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Good morning, Al.

- Good morning, good morning. - Good morning, man!

He's here.

Oh, did you get stuck in traffic again?

You made it just in time.

Oh no!

Always the same thing.

What else is new?

You should sleep earlier.

Oh no.

Impossible for Jay Jay.

He’s up late masturbating at night.

Masturbating?

Don’t compare me to you.

Hey, you’re all full of nonsense.

Alright, let’s get to work.

Okay.

Good morning, Madam Tess.

Good morning.

Morning, Jay.

Good morning, ma'am.

The usual,

two hot Americano and...

Two chocolate cookies.

Alright.

So, two hot Americano and

two chocolates for takeout, ma'am?

Yes.

Okay, sure.

The total is 360.

I received 500.

Alright, ma'am.

Please wait for your change

and your order.

Okay.

- Thank you. - Thank you.

Okay.

Let's go.

Oh, Jay.

Are you sure?

You’ll be the one to close?

Yes, Al.

I’ll take care of it.

- Okay, alright. - Take care, Jay.

Be careful on your way home.

Hello, Ma?

Son.

Do you happen to have some extra?

Your dad got sick.

We need money for medicine.

I’m sorry.

Your dad doesn’t want to ask.

I don’t have any either.

Okay, sure Ma.

I’ll send 1,000 later.

Thank you, son.

Um...

Excuse me.

Are you still open?

Ah...

We’re about to close, sir.

But,

if there’s something you’d like.

We still have 30 minutes before closing.

Alright.

Um...

What can you offer?

Here, sir.

This is our specialty.

Ensaymada.

It’s the best!

Alright.

I’ll order one.

Coffee, sir?

Maybe you’d like something?

Sorry.

I don’t drink coffee.

Ah.

For here or to go, sir?

Ah, is it okay if I just stay here?

Sure, sir.

Here you go.

Alright.

- Thank you. - Sure.

Sir,

your hot chocolate.

Oh, sorry.

I didn’t order this.

Ah, it’s on the house.

Ah,

it goes really well with the ensaymada.

Alright.

Thank you.

Jay.

No problem, sir.

Ah, not to gossip, but...

You seem like you’re sad.

Are you okay?

No.

I’m fine.

I'm good.

Really?

Just kidding, sir.

But

you know, sir...

When I feel sad,

I eat bread and

hot chocolate.

Then I dip it.

I’ll imagine

how delicious it is.

It makes my world lighter.

Life feels so good, sir.

You should try it.

Alright.

Hmm.

It is good!

See? I told you, sir.

- It’s not coffee, - It really is.

but it’s one of our bestsellers here.

Hmm.

Hmm.

Smiling actually suits you.

You look cute.

Thank you, Jay.

Definitely.

I’ll come back here.

No problem, sir.

Can you stop calling me sir?

Just Ethan.

Nice to meet you, Ethan.

Nice to meet you, Jay.

Thank you, Jay.

I really needed that.

Come back anytime

if you want peace and quiet.

Or someone to talk to.

That’s rare nowadays.

Those who...

actually want to listen.

Um, anyway.

I need to go.

Um,

by the way.

Do you want me

to give you a ride?

Do you live around here?

Not really.

It’s just one ride from here.

But...

No need.

Thank you.

Ah, anyway.

Goodnight, Jay.

Goodnight, Ethan.

Idiot.

Oh, Ma?

Hello, son.

Did you send it already?

Not yet.

I just got home.

Okay, I’ll send it later.

Thanks, son.

I texted you,

but you didn’t reply.

I came from overtime.

There was a bit of a delay.

Have you had dinner?

Yes, outside.

I’ll go ahead, okay?

Oh, Jay?

You seem down today.

Come on, admit it.

Do you have a problem?

Maybe just sleep-deprived.

For sure, you were texting someone last night.

No.

I’m just hungry.

And also,

I didn’t really get any sleep.

Hi, Jay.

Two sausage rolls

and one bottled water.

Jay!

Oh?

Oh, sure.

- Coming right up. - Okay.

200, ma'am.

Yes.

Here you go.

- Thank you! - Thank you!

You’re really handsome.

Bye!

Jay.

What are you thinking about?

You’ve got a girl, right?

Admit it, you’ve got a girl?

Hey!

Those are exactly the symptoms

when someone’s got a girl, bro.

Introduce her to me.

Idiot.

What do you mean, I have a girl?

What’s with you, Jay!

You’ve only seen him once.

Why are you waiting for him?

Ah!

He’s just a customer.

Don’t get your hopes up.

Do you still have ensaymada?

Sir?

Yes, sir.

It’s still warm.

Can I eat here again?

Sure.

Alright.

Wow, Jay.

I really missed this.

You’re exaggerating, sir.

You’ve only been here

once before.

And you already missed it?

I told you, don’t call me sir.

Just Ethan.

Um...

I just got a bit busy

these past few weeks.

I just wanted to drop by here.

But then...

There’s just so many—

You don’t need to explain.

It’s not like I’m your partner.

The shop is about to close.

Ah!

Jay!

Jay, please.

Don’t make this hard for me.

I can feel you.

And I know you feel me too.

But you already have a wife.

Yes!

You also have a child?

Yes.

One.

Why aren’t you home yet?

They must be looking for you.

The food here is really good.

But this is even better.

Especially when you asked me if

I was okay.

Not many people

ask me that anymore.

When,

I first came here.

My mood improved.

Even if it’s just for a moment.

I could breathe easier.

Because here,

you can breathe.

You can be honest.

You can be yourself.

Jay.

I don’t know what I’m doing.

Me neither.

This doesn’t mean anything, right?

Sorry, but it does.

But I don’t know how.

Slowly.

We don’t need to force it.

You have a life outside.

Wife.

Child.

Obligations.

I know.

This is me.

This is my life.

I’m confused too, Jay.

Oh,

It’s getting late.

You don’t want to go home yet?

Why?

Do you want me to?

Should I go home now?

It’s not really that.

It’s already late.

Jay.

Can I

come back here.

I come back here as

someone without a wife.

As...

Someone without a child.

The...

Just me.

Let’s see.

Hey,

time to go home.

Let’s go.

We’ll go ahead.

- Take care. - Okay!

- Jay. - We’ll go ahead.

Jay.

I thought you weren’t coming back.

Didn't I say I’d come back as myself?

What are you doing here?

I don’t know.

I just wanted to see you.

You want to come along?

Where?

To my place.

It’s quiet there.

No one will see.

Are you sure?

No.

But you’re already here.

Okay,

you put it down first.

Oh fuck.

Sorry.

There isn’t much space here.

It’s okay.

Quiet.

Are you often

alone here?

Yes.

It’s easy

because there are no questions.

No chaos.

But sometimes the silence

feels unsettling.

So

you always want to work until night.

Better to be tired,

than

to be sad.

You?

I don’t know.

But when

I saw you,

it was also quiet.

Not heavy.

Do you have a dream?

Of course.

My dreams for myself are big.

And

that’s why I work

while studying.

I was only ten years old.

I already knew in myself

that I wanted to be a chef.

Someday,

I also want

to open my own restaurant.

You’re lucky.

Even as a kid, you already knew what you wanted.

Of course.

You?

Don’t you know what you want?

I used to not.

But now it seems

I know.

I want you.

But you

have a wife.

And a child.

Yes.

And I know this is wrong.

Because I can’t run away

from myself either.

And you.

It feels like

I don’t need to explain.

You know,

staying here

was never really in my plan before.

Ah, just temporarily.

Actually,

I’m really from Cavite.

Why did you leave?

My dad didn’t accept me.

I’m a boy.

But,

he wanted a different kind of boy.

At first,

I was quiet.

But one time,

he caught me holding hands

with another boy.

That was it.

He shouted at me.

Pushed me.

He said I had no shame.

And the worst part,

he said I was disgusting.

He said he doesn’t have a gay child.

What did you do?

I ran.

I had nowhere else to go

except to my grandmother.

Even though she’s old,

She cared for me.

She still understood me.

She raised me.

Loved me.

But...

She’s been gone for three years now.

Since then

I'm alone again.

I focused on studying.

I did part-time jobs everywhere.

There were times when

my life felt really low.

Sometimes I thought,

I don’t want to continue.

Until,

I went for a walk.

There.

I saw the coffee shop.

It was actually nice.

I didn’t really drink coffee.

But,

with nowhere else to go,

I bought that ensaymada.

Then,

I suddenly cried.

I didn’t know why.

Then Al,

he saw me.

We didn’t know each other then.

He gave me hot chocolate.

Because

he said,

the hot chocolate

is for taking away the—

sadness.

Then,

that’s where we started.

After a week,

I applied for a job.

They accepted me too.

Until I learned how to make

and drink coffee.

It’s already been almost a year.

So,

when someone comes in,

I feel happy.

But,

I also feel scared.

because

it might suddenly disappear.

I don’t want false hope anymore.

I don’t want hiding anymore.

But I like you.

Me too.

I’m not sure about everything, Jay.

But I know,

I’m sure about

what I feel tonight.

Me too.

Hey!

What are you doing here?

Nothing. Don’t you like it?

Let’s go!

It’s late!

Are you sure this is delicious?

Okay, I’ll try it.

I’ll taste it now.

You just eat.

This first bite for you.

Sure!

- What? - Delicious!

Wait a moment.

You’re so fast.

Wait a moment.

No, wait.

- Huh? - Hold on.

My turn.

Hey!

No.

No, no, no.

No, no.

No, no!

Go ahead.

Just one.

Wait!

Hold on a sec.

I’ll take it slowly.

Don’t worry.

Wait, wait, wait.

Slowly, okay?

Huh?

Promise.

Shit.

Here it comes.

Fuck!

Wait!

Does it feel good?

It feels good.

Do you want another one?

My turn.

Okay.

Ah!

Fuck!

Soft hands, oh.

You probably don’t know

how to wash dishes.

Hey.

I'm a manager.

Not a dishwasher.

Eat first.

Okay, let’s try it.

Delicious.

Sir Ethan?

Uh?

Oh wow!

Small world!

Um,

this is Sandra’s nephew.

This is...

Jay.

Hi.

Nice to meet you, Jay.

Well,

enjoy Sir Ethan.

See you at the Monday meeting?

Yeah, see you, see you.

Okay, take care!

A nephew, huh?

Sorry, okay?

It’s okay.

Hey,

sorry.

I said it’s okay.

I’m going home.

Who’s that?

Ah.

Just work.

Um,

urgent numbers.

Ethan, it’s late.

Tomorrow is Saturday,

you don’t have work, right?

Also,

you’re starting to make me feel neglected.

You’ve been coming home late for days and

always doing overtime.

There’s a new project.

Compliance.

Checks.

It’s really just

a bit stressful.

I know how to

take away your stress.

Jay! Jay!

- Jay! - Oh, Kevin.

Why?

Do you remember

the girl the other day?

Oh no!

We met last night.

- Really? - Solid.

Was that Ma’am Tess?

No!

- It was May! - Stop pretending.

Do you remember May?

Which May?

- So beautiful! - May!

May!

- That’s her! - I’m keeping May a secret, okay!

Solid, bro!

Solid?

- Really? - Solid! Delicious!

What happened?

Jay!

Good news!

Next week we’re booked for a

surprise birthday party.

Birthday with Ms. Fernando!

Kev, you handle the drinks, okay?

Boss!

I’m taking leave.

I have a date!

Wrong timing again!

Who’s joining Jay there?

I probably can manage!

I’ll handle it!

It’s probably just a small event.

Are you sure?

Yes!

So? Okay, just whenever

you need backup,

call me and

I’ll find someone to help you!

Okay!

Alright.

Hey!

You’re the one

who was with Sir Ethan the other night, right?

His nephew.

Jay, right?

Wait,

why is your aunt making you work

at Sir Ethan’s birthday party?

Sir Ethan?

Yes!

Uhm,

your uncle is already 40.

Tell him

Josh needs a sibling!

Guys! Guys! Guys!

Sir’s almost here!

Let’s go! Let’s go!

All set! All set!

Hurry!

The cake?

- Surprise! - Surprise!

- Happy Birthday! - Happy Birthday!

- Wow, wow! - Happy Birthday!

Oh! You made it!

- Ah, thank you, thank you! - Happy Birthday!

Babe!

- Hi, sweetheart! - Hi, babe!

There you go!

Happy Birthday!

You surprised me!

Here's your cake!

- Make a wish! - Make a wish!

Kiss!

Please sit down, okay?

Babe, eat now babe!

Oh!

Please eat, everyone!

Thank you!

- Babe! - Okay, okay.

Where am I going?

Ah.

I just need to get something from the car.

Ha?

Babe, I’ll be back.

Okay!

Hello!

Food is ready!

Eat now, everyone!

Jay!

It’s your birthday?

Oh! Hi, Ms. Fernando!

- How are you? - Hello.

Wait, why are you alone?

Where’s the birthday boy?

Ah!

He’s just in the car.

He just got something.

- He’ll be back too. - Oh!

Maybe he went to check on your nephew.

Wow! Your nephew is so diligent

even at your husband’s birthday party.

He is still working!

Nephew?

Yes, the...

The one who was here earlier,

Jay.

Because Sir Ethan told me

when we I saw him the other night.

They were even holding hands.

Sir Ethan actually has a sweet side

with your relatives.

At first, I thought...

He’s grumpy.

Always serious.

That’s how he is with us.

Holding hands?

Ah.

Yes, but when I approached him,

he suddenly said that

his your nephew.

I don’t have a nephew, Jay.

Go ahead.

I’m leaving.

Jay, please.

Don’t leave without talking to me.

What else should we talk about?

About me being your nephew?

It’s okay now.

I accept it.

Let’s not discuss this at your house.

Enjoy your day.

Sorry, sorry.

I just panicked!

I didn’t want to hurt you.

Do you think this is easy for me?

You think it’s easy for me as well?

I’m an idiot!

I know what I got into.

But still,

I went through with it.

I still gave in.

Because I thought,

you loved me.

Jay.

I love you.

I love you.

So, that’s it then.

Sandra.

Sandra.

Ethan, not now.

There are still people around.

Go back there!

And you, pretending to be

my nephew.

Who’s the lover of my husband!

Leave now!

How disgusting!

Leave!

I'm sorry.

Are you going to defend him, Ethan?

It’s really embarrassing, right?

You really made a scene.

On your birthday, of all days.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, Jay.

Bye!

Bye!

- Bye bye! - Okay, okay!

Take care.

Take care, you all?

- Thank you! Thank you! - Bye!

Take care!

They're leaving now.

You said bye to them?

Hey, I’m going ahead!

- I’m the only one here. - Bro!

- Thanks, okay? - Sure, sure.

- Take care! - Take care, okay?

Thank you!

Take care!

Sandra.

I’ll just put the kid to sleep,

we’ll talk later.

Let’s go, baby.

Let’s go.

Let’s sleep now.

I’m not a baby.

I’m not a baby.

I’m not a baby!

Since when?

When did you know you were gay?

I’m not gay!

I don’t even understand myself!

Maybe,

from before!

Or maybe I was just avoiding it

for a long time!

Was he the first?

Yes.

Do you know how much you fooled us?

Me!

And our child?

I didn’t expect this.

It wasn’t my intention.

But you allowed it!

You let it get deeper

the relationship between the two of you!

You let it destroy

our relationship!

Do you love him?

Do you love him?

I don’t know!

Maybe!

Yes!

You know, Ethan.

If he was a woman!

I might have forgiven you more.

But he’s not!

No!

Sandra.

Now I don’t know!

I don’t know what to do!

I don’t know how to start!

I don’t know what.

What do I say to our child

and how do I explain it?

I don’t know anymore!

Guide me.

I hope.

I hope I never met him.

Why is this happening to me?

You know, I love you.

But I need to fix

my family first.

I know that.

I know from the start,

you wouldn’t choose me.

It’s not like that.

What do you mean not?

What am I to you?

You’re my serenity.

You’re the real one.

But

our world

doesn’t accept the truth.

It hurts, Ethan.

It really hurts.

Wait.

Stay.

For the last time.

- Please. - Stop it.

Stop it.

Jay, stop it.

Please stay.

- Jay! - Just this once, please!

No!

Don’t leave me.

For the last time!

Jay.

Stop it.

Jay!

Stop it!

I don’t want to!

- Jay! - Please!

Stop it!

You can do this, Jay.

You managed before.

You can handle it alone again.

You’ll be okay.