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[To Love]

[Episode 22]

Supervisor Ji, I've been writing so much my arms are cramping.

It's about time. We're done for the day.

Have you been fascinated by my glorious youth?

When was this photo taken?

This photo?

This was before Sun Jiayu left the SWAT team.

I remember that was when Old Cheng and Zhou Shuang just got married.

Then, who is this girl?

Could it be your first love?

No, that is Sun Jiayu's girlfriend.

She's called Shen Wuyue. Back then we used to all hang out together.

Wuyue (means the month of May)... That name sounds pretty. Then where is she now—

Supervisor Ji, I'm really hungry. Can I request an additional meal?

- All right, wait a moment. - Okay.

You're not going to eat?

I don't know whether or not the police have gotten any more information on Liu Wei's whereabouts.

"Mills of the gods grind slowly." Just worry about your stomach.

Actually, Liu Wei did a pretty good job of pretending to be me.

Even I thought it looked pretty similar.

You are so good at pretending and yet you are criticizing others.

How am I good at pretending?

At first, in order to investigate a case, you pretended to like me, court me, and even use me.

I still haven't got back at you for that.

Eat some fruit. It'll help lower your anger.

I did disguise my motives to get close to you.

I stayed with you for other reasons. I was wrong.

But I really didn't pretend to like you.

I've solidly had feelings for you.

You have feelings for a brother like me?

You must be thinking of Zhan Yu.

Actually, he was in my dream last night.

I dreamed of him playing the violin.

I didn't go to his funeral.

How about we go to see him tomorrow?

[Tomb of Zhan Yu]

Xiao Yu, Yan Jin and I are here to see you.

Zhan Yu, long time no see.

Were KK and Zhan Yu actually very different from each other?

Just act like KK didn't exist.

I'm sure Zhan Yu would prefer that, too.

If he wasn't born into that kind of family,

he would have been a really great kid.

To be honest, I have some responsibility for Zhan Yu's death, too.

If on that New Year's Eve night

I had been willing to give him another chance, to talk to him,

maybe this tragedy wouldn't have happened.

Why weren't you willing to trust him?

Back then, I couldn't even understand why he would betray me for money.

Until I was in jail and I met a kid called Ma Lin.

He was a lot like Zhan Yu.

For his grandpa's life insurance,

he accidentally killed someone. He was given the death sentence with a reprieve.

From then on, he has lost his bright future.

After hearing his story, I realized

how important money was to Zhan Yu.

"A penny stumps the hero."

Besides, he was only a 20-something kid,

and he was the only moneymaker in that family.

Zhan Yu,

I'm sorry.

If there is reincarnation, I hope that Zhan Yu can live an easier afterlife.

He doesn't need to be favored by Heaven, he just doesn't need to suffer so much pain.

Just living a normal life is enough.

Even though Zhan Yu's time here was short,

he had his shining moments.

He left an imprint on the hearts of the people who knew him.

I had someone like that in my life, too.

Are you talking about Sun Jiayu?

It looks like Yan Shen has already told you the story of us three brothers.

His grave is not far from here.

Do you want to go see him?

Second Brother, it's been almost a year since I last visited you. [Tomb of Second Brother]

Don't worry. I haven't lost the lighter. I'll bring it back soon.

How come there're only these words on the tombstone?

To protect these hero's families' identities. So that the drug lords can't use that information to get revenge.

Back when I first joined the drug enforcement team, I met a senior officer.

One time when he was undercover in disguise,

he accidentally ran into his mother-in-law and daughter.

His daughter couldn't resist calling out "Dad."

Even though he didn't acknowledge it there, his family was killed three days later.

They lost consciousness by the coal gas and were burned to death.

Drug enforcement officers are people walking on a knife-edge.

They can be in danger at any moment.

Because their enemies are those extremely vicious drug dealers.

They trade their lives for money.

There is no humanity left in them.

Then, were you afraid before?

Even when I was a police officer, I wasn't completely fearless, either.

But I don't know why... Even though I've left the police force,

the loyalty and belief of that profession have stayed with me.

This past year, whenever I felt like I couldn't do it anymore,

I would remember those times when I wore that police uniform.

And most importantly, I would think of you.

You three brothers must have been very close.

Will you tell me the story of you guys?

Do you have a napkin on you?

Ten years ago when Old Cheng and I were picked to be on the SWAT team together,

Sun Jiayu had the top bunk above me.

At that time,

he was someone I hated the most.

Ever since I was young, I liked to be considered the big brother.

It was the same when I was on the SWAT force.

My comrades saw that I had skills in every aspect.

My family is rich and I am righteous.

They always called me their brother.

At that time, Sun Jiayu was physically very close to me,

but he was the coldest towards me.

Later on, I learned that Sun Jiayu was an orphan.

His unwielding personality

made him into a troublemaker at the orphanage.

The director at the orphanage didn't want him going down the wrong path,

so he sent him to be on the SWAT force.

Who would have known that he would become a great warrior?

On the training grounds, Sun Jiayu desperately put in all his effort.

Within the team, only he was on the same level as me.

Naturally, for us, "From an exchange of blows, friendship grows."

One time, I gave him a hard time.

The superiors happened to do a random inspection.

Everyone thought that I would be punished, for sure.

I didn't know that Sun Jiayu would volunteer on his own to take all the responsibility.

Because of that, Sun Jiayu was penalized to run 10 kilometers with weights.

It was raining hard that day.

I watched him run lap after lap on the training field.

When we returned to the dorm, he didn't have a single word of complaint.

I felt extremely ashamed.

And really felt that he was a man.

From that moment on, me, Sun Jiayu, and Old Cheng became brothers.

We stuck to each other every day.

What was originally brutal training became meaningful.

One time when we were out on a break, in a shop,

we set our eyes on that Dupont lighter.

We saved three months of our salary to purchase it.

And asked someone especially to

- engrave our three surnames on it. - This is it.

- From that day on, we officially became sworn brothers. - Even though we weren't born on the same day,

- based on age, Old Cheng was the oldest. - We shall die on the same day of the same month of the same year.

Sun Jiayu was second-oldest, and I was the youngest.

Half a year later, Second Brother was fired because of stealing public property.

He left in an almost ridiculous and funny way.

We lost contact for a year.

When I heard about him again, he was totally different.

He was mingling with drug dealers.

That was the first time I thought life was so ridiculous.

I couldn't understand how people could just change like that.

- One year later, Old Cheng and I got into the drug enforcement task force together. - Everyone, let's welcome our new team members.

We became honorable drug enforcement officers.

Just when I wanted to forget Second Brother,

I learned the real reason why he left the force.

He became an undercover at Deng Kun's drug cartel.

To be picked by our superiors to become an undercover officer,

he must have been the most talented.

I was very happy that he was still the same Second Brother I knew.

You've probably heard about what happened after that.

The only thing I still couldn't let go was why I wasn't as good as Second Brother.

I wish that I could have been the most talented member that year.

All these years, I've felt pretty guilty.

The three brothers who swore to be bonded for life,

who thought we would be together forever,

dispersed with one accident.

1/3 became the missing part forever.

This is why you opened 1/3 Seafood Restaurant, right?

I opened a restaurant because I like to eat,

but Second Brother's favorite food was seafood.

I never knew you were so affectionate.

Ji Xiao'ou, is this your first day meeting me?

As long as you have the alcohol, I have plenty of stories.

Can you still drink alcohol with your body condition like this? Drink juice instead.

It's getting late. Let's head back.

Goodbye, Second Brother. I'll see you later.

Oh right! I forgot to introduce someone to you.

This woman is called Ji Xiao'ou. Your future sister-in-law. Beautiful, right?

What are you mumbling about over there?

I was just telling Second Brother that your name is Ji Xiao'ou.

Welcome to today's Liyuan's Big Event.

As you all know, the first trial of the "12.31" Super Murder Case has been finished.

The previous suspect Yan has already been acquitted.

According to sources, the victim was not an ordinary college student,

but an experienced drug dealer.

Also, the victim's father, who previously stated to the media that

Yan had to be the murderer,

was arrested because of doing drugs.

He is currently at a rehab center for compulsory rehabilitation.

Hello, Xiao'ou.

Hello, Yan Shen. Did you see Zhan Yu's news today?

I saw it early this morning.

It wasn't me who reported it.

I promise you that I wouldn't use the identity of Zhan Yu for a publicity stunt.

Who leaked the news then?

No media was there at the trial, right?

Reporters might go in disguise.

In this day and age, they'll do anything to get a headline.

These ruthless reporters exposing a person's privacy...

He's already dead. Can't they just let him rest in peace?

Xiao'ou, what's done is done. There's no point in worrying about it.

If there's anyone to blame, you can only blame Zhan Yu for making his mistakes.

He started out walking down the wrong path.

The victim's father intentionally hid the fact that his son was a drug dealer.

To some extent, this is lying to the public.

He used the public's sympathy and misled the media;

and thus, led the development of the whole case.

Okay, I got it.

I already saw the news.

I'll have someone find out

which ruthless reporter leaked the trial information.

What's the point of finding out?

Aunt Meiqin probably already knows. Zhan Hailong has also been caught.

How is she going to survive by herself?

How about after we eat lunch, we go and see her?

Aunt Meiqin has a deep misunderstanding of you.

Now that Zhan Yu's drug dealing news is out, she'll think that you did it, for sure.

You shouldn't go. I'll go see her myself.

I need to fix the problem I caused. I should have seen her a long time ago.

Isn't it just that I'll be yelled at? That's fine.

Besides, didn't you promise Old Cheng

that you wouldn't leave my side these seven days?

Let's eat.

Are you looking for Li Meiqin?

Aunt, is she not home?

Don't bring it up. She's recently been babbling all day,

she doesn't seem normal. Finally, she fainted and was sent to the hospital.

Do you know which hospital?

People's Hospital.

[Inpatient]

Aunt, you're awake.

This is such a big event, why didn't you call me?

I asked the doctor already.

He said your blood pressure was a bit high

and your body was a bit weak. You should be fine after a couple of days of rest.

Why am I not dead yet?

Death is the solution to everything.

Aunt, don't think like that.

I've asked my dad to arrange for the osteonecrosis surgery.

Don't worry about the money.

Xiao Yu's unfinished business,

- we'll help him finish them. - Don't mention Xiao Yu.

You keep saying that you want to help Xiao Yu,

but Xiao Yu died so horribly.

Why did you slander him online with the murderer?

Aunt, you've got it wrong.

We didn't leak the news online.

Who else could it be?

He wanted to clear his name so he slandered Xiao Yu.

Otherwise, how could Xiao Yu become a drug dealer?

He was such a good kid,

how could he possibly be a drug dealer?

How could he possibly be a drug dealer?

That day at the court, the police testimony,

you heard it, too.

I still can't face the reality.

We all don't want to believe that Xiao Yu was dealing drugs.

But that's the truth.

He made a mistake, but that doesn't mean he was a bad kid.

He was continuously trying to get back on the right path.

He was cooperating with Yan Jin and the police investigation. He never gave up on himself.

Mom hurt you, Xiao Yu.

Mom hurt you.

I should be the one who's dead.

Xiao Yu,

Mom will come and find you.

Wait for me.

Wait for me. Wait for me.

You wait for me. Wait for me.

Aunt,

when I was undercover,

Zhan Yu risked his life to save me.

He was always the good kid you knew.

Xiao'ou and I are also the same people you met back then.

We've never changed.

Even though Xiao Yu is gone, we are still your family.

Whatever trouble you face,

we will be by your side.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, Xiao'ou.

I'm so sorry.

Forgive me.

Aunt, once you're stable, I'll talk to my dad and get you transferred.

We'll get this surgery done as soon as possible.

Aunt, get some rest. If you want anything to eat, I'll make it for you.

No, that's okay.

I'll trouble you to go home and get my phone.

There're a lot of Xiao Yu's photos in it.

Xiao Yu? Xiao Yu.

Coming.

The period of time before Zhan Yu passed away,

he was very unhappy.

He was so young,

but took on such a heavy burden.

He must have not wanted you to think of him as a bad kid.

Sis, no one has ever treated me so nicely before.

Being your little brother is the happiest thing in my life.

I will be a younger brother that you can be proud of.

Sis, you're so kind to us.

I'm sorry.

Maybe this is fate.

Eat.

Hey. You're not eating?

I don't really have an appetite. I want to go upstairs and rest.

After you finish eating, don't forget to complete your task.

- Have you figured out the surroundings? - Almost.

Liu Wei finally appeared, right?

Liu Wei did appear yesterday at a small town outside the southwest border.

Look here.

Zoom in.

After our investigation, we can confirm that Liu Wei is hiding

in an underground workshop in this town.

That's great. Let's put in the request then.

We'll ask for help from the police there.

Right now, the tricky thing is that

that city is under the control of the underworld boss, Sai Sana.

Even the local police there won't dare to interfere.

Liu Wei is hiding there because of this.

Are Liu Wei and Sai Sana very close?

Not just close, he's saved his life before.

Sai Sana has ordered to keep Liu Wei safe.

Then we can only wait.

Wait for Liu Wei to leave, and then we'll find a chance.

- Do you need extra help from us? - Not for now.

My people are already in the area around the underground workshop.

I'll also go there myself to give commands.

We won't let him escape this time.

It looks like it's going to rain.

Rainy days are nice.

Rainy days mean no triathlon training.

It's not for you. We're going to go to the rehab center for a check-up in a little while.

You have to have an empty stomach.

It's already been a week?

Boss, your medicine.

Pretty, pretty.

Put it there, there.

What are you doing?

Let's go.

Hubby, someone is here.

Who?

Boss, you are here.

You want a cigarette?

Get me the bag, the bag.

Wait.

Are you tired of living?!

Boss, careful.

This thing is a bit fierce.

Come again if you need anything.

[Cheng Ruimin]

Hello, Brother Cheng.

Did you receive his physical exam report?

Yes. I just finished reading it.

His urine test is negative. All indicators are normal.

He even gained 3 kilograms.

I ate vegetables every day. How come I didn't get skinnier?

Xiao'ou, it's because of all your efforts.

No. These results are because of Yan Jin's own hard work.

Put him on the phone.

Hello?

Your last seven days were very nourishing.

Yes, very nourishing.

Two things. First, Liu Wei made an appearance.

We are making an arrest plan.

Where is he now?

Outside the country, hiding in an underground workshop. He is protected by the gangsters there.

It's hard for us to make a move.

This lead was actually given to us by Xiao Meiren.

Liu Wei will definitely have weapons on him.

You guys must be careful.

Don't worry.

Second, arrangements have been made in Lichuan.

The rest is up to you. Make sure you bring the person there.

Okay, okay, okay. I got it.

Thank you.

There's really news on Liu Wei?

He appeared outside the country. Old Cheng and all are planning for an arrest,

but it's very difficult.

I hope everything goes smoothly.

If they can catch Liu Wei,

Zhan Yu's case will finally be resolved.

Yeah.

All right. You passed your physical exam and my supervising duties are over.

I'll pack up in a little bit and go.

Xiao'ou, it hasn't been 7 days yet. Don't go tonight. You can go tomorrow.

Is there a difference between leaving tonight and leaving tomorrow morning?

Of course, there's a difference.

See... This week you've put in so much effort. I should make a big meal to thank you.

There's no need to be so polite between us brothers.

We have years ahead of us, we can drink another day.

There are so many places I haven't taken you to yet.

Stay two more days. Just two days. Take it as a vacation, okay?

Manager Yan, I appreciate your good intentions,

but I have my own things to take care of.

Fang Niya is careless. Who knows how messy the cafe is now?

I can't pick on a pregnant woman.

I've already called a taxi. I have to go.

No. You can't just leave me here.

You promised seven days we'd be together.

It's not seven days even one minute or one second less.

I don't want to hear your nagging. Let go.

I won't.

I won't let go.

Look... It's almost dark out.

The mountain roads are really hard to navigate.

If the taxi driver slides on the road

and has an accident,

it's not just one person who'll get hurt. It'll be a whole bunch of people.

I'm begging you, Xiao'ou. Leave tomorrow, okay?

Okay. I'll give Brother some dignity.

I'll leave tomorrow.

But if you stop me again tomorrow, I'll call the police.

Okay.

I'm taking the camera away. I won't invade your privacy tonight.

I can finally sleep peacefully tonight.

It's late. I'm going to bed.

This early?

I'm tired. You should sleep early, too.

I should sleep early.

These days you've worked hard. Get some beauty sleep and—

- Did you catch a cold? - It's probably from the wind from my night run.

It's fine. I'll be okay after a warm shower.

- Goodnight. - Goodnight.

♫ Hurry up, my lover ♫

♫ I'm still waiting for you ♫

♫ Let us arrive at sunrise ♫

♫ I'm writing out a letter ♫

♫ From the very first time ♫

♫ With all the memories ♫

Yan Jin, the power is out.

Yeah. Why is the power out?

Why is the power out in such a nice villa?

I'm having such bad luck.

Maybe the rain outside is too heavy and broke a power line.

It's okay. Are you scared?

I'm not scared.

Okay. Then go get some sleep.

Are you done showering?

No. Don't bring it up.

I was washing my hair. I haven't rinsed out the shampoo yet.

How are you going to shower without hot water?

While I was on the force, I always took cold showers.

Don't worry, I'll be okay.

Then after you're done washing, wear enough clothes. Don't catch a cold.

Okay. You can go back to bed.

♫ I can't stop loving you ♫

♫ I can't stop loving you, my love ♫

Why are you here?

I think I might have a fever.

The heater is down, so it's too cold.

I just want to sleep with you so that it's a little warmer between the two of us.

Why is it so hot? Did I say it right?

Seems like you have been cursing me a lot behind my back.

- Wait here. I'll go get you some medicine. - No, it's okay.

I've grown up not taking medicine.

I'll just tuck in a little tighter, sweat it out.

I promise... I'm just here to sleep.

I won't do anything else.

Then turn around.

Turn around.

You are really something. You play your dirty trick by being sick.

I'm in this condition, how can I possibly play dirty?

I like you. Is that still called playing dirty?

I thought you considered me as your brother.

You look so brave and capable,

how can I not consider you my brother?

I should wear a mask.

Hurry and go to sleep.

Who said just now that they were just sleeping, nothing else?

I don't know. Not me.

I'll bite you if you keep touching me.

Bite me then.

Just bite me, as hard as you want, whatever you want.

Now you'll be good, huh?

Stop pretending. Get up.

Stop yelling. I can't move.

Call an ambulance for me.

What are you faking for? Hurry and get up. All I did was kick you once.

I'm not faking. I can't move my waist. Call the ambulance.

What's wrong with your waist?

The nail probably shifted.

What nail?

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