Original subtitles

How are you feeling?

I... I don't even know how I'm feeling. I can't

even... What do you thought, hey?

I lost my husband.

I lost the love of my life.

I lost the father to my son and...

My phone's lost.

We're gonna be alright though, aren't we?

No, we are.

You and me against the world, right?

We can get through everything.

Anything. Together, can't we?

So... We'll survive.

I know.

Doesn't make you feel any better talking like that, does it?

I don't know what you meant to say.

Is there anything that can be said?

This house feels really big without him, doesn't it?

It's like all this empty space all of a sudden.

It makes it so obvious that there's something missing.

The worst thing for me is seeing you like this too. It breaks my heart.

You really cared about him.

And now you did.

It's hard.

It's going to be hard for probably a while.

We're going to help each other through it.

But at the end of the day, there's only so much we can do, isn't there,

for each other?

Both going through this alone as much as we're going through it with each other.

Honey.

I'm so sorry.

I know.

I know it's not my fault.

It's no one's fault. It's not your dad's fault.

It's not your fault.

Things like this happen in life, don't they?

People get through it.

Together.

Chin up.

I want you to tell me.

If you're struggling, if you feel like it's all too much, if you can't... feel

like you can't cope, you tell me right away, won't you?

Hey.

I'm here for you.

Right?

I'm here.

I'll always be here.

No. No, don't. Don't apologize.

I don't want you to be sorry. No.

No, listen to me.

Don't apologize.

Okay?

Maybe you needed that.

Maybe you wanted that.

Maybe I wanted that.

Kiss me.

Stop yourself feeling.

Stop all this horrible, crushing feeling.

Just put your mouth on my mouth.

Kiss me and don't even think about it.

Feel good?

I don't want you to put it out.

I don't want you to keep your cock inside me.

I don't want me to hold you.

Oh, my God.

I know. I can feel it. I can feel it leaking out.

They should do.

Yeah, I think it's for me.

No.

Can you wake me up?

I can't sleep.

Are you doing it here?

Of course you can.

Of course you can, honey. Come again.

Yeah.

Yeah, come on.

Come and cuddle up with me.

What can I do with the company?

Come and get him.

I

can't

sleep with him.

We've got each other.

Thank you for coming in here.

I love being with someone.

Being close.

Being able to touch.

I love you.

We're gonna be okay, you know.

Both of us.

Hold me like that.

And you hold me like that.

You're gonna be okay.

We'll get through it together.

Won't we?

Everything passes.

This'll pass.

We just gotta give it time.

I don't want to do without you.

I know, I know. It's just different.

Yeah. Doesn't matter.

Yeah.

Will you cuddle me?

Yeah.

Just wrap your arm around me.

Hold me tight.

How are you doing?

No. Me neither, really.

Badly so coping.

I hate seeing you like this.

Sad.

Depressed.

It makes me sad seeing you.

Seeing my boy not happy.

I just want to be here for you.

And I know that for whatever reason, I can't

seem to be able to.

This poses my own issues as well.

I can feel you just slipping.

Disappearing.

want you to.

I know.

I know you're trying to be strong.

Me too.

I'm clearly failing at it.

I can

feel you withdrawing.

I don't want you to do that.

I want you to be so close.

I want

you

to be so close.

Let all that sadness go away.

Yeah.

Yeah. Put it in.

Put it inside me.

Please stay there.

Why does the white groan at the heart?

Go on, let's go.

How's work taken in?

Yeah, good.

Good, I'm glad they're giving you time off and, you know, letting you grieve

properly.

You shouldn't let them rush you to get back into it as well, right?

Gotta take the comedy thing.

What do you mean?

It's morning.

Shit.

I didn't realize.

I didn't think you'd wake up. I thought you'd be asleep for an hour. Fuck.

Well, that's that.

I'm sorry.

Take it back to sleep, Laura.

Why should it do?

I don't think it's too soon.

Well honey, it's not like I was... ...dating someone fluently or something.

had this... I don't know, I just had a bit of a trance in that role.

It's not like I'm over your father. I just thought he was a bit stupider.

I just thought he was meaningless.

I feel like I have to get out and... I don't know what I

wanted. I don't know what I needed.

Something a bit different, I suppose.

I don't... If I'm grieving you're in my bed, can you not... Well, it feels like

you are. It feels like you're judging me. I don't... I don't want you to judge

me.

Is it?

I'm a grown woman, I can do what I want to do.

Is that what this is about?

Oh honey, I don't want you feeling like that.

No, listen.

Listen to me.

Last night, that's just what I needed.

My way of getting over things, moving past...

How I've been feeling these last few days.

Didn't mean anything.

No, it's not like I'm going to make a habit of it. I promise.

Come here.

I hate that you're feeling like this.

I hate that I've made you feel this way.

Listen.

I'm here for you.

No matter what.

Okay? Look at me.

I'm serious.

No one else in the world matters to me more than you do. You know that.

Especially now.

We're all each other have got.

I don't want you to feel like I'm abandoning you.

Son.

I'm your mother.

I am never going to abandon you.

Okay?

I didn't tell you about this. I didn't want you to know that I was even out of

the house. I don't want you thinking I'm walking away from you because I'm not.

There's no way I could ever walk away from you.

I've got to get through all of this in my own way.

Just like you have too.

Alright?

We've got different grieving processes, haven't we?

Right or wrong way to go about it, let me... I don't know.

Probably there is.

But...

So

you know, please remember that it's my first time at life too.

I don't know what I'm doing.

Just like you don't.

I'm not perfect.

I'm trying to be.

For you.

I'll always do my best for you.

Can we just... Can we put this one little...

fallout behind us?

I know we're not. I know.

But I'm glad we're not.

I don't want to fall out with you.

I want to be here for you.

And I appreciate me going off last night with not being there for you, so I'm

sorry.

I mean it.

I do.

Of course I do.

I want to be there for you in every way I can, any way that makes you feel

better.

Is that what you want?

It made you feel better the other day, didn't it?

I wasn't sure.

Because I wasn't sure if that's what you wanted.

I'm not sure if that's what I wanted.

I mean, I did.

Of course I wanted it.

But I shouldn't.

I know that was wrong.

And honestly, you'd have every right to be annoyed at me for that alone.

If I wasn't expecting that you'd be annoyed at me for this date, hook up,

whatever you call it, all things, I thought that... I

thought that what happened the other

day might have been...

I wanna give you everything that I can.

I want to do anything I can do to make you feel good.

I hope you get through this.

I should pick up Paul again another day.

Yeah, I wasn't really feeling it either.

See?

I told you.

I'm here for you.

You'll always be the most important thing to me.

Okay.

Yeah, you know.

Go ahead.

I'm going to go take a shower.

Do you really have to ask me that?

Because you know where I've been.

You know what I've been up to. Are we really going to go through this again?

Yeah.

I was out with a man.

God.

What are you doing?

Just not tonight.

Shall we?

Can we just... not get into our argument?

I don't want to fight with you again.

I don't want to fight with you ever.

What? Go on then.

Say it.

Say what you want to say.

I know you want to say something.

Yeah.

There it is.

It's all I ever do these days, isn't it?

Going out on dates and hookups and having all this promiscuous sex.

Look at your mother.

What a terrible mother I am. What a terrible woman.

Go on.

Well, that's what you want to tell me, isn't it?

That's what you really want to say. So say it.

Coward.

So what if I am?

What difference does it make to you?

You're a grown man.

You don't need your mummy to be perfect mummy all the time, okay? I'm a human

being.

I'm not going to get into this with you.

Look at myself.

What do you mean look at myself?

You look at me.

I'm the same woman.

Aren't I?

I'm your mother. Why are you talking to me like I'm some slut that you're being

forced to live with?

You don't have to, you know.

Don't be that terrible.

I was on a date with your dad.

And now I'm wearing it out to show off my curves. It's a bit random now, no

matter what.

Don't do that.

Do you know anything worse than you being angry at me for doing what I want

do, living my life the way that I want to live it?

Is you pitying me.

Son, I don't need that.

Can't you cap me some slack?

What am I supposed to do?

I lost my husband.

I'm trying to cope with it in any way that I can.

And this is the way that I'm planning to cope with it. I mean, sure, I'm going

out every night.

Not every night, even.

going out and I'm meeting men and I'm giving my body away to men, but look at

you.

At least I'm not sitting around in my room, wallowing, depressed, not seeing

friends, barely even speaking to your own mother.

Well, I didn't want to, but here we are, tit for tat, right?

Yes, you are.

Yes, you are. I've barely seen you in the last few weeks.

The only way we seem to be able to connect recently is... I don't want to

it.

You're going to ruin my night?

Yes, you are. You're going to send me off in a bad mood.

And I'm not going to make a good impression on my date.

Don't you want me to move on?

Yeah, well.

That's what we all want, isn't it?

So don't judge me.

Are we going to do it?

Wait for another day because I'm busy.

I've got places to go.

A man to meet.

And frankly, sweetheart, it's none of your business. I'm your mother, not your

girlfriend.

Go and find your own distractions, okay?

I'm trying.

I'm trying.

I'm not trying to fall out with you.

judgement. You've got me on a pedestal that I just cannot get up to.

It's not fair.

It's not fair. None of it's fair.

I know that.

I do. I do.

I do know that.

But I don't know what you want me to do.

Tonight, at least.

I'm going out.

Probably late already.

So.

Can we shelf this?

And you can have a go at me all you like tomorrow, the next day, the next week.

Just leave me alone tonight, son.

Let me be me just for tonight.

Not just your mother.

Because coping with two people's grief at once is too much for me.

I'm not good enough for it. I can't... I can't handle it.

No, I... Let's... Let's stop. Let's stop. I don't want to get into a fight.

Let's... I'm going out.

I'm going out like this.

Whatever you think of me because of this, you... Then you're right to think

about me.

Just don't think of me right now. I'll talk to you later.

Do you want a drink or something?

You can go get us one.

Okay.

No, why should I?

That's your opinion.

And that's your decision.

I don't want one. You don't have to be funny about it.

How's, um...

How's your friend?

What are you doing later?

No, same really.

I don't know.

It's windy, isn't it?

Air's going everywhere.

A little bit chilly.

I'm alright.

You don't have to sit here with me if you don't want to.

Okay.

You know what?

You enjoy it, alright? I'm gonna... ...get out.

Dry off.

Gonna get some housework done and everything.

Sure you don't want me spraying you anything?

Okay. Okay.

Understood.

I won't.

I'm a grown -up picking the costume stuff on your mum, yeah?

Please don't do that.

It's nagging me.

It's not helpful for either of us, is it?

Enjoy your hot tub.

Are you?

Oh, okay.

Well, that's... That's nice.

I think that's a good idea. Get out the house, get a bit of fresh air. You know,

take your mind off things.

Yeah.

Yeah, yeah, no, no.

That's good.

I'm glad you're doing that.

Is that the right move?

You've been in your room for... It's been far too long recently.

It's not healthy, is it?

Yeah, no, I'm not trying to, sorry.

I'm trying to bring you down a bit. I think it's pretty good. Where are you

going? Do you need a friend?

Who knows?

Are you going to tell me about it?

No.

Maybe.

I'm your mum, but you can talk to me about stuff like that.

Where did you meet her?

Oh, God.

That's good.

Are you getting along all right?

I've been talking to someone for a few weeks.

Thought you could have told me.

Okay, no, fair enough.

It's your first time meeting her then, is it?

Never?

Oh.

But you know, there's no rush to do anything like this, is there?

I mean, you know how I've been handling things.

But I don't know how you feel about that. Do you feel you're not just... Oh,

really?

Well, I don't know how much of a connection you can really have with

you've never even met, but that sounds promising.

Where's she from?

What's her name?

Great to hear.

How long are you going to be?

Yeah, of course.

Message me and I'll make sure the door's unlocked and everything.

Sure, that's a good idea.

Well, I don't know.

Even before everything happened, you didn't have that much of a dating life,

you? So I just want you to be prepared.

Well. You know, there's certain dating faux pas and everything, isn't there?

You've got to make sure you're not over

-stimulated by something that's quite new and

fresh and you're a little bit maybe less experienced with.

No, nothing. I'm just saying that maybe I could help you prepare for it, if

you like. Before you go out, I can...

can do uh you know what we've been

doing together and well you know if you

let a load off before you go you'll be less nervous and then

also if anything happens and you can do probably a bit more of an impressive job

not saying that you wouldn't not saying that you're not i just mean that it

would

rest of you.

Let me take care of this.

Just a few minutes.

You've got time, haven't you?

You know I can do it quickly.

Yeah, yeah, I don't mind.

That's what I'm here for.

I want you to enjoy this day, not be nervous and whatever, so...

I can't do any harm, can I?

Hmm?

Make me feel better as well?

Of course.

I'm sending you off in your best possible situation.

Come on, let me help you out.

Please.

It'll just take a few minutes. Please, baby.

I'll feel much better if I can... I'll just feel much better.

Come on, give me this.

Look.

Just me talking about it's got you... got you ready for me.

Let me make you feel good.

I know you're feeling

really nervous.

You don't have to go.

I'm sure she'll understand.

I don't know if she doesn't. There's plenty of more fish in the sea.

There's really no reason to write into this kind of thing, is there?

Okay.

to come for me, son.

I want to taste it.

I don't want it all over my face.

Give me a little present before you go out.

I miss you.

Well, I will because it's just been you and me.

Someone else.

I feel a lot better if you can give me something.

Something of you.

Before you go out.

Let me do that for mummy.

I want to feel it.

Good boy.

Good boy. Come to me.

Come to mommy.

Feel better?

You're still nervous you don't have to go, baby.

There's no pressure to get out of this any quicker than it naturally takes,

okay?

I know, honey, I know, but... I don't want you to go.

I don't want you to be happy, but...

Let me know when you're back.

Oh, hey.

I'm just sitting down to put a movie on.

Just about to find something to watch. It's not picked yet. Have you want to

come join us?

You can do it.

Oh, are you?

Oh.

Okay.

Good for you.

Where are you going?

The same girl.

Oh, right.

Are you sure?

It might be nice if we just sit down together and, I don't know, we're

that in.

Well, you don't want to rush that kind of thing, do you? When was the last time

you saw her?

Yeah, true. It was.

Where are you going?

Oh, very nice.

You know, sounds like you're going to have fun together.

You getting along well with her then?

Yeah, sounds like it, doesn't it?

Sorry, I didn't mean to be like that.

It's good.

Good for you, go and enjoy yourself.

What time are you going to be back?

No, I'm fine.

Yeah, of course I am.

Closing myself up. I'll grab a blanket, put something on and... I'll be just

fine. You go, um... Go have fun.

Yeah.

Don't let me meet you late. Go on.

I'll see you tomorrow.

Oh! Sorry, did I wake you up again?

Good.

I, uh, well... I had an update, and I didn't think

you'd want to hear about it. I told you that's where I was going, so I didn't

mean... Sorry.

I didn't mean to call you.

I'm just really going to have a...

A lot to say about it, but we just needed to take it to the wall.

Yeah.

Yeah. It was that day. It was, um... I mean... It was a day.

Um... Anyway, I... I picked up the battery and tied it and everything

and...

All right.

Here.

Tonight, she's staying.

Oh, sorry. Honey, I didn't... She didn't tell me. I didn't know. I didn't kind

of interrupt you to achieve... Ugh.

Don't worry about it.

You have your privacy up to your arm. I'll go speak to her on the paper.

Yeah. I guess there's been a situation right now.

Yeah, I have a question. How did you do your thing?

Did you enjoy your night with your girlfriend?

Alright.

Come here.

Night night, sweetheart.

Okay. See you in the morning.

I don't want to get castle.

I'm too worried about you. I'm fine.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, I'm fine. You're good. You're good.

I'll see you in the morning, okay?

Don't worry, sweetheart.

No!

It's fine.

Don't worry.

I love the door open. I wasn't thinking.

You haven't been like that for... You can come in if you want.

Why not?

There's plenty of space. You can shuffle up.

Get close.

Don't leave.

What are you doing here?

I'm not here with them.

You know.

It's my fault.

Go ahead.

You can just call me Emily.

Why not?

I'm gonna find out how to build you.

Really?

Well, I mean, you don't have to be... corny in the mood all the time,

but...

You're kind of giving yourself away a little bit.

I know you want to come in.

Don't hide it.

I'm just pointing you out.

Don't ask me for anything.

Come in.

Yes.

That's what it's given me.

Come here.

I want to give you something.

I want you to come by the alley.

See ya.

What are you trying to hide away from?

I'll let you not feel this at all.

Is it?

I've seen that, so you definitely don't need to hide that from me.

In fact, I'm not taking my friend on for a second.

Come in here, right now.

That's better.

See?

Now I'm done with that.

Just being close.

But not in the mood to get in a cuddle and do anything else with me then.

Will you let me do something with you?

Will you at least let me get to see you then?

Please baby.

It's okay.

That's you.

You're hard for me.

And you want to fall out.

Even just a little bit.

Right?

I've gotten into you.

Told you you didn't mind.

I'm here for you.

Thank you God.

Help you with everything you're going through.

You taste so good.

You feel good?

Yeah.

It always tells us when we move our mouth around it, doesn't it?

Makes it better.

I don't talk about... I don't talk about other women.

I don't talk about anything that's not even to think, okay?

It's just you and me.

Where's your mummy?

That's all it needs to be.

There's nothing else to it.

I just want to make you feel good, baby.

Mummy's good at making you feel good, aren't you?

I love being this connected with you.

I love that we can help each other.

It just feels right giving to you.

Mommy will give everything to you.

You don't want to get in and fuck me.

Will you at least let me make you come alive with these big tits?

Yeah?

Feels good, doesn't it?

Yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, fuck, baby.

Oh my god.

You're leaking.

You're leaking through mommy's big tits.

We'll leave them in the cleanest shot.

You can leave me to it now. I'm happy.

Was that good?

Good.

Hey.

You still like... Sorry.

Sorry I didn't mean to wake you up, I just...

Do you have any room in there?

Can I come and spend the night with you?

Please, honey.

Go on.

Good job on that, can't you?

Just a little bit.

Please, baby.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

I know.

I know, honey.

I know you have.

I know you've got a girlfriend now.

Why?

I didn't know we were calling her that just yet.

I just wanted to be close again.

I just needed someone.

Something familiar.

I just want to be with you.

Just for tonight.

Is that okay?

I love you.

And we lose you.

Yes, I have been.

No, it doesn't matter who does it.

He's nobody.

He's nothing, he's not.

I just want to figure it out tonight.

No, it's fine.

He was fine. He treated me well.

He did everything right.

I didn't fill that hole.

Nothing does.

That big hole I've been trying to fill for weeks is just getting bigger.

Why does it feel like the gap between you and me is getting bigger as well?

I know.

Me neither.

I don't want it to. I want to be close to you.

I want to be with my boy.

you are.

Girlfriend or not.

You're my boy. You'll always be my boy. I just... I just want to be with my boy

tonight.

Is that okay?

I just want to be as close as I can.

I just want you to know that I'm here for you.

You might not want that.

What we've been doing.

I know you have every right to not want that. It's wrong.

We both know it is.

But if you do want it, it's always here.

I'm not trying to tempt you or trick you or make you see on your girlfriend

who you've been seeing for, what, a few weeks.

Don't you think that's a bit of a rush?

Well, given the circumstances as well, I don't know if it's a good idea for you

to be getting this close this quick.

You don't have to.

That's what I'm saying.

want you to need anyone else because you need them, okay?

You'd be with that other woman if you love her, if you feel for her.

But don't do it just because you need somebody because you don't need

somebody. You've got me.

Whenever you need.

Just like I've got you, right?

Feels good.

It's okay.

We both want this.

We both need this.

Honey.

You need this.

Really? You really want me to stop?

Just because other people say it's wrong, sweetheart,

doesn't make it wrong.

If it's the right thing for us.

makes both of us feel good, then it doesn't matter

about Roman, right?

All that matters is us making each other happy,

helping each other get through this.

Fuck me.

Put this inside me.

Please, son. I need you so badly.

I want to be close to you again.

I know you don't, but she's not going to know.

It's different.

You and me, it's not.

That is it.

We just... We just need each other.

You need me too, don't you?

Please, baby, just... Just don't think about it. Just don't think. Just...

Just feel. Just... Just put this inside me.

Please.

You can stay here if you want me to.

We can... You know... We can

coddle.

Like we've done before.

Yeah. I, um... I suppose you're right.

Not healthy, is it?

what we should be doing.

I mean, none of this is, but... Okay.

Okay.

Good night then, sweetheart.

I heard you on the phone.

You're about to go see her again, aren't you?

That's why you're all dressed up.

Looking nice.

I don't want you to.

Go and see her.

I want you to stay with me.

She's like your girlfriend now or something.

You barely even know her.

She isn't staying with your mum during this time of shit.

Better.

Don't you want to be with me so we can both go through this together?

We're the only ones that know how we feel.

She can't help you like I can.

If you go, then... There's no one left here with me.

Do I?

Honey, please.

Look at me. Please don't go.

Because this is a distraction.

It's not what you really want. I know it's not. I know you.

I'm jealous.

I'm jealous that you're taking my boy away from me.

I'm jealous that you're paralysed being with her over being with your own

mother.

I'm jealous that you want to go and fuck some random girl.

But you've got me right here.

Baby, you've got me.

Mummy, you've got everything.

You've got all of this.

Please, sit down. Just let me give you...

What you need.

I can give you everything you need.

I'm right here.

I'll give you everything you need.

I promise to give you everything you want.

Don't you want this?

Don't you want these?

You're trying to be sensible.

I know you feel ashamed of what's happened between us.

I know you think it's wrong and we have to stop.

The way you're looking at me.

The way you want it.

The way your body responds to mummy.

You can't deny it. You can't.

The chemistry between us.

It's too good.

It's too good for you to just throw it away.

Because you've found some other girl.

Some girl that you've just met.

Please.

I want to be with you.

I want you to be with me.

You want to be with mummy, don't you, really?

I'm right here.

Mummy's right here. I'll always be here.

Don't take that for granted.

Don't turn me away just because you feel like it's not right.

But you know it is.

You and me, together.

It feels right.

I know.

Sweetheart, you and I both know exactly what this is.

What they call this.

It shouldn't matter.

It doesn't matter what word they give for what we do.

How we feel doesn't change anything, does it?

Feel that?

Feel how wet Mummy's pussy is against your cock.

You feel your throbbing dick sliding between Mummy's lips against my

clit.

Your mother's clit.

Hard and ready to come just for you.

They'll never convince me it's wrong.

To love you.

To love my son. To want you.

The way that I do.

The way you make me feel.

The way that mummy makes you feel.

Baby, what we have is special.

Pretend this isn't happening.

You don't want that.

Neither of us wants that.

Oh, this feeling.

The way you feel inside of Mummy.

It's so special.

It's too special just to throw away for some sling.

or some concept of what's right and what's wrong.

You know this feels right, don't you?

You know that feeling your cock squeezing tight between your mother's

is the only thing that felt so right for such a long time.

You feel so good.

You feel so good inside me, Sam.

Don't say it. Don't say I know what this is. I know it.

to fill you back inside me.

I love you.

It's all going to be okay.

Don't be with her. Just don't be with her.

You're still going to go?

Fine.

Fine. Go.

Go. Get out of here.

Clearly I don't mean as much to you as you mean to me, so you need to leave me.

Leave me.

Go.

What are you talking about?

What do you mean?

Moving out?

What the hell are you talking about? Where did this come from?

Where are you gonna go?

You can't do that.

Because you've only known her for like, what, a couple of months, a few weeks?

You can't move in with some girl that you've only met a few... I know you're

adult, you can do what you want, but I'm your mum and I'm saying that it's not a

good idea.

Why?

Why?

I know it's not been how it used to be and we've had our issues

the last few weeks but...

You can't leave me.

It's not fair.

You can't just move out on me.

Just bring it on me like this. During breakfast. What are you talking about?

you're not leaving.

Because I don't want you to.

I thought... I thought that... What was happening with us was...

I thought you... I thought you wanted this.

No, not... Not the going out and the men and...

The fallout, isn't it? But, but... Honey, no.

No.

When?

No! No, no, no, baby, no, no, no, no, no.

Please, please.

We can't think about this.

You haven't, though.

You didn't tell me any of it. You didn't tell me what you were thinking, what

you were feeling.

Please don't leave me.

Not for her, not for some other woman.

I'm your mum.

What we have, what we've been building, it's been special, don't you think?

You can't do this.

You can't leave me on my own.

Please, baby, please, I don't want you to go.

I'll change then, I'll change, I'll stop the going out, I'll stop the...

Give Mummy a second chance, please. I'm begging you. I'm begging you to stay

with me. I can't have you leaving me.

Not after everything.

Look at me.

Look at Mummy.

Please.

Give me this.

Give me this.

I don't want you to go.

I'm going to make you stay.

You want me.

I know you do. I know you.

You're thinking like crazy. That woman's got in your head.

You're acting on it.

And you, baby, they're... Sophie, look.

I know you want me.

Your body wants me. Your cock wants me.

Mummy wants you.

I don't want you to leave me, baby. Please.

Please don't leave mummy.

I won't do anything.

I'll do anything to keep you.

Am I not good enough for you?

Am I really not good enough for you?

Do I not suck your cock better than she does?

Comfort you?

God, are you? I'm your mother.

I know you better than anybody.

I know you better than she does. Please, let me convince you to stay.

No, no, please.

I don't want to lose my boy as well.

You want this.

You want this. You want me. You want mummy.

No, you do.

You're just confused, that's all.

You're just questioning it because it's wrong.

We know people think... it's wrong and what would that girl think if she found

out that she doesn't matter, honey.

You and mommy.

You and me, that's all that matters.

I need you.

You can't tell me you don't want your mother's lips around your cock.

And Mummy's mouth.

And Mummy's pussy.

Mummy loves you.

Mummy loves you far too much for you to leave me.

how good it is and you're dwelling on these awkward silences and these little

arguments we've been having.

But what matters is this.

Wasn't it?

All that matters is this.

And how good it feels.

How much we love each other.

See, that's you and me.

That was you and Mummy.

That's what we can be. That's all we need to be.

Don't tell me you're not going.

Honey, don't.

Don't.

You can't, honey. Please, you can't.

Don't. Don't leave me. Don't.

You can't do this.

Please, son.