All language subtitles for The Gay Agenda 29 (2024)

And that was Adam Charles with his
breakout hit, Tequila Talking. That

his rise to stardom. Now nominated for
multiple CMAs, including single, male

vocalist, and entertainer.

Hey. Good morning.

Oh, you got it. Yeah, you too.

Smells good.

Hey.

Thank you.

I got nothing stronger.

What, are you day drinking now?

Well, I'm weighing my options.

Shit.

Jesus.

You should see the other guy.

This isn't a joke.

I know.

Know what?

How did you... Tabloids called me this
morning for a statement. The label is

very concerned.

We were attacked.

We have to get ahead of this.

What's this?

Mexico? All expenses paid. You're
welcome.

Okay.

Stephanie Stevens will be there? You
mean the train wreck?

See, this is a win -win.

You'll help her revamp her image.

She'll help you with... People will eat
up the sexy photos. No one will expect

it to last and everything will go back
to normal.

No.

This is how it works.

The label pours millions into your
career. They want to protect their

investment. Yeah.

And what am I supposed to do after, huh?

Get a girlfriend.

Well, you wouldn't be the first.

Thanks for stopping by, Jolene.

Adam, we'll consider your generous
offer.

And get back to...

Let's

cut the bullshit, Adam.

You wanted to play in the big leagues.
Well, now you are.

People don't give a shit what you do
behind closed doors, but they don't want

shoved in their face.

Call me when you figure it out.

Bye -bye.

She believed the stones on her?

And your label?

I mean, how heartless can they be to
pull that kind of shit after what was it

went through?

She's right.

What?

You know, I was just fooling myself
thinking any of this could have been

different. No, no, no.

You promised.

I just need that number one.

But this, hey, this is number three.

Yeah. And you see, this is not good
enough.

Why does it always have to be on me
anyway, huh?

You knew what you were getting yourself
into when we started this. But that was

a long time ago.

How much longer, huh?

Weeks?

Months?

Years? Things are changing.

We just need to be a little bit more...
A little more what?

Miserable?

Ashamed?

Afraid to walk out on the street?

Hiding who you... Hiding who you really
are.

And for what?

Backward Hicks might accept you someday.

This is my career. Do you even hear
yourself? Me? My career?

Adam, we got beat up because we're gay.

What about us?

You know what's good?

We should just release the footage
online.

What?

It was you? I didn't know that was going
to happen, okay? I just thought that

maybe... Matthew, why would you do that?
That maybe we could have a life.

Country music would just have to deal
with it.

Oh my God, their superstar is a big
homo. Don't.

What? You don't like that word?

Homo?

Homo?

Homo. Don't call me that. Adam, it's
what you are.

It's just because you can go out on
stage and play pretend.

It doesn't change that.

Not for a second.

And you could do so much good right now.

So much good.

But just being honest.

You don't get it.

You screwed up!

But you know what?

I'm glad.

Because what I didn't realize up until
now is how much of a coward you really

are.

Because you won't even fight for us.

I'm trying not to think about you think
about you now

and I'd be lying if I said

that I didn't want to think about you
think about you now

cause when I'm wide awake I

don't know how

Yeah, I know.

Me?

Yeah, so well.

It's calm.

It's very strong.

Can I get a small bottle of light?

Yeah.

Mm. Mm.

On how he wants to sound?

On Jesus' birthday?

Or on us?

On us is good.

I thought he was getting older.

Why?

It's usually like that.

You're older than 20, right?

Do you think that's bad?

No.

Why are you lying about that?

Because you're better for you.

If you think you like a teenager.

I'm going to get a pizza.

Philippe, I'm going to get someone to
bring me a pizza.

How long has the vent been in the room?

Three days.

I'm sure there's no one else these days.

No, no, no, no.

I'll call back myself.

But give me a kiss.

Okay?

Okay.

Yes.

Say, Charlotte.

I'm proud of you.

Yes, I say that too little.

Yeah.

Me too.

It's always a Christmas party.

Kisses.

Bye.

Say, if you still have plans for
tonight, then... ...you can go on.

It makes me want to stay here.

I'm here now too.

I can't find you anywhere else.

NSA, BNP, MASC, FEM, CHEMS.

It's a world of codes, isn't it? A world
with its own private language and its

own private dialect of wants and needs.

But I think the terminology itself can
be loaded, you know.

Like I know for some people, the NSA
thing, like the no strings thing,

something that's impersonal.

Like there's no emotions or there's no
real intimacy involved.

But some of my most intimate experiences
have been with casual hookups.

With strangers, even.

And people really have revealed some
seriously surprising

and honest things to me, you know.

And I've made my own confessions too.

In return.

He still lives here, doesn't he?

And my dad?

Well... Actually, he died.

Just before Christmas.

Oh, Jesus, I'm sorry.

That's okay.

He's been sick a while.

He had emphysema.

It gets intense.

It's a bit like watching someone slowly
drown in their own body or something.

You know what's weird?

The whole thing made us closer.

There's always been this kind of
awkwardness.

In the last few months, he became pretty
dependent on me.

Obviously, it was pretty difficult, but
there was something really,

really nice about it too.

I never really realized how dark it was.

It's into humor.

In the end though, and it is fucked up
to say, but in the end I just hope that

it'll be over quicker.

And when it finally does happen, it
almost doesn't feel real.

It's fucked up to say, but you feel
relieved.

You feel like you can finally breathe
again.

You apologize a lot, do you know that?

Do I?

I'm sorry.

I'm still just laying here like this.

I always find that weird going there
when they're, like, not kissing, not

cuddling.

Do you meet, like, a lot of fellas off
going there, or...? I go through phases.

There was a period I was going home a
lot, like three or four times a week.

You do end up with some weird ones,
though.

Like older, married?

Young, old, married.

I'm a bit of a slow, what can I say?

And you can kind of tell.

The ones that get creepy or aggressive.

But sometimes I'm just like, fuck it.

Some of my mates even ask me if I'm
attracted to them, and I'm like, no, not

really.

But they're attracted to me.

And I think that's what turns me on.

It's the knowing they want me.

Or they're being wanted, I suppose.

Where is home?

I don't know.

I don't really think of Brazil as home
anymore.

It's been a long time now.

When I was a kid, I lived with my mom
and my dad in this tiny little

It was very close to a river. One night
when I was sleeping with my mom in her

bed, my dad, he set the place on fire.

He wanted to do it. What is it? A
murder, suicide, or something like that.

They sent him to prison after that.

My mom, she, well, she died.

I only remember little bits of her now.

At the time, I don't think I really
understood what it all meant.

My mom, she was gone, and then I was
mourning her.

But my dad, suddenly, he was gone too.

Kind of crazy, isn't it?

I had to mourn both of them.

My mom and my dad.

The men who killed her.

He looked like little mountain rangers.

Yeah.

I think he started when I was like 13.

I guess I kind of...

started because um it gave me this
feeling of control you know

when people did stuff or when people
hurt me it was

like it's like they could control how i
was feeling but if i did it to myself

then it was it was me you know it was me
in control

i used to hate

them like i used to try and them up and
stuff all the time but um i i actually

kind of like them now you know they're
they're like a reminder i guess i don't

know they're they're like a map you know
they just show my journey from

you know where i came from

There's something about that calmness
that comes after the sex.

And maybe, I don't know, the fact that
you probably won't ever see each other

again, that really allows you to let
your guard down, to be vulnerable

with each other, I suppose.

To be honest, like, much more than the
sex, it's these moments after that I

always find myself craving.

These days, it just feels like...

One big tangle of faces and names and
bodies in bedrooms.

But you ask me, what is it about these
encounters that I find so appealing?

Besides, obviously, getting to be a huge
whore.

But no, I don't know if there's one
clear answer.

Like, at one point, I might have said
it's kind of anthropological.

Like, you get a glimpse into another
person's inner life for a few quick

And if you'd asked me another time,
though, I might have said that it's a

experience intimacy without the
emotional risks involved in commitment.

But, I don't know, like, I mean, there's
a different shade of loneliness, isn't

there?

There's that kind of loneliness you can
feel even when you're around people,

like when you have good mates or a
family.

Even when you're in a stable, seemingly
healthy relationship.

I don't know.

Maybe it's just a way to feel close to
another person.

To have a little company for a little
while.

Like a little holiday from yourself.

Maybe it doesn't need to be much more
complicated than that.

Thank you.

Yes, this is Jasper. Can you call me
back?

Subtitled by Grethel Trejo

That's what I thought.

I have to go home.

No.

I'm going to pick you up.

I just wanted

to

do that.

Why?

And I'm leaving.

Yes.

I can go somewhere.

You have to get rid of the victim at
that moment.

I'd rather get rid of the victim.

So if I leave now, then I'll never see
you again.

I'm not going with you.

Fucking drama.

Yes.

I'm trying to talk to you.