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My dearest Joanna, ...

is all here, ...

all in my head, ...

a mass tangled ball of feelings ...

and emotions, ...

flashing images of the past few days.

I know I can untangle it, ...

from my subconscious.

I know I can lay it out, for you to see.

This is not my desire, ...

rather, it is a compulsion.

I wish I could change it, ...

hold back something.

So, in the end, ...

you'll think more of me, ...

and by skilful manipulating of the truth,

think less of yourself.

How could this be possible, ...

my little Joanna?

If there were anything left to be done, ...

I would have done it.

Only this, ...

letter, ...

this last act of degradation, ...

is all that remains to reveal to you, ...

who you are, ...

and what you are.

And in so doing, ...

I reveal myself.

Then, ...

there will be nothing left, ...

for either of us.

My first impression of you, ...

was that your eyes, were too large.

You were petite and well proportioned ...

in all other respects, ...

but your eyes were definitely too large ...

and too black, ...

and perhaps a little too sad.

But then, my Joanna, ...

you would be sad anywhere.

At a picnic, or at a wedding.

I was amused at your shyness.

You enjoyed looking at me, ...

but whenever our eyes met, ...

you immediately lowered yours.

This was, perhaps the first clue, ...

that I had chosen wisely.

But in any case, ...

tonight would tell me, ...

if you were what I was looking for.

It was not sex.

That in itself, was no answer.

Without being presumptuous, ...

I had never even, entertained the thought, ...

that you would not, give yourself to me.

It was almost a foregone conclusion, ...

that you would.

How beautiful it is here.

It's just perfect.

Hum..

Perfection.

There once was a man, ...

spent many years, ...

searching for the perfect woman.

And he finally found her, ...

and he asked for her hand in marriage.

She declined.

For you see, ...

she was searching for ...

the perfect man.

How Sad.

Spend one's whole life, ...

looking for something, ...

that does not exist.

Is that what you're looking for, Jason?

The perfect woman.

No.

For me perfection, ...

has nothing to do with living.

Only the years ago, when I was young, I ...

could have been happy to love ...

and be loved.

Now ...

I feel a preoccupation with death.

Even as we stand here, ...

I feel his hand on my shoulder.

How glorious it would be, ...

to choose our own destiny, ...

fix the date, ...

the time, ...

place, ...

the hand, of your executioner, ...

In the end, it isn't how long we live, ...

how will we die.

Let's prepare for dinner, ...

and vanished.

You haven't touched your glass.

Does wine displease you?

No, ...

it's just that, ...

well, ...

it messes up my head.

Forget it, ...

you can't enjoy a decently prepared meal ...

without a glass of good wine.

Drink.

It's very good.

Griffin, fill the glass.

Any food, that suits you?

Umm!

Yes!

Griffin has a way with Venice.

I've never eaten them before.

Delicious.

Griffin, ...

has a way of serving up many things, ...

that excite the palate.

To us!

To our relationship.

That sounds rather cold, Jason.

Relationship.

I had hoped, ...

that there might be more ...

than just that.

What then?

Sex?

Love?

Yes.

Maybe love.

Pity thing has to die.

You cut them at the height of their beauty, ...

bring them in to enjoy them.

They immediately begin to wither ...

and shrivel up.

What's better?

Sex that grows out of love, or ...

love that grows out of pure sex?

I don't know.

Sex that grows out of love, I guess

Everyone wants to be loved.

Don't they? Yeah.

Yes.

Everyone wants that.

The eternal masses, God bless them.

I will love you, ...

but only if you love me in return.

I will give you all that I am.

But, if you really love me, ...

you wouldn't ask, ...

for all that I am, ...

You'd rather give me, all that you are.

So you see, my little one, ...

nothing to lose now, is there?

I don't know,

it's so confusing, ...

when you put it like that.

It is, isn't it?

Well, if the pill is too big ...

to digest in one swallow, we'll ...

we'll take it bit by bit.

[Chuckle]

That's a funny way to put it.

We have plenty of time now, don't we?

Hum ... Drink up.

Are you trying to get me drunk?

Take advantage of me.

Something like that.

Walk around the room.

I want to look at you.

- Really? - Yes.

Stop there.

Face the table.

Drop your shawl.

Raise your dress.

What?

Do it

Higher.

Higher?

Higher!

Bend up at the table.

Please, Jason.

Not here.

Not like this.

Come on.

No, ...

please.

It's ...

It's too uncomfortable.

Please, Jason.

No!

No, please!

Please!

No, Jason!

No, not like this!

No Jason!

Yes!

Yeahhh!

No!

No!

No!

Not here!

Please!

No!

Oh, please!

Yes!

Yes!

Yes!

Yes, please!

Yes!

Yes!!

Yes!

Yes!

Yes!

Humm!

How easy it would have been, ...

for me to have been kinder to you, ...

that first time.

The words, could have been said ...

and the false emotions, acted out.

But no, ...

I would not do it then, ...

nor will I spare you anything now.

Understand this, my little one, ...

You were chosen for a task.

A task, I was unable to perform myself.

There was much to be done, ...

and kindness in the start, ...

would not have made our journey, ...

any easier.

Jason, ...

Umm?

I want to give you love.

But, don't know how.

Teach me.

Only if you understand, ...

that this is of no importance to me.

I want to understand, ...

I don't know how.

Please, help me.

If you're going to love me, ...

expecting me to love you in return, ...

would be wasting your time and mine.

I'll teach you the ...

physical act of giving pleasure.

If that would make you happy.

Jason?

What?

Nothing.

You'll never understand anything ...

until you know who you are.

You're not a woman!

You're not even a girl!

You're a cunt!

Say it!

Say it!!

I'm cunt.

And a cocksucker.

Cunt and a cock sucker.

You bend over, ...

and open your ass so that a man, ...

any man, ...

can stick his cock into it.

Yes,

A cunt and a cock sucker.

I will do anything you ask.

Your own reward,

will be in giving pleasure.

Other than that, ...

you'll receive nothing.

I will love you, ...

and I will receive nothing.

And so, "the cast was set".

There would have been more excitement to our charade, ...

if it was not also predictable.

I do not chastise you for this, ...

my little one.

To have been disappointed, ...

in your eagerness, ...

would have been to admit, ...

that there was more to your substance ...

than I realized.

♪ What do you know about love? ♫

♪ How can you live without love? ♫

♪ What makes the memory free? ♫

♪ Sweet pleasures later may sting ♫

♪ Love can be so many things ♫

♪ Never clear ♫

♪ The price that you must pay is dear ♫

♪ Always wondering, why? ♫

♪ The flame must die ♫

♪ Vanishing with a sigh ♫

♪ And the harder you try ♫

♪ Passion passes you by ♫

♪ You must learn to give ♫

♪ Anyone ♫

♪ Every one, of yourself ♫

♪ To live ♫

♪ What do you know about love? ♫

♪ How can you live without love? ♫

♪ Love knows not matter of choice ♫

♪ It is no cause to rejoice ♫

♪ Think ♫

♪ A lover swears ♫

♪ On dying vows ♫

♪ And all his worldly gifts endows ♫

♪ And in the next breath he betrays ♫

♪ Those pledges made ♫

♪ For endless days ♫

♪ But, if I'm wrong ♫

♪ Only, if you believed him ♫

♪ All along ♫

♪ So ♫

♪ You must learn ♫

♪ To give ♫

♪ Anyone ♫

♪ Everyone of yourself ♫

♪ To live ♫

♪ What do you know about love? ♫

♪ Why can't you live, without love? ♫

♪ What kisses cover your face? ♫

♪ You want a tender embrace ♫

♪ Sweet promises to replace ♫

♪ Emptiness ♫

♪ Be not confused by useless games ♫

♪ Do ♫

♪ And once again ♫

♪ You'll feel the pain ♫

♪ It is always the same ♫

♪ Pleasure leading to shame ♫

♪ Ah, but who is to blame? ♫

♪ You must learn to give ♫

♪ Anyone ♫

♪ Everyone ♫

♪ Of yourself ♫

♪ And live ♫

I can only guess, at your thoughts, ...

as you slept.

How troubled your dreams must have been.

After our first encounter, ...

even the softness of the satin sheets, ...

could not soothe the ache in your groin.

Good morning.

Have you slept well?

No, ...

I had this dream.

It was frightful.

Hands, ...

holding me, ...

touching me.

It's only natural.

The surroundings and everything are new to you.

It's bound to trouble you at first.

It'll pass.

Come, ...

let me bathe you.

Jason, ...

I will do anything, to please you you.

I know that.

The only proof I have is when, ...

when I feel your cock, ...

swell within my mouth.

My cock is impartial.

It doesn't care who services it.

It can be a man, ...

a woman, ...

an animal, ...

or even you, my little one.

Jason, please, ...

don't torture me.

Let me make you happy.

Let me love you.

Yes, I will.

Tonight you'll be rewarded.

Your lover will come to you, ...

and in the darkness of your bedroom,

he'll lie between your legs, ...

and tell you of his love.

Yes, come in.

Yes, Griffin.

He sent me.

Must I follow you?

No, ...

he sent me, ...

in his place.

I ...

I don't understand.

If you like.

I'll leave.

I'm sorry.

No, ...

wait.

Why?

You wanted something.

He sent me.

Every hole I have has been used.

What's your speciality?

Ground glass in my douche.

You're angry.

You're taking it out on me.

I'm sorry.

I'll ...

No!

Please ...

Stay.

I ...

I'm sorry.

Just ...

Make me feel.

Is that too much to ask?

You are so beautiful.

This feeling inside of me.

Please, ...

take it from me.

Tonight, ...

your lover will come to you.

And in the darkness of your bedroom.

He'll crawl between your legs, ...

and tell you of his love.

Tonight, ...

love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, ....

In the darkness of your bedroom, ...

he'll crawl between your legs, ...

and tell you of his love.

I love you, Jason!

I only did it out of loneliness for you.

Don't Jason.

Jason?

I only did it for you.

Joanna.

This isn't punishment for infidelity.

No.

This is another lesson in pleasure.

Try to restrain yourself.

I have a tendency, ...

to become overzealous, ...

if my partner gets too excited.

Gina, ...

show her the other end of the whip.

Don't be afraid, Joanna.

I'm not going to hurt you.

Oh!

It stings!

Oooh!

Haaa!

Trust me.

Haaa!

Uhaa!

I'll make it better.

Haaa!

Hiah!

So painful.

Ssss!

- You'll be all right. - Ahh!

Hah! ... Hah!

- I'll take care of you. - Hah!

- You'll be all right. - Hah! ... Ahh-hah!

There.

Uhh!

Hah!

Hah!

That's it.

Hahh!

Hah!

Hah!

I’ll see this for you.

Hah!

Yes, much better.

All right.

It's going to be alright.

I’ll make you feel better.

Hum!

- Hum! - Hahh!

Much Better, Joanna.

Yes.

You'll forget all about the pain.

You taste so, ...

So wonderful!

So warm!

Moist!

¡You make me feel so warm and wanted!

Love to kiss your cunt!

I love the taste of your cunt!

Kiss me!

Yes!

Mmm!

Aaahh!

Uhm!

Uhm!

Ahh!

Haa!

Haa!

Uhm!

Hum!

Uhmm!

Ahh!

Uhm!

Uhm!

Aaaaaahhhh!

¡Aaaaahaaaahh!

Oooh!

- Sir. - Uhm?

Aah.

Sometimes, I wonder what's worse.

Taking this or dying?

How's it going?

With me, or Joanna?

With you.

There's no mistake.

It's almost time.

And Joanna?

Will she do it?

Do you think she can?

It's the one unknown.

She'll do it, she'll have to.

I'll leave her no choice.

There is, ...

an easier way.

Haaa.

Death is so impersonal.

Needs a grand gesture, to give it meaning.

Hum.

I'd like to die by the hand, ...

of someone who loves me.

Can I relax?

And so it's over now, my Joanna, ...

to tell you that I despise you, ...

would serve no useful purpose.

So, I shall spare you that.

You have played your part ...

in my little game.

It is just and fitting, ...

that you received some recompense.

This small gift, ...

is a token, of your useless existence.

Awaits in my study

Since there is no need, ...

for further conversation between us.

I will say goodbye to you now ...

and pray that your ...

and youthful ignorance, ...

will not stop you ...

from using ...

the gift I will give you, ...

as I have intended.

Goodbye, ...

Jason.

What happened?

Nothing.

It was an accident.

Shall I call the police?

No, ...

they'll only ask silly questions.

Just, ...

remove that.

Andrew Griffin.

Dinner will be served at the usual hour.

Yes, Madam.

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