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At the hospital
For sick children.
Tracy hooper was given
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The liver of a nine-year-old
Accident victim...
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( phone ringing )
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Hooper is in critical
But stable condition--
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Such an operation.
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Her condition will be
Monitored for 72 hours...
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( machine beeps )
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Paul, it's april.
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I-- I got
The test results.
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I'd like to come in
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For one last session.
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I'll see you
This afternoon.
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April?
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( sighs )
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( beeps )
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Paul, it's april.
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I-- I got
The test results.
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I'd like to come in
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For one last session.
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I'll see you
This afternoon.
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( machine beeps )
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( theme music playing )
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It's the hat, isn't it?
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It looks nice.
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It looks ridiculous.
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So your message--
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You got the results?
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And it itches like crazy.
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You can take it off.
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No.
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Daniel gave it to me.
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Oh.
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I didn't realize that you
Told him about--
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I didn't.
My mother did.
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I was afraid to.
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Afraid of how
He might react?
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I was afraid
That he wouldn't react.
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I was afraid
He would walk away
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Rattling off baseball
Statistics or something.
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When our dog died,
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He didn't seem to notice.
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And he loved that dog.
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But then, like,
Three months later
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He turned into the kid
From "The exorcist"
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And started telling
Everyone he met
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That they were
Going to die.
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Did she tell him before
Or after the tests came back?
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Right afterwards.
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They came over.
My mother brought me a cake
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And daniel
Gave me this hat.
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It was like
My birthday.
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So are you saying you have
Something to celebrate?
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It's working.
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The mass behind my spine
Is shrinking.
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So that means
The prognosis is good.
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Yes.
Yeah.
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Well, that's great news.
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I'm just so relieved.
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How do you feel?
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I don't know.
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You don't know?
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That's not like you.
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Yeah, it's weird.
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When they first told you,
Were you surprised?
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Did you believe them?
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Are you alone here?
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Yes.
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But don't you
Have children?
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You told me
You have children.
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I do.
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Where are they?
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They live
With their mother.
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So you couldn't
Make it work either,
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And you're a therapist.
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Maybe this is why
Therapists don't talk
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About their personal lives.
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Kyle and sienna broke up.
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When?
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Last week, I guess.
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He took me out to dinner
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And he gave me
This necklace.
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It's a wishbone
Or something
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On a silk chain,
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Which is apparently
Supposed to break.
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And when it does,
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You're supposed to
Make a wish.
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What are you going
To wish for?
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We went out for two years
And he never gave me
Any jewelry.
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What do you make of that?
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I guess
He feels guilty.
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That's a possibility.
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You'll probably tell me
That he cares about me
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And he's trying
To express himself.
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That's another possibility.
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It's too late.
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Why?
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I'm gone.
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You mean
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You're gone beyond him
Emotionally.
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I mean
The girl he loved--
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The girl he thinks
He loves--
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She doesn't exist
Anymore.
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Even if my hair grows back
And I go into remission,
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From now on
Anybody that I meet--
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I'm gonna have to
Tell them I had cancer.
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Why?
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Because it's true.
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So are you saying
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That your cancer has erased
Everything that came before,
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That your old self
Is just gone?
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I was sitting across
The table from kyle
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And I knew I could
Take him home with me
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Even now
With no hair.
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I miss him.
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But the idea of getting
Into bed with him,
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Taking my clothes off
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And letting him
Get close to me,
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Letting him--
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It's disgusting.
I don't want it ever again.
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That's just what
You're feeling now, april.
That will change.
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What kind of person
Doesn't want sex?
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You see what I'm saying?
I'm dead. I'm gone.
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You're not gone, april.
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You are recovering.
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And you've only got
Enough strength
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For one thing right now,
And that's to get better.
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You're right.
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What?
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I don't think I've ever
Heard you say that before.
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Consider it
A parting gift.
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Is that your way
Of reminding me
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Of what you said
In your message,
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That you want this to be
Your last session?
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Yes.
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And please don't try
To convince me to stay.
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It's just that it's important
For your recovery
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To talk about everything else
That's going on.
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I don't want to.
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Of course you don't want to,
But isn't that your pattern,
April?
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- stop it.
- that's what we've been
Working on.
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You're pushing me away.
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Just let me help you.
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- I can't.
- of course you can.
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What I want to do is
I want to schedule some meetings
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For your parents,
Bring them into therapy.
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Maybe we could
Bring in daniel--
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Stop it.
I said no.
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- your mother and dani--
- stop it, you fucking asshol.
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Is everything okay?
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I had to go
Scratch my head.
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I'm sorry.
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No apologies.
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Why don't I have
To apologize?
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Is it because
I'm sick?
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Because I'm your therapist.
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So what, you're not
A human being?
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Someone calls you
A fucking asshole
And you don't care?
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I told you the day we met
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That I didn't want you to be
Taking care of my feelings.
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What's the point
Of therapy then,
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Teaching people to be
Self-obsessed?
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Do you really think I need
More help in that department?
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Do you want
To sit down?
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I understand
That maybe you reacted
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Because a part of you
Wants to leave,
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But maybe you reacted
So strongly
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Because while part of you
Wants to leave,
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Another part of you realizes
That something valuable
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Is actually happening
In this room.
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I could be
A perfect person.
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I could reach nirvana.
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And I could wake up tomorrow
With a lump in my breast.
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So you're saying,
What is the point?
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Yes.
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What's the point?
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( grunting )
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Why don't you take it off?
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I don't want to.
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And I don't want
To talk about why not,
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Or why daniel gave me
The wrong hat,
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Or why I can't let you
See me bald.
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- I understand.
- no, you don't.
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You're right.
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I dropped out of school.
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When?
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Last week.
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Is it because of the chemo?
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But you are almost done.
Don't you want to graduate?
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I'm never gonna get a job
As an architect anyway.
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Why do you say that?
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You saw my work.
It's shit.
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I don't agree with that.
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It doesn't matter anymore.
I'm so far behind now,
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There's no way
I could catch up.
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Actually you haven't missed
That much time at all.
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I'm sure the school
Would work with you--
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I wasn't even going
For me.
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I was going
For my mother.
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She got so nervous when
I was graduating college
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Because I didn't
Have a plan.
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She wanted me to get
Into an advanced degree
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So she wouldn't have
To worry about me
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Because I was
On a path to success.
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She used to say,
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"A mother is only as happy
As her least happy child."
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And then she'd look over
At daniel and sigh.
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And I would think,
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"You're staring
At the wrong kid, lady."
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Well...
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Okay, let's say
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That you do want
To take some time off.
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Why wouldn't you just
Take a leave of absence?
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I won't go back.
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So you're not just
Cutting ties with me.
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You're actually cutting ties
With everything.
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What am I
Supposed to do,
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Go sit in a classroom,
Suck up to my teachers,
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Snort ritalin
With my friends?
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Really?
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I have cancer.
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I'm 23
And I have cancer.
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How the fuck am I
Supposed to top that?
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Where the hell
Do I go from here?
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April, if you could go
Anywhere you wanted,
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Anywhere at all,
Where would you go?
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Back.
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You mean home?
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Yeah.
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But isn't your home
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"So long ago
And so far away"?
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You remember that?
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There are these organic farms
All over the world.
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And they give you free room
And board for your labor.
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I was thinking about just
Going from one to the other.
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For how long?
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I don't know.
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Until I forget
My own name.
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Well, unless you
Develop amnesia,
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The chances
Of that happening
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Are slim to none.
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There was a girl
In chemo with me.
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She was about my age.
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Her name was lyric--
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Lyric merriman.
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It was such
A beautiful name.
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She didn't make it?
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No.
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She died.
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Sorry.
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The last time I saw her,
We were sitting
Side by side,
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Attached to our drips.
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It looked like she was
Doodling in her notebook,
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Just doodling.
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And so I leaned over
To look at it.
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And...
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She was writing
Her name
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Over and over
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In all different scripts,
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Just her name.
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Maybe she was afraid
Of being forgotten.
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It's difficult to be
The one who survives.
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I don't want to.
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Survive?
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It just seems so hard.
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Living?
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00:13:53,934 --> 00:13:57,570
Did living seem hard
Before you got sick?
267
00:13:58,471 --> 00:14:00,073
No.
268
00:14:02,042 --> 00:14:04,577
There used to be
This path.
269
00:14:05,545 --> 00:14:08,681
And it was like--
270
00:14:08,781 --> 00:14:10,583
It was steep.
271
00:14:10,683 --> 00:14:12,252
It was tiring,
272
00:14:12,352 --> 00:14:15,788
But it was, you know,
Well lit.
273
00:14:15,889 --> 00:14:17,790
And it's not there anymore.
274
00:14:17,891 --> 00:14:22,062
It's completely gone.
275
00:14:22,162 --> 00:14:24,531
Did I just
Make it all up?
276
00:14:24,631 --> 00:14:28,101
No, you just got rerouted.
277
00:14:29,036 --> 00:14:31,371
Your life's path
Has changed
278
00:14:32,472 --> 00:14:34,441
Without your consent.
279
00:14:36,977 --> 00:14:40,380
It must be
So hard to handle.
280
00:14:43,683 --> 00:14:45,885
April, what you're
Feeling is normal.
281
00:14:45,986 --> 00:14:48,888
It makes perfect sense.
282
00:14:48,989 --> 00:14:52,692
But you are going to
Grow older.
283
00:14:52,792 --> 00:14:54,227
You're going to
Fall in love again.
284
00:14:54,327 --> 00:14:57,030
You're going to have
Children if you want to.
285
00:14:57,130 --> 00:15:00,400
You will have adventures.
You will know such joy.
286
00:15:00,500 --> 00:15:03,470
You don't know that
And I don't know that.
287
00:15:03,570 --> 00:15:05,238
No no, of course we don't.
288
00:15:05,338 --> 00:15:09,542
But sometimes we just have
To act as if we do.
289
00:15:09,642 --> 00:15:12,245
That's not
Going to work.
290
00:15:12,345 --> 00:15:14,314
Look, you've gone through
The worst of it.
291
00:15:14,414 --> 00:15:16,549
You've already started
To climb out of the hole.
292
00:15:16,649 --> 00:15:18,351
You can't see that yet.
293
00:15:27,995 --> 00:15:29,529
Are you okay?
294
00:15:47,180 --> 00:15:49,983
I think I'm going to be
Alone my whole life.
295
00:15:50,083 --> 00:15:52,685
Why would you say that?
296
00:15:52,785 --> 00:15:54,887
It's just a feeling I have,
297
00:15:54,988 --> 00:15:56,889
Like a premonition.
298
00:15:56,990 --> 00:16:01,194
I can't imagine
Loving anyone ever again.
299
00:16:01,294 --> 00:16:06,799
I don't know
How I did it once.
300
00:16:06,899 --> 00:16:08,801
It looks exhausting.
301
00:16:08,901 --> 00:16:12,072
I know what you mean.
302
00:16:12,172 --> 00:16:15,008
I have cancer.
303
00:16:15,108 --> 00:16:17,110
What's your excuse?
304
00:16:17,210 --> 00:16:20,547
I'm no longer 23.
305
00:16:27,587 --> 00:16:30,623
I went on your page
Again last night.
306
00:16:30,723 --> 00:16:32,159
My what?
307
00:16:32,259 --> 00:16:35,495
Your page--
You know, online,
308
00:16:35,595 --> 00:16:38,231
Where people can comment
On you as a therapist.
309
00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:41,901
Yes, my sad,
Empty little web domain.
310
00:16:42,001 --> 00:16:44,971
Except it's not
Empty anymore.
311
00:16:45,072 --> 00:16:48,841
Someone wrote a comment--
Someone named sophie.
312
00:16:48,941 --> 00:16:51,044
Was she a patient
Of yours?
313
00:16:53,113 --> 00:16:57,850
Actually, I can't discuss
My other patients.
314
00:16:57,950 --> 00:16:59,552
Not even with me?
315
00:16:59,652 --> 00:17:01,254
No.
316
00:17:04,857 --> 00:17:07,260
She says
You saved her life.
317
00:17:09,262 --> 00:17:12,065
You should go look
At the page.
318
00:17:12,165 --> 00:17:16,869
She has a lot of nice things
To say about you.
319
00:17:16,969 --> 00:17:19,739
She's in college.
She sounds happy.
320
00:17:19,839 --> 00:17:22,475
Well, I will.
321
00:17:22,575 --> 00:17:25,145
Thank you.
322
00:17:25,245 --> 00:17:27,580
Thanks for telling me.
323
00:17:34,654 --> 00:17:36,956
You've really helped me.
324
00:17:37,056 --> 00:17:40,860
April, I really
Didn't do that much.
325
00:17:40,960 --> 00:17:44,331
I took you to chemo.
I told your mother.
326
00:17:44,431 --> 00:17:47,167
The rest you did yourself.
327
00:17:47,267 --> 00:17:49,169
- let me thank you.
- yeah, but it's important
328
00:17:49,269 --> 00:17:52,839
That you see how you took
Responsibility for yourself
329
00:17:52,939 --> 00:17:54,574
By coming to see me.
330
00:17:54,674 --> 00:17:56,809
Let me thank you.
331
00:17:57,910 --> 00:18:00,180
And then let me leave.
332
00:18:01,814 --> 00:18:04,151
Are you sure?
333
00:18:04,251 --> 00:18:07,120
I mean, we have accomplished
334
00:18:07,220 --> 00:18:10,089
So much in this room.
335
00:18:10,190 --> 00:18:12,058
You're not the same person
336
00:18:12,159 --> 00:18:13,793
Who came in here
Two months ago.
337
00:18:13,893 --> 00:18:17,497
I came in with cancer.
I'm leaving with cancer.
338
00:18:17,597 --> 00:18:19,332
That's not what
I'm talking about, april.
339
00:18:19,432 --> 00:18:22,702
You were so angry
When you got here.
340
00:18:22,802 --> 00:18:24,171
I'm still angry.
341
00:18:24,271 --> 00:18:26,072
Yeah, I know, but now
You can talk about it.
342
00:18:26,173 --> 00:18:27,507
When I first met you,
343
00:18:27,607 --> 00:18:30,343
You couldn't acknowledge
That anything would hurt you.
344
00:18:30,443 --> 00:18:32,745
Now everything hurts me.
345
00:18:32,845 --> 00:18:34,914
The rain hurts me.
346
00:18:35,014 --> 00:18:36,849
I feel like I have
No skin.
347
00:18:36,949 --> 00:18:40,653
Well, therapeutically,
348
00:18:40,753 --> 00:18:43,756
That's a good thing.
349
00:18:46,293 --> 00:18:48,761
I mean, you've learned
So much about yourself--
350
00:18:48,861 --> 00:18:50,697
About trust and acceptance,
351
00:18:50,797 --> 00:18:53,533
About not needing
To be perfect all the time.
352
00:18:53,633 --> 00:18:55,735
I mean, I know it's hard
To see that now,
353
00:18:55,835 --> 00:18:58,238
But the great thing
About self-knowledge is
354
00:18:58,338 --> 00:19:01,308
That once you have it,
You have it.
355
00:19:01,408 --> 00:19:05,578
And you can't help
But put it into use.
356
00:19:07,547 --> 00:19:08,448
Okay.
357
00:19:08,548 --> 00:19:10,683
You still have challenges
Ahead of you.
358
00:19:10,783 --> 00:19:14,687
That's why I think
You really need to keep
Talking to somebody.
359
00:19:14,787 --> 00:19:17,023
Maybe, but not you.
360
00:19:17,123 --> 00:19:19,592
It can't be you.
361
00:19:19,692 --> 00:19:21,994
'cause I'm the guy
Who took you to chemo?
362
00:19:22,094 --> 00:19:24,731
You're the guy
Who saved my life.
363
00:19:30,637 --> 00:19:33,005
Do you want me to refer you
To another therapist?
364
00:19:33,105 --> 00:19:36,075
Maybe later.
Not now.
365
00:19:36,175 --> 00:19:39,812
Right now I just want
To breathe
366
00:19:39,912 --> 00:19:41,381
And get well.
367
00:19:41,481 --> 00:19:44,217
I'm so glad
To hear you say that.
368
00:19:44,317 --> 00:19:48,388
People do survive
Without therapy.
369
00:19:48,488 --> 00:19:51,258
It's very hard for me
To hear that,
370
00:19:53,025 --> 00:19:54,727
But I guess you're right.
371
00:20:00,267 --> 00:20:01,968
Can you hold on
For a second?
372
00:20:19,752 --> 00:20:24,657
This might be easier
On your head.
373
00:20:25,825 --> 00:20:27,093
It's made of leather.
374
00:20:27,193 --> 00:20:28,961
It's beautiful.
375
00:20:29,061 --> 00:20:31,464
It was my father's.
376
00:20:31,564 --> 00:20:33,032
Then you should keep it.
377
00:20:33,132 --> 00:20:35,335
No, it's for you.
378
00:20:35,435 --> 00:20:36,903
Are you sure?
379
00:20:37,804 --> 00:20:39,439
Mm-hmm.
380
00:20:42,709 --> 00:20:43,610
Can I try it on?
381
00:20:43,710 --> 00:20:44,877
Sure.
382
00:20:56,923 --> 00:20:58,591
Okay.
383
00:21:04,564 --> 00:21:05,832
Wow.
384
00:21:09,268 --> 00:21:11,571
My mom's gonna
Love this.
385
00:21:11,671 --> 00:21:14,807
She really rocks the whole
Amelia earhart look.
386
00:21:14,907 --> 00:21:18,611
Silk scarves
And leather jackets
Are kind of her thing.
387
00:21:18,711 --> 00:21:20,813
I thought cuba was
Her thing.
388
00:21:20,913 --> 00:21:22,649
She's complicated.
389
00:21:25,718 --> 00:21:28,120
Not everything's
Black-and-white, paul.
390
00:21:28,220 --> 00:21:29,989
I'll try to remember that.
391
00:21:38,431 --> 00:21:39,932
Thank you.
392
00:21:54,781 --> 00:21:55,948
Goodbye.
393
00:21:56,048 --> 00:21:57,584
Goodbye.
394
00:22:19,506 --> 00:22:22,008
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