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It's just a migraine.
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Honey, until
we're completely sure...
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Is the pain
a tight band
or pulsating?
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Good question.
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Pulsating,
light bothers me,
nausea.
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I get these
all the time.
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You said you didn't
feel a, uh...
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What'd you
call it? A...
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An aura.
I know, but...
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Exactly how often
do you get
these symptoms?
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I just ask,
since your boyfriend doesn't
seem to recognize them.
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(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)
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(BOTH CHUCKLE)
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Zane and I have
only known each other
for eight days.
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It moved fast.
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Ellie, did you feel
your foot twitch?
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No.
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Positive Babinski.
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What does
that mean?
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It's not
a migraine.
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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
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DR. REZNICK:
Oh, that.
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I was performing
due diligence
on my new roommate,
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who might be
a violent maniac,
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and look what I found
in his closet.
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It's cute.
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You moved in
with two suitcases.
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You only have
four pairs of underwear.
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How the hell did a parrot
make the cut?
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I'm a Parrothead.
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A Jimmy Buffett
enthusiast.
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The Margaritaville
guy?
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Well, he has other,
far better songs,
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but yes,
the Margaritaville guy.
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It brings me luck.
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Scary to think
what your life would
be like without it.
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Can I have it back?
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It's fun getting to
know you better.
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Worth every damn bit
of sacrifice.
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(GROANS, WINCES)
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I was demonstrating
a torch lift this morning,
and, bang.
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"Ballet master."
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You're a dancer?
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God, no.
I'm like the CEO.
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At my age, I'd be
the Betty White
of the troupe.
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Is she a dancer?
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I don't know much
about, uh, culture.
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(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)
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I assume I just
sprained something,
right?
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Uh, we will need neuro
and abdominal exams,
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X-rays for fractures,
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CBC for infection,
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cultures to rule out
a spinal abscess...
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You're new,
aren't you?
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Uh, it's my
second week here.
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It's actually only
my first day
seeing patients.
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Am I your first?
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Yes.
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Sorry. But, yes.
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Well...
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That's impressive.
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Whoever's supervising you
must really trust you.
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I'm not sure
that's true.
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They won't let me
join their stupid gym
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because I had
high blood pressure.
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How am I supposed
to lower it
if I can't work out?
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200 over 105.
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That is quite high.
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I just told you
it was high.
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Are you a smoker?
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Yeah.
Pack or two a day.
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More if I feel crappy.
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And...
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Do you have diabetes?
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You're reading
those questions
out of a book?
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Yes.
Have you ever
done this before?
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I told you.
You have to
trust them.
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I don't.
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Then act
like you do.
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Go away.
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JORDAN: Nothing more romantic
than spending one of
your first dates in an ER.
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Well, stressful experiences
release oxytocin.
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Same hormone that
creates emotional bonds.
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This might actually
cement their relationship.
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(COMPUTER BEEPS)
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Next to
the hippocampus.
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Is that a tooth?
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Dermoid cyst. Cool.
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She's having
a seizure.
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Secure her airway.
Push two milligrams
Ativan.
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(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
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Thank you for
trusting us
enough...
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Please report.
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Uh, 58-year-old
male dancer
with back pain.
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I ruled out
red flags like
osteomyelitis
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and kidney infection,
but I did find evidence
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of a mild L2
compression fracture
with moderate wedging
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and evidence of
impingement on
the neural canal.
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You want to start
beta blockers?
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Me? Yeah. I think
my patient's
a stroke risk.
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BP's 200
over 105.
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It was the same
at her gym earlier?
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Can you raise
your arms?
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00:05:02,370 --> 00:05:04,910
Okay. Now try
to squeeze
my hands.
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00:05:05,038 --> 00:05:06,438
I just did
all these tests
with her.
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I thought you were
gonna give me stuff to
lower my blood pressure.
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That would
kill you.
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00:05:09,943 --> 00:05:11,553
Now push
against my hands.
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If she's in danger
of having a stroke...
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She's not.
She's already
having one.
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Smoking on estrogen
put her at high risk.
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Loss of circadian
blood pressure
variation confirms it.
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Stick out your tongue.
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We gotta get
a CTA.
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No. We're treating
with IV tPA.
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Don't we need to
locate the clot?
We just did.
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Right deviation means
a right vertebral
artery occlusion.
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Oh. You can close
your mouth now.
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CLAIRE: Her seizure and coma
were caused by a dermoid cyst.
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It's a pocket of tissue
with bits of teeth,
hair, and fat.
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She likely got it
before she was born.
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What can you do?
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The less invasive
option is to
put in a drain
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to release
some pressure,
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treat with
anti-seizure meds
and steroids,
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then basically watch
to see if the swelling
goes down.
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00:06:03,731 --> 00:06:05,401
And the more invasive?
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Surgical removal.
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00:06:07,868 --> 00:06:08,968
But the cyst
is deep inside
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and wrapped around
major arteries,
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so it is more likely
to fix the problem,
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but it carries risk
of stroke or paralysis.
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(SIGHS)
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We need
a decision
quickly.
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Ellie's sister is
on the paperwork,
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but we haven't
been able
to reach her.
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Do you know where
the parents live or
any other siblings?
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He might still be
on a business trip,
but, uh...
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(SIGHS)
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you can try
her husband.
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If we can't reduce
the swelling,
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she will have
permanent
brain damage.
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Is that him?
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Brendan, we need you
to make a decision.
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Yeah, yeah.
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I'm... I'm not sure
that I'm the right
one to...
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I mean, right now,
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I hate her.
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You don't.
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You're angry.
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You're hurt.
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Because you love her.
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(INAUDIBLE)
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58-year-old
male dancer
with back pain.
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Moderate vertebral wedging
and impingement on
the neural canal.
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Yes. I think
an L2 compression
fracture.
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Prescribe
anti-inflammatories,
a brace, and PT,
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then discharge him.
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00:08:08,055 --> 00:08:08,915
Do you wanna
re-check anything?
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No.
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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Remember to floss your brain
after every meal, people.
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CLAIRE:
Aspirating.
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Do you think
we should be
doing this?
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I know
we have to
legally,
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but maybe her husband
isn't the one who knows
her best,
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knows what she wants.
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Better than the guy
who met her
last weekend.
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Arachnoid knife.
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Mmm, that guy,
she's in love with him.
Apparently.
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Well, maybe
she loves them both.
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Aren't you
a romantic!
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Watch for
perforators.
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I've been polyamorous
for years.
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00:09:02,342 --> 00:09:05,512
When I was monogamous,
I was jealous,
possessive, egotistical.
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00:09:05,646 --> 00:09:07,716
Our patient
wasn't honest.
That's not cool.
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00:09:07,848 --> 00:09:08,548
But other
than that...
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(INHALES DEEPLY)
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Good margins
all around.
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00:09:13,954 --> 00:09:15,994
Let's dry up
the field
and close her up.
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I never would've guessed
I was your first patient.
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Felt more like
the fourth.
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By the way,
did I detect
an accent?
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No.
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I mean, I had one,
but I worked really hard
to lose it.
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No one ever
notices it anymore.
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Eastern Europe?
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Brooklyn.
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Williamsburg.
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I grew up Hasidic,
speaking Yiddish.
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I left it
a long time ago.
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You left the...
the religion?
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The religion,
the culture,
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my family.
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Must not have been easy,
growing up that way,
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knowing you were
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a doctor.
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00:10:03,570 --> 00:10:04,300
Excuse me?
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00:10:05,372 --> 00:10:07,842
My generation,
you could get bashed.
200
00:10:07,975 --> 00:10:09,035
You could get
thrown in jail.
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00:10:10,110 --> 00:10:11,440
We had to
learn codes,
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00:10:11,578 --> 00:10:13,448
how to read
each other.
203
00:10:13,580 --> 00:10:14,850
You should thank
your lucky stars
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00:10:14,982 --> 00:10:16,522
you get to live your life
the way you want it.
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00:10:20,587 --> 00:10:22,417
I don't know
what you went through.
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00:10:22,555 --> 00:10:25,055
Please don't pretend
to know
what I went through.
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00:10:29,897 --> 00:10:30,857
Sir?
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00:10:30,998 --> 00:10:31,968
My gut...
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00:10:32,565 --> 00:10:33,565
(GROANS)
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00:10:39,406 --> 00:10:40,136
Code blue!
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00:10:43,043 --> 00:10:44,713
The surgery
seemed successful,
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00:10:44,845 --> 00:10:47,545
but we need to monitor
for seizures over
the next 24 hours.
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00:10:49,216 --> 00:10:50,176
ENRIQUE: Is this
high enough?
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00:10:50,317 --> 00:10:51,847
Um, a little
to the left.
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00:10:51,985 --> 00:10:53,885
No.
To the right.
Yeah.
216
00:11:00,728 --> 00:11:02,098
You never said
anything was wrong.
217
00:11:05,232 --> 00:11:07,842
Can we have the room
for a moment?
218
00:11:07,968 --> 00:11:09,498
I'm sorry,
but we really
need to check...
219
00:11:09,636 --> 00:11:11,096
You're worried
about talking
in front of them?
220
00:11:11,805 --> 00:11:12,805
Embarrassing me?
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00:11:18,578 --> 00:11:20,148
I didn't think
anything was wrong.
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00:11:21,581 --> 00:11:22,721
(SIGHS)
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00:11:22,850 --> 00:11:23,820
When I met Zane,
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00:11:26,286 --> 00:11:27,956
it made me realize
something was missing.
225
00:11:31,959 --> 00:11:34,259
Or, at least, I think
that's what I'm feeling.
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00:11:34,394 --> 00:11:35,334
ENRIQUE: You mind
tilting your chin up?
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00:11:35,462 --> 00:11:36,202
ELLIE: I'm sorry.
228
00:11:39,232 --> 00:11:40,332
Why couldn't you
just talk to me?
229
00:11:43,003 --> 00:11:44,543
Or...
Or leave me?
230
00:11:46,639 --> 00:11:47,609
I don't know.
231
00:11:55,648 --> 00:11:56,378
Were you happy?
232
00:11:58,351 --> 00:11:59,151
With him?
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00:12:06,860 --> 00:12:07,860
(SCOFFS)
234
00:12:09,863 --> 00:12:11,033
I guess I should go.
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00:12:14,467 --> 00:12:15,197
Brendan?
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00:12:19,106 --> 00:12:20,066
Who are these people?
237
00:12:23,143 --> 00:12:24,183
Ellie, do you know
where you are?
238
00:12:25,045 --> 00:12:25,905
Why am I
in the hospital?
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00:12:26,046 --> 00:12:27,046
(BREATHING SHAKILY)
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00:12:36,456 --> 00:12:38,886
SHAUN: Suprarenal
aortic aneurysm.
241
00:12:39,026 --> 00:12:41,186
It ruptured
as he was
being discharged.
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00:12:41,328 --> 00:12:42,528
Clamping aorta now.
243
00:12:42,662 --> 00:12:43,602
How much blood
is he down?
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00:12:43,730 --> 00:12:45,230
We suctioned out
two liters
245
00:12:45,365 --> 00:12:47,795
and gave six units
on the rapid infuser.
246
00:12:47,935 --> 00:12:49,935
SHAUN: The aneurysm
caused his back pain.
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00:12:50,070 --> 00:12:51,200
Dr. Wolke
missed it.
248
00:12:53,440 --> 00:12:54,740
I did
an abdominal exam.
249
00:12:54,875 --> 00:12:56,735
Aneurysms are
very hard to catch.
250
00:12:56,877 --> 00:12:58,407
Experienced doctors
miss them
all the time.
251
00:12:58,545 --> 00:12:59,545
Potts scissors.
252
00:12:59,679 --> 00:13:02,879
The aneurysm
is 6.5 centimeters.
253
00:13:04,084 --> 00:13:05,454
Dr. Wolke
should have felt it.
254
00:13:08,889 --> 00:13:11,719
It felt like
normal musculature.
255
00:13:11,859 --> 00:13:13,059
I'm so sorry.
256
00:13:13,193 --> 00:13:14,763
We'll never know
what you felt.
257
00:13:14,895 --> 00:13:17,425
There's no way to know
if you, or any doctor,
for that matter,
258
00:13:17,564 --> 00:13:18,504
would have
detected this.
259
00:13:19,867 --> 00:13:21,727
I would have.
260
00:13:21,869 --> 00:13:24,269
He asked me
if I wanted to
double-check.
261
00:13:24,404 --> 00:13:26,514
If I had, I would've
caught the aneurysm
before the rupture.
262
00:13:26,639 --> 00:13:27,639
Stop it.
263
00:13:31,511 --> 00:13:32,811
He made a mistake.
264
00:13:32,946 --> 00:13:34,576
He might have.
265
00:13:34,714 --> 00:13:35,884
But you did, too.
266
00:13:36,016 --> 00:13:38,446
No. You told me
to back off.
267
00:13:38,585 --> 00:13:40,245
I didn't tell you to
abdicate responsibility.
268
00:13:46,093 --> 00:13:49,133
When a First Year
asks if you want to
re-check their work,
269
00:13:49,262 --> 00:13:51,262
your answer should
always be "yes."
270
00:13:54,134 --> 00:13:56,144
The fact
they're asking
is a warning sign.
271
00:14:00,040 --> 00:14:01,170
I didn't know that.
272
00:14:10,583 --> 00:14:12,023
It's called
retrograde
memory loss.
273
00:14:12,152 --> 00:14:13,652
Luckily, it seems
to have been
temporary.
274
00:14:13,786 --> 00:14:14,516
She's lucid again.
275
00:14:16,323 --> 00:14:18,893
We're running
an MRI
and lab tests
276
00:14:19,026 --> 00:14:20,626
to see
what caused it.
277
00:14:20,760 --> 00:14:23,130
Thank you
for, uh, telling me.
I know I'm just the...
278
00:14:24,764 --> 00:14:25,504
You care.
279
00:14:28,969 --> 00:14:32,439
Maybe things with
Ellie and I weren't
always perfect, but...
280
00:14:32,572 --> 00:14:33,312
It was exciting.
281
00:14:35,542 --> 00:14:36,312
When I was
with her...
282
00:14:38,411 --> 00:14:40,111
Never felt
that way before.
283
00:14:40,247 --> 00:14:41,947
I took care of her
when she was sick.
284
00:14:43,016 --> 00:14:44,016
I never strayed.
285
00:14:44,151 --> 00:14:45,521
It wasn't about
the things we did.
286
00:14:45,652 --> 00:14:46,692
It was...
It was about
287
00:14:48,588 --> 00:14:49,358
being with her.
288
00:14:52,559 --> 00:14:54,329
She stuck by me
when I needed her.
289
00:14:56,196 --> 00:14:58,326
Last year, I was...
I was drinking
way too much.
290
00:15:03,870 --> 00:15:05,340
It's hard to imagine
being without her.
291
00:15:06,539 --> 00:15:07,839
I just can't imagine
being without her.
292
00:15:16,683 --> 00:15:17,953
She's stable.
293
00:15:18,085 --> 00:15:20,685
Q-hour neuro exams
and monitor for signs
of elevated ICP.
294
00:15:20,820 --> 00:15:21,960
("MARGARITAVILLE"
RINGTONE PLAYING)
295
00:15:22,089 --> 00:15:26,559
** Wastin' away again
in Margaritaville
296
00:15:26,693 --> 00:15:29,103
I believe
you're getting a call,
Dr. Park.
297
00:15:29,229 --> 00:15:32,929
** Searchin' for
my lost shaker
of salt **
298
00:15:33,066 --> 00:15:35,366
(DECLINES CALL)
You're a Parrothead.
Wear it proud.
299
00:15:37,737 --> 00:15:39,467
Can we just
agree to have
some limits?
300
00:15:39,606 --> 00:15:41,436
Maybe not
everything I own
is fair game.
301
00:15:41,574 --> 00:15:42,384
Mmm, no.
302
00:15:43,843 --> 00:15:45,253
Perfect.
303
00:15:45,378 --> 00:15:46,808
Trust me, it'll be
worth every damn
bit of sacrifice.
304
00:15:50,650 --> 00:15:52,320
I've said that
twice now.
305
00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:53,322
You've said a lot
of things twice.
306
00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:54,453
You have
limited creativity.
307
00:15:54,587 --> 00:15:55,717
Truth is, it wasn't
creative at all.
308
00:15:55,855 --> 00:15:57,585
It's from Jimmy Buffett's
Cheeseburger In Paradise,
309
00:15:57,724 --> 00:15:59,894
one of his Big 8.
So big,
even I know it.
310
00:16:00,027 --> 00:16:01,587
You, sir,
are no Parrothead.
311
00:16:05,532 --> 00:16:06,832
Mia does woodwork
as a side hustle.
312
00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:08,296
She made it for me
on our first trip
to Hawaii.
313
00:16:08,435 --> 00:16:09,495
Lovely.
314
00:16:09,636 --> 00:16:10,736
Wait, no,
that's not right.
315
00:16:10,870 --> 00:16:12,170
"Pathetic"?
316
00:16:12,305 --> 00:16:14,605
And do you toss away
all mementos of past
friends and jobs?
317
00:16:14,741 --> 00:16:16,181
If a job cheated on me,
I might wanna move on.
318
00:16:17,877 --> 00:16:19,207
When's the last time
you dated someone?
319
00:16:19,346 --> 00:16:20,906
When's the last time
you acted like
a human being?
320
00:16:21,048 --> 00:16:22,778
So, years?
321
00:16:22,915 --> 00:16:25,285
Yeah, I definitely
found the right word.
322
00:16:25,418 --> 00:16:26,418
See you at home.
323
00:16:34,894 --> 00:16:35,834
You can't sleep?
324
00:16:37,264 --> 00:16:39,674
You want some
warm milk?
325
00:16:39,799 --> 00:16:41,929
My mother has, like,
18 prescriptions
for this.
326
00:16:42,069 --> 00:16:44,139
Some of them
are actual
prescriptions.
327
00:16:44,904 --> 00:16:46,014
I can sleep
328
00:16:46,139 --> 00:16:48,279
but need to figure out
how to supervise better.
329
00:16:49,609 --> 00:16:51,809
How many of these
are you planning
to read tonight?
330
00:16:51,944 --> 00:16:54,184
Just the relevant
sections of each.
331
00:16:54,314 --> 00:16:57,554
Tech bros are always
watching TED Talks
on leadership.
332
00:16:57,684 --> 00:16:58,724
That could be quicker
than those books.
333
00:17:03,590 --> 00:17:06,530
How about tomorrow,
we have a date night?
334
00:17:06,659 --> 00:17:09,759
Why would we need
a date night
335
00:17:09,896 --> 00:17:12,026
if we're in a relationship
and living together?
336
00:17:12,165 --> 00:17:14,165
Because it'll be fun.
337
00:17:14,301 --> 00:17:15,871
I'll schedule date night
for tomorrow.
338
00:17:16,002 --> 00:17:17,972
Great. Think of
something
for us to do.
339
00:17:21,974 --> 00:17:24,384
There is one thing
that helps
most people sleep
340
00:17:24,511 --> 00:17:26,751
that my mother
did not tell me about.
341
00:17:28,815 --> 00:17:29,545
(TYPING)
342
00:17:32,119 --> 00:17:34,019
What makes
a great manager?
343
00:17:34,154 --> 00:17:36,664
Some say
it's all about
planning.
344
00:17:36,789 --> 00:17:39,229
Others,
charismatic leadership.
345
00:17:39,359 --> 00:17:40,359
A third group...
346
00:17:42,562 --> 00:17:45,232
Your temporary
memory loss was
caused by some fat
347
00:17:45,365 --> 00:17:46,995
that leaked
from your cyst.
348
00:17:47,134 --> 00:17:49,004
We can remove it
via a craniotomy,
349
00:17:49,136 --> 00:17:52,166
but there is
a real risk of
more memory loss.
350
00:17:52,305 --> 00:17:53,505
Maybe
permanently.
351
00:17:55,208 --> 00:17:56,708
What will I lose?
352
00:17:56,843 --> 00:17:58,453
The time prior
to the surgery.
353
00:17:58,578 --> 00:18:00,748
Days, weeks,
possibly months.
354
00:18:01,648 --> 00:18:03,018
But if we don't
operate soon,
355
00:18:03,150 --> 00:18:04,520
the risk of
brain damage
only grows.
356
00:18:05,518 --> 00:18:06,518
(BREATHING SHAKILY)
357
00:18:07,154 --> 00:18:08,164
I can't do it.
358
00:18:14,227 --> 00:18:16,757
I don't even know
what I want
right now,
359
00:18:16,896 --> 00:18:20,196
but I do know that
I don't want the decision
about my marriage
360
00:18:20,333 --> 00:18:21,603
forced on me
by an operation.
361
00:18:26,139 --> 00:18:27,109
Please,
362
00:18:27,974 --> 00:18:29,214
find another answer.
363
00:18:39,819 --> 00:18:41,449
You are not
very good
at your jobs,
364
00:18:41,588 --> 00:18:42,888
and I'm not
very good at
teaching you,
365
00:18:43,022 --> 00:18:45,592
so we are going to
focus on one step
at a time.
366
00:18:45,725 --> 00:18:47,625
You will master
each skill
separately.
367
00:18:47,760 --> 00:18:49,730
I've made a list
of 400 skills.
368
00:18:49,862 --> 00:18:51,762
I didn't have the time
to finish it last night
because...
369
00:18:53,433 --> 00:18:56,243
Dr. Wolke,
you will be focusing
on physical exams.
370
00:18:56,369 --> 00:18:58,869
You'll find a list of
the seven post-op tests
to be conducted on Carl.
371
00:18:59,005 --> 00:19:00,935
Dr. Jackson,
you will find
relevant seminars
372
00:19:01,073 --> 00:19:02,743
on conquering nerves
in the workplace.
373
00:19:02,875 --> 00:19:04,575
What are
good activities
for a date?
374
00:19:05,077 --> 00:19:06,347
Uh...
375
00:19:06,479 --> 00:19:07,809
What does
she like?
376
00:19:07,947 --> 00:19:10,147
Cars, coding,
Zelda:
Breath of the Wild,
377
00:19:10,283 --> 00:19:12,893
Sauvignon Blanc,
Skittles,
RuPaul's Drag Race,
378
00:19:13,019 --> 00:19:14,319
camping...
379
00:19:14,454 --> 00:19:16,194
I had a very
romantic time
camping in Big Sur.
380
00:19:16,323 --> 00:19:17,593
This is for tonight.
381
00:19:20,460 --> 00:19:21,490
I haven't gone
on many dates.
382
00:19:25,365 --> 00:19:27,095
But everyone
loves movies.
Hmm.
383
00:19:40,613 --> 00:19:42,253
Healing nicely.
384
00:19:42,382 --> 00:19:43,852
No redness or swelling.
385
00:19:45,051 --> 00:19:46,621
I'm gonna palpate
around it now.
386
00:19:48,120 --> 00:19:48,860
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
387
00:19:51,524 --> 00:19:53,764
Look,
I need to apologize.
388
00:19:53,893 --> 00:19:55,933
For bringing up
your personal life
the other day.
389
00:19:59,332 --> 00:20:01,002
No.
390
00:20:01,133 --> 00:20:02,703
You have nothing to
apologize to me for.
391
00:20:05,972 --> 00:20:09,812
So, what's next
on your list?
392
00:20:09,942 --> 00:20:12,652
Checking for signs
of infection
inside your abdomen.
393
00:20:15,748 --> 00:20:16,648
Open your eyes
wider.
394
00:20:22,555 --> 00:20:23,815
You have signs
of jaundice.
395
00:20:26,092 --> 00:20:27,462
I think
your liver's failing.
396
00:20:28,261 --> 00:20:29,231
(SIGHS)
397
00:20:34,501 --> 00:20:36,571
SHAUN: The liver
is being damaged
by a new aneurysm.
398
00:20:36,703 --> 00:20:39,373
How? A genetic
predisposition
or...
399
00:20:39,506 --> 00:20:41,206
More likely,
when we fixed
the first one,
400
00:20:41,341 --> 00:20:42,681
we increased
the pressure
upstream.
401
00:20:43,810 --> 00:20:45,350
Can we stent
the celiac?
402
00:20:45,478 --> 00:20:46,678
Anatomy's
too tricky.
403
00:20:48,214 --> 00:20:49,584
Aortic to
celiac bypass?
404
00:20:49,716 --> 00:20:52,446
We'd just risk
a new aneurysm
forming upstream.
405
00:20:52,585 --> 00:20:54,585
Maybe, but it solves
the problem
in front of us.
406
00:20:54,721 --> 00:20:56,421
He'll die without
an intervention.
407
00:20:56,556 --> 00:20:58,186
He'll probably die
either way.
408
00:21:03,229 --> 00:21:06,429
Let's all take
the time to research
alternate solutions.
409
00:21:06,566 --> 00:21:09,596
If we can't come up
with something better
in 24 hours,
410
00:21:09,736 --> 00:21:10,866
we proceed
with the bypass.
411
00:21:28,555 --> 00:21:30,915
She's saying no
for emotional reasons.
412
00:21:32,925 --> 00:21:35,055
So the answer
isn't medical.
413
00:21:35,194 --> 00:21:35,934
It's emotional.
414
00:21:40,367 --> 00:21:43,197
We think Zane
should talk to Ellie.
415
00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:44,696
No.
416
00:21:44,837 --> 00:21:46,567
I don't want him
anywhere near her.
417
00:21:46,706 --> 00:21:48,736
To convince her
to do
the craniotomy.
418
00:21:51,277 --> 00:21:52,747
From you,
it's self-serving.
419
00:21:53,380 --> 00:21:54,110
From Zane...
420
00:21:56,148 --> 00:21:57,478
Wait. If she doesn't
want it...
421
00:21:57,617 --> 00:21:59,787
You said
you can't imagine
life without her.
422
00:22:02,054 --> 00:22:04,594
If you meant that,
you'd risk anything
to keep her alive.
423
00:22:05,758 --> 00:22:07,258
Including
her memories
of you.
424
00:22:20,072 --> 00:22:20,812
(CHUCKLES)
425
00:22:22,008 --> 00:22:24,138
Well done, Shaunie.
426
00:22:24,611 --> 00:22:25,611
(SIGHS)
427
00:22:27,647 --> 00:22:29,647
I really
needed this.
428
00:22:29,782 --> 00:22:31,352
The system update
yesterday?
429
00:22:31,484 --> 00:22:33,354
Went bananas.
430
00:22:33,486 --> 00:22:34,786
I've been flooded
with complaints.
431
00:22:35,555 --> 00:22:36,455
Total nightmare.
432
00:22:38,525 --> 00:22:40,155
How's work?
Did the videos help?
433
00:22:40,292 --> 00:22:41,292
Yes.
434
00:22:44,196 --> 00:22:44,956
Tell me more.
435
00:22:46,733 --> 00:22:50,103
One of my patients
developed
a secondary aneurysm.
436
00:22:50,236 --> 00:22:52,636
Now I need to find
a surgical fix
by tomorrow.
437
00:22:52,772 --> 00:22:54,242
Otherwise,
he will probably die.
438
00:22:54,373 --> 00:22:55,813
I brought Skittles.
439
00:22:58,845 --> 00:23:00,575
Shouldn't you be
at the hospital?
440
00:23:00,713 --> 00:23:02,723
Yes. After you
go to bed,
441
00:23:02,849 --> 00:23:04,679
I plan to
go back and
do research.
442
00:23:06,018 --> 00:23:08,818
Shaunie,
go to the hospital.
443
00:23:08,955 --> 00:23:10,815
No, we made
this schedule.
444
00:23:12,892 --> 00:23:14,032
Someone else needs you.
445
00:23:15,294 --> 00:23:16,564
More than I need you.
446
00:23:16,696 --> 00:23:19,466
It's a hospital.
447
00:23:19,599 --> 00:23:20,899
It's filled
with sick people.
448
00:23:21,033 --> 00:23:23,803
But tomorrow,
will someone need you
449
00:23:23,936 --> 00:23:25,196
to come up with a way
to save their life?
450
00:23:25,337 --> 00:23:27,107
Mmm, maybe.
451
00:23:30,710 --> 00:23:32,850
Probably
not tomorrow.
452
00:23:35,381 --> 00:23:36,151
Okay.
453
00:23:38,184 --> 00:23:39,094
Mmm-hmm.
454
00:23:41,721 --> 00:23:42,721
(SIGHS)
455
00:23:43,690 --> 00:23:47,030
I am canceling
date night.
456
00:23:47,794 --> 00:23:48,764
That's rude.
457
00:23:48,895 --> 00:23:49,855
Oh, well.
458
00:23:58,370 --> 00:23:59,370
Then
459
00:24:00,540 --> 00:24:01,640
I should
460
00:24:02,875 --> 00:24:03,935
go to the hospital.
461
00:24:04,410 --> 00:24:05,380
Mmm-hmm.
462
00:24:14,754 --> 00:24:15,894
They're prepping Ellie
for surgery.
463
00:24:17,123 --> 00:24:18,393
Any last-minute
questions?
464
00:24:22,428 --> 00:24:23,358
What should I do?
465
00:24:26,533 --> 00:24:27,503
Forgive her.
466
00:24:29,035 --> 00:24:31,835
Under the right
circumstances,
every human will stray.
467
00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:33,411
We're not hardwired
for monogamy.
468
00:24:34,941 --> 00:24:35,941
I'm guessing
you're not married.
469
00:24:37,343 --> 00:24:38,913
I'm not saying
that it's wrong
to feel angry.
470
00:24:40,212 --> 00:24:41,212
She wasn't honest
with you.
471
00:24:44,116 --> 00:24:45,846
The alternative
to forgiving her
472
00:24:45,985 --> 00:24:46,915
is losing someone
that you love.
473
00:24:51,724 --> 00:24:52,734
Then what?
474
00:24:55,261 --> 00:24:57,831
If she comes back
to me just because
she forgets him,
475
00:24:58,464 --> 00:24:59,204
(BREATHES DEEPLY)
476
00:25:00,900 --> 00:25:02,000
my marriage
wouldn't be honest.
477
00:25:09,876 --> 00:25:10,836
I have an idea.
478
00:25:13,846 --> 00:25:16,316
We could remove
more proximal aorta
479
00:25:16,448 --> 00:25:17,778
and extend
the graft.
480
00:25:17,917 --> 00:25:20,447
And rebuild
the celiac trunk
with what?
481
00:25:21,020 --> 00:25:22,020
Dacron?
482
00:25:22,154 --> 00:25:23,324
Branches are
too complex.
483
00:25:25,091 --> 00:25:27,191
This Lancet article
on polymer materials
484
00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:29,130
doesn't work.
485
00:25:29,261 --> 00:25:31,461
But thin-film nitinol?
486
00:25:41,273 --> 00:25:42,273
(WHISPERING)
Did we break him?
487
00:25:47,847 --> 00:25:50,477
We have
the material.
488
00:25:53,853 --> 00:25:55,223
It's his veins.
489
00:26:05,331 --> 00:26:06,901
Hey!
Oh, I'm sorry.
490
00:26:07,033 --> 00:26:09,003
Did we reestablish
personal boundaries?
491
00:26:10,536 --> 00:26:14,006
This morning's
presentation's on
who's not moving on?
492
00:26:15,107 --> 00:26:16,577
Exhibit A.
493
00:26:16,709 --> 00:26:19,179
Canoodling on
a very romantic
hillside with...
494
00:26:19,311 --> 00:26:20,911
With my gay
best friend.
Can you leave?
495
00:26:21,914 --> 00:26:22,924
Exhibit B.
496
00:26:24,216 --> 00:26:27,546
A XXL
Rob Gronkowski jersey.
497
00:26:27,687 --> 00:26:29,157
Just the latest
fashion style
498
00:26:29,288 --> 00:26:30,718
from a woman
who hates
the Patriots?
499
00:26:30,857 --> 00:26:31,787
Or an
ex-boyfriend's...
500
00:26:31,924 --> 00:26:33,734
Not an ex.
I hooked up
with Gronk.
501
00:26:33,860 --> 00:26:34,690
Seemed worth preserving.
502
00:26:38,097 --> 00:26:39,267
Rob? Or one of
his brothers?
503
00:26:41,500 --> 00:26:42,230
Props. I guess.
504
00:26:42,969 --> 00:26:45,369
Exhibit infinitum.
505
00:26:45,504 --> 00:26:47,414
Two ticket stubs to
Quantum of Solace.
506
00:26:47,539 --> 00:26:50,139
Now, you once called
Daniel Craig
"James Blonde,"
507
00:26:50,276 --> 00:26:52,476
and yet, 11 years later,
these were in your drawer,
508
00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:56,021
on top of
an instruction manual
for a 2019 cellphone,
509
00:26:56,148 --> 00:26:58,248
which means
you dug them out
within the last year.
510
00:26:58,384 --> 00:27:00,354
Why? I can only assume
you are currently
511
00:27:00,486 --> 00:27:02,046
once again hooking up
with the James Blonde fan.
512
00:27:03,055 --> 00:27:04,455
How could you
possible deduce...
513
00:27:04,590 --> 00:27:05,490
I also read
your e-mails.
514
00:27:06,959 --> 00:27:08,129
You've been sleeping
with an ex
515
00:27:08,260 --> 00:27:09,630
without asking
for any commitment.
516
00:27:09,762 --> 00:27:11,702
It's just sex.
It's not keeping me
from anything.
517
00:27:11,831 --> 00:27:14,071
What's more likely
to prevent someone
from moving on?
518
00:27:14,200 --> 00:27:16,700
A parrot in a drawer
or an ex in your bed?
519
00:27:16,836 --> 00:27:19,466
I'm at least
getting something hot
from the situation.
520
00:27:19,605 --> 00:27:20,905
You're just wallowing
in failure.
521
00:27:24,811 --> 00:27:26,451
So, if your bag's empty,
522
00:27:26,578 --> 00:27:28,108
I'm naked
and have to go
to the bathroom.
523
00:27:37,089 --> 00:27:38,829
It's called
a Y-shaped
vein graft.
524
00:27:38,958 --> 00:27:40,828
Your aorta is
damaged from
the aneurysm
525
00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:42,260
right where
it branches off.
526
00:27:42,394 --> 00:27:45,304
We're gonna find
a vein in your leg
that's similar in size,
527
00:27:45,431 --> 00:27:48,271
cut it out,
and use it to replace
the damaged artery.
528
00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:49,140
How bad is it?
529
00:27:50,302 --> 00:27:51,502
This is
an excellent solution.
530
00:27:51,637 --> 00:27:52,667
If it works.
531
00:27:54,173 --> 00:27:55,883
What are
the actual chances
that it doesn't,
532
00:27:56,743 --> 00:27:57,743
that I'm gonna die?
533
00:27:59,145 --> 00:27:59,975
I don't want
to give a number.
534
00:28:00,112 --> 00:28:01,112
(EXHALES)
535
00:28:02,114 --> 00:28:03,124
I mean, I can't.
536
00:28:04,951 --> 00:28:06,791
I literally can't.
There are
too many factors.
537
00:28:06,919 --> 00:28:07,849
I can call in
Dr. Murphy...
538
00:28:07,987 --> 00:28:09,187
I don't need
to hear numbers.
539
00:28:10,022 --> 00:28:11,192
How bad is this?
540
00:28:18,064 --> 00:28:19,034
Bad.
541
00:28:22,034 --> 00:28:23,044
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
542
00:28:25,137 --> 00:28:26,137
Thank you.
543
00:28:31,677 --> 00:28:34,177
Whatever happens,
you're gonna be
an incredible doctor.
544
00:28:35,982 --> 00:28:38,152
And I am honored
to have been
your first patient.
545
00:28:46,592 --> 00:28:47,332
I screwed up.
546
00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:51,161
(BREATH TREMBLING)
That first exam,
547
00:28:52,832 --> 00:28:53,602
I felt something.
548
00:28:56,803 --> 00:28:58,743
I should have known
it was an aneurysm.
549
00:29:00,539 --> 00:29:02,009
We could have saved you
before it got bad.
550
00:29:04,844 --> 00:29:05,854
Why...
551
00:29:09,048 --> 00:29:10,448
You were
my first patient.
552
00:29:12,584 --> 00:29:13,594
(SIGHS)
553
00:29:18,224 --> 00:29:19,764
I need you to do
something for me.
554
00:29:21,861 --> 00:29:23,201
I need you to pray.
555
00:29:25,531 --> 00:29:27,201
You must know
a prayer
for the sick.
556
00:29:31,037 --> 00:29:32,267
I'm not a believer
anymore.
557
00:29:33,139 --> 00:29:34,209
Neither am I.
558
00:29:35,641 --> 00:29:36,611
But...
559
00:29:37,709 --> 00:29:38,709
(SIGHS)
560
00:29:56,128 --> 00:29:57,228
(PRAYING IN YIDDISH)
561
00:30:20,086 --> 00:30:21,086
(MONITOR BEEPING)
562
00:30:31,397 --> 00:30:33,067
Ellie,
do you know
these men?
563
00:30:34,366 --> 00:30:35,266
Of course.
564
00:30:35,734 --> 00:30:36,674
Brendan.
565
00:30:39,771 --> 00:30:40,511
And...
566
00:30:43,575 --> 00:30:45,305
And are you
a friend
of Brendan's?
567
00:30:46,112 --> 00:30:47,112
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
568
00:30:48,180 --> 00:30:49,280
Something like that.
569
00:31:05,764 --> 00:31:07,374
A lot has happened
in the last week.
570
00:31:09,768 --> 00:31:13,308
So before you went under,
the doctors made a video.
571
00:31:15,174 --> 00:31:17,914
It's sort of,
uh, a message
572
00:31:18,044 --> 00:31:19,354
from your old self
to your new one.
573
00:31:20,346 --> 00:31:21,306
(CHUCKLES)
574
00:31:23,249 --> 00:31:24,219
Um...
575
00:31:29,188 --> 00:31:30,318
I just want you
to know
576
00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:32,890
that I love you.
577
00:31:52,678 --> 00:31:53,808
ENRIQUE ON PHONE:
Tell me about
the day you met.
578
00:31:54,546 --> 00:31:56,376
(CHUCKLES)
579
00:31:56,515 --> 00:32:01,115
I was in the middle
of an art exhibit
in SoMa,
580
00:32:01,253 --> 00:32:04,723
and I noticed
this guy,
and he was
581
00:32:04,856 --> 00:32:09,256
looking at all
the same paintings
I had been looking at.
582
00:32:09,395 --> 00:32:11,855
DR. LIM: Need another
6-0 loaded backhand
for the arterial stump.
583
00:32:13,132 --> 00:32:13,872
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
584
00:32:16,202 --> 00:32:17,302
Graft is secure.
585
00:32:17,436 --> 00:32:18,736
Take off
the Satinsky clamp.
586
00:32:25,511 --> 00:32:27,911
Good perfusion
to his lower body.
587
00:32:28,047 --> 00:32:30,247
(ALARM BEEPING)
JORDAN: Heart rate's spiking.
588
00:32:30,382 --> 00:32:33,052
There's no
ST elevations.
589
00:32:34,253 --> 00:32:36,123
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
590
00:32:36,255 --> 00:32:38,215
BP's tanking.
Did he thrombose
the graft?
591
00:32:41,060 --> 00:32:43,730
Distal anastomosis
is pulsatile.
592
00:32:43,862 --> 00:32:47,772
But there is blood pooling
in the left lower quadrant.
593
00:32:47,899 --> 00:32:48,629
The right, too.
594
00:32:51,303 --> 00:32:52,403
He's bleeding
everywhere
but the graft.
595
00:32:54,106 --> 00:32:55,366
ASHER: It's DIC.
596
00:32:55,507 --> 00:32:56,577
Send a stat ROTEM
and coag profile...
597
00:32:56,708 --> 00:32:57,438
(ALARM BLARING)
598
00:32:59,178 --> 00:33:01,108
Start compression,
give epinephrine,
and get the defib.
599
00:33:10,422 --> 00:33:11,792
Set it to 120.
120.
600
00:33:11,923 --> 00:33:12,923
(DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS)
Clear.
601
00:33:13,059 --> 00:33:13,789
(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)
602
00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:15,490
Compressions.
603
00:33:16,295 --> 00:33:17,295
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
604
00:33:19,465 --> 00:33:20,425
No response.
605
00:33:23,069 --> 00:33:25,239
Go to monophasic
at 360.
606
00:33:25,371 --> 00:33:26,111
(DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS)
Clear.
607
00:33:28,240 --> 00:33:29,240
(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)
608
00:33:32,944 --> 00:33:33,954
(EKG FLATLINING)
609
00:33:37,749 --> 00:33:38,479
(FLATLINE CONTINUES)
610
00:33:42,988 --> 00:33:43,858
Why aren't you
shocking again?
611
00:33:45,324 --> 00:33:47,364
He's in asystole.
612
00:33:48,860 --> 00:33:49,860
Dr. Lim?
613
00:33:55,201 --> 00:33:55,971
(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)
614
00:33:57,103 --> 00:33:58,073
(FLATLINE CONTINUES)
615
00:33:59,371 --> 00:34:00,371
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
616
00:34:03,909 --> 00:34:05,039
Dr. Wolke.
617
00:34:06,078 --> 00:34:07,048
He's dead.
618
00:34:09,581 --> 00:34:10,481
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
619
00:34:18,124 --> 00:34:20,034
DR. LIM:
Time of death,
7:23 p.m.
620
00:34:20,159 --> 00:34:21,159
(EKG SWITCHES OFF)
621
00:34:23,162 --> 00:34:23,902
(BREATH TREMBLING)
622
00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:29,500
Take as much time
as you need.
623
00:34:30,802 --> 00:34:31,542
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
624
00:35:12,244 --> 00:35:13,114
I was in love
with him.
625
00:35:14,045 --> 00:35:15,945
All those moments
I had,
626
00:35:16,081 --> 00:35:19,351
meeting at the gallery,
the conversations...
627
00:35:22,521 --> 00:35:23,791
I don't remember
any of them.
628
00:35:26,358 --> 00:35:27,328
But they were real.
629
00:35:29,695 --> 00:35:30,955
And they brought up
feelings.
630
00:35:34,065 --> 00:35:37,635
Ones I don't remember having
for a really long time.
631
00:35:47,613 --> 00:35:49,653
But all they made me
think of was you, Brendan.
632
00:35:51,750 --> 00:35:53,420
Hearing how I met Zane
just reminded me
633
00:35:53,552 --> 00:35:56,622
how you and I met
at Chelsey's party,
634
00:35:56,755 --> 00:35:58,415
and you showed up
in that ugly
bomber jacket.
635
00:35:59,825 --> 00:36:02,125
And Zane taking me
to the hospital
636
00:36:02,261 --> 00:36:04,361
reminded me
how you nursed me
for months
637
00:36:04,496 --> 00:36:05,796
when I broke
my femur in Aspen.
638
00:36:07,266 --> 00:36:08,396
And the whole time...
639
00:36:11,803 --> 00:36:13,343
I just couldn't
stop thinking about
640
00:36:13,472 --> 00:36:14,412
how much
I must have hurt you.
641
00:36:23,949 --> 00:36:24,679
And I...
642
00:36:26,318 --> 00:36:27,618
I don't know
643
00:36:28,620 --> 00:36:29,690
if you can
forgive me.
644
00:36:33,959 --> 00:36:35,329
But I love you.
645
00:36:44,770 --> 00:36:46,640
And I...
I want to
come home.
646
00:36:58,784 --> 00:36:59,654
Well, you're wrong.
647
00:37:05,291 --> 00:37:06,891
That bomber jacket
was really cool.
648
00:37:09,495 --> 00:37:10,495
(LAUGHS)
649
00:37:11,463 --> 00:37:12,463
(SNIFFLES)
650
00:37:13,665 --> 00:37:14,665
(CRYING)
651
00:37:53,171 --> 00:37:54,171
He died.
652
00:37:58,544 --> 00:38:01,454
I tried
stepping back.
653
00:38:01,580 --> 00:38:04,550
I tried brainstorming.
654
00:38:07,218 --> 00:38:07,948
And he died.
655
00:38:14,092 --> 00:38:17,732
I don't know what people
are thinking or feeling.
656
00:38:17,863 --> 00:38:19,733
I can't communicate
what I need.
657
00:38:20,766 --> 00:38:22,966
And more patients
will die.
658
00:38:28,306 --> 00:38:33,106
You don't think your ASD
had anything to do with
your patient's death, do you?
659
00:38:33,244 --> 00:38:34,154
Because it didn't.
660
00:38:35,046 --> 00:38:36,646
It did.
661
00:38:36,782 --> 00:38:39,792
Asher wasn't sure
about his abdominal exam.
662
00:38:41,387 --> 00:38:42,747
I should have known that.
663
00:38:43,655 --> 00:38:45,055
Shaun,
you're gonna do
664
00:38:46,425 --> 00:38:50,225
most things better
than anyone else,
665
00:38:50,362 --> 00:38:53,772
and there are days
when you're gonna fail,
like everyone else.
666
00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:56,770
Today might be
one of those days.
667
00:38:59,070 --> 00:38:59,810
So...
668
00:39:03,642 --> 00:39:04,782
What do you
do then?
669
00:39:08,279 --> 00:39:09,279
(SIGHS DEEPLY)
670
00:39:11,116 --> 00:39:11,846
You go home,
671
00:39:13,452 --> 00:39:14,692
you be with
the people you love.
672
00:39:17,723 --> 00:39:18,963
You take comfort in that,
673
00:39:19,090 --> 00:39:21,260
and then
you wake up tomorrow
and start all over again.
674
00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:32,973
(SIGHS DEEPLY)
675
00:39:47,318 --> 00:39:49,288
You can go home.
676
00:39:51,523 --> 00:39:52,523
I just
677
00:39:55,661 --> 00:39:57,001
don't wanna be alone
right now.
678
00:40:38,704 --> 00:40:39,774
(SIGHS)
679
00:40:39,905 --> 00:40:41,435
I opened
a Bumble account
today.
680
00:40:41,573 --> 00:40:42,573
Mmm.
681
00:40:46,177 --> 00:40:47,907
I swiped right
three times today.
682
00:40:53,351 --> 00:40:55,351
Gronk's jersey
didn't have a tag
in the back.
683
00:40:56,588 --> 00:40:57,458
It's symbolic.
684
00:40:59,658 --> 00:41:01,888
You have any idea
how much the real one
will be worth one day?
685
00:41:02,828 --> 00:41:03,798
Fair enough.
686
00:41:08,567 --> 00:41:12,267
** Wastin' away again
in Margaritaville
687
00:41:14,139 --> 00:41:16,979
** Searchin' for
my lost shaker
of salt
688
00:41:20,411 --> 00:41:25,381
** Some people claim that
there's a woman to blame
689
00:41:25,517 --> 00:41:26,887
** But I know
690
00:41:28,687 --> 00:41:30,817
** It's my own
damn fault **
** Damn fault **
691
00:42:05,791 --> 00:42:06,961
I'm glad
you're here with me.
692
00:42:07,626 --> 00:42:08,626
So am I.
693
00:42:30,816 --> 00:42:32,546
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