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[bells tolling]
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[woman retching]
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[parishioners murmuring]
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[groans] Sorry.
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Sorry, it was a bad night.
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[sniffles]
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Yeah, I know it's 3:00 p.m.
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-Still a hard night.
-[plastic bag crinkles]
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You look like
you come to confession a lot.
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Sorry.
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That was judgy.
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Are you okay?
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D-Do you need help?
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I'm sitting in a church,
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and I'm holding a bag
of my own puke.
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I mean, that feels like
a complete answer.
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I don't think it gets
more "I need help" than that.
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You could be holding a bag
of someone else's puke.
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[chuckles, gags]
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[coughs]
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-[laughs]
-[man shushes]
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[whispers]:
Sorry.
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[chuckles] You're funny.
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I just...
I wasn't expecting that.
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Sorry, that was judgy again.
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I-I'm trying to do better there.
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-I'm Aubrey.
-I'm Sasha.
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You look like you can afford
really expensive moisturizer.
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-[gasps softly]
-It's hard to believe you've ever done anything bad.
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Hey, Aubrey?
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Do you want to go first?
I can wait.
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[sighs]
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I-I would appreciate that
very much.
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[sniffles, groans]
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[sniffles]
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Are you sure
you're not an angel?
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Sorry. I'm-I'm real.
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I don't think
I'll ever get to see an angel.
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[sniffles] You know,
but if I do...
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...I hope she looks like you.
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[Aubrey chuckles]
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I did something.
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Well, I've-I've done
a lot of things,
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but when I think
about most of them...
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...you know, I can imagine
finding my way back.
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I can imagine...
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doing better, I can imagine
being better, but...
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[voice breaking]:
This one thing, though, I don't know.
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It feels too big.
It just feels like too much.
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PRIEST:
I promise you, that's not true.
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We can always find our way
back to God.
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[whispers]:
Somebody loved me.
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You know,
somebody who didn't have to.
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Somebody looked at me...
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[chuckles]:
...looked at this and said, "I love you."
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[inhales sharply]
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And I...
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I took from him.
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I took his trust.
I took his money.
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It's bad.
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You know, if I could just
make it up to him,
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I'd feel like I could start,
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[cries]:
I feel like I could be me again,
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but it's just too big.
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Ah, I'm sorry.
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I'm not, I'm not ready for this,
I'm just not ready-
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-[crashes]
-[parishioners exclaiming]
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She needs help!
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? ?
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Call 911 right now.
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Tell them we have
a likely opioid overdose.
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[siren wailing]
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Aubrey, can you hear me?
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You overdosed.
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I need to know what you took.
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[weakly]:
Angel.
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Oh, can you do something for me?
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I'm not an angel,
I'm your doctor.
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The Narcan's working,
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but we need to know
what you took.
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'80s. Guy said they were '80s.
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Can you sell this for me?
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Sell it and give all the money
to Beanie.
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[machine beeping rapidly]
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-[beep drones]
-[gasps]
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Radio ahead,
tell Dr. Mayes we're coming
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with a cardiac arrest.
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-[busy chatter]
-[machine beeping]
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-What has she gotten?
-We've done four rounds of epi.
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Second dose of naloxone.
She's still asystolic.
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-No ROSC.
-How long has it been?
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-15 minutes.
-Hold compressions.
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[loud, indistinct chatter]
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Dr. Lubbock.
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It's been too long.
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Time of death is 4:04 p.m.
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We'll send her tox panel,
figure out what caused this.
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?
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I'm not supposed to be afraid.
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I ain't supposed to be weak,
either.
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I think anyone would be anxious
in your situation.
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I know I would.
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I remember your dad.
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He had two pick-sixes
against West Virginia.
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Changed the whole season.
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He was also gonna go
top five in the draft.
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-Same as you.
-Okay, yeah,
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but my dad...
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He just collapsed.
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Senior year, the same as me.
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All right? Now, they said
it was a heart attack,
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but what if it was
something inside of him?
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And what if I got that, too?
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We sequenced your entire genome.
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I've seen every single thing
there is inside of you.
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All right?
And I get why you're struggling.
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Plus, you're a senior now, too.
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But if I saw anything
in your results
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that would put you at risk,
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I would do anything I could
to stop you from playing.
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I go to the mat for my patients.
You can ask around.
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I already did.
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You're the real.
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So, I'm safe?
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-I can go back to practice?
-You're safe.
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You can enjoy it.
You've earned it.
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Yo, coach. I'm good to go.
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-JOSH: You sure, Jaylen?
-JAYLEN: Yeah,
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the man knows his business.
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He says I'm cool.
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Thanks for doing this.
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You mind if I get a second
with my player?
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Yeah, of course.
Take your time.
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-[sighs]
-Oh, a defensive coordinator from Pitt.
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Cool.
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Yeah, man, got to admit.
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That's cool.
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I'm the team's
orthopedic consultant.
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-I'm aware of that.
-Josh and I met at the stadium.
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We've been dating
for a month and a half.
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He's divorced, one misdemeanor
charge in college,
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long since expunged.
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No other criminal record.
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Cool.
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Didn't ask, but cool.
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You keep saying "cool."
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I know you didn't ask,
I'm just...
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saving you the trouble.
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You don't have to launch
into one of your, you know,
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inadvertent investigations.
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Those are the facts on Josh.
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-Cool.
-JAYLEN: Hey, Dr. Dubs.
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Can I get a picture for my feed?
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-[chuckles] You got it.
-Hey. -I'll take it.
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-'Preciate you.
-Here we go.
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[chuckles]
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One, two, three.
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For sure.
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-Doc, you the GOAT, bro.
-[chuckles]
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Thanks again for doing this.
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-Mm-hmm.
-Seriously.
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See you later, GOAT.
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INGRID:
Does it bother you?
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That Mary's boyfriend has
a cooler job than you do?
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Okay, I reject that premise.
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I mean, what's cooler
than the human genome?
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[quiet chatter]
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[indistinct P.A. announcement]
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[footsteps approaching]
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-Hey.
-Hi.
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You okay?
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Dr. Mayes said that
you were still in here.
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I'm okay.
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Overdose.
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Won't be the last one
we have here today.
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You know, I talked to her.
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She wanted something better.
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She was hoping for a change.
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[sighs]
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Goodbye, Aubrey.
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I'll get this to Beanie for you.
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I hope you see your angel.
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-[gasps, inhales]
-SASHA: Oh, my God.
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? ?
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Aubrey?
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You died.
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How could I be dead?
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I have my own angel.
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?
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This is a straight-up miracle.
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Uh, could be a lot of things.
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Just can't put a label on it
just yet.
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I was dead.
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[chuckles]:
I mean, I'm alive again.
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That's called a miracle.
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You know, I asked
for the chance to do one thing.
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I died. I came back.
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I'm not wasting time.
I'm doing the one thing.
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What are you looking to do,
Aubrey?
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Well, I have to raise $185,000
and give it to my ex-fianc�.
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H-His family has a place
in Bloomfield.
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They serve pierogies,
they're awesome, but...
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Beanie made them amazing.
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It's like wild boar meat,
you name it.
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Beanie wanted to drag the city
into the modern era,
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and he raised money
to open up a fancy place.
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And what happened?
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Something beautiful.
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Something that came and then
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left...
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and set me spinning.
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And I'm not,
I'm not saying it's an excuse,
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but I did go off the rails.
I spent the money.
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And-and you can't arrest me
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because it was
in both of our names.
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But I...
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I st- I stole it just the same.
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[cries]: You know, I melted
down, I took Beanie's money.
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And he was never the same
after that, and...
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[whispers]: ...I was never
the same after that.
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Lazarus Syndrome.
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It was named after the biblical
figure who rose from the dead.
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Every so often, a patient
who appears to be dead
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by every conceivable measure
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auto-resuscitates.
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Tends to be short-lived.
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Dr. Lubbock,
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what do we think happened
in this case?
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Aubrey's overdose
suppressed her breathing.
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Combine that with alcohol,
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and an underlying respiratory
condition like asthma,
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-Aubrey could've
slipped into a- -Death?
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Death-like condition.
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And here she is.
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-Good as new.
-Not quite.
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Most patients who come back
with Lazarus Syndrome
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are gone for good
within five or six hours.
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Exactly. We need to find out
about any underlying conditions
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that caused Aubrey's condition,
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and we need to treat it and
keep her alive in a lasting way.
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If she even wants that.
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Aubrey wants a do-over.
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Her "main mission,"
as she puts it,
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is to raise $185,000
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to make up for the worst thing
that she ever did.
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$185,000 to do what, exactly?
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She wants to open
an upscale pierogi place.
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Check that, she wants to give it
to her ex-fianc�
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so he opens up
an upscale pierogi place.
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So the worst thing
this woman ever did
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was block a fancy pierogi place
from opening its doors?
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Those better be
some tasty pierogi.
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[both chuckle]
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She took the money
this guy saved.
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It haunts her.
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If Aubrey believes this is
the worst thing she ever did,
257
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who are we to question that?
258
00:10:44,470 --> 00:10:45,687
You all must have
that one thing.
259
00:10:45,688 --> 00:10:47,559
The sin that
keeps you up at night.
260
00:10:47,560 --> 00:10:49,125
The one
that gives you the chills
261
00:10:49,126 --> 00:10:50,998
every single time
you think about it.
262
00:10:51,128 --> 00:10:55,002
Aubrey Kowalska is living
under a ticking clock.
263
00:10:55,132 --> 00:10:56,942
And, yeah,
she's more than welcome
264
00:10:56,960 --> 00:10:59,267
to interpret her survival
as a miracle,
265
00:10:59,441 --> 00:11:02,271
but let's give her a whole
lifetime to be a better person.
266
00:11:02,357 --> 00:11:04,141
Crofts, run the workups
267
00:11:04,142 --> 00:11:06,577
while Ingrid and Sasha dig
into Aubrey's background.
268
00:11:06,578 --> 00:11:07,797
[knocking]
269
00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:10,104
Dr. Watson.
270
00:11:10,234 --> 00:11:13,107
You had 20 minutes budgeted
for this differential.
271
00:11:13,237 --> 00:11:15,287
We usually take
the time we need, Brenda.
272
00:11:15,718 --> 00:11:17,851
Y'all don't keep a schedule,
273
00:11:17,981 --> 00:11:21,550
and that's why
you've got a backlog of cases.
274
00:11:25,380 --> 00:11:27,000
Does anyone else miss Shinwell?
275
00:11:27,077 --> 00:11:29,776
Shinwell's on sabbatical.
He'll be back soon enough.
276
00:11:29,777 --> 00:11:32,125
It won't kill us to be
a little more disciplined.
277
00:11:32,126 --> 00:11:34,519
Itwon't kill us. Brenda might.
278
00:11:34,650 --> 00:11:36,173
[chuckles]
279
00:11:37,261 --> 00:11:39,220
You're gonna die someday.
280
00:11:39,307 --> 00:11:40,525
I'm aware of that.
281
00:11:40,526 --> 00:11:42,178
Well, everyone's aware of that.
282
00:11:42,179 --> 00:11:43,745
But do you live
with that knowledge?
283
00:11:43,746 --> 00:11:45,574
I mean, like,
really live with it?
284
00:11:45,661 --> 00:11:49,151
STEPHENS: My brother and I are
very much acquainted with the concept.
285
00:11:49,273 --> 00:11:51,145
Even more than you may presume.
286
00:11:51,275 --> 00:11:52,842
If you were to die today,
287
00:11:52,973 --> 00:11:55,062
tomorrow, someday very,
very soon,
288
00:11:55,192 --> 00:11:56,716
is this what you would do?
289
00:11:56,846 --> 00:11:58,587
I think so.
290
00:11:58,674 --> 00:12:01,198
You're lucky.
[chuckles, gasps]
291
00:12:01,329 --> 00:12:04,462
Hey, would you like to buy
a 2006 Honda Civic Coupe?
292
00:12:04,593 --> 00:12:06,813
It doesn't have
the original motor.
293
00:12:06,814 --> 00:12:08,204
It doesn't have
the original paint job, either.
294
00:12:08,205 --> 00:12:10,338
But, I mean, it has character.
295
00:12:10,468 --> 00:12:12,601
-Would be an upgrade.
-How about you?
296
00:12:12,602 --> 00:12:13,906
I'm selling everything I own.
297
00:12:13,907 --> 00:12:15,255
I'll-I'll make you
a screaming deal.
298
00:12:15,256 --> 00:12:16,474
I have a car.
299
00:12:16,605 --> 00:12:18,346
You sure you just want to...
300
00:12:18,476 --> 00:12:19,913
get rid of everything?
301
00:12:19,914 --> 00:12:22,044
Odds are, we figure out
what's wrong with you.
302
00:12:22,045 --> 00:12:24,395
I'd hate for you to leave here
with nothing.
303
00:12:24,482 --> 00:12:26,267
It's what I have to do.
304
00:12:26,397 --> 00:12:28,704
I'll sell the car. This pendant.
305
00:12:28,791 --> 00:12:30,227
You know, and all the rest.
306
00:12:30,358 --> 00:12:32,577
It'll get me...
307
00:12:32,664 --> 00:12:34,044
not even close to $185,000,
308
00:12:34,045 --> 00:12:35,666
but I figure
I'll take the first step,
309
00:12:35,667 --> 00:12:37,407
then figure out the next
when the time comes.
310
00:12:37,408 --> 00:12:39,889
Sounds like a very intentional
way of living.
311
00:12:40,020 --> 00:12:42,587
One day with a clear purpose
beats a thousand
312
00:12:42,674 --> 00:12:44,285
that you drift right through.
313
00:12:46,940 --> 00:12:50,117
Oh, can I interest either of you
in a, in a used dresser?
314
00:12:50,247 --> 00:12:52,075
I used a sponge to paint it,
315
00:12:52,206 --> 00:12:55,339
but I only got like...
well, halfway through.
316
00:12:55,340 --> 00:12:57,601
ADAM:
You ever seen an example
317
00:12:57,602 --> 00:12:59,256
of sponge-painted furniture?
318
00:12:59,387 --> 00:13:01,606
It was $85. It'll be fine.
319
00:13:01,607 --> 00:13:03,651
That half-painted
sponge-dabbed dresser
320
00:13:03,652 --> 00:13:05,402
will really tie the room
together.
321
00:13:05,480 --> 00:13:07,787
Yeah, I'm sure
Sasha's gonna love it.
322
00:13:10,615 --> 00:13:12,226
You have something like that?
323
00:13:12,356 --> 00:13:14,619
You jolt back to life
in a hospital bed,
324
00:13:14,750 --> 00:13:17,318
and you're here
for a limited time only.
325
00:13:17,492 --> 00:13:20,060
What would you do?
What would you undo?
326
00:13:20,190 --> 00:13:23,063
You might expect mine to involve
narcotic pain pills,
327
00:13:23,237 --> 00:13:25,108
but...
328
00:13:25,109 --> 00:13:27,283
somehow I keep thinking about
lacrosse practice.
329
00:13:27,284 --> 00:13:29,025
You never played lacrosse.
330
00:13:29,156 --> 00:13:31,506
That's not strictly true.
331
00:13:31,636 --> 00:13:34,166
For about five days,
right after I got to Colgate,
332
00:13:34,290 --> 00:13:37,338
I decided I should be
on the lacrosse team.
333
00:13:37,339 --> 00:13:38,904
I liked those bags
they carried around.
334
00:13:38,905 --> 00:13:41,211
I really liked
the attention they got.
335
00:13:41,212 --> 00:13:42,821
And so I figured,
why shouldn't that be me?
336
00:13:42,822 --> 00:13:44,867
I just figured I... [scoffs]
337
00:13:44,998 --> 00:13:46,303
I don't know, I had the...
338
00:13:46,434 --> 00:13:48,479
the essence of the sport
within me.
339
00:13:48,566 --> 00:13:50,090
So I'd show up,
340
00:13:50,220 --> 00:13:51,569
pick it up in a day or two
341
00:13:51,743 --> 00:13:53,441
and play at a collegiate level.
342
00:13:53,442 --> 00:13:55,355
And I could carry
one of those bags around.
343
00:13:55,356 --> 00:13:57,706
-How do you think that went?
-Terribly.
344
00:13:57,837 --> 00:13:59,229
-Hello.
-TECH WORKER: Hi.
345
00:14:02,842 --> 00:14:04,495
-Thank you.
-Mm-hmm.
346
00:14:05,714 --> 00:14:08,717
It was five days
of sheer humiliation.
347
00:14:08,848 --> 00:14:11,067
I still have dreams about it.
348
00:14:14,810 --> 00:14:19,162
Those days just
still jump into my mind
349
00:14:19,336 --> 00:14:21,904
during otherwise
peaceful moments.
350
00:14:22,078 --> 00:14:24,994
If I ever came back
from the dead
351
00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:27,040
with a fire under my ass...
352
00:14:28,998 --> 00:14:31,696
...I'd wipe those days
from existence.
353
00:14:33,350 --> 00:14:35,309
What about you?
354
00:14:37,528 --> 00:14:39,487
I have a moment like that.
355
00:14:41,141 --> 00:14:43,708
But it's not like Aubrey's.
356
00:14:43,839 --> 00:14:45,493
Can't be undone.
357
00:14:48,090 --> 00:14:51,454
LAILA:
Michael wants to drive with me
358
00:14:51,455 --> 00:14:52,674
on the Autobahn.
359
00:14:52,804 --> 00:14:55,198
I want to see the Black Forest.
360
00:14:55,199 --> 00:14:57,460
Germany seems
like a decent compromise,
361
00:14:57,461 --> 00:14:59,028
but I don't know.
362
00:14:59,202 --> 00:15:01,639
The Northern Lights is
on my bucket list.
363
00:15:01,770 --> 00:15:03,076
Lapland, Finland.
364
00:15:03,206 --> 00:15:06,557
Dark all the time,
but they have fun anyway.
365
00:15:06,644 --> 00:15:10,735
You stay in these glass pods,
so the lights reflect on you
366
00:15:10,910 --> 00:15:12,868
all night long.
367
00:15:13,042 --> 00:15:14,912
Sounds like
someplace worth seeing.
368
00:15:16,437 --> 00:15:18,091
-John?
-Hmm?
369
00:15:18,221 --> 00:15:20,876
Oh. I'm sorry.
370
00:15:21,007 --> 00:15:23,226
This picture of me
and Josh Gibson...
371
00:15:23,313 --> 00:15:26,316
Looks like there's
something weird in his left eye.
372
00:15:26,317 --> 00:15:28,404
You want to talk about
your ex's new boyfriend?
373
00:15:28,405 --> 00:15:30,016
No, I mean, it's...
374
00:15:30,017 --> 00:15:31,277
probably a trick of the camera,
right?
375
00:15:31,278 --> 00:15:32,975
What else would it be?
376
00:15:35,543 --> 00:15:37,588
Almost definitely nothing,
I'm sure.
377
00:15:39,155 --> 00:15:42,158
But I want to see
the Northern Lights,
378
00:15:42,245 --> 00:15:45,335
so if this is an invite,
379
00:15:45,422 --> 00:15:48,034
my question to you would be...
380
00:15:48,208 --> 00:15:49,687
when are we talking?
381
00:15:49,818 --> 00:15:53,604
Early March, five days,
not including flights.
382
00:15:53,778 --> 00:15:55,432
Great. I want to go.
383
00:15:55,606 --> 00:15:56,926
I think I have a commitment
384
00:15:57,086 --> 00:15:58,956
to speak in Singapore
in early March.
385
00:15:59,045 --> 00:16:01,003
But if I can get out of that,
386
00:16:01,134 --> 00:16:03,179
sounds like fun, I want to go.
387
00:16:03,180 --> 00:16:05,180
[Billy Squier's
"Lonely is the Night" playing]
388
00:16:05,181 --> 00:16:06,269
Okay.
389
00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:08,793
? ?
390
00:16:11,941 --> 00:16:14,711
-Mary.
-? Say you're lonely??
391
00:16:14,712 --> 00:16:15,762
[song ends]
392
00:16:15,844 --> 00:16:17,585
-MARY: John?
-[phone ringing]
393
00:16:23,673 --> 00:16:25,679
Hello?
394
00:16:25,680 --> 00:16:27,203
Sorry to wake you up.
395
00:16:27,204 --> 00:16:28,856
Stephens and I came in early
to assess everything
396
00:16:28,857 --> 00:16:30,607
that came back
from Aubrey's labs.
397
00:16:30,641 --> 00:16:32,861
I was gonna get up soon anyway.
What's up?
398
00:16:32,948 --> 00:16:34,297
Watson, it's not good.
399
00:16:34,298 --> 00:16:35,776
There's enlargement
of her cardiac silhouette
400
00:16:35,777 --> 00:16:37,039
on her X-rays.
401
00:16:37,170 --> 00:16:39,389
Could be early
pericardial effusion.
402
00:16:39,476 --> 00:16:42,523
Oh, she's too young to have
so much cardiac damage.
403
00:16:42,653 --> 00:16:44,220
Need to get her to the ICU.
404
00:16:45,482 --> 00:16:46,831
We can't move her anywhere.
405
00:16:46,918 --> 00:16:49,225
Aubrey left UHOP
early this morning.
406
00:16:49,312 --> 00:16:51,271
No, she is in
a very dangerous state.
407
00:16:51,445 --> 00:16:53,316
We need to find her
immediately.
408
00:16:53,317 --> 00:16:55,796
-[siren blaring in distance]
-AUBREY: I made a mistake.
409
00:16:55,797 --> 00:16:57,277
And I-I want to make up for it.
410
00:16:57,451 --> 00:17:01,237
You know,
I-I sold all of my stuff.
411
00:17:01,324 --> 00:17:03,500
I'm still short.
412
00:17:03,501 --> 00:17:05,980
-Uh, my ex, Beanie, you know,
h-he's a member here. -[door opens]
413
00:17:05,981 --> 00:17:08,417
So is his family.
414
00:17:08,505 --> 00:17:10,898
So was I,
once upon a time, um...
415
00:17:10,899 --> 00:17:12,639
Maybe you pass the basket today,
416
00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:14,423
and it-it all goes
to make up for what I did?
417
00:17:14,424 --> 00:17:16,557
[groans]
418
00:17:16,686 --> 00:17:18,166
Sorry. I just got to, um...
419
00:17:18,298 --> 00:17:19,988
I'm gonna sit down
for just a sec-
420
00:17:19,994 --> 00:17:21,083
[groans softly]
421
00:17:21,214 --> 00:17:23,259
[parishioners gasping,
murmuring]
422
00:17:26,574 --> 00:17:30,526
Call an ambulance.
She's in cardiac arrest.
423
00:17:30,527 --> 00:17:32,051
We need to get her
back to UHOP.
424
00:17:39,710 --> 00:17:42,148
? ?
425
00:17:42,322 --> 00:17:44,732
Hey. I heard Aubrey Kowalska
had a heart attack?
426
00:17:44,733 --> 00:17:46,194
You're about halfway
to the right answer.
427
00:17:46,195 --> 00:17:48,022
Aubrey stood up in church
this morning,
428
00:17:48,023 --> 00:17:49,893
had a major spontaneous
coronary artery dissection.
429
00:17:49,894 --> 00:17:51,548
Heart attack's meaner cousin.
430
00:17:51,679 --> 00:17:54,725
Black sheep of
big-ticket coronary disasters.
431
00:17:54,726 --> 00:17:56,378
Cardiology placed a stent
to stabilize the vessel,
432
00:17:56,379 --> 00:17:58,009
but it collapsed
within an hour.
433
00:17:58,120 --> 00:17:59,740
They're now recommending a CABG.
434
00:17:59,817 --> 00:18:01,341
A full coronary bypass.
435
00:18:01,342 --> 00:18:03,907
Okay, you don't need me
to tell you how bad this is,
436
00:18:03,908 --> 00:18:05,048
but she's our patient,
437
00:18:05,127 --> 00:18:06,817
and we're gonna
see this through.
438
00:18:08,284 --> 00:18:12,133
I thought we were
in the middle of a bypass.
439
00:18:12,134 --> 00:18:13,265
SASHA:
They called it off.
440
00:18:13,266 --> 00:18:14,962
Aubrey's on her way
back to her room.
441
00:18:14,963 --> 00:18:16,616
But her artery, she had
a spontaneous dissection.
442
00:18:16,617 --> 00:18:18,184
SASHA:
Seems she did.
443
00:18:18,314 --> 00:18:20,795
Did her coronary artery
dissect itself or not?
444
00:18:20,925 --> 00:18:22,666
Best we can tell, it did.
445
00:18:22,797 --> 00:18:24,668
That doesn't fix itself.
446
00:18:24,799 --> 00:18:26,105
Not in my experience, no.
447
00:18:26,235 --> 00:18:28,542
-But somehow, she's improving.
-[scoffs]
448
00:18:28,672 --> 00:18:31,066
Sasha and Ingrid,
review her bloodwork.
449
00:18:31,197 --> 00:18:32,577
See if they missed anything.
450
00:18:32,578 --> 00:18:34,416
We don't want this type of thing
happening again.
451
00:18:34,417 --> 00:18:35,852
I'm gonna look into
her family history. Crofts,
452
00:18:35,853 --> 00:18:38,334
sort through Aubrey's place.
453
00:18:40,336 --> 00:18:42,295
AUBREY [on video]:
I made a mistake.
454
00:18:42,382 --> 00:18:44,471
And I want
to make up for it...
455
00:18:44,601 --> 00:18:46,473
Aubrey might not need our help.
456
00:18:46,603 --> 00:18:48,713
Someone recorded her
at Saint Casimir's.
457
00:18:48,779 --> 00:18:51,478
She's still 100 grand shy,
but give it a day or two.
458
00:18:51,565 --> 00:18:53,697
SASHA:
You have plenty of regret.
459
00:18:53,784 --> 00:18:55,873
If you even feel regret.
460
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,220
If you had a window to undo
461
00:18:57,353 --> 00:18:59,877
the biggest damage
you ever did...
462
00:19:00,008 --> 00:19:01,531
what would it be?
463
00:19:04,317 --> 00:19:05,927
Undergrad.
464
00:19:06,057 --> 00:19:07,668
Romantic Poets midterm.
465
00:19:07,842 --> 00:19:09,974
I didn't study.
466
00:19:10,105 --> 00:19:13,456
Couldn't care less about
Samuel Coleridge or whoever.
467
00:19:13,587 --> 00:19:15,458
I didn't even show up
to take the test.
468
00:19:15,589 --> 00:19:17,199
You wanted med school.
469
00:19:17,330 --> 00:19:19,027
Can't be skipping midterms.
470
00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,160
It was a calculated skip.
471
00:19:21,247 --> 00:19:23,297
Professor Colburn,
he was an alcoholic.
472
00:19:23,336 --> 00:19:25,164
We all knew it.
473
00:19:25,294 --> 00:19:27,775
So I just showed up
for office hours,
474
00:19:27,905 --> 00:19:29,775
told him
I never got my midterm back,
475
00:19:29,776 --> 00:19:32,126
and watched him dig through
stacks of paper in his office
476
00:19:32,127 --> 00:19:33,997
while his blood pressure
shot through the roof.
477
00:19:33,998 --> 00:19:36,697
We ultimately settled
on an A-minus.
478
00:19:36,784 --> 00:19:38,829
So, why that test?
479
00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:40,309
Why that professor?
480
00:19:41,919 --> 00:19:44,183
His hands were shaking
481
00:19:44,184 --> 00:19:46,271
while he was digging through all
the different stacks of paper
482
00:19:46,272 --> 00:19:47,969
in his office.
483
00:19:49,927 --> 00:19:51,407
Stuck with me.
484
00:20:02,592 --> 00:20:03,898
[knocking]
485
00:20:03,899 --> 00:20:05,986
You need me for anything more,
Dr. Watson?
486
00:20:05,987 --> 00:20:07,162
No, I'm good, thanks.
487
00:20:07,336 --> 00:20:08,990
Oh, wait, Brenda.
488
00:20:09,077 --> 00:20:11,607
Actually, can you take a look
at something for me?
489
00:20:14,387 --> 00:20:17,216
Do you see the white circle
in that man's eye?
490
00:20:17,303 --> 00:20:20,567
I see the white circle in your
ex-wife's boyfriend's eye, yes.
491
00:20:20,568 --> 00:20:22,481
Okay, the boyfriend part's
not relevant.
492
00:20:22,482 --> 00:20:24,962
Look, the white anomaly
is called leukocoria.
493
00:20:25,093 --> 00:20:26,790
In rare cases,
someone's eyes
494
00:20:26,791 --> 00:20:28,878
flash white instead of red
in a picture.
495
00:20:28,879 --> 00:20:31,055
Now, that could indicate
retinoblastoma.
496
00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:32,927
-It's very serious.
-Mm.
497
00:20:33,057 --> 00:20:37,627
And all these other pictures
of your ex-wife's boyfriend?
498
00:20:37,758 --> 00:20:40,288
Are other instances
of me looking for leukocoria.
499
00:20:40,369 --> 00:20:41,501
Uh-huh.
500
00:20:41,631 --> 00:20:44,068
So, the world's
greatest doctor-
501
00:20:44,199 --> 00:20:45,809
I don't know about all that.
502
00:20:45,810 --> 00:20:48,289
...he sees retinoblastoma,
and instead of saying something,
503
00:20:48,290 --> 00:20:49,856
he's looking
through old pictures.
504
00:20:49,857 --> 00:20:51,031
Well, it could also be
Coats' disease,
505
00:20:51,032 --> 00:20:52,293
which is less serious, but...
506
00:20:52,294 --> 00:20:54,862
Look, I'm trying
to stay out of it, I am.
507
00:20:54,992 --> 00:20:58,039
I just have a tendency
to get over-involved.
508
00:20:58,213 --> 00:20:59,345
Hmm.
509
00:21:00,433 --> 00:21:01,956
-Like.
-No, no, no.
510
00:21:02,086 --> 00:21:03,740
Like? You-you ca- You cannot.
511
00:21:03,741 --> 00:21:05,350
-Like, like...
-Brenda, you can't like the pictures.
512
00:21:05,351 --> 00:21:06,482
He can't see that.
513
00:21:06,483 --> 00:21:08,004
Well, you can unlike them
if you want,
514
00:21:08,005 --> 00:21:10,007
but he's gonna see that, too.
515
00:21:10,138 --> 00:21:11,705
You are a doctor.
516
00:21:11,706 --> 00:21:12,922
He'll want your opinion.
517
00:21:12,923 --> 00:21:15,622
Good night, Dr. Watson.
518
00:21:16,927 --> 00:21:18,842
Actually,
there is one more thing.
519
00:21:18,843 --> 00:21:21,627
[Billy Squier's
"Lonely is the Night" playing]
520
00:21:21,628 --> 00:21:23,978
? ?
521
00:21:24,108 --> 00:21:25,501
-Mary.
-[song ends]
522
00:21:26,589 --> 00:21:28,287
MARY:
John?
523
00:21:28,374 --> 00:21:30,463
BRENDA:
What are you looking at me for?
524
00:21:31,551 --> 00:21:33,781
If you are the son
of Hamish and Mara Watson,
525
00:21:33,901 --> 00:21:36,164
then you know damn well
what to do.
526
00:21:36,338 --> 00:21:38,166
-Yeah, but Mary's happy.
-Yes.
527
00:21:38,297 --> 00:21:40,647
And that's why you need
to leave Mary alone.
528
00:21:40,734 --> 00:21:43,389
You had your shot there.
Plenty of them.
529
00:21:43,519 --> 00:21:44,868
It's that other woman
530
00:21:44,955 --> 00:21:46,914
that you need to be
having a talk with.
531
00:21:46,915 --> 00:21:49,307
-Your second choice.
-No, no. Laila's not a second choice.
532
00:21:49,308 --> 00:21:50,998
Okay, so you make
a first choice,
533
00:21:51,005 --> 00:21:53,535
it doesn't work out,
what do you call the next one?
534
00:21:53,536 --> 00:21:56,662
You may not have known
what you wanted
535
00:21:56,663 --> 00:21:58,403
when you walked
down that hallway.
536
00:21:58,404 --> 00:22:01,755
But then you did
walk down that hallway.
537
00:22:01,929 --> 00:22:03,452
Now you know.
538
00:22:03,539 --> 00:22:05,062
-[door opens]
-ADAM: Watson.
539
00:22:06,150 --> 00:22:07,717
Sorry, do you need a minute?
540
00:22:07,848 --> 00:22:08,898
No, we're good.
541
00:22:09,023 --> 00:22:10,590
Just Brenda being Brenda.
542
00:22:10,720 --> 00:22:13,670
Brenda's just telling him
something that he needs to hear.
543
00:22:14,463 --> 00:22:16,204
Good night, Dr. Watson.
544
00:22:16,291 --> 00:22:17,814
Good night, Brenda.
545
00:22:17,945 --> 00:22:19,468
-Good night.
-Good night.
546
00:22:20,513 --> 00:22:22,323
Sasha and Stephens are
with Aubrey.
547
00:22:22,324 --> 00:22:23,558
They wanted me to come get you.
548
00:22:23,559 --> 00:22:25,213
There something wrong?
549
00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:27,302
Her inflammatory markers are up,
and...
550
00:22:27,433 --> 00:22:28,956
Well, this sounds weird,
but...
551
00:22:29,086 --> 00:22:30,740
she has really bad hiccups.
552
00:22:30,741 --> 00:22:32,306
-[hiccups]
-[machine beeping] -Try to calm down.
553
00:22:32,307 --> 00:22:33,263
-[breathing heavily]
-Take a breath for me.
554
00:22:33,264 --> 00:22:34,962
Dr. Croft, Dr. Lubbock.
555
00:22:36,137 --> 00:22:37,757
Besides the incessant hiccups,
556
00:22:37,758 --> 00:22:39,574
her heart's been racing,
she's been sweating profusely,
557
00:22:39,575 --> 00:22:40,662
and she's lost color
in her cheeks.
558
00:22:40,663 --> 00:22:42,752
Diaphoresis, tachycardia,
559
00:22:42,753 --> 00:22:44,187
looks like
her breathing's shallow.
560
00:22:44,188 --> 00:22:45,972
Did anything precipitate
the change?
561
00:22:45,973 --> 00:22:48,061
-You know the money
she's been raising for her ex? -Mm-hmm.
562
00:22:48,062 --> 00:22:49,758
A couple of hours ago, her
GoFundMe page was taken down.
563
00:22:49,759 --> 00:22:50,977
She's been spiraling ever since.
564
00:22:50,978 --> 00:22:52,327
Aubrey.
565
00:22:52,328 --> 00:22:54,546
-Can you talk to me?
-[panting, hiccupping]
566
00:22:54,547 --> 00:22:56,244
Are you experiencing any pain?
567
00:22:56,418 --> 00:22:58,377
He said... [hiccups]
...I'm a cheat.
568
00:22:58,551 --> 00:23:00,727
He said I'm a liar. I got my...
569
00:23:00,857 --> 00:23:03,512
[hiccups]
...my account suspended.
570
00:23:03,513 --> 00:23:05,165
-I lo- I lost all the money.
-Okay.
571
00:23:05,166 --> 00:23:07,297
I hear you, I hear you.
I'm assuming "he" is her ex?
572
00:23:07,298 --> 00:23:08,618
Beanie. I guess he found out
573
00:23:08,619 --> 00:23:10,300
that she was raising money
off their story.
574
00:23:10,301 --> 00:23:13,000
-[machine beeping]
-[panting, hiccupping]
575
00:23:13,130 --> 00:23:15,524
"This woman is a cheat.
Do not donate."
576
00:23:15,611 --> 00:23:17,221
Okay, Aubrey?
577
00:23:17,222 --> 00:23:18,787
I need you to relax
and slow your breathing for me.
578
00:23:18,788 --> 00:23:20,660
Can you breathe
in through your nose
579
00:23:20,661 --> 00:23:22,487
and then out through your mouth?
Stethoscope.
580
00:23:22,488 --> 00:23:24,140
Hiccupping is gastrointestinal.
581
00:23:24,141 --> 00:23:25,228
Shouldn't I wait for a consult?
582
00:23:25,229 --> 00:23:28,581
[panting, hiccupping]
583
00:23:29,625 --> 00:23:32,019
[heart beating fast]
584
00:23:32,149 --> 00:23:34,413
[muffled scraping]
585
00:23:40,680 --> 00:23:42,508
Pericardial rub.
586
00:23:42,509 --> 00:23:44,683
-[breathing heavily]
-We're gonna get you some help, okay?
587
00:23:44,684 --> 00:23:46,599
[panting, hiccupping]
588
00:23:47,687 --> 00:23:49,384
-Start her on baclofen?
-Do it.
589
00:23:49,515 --> 00:23:50,820
We have bigger problems.
590
00:23:50,951 --> 00:23:53,001
The lining around her heart
is inflamed.
591
00:23:53,002 --> 00:23:55,258
The walls are literally
scraping against each other.
592
00:23:55,259 --> 00:23:57,260
Along the pericardium,
which controls the diaphragm,
593
00:23:57,261 --> 00:23:59,089
which explains the hiccups.
594
00:23:59,090 --> 00:24:01,395
The hiccups was just a sign
that the inflammation is worse.
595
00:24:01,396 --> 00:24:03,703
If this trend continues,
596
00:24:03,833 --> 00:24:05,835
her heart could fail
by the morning.
597
00:24:05,966 --> 00:24:07,489
[panting, hiccupping]
598
00:24:10,624 --> 00:24:15,191
From the top.
Acute pericardial inflammation.
599
00:24:15,192 --> 00:24:17,151
The question is why?
600
00:24:17,281 --> 00:24:18,544
What are we missing?
601
00:24:18,718 --> 00:24:21,372
Scans are clean.
No new blockages, no bleeding.
602
00:24:21,373 --> 00:24:22,982
STEPHENS:
Her vitals are steady.
603
00:24:22,983 --> 00:24:25,333
With the baclofen
and some hydration,
604
00:24:25,420 --> 00:24:27,030
we managed to quell the hiccups.
605
00:24:27,161 --> 00:24:28,554
For a time, anyway.
606
00:24:28,555 --> 00:24:30,424
-She even got some sleep.
-Unlike some of us.
607
00:24:30,425 --> 00:24:31,904
INGRID:
Drink coffee. Stop whining.
608
00:24:31,905 --> 00:24:33,472
I'm not whining.
609
00:24:33,473 --> 00:24:35,211
Aubrey doesn't have
an infection.
610
00:24:35,212 --> 00:24:37,953
Blood and pericardial fluid
cultures came back negative.
611
00:24:37,954 --> 00:24:39,394
Could this be drug-related?
612
00:24:39,395 --> 00:24:42,958
STEPHENS: But we've seen post-
viral flare-ups like this before.
613
00:24:42,959 --> 00:24:45,571
Well, the onset
of the inflammatory pattern
614
00:24:45,701 --> 00:24:48,269
is too rapid,
and it's targeted.
615
00:24:48,399 --> 00:24:51,141
Focused only on her heart.
616
00:24:51,272 --> 00:24:52,621
Something triggered it.
617
00:24:53,709 --> 00:24:55,759
Tell me about that webpage
you showed me.
618
00:24:55,842 --> 00:24:57,712
STEPHENS:
You mean her fundraiser?
619
00:24:57,800 --> 00:24:59,933
You saw yourself.
It's frozen.
620
00:24:59,934 --> 00:25:01,803
The money that she raised
was sent back to the donors
621
00:25:01,804 --> 00:25:03,588
on account
of accusations of fraud.
622
00:25:03,589 --> 00:25:05,024
I'm sorry,
why does that matter?
623
00:25:05,025 --> 00:25:06,373
WATSON:
Well, let's walk it through.
624
00:25:06,374 --> 00:25:08,158
Aubrey was depressed.
625
00:25:08,289 --> 00:25:10,813
She had an opioid overdose.
626
00:25:10,944 --> 00:25:13,207
She experienced
autoresuscitation,
627
00:25:13,294 --> 00:25:16,471
accompanied by
a euphoric desire
628
00:25:16,602 --> 00:25:19,648
to raise $185,000.
629
00:25:19,735 --> 00:25:22,564
-You know, as one does.
-She goes into her church,
630
00:25:22,565 --> 00:25:24,347
she's desperate
to raise this money,
631
00:25:24,348 --> 00:25:27,394
then she suffers a spontaneous
coronary artery dissection.
632
00:25:27,395 --> 00:25:29,484
Yeah, but then
she made a full recovery.
633
00:25:29,658 --> 00:25:32,548
[stammers] Yes, it was
spontaneous and unexplainable,
634
00:25:32,574 --> 00:25:34,184
but she was getting better.
635
00:25:34,315 --> 00:25:37,623
"Unexplainable" is a mystery,
it's not a miracle.
636
00:25:37,753 --> 00:25:40,930
-[sighs]
-Let's focus on the data.
637
00:25:40,931 --> 00:25:43,758
Anything that can help us
predict our patient's condition.
638
00:25:43,759 --> 00:25:46,283
Okay. So, each of
Aubrey's health crises
639
00:25:46,284 --> 00:25:47,632
seem to be centered
on her mood,
640
00:25:47,633 --> 00:25:50,810
which at the core
is fixated on...
641
00:25:50,940 --> 00:25:52,681
The 185K she was
trying to raise.
642
00:25:52,812 --> 00:25:54,422
The 185K she stole.
643
00:25:54,423 --> 00:25:56,162
That's correlation,
not causation.
644
00:25:56,163 --> 00:25:59,470
Agreed,
but correlations are a pattern,
645
00:25:59,601 --> 00:26:02,909
and patterns reveal triggers.
646
00:26:03,039 --> 00:26:05,749
Psychogenic stress can activate
the immune system,
647
00:26:05,750 --> 00:26:07,260
triggering cytokine release.
648
00:26:07,261 --> 00:26:08,701
And inflame the pericardium.
649
00:26:08,702 --> 00:26:10,568
ADAM:
So the stress of wanting money
650
00:26:10,569 --> 00:26:12,482
triggered some kind of
immune cascade?
651
00:26:12,483 --> 00:26:13,789
Not the money.
652
00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:15,970
It was the guilt
in what she did to her ex,
653
00:26:15,971 --> 00:26:18,619
who's so angry with her
that he'd rather shut her down
654
00:26:18,620 --> 00:26:19,969
than let her pay him back.
655
00:26:20,100 --> 00:26:22,232
It's a variable,
and it's worth pursuing.
656
00:26:22,363 --> 00:26:23,563
I'm gonna track him down.
657
00:26:26,759 --> 00:26:28,761
Dr. Watson.
658
00:26:28,762 --> 00:26:30,631
I know, I know.
I-I was gonna come see you.
659
00:26:30,632 --> 00:26:33,330
Oh, you know?
That my new boyfriend Josh
660
00:26:33,504 --> 00:26:36,812
called me just now, thrilled
that the great geneticist,
661
00:26:36,943 --> 00:26:39,946
Dr. John Watson, "liked"
a few of his photos online.
662
00:26:40,076 --> 00:26:42,078
Not one photo. A few.
663
00:26:42,252 --> 00:26:44,254
And not recent photos.
664
00:26:44,255 --> 00:26:46,386
No, this was as if you were
taking a little survey
665
00:26:46,387 --> 00:26:48,215
of his Internet history.
666
00:26:48,345 --> 00:26:49,675
-I can explain that.
-Good.
667
00:26:49,782 --> 00:26:51,044
When I saw that photo
668
00:26:51,045 --> 00:26:53,132
that Jaylen posted of us
on his socials,
669
00:26:53,133 --> 00:26:54,743
I saw something, an anomaly.
670
00:26:54,874 --> 00:26:56,440
What kind of anomaly?
671
00:26:56,571 --> 00:26:59,182
It was a white glint in his eye
from the camera flash.
672
00:26:59,313 --> 00:27:00,513
Now, it could be nothing.
673
00:27:00,619 --> 00:27:02,059
But I just had to check and see
674
00:27:02,060 --> 00:27:03,098
if it appeared
in some older photos.
675
00:27:03,099 --> 00:27:04,056
And if it did...
676
00:27:04,057 --> 00:27:05,536
Then it's probably benign.
677
00:27:05,711 --> 00:27:07,234
Which I'm sure it is.
678
00:27:07,364 --> 00:27:09,584
But as I was checking,
679
00:27:09,758 --> 00:27:13,675
okay, I kind of accidentally
liked some photos and...
680
00:27:13,806 --> 00:27:15,416
But, listen, the good thing is,
681
00:27:15,417 --> 00:27:17,112
we have a reason
to talk about it,
682
00:27:17,113 --> 00:27:19,899
and I can do a proper exam
and rule certain things out.
683
00:27:20,987 --> 00:27:24,686
And so this was you
just trying to be helpful
684
00:27:24,817 --> 00:27:26,601
without making things awkward?
685
00:27:27,820 --> 00:27:28,995
Okay, look.
686
00:27:29,125 --> 00:27:30,605
Mary, the truth is,
687
00:27:30,606 --> 00:27:32,258
I don't always know
how to be around you.
688
00:27:32,259 --> 00:27:34,914
I don't.
Given our past, it's...
689
00:27:36,219 --> 00:27:38,657
But when I see something,
I can't ignore it.
690
00:27:38,831 --> 00:27:41,877
Even if it makes things
seem a little awkward.
691
00:27:42,051 --> 00:27:45,925
Sometimes I forget
how hard it must be to be you.
692
00:27:47,187 --> 00:27:49,580
Seeing what no one else can see.
693
00:27:50,712 --> 00:27:55,021
And I know that
seeing something on Josh,
694
00:27:55,195 --> 00:27:58,459
-must have been... difficult.
-Mm-hmm.
695
00:27:58,589 --> 00:28:01,592
So thank you. I will make sure
that he gets it checked out.
696
00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:03,682
All right. Thank you.
697
00:28:05,422 --> 00:28:07,337
-I found him.
-Found who?
698
00:28:07,468 --> 00:28:10,598
Beanie. He still works at the
family restaurant in Bloomfield.
699
00:28:10,599 --> 00:28:11,732
Care to join me
for some pierogis?
700
00:28:11,733 --> 00:28:13,126
Let's go.
701
00:28:13,256 --> 00:28:16,433
? ?
702
00:28:22,526 --> 00:28:25,094
INGRID:
I know. It's not your birthday.
703
00:28:26,922 --> 00:28:30,099
But I could use a chat.
704
00:28:30,230 --> 00:28:31,535
Okay.
705
00:28:31,666 --> 00:28:33,015
Gift card cashed in.
706
00:28:34,147 --> 00:28:36,149
Coffee procured.
707
00:28:36,279 --> 00:28:37,367
It's just us.
708
00:28:39,239 --> 00:28:40,588
What's up?
709
00:28:42,851 --> 00:28:46,028
I don't think I was honest about
this whole do-over scenario.
710
00:28:46,159 --> 00:28:48,929
You know, my mind's been wrapped
up in "what if" all day.
711
00:28:49,945 --> 00:28:51,991
I'm guessing you're the same.
712
00:28:52,078 --> 00:28:54,080
Or maybe not?
713
00:28:54,210 --> 00:28:55,603
Uh, actually, I don't know.
714
00:28:55,604 --> 00:28:57,604
I never really
answered the question.
715
00:28:57,605 --> 00:28:59,215
Okay.
716
00:28:59,389 --> 00:29:01,435
So, in the interest
717
00:29:01,522 --> 00:29:04,525
of getting it out
of our respective systems,
718
00:29:04,655 --> 00:29:06,005
you want to go first?
719
00:29:06,135 --> 00:29:07,963
Sure. Um...
720
00:29:09,704 --> 00:29:12,011
Mine's pretty straightforward.
721
00:29:15,014 --> 00:29:18,495
Spring break,
my senior year of college.
722
00:29:18,626 --> 00:29:22,064
I came home because I didn't
have anything else to do.
723
00:29:22,195 --> 00:29:24,458
One night,
my dad had a few drinks,
724
00:29:24,588 --> 00:29:28,114
which was not unusual, but...
725
00:29:28,244 --> 00:29:30,856
on this night,
he started ranting to me
726
00:29:30,986 --> 00:29:33,036
about how his life was
a disappointment.
727
00:29:33,075 --> 00:29:35,991
How sometimes he thought about
killing himself.
728
00:29:36,122 --> 00:29:38,080
And...
729
00:29:38,211 --> 00:29:40,126
I was so annoyed,
730
00:29:40,127 --> 00:29:41,300
I just blew him off.
731
00:29:41,301 --> 00:29:44,130
I never told my mom or Adam.
732
00:29:44,304 --> 00:29:45,696
Or anyone.
733
00:29:45,784 --> 00:29:48,351
And if you could rewind
and do it over?
734
00:29:48,438 --> 00:29:50,049
I'd do something.
735
00:29:51,006 --> 00:29:53,966
Anything other than nothing,
which is what I did.
736
00:29:57,273 --> 00:29:59,058
See, Stephens?
737
00:29:59,188 --> 00:30:00,886
You never disappoint.
738
00:30:01,060 --> 00:30:03,192
That was a doozy.
739
00:30:03,323 --> 00:30:05,760
All right,
now you have my attention.
740
00:30:07,327 --> 00:30:09,329
When I was 13...
741
00:30:11,026 --> 00:30:12,854
...every night,
I'd go to the kitchen...
742
00:30:14,551 --> 00:30:16,945
...get a steak knife
from the drawer.
743
00:30:18,251 --> 00:30:21,036
Go to my dad's room
where he was sleeping,
744
00:30:21,167 --> 00:30:23,038
stand over him
745
00:30:23,169 --> 00:30:25,867
and think about using that knife
to slit his throat.
746
00:30:26,999 --> 00:30:29,218
Extreme, I know.
747
00:30:30,306 --> 00:30:33,353
But I figured I should do it...
748
00:30:34,745 --> 00:30:36,660
...before he did something
to me.
749
00:30:38,358 --> 00:30:40,534
Or something to my sister, Gigi.
750
00:30:44,190 --> 00:30:46,583
But I could never
bring myself to do it.
751
00:30:49,717 --> 00:30:51,545
Not until a few years later.
752
00:30:52,589 --> 00:30:55,549
By then,
Gigi was in a wheelchair.
753
00:30:56,419 --> 00:30:58,465
So...
754
00:30:58,595 --> 00:31:00,597
if I had a do-over...
755
00:31:02,556 --> 00:31:04,993
...my sister would still
be able to walk.
756
00:31:07,996 --> 00:31:09,506
-Ingrid, I'm so sorry.
-Don't.
757
00:31:10,433 --> 00:31:11,739
[scoffs]
758
00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:14,524
I don't want some token apology.
759
00:31:14,698 --> 00:31:17,310
It's just tough
760
00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:19,834
because we can't be honest
with the others.
761
00:31:21,967 --> 00:31:24,404
Don't want to freak out
the normies.
762
00:31:25,492 --> 00:31:26,754
They wouldn't get it.
763
00:31:27,798 --> 00:31:29,757
But I needed to tell someone.
764
00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:31,541
[chuckles softly]
765
00:31:32,629 --> 00:31:35,502
So... thanks, Stephens.
766
00:31:38,406 --> 00:31:43,552
-SASHA: Thank you.
-BEANIE: Got two lekvar, two potato cheddar.
767
00:31:43,553 --> 00:31:45,904
There you go, man. Enjoy.
768
00:31:46,078 --> 00:31:48,123
All right,
I can help whoever's next.
769
00:31:48,254 --> 00:31:49,429
You two, right?
770
00:31:49,603 --> 00:31:51,605
Step on up, don't be shy.
771
00:31:51,692 --> 00:31:52,911
What can I do for you?
772
00:31:53,085 --> 00:31:55,043
Never actually had a pierogi
before.
773
00:31:55,217 --> 00:31:57,089
-This your first time?
-Mm-hmm.
774
00:31:57,219 --> 00:31:58,917
I'm about to change your life.
775
00:31:58,918 --> 00:32:00,743
All right, I'm gonna hook you up
with a little assortment,
776
00:32:00,744 --> 00:32:02,007
all right? On the house.
777
00:32:02,181 --> 00:32:05,662
We got couple of mushroom,
couple spinach.
778
00:32:05,793 --> 00:32:07,413
How'd you hear about us, anyway?
779
00:32:07,414 --> 00:32:09,013
Was it the ad
in the Post-Gazette?
780
00:32:09,014 --> 00:32:10,841
'Cause I told my ma, I said,
781
00:32:10,842 --> 00:32:12,799
you know,
nobody reads the paper anymore,
782
00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:14,323
but I guess that's just me.
783
00:32:14,324 --> 00:32:16,324
We actually heard about you
from a patient of ours.
784
00:32:16,325 --> 00:32:19,285
I'm Dr. Sasha Lubbock
and this is Dr. John Watson.
785
00:32:19,372 --> 00:32:22,157
We'd like to ask you
some questions about Aubrey.
786
00:32:22,158 --> 00:32:25,855
I'm actually extremely busy
right now,
787
00:32:25,856 --> 00:32:27,945
and I don't even think I could
help you even if I wasn't.
788
00:32:27,946 --> 00:32:28,815
WATSON:
Look, I understand that,
789
00:32:28,816 --> 00:32:30,252
but Aubrey is sick
790
00:32:30,253 --> 00:32:32,471
and we need to pursue
every possible avenue
791
00:32:32,472 --> 00:32:34,386
to better understand
the source of her illness.
792
00:32:34,387 --> 00:32:36,737
Yeah. Look.
We were together for a while,
793
00:32:36,867 --> 00:32:38,391
and then she broke it off.
794
00:32:38,478 --> 00:32:41,524
Actually, she walked away
and she never even said goodbye.
795
00:32:41,525 --> 00:32:44,352
But she did take a bunch of
my money with her when she went.
796
00:32:44,353 --> 00:32:48,705
So I feel just awful for her,
but I got my own problems.
797
00:32:48,836 --> 00:32:50,403
I know it's not my place,
798
00:32:50,404 --> 00:32:53,492
but I'm sure Aubrey would love
the opportunity to apologize.
799
00:32:53,493 --> 00:32:55,147
So maybe if you come to UHOP
800
00:32:55,148 --> 00:32:57,061
-and see her...
-[chuckles] No, thank you.
801
00:32:57,062 --> 00:32:58,846
Next!
802
00:32:58,933 --> 00:33:01,463
Well, I thought that was
gonna be more productive.
803
00:33:01,588 --> 00:33:03,329
Clearly he's still hurt.
804
00:33:03,459 --> 00:33:05,505
Maybe we try again.
805
00:33:05,635 --> 00:33:07,420
Excuse me.
806
00:33:07,550 --> 00:33:08,600
You know Aubrey?
807
00:33:09,596 --> 00:33:10,901
Just a minute, buddy.
808
00:33:11,032 --> 00:33:14,253
My son is a worker.
He always has been.
809
00:33:14,383 --> 00:33:17,343
He started working in
the kitchen here when he was 13.
810
00:33:17,473 --> 00:33:20,085
He dreamed of
opening his own place.
811
00:33:20,215 --> 00:33:21,434
And then Aubrey...
812
00:33:22,913 --> 00:33:25,003
She stole everything from him.
813
00:33:25,177 --> 00:33:27,527
Aubrey is very sorry
for what she did.
814
00:33:27,528 --> 00:33:29,832
In fact, I wonder
if her current health issues
815
00:33:29,833 --> 00:33:33,141
might be related to the pressure
she feels to get things right.
816
00:33:33,315 --> 00:33:36,275
Seems a little bit late
for that, no?
817
00:33:36,362 --> 00:33:38,103
But maybe, maybe not.
818
00:33:38,190 --> 00:33:40,660
If your son would just
acknowledge her efforts,
819
00:33:40,661 --> 00:33:42,236
it could really
impact her recovery.
820
00:33:42,237 --> 00:33:44,587
If he would condone
her fundraising efforts,
821
00:33:44,588 --> 00:33:47,285
I could assure you that the
money would go directly to him.
822
00:33:47,286 --> 00:33:48,286
Money?
823
00:33:48,287 --> 00:33:50,985
They were more than partners.
824
00:33:51,116 --> 00:33:53,640
She was the love of his life.
825
00:33:55,859 --> 00:33:58,688
Look how happy they were.
826
00:33:58,689 --> 00:34:00,385
That picture was taken
a few weeks
827
00:34:00,386 --> 00:34:01,952
before she left.
828
00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:04,346
Why would she hurt him
like that?
829
00:34:04,347 --> 00:34:06,521
Selma, this has been
incredibly helpful.
830
00:34:06,522 --> 00:34:08,176
Can you send me that picture?
831
00:34:08,350 --> 00:34:10,351
-We have to get back.
-Watson?
832
00:34:10,483 --> 00:34:11,918
You want to fill me in?
833
00:34:12,005 --> 00:34:13,877
Devil's in the details,
Dr. Lubbock.
834
00:34:13,878 --> 00:34:16,879
I think I know
what's wrong with Aubrey.
835
00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:20,010
And if I'm right, there's still
a 50/50 chance to save her life.
836
00:34:24,496 --> 00:34:26,786
I didn't see it at first,
but now it's obvious.
837
00:34:26,889 --> 00:34:28,891
I'm still not seeing it.
838
00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:30,806
What exactly am I not seeing?
839
00:34:30,807 --> 00:34:32,330
Why don't you ask your brother?
840
00:34:32,331 --> 00:34:34,681
By the way,
where is Dr. Croft Number One?
841
00:34:34,682 --> 00:34:35,942
He's at a doctor's appointment.
842
00:34:35,943 --> 00:34:37,771
Why is he Dr. Croft Number One?
843
00:34:37,900 --> 00:34:39,033
Can we focus, please?
844
00:34:39,206 --> 00:34:40,426
It's a birthday party.
845
00:34:40,600 --> 00:34:42,167
Beanie's 35th.
846
00:34:42,297 --> 00:34:45,735
Everybody's drinking alcohol.
Everybody except Aubrey.
847
00:34:45,736 --> 00:34:48,520
If the girl who loves to party
is abstaining on the big night,
848
00:34:48,521 --> 00:34:50,931
the most likely explanation is
she's pregnant.
849
00:34:50,932 --> 00:34:52,872
SASHA:
She said that right from the beginning.
850
00:34:52,873 --> 00:34:54,570
Something beautiful.
851
00:34:56,355 --> 00:34:58,705
Something that came
and then left.
852
00:34:58,706 --> 00:35:00,271
A pregnancy that ended
with miscarriage.
853
00:35:00,272 --> 00:35:02,709
And in some rare circumstances,
854
00:35:02,839 --> 00:35:04,841
that detail
that wasn't clear to us
855
00:35:04,972 --> 00:35:06,782
can have
incredible consequences.
856
00:35:07,801 --> 00:35:09,368
Microchimerism.
857
00:35:09,369 --> 00:35:10,933
During her pregnancy,
the fetal cells
858
00:35:10,934 --> 00:35:12,196
from the baby that she lost
859
00:35:12,197 --> 00:35:13,937
entered into her bloodstream.
860
00:35:13,938 --> 00:35:16,069
And from there, they found
their way to her heart tissue.
861
00:35:16,070 --> 00:35:18,072
Those cells,
carrying both her DNA
862
00:35:18,073 --> 00:35:20,465
and Beanie's Y-chromosome
markers remained dormant
863
00:35:20,466 --> 00:35:21,944
until her body went into crisis.
864
00:35:21,945 --> 00:35:24,078
At which point,
those same cells
865
00:35:24,252 --> 00:35:25,688
most likely helped her
866
00:35:25,689 --> 00:35:27,950
when she experienced
her organ failure at the church.
867
00:35:27,951 --> 00:35:30,475
Acting as a healing scaffold
after stent surgery,
868
00:35:30,476 --> 00:35:32,260
repairing the damaged tissue.
869
00:35:32,261 --> 00:35:33,956
That's why she recovered
so quickly.
870
00:35:33,957 --> 00:35:36,090
The remnant cells
of her miscarried baby
871
00:35:36,221 --> 00:35:37,700
ganged up to save her life.
872
00:35:37,831 --> 00:35:40,442
And yet,
when those cells became active,
873
00:35:40,443 --> 00:35:42,139
her immune system
recognized them
874
00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:43,489
for what they really were:
875
00:35:43,619 --> 00:35:45,404
foreign cells invading her body.
876
00:35:45,491 --> 00:35:48,581
Think of this as a gamble
with the highest stakes.
877
00:35:48,711 --> 00:35:51,841
Aubrey's heart is a poker table
where every decision matters.
878
00:35:51,888 --> 00:35:54,674
Her immune system is
misreading the situation.
879
00:35:54,804 --> 00:35:58,025
It's placing its bets
against her own heart tissue.
880
00:35:58,156 --> 00:36:00,070
We need to better her odds.
881
00:36:00,245 --> 00:36:02,290
Why not just
boost her immune system?
882
00:36:02,291 --> 00:36:04,073
Because it wouldn't stop
the damage to her heart.
883
00:36:04,074 --> 00:36:05,859
The only other option would be-
884
00:36:05,860 --> 00:36:07,990
Filter out the cells
attacking her heart.
885
00:36:07,991 --> 00:36:09,905
Okay, so how do we
separate those cells
886
00:36:09,906 --> 00:36:11,604
from everything else?
887
00:36:11,734 --> 00:36:13,910
Think of this as Aubrey's blood.
888
00:36:13,997 --> 00:36:16,522
We cycle it through
an external filter designed
889
00:36:16,609 --> 00:36:19,742
to isolate the fetal cells
her immune system's attacking.
890
00:36:19,916 --> 00:36:24,399
Now, this next part is
a coin toss. It's 50/50.
891
00:36:24,400 --> 00:36:25,921
Because if the child she lost
was female,
892
00:36:25,922 --> 00:36:27,184
we wouldn't be able
to differentiate
893
00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:28,141
those fetal cells from her own.
894
00:36:28,142 --> 00:36:29,795
But if the child she lost
was male,
895
00:36:29,796 --> 00:36:32,206
those fetal cells would contain
a Y chromosome.
896
00:36:32,233 --> 00:36:33,974
Yes. Now, if this works,
897
00:36:34,104 --> 00:36:36,334
the process will quiet
her immune response
898
00:36:36,335 --> 00:36:38,107
just long enough
to stop the inflammation
899
00:36:38,108 --> 00:36:40,698
-and let her heart recover.
-[elevator bell dings]
900
00:36:45,855 --> 00:36:47,292
SASHA:
Beanie?
901
00:36:48,162 --> 00:36:49,337
[Beanie sighs]
902
00:36:49,468 --> 00:36:52,035
My ma gave me
a really hard time.
903
00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:55,604
She said I owed you and the
other doctor an apology, so...
904
00:36:55,778 --> 00:36:58,303
Oh, you don't have
to worry about that.
905
00:36:58,433 --> 00:37:00,348
-Well, I'm sorry.
-[chuckles]
906
00:37:01,349 --> 00:37:03,960
Plus, I...
907
00:37:03,961 --> 00:37:06,005
couldn't really stop
thinking about her.
908
00:37:06,006 --> 00:37:07,056
Is she gonna be okay?
909
00:37:07,137 --> 00:37:09,314
We're doing the best we can.
910
00:37:09,315 --> 00:37:11,924
You know, I was gonna ask her
to marry me?
911
00:37:11,925 --> 00:37:13,753
? ?
912
00:37:13,840 --> 00:37:17,931
When she left,
I thought my life was over.
913
00:37:19,062 --> 00:37:20,977
Just about destroyed me.
914
00:37:21,064 --> 00:37:22,805
I've been on that side
of things.
915
00:37:22,806 --> 00:37:24,850
I know it hurts,
but if it's any consolation,
916
00:37:24,851 --> 00:37:27,261
Aubrey feels horrible
about what she did to you.
917
00:37:27,984 --> 00:37:29,899
Yeah, well...
918
00:37:30,030 --> 00:37:31,597
maybe I'll come back.
919
00:37:31,771 --> 00:37:35,078
I mean, if I can think of
something worth saying to her.
920
00:37:37,951 --> 00:37:39,822
You know, sometimes...
921
00:37:39,953 --> 00:37:42,216
I write things down.
922
00:37:42,347 --> 00:37:44,000
Helps me organize my thoughts.
923
00:37:54,707 --> 00:37:56,012
[labored breathing]
924
00:37:56,186 --> 00:37:58,667
It's okay.
925
00:37:58,841 --> 00:38:00,408
Try and rest.
926
00:38:00,539 --> 00:38:03,585
[weakly]:
I blew it.
927
00:38:04,673 --> 00:38:07,981
I had a little window of time
to fix things,
928
00:38:08,111 --> 00:38:10,041
and I failed at that
just like I failed
929
00:38:10,070 --> 00:38:11,463
at everything else.
930
00:38:11,593 --> 00:38:14,727
There's still so much
I wanted to do.
931
00:38:14,857 --> 00:38:15,907
I know.
932
00:38:16,772 --> 00:38:18,252
I-I can see it in your eyes.
933
00:38:18,339 --> 00:38:21,299
Trying to make good
on your second chance.
934
00:38:21,429 --> 00:38:22,561
[sighs]
935
00:38:22,691 --> 00:38:24,998
But I'll tell you
a little secret.
936
00:38:25,085 --> 00:38:26,521
We ain't done fighting yet.
937
00:38:26,652 --> 00:38:29,698
[breathing shakily]:
Sasha...
938
00:38:29,829 --> 00:38:31,178
I'm scared.
939
00:38:34,790 --> 00:38:39,099
I will sit with you
for as long as you want.
940
00:38:39,229 --> 00:38:40,753
Would you like to pray?
941
00:38:40,883 --> 00:38:42,407
[inhales sharply]
942
00:38:45,061 --> 00:38:48,587
Our Father who art in heaven,
943
00:38:48,717 --> 00:38:50,284
hallowed be thy name.
944
00:38:51,851 --> 00:38:53,505
Thy kingdom come.
945
00:38:53,679 --> 00:38:55,158
Thy will be done...
946
00:38:56,290 --> 00:38:59,467
...on earth as it is in heaven.
947
00:39:00,555 --> 00:39:03,297
Give us this day
our daily bread,
948
00:39:03,428 --> 00:39:06,169
and forgive us our trespasses,
949
00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:09,172
as we forgive those
who trespass against us.
950
00:39:10,391 --> 00:39:12,262
Lead us not into temptation...
951
00:39:13,176 --> 00:39:14,961
...but deliver us from evil.
952
00:39:17,398 --> 00:39:18,834
Amen.
953
00:39:19,008 --> 00:39:21,271
?
954
00:39:36,939 --> 00:39:39,464
? ?
955
00:40:02,878 --> 00:40:04,532
[knocking]
956
00:40:06,229 --> 00:40:07,979
One hour
into Aubrey's treatment.
957
00:40:08,014 --> 00:40:09,363
Three more to go.
958
00:40:09,537 --> 00:40:11,409
You should head home,
get some rest.
959
00:40:11,539 --> 00:40:13,889
I can call you
if anything changes.
960
00:40:15,282 --> 00:40:16,892
All right.
961
00:40:16,979 --> 00:40:18,328
Thanks.
962
00:40:20,548 --> 00:40:23,682
By the way,
Josh saw a specialist.
963
00:40:23,856 --> 00:40:24,987
And?
964
00:40:25,118 --> 00:40:26,380
Coats' disease.
965
00:40:26,511 --> 00:40:28,556
It's highly treatable.
He'll be fine.
966
00:40:28,687 --> 00:40:31,994
But we were grateful
for your heads-up.
967
00:40:32,125 --> 00:40:33,518
Glad I could help.
968
00:40:34,562 --> 00:40:36,346
I'll call you
if anything changes.
969
00:40:37,565 --> 00:40:39,524
Mary...
970
00:40:41,090 --> 00:40:45,225
Tell Josh they're gonna have
a hell of a season.
971
00:40:45,399 --> 00:40:46,748
I'll be rooting for them.
972
00:40:51,927 --> 00:40:53,842
? ?
973
00:40:55,714 --> 00:40:57,411
[line ringing]
974
00:40:59,152 --> 00:41:01,154
Laila. Hey.
975
00:41:01,284 --> 00:41:02,677
Listen, I was wondering
976
00:41:02,808 --> 00:41:05,038
if you were free for dinner
tomorrow night?
977
00:41:05,158 --> 00:41:08,030
I just want to sit
across a table from you
978
00:41:08,204 --> 00:41:11,033
and talk about...
979
00:41:11,164 --> 00:41:12,794
every single thing
in the world.
980
00:41:13,862 --> 00:41:17,257
AUBREY:
Just kind of hard to wrap my head around.
981
00:41:17,387 --> 00:41:19,912
I was with this guy
and I broke his heart,
982
00:41:20,042 --> 00:41:22,697
but some part of him
stayed with me.
983
00:41:22,698 --> 00:41:24,829
And then all this time later,
that's what saved me?
984
00:41:24,830 --> 00:41:25,917
And then almost killed me.
985
00:41:25,918 --> 00:41:27,963
[scoffs]
986
00:41:28,094 --> 00:41:29,704
Was it a miracle?
987
00:41:30,938 --> 00:41:37,015
You know, I'm not sure if you're
the luckiest patient in history
988
00:41:37,016 --> 00:41:40,410
or if I really work at
the best clinic on the planet,
989
00:41:40,541 --> 00:41:42,848
but either way,
the procedure worked.
990
00:41:43,022 --> 00:41:45,024
You're gonna make
a full recovery.
991
00:41:46,112 --> 00:41:48,288
Thank you, Sasha.
992
00:41:48,418 --> 00:41:50,072
Thank you
for not giving up on me.
993
00:41:50,246 --> 00:41:51,639
Would an angel do that?
994
00:41:51,813 --> 00:41:53,946
[laughs]
995
00:41:55,121 --> 00:41:58,211
Also, I have something
from Beanie.
996
00:41:58,298 --> 00:42:01,170
He said don't worry,
you can open it.
997
00:42:01,301 --> 00:42:03,042
[paper rustles]
998
00:42:04,347 --> 00:42:06,567
? ?
999
00:42:10,571 --> 00:42:13,052
You gonna tell me what it says?
1000
00:42:14,575 --> 00:42:16,534
A lot, actually.
1001
00:42:17,926 --> 00:42:19,798
But the headline is...
1002
00:42:22,017 --> 00:42:23,932
He says he forgives me.
1003
00:42:25,804 --> 00:42:29,721
And that he wishes me
a long life and good health.
1004
00:42:29,851 --> 00:42:31,157
[chuckles]
1005
00:42:31,287 --> 00:42:33,289
And that he accepts
Zelle, Venmo,
1006
00:42:33,376 --> 00:42:35,074
personal check and cash.
1007
00:42:35,161 --> 00:42:36,858
[both laughing]
1008
00:42:36,945 --> 00:42:40,949
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