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These bloody confirmation emails always seem to go highly.

Ah.

Ah,

here we are.

Hamish Considine.

That's a nice name.

Sounds like a saint.

Or a Viking, even.

So, your booking is for something in Group F.

We have an Audi A3.

Or the BMW estate?

Automatic both?

It's a BMW.

Dunlow? What's over there?

I've never been.

It's way beautiful up there.

Views and all.

You golfing?

No.

The family.

Connection to house.

Oh, right, right.

Can't sit down.

Don't know them.

What are you doing?

Could I please have the keys for the car?

Oh.

Thank you.

I'll just get my coat. It's a bit chilly. No, no, no. Stay, please.

I'll find it.

Thank you for your help Elaine.

Ray, how's it going, buddy?

Yeah, good, mate, good. I've tried you a few times today, actually. Keep

drifting in and out of coverage. I'm driving at the moment.

Yeah, have you seen the house yet?

I wish my auntie left me a house when she died. I could use it now with the

kids. Mate, it's probably a teardown.

Should give it a look, though.

Didn't even know the woman.

Listen, your old man's been on.

He wants to see the contract before we settle.

Amazon want full ownership over... You're cutting out. I can't hear you.

Look, delay Amazon till I get my father, Rafe.

Oh, sorry, hello.

I thought I was calling my father's direct number. Is Hamish Contadine here?

Hamish, I'm so sorry, but your father is travelling today. His call are diverted

until the morning.

Has everything at the London office?

Um, yeah, yeah, great, thanks. Very busy.

Do you want to leave a message?

If you could connect me, that would be super.

Dad,

Rafe said you wanted to talk.

That Amazon deal, it's all ready to go, wouldn't interest you.

Anyway, I'm in Donegal, sign off on Tara's house.

Just wanted to visit the place, I suppose.

Maybe visit her grave.

Mum would have liked that.

Do you know where you are?

Ireland. Well, right enough. You're in Leather County Hospital.

You've been in a car crash.

You're a very lucky man, Mr. Considine.

Can you tell me what day it is?

Friday. I got here Friday.

Well, Saturday now. You got here on Friday night.

You have a fracture to your right radius, a subluxation, which is a

dislocation of your shoulder.

You've two minor rib fractures on the right -hand side with some deep

and you've had a nasty knock to the head.

There's a wee laceration there.

Scars should heal nicely, but this is my main concern.

So I'd like to do a few scans, keep you in for a week or so.

You here visiting family?

My aunt.

Will she be coming by if the nurse phoned her?

No, she's, um... She's dead.

Well, you are a very lucky man, Mr Considine.

Yeah, we said that.

Could have been a lot worse.

Get some rest.

Were there any other injuries in the other car?

Well, unfortunately,

there was a fatality.

Head -on collision involving two vehicles at 7 .30 Friday evening.

The driver of the vehicle was pronounced dead at the scene, named as 15 -year

-old local schoolboy Callum Daly.

Passenger, 17 -year -old youth Evan Hewson was uninjured.

Service for Calum Daly will be held Monday at Chapel of Ease.

He's a terrible shame.

He was only young.

I just got here.

I don't remember hitting them.

I saw his face, the boy, but not...

That's not him.

Of course I bought you flowers, you prick.

How did you know where I was?

Phoned Avis, mate.

Oh, the rental company.

Of course.

No, I guess Donegal was pretty small.

Nice one smashing up the Beamer, by the way. They were thrilled about that.

Listen, Rafe, would you be able to... Would you be able to cover me for a few

more days?

Thinking about getting out of here today if I can. Okay, are you sure that's

sensible? No, two days and years is more than enough.

It sounds like it was a pretty terrible accident.

No, don't be so dramatic. It's just a small, small fracture.

May the love of God and the peace of our Lord Jesus Christ bless us, console us,

and gently wipe the tears from our eyes.

Hello. That was a lovely service.

I tried to do my best.

Is that all day today?

Yes.

I was wondering, do you know, is there a Tara Coulter buried here?

Ah, lovely Tara.

She is indeed.

It's a very sad business, too.

A blast of cancer hit her hard.

She passed not so long ago. Are you, um... Her nephew.

Wasn't able to attend the service.

Never actually met her before.

She had a lovely sense of humour.

You'll find her on the far left.

It's a family plot.

and then Ray filled me in.

I didn't want to worry you.

What the fuck do you mean? Of course I worry.

It's really nothing. It's just a small fracture.

Hamish, I saw it on the news. It's not nothing.

I mean, I could have come. I'm leaving here tomorrow anyway.

But I suppose there's no need now. I mean, you're all fixed up, aren't you?

What are you doing there anyway? We had the deed couriered to you.

Just wanted to visit the place, really. You know, it seemed right.

Yeah, it's okay.

Right, well, I hope it was worth it. Listen, I'm sorry, but I'm upset.

I know that your mother was from there, but really, it is a wretched place.

Can you hear me? Are you there, darling?

I went to Aunt Tara's grave.

Did you? Okay, that was nice of you.

Mum grew up here.

In that house? Yeah, I suppose so, yeah.

Why did she never visit?

Probably in a day or two.

I have to give a statement to the police.

Did you need a lawyer?

I heard that some kid was killed in the accident.

No, it's fine. The boy was speeding.

They're not holding me accountable.

It is pretty awful, though.

Listen, I have to get on. So can you just send me your flight times and let

know if I should jump in with the estate agent?

No, I've got it.

Bye -bye.

Not too late, is it?

Sorry if I woke you. I can come back another time.

What is the time?

About 9 .30.

I'm Evan, by the way. I saw you at the service.

Yeah.

You were in the other car.

Look, I heard you were staying here, and I thought I'd see if you need anything

from the shop.

No milk or bread.

Oh, you might have something. Give me a sec.

Thank you.

Ah, no bother.

There's a... Let you get back to sleep.

If you need anything, just let me know.

It's a long walk to the shop.

Let's just go through the forest.

Do you have any light bulbs?

A 30, 40 -watt screw -in, I think.

And some superglue.

Superglue.

And, uh... I'll have these.

Take your pack. It's almost left.

It's blue.

Also, do you have any taxi numbers?

Where do you want to go?

Not too far, really, just over the hill.

I walked here.

A friend of mine said I could walk here, but it almost killed me.

Aye.

Tara Coulter's... Yes, she is.

Ah.

Good woman.

Comes in here every week for as long as I've been working.

Your mother was Annie.

Great pals, them two sisters.

Like twins.

Haven't seen the other one, your mother.

Then, oof.

Must be 30 years.

She didn't really make it back.

She... You knew my mother.

Ah, Christ.

No, yes, maybe.

You remember bits.

You know yourself.

Closed.

Hmm.

Blah.

Hmm.

hmm hmm

So you found the shop then?

Told you I'd get you something if you wanted.

I didn't know how to contact you.

Go for a drive?

No.

Aye.

Wanna show you something?

It's so beautiful.

Great -grandfather and his father before him, they were fishermen.

There's a face just down there.

Did you get that check?

You're bleeding.

It's fine, just a fracture.

You saw me at the funeral.

You recognized me.

I did it. Yes, you did.

You were driving.

You went for that, me?

You turned the car off.

But you didn't.

The boy... He died.

I had to make it look like he was driving.

Okay, Callum would have done the same if it was me.

There's a moment.

Death is so near.

There is no real.

You know that feeling?

I guess so.

Yeah, you'll see.

Dad, it's me.

Hamish?

You back in London?

No.

Well, don't tell me you're still in that bloody... You said Mum never came back

to Ireland.

Honestly, I can't remember.

There are photographs of her.

Well, then I suppose, yeah, she did once. I mean, we probably had some spats

other. I mean, she'd do that, you know.

Take off.

Disappear. Did she ever bring me with her?

No matters.

Fine. Okay, so, yes, she went once to her sister, I presume, and took you with

her. And how do you think that made me feel?

No, you know, maybe she was just homesick.

Did you come after her?

No, I let her be. I let her try and remember why she left in the first

Come to her senses, which she did.

You... You know, you sort of kept me from knowing her. Fuck!

Why isn't she buried here?

Well, your mother didn't want to be buried in Ireland.

I'm afraid I don't believe you.

Well, thanks very much for that, Mr Considine. It's mandatory for case

Couldn't close without your statement, you understand.

I'm so sorry about the delay. I think it's a day or two's rest, not people to

well after the accident.

Suppose you'll be heading back to London now?

Just a few more things to finish with the property.

He was afraid of the dark.

Sorry, I didn't know the boy's mother was in today.

Cara Daly, Callum's mother.

Obviously, it's a very difficult time.

Yes.

Do we have an understanding?

I don't want to upset anyone.

No.

Would you have a taxi number?

I'll get one of the guys to call you on. Thank you very much.

Safe travels, Mr. Consulate.

Tara Ann and Hamish, 1988.

It's your aunt.

I'm her mother.

Look at you.

It's sort of the front there, isn't it?

You ever see your aunts around sometimes?

9 .30.

Wish I'd known that.

Gosh, you and your mum look so similar.

It could be me.

It could be you, Ethan.

I mean, I have better clothes, though.

I heard you went to the station today.

I had to give my statement.

What did you tell them?

It's what they know already.

Good.

You like animals?

What sort of animals?

Pigs, cows, chickens.

I suppose I've never... Come on, it's ACM. The Gaff.

Hey, Grandad.

This is my friend Hamish.

This is my Grandad. He doesn't talk too much.

I love you, Dad.

You want to pet her?

Come on.

She won't bite.

Stayed up

Gosh,

you should I see I've

never been so close to a cow before

You're a natural.

Because you're from here.

Right?

Must be it.

What's that?

Over there.

That's the other car.

So they're all light, right?

Okay.

Oh, cheers.

You look great.

You're all too kind.

Sorry.

Very nice.

Do you work in that place?

The Abattoir?

No.

I held my granted with the animals and stuff, but it's tough at school, you

know.

What do you do?

I work at a production house, a division of my father's company.

Sports travel documentaries.

You and your dad work together?

No, he lives in Hong Kong.

Our work is quite separate.

I'd love to travel.

It's a pretty incredible year, though.

It's a place to grow up.

Do you remember it here at all?

Your mom?

Not really, no.

Should I stick around?

Evan, does your granddad know about the accident?

Sorry.

Hard to tell.

Have you ever had a crash before?

It's after you talk to the police.

What'd they tell you?

No. No one said anything.

Why'd you ask then?

Lord knows you enjoyed it.

What? The crash.

You know, right before you die, your brain releases this chemical called DMT.

It feels as if you're going to heaven, even before you're dead.

It stops you being scared.

I felt that, yes.

Think our guys have it?

Probably.

Won't be stupid.

The guys.

They just die.

Maybe Colin had it.

He wanted me to keep driving.

Not pull away.

Like you did.

You came out of nowhere.

Okay, I saw you.

You looked right at me.

You had time.

Couldn't. You didn't.

What are you doing?

You're supposed to meet.

You and I.

Do you ever think that's what it is?

I mean, look at us.

Two in the same atom.

We are Adam.

Comin' in?

I shouldn't have done that.

Do you have any idea how dangerous that is?

What the fuck?

What the hell is wrong with you?

I come from a family of fishermen.

We don't swim.

I told you I don't care.

Yes, you fucking do!

Is it bad?

Please help.

What about your father? Was he a fisherman too?

No.

I get it from my mother's side.

She said to my granddaddy,

Think I take after my mother also.

More than welcome to sleep on the sofa.

Fuck.

It's your mom.

English guy.

That's your friend.

That's your friend.

That's your friend.

Evan. Evan.

Evan!

What are we doing here?

Evan.

Okay. No space to call him.

How's it feel?

To be back at the same place where you killed someone?

I didn't kill him. Didn't you?

He's dead, isn't he?

You drive?

No.

You're right.

You might take it too far.

I have a lot to talk.

Don't mind.

Joel's doing that.

Taking off on his own.

I suppose I better be getting off as well.

I've got the road back.

Follow the road.

See you.

Alright.

All right.

Do you have any, like, bar snacks?

Don't start a fight.

Do you know what you see?

I'll have a club orange and nuts, please.

Good night, eh?

You're the girl from the accident?

Relation of Tara Coulter?

Yes. She was my mother's sister.

A shocking accident?

You all right?

Yes.

Fine, just... You know, shocking.

About the boy, Callum.

Yeah.

Awful. Ann Coulter was your mother?

Yes.

Right.

I knew her a bit when I was a boy.

Long time ago.

Well, you knew her.

I'd see her, like, around the time.

I was only a young fella.

She'd just left college.

She moved away soon after that.

Married some English businessman?

My father.

Right. Of course.

Sorry.

She only came home once or twice after that. Is that right?

Um, maybe, yes. Yes.

Well, I guess moving away changes people.

She came back one summer with a young son.

Must have been you.

I plan to live here.

Stay in the house.

Do you have the number of the local taxi company?

And a phone, maybe.

Phone's by the toilet.

Taxi number's on the wall.

Thank you.

What's the address here?

Just tell them it's Gabriel's bar.

Must have been difficult for her.

Raising a child in a different country?

No, that's fine. Thank you very much. I'll be waiting outside.

Bye -bye.

What are you still doing here?

I called a taxi.

Why don't you leave us alone?

Let's go back to England.

Sorry. I'll leave my cat. He couldn't drive.

He didn't know how.

They say he was driving, but I know that's a lie.

He could have done anything for heaven.

They're inseparable.

What are you doing hanging around a child?

Can't you see how pretty it is?

Fuck up. Shall I jump in?

Listen, I should have been more sensitive with everything you've been

Yeah.

Well, anyway, I heard you're back in London now. Try me on Skype.

I'll be in the office.

Hamish, my son.

Finally.

Hello, can you hear me?

Why did she leave you?

Can I just have a moment, please?

Four minutes.

She didn't leave me, Hamish. She came back to England of her own

choice. With you.

Okay? She didn't even last a month there. She was very impulsive.

This is Mum's home.

She wanted to be here with me.

Come on. She didn't know what she wanted. Her living there with her sister

small child. No money. Really.

Was she happy living with you?

She was selfish and spoiled, Hamish. That's what she was.

Why have we never spoken about her since she died?

You just erased her. Sign the fucking papers and stop

banging on about the past.

Better late than never, eh?

We hadn't been a kind of... You go to church now?

No.

Just visiting my aunt.

Not many buried here.

It's nice.

It's family plotter. No.

No one in the family left?

Mother should be here.

Next to her sister.

Sorry I left last night.

That's fine.

You okay?

Yeah, I'm... Your friends are nice.

You're a terrific dancer.

You okay?

Just pushing it a bit.

Too much fresh air.

I'm not used to it.

It's actually going to say if you want to come to the techno place.

Maybe you're not up for it.

No.

Sounds great.

I'm fine.

Pick up tonight, around 6 .30.

Can't be in.

Thank you.

Evan. Hey, slow down.

Hey, where are you going?

Sorry, I thought you... What do you want?

I thought you were Evan.

Did you?

You want to talk to me?

To talk, then.

He's 17.

Are you fucking him?

Look, I don't want to call any of them.

Do you think about my Callum?

Does Evan tell you about him?

How close they were?

He was mine.

No, he's... No,

he's gone.

And you took him.

No.

I

didn't...

I didn't get to say goodbye.

I should have been able to tell him that everything will be alright.

Thank you.

It's me.

Hamish. It came up number unknown. Are you okay?

I'm fine.

I think we both said some things.

It's entirely up to you whether you want to keep the house. It's in your name.

You were wrong.

She wasn't selfish.

She wanted to live here.

With me.

For God's sake.

A notion that lasted two... You're being emotional and naive.

How huge must her pain have gotten if she felt it

was better for me, for her not to live?

A mother should be able to say goodbye to her child.

Tell them that everything will be all right.

I don't think it was easy for her.

I don't think it was easy for her at all.

Fancy seeing you here.

Aye.

And the lambs.

About last night. You know, Callum and I used to come sledding here.

Fly down.

I know he'd be scared.

So was I.

I never was ridden in it.

He's my best friend.

Ever since we were a baby.

Colin was a bear.

You know, you can never drive too well, do you know that?

He was always scared to let on.

We'd love to go for a drive together.

When everything's bad, the feeling of just going fast.

Nature around you.

Forget everything.

And there was you.

He was gone.

His mother never liked us hanging around each other anyways.

I don't know. I'm so sorry. Someplace that close, isn't it?

Come on, man. Cheer up.

I'll give you a lift.

Can you drive?

Can I help you?

Are you sure you'll be around enough as it is?

You sure you're okay?

I'll do the gears, you steer.

This is great, isn't it?

So we're not going too fast, though.

Hear it stop?

Hear it stop?

Get out of the fucking car, Evan!

What's wrong with you? Nothing happened.

A boy!

Died!

A fucking child!

Your friend got him!

At the time, I didn't swerve.

He's dead!

And you could have been killed, too!

Fuck!

You should have fucking pushed me, Evan!

I have to leave.

Get out of the car now!

NOW!

Hello. What time is the next flight to London?

Fantastic. Could I please book that one?

Just one.

No, no, don't worry about the price. Anything's fine.

Yes, please.

Email it to me, yes.

You have it.

Okay, bye -bye.

What are you doing here?

I came to say goodbye.

I'm going back to London.

But you belong here.

Your mom wanted you to be here.

Evan.

Listen to me.

You better think that I can do to you now.

Leave. Okay, you can't go.

I'll be better.

You must all be better.

No. No.

Evans. Listen.

Listen. This is the thing.

There's too much.

I don't know what's been happening with me.

It's in us all.

You found it.

That's why I have to leave.

Insurance.

Keith of the house.

Evan, please.

Hold on to them for me.

Back to London, then.