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I'm here.

She's out of the coma.
She's just sleeping.

I'm going home.

Wait, Marianne.

What?

How are you doing? How are you?
How is the little one?

You mean your son Axel?
Axel Junior?

Mm.

We're fine, thank you.

Wait, there's one more thing...

You know the car?

The one she crashed with?

No. The one we drove down here.
The Beetle.

What about it?
- It's registered in your name.

Why?

Because I owed duty on it
and I couldn't pay.

So I transferred it to you.

And now the Greek authorities
want 5,000 kroner.

What does that have
to do with me?

It has to be driven back
to Oslo.

It needs to be registered in
Norway as soon as possible.

Then drive it to Norway!

Good luck.
- Marianne, I can't do that.

I have to stay here
with Patricia.

I can't leave her now.

And anyway, it's in your name.

You're the one they want
the 5,000 from.

You expect me to drive a car
through Europe to Norway,

with a little baby?

Marianne, relax!
I've arranged a plane for Axel.

You are fucking incredible!

Where am I? Why?

No, easy, you have
to have this on.

You have to have this on.

It's good for you.

Hi, mom. It's Marianne.

I'm calling because I have

a pretty big favor to ask.

♪ I loved you in the morning ♪

♪ Our kisses deep and warm ♪

Jesus!

I'm
out here, my love.

What is
wrong with you people?

Shh.
- Who? Jews?

No, men!

What the fuck is wrong with men?

Well, how much
time do you have?

What happened?

Shh.

First, um, watching
over the mistress

to the father of my baby.

And then he tells me that he
has transferred the ownership

to his car to me because he
owes the Greek government money.

Ugh.

And now I have to drive
the car back to Norway.

Well, how long does
it take to drive there?

Uh, two weeks.

You know, two weeks
is really not very long.

I think we could do that.

Easy.

Uh, we?

I'm coming with
you, of course.

How much money do you have?

Um, I have 200.

But why would you do that?

Why would, you don't have to...

Well, I am in love with you.

I have, um,

200 also.

I think 200 plus 200 is 400.

And, $400, that
should get us there

with gas and, and food, and...

You know, that would
only take us one way.

Oh, no, but I'm
very good at oral sex.

That's the whole thing.

- Oh.
- It was part of the deal

that I'll be turning
tricks in the street,

which I was very good
at doing in Canada.

If he starts crying,

there's plenty of milk in here.

And my mother will meet you
in the arrivals hall, and...

I promise,
everything will be fine.

We both have children.
Alice has three.

Thank you so much.
- Hi there!

Thank you, thank you.

I love you, I love you,
I love you!

Have a nice trip.

Thank you.

You alright?

Is there anything I can do?

Get me out of here.

Okay, where are we?

Well,

still in Albania,

I think.

There should be a village
a few miles ahead.

So maybe we can stop
and I can find a phone,

'cause they should
have landed by now.

I just need to...

Ihlen.

It's Marianne. Is he
home?

He came a couple of hours ago.

Has everything gone well?
- Yes.

Listen, I have to go feed him
and put him to bed.

Take care of him.
Give him a hug from me.

Thank you. Bye.
- Yeah.

He's fine.

And you?

Um...

I wanna get drunk.

- Great.
- Mm-hmm.

I can help with that.

♪ Hey, baby, baby,
don't you go ♪

♪ You gonna leave me
with a (indistinct) ♪

Okay, so it's
five more miles to the village.

Alright, we'll drive into
town and find something to eat,

find some place to sleep.

We can afford that?

No.
- No.

So we either, um,
eat at a restaurant,

get some nice food
and sleep in the car,

or we eat bread the
rest of our life

and we sleep in a motel.

I vote for restaurant and car.

Yes, ma'am.

Thank you.
- Thank you.

Enjoy your meal.
- Thank you.

Did you finish yours already?

Yeah.

Wow, I think it's an aperitif.

Well, you know, if
it was an aperitif,

they should have served it

before the food
came on the table.

I come from a very strict home,

and if they serve it after
the food, it's a shot.

How strict is
your home really?

I think I was
seven or something

and my mother wanted to
teach me table manners.

So she made me sit at the table

with our finest porcelain
plates under my arms

so that I wouldn't put my elbows
on the table while we ate.

It's true.

It's so strange, like,

I can't remember
the last time I just

sat like this

knowing that no one
is waiting for me.

What was your mother like?

Is, she's very much alive.

Mm.

Very unpredictable.

I wouldn't want to give
a, uh, paltry diagnosis,

but I think she is, um,
maybe, uh, manic depressive.

What was that like?

It was terrific.

Oh, it had its ups and downs.

No.

No joking, just
what was that like?

Well, she's a refugee.

So I think childhood
was very complicated.

The contradiction of Monday
mornings crying on the floor,

the fits, and Monday
evenings baking of a cake

was, was awfully confusing
for a young burgeoning man.

But I think every time
you walk in the door,

it's something different
so you learn to adapt.

You learn to read people.

You learn to, uh, adjust.

Mm.

No, I love her, it's great.

I'm not saying
anything poor of her.

No.

Just complex.

A lot of tears, a
lot of laughter.

I don't really think
that I ever, you know,

had a home.

My only childhood memories
are from my grandmother.

My grandmother's house.

She was my favourite
person in the whole world.

And in my room, my favourite
drawer in the house

was her drawer with
all her old stuff.

And it was filled, you know,

with old ladies'
creams and jewellery

and it was like a treasure box.

And I, it all had the
smell of her perfume

of, of, in a different time.

I felt like a time traveller.

She made me a princess once.

Made a beautiful paper
crown and put it on my head,

and she said that only
the finest, purest soul

can be reached by the
speech of a golden tongue.

I fit that description.

You think you do, don't you?

Yeah, quite golden.

My superhero name.

Oh, really?

Yeah, they call me
The Golden Tongue.

The stars look like they're
dancing to me right now, so...

They're washing
their hair in the rain.

My maternal grandfather

was named Rabbi Klinitsky-Klein.

He had a large
moustache like myself.

Oh.

And he was a very stiff man,

very unhappy fellow.

And he spent his life writing
in a 1,000-page thesaurus

for the Talmud.

The Talmud is a Jewish document.

And it doesn't mean
anything to you,

but that's about the most
Jewish thing you could ever do.

But isn't it strange though

that you feel like you can
tell everything to one person

and then nothing to another?

You know, when I was...

A long story short,

my father slapped me
and called me a whore.

Um, I left home and I
wandered around the night

and I ended up at my
grandmother's house in the city.

And she told me that, princess,
yes, she can't be a whore.

But a whore, she can be
a kind of a princess.

And after that, you know,

I wasn't scared of
going home and...

Mama, Miumiu, Mimi?

I think I would've
liked her a lot.

I would have dated her.

You're Mr. Ladies Man.

What did I do?

Why am I Mr. Ladies Man?

Saw the way that you were
looking at that waitress,

the way she was
flirting with you.

That's just my
bad impulse control.

Right.

I think you should come here.

Why?

Why?

I don't know.

What is this?

This is my bad
impulse control.

What's
it telling you?

It's telling me

that I should fuck
your brains out.

Oh.

Good God!
- Oh, what happened?

I, yeah, really
did cut myself.

You really almost
fucked my brains out.

This is the worst
ground I've ever felt.

I'm so sorry, Leonard.

You okay?
- I really, really, really

would still like to
make love to you.

I'm just-
- I know.

It's...

But not now, right?

Come on, get it.

It's a beautiful morning.

How are you feeling?

I'm all right, my
lips are a little

sore from kissing you all night.

Other than that, I'm alright.

So are mine.

Your papers, please.

Uh, yeah.

There you go.

Are you American?

Yeah.

Yeah, you?

No, man, I'm Canadian.

Right, well, that's
close enough, huh?

No.

Where are you guys headed?

Uh, Norway.

Really?
- Yeah.

Yeah, I was actually stationed
up there for three months.

Oh, no. What?

Yeah.

It's beautiful up there.

Thank you.
- Landscapes,

the fjords, the women.

Well,
thank you very much.

I mean, everything's
perfect up there.

Well, except for the weather.

Right.
- Yeah.

Alright, you guys are all set

if you just stick to the
west side of the city.

It's a little bit, uh,
tumultuous right now.

Okay.

Thank you so much.

You're welcome.

I think he was
flirting with me.

Oh, yeah?

Well, you're very beautiful.

Do you always drive
so recklessly?

Uh, yes.

Give him a big hug from me.

Thanks. Bye.

Okay,
what are we getting?

A German polse.

Oh, polse!

Hello.
- Hello.

Um...

Let's go!

We have a little
bit more of Germany

and, and then after
Germany, we go into Denmark.

And then, um, I guess that
should lead into Sweden.

If we find any of those.

And then we're home
sweet home, Norway.

Let's just find
a place to sleep.

Oh, no, it's okay, I can, uh,

I can drive through the night.

We can just, we, we'll,
we'll just find a motel.

Okay. Why?

I mean, it's okay, I just...

I just, I just
don't know if I, uh,

want this to be over yet, so...

According to the
map, we're in Russia.

I'm eating Germany.
- No.

I didn't know you had that
kind of greed in you though.

Hold on.
- No.

Then there's the ocean.

I have so much more to eat.

♪ I loved you in the morning ♪

♪ Our kisses deep and warm ♪

♪ Your hair upon the pillow ♪

♪ Like a sleepy golden storm ♪

♪ Yes, many loved before us ♪

♪ I know you're not new ♪

♪ In city and in forest ♪

♪ They smiled ♪

♪ Like me and you ♪
- Are you okay?

Yeah, I'm alright.

We made it out alive.

♪ Your eyes are soft ♪

I was sure that was it.

♪ With sorrow ♪

♪ Hey, that's no way ♪

♪ To say goodbye ♪

Hydra is the one place
where I, when I arrived,

I didn't have any kind of
a culture shock, you know?

Like every cup that I saw, I,
I knew it'd fit in my hand.

And every table I leaned
on, it was the kind of table

that I always had
wanted to lean on.

A 25 cent jug of wine
was the kind of wine

that I'd always
wanted to be drinking.

Oh, mostly because
of the price, I guess.

Right, because of the price.

And then I met silly old you.

You went and ruined everything.

I remember.

It was, um,

yeah, outside Kasikas

and you had that green
worn wool sweater and all-

No, that's not when we met.

I meant-
- Yes.

No, no, we'd met
when you were coming,

you were coming from the port

and you were carrying
too many groceries,

I could barely see your head.

What?
- And yeah,

you had jugs of water

and you were coming up

and there was a, a,
a steed walking by

and it was making
a whistling sound,

and there was a cat purring,

like, like an angel
playing a string.

You know, like Babylon.

No.
- And, uh,

and I saw you and the sun
was shining out from you,

and you were coming
from the monastery

and I thought,
"It's Jesus Christ,

the blonde, blue-eyed
Jesus Christ."

And you completely ignored me,

as I suppose, you
know, Jesus would.

I, I don't remember.

I know, you don't
remember, but I do.

I would never ignore you.

You did.

And I'll never forget.

Why did you come to Hydra?

Why?

Well, I mean, I...

It was, you know, Axel,

and I think when I met him,

he was just so different

from everyone and
everything I knew.

And then it turned out
it was all about him

and not about me

or us.

You can play anything.

It doesn't even
have to be a song.

You can just...

Whatever you feel like.

My voice is very ragged.

I've been drinking and
my nails are dirty.

Well, I think that's-

And I'm ugly
and I'm hunchback.

You're beautiful.

And that's-
- And I'm Jewish.

All the ingredients you
need for a, to make a song.

Okay.
- Yes.

It's perfect.

♪ Oh, the sisters of mercy ♪

♪ They are not
departed or gone ♪

♪ They are waitin' for me ♪

♪ When I thought that
I just can't go on ♪

♪ And they brought
me their comfort ♪

♪ And later they
brought me this song ♪

God, I like your body.

♪ Well, I hope you
run into them ♪

♪ You who've been
travelling so long ♪

♪ Yes, you who must
leave everything ♪

♪ That you cannot control ♪

♪ It begins with your family ♪

♪ And soon it comes
round to your soul ♪

♪ Well, I've been
where you're hanging ♪

♪ I think I can see
how you're pinned ♪

♪ When you're not feeling holy ♪

♪ Your loneliness says
that you've sinned ♪

Where are we?

I'm not exactly sure.

I think we're
somewhere in Denmark.

We should be in Oslo
by tonight, though.

What kind of mother
would rather sleep in a car

than go home to her own child?

Did you know that when I, um,

when I, after I had
given birth to him

and I, I left the clinic,

I just, I wanted to,

I wanted to leave him behind.

I wanted to leave
my own child behind

because I felt like
I wasn't ready.

And I, I wasn't ready.

But that was because
I knew that with Axel,

it was all just

ruined way, way before.

But I just,

I just pretended
and I just pretended

and I just pretended
because I knew

that I would have no husband

and I would have no father
for my child to be with,

and I just wanted to be me.

And the thing is that with you,

I feel like I am me.

And so I just don't wanna,

I, I don't know.

I don't know, I...

No one is born a mother.

Nobody.

You're a fantastic mother.

I've seen you with him.
- I know I'm not.

- You're fantastic.
- I know I'm not.

It's true.
- No.

When you look at each
other, it's like, uh,

there's no sea,

there's no land,
there's nothing,

it's just the two of you.

You see the birds?

They just fly without thinking.

That's you two.

The thing is, you and I...

That car is a moon vessel,
you know, it's temporary.

That's why it works

'cause we know it's
not gonna last forever.

And so every minute
becomes valuable.

But

after a while,

you, you would miss,
you'd miss Axel

and you'd miss being a mother.

And you'd take it out on me.

I know that.

You'd think my stories
were old and worn.

Just like every
relationship ever.

I mean, that's the problem
with this kind of love

is that sooner or later the
other person becomes habit.

And I'm not being pedagogical.

I'm saying that

from my side of the
scene, where I am,

there's nothing more
pure, loving and large.

There's nothing more
special than what you have.

And we have a lot of things,
but we don't have that.

One more night.

Oh, one more night's
not gonna do it.

Two more nights is
not gonna do it.

It's gonna go on and on
until it stops, you know?

I will never grow
tired of your stories or

let you become a habit.

It's a promise you can't make.

It's a promise I
can't make either.

♪ Going home to
fight what I can ♪

♪ My heart's torn, it's
where the light is ♪

♪ I'm feeling you in
everything I find ♪

♪ What can I keep ♪

♪ What can I leave behind ♪

Hello!

Marianne, Axel is asleep.

Hi.
- Shh, shh, shh.

He's already in bed?

I gave him some food
and he fell back to sleep.

Oh
- Yeah.

Yes, he's asleep.

The baby.

So yeah.

This is, uh, Leonard.

Hi.
- My mother.

Hello.

I've heard so much about you.

Ingeborg.

Yeah.
- I'm meeting a celebrity.

What does that mean?

He called you a celebrity
because I have talked so much
about you.

Yes. I have prepared
the guest room for you.

Yeah.

It gets so cold
when the door is left open.

I don't know what this is.

Marianne!
Wait until he's asleep.

Let me!

Do you think he likes it?

Do you like it?
- It's like matzo...

Matzo ball.

Yeah, it's, uh...

He says it's like matzo ball.

It's called komle .
- Komle.

Komle?
- Komle.

Okay.

Potato and, yeah.

The meat
was pink a few hours ago.
Tell him that.

- And the gravy...
- It's delicious.

The potatoes are cold.

It's the best meal
we've had in ages.

Right,
this is the best meal
we've had in a long time?

Mm.

It's Norwegian.

It's Norwegian.

Very Norwegian.

I guess it
depends on what you're used to.

Mm.

He's very skinny.

Does he eat enough?

Yes.

I think he's skinny.

Axel too. Skinny.

He's a child, mom.

Exactly.

I can see his ribs.

His name is Leonard.

You can say that.
- Yeah.

Mother was just saying she
thinks you're a bit too skinny

and that you have to eat more,

so just the plates.
- Okay.

Sounds like my mother.

You know, Jesus, uh,

always said it's
more important, uh,

what comes out of your
mouth than what goes in it.

Yeah.
- So.

Is he quoting Jesus?

Mother
understands, uh, English,

she just doesn't speak it.

Oh, sorry.

I understand quite a bit.

Yeah.

Dear diary,

that

was a

car crash.

Really?

She

hates

me.

No, she liked you.

She liked you.
- Oh, yeah, yeah,

she loves me.

No.
- She hates me impossibly.

Axel, he didn't even make it
through the hall downstairs.

You sat at her dinner table.

I'm flattered.

You should be.

Oh, my goodness,
this is cracked.

Bad luck
for seven years.

That's how I
always see myself.

Broken?

♪ Hey, that's no way ♪

♪ To say goodbye ♪

Breakfast!

Eggs and
omelette and bread,

that brings me right back home.

Oh.

Where are you from?

Marianne? Where is he from?

Oh, she asks
where are you from?

I'm from Montreal.

Canada.
- Oh, Canada.

That's far away.

And your family,
is it over there?

Yeah, um, his
family and relatives,

his mother are there and...

But his father
is dead. Like... dad.

Oh, dead?

Yeah.

My condolences.

Condolences.

Oh, okay.

Um, you, uh,

you work?

Um,
yeah, I am, uh...

Leonard's a poet.

No, I'm a writer.

Um, I've written, uh,

a few volumes of,
of poetry and, uh,

and I've just written,
written a novel.

I've written a few novels.

And one was uh,

uh, rejected,

uh, but another one,
uh, is coming out soon.

And, hopefully, you
know, in Norway.

And I'm, and I've been
writing some songs as well.

Uh...
- The guitar.

Yeah.

No, no!
That's mommy's.

W-why didn't you
just tell her

what I did before we got here?

I didn't tell her

because I wanted her
to meet you first and,

and see what kind
of person you are

without just judging
you and what you do

based on her impression of Axel.

Leonard, please don't, don't
pay attention to my mother.

She's just very
insecure and that's-

Well, your mother's
a lot of things,

I don't know if
insecure is one of them.

It's just her
coping mechanism.

And when you've, if, if you
feel like she's judging you,

it's not you, it's
all, she's judging me

because she feels that I am
ruining and wasting my life.

Oh, you're ruining wasting
your life with me, okay.

Very nice.
- No.

You know that's not
what I meant at all.

Ah.

Alright, let's not
get nasty, okay?

Let's just, um,
I'll go for a walk.

Mm, yeah, that's a great idea.

Forgive me.
- Mm.

Where did your mother,
uh, put my shoes?

I don't know, they're
probably in the hall.

Go look.

Oh, yeah.
- Oh, yeah.

Irving, thank
you so much for the letter.

Great news about the book.

For the last two months, I
felt gradually more isolated

from the world and from myself.

So I can't say how much
it meant to me right now.

Unfortunately, we spent all
our money getting to Norway

and Marianne has her
son to take care of.

At the same time, of
course, I agree with you

that all the endless hours
of work I put into it

mustn't go to waste.

I don't know how much
longer I can take it.

You know, actually I was
talking to her this morning

and, um, she did
say that we can,

we can stay as long as we like.

So, I was thinking maybe
I'll find a job and, uh,...

I was wondering

if there is anywhere else

we could stay, you
know, and sleep.

We can sleep under a bridge
if that's what you want.

No, just, um,
you know, a friend.

I thought you had
maybe a friend or...

All my friends have
families and kids.

And, I mean, you,

you could find a job
here as well, you know?

And doing what?

Journalist maybe.

In Norwegian?

'Cause I'm so fantastic
at the language.

Pretty good.

You can just stay in and
write, like you usually do,

and we will be out of your way.

Do you wanna come up or...

Yeah, I'll be in, I'm just,

I need to finish the cigarette.

Is there really
anything left to cut off?

Sorry?

I mean, isn't that
the second time in a row

that you're shaving?

No.

Like, you've been shaving
for what, half an hour now?

So you can just go for a walk

and it'll make you feel better.

No, it's not, I, I
don't wanna offend her.

Well, you won't offend her

because I'll just tell her

that you had an important
errand to go to.

It's fine, really.

Marianne, breakfast!

Yes, we're coming.

Hey.

You look fantastic.

Thank you.

You too.

Oh.

Shouldn't light
the table on fire.

Where's little Micro?
Oh, hey.

Welcome.
- Thank you.

Uh, my mother took
him to the park.

Okay, the, the invitation
was for him as well.

I know, but I
think my mother felt

that it was a little
bit inappropriate

to bring a child here,

because this place
here is quite, um,

it's an institution, really.

But you do know
that this place is

um, quite expensive.

That's okay,
'cause Irving, um,

Irving's lent me a little money.

A wire came in today.

Amazing.

Yeah.

What?

Hmm?
- Hmm?

I love you.

I love you too.

I'm going to Canada.

When?

Just for a little while.

I, um,

my book has finally come out.

Uh, so they're, uh, you
know, paying my fare

and giving me the whole, uh,

star-spangled banner
treatment, uh,

if I go and I promote it.

So, um,

I figured I'll, uh, you know,

just go away for a little while

and make enough
money to send to, uh,

to you and, uh, little Micro,

and you, you all
can come to Montreal

and, um, come enjoy
the freezing cold.

I mean, why can't you just,
why can't you just stay here

and you can find a job?

Because that's not...

I am, I'm, I'm not,

I'm not completely
well, you know,

I, I don't know if you
can see it in my eyes,

but, but

every time I shave,

it takes a lot of self-control.

Please don't say that.

No.

I just,

I just really don't
want you to leave.

Uh...

You won't like what
I become if I stay.

So you're going home.

I'm going to Montreal.

Home is, home is
wherever you are.

Marianne,

it's not the end, okay?

Look at me.

It's not the end.

How do you know that?

♪ Oh, why ♪

♪ Why must I be the one ♪

♪ To always be alone ♪

♪ My love ♪

♪ Always ♪

♪ Why can't I be the one ♪

♪ To believe ♪

♪ That love will go ♪

♪ That way ♪

♪ So why ♪

♪ Don't you take me along ♪

♪ For the ride ♪

♪ Oh, my love ♪

♪ My love ♪

♪ My love ♪