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I know you won't listen

To what I have to say

One without the other

Any day

Yeah, I do get tired

Want it to go away

But now I've just accepted

It's the way my brain will stay

Why would I

Why would I

Want to go?

Want to go?

Why would I

Why would I

Want to go?

Want to go?

Just sad

I'm just sad

Just sad

I'm just sad

Just sad

I'm just sad

Just sad

I'm just sad...

I had a dream

I was learning

Then your love took it from me

I had a dream

I was learning

Then your love took it from me

I had a dream

I was learning

Then your love took it from me

Ask me what I think I believe

I need to see you.

Look, you're just stressed.

When you're emotional, your cycle gets all messed up.

Ah, got one!

It's a wee bit historical, but they still work.

Thanks.

OLLIE SIGHS

URINE TRICKLES

What now?

You just leave it on the bath for a few minutes.

TOILET FLUSHES, FOOTSTEPS

How long for?

Just long enough for you to tell me all about it.

Not today, please, Nan.

The Denson boy, Arran?

Your first boyfriend,

he gets shot dead after one shag.

You could be sat here now, pregnant with his child.

Is it ready yet?

No, not yet.

Dad did this.

Got you pregnant?

- Killed Arran. - Oh, come on.

You're not new to this world.

Don't act the fool.

It was Dad and his men.

Your dad,

he doesn't call the shots now.

Right, but it's his world, isn't it?

I'm not sure it is any more.

Will I give you my vape?

Just to relax you for the day?

SHANNON INHALES

Oh...

That'll sort you out.

I'm sorry.

About your boyfriend.

I mean, I know I haven't got a leg to stand on

when it comes to men, but I do think that was a bad choice.

You are not with child.

Pfft. Thank you.

Just relax today, aye?

Thanks, Nan. Love you.

And that test, it's prehistoric,

- so get yourself a backup, OK? - OK.

Go home, you little weirdo.

Are you wanting something?

Kitchen.

You're nosey.

Oh, so right for the snack cupboard?

Nuh-uh. I put those on when I was really little.

My mum went mad.

Are they whales?

- Uh-huh. - Whales are my favourite animal.

That's my wardrobe.

- What is this? - What are you doing?

- Is this animal fur? - Shut up. It's nice.

This is a big lamp.

Uh-huh...

Why does the cupboard look like this?

I don't know.

I was just asking.

Right, well, I didn't buy them, did I?

Fine, I just won't say anything.

Oh, my God.

They grow on you.

So, why are you not at school?

You have to say something, you wee brat.

Ooh-ooh...

- VOICE NOTE: - I had a great time with you the other night.

Can't wait to see you.

I had a great time with you the other night.

Can't wait to see you.

I had a great time with you the other night.

Can't wait to see you.

What are you doing?

You've got mud everywhere.

When are you going home?

You got any bug food?

Wow.

She speaks.

Bug food?

- Downstairs. - Come on, then.

- What? - Come and play with the bugs.

Rock, paper, shoot. Rock, paper, shoot.

Rock, paper, shoot.

LAUGHTER

- Er, Bobby Bob. - Mm-hm.

So Bobby Bob...

I can't tell how many there are.

- ..Squirt... - Huh?

- There's three. - Oh...

So Bobby Bob, Squirt and Joe.

Bobby Bob is the longest one, probably.

Er, Squirt, he's the smallest.

There was two. You might have both of them.

LAUGHTER

Gie us a rainbow flick.

While I swing.

LAUGHTER

LAUGHTER

Why are we doing the same?!

I might go fly back to the shop.

Fly back? Why, what did you forget?

Cheerios.

We've got them.

Brr!

When are you going home?

When I want to.

Won't your parents be worried?

No. Are yours?

They might be - if they come home and find you.

Kidnapping's probably the only crime we're not known for, you know?

There's a lot of chaos over here.

Swallow me whole

And pummel me down

Like a needle

I'll arrive into the steeple...

But is it working?

GUNSHOT

Go! Go! Go!

Go, go, go! Go, go!

Er...

It's OK.

Feel this.

You see?

Look, feel.

You need help.

Throbbing...

I'm drying your hair. Stay still.

You're doing a bad job of it.

KNOCKING

Knock, knock.

Who's there?

No, you say knock, knock -

and I will answer the door.

OK.

Knock, knock.

Wow, what is this at my door?

Whoa!

SHANNON LAUGHS

Hmm, it's quite big.

Maybe some chocolate?

An animal?

Hurry up, I'm getting cold.

That's a bit sassy.

Oh, it's a gift.

I think I'll keep it.

My mum and dad do that for me.

How much do you miss him?

A lot.

What does it feel like?

I don't know yet.

I miss him, too.

What do you mean?

I think I would've missed him.

If I knew him.

I think you would have, too.

I love my mum and dad.

Is it similar to that?

It's a little bit, yeah.

Do your mum and dad love each other?

Yeah.

Mum says Dad is her fairy tale ending.

I want a love story like that.

My mum used to say that about my dad.

She must be sad.

She is.

Do you want to talk to him?

Who?

Arran.

How?

I can do it.

You can't tell anyone, though.

They'll think you're mad.

Yes.

What do we do?

We wait.

For what?

Shut your eyes.

Shut your eyes. It won't work otherwise.

OK.

Hi.

Hi.

You OK?

I'm OK.

No peeking!

I'm not peeking.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, too.

I wish I'd have actually known you.

You knew the good bits.

I wanted to know the bad bits, too.

You knew mine.

They made you who you are.

The Shannon I love.

I love you.

I mean, all I can see when I close my eyes...

..is that guy who killed you.

I don't want to keep seeing that.

Let me help you just see me.

Let me help you to just see me, too.

Look at me!

What?

Look at me!

Where's Arran?

Always him.

What about me?

I don't like you.

I want Arran.

Let me help you see me.

Now that I got rid of fucking Arran!

SHANNON GASPS

GUNSHOT, SHANNON YELPS

CREAKING

Just packing up and leaving?

Without telling us?

I told your mum.

But not your kids?

I thought she'd say something.

What, is that her job, is it?

To tell your kids that you're leaving them?

I'm not leaving you, Shannon. I'm still your dad.

Right.

You know, it feels like you're just fucking giving up

on this family, Dad.

At a pretty tense time, might I add?

You and your men just fucking killed a boy.

I know you don't like me at the moment, Shannon,

but I'm not making those decisions any more.

You've always been selfish, you know that?

Now you're just giving up on Mum.

On your wife.

The woman you promised a fairy tale ending,

- the woman you... - I can't handle this today, OK?

What, it's not on your schedule, is it? What, you're just going?

Dad? Dad!

Dad!

You spineless, selfish cunt!

ENGINE STARTS

DOOR CREAKS

Is this it?

I didn't think he'd send a girl to do me in.

Who?

Sam?

I hate that daft prick as much as you do.

Maybe even more.

HE SNIFFS

HE SIGHS

You ever had a sandwich from that place at the end of the road?

Aye, quite often.

Well, have you ever noticed that the guy never washes his hands?

You've ruined my favourite lunch spot.

Hmm. Life's unfair, innit?

Yep.

I'm sorry about Arran.

He really liked you.

I miss him.

Me too.

I don't think he'd be bothered about the sandwich guy.

I used to see him dropping his sandwich

on this fucking manky floor.

Pack it up, stuff it right back in his mouth.

Wow, disgusting.

I know your dad.

Strange, huh?

When we were kids,

our dad worked for your family.

And your dad was the only one who checked in on us.

Came to the funeral, would give us money.

Call my mum, make sure we were doing OK.

Nobody else.

He wasn't involved...

..with Arran.

I know.

Sam, though...

MUSIC: Concrete Over Water by Jockstrap

I wanna be there

I want more than my head

Should've meant it when I said

Now I'm more than my head.

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