All language subtitles for 2025-PVT Alyx Star - Fear No More

Come in.

Could you get the handle?

I'm sorry?

Oh, it's unlocked. Oh, hey, come on in.
Hi.

Hi, how are you?

Thank you.

Oh, okay.

Hi, I'm Dr. Vanske. Oh, I don't do that.
I'm sorry.

It's really nice to meet you.

Okay. I'm Alex.

Oh, nice to meet you. Great, Alex.

Please, have a seat.

I really don't mean to be, um, like an
inconvenience or anything, but, um... Do

you have anything we can wipe the couch
with?

Oh, clean it, you mean? Uh -huh. It's
just the germs. Sure, sure. Yeah,

The germs.

Oh, yeah, well, no, I understand. Sure,
actually.

Yeah, we keep some stuff, cleaning
products around here, you know. Oh,

wonderful. Thank you.

Especially after, uh...

I just don't know who sits on it, and I
just, I can't touch their germs, and

it's just a thing of mine.

Is that what brings you in today?

Um, yeah, yeah.

I've been, um, I've been recommended
that

I seek a little bit of help for, um,
they call it hypochondriac.

Oh, has that been professionally
diagnosed?

Excuse me.

You know, I haven't seen a psychiatrist
or anything. It's just my primary.

Thank you for cleaning that. No worries.
I want you to be as comfortable as

possible. I want you to think of this
office as a safe space for yourself.

Anything you want to discuss? Anything
you're not comfortable with?

Please, don't hesitate.

Let me know, and we'll make it right for
you, okay?

I'm going to be as comfortable as
possible. Thank you. I'm really sorry.

No, no, no. Don't be sorry. Do you find
yourself having to apologize a lot for

feeling this way? Are other people
probably judgmental, maybe?

I've been told I, you know,
inconvenience in people's lives by

extra work to clean for me.

Okay. All right.

Especially my friends and my family.

You are here because you have a
hypochondriac disorder that you like to

care of.

Do you feel like it affects your life on
a daily basis?

Yeah, it definitely impacts my day -to
-day life and limits the things that I'm

able to do.

You know, my friends and my family, they
do a lot more than me.

I'm sorry, is that a camera?

Yes. As I've done on them, there's
actually a couple of cameras that I run.

find it easier than taking notes
sometimes.

I go back and interview. And plus I find
sometimes when I take too many notes,

patients feel like I'm not paying
attention to them. Maybe I'm doing

working on my schedule or something to
that effect. Okay.

So, no, I like to keep the cameras
around and minimal notes. Okay.

Is that okay? Yeah, I'm sorry. I just
wanted to know. Oh, no, don't worry.

roll all the time. I forget they're even
here. Yeah.

All right.

Don't worry about that. Okay.

Well, let's get to know each other a
little bit. Why don't you tell me a

bit about yourself?

Okay, yeah, sure.

Well, my name's Alec.

I have a dog.

He has to be...

I have an allergenic dog because of the
shedding. I can't do the shedding.

What kind of dog are you? It's a
Labradoodle.

Okay.

Yeah, her name's Polly.

Polly. Yeah, she's a sweetheart.

So we're going on a walk with my dog,
Polly.

I have a few friends, and I have two
siblings.

Okay.

I live with my family still.

Do you have siblings? Are they younger
or older?

One of each. I'm a middle child.

Oh, okay. Yeah.

Okay, great.

Well, parents are divorced. They're
parents together.

My parents are still together.

I know.

We're lucky at birth these days, huh?

Well, marriage is about a 50 -50 gamble,
they say, right?

That's not good odds, I don't think.

You wouldn't go parachuting if the odds
were 50 -50, would you? No, I mean, I

wouldn't go parachuting if the odds were
100.

I thought you'd think. No.

Yeah, so that's pretty much it.

I hang out with my family and my
friends.

Polly and... Well, let's start with
Polly. As an example, take your dog for

walk.

Someone who's affected by, you know,
hypochondria or germs.

You find it difficult to clean up after
your dog. You find it difficult to

maintain your dog.

Oh, yes.

Grooming, washing, all that type of
thing. There's a lot of responsibility

that. How do you find...

Do you hire other people?

My siblings really help a lot.

I can't take Collie out on walks if it's
muddy because then I can step in the

mud. Oh, yeah. And I need new shoes.

I was going to ask you about that.

How do you get around like that?

I go through shoes a lot.

Do you? Yeah.

Wow. Because I know what your shoes are
going to have.

They're clean. Yeah, they're a few days
old. A pair of shoes that last me, I

mean, just depending on the weather and
what I do, maybe like two weeks.

Oh, wow. Yeah.

Well, that's expensive. You know, they
really pick up on germs. They're walking

on the ground and everybody else is
touching the ground.

Trash goes on the ground. Yeah, I know.
It's just really, it's not sanitary.

No, no, no.

Maybe you're home.

do you take specific cautions of this
type of thing to to keep that to a

or how's your living situation yeah um
my parents have had to get to get it

um to really keep the place extra
sanitary so i'm like comfortable moving

the whole The whole place.

Before that, I just would stay in my
room because I could keep that clean.

That's true.

But they didn't want me to be, like,
limited to just my bedroom. So we have a

maid now who keeps the house clean.

And your overall health is good?

Very healthy. It's because I stay away
from all the germs.

Well, that's what I was going to ask.
Your immune system is functioning well.

But, you know, one problem is people try
to avoid germs a lot.

If you don't come into contact with
germs on a regular basis, your immune

doesn't know how to fight them.

So sometimes exposing yourself to these
types of things can actually be

beneficial and healthy. I know it's hard
to overcome that initial reaction of,

like, oh, it's germs, it's dirty, it's
not good. But, you know, you don't want

one day to be walking down the street
and someone sneezes and you just fall

dead. You know, this will happen if you
don't come across germs on a daily

basis. So what do you do? So, like, I
noticed you wouldn't even open the

doorknob, right? Mm -hmm.

Huh.

That's really tough. So you just... So
say you go to the restroom, and you're

stuck in the restroom, and you can't
leave.

I don't really use public restrooms. You
don't use public restrooms? No, I just

limit the water or liquids that I'm
intaking when I'm out.

Wow. Yeah.

You just never know who's been in them
and when it's been cleaned last.

So it's just what works for me.

Huh.

Okay. All right. Yeah, I mean, it's
very... I know it's silly.

It's not silly. It's a very common
condition, and it's something that a lot

people deal with. I don't want to say
suffer from, because it's not as though

it's some sort of incurable illness or
anything of that nature. It's a very

normal reaction. Have you had people
like me before?

I have. Really? I have.

Some of my methods are a little bit
unorthodox. We can get to them, but very

successful. There's been progress?

I have. I've had patients come in and, I
mean, it takes a little bit of trust

and quite a bit of work, actually.

It's not like you're going to walk out
of the office today and be completely

cured, but the goal today is to start
this process, make you feel comfortable

where you can.

function in society you know not feel
like you're hindering some people or

or feel held back in a new sort of way
um that would be nice so do you find it

are you in a relationship do you find it
difficult to have a relationship with

uh well

That's kind of something that's like
encouraged me wanting to get help.

this guy that I really, really like and
he really likes me back too.

And he said he'd be really patient with
me and he's been really patient. But he

says that he really needs more and, you
know, cares about me and wants to

express that physically, his words.

And I want to be able to do that for him
because I really do like him. I don't

want to lose him just because I can't,
you know, be physical at all. So you

can't be intimate in the least.

How long has it been?

We've been together for six months.

Okay. Yeah, and, I mean, all my friends,
you know, everyone, I know what

everybody's doing. They tell me what
they're doing with their boyfriend.

And, like, we go out to eat and
everything, and they're all holding

they're kissing.

Yes. And I can't do that with mine.

And I just want to be able to be normal
like everybody else and make my

boyfriend, you know, feel good.

Okay, yeah.

These are all easily attainable goals.

Yeah. This is nothing, this is no...

Major thing that you can't overcome.

Thank you.

Okay, so six months.

So no sex?

No, no sex. No sex at all? No.

And he's okay with it? He's
understanding of your... He's been

but I feel like if I don't do anything
now...

He's going to slip away, and I might
lose him.

You don't want that. No, I really,
really. He's been so patient. He's a

good guy, and we have a connection.

Yeah.

But he said he's even comfortable
starting slow.

He just needs to start somewhere.

I totally understand.

Just out of curiosity, so if you had a
situation and someone were to try to put

their...

I was thinking, hmm.

So, no touching at all?

Well, I just don't know when you washed
your hands last, so... Well,

why don't we try this? Why don't we try
it from a distance?

My hands are clean, I assure you.

I wash on a regular basis. Yeah. Well,
especially in the world we live in

Yeah.

60 seconds?

Under this. Oh, yeah. Yeah, absolutely.

Washing back and forth.

I'm just going to try to touch you.

We'll start from the far away.

Start with your foot.

Try to touch your shoe. Uh -huh.

Is that uncomfortable?

Yeah.

Yeah, that's uncomfortable.

I would say uncomfortable is the word.

It's just...

Just touching your foot? Yeah, you're
touching my shoe.

Yeah, okay.

Oh, so now that probably doesn't...
You'd probably think that that would...

should get a new pair.

Hmm.

What if I were to tell you there's
nothing wrong with that shoe that would

bother you, that could possibly harm you
physically?

Do you know that?

Yes.

Yes, I do.

Yes, I do.

I'll approve a point.

See?

Nothing at all that can harm you.

It's just a shoe.

Okay.

Did I die?

I don't think so. You're sitting right
in front of me.

Then I'll be here tomorrow.

Okay. And I promise there'll be nothing
left. I can't. I'm not going to do that.

No, I wouldn't expect you to do that.
I'm going to take baby steps. Okay.

Okay.

I can do baby steps.

I want to do baby steps.

It's good.

Baby steps are good. Baby steps are
really good.

You know, I want to try this. Why don't
we have you start by standing up?

Sure.

Okay, great.

Now, so suppose you're in a heart of
train or a

situation where you're in a bar or
something. People are very close.

Uh -huh.

How does that make you feel?

Um... Uncomfortable?

Just our shoulders touching?

Yeah.

It almost hurt, like my skin.

I feel like there's crawling.

Like your skin is literally, do you feel
like your skin is crawling? Yeah, like

there's bugs just crawling on my skin.

Oh, wow. So having your

space just slightly invaded makes you
feel that uncomfortable?

Mm -hmm.

Yeah.

Yeah, that doesn't feel great.

No, huh?

No. Well, I think maybe it's part of the
problem. Oh, but I didn't.

Yeah, well, you know, we're going to try
a little experiment.

Sure.

I'm going to ask you to take your top
off.

My shirt?

Yes. Okay.

Yeah. I think maybe part of the problem
is I

feel like you're enclosing yourself off,
like you just have layers of...

Like an onion, just like layers and
layers of keeping people away from you.

You know, I think if you, maybe you were
to start there,

allow yourself to feel a little
vulnerable.

Feeling an onion.

Just going somewhere where you're not
exactly 100 % comfortable.

I've been told so, I can imagine.

Just an onion, yeah.

Yeah. Happy place.

Happy places.

I want you to think of this, this,

This boyfriend of yours, this patient,
loving, caring, considerate... Brad?

Brad? Think of me as Brad.

Okay. Okay, just try to imagine.

I'm Brad.

No, don't keep your eyes closed.

Brad's just going to touch you, just
nervous and softly.

Not too intrusive.

You want Brad to touch you, right?

Yeah, I do.

Yeah, I do.

Brad wants to touch you.

Mm -hmm.

Brad definitely wants to touch me.

I bet he does.

Does this feel terrible right now,
imagining that I'm Brad?

Could be worse.

Could be worse, right?

Mm -hmm.

Is your skin crawling?

Not as much.

No.

I think he's not a stranger anymore.

No. He's someone you care about.

He's the one I care about.

I know.

If you care about him that much, I think
you owe it to him to really

make this therapy work for you.

Okay? He deserves it. He does. He does.

Now, don't let me have a seat. You sit
right there. Sure.

Okay.

You're making great strides.

Thank you.

You're right to start. Thank you for
being so patient. No, no. The patience

what it's all about here. You know,

we're trying to establish a trust, a
little trust and bond between the

and the patient. And I think we're doing
very well.

I think so, too. We're doing very, very
well.

Yeah.

So. Okay.

Let's talk a little bit more about this
intimacy.

Are you a virgin?

Yeah.

Never had sex with anyone?

No.

No. How old are you?

I'm not supposed to ask any of that.

Well, I'm asking as a doctor.

Okay, you're going to have to answer.

But most girls your age probably have
had sex by now, right?

All my friends have had sex.

Sure. Like with multiple people.

Well, how do you feel about that? How
does that make you feel?

A little left out.

Yeah? Yeah.

Do you think your friends are dirty for
having sex with multiple people?

I mean, like you said, they didn't die.

Right, yeah, they didn't die.

Not like they're...

Walking around with communicable
diseases or anything, right?

Well, they probably know they could be.

Well, they could be, but most likely.
They seem okay.

They seem okay.

Well, safe sex and promiscuous sex are
two different things.

What you're talking about is a nice,
strong, healthy relationship with Brad,

I don't see any reason.

Why you two can't have a physical
relationship of that nature.

He talks about wanting to just, like,
kiss my neck.

Mm -hmm. And, like, caress my body.

Sure. Sure. Those are all great things
to do. How do you feel about that?

I want to get there.

Okay. I do.

Mm -hmm. I do. I feel like I'm missing
out on something.

You know, all my friends tell me just
how good.

Orgasm feels.

So have you only had an orgasm with
yourself?

No.

So you don't even masturbate? No,
because there's juices

and bodily fluids.

That's the best part, though.

Really? Yeah, that's what makes you you.

It's your life flow. It's your energy.

It's your woman -ness.

That's your hormones.

I mean, I'm sure Brad can smell the
pheromones when you're in the room. He

that he wants to taste it.

Yes. I mean, it's an animalistic
instinct.

It's a primal urge, really.

And again, it's all very scientific, but
it's all very natural as well.

We speak from our underarms, from our
private ears, and from the bottom of our

feet. That's where your feminine
pheromones come from.

Right. So, that being said, I think we
should continue

this exercise.

Will you pretend I'm Brad? Will you
close your eyes?

Okay.

Okay.

It wasn't so bad, right?

Kind of too cold.

In a good way? Mm -hmm.

See?

See how much closer we are right now?

Yeah, aren't your knees touching mine?

He doesn't seem to bother you, does he?

Not so much.

Okay. I'm closer. I'm not

a

therapist. I've tried a few.

I've never made much progress.

I've tried to be kind of tactic.

Well, I appreciate you saying that.

My methods are a little unconventional.

It's not what everyone does, but I do
have experience in this field.

I've also just never been so motivated,
you know, now that I have Bratz.

Well, Bratz sounds like a real nice guy,
and I'm going to make sure that we take

care of the two of you, okay? Yeah.

All right. Now, why don't we have you
stand up? Okay.

I'm going to, uh, I'm going to have you,
I'm just going to have you take the

top, what's that top off?

Just make sure it's folded nicely.

Yeah, like that.

Okay.

Um, no one else sees the camera.

Oh, you see this? No, no, no, no, no.
This is, this is.

purely for my own research.

Okay, I'm not trying to question you.
No, no, no, that's a reasonable

Just wanted to ask.

No, no, you don't, I can understand
that. Especially, you feel probably

vulnerable right now.

Yeah, that's one word for it.

Yeah, yeah.

Well, let's start with the skirt then.

We'll take the skirt down as well.

Like an onion, we're just going to peel
off these layers.

I think these articles of clothing kind
of make you feel like protective layers.

And I think... I don't want it to sit on
the floor for too long. Oh, no.

The idea is to slowly peel away this

clothing and make you feel a little more
vulnerable each time.

Pardon me in advance. I'm not sick. I
just...

Excuse me. Oh, no.

You're fine.

You're fine.

All right.

Would you have a seat, please? Okay.

Was there a dog in here or something?

No, no, no. You have the allergies?
Maybe.

No. No, maybe you just feel a little...
A little bit in your head. Maybe it's a

little... Yeah, yeah.

I'm okay. I want you to lean back. Okay.

I want you to close your eyes again.

I want you to...

Think about Brad.

I want you to think about Brad.

Okay, I want you to do this.

Think about Brad.

Imagine I'm him.

Brad.

I'm on your feet.

Let's start here.

They're clean. I shower twice a day.

You know?

I don't want you to think about that. I
want you to think about Brad. Okay.

How was that? Was that okay?

That was hard.

That was hard? That was hard.

Oh, okay.

Did you like it, though?

Okay.

Let's see.

Okay.

I can feel how tense you are right now.
Yeah.

I'm sorry.

Why don't you try to relax?

Breathe deep.

I want you to imagine this is Brad's
tongue.

Yeah.

How was that?

How was that for you?

Well, I'm not the one in therapy.

You're the one trying to overcome these
issues.

I'm totally comfortable where I'm at. I
mean, yeah, you're sitting on the

ground.

Well, it's because I know I have a
cleaning crew that comes in and does a

good job, so I feel comfortable.

Okay. We're going to get you feeling
comfortable, too. I'm still going to

the couch. Now the couch is clean.

Yeah.

You looked at my shoe.

Yeah. You're still alive.

You're still alive. Yeah.

Sucked on your toes.

Still breathing.

Still breathing.

Couldn't have been too many germs.

Okay.

Okay. All right.

Nice and slow.

Yes.

So how was that?

Not bad?

It wasn't that bad.

No good? So one of the areas that I've
had success in with other patients is

helping them to achieve an orgasm.

So it's just a major part of you that
you're missing out on. And I think that

we could get you to achieve an orgasm
today, before you left the office, Sure.

think that would put you in the right
mindset.

It would give you a goal, something to
work towards. Okay.

A reward.

Once you experience it, you'll
understand what you've been missing.

Okay. And I think that will help you
with this relationship issue with you

Brad. And you can make me achieve an
orgasm.

I've had success. Success before?

Okay. So is that something you're
interested in doing?

Yeah. Okay, great. Yeah.

Okay. Okay, so you've had success
before?

Many times.

What's the treatment?

Like a medication or do you have like a
tool or like an instrument?

Oh, no, no, no.

It's just me.

Just me and my tongue for now. Your
tongue?

My tongue, yeah.

Okay.

Yeah. Should you maybe go brush your
teeth?

I mean, I'm just sucking on your toes.
I'm licking the bottom of your shoes.

Do you use a tongue scraper when you
brush?

Yeah. You do? Of course.

Okay. Of course.

Okay. This is all part of the process to
make you feel comfortable. Okay.

Yes. I want you to... Yes.

Again, just imagine I'm Brad. Oh, yes.
Brad.

Relax.

Get your boots on. Okay.

Oh my.

You feel okay?

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, I think I like it.

I'm going to have you turn around right
here.

Was that it? Was that the orgasm? No,
no, no. We're not there yet.

You didn't come yet, did you?

I mean, I don't think so.

Okay. Well, we're going to have you get
right down here and put your ass in

here. Yeah.

Like this.

Oh, my.

Oh, right there. I really like it right
there.

Oh.

Oh, wow.

Oh,

it makes my knees shake.

How's that feel?

A little different?

I've never felt... That's nice.

Oh, my.

I'd say definitely orgasm.

I'm touching my juices.

All right.

Never done that.

That's pretty good, huh?

That was really nice. I felt like my
whole body just like...

Have you ever tried masturbating on your
own?

Have you ever tried touching your own
vagina?

No.

How do you deal with your monthly cycle?

Well, I just wear gloves.

You wear gloves?

Yeah, I don't get the blood on me. You
don't want the blood on me?

Okay. But you know what we're going to
do right now?

I'm going to have you sit up in this
chair.

Sit up?

Like how I was? Yeah, just nice and
comfortable.

Just like normal.

Okay.

I want you to close your eyes.

Okay.

You're imagining them, Brad, right?

Eyes closed.

Yep.

You're imagining them, Brad, right?
Okay.

Do you feel how hard that is?

Whoa. Yeah.

Oh, my gosh.

Oh, my God.

See?

Those are my juices. I'm pre -coming.

Whoa. Just for you.

Don't you imagine this is Bradcock,
okay? So hard.

I was excited to see you. I didn't
expect it to feel so strong.

Well, that's how you know if it likes
you.

Yeah? Mm -hmm.

So if Brad's really strong like this...
That really likes me.

If Brad's really strong like this,
you'll know how he likes you, too. Just

that? Oh, that's amazing.

Mm.

Mm. Can you put your lips on?

I could try.

That was wonderful.

You're doing incredible.

It's making my mouth water.

Yeah? In a good way?

Mm -hmm.

That's it.

Oh,

my

God.

I'll take your other hand.

fully engaged.

Have you ever thought about doing this
before?

No.

Do you like making strides? Do you like
making gains?

Huge. Okay.

Huge progress.

Mm -hmm.

Oh, there you go.

Like that. Just like that. Okay. Oh, my
goodness.

Yeah.

That's kind of exhilarating.

My God, I almost got lost in the big
boobs.

I feel a little bit of pressure.

Okay. Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Yes.

Whoa.

Whoa.

Oh.

Oh.

I feel you.

dummy is that you oh that's what it
feels like

secretions, huh? Mm -hmm.

It's not that bad, right?

Mm -hmm.

Oh,

yeah.

All right.

Ready some more?

Yeah. All right.

Why don't you get nice and comfy?

Okay.

If I go faster.

Take all that cum.

And I want you to rub it all over you.

All of your breasts, all over your
stomach.

Rub it all over.

Kind of like lotion.

Yeah.

I call this progress.

What do you think?

Yeah.

Huge. Tremendous.

You think Bradley will be okay with
this? Bradley is going to be so excited.

I'm glad I can help.

Here you are.

Why don't you clean yourself off and get
dressed.

And when you're done, you stop off at
the receptionist at the front. And

schedule an appointment for next week.

And you can come back and we'll finish
our therapy, okay?

Okay. Okay, great. I'll see you next
week then.

Okay. All right.

Monday all right?

You know what? Check with the
receptionist. I'll show him the

Thank you so much, doctor.

That was seriously amazing.

You're very welcome.