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Rue:
Nate Jacobs was in love.
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He didn't know how it happened.
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He didn't know why it happened.
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But he could just feel it.
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And it felt so fucking good.
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But it was complicated.
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(distorted):
We need to get
him to a hospital.
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-(grunts) He's so heavy.
-Are you good?
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-Just open the door, bro.
-It's unlocked. Just open it.
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Bring him to the hospital.
Let's go, please.
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Open the door!
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(vocalizing)
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♪ ♪
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Rue:
What was it about
Cassie Howard
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that allowed Nate
to fully surrender himself?
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With Maddy,
it was always a game.
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Cassie was the opposite.
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He knew he wasn't perfect.
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That he had some issues.
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But maybe the reason
he had those issues
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is because Maddy brought
out the worst in him.
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And maybe if he met Cassie
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when he was a sophomore
instead of Maddy...
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she would've brought out
the best in him.
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How could he have
ever overlooked her?
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Underestimated her?
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She was everything you
could ever want in a woman.
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♪ ♪
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("Live or Die" by Lil Xan
and Noah Cyrus playing)
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(vocalizing)
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♪ ♪
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Rue:
He knew it was
a little soon to say,
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but he could imagine
spending life with her.
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(in slow motion):
I wanna feel you inside of me.
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Rue:
He was at home...
and in love.
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♪ ♪
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She was intuitive
and emotional.
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♪ ♪
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She was sensitive
and vulnerable.
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♪ ♪
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She was a strong,
powerful woman.
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♪ ♪
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Nate:
I don't wanna weird
you out or anything,
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but I can imagine
starting a family with you.
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♪ ♪
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(machine beeping)
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Rue:
Nate began to wonder
if he had brain damage.
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Cal:
Can you hear me?
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Rue:
How would he know?
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Rue:
He knew he could do
a better job than his dad.
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He wouldn't fuck his kid up
the way his dad fucked him up.
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And the way his granddad
fucked his dad up.
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Almighty God, you are the only
source of health and healing.
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Cassie:
Does your dad
work out every day?
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♪ ♪
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Rue:
Except his dad was
such a fuckin' idiot.
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-He couldn't even
control himself.
-(moaning)
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-I want you to come
with my tongue in your ass.
-Ah, fuck.
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Rue:
And had jeopardized everything
their family worked for.
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Any soon-to-be-Mamas
wanna take a dip?
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♪ ♪
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Rue: Sometimes...
he just wished that his dad
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would drop dead
of a heart attack...
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(screaming)
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and be free of him.
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(machine beeping)
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But there's no point
in fantasizing about a life
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with Cassie when he knew
that Maddy had that disc.
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(shower running)
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(screams)
Fuck!
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Rue:
What if he could go
back to the beginning?
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What would he wish?
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Where would things go?
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Who would he be?
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In you, there is calm.
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Hey, man.
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-(machine beeping rapidly)
-(body thudding)
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(yells)
Nurse! Nurse!
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Nurse!
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-(Cassie grunting)
-Oh my god!
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Cal:
You fuckin' whore.
Slut.
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(moaning)
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(grunting, moaning continue)
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(discordant,
chaotic music playing)
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(screaming, moaning)
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(music ends)
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(baby crying)
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("I've Never Felt So Alone"
by Labrinth playing)
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♪ And I've never
felt so alone ♪
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♪ Felt so alone, na-a-no ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪
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♪ Ah-ah-oh ♪
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Rue:
It was the first day
of school after the new year.
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And I finally had everything
I'd ever wished for.
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(electronic music playing)
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♪ ♪
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-You know you're like a dream?
-(Jules chuckles)
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I didn't know you were
such a romantic, Rue.
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What can I say?
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Oh, fuck...
I completely forgot
he goes to our school.
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Jules:
I love you.
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Rue:
If this asshole says
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anything about doing drugs,
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I will literally slit
his throat in the quad.
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Rue?
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Yeah?
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I said, "I love you."
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-I love you, too.
-You kinda checked out
for a second.
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Rue: Please, God,
do not fuck up my life.
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-Elliot: Yo, Rue.
-Rue: Hey.
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What's goin' on?
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-Jules: Hi.
-Hi.
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Nothin'.
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I'm Jules.
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Sorry, this is Jules.
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Hey, I'm Elliot.
Nice to meet you.
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Sorry, introductions
are, usually, very, um,
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overwhelming and...
debilitating for me...
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at least.
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Uh, so, how do you know Elliot?
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We met on New Year's.
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(chuckles)
Oh shit, yeah.
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That was it, New Year's.
That's...
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That's where we met.
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Jules is my girlfriend.
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Wow... I didn't know
you were, um--
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In a relationship?
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Rue:
The other thing I wish
I could mention is
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I, sort of, spent the last few
days hangin' out with Elliot.
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(strumming electric guitar)
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Which was cool 'cause
he makes a ton of money
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selling music stems online,
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and we bought a bunch of drugs.
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Um... it was nice to meet you,
and I'll see you later, Rue.
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-Elliot: Nice to meet you.
-Rue: I love you. Bye.
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Fuck. Was it just me,
or was that super awkward?
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That was awkward.
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-Hey, Cass.
-Hey, Jules.
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Rue:
Since winter formal,
Cassie had gone through
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a low-grade depression.
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(sniffs)
When was the last
time you showered?
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When are you gonna clean
your side of the room?
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Wait, when have you
ever been single?
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Cassie:
I was reading this
article on abstinence,
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and how not
having sex is
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like its own
spiritual journey.
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-Right.
-The writer compared it
to how monks take
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their vows of silence,
and I really feel like
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that's my journey next year.
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-Bitch, I don't believe
a word you're saying.
-Why?
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Because you love
to be loved.
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Well...
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How do I fix that?
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I don't know,
when you wanna say yes,
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you just say no.
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Nate:
Would you like
a ride to this party?
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You wanna go
to the bathroom?
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You able to do this
and not tell anybody?
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Yes.
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(light music playing)
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Rue:
But she was drunk.
Not super drunk.
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But she never would've
said yes if Maddy and Nate
were still together.
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'Cause that would
be unforgivable.
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Maddy was her best friend.
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You just get back
from the hospital?
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(door slams)
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(Cassie sobbing)
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Rue:
Maddy couldn't sleep.
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And if she were being
totally honest with herself,
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she wanted to be in that
hospital bed with Nate.
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♪ ♪
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(phone buzzes)
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Lexi, where's
the fucking Tylenol?
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Is that Nate's blood
on your leg?
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Why didn't you
wash it off?
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♪ ♪
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Nate sent me the most beautiful
text message this morning.
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Really?
What he say?
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(melancholy music playing)
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That's so sweet.
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Yeah, I know he's
a horrible person,
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but I'm kind of torn.
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When are you getting
off the phone?
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Why do you care?
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Because I wanna talk to you.
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Hey, Cass, I'm gonna go hang
out with my best friend Theo
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and I'll call you later.
Okay. Okay, bye.
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Rue:
Babysitting wasn't her
first choice of a job.
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(cheering)
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I'm sorry, but 17-year-olds
can't donate eggs.
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That's fucking retarded.
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Rue:
She liked the kid
she babysat for.
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(reading to Theo)
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But what she loved
the most was...
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("Come Rain Or Come Shine"
by Judy Garland playing)
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♪ I'm gonna love you
like nobody's loved you ♪
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♪ Come rain or come shine ♪
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♪ I guess when you met me ♪
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♪ It was just one
of those things ♪
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-(camera clicks)
- ♪ I'm gonna love you ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you
come rain or come shine ♪
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♪ High as a mountain
and deep as a river ♪
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♪ Come rain or come shine ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you
I'm gonna love you ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you ♪
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-(alarm beeps)
-Fuck.
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(tense music playing)
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Maddy?
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Fuck.
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♪ ♪
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Samantha:
Maddy?
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♪ ♪
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-Hey.
-Hi.
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-Samantha: Hi.
-How was your night?
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Whew...
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it was fun, uh...
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it's nice to be drunk.
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(chuckles)
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Maddy?
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-Can you come here
for a second?
-Sure.
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(tense music playing)
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Hey... can you help
me with this zipper?
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-I don't know where
my husband is.
-Oh, yeah, of course.
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Thanks.
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Thank you for
being so sweet.
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(softly): That's all.
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-Good night.
-Good night.
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I feel like I would
look so sexy pregnant.
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Maddy, please do
not get pregnant.
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I wouldn't wear any of those
nasty maternity clothes.
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I would just be me...
plus pregnant.
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Remember when
I got pregnant?
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Yes, and it would be
nothing like that.
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Well, speakin'
of baby daddies,
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I've seen the photo
that Ethan posted
of the two of you.
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It's cute as fuck.
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Yeah, Kat, stop flaunting
your healthy, non-abusive,
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wonderful relationship.
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It's actually triggering.
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Yeah, he's, um--
He's really sweet.
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Rue:
And he was really sweet.
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("Do What You Want,
Be What You Are"
by Hall & Oates playing)
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I just have to go
to the bathroom
real quick, okay?
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Okay.
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♪ There ain't no right
or wrong way ♪
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♪ Just a play from the heart ♪
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♪ It ain't a sign
of weakness, girl ♪
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♪ To give yourself away ♪
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♪ Because the strong
give up and move on ♪
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(music fades)
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(sword scrapes)
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(ominous music playing)
255
00:16:29,034 --> 00:16:30,160
Ethan?
256
00:16:31,120 --> 00:16:32,996
(blood squelching, spraying)
257
00:16:38,419 --> 00:16:42,506
(tribal music playing)
258
00:16:52,725 --> 00:16:56,186
(speaking Dothraki)
259
00:16:56,270 --> 00:16:57,646
Ahh.
260
00:16:59,481 --> 00:17:01,066
He was the love of my life.
261
00:17:01,150 --> 00:17:02,609
(speaking Dothraki)
262
00:17:02,693 --> 00:17:05,237
No, no, not totally.
263
00:17:05,320 --> 00:17:07,906
(speaking Dothraki)
264
00:17:07,989 --> 00:17:11,285
(chuckles)
Come on.
265
00:17:15,456 --> 00:17:16,372
(gasps)
266
00:17:19,209 --> 00:17:23,714
-What are you doing?
-(warrior speaking Dothraki)
267
00:17:23,796 --> 00:17:24,922
Okay.
268
00:17:26,091 --> 00:17:27,301
Ah.
269
00:17:27,383 --> 00:17:29,762
(moaning)
270
00:17:38,562 --> 00:17:41,482
Wait, you're telling me
Ethan tore your clothes off
271
00:17:41,565 --> 00:17:43,025
and fucked the shit out of you?
272
00:17:43,108 --> 00:17:45,694
Yeah... it's great.
273
00:17:46,779 --> 00:17:49,656
-Wow.
-Go Ethan!
274
00:17:50,574 --> 00:17:51,617
Bye.
275
00:18:01,001 --> 00:18:03,837
Rue: Nate was released
from the hospital
a few days earlier.
276
00:18:14,389 --> 00:18:16,100
Cal:
I have a hard time believing
277
00:18:16,183 --> 00:18:17,976
you don't know
who did this to you.
278
00:18:20,020 --> 00:18:23,357
-Dad, just leave it alone.
-Well, I'm not going to.
279
00:18:25,067 --> 00:18:26,735
Nate:
Yeah, well, you should.
280
00:18:30,030 --> 00:18:33,075
Rue:
It's one thing
to dislike your parents.
281
00:18:33,158 --> 00:18:35,994
It's not like you
have a choice.
282
00:18:36,078 --> 00:18:37,996
But if you dislike your kid...
283
00:18:39,915 --> 00:18:42,334
well, that's
sort of your fault.
284
00:18:44,253 --> 00:18:47,548
I just have a hard time
believing it was unprovoked.
285
00:18:47,631 --> 00:18:48,966
He's our son.
286
00:18:50,133 --> 00:18:53,387
I know... I know.
I'm just sayin'.
287
00:18:55,472 --> 00:18:58,684
(Cassie on phone, crying)
...I just wanna kill myself.
288
00:18:58,767 --> 00:19:02,229
Rue:
As soon as Nate had been
released from the hospital...
289
00:19:02,312 --> 00:19:04,690
he wished he was
back in the hospital.
290
00:19:04,773 --> 00:19:07,109
Just take a deep breath.
291
00:19:07,192 --> 00:19:09,486
Nate, I'm legit
going crazy right now.
292
00:19:09,570 --> 00:19:11,321
You can't do this to me.
293
00:19:12,781 --> 00:19:15,659
-Suze: Lex?
-What?
294
00:19:15,742 --> 00:19:18,203
What's going on
with your sister?
295
00:19:18,287 --> 00:19:20,414
Lexi:
I think she's having
a nervous breakdown.
296
00:19:20,497 --> 00:19:22,040
About what?
297
00:19:22,124 --> 00:19:24,793
Lexi:
I don't know.
Being single or something.
298
00:19:26,378 --> 00:19:28,213
No...
299
00:19:28,297 --> 00:19:30,757
those aren't the emotions
of a single person.
300
00:19:33,802 --> 00:19:36,305
Rue:
The only way Nate was able
to calm Cassie down enough
301
00:19:36,388 --> 00:19:39,433
to stop crying
was to tell her...
302
00:19:39,516 --> 00:19:43,437
I promise we can meet
in person next weekend.
303
00:19:43,520 --> 00:19:46,189
Rue:
But then he said something
that totally freaked her out.
304
00:19:46,273 --> 00:19:48,942
(dramatic music playing)
305
00:19:49,026 --> 00:19:50,944
Nate (on phone):
If Maddy finds out,
she's gonna spend
306
00:19:51,028 --> 00:19:53,238
the rest of her life
trying to kill me.
307
00:19:53,322 --> 00:19:54,364
I know.
308
00:19:54,448 --> 00:19:56,783
Nate:
But she'll actually kill you.
309
00:19:56,867 --> 00:19:59,870
♪ ♪
310
00:20:01,830 --> 00:20:03,498
Fucking racist.
311
00:20:03,582 --> 00:20:04,833
Ahh!
312
00:20:07,002 --> 00:20:09,630
-Sorry, I didn't hear
you, bitch. What?!
-(grunting)
313
00:20:11,840 --> 00:20:15,302
(tense music playing)
314
00:20:15,385 --> 00:20:17,888
♪ ♪
315
00:20:22,559 --> 00:20:25,729
(frantic organ playing)
316
00:20:30,984 --> 00:20:33,320
-Jules: Hey, Cass.
-Cassie: Hey, Jules.
317
00:20:34,947 --> 00:20:36,782
Rue:
Now, at the time,
I didn't know how much
318
00:20:36,865 --> 00:20:38,700
the Elliot thing upset Jules.
319
00:20:41,161 --> 00:20:44,164
But I never thought that Jules
was like clingy or jealous,
320
00:20:44,247 --> 00:20:47,084
so I didn't think
it'd be a big deal.
321
00:20:47,167 --> 00:20:49,628
-It is a big deal.
-Why?
322
00:20:49,711 --> 00:20:52,005
The fact that you're even
asking me to explain it to you
323
00:20:52,089 --> 00:20:54,508
-is kind of
an even bigger deal.
-Oh, I don't understand
324
00:20:54,591 --> 00:20:56,593
how such a small
fucking thing
325
00:20:56,677 --> 00:21:00,639
has become such a big
fucking thing.
326
00:21:00,722 --> 00:21:02,849
-'Cause it hurt my feelings.
-Rue: Why?
327
00:21:02,933 --> 00:21:05,018
'Cause I can tell you
have a crush on him.
328
00:21:05,102 --> 00:21:07,396
I do not have
a fucking crush on him.
329
00:21:07,479 --> 00:21:09,856
Jules:
Then why else would
you forget meeting him?
330
00:21:09,940 --> 00:21:13,527
-Like, "Oh, that's right.
New Year's."
-Jules, it's not like that.
331
00:21:13,610 --> 00:21:15,112
-"Silly me."
-Rue: It's not like that.
332
00:21:15,195 --> 00:21:18,865
Well, I hope not.
That would really suck.
333
00:21:18,949 --> 00:21:21,493
-I'm sorry.
-Jules: Um, I gotta be
home in 15 minutes,
334
00:21:21,576 --> 00:21:24,496
or else I'm gonna
get grounded for
another two weeks.
335
00:21:24,579 --> 00:21:26,331
I'll see ya later, Rue.
336
00:21:28,208 --> 00:21:31,336
-I get you in trouble?
-Yeah, kinda.
337
00:21:33,588 --> 00:21:35,716
I feel like we
should do drugs.
338
00:21:35,799 --> 00:21:39,386
(electronica music playing)
339
00:21:39,469 --> 00:21:41,847
♪ Hey, y'all know what's up ♪
340
00:21:51,982 --> 00:21:54,609
Why don't you
have a seat, Cassie?
341
00:21:54,693 --> 00:21:58,530
Mr. Jacobs believes
you know who
assaulted his son.
342
00:21:58,613 --> 00:22:01,074
(tense music playing)
343
00:22:01,158 --> 00:22:02,409
(slurps)
344
00:22:02,492 --> 00:22:04,995
Rue:
Meanwhile...
345
00:22:05,078 --> 00:22:07,998
Fezco had a new house guest.
346
00:22:08,081 --> 00:22:11,376
Ashtray was so pissed off
he couldn't even speak to Fez.
347
00:22:14,671 --> 00:22:15,881
(sighs)
348
00:22:18,800 --> 00:22:22,471
-Good morning!
-Morning.
349
00:22:22,554 --> 00:22:24,681
Rue:
Fezco couldn't understand
the whole story.
350
00:22:24,765 --> 00:22:25,766
(dog barking)
351
00:22:25,849 --> 00:22:27,059
But apparently
Faye had pushed
352
00:22:27,142 --> 00:22:28,685
the motel manager
off the balcony.
353
00:22:28,769 --> 00:22:31,563
(manager yelling)
354
00:22:32,939 --> 00:22:35,233
-(dog barking)
-(helicopter hovering)
355
00:22:35,317 --> 00:22:37,319
The fucking cops
are looking for Faye.
356
00:22:37,402 --> 00:22:38,570
What the fuck!
357
00:22:38,653 --> 00:22:40,739
(cries)
I, I didn't do anything.
358
00:22:40,822 --> 00:22:43,283
Rue: Unfortunately,
Custer wouldn't leave her.
359
00:22:43,366 --> 00:22:46,578
I know, dude, but she's
the love of my life.
360
00:22:48,830 --> 00:22:50,791
Rue:
And the last thing
Fezco needed
361
00:22:50,874 --> 00:22:52,918
was the cops finding
Faye with Custer.
362
00:22:53,001 --> 00:22:55,087
-(whines)
-Get in the fucking vent.
363
00:22:55,170 --> 00:22:57,047
-(banging on door)
-Faye: Ow.
364
00:22:57,130 --> 00:22:59,257
Officer:
I know you're in there.
Open up!
365
00:22:59,341 --> 00:23:01,968
-(banging continues)
-Custer: Oh my god.
Get in the fucking vent!
366
00:23:02,052 --> 00:23:03,762
I love you.
367
00:23:03,845 --> 00:23:05,472
Rue:
Custer told Fez
he could find her
368
00:23:05,555 --> 00:23:08,183
behind the dumpster
of the new Taco Bell.
369
00:23:08,266 --> 00:23:11,770
(rap music
playing on car stereo)
370
00:23:16,483 --> 00:23:18,527
Don't look at me like that.
371
00:23:18,610 --> 00:23:20,403
The only reason that
I went so crazy
372
00:23:20,487 --> 00:23:25,242
is because the motel manager
kept saying such mean things.
373
00:23:25,325 --> 00:23:27,619
I honestly don't give a fuck.
374
00:23:29,621 --> 00:23:31,665
Rue:
So Faye came
to live with Fez.
375
00:23:31,748 --> 00:23:34,960
Yo, don't touch nothin'.
376
00:23:35,043 --> 00:23:37,254
-Don't talk to Ash.
-Okay.
377
00:23:37,337 --> 00:23:40,423
And don't go in my
fuckin' room, all right?
378
00:23:41,591 --> 00:23:43,051
I promise.
379
00:23:46,638 --> 00:23:49,975
-Want some of my sandwich?
-Faye: Okay.
380
00:23:52,936 --> 00:23:55,355
Cassie, I asked you a question.
381
00:23:55,438 --> 00:23:57,566
Lexi:
She didn't see anything.
382
00:23:57,649 --> 00:24:00,652
I'm not asking you.
I'm asking her.
383
00:24:03,405 --> 00:24:05,866
I already told Mrs. Jacobs
I didn't see anything.
384
00:24:05,949 --> 00:24:08,785
I know.
We just don't
believe you.
385
00:24:10,370 --> 00:24:12,747
I'm telling the truth.
386
00:24:12,831 --> 00:24:14,666
Look, Cassie,
I'm more than happy to get
387
00:24:14,749 --> 00:24:17,669
the Chief of Police,
Bill Greenwood, involved.
388
00:24:17,752 --> 00:24:19,671
Old family friend.
389
00:24:19,754 --> 00:24:22,716
Maybe he should have
this conversation with you.
390
00:24:23,717 --> 00:24:26,761
With everyone, in fact.
You know?
391
00:24:28,597 --> 00:24:31,183
Get everyone's
cell phones.
392
00:24:31,266 --> 00:24:33,018
Text histories.
393
00:24:33,977 --> 00:24:36,104
Find out what exactly happened.
394
00:24:37,022 --> 00:24:38,732
Should we do that instead?
395
00:24:40,942 --> 00:24:45,447
Rue:
Now, what scared
the shit out of Cassie...
396
00:24:45,530 --> 00:24:47,157
was last night
she texted Nate.
397
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:48,658
(text notification)
398
00:24:53,413 --> 00:24:56,082
-(phone ringing)
-Hello?
399
00:24:56,166 --> 00:24:58,668
Nate (on phone):
Don't ever put that
in writing again.
400
00:24:59,961 --> 00:25:01,421
I'm sorry.
401
00:25:04,341 --> 00:25:07,260
Don't look at her.
Look at me.
402
00:25:11,181 --> 00:25:13,266
-Why would you say that?
-What?!
403
00:25:13,350 --> 00:25:16,102
-What was I supposed to do?
-Not say anything.
404
00:25:16,186 --> 00:25:18,104
You heard him!
He was going to call the police!
405
00:25:18,188 --> 00:25:19,564
No, he wasn't.
He was bluffing,
406
00:25:19,648 --> 00:25:21,441
and you fell for it 'cause
you're a fucking idiot!
407
00:25:21,524 --> 00:25:24,903
-Why do you even care?!
-Because you just
ruined someone's life!
408
00:25:24,986 --> 00:25:28,823
Fezco almost killed Nate!
That was his decision.
409
00:25:36,498 --> 00:25:38,833
Rue:
Lexi had thought
about that night a lot.
410
00:25:38,917 --> 00:25:43,672
How could Fezco
be so kind to her,
and so violent towards Nate?
411
00:25:43,755 --> 00:25:46,299
She couldn't remember
the last time someone
her age asked her
412
00:25:46,383 --> 00:25:49,261
so many questions
about herself.
413
00:25:49,344 --> 00:25:52,639
He actually cared about
what she had to say.
414
00:25:52,722 --> 00:25:54,557
And then, 10 minutes later...
415
00:25:56,017 --> 00:25:59,062
almost beat
Nate Jacobs to death.
416
00:26:00,647 --> 00:26:04,359
And even if Nate deserved it,
it was a horrible thing to do.
417
00:26:08,238 --> 00:26:10,365
It made her think about
her entire life.
418
00:26:13,660 --> 00:26:16,371
How she's always
been so passive.
419
00:26:21,042 --> 00:26:23,837
How she never had
the courage to say anything.
420
00:26:28,091 --> 00:26:31,845
And even the time when
she did get the courage
to say something?
421
00:26:31,928 --> 00:26:34,014
Rue, you really
need to get help.
422
00:26:35,432 --> 00:26:37,684
What, are you gonna tell
my mom or something?
423
00:26:37,767 --> 00:26:40,562
Yeah, if you don't stop.
424
00:26:43,481 --> 00:26:45,025
Okay.
425
00:26:46,693 --> 00:26:48,778
-(snorts)
-She backed down.
426
00:26:51,990 --> 00:26:53,575
Suze:
Hon...
427
00:26:55,827 --> 00:26:58,163
I don't wanna
scare you...
428
00:26:58,246 --> 00:26:59,956
but somethin'
happened to Rue.
429
00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:02,876
She's okay.
She's okay.
430
00:27:04,252 --> 00:27:06,588
But I think
she overdosed.
431
00:27:06,671 --> 00:27:08,965
(somber music playing)
432
00:27:09,049 --> 00:27:10,258
Oh...
433
00:27:11,676 --> 00:27:13,678
Come here.
Come here.
434
00:27:17,182 --> 00:27:19,392
(Lexi crying)
It's my fault.
435
00:27:22,145 --> 00:27:24,397
Rue:
She hated herself
for being so weak
436
00:27:24,481 --> 00:27:26,691
and passive and afraid.
437
00:27:26,775 --> 00:27:29,361
So, a couple of days
after Cal came over,
438
00:27:29,444 --> 00:27:31,446
she decided
to say something.
439
00:27:31,529 --> 00:27:35,825
("Haunted" by
Laura Les playing)
440
00:27:35,909 --> 00:27:38,870
♪ Yeah, do you think it's cute
that I'm so fucking stupid ♪
441
00:27:38,953 --> 00:27:40,246
♪ Tired of bein' useless ♪
442
00:27:40,330 --> 00:27:41,539
♪ I've been up for three days ♪
443
00:27:41,623 --> 00:27:44,042
♪ Everything is haunted,
everybody's evil ♪
444
00:27:44,125 --> 00:27:46,378
♪ And there's bugs
inside the carpet ♪
445
00:27:46,461 --> 00:27:47,796
♪ Do you think
I'm frightening ♪
446
00:27:47,879 --> 00:27:50,340
♪ Organ chords and lightning,
if I show my fangs ♪
447
00:27:50,423 --> 00:27:51,674
♪ Will you tell me
that they're cool ♪
448
00:27:51,758 --> 00:27:53,510
♪ Mirrors shatter
when I'm passing ♪
449
00:27:53,593 --> 00:27:54,844
♪ Broken glass and crashing ♪
450
00:27:54,928 --> 00:27:57,972
♪ Little blurry stars scattered
all across my room ♪
451
00:28:03,895 --> 00:28:05,063
(loads gun)
452
00:28:07,023 --> 00:28:08,775
Rue:
Now, I didn't know any of this
453
00:28:08,858 --> 00:28:12,028
'cause I was with Elliot
smokin' a little bit of weed.
454
00:28:12,112 --> 00:28:14,364
Jules invited me over
to her house for dinner.
455
00:28:14,447 --> 00:28:18,076
I guess like to apologize,
but I had NA that night
456
00:28:18,159 --> 00:28:20,161
so I went
to Elliot's for a bit.
457
00:28:20,245 --> 00:28:23,248
♪ Long as I've got your love ♪
458
00:28:23,331 --> 00:28:26,084
♪ You know that
I'll never leave ♪
459
00:28:27,293 --> 00:28:30,255
♪ When I wanted you
to share my life ♪
460
00:28:30,338 --> 00:28:33,633
♪ I had no doubt in my mind ♪
461
00:28:33,716 --> 00:28:38,054
♪ And it's been you, woman ♪
462
00:28:38,138 --> 00:28:41,474
♪ Right down the line ♪
463
00:28:44,477 --> 00:28:49,065
♪ I just wanna say
this is my way ♪
464
00:28:49,149 --> 00:28:52,610
♪ Of tellin' you everything ♪
465
00:28:52,694 --> 00:28:56,030
♪ I could never say before ♪
466
00:28:56,114 --> 00:28:58,199
♪ ♪
467
00:28:59,367 --> 00:29:00,994
(knock on door)
468
00:29:01,077 --> 00:29:04,205
David:
Should I just put dinner in
the oven till Rue gets here?
469
00:29:04,289 --> 00:29:07,417
Uh, no, she's not coming.
She has a meeting.
470
00:29:09,210 --> 00:29:11,337
You sure she's
a good influence?
471
00:29:11,421 --> 00:29:14,507
She's part of the reason you
decided to get on that train.
472
00:29:14,591 --> 00:29:18,428
Yeah, but she's not
the one who got on the train.
473
00:29:18,511 --> 00:29:20,513
It still doesn't
answer my question.
474
00:29:25,768 --> 00:29:27,854
You know what I feel
like nobody in my life
understands?
475
00:29:27,937 --> 00:29:31,357
Is that like drugs
are honestly the only way
I can be myself.
476
00:29:31,441 --> 00:29:33,985
Yeah, I, I don't
think that's true.
477
00:29:34,068 --> 00:29:35,278
Nah, it is true.
478
00:29:35,361 --> 00:29:37,030
Like when
I first met you,
479
00:29:37,113 --> 00:29:40,241
I would've never had
the balls to just, like,
480
00:29:40,325 --> 00:29:42,744
-come up to you
and talk to you.
-Why?
481
00:29:42,827 --> 00:29:45,705
Rue:
I don't know. I'm just like
a deeply shy person.
482
00:29:47,749 --> 00:29:50,585
And like with Jules, right?
Like...
483
00:29:51,711 --> 00:29:54,255
when I first met her,
I was just...
484
00:29:56,257 --> 00:29:58,384
immediately in love.
485
00:30:00,428 --> 00:30:02,639
-In love?
-Rue: Yeah.
486
00:30:03,932 --> 00:30:06,309
When you say it out loud
it kind of sounds small.
487
00:30:07,644 --> 00:30:09,687
Elliot:
What's a bigger
feeling than love?
488
00:30:12,899 --> 00:30:14,192
Loss.
489
00:30:15,610 --> 00:30:17,111
Elliot:
You think?
490
00:30:18,279 --> 00:30:19,614
Yeah, I think so.
491
00:30:22,492 --> 00:30:24,702
Yeah.
492
00:30:24,786 --> 00:30:26,579
I don't know.
Maybe that's what
it was, right?
493
00:30:26,663 --> 00:30:28,414
Like...
494
00:30:28,498 --> 00:30:32,252
as soon as I saw her,
I was just immediately
afraid to lose her.
495
00:30:33,253 --> 00:30:34,629
Who have you lost?
496
00:30:35,672 --> 00:30:37,757
Uh, my dad.
497
00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:40,301
-Meaning?
-Meaning he's dead.
498
00:30:42,053 --> 00:30:44,472
Shit, I'm sorry.
499
00:30:44,556 --> 00:30:46,724
It's fine.
You didn't, like, kill him.
500
00:30:46,808 --> 00:30:48,309
How was he killed?
501
00:30:49,602 --> 00:30:51,271
Rue:
Oh, he wasn't.
502
00:30:51,354 --> 00:30:53,189
-Are you fucking
with me right now?
-(Rue laughs)
503
00:30:53,273 --> 00:30:56,067
Uh, no, it was, it was cancer.
504
00:30:57,569 --> 00:30:58,778
Shit.
505
00:30:59,445 --> 00:31:00,655
(Rue sighs)
506
00:31:00,738 --> 00:31:01,823
Yeah.
507
00:31:03,533 --> 00:31:06,578
-How old were you?
-Rue: I was 14.
508
00:31:06,661 --> 00:31:09,539
-So recently.
-Not really.
509
00:31:10,790 --> 00:31:12,625
Elliot:
I feel like that's
kind of recent.
510
00:31:13,668 --> 00:31:16,337
I don't know.
I guess.
511
00:31:16,421 --> 00:31:18,840
Honestly it feels like
fuckin' forever ago.
512
00:31:20,842 --> 00:31:22,635
Is that why you
started doing drugs?
513
00:31:22,719 --> 00:31:25,680
(chuckles)
That's funny.
That's what, uh--
514
00:31:25,763 --> 00:31:28,266
that's what everybody
asks in rehab.
515
00:31:28,349 --> 00:31:30,602
-Elliot: What do you mean?
-Uh, just that, you know, like,
516
00:31:30,685 --> 00:31:33,104
I wish it was that simple,
you know, like...
517
00:31:33,187 --> 00:31:35,648
"Well, my dad died,
so I started doing drugs."
518
00:31:35,732 --> 00:31:37,066
-Elliot: Yeah.
-Yeah.
519
00:31:37,150 --> 00:31:39,485
I feel like everyone's
looking for like a...
520
00:31:39,569 --> 00:31:41,487
cause and effect.
521
00:31:41,571 --> 00:31:43,990
Sometimes shit's just
like is what it is.
522
00:31:44,073 --> 00:31:45,783
Rue:
Yeah, exactly.
523
00:31:45,867 --> 00:31:47,493
I don't know.
524
00:31:47,577 --> 00:31:49,454
To be honest,
if my dad was still here,
525
00:31:49,537 --> 00:31:51,414
I'd probably still
be doin' this shit.
526
00:31:53,082 --> 00:31:55,793
(Rue snorts, grunts)
527
00:31:55,877 --> 00:31:58,296
How does Jules not know
that you're doing drugs?
528
00:31:58,379 --> 00:32:01,174
Ugh, 'cause I'm good at my job.
529
00:32:02,592 --> 00:32:05,178
Do you think it's a good
thing that we're friends?
530
00:32:06,429 --> 00:32:07,764
Yeah, why?
531
00:32:08,973 --> 00:32:10,767
I just feel like...
532
00:32:10,850 --> 00:32:14,145
we might not bring out
the best in each other.
533
00:32:17,106 --> 00:32:19,150
I feel like I'm okay with that.
534
00:32:24,822 --> 00:32:26,199
Ethan (on phone):
I love you.
535
00:32:26,282 --> 00:32:28,910
-I love you.
-Ethan: I love you more.
536
00:32:28,993 --> 00:32:30,578
I love you more than more.
537
00:32:32,372 --> 00:32:35,750
-(hangs up)
-(groans) My god, no.
538
00:32:35,833 --> 00:32:37,669
(video plays on computer)
539
00:32:37,752 --> 00:32:41,005
Rue:
Ethan made plans with Kat
to go bowling that night.
540
00:32:41,089 --> 00:32:43,257
Kat was depressed because
she couldn't figure out why
541
00:32:43,341 --> 00:32:45,385
she didn't love Ethan.
542
00:32:45,468 --> 00:32:49,222
So she decided to make
a list of pros and cons.
543
00:33:01,484 --> 00:33:03,945
♪ ♪
544
00:33:08,658 --> 00:33:10,493
But she couldn't
think of anything,
545
00:33:10,576 --> 00:33:13,413
which made her realize Ethan
might not be the problem.
546
00:33:13,496 --> 00:33:15,665
Mmm.
(imitates gunshot)
547
00:33:17,333 --> 00:33:18,960
(video playing)
548
00:33:19,043 --> 00:33:21,421
Rue
Kat hated herself.
549
00:33:21,504 --> 00:33:24,716
But the problem
with hating yourself is you
can't really talk about it.
550
00:33:24,799 --> 00:33:26,426
Because at some point recently,
551
00:33:26,509 --> 00:33:28,177
the whole world
joined a self-help cult
552
00:33:28,261 --> 00:33:29,804
and won't shut
the fuck up about it.
553
00:33:29,887 --> 00:33:32,265
It's not gonna solve
all your life problems,
554
00:33:32,348 --> 00:33:33,850
but it is gonna solve...
555
00:33:33,933 --> 00:33:35,643
Influencer:
Kat.
556
00:33:35,727 --> 00:33:36,936
You're one of the bravest,
557
00:33:37,019 --> 00:33:38,688
most beautiful human beings
558
00:33:38,771 --> 00:33:40,440
I have ever seen.
559
00:33:40,523 --> 00:33:43,985
-(mouth full) That's not true.
-Yes, it is.
560
00:33:44,068 --> 00:33:46,362
I wish I had
your confidence.
561
00:33:46,446 --> 00:33:49,407
But I don't, like...
feel healthy.
562
00:33:49,490 --> 00:33:50,908
Yes, you are.
563
00:33:50,992 --> 00:33:54,537
No, like... seriously.
I'm not.
564
00:33:54,620 --> 00:33:57,165
Kat, you just have
to love yourself.
565
00:33:57,248 --> 00:33:59,041
Kat:
But that's what
I'm trying to tell you!
566
00:33:59,125 --> 00:34:01,419
I fucking hate myself!
567
00:34:01,502 --> 00:34:04,464
Every day you
get out of bed...
568
00:34:04,547 --> 00:34:06,048
It's an act of courage.
569
00:34:06,132 --> 00:34:07,216
That's easy for you to say.
570
00:34:07,300 --> 00:34:09,260
You don't have like
fucking mental problems.
571
00:34:09,343 --> 00:34:12,722
Yes, I do.
Why do you think
I look like this?
572
00:34:12,805 --> 00:34:14,140
Are you kidding?
573
00:34:14,222 --> 00:34:16,476
I wish my mental problems
made me look like you.
574
00:34:16,559 --> 00:34:18,561
-Trust me, you don't.
-Kat: Trust me, I do!
575
00:34:18,644 --> 00:34:20,980
You're like the most beautiful
person I've ever fucking seen.
576
00:34:21,063 --> 00:34:24,400
Maybe by a white, cis-male,
heteronormative standard.
577
00:34:24,483 --> 00:34:26,943
Oh my god.
Are you fucking joking?!
578
00:34:27,028 --> 00:34:28,780
(yells)
Kat! Are you fucking serious?!
579
00:34:28,863 --> 00:34:31,157
That's not you fucking talking!
It's the patriarchy!
580
00:34:31,240 --> 00:34:34,117
It is me talking!
You are not listening!
581
00:34:34,202 --> 00:34:36,287
No!
Society puts things
into your mind!
582
00:34:36,369 --> 00:34:39,957
I don't care about society!
I feel like shit!
583
00:34:40,041 --> 00:34:43,085
Kat, you need to smash
all beauty standards.
584
00:34:43,169 --> 00:34:45,003
But I can't even get out of bed!
585
00:34:45,086 --> 00:34:46,463
You have
to love yourself.
586
00:34:46,547 --> 00:34:48,215
You need to find
your inner fuckin' warrior!
587
00:34:48,298 --> 00:34:51,135
-Become a bad bitch.
-Just like you did last year.
588
00:34:51,219 --> 00:34:54,347
-But that wasn't even real.
-It looked real.
589
00:34:54,430 --> 00:34:56,808
-Kat: That was the point!
-I found it inspiring.
590
00:34:56,891 --> 00:35:01,354
-Shut the fuck up!
-Group (chanting):
Love yourself! Love yourself!
591
00:35:01,437 --> 00:35:03,856
Love yourself! Love yourself!
592
00:35:03,940 --> 00:35:08,945
(Kat shouts)
Leave me alone!
Get the fuck out!
593
00:35:09,028 --> 00:35:13,658
(shouting, chanting continue)
594
00:35:13,741 --> 00:35:15,117
(phone chimes)
595
00:35:20,915 --> 00:35:22,375
(chanting stops)
596
00:35:25,545 --> 00:35:26,504
Fuck.
597
00:35:26,587 --> 00:35:27,630
(phone buzzes)
598
00:35:28,881 --> 00:35:30,174
Hey.
599
00:35:31,467 --> 00:35:36,139
Uh, nothing just...
depressed in the bath.
600
00:35:39,433 --> 00:35:40,977
Bowling?
601
00:35:41,060 --> 00:35:44,146
("She Brings the Rain"
by Can playing)
602
00:35:44,230 --> 00:35:47,650
♪ ♪
603
00:35:59,453 --> 00:36:02,874
♪ Yes, I care
if she brings me spring ♪
604
00:36:02,957 --> 00:36:05,209
♪ But don't care about
nothing ♪
605
00:36:05,293 --> 00:36:07,503
Rue:
What the fuck?
606
00:36:08,546 --> 00:36:10,756
♪ She brings the rain ♪
607
00:36:10,840 --> 00:36:13,676
♪ Oh yeah,
she brings the rain ♪
608
00:36:13,759 --> 00:36:17,597
♪ ♪
609
00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:21,267
♪ In the dawn
of the silvery day ♪
610
00:36:21,350 --> 00:36:22,476
(line ringing)
611
00:36:22,560 --> 00:36:26,606
♪ Clouds seem to melt away ♪
612
00:36:26,689 --> 00:36:28,774
♪ She brings the rain ♪
613
00:36:28,858 --> 00:36:32,320
♪ Oh yeah,
she brings the rain ♪
614
00:36:35,781 --> 00:36:39,577
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
615
00:36:39,660 --> 00:36:41,913
Nate (on voicemail):
Yo, this is Nate.
I'm busy.
616
00:36:41,996 --> 00:36:43,789
Leave a message at the beep.
617
00:36:43,873 --> 00:36:44,916
(beeps)
618
00:36:44,999 --> 00:36:47,627
♪ She brings the rain ♪
619
00:36:47,710 --> 00:36:49,962
♪ Oh yeah,
she brings the rain ♪
620
00:36:50,046 --> 00:36:51,589
(phone buzzes)
621
00:36:54,091 --> 00:36:58,804
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
622
00:36:58,888 --> 00:37:02,934
♪ Magic mushrooms
out of things ♪
623
00:37:03,017 --> 00:37:16,155
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
624
00:37:16,238 --> 00:37:18,741
♪ She brings the rain ♪
625
00:37:18,824 --> 00:37:20,910
♪ ♪
626
00:37:29,251 --> 00:37:31,087
(grunts)
627
00:37:37,718 --> 00:37:39,345
(whirring)
628
00:37:46,477 --> 00:37:47,853
(sighs)
629
00:37:49,689 --> 00:37:51,941
Look who the cat dragged in.
630
00:37:52,900 --> 00:37:54,610
Yeah, yeah.
631
00:37:57,571 --> 00:38:00,700
(whispers):
I see you're still
on your suicide mission.
632
00:38:02,743 --> 00:38:06,122
Let go. Let God.
633
00:38:11,085 --> 00:38:12,294
(Ali sighs)
634
00:38:19,844 --> 00:38:22,054
Where are we goin'?
635
00:38:31,355 --> 00:38:33,816
(inaudible)
636
00:38:33,899 --> 00:38:35,985
♪ ♪
637
00:38:53,377 --> 00:38:56,047
What are you thinking about?
638
00:38:57,048 --> 00:38:58,799
We're almost there.
639
00:39:05,431 --> 00:39:07,433
I've never been
over here before.
640
00:39:13,397 --> 00:39:17,568
So... you wanna
tell me who that girl
was you just had over.
641
00:39:19,653 --> 00:39:22,073
What? No.
She's a friend.
642
00:39:24,992 --> 00:39:28,496
I can count on my hand
how many friends you
done had over here.
643
00:39:30,456 --> 00:39:32,500
Well, she's one of 'em.
644
00:39:33,167 --> 00:39:35,503
-Mm-hm.
-Mm-hm.
645
00:39:38,297 --> 00:39:41,425
(vocalizing)
646
00:39:41,509 --> 00:39:43,594
♪ ♪
647
00:39:46,430 --> 00:39:48,099
(pins clattering)
648
00:39:49,141 --> 00:39:51,185
(upbeat electronic playing)
649
00:39:51,268 --> 00:40:11,622
♪ ♪
650
00:40:34,019 --> 00:40:36,021
Look, Cass, um...
651
00:40:37,273 --> 00:40:39,066
I really like you.
652
00:40:42,736 --> 00:40:45,072
How I wish that things
could be different.
653
00:40:49,660 --> 00:40:52,163
I just think what happened
between us was a mistake,
654
00:40:52,246 --> 00:40:54,373
and we never should have
did what we did.
655
00:40:57,585 --> 00:40:59,211
Yeah, but...
656
00:41:01,380 --> 00:41:03,007
Nate:
It was my fault.
657
00:41:04,758 --> 00:41:06,051
I shouldn't have, uh...
658
00:41:07,761 --> 00:41:10,598
It was my fault, too.
659
00:41:10,681 --> 00:41:14,059
I just thought--
I ju-- I just didn't
think that I'd get so, um--
660
00:41:18,981 --> 00:41:22,067
It doesn't matter.
It is what it is.
661
00:41:24,403 --> 00:41:26,030
We can't see each other.
662
00:41:27,489 --> 00:41:30,034
And we can never,
ever speak about this.
663
00:41:35,080 --> 00:41:40,002
I'm so sorry.
I'm... I'm so fuckin' sorry.
664
00:41:46,634 --> 00:41:47,968
(shouts):
Cassie!
665
00:41:50,304 --> 00:41:51,514
Cass!
666
00:42:03,192 --> 00:42:04,777
-Lexi Howard.
-Hi.
667
00:42:04,860 --> 00:42:09,031
-How you doin'?
-I'm good, um...
668
00:42:09,114 --> 00:42:13,744
-Hi. I'm Faye.
-I'm Lexi, um...
669
00:42:15,412 --> 00:42:17,414
Are, are you guys...
670
00:42:17,498 --> 00:42:21,335
Fezco:
Yeah, no, she's just
stayin' with me for a bit,
671
00:42:21,418 --> 00:42:23,212
but, but she's cool, though.
672
00:42:24,880 --> 00:42:26,799
What brings you
out here anyway?
673
00:42:29,218 --> 00:42:31,637
Oh, I just came
to get a, a drink.
674
00:42:35,140 --> 00:42:38,727
Okay, well, we got
plenty of those.
675
00:42:38,811 --> 00:42:42,523
Um... do you need
help finding anything?
676
00:42:43,649 --> 00:42:45,150
No, I'm okay.
677
00:42:45,234 --> 00:42:48,946
Oh, uh, that's
the malt liquor.
678
00:42:50,698 --> 00:42:52,032
Yeah, I know.
679
00:42:56,829 --> 00:42:58,205
(car door closes)
680
00:42:58,289 --> 00:43:02,209
(tense music playing)
681
00:43:06,046 --> 00:43:07,381
(car door closes)
682
00:43:14,763 --> 00:43:16,223
Nate: Cassie!
683
00:43:16,307 --> 00:43:18,517
(airplane flying overhead)
684
00:43:18,601 --> 00:43:20,227
Cass!
685
00:43:24,982 --> 00:43:26,525
Cassie!
686
00:43:35,576 --> 00:43:37,161
Nate: Cassie!
687
00:43:38,287 --> 00:43:40,122
Cassie!
688
00:43:44,418 --> 00:43:47,004
(airplane flying overhead)
689
00:44:20,162 --> 00:44:22,664
(melancholy music playing)
690
00:44:22,748 --> 00:44:24,833
♪ ♪
691
00:44:55,572 --> 00:44:58,450
Nate:
You don't know how much
power you have.
692
00:44:59,118 --> 00:45:00,244
(kissing)
693
00:45:00,327 --> 00:45:01,537
(Cassie moans)
694
00:45:02,371 --> 00:45:03,872
Nate (quietly):
Fuck.
695
00:45:18,095 --> 00:45:21,390
How are you ever gonna look
Maddy in the eye again?
696
00:45:27,312 --> 00:45:30,941
Feel sorry I didn't
get to say goodbye
on New Year's.
697
00:45:31,024 --> 00:45:32,276
Good evening.
698
00:45:33,527 --> 00:45:35,279
(tense music playing)
699
00:45:35,362 --> 00:45:36,864
What's up, man?
700
00:45:40,534 --> 00:45:43,454
♪ ♪
701
00:45:59,887 --> 00:46:01,305
You got any spearmint gum?
702
00:46:01,388 --> 00:46:04,516
I don't know, man.
The gum's right here.
703
00:46:08,520 --> 00:46:10,606
♪ ♪
704
00:46:15,068 --> 00:46:17,362
This your store?
705
00:46:17,446 --> 00:46:19,239
It's a family business.
706
00:46:21,617 --> 00:46:23,494
Cal:
Do your parents own it?
707
00:46:23,577 --> 00:46:25,412
(bag crinkling)
708
00:46:29,416 --> 00:46:31,960
You usually ask this
many questions, man?
709
00:46:37,299 --> 00:46:38,550
Just you.
710
00:46:41,929 --> 00:46:43,972
She tell you who I am?
711
00:46:47,142 --> 00:46:50,604
-Nah, man.
-Faye: Are you a cop?
712
00:46:53,065 --> 00:46:54,149
No.
713
00:46:55,776 --> 00:47:11,375
♪ ♪
714
00:47:33,647 --> 00:47:35,899
Just a concerned father.
715
00:47:44,199 --> 00:47:48,870
(car door closes,
engine starts)
716
00:47:57,838 --> 00:48:00,132
(lights flickering)
717
00:48:01,550 --> 00:48:04,177
(pop music
playing on speakers)
718
00:48:06,763 --> 00:48:09,558
You know what's
kind of depressing?
719
00:48:09,641 --> 00:48:13,937
-What?
-I'll never find
that kind of love.
720
00:48:14,813 --> 00:48:16,440
What do you mean?
721
00:48:16,523 --> 00:48:20,694
There's just no darkness.
It's just sweet.
722
00:48:21,695 --> 00:48:23,447
Jules:
Yeah.
723
00:48:23,530 --> 00:48:25,991
I don't know if that
would ever be enough for me.
724
00:48:28,619 --> 00:48:30,746
I don't know...
I mean,
725
00:48:30,829 --> 00:48:34,875
I guess some people are
just kinda built different.
726
00:48:38,253 --> 00:48:39,546
Yeah.
727
00:48:41,423 --> 00:48:42,924
Guess so.
728
00:48:46,011 --> 00:48:48,930
All:
It works if you work it.
729
00:48:49,931 --> 00:48:51,933
(applause)
730
00:48:53,560 --> 00:48:55,103
How 'bout you let me
give you a ride home?
731
00:48:55,187 --> 00:48:57,522
Um, I'm okay.
I got my, uh, my bike.
732
00:48:57,606 --> 00:49:00,984
Yeah, yeah.
I'm not sure you should be
behind the handlebars right now.
733
00:49:01,068 --> 00:49:04,571
("Blue Monk" by
Thelonious Monk playing)
734
00:49:07,240 --> 00:49:10,243
-Yo, you ever listen
to Thelonious Monk?
-No.
735
00:49:10,327 --> 00:49:11,453
-(scoffs)
-What?
736
00:49:11,536 --> 00:49:13,830
Greatest jazz pianist
who ever lived.
737
00:49:13,914 --> 00:49:16,625
Supposedly,
he had huge hands.
738
00:49:16,708 --> 00:49:18,168
He would play like this,
739
00:49:18,251 --> 00:49:20,754
and then he would
roll his hands over,
740
00:49:20,837 --> 00:49:22,756
hit the keys...
(fades out)
741
00:49:22,839 --> 00:49:25,926
♪ ♪
742
00:49:34,309 --> 00:49:36,019
(turns off engine)
743
00:49:36,103 --> 00:49:39,314
-All right.
-Okay, what are you doing?
744
00:49:39,398 --> 00:49:42,067
I'm gonna introduce
myself to your mother.
745
00:49:42,150 --> 00:49:45,529
-What are you talkin' about?
-Rue, if my daughter was
gettin' rides home from NA
746
00:49:45,612 --> 00:49:48,073
by a 54-year-old crackhead,
and he didn't come to the door
747
00:49:48,156 --> 00:49:50,701
to look me in the eye
and shake my hand...
748
00:49:50,784 --> 00:49:52,703
I'd think
somethin' was afoot.
749
00:49:52,786 --> 00:49:54,246
O-Okay,
but you can't, like,
750
00:49:54,329 --> 00:49:55,831
go in there and start...
751
00:49:55,914 --> 00:50:00,502
-talkin' and stuff, you know?
-Oh shit.
752
00:50:00,585 --> 00:50:04,715
You scared I'mma tell
your mama you're still
doin' drugs, huh?
753
00:50:04,798 --> 00:50:07,259
Oh, the anxiety
you must have.
754
00:50:07,342 --> 00:50:09,970
(tense music playing)
755
00:50:14,725 --> 00:50:16,393
(keypad beeping)
756
00:50:21,106 --> 00:50:23,442
(siren wailing in distance)
757
00:50:32,117 --> 00:50:33,702
(exhales)
758
00:50:34,828 --> 00:50:36,204
Rue: Mom?
759
00:50:36,288 --> 00:50:38,999
(indistinct)
760
00:50:44,045 --> 00:50:45,714
Five minutes. Okay?
761
00:50:45,797 --> 00:50:48,133
What is she gonna do
for five minutes?
762
00:50:49,050 --> 00:50:50,969
Maddy:
I don't even wanna know!
763
00:50:52,929 --> 00:50:54,347
(phone buzzing)
764
00:50:58,143 --> 00:51:01,354
I think I'm gonna get
back together with Nate.
765
00:51:03,857 --> 00:51:05,358
It's a mistake, right?
766
00:51:07,319 --> 00:51:11,281
-Don't do it.
-I don't know if I can help it.
767
00:51:14,075 --> 00:51:18,288
I wish you could
see yourself the way
the rest of the world does.
768
00:51:29,090 --> 00:51:33,929
(chuckles)
I got two daughters myself,
so I know it can't be easy.
769
00:51:35,597 --> 00:51:37,349
I've got a lot of
respect for you.
770
00:51:39,017 --> 00:51:42,062
Well, I'm just
doin' what I can.
771
00:51:42,145 --> 00:51:43,730
Do you want somethin'
to drink or eat?
772
00:51:43,814 --> 00:51:45,273
Do you want to sit down?
773
00:51:45,357 --> 00:51:47,526
Nah, nah, nah.
I was just comin'
to introduce myself.
774
00:51:47,609 --> 00:51:50,028
I'm sponsorin'
the little troublemaker.
775
00:51:54,991 --> 00:51:57,035
But she's doin' well, right?
776
00:52:05,752 --> 00:52:09,798
I can't tell
if that's a statement...
or a question.
777
00:52:09,881 --> 00:52:11,800
(chuckles)
778
00:52:11,883 --> 00:52:14,261
Well, she's got
a long way to go.
779
00:52:15,262 --> 00:52:17,097
But so did I at her age.
780
00:52:20,225 --> 00:52:22,894
(sighs)
Oh, well.
781
00:52:22,978 --> 00:52:25,355
-Thank you for having me by.
-Leslie: Oh, of course.
782
00:52:25,438 --> 00:52:28,567
-Ali: All right.
You have a lovely night.
-Leslie: You too.
783
00:52:28,650 --> 00:52:30,026
Good night.
784
00:52:35,282 --> 00:52:36,491
(door opens)
785
00:52:38,285 --> 00:52:39,995
-(door closes)
-(Rue sighs)
786
00:52:42,831 --> 00:52:44,583
(car engine starts)
787
00:52:46,334 --> 00:52:47,961
He's handsome.
788
00:52:53,592 --> 00:52:56,052
♪ ♪
789
00:53:03,977 --> 00:53:05,395
(thudding)
790
00:53:29,711 --> 00:53:31,296
Faye: Oh...
791
00:53:32,422 --> 00:53:33,840
I'm sorry.
792
00:53:35,258 --> 00:53:36,718
I fell.
793
00:53:40,013 --> 00:53:43,308
Come on, kid.
Let's get you to the bed.
794
00:53:47,562 --> 00:53:50,732
Is it true
you killed Mouse?
795
00:53:50,815 --> 00:53:52,567
Fezco:
Go to sleep.
796
00:54:14,339 --> 00:54:17,467
You want to tell me
why some punk drug dealer
beat you up?
797
00:54:17,550 --> 00:54:21,179
-Nate: You sure you want
to have this conversation?
-Yeah, Nate. I do.
798
00:54:23,181 --> 00:54:24,265
Okay.
799
00:54:28,353 --> 00:54:30,563
I don't think
you want Mom to hear.
800
00:54:30,647 --> 00:54:31,982
(clears throat)
801
00:54:35,485 --> 00:54:39,114
You remember that classmate
of mine that you fucked? Jules?
802
00:54:41,116 --> 00:54:43,576
All right, so she
told her best friend...
803
00:54:43,660 --> 00:54:45,829
who told her drug dealer.
804
00:54:45,912 --> 00:54:48,581
And now they keep
threatening to go down
to the police station,
805
00:54:48,665 --> 00:54:51,710
-and say that you like
to fuck little kids.
-Fuck.
806
00:54:54,337 --> 00:54:56,548
So maybe I was
stickin' up for you.
807
00:55:03,096 --> 00:55:05,724
-I want to apologize--
-I don't need your apologies.
808
00:55:05,807 --> 00:55:07,976
Cal:
I need you to understand...
809
00:55:08,059 --> 00:55:10,061
I didn't know she
went to your school.
810
00:55:10,145 --> 00:55:12,856
-I didn't know how old she was.
-Mm-hm.
811
00:55:12,939 --> 00:55:15,775
Well, what she didn't know
is that you were filming her.
812
00:55:19,446 --> 00:55:20,989
Do you have it?
813
00:55:22,741 --> 00:55:25,869
(funky electronic music playing)
814
00:55:25,952 --> 00:55:27,662
Cal: Nate?
815
00:55:30,123 --> 00:55:31,750
Do you have it?
816
00:55:34,461 --> 00:55:36,588
♪ Yeh I fuckin' did it
Yeh I fuckin' said it ♪
817
00:55:36,671 --> 00:55:38,465
♪ Yeh I meant it
Yeh I'm here to kill it ♪
818
00:55:38,548 --> 00:55:40,341
♪ Came here for the money
Yeh there's plenty ♪
819
00:55:40,425 --> 00:55:42,343
♪ Poppin' like we're corn
Yeh the pot is cookin' ♪
820
00:55:42,427 --> 00:55:44,262
♪ We so hungry
I could eat a horse ♪
821
00:55:44,345 --> 00:55:46,514
♪ Tell that bitch
I'll ride her like a stally
(whoa) ♪
822
00:55:46,598 --> 00:55:47,891
♪ And we're coming
for that bread ♪
823
00:55:47,974 --> 00:55:49,225
♪ You can do the tally ♪
824
00:55:49,309 --> 00:55:50,852
♪ Yeh, I look like
Sammy Davis Jr. ♪
825
00:55:50,935 --> 00:55:52,437
♪ But I'm still the Frankie
(Whoa) ♪
826
00:55:52,520 --> 00:55:54,939
♪ Keep them cameras rolling
When I roll up in the lamy ♪
827
00:55:55,023 --> 00:55:56,941
♪ Cos' I fuckin' did it
Yeh I fuckin' said it ♪
828
00:55:57,025 --> 00:55:58,276
♪ Understand me ♪
829
00:55:58,359 --> 00:56:00,737
♪ Watch me sling a couple shots
with that 40 magy ♪
830
00:56:00,820 --> 00:56:03,573
♪ Tell them fuckin' cowboys
it's a hootnanny ♪
831
00:56:03,656 --> 00:56:06,618
♪ Baby they'll be singing from
New York to the West of Cali ♪
832
00:56:06,701 --> 00:56:08,828
♪ Cos' I fuckin' did it
Yeh I fuckin' said it ♪
833
00:56:08,912 --> 00:56:11,039
♪ Understand me
High on that money flow ♪
834
00:56:11,122 --> 00:56:13,875
♪ Ride like that Calito
Fly in that Taxido ♪
835
00:56:13,958 --> 00:56:16,628
♪ Find me in Monaco
High on that Mexico ♪
836
00:56:16,711 --> 00:56:19,756
♪ Cuban and Henny go
Ape when my shit evolved ♪
837
00:56:19,839 --> 00:56:21,424
♪ Cake getting had
and gulped ♪
838
00:56:21,508 --> 00:56:23,843
♪ ♪
839
00:56:26,971 --> 00:56:28,389
♪ Praise the lord ♪
840
00:56:30,058 --> 00:56:32,435
♪ Cos' I fuckin' did it
Yeh I fuckin' said it ♪
841
00:56:32,519 --> 00:56:33,812
♪ Understand me ♪
842
00:56:37,065 --> 00:56:39,484
♪ Yeh I fuckin' said it
Understand me ♪
843
00:56:41,027 --> 00:56:45,490
♪ Understand me ♪
844
00:56:46,950 --> 00:56:48,701
♪ Understand me
Cos' I fuckin' did it ♪
845
00:56:48,785 --> 00:56:50,829
♪ Yeh I fuckin' said it
Understand me ♪
846
00:56:56,084 --> 00:56:58,336
♪ Cos' I fuckin' did it
Yeh I fuckin' said it ♪
847
00:56:58,419 --> 00:56:59,838
♪ Understand me ♪
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