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We'll light it up like the dough
tomorrow.

Amber, if you want to be free.

We'll live it up like the dough
tomorrow.

Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Na, na,
na, na.

Thank you.

He's gonna win.

I don't know what kind of fairy
godmother magic you did to make him into

mayoral contender, but it's gonna open
doors for us.

I quit.

Pardon me?

Nothing to do with you or this place.

My time here has been a dream.

Okay, so why are you quitting?

I want more.

Oh, like more like a rape.

Cool. More out of life. Okay, I don't
understand.

I swore to myself I'd never go back to
corporate PR, but look, here I am.

This is crazy.

You are about to become the hottest
image consultant in Manhattan.

You're just going to walk away from
that?

I'm going to focus on my wellness blog,
become an influencer, a life coach.

I already have a few thousand followers.
I just need to build momentum.

We can use up on the workload.

Easy. Do it.

Clara, thank you, but no.

Is there anything I can say to keep you?

There isn't.

So now that that's settled, I want to
talk about you guys.

Steve, you need to give yourself more me
time, so I booked you taiko drum

lessons. I mean, you've been talking
about it for years, so get after it,

Clara?

I got you.

And National Park is packed. You can go
on some mother -daughter trips with Kim

and collect stamps together.

And I realized that HR isn't fully
utilizing their wellness budget, so I

automated massage chair for the staff on
this floor since they've been working

overtime. It's in my old office, which
is now a zen room.

Image is important.

That's what we do here. But finding real
balance in life is what's crucial to

thrive.

Oh, oh!

He won.

Morris won the primary.

Oh, my God.

Goodbye.

Hey, take care.

I mean it literally.

Why are we having ice cream on a
weekday?

Because we're celebrating.

You want to guess?

The blender's on sale?

Grandma found a silver fox.

Who told you that term? Grandma.

I wish, but no.

You're taking me to Disneyland? Nice
try.

I quit my job to focus on the vlog.

You have nothing to worry about, Ellie.

is a good thing.

I'm helping, right?

Of course.

I mean, who's the best camera operator
east of the Mississippi?

You

did

what? Mom, I have money saved up.

I'm concerned. I'm very concerned.

Thanks for the vote of confidence. No,
that was a good job. A secure job.

That was a shallow PR job. What if you
need to find a job and you can't because

you've been out of the game for so long?
I'm still going to be doing image

consulting on the side. I'm just going
to pivot it into life coach with the

blog. What if the economy crashes? What
if you need to move? What if there's an

earthquake in Manhattan?

What? Can that even happen?

I have an image consulting gig interview
tomorrow.

Can you watch Ellie? Well, I'm...

volunteering at the clothing donation.

I'll get a babysitter. I can cancel.

Why now?

If not now, then when?

I looked over my journals over the last
couple of years and I realized that I

wasn't happy. I was pouring all of my
energy into a job that I didn't care

out of some misguided pride in work
ethic.

Self -care and wellness helped me to
find balance in my life, and I just want

help other people. Like, I have to help
other people.

And the blog will do that?

Yeah.

I don't know.

I've been freelance my whole life. Self
-employment is stressful. I have a plan.

You know me. I triple -checked the
risks. It's a sound strategy.

Okay?

I just... You don't have to worry.

That's what moms do.

They do.

You ready, director?

Mom, you need to up your game.

I need to up my game?

Yeah, our equipment is, like, old.

It's fine. We can upgrade as we go.

What?

All the influencers have these big
cameras with lenses now. Not their

How do you know all this?

I watch vlogs.

Oh. The phone camera can make your face
look wide.

Action!

Hi, everyone. Welcome back to Finding
the Me Between the Beauty and the Mess.

I'm Savannah Joy, and in this video, I'm
reviewing skincare masks. Now, I have

everything from cleansing masks to
hydration masks. I've tried gel, sheet,

clay, everything so that you don't have
to.

Now, this mask, which is a rosemary and
honey mask, is actually my favorite.

It's not too drying. My favorite, too.

Sorry.

Action!

Hi, welcome back to Finding the Me
Between the Beauty and the Mess.

I'm Savannah Joy and in this video
I'm...

Is

that Ellie?

Sorry, I couldn't get a sitter.

Oh, no worries. I'm a big fan of your
vlog, so she's kind of like a celebrity

me.

I'd be honored to hang out with you
while your mom has her job interview.

I'm Alicia.

Thank you so much for the opportunity.

Well, you've been posting about your
consulting work nonstop, so I made a few

calls, and everyone has raved about you.

Hey, do you have any, um, sleep wellness
advice?

You know, actually, I have a post coming
up about that. The trick is ritual and

treating yourself a little.

Hmm.

Anyway, Patrick is wrapping up, so can I
get you anything?

No. You guys want on a tour?

Come on.

This is so cool.

Mm -hmm.

So, as you probably know, we are the
number five interview talk radio show in

New York.

It used to be number one until a few
years ago.

I mean, you are New York's hottest club
right now.

I mean, from the models in the glass
cubes just lounging around reading books

the wall of furry bath mats, it is edgy
by being nonsensical.

Patrick likes to use both boobs to
record.

It's almost saying that being immature
is in.

I'm sorry.

Why don't you wait right here?

Can you hear me?

Yes.

So, Ellie, can you tell me where Grandma
took you the other day?

Museum of Teddy Bears.

Grandma liked it. She was nice to take
me there.

I heard that the club's DJ wears a five
-gallon bucket on his head.

So cool.

What did you think of it, Ellie?

I mean, I'm a little old for that stuff.
It was kind of immature.

I heard it was popular.

I guess, but I'm not four.

Uh, who's talking?

Haven't had the going in.

We had to wait in a long line outside on
the sidewalk just to get in. When we

got in, it was so crowded, these girls
were screaming, taking selfies.

I don't know what the big deal is. Who
cares?

Well, I guess it was overhyped. Stop
talking.

Hello? My voice is so deep, like a man.

Mary Sullivan, please voice attention.

You picked your nose.

So, Ellie, right?

How old are you?

Ten.

Overrated or not?

Green juice.

Oh, green juice?

Ten dollar artisan cupcakes.

I make cupcakes with my mom.

Well, you heard it, New York. Straight
talk from a ten -year -old critic.

You'd have thought on the hype.

And, well, what's your name? Patrick.

Savannah Joy.

And what do you do, Savannah?

How do you see yourself, Patrick?

What do you do? Post.

Cultured. Charming.

Hmm.

Well, I'm a suit connoisseur.

Watch enthusiast. Love all things
bespoke.

Always hustling.

Always seeking the truth.

Very stylish. In a medium where you're
invisible to your audience. Oh, you mean

radio?

Calculative. Competent. Or closed off.

Yes, I do wear a suit of armor.

Charming, perhaps.

Thanks, sir. I won't push it. I'm a life
coach, which includes image consulting,

helping people with their public image,
usually startup CEOs, politicians.

I analyze their appearance, behavior,
communication, anything that might

their professional image, and I give
recommendations.

I can help.

Well, you heard it, New York. Do I need
help?

Let me know.

This is Spreading the News with Patrick
Dillon. Are we live?

Every morning.

Did all of New York just hear you
flirting with me? Yeah.

I wasn't flirting. Yeah, some people
wouldn't qualify that as flirting. More

awkward? I am very good at flirting.
We're still broadcasting, Savannah.

You hit the live button.

Uh, yes. Okay, one second.

I am so sorry.

We were in here waiting for the
interview, and I thought when you came

were just playing along. No, I was
trying to turn this gaffe into a skit.

Are we still going to do the image
-confirming gig interview?

No. Uh, cute kid, though.

My fault.

Um, they prepped this room to record and
then moved on. I didn't know.

Thank you for the opportunity.

Sorry.

Come on, babe.

Hey.

So, uh... 10th Floor wants an update on
our co -host search.

Yeah, gave them names months ago.

And none were approved.

Do you know that you're trending on
social media?

And in a good way, for once.

Patrick Dillon needs a makeover, yes.

For a minute, he seemed like a guy I
could have a beer with.

Maybe she can turn him into someone
who's not such a stuck -up little...

people like to see me stumble. It's
schadenfreude.

And why is that?

She called you out and New York was
charmed.

Charmed is a strong word.

You called yourself charming.

Look, a makeover by her could be your
ticket to building up your listener

numbers. Maybe.

Even get you that best of NYC award
after all these years?

Yeah, you're just a janitor. I am.

But this proves that she is the perfect
consultant to bring you back down to

earth. I mean, she made over Morris.

Or do I look like a dive bar owner?

Okay, let's be real.

Your declining listenership is why they
want a co -host.

And the Times said... I know what the
Times said.

You seem more focused on the insider
gossip of the rich and powerful than the

concerns of the average New Yorker.

Listen, I know this may sound crazy, but
I think we may have found a good co

-host candidate to pitch to the 10th
floor. Who?

Her? Yes, they will absolutely get on
board.

Her vlog followers are literally the
demographic you score poorly with, but

advertisers cut it.

You're kidding. No!

She will balance and call you out, just
like Howard Stern and Robin Quivers or

Reedus and Kelly.

This is a joke, right?

I feel that she'll bring something you
lack.

A more grounded, less pretentious
perspective.

You wouldn't throw a clown into a lion's
den.

Then give me more co -host names. No
problem. That the 10th floor will

Listen, we're mashing two potatoes with
one fork.

And it's not like she's some seasoned co
-host that the 10th floor will fall in

love with and replace you with.

She's a newbie.

Exactly, which is why this is straight
up insulting.

You're sinking, Patrick.

And from where I stand, she is your best
chance at saving your show.

Get her for the consulting gig and co
-host.

Or I guarantee you, the 10th floor will
not renew your contract at the end of

the season.

when Savannah here and Ellie and I are
having a creative day as part of our

wellness routine.

Hi,

Savannah here.

Who is this person?

Shut up in airplane mode.

Hello? Savannah!

Dr. Dillon.

You just called me like eight times. Why
didn't you leave a message?

Because you picked up.

Listen, I'm sorry about yesterday.

Ah, water under the bridge.

No need.

You're hired.

That's fantastic news. Thank you.

One little request.

Instead of just the image consulting
job, we will double your fee if you join

on the show as a co -host.

Hmm. Did Sonny Patrick run the air?

Nope. So, is it a deal?

No.

No? I appreciate the vote of confidence,
but I have zero interest in becoming a

radio host.

More of a trial run as a side act.

You're really selling this here. Listen,
I've got my own priorities.

What priorities? Face cream?

Patrick, I'd be flattered. Take the
consulting gig, but no thanks to the

But we had such a connection, Savannah.

I need to go.

I thought you wanted this gig.

I do, but we are taking a tour of a
school and work does not interfere with

daughter. Okay, let's close this deal
now.

I can talk tomorrow.

Bye.

Savannah!

We also have a rooftop greenhouse,
historic chapel, and new this year is a

resident archaeologist.

Of course, all this is to prepare
students for the wonderful world they'll

inherit. Of course.

Contact me if you have any further
questions.

The tuition.

Last page.

Hope to see you in the fall.

Mom, what are we doing here?

You don't like it? This is for rich
kids.

Not if you get a scholarship.

Oh, I guess they gotta pay for Indiana
Jones somehow.

Why would they want me?

Who wouldn't want you? You are smart.
You have top percentile test scores.

give scholarships to people like you.

Places like this open doors for the rest
of your life.

Did you ever get a scholarship?

I went to public school because I was
not as smart as you are.

Hey, if you were here and you could
study anything in the world, what would

be?

Zoology? Zoology? I thought you liked
English.

That was last week.

Billy, you like English.

Like, we got to come in here like you
already know what you want to do.

Driven. Okay?

All right.

Hey. Morning.

That was my coffee. Whatever bodega
sludge that was, this is better. You'll

thank me later.

Is there half and half?

So, how was the school?

You don't have to small talk, Patrick.

You're being friendly.

I'm establishing boundaries.

What did you want to discuss?

Okay, so the consulting gig and the co
-host thing are kind of a package deal.

Then no, sorry.

You said you wanted the gig.

Sure, but I don't need it. What is so
wrong with co -hosting?

You are so off -brand for me.

You mean your New Age yoga stuff?

The last thing I need right now is
something that's going to pull me away

my vlog, not to mention confuse my
followers and muddle my brand.

What if we tripled your fee?

Thanks for the copy, Patrick.

Okay, what if we connected you to
advertisers?

promoted your vlog on the show and got
you serious exposure.

Why are you so desperate?

They think my show needs a makeover.

Yeah, it does.

Listeners liked you and management for a
reason that I cannot fathom approved

you.

But do you want me?

I don't have a choice.

I wouldn't have time for my vlog.

I will find you an intern.

I will help you. Shoot, edit, find
sponsors.

Free labor.

You'd have to allow me adequate time per
week.

Fine. And the show would have to align
closer to my own brand. We'd have to

agree on a guest list. Oh, come on.

This is my worst nightmare.

Really? You should meditate on that.

I'm going to help you, Patrick.

For the record, this is not life
coaching. This is just image consultant.

Thanks for the coffee. It's good.

It's perfect.

Was that you on the Patrick Dillon show?

Please come in.

Uh, yes.

What were you doing on your show?

It's a side gig, but are you upset that
I'm working?

No, no. I am happy for you.

But also, how did you get the account?

You know, never mind. More importantly,
the chemistry that was in the air of all

of New York. There was no chemistry.

No? No.

It was tingling with electricity, like
styrofoam stuck to a cat.

He was doing his fake radio charm. I was
trying to get a job.

By flirting?

Of course not. That's unprofessional.

Like, have you seen the man on the other
side of that voice? Only on page six,

but do tell.

Why are you here?

I am here to check in on you.

And your life is obviously awesome. He
may sound nice, but he is anything but.

He is pretentious. He's... Pussy. He
dresses like the landed gentry. But that

deep voice.

They add a filter.

No. Yes, and he is the opposite of
wellness. He's this mental gymnastics

If you say so.

Their mother -daughter journal.

So cute.

I rarely find time with Kim.

But that's what the park passports were
for.

You know, I'm actually doing a mother
-daughter vlog episode on quality time

together. My mom helped me make these
prototypes.

They're designed to promote wellness and
foster creativity.

It's basically a mindfulness journal for
parents and a confidence builder for

kids disguised as a productivity tool.

You should use it.

With Kim.

I can't. No, I would love your feedback.

I need testers.

I really want to fill it for my blog one
day.

I wish you told me about this while we
were working together.

I feel like I wasn't a good friend.

No.

I was worried that you'd think I wasn't
100 % about the job. Which I was, which

was also the problem.

Well, I'm glad that you're doing this.

And I'm happy I get to be a better
friend now.

Yes, boss.

Why is all the furniture weird?

This is a big... Question mark. Oh, you
can sit on it.

Oh, it's uncomfortable.

Yeah, it's a statement piece.

But where do you watch TV in your
pajamas?

My mom's picking her up soon.

Oh, look.

Oh, that is a Louis Braun. It's a play
on Kazimir Milovich's supremacism.

I could totally paint it. She actually
did paint that this morning.

But this is brilliant.

Questions representation itself.

Who cares?

It's been a while since I've been around
kids.

Maybe you could use some unfiltered
honesty more often.

Oh, careful, Fannie Mendelsohn.

How about, let's try this.

There we go.

I'm a puppet.

Are we going to work?

Oh, jeez, the boss is back.

Boo.

So, the network has given us a couple of
weeks to find the new version of the

show, which will launch after the mid
-season hiatus.

Forwarding you the branding parameters.

Look over those now.

Where's your phone?

I'm doing a digital detox.

I'm not using my phone for the day.

Why? Wellness.

It's a vlog episode I have coming up.

Do you want me to print you out a hard
copy?

Don't hurt the trees.

Look out there!

Here.

Try these.

Oh, they're heavy.

That means they're a good friend.

Now let me know when you see the United
Nations building.

You can't see it from here. Keep it
busy.

So I looked over the guest list.

Impressive, huh?

Am I interrupting?

Oh, continue.

So for the show, I was thinking... So I
was thinking

for the show... Oh, sorry.

Your guest list doesn't work for me.
Your guest list doesn't work for me. Why

not? I'm not going to undercut the
sophistication of my show. I'm expanding

With random mothers.

Single mom entrepreneurs.

Who nobody's ever heard of.

I'm sorry if they don't live in
penthouses or act in movies, but I would

connect with normal people, like my vlog
audience. Normal, huh?

I can't find it.

Keep looking.

So the rebranding proposals that I sent
you... Those don't work for me. You're

being stubborn. Look who's talking. Can
I have my phone back, please?

Got a million things to do.

Okay.

Mom,

this is Patrick. Patrick, this is my
mother, Amy. I am a big fan. She isn't.

Can I get a tour? My mom was just about
to leave.

I'm leaving.

Can I ask for a favor?

Be the voice on my answering machine.

Hello, this is Patrick Dillon from
Spreading the News.

You've reached Amy Joy's phone. She's
out living life and breaking hearts.

Please leave a message and she will get
back to you soon.

Cheers. Thank you so much.

You are the best.

Anytime. Anything else?

Cocktail?

Just be nice to him.

Bye, babe.

Bye.

Thank you.

Come on, Ellie.

Hi, thank you for calling me back. Hi,
I'm looking for Waffle World photos to

review for my wellness blog. Now, I
don't have 30 ,000 followers yet.

Minimum 30 ,000 followers. Well, I'm
almost there. Do you work with

I'm a single mother doing a blog post on
secrets of a good night's sleep, and

I'll be on Spreading the News with
Patrick Dillon soon.

Okay, I understand. Thank you for your
time. Yeah, I'd love to tell you more.

Mom?

Sorry, Mom's a little tired today.

You didn't post today.

I was busy with Patrick's stuff, but
I'll post tomorrow.

What are we filming?

We are journaling before bed.

But you need me to hold the camera.

I'll be fine. You can help me tomorrow.

Let's make some tea.

Hi, welcome back to Finding the Me
Between the Beauty and the Mess. I'm

Joy, and in this video, I'll be
reviewing essential oils.

What do you wear on the weekend?

Right, you expect me to interview the
titans of business in a t -shirt?

You're not negotiating trade deals.

Style is confident. It says, I'm on your
level.

Are you saying that for them or for you?

Let them feel powerful over you. They'll
open up more.

There's a reason why politicians take
off their ties and roll up their

It sets the tone.

I'm not talking in a Ford factory.

We are doing a reverse Cinderella on
you.

You can still be classy but
approachable.

Add some jeans.

Trust me.

You look normal.

Is that a compliment?

Actually handsome.

Actually? So much better without the
tie. Much less uptight.

Okay, show me how you sit.

Your body language is closed.

You're not watching the game on the
couch.

Do you know the people that I've
interviewed?

You've always been invisible on the air,
but not to the person you're talking

to.

I get it. You've never been subject to
scrutiny the way you might have been if

you've been on camera, but people react
to this subconsciously. I'm behind a

desk. I could be pantsless.

I do interviews in a dark booth.

I want to talk about that, too. Look, I
do not have time to psychoanalyze my leg

placement. This interview is in two
hours. Maybe we just pick it up, figure

out on the fly?

Yeah, okay. I've got stuff I have to do,
too.

I find the Oscars more of a pageant for
the masses to experience glamour rather

than an award for the truly best
anything.

I mean, when I was last there with my
friend Leo, I found the red carpet line

so slow. They don't tell you how long
it's going to be.

So, Zoe, I love that Falafel Hut
commercial you were in.

My daughter laughs at every time.

You know, the one where you say, I'm too
full, I feel awful.

You know, you feel awful.

You weren't in that commercial.

Are you talking about Billy Martin, the
comedian?

Oh, they don't even look alike. But
maybe she had a wig on, you know, movie

magic.

I'm sorry, I'm new at this.

I just quit my job and now I'm here all
of a sudden co -hosting, you know, fake

it till you make it, right?

Zoe is an Oscar -winning actress,
Savannah, with two Emmys and extensive

credits. You don't have to fake
anything. You are an amazing actress,

I'm sure you could fake whatever you
want if you had to.

You know, the last time I conducted an
interview was for my Science Camp

magazine when I was 14. I was a little
nerdy then, but, you know, who wasn't?

And it was really good for college
credits, and my mom was super into

her resume, and I hope my college
admissions people aren't listening, you

what I'm saying?

You two are looking at me, and this
feels awkward. Is this awkward?

Patrick, get in there!

Would you like to confess to anything
else?

I'm sorry. I was just trying to lower
the stuffiness.

Oh, you mean the elevated conversation?

Uh, more like name -dropping. Oh,
please.

Waxing poetic on the Oscars. Maybe you
could write a haiku about it. Oh, try to

join us up here, please. Oh, of course,
Patrick. I forgot you're not a man,

you're a radio god.

Maybe we could talk about holistic
candles instead. Said no one ever. We

spent the last...

half hour pontificating about Hollywood
rather than try to learn anything about

her. Well, we learned she doesn't do
falafel hat commercials.

I am just trying to be real, Patrick,
and I think your audience deserves that.

Okay, let's be real. Okay. You didn't do
the research, which is the first

priority for any interviewer. I was
busy, and you didn't share your notes.

Busy? Doing what?

Huh? Doing what, Sylvette? I was having
an important puberty conversation with

my daughter.

Okay, yeah, I'm a single mom, self
-employed. What did you do last night,

Patrick? Huh?

Google yourself?

Okay, you know you've done that, too.

Okay. We're going to take a quick
commercial break. And in the meantime,

check out Savannah's wellness blog,
Finding the Me Between the Beauty and

Mess.

We'll be right back.

Thanks.

So you two didn't compare notes.

You didn't practice.

I blame you for not coaching her better.

Alicia. You're not taking this
seriously.

Okay, it is obvious that this experiment
isn't working. Let's just go back to

the old format.

There is no going back, Patrick.

We're not at number one anymore.

To still be on the radio in this day and
age with so much competition, you need

broad appeal to justify the airwaves.

She is your only hope and you're
sabotaging it.

And you, I... I expected better from
you.

I thought you'd never give up.

We're going to air reruns this week, and
then you two just figure this out.

I listened to the show today.

I've been hired by a man who refuses to
be helped.

I thought the point of the show was to
promote the blog.

I'm getting there. Or what if he does
more harm than good for your brand?

I know.

You could quit.

You know, I know you take pride in your
work. No, it's not that. I signed a

contract. Oh.

Look, I'm handling it. I can catch up on
blog episodes this week.

I want to add a give back section. I
think it would be a good mother

activity. Hmm.

I agree.

So I see you know how to pick a spot.

You ready to go?

We need to start working on the show.

Sure, but as you can see, you have to
work around my schedule now.

No, you heard Alicia. The deadline's
next week. We always spend Saturdays at

park, and I have my blog work to do.

We don't have time for park play.

There's always time.

No, there isn't.

You just have to choose to make time.

Yeah, that's cute on a T -shirt, but
that's not true.

You promised, Patrick.

That was part of the deal.

This is why I became a wellness
entrepreneur. Self -care and family

One plate?

Yeah, why not?

You do this every Saturday?

Yep.

What else do you guys do?

Museums. Meditation.

Creative day.

Exploration days.

Like walking around a new neighborhood
or trying a new restaurant.

There isn't always time, but it is a
matter of prioritizing.

I decided that this was important to me.

What's important to you?

Work.

Yeah, but work for what end?

Just what I've always done.

Are you happy?

Yeah.

That's what I said.

You'd know for sure if you used one of
these.

You track what you're doing, your goals,
and then you can look back over a long

period and see your state of mind, like
where you spend your time, what's

important to you.

Did your mom subject you to this
torture?

Yeah, but I like it.

So, we're going to do some work?

Yes.

You will record.

Record what?

vlog episodes.

We have four to shoot this week thanks
to you.

Come on, it'll be fun.

Ugh, boring, boring, boring, boring,
boring, boring, boring, boring, boring,

boring, boring, boring, boring, boring,
boring, boring, boring, boring, boring,

boring, boring, boring, boring, boring,
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boring, boring, boring, boring, boring,
boring, boring, boring, boring, boring,

boring,

Real milk that can't smell it like milk.

There's oats, there's almonds, there's
cashews, there's...

Finally

got

you out of that jacket.

Every month, Mom makes me pick a job to
learn about.

This month's architect.

Do you have a favorite building?

I don't know.

Have you looked at different building
styles?

Okay, well, let me show you.

Over here, this church is built in the
Gothic style.

As you can tell, the architect was
inspired by that when they built these

arches. I love this style. It's just
big, fun, all different kinds of

around. It's easy to find your favorite.

And over there, that's called Art Deco.

I don't know how you do it.

Working for eight hours a week for no
pay.

On call, 24 hours a day.

And yet, thriving.

Being a mother.

Toughest job there is.

Now I get paid in happiness.

Seeing her.

It isn't always easy.

Started out in complete chaos.

Oh, yeah?

I suddenly found myself a single mother
and it was quick.

My wellness vlog was a matter of self
-preservation at first. I was just

for tips on how to survive from other
single mothers.

When I witnessed the support from
others, it became my obsession.

Not only was I helping myself, but I was
helping others.

People like me juggling family and
professional life just want to know the

How people who have made it have figured
it out.

How they managed to thrive amidst the
drama. I mean, that's interesting to

New Yorker, I think.

I built a successful show for years
because I gave people a window into a

they can't access.

The elite?

Yeah, people don't want to see movies
about normal people.

They want to escape.

They want inspirational entertainment.

Normal people can inspire.

Yeah, I mean, see where you're coming
from. My parents, they came from modest

backgrounds.

But they don't listen to my show
anymore.

I had fun today.

Thank you.

See? Slowing down help. Not for a day.

You should try journaling.

Well, it's been a nice waste of time.

Well, I'm glad I could be your life
coach for the day. And thank you for...

Holding up your end of the bargain and
helping today.

I will have a list of advertiser
contacts for you.

Allie? You're leaving?

Sadly.

This is Bart's.

I think you mean Beaux -Arts.

It's beautiful.

What do I put here?

Your essay.

It says, who do you admire?

Do you know who you're going to write
about?

No.

Well, you seemed to like Amelia Earhart
when you researched her.

I guess.

Who do you think I should write about?

That's up to you. I can't help you with
this.

Parents are not allowed.

I need to think about it.

This is a lot.

Is Patrick helping with more vlog
episodes?

Well, somebody's got to hold the camera
if you're not.

I can let him.

Hi.

You ready?

I got you something.

You know the way to a girl's heart.

I talked to the station tech guy, so...

You could up your vlog game.

I mean, all the influencers are using
proper lights these days.

I know. I was planning to upgrade.

Well, this day she was just going to get
rid of this stuff, so it's yours.

Patrick, I didn't expect that. Oh,
that's a gift from me. You didn't have

me one.

Oh, I didn't actually. I got a new one.
That's my old camera.

It was kind of awkward shooting on your
phone yesterday. I almost accidentally

chucked it into the pond.

Well, this is really just a ruse to help
you shoot faster so you can spend more

time working on the show.

Always an agenda.

You need to practice with normal New
Yorkers, not just people

concerned with the latest collaboration.

What are we doing here?

I'm going to give you a challenge.

Make a person smile.

Easy. I can make anyone laugh.

No, the goal isn't to tell a joke. It's
to charm and connect on a real level.

Look, you're out of your booth, you're
vulnerable, and you've got to be

vulnerable to connect.

Show me what you got.

Excuse me, sir, can I ask you a... Hi,

can I just talk to you for a minute? I
just want to ask you a quick question.

Excuse me, I just want to ask you a
question.

I'm in a fall with my friend here.

Do you collect anything?

Pincushions. I know it makes me sound
like an old lady.

What about them do you like?

I don't know. My aunt and I love flex
them, and they're so, so cute.

Do you have a favorite?

What's a fine one? I love it when people
are passionate about stuff. You know,

no matter how small.

I even have an Instagram page for them.
So happy.

I will give that a follow.

Thank you for talking to me.

Patrick Dillon, not waxing poetic about
trendy things.

Just asked her about something I know
she'd love. Easy smile.

Ah, so you got her to talk about
something genuine.

Damn, yeah, you made your point.

I'm just trying to get you to flex your
old muscle memory. Also, don't cross

your arms so much.

Wait a second. Are you actually
listening to me?

You know what?

You should join me.

Yes, you. You could use the practice. I
dare you to get someone to tell you a

deeply personal story.

Get them to cry.

Oh, come on. She

followed me everywhere. We were

inseparable. We had such fun times.

But there was another side.

Hurtful.

I understand.

A lot of these relationships, they're
such extreme highs and lows, and the

can be brutal.

She would scratch me, torment me.

When I left, I felt... Relieved?

But were you happy?

No.

She was a good cat.

A real affectionate kitten.

But growing up on the farm alone, the
only kid for miles. She was your

only friend.

Yeah.

A pleasure talking to you folks.

Well,

that was the most intense conversation
about a cat.

You were connecting.

Right?

Wow. Thank you.

Did you always want to work in radio?

Oh, gosh.

No, I used to be a serious print
journalist.

Yeah, The Times.

Really? Mm -hmm.

I did profiles.

I was fascinated by people.

And then one day I'm doing a profile on
a DJ, W -A -J -E, and the producer

invites me to do an interview on air.

Well, it turns out I have a talent for
disarming guests.

New York loved it.

Now, how did you go from that to
interviewing socialites?

Well, you know, I was good at asking
hard questions to the rich and powerful

because of my profiles.

They didn't scare me.

So the station asked me to dive deeper
into that, and I did, in every which

including my life, which was good for
promoting my brand and networking with

guests. Makes sense.

Yeah, but eventually it became me,
started dating a

stylist, started playing the role, and
when my ex -fiancé left me the show,

It was the only thing I had on the air
and off.

I'm sorry.

Oh, it wasn't to be. It was for the
better. Believe me.

You know, I used to have real
conversations with guests.

I did. And then the station wanted me to
have this elitist slant, which now

apparently they want me to shed.

Yeah.

What about you?

Happy with the way you see yourself now?

I felt stuck the last couple of years.

My blog and my journal both stalled, but
shooting the other day, it feels like I

finally have momentum and it feels
amazing.

We're going to promote that on the show.

Thank you.

I should go.

Yeah, me too.

Yeah, at least.

Probably tired of my mom. Yeah. I have a
phone.

Emails. Email.

Right.

Business stuff.

Okay. Thank you for... Oh, yeah. These
are amazing.

Yeah.

Him?

Barely do penthouse renovations under
eight figures.

Billionaires don't want something
someone else has.

They want the impossible.

But how do you work with clients who
don't understand compromise?

Well, first of all, we don't use that C
word.

Okay, but what do you say to someone
who's always used to getting their way?

Look, this is the art of dreams.

And if they pay, I do.

Okay, but I don't... I mean, if you
just... I'm sorry, you go ahead. No, no,

please, please, please.

You guys are adorable.

Just kidding, just kidding.

What was that?

It was so slow I wanted to pull the fire
alarm.

Why is it awkward like two teenagers?

Are you two hooking up?

Definitely not. No, definitely not.

No.

So then what's the angle?

What's the show, Patrick?

We haven't figured it out yet.

So I have no proposed branding from you
two yet?

No act structure, no guest list?

You two can't act like an interviewing
team unless you have tone and format.

Now, you know this.

What's the issue?

This is my fault.

I was slowing us down, but we're on the
same page now.

Can you just give us a little bit more
time, please?

Nail this rebrand by next week for the
start of the second half of the season,

or be canceled.

That's a bit harsh.

It's not my call.

There are plenty of up -and -coming
podcasters with millions of followers

already that the 10th floor would love
to take a chance on.

Is he always like that?

Don't you have an episode you need to
edit and post?

No, we're going to figure this out
first.

Maybe we should do what I always do when
I'm stuck.

Take a break.

Right. The opposite of work.

No, mindfulness will lead to
inspiration.

Okay, what's the plan then?

I love this city.

Me too.

There's a patina of frustration from
living on top of each other that covers

entire city, but scratch that off, there
is a beautiful story around each

corner.

Like who's being a poet.

That's how I feel.

You don't get that hiding away in a
loft.

No, you definitely don't.

Maybe we need to push the corny poet in
you to find the angle.

How about you show me your New York?

Well, mindfulness leads to real change.

You stole that from my post.

Are you stalking me? No, I've been
journaling.

Come on.

I've got a surprise for you tomorrow.

So, as promised, I found your potential
sponsor for your vlog.

Who is it?

The world's largest online wellness
retailer, Boutique Thrive.

I don't trust them.

Sustainability or ingredient -wise.

Okay, you can ask them about it.

Do you know they sell glitter -infused
face masks?

Microplastics pollute the water and they
harm your skin. It's all just for

social media photos. Okay. No glitter?

What's wrong?

I should have told you, but I'm a few
days into a juice cleanse detox for the

vlog.

You had to pick a lunch meeting?

How was I supposed to know? Just don't
eat anything.

Do you know how hard that is?

Just chat with her.

And try to be your normal, charming
self.

Yeah, okay.

I'm just a little bit hangry.

And if she wants to talk about Glitter
Matt, we're going to talk about Glitter

Matt. I am not discussing Glitter Matt.

We love working with influencers.

Have you seen our new My Glitter Mask?

Your followers will love them.

I don't recommend anything to my
followers that I don't believe in. They

me.

Oh, no, no, of course not. No, no, no,
no, no.

All we're asking is that you review our
masks and recommend the best. It's not

an endorsement. Do you test on animals?

No.

What about your lack of sustainability
in aloe production?

I'm sure whatever report is watered
down.

Thank you so much for talking with us,
Charlotte.

Thanks,

Charlotte.

I'm sorry.

I want to promote things that people
need, not... Push products, especially

products that I don't care about. You
know, you could grow your audience with

Boutique Thrive.

You could do whatever you want. Your own
product collaborations. No one will

remember Glitter Man.

I am not sacrificing my principles just
to make it. It's not that bad.

Look, they may not be perfect, but I
have a list of sponsors who will pay you

well enough that you can ditch the image
consulting and focus full time on your

blog.

I need to do this my way, Patrick.

Even if that takes years.

If that.

What?

That is so good.

I've already eaten food.

And then, let me go over the analytics
that the advertisers care about.

You little devil.

There. That's where the older kids
played stickball.

By the time I was old enough, nobody
played.

And there is my window.

Parents moved to Denver, but still no
people in the neighborhood.

You don't come around much, do you?

No.

Oh, you have a better view these days.

Yeah, but that's hard.

You know, I used to hang out at my dad's
bookshop, chatting with customers.

Talked to a lot of strangers as a kid.

You know, my parents, they never cared
about the latest fashion collaboration

new restaurant opening.

It didn't matter how you dressed, as
long as you wore pants.

Well, it looks like you made them proud.

Uh, yeah, maybe.

I know what we should do.

All right, come on, Patty. We ain't got
all day. I can't rush to perfection.

Oh, yeah?

Pat.

You're out.

You didn't tag me.

Remember the first thing I asked you?

How do you see yourself?

Plumware between here and Manhattan.

Guess I didn't go far.

But you went high.

Where do you see yourself?

Still finding the me between the beauty
and the mess.

All I know is that I found my passion
when I was just trying to make my

life work.

What if that's it?

What do you mean?

Don't focus on how guests made it or
what got them to where they are, but

instead on their personal root memories,
their upbringing, what made them people

to begin with, like us here today.

And then we'll understand their passion
and how they manage to make their

everyday lives work amidst the chaos of
what they do.

Maybe a requirement is that they bring a
family member or a friend, someone who

knows them well.

That would be a different dynamic than a
tribute normally has. We could even

interview them live in their own home.
Or a place of work.

We can do that, right? Why not?

Our guest list could be elite, self
-made people. We could have single

entrepreneurs on there, too.

I think we've got some work to do.

And plenty of vlog episodes to shoot.

Of course.

Of course? Of course.

Yeah, but will we bring her with our
children?

I mean, the gymnast may be, but the
other one I don't think would be.

Kind of radio quality.

You need one of these.

You don't like mine?

No.

They harsh?

I believe the term's unfiltered. I dig
my hands.

You had them last time.

Let's see.

Mm -hmm.

Oh, this is great.

Everybody keeps saying that Graham
Campbell is available.

No. Are you Graham Campbell? Yes, we're
definitely Amy Harris and Graham

Campbell.

Southern Bordeaux wine, actually, the
minerality of this dish is what really

ties it in. I'm a cute client. I love
Graham Campbell.

Oh, sure.

There might be some relaxing on the
couch. Clearly.

I think you can sit up front. This is
quite fun.

Well,

thank you for letting me be part of the
team.

Well, I needed someone to hold the
camera.

I imagine you're itching to get back to
your routine.

What do you mean?

You know, gallery shows and celebrity
hangouts.

Uh, not really.

I don't get to move or something.

I'm having fun here.

Mom!

Are we journaling?

Of course.

Um, do you want to join us?

Yeah, let me just sit here.

How's it going with Patrick?

It's going.

Quite the 180, huh?

He's been helpful with the vlog. I've
been posting on schedule. I even have

advertising contacts to pursue. But that
all sounds great.

I think we're finally nailing the show's
angle. I mean, I think it'll be

phenomenal.

But where does that leave me?

What do you mean?

I have my own brand I need to focus on.

I took this job because I needed the
momentum from him, but once I get it, I

can't get sucked into a show that's
going to pull me away from my own dream.

Plus, I'm worried that Ellie is becoming
too attached.

I think you should follow your heart.

Are you giving me mindfulness advice?

I have been using the journals of Kim,
and it's been eye -opening, to say the

least.

I've been doing some reflection, making
some changes.

Like what?

Dinner. Okay, I know it seems small, but
sitting down to a good homemade meal

every night with Kim not rushed?

It's been wonderful.

That's amazing.

I think I didn't want to track my
emotions because I was afraid of the

I mean, you can't deny it on paper.
Rushed was my theme.

Keep going.

Will do, Coach.

There is one other thing.

The partners wanted me to make you a
counteroffer to bring you back in time.

Double what you made before.

That's more than I've ever made.

As your friend, I... I think you should
stick with the vlog.

That's a big number to walk away from.

Think about it.

You don't have to give them an answer
till next week.

Where are we?

We are in the kitchen. So why don't we
interview a Michelin chef's family?

I love it. Yeah?

Yeah.

Hello. Hi, Ms. Callahan.

The scholarship interviews are when?

Okay, thank you so much. This is
wonderful news.

What's wrong?

She got in, but she still has the
scholarship interview.

Tuition is like the price of a new car
every semester.

And she'll get the scholarship.

Yeah, but what if she doesn't?

I mean, I have money saved for the vlog,
but maybe I can't waste it on that. No,

you have to follow your dreams.

Even if she gets it this year, she has
to reapply every year.

Yeah, but if the show gets renewed, you
have additional income.

I can't depend on that.

You figure it out.

I don't have that luxury.

Ellie comes first.

I think you can do both.

Mom!

I should go tell her.

Okay.

I just want you to be as professional as
possible and check all the boxes that

the school is looking for, okay?

What's wrong?

I don't know. I just want to be myself.

Yeah, but you've got to be more than
that, too.

Is Patrick helping us shoot tomorrow?

Oh, no, he isn't.

Oh. Ellie, he's not going to be around
all the time, but maybe not at all. He's

got his own life.

We gotta focus on us. The team.

Okay?

That's my girl.

Okay, sit up.

So Ellie,

what are your interests?

English.

English?

I like English the best.

Nice. Okay.

So Ellie, what are you reading right
now?

I just finished a book called Believe
Me.

And what do you like about Believe Me? I
would probably say the character

development. It was written very nicely.

Yes, girl!

You're gonna ace this.

So, what sacrifices have you had to make
to get here?

Well, it had to be a dream we both
wanted.

It's not just me alone in the kitchen
getting the Michelin stars.

My parents were the same.

My dad had a bookstore. It was his
dream.

But he was not a good businessman, so it
would have died many times if my mother

didn't believe in it, too.

When you first opened and got that
scathing review, what did you do?

Well, my instinct was to work harder,
but I was forcing it.

So how did you find your voice?

Our daughter.

The whole flavor of the restaurant came
from me wanting to show

her our family's heritage.

Wow, I love that.

Well, thank you so much for coming on
today.

This has been Spreading the News with
Patrick Dillon and Savannah Joy.

Till tomorrow.

That was great, guys.

And doing interviews live on location
every weekday morning will be a grind,

the results are clear.

I mean, these familiar spaces really
bring out the intimacy.

And you can feel it, too, in the sound
of the room.

And you guys were at... Absolutely in
sync, too.

Well, we have some guests who want to
run by you for approval. It's going to

a logistical nightmare, but we're ready.

We should also do supplementary content
for the website.

I agree.

I hope you two can pull this off.

Talk soon.

What's up?

I'm just happy everything's coming
together.

Yeah, I know.

Hey, there will be time for the blog, I
promise.

I'll help.

Patrick!

I can't get out of this gallery opening.
Would you want to come with me?

The gallery opening?

Yeah.

I'll send you the information in case
you want to come.

Patrick!

I'd be honored if you would be my plus
one.

What's your favorite subject?

I like English the best.

Do you have any other interests?

Don't worry about your mom.

We'll come back to that.

I read your essay about who you admire.

We studied Amelia Earhart recently.

Wonderful. But Ellie wrote about someone
else.

You.

I admire my mom because she follows her
heart.

She inspires other people to take care
of themselves, just like she takes care

of me.

My mom says that following your dreams
is the scariest thing of all, but I want

to be like her and follow my heart.

But I'm new, and she's not, so I have to
find out what that is for me.

That's why we learn about new jobs and
topics every month.

So, Ellie, what does your heart want to
do?

I guess I do like something the most.

What's that?

I've always wanted to be a veterinarian.

Wonderful.

Why? Doctors help people, but animals
need help too. They have personalities.

They do.

My friend, Susie, has two cats. They're
very different.

Did you know you need to study chemistry
and biology to become a veterinarian?

Yes. Grandma says chemistry is like
cooking, except you can't eat the

ingredients.

So, why didn't you put veterinarian on
your application?

Why didn't you tell me that you wanted
to be a veterinarian?

I did, but you never listened.

Whenever I talked about animals, you
said we couldn't get a pet.

How'd I do?

You did great. You did.

Sorry I didn't listen more.

It's okay, Mom.

Patrick Dillon.

Hey, man.

Congratulations, man.

I heard you were all pre -sold.

Thanks, man. You heard right. I remember
when you were a struggling artist.

I remember when you were a struggling
artist.

Hey. How's the show?

It's changing.

I think it's going to be better.

That's awesome, man. I love that.

What's your secret?

What got you from Hawken Art in Times
Square to this?

Honestly, man, I just turned out the
heat.

I just worked every day like it was my
last.

Really? Yeah, man. At this point, I have
no time for anything but pursuing

perfection. You know?

You gotta be like a seagull over the
Arctic Ocean. Just never landing, never

resting until you catch that fish. You
feel me?

Just no distractions.

But, I mean, I'm preaching to the choir,
right? So... So I'm not happy?

You found someone?

Oh, my... God, that is so unlike you.

How are you going to have time for the
show now, then?

Sorry, man. I got to go mingle.

Hey, go. You do you.

Seagull, baby. Don't forget.

Seagull.

Hi.

Oh, great seeing you, too.

Yeah, well, no, the show has been a bit
different, but I... Oh, I'm glad to hear

you like it. I mean, oh, yeah, well.

She's going to get the scholarship.

I got an offer to go back to my old job
for double what I made.

Are you seriously considering it?

I wouldn't be at the mercy of the
scholarship this year or next.

What about our show?

Your show.

I thought you wanted it too.

I want you to succeed.

This show is going to be phenomenal.

I know.

You compliment me.

I want more than that.

I have dreamed for years of doing
something meaningful like this.

That's not my dream.

Which you're just going to walk away
from for the job?

I can't hedge her future on my brand
success. That job is a guarantee.

You could work with one of the sponsors
I gave you. I'm not losing my

principles.

So you're just going to walk away from
your passion because it's not exactly

way you want it?

I can still work it on the side. Yeah,
that worked out last time.

I got you to a good place.

Are you seriously quitting?

This is spiraling into too much
commitment for me. My contract says that

Seriously, I don't care about the
contract. I care about you following

on your passion.

I mean, you practically kicked
mindfulness into my head and now you are

completely avoiding it.

That's why I'm leaving this show. I'm
sorry this is hurtful to you, but... Oh,

fine. Leave me. But don't leave me for a
job that you don't care about. That is

hurtful. If not now, for the blog, then
when?

Huh?

Keep making promises to yourself, but
you don't really change.

What about you?

What about me? You slow down for a
second, but you don't know where you're

going. You haven't made any meaningful
changes in your own life. You're on the

same path to burnout or sellout.

It's what I want.

What do you want? I'm happy for you.

You've clearly regained your mojo. But I
have my own life, and it's none of your

business.

So, we've booked half the guests.
Savannah quit.

What?

Why?

Follow -through issues.

I can maintain the new format without
her. I promise.

Guess what's to set?

I recorded her questions in advance. The
research is done. I just need to stay

grounded without her.

I'm committed.

Fine. Go for it.

It's your funeral.

Where's Patrick?

I quit.

It was becoming too much.

But you were right. I have to focus on
my vlog.

But he was helping you.

Well, are you still gonna spend time
together?

As friends?

I can't have Ellie becoming too
attached.

Right.

I mean, what happens when he gets bored
of us and goes back to his world of

models and celebrity events?

You know, how is Ellie going to take
that?

Well, all I know is that you and Ellie
have been happy for the past few weeks.

Read your journal if you don't believe
me.

You know, Clara offered me my old job
back at double my salary.

Ellie's tuition wouldn't be an issue.

You are indeed good at this wellness
thing. And you have to do it because

who you are.

Jenny's daughter came up to me the other
day raving about how your vlog helped

her and her friends.

She was talking about you like you were
a saint.

And I know you ain't no saint.

So if you need help with Ellie or if you
need financial help, I'm here, okay?

Just...

Factor it into your business plan.

I just want you to be happy.

Okay.

It's from the school.

This is it.

This is it.

We proudly confirm that Ellie Joy is the
recipient of a full -time

scholarship.

We are going to eat

dessert for dinner.

I'm glad you told the truth about
wanting to be a veterinarian.

You always talk about finding the me in
your vlog, so I just did what you tell

people.

I'm not living up to my own advice, am
I?

What does the team think about me
staying on with the vlog at the land?

Well, you know where I stand.

I vote yes.

And now that I'm home more, maybe we can
discuss... Getting the pits.

It's a big responsibility, but it's what
you're interested in. Really? Yeah.

You inspire me.

You're my hero, Mom.

Take your ice cream.

Thank you for meeting with me. I know
that you run a facet blog, and I was

telling you a little bit about my
wellness blog, and I think that this

make for a really interesting article.
If you wanted to come do a blog, we

sort of do like a merge blog.

Thank you

for the job offer, but I'm going to do
my thing as planned.

I was hoping you'd say that.

Plus, I wanted to connect you to some
stores that are interested in carrying

your journal.

I hope you don't mind. I showed a few
people.

I don't have any stock, though. That
journal was a prototype.

Okay, I also have some investors that
are interested in financing your first

batch.

So, is that a yes?

Oh, that's a yes.

I can sympathize. The neighborhood I
grew up in was the place we all wanted

live.

I know what you're doing.

We're reading.

Your book's upside down, Mom.

Grandma.

He invited you to the best of the NYC
Awards.

Both of you.

The show's been nominated for... I know.

I'm not going.

Your contract has been renewed.

Isn't this what you wanted?

Yeah, I'm... I am exhausted.

You knew this would be a grind.

Did Savannah RSVP?

You want to invite anyone else?

I'll just make sure two seats are safe.

Sorry,

just a minute here.

Hi, Dad.

What's up?

Sorry, I meant to call.

How was your trip?

You listened to the show.

Yeah, yeah, we did. How did you know
that?

You know, I did not know Alicia had your
phone number.

You liked it. Thank you.

That means the world to me.

And mom listened to it with all her
friends. Wow, that is wonderful.

Thank you.

And the NYC award goes to... Patrick
Dillon!

I've wanted this for the last 10 years,
and now for the first time in my life, I

am speechless.

This would not have been possible
without two people who are very dear to

Savannah and Ellie Joy, whom you heard
on the show.

They pushed me to slow down, to
rediscover myself, where I'm from,

values close to my heart.

And I, no, they made me whole again,
allowed

me to connect to people, human to human,
and find that common ground that people

care about.

I promise not to lose that again.

Thank you.

So I'm continuing the new show format
into next season, but with more pre

segments so I can devote more time to
quality without burning out. I'll be

same time, same place, but I'll never be
the same.

How could I?

Savannah and Ellie walked into my life
and, well, ruined it.

And that was the best thing that ever
happened to me because I saw what life

could be. I was full for a moment with
them.

And that's all I want.

I should be so lucky.

Savannah pushed me.

I had lost my touch as an interviewer
because I was losing touch with my

She saved me.

Mom?

Can you watch Ellie?

I'm going out.

And so, this is Spreading the News with
Patrick Dillon.

Hi, Patrick.

Hi, Savannah.

What are you doing here?

I realize that I can't.

Be a better mom for Ellie or help others
if I don't help myself.

I'm not living up to the mindfulness
advice of my own wellness blog.

I told myself that I was protecting
Ellie when in truth I was protecting

from failure.

I'll never achieve my dreams that way.
You and Ellie taught me that.

So I was hoping that you would join our
team again.

You're a cameraman.

On a trial, basically.

Well, that is a dream I can get behind.

I don't want to miss out on life.

And I cannot imagine doing it without
you and Ellie beside me.

I am only one half of a great
conversation without you.

On air.

And off.

Well, you heard it, New York.

This is Spreading the News with Patrick
Dillon. And Savannah Joy.

Till next time.

See, Vincent, that is romance right
there.