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[To Love]

[Episode 29]

The defendant Yan Jin is convicted of intentional homicide and sentenced to life imprisonment

and deprived of political rights for life.

I know that Zhang Guoqiang is already suffering from cancer

and a cure is unlikely.

If he's willing to admit that he was the one who killed him,

besides this amount here, I can agree to however much you want.

[Wedding]

Xiao'ou.

Zhao Tinghui. Why are you here again?

Can I not come here?

What is it? Am I disturbing you?

Yes.

I don't have any other intentions.

Just came to drink some coffee and see my old friend.

We can't be friends.

Because of Yan Jin?

Even if I wasn't with Yan Jin right now,

I wouldn't want to have any casual interactions with you.

To say it even more clearly, if it wasn't for Zhan Yu's case,

I wouldn't even have your contact information saved.

Waiter. I'd like to order.

- What would you like? - Give me a cup of Yekashef coffee.

Welcome.

Hello sir.

You're here?

- Why'd you pick this place? - You remember it too?

Of course. After I joined the SWAT force,

the first time I came back home for vacation I treated you to dinner here.

You... you value your pride too much.

You were so poor back then but still insisted on treating me to such a high-end restaurant.

However poor, I could still afford to pay for a meal.

I can't have you look down on me.

I'm not drinking today. I drove.

- Call a cab home. - I'm really not drinking today.

How's this? I'll use my tea to toast instead.

Congrats. You're finally going to be a mom.

Let's hope I still have this opportunity.

That dinner, you didn't expect me to bring him along, did you?

I actually wasn't with him at the time.

He came just to provoke you.

Thought that if you felt threatened, you wouldn't resist the temptation to confess your feelings for me.

But you on the other hand...

retreated. Didn't even put up a fight.

Li Haipeng was better than me in every aspect.

His family background was good too. You two were a good match for each other.

- How could I fight with him? - Then did you not realize

that I didn't like him at all?

If you had fought for a little longer,

I wouldn't be in this situation where I would be alone.

Actually, Li Haipeng was great. How come you two broke up?

Great, yeah.

It all looked great.

But what's it like to live behind closed doors

only I know.

Come out for a minute.

These couple days, if you weren't texting me, you were coming to the store to keep an eye on me.

What are you trying to do? Pursue me?

You're still so frank and outspoken.

I'll give you one minute. If you don't explain clearly,

don't come to Flowing Thoughts Cafe again.

You're really set on marrying Yan Jin?

Isn't this a question that my dad should be asking me?

Seriously,

I strongly suggest you consider again your relationship with Yan Jin.

Who are you to be giving me this advice?

It's true,

Although Yan Jin has been released from the first trial

but he hasn't completely escaped our suspicion.

Xiao'ou. You're a good person. I really wish you to be happy.

Thank you for caring about me.

But who I'm with is my personal business, it has nothing to do with you.

What kind of person Yan Jin is,

I think you've never seen clearly.

I've seen you clearly though.

And didn't we break up in the end?

Alright.

Xiao'ou, I understand you.

You won't turn your head back once you fall out of love.

But once you've fallen in love,

you'll love with all your might.

But if the man you loved was worth your love,

- I wouldn't be standing here saying all this. But Yan Jin, he— - Okay.

Stop.

Zhao Tinghui,

as your ex-girlfriend, I very much understand how you're feeling.

Since Liu Wei was eliminated as the suspect, you've been under a lot of pressure.

Once you are set on something, you'll get anxious, and you may not be able to sleep.

You probably aren't even going home at night.

Because your mind is thinking 24/7 where you went wrong.

I know you're in pain right now.

Because I still remember very clearly how you look when you're in pain.

But you never knew how pained I felt seeing you like that.

Even though you were in so much pain,

you never thought to come to find me.

Maybe with the current situation, you are set on Yan Jin.

But I beg you,

the experiment from the trial already proved that Yan Jin wasn't that janitor.

Please stop clinging onto him as the suspect.

If I told you right now

that the experiment has a flaw.

Then tell me, where is the flaw?

Sorry.

We have some rules.

I can't tell you the details of this case.

If you can't tell, stop sprouting nonsense.

Okay.

Then tell me,

were you with Yan Jin on Monday?

- Why are you asking that? - Do you know where he went?

What does that have to do with you?

You weren't with him at all.

And he won't tell you where he really went. But I know.

Manager Yan.

Where's Boss Ji?

I think she went outside with Deputy Chief Zhao.

Xiao'ou, I can tell you with confidence,

Yan Jin has deceived you about a lot of things.

He's not worth your love.

There's new evidence that's come to light.

He isn't just suspected for killing Zhan Yu,

he's also suspected of killing his good friend Sun Jiayu six years ago!

The man you love isn't who you think he is!

You think that you saying these appalling things

will change the feelings between me and Yan Jin?

Zhao Tinghui, you don't understand love at all.

Maybe you've forgotten,

Yan Jin and I's journey has never been smooth.

I don't need anyone to tell me what kind of person Yan Jin is.

In here, I see it crystal clear.

Yan Jin is my husband-to-be.

His business is my business.

Long time no see, Deputy Chief Zhao.

Yan Jin. It really has been a while.

I see you don't like tea as much nowadays.

You like hanging out at coffee shops now.

- Is there a problem with that? - Hanging out at coffee shops, no.

You hanging out at my wife's coffee shop, that I have a problem with.

Deputy Chief Zhao, are you not over my wife? Or are you not over me?

Until the day Zhan Yu's case is solved,

I will never let go of you.

If the investigative team really has nothing better to do, then go ahead, keep close watch over me.

If I'm not busy, I can entertain you guys.

But as for Ji Xiao'ou, I ask for you to let her go.

Whether I let her go or not, it's my business.

At this point, I guess we're considered the type of friends who fight and become closer.

June 6th. Come to our wedding.

I specifically reserved a table for the investigative team.

You must come.

It's coming up soon.

Manager Yan, you really are in a rush.

You really think you can keep laughing until the end?

The wedding date has not arrival yet,

your luck will be running out.

You have to take responsibility for the words you said.

Of course.

I also hope that you won't run from your responsibilities.

The evidence shows that you made the right decision.

I'm not suited for marriage.

Even if I was with you, we would have broken up in the end.

Might even be better the way it is now.

At least as friends, we can come out and drink, chat.

But you're not even drinking tonight, what do you mean by that?

No, you're overthinking it.

Old Cheng,

have you been happy these years?

Living, being with Zhou Shuang and Hao Hao, I'm already very satisfied.

You?

The moment the adoption application was approved that day,

is the happiest day in the last few years.

Since I became a lawyer, there really hasn't been anything worth being happy over.

Actually, I regret becoming a lawyer.

The longer I've worked, the more cases I've taken, the more I've realized

sometimes the truth isn't important at all.

If the truth only brings you despair and pain,

I'd rather close my eyes.

Feign ignorance.

If the truth isn't revealed at the beginning,

it'll be harder and harder to speak up later on.

I saw the report on your desk.

The reason I brought you here today was to tell you

that six years ago, bribing Zhang Guoqiang was my own solo act.

Even Mr. Shen doesn't know. My older brother has no idea.

Don't worry, I'll turn myself in soon.

I won't put you in a difficult position.

Old Cheng,

are you very disappointed in me?

From the day I got into law school, I told myself

that I would be a good lawyer in the future.

Be a lawyer who dares to say no to money.

These years, I've won a lot of cases,

made a lot of money.

I've helped a lot of people even.

I always treat those disadvantaged groups

equally and do my best.

This one case with my brother,

I make this one mistake,

just this once.

I had no choice. He's my brother.

This might really be our parting-ways meal.

The rest of this dinner, I just want to chat about us.

Chat about the happy moments from our childhood.

I know you have a lot of questions. But the answers you want to hear,

I'll explain to the police.

So from now on, don't ask any more questions.

It's our last meal.

You have to drink, don't you?

This definitely is not our parting-ways meal.

How's Hao Hao been doing at school lately?

Not bad. He's been pretty stable. He was 10th in his grade for his midterm.

10th is great. Normally students who are 10th place are successful in the future.

Really?

Then I have to tell his grandparents. They'll be so happy.

You're back? How come you got flowers?

Did the sun rise from the west today? Was the flower shop hosting some promotion?

The flower shop on the way home was having a sale so I bought some for you.

What a coincidence.

Look, Yan Shen brought flowers too to come bring us our wedding invitation.

Yan Shen, your flowers are beautiful.

Yours are beautiful too.

If you like them, I'll ask my flower shop owner friend to send you some every week.

- Oh no, that's okay. How could I accept that? - You don't have to be so polite.

Have you eaten yet?

Not yet.

There's food in the kitchen.

Yan Shen, have you eaten yet?

I haven't either actually.

Okay. I'll grab a bowl for you. You two can eat together.

Here, Yan Shen.

Where did you go last night? You didn't pick up my calls.

Oh I fell asleep at the office. My phone was on silent.

How come you aren't at school today?

I have the day off. You forgot?

My mind has been all over the place these last few days.

I think you haven't been clear minded since you left the hospital.

Then he has to go to the hospital for a check-up.

Exactly. See if his head is filled with tofu.

Has she picked a maid of honor?

It was originally supposed to be Fang Niya,

but it's inconvenient with her big stomach. So she chose me in the end.

You're great too. Having a sister-in-law as a maid of honor is amazing.

And then if you catch the flower bouquet, you could get yourself married today!

Right, Old Cheng?

Yeah.

Hello?

Okay, I'll be right out.

You two keep eating. I'm just stepping out to get a package.

What exactly are you trying to do here?

It's simple. Drop the investigation on the case from six years ago.

Or else,

I'll make these photos public.

You only have a couple minutes to decide.

Do you really have to cheapen yourself like this?

Old Cheng, don't push me.

I'm not pushing you.

You're the one pushing yourself.

You don't understand what this feels like.

Have you ever reached a dead-end like this?

This isn't something that's solely under my control anymore.

Even if you drag me into this, the others will get to the bottom of things eventually.

And Zhao Tinghui's team has already found out that Zhang Guoqiang's testimony has flaws.

As for what happened yesterday,

I'm sorry.

If you've made your decision that this is what you want to do,

then do it. I'll take responsibility for my family.

I will also only do what is right.

I ordered some cherries from Yantai online.

They all say this place's are super sweet. I'll wash some for you guys.

Sure.

Xiao Shuang.

I have to get back to the law firm for a meeting. I'll head out first.

Wait a second. I'll wash a few for you to take on the road.

Nothing happened last night.

No need. I'm a bit short on time. I'll just leave now.

Drive safe.

She left? You didn't send her? Come on.

These cherries look pretty good.

Then after you finish eating, try them.

Coming at the right time is better than coming early.

All the dishes are ready, just waiting on you.

One how pays attention to nothing, one can have crafty hands.

Talk. What did you do wrong?

I've committed a grave, unforgivable crime.

That is, missing you. Loving you.

If I wasn't able to see you for lunch, I wouldn't be able to breathe.

Aiya, I can't breathe either.

See here. The house is so clean, we ought to enjoy a nice home-cooked meal, shouldn't we?

Here.

This is not bad.

Well, see here.

After I'm no longer a restaurant owner, I still need to be able to cook to feed you.

Try this fish.

It's delicious.

Say,

what is a home? It's just a house

and a table of good food.

And a wife who is willing to be with you.

Add in two fat babies and a big dog. Perfect.

Perfect.

Are you going to move in today?

In your dreams.

We haven't made it official yet. What if I change my mind?

You still want to change your mind?

Let me tell you, I already gave Zhao Tinghui his invitation yesterday.

He didn't say anything, did he?

What could he possibly say?

He's too old to drink vinegar (be jealous). What else can he say?

Is it that Zhao Tinghui's been contacting you recently?

He's recently been coming to the cafe a lot to buy coffee.

But don't misinterpret it okay? He doesn't have any other intentions.

What intentions he has towards you,

I know very well. As long as you don't have any intentions towards him, it's fine.

He hasn't let go of you, that's for sure.

But I told him very explicitly, I trust you.

Why do you trust me?

Because I love you. So I trust you.

Yan Jin, no matter what happens in the future,

good or bad, don't hide it from me.

Trust that I'll always stand on your side.

Eat.

Try this spicy crab.

So annoying.

The investigation and evidence collection of Miss Wang Ling's real estate dispute case has been completed.

Basically determined that the intermediary breached the contract.

Mr. Li Ming's divorce lawsuit is scheduled to start next Monday.

Yesterday, the person in charge of Wenfeng Company called to say that he decided to withdraw the lawsuit.

Privately settled.

Lawyer Yan.

Let's stop here for today.

You've all worked hard these last two days.

Take the rest of the day off.

Lawyer Yan. Is something wrong?

What could possibly be wrong? Before I change my mind, disappear from my sight.

One for everybody!

- Spread some wedding happiness. - Thank you CEO Yan.

Summer is almost here.

The food stalls are getting busy, everyone is working hard.

A bonus for everyone at the end of the month.

- Thank you CEO Yan. - Alright everyone, let's get back to work.

Oh, Old Cheng is here?

Deputy Chief Cheng came to inspect the work without

telling me you were coming in advance.

Did I come at the wrong time? The kitchen staffs are off the clock right now.

I was just distributing wedding candy to everybody.

We're open for business at any time for you.

- Can we do a private room upstairs? - A private room?

Sure. Let's go.

Slow down.

How long has it been since you were last here?

It has been a while.

Did you switch chefs? It tastes different.

The chef is still the same. The way I see it,

maybe it's because you're not in the best mood today.

Did you come here today because something's up?

What is this?

No wonder you've been avoiding me recently. Because of this?

No but—

how am I supposed to face Zhou Shuang and Hao Hao?

No, come on. This...

No, are you giving me a hard time?

I know, in the past you and Yan Shen had feelings for each other.

But... but you're already married.

No matter what, your wife is pretty good to you.

How could you two do something like this?

- Who initiated it? - Her.

Even if she initiated it, you have to control yourself!

Once you cooperated, the problem becomes serious!

You two, seriously are helpless.

This picture, she took it?

Did she pressure you to leave your marriage?

Alright.

I will handle her.

You have to reflect on yourself too.

This period of time, don't meet up. Don't contact each other.

Unless you two are dying to be with each other.

You're going to keep acting in front of me?

What am I acting?

It wasn't you who told Yan Shen to do this?

I didn't even know you two started meeting up with each other.

I'm not talking about that.

Then what are you talking about?

Bribing Zhang Guoqiang. You know about it, don't you?

By the looks of it, you do know.

Who told you?

Who told me isn't important. Yan Shen admitted it to me herself.

What did she admit?

She said that all of this was because you asked her to.

It has nothing to do with her. And even less to do with Shen Liyan.

Then okay.

I asked her to do it.

You two siblings protecting each other. Do you take me for a fool?

Aren't you a fool?

Tell me the truth. Did you kill Second Brother?

Cheng Ruimin, after thirty years of friendship.

What kind of person I am, you don't know?

I don't know!

There is no knowing what is in a man's heart.

You hid one secret from me,

which means that you could be hiding another!

What's going on?

What do we do, Manager Feng?

- What happened here? - I don't know.

Should we call the police?

He is the police. Call the police for what?

You go ahead with your work.

Lawyer Yan, we are from the district attorney's office.

In regards to Sun Jiayu's murder case from six years ago, you are suspected

of committing perjury. Please come with us for further investigation.

Let go!

CEO Yan, what happened? Do you need my help?

Leave me alone!

Let go of me!

Assaulting police?

I can put you in detention for a minimum of 5 days, 10 days max.

I dare you to.

You ate some many dishes and haven't paid for it.

You haven't trained for a while, huh? Your skills are pretty low.

It's to give you some dignity.

Impressive.

Get up.

Come back to the office with me and explain what happened six years ago.

Let's go!

Hey.

What happened? How did you two get like this?

It's nothing. We haven't gotten into for a while.

Just out of practice.

Old Feng. Old Cheng and I are going to go out and take care of some business.

Tidy up the room, don't let this affect business.

Okay.

- You're really okay? - I'm fine.

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''I am willing'' - Singer: Liu Yuning

♫ Remembering is a profoundly mystical thing ♫

♫ It is moving like a shadow ♫

♫ Silent and breathless, it comes out from the bottom of my heart ♫

♫ In the blink of an eye, it swallows me up into loneliness ♫

♫ I have no power to resist especially in this night ♫

♫ Thinking of you until I can't breathe ♫

♫ I wish I can run to you immediately ♫

♫ Loudly telling you ♫

♫ I am willing for you, I am willing for you ♫

♫ I am willing for you to forget my name ♫

♫ For just a second longer to stay in your arms ♫

♫ Letting go the world won't be a pity ♫

♫ I am willing for you, I am willing for you ♫

♫ I am willing for you to be exiled to the sky ♫

♫ As long as you are sincere, Love me back like I do ♫

♫ I am willing to do anything ♫

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