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Previously, on the testaments...

We are so grateful for how well
you've groomed our girls for marriage.

Of course, you'd think it's easy.
You've been practicing for months.

You still have to learn
the opening number.

Becka was teaching
me the dance for the ball.

Thank you, becka. She
needs all the help she can get.

Guardian? I'd like to have that card read.

"Agnes, congratulations
on reaching this milestone.

"God hath blessed you in every respect.

I look forward to a dance at the ball."

I didn't want this for either of us.

I don't wanna get married.

- Welcome to our home.
- Thank you for having us, commander, sir.

You all showed the world
some gilead grit last week.

Pray I won't be married off to
a man from the colonies, will I?

- What happened?
- She spilled her tea.

Agnes found the bride!

- Is it bad?
- Of course, it's bad.

How awful. And with the ball so soon.

My dad will take good
care of you. Promise.

This is just a mild sedative.

Before you know it, you'll
wake up with a perfect smile.

In gilead, you weren't
supposed to think about bodies.

Yours or anybody else's.

I wasn't even sure what
becka's father had done to me,

but the shame still
swelled in me like a wave.

I tried to push it down.

Growing up here made you an
expert at pushing things down.

Hiding from others was easy.

But hiding from yourself?

That's where gilead
really made you excel.

You look gorgeous.

Thank you, Rosa.

That tailor truly is a man of god.

Turn.

It's a beautiful dress.

I loved the one I wore to my prom.

It was black velvet, strapless.

It means no sleeves or shoulders.

Anyways, different times.

Do you feel prepared?

I think so.

A little conviction would be nice.

Now, what do you do if a
commander offers you a drink?

I decline.

No, you hesitate. "I... I c... I don't..."

He'll either let it go, or encourage it.

Now, if he insists?

I accept. With grace.

But not too much grace.

You're a godly girl, not a prig.

I know I've been
rigorous in my instruction,

but I just want what's best for you.

You know that, right?

Yes, mother.

This is going to be a special evening.

You'll want fond memories of it.

Gilead had reduced our
adolescence to almost nothing.

Before this, we were children

and after, we'd become married women.

This was our one night to
approximate being teenagers.

And I wasn't gonna let
anything ruin it for me.

Besides, it was the event
that would decide my future.

How many people can
say that about their prom?

And here they are. This year's Greens.

You girls will do wonderful
even with those jitters.

We pray for you to guide us.

Lead us to success that
we may fulfill your will.

- Amen.
- Amen.

Don't forget to smile.

Agnes! I'm so glad that you're here.

If I had to bear witness to jehosheba's
prayer circle for one more minute,

I was gonna scream.

Hey, you're gonna do great.

- Do you want to practice the dance...
- no, I'm fine.

Pray, you both look so beautiful!

You guys must be dying from excitement.

I'm so jealous.

I hope you get to dance
with commander Henry.

I hear looks-wise, he's very blessed.

No. Don't worry about him.
He's a minor commander.

The top commanders
don't come out until later.

You girls are so lucky.

Girls!

Quiet, girls.

Somewhere out there
is your future husband.

Tonight, you will meet him.

Soon you will share a life with him.

Raise children with him.

And love and obey him as
he will love and protect you.

God be with you, my bunnies!

Praise be!

- Praise be!
- Praise be.

You look so beautiful.

You can do this.

Thanks, sh...

Alright, girls! Let's line up!

- Yay!
- Thank you.

Ooh!

You asked me earlier if my
friends and I expected to find love.

But what did we know about love?

We expected to find husbands.

And we were told we
would love our husbands

because they were our husbands.

Not for any other reason.

Aunt Lydia, your work with
these girls is truly a triumph.

They're magnificent!

- Beautiful, girls.
- You're a blessing to us all.

It was just beautiful. Beautiful.

Time for the father's dance.

Hi, daddy!

Ready, sweetie?

Agnes?

Sorry. Blessed evening, daddy.

Blessed be, commander MacKenzie.

Take my daughter's hand.

More precious than jewels.

May I have this dance?

In his grace.

I was dancing.

With a boy.

We had been at turns curious and
frightened of those strange beings

who would soon become men.

Men who would protect us.

Or hurt us.

Optimism bias is a term
I've learned recently.

From a psychiatrist.

It's when you believe
something good might happen,

despite all evidence to the contrary.

They did well.

I should check in with aunt Lydia.

- It's an herbal tea.
- It smells awful.

Yeah.

Where'd you get the recipe?

My cousin.

What does it taste like?

Womanhood.

And mushrooms.

Hey, save me some.

I'm the one who had to
ferment nettles in my closet!

I just want one sip.

I want triplets, hulda.

When Helen had twins,

her husband bought her a
Mercedes and diamond earrings.

S-Sorry I haven't said much.
I've been counting my steps.

Me, too.

I probably should have taken
the dance refresher class,

but they were showing
a movie in the barracks,

so I did that instead.

Yeah?

Yeah. It was about a giant
shark, terrorizing a small town.

Jaws!

You've seen it?!

No, but my father told me about
it when we went to the beach.

He said it used to be one of his favorites.

"You're gonna need a bigger boat."

Right. You haven't seen it.

Do you like your classes?

Some of them.

I like embroidery, and music.

- What do you play? Piano? Guitar?
- The hammered dulcimer.

Nice.

What, songs have you learned?

"The foggy dew."

"Pachelbel's canon."

You're really pretty.

Gentlemen, go ahead without me.

Be right there.

God created all of us.

But he took his time with you, didn't he?

Perhaps, if you're a good girl...

This white might become green.

And you, ripe.

Don't touch me.

Heretic bitch!

Commander?

A mouthy one, this girl.

Don't trouble yourself.

I'll take care of her.

Under his eye.

Under his eye, commander.

Are you insane?

- A little Toronto slipped out...
- lose it.

Unless you want to lose your tongue.

- Sorry. I wasn't prepped for perverts.
- Go ahead for chap in.

Copy that. All clear.

Look, you're doing well.

That thing you noticed with
the chocolate? It was helpful.

- It was?
- Yeah.

Can you find out more?

About what?

If commander MacKenzie is
meeting with the Japanese,

we think he might be
brokering a deal for artillery...

- how the fuck am I supposed to...
- lower your voice.

I don't think Agnes will
know anything about that.

- Just get close to her.
- You get close to her.

So, have they said anything yet?

About me?

You're still working on
getting me out of here, right?

You've got to prove
you're worth the trouble.

Clean up this mess before
I knock you senseless!

It's a fine-looking batch this year.

A man could strain his neck.

Alright, judd.

I think these young guns
have whet their appetites.

Now let's show them where they will eat.

Gentlemen, those are your future wives.

Let's act worthy, shall we?

Of course. We're merely celebrating.

Gentlemen... to the women of gilead.

I think that's our cue.

Wait, here they come.

Tell me everything!

You did so good out there!

Sit down, sit down!

Pray, how is it?

It's kind of a blur.

Are there any commanders
who have their eyes on you?

I don't think so.

Really?

You seemed to like dancing
with that first commander.

Thought maybe you had found a match.

Why are you paying attention
to what I'm doing anyways?

Did I do something to offend you?

No. Forget it.

Then, pray, why are you being so weird?

I'm sure Agnes didn't
mean anything by it.

Girls, look smart.

You are needed back on the floor.

Yes, aunt vidala.

Behave yourselves.

What is going on with them?

They're acting so odd.

Hulda, you can be so thick sometimes.

They're obviously fighting over
the affections of a commander.

How do you know that?

Because this always happens
as matchmaking season advances.

The aunts aren't going to say it
outright, but Agnes and becka?

They're each other's competition.

But they have always been so close.

Hulda, god has made you
ineligible for good reason.

You could benefit
from growing up a little.

I... I never thought
about it like that before.

Do you think that god made you
ineligible for the same reason?

For a moment, they had let us dream.

But we all knew who
our real suitors were.

Occasionally, you could
wind up with someone young,

like penny had.

But girls like us, from the best houses,

were matched with the
most powerful commanders.

May I have this dance?

In his grace.

Of course, we all hoped
we would be the exception.

I'm afraid I'm a little
rusty. It's been a while.

- You understand? Good.
- Yes, commander.

I'm sorry to interrupt, commander,

but your presence is urgently
needed in the war room.

Excuse me, miss MacKenzie.
I'm being called away.

If you could take my
place with the young lady.

Blessed evening.

Blessed evening.

So this... This is what
it's supposed to feel like.

Why don't we get a refreshment?

You got a pin for bravery.
Because of the mayday attack?

I just had the good
fortune not to get shot.

You did more than that.
I remember it very well.

Does it feel strange to shoot someone?

You know, your small
talk could use a little work.

It's to distract you from
my terrible dancing.

You seem fine to me.

Thank you.

Perhaps a little something
to ease the nerves?

Are the other security guys
giving me the stink-eye?

I bet they're seething with jealousy.

I don't know and I
probably shouldn't look.

I could get in trouble.

You know, I think tonight some of
the rules kind of fall by the wayside.

Then, could I ask you a question?

- Go ahead.
- I was wondering what you meant by...

go ahead for chap in.

Copy that. I'm sorry, miss MacKenzie.

I have to get back to work.

Would you like another?

Please forgive me.

The men's glasses
never seem to be empty.

Not a surprise. Not my concern.

It is Paramount, however, for
the young women to abstain.

Aunt Lydia, these are not your
handmaids from days gone by.

These are godly girls.
They know how to behave.

It's your own instruction
that we rely upon to ensure it.

My girls have been instructed
to always defer to commanders.

Do not let them get my girls drunk.

Please remind them I'm
in charge of their matches.

I'll have a word with them.

Thank you, commander.

Aunt vidala?

I just wanted to thank
you for all your work,

bringing this together.

Well, aunt Lydia is the one...

aunt Lydia is slowing down.

Of course, it's only
natural that she should be.

But I think maybe the time's come

for you and I to discuss
our vision for the future.

Yes, they are good, godly girls.

- All praise to the lord, righteous god.
- Yes, of course.

Excuse me, commander.

I'm needed downstairs.

Of course.

Go distract aunt estee.

- Wait. What are you gonna do...
- just do it!

Becka!

- Shu, I think I'm gonna be sick.
- Plum up.

- I don't think any of the aunts saw.
- Everyone saw.

Daisy, quick. Take her
inside. I have to go back

- before the aunts see that I'm gone.
- What's wrong with her?

She's unwell!

- She's drunk!
- Shh!

So, help her!

If the aunts see her
like this, it's over for her!

Shit.

I... I mean, go.

I've dealt with similar circumstances.

Thank you.

Pray, how much did you drink?

Have some water.

Did you eat today?

No.

I didn't eat because I was
too anxious because of the...

Tonight.

I also didn't really eat
that much yesterday.

You'll be okay.

Can you get back out there?

I don't want to go.

I don't want them... touching me.

I don't want them looking at me.

I just... I...

I know it's a sin, but...

Sometimes I close my
eyes and I pray for god

to broom away the earth
and extinguish the stars.

Okay.

Well, you're more articulate
than most drunk girls.

I understand how you feel.

The men here, a lot of
them, they're... Scary.

But there are some good ones, too.

Back in Toronto, I
knew a lot of good men.

Guys you could have an
actual conversation with.

Real friends.

If that's true, then why did you leave?

Remember what the
aunts always tell us?

God loves you

and he has something
special in store for you.

They don't say that.

Okay.

Well, they say the first part.

What does it feel like?

To run away.

Don't think about that.

Think about how much
your friends care about you.

Shunammite risked getting in
big trouble to bring you to me.

And Agnes?

She loves you.

Not the way I love her.

Okay.

We need to get you back out there.

Ready?

You're okay.

It's okay to feel this way.

I can get back on my own.

And for my next embroidery project,

I'm gonna make a dish
towel for my favorite Martha...

that's lovely, hulda.

I'll be right back.

- Is becka okay?
- She will be fine, god willing.

Did you see becka?

It's a shame a girl with such
promise threw it all away.

Pray, what happened?

If my father was a dentist,
I'd be a bit more careful.

The lord said do not go
about spreading slander.

Well, if you'd seen her,
you'd know it's not slander.

She's headed for the colonies...

Shu, let's go.

Agnes. You're next.

Come with me, please.

I'm taking you to some commanders
who would like to meet you.

You're soon to be
matched with a husband

whose rank befits your status.

Do you understand the
responsibility that entails?

Yes, aunt gabbana.

You're a very lucky girl, Agnes.

I'm not sure you realize just how lucky.

Our natural proclivities are
not necessarily godly ones.

Many a race has been
lost right at the finish line.

The weak may fall, but you
mustn't stumble over them.

Okay?

I hope you can fulfill their expectations.

Under his eye, dear.

Under his eye, aunt gabbana.

Agnes. Please come and sit down.

Look into the lens...

Here.

You and I are gonna have a conversation

so that the commanders here
can get to know you a little better.

Okay, so, Agnes...

How will you exemplify
your wifely duties?

As a wife...

I will serve my husband with...

I will obey him and...

You must be nervous.

Are you?

Here.

You know, Agnes, penny
thinks really highly of you.

Just be yourself and
that'll shine through, okay?

I don't know if I can
live up to her example.

I'm so happy for her.

Yeah, she's delighted that
the pregnancy is advancing.

Me, too.

I'm hoping you'll come visit her soon.

As a wife.

Yeah, listen, it's okay
you started a little rocky.

We're all allowed to make mistakes.

What do you say?
You ready to try again?

Yes.

Okay.

Sorry about that, gentlemen.

Agnes and I had
some technical troubles.

Agnes, how will you
fulfill your wifely duties?

It worked out for penny.
She found her prince.

- Come along now.
- I could, too.

God wouldn't let me fall from grace.

I had to trust in his plan.

Aunt estee, the commanders are waiting.

This all looks great.

Pray, are you okay?

I hear you... may have
had some trouble tonight.

You're a desirable match.

I know it will not hurt your chances.

Worse comes to worst,
I could just run away.

I'll run away with you.

We could steal one of Paula's horses.

Applesauce.

Her favorite one.

Aunt Lydia. I trust your
expectations were met?

Hardly.

I saw more than one
girl plied with drinks.

You failed.

But the commanders were...

how was I supposed...
you still have much to prove.

Blessed evening, aunt vidala.

- Did the aunts say anything?
- Not yet.

Maybe you're in the clear.

For all you know, a
commander could be requesting

to be matched with you right now.

How long do you think
this is going to take?

Probably not long.

The commanders always
give their requests to the aunts,

but the aunts probably won't
make any matches tonight.

I saw you dancing with
commander pritchett.

Don't get your hopes up.

He made it quite clear
I was his first choice.

Don't pay any attention
to her. She's showboating.

Pray, I hope you're right.

Because my mother told
me he's my best chance.

Well, her only chance.

Girls.

Most of you did very well tonight.

But some of you, and
you know who you are,

have disappointed us all.

Let that weigh heavy on your souls!

And pray that he may be
merciful in your matches.

Is that what I think it is?

- I think it is.
- No. No way. Not today.

- That has to be a prank.
- No one would do that.

- Is everyone here?
- Who could it be?

Shu, tea worked!

As he blessed Ruth and Leah,
he has blessed me the same!

This day. Today.

And as he answered the prayers
of Sarah, Rachel, and Rebecca,

he has saved me from
barrenness and emptiness.

By his hand, may he make me fruitful.

What a blessing.

- Praise be.
- Praise be!

Congratulations!

- Hulda!
- Congratulations!

He has blessed you!

Praise be.

Your mother would be so proud...

If she could've seen
you out there tonight.

I can't wait to tell her all
about it when we get home.

All clear over here.

Thank you for stepping up
security, chap in. It was prudent.

Trust you had a blessed
evening, commander?

I only wish there had
been fewer distractions.

Commander Weston being pulled away.

Efforts on the front have begun.

It's a nasty business, but...

The rebels must be rooted out.

By his hand, commander.

Congratulations on your
promotion, by the way.

Making commander
in a few weeks, I hear?

Yes. Thank you, sir.

I'm sure that is in no
small part due to you.

No, don't thank me.

We need men like yourself.

Men like your father,
willing to rise to the occasion.

Radius secure. Proceed.

Approaching bridge, all clear.

Blessed evening.

Garth was becoming a commander.

And if he were a commander,
he would be eligible.

And if he became eligible...

He could be mine.

All I could think about
were his eyes, his touch,

his heat.

I felt the world was filled with possibility.

And hope.