice!

- Sofia! - What?

- Turn it off! - No, I do not want to.

Good. Play it again at a slower pace.

Try to get more articulation in the terses.

Now we raise the ribbon a little.

You can even touch it with eyes closed

so you don't have to worry by how your fingers move.

Let's try to see the everything bigger now.

He closes his eyes.

And imagine the piece...

Like it's a big building and incredibly beautiful.

View the whole set

and play without thinking in nothing more.

The same part.

Good. The phrases they were longer,

but when I removed the notes you were a little tense again.

Just relax, it doesn't matter how nervous you are.

Take out your elbow.

Press against my hand.

Tap now and press strong against the bow.

Relax.

Relax.

It sounds horrible, but relax.

That is.

This is how it is done.

Do not be afraid that it sounds bad.

I'm not afraid.

What are you afraid of?

Of mediocrity.

Then you are like Mendelssohn.

One of my friends said that Mendelssohn did not succeed

because I had too much talent.

Perhaps he also suffered from fear of mediocrity.

Does your hand hurt?

I already had the scratch.

Could you sign here?

It's just a formality...

Now that your period scholarship has been discontinued.

Thank you.

Well...

I'm leaving, thank you very much.

It's a little embarrassing, but...

Can I see it one last time?

Yes, of course.

In my work I have seen

that people can feel happier with objects

than with people.

It's the music.

A chef said one once your sense of taste is

so developed that you can try different flavors in your thoughts

and then combine prints sensory in the head.

- He doesn't put it in his mouth. - What are you going to do now, Karin?

- Drive again. -Yes?

My agent says everything seems fine.

- What do you do when nothing is enough? - I heard you well.

I meant when everything is going well.

I've noticed something.

Karin, we are very similar, you and me.

Nothing makes us happy except success.

- Are you going home already? - Yes. What am I doing here?

- There are only adult people here. - I was looking for you.

-She is lying. - Yes I did.

You were flirting with that Swede.

- You're crazy. - Do you deny it?

It's great that you are our teacher.

I think you are absolutely fantastic.

Some people think that high culture is dead

and that food and drink replaced to art in our lives.

The food has already reached the position of religion.

- It's crazy. - Come Dance With Me.

I'm coming, honey. Just a moment.

Is everything okay?

I need to have that meeting.

Yes, I know I am not a well-known driver, but...

Linda, should I change agents?

I have to go now, yes? Goodbye.

- Hello. Did you have something to say to me? - Hello.

I just want to explain What happened at the party.

I apologize.

I'm still your teacher.

And I'm her student.

- I'm 45. - And I'm 27.

Hello.

Thank you. The taxi is waiting outside.

- Excuse me, is Jaakko here? - Excuse me, who are you?

Karin Nordstr�m.

- Jaakko's wife. - I'm sorry, I didn't recognize you.

Of course.

Hello.

- Hello. - hello!

- Did I surprise you? - What are you doing here?

She came with a small gift.

- For me? - Yes.

- Why? - No more.

Isn't that a pretty color?

- I'll try it on. - Very good.

There has to be more in life than playing the violin.

- It's okay. - I mean...

Being a successful musician doesn't It means everything to me.

I also have others dreams. Like you.

She has been able to combine the family and professional life.

I don't want everything to have to do with music.

There must also be something else in my life.

You know what?

Daddy used to say that I have the fingers of a violinist.

That with a lot of practice I could become the next Karin Nordstr�m.

Good.

It is funny.

I'm a big fan.

I admire her and now she is here.

It's strange.

Both Antti and I admire her.

We talk about you all the time time or rather Antti does.

"Karin this, Karin that."

"Karin is so beautiful."

"Karin is so brave, successful and talented."

Which is true but it is rare.

She does it all the time.

Do you ever talk about us with Jaakko?

- I mean at home. - No.

Of course I'm not talking about my students at home.

I'll tell you something, Sofia.

My task as a teacher is to say that music is everything,

but that doesn't mean it doesn't You have the right to both:

Career and family. Can to do whatever you want.

Whatever you want.

Is this where you practice?

I'm sorry.

Excuse me?

- Aren't you the well-known violinist? - No.

Nord... something like that.

Nordstr�m. Karin Nordstrom!

Aren't you Karin Nordstr�m?

What are you doing?

I told you I would do it.

Why can't we maintain a single agreement?

- Why are you always so angry? - I'm not angry!

It just hurts me to see that you are suffering like this.

- You are the one who suffers. - Well I do not.

What's wrong with you?

I thought you would be happy to be alive.

that you could be with your family

I'm also happy to be with you.

I asked you to stay in home after that tour.

Why did you leave? Why did you do that?

- Was it because of Darren? - Enough!

I think about that every day.

Do you think I came here alone to hold a master class?

Why should I come to this desert?

We both know why I came!

I am a man and I know it very well.

Are you doing something?

- Be honest now. - No, nothing.

- But it happened once. - Yes, more than ten years ago.

I can't forget it! Do you still feel something?

Do not think about it. Work with yourself.

I do. Answer me sincerely.

- Is there something between you? - No.

- Why did you come? - To teach my students.

Because you...

Everyone, please, let's give him the Welcome to Mr. Bj�rn Darren.

Thank you.

It seems like we're at a cocktail party.

Please sit in a circle around so he can see them.

And please leave your bags, coats and all that.

So that they can be more relaxed and we can...

I usually do this. Then my hands relax.

It's good to be relaxed.

I'll give it a go have this beautiful...

...connection between all of us.

Bjorn.

what?

Bjorn is my name.

- Antiti. - Hello, Antti.

Nice to meet you.

- Jarno? - Yes.

And you are?

- And you? - Francesco.

- Are you from Italy? - Yes.

Marvelous.

- Sofia. - Wow!

- You have beautiful eyes. - Thank you.

- You too. - Very kind. Thank you.

This will be a great week.

I really think they are some very strong musicians.

and I can feel that they are talented.

just like her beautiful and wonderful teacher promised me.

You look well.

The teaching is something that is given to you.

-How's your arm? - Well...

The doctor tells me no I can play again.

My arm is completely screwed.

Let me see.

My God.

I didn't know it was so bad.

Very sorry, you should have told me.

- What? - I thought you could help me.

I am going to start to lead again.

You realize that at your age it would be impossible to be a great director.

You weren't exactly very young when you started.

You've always been stubborn.

- Seriously, I'm talking about... - Yes.

Do you know that I still love you?

I know.

I'll look at the calendar, but I think it's going well.

- I say. - Okay, thank you.

- Goodbye. - Goodbye.

My God!

- What's happening? - Yes.

I have to go to Copenhagen.

- Now? - Yes, now. Today.

You can't go in the middle of your master class.

- Vera Chen has a fucking virus. - I need you here!

Sorry, I have to. I need to find a soloist.

I need you here. �No can you call someone?

Testing begins Monday.

- What are you going to play? - Mendelssohn.

The violin concerto?

- What? - Listen to my students.

I have practiced the concert with them

- Did you choose our concert? - Yes, I did.

- hello! - Hello.

- We will talk about that later. - Yes. I will call you.

- Long time not see you. - Yes...

- Hello. Are we leaving? - Yes.

What are you waiting for? Please start.

Sofia? You're not talking seriously.

- Hello to you too. - Did you hear what I said?

Play like an Angel.

It is totally unpredictable and lazy.

She's always late and she loses her grades.

It is not ready at all for this great challenge.

It's not you who decides that.

No, but I want have a musician

as talented as Vera or me.

- And that would be it? - Antti.

Thanks, that's fine.

You haven't seen what he can do. He has potential to be a star.

- You can go now. - Thank you.

- Goodbye. - Goodbye.

I will go with you.

I will rehearse with him all week.

- Will you come with me to Copenhagen? - Yes.

- Even if it is so, it is a great risk. - I'll take responsibility, I promise.

- You're not in love with him, are you? - No.

I know you prefer Jallu, but this excellent vodka will do.

Health.

I thought you could help me.

I want to go back to the big world.

If you could talk to people Seattle and organize a meeting there...

I want to be a director.

I told you to be a God is very lonely.

I have nothing else in my life than music.

I'm not sure if people love me

or simply take advantage of me.

I don't think you want be in this position.

The driving stick is a lot heavier than you imagine.

sometimes you have to lift it with two hands

and it still feels like if you dropped it.

You don't know anything about this.

i can't be friend of my musicians...

If it were like that, I couldn't listen to my music.

You should continue teaching, Karin. You do well.

I just want to warn you because...

If you want to become king, In the end you will lose everything.

Now you have your family. Do you want to lose her?

- You don't want to lose her, right? - Of course not.

Can you bring me a bottle of best champagne you have? Thank you.

�I love this room, I love this room!

It's like being inside a violin.

What they did yesterday was invite me into your souls.

Everyone remember that.

I want everyone to know that They had a great audition.

They are all great musicians. They have to remember that.

I want to tell you that your lovely teacher is going to accompany us

as a personal instructor for this soloist.

eventually it was an obvious choice.

Antti, welcome to the festival. He plane leaves at 7 am on Monday.

What's wrong?

I... I can't concentrate.

I have too many thoughts in my head.

So you have to clarify your mind. It is an important performance.

I'm very...

I am very surprised by everything.

I want you to do it right.

- Why is it so important to you? - Just concentrate and play well!

Should I play well?

When I finished, Darren He asked me to go on tour.

I left everything. My family, my boyfriend, my house.

I didn't have anything else than music.

I'm not saying you have to make hasty decisions

but if you're so confused, It is a sign of something.

I can't say what it is better for your career

I can't teach something that you don't even notice.

But one thing is true: You have to decide.

I am very proud of you.

I could take a time and go listen to you.

I don't think it's a good idea.

I have to concentrate on playing.

- Of course. - I have to make some decisions.

What are you talking about?

- What's wrong with you? - I have to choose.

No...

You're breaking up with me.

Is that what you want?

Is that what you're trying to say?

- Answer me! - I have to focus on the music.

- Focus on music? - Yes, in music!

I have to take one decision. I'm very confused.

They demand me from everywhere. I can not concentrate.

- I have to make decisions. - Then I should step aside?

I didn't say that, okay?

Do you love me?

It's not about that. Sofia!

you have to understand that requires great sacrifices.

go to hell

- Success requires sacrifice. - Sacrifice? seriously?

Fuck you.

It doesn't have to be the end.

good luck with the concert and with the rest of your life.

I'm sure that You will be a success.

- Sofia. - What?

- What? - One more thing.

Speaks.

Nothing. I love you.

Go to hell!

Oh.

It's totally unreal...

Somehow.

Welcome to Copenhagen.

This is great.

Just remember what that they taught you

Of course.

after this we are going to Paris.

- It's okay. - We can travel all over Europe.

I'm going solo and your driver

Why only here? The world of music is bigger than Europe.

- I've always wanted to go to Sydney. - I've been there.

- New Zealand. - I've been there.

- Mexico. - Equal.

Svalbard.

- Requires a weapons license. - I'll get one.

I will eliminate everyone who come between us.

All the time.

We will be a great team.

I help you shoot.

Sorry if I pedaled too fast.

What are you doing now?

A bit of everything.

My calendar is so full as in the wild years.

- Sounds great. - Yes.

- What about you? You look great. - Yes.

Have they met? It's Antti.

- This is Saulius. - Antti.

- Pleased to meet you. - Antti!

- Welcome to the big world! - Thank you. It's a great honor.

hello!

Come, please.

hello! Thanks for the great experience.

It was great to play Beethoven with you.

- It was wonderful. Come. - Thank you.

We are ready.

Good.

- Are you okay? - Yes.

We start when you are ready.

For for.

Let's try it again.

I'm ready.

More feeling!

More love!

Shit!

Thank you, thank you! It's enough!

I don't know.

It will be a long week.

He was a little nervous today.

No, no! It was goal!

the boy will be Well. believe me.

- Everything will be fine, believe me. - Good, because I really hope so.

It's actually a long story.

We play the violin concerto Mendelssohn. Here in the concert hall.

seriously? Oh.

- I should be sleeping now. - Incredible. Let's dance!

What's wrong?

Do you think you're on vacation?

I'm just having a little break.

I thought we could go in and practice there.

In the bedroom.

what do you say?

it would be nice if you could let me go

- What's happening? - Nothing, I'm just older.

Well I think not are you. You look wonderful.

You smell nice.

- Your hair is pretty. - Antti...

Your cheek is beautiful.

I really have to work now.

It's okay. I'm sorry.

Stop! It was too much Quick, Antti.

Antti, you must introduce the orchestra.

That's your task, no that of who directs.

Let's go back to the same part again.

I'm not in middle of a trial.

tomorrow? I will be busy.

Much better!

Antiti.

Do you know the name Italian of this movement?

- I don't know. - It's okay. It has 3 words.

Allegro Molto Appassionato.

Is there a word in between?

I don't know.

No.

So it's not: Allegro, Molto, passionate.

It is not Allegromolto, Appassionato.

It's Allegro Molto Appassionato!

Let's go again!

It was a mistake.

- You should have taken Sofia. - That's how Darren always is.

He will be well.

You have to move your things back to your room.

Jaakko and Eemeli are coming tomorrow.

- To the concert? - Yes, and to Tivoli.

I won't see them for long time. I was invited to Seattle.

- Leave. - What?

I'll meet someone there.

- What about us? - What do you mean?

Ours.

I never said that I would leave my family.

Come.

Come here.

Salt.

It's the wrong way.

Get out there.

- What's here? - It's my student's room.

They live in the same department?

yes, this is a guest apartment.

- Where is he now? - I don't know.

Where would you like to eat?

I don't mind. where would you like to eat?

- Maybe an Italian restaurant? - I want pizza.

Hello.

Hello.

- Well, are you here? - Yes, only a few days.

We go to Tivoli and then we go to listen to your concert

Well, it seems very good to me.

Let's go out to eat. Do you recommend us something?

- I don't really know anyone. - Suggest something now.

There are many good places.

You have to stay strong. You have to eat something.

- I just ate, thank you. - He's been eating.

Hello.

You can go anyway.

Come on.

Cheers for this fantastic opportunity, Antti.

Health.

Cheers there too.

�It's a dream come true reality for you?

Yes, I had a great time. Thank you for your interest.

When he grows up, I want to be a violinist as good as mom.

Isn't it a little hot?

I don't think so.

you and dad have the same shirt

Yes, it looks like it.

- Did you buy it in the same place? - Mom bought it for me.

Where did you buy yours?

I don't remember.

I don't know where it was.

Apparently the shirt is a bestseller.

More love!

...to Lake Garda, for example.

- Where is it located? - In Italy.

- It's good there. - Veracini wasn't Italian?

You should eat pizza in the slightly poorer places.

Oh it's better.

I have an affair with Karin.

what?

Karin and I have a relationship.

I understand that you speak English.

It's been happening for more than 2 months.

I just think you should know. I think it would be fair.

�The ice cream was for you, sir?

Here you go.

A double Espresso for her.

And regular here.

- Thank you. - You are welcome.

It is not what you are thinking.

- Isn't that it? -Shut your mouth!

- Eemeli, come on. - Jaakko.

- I'll stay with mom. - You lied to me.

- I'm going to eat my ice cream! - Do not do it.

- Let me explain. - There's no need.

I hope you understand what is at stake here.

Eemeli, let's go. Forget ice cream!

Did you think you would be successful? sleeping with your teacher?

Jaakko!

Jaakko...

- Let me explain. - What needs to be explained?

You have a relationship. Good. Congratulations.

It's not true, he is my student.

This is completely unnecessary.

- Is he good in bed? - It doesn't matter.

- It's not about that. - What is it about?

He is a gifted violinist. I wanted to help him.

- Help him? - It's about me.

- From you? - About all this.

- What? - The music!

Why are you lying to me? What do you want?

I love you, I love you.

You've had us all along. We've been here all the time.

But there is no space for others in your life.

There is only room for you grief and your feelings.

I have lost my best years in you.

So you could feel well and make your music.

You may not understand the art, but I understand people.

I took care of our family, I worked and paid the bills.

- Everything, damn! - I also did my part.

Yes, you really do.

In the last year I tried to make you feel good.

So you could make music.

And when you had the accident with hand...

It wasn't just a loss for you.

It was also a loss for me. I lost my wife.

You haven't lost me.

Come, Eemeli, let's go.

I'm with you.

No, our marriage It's over, Karin.

- Jaakko. - Let it go.

Jaakko!

Karin!

Karin, listen. Hang on a minute.

I just wanted to be honest.

I'm sorry.

It wasn't the best way, but not now We have to play a comedy.

Now put the phone down.

Listen to me.

I just wanted to be honest.

Do you hear me? Forgive me.

Okay, let's be honest.

You wouldn't have been chosen without me.

Darren chose Sofia.

He thinks Sofia is better than you.

And to be honest, I agree with him.

Why are you doing this?

Why are you playing with me?

You are completely crazy.

- You are all crazy. - I don't give a damn what you think.

You just ruined my marriage.

What kind of marriage?

what? what kind of marriage?

You are an idiot!

Where is he?

I don't know.

I'm sorry. It was my fault.

We'll start in a moment.

Okay, I'm ready to start.

Are you going to play with your overcoat?

Yes.

You have to listen to the orchestra, Antti.

From the beginning.

It's very flat.

Again.

Now it's too sharp.

Lets start by the beginning.

Let's just rehearse with the violin.

Very flat.

Very flat.

Still very low.

Very low.

Still very low!

Low.

I go down again.

Very high.

Very high again.

Again.

Again.

Again again.

Again. Again.

Again. Again.

Again. Again!

Again!

Now let's rehearse with the whole orchestra.

From the beginning.

Now Antti was playing well.

It was the orchestra that was behind

They also have to listen to it.

imagine me as a great bird with large wings.

And when I do like this...

Imagine that you are under the protection of my great wings.

And from now on everyone will play in sync,

inside the universe of my magic wings.

Let's start from the beginning.

You should not leave a rehearsal no matter what.

You look very bad, where were you up all night?

- Answer me. - Don't touch me!

I can do it easily without you.

- Relax. - Did you hear me?

I want to be at peace now. I have to concentrate.

You have communicated with Jaakko Helenius.

Leave a message after the tone.

Hello It's Me. Probably you're at work now.

Jaakko, I think we should talk.

Call me, please.

Tell me... How long would you keep it hidden?

It's like an underground river. It has always been there waiting.

There's something I'd like you to know.

This issue...

Do not say anything. I don't want to know!

What happens with you and I don't care about that woman.

But I see that that It causes you great pain.

- I just want... - Listen.

When I was your age I admired greatly to one of my teachers.

He was an old Russian, strict as hell.

I always tried to please him.

One day he showed me something beautiful.

He was sitting in the class and I was looking at him.

He was quite tall. And he asked me which was what he was looking at.

I said: "To you, teacher."

And he said to me: "Why?"

I told him why I wanted to learn something.

He replied: "Don't look at me."

If you really want to learn something look at yourself.

Remember that you are not the creation of someone else You are your own creation.

I really appreciate what you tell me when he says it right now.

Fuck what he says!

�Fuck, fuck what you value!

Put everything into your music, to that can be heard tomorrow.

Send everything to hell!

I need that pain!

So give me everything tomorrow!

I think it is...

I think it is happening very fast, it happens very fast.

I don't know, it feels...

However it is sit down, it's good.

Give me everything.

Tomorrow you will give it to me everything musically.

Put that in your music.

Yes.

- Cheers, as you say in Denmark. - Health.

I came to pick up my things.

I will stay at the hotel the rest of the time.

Do you know what's strange?

When I was on my way here, he remembered

I once sent you a letter.

I was 12 years old.

It was an admiration letter.

I don't know if you remember.

I read an interview where they asked you

what would you do if not you could play the violin.

Do you remember that?

No.

You said you would play anyway.

In my letter I asked

what kind of violin can you touch only on the head.

You never answered.

I can help.

i can try to get you an audition in Seattle.

I will go there tomorrow.

After your essay.

All my life I have had afraid of being bad

To be mediocre

I have done everything for be better than others.

To become the best.

But what does that mean?

I don't mind how I play tomorrow.

I no longer want to be the best.

.:.[Translated by Axel7902].:.